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#🗣: some nice thoughts
niicevibe · 1 year
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my descent into insanity for wanderer intensifies the longer I sit on this toilet and scroll through his tumblr tags
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sillykawa · 2 years
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My mom thought it was a good idea to have me come down to the kindergarden and help out with the little kids 😃
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earthtooz · 1 year
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I NEED ITOSHI RIN BF HEADCANONS, I BEG YOU 😭
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·˚ ༘ ITOSHI RIN BF HEADCANONS !
# warnings: gn!reader, fluff and a little hurt/comfort, mentions to arguments, somewhat suggestive but no nsfw, swearing, idk how many words this is but quite a bit LOL, unedited
# a/n: LUCKY FOR BOTH OF US THAT I JUST SO HAPPENED TO WANT ITOSHI RIN BF HEADCANONS TOO. ENJOY MY FRIEND.
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no one knows how you two got into a relationship and to be honest, you don't really know either. like how did you bag itoshi mf rin 😨 the most unlikeable bitch anyone will ever meet in their life... (lovingly)
bachira asked you if you were okay the first time you met and rin immediately lunged at him. like, please stop babe, you're just proving meguru's point !
how you met and all is a story for another time <3 because holy fucking shit is it a long one.
but the point is, although rin takes a while to open up, he is an amazing boyfriend, despite what everyone believes :,)
claims that he needs an independent partner bc he needs his space from time to time and you were completely understanding, even agreeing that some privacy here and there is nice.
except as it turns out, rin is the most co-dependent partner there is 💀 it's no longer 'i' bc it is now 'we'! slay!
he literally needs you to go to the grocery store with him and expects you hold his hand the entire time too- literally.
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"you know how to buy your own green tea, why do i need to come with you?" you ask when rin pops his head into your study room where you were reading your book. "please?"
─── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ───
you accompany him (almost) every time. if you're out he even waits for you to get home just so you can go with him like boy wtf...
well his love language is quality time saur.
expresses his love through gifts and acts of service as well. all of the gifts he buys for you are genuinely so well thought-out, like you almost tear up at all of them. one of them was a teddy bear that said 'you're better than mediocre.' and you almost cried 🗣🗣 okay but fr, he got you an anniversary gift of all his favourite moments with you, adding spotify bar codes to the pictures. there were photos from before u even dated like rin 😭😭😭😭 he is so babygirl pls take care of him.
on that note, i headcanon that rin has decent music taste. he listens to rock and alt, even anime soundtracks 🤣 but bc he's fluent in english, i bet he listens to arctic monkeys and the neighbourhood on REPEAT 🔁
wait yeah lover of music, it just makes sense for him to have a collection of headphones in his room. he likes to make you playlists too :( rinnie :( for me???
(rin also has a love language of offering you the first bite of food. you're sharing ice cream? here, have the first spoon. wanna try some of rin's lunch? he's already offering it. the smoothie he's having sounds good? he's already pushing it towards you.)
ALSO ☝️ BC THIS FUCKER LOVES HORROR, IT'S SOMETIMES TO A POINT THAT IT GETS YOU KINDA SCARED FOR YOUR LIFE... HOW IS HE SO IMMUNE TO ALL THE BLOOD... AND VIOLENCE...
he's SICK for this. you never let him pick the movies whenever you want to watch something.
also like it's a good enough reason to not get on his bad side. mans probably has 100 ways to k*ll shidou and get away with it.
anyways, rin would probably be hesitant to let you meet his family (read: sae). he's not ashamed of you, he's ashamed of sae.
so when his family demands to meet you, rin finally caves, agreeing to a dinner back home. only to find out he had nothing to worry about. his mother and father love you, saying how you were so beautiful the whole dinner, and how lucky rin was to have you. they even brought up the topic of marriage and you and rin kinda just sat there like 😐😁 smile and wave... smile and wave...
internally though, rin was over the moon knowing that you're accepted by his family. he loves his mum and dad, and although his relationship with sae is rocky with no smooth waves in sight, his opinion is... 'appreciated'.
best part was that his mother then turned to sae and went 'when are you going to get a partner as well?' and rin SENT HIM THE MOST SHIT-EATING GRIN EVER LMFAOOOOOOO
they got into a fight whilst cleaning the dishes that night.
rin then takes u home and pampers u, still high from the happiness that seeing u with his family brought 😇
WAIT ALSO - YOU TWO DEFINITELY SHOWED UP TO THE DINNER WITH MATCHING FITS >:o
HAVE YOU SEEN THIS MAN'S WARDROBE LIKE DAMN SHAWTY... LET ME HIT... so he'll 100% shop for you too.
in fact, he's the best boyfie to take shopping, he'll be like 'no that's not your colour, but the fit is nice' or be like 'you might need a different size. this one isn't right' - you trust his judgment way more than your friends.
when you are out with your friends shopping, you'll send rin photos for his opinions and he never misses 💯 drops whatever he's doing to respond bc he's gotta make sure his pretty lover has the best wardrobe!!
rin loves paying for your shopping sprees too. no matter how much you try to wrestle him for who pays, he will always win. you make it even though by paying for your meals that day (the difference in how much money is spent on clothes and food will never compare, but it makes you feel a little less guilty so rin indulges you).
also attentive af. knows your tastes in almost everything, memorised your little habits and how you like certain things done. very dedicated bf once you realise just how much he loves doing things for you.
i just had this thought:
you know how couples post on tiktok all the time? well, you thought it would be nice if you could participate in one trend with rin.
you just thought it'd be a small post to share with your friends but instead, you seemed to forget to turn on the 'only friends can view option', it blew the FUCK up - like ofc it would, that's itoshi mf rin... but the comments were all like 'why are you with him', or 'dump him... you're too hot for him...', or 'you can do sooo much better than him'.
look, no matter how sensible rin is, he's not immune to drama and this bitch will not settle for when people tell him he doesn't deserve you like did YOU GO THROUGH TWO YEARS OF PINING??? I DON'T THINK SO. SIT THE FUCK DOWN.
so he's on your account, picks the comment 'i could treat you better than him', films himself giving the commenter the middle finger before you pull him in by the collar to give him a big ol kiss, cutting the video at the exact time that you both stumble out of frame.
look, it's not the most optimal way to fight back against the haters 🙄 but he doesn't need to prove nothing, not like anyone else gets you all to themselves.
oh this man has a banger social media presence, on his main AND on his private accounts.
he prefers posting on the priv bc there he can freely show u off and be more authentic.
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itoshirinpriv I love when Y/n wears the things I buy them
─ megurusundercover when will u buy me things rinnie </3
╰┈➤ itoshirinpriv Choke and die
╰┈➤ megurusundercover kinky ;)
─ isagi11 Hi @y/n !
╰┈➤ y/n HI YOICHI !!!!
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LOVES A SUPPORTIVE S/O, EVEN IF HE DOESN'T LET IT SHOW!!! WEAR HIS JERSEY AT A MATCH AND CHEER FOR HIM AND YOU HAVE HIS HEART !!! RECORD HIS MATCHES FOR HIM AND WATCH THEM WITH HIM AND HE'LL LOVE YOU FOREVER !!!!! he doesn't ask for much, just a little appreciation back :<
also don't try to compete against rin in anything unless you have guaranteed victory bc this mf is competitive AF.
will spare you on some occasions but more often than not, will give 100% into everything.
you use this to your advantage like 'hey babe, wanna see who can clean more of the house in one hour?' and HE TAKES IT SERIOUSLY EVERY TIME. to be fair, so do you because like you want a clean house, but rin is SO speedy when there's a challenge involved.
easy defeat every time but you can't be mad.
hc that rin can't cook for shit. so you'll have to be there with him or just ban him from the kitchen straight up.
you taught him how to make microwave popcorn and that's about the only thing he is permitted to make.
even his diet-regulated smoothies are all made by you because holy fuck he somehow always messes up the recipe despite it being really clear and concise.
also you steer clear from him when he's working out because he just looks TOO GOOD working out that i makes you feel a little funny and pathetic 😇
if you are someone who does enjoy exercise, rin would love to take this chance to spend some more time together. you could be doing a pilates workout and rin is in the corner lifting weights, glancing over to you ever so often, sending him winks when you catch him.
loves going on hikes with you, no matter the difficulty, how steep or flat, he just really likes being active and if you join him, he'll be SO happy.
also u know how he loves yoga and meditation? if hiit and sweat-inducing workouts aren't for you, he likes stretching with you and teaching you breathing exercises that help throughout the day.
100/10 MASSEUSE BTW !!!! 👍👍👍👍
ofc, relationships aren't always perfect and especially when dealing with rin, someone who has quite a fair bit of trauma from being abandoned and left behind, it only worsens the tension.
believes you're going to leave him every time </3 like no :( just bc you're mad at him doesn't mean you've stopped loving him.
communication is so important. rin has a tendency to catastrophize a lot so please, put your pride aside and talk to him! reassure him! spend some time with him! that's how post-arguments usually go.
then you'll talk it out calmly, expressing both of your perspectives, apologising for breaking boundaries and trying to adapt accordingly.
this routine is a delicate one and it took months of putting aside your immaturity in order to grow together. especially rin who is so full of pride, but when he realised that his stubbornness wasn't winning him anything, he shattered his hardened perception of self and let you in.
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"rin?" you whisper, poking your head into your shared bedroom delicately, afraid to upset the beast sleeping in there even more.
"what," he snaps, sitting on his side of bed in a hunched over position. he hugs his legs close to his body and the sight breaks your heart a little.
"i'm watching 'the shining', you can join me if you'd like to."
he grumbles something inaudible before you close the door quietly, hoping he'd cave because you chose this movie just so he'd come around. it's his favourite after all.
setting out a bowl of popcorn and some beverages of choice, you just manage to get the movie up when rin emerges from the bedroom, all gloomy and moody. he plops down on the opposite side of the couch, chin on his hand.
he's pretending like you don't exist which is fine by you, you know he'll cave eventually. so, you slide a cup of water and the bowl of popcorn to him and settle in, pressing 'play'.
around 15 minutes in or so, you're too engrossed in the movie to hear rin's quiet shuffling, and how he's now crossed the distance to sit next to you. his hand comes up to your shoulder to get your attention and when he has it, rin's quick to manoeuvre you so that you were now lying down on the couch.
he then plops down, wrapping his arms around you and resting his head on your chest.
"i'm sorry," whispers the striker. such simple words with such heavy meaning, especially coming from him.
you know he wants to say more, but you know better than he can't get it out, so, you begin threading your fingers through his hair, just how he likes it. rin softens completely against you.
"it's okay," you reassure.
"you're too good for me."
the next morning there's a bouquet of flowers and dessert from your favourite bakery on the kitchen counter.
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rin wakes up at a reasonable hour. he likes to start off his days between 8 to 9 am, with 9-10 hours of sleep.
your sleep cycle has been synced with his because he hates sleeping without you beside him.
unless you have a good reason to push back sleep, he will not stand for it. stop depriving yourself of sleep and give your body the rest it deserves!!!!!
has a set night routine with you.
also i'm sorry but rin loves making out + neck and hand kisses are his favourite to give to you + he loves receiving temple and lip kisses.
goes to parties and clubs but very reluctantly. he doesn't like to drink, especially during soccer season, so there's not a lot of joy he can find in going out, except when he gets to eye you up and down all night and have fun with you AYEEEE 🕺😩
'you can wear whatever u want, i can fight' bf.
one thing you learn abt this man overtime is that he truly does not care how you dress. even tho it seems like he's judging you, he loves everything you wear and will admire you appreciatively 24/7.
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mono-dot-jpeg · 6 months
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tank moment - mauga
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summary; title slightly irrelevant, i wanted to be funny. iykyk
genre/extra tags; headcanons/bullet fic, i talk about mauga hcs i thought of on the fly, reader is implied to be a support character, reader is also part of talon group, fluff, i only know the bare minimum about him and that's all i need baby, is this platonic or romantic idk
[gender neutral reader] [canon typical violence mentioned]
a/n; im back on my overwatch era. it never really ended but, i want to write about him, mauga, the beloved. typing this on my phone and finishing on my computer if anything seems wonky shhh dont tell me i'll relive that mistake for days
also this is a somewhat lightly reseached- aka not fully accurate/detailed work. i briefly mention samoan culture and if it offends or if it's a mistake, please tell me and i will erase those parts asap.
[support me and buy a kofi]
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🗣 ALRIGHT SO ‼️
i've been watching and playing with/against mauga since the trial to play him came out and god i love him
but he's kind of easy to counter (im an ana main, nade is fucking broken but that's just anti heal things) and his ult is annoying
anyways
every tank needs their heal bot to keep em up
you just happen to be mauga's heal bot KDJSJSJ
(baptiste is too probably but not really)
he's a really smug guy
no one really knows that bc he sounds so upbeat and nice
but he loves to tease you, poke at you bc he knows that you will answer to him most of the time and entertain him in conversation
you and him are probably in your world even when you're both in talon tbh
he does his own thing and you just happen to join in
(he totally baits you to join his plans and you both know it)
he's a chaotic and cunning man and you're his enabler
(sounds like me and my bestie tbh)
"a hero would sacrifice you to save the world but a villain would sacrifice the world to save you" type beat
he's lowkey possessive but we dont talk about that
jk we do talk abt it
he's your scary guard dog privileges
like that man is tall tall ‼️‼️
idk why but i dont really imagine him being like an openly sweet person
he keeps it private even with how loud he is
anyways
you know how he's on a yacht for his origin story and there's like a bunch of people who got destroyed by him?
yeah he would totally do that shit for u if you asked.
he would give you the best home but
"thanks for the new place and all but did you have to kill someone for it?"
"i mean come on! this place is nice! let's enjoy it!"
he's very "i'll do the dirty work, just sit back and look pretty." and then you're like, "yeah i could. but i won't."
dps support vibes for you ✨️
but also he's charging in most of the time so, there's not much time to dps support KDHDJDJJD
he's like the kool aid man bursting in through the walls /j
cough
back to the hcs here...
he's so tall and big, he would totally let you hang off his back like nunu and wilump (from league, yeah i play league dont remind me totally gonna write for heartsteel soon tm)
also he's literally the greatest heated blanket (ahead of roadhog)
he's so stronk and wowowowow im so gay i love him
when you're surrounded by some enemies, he's charging in, slamming the ground and carrying you with ease as he keeps you safe while destroying any enemies who even tried to touch you
ugh
despite his lack of pda, he's a very actions over words.
he's so silly
chivalry isn't dead when he breaks into a jewelry store for u 😍😍
if you ever have those crazy thoughts about crime, he's totally gonna enable you and let you reign havoc on god knows what.
love language is actions and gift giving. enough said.
when he gives you a hug, he's so fucking warm omg
i said it before and i'll say it again, he's the best heated blanket, literal furnace
bad for the people who sweat easily though (ahem me lowkey)
one the off-days where it's just a day off and relaxing, he's taking care of you well !!
when you're on talon missions, since he can't run around as easily unless he gets the okay but you do keep him company until then
he likes to protect but he loves destroying people
he knows you're able to care for yourself, so he can go crazy whenever, and he loves that.
he also loves watching you get mad or angrily passionate
"yes go, la'u ma’asoama!" (my rock/stone, get it? bc his name means mountain)
he is a really good hype man. even if you're the one in the wrong.
god I WISH I LOOKED UP MORE ABOUT HIM ARGBHYKFJ
soon (tm)
someday i'll write more.
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lemon-muncher · 9 months
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since you're writing jjk headcanons can I request some for Megumi? take your time!
GOOD LORD THANK YOU FOR REQUESTING THIS
HE'S MY BABY😭🫶
I'm all seriousness, you'd probably be his first relationship.... it's not that he didn't want to be in one in the past, he just has the habit of appearing 'aggressive' when it comes to interacting with potential suitors
He's clueless when it come to love and relationships. And it's not like he can just go and get advice from Gojo or Itadori... (they'll still try to help) So take your time with him. Don't try and rush the relationship
His love language is acts of affection. Both receiving and giving. He isn't the best when it comes to expressing himself so if you come home to a clean home and a nice cooked meal, just know he's been thinking of you
He secretly loves getting gifts from you. He'll act all grumpy and say "Why'd you waste your money of something like this?' But the second you're gone, he blushes bright red and adds the gift to the collect he stores in the back of his closet
Now as for a sexually active Megumi... I could talk about it all day🤩
HE'S A MASSIVE VIRGIN🗣🗣🗣
All of you with corruption kinks... Megumi is your man
Raging daddy kink...
Like that's the one good thing Toji gave him. So as you pound Megumi into oblivion and you hear the quiet whining for 'Daddy' just know you're doing great!
He isn't a fan of facing you, he's too embarrassed. If you have him in missionary or any other position that allows you to look at each other's faces, he'll turn his head away or shove it into the closest pillow or blanket
Has definitely had a wet dream about you AND Itadori. It fucked him up so back. He was so confused 😭 and felt guilty for having sexual thoughts about someone who isn't you
But if you're down for it, with a little convincing, he'd invite Itadori over just for his best friend to see him getting his back blown
Megumi really wants to get better at giving head. I can see him being pretty average at it, both with pussy and dick. But he wants to be so good it leaves you breathless and seeing stars!!!
He's honestly really vanilla when it comes to kinks but he likes to play along with your fantasies. He's a service sub at its finest
He likes the idea of being owned. He just wants to be loved and appreciated. And if that means having you put a collar on him under his uniform so he knows you'll never leave him, YOU BETTER DO IT!!!
Okay that's it before I go on a tangent.
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lowkeyrobin · 2 months
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can you pretty please try doing reader who is a certified yapper 🗣‼️ but also has moments where they just get tired of talking and are dead silent for like 20 minutes straight and then go straight back to yapping 😼 sorry if its super specific lmao but i do this all the time
also could i maybe be 🦋 anon??
hello!! welcome to the family 🦋 anon! and yes ofc :) sorry if I misunderstood, kinda autopiloted to mcyt so sorry if you meant this for another fandom LMAO ; struggled to think of new thoughts so sorry for small cast of people 💀🙏
MCYT ; certified yapper
includes ; tommyinnit, tubbo, ranboo, badlinu, quackity, & nihachu
warnings ; language
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TOMMYINNIT
he does the same thing
will rant about anything and everything especially if you're talking about the same thing
but if it's out of the blue like "omg look at this tik tok drama blah blah blah" he just blinks before he's like "oh shit. here we go again"
then you just stop talking after a moment and gets weirdly uneasy with the silence
"can you talk more?"
"about what??"
he just shrugs "I like when you yap away, you're nice background noise"
you dramatically scoff "Okay, asshole"
you're silent for a while and just start revving up the engine again "Holy shit here's another thing, this girl-"
TUBBO
will proudly listen to you yap on about some stupid shit or about lore to a show/movie you're fixated on
he'll ask you questions and stuff
he's used to it dw
you'll go silent for a little while like you're processing new data and he'll just be like "Okay, I think we should do xyz and..."
then you'll like come back to life and start talking again
he secretly sets a timer each time you go quiet until you start ranting again and he'll put it on his stream 💀
"damn, 19 minutes this time"
"Huh? 19 minutes for what?"
RANBOO
nods along and actually listens
dude doesn't care, they're listening to you no matter what
whether it be about serious topics or some silly internet stuff you like, he'll always listen and make sure to note it down that way he can start a conversation with you about something you like or are passionate about
"yknow what I like about the nether?"
"what?" he smiles
"how pretty and diverse it is. yeah you can say the overworld is just as if not more diverse with biomes and stuff, but they could've just left it boring red netherrack everywhere you go and stuff, it adds so much more life-"
they love how passionate about things you can be
if for a very extended period of time, they'll check up on you like "you good?"
you just nod like "I'm tired of talking L"
BADLINU
nods along with you
he doesn't see it as yapping, he sees it as a genuine conversation no matter what you're talking about
adds some stuff in when you like pause to breathe
once you go quiet he can just sit in silence with you forever
this is basically his opportunity to talk to you about like tik tok drama lmao
if you don't know about it at all, all ears open and you're focused
your dynamic 🔛🔝
QUACKITY
you're both yappers let's be honest
constantly talking over each other and play fighting for the most attention out of other people 💀💀
"SHUT THE HELL UP I'M TALKING"
"I WAS TALKING FIRST, LET ME TELL THEM ABOUT MY NEW FAVORITE MOVIE"
then you just get tired of talking and wanna strip mine or something LMFAO
he always checks to make sure he didn't upset you after every time you go silent
it's just by reflex lmao
he does listen to you when you yap about a fixation don't worry
gift inspo goes crazy
NIHACHU
loves when you talk or yap about something you like or some drama you found
she's like your safe person to talk about everything to, she loves having that kind of title for you
"and then xyz"
"Oh my God, really??"
she'll whole ass put everything down just to listen to you talk about dumb shit I swear
she encourages it, like just speak your mind dude
also uses what you talk about as gift inspiration for anything, birthday, valentines day, anytime she wants to get you stuff
half the time you forget what you just said and she recaps you
"Oh, thank you! anyways-"
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rusmii · 1 month
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Ermm… incest w chuuya🙈?
✦ノ a/n. yes maaammm😳… also this is tagged as tw/cw incest, so if ur seeing this even tho u blocked those tags then idk why ur still seeing it
✦ノ c/ws. INCEST, adopted brother!chuuya x fem!reader, afab terms, grinding/humping + rutting inside, no use of protection, exhibitionism, implied private party with close friends, cheating, chuuya cheating on his girl w/you is fucked😭 but he likes ur pussy more anyways, biting ig, not proofread pookies, banner/divider made by me <3
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chuuya knew he shouldn’t be doing this. not when his girlfriend was passed out drunk next to him on the floor. and certainly not when you two were grinding on each other with his friends inside the room.
he grips your hips, thrusts never faltering — eagerly meeting yours as he sighs in pleasure. “fuck - [name] you feel so gooood-!” he groans, biting back the urge to ask if he could suck a titty. well… could you blame your brother when your tempting tits were dangling right in front of him? 
“better than - ah!- your girlfriend?” an airy question leaves your mouth, noises escaping along with it. chuuya didn’t have the shame to hold back anymore. your pussy wrapped around his dick so nicely made him rethink all future possibilities he could have had with his girlfriend.
humming, he whimpers, wanting to feel more of you. “can i? please big sis?” chuuya emphasizes on his last two words, really setting in stone the fact that he was indeed, fucking his sister raw. your hands grip his shoulders, riding him faster with each approaching second.
“ggh! - oh fuck-!!! there, chuuya right there! oh fuuck-!” drool dribbles down your lip as chuuya picks up the pace, rutting up into your spot that has you melting in his lap. “fuck-! shut the - hn! - up!” he whisper-yells, plunging his dick straight to your cervix.
“ ‘m sorry - yes! fuck me!” you moan, grinding on his cock. chuuya leans forward, biting your shoulder in an attempt to quiet his own moans — which was proven to be harder than he thought as he fucks himself closer to his orgasm. “hn - ‘m cummin’! gh - [name]!” 
“inside! cum inside!” you captured his lips into a kiss, humping him roughly. he moans, most of his restraint long gone when the spasm of your pussy sent him for a loop. and finally, chuuya cums, so fucking hard you think some of it seeped past your cervix and into your womb by how harsh the pressure was.
chuuya opened his shut eyes, through his teary vision he could make out his girlfriend staring at you two wide-eyed as you rode out your orgasm — not once caring about the girl next to you. he doesn’t pay her any mind however, even when she started spewing nonstop questions. 
his attention was on you and only you. your beautiful lewd expression post climax has his dick twitching inside your cunt. his hands rest on your waist, rubbing soothing circles to help calm you. he breathes, head tilted back, “yeah….- yeah, you’re so much better than her.”
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spank me, slap me, choke me, bite me😍🤞 give a fuck ‘bout what your wifeys saying 🗣‼️
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hyunjins-goddess · 6 months
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CEO!Chris X FEM!Reader
I SEE RED.
(MY FIRST BANGCHAN FIC RAHHHHHH 🗣🗣🗣‼️‼️‼️‼️ BE NICE TO ME PLS. I'm so nervous about this one, literally shitting myself because idek if I like this, but this is one of my fantasies lolololol Feel free to like, comment, reblog, scream at me in my asks etc about the new album Skz are releasing, I'm so excited asdfghjkl. IF YOU ARE A MINOR, DO NOT READ, I REPEAT, DO NOT READ.)
It all started with a conversation that took place the other evening.
And this, ladies and gentlemen, is why communication is key in a relationship. So if we dislike something? Voice it. Crossed a boundary? Make yourself be heard. Hell, make this a habit even if you've only just met someone.
And when you voice something that you do like? Equally important. Let them know that they're doing something good. Doing what, I hear you ask? My sweet little reader, I'll leave that up to your most wildest fantasies in that fascinating mind of yours.
But I digress!
One evening, you and your fiancè were sat at the dinner table. Well, he had taken your hand and propped you onto his lap as you both ate your dinner. With him working such long hours, (being the CEO of a huge talent agency mind you!) his favourite way to wind down after a hard day was just to have you close to him. One of his favourite past times would be to lay in bed with you, and listen to you read to him. For all he cared, you could be reading the dictionary to him, he just loved hearing your voice and having you close to him.
You were his safety net and he was yours.
You'll never forget the day you had returned from work, it had been a particularly gruelling shift, as you walked through the door Chris had appeared in the doorway. Upon seeing him, you couldn't help but break into a huge smile, your shoulders feeling less tense as he removed your jacket for you. "Hello, my love." He whispered into your ear, strong arms wrapping around your middle making you sigh as you let his familiar, warm scent envelope you.
"Hey baby," You whispered back, letting your head fall back on his broad shoulder as his face had nuzzled into your neck.
He had proceeded to let you know that he had ran you a bath, knowing how stressful your day had been, and he had taken your hand leading you to the bathroom.
He had undressed you, making little comments that had made you blush and chuckle, causing him to launch his dimples at you. Chris gently helped you in the bath and started to wash your hair, massaging your scalp and silencing your loud thoughts.
He then undressed himself, laughing softly as you made some saucy comments back to him. Then, he held you from behind, pulling you close to him. Caressing your body, trailing his plump lips across your naked back, causing you to break out in the most pleasurable goosebumps not only at the feeling, but of such the intimate act itself.
It were these things that he did for you, that just made your heart soar. Just made you believe that God Himself, had crafted him just so that He could show you what true love is.
Back to this little conversation:
So you were happily sat upon Chris' lap, listening to him tell you about his day when suddenly he nonchalantly mentioned:
"You know, I think red is your colour."
"Oh?" You replied, slightly taken aback, "Where did that come from?" You laughed, which made him giggle.
"I don't know, I just- Seeing you in that red shirt you've got on now, it really emphasises your features. Brings out your hair, skin tone and eyes!"
Such an innocent, sweet comment but by God did you have some sort of epiphany. It's like it triggered a switch within you and you silently hatched a plan.
And so, here you are, in the back of a cab on the way to make a surprise visit to your fiancè at his office.
You had never done anything this risky before, the thought of what you were doing was causing you to break into perspiration. You could feel it gathering in the palm of your hands but you couldn't ignore the heat pooling in your lower stomach.
Before you knew it, the cab stopped. Your heart rate had risen significantly as you smoothed down your beige coloured, long trench coat. You inhaled, thanked the driver, and exhaled as you got out, Louboutin heels clicking across the tarmac in such an aesthetically pleasing fashion.
Who knew that shows could even sound that expensive?
You couldn't help but have to refrain from giggling as you got through the revolving door, chewing down on your bottom lip as you walked to the reception desk.
The lovely receptionist broke out into a beam as she recognised you straight away. "Miss Y/N! It's so good to see you, how are you?
You beamed back. "Hey you! I'm doing really well thank you, how about you? How are the kids?"
"Ahh we're all doing well thank you so much for asking, they keep me entertained!" She giggled. "I'll buzz you up to Mr Bahng's office!"
There goes your heart rate again. "Brilliant, thank you so much! We will have to catch up over coffee soon!" You genuinely promised as you made your way to the elevator.
"Sure thing, Miss Y/N!"
You couldn't help but smile, after all this time she was always so polite and insisted on formalities, despite your insisting on first names.
As you got closer to Chris' office, your breath got shaky. No time to be scared now, bad bitch mode activated.
You opened his door and felt your knees almost buckle at just how sexy he looked:
Crisp white shirt with two top buttons undone exposing his honey coloured skin and strong neck, sleeves rolled up accentuating his gorgeous arms. His black tie has been undone and loose around the collar of his shirt. His eyebrows had been furrowed in concentration, looking over reports on his computer but they raised as he beamed when he saw you. You swore his smile was like looking into the sun and you adored when his hair was swept from his face, it focused on his cheekbones and straight eyebrows, and you gushed at his masculine nose.
"Baby!" His rich coffee coloured eyes sparkled and you grinned at how they crinkled. "I'm so happy to see you!" He practically jumped out of his hair and bounded over to you. "Can I ask why you have graced this building with your presence?" He giggled as he pulled you into him, securing you in those magnificent arms of his.
You let yourself melt into his warmth, wrapping your arms around his neck, you deeply inhaled the scent of his neck. Of cinnamon, amber and vanilla. Of home.
"I just missed you." You replied, smiling, and to that he squeezed you. After a little bit you released yourself from him. "You forgot your dessert aswell."
His eyebrows furrowed as he looked at you, you had to refrain from giggling as he tilted his head to the side in just the cutest way. "Dessert? I didn't forget it th-"
Oh but he was cut off. Because at that point you removed your trench coat and let it drop into a heap on the ground.
Revealing the sauciest, sexiest, most scandalous piece of lingerie you and I have ever seen:
At first glance it had the silhouette of a dress. It was a red lace push up bra with see through mesh, ending just at the top of your thigh. Through the mesh there was a matching red lace garter belt, suspenders attached to it making your thighs just look too delectable that Chris thought his knees were going to buckle. Just wait until he saw the g string.
Chris' pupils had blown out and his breathing hitched as his gaze ravaged upon, trailing you up and down. When he looked into your eyes, you felt your cheeks flush and you had to press your thighs together for friction as his tongue poked his cheek.
He walked closer to you, hands in his pockets, sexy smirk gracing his lips as you found yourself pressed up against the door. Oh his eyes were dark, they were almost black. And they were hooded. You could only describe it as the gaze of a predator on the prowl to its prey.
His hand reached over and slowly locked the door. He wasn't even touching you yet but the proximity caused you to let out a short breath and his smirk widened as his face got closer to yours. His mouth was so close to yours, you were breathing each other's air and you found your hips trying to rut up against his waist.
"Tell me one good reason why I shouldn't tear this off of you right now and fuck you up against this door." Chris whispered, nose tracing against your jaw and touching your neck. It was taking every fibre of your being not to let out a whimper, but you fought on, gently pulled him by the back of his hair to make him look at you. You smirked:
"Because baby, this was expensive and you haven't even seen it up close-"
You didn't get the chance to finish your bratty reply as Chris had suddenly gripped the back of your thighs and lifted you up in the air, making your legs wrap around as what you called his "slutty little waist." You laughed but couldn't help yourself rutting against his stomach, lightly gasping at how the ridges of his abs rubbed against your heat.
Chris smirked darkly at you as he set you on his desk, he stood between your legs and caged you with his arms at your sides. "You really are acting like a bitch in heat aren't you? Made your way over here with your little bad-ass trench coat on, wearing the sluttiest outfit known to man. And now you decide to practically hump me but that's absolutely fine with me cause' you're my little bitch aren't you-" The way his voice had dropped an octave, dripping with pure condescension had your toes curling in your heels and you just couldn't take it anymore. You grabbed him by his collar kissing at his mouth savagely, making him smirk evilly into your mouth at how easy it was to rile you up. Moans and groans were spilling into each other's mouths, your tastes mixing together into the most dangerous concoction, call it a Molotov Cocktail if you will. You can't describe the feeling of having his lips on you, whether it was your lips or skin, it set you on fire. And you were always ready to be burned by him.
His hands were all over your body, gripping at your flesh and you almost ripped his shirt off, you were frantic at the need of feeling his skin on yours. You were lightheaded at the feeling if his hot skin against yours, it was like he was sizzling and his scent had you in a chokehold.
He looked so devastatingly sexy when he was turned on: Luscious plump lips swollen and pink with desire, honey toned skin with a pink hue, almost like a sunset cascading down his body. Dark, intense eyes glimmering at you, daring you to challenge him. "Dessert huh?" Chris purred as his hands balled into fists, gripping at your suspender straps, tugging at them to part your legs wider for him. "Allow me to dig in."
He feasted on your pussy, like the man had just walked through the depths of the desert and was having his first meal in weeks. Swirling his tongue across your heat, he would be damned if he missed a spot. After tasting you, he fixed his lips around your clit, sucking hard yet slow.
You couldn't keep still. Your back was arching, you were fighting yourself to keep as quiet as you could, hips canting on his face. Your nails dragged across his wooden oak desk, it was like you were marking your territory by having your own markings across his furniture.
But you were marking it with your essence too, also dripping onto his face.
"Shit!" You tried not to squeal out as he grabbed your calves, shoved your knees up onto your chest so he could allow himself more room to devour your pussy. You couldn't stop yourself from latching onto his hair, pulling at it. Neither you or he gave a shit if it hurt his scalp. It was like you were possessed and this demon who was making your body contort, was certainly the owner of you.
He sat back, eyeing up at you as he gathered your arousal and his spit on his fingers, then slowly entered his two fingers into you, automatically curling them into the spot that had you seeing God.
But the only God you worshipped was Chris.
He then rubbed at your clit and before you could say "S Class", you squirted. Hard.
Your essence was all over him: His face, soaked into his shirt, dripping down the desk.
While you were trying to control the shakes of your orgasm, to get your breath back, Chris calmed you by pressing his lips along your body again, mapping you out for the umpteenth time. He massaged at your skin and you managed to lift your head up, only to meet a mischievous grin of his.
"That was so much, babygirl. I don't know why I have so much whiskey in this cabinet, when I could just let your cum drip into a glass, nothing compares to the taste of your puss- oof!"
That cheeky, sexy motherfucker made you sit up, energy restored, and before you both knew it you kicked your heel fairly strongly into his chest, making him fall back into his office chair.
With his legs spread, dick straining against his pants, you straddled him and hurriedly rid him of his belt. You were to desperate to take his pants off you both were, so due to your previous orgasm you didn't need to prep, you grabbed his cock and slid yourself onto him.
Chris threw his head back, closing his eyes and moaned out at the feeling of your wetness pooling around his slit, and your walls engulfing him. "Ahh, shit!"
Your back arched and hips jolted as your overstimulated clit brushed up against pelvic bone, letting out a soft whimper at how full he made you feel. "Be quiet Daddy, don't want anyone hearing you slacking on your work now do you?" You teased as you gripped onto him, slowly rolling your hips up and down, making him groan oh so sexily.
He glared up at you, jaw clenching as he gripped at your lingerie, nearly ripping it. "You think I give a shit? This is MY company, MY building, MY office. If anything, if you like, they can gather round in here and watch, let them get a briefing on how they SHOULD fuck their partners." Oh you clenched at how unhinged he was being with his words and how he was fucking up into you now. You moaned when he tugged you by your hair and bit down on your neck.
"Or, ya know, I could always shove my tie into your mouth to make you shut up if you're feeling too shy at the moment," He smirked into your skin as he smacked your ass.
"Oh fuck you!" You moaned out and dug your nails into his skin, scratching him cause him to hiss in pure pleasure.
"Oh but I am babe, I AM fucking you and I know you're about to cum with how much your pussy is clenching at me. Give me another one huh? Cum for your husband."
That did it. To stop yourself from screaming out, you sank your teeth into his neck as you came around his dick. At the feeling of your teeth breaking his skin and your pussy pulsating around him, Chris pulled at your body tight to his as his thick cum squirted into you with a deep groan of your name.
You both held onto each other, breathing heavily as you calmed each other down. He softly kissed at the marks he made on your skin, squeezing you as if to apologise if he went too far. You ran your fingers through his dark locks, cradling his head to your body as you whispered "I love you's" into each other's skin.
Chris looked up at you lovingly as he rubbed your body. "So...what colour are you gonna go for next? Cause this red on you nearly made me call for an ambulance, black, I'm going into cardiac arrest."
And that's that guys, let me know what you think! Thank you so so much for reading, I really hope you are well and taking care of yourself!! ✨️🩷✨️🩷
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stinkypeanutbutter · 2 months
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silly Aiden headcanons because I have no impulse
i probably already done these before in other headcanon posts I made but ermm I’ll do it again 😹
small TW for scars at the end 🗣🗣
AIDEN :
Aiden has the most unhinged playlist ever like oh my giggly goodness we got metal we got rock we got classic we got indie we got pop we got vocaloid Idfk whatever you can think of ( same 😹 )
totally had an immense phase of just everything . Creepy pasta , animation , FNAF , idk any other phases from 2016 help
Probably dated like once or twice , but they weren’t serious at ALL and mostly online . He just said yes because he wanted to be nice since he never really had friends ofc , so why hurt someone you barley know if it means getting a friend ? ( I’m gonna explode 😭 )
I’m not sure when this was actually invented , but he’d probably try and convince everyone to make battery acid candy drinks . ( they all say no 😔 )
Sorta sad headcanon they if no matter how hard to tries to solve a difficult puzzle , and he fails , he just starts silently bawling his eyes out . Cause you know he’s really good at them right ? He can solve them pretty quickly ? So if he’s like absolutely pressured by a bunch of people watching expecting him to win ( or like his friends cause yk they believe in him !!!! ) and he can’t solve the puzzle he’ll be like “ why can’t I solve this why is this hard why am I failing “ or something and then start crying ig ( Yeouchers angst 😿 )
Bro is the heaviest napper ever you can stack things on him for HOURS but the moment he actually sleeps most things can wake him ( if he’s not comfortable at least . He’ll sleep pretty well at sleepovers )
I can’t figure out an art style for him but I updated it so ignore that last drawing it’s grody anyway he sometimes draws people but prefers just random splotches of color . He has extremely stylized art but yk , it’s just ‘ weird ’ according to some people since it’s really . . graphic . Not in a BLOOD BLOOD BLOOD way but very mixed ( if you get what I mean )
Hugs everything when he sleeps you can’t tell me otherwise like you seen his old bed ?? He had NOTHIN so absolutely is he gonna cuddle everything near him
Hates competing . ( idk if he did it before but we’ll see ) like he doesn’t like doing puzzle competitions anymore that much , he just got bored of it and was really kinda forced to do it when he was younger . BUT if it’s in a game against his friends , he’ll probably do it just to help them out cause they always get stuck if Logan can’t figure it out either .
Does that thing with music where If it absolutely hits he just starts spazzing out and dances to it
that one thing where he walks around in a circle talking to himself if he’s really deep in thought ( he could go on for hours so someone has to pull him out to drink water at least )
TONS of posters in his room
Him and Taylor binge shows together , often ask the others to join when they aren’t busy . They totally watch anime ( Tyler calls it childish then gets really invested in uhhhh let’s say full metal alchemist and sport animes like haikyuu or something I can’t think of any he’d like . But I’m gonna make them all watch Ghost stories because it’s funny )
Aidlyn cuddling is mostly done at Aidens house cause his parents rarely go up to check on him ( 😅💥 ) and also he had a ton of blankets for Ashlyn to wrap herself in . He got her a heavy weighted blanket for her birthday one time so when that’s not around she just uses Aiden as a blanket if she’s feeling affectionate ( he’s warm in the winter time and pretty light believe it or not )
Has a medium spice tolerance , eats more then what he can handle like a stinky loser
doesn’t like anyone pointing out his growing hair roots so just don’t talk about it much 😅😅
steals chopsticks from restaurants cause who needs to buy any ??? They’re free if you don’t get caught / hj
sometimes just locks himself up in his room and lays in his bed thinking about life
LOVES drawing his friends ( especially Ash ) in his free time because he rarely draws in front of people , and will make an airplane out of it to throw it over to them . But he has that mentality where “ Everyrhing I make kinda sucks “ so expect to find doodles in the trash or hidden in his room
IPad kid , can’t tel me otherwise .
Loves hover boarding but he kinda sucks at it so he just 🧍🕺☠️ ( falls )
Will ram into everyone in bumper cars , almost sent someone flying ( Lilly , he bought her candy as a sorry )
rarely catches cavities because he actually has really strong teeth and willingly bites down on hard candies ( I do the same thing because I’m impatient 😹 )
Does all his school work at home cause school has too many distractions ( real )
Buys like body foundation to smear onto his legs and arms . He doesn’t want anyone to point out them out , and if they do he just tells them their from skateboarding . It can come off after a few days if he doesn’t reapply , but it’s fine since he does it again in between and would have to reapply anyway . Idk how it works 😿
Anyway who shall I do next ????? Put your answers in the comment section below subscribe like and support my Patreon see you in the next video 😹😹😹☝️☝️💥💥
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niicevibe · 1 year
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AND I JUST HEARD BACK FROM THE GOOD DOCTOR
my knee isn’t broken 🥰
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wheelsup30 · 25 days
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🦋 🦴 🍅 🐚 🪲 ☁️🐝 hehehe
🦋 ⇢ share something that has been on your heart and mind lately 
I've been thinking a lot about healing, the past...a lot of years HDJFNF have brought a lot of trauma for me and I've realised that healing sometimes doesn't mean fixing. Sometimes healing is accepting that it happened and moving on, or accepting that something is a part of you and moving on.
🦴 ⇢ is there a piece of media that inspires your writing? 
Usually whatever I'm watching, right now it's CM, but in terms of writing style not really? I kinda just do my own thing. Same with scriptwriting 🤷‍♂️
🍅 ⇢ give yourself some constructive criticism on your own writing
I really need to work on integrating dialogue into scenes better, a lot of my fics either barely have any or straight up don't and its kind of an issue
🐚 ⇢ do you like or dislike surprises?
It depends I think, I like them if I know they're coming, like 'I've got a surprise for you' is great, but people just springing things on me (mostly if it's plans) can really really throw me off and upset me (shoutout to autism ‼️🗣🔥🫡)
🪲 ⇢ add 50 words to your current wip and share the paragraph here
(this is more than 50 but idc)
"Unconsciously, he seems to have shifted one of his legs closer to you. Spying an opportunity, your knees shuffle to either side of his foot and you pull him from your mouth- eliciting a choked grunt from Aaron- and start using your hand instead as you roll your hips to grind against the black leather of his lace up boots."
☁️ ⇢ what made you choose your username?
honestly it was a shot in the dark bc I thought it'd already be taken but it wasn't somehow, I wanted something cm related that still felt like a username, so I took out the 'in' in 'wheels up in 30' and boom
🐝 ⇢ tag your biggest supporter(s) and say one nice thing about them
@hotchfiles you were one of the first people to start interacting with me when I was still on my old sideblog, and talking to you behind the scenes too has just been very fun, you're very kind and have been so welcoming :)
@de4dlyniightshade my pookie wookie super dookie...you aren't on here a lot but I'm so excited to play silly horse game with you tomorrow :3
@softhairedhotch honestly getting to dm with you and come up with oc and hotch shit and just talk to someone who's pretty similar to me has been the highlight of my day since we started <:) you're a really cool guy
@mandarinmoons you're always in my notifs and I get so excited seeing your name HEHE
@ssahotchnerr I'm tagging you bc you're honestly the person that inspired me to get back into writing and make the old sideblog in the first place, I wouldn't be here or know these people otherwise so thank you for always killing it in your writing <3
@ficmeoutofthisworld I was always so scared of interacting a lot w ppl but the way you've rbd and replied and dmd me in the few months I've been here has really brought me out of my shell <:) tysm <3
@ralvezfanatic THE REAL MVP OF RALVEZ TY FOR OPENING MY EYES AND BEING IN MY NOTIFS ALWAYS KING 🔥🔥🔥‼️‼️‼️💯💯💯
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k4katsujin · 6 months
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on the verge of dying falling
🦕miguel x reader
authors note: HENLO MY LOVES I MISSED YOU SM ITS BEEN MONTHS SINCE I DIDN'T POST ANY WORK IM SO HAPPY TO FINALLY BE BACK
author's note 2: i pet a dog today. life? completed.
author's note 3: does that mean my mental health is better? probably not. but we up 🗣‼️
author's note 4: i physically hurt myself while writing this. also dedicated to @unabashedcroissanttreefan (ly pookie wifey)
synopsis: he's on the verge of dying. you're the hq nurse who healed him. you saved him,but it seems he wants something more from you.
content: miguel x gender neutral reader (though fem reader was in mind), reader is hq's nurse, mention of dying, hospital talk, ooc miguel? injury and angst
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“Lyla, do you have any tips for migraines?” asked Miguel,
- I don’t, she replies with a smile, but I have to remind you you have to go to the nursery for your weekly check-up.
-Do I really have to go? Asked Miguel with a pout. You know they scare me and -
-Seriously? You’re fighting anomalies all year long and you’re scared of a little check-up? (she laughs) you’re really strange.
- I know but-
-No buts! I booked you an appointment at 2:30pm!
-It’s no fair (he does the same pout as he did before) why don’t you have to go?
- That’s the perk of having no physical body! (she winks) plus I heard they’re super nice!”
While Lyla and Miguel waited for their appointment, you were doing some stuff in your office. Once 2:30pm arrived, you head a gentle knock on your door.
“-Hello! Is this your first time there? You ask with a smile. I don’t remember seeing you there. Lyla told me you’d come but she didn’t tell me your name. You are?
- I’m hum, I’m Miguel O'Hara. He stutters, uncertain.
-Nice to meet you then! (you smile as you wave his hand, check your files and notice he never came to the supposedly mandatory weekly check-ups.) No wonder why I never saw you there! You exclaim on a light-hearted tone. So-
-No need to worry about that! He hurries. I just came there because of my migraines, they’re pretty frequent and-
-Oh! You cut him off. It’s simple, you just have to take this! (you hand him a little box of painkillers.) But if I were you, I’d be careful as frequent migraines can be a sign of early stage brain cancer. So I’d recommend you to do a full body check up, so that we could notice (déceler) some tumors. But if you want to go, I’m not forcing you to stay!
The desperate look Miguel gave you made you understand he was willing to stay.
-Do we really have to do this? He uncertainly asked as you got him laying down on a dentist chair.
-Yes! You say as you put on a surgeon mask. A full body check-up isn’t a full body one if I don’t check your teeth too! Now open wide!
A few moments go by as you inspect his teeth, when all of a sudden you feel a sharp jolt of pain go through your hand.
-I’m sorry! Miguel hurried, I didn’t mean to do that!
- It’s fine don’t worry! You reassure him as you put a bandage on your hand where he bit you. At least I found the issue! If your head hurt so much it was simply because your teeth are moving.
- So the whole brain cancer thing was a lie?
-Partly, but I told you this because weekly check-ups are important! You say as you pout lightly. I was starting to think you never came because you hated me… Anyway, can you please fill in this? It’s a medical about me sheet! The more honest and accurate you will be, the better I will be able to heal you! I know I may look scary, but I mean no harm really! Just see me as a friend, okay?
“A friend?” Miguel thought to himself, and a strange warmth invaded his heart. He has been a loner most of his life, but it sure felt nice to know he could reach out to someone whenever he needed to.
- You WHAT? Lyla exclaimed as you were away to get some medicine.
-I bit them. Miguel admitted shamefully.
- Now they’re the one who’s going to be scared of you! Lyla chuckled between laughter.
- I like you a whole bunch but if you don’t shut up right now I’ll turn the WiFi off.
- Say what you want, I saw how hard you blushed when they got you sitting down!
- Aight that’s it I’m turning you off-
- You better not-
A few moments later, you came back in the room with some syringes and a plaster mold.
-Uhh, what is all that for? Miguel asked, unsure.
- It’s because you need braces! You say as you hand him the plaster mold. Instead of biting my hand, bite this instead please!
-I need… braces?
- Mhm! It’s because of your fangs! For some reason, when they grew they pushed back your other teeth and that’s where all your migraines came from! If you came more often, you would’ve not needed these!
///…A few moments later…///
-There we go! Don’t hesitate to come again if they’re too tight, but normally the painkillers should be enough!
Once Miguel was gone, you treated your other patients until the end of your day, and decided to check Miguel’s file.
-Lyla?
- Yes?
- Can you tell me more about Miguel’s past? I noticed a weird mark on his shoulder and he didn’t mention anything similar in his file.
-I love you a whole bunch sunshine, but you know I can’t do this.
-Please? I need to know if I want to heal him more efficiently!
-Fine, Lyla sighed. Before the whole spiderverse protection thing, he worked at Alchemax and found out some bad stuff happened, his boss found out he knew so he forced him to take some shitty drugs which turned him into an addict.
-But why didn’t he tell me?
Lyla raised an eyebrow and smiled.
- Well sunshine, you know how he is! She chuckled, Always grumpy and never wanting to admit his weaknesses! And probably because he wanted you to have a good first impression of him!
-Ohhh. You think out loud. That makes much more sense now.
-One last thing sunshine! (you turn your head towards her) You didn’t hear this from me,
okay? Don’t mention any of this unless he speaks about it first!
-Mkay! Thanks, you’re the best Lyla!
A few weeks later, you kept on meeting and healing random patients, but you had no sign of Miguel.
-Is there anything new today? You ask Lyla, feeling like boredom getting the best of you.
-Nope, still nothing sunshine. Are you okay? She asked with a hint of worry in her voice.
-I’m fine, you sigh as you laid back on your chair, it’s just… Not being a spiderperson is boring.
- You know, by healing all those heroes, it’s as if you save people as well!
- I mean, if you put it that way… You chuckled. Thank you Lyla, you truly know how to cheer up people! (someone knocked on the door) Miguel? What are you doing here?
- I came here uh… Because I ran out of medicine.
-Oh! Of course! There you go!
-Thank you, he mumbles. I also got you this by the way, he stutters, handing you a wildflowers bouquet. As an apology for uh… Your hand.
-Oh! Thank you, but you really didn’t need to! You thank him with a genuine smile. Did you need anything else from me?
-I’ll be fine thank you!
-Lyla?
-Mmh?
-You’re the one who gave him the idea right?
- You wouldn’t believe me if I told you I didn’t, right?
-Not in the slightest, you chuckled, but it’s still cute though!
A few weeks pass as you find yourself daydreaming again while Miguel and the others were on a mission.
- What do you think of Miguel? Lyla asked you on a soft innocent tone.
-What do you mean by that? You ask her back, intrigued.
- Well, he got you your favorites flowers, and ever since that day he seems like to get injured pretty often, even if it’s just small cuts…
- I see the point you’re trying to make and – don’t you give me that look, you say as you notice Lyla smirking, he’s my boss, OK? He’s probably acting like this because I’m the only person bringing him some comfort and-
-That’s the exact reason he would fall in love with someone! Think about it! I see how he is with you, it’s as if he’d trust you enough to talk to you about his daughter!
- Really? You ask in disbelief.
-Yes! Even though he sucks at showing so, I can assure you he cares about you! I’ve known him for years now, and he acts with you like he acts with nobody and-
At this exact moment, Miguel abruptly came in the room, badly injured? He had a lot of cuts all over his body and was losing so much blood he was on the verge of passing out.
- Please… Need… Healing… he murmured.
- Lyla, scan his vital lifeline and tell me which ones need healing first! You hurried, trying your best to keep your calm.
- There’s a serious wound near his heart! Be quick, he’s losing a lot of blood!
- Lyla… Miguel said, barely whispering. Am I going to die?
- Of course! But not today! You say as you kept on pressing on his wounds, making a fortune bandage out of random fabric you found. Lyla, call Pablo and tell her to come here and put Miguel in intensive care.
-Lyla… Miguel whispered, his eyes closed, tell y/n I love them, OK? Thank you… For every… thing… Think I’m going… to sleep … a little now…
He then put his head on your lap, waiting for the robot to arrive, while you cupped his face, crying silently.
- It’s not your fault, sunshine, you did your best, Lyla tried to reassure you as you both waited in front of Miguel’s hospital room.
- Apparently, it wasn’t enough… you sigh, defeated. Be honest, do you think he’ll survive?
- I don’t know sunshine, I don’t know…
A few hours passed as you both nervously waited for any doctor to give you news of Miguel, but every person you asked didn’t know or simply ignored you. You then started to fall asleep on your chair, the exhaustion getting the best of you, when a doctor gently patted your shoulder to wake you up.
-Y/N? I have news for you. You brought Miguel… (he checks his files) Miguel O'Hara, right? (you nod as you feel your heart miss a beat). He got seriously injured and he lost a lot of blood, so we had to put him in an artificial coma. We don’t know if he’ll make it, but I’m sure he would appreciate some company. Would you mind following me please?
The doctor then led you to Miguel’s room before softly closing the door behind you.
- Hi, uh, I hope you’re doing OK wherever you are. The doctors said you would like some company, so I’m staying here for a while. I don’t know if you can hear me, but if you can, well, I’m sorry. I really did try my best to save you. And… if I failed… (a knot starts forming in your throat) if you joined your daughter, well, I hope you’re happy with her. And I hope what you told Lyla earlier, the ‘tell Y/N I love them, was true. Because, even though bringing a smile to your face is the hardest thing to do – you know I always like a challenge! You chuckle with a faint smile, I still want to see that grumpy, but lovely, face of yours. Anyway, I’ll stop talking for a while, but I’ll stay here until I have news from the doctors. Please don’t leave us. The multiverse needs you. I need you.
You then kept on telling him random details of your day, as a way to convince yourself he was still alive. You kept on doing so for so much time you ended up falling asleep with your head on his chest, listening to his slow and steady heartbeat.
- Y/N? Softly murmured Miguel after what seemed to you an eternity. He looked a bit taken aback seeing you like this, slowly waking up from your head on his chest.
- Miguel!! you happily exclaimed as you hugged him, wiping away your tears. I thought you were – you know- I thought you didn’t make it and it would be all my fault and-
- Hey hey, he reassured you, softly patting your back, secretly surprised someone cared about him enough to visit him in his hospital room. I’m alive see? I’m a big boy! (he coughs) can you please go ask the doctors for more painkillers please?
A few moments passed as the doctors gave Miguel more medicine. You and Lyla were now talking with the doctors to see when Miguel could go out of the hospital. By a shared agreement, it has been decided that Miguel could leave the hospital only if he lived with a near caregiver.
- There is my apartment! You say as both reached your doorstep. It’s not that big but it’ll -
-Thank you. You truly saved my life.
- That’s my job, silly! You replied with a bright and relieved smile. At least, by living with me, I’ll be able to heal you right away! However, I have a bad news: now, check-ups won’t be weekly anymore but daily!
- But -
- No but! Now get your ass on the couch and relax before I force you to, and r e l a x! You've been through hell today and you need some rest!
You then headed to the kitchen to make something to eat for the both of you, but to your surprise, when you came back, you found him asleep on your couch, it was truly an endearing view.
///…The next morning… ///
-Time to change those bandages, you say to yourself, as a way to give yourself courage.
You then got on top of him, putting your legs on both sides of his hips. You started to take off the bandages on his face, taking endless precautions to not hurt him.
You didn’t notice Miguel was awake until you felt his hands on your waist.
-You’re cute when you’re on top of me, he chuckled with a sly smirk, we should do this more often.
You firmly push him back on the couch before adding:
- Not now big boy, making me flustered won’t make this faster for both of us, now stay still, will you?
You then lightly push his hair back to not hurt him while taking off his bandages. You tried your best to stay focused, but the thing is he still had his hands around your waist, and you would be lying if you told yourself he didn’t look cute underneath you…
After a few moments, Miguel finally broke the silence:
- I didn’t tell you, but you look very cute, carinõ
You rolled your eyes, but your blushing cheeks betrayed you.
Once you were done healing him, you headed to the kitchen to make breakfast for both of you.
Your thoughts were racing like crazy. What if Lyla was right? What if Miguel did see you as more than a friend? Even worse, what if you reciprocated these hypothetical feelings?
A few more days passed as Miguel could now take care of himself on his own.
- Well, there you go… you sigh, your heart aching a bit from seeing him leave. I’m glad you’ve fully recovered now, don’t hesitate to come agai-
He interrupted you by kissing you, having you slightly pinned against the wall of your apartment’s doorstep. It felt like a relief to both of you, as if none of you dared to do it, yet it was like the physical contact was a life threatening need for the both of you.
The kiss was fierce and passionate, yet there was something – you couldn’t quite put your finger on it – you couldn’t help but find cute.
You both stayed in this position for what seemed eternity, but what is an eternity when you are in love?
On the verge of dying falling
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The 8th Member of Bangtan💜
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Chapter 5 - The Argument 📱👀🗣
Synopsis: you (yn 🦊) are the 8th member of bangtan and get to work on your music and side projects for army with the boys with some bumps along the way
Pairings: platonic! ot7 x gn! reader, brief! TWICE members x reader
Warnings: angst, arguments, conversations about self doubt and anxiety
A/n: continuation from chapter 4 (I recommend to read that first so it makes more sense) there’s more angst here I’m sorry! but bangtan is a family and families fight sometimes🫣 also reader is gender neutral so read the honorific’s as they apply to you
•••
When the boys got in the night after their post-dance practice dinner they made quite the rabble.
It was 11pm so you knew they must’ve gone somewhere afterwards… maybe they treated the staff to a drink.
Your suspicions were confirmed when there was slow knock at your door and a man entering it before you could say anything.
“Yn-ie!” Yoongi proclaimed.
The closer he came the better you could smell the alcohol off of him.
“Have a nice time?” you asked with a small voice.
“Ah it was amazing, the food was delicious, the drinks were… well…” he laughed off his sentence.
“That’s good Yoongi” was all you said, not looking up from playing your Nintendo switch.
“We missed you, you should’ve came” you looked up at him to find the sincerity behind is eyes and found some.
“Ah maybe next time” you gave a small smile.
“Just because today didn’t go that well sweetheart, doesn’t mean we can’t work at it more as a team okay?” he patted you on the knee in an attempt to be reassuring.
“Thanks oppa/hyung”
With your short replies, even his alcohol clouded brain took the cue to leave.
Then, as you were just resuming rearranging your animal crossing island, in came Hoseok.
“Yn-ie, we should chat before we call it a night” he stated, not really meeting your eyes.
“Yes Hobah?”
“I’m sorry for being so intense today, it’s just that-“ he paused thinking.
“Just that?” you pressed him.
“Hobi hyung! Did you tell yn noona/hyung what Hwa-young noona got us?” Jungkook popped his head into the room, startling the quiet.
“Hwa-young noona? Since when did you get so close in one night?” you couldn’t help but question.
“Hobi hyung knows her from Gwangju. Plus she’s nice, she bought us dinner and we drank with her and the other assistants”
So that’s why her and Hobi looked so comfortable together at dance practice, you thought.
Jungkook looked buzzed from the alcohol but didn’t seem to look guilty at all. How could he be comforting you earlier today and now be so close with a woman they, besides Hobi, all just met?
“And… she gave each of us one of these” he said presenting his wrist, now adorned with a skinny silver bracelet.
You looked down at Jungkook’s wrist then over to Hobi’s, adorned with a matching bracelet. You could feel the tears prick at your eyes, and the boys clearly noticed.
“Don’t worry, noona/hyung, she got you one as well… she just never got the chance to give you it because-“
“Because she told me not to come out with you all” you quietly seethed but loud enough that they both heard you.
“You said you weren’t feeling well yn” Hobi stated, confused.
“Yeah well, I lied” your voice was gradually raising.
Jungkook looked taken aback, a mix of guilt and annoyance.
“Why?”
“Because-“ you choked, it was the last thing you wanted to do - come off as dramatic, cause rifts between the members and the staff, be rude to an elder.
“Noona/hyung?” Jungkook questioned meekly.
“I just overheard her saying some stuff about me to the other staff. They were laughing about me and my dancing. They said I was stressing you out and slowing the team down and then I realised they were right” you gave a sob.
“I don’t think Hwa-young noona would laugh at you yn-ie” Hobi crossed his arms.
“So you don’t believe me?”
“I know noona and she wouldn’t do that. She was my old dance teachers assistant and she’s very well respected and trusted. Otherwise BangPD-nim wouldn’t have hired her” he was defensive now.
“But you know me too, oppa/hyung… I wouldn’t lie or make a big deal out of nothing”
Now your stern, raised voices had attracted the ears of the others. You looked and saw them all gathered at your door, Jungkook now looking spooked standing behind Namjoon.
“She knows all about dance yn, I’m sure if she said anything it would be to help you out. Besides… once I found out it was her joining the team as an assistant, I was going to get her transferred to our choreo team”
“Gossiping to staff members about how I shouldn’t even be part of danceline isn’t helpful Hoseok! And if you do that she’ll never stop berating and belittling me!”
His jaw tightened at your shout and formal use of his name.
No one had a comforting word to say to try and diffuse the argument. Even Jin who usually always jumped to your rescue was standing with his mouth popped open, like he was trying to find a word but couldn’t.
“She made me question myself, should I even be an idol at all if I can’t do what I’m supposed to do without being laughed at….” you tried keeping your voice even and tears held in your eyes.
“Yn-ie…” Jimin came forward and reached for your arm but you pulled back, needing space.
“I can’t sleep here tonight. I’m going to see my friends”
•••
“And your members just let you walk out the dorm like that?” Dahyun asked with wide eyes.
You were sat in your friends dorm, piled with blankets on the sofa and surrounded by comfort snacks and drinks. The TWICE girls were always hospitable no matter when you arrived, expected or not.
You nodded in response to Dahyun’s question.
“You don’t think I’m overreacting?” you asked.
“I think I’d cry too if a staff laughed at my dancing” Tzuyu said, knees pulled to her chest.
Everyone else hummed in agreement.
“Reminds me of that time we had that rude staff member the company hired for the Cheer Up comeback” Nayeon shivered, prompting a collective shiver from the members.
“She was fired after the comeback was over but my god she made that time hellish” Jihyo commented popping pieces of popcorn into her mouth.
“Hobi said he was thinking about making her part of the choreo team, probably even to keep her on after the Dynamite comeback is over” you said with a pout.
“But then she’d be permanent!” Dahyun said with another shock.
“I know” your pout deepened.
“Ah yn-ie, don’t worry too much okay? Besides why not you just become a member of TWICE, I’m sure ONCE’s would love you” Sana suggested with a smile.
You laughed at that, as if you could just transfer from one hit kpop group to the other with no problem.
“Okay let’s settle down and watch the rest of this kdrama before bed and help yn take their mind of things”
So that’s what you did for the rest of night. Except that half of the girls didn’t last long before falling asleep, and the other half got so frustrated that when the protagonists of the kdrama refused their feelings for each other for the 7th time, they had to call it a night.
Dahyun and Sana gathered all the pillows and blankets on their dorms L-shaped sofa for you to sleep over in a make shift bed.
They said goodnight and you proceeded with your nightly scroll. But what you had forgot during your chat with the girls was that you’d turned your notifications off for the night. It was now 3am. Your stomach did a guilty flip once you saw your Home Screen:
2:46am: 50 unread messages
2:14am: Missed call from Minie moo💛
1:58am: 2 missed calls from SunshineHope☀️
1:32am: Missed call from Joonie🪴
1:11am: Missed call from TaeTae🎷
12:47am: Missed call from Yoongles🎶
12:28am: Missed call from Jinnie🎣
12:12am: Missed call from BunKook💪🏽
Bangtan💜:
🐥: let us know when you get there safe please🙏🏻
🐨: cmon dongsaengie don’t make us worry
🐰: what if they’re not okay hyungs?😪
🐱: don’t worry guys they’re probably just busy with their friends
Yoongles🎶:
🐱: okay so I’m going insane with you not replying…
🐱: cmon yn-ie just say the car didn’t upturn on your way over
🐱: what’s the address???
🐱: ugh fine I know you want to be left alone right now…
BunKook💪🏽:
🐰: NOONA/HYUNG!!!!!
🐰: please tell us you got there okay!!!!
🐰: I’m going to stay awake till you do!!!!
Minie Moo💛:
🐥: don’t hate us dongsaengie, we’re sorry you’ve been hurting all day and we didn’t notice
🐥: come home to the dorm🥺
🐥: kook fell asleep on the couch with his phone in his hand, we’re waiting for you🫶🏻
TaeTae🎷:
🐻: 😵‍💫
🐻: ^^ me because your not replying
🐻: 🥴< that’s Jimin’s face right now
🐻: 🤒< literally Jin hyung
🐻: 🙃< Joon hyung
🐻: 😪< Yoongi hyung
🐻: 😴< that’s Jungkook but only because he’s exhausted from being sad
🐻: Hobi hyung went into his room
Joonie🪴:
🐨: I know your mad at us dongsaengie, we just want to know you’re safe
🐨: I’m cycling to the dorm
🐨: okay so Jin hyungs banned me from cycling in the dark and also because I’ve drank alcohol but just know I would have
Jinnie🎣:
🐹: reply to your oppa/hyung, this is a command
🐹: okay fine that was harsh but your not replying to anyone baby petal I’m freaking out
🐹: Yoongi and Joon are pacing and it’s driving me nuts so if you could reply that would be super
🐹: if you reply now I’ll let you be the first member to hear my solo debut song
🐹: and I’ll buy all your meals for a month
🐹: these offers expire in 10 mins so reply to us baby petal
SunshineHope☀️:
🐿: yn-ie I don’t know what to say
🐿: I didn’t mean to get so annoyed
🐿: I can’t do this over text I have to phone you
🐿: okay… I’m leaving a voicemail please listen petal
2:01am: 1 new voicemail from SunshineHope☀️
Before replying to the other guys and putting them out of their misery, you decided to listen to Hobi’s voicemail:
“Yn-ie, I’m sorry for how I acted… for not believing you… members have to stick together, I know that. I don’t know what came over me? Seeing Hwa-young just made me nostalgic for being a dance student. I never believed she would act so unprofessionally towards one of my members like that. If anyone knows what it’s like to be criticised it should be me… remember when Jungkookie cried because i wanted to leave bangtan? I was so sure they would be fine without me, that my skills weren’t anything special… but I was wrong and I know how your feel about your abilities right now is wrong too. Bangtan needs our little baby petal. Please come home tomorrow, we have dance practise at 12pm but I’ll make sure it’s a closed session. Just the members dongsaengie, okay? And we can all talk and work it out then… goodnight yn-ie… I’m sorry”
You could feel your eyes welling up. With him being cold towards you all day, your really had missed your sunshine.
Bangtan💜:
🦊: I’m sorry guys! I turned my phone notifications off, I’m okay, I’m just going to sleep now, I got all of your messages and I’ll be at practise tomorrow at 12. Goodnight
🐹: ah baby petal!! Now we can sleep soundly
🐿: see you tomorrow yn-ie🙏🏻
•••
As promised, you arrived at hybe headquarters. Jungkook had posted in the group chat what dance studio it was they were in, and just as Hobi had said, it was devoid of any staff members. Just the 7 of them were waiting around - stretching, talking, drinking their coffee and scrolling on their phones.
There was a bit of awkward silence as you entered the door and placed you bag on the floor with a thud, grabbing their attention.
Then they all rushed to you at once.
“I’m sorry noona/hyung!”
“Please don’t leave us again dongsaengie!”
“We’re so glad you came!”
You had some tears in your eyes but couldn’t help but giggle at their confessions and crowding. Even some of the boys had wet eyes.
“It’s not funny noona/hyung” Jungkook sniffled, “I thought you weren’t gonna come back”
“Of course I was coming back kook, I just needed some space” you explained, trying to reassure your dongsaeng.
“But we don’t want space!” he replied, looking like an frustrated rabbit.
“We’re glad you came back, yn-ie, we’ll never let anyone come between the members again okay?”
“I’ll try to be polite to Hwa-young-ssi but if she starts laughing at me again…”
“Don’t worry yn-ie, your oppas/hyungs will handle it” Jin said assuredly.
“And me!” Jungkook said puffing his chest out, causing giggles in you and the other members.
“I’m being serious! No one hurts my noona/hyungs and gets away with it!”
“You’ll be polite to her too kook-ah… we all will… but we’re onto her, so if she starts anything again…” namjoon instructed.
“I’ll be the first one to call her out” Hobi said firmly pulling you into his embrace.
Rehearsals went smoother with Hobi taking it easy on the critiques and you all going in hard with the effort. You knew then it would be all just fine… it was nice to have your sunshine back and a privilege to have such protective members. You really were bangtan for life, you thought.
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A/n: I hope that was a satisfying resolution to yn and Hobi’s argument… we are Hobi lovers in this house after all☀️ however I feel like Hwa-young may pop up in future fics? so watch out for her again! Thank you for reading and liking!
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🖤🐺 Being MSBY's Manager 🐺🖤
Relationship problems with Atsumu
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MSBY featuring Time!Skip Miya Atsumu x Female Manager
Warnings: angst to fluff, Swearing, poor self-care, unwanted advances/touching , blood mentions, ITS SO LONG 😭
A/N: absolutely no one requested this 😃 wrong, I requested this 😃😃 because I like to feel pain 🥲 this is for Atsupremacy and all my angsty bbys 💖 also I kind of want make this a series 🙃 maybe Sakusa next??
I'm 110% sure I'm an emotional masochist when it comes to fanfictions
I freaking LOVE angst to fluff
I want someone to rip my heart out, pick it back up, dust it off
Because the ground is gross and I don't want a dusty heart 😬
And then put it back together again, piece by piece
And since I made myself cry for writing mean Bokuto (coming May 10th 👀)
I thought I'd do it again 🙃
This time, with Atsumu
Now 🤚🏻 I know what your thinking
#bullyatsumu2022
And you would be correct ✅️
But Atsumu is also one of my favorite characters in the series
Which is why I bully him so much
It makes no sense right 🥰
Anyways, since I've been obsessed with MSBY lately, I thought "why not?"
So let's break some hearts shall we 🤗
First off, when you found yourself at the doors to the MSBY gym, you were definitely nervous
You had been a volleyball manager in high school and had loved it
This couldn't be much different right?
You were super sweet, calm in chaos and absolutely stunning
"Ok I can do this. YN you can do this"- you, jumping up and down a little and hyping yourself up
"Are you talking to yourself?"- a voice sounds from behind you
You turn to see a giant man with yellow-blonde hair looking down at you
"Ummm-yes?"- you say nervously
"You know, fans aren't allowed in here but you are a cute one"- he said, smiling at you
"Ohh I'm not a fan- wait, I AM a fan but I'm here to interview for the managers job. By the way, my name is YN"- you, bowing
The man just stood there, with hair that desperately needed toning, smiling at you
"ATSUMU- leave that poor girl alone"- a giant dark haired man yelled
"I was literally doing nothing-" Atsumu 😐
"Yeah we know what your NoThInG includes"- another dark haired curly man says
You just stare 👁👄👁
Please they are all Titans
Someone call Levi 🗣⚔️
"You must be YN- I'm so sorry about him. I'm Meian Shugo and this is Sakusa Kiyoomi"- Meian said, bowing
"Oh no! Really it's ok! I was uhh- talking to myself? "- you shaking your hands, now feeling awkward you admitted that out loud
Atsumu is now smirking at you in that kind of cute way
This one 👇🏻
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"Well ok then! Follow me YN and we'll get started"- Meian laughing as he escorts you to the office
As you walk, you turn around to see Atsumu is staring at you and STILL SMIRKING
Is he cute? Yes
Does him watching you make you blush? Absolutely ☺️
"Hey Atsumu- let's go before Bokuto and Hinata burn the gym down"- Sakusa, looking back at Atsumu
"Yeah- yeah I'm coming"- Atsumu still smirking as he sticks his hands in his pockets and turns to leave
The absolutely STUNNING YN weighing heavily on his mind
A week after your interview, you were offered the job 🤗
Please you were ecstatic
Side note: I hate you, just know that 🥰
Another side note: I mean that in a very loving way YN
You're first day and you are both excited and nervous 😓
Seriously, you're literally like a logger handling giant trees YN ✋🏻
You walk into the gym and find Meian whose talking to a very Owlish looking man and a red-headed man
"HOLY CRAP- IS THAT OUR NEW MANAGER?"- The owl man says, excitedly as he bounds towards you
You brace yourself for impact just as an arm snatches you're waist and pulls you behind him
Atsumu is standing in front of you- hand on the chest of the bouncy man
"Bokuto, please don't kill YN before she even starts"- Meian, as him and a red-headed man approach
"Hi I'm Hinata! It's so nice to meet you. You are so pretty! Atsumu said you were hot but I definitely didn't believe you were this hot"- Hinata
Please Atsumu is so freaking mad 😡
"Hinata shut your trap or I won't set to you"- Atsumu, glaring at Hinata 😑
"Hey YN you should watch me hit some wicked cut shots! They can get past all the blockers!!"- Bokuto grabbing your hand as you giggle and follow along the giant man
"Bokuto please don't break YN, she's literally half your size"- Sakusa, coming from the locker room
"Yeah Bokuto, we want our manager to last longer than 3 minutes"- another man says coming out with two tall players
"Nice to meet you YN, I'm Inukaki, the libero of the team"
"And I'm Thomas, a middle blocker and this is Barnes, he's a wing spiker"- Thomas says, smiling at you
"It's very nice to meet you YN"- Barnes says, towering over you
"Well I guess I know who to ask for help getting stuff off high shelves"- You, shocked by his height
Everyone laughs as Bokuto continues to pull you towards the courts
"Bokuto honey, how about I finish setting up and then I watch you? You are going to need a sports drink for all those line and cross court shots!"- you, hyping Bokuto up
"Wait 🤚🏻 you know about my line shots??:- Bokuto, shocked 😲
"Of course I do! Everyone knows about Kotaro Bokuto, the famous ace from Fukurodani!"- you, eyes shining
"HEY HEY HEY- THATS ME!!"- Bokuto, now squeezing the life from you
Atsumu watches in pure jealousy 😒
Everyone else just looks at you 👁👄👁
"Let me help you YN so you can watch me do liners!"- Bokuto grabbing the crate as you laugh following him
You walk past Atsumu and see your chance
You stop next to him, go up on your tip toes and whisper in his ears
"His information is on the website and I know all about you Mr. All Japan setter"- you, smiling as Atsumu looks down at you
You wink 😉 as you walk away, Bokuto leading the way with his bubbly personality
Atsumu just gapes at you as you walk away
Please, he totally does that fist biting thing 😫
Ugh it's so hot
From that day forward, it's safe to say Mr. All Japan had a big crush on you
You proved yourself a very capable manager from day one, your ability to handle Bokuto, Hinata and Atsumu was a feat all it's own 👏🏻
"Atsumu that was an amazing set! Nice kill Hinata!"- you screaming as your boys score another amazing point
"You know YN, I think the guys really work harder with you cheering them on"- Barnes, towering over you as you cheer the boys on
"I'm glad! They really are amazing! Even Bokuto when he gets in his crazy emo modes"- you smiling and laughing
"Emo-mode is down significantly with you around YN"- Thomas, standing on the other side of you
Atsumu watches you as you smile and talk with his teammates
He can't help but think about you constantly
It's been 2 months since you started and everyday seems better than the last
Having feelings is new for Atsumu
Sure he's had lots of hookups and a few short lived relationships, but never a person he felt so strongly for
In a way, it kind of freaked him out
"You know you stare at YN like she might turn into a pumpkin at any second"- Sakusa, walking past Atsumu to get a drink
"Ohhh does someone have a crush??- Inunaki, probing
"Heck I wouldn't blame him, YN's hot"- Hinata
Atsumu glares at him and it's not missed by Sakusa
The teams resident Nosey Nancy 💅🏼
"Yeah you've got it bad-" Sakusa walking away
That night, you are cleaning up the gym while the guys change
At night, a local team comes to practice in a secondary gym located in the same building
You are just putting away the mop, when you step into the gym and see two men looking around
"Hello, can I help you?"- you, being polite
"Well hello there doll"- one of the men says
They are both tall, but not Barnes or Thomas tall, but still they tower over you
"Can I help you find the other gym? This is MSBY's official gym and it's not for public use"- you, still being a professional queen
"Oh we know babe, we just wanted to come see the absolute stunner that is MSBY's manager"- the other one says as they both look down at you and smirk
"Well here I am. Now if you will please leave, I need to lock up"- you, now getting a little angry
As 👏🏻 you 👏🏻 should 👏🏻
"Oh come on doll. Hey what would you say to helping us out? We could definitely use a gorgeous girl like yourself to stare at and give us inspiration"- one of the guys says
First off, gag 🤢
Second off, Miss Manager doesn't work for free 💅🏼
Just as you are about to ask the men to leave again, one of then puts his hand up to push your hair behind your ears
You slap at his hand ✋🏻
"Hey don't touch me!"- you backing away
The men advance on you as you back up towards the locker room doors
If you can just get to the doors, you can get the teams help
"Hey hey pretty girl- shhh, we won't hurt you"- one of them says, grabbing your upper arm
"HEY FUCKERS"- Atsumu shouts as he barrels towards the men
The man holding you pushed you off, causing you to fall as Atsumu runs up and punches the man in the face
You scream as the team rushes from the locker room
"What the fuck happened?"- Meian shouts as he sees you on the floor, now crying and Atsumu standing over a now blooded man
"Fuck- YN!"- Barnes yells as him and Sakusa run to you
"He fucking attacked us-" the other man shouts as Barnes helps you to your feet
"No he didnt!! You guys came in the gym and I asked you to leave! Then you grabbed me! Atsumu saved me!"- you, now standing as Barnes holds you
"You two realize that everything that happens in this gym is recorded right?"- Meian now approaching the men as Thomas pulls Atsumu back
Meian looks to Inunaki who nodds and runs to check the tapes
The men's faces pale as Meian stands over them, arms crossed
Atsumu turns to see you staring at him, eyes wide and red from crying
He goes to you as you leave Barnes for refuge in Atsumu's arms
"Shh its ok baby- its ok"- Atsumu says consoling you, whispering into your hair as he hold you
"Hey captain, YN was right! These two idiots came at her"- Inunaki, standing next to Meian who is now pissed
Meian and Thomas grab the men, pulling them towards the doors to the other gym
You take off, shooting out of Atsumu's arms as you follow behind
Atsumu, Sakusa, Barnes and Inunaki follow as Meian and Thomas drag the men in front of their team
"These two fuckers are permanently banned for anything and all things related to MSBY"- Meian says, shoving the men to the floor
"I'd advise you all find a new place to practice from here on out"- Thomas adds as MSBY turns to leave
Back in the gym, Hinata and Bokuto appear from the locker room looking at the blood on the floor
"We saw the tapes- YN are you ok?"- Hinata, approaching you
"Yeah YN, we are so sorry that happened"- Bokuto
"Atsumu handled it"- you say, looking at the man whose now standing right next to you, a secured arm around your waist
"Damn straight he did! Dude I'm saving that tape forever! The look on their faces when you plowed out that door! Priceless 👌🏻"- Inunaki, hyped up
But Atsumu fails to notice because he's too busy staring at you 😍
"Are you two gonna kiss or something?"- Hinata, breaking the awkward silence
"Eww please not in front of the team"- Sakusa, walking to get a bucket and mop
"I'll help Sakusa"- you say as Meian stops you
"Let Atsumu take you home YN. We have it handled"- Meian looking at Atsumu and nodding
Atsumu grabs your bag as you both head towards the door and to his car
"Wow, I would have never pegged you for a Nissan man"- you, as Atsumu opens the door for you
"It's a fast car baby and I love going fast"- he says, smirking at you 😏
Pls say less sir 🥵
Atsumu pulls up to your apartment and walks you up
"Well this is me"- you say, super awkwardly
Hey I never said you won any social awards YN ok 😅
You turn to see Atsumu standing close you and studying your face
"God you are so gorgeous and I just want to kiss you right now"- Atsumu
PLEASE GOD YN PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF CHRIST! IM BEGGING YOU 🙏🏻
"Then do it"- you say shyly but smug 😏
You know what your doing 💅🏼
Atsumu leans down, taking your mouth and OH SWEET MOTHER- 😫
The kiss to end all kisses 💋
Seriously MSBY Atsumu is an amazing kisser and you'll never be able to convince me otherwise
When he breaks the kiss, he rests his forehead against yours
"Perfect just like you"- Atsumu
God the man is good at laying it on THICCC- with 3cs
But he totally means it
"Dinner with me tomorrow night"- Atsumu, not even giving you an option
If I could have an ounce of this man's confidence ISTG-
You nodd as Atsumu kisses you lightly again, hand trailing down your arm as he whispers in your ear
"Go inside baby"- Atsumu
Freaking GOD when a man whispers in my eat I'm a literal puddle I CANT 😫
Atsumu watches you enter your apartment, as he waits for you
"Lock the door Yn and sleep well"- Atsumu, winking 😉 as he leaves your building
It's safe to say YN.exe has stopped functioning
After that night, Atsumu had you hook, line and sinker
You started spending more and more time together
Atsumu would pick you up every morning for practice
Unfortunately, that often meant getting yo at 5am
Because we ALL know this man would be at the gym bright and early
"YN- get your cute ass out of bed!"'- Atsumu, coming into your bedroom and pulling your covers off
You curl up and moan as you try and reach for the covers
"SUMU- IM TIRED"- you whine as Atsumu picks you up and takes you to the bathroom
"Here baby, I grabbed you a coffee"- Atsumu, handing a literal Gremlin her coffee
"It makes it really hard to hate you"- you
"🙃 you know you love me"- Atsumu says as he leaves to go into your kitchen
It wasn't the first time Atsumu had said this
The first time you thought nothing of it
Now the 10th time 👀
You began to wonder if perhaps he was feeling something more for you
Your routine continued over the next few months
When regular season games picked up, you noticed how the guys would become more tense
The match with the Scweiden Adlers was approaching and you could practically cut the tension with a knife 😬
You were tossing balls to Atsumu as Bokuto, Hinata and Sakusa went up to spike
You were tired, it had been a long day of meetings followed by training
You sent a ball that was a little too high, causing Atsumu to have to adjust and accidently hit the net
"Oh Im sor-" you started to speak, unfortunately for you, Atsumu beat you to it
"What the fuck was that YN? Can you try to get the ball closer to me please?"- Atsumu said, snipping at you
You were taken aback by his harsh tone
"I- I'm sorry Tsumu"- you, putting your head down
"Thank you. Now toss another one"- Atsumu said as you grabbed another ball and threw it up
Sakusa and Hinata watched your face fall when Atsumu scolded you
At the end of practice in the locker room, Sakusa spoke up
"You were kind of a dick to your girlfriend dude"- Sakusa to Atsumu who just looks at him
"Huh?"- Atsumu, clueless idiot 🙄
"It's not like she meant to toss the ball towards the net Tsumu. It happens, even in games. It's not like she did it on purpose"- Bokuto now interjecting
"I wasnt that harsh on her. Besides, it's good for her to learn. It is her job after all"- Atsumu, grabbing his bag and leaving the locker room
Sakusa, Hinata and Bokuto stare after him as he leaves
Atsumu catches up with you as you are walking to his car
"I'm just going to drop you off at your place tonight YN. I've got some footage of Tobio to review from last season and I'll probably be up late"- Atsumu
"Oh- umm I thought maybe I could cook for you tonight?"- you, hopefully
"Nah I'm good YN- Samu dropped some food off yesterday and I really want to get to those tapes"- Atsumu
You nod as you get in his car and head home
After that everything was fine and dandy 🥰
Just kidding 😂 we haven't had enough pain yet obviously
2 days before the match against the Adlers, a press conference was being held at the gym
Tons of reporters and cameras flocked the gym as the boys did interviews and photo shoots
You were talking with Meian and helping coordinate when you overheard Atsumu talking with a reporter
"So Atsumu, tell us about your personal life? What is the amazing MSBY setter up to off the court?"- the female reporter asks
You perk up, thinking about Atsumu telling the world about you makes your heart soar
Unfortunately your heart is then shot down and stomped all over
"Haha well- nothing too serious. Volleyball is my life and my passion. I live and breath this sport and my team"- Atsumu, smiling at the camera
Meian catches you watching Atsumu
Meaning he also catches you being utterly crushed by Atsumu's response
"Hey YN-" "I've got to go check on Bokuto. You know, make sure that big lug hasn't broken any cameras"- you smile, it's a completely fake smile and Meian knows it
He watches you walk, his mind working
2 days later, the match against the Adlers takes place
The crowd is excited and everyone is pumped
You and Atsumu had not seen much of each other the past few days, making your mood a little less enthusiastic
You tried hard to put a brave smiling face on for your team
As the match progressed, it was neck and neck the whole time
For every point MSBY scored, the Adler's added a point
Until Ushijima's final kill put the nail in the coffin ⚰️
MSBY had lost
The guys were down when they left the gym, Atsumu's face passive but his mood sour
After the match, you wait for Atsumu to appear
When he finally emerged, he walked past you
You ran to keep up with him, your legs working overtime
"It's was a good game Atsumu. You all played so well-" you, trying to help
"Yeah"- Atsumu
"Hey why don't you come over and I'll make your favorite?"- you, still running
"Nah I'm not in the mood YN. I'm just going to go home"- Atsumu, grumbling
"Atsumu, I don't think it's a good idea for you to be alone-" you, making complete sense
Atsumu stopped, looking over his shoulder at you
"And why would that be YN?"- Atsumu
"Well because I- I love you Atsumu and I care alot about you"- you, now with a soft smile on your face
Atsumu just blinks at you
Ok not the response we were going for-
"You are in love with me?"- Atsumu, half questioning and half repeating
"Yes- I really am"- you, still holding that smile
"And why did you think now of all times was a good time to bring your stupid infatuation with me up?"- Atsumu, his voice steady but still sharp
"Infatuation? What- Atsumu we are dating.."- You
"You know what YN, it's pretty sad and pathetic how much you lean on me for support. The fact that you need me to drag your ass out of bed every single day. The fact that you can't toss up a ball worth a shit. You really think I'd be in love with someone like that?"- Atsumu, now shouting
"Atsumu you don't mean that-" you, eyes now filling with tears as you try to remain calm
"I wish I wouldn't have saved you that day in the gym"- Atsumu muttered under his breath
"W-what?"- you, now completely shattered
Now Sakusa, Meian and Barnes have gathered behind you
"You fucking heard me YN- I wish I never would have helped you that day!"- Atsumu, now in your face as you cower back
Tears streaming down your face as your heart breaks into a million unmendable pieces
"I hate you Miya Atsumu"- you say below your breath as you ram into his shoulder, quickly running out of the building
Atsumu stands there, his anger radiating
Meian and Sakusa run past looking for you as Barnes stays behind
"Atsumu, man- what the hell?"- Barnes
"I'm going home" Atsumu says, turning and heading to his car
Meanwhile, the cold air bites at your skin as you walk home
Your tears stain your face as they continue in a non-stop stream down your face
You can't believe Atsumu would say those things to you
That he could even think anything like that
Your phone vibrates as you see messages and calls pop up from Meian and Sakusa
You put your phone on silent as you continue your walk home
"I couldn't find her"- Meian says running back into the gym
"She must have walked home"- Barnes
"She lives at least 5 miles from here! She'll freeze"- Sakusa
"Does anyone know the route she takes home?"- Barnes
"I think Atsumu takes her on the main road"- Hinata
"Ok let's go. Sakusa, you and Bokuto take the side streets"- Meian
"I'll wait here incase she comes back"- Barnes
"I'm going to her apartment"- Inunaki says as Thomas nodds
"What the fuck got into Atsumu?"- Meian
"Hes been pushing her away for a few weeks. He's been really hard on her. I just didn't expect it to end like this"- Sakusa
Meanwhile, Atsumu arrives at his apartment
He walks in, seeing the vase of flowers you had bought from the farmers market on his table
Filled with anger, he picked up the vase and threw it at the wall
"FUCK!! FUCK FUCK FUCK!"- atsumu screamed as he punched the wall, knocking a picture of you both down
The picture shattered as it hit the floor
Atsumu left, walking into his room and slamming the door
"Just one night miss?"- the lady at the front desk of the hotel asked
You nod as you take your key and head to your hotel room
You couldn't make it back to your apartment
The air was cold and your body was so tired from crying
You settle in, removing your clothes as you enter the shower
The water pelts your face and head as the memories of Tsumu come flooding back
The tears start as you sink to the floor of the shower, crying uncontrollably
Interjection time 🤗
This is super serious guys, I'm like super hella crying 😭
I wanted pain, gave myself pain and now I want it taken away 💔
Ok ok back at it 😅
You emerge from the bathroom to see over 50 missed calls from Sakusa, Meian and the guys
You decide its best to let them know your safe
You create a group chat and message
"I'm safe"
Turning your phone off, you roll over to try and sleep
The nights events replaying on your mind
"You really think I'd be in love with someone like that?" The words ring in your ears as your chest tightens
The tears you once had, no longer falling
The next day, Atsumu pulls up to the gym
He's exhausted and in a horrible mood
Good you asshole 🖕🏻
He thought about what he said to you all night long
The words replaying in his mind
He thought about you and how much he regretted every single thing he said
The truth was, he failed
He failed at being a setter, failed against the Adlers and in his mind, failed you
As he walked into the gym, his body tensed as he saw the team all huddled together
He looked around, noting you were absent
"Atsumu- I see you didn't get my text"- Meian, crossing his arms
"Text? No my phones been off all night. Why?"- Atsumu now looking confused
"No practice for you today"- Meian says, turning and walking away
The guys all follow suit, Bokuto shaking his head
"What? Wait- why? Where is YN?"- Atsumu, starting to get concerned
"She's not here. We don't know where she is only that she's safe"- Barnes says, jerking his head towards Atsumu
"What do you mean you don't know where she is? Didn't anyone take her home last night?"- Atsumu, being a dumbass
"You must be the stupidest fucking person on this earth Atsumu. Yn ran out when you absolutely shattered her heart and we couldn't find her"- Sakusa
Thank you Sakusa for your service 👏🏻
"She-she didn't come back?"- Atsumu, his bag now dropping to the floor
His head was pounding, thoughts of you alone in the city making his eyes burn
"Atsumu, we understand you were upset but man, what you said to YN. That was unforgivable"- Meian, looking at Atsumu who has tears filling his eyes
"Go home. Rest. Come back tomorrow"- Thomas says as the men turn
Atsumu doesn't even fight it
Honestly the first warning bell right there 👏🏻
In his car, he pulls out his phone and calls you
"Hi this is YN, Manager of the MSBY Black Jackels! I'm sorry I can't answer your call right now but leave your name and number and I'll get back to you! Have a lovely day! "- *beep*
The mere sound of your voice set Atsumu off, he slammed his hand on his steering wheel, screaming and cursing as tears flowed down his already damp cheeks
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You woke up, your body cold and head pounding as you made your way out of your hotel room
You found a nearby taxi, making your way to your apartment as the numbness of your mind settled in
It's like when you finally come to terms with something and it just hits you again once 😭
You open your apartment door, entered and locked it
Not even bothering with your clothes, you fell into bed, covering your body up in an attempt to feel warm
Everything was so cold and dark
No matter how hard you tried, you couldn't get past the feeling
The next day you walked into the guy as the guys stared at you
Literally these goons are like 👁👄👁
Like how fantastic 😃
"YN, hey hey hey"- Bokuto says approaching you slowly
You smile a little at him, your mind and brain still numb
"Hey bo"- you say, walking past him to the office to grab your papers
Atsumu watched from afar, afraid to approach you
You didn't spare him a single glance as you made your way about your duties
Atsumu doesn't approach you just yet
He'll he's glad you showed up at all
He watches you from a distance as you interact with the team
At the end of practice, he quickly changes and waits to see you leave
You say goodnight as you walk out the gym doors, headed down the street towards your apartment
You're walking home? Shit!
Please Atsumu doesn't want anything to happen to you and the mans has had more than enough time to think
He watches you walk as he gets in his car and follows a ways behind
Creepy? Yes
Reassuring? Also yes
You know what he's doing and you can't help but feel a little bit of satisfaction knowing he's hurting
You wake up drained
You body hurts, your head is pounding and your exhausted
Admittedly, you haven't been taking care of yourself
You routine has consisted of work, home, shower, bed
It's been over a week and your manager uniform is loosening
"Shit-" you mutter as you opt for leggings and a MSBY t-shit
When you enter the gym, you greet everyone with a wave
Despite your exhausted state, you have a job to do
Again, Atsumu watches you from the sidelines as you head to the office
Meian comes in, closing the door behind him
"Hey, what's up?"- you
"YN you're miserable go home"- Meian
"And it's nice to see you as well"- you say, your hands now at your hips
"Hello YN, now go home"- Meian
"No, the Adlers are stopping by today and I need to be here"- you, sorting papers
"You need to rest"- Meian
"I'll rest when I'm dead"- you
Honestly mood 💅🏼
Just as Meian is about to say something, Thomas announces that the Alder's have arrived
You pick up your clipboard and make your way out to the floor
You stand next to Barnes as Meian and the Adlers captain, Hirugami speak
You notice Kageyama looking at you from the side of his eye
When you go to look back, he looks back at the captains... face awkward 😐
You can't help but smile at Kageyama's weird behavior
But you know who isn't smiling 🙃 yep
Atsumu is staring daggers at Kageyama
And of course, Sakusa notices and oh boy is he excited 🤪
"YN will help you guys get set up"- Meian says, gesturing to you as you nod and turn
"No!"- Atsumu shouts as he blocks the Adlers from your view
"Atsumu what-" you, turning to look at him
"Atsumu knock it off!"- Meian, growling
Freaking GROWLING 🤤
Please I'm such a Meian simp I can't ✋🏻
"Sorry-" Atsumu says, moving away as you look at him and turn to walk with the Adlers
"Well that was awkward"- Inunaki, breaking the silence
"Alright enough- let's get to it"- Meian, shouting
During the whole game, Atsumu struggled to focus
His eyes searched for yours as you wrote notes and talked with the teams
On your way back from the water fountain, you entered the gym to hear the sounds of volleyballs smacking the floor
"YN WATCH OUT"- Barnes shouted as a ball came at you
You quickly ducked as you braced of impact
Only it never came 🤨
You peer up to see Kageyama standing over you and offering you a hand
"Hey are you ok?"- he says, lifting you up
"Yeah thanks to you"- you smiling up at him
Atsumu watches as his body heats and his fists clench in rage
Without knowledge, he steps forward in your direction, only to be stopped by Bokuto
"Tsumu no"- Bokuto, the voice of reason
Never thought I'd say that 🤣
You turn to see Bokuto hold Atsumu back as you quickly smile at Kageyama and return to your duties
By the end of the day, you're exhausted
All you want to do is sleep
And to make matters worse, it's freaking raining 🌧
Like for real right now😐
You sigh as you pull your hood up and reach for the door
"Let me take you home Yn"- Atsumu says from besides you
"I'm good but thanks"- you staring out the glass door
"YN I know you know I follow you home every night. Just let me take you home"- Atsumu, practically holding his breath
You gulp and look out the windows, trying hard not to cry but a tear sneaks past
"Come on YN, please?"- Atsumu
You nod as Atsumu opens the door and you walk in silence to his car
Your body hurts as you move slowly, getting in the car and shivering
"Are you cold?"- Atsumu, concerned
"Yeah a little-" you say, quietly
Atsumu cranks the heat as he pulls off to your apartment
He can tell from your frame you've lost weight
The fact that you wore leggings and a t-shirt instead of your managers jogging suit concerned him
Your eyes were sunken in and your lips looked dry
Your normally perfect, beautiful hair was limp
Atsumu pulled up to you apartment
"Thanks"- you said, a small smile grazing your lips as you open the door
"YN wait- please can we talk?"- Atsumu
You gulp, trying hard to steady your breathing as the words come out
"I don't have anything to say Atsumu"- you, fiddling with your fingers
"Then will you listen while I talk?"- Atsumu
You sigh softly, nodding a small yes as Atsumu starts
"YN you can't imagine how sorry I am for what I said. I took out my anger the last few weeks on you and I'm so incredibly sorry. You've been nothing but supportive and I completely took you for granted. When you confessed to me, it just, it just didn't feel real. How could you love a loser like me? Someone who can't even win a game for their own team. I just- I just didn't think YN. But please believe me when I say I love you. And I think I've loved you from the first moment I saw you talking to yourself outside the gym doors. Please YN, please believe me"- Atsumu, tears now filling his eyes as he looks at you
Your vision blurs as your eyes lock on his
"Thank you Atsumu"- you say, opening the door as you exit his car and walk to your apartments entrance
Atsumu watches you go as the tears flow, his heart breaking like he broke yours
The next day, you awake with a headache again
Atsumu's words fill your brain as you make your way to work
The gym is busy as you enter, waving to your boys
Atsumu watches you as you go about your tasks
Only something feels off about today
He notices your rubbing your temples and decides to approach you
Unlucky for you, your headache has mounted as your vision starts to blur
"Hey YN- YN are you ok?"- Atsumu approaching you
Your eyes glaze over as you step forward, body failing as you fall
"Fuck!"- Atsumu shouts, catching you as your body completely fails
"Jesus christ YN!"- Meian says running to you
"I'm going to call an ambulance"- Sakusa shouts as Atsumu lays you down
"Fuck YN- baby can you hear me? Yn!"- Atsumu, shouting
Only, you are too far out of it to notice
Seriously why do I do this to myself 🥲
The ambulance arrives and secures you to the stretcher as Atsumu runs behind
"I'm riding with her!"- Atsumu
"We'll meet you there!"- Hinata yells as the men all rush to the locker rooms
In the ambulance, they hook up and IV to you as you begin to come around
Atsumu watches as your eyes open and look around
"Where- where am I? Tsumu?"- you, your eyes watering, panic setting in
"You collapsed at practice YN. An ambulance is taking you to the hospital baby. Just stay calm ok"- Atsumu says as he grabs your hand
You squeeze it back, making his heart flutter
At the hospital, the doctors wheel you into a room to begin an evaluation
"Sir will you please wait outside?"- a nurse
"What? No- I'm not leaving my girlfriend"- Atsumu
"Tsumu, I'm scared"- you whimpering as the doctors check you over
Atsumu runs to your side, kissing your forehead as he pushes your hair back
"Shhh baby it's ok alright? I'm not leaving you"- Atsumu
After a few hours, you manage to fall asleep with the help of meds as Atsumu walks out to find the entire MSBY team filling the waiting area
"Hey Tsumu- is YN ok?"- Barnes says as Meian heads towards him
"Severe dehydration and pneumonia"- Atsumu says, sitting down defeated
"Well shit-" Thomas says
"She's in the best place man. We should be lucky it happened at the gym when we were with her. She could of fell and hit her head"- Sakusa interjects
"It shouldn't have happened at all- and now I have to live with that"- Atsumu says, head down and arms rested on his thighs
"Tsumu"-
"I've fucked up so bad and I could have lost her! She could have died if that would have happened anywhere but the gym! And I'm the reason for it!"- Atsumu, his emotions now overwhelming him
"Atsumu stop"- Hinata
"The women I love, the one I want to spend the rest of my life with and I causes this. I'm such a FUCKING PRICK!"- Atsumu, now shouting and standing up
Please Atsumu we are in a hospital 🤚🏻 chill my dude
"Well it's nice to hear you finally admit it"- Meian says, crossing his arms over his chest
Please Atsumu is just like 👁👄👁 huh-
"You were the BIGGEST prick to YN and you finally admitted it. Good for you. But now, what are you going to do about it?"- Meian, smirking
"That girl in there loves you"- Thomas
"-even thought you're a fucking dick"- Inunaki
"And a selfish asshole"- Bokuto
"And a royal doo doo head"- Hinata
Please everyone looks at Hinata and he just shrugs 🤷‍♂️ 😭
"Now what are you going to do about it?"- Sakusa says
👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻
Atsumu wandered back into your room to see you awake and sitting up
"If it isn't me being a burden again"- you chuckle lightly
Pls YN my heart is already broken 💔 😭
"YN you were never a burden to me. You are the only one who can stand me half the time!"- Atsumu
"I'd say it's more like 80% of the time but proceed"- you
Please not YN taking stabs at Atsumu in her hospital bed 🤣
Atsumu laughed and nodded
"You know YN, I don't think I've ever been more scared than I was just a few hours ago. The thought of losing the woman I loved and it being my fault.. it broke me more than anything I've ever done in my entire life"- Atsumu, now sitting on your bed, soap opera style 💅🏼
Your eyes widen 😳
"You really love me Atsumu?"- you, tears now welling up in your eyes
"Yeah, I've loved you for a long time. And I know I was a total ass and I don't deserve you but I'd give anything to have the chance to keep loving you"- Atsumu
"I don't know Atsumu. I'll have to think about it"- you, trying not to laugh
Please he deserves to be tortured
The truth is you started to forgive him the night he took you home
"W-what??"- Atsumu, kind of shocked
Please he did not expect it to go this way
"Can you give me some time?"- you still trying not to break face
We make men suffer YN 😏
"Oh ok- I'll just leave then"- Atsumu, so deflated he looks worse than Bokuto in one of this emo moods
Please YN end his misery 😫
"Atsumu wait"- you, still trying hard not to laugh at how dejected this man looks
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"I just wanted to let you know that I love you"- you, now smiling
Atsumu, so confused 👉🏻😃 whet-
"Get over here you big dumb idiot"- you, opening your arms
Please Atsumu is not so relieved, mand will RUN 🏃‍♂️ to your arms
"God YN!! Thank you! Thank you so much!"- Atsumu now crying on your shoulder
He stands up a little, kissing you lightly as he rests his forehead against yours
"*ahem* a voice says from behind them
"Miss LN, you'll need to stay overnight tonight for observation. I'm sorry sir but visiting hours are over"- the nurse says
"-but I didn't even get to see the team"- you, your eyes not filling with teams
"Ma'am please- its been a long day. Can she please see our friends?"- Atsumu, willing to do anything to make you stop crying
"Oh alright. You have 30 minutes. I'll grab them"- the nurse
Soon the team floods your room
And you soon realize you need a bigger room 🤣
"You two ok?"- Meian says, giving you a hug as he looks between you and Atsumu
"We're getting there"- Atsumu says smiling at you
"Hey hey hey YN!!"- Bokuto squeezing you
"Bo please your breaking my back"- you, patting his shoulder
Please Sakusa is double masking in the corner
"Hello YN"- he says waving at you
"YN maybe don't this again YN. As fun as it was to have a day off, I'd rather NOT be stuck in a hospital"- Inunaki
"I'll try"- you say, giggling
Soon visiting hours are over and Atsumu is refusing to leave
Please he turns literal child
"I'm not going!"- Atsumu crossing his arms and huffing
"And what good will it do you to stay? Yn needs rest"- Barnes
"Sumu I'll be ok"- you, sad Atsumu has to leave
"Atsumu, you can come back at 7am tomorrow. You both need a good rest"- Thomas
"I'm sorry gentlemen but it's time to leave"- the nurse
Your eyes tear up a little as you wait patiently for your team to leave
Atsumu steps close to you
"I said I'm not leaving"- Atsumu, squeezing your hand
The nurse looks at you, smiling at Atsumu and sighs
"Fine but the rest of you need to please leave. Visiting resumes tomorrow at 7am"- the nurse, now walking out
"You guys need anything before we go"- Meian
"Nah we're good but I-" Atsumu
"We know dude. Don't worry about it. Just take care of YN"- Barnes, knowing Atsumu wouldn't be in for training the next day
As the boys leave, you scoot over allowing Atsumu to lay next to you
He lays down, putting his arm behind you and holding you close
"You know, this isn't how I imagined our reunion to be"- Atsumu
"Yeah, I didn't expect to forgive you"- You, snickering
"Ouch- ok I deserve that"- Atsumu
"You do but I really do love you Sumu"- You
"And I love you YN"- Atsumu
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Let me start by saying, this is a Libra STAN account 🗣...I've always identified as a Scorpio (Tropical) sun, but ever since I finding out i'm actually a Libra (Sidereal) sun, I've been diving deep into learning more about Libra energy. I've always had a little interest in it, being that I was born on Scorpio-Libra cusp.
Scorpios may have a bad rep for their darkness, vengefulness, and secretive nature, but it turns out that Libras have it even worse 🙃 From the term "lying ass libra" to being labeled as shallow, fake, and two-faced, Libra's reputation is not great. Honestly, I get it and understand. I've definitely been guilty of all the stereotypes, and I've been actively working on correcting them as I grow/evolve. But I can't help but get frustrated by people's narrow-minded views (and that goes for all pop-astrology btw) to think that all people of one sign all behave the same way is nonsense...The sun is in it's detriment in the sign and as a Libra sun, throughout my life, I've felt a constant struggle between my true self and the expectations of surroundings. It's not about being fake or two-faced, but rather, I've come to realize that I possess a chameleon-like ability to adapt to any environment. I actually really appreciate this trait as it has allowed me to explore various experiences and meet new people due to my open-mindedness.
When it comes to being shallow or a people pleaser, it's actually deeper than it seems. Personally, I consider myself an empath, cliché as it may sound. Putting myself in someone else's shoes is my natural instinct. So even if someone annoys or upsets me, I can put on a nice face and keep the peace. Why? Well, first of all, I don't like upsetting people. But it's also a peace thing for me. Trust me, it's not just about being shallow or wanting to please others. It's about empathy and finding harmony. It's exhausting argue and go back-and-forths with people Sometimes, it's just easier to handle things with kindness. I know it's not the best approach, and it is one of my toxic traits. Not caring about people's opinion is a challenge, but I'm improving over time. I admire those who speak up for themselves, even if it leads to conflict. I'll get there. However, I also value my peace, so I'll always choose my battles wisely. One thing I've stopped doing is talking shit behind people's back after playing nice. It's not something I'm proud of.
Another point to make, and it might upset some people, but whatever. We have this reputation for playing both sides of the fence, which makes people think we're disloyal and fake. But the truth is, we can see things from all sides and look past the surface. Sometimes people will vent to me, but they get annoyed when I try to understand the other person's perspective or point out their own misconceptions. Then, will try justifying their delusions or getting mad at me for not taking their side. I'm done with it now. As adults, it's crucial to empathize with others before shaming/invalidating them. I'm all about playing devil's advocate, especially if it helps someone confront a harsh truth they need to hear. I used to bite my tongue, but now I couldn't care less. Especially when it comes to people close to me, honesty is key. No need to sugar coat things just to make yourself feel better. And I hope they'd do the same for me. That's what keeping the balance is really all about, in my opinion.
Ok my last & final thought is Libras are definitely not as shallow as some people think. I mean, seriously, have you ever actually tried to have a deep conversation with a one? When it comes to delving into the depths of our minds, it requires a certain level of comfort and trust. And trust me, my mind is always spinning, and it can get pretty damn dark. I thrive on deep conversations and can go for hours about a topic. I have a few people that I go there with, and even then I usually wait for that opening or invitation to go deep, and then it's off to the ocean floor we go. It's all about the vibe I get from the person. So, don't underestimate Libras, because there's more depth than you think.
Wow, i wasnt expecting to go in like that for my first post lol. This was in no way a sympathy call for Libras, but its been on my mind and i felt the need to let it out. I love all astrology takes so feel free to express your feelings/thoughts.
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HELLO HELLO‼️‼️ Glad to see your back and doing well <333 if it’s not too much, could we get more fluff, maybe of the grandkids 🥸 it doesn’t have to be lore related, I just really like fluff <333
I have an offer for exchange 🫡
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K HAVE A NICE DAYYY 🗣🗣 <333
(Hello hello my friend and sure you can have some fluff)
Maribel looked outside at the bad storm sighing a bit. Tia Pepa had gotten into a terrible mood thanks to a hunter in the woods and hasn't been able to calm down, meaning that all of Encanto was atuck inside as to not get hurt or lost in the storm. "Man, i really wanted to go swimming today" she whined a bit before yelping feeling a vine pulling her arm as Isabela walked past "yes mira we know, but abuela was clear no going outside especialy for someone who transforms the moment they touch water" she said teasing her younger sister who blushed a bit at the reminder. "I know you know but it's just there is nothing to do in weather like this" she said as Isabela hummed "i wouldn't say nothing" she daid practically dragging Mirabel to the small room in Casita designated as "The Grandkid Room" where all the grandkids could all hang out with each other while the adults dealt with things in the village. Inside the room Luisa was holding onto Dolores' head as Camilo was floating holding a sleeping Antonio in wolf pup form. Mirabel slowly smiled as she was dragged in and gentky set onto Luisa as well before feeling Isabela plop down onto her. 'Heh ok maybe this is better then swimming' she thought as she let herself fall into the nice calming aura of the cuddle pile.
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