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daily log #33 - fri, 30 mar, 2018

today is officially the first day of spring break!!

we were in the tennis store today, and some staff’s phone was ringing, and their ringtone was ‘rewrite the stars’ lmaoooo me af

my snapchat keeps crashing and i don’t know why??? it’s so annoying cause when i view stories before it crashes, it then says i didn’t view them yet.

i tried making a deal with straw, saying that if he get’s less than 60% in the science test, he has to tell me who he likes. then he said oh hell no and i said pleaase and he said i don’t like anyone and i said bullshit and he said serious and i said then why did u say oh hell no. and he said because. ???? i said what and he said complicated and i said idc tell me. and he said he would tell me in school soooo. but what i don’t understand is what he is going to tell me ???

if you’re wondering why i’m asking who he likes when hat already told me, it’s cause i want it to be confirmed. in the past he’s said he doesn’t like anyone, and i always believed him. then hat tells me he likes someone and i just get confused

today me n my fam went to this book convention thing. it was really cool, all the books were rlly cheap, and i got 2 posters!!! a friends one, and a harry potter one!! today was the second day of the convention, and all harry potter books were already gone. like fr. everyone loves it lmao

i gave myself a haircut todayyy. nothing serious, just made it a bit shorter. when i put my hair up, which i usually do, it looks pretty much the same :P i really like it shorter now, it’s about the same length as @doddleoddle which i really like!!

i also made a drawing of her, which i’ll probably post tomorrow, cause i’m really tired rnnn. tbh i’m sorta proud of it, and it’s the first drawing with colour and a proper face cause idk how to draw faces lol. the colouring is really shit tho lmaooo. i’m thinking on digitalizing it, but idk yet. ngl it doesn’t really look like dodie, but sorta ish not rlly

HAHAHA OK SO MY BROTHER HAS THIS FRIEND WHO LEFT SCHOOL AND IS HAVING A FAREWELL PARTY. WE WENT TO THE MALL WHERE IT’S BEING HELD, AND ME AND MY PARENTS LEFT HIM TO GO THERE HIMSELF. THEN HE CALLS MY MOM AND SAYS THAT THE PARTY IS ACTUALLY TOMORROW HAHAHHAHA isn’t my brother just the smartest

song recommendationsssssss!!!!!!::

rewrite the stars - the greatest showman

have an ivy-cular dayy!!! today was pretty fun, it was good ☺︎

- ivy ✌︎

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UGHHH I FEEL SO SICKK

my throat hurts, i’m coughing 24/7, and i have a runny nose

ughhhhhhHHHHHHHH

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daily log #33 - thu, 29 mar, 2018

today was just ohmylord

OK SO started off the day with an assembly. nothing special. then math. i did some work, and then wrote some notes for the english assessment for in my pencil case. during the assessment, the class next to ours was so. frikin. loud. like omfg. they kept scream laughing, and it was just really annoying

okok done with the boring stuff. now onto gossip shizzle. i ended up telling hat who i used to date, in exchange for who he likes. i told him, and he told me he likes julie (codenameee). when straw heard that i used to date someone, he was really shocked lol. i ended up telling him also who i used to date, and he was even more shocked lmaooo

fast-forward to after-school, where i was texting hat. he was so sweet when it came to talking bout julie. THEN HE REVEALS THEY’RE DATING WTFFFF. it’s so cute, they kiss eachother on the cheek and hug eachotherr. he seems happy and it’s just so cute lolol. i ended up telling him i like straw. he was pretty supportive, and said he would hook me up lol. idk what’s he’s gonna do, but he said he hooked up two of his friends. i knew these two friends were dating, and they’ve been together for quite a while now, so i guess i’ll just trust him with it lol.

he also told me that straw likes someone. he also told me who, but i’m not gonna make a codename since i don’t think i’ll be mentioning her much. anyways, she’s one of the sporty girls, who’s skinny and also does swimming with straw. but, i think it’s not very likely they’re gonna get together because they’re not in the same timetable. plus, hat and straw are pretty close, so he’s gonna help me out :)) he said he honestly hopes i date straw, so that’s good.

hat also told me that straw looks for two things in a girl- and that i am one of them. i am smart. to me, i’m not very smart. but to hat, i am so i guess that’s good enough. the other thing is body i guess? it’s just basically fit. i said to hat i’m so shit at sports and he said then get good -_- the girl straw likes isn’t that smart, so that’s one down. spring break just started, so i’m gonna try workout more ☺︎ and i’m gonna watch what i eat. i feel like the main part of my body i need to work out are my thighs. it’s not that their fat, it’s that they have muscles n stuff. if y’all have any workout suggestions plsplspls let me know cause i’ve been self-cautious about them for a while now :P

the only problem if i do end up dating, is that idk if i want it to be open? mainly cause i don’t really want my brother finding out n stuff like that. i’m scared he’s gonna act all big brotherly, and be overprotective shiz lol. and also if my parents find out. i think they would be ok with straw, since my mom is good friends with his mom, and our brothers are also good friends.

ayeayeaye my brother outgrew his bape jacket, which means i get ittttt yeeeee. he grows so fast honestly lolol

chang’s been pretty useless lately so that’s great

i’m literally so stressed, cause of spring break. the break lasts for 2 weeks, and we have a science test the first week back. and i forgot to bring my science book home, cause it’s with my teacher. UGHHHH I’M SO GONNA FAILLLL

s o n g r e c o m m e n d a t i o n s ! ! ! :

far away - dodie (doddleoddle) @doddloddle

as i said before, pls suggest any workouts to slim thighs :)) have an ivy-cular dayyyy!!

- ivy ✌︎

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daily log #32 - wed, 28 mar, 2018

hey today was eh but also prettay good

first lesson was history- all we had to do was finish our poster for the british empire, and go to the library to print it on a3. alota people were having problems printing it out, including me, but i managed to print it the second time. pretty sure i was one of the only ones who actually finished the task. some people printed it a3, some people made their own poster with pens, and some people even printed out separate a4 pages to stick onto the a3 page. straw was one of these people, and he accidentally printed it out on a3 instead of a4 lolol which means he has to redo it

geo was pretty fun i suppose, straw asked me what a question meant so yeah lol.

ok so our school does this ‘hair for you’ thing every year, and it’s basically to raise awareness n stuff. some people shave their hair off for wigs, and some people get a simple haircut. it’s all free, and you raise awareness. our geo teacher (who’s a woman) is one of the people who decided to shave their hair off. because it was during lunchtime, and geo was in the morning, i haven’t seen it up close yet. but we have geo tomorrow and i’m both scared and excited.

UGH I HAVE AN ENGLISH ESSAY TOMORROW AND A MANDARIN RETEST FMLLLLL it’s currently very close to 12 am, and i spent the entire night revising n shizzle

ok so since a few days ago, my bathroom has a weird smell, and it’s been spreading to my room. so when u walk in, you smell that weird fragrance. a window between my room and the bathroom connects them together, and u can’t close the window. so me and my mom covered it in newspaper to stop the smell from creeping into my room. it works pretty well, but the bathroom still stinks ☹

today was good cause there aren’t any activities cause it’s the last week of term 2!!! yeyeyeyyeyey i’m glad we didn’t have orchestra today, cause i’m still pretty tired from yesterday’s concert lol

no!! school!! on!!! friday!!!!!!!! we don’t have school on friday, because it’s good friday!! the only bad thing about that is that friday is the day that i have alota lessons with straw 1: and that tomorrow is last day of term2. WHERE HAS THE YEAR GONE.

song recommendations!!!!:

the slowest man alive - dodie (doddleoddle) @doddleoddle

today was prettay goodgood overall. have an ivy-cular dayyyy

- ivy ✌︎

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aye aye making progress!!!

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daily log #31 - tue, 27 mar, 2018

HIHIHI YES IK I HAVEN’T POSTED SINCE FRIDAY I’M SO SORRY.

the reason for my absence is simply cause i felt too weak, tired and sick to type up what happened during my day. fortunately, not much has happened.

on saturday, i skipped violin and tennis again cause i felt ill. i had a dentist appointment, and got my braces tightened, so wasn’t that fun. my dad had bought 3 large packs of chips. while i was sick. I CAN’T BELIEVE HIMMM. the three packs are still downstairs. waiting for me to get better. so i can eat them allllllll.

didn’t do much on sunday lol

on monday, it was confirmed by straw that he plays grade 4 violin!! i also learned he doesn’t have a crush... he also didn’t do the science homework cause he was on the school trip thing -_- same for hat lol. science buddy told hat who she liked, in exchange for who hat likes lol. they swore on their families or something that they wouldn’t tell anyone, so i still don’t know who hat likes. i think i’m getting closer to straw!!!

ok now to today. me, my science buddy, straw and hat talked more today. at one point during science, sb said she knew someone who liked straw- she obviously wasn’t going to say me, but i pushed her away from hat cause she was gonna whisper the name to him. hat was like why’d u push her- GASPPPPP THEN WITHOUT THINKING I SLAPPED HIM. GOD KNOWS WHERE STRAW WAS THE ENTIRE TIME, CAUSE HE DIDN’T SEE ANYTHING. AND STILL AFTER THAT, HAT DOESN’T KNOW I LIKE STRAW, AND HE MADE A HUGE DEAL ABOUT ME SLAPPING HIM. he’s actually so dumb lolol

another thing was that straw didn’t know i liked someone. sb said i know who she likes (me) and she knows who i like. then straw was like u like someone??? to me. i said yeah lol. hat made an offer to me. it was the same deal he made with sb. i declined it, cause i didn’t really trust him.

another reason why hat is so dumb, is that when straw was trying to get sb to tell him who she likes, hat said u only like him cause he has abs. which btw isn’t true. then straw was like he has abs??? ok so uhh ---- and listed 3 names. he named the guy sb likes, but she lied and said it isn’t him. then she kept lying and said the guy she likes is flabby lol.

we had a lockdown drill today. it was during science, and i went under the table with straw!! we sat next to eachother, and this one kid went on top of the stand thing under the table -_- ok so the tables have this sorta small platform thing underneath for us to put our bags, and that’s where he went -_- it was funny cause he struggled to get out when it was over lmaooo

also also alsoooo F1 has a new crushh. oOoOoOooOoo. tbh, idk if i approve?? well i do, but it’s just that it seems very unlikely for them to get together. she’s completely over wagon btw. but at least she had more of a chance with wagon, than with josh (new guy codename NO its’s not his real name). mainly cause we’re in the same tutor class as wagon, and therefore have more than 4 classes with him. but with josh, we only have 2 classes with him.

our concert was today!!! straw didn’t attend though 1: it was really fun. the part me, F1 and F2 keep laughing about is when the conductor (when he first heard everyone play at the same time, including choir) screamed STOP when we barely started. we all got really scared cause we thought he was mad, but then he screamed PERFECT!!!! AND IT WAS JUST REALLY FUNNY TO US. F3 wasn’t here today cause she was sick :( i’m really glad i went to the rehearsal during period 5 and 6, cause it was really fun ☺︎

song re co mm en da ti on ss !! :

human - dodie (doddleoddle) @doddloddle

a n y w a y s have an ivy-cular dayy!!!!

- ivy ✌︎

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two of my fav things in one- harry potter, and @amazingphil

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daily log #30 - fri, 23 mar, 2018

today was ehh

the only reason i went to school today was cause of straw AND HE WASN’T HERE FOR THE FIRST TWO PERIODS. i saw him come during snack tho- idk why he was late tho. i asked what he got for the math test after school and HE GOT 100%. ON THE HIGHER TEST. SKFNSRUYJGBFJ

i had my mandarin test today- i definitely failed it. F2 went home early cause of a stomach flu. we’re having a retest next week though. the test is 50 words. 50 words!!!!

on wednesday i said that we would be skipping tuesday period 5 and 6 for orchestra practise, and that F1 and 2 didn’t want to skip cause of art. well, today our english teacher told us that we would be having another assessment on that day. what the fuck!! english is going to be 5th period, which means if we go to practise, we would miss it. that definitely convinced them to skip lol

ayeaye a girl in my year who is also in orchestra just asked me if i wanted to hang out tomorrow lol. i told her i can’t cause i’m way too busy tomorrow, so we’re hanging out during term break yee

F3 is now against F2 and i couldn’t be happier tbh.

tbh chang is more of an ass than usual now that he has a girlfriend. we don’t talk as often now, and we’re not as close i guess

song recoooommmeeennndaaatiionsss:

i see the light - tangled

twas really nice seeing straw again today :)) have an ivy-cular dayyy

- ivy ✌︎

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summary of daily log #29 - thur, 22 mar, 2018

i forgot xhgiuskhfnjskmd

didn’t go to school cause of bad tummy aches

when we were on the school bus i actually asked them to drop me off back home

idk what i ate but the tummy aches were bad :(

bought 2 anklets from hnm lol

i slept alot lol

me n my mom went to this english lesson place to meet the teacher for my brother

two other moms were there for the same thing

god they were loud likE STAP SHOUTINg

ok that’s all for today lol

have an ivy-cular day

- ivy

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daily log #28 - wed, 21 mar, 2018

today was very shitty. i think it’s important u read this one.

when i woke up, i thankfully didn’t feel sick. but after dinner today, my tummy started rumbling and also to hurt. idk why tho. hopefully it won’t hurt anymore tomorrow.

F2 was so. frustrating. during drama. she kept arguing with me, and no one would concentrate- including F1. we had to practise, and we didn’t use a proper stage, so we did it inside the changing rooms. we had put chairs so i could sit, because i wasn’t in it. we put them at the back of the room, where a bunch of clothes and boxes were. when F2 had to go to the ‘corner’, she went behind the fucking boxes, where we couldn’t see her. i told her to go more infront, in front of the chairs, but she kept complaining, saying it wasn’t the corner of the room. no shit it wasn’t the corner of the room, cause we couldn’t fucking see you in the corner of the room. i eventually gave up cause i knew if i kept going, i would try to kill her.

i had to keep my temper bottled up inside me, and i was literally about to explode. i was so mad, i left my water bottle in the drama studio, and didn’t realize until after break, when art was about to start.

i asked my science buddy to come with me to get my water bottle cause she also wanted to get hers. but hers was in her locker. the studio and her locker were a long way apart, and we were nearly late for art. we went to get her water bottle first, and we started running to the studio to get mine, but i lost her in a crowd. i kept running, got my water bottle, only to realize she fucking ditched me.

i actually was not able to believe that bitch. i was so fucking annoyed at her. i have a short temper, and people already knew not to make me angry, or i get violent. what made it worse was that when i got to art, she was laughing. i was so ready to kill her. but then again, i bottled up my feeling inside me.

that’s pretty much the main reason for this blog. to let all those feelings out. i’m not a very open person, and i can never seem to find the right words to explain stuff to my friends about these kind of things. especially when all of them are involved.

we have an instrumental concert next tuesday, and i’m playing the violin for it. i love school concerts. the problem with this one is that we’re skipping period 5 and 6 for rehearsal- english and art. i’m fine with skipping english, it’s just that i don’t want to skip art, but i have to. the thing is, F1 and 2 don’t want to skip it. they want to skip rehearsal, just so we can continue with art. i never trust F2 with anyone alone. i always usually want to hear everything she says to other people, because she makes it so. fucking. visible. that she’s talking to someone in private.

today she literally leaned over me, to talk to F1, and cupped her hands so i couldn’t hear. F1 started laughing. out of all the people, i least expected F1 to side with her. i have never had drama with her- we always dealt with things together. it’s like F2 is recruiting an army or something- without me.

i’m just so annoyed at them rn. i’m annoyed at F1 mostly, cause she fucking ditched me on monday during break, to eat with F2 and 4 outside the lockers, when i had already gotten a table in the foyer, with all the chairs. i literally fuking sat alone. when i decided to go to the next lesson, i saw them at the lockers, and I JUST WAS SO MAD. i said to them you could’ve at least told me you weren’t eating with me and just left. it was a small thing, but it sorta made me feel better i guess. i’m gonna tell F1 about all this tomorrow.

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finally, some good news at long last. straw is coming back tomorrow!! he’s not coming to school tho- the flight is tomorrow. he’s probs coming to school on friday!!!

F1 is so lucky cause her crush is actually at school. i haven’t seen straw is almost a week and it’s making me sad. i’m glad that F1 finally found someone who makes her laugh, even if they’re not together. i feel like it’s mean to say they don’t look good together??? idk, i just can’t see them walking around together n stuff. i asked her if she thought that me and straw looked good together and she said yeah, so that’s good.

the good thing about having a popular-ish older brother is that he has alota friends. including straw’s brother, which i have said before. which also means it’s not entirely impossible for my mom to make us all have dinner altogether. my mom being good friends with straw’s mom just makes the chances higher!!

the english assessment wasn’t too bad- i ended up writing two paragraphs. we were only meant to do an intro and a para, but i did 2, cause i wanted to lol

s o n g r e c o m m e n d a t i o n s ! ! :

far away - dodie (doddleoddle)

also my friends forgot to bring their ds in lol but i actually brought mine in and didn’t play it at all whoops

so today was a pretty shitty day, full of a lot of temper and stress but i’m glad i got everything out ☺︎

anyways hope everyone had a much. much. MUCH. better day than me

- ivy ✌︎

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daily log #27 - tue, 20 mar, 2018

eghbjshbd i feel sick today

first period was maths- i got a terrible score for the test :(( it was out of 45, so the percentage would be lower. i got 35/45!! which is 77%!!! which is bad!!! and our math teacher made us feel bad about the score!!!! uhghhh

i learned today that two of my friends play animal crossing!! they say they haven’t played in years though lol. i asked them to bring their ds tomorrow. hopefully i’ll remember to bring mine

one lesson we had to have class outside, because it was ‘empathy week’. it was so we knew how poverty students had classes without recourses.

this week has felt so long without straw ☹ the past 3 weeks with him, has felt like they zoomed past. he’ll be back on friday though, and i;m excited for that day to come!!

we literally only had tonight to prepare for out english assessment tomorrow. even though it’s an easy question, i seriously don’t like poetry.

from lunchtime to now, i feel like i have a fever?? i was so tired from the last two periods till now. it’s literally nearly 10:20, and i feel like sleeping rn.

song recommendations!!!:

bitter content - dodie (doddleoddle) (on youtube)

so today wasn’t very full lmao

alright ima go and play animal crossing now hehe

anywayss have an ivy-cular dayy

- ivy ✌︎

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summary of daily log #26 - mon, 19 mar, 2018

twas my dad’s bday and we went out for dinner. i was tired and forgot to do it

there’s this guy i used to like in y4, and he was in my first period class. things got sorta ish flirty, but i still miss straw 1:

for pe we had badminton!!! it was fun cause everyone did it lol

for english, our teacher told us we have an assessment this wednesday. this wednesday!! she didn’t even tell us what it was about or what we’re doing!

we didn’t get our math scores back today smhhhh. i’m so annoyed

science was weird without straw and hat? oddly quiet tbh.

so that was yesterday lol

have an ivy-cular dayyy

-ivy ✌︎

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daily log #25 - sun, 18 mar, 2018

hey today was pretty good. here’s a random gif of rilakkuma dancing cause it’s cute.

started off my morning actually eating a late breakfast at a restaurant on the weekend. then we picked up my brother for lunch, cause he didn’t wake up for breakfast.

chang told his girlfriend he loves her, and i’m shook. she replied with aw ur so cute. i freaked out and he said he was joking. i don’t think his gf knows if he’s joking or not?

anyways, after lunch we went home, to get ready for math tutor. my brother did both lessons today, cause he has a math test tomorrow. all i had to do was drop off my homework at the table. the math tutor asked how my test was, and i said pretty easy, which is the truth. the only thing i’m worried about is for the results tomorrow, and that i get something lower than my expectations like 60 or 70%

my brother didn’t eat dinnner with us, cause he had to revise for his own test tomorrow. if they didn’t change the date for my year’s test, i would have the test tomorrow as well. i’m glad they changed it cause i would’ve been so stressed, and i’m just glad i got it over with tbh

just found my tamagotchi lmao, idk if i might start playing it again? it’s the tamagotchi m!x sanrio edition lmao

dad’s birthday is tomorrow!

also i have a hang nail someone kill me

song recommendations!!:

stacy’s mom - fountains of wayne

today wasn’t that interesting. i’m not excited for tomorrow or the rest of the week cause straw isn’t going to be here ☹ i’m super nervous about the blonde girl and him. what if they get together??

eh anyways, have an ivy-cular day ☺︎

- ivy ✌︎

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daily log #24 - sat, 17 mar, 2018

heyhey today was pretty good

i skipped my violin lesson, cause there was this holiday thing. i also skipped my tennis lesson cause it was raining today! so that’s pretty good

CHANG GOT A GF WTF. he wants me to know minimal info about her i guess, but i know what she looks like at least. theyre going out for movies next week- so cute. i don’t know her name, cause it’s korean lol.

probs already said this, but straw isn’t going to be here all week next week cause of a sports trip thing ☺︎ im nervous, cause one of the girls i’m positive who used to like him, is also going on that trip. she’s one of those blonde, very pretty and skinny popular girls, who has alota friends, but don’t get the highest grades. so ya. i’m pretty nervous.

from my thursday post, i edited it saying that one of my friends said that hat likes me. once again, i stated in that post that i think she was joking because she told me right in front of hat. i honestly think she’s telling the truth, cause he keeps saying ivy, you’re smart, what do we do when he doesn’t know what to do when the teacher just explained what to do. he isn’t the brightest, but he’s pretty cute. but, he’s not my type. my type is dark haired guys, and he has redish hair. not bright hair, but red. straw is my type.

there are two flaws in hat liking me. one- i don’t like him back, and i’m scared to reject him if he actually does like me, and confesses. two- he probably told straw, and that’s bad because straw would obviously be supportive of him, and would obviously not like me if one of his friends liked me. so ya.

my mom made me go to this dress shop thing, where there was this huge sale of some sort. i didn’t like any of the dresses they had, and a lot of them were pretty revealing. i like simple dresses, not complicated dresses lol

song recommendationss!:

you don’t know me - jax jones

busted - phineas and ferb (my jam)

anyywaaaayyysssss have an ivy-cular dayyyy

- ivy ✌︎

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daily log #23 - fri, 16 mar, 2018

today was stressful with alota overthinking for me, but more about that later.

remember the kid with the no name corgi? i asked him about the dog again during science today, and he said still no name. however, straw overheard us, and said that he might be getting a corgi tomorrow! i texted him afterschool to let me know if he gets the corgi or not.

for the first time, he mentioned ish kinda me going to his house. i was talking about my corgi, and hat said how big is ur house? is it like a mansion and i said no and straw said is it bigger than my house and i said ya and he said my house is pretty small and i said it’s nice though but i don’t think he heard me ;-;

during pshe, we watched this documentary thing about drugs, and i was sittimg super close to straw. documentary was pretty boring, so i just started reading my book. i was careful with my actions, cause i knew straw could see them. he’s starting to talk to me a bit more so that’s good ☺︎

ok so other than F1234, i have another friend, who wasn’t involved in the drama, which was why i never mentioned her. she’s one of those quiet people, but once you get to know them, they’re pretty crazy lol. except she’s more quiet than others i guess. well, she knows we eat at the cafeteria, but she doesn’t eat with us anymore. when me and her were walking to our lockers, i said hey i’m gonna eat lunch with you today and she said why and i said because you’re my friend. so where do you eat and she said you’ll have to find me and i said can u wait for me to get my lunch and she said maybe.

twas sorta unfair, since my locker was upstairs and hers is downstairs. i ran to my locker and rushes back downstairs, but she was already gone. i was pretty annoyed at her. i already knew she ate with some other of our friends from another class, but i didn’t know where. me and F12 found out where, and they both went there to see her. but when they came back, they said that the other friends said that she was only there for 5 minutes, then left. this left me with some pretty suspicious theories.

we had music next, and we waited outside the classroom. i asked her where she was, and she wouldn’t tell me. so i took her pencilcase, and said i wouldn’t return it until she told me. it was kinda cruel, but i was really desperate to know. i ended up walking around the line thing, and when we passed straw and shot, she said straw u’re my friend right? get my pencilcase back. i was so fucking shocked when she said that. even though she was talking to straw, it was shot who said first give back the pencilcase followed by straw who said the same thing. neither of them really intimidated me, and they didn’t even step forwards or anything, so i simply said no. i eventually gave up because she simply wouldn’t tell me anything, so i gave it back.

when i got home, i started to think about it a bit more. too much. an hour later, i had an entire theory about how she might be seeing straw without me knowing, even though she knows i like him. i literally texted F1 the whole thing.

first clue was obviously the ‘straw, you’re my friend right?’ why else would she say it?

next, we have the fact that she wouldnt tell me where she was. this is probably the only thing i can think of, that she wouldn’t tell me about

thirdly, she left her other friends after only 5 minutes. suspicious? she probably went off to meet up with straw.

she didn’t want me there, because she knew i would most definitely follow her, and therfore see straw

she’s probably seeing him to get back at me. i haven’t really done anything to her, other than not really include her in the drama, since she’s never really been part of those kind of things.

straw and shot tried to help her out- more about shot later. even though straw didn’t respond to the ‘you’re my friend right’ thing, he also didn’t decline it

shot probably knows about them. he knows i like straw, and he also hates me. it wouldn’t be a surprise to me if he was helping them keep this a secret.

SORRY I’M JUST REALLY PARANOID ABOUT THE WHOLE SITUATION I’M PROBABLY JUST OVERTHINKING IT ALL ☹ her nickname will be heidi

wagon asked F1 out!!! here’s how to convo went:

wagon: wanna go out with me?

F1: is this a joke?

wagon: sadly yes

F1: then obviously not

wagon: that’s good

wagon: ivy (me lol) has been nagging me to do it

F1: u didn’t have to

wagon: yeah

i honestly feel so bad for her, i know how badly she wanted to say yes to him.

song recommendations!!:

rockabye - clean bandit

currently 2 am rn, i’ma go to bed now

hope everyone had a ivy-cular dayy. that might be my new catchphrase, it’s meant to be ivy and spectacular combined whoops

- ivy ✌︎

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summary of daily log #22 - thu, 15 mar, 2018

i was tired shndfuhs

did the math test!!

suprisingly very easy and short- only 7 pages long

i think i already said this, but straw has pinterest bcus i saw the email on his gmail and tried to click on it but he shut his laptop so

during the group thing, i took his laptop and went onto the email >:D i ended up struggling to keep it, becuase he kept trying to take it away lol

his pinterest has aesthetic ish rooms idc how to explain

we did high jump for p.e, and it was fun

one of my brother’s friends’ got a new corgi, and his brother happened to be in my pe group so i asked him about the corgi

he said the corgi didnt have a name yet like what

so the obvious thing to do was to try and decide on a boy corgi name for the whole lesson!

we ended up on benjo or benji or dough

ignore my last post tumblr isn’t working w/o vpn anymore

so ya

don’t forget to take your late daily dose of ivy

edit: I FORGOT TO SAY THAT ONE OF MY FRIENDS TOLD ME THAT HAT LIKES ME BUT IDK IF SHE WAS JOKING OR NOT CAUSE IT WAS IN FRONT OF HIM NSUIRHGNSRHJGRJSB

- ivy ✌︎

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why is tumblr working excuse me

i’m not using vpn rn why is tumblr working in my country hsnieghsbruguj

#banned #working #vpn #country

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