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#I wish I didn’t have Saturn in the 5th
astrologicaldiary · 4 months
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Reviewing my solar return chart 2023
Scorpio Rising
This year was a transformative year for me . I really had to work on personal things especially surrounding family. I got more into astrology and tarot, and also in some spells. I was wearing and buying a lot of black clothes. If I wasn’t working in the office , I would have some piercings and tattoos. And since Mars also rule Scorpio, I was in a car accident which I had a big settlement on.
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Pluto in 4th house (Aquarius)
This one was tough, I had some family drama. I even shared a secret which left me to not support or trust my family as a whole especially a parent of mine . This was when I moved out which is against my culture. My culture think a woman should only moved out when she’s marry….And I don’t agree with that bs, and I’m a rebel . This was a huge shift for me …
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Saturn and Neptune in 5th house (Pisces)
Definitely delay in dating and creativity. I created a YouTube and TikTok to create content and hope that I can do it as a side hustle. That shit didn’t work out …. I really didn’t date like that , but I wasn’t playing about my standards.
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Chiron in 6th house (Aries)
One of my parent has Aries placements, so there are definitely a clash in our relationship. Plus , I hated doing chores and having a healthy routine. Plus my best friend is a Aries rising . So she would come to my place and help me clean a little but of course she was cursing me out to clean this and that ! I mean she was right but I’m a Taurus rising. Don’t tell me what to do 😂. Plus going to work was just a drag , I even tried to apply for new jobs that just didn’t work out ….
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Uranus, mercury, north node and Jupiter in 7 house (Taurus )
I really disappointed in this placement! Y’all told me that if you have this placement, you could get in a relationship, which wasn’t true at all ! I had some connections with other people in some group therapy…. Ooohhhhh, my descendant is in this house . So I was connected with people who have went through some harsh trauma. But they aren’t friends though. I wish I had a lover, yea I didn’t have a lot of connections going on…
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Sun in the 8th house (Gemini)
Definitely I wish interested in occult and some witchcraft…. Plus , I felt happy or sane when I researched on astrology, numerology and other taboos stuffs. I had some refunds from school too.
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Venus in 9th house (cancer )
This one I’m a little confused. I didn’t have no romance from school or another country. I did good in my school, even though I feel like it took up most of my time . I was aware about any international news. And I was cooking a lot 😂
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Moon, MC and mars in 10th house (Leo)
I’m not going to spend so much on it. I spoke about another post. I really was yearning for creative career, and it just didn’t work out….
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loveemagicpeace · 2 years
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🐚Astrology Notes🐚
❤️‍🔥Mars sagittarius in 12th house will prefer to do things related to spirituality, travel, uniquess, dream things, watching tv , doing someting for your soul, writting, creativity. Maybe it can relax you to travel to dreamy places by the water or water in general. Maybe just listening to the sound of water can relax you. You love doing things that take over your soul. Like driving in the car and listening to music- this can be something in what you could get lost.
🧸12th house synastry in friendship it is very beautiful because you seem to understand the person on a deeper level. U two can do a lot of beautiful things together. You two can be connected by spirituality and astrology. Sometimes when the two of you are together, it can feel like you're in another dimension. Maybe like a dream.
🫀People with 8th & 12th house placements experience music in a very deep and mental way.
🌜🌗Progressed Moon it passes through a zodiac sign for approximately 2-1/2 years. These 1 or 2 year periods show us attitude shifts in our lives. The current sign of the Progressed Moon shows us the energies that we are drawn to at that point in time. So for ex.: progressed moon in gemini in 5th house means -we need to communicate with others, we explore more, new friendships are beginning, we are more emotionally open to new things. We are more creative and noticed. We are starting to focus more on our joy and happiness. But we can also have multiple love relationships at the same time.
🌏Every planet and their transit is good for something. So if we have a saturn transit in the 7th house it doesn’t mean we’ll just have bad relationships or won’t meet anyone. It means we can have relationships from which we learn a lot and know people who bring us to some point we didn’t get to before& and we start taking relationships more seriously.🫧Neptune in 2nd house we can get money the way we always dreamed of, or we can manifest more money. 🌊Pluto in 1st house we can change a lot in personality and start getting a different view. We can change our style and look constantly and transform more easily.
✨10th house represents how you behave in the audience and what approach you have to it. So everything that falls into the 10th house represents how you present yourself to the audience and what your reaction is in public or in a crowd of people.
💕Someone with libra placement will always like someone who look nice. Libra gives a lot to the look and style. Libra represents beauty and things that are aesthetic. That’s why they always notice appearance on people first. So the first thing libra will be attracted to is the appearance, and it is very rare that a libra would be with someone who don’t look good.
🧃Venus in Aquarius people give everyone the same love. They are people who always look at equality, so it is difficult for them to be dominated by a single person.
❤️Venus in a particular house ,it does not mean that the characteristics of that house dominate, but the sign in which you have that house. For ex.: Venus in 11th house in scorpio-the characteristics of the scorpio predominate here. Which means that your love will be intense, passionate, deep and that jealousy can often prevail.
🦋I think planets that fall in water houses get more strength and characteristics of house sign than planets that fall in other houses. Because water houses have a a lot of depth and are more complex. Above all, they are more closed and there are many things that you have to deal with while the other houses are more visible and they don't contain as much emotion.
🧜🏼‍♀️People with 7th house in Pisces will always want to please people and their wishes. And they have a hard time finding their balance between them and others.
🌙My fav moons are cancer moon(because it gives me selfless and attentive energy, like I belong somewhere), libra moon( because they always have an understanding of others and know how to make you beautiful), pisces moon(compassion they have is amazing and artistic vibe), scoprio moon in certain cases, it really depends(but yes some people really have compassion, understanding if they open up and give u this special love)
🔥What I like when someone has fire signs is that they are very direct and honest, they will not leave you waiting or in uncertainty. You won't have to wonder. Because they will give you an immediate answer. And I like people with whom I don't have to ask what's wrong or draw energy and emotions from them.
🌼But someone with cancer/leo placement can be too direct because energy will be directed towards person emotions and at the same time towards person comfort and above all himself. You will usually put your needs before others and your emotions will always be visible to others.
-Rebekah🦋🌙🐚💕
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saturngoldenchild · 2 years
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Protecting stars of astrology:
These are just observations on certain placements, not saying the opposite about others 😵‍💫 okay enjoy.
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“Desde el día en que nací, traigo la estrella que llevo. Ya que a nadie se la debo y solo me protege a mi”
- Rosalía, A Palé
Translates to…
“Since the day I was born, I carry the star that I have. I know that I don’t owe it to anyone and it only protects me”
ur karma:
- right off the bat, Saturn ruled people. It’s kind of a double edged sword cause these people’s karma is insane 😭 but girl. The people who fuck with them really end up miserable like. I’ve seen it first hand
It’s already been said that where Saturn is in the chart is where people who fuck with you get their karma. Here’s my advice: under no circumstance fuck with someone with the Saturn in the 5th, 12th, 1st house. You want no happiness? No mental stability? An identity crisis? Didn’t think so. Saturn ruled people usually have people try to harm them and then they disappear off the face of the earth it’s insane. It’s like the universe says let’s get rid of them to the point where like even the Saturn ruled person will forget 😭 like bitch you no longer exist.
- I wish grand trines were spoken about a lot more on here because they are really important. These people are very talented and if they work on their talents they can get very far. But that’s for another post 👀
Grand trines are associated with divine protection but to help you and myself I will give some examples. Chloe Bailey has a Star of David in her chart. Bro. Nobody is touching her as much as people talk online. They stay watching her but they have no access to her. (Regardless of placements known that nobody can touch you don’t play with me🤨). Another example 😵‍💫 bro have y’all seen BTS members charts, 4 out of 7 with grand trines. And their debut chart has a water grand trine. They are literally that Nicki Minaj (another person with a grand trine who’s career has survived lots of scrutiny) quote “you can’t get rid of me bitch, IM NOT GOING NOWHERE”. Really quickly, they also have their Saturn in Pisces or Aquarius…the Internet babes, fanbases. Do it need to say more??
- let’s also talk about Jupiter. this planet is about expansion and luck so u already know:
People with this planet well aspected, meaning no hard aspects in sight……….y’all I’m jealous. You guys are lucky like just beyond. Things will work out for these people and it’s like well how did that happen bro like this story doesn’t add up. It’s just them I guess 🥳 that luck is extended to when mfs try to play them.
- 12th and 8th house placements difficult sometimes but here we go:
12th house people tend to find peace working with their spiritual self. Remember this is all about what is hidden, what we can’t see. These people have their guides protecting them even if they are not aware, they have a strong presence. They have a spiritual team working in their favor, they just have to catch the hints 😵‍💫 eighth house people just their ass beat all the time huh. The lessons they get are tough but they are eventually rewarded when they cut off that friend that’s not really a friend cause they can’t show love without insulting u 24/7 so why u keep them around????? answer…QUICKLY
Made that short to talk about Pisces (Jupiter):
BRO never in my life would I fuck with a Pisces. Look, most of the time these people are divinely connected, no matter their culture, whoever protects them takes their job seriously 😭😭 they be so quiet too while that one person who was talking shit about them is in shambles. Them fishes are built different. I wish I knew more Pisces people. PLEASE TELL ME ABOUT THIS LIKE WHAT IS IT??
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Okay thank you. The app was being glitchy when I sent it so I wasn’t sure.
Hi!! Thank you for your patience 🐥 I appreciate it a lot 🐷
So, your chart is very interesting 👀 You asked about whether a career in comedy is suited for you and the answer is yes it is but it may not be in the way that you think.
Comedy isn’t a straightforward career path for you unless you speed run your life’s lessons. You are primed for it and would succeed at it but the path ahead is a long, rocky one. Comedy and humor and laughter are a huge, huge part of your life path. Whether you have a career in it or not, it will always be a dominant theme in your life. 
You have excellent planets in your 5th house of Capricorn. The ruler of your chart sits there in conjunction with two other planets that aren’t in detriment. However, Capricorn’s ruler Saturn is in debilitation in Aries along with Jupiter which the planet of good times and fun and bounty. Coincidentally, Aries is also the Arudha for your 5th house.
What this means is: You have all the makings of being a phenomenal comedian – it is definitely something meant for you in this lifetime – but it is a path that will have constriction/limitation/hardship around it for a significant period of time. Life’s school of hard knocks is preparing you to be a great comedian – as is the story of most legendary comics. If you are able to find humor from life’s hardships and express that truth of yours, nothing can stop your glow. 
I encourage you to pursue this path but please be aware that you will need to persevere. Hold on to your sense of humor through life’s hardships and tell the world about it. That’s how you succeed.
Some advice for you based on your pattern:
Don’t expect consistent results in your life. It is your natural rhythm to have things happen very fast in a short period of time and then have long periods of rest and uneventfulness. You will have a full, creative life where you make many things, don’t worry! Just remember that slowness in life does not equal failure for you.
Structure in life is very important for you, I cannot stress this enough. Whether it comes through relationships or your daily routine, make sure you have a system you can rely on to do the things you want to do in life. For example: no matter what, vow to spend at least 10 minutes a day thinking about new joke material. Set micro goals and make a habit of showing up. Results don��t matter, it’s the process. Make sure you have a structure in place that lets you practice your craft. This is one of the challenges you are meant to overcome.
Don’t focus solely on comedy. You are meant to pursue many things at a time. Don’t worry about them being too different, they will interconnect in the end. Diversify your interests but also don’t spread yourself too thin.
Relationships and community are very important for you. Like I said before, finding structure through relationships would be so so great for you. Also, join a club! Get involved with groups of people! You gain energy when you provide a safe space for others. Create a physical or digital or metaphorical ‘home’ for a group of people and it will be much easier to have the strength to pursue your passion.
It can be hard for you to find your purpose in life. Don’t worry about it – the purpose of life is to enjoy it. Let things change you, remain safe in the knowledge that your deepest core will never be shaken. Be in the Now. Live like a child in playfulness and wonder. Once you learn to retain and share that childlike optimism and humor even while moving through life’s challenges, you’ll be a comedian no one can beat.
I wish you many many blessings, I felt chills while I was doing this reading. I didn’t feel that for any others. There may be a crossroads in your life right now. Don’t give up comedy, make it a part of your life. 
You’ll do great things 🌞
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astroismypassion · 2 years
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Astrology observations 🕊🕊🕊
Credit goes to my blog @astroismypassion
🕊🕊 It really helps when people share a Risings sign, because they have similar behaviour, mannerisms, outlook on life and attitude. But this can also work to a similar extent for the same Mars sign. If you two are both Sagittarius Mars, you can have very similar habits and lifestyle.
🕊🕊 Mars in the 1st house and Pluto in the 1st (especially if they are together) in the sign of Sagittarius makes for a very indulgent person. They indulge in cigarettes, drinks, food, sex, flirting, relationship all at once😂 They really need that constant thrill.
🕊🕊 More often than viewing your 7th house/DSC sign as an ideal partner, I see that sign is the same Rising sign your partner/people feel attracted to has. It really corresponds more to Rising sign rather than Sun sign! For example: you have Gemini over 7th house, a lot of people you are attracted to might have Gemini/Virgo Rising!
🕊🕊 I don’t want to cause any controversy here, but I noticed Gemini and Virgo Sun or Sun in the 3rd/6th, Sun square Jupiter very often don’t pursue higher education, they often finish at high school or vocational college level. I see that the reason for that would be that they have really struggled with people underestimating them until that age and they just started looking down on themselves and their level of intelligence as well. Always where there is Sun energy combined with Gemini/Virgo, they are very self conscious of their intelligence. However, there is always exception to the rule, since Virgo is also an earth sign and can really apply themselves and becomes a great scholar and Gemini also needs constant mental stimulation so they might push through and pursue a higher level of education. Also, weirdly I noticed that Geminis didn’t finish their degree, because they started working earlier or during studies, which prolonged their graduation.
🕊🕊Scorpio Risings are most likely be the first to do something and they will be recognised for that, however most often it involves a taboo topic or something that might make them more notorius. For example: the highest earning stripper or the first one to start a spiritual business in a small town.
🕊🕊Whichever planet you have aspected with Saturn there will be a delay, so don’t force it too much, it gets better after 1st (and then 2nd) Saturn Return. Like you might really crave a partner/a companion, but you have Moon Saturn aspect or Venus Saturn aspect. Things really evolve the most for you guys after your first Saturn Return (around ages 28, 29, sometimes earlier), but most definitely after the age of 30. Also, never rush getting married before 30 if you have Saturn in the 7th house/Venus Saturn aspects. You might really regret it, it can be actually very short lived and you might realise that despite having a committed partner (Saturn in the 7th house), you are still not happy/content yourself.
🕊🕊 This is oddly specific, but I previously mentioned how Scorpio Risings might be more prone to date someone from a different city or country (Libra over the 12th house). But I noticed how would they almost always “demand” in a way that they partner visits THEM and not vice versa. They rarely go the extra mile for other people, but instead want their partner to accommodate to them and compromise.
🕊🕊Women often have a partner that has the same signs in his natal chart that her father has.
🕊🕊Pisces Risings, Jupiter in the 1st house, Sagittarius Risings are the types that when they are at school, they want to be home. And when they are at home, the want to be at school😂 When they are somewhere, they always want to be somewhere else. Almost like they are physically present there, but mentally they wish to be elsewhere. Because they have huuge fear of missing out. Yes, Pisces Risings as well, not just Sagittarius Rising.
🕊🕊Venus in the 5th house is such a party person placement. They need constant attention and validation. They also always wish to be invited even if they have no intention to show up. For them the thought really counts. Also this placement really love going to live concerts.
🕊🕊Leo over the 6th house is such a tricky placement. They just want to be appreciate for their skills, the things they know and have experienced, but they HATE a fake compliment, it really needs to be very genuine and creative. And yes, they can easily sense one😂
🕊🕊Sun in the 8th house overlay in synastry culture is being constantly surprised when you discover “new layers” of that person’s identity. You could also be really fascinated by how they live, express themselves through clothing, their ideas, creative projects.
🕊🕊Out of all Pisces placements, Pisces Moon I noticed is the least keen on films/movies. Most often they are not huge movie buff and their first love was music or an instrument. Movies are really more Leo territory.
🕊🕊Pluto in the 1st house loves to surround themselves with people that dress well or are slim. You guys are really that obvious😂
🕊🕊Lilith definitely rules your fantasies as well. Like Virgo Lilith might play with idea of seducing a coworker. Capricorn Lilith thinks of their boss, older person or someone more mature/experienced than them or someone that reminds them of one of the parents.
🕊🕊Women see their male partner, his traits and behaviour through Sun, Mars and Saturn sign and house. Rarely they see them through Jupiter sign and house, since it would take a lot more objectivity to understand the meaning and significance of Jupiter traits in partner/husband.
🕊🕊You know how they see “the right person, but wrong time”? This connects to Solar Return chart. You might have multiple crushes one year, but you commit to that one that has the same Sun, Moon, Risings as your Rising/1st house and 7th house sign that year in your Solar Return chart. You can have Libra Rising with a bit of Scorpio over your 1st house and Aries and Taurus over your 7th house and that year you end up entering a committed partnership with Scorpio, Libra, Taurus, Aries Sun for example. Because those signs where hitting your relationship house (7th house) and your Risings sign (people you had to encounter) that year. Also they signs and planets in the 7th house show how you perceive other people’s behaviour towards you that year.
Credit goes to my blog @astroismypassion
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yashashveeroy · 2 years
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✨"You don't have to love, You just.... fall in love" said my Mother Dearest.
"But... what if it's a love that is unreturned?" said I, her little King.✨
⚜️And there they were, The Empress {mother dearest}, sitting at the table, while The Hermit {I, her little King}, sat on the floor. The Empress spoke of the complexities of Romantic Love and The Hermit simply tried to understand everything that there was to it. They say that The Empress already knew that The Hermit had fallen in love, without even realizing it.⚜️
Disclaimer: As I write this letter in a state of utmost Vulnerability, know that it is to Heal. If not to Heal, then to Express Emotions and to let the Universe know that I am still so new to Romantic Love and that I'm learning. If you too wish to Heal your Heart with me, come aboard, we got this.
For these placements: Saturn in the 4th, 5th & 7th House. Saturn in opposition, conjunction and square to Venus or Moon. It’s okay if you don’t have these placements, just Feel. 🧿✨🤍
Dearest Saturn,
I didn’t think that the predictions of your influence on my life were going to come true so fast. I must say, it baffles me. Regardless, I’m here now and I demand your attention, not out of anger or hate, but rather, the thirst to learn a little bit more about the Matters of the Heart and Relationships that you so grandly rule over, in my natal blueprint.
Obviously, over the years you have always managed to bring some amount of self-discipline, self-reflection, self-discovery and even lessons relating to important moments, in my life. Your prominence is crystal clear through the existence of what I call; ‘The Holy Saturn Trinity’ containing the beings in my house. My Mother Dearest being, of course, in the 1st place. Oh, you must really enjoy the sarcasm thrown my way!
Tell me Saturn, what am I to do with all this love that unconsciously grew after coming in contact with him? I did initially think that I fell for him but I didn’t pay attention until my Mother Dearest said to me “I don’t know if you realise this, but somewhere deep down, I see that you have fallen for him”. These words hit me so hard. I only thought of how I could’ve at least paid attention before when the thought came and avoided this pain. It was now so clear in my face, my heart and in my mind.
I mean, he could’ve at least met me, right? I did tell him that it was far, 14 stations far from where he was going to be. So close, yet so far. I guess I just didn’t think that he would actually stop thinking of meeting me when I said “Don’t burden yourself, it’s okay”. Maybe I was expecting too much and tried very little. Maybe I should’ve just…. called him and said “Where are you? Let’s meet if you have time.”
Instead, I just let him inform me of his arrival and departure. It made me so mad. I really wanted to see him. I was so hurt about the fact that he didn’t even once make a phone call while he was here. That night, I sat with a tub of ‘Gold Medal Ribbon’ ice cream and finished it all. Never did it in my entire 20 years of existence but I just couldn’t that night. Someone better get me a “Gold Medal Ribbon” for that moment.
Yes, while talking to my friend that night I said some horrible things about myself, I thought thoughts that haven’t come to my head in many years. Suddenly, I wanted to become cold hearted, again. It was violent, those couple of hours. I’m just glad I didn’t turn to my old habits and behaviour patterns. Wow, I’m crying, but you know what, I passed the test. It truly hurts but also makes me happy to know that my heart’s strength is growing more and more.
We both know more than anyone how much pain I can cause when I become cold.
You know Saturn, I was once the girl who used to openly tell her crushes that she liked them. I wonder where’d she go or what happened to her. Yeah…..., I was bold like that. Even after getting made fun of and embarrassed by that senior who I confessed my feelings to at the school farewell party, I still had it in me. Oh my goodness, do you remember how I cried my way back home? All because he hated that he and I almost shared the same name and because he found me ugly. My Mother Dearest really got mad at me for thinking so small of myself. She drilled into me that I am worth it and that “rejection is okay” because I have a long way to go in life. She told me that someday I might have to reject someone too and I started crying louder at that because I could only feel what a person who’s been rejected could feel at that time. My Mother Dearest laughed so hard at me during that moment!
In all honesty, it does sound like something out of a comedy show.
But I think I may have closed myself up, rather my heart, from feeling anything romantic. Especially after getting kissed last year by my first love, a love that grew when I first saw him in sixth grade. Funny how my Mother Dearest tells me he felt the same way about me but he denied having anything for me every time someone questioned him. It’s been exactly a year and four days since our kiss today as I’m writing this. Even after all that pain I went through, we remain each other’s oldest friends. We’ll complete 10 years of this friendship soon.
I’ve only ever fallen in love twice, thrice if I count my current situation. First two times, I confessed my feelings. I was rejected on both occasions; it did hurt me but I recovered. This time……I don’t know if I’m afraid of the rejection or… the fact that he won’t open up to me yet and that I’m slightly hurt by his doings.
I don’t know, maybe I’m just in my head. Imagining things.
How could someone like him possibly have feelings for someone like me, right? But then again, he was the one who reached out and actually initiated all the conversations despite me being mean to him and making him mad. I miss it, the texts and video calls. We had some fun too, if you know what I mean. Nothing extreme.
Since I can’t tell him how I actually feel about him, I guess I’ll just release the sentences here.
I…. have fallen in love, very hard. And yes, I love him.
Oh, that was liberating, I’m sobbing again. I really hope I gain back the strength to be so open about my romantic emotions again. I would love that kind of vulnerable yet powerful communication on my end.
Saturn, after Mother Dearest pushed me to talk to him, more men of his age, specifically 26–28-year-old men started to approach me. I asked her why she did it and she said that I needed it to build the courage to talk to men who might romantically approach me or even to make my personality blossom a little more. But the main reason why she pushed me was to open my heart a little more.
Guessing this was your work? You win. You finally got someone to pull on my heartstrings and most definitely there is a lesson that comes with it. Although I’m unsure of what the lesson is here, I’ll tell you what I learned from this.
I learnt not to go back to old patterns, not to grow cold or shut down my emotions when things aren’t going a certain way. I learnt to allow myself to fully feel and express myself even at my lowest. I learnt that it's okay to crave romantic affections. An old one that you taught me at a very young age: I learnt that being single for a long time is okay, entering your first relationship at an older age is also okay. I learnt that the more I look for stability within myself, it’ll help attract stable and self-aware people and relationships in my life. I learnt that it’s okay to let loose sometimes and have fun. I take things way too seriously, I admit.
Most of all, I learnt that opening my heart and loving someone so deeply, even if the affections may not be returned, is infinitely okay. It might hurt, but I’m grateful to feel the bliss of romance, even if it's one-sided.
Ultimately, I think, him and all the other men taught me many things. Age difference didn’t matter from the start anyways, because I chose parents who themselves have a 5-year age gap between them. But the 2 extra years did intimidate me a bit until Mother Dearest said “Really? You won’t talk to him for those 2 extra years? Come on, we both know how you talk, you’re my daughter after all!”. Not me getting called out by my own mother. Nice.
So yeah, not only did I learn these lessons but it also helped develop my point of view on certain things.
My Mighty and Grand Saturn, I leave it up to you to make me learn many more lessons on romantic relationships. But I do have a few requests of my own, which I demand in exchange for all the other tough lessons you will make me learn. You won’t ever hear me complain, I might rant to you emotionally but, I give you my word. Come what may, I accept your grand influence in my life with open arms.
I want you to soften my heart whenever necessary. I want you to remind me to put myself first when I give or sacrifice too much. I want you to remind me of my worth when I forget who I am at times. I want you to make me experience all kinds of love. Bring strict balance in my life when you see fit. Make me learn what ‘compromise’ is, the healthy way. Give me strength to communicate what really lies in my heart without being too harsh. Bring a person/partner into my life who sees no gender roles. Bring romantic love in my life where we both worship each other but also show tough love when necessary. Bring such emotional vulnerability in my romantic life that it leaves the two of us wanting more. Stability, within myself and my relationships of all kinds.
All my demands, and a rightful exchange.
Now I know that this letter might sound like something that should be addressed to Venus, but I am yet to recognize her ways with me. I think I just have a habit of recognizing the harder influences in my life first. Clearly, one of them is You.
I don’t know how to end this letter but I do know what I’m exactly feeling after writing it. I hope that I feel this love many more times in my life, with it being returned as well. And as for him, I don’t know what’s going to happen between the two of us, but I do know that you have a plan.
Show me what you have in store for me, Saturn.
Love, Roy.
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reverielix · 3 years
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hello! I’d like to request an astrology compatibility for skz. you said that you preferred charts so I hope this is easy to read! thank you and I hope you’re having a good holiday
Hi!! This is gonna be a bit different from the ones I did before since I can go step by step and analyze your chart as I keep the members in mind and then come to a conclusion. (I don't know if I will keep approaching and structuring these asks like this but for the time being this is the ''procedure'' I came up with)
5th house in Libra - dating, presenting yourself and excitement in response to getting attention
2nd house in Cancer - self-worth and value
With Libra ruling your 5th house, you tend to be attracted to people who are charming and romantic. You like to show off good manners and kindness as you expect these things in return as well. Your ideal date may be a candlelit dinner or a romantic walk on the beach. I immediately have to think of Chan here as he also has Libra ruling his 5th as well as several personal placements in Libra. Other members who I see you being attracted to may be Felix, Jisung and Seungmin as they have Libra Venuses. First dates with said members could spark your interest.
Since you have the same rising sign as Chan and Minho, they might feel comfortable in your presence, as both their sun signs are also in their 5th houses and with that in your 5th house, which can create an atmosphere of free self-expression and open flirting (Felix, Chan, Jisung and Seungmin may excel at sweet talking you easily with their mercuries) haha
You keep your self-worth and do self-care in spaces that are safe to you like your house or with people you feel comfortable around. You may be protective over your self-worth and don’t like admitting when somebody or something got to you emotionally that deteriorates or influences your self-perception and personal view on your value. Additionally, you may create a space between others and you while dating as you value your privacy and personal intellectual as well as emotional space. Here I can see Seungmin being a good fit, since his moon is in Cancer and he understands how to emotionally nurture you without overstepping boundaries and is also well attuned to them. He is the gentle lover you crave and attract with your 5th house and further “feeds” your 2nd house. (Also, your Taurus moon fortifies this placement and suggests a very set-in-stone type mindset when it comes to your emotional needs. You are confident in your emotions and well express them in a sense where you give somebody exactly what you want them to have, so you can secure your emotional space and make sure you only let certain people in. You crave to be needed and accepted for who you are, but you won’t let anyone in too soon since you have a fear of not being accepted, which one can see looking at your Sun-Moon square, which I will talk about later.)
Venus in Capricorn in the 8th house (+South Node and Neptune) - love style, conditional love, one-to-one relationships and compromise (+the past and unconditional love)
Your Venus is in Capricorn in the 8th house (trining your Taurus moon in the 12th). This may give you the wish to grow old with your partner as you may go into relationships for the long-term rather than the experience. You probably look for stability and a partner you can share your success, trial and error with. Here, I can see Chan fitting well with you (I made a whole Chan as a boyfriend post so you can go there there to see why exactly I picked Chan. Explaining it in this post would make it explode into a whole epic lol) Your love language is probably touch and I can see you being an all or nothing type person where you give your partner your all and open up to them to share your deepest self with them. The trine with your moon adds a maternal aspect and also suggests that you most likely want a family. I see how your self esteem affects your relationships a lot, though your emotions are overall harmonious with your love language: you’re good at expressing your emotions through sharing them with your partner using touch to convey the intense feelings you hold as well as how much you care for your significant other. Here, Chan seems to be a spot-on fit! Your 8th house and his 7th house Pluto conjunction can go through transformations together and be very successful working together. You will withstand each other’s (even if subconscious) tests of commitment and go lengths to show the other how devoted you are. Lastly, your south node is here. You may feel a tug between family and career, which affects your self worth. Will you make your family proud with what they want for you? Or do you go on to do your own thing and puruse your own career? This also indicates how much you yearn for harmony between your family and work, which can be a possible reason as to why you strike to have a partner with whom you can be successful together and build wealth and start a family. Lastly, the south node and Neptune are in a tight conjunction, which, for one, urges you to let go of past endeavors and focus on the future—your 2nd house Cancer placement—and can also indicate a natural ability to love unconditionally. You could also have fantasies about your ideal type from past experiences, and possibly run the risk of romanticizing the past.
Sun in Aquarius in the 9th house - self-expression and self-acceptance (basically just you lol) + Moon in Taurus - emotions and home life
The first thing I see here is your moon square; your desires are always in conflict with your needs and you are quite impulsive. There can be a tendency to attract challenging situations into your life as an unconscious attempt to recreate the tension of early childhood. For whatever reason, you didn’t feel needed or accepted. The clash between your parental figures, if indeed there was one, made you feel unaccepted for who you were, and there can be a very real drive to prove yourself to the world (and/or to the parents). With that sun in Aquarius in the 9th you may have a very good understanding of your individuality and how you plan on expanding yourself or learning about yourself (in ways of traveling or maybe through marriage). You stimulate your mind by learning new things about other cultures and aren’t afraid to express yourself in eccentric ways. Though you have a desire to settle down with your Taurus and Capricorn placements. You want marriage and safety, but a part of you will always feel neglected since you can’t freely express yourself in a traditional environment. It may feel like you’re sacrificing a piece of yourself to compromise with your partner to commit and lead a successful and healthy marriage filled with stability and wealth. Again, Chan chases the same emotional desires of comfort, stability, success and wealth, though he also understands the need for you to grow by breaking free from traditional norms and being uniquely yourself. As a deeply acceptant person, I feel like Chan could be the best fit out of all of stray kids so far, though Hyunjin’s placements also correspond well with especially your moon and Venus. At last, your Taurus Moon is in the 12, which, additionally to your Sun in the 9th and 7th in Sagittarius, spark an interest of the unknown in you (Chan has a 12th house interception and he said he’s scared of the unknown in his recent vlive which I thought was worth mentioning here haha). You aren’t consciously aware of how you’re feeling, yet you may like caring for others and playing a maternal role for others as you seek to connect with others on a spiritual and emotional level, which in turn gives you clarity about your feelings and fuels your emotional growth.
7th house in Sagittarius - one-on-one relationships, the side your partner brings out in a relationship, descendant
Your 7th house is empty, like your 5th, but Sagittarius suggests the more “hidden” side of you is one of adventure and expansion. Your partner may accentuate the quality of higher learning and connecting with the unknown within you as you look for a long-term partner who (considering your sun is in the 9th) aids your self-expression and helps you rise as an individual. Since Sagittarius and the 7th house are also connected to marriage, this indicates that you, again, look for relationships for marriage, not for the experience. (I can see you marrying fast or at a young age lol) Challenges you may face are impulsiveness (also tying in with your sun-moon square) and recklessness. You can get yourself into problems easily because you make decisions on a whim, especially when it comes to being rebellious, thinking outside the box, expressing yourself and finding love.
Also I just want to note that your chart shape is very similar to Hyunjin’s and your crowded hemispheres both start at a Taurus and end at Sagittarius which could make you feel very similar to each other lol
To conclude, you are most compatible with Chan (considering the information we have), so I’ll list some aspects that stand out to me here:
You have the same ascendant sign (and the same signs on the 7th house, 2nd house and 5th house cusps despite his interceptions while you not having any interceptions can also help him stabilize or at least doesn’t pull more interceptions into his life haha)
His Sun and Moon are located in your 5th house (you can make him feel seen among other things like the fact that there is strong attraction,..)
His Saturn singleton, Pluto and Mars conjunct 7th house related with your Venus in Capricorn in the 8th and Taurus moon in the 12th also in relation to his Taurus interception in the 12th
Your Venuses are in signs that form a sextile, so your love-style and behavior in one-on-one relationships is very similar (+your Venus is in the 8th and his Venus is in Scorpio)
Your Sun and his Venus are in a trine, which could motivate your thoughts on having to give up your individuality to compromise with somebody and settle down (though his Libra Sun, Mercury and other placements would handle it well I think, since overall your charts are very compatible. Maybe your impulsiveness could catch him off guard, but there’s never a perfect synastry lol)
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Museum of Mayhem Art Analysis
ahhh it’s finally here and it’s AWESOME. Lots of credit to @ifalnasminiatures for bringing this to my attention! Also credit to Hayder Hype for providing (nat zero six on gearbox forums) sources (Ashley Landry on twitter) in the description of his video because oh man it’s a lot
you can view most of these art pieces on the borderlands instagram as well
lots to talk about especially regarding the calypso twins so let us dive right in
tl;dr: tyreen has a weird red marking on her face in some old designs. i think troy used to be blind and missing his metal plates. more proof for my elpis/chemical sludge/lost legion theory that the twins are using said chemical sludge to give their followers psuedo-siren powers bc a dahl pumping station (hyperion pumping stations on pandora) but dahl had a presence on the moon
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one of my favorites, it reminds me a lot of the Mask of Mayhem, but for villains.
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Punk Girl is shown again twice, probably further proving she’s tied in with the CoV somehow
we also got some crazy looking villains such as
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baby face. which is all kinds of extremely fucked up
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this dude who looks like he could be a miniboss with the glasgow smile and the cool goggles
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this guy who i legitimately thought was dr zed for a hot second there
could it be
the evilest brother?? pfft nahhh
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this girl who seems like she could be a unique character with a baseball cap. wondering if maybe she’s related to Punk Girl in any way. What’s the verdict on the other band members? 🤔
uhh let’s give it a solid maybe and move on
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this piece! very interesting to me
so, the very first thing i noticed is zane’s eye patch being on the other eye lol
amara’s tattoos are also gone, however that might’ve been for reasons similar to the japanese cover art of the game. 
most interestingly is a point @ifalnasminiatures made and it’s that the calypso twins are actually palette swapped! you can see Troy is the one with the white hair and Ty is the one with the darker hair. which I think mayyy play into a few things we see later about the twins
we also see a tiny ship in the background. i can’t tell if that’s sanctuary-iii or the blue/yellow ship, it all blends together a lot due to the quality of the pic. but it is next to the calypso twins, which makes me want to believe it’s the blue/yellow ship we see with red markings all over it. you know this one from the mural of mayhem wallpapers
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you can see the reddish markings on the back right next to the engines
then we have ummm
this cover art
😬
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thanks for not using this one gearbox cuz 
oh my god
she just reminds me of suicide squad, that’s not a good image you wanna dredge up from the deep recesses of your fans’ brains
she might be a unique character given the clothes/hair? cuz you don’t normally see psychos with stilettos on. or yknow, shoes in general. the hair also seems way to clean and neat to be a psycho/cultist
i just feel uncomfortable looking at this, so moving on
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a different logo. also not my favorite cover art, but at least im not physically uncomfortable looking at this. that poor girl’s pelvis... anyway
lots of silhouettes
interestingly, i feel like the roses might have been a thing they just put in for the new cover art. haven’t seen hide nor hair of them across any of the pictures i’ve seen.
we got a lot of figures. out of them i most definitely recognized amara, salvador, maya, another salvador?, zer0, moze (maybe?), and axton. i thiiink one of them is maya as well, but im not 100% on that. 
i can guess why they didn’t pick this one: it’s hard to tell who’s who. a lot of these poses make the silhouettes kinda hard to see and the merging together at the bottom makes things even worse. i do think it’s interesting there are some bl2 characters on here as well, but hayder hype mentioned they very well could be placeholders, and given that i can’t make out fl4k or zane, im inclined to believe him.
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this art which was used during the promo for this event
rip elpis i guess LMAO
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a better look at the psycho himself from the promo released by the borderlands twitter.
there’s a new red planet which hasn’t been shown off before, looks like a gassy planet kinda like jupiter, but interestingly it has this green crack in the side?
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very reminiscent of pandora’s eridium scar. i am wondering if this is because this planet had a vault opened, or if it is tied to the Eridians at all. be interesting if it was their homeworld.
also i have no idea what the symbolism is in the homeworld destroying another planet but maybe we shouldn’t think about it too hard e_e
the other planet that’s being destroyed... idk fellas
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it doesn’t match up to me but like, this is only one shot
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i don’t know 🤔 if you really squint, maybe you can see that hint of purple at the bottom there?
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here
tbh, i thought this was elpis the first time i saw it due to the cracks, but i figured elpis doesn’t have like continents across its surface, just craters. and wayyy more cracks.
so it’s probably not pandora and it’s probably not elpis.
huh...
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i do think the actual shot is suspended above promethea, you can see the familiar asteroid belt surrounding it
there’s also a planet in the background,
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which i imagine isn’t pandora bc no eridian scar
could be elpis or eden-6, or the 5th planet we don’t know about. i kinda get the feeling the 5th planet may be that gaseous red planet tho. which is probably going to be super weird to traverse now that i think about it. they said oz kits weren’t coming back, right? i wonder how that would work. hmmmm
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there’s also this redder planet here which i actually DO think is Pandora. if you squint real hard u can see the purple from the eridian scar. plus the color matches up pretty well with the pictures provided above.
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there’s also these two bodies over in the corner where the light is coming from. i can’t tell what they’re supposed to be
there are also these little dudes in the top right
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i assume they’re maliwan? they remind me a lot of the maliwan drop ship things that fly overhead when you enter promethea
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YESSS okay this is the start of some PRETTY WILD twin stuff
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troy: missing his tattoos, blind in one eye, has a weird mark above his eyebrow. also, no metal bits!
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Tyreen!!! with a red stripe across her left cheek going up to her eye??? no tattoos on her left arm as far as we can see, but that might be for marketing reasons (she’s also covering up part of her bicep). she’s also missing her coat and chains and wearing a different glove.
we also have a bunch of bl2 VHs taking up space. again i think hayder hype is right in that they’re simply placeholders. not much else to say, but 
this trend of Tyreen having red markings on her face and Troy being blind in an eye (or both) actually continues through a fair amount of these posters!!!
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more cover art. one of my least favorites again... i just think it looks like the psycho is puking out the VHs. also, seems to be an older version of the psycho mask.
fl4k seems to be less rendered than the rest of the cast? like they have less detail, especially on their coat
also you can see an older looking space shuttle up at the top, which reminds me a lot of the one we use in TFTBL to get to helios. except less caravanny and more rockety
the splatter also reminds me of siren powers, with the purple and the glitter. it’s cool that it’s showing a different shot than what’s behind it. maybe a hint to siren powers because it’s sort of like a portal.
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more puke! 
this time troy is blind in both eyes it seems,
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tyreen seems to still have a mark on the left side of her face, im wondering if this ties into her scars at all? it doesn’t seem as prominent as the previous red mark.
Zane seems to have an actual eye patch instead of his more high-tech eye patch, which reminds me a lot of the leaked character concepts from like january i wanna say
amara seems to be dual wielding lol i wonder if originally that was going to be one of her 3 skills but then they were like “wait salvador. wait. nisha. FUC-”
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also fl4k is being obscured by this weird saturn-like planet. let them be free!
moze is missing, the saturn like planet shows up 2 times total, and that blue/yellow ship is seen again behind troy
as for the purple stuff? you already know my theory that the twins are going to be using the chemical sludge on elpis to empower their followers. it could also just be straight eridium/slag. you know, like the testing from the WEP with bloodwing and even krieg. we’ll have to see. it would be interesting if they tied krieg into the story through there.
i do lowkey think it’s chemical sludge though, because some of it is actually glowing blue in places, you can see it clearly below amara’s feet. maybe some tie in to siren powers cuz they glow the same blueish color. who knoooows not i
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big shot of this psycho here, looks like he’s crumbling. 
i really like the 4 VHs standing at the base with the elongated shadows. very dark vibes from this tho, probably not suitable for the series as a whole. i can see why maybe they decided not to do it. 
i wonder if we’ll see this giant psycho statue somewhere on pandora. it would certainly be a sight to behold. 
also i kinda wish we had cloaks like the concept art shows. cloaks are cool
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more sketchy art. this one is also kinda strange, i definitely get why they decided not to go thru with it.
possibly tie-in with the ‘mother’ imagery we get on the propaganda signs across pandora.
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lmfao the foot
very bl2 like, im glad they didn’t stick with this. i like that they decided to change things up
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troy seems to be blind and also missing his metal implants on his face. his jacket also looks a lot different, it looks more like tyreen’s with the spikes and stuff across it. we also can’t see his metal arm at all, tho we do see his sword! which looks a lot different, im glad they decided to revamp it to be more visually interesting lol
tyreen is more interesting to me. it looks like her right arm has like a silver coating over it? unless that is a metal arm as well. she also is wearing a different kind of glove. her tattoos are missing as well, but again, it’s probably because of the cover art. her scars also definitely seem to have reached her left cheek at some point.
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zane also looks a lot different, tho amara, moze, and fl4k look about the same.
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another shot of the ship, this one is definitely the blue/yellow one. there’s gotta be some significance with that, right? either we’re getting skins for sanc-iii, we’re going to be painting it a new color, or it’s a different ship.
what the HECK
maybe the twins stole sanc-ii and we’re using sanc-iii. idek. this ship is driving me up a wall lol
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gun head.
not a lot to say here. i actually like this one lol it’s very mellow and straight to the point. it’s nice that the logo is right in the middle, not at the top like most of them.
game. buy it. okay? cool.
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similar to the other background we did, a bit different. again, like @ifalnasminiatures pointed out, the twins are actually palette swapped here. 
Zane also has the old eyepatch on his right eye instead of his left eye, and his jacket is black instead of blue. fuckin’ edgelord.
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one of my favorite ones out of all of them. it’s beautiful, i really wish they had kept it. Fl4k is missing but i assume they were meant to go next to Amara? i also think it’s interesting Moze is in the front, as I took Amara to be the leader this time around. Zane is also an older design, with the eyepatch back on his left eye again (starting to think this is an aesthetic thing lol) and a black jacket instead of blue.
We see the twins on the top. Tyreen has that mark on her face again, and Troy is the same as the last few covers.
We also see Maya, Zer0, and for some reason Brick? Which is weird to me considering we have a few other characters who initially feel much for important to the story (cough Lilith cough), but I’m not complaining. 
the purple splatters again make me think this is a tie in to eridium/slag/elpis’s chemical sludge. i also like the logo being worked into the design instead of just thrown on top, i think that’s a nice detail
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i couldn’t find a great shot of this poster which is a shame because it’s one of my favorites
a lot of baddies to go around on here. i love the dude up top, he reminds me of the Anchormen from the captain scarlett dlc in bl2!
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these dudes
we can see Punk Girl on the left again
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and this guy who appears to be in some medieval armor
i have no idea what’s going on there but i am EXCITED
i’ve been thinking and tbh i think the multiple planets thing was just an excuse for gearbox to go absolutely ham on the character designs/settings. 
i mean why should they have to hold back all their medieval armor designs for another dlc like tiny tina’s? all their pirate/sea-fairing designs for a pirate dlc? fuck it! go WILD. i think they did, anywho
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there’s also this post which... tbh i can’t make out much at all. again, seems like an older psycho mask design. it looks like there are characters in the splatter on the bottom left, but it’s very hard to tell who’s who, especially at this angle and image quality lol
if we get a better shot later on i may return to this piece and try to figure things out!
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we also have this piece which is giving me huge ‘Happy Together’ vibes. very trippy
moze looks like she’s using an untextured atlas gun? dunno what’s going on with that tbh lol
i really like this one too. it’s cool. i get why maybe they wanted to go a little crazier tho, feels too simplistic for the MAYHEM vibe they’re going for.
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oof! can we get an F in chat for whatever planet/moon this is
lots of pink floyd vibes going on here as well
we see a different looking blue/yellow ship flying away from the explosion. it seems to missing a lot of the parts that make sanc-iii so recognizable including the engines/wings
i like the destruction vibe they’re going for here, really sells the “universe destroying power” the twins are supposedly going to get. 
anyway, in addition to the cover art pieces, we also got a few concept art pieces as well!
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this bit which looks like a gun
you see the aiming mechanism up there? you see how it’s aimed at that planet/moon? yeah i 100% timed this so you’d see the above concept art with this immediately after :P (im kidding i didn’t but hey now you don’t have to scroll)
fuck yeah babey
we also have seen something similar to this in the gameplay trailer!
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i didn’t actually think it was a giant fucking GUN tho. can we get an F in chat for Promethea and/or whatever else this thing gets aimed at
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yooo
i thought this was opportunity at first cuz of the bridge but it’s more likely promethea
when u go meet zer0 you can see some water surrounding the city so i would guess this is somewhere else on promethea
im mostly interested in the giant fuckin triangle in the middle of that courtyard looking area
oh also the giant trench of destruction on the right there. that’s probably important, too.
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more concept art!
i think the bottom of the 4 VHs is actually what was leaked in january.
some art of the twins on the left there, tyreen is so much shorter than troy omfg
and this does indeed looks to be a younger version of angel so credit to @prettypinkdork for mentioning that on my angel post. it is nice to see those tech-y wings in action, definitely does prove it’s her.
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we can also see this art of what i think is Punk Girl, which is interesting to me because she looks to be doing something with her right hand. possible siren powers? maybe! 
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we also get a much cooler, bigger version of that maliwan ship people were talking about, with what look to be maliwan... eye bots? surrounding it. this is soooo fuckin awesome to me because it reminds me of a sailboat. and airships are fucking COOL
but something interesting is that i don’t think this ship was actually always maliwan
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we got an A in the back here... for Atlas? i mean... you know it’s coming... the colors would match up. Yeahhhhhhh...
more interesting is that it actually looks like maliwan covered it up with their flags/tarps. i would not be surprised if this was claimed by maliwan possibly during the takeover.
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a cyclone, with a whole fuckin lot of detail. just... holy shit.
not much else to say here though. i like the stuffed animal on the side, though
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a better shot of jakobs manor which holy shit looks badass as fuck
big turret/observation thing on the right there? im not sure
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pretty sure this is eden-6. also more tropical trees? possibly a water planet? but maybe just ocean on eden-6. also there seems to be like webbing on whatever is on the road, so maybe some spider-like wildlife?
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most important to me is this
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yeah i would bet that’s eridium/slag/the chemical sludge from elpis
im pretty convinced this is something on elpis mostly because the DAHL logo on the side. which again, they were on pandora yes but they were mining for iridium not eridium. if this was pandoran pumping stations, that would be hyperion.
i do think this is elpis. and i do think the twins are using the chemical sludge that mutated the lost legion into those fake siren things to give their followers superpowers.”holy holy holy” indeed.
this, plus the rakk wings on the psycho in the mask of mayhem are just convincing me more and more
that’s all for now folks. i gotta run
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Choices, decisions, or hell?
Oh, decisions need to be made? Let’s just put my brain in a blender for a few minutes, turn it to mush and let those tiny tits start caving in. Anxiety. Strikes. Again. 
I’m that girl that won’t pick a restaurant, takes the longest exploring the menu and ends up getting her usual, then when she does venture away from her usual she regrets it in some form or fashion. Needless to say, I have never been great at making decisions. Just another day in Heidi’s world, having to make a choice that could make or break her existence. 
If you’ve seen the show The Good Place with Kristin Bell, you would understand why I’d refer to the character Chidi as a kindred spirit. He is an ethical man who has essentially died and gone to the after-life because he couldn’t decide on something. Sounds like me in a nutshell, except I’m alive and hoping his fate is not mine (of course it won’t be). I look forward to the day when my over-analytical mind and emotions stop trying to control my life. Let me say that more mindfully, I look forward to the day that I am in full control of my mind and emotions.
“Saturn returns” has become a passing whisper more and more frequently as my 27th year approaches. For those who are unaware, “The first Saturn Return, which can happen between ages 27 and 30, is a bit like a cosmic bar mitzvah, quinceanera or communion if you will: a rite of passage welcoming you into your more mature role here on Earth” (read more here: http://astrostyle.com/saturn-return/). Another mention of this stage in life is called the “27 club” which references a group of popular musicians, artists, and actors who died during this year of their life. I say this with no adverse intention in mind but these two references are very real to me. Real enough to have anxiously awaited this coming year since I was 21. I’m challenged by the thought of losing myself to the pressure of life but I’m also excited to move through this time with the strength and poise I know I am capable of.
So. How does “Saturn Return” + “27 Club” have to do with my decision making? Hmm, that’s a good question and I believe I have an answer. It has a lot to do with my two previous blogs: first, about my recent health changes and second, about my longest relationship coming to an end. Luckily, I have quite a few things to live for and there isn’t a speckle of doubt that I’ll make it through the next couple of years. However, I feel as if I’ve hit a fork in the road with pretty much every aspect of my life. Therein prompting me to begin making very palpable decisions for myself, my daughter, and our pets.
There are infinite directions our lives can take (Lucky me!). We are like trees, growing, branching out, with infinite parallel realities to choose from. I don’t know if our lives are already written in stone or if everything can change on a whim. I like to think it’s all random, and that I’m not alone in this momentary chaos of feeling lost and unrecognized, this awkward feeling of being stuck or unhappy with myself for the choices I have made. I sit, wondering what I could have done differently to avoid being here, to avoid feeling this way. What can I do to change this in my favor? I’d go back in time, immediately. 
Well Heidi, until Marty McFly and Dr. Brown show up at your door with a radio-active DeLorean let’s assume that we won’t be going back in time. However, to indulge my imagination a bit I figured I’d explore the moments in life that I would go back to. Get ready for some shit... 
1st - I’d go back to 7th grade when that creepy boy in 8th grade left a nasty note in my locker about wanting to “fuck me”. I’d kick him in the balls and tell him I don’t appreciate the unsolicited disrespect and emphasize that he had no chance in hell with me!
2nd - I’d go to the moment I decided I wanted to lose my virginity, and change my mind! I would decide to save myself for someone who actually cared about me or even loved me. 
3rd - I’d go back to the end of 10th grade when my parents forced me to try-out for cheerleading again when I didn’t want to. I’d give them a final hell no, and tell them that I was unhappy. I’d write them both a letter explaining that I wanted to be in art and theater classes instead. 
4th - I’d go back to the end of 11th grade just to tell myself how beautiful I was and to teach myself some self-love.
5th - I’d go back to the day I quit my job as a gymnastics & swim coach. Instead I would call in sick, get my shit straight and save my money to live on my own. 
6th - I’d go back to the day I enrolled in college and instead of staying in Texas, I’d go as far away as I could.
There are plenty more moments I’d change and just to clarify these are most definitely not moments I regret, nor pride myself on. They’re just moments that I wish I had given more time and care into. These are all moments that I rushed making a decision, moments when I wasn’t mindful of my own self-worth and in most cases decisions become stressful because I start feeling rushed. 
Rushed enough to ignore things that make me feel uncomfortable, to order food that I’m skeptical about, to date someone out of convenience... the list goes on. Enough is enough. I’ve decided that this is no longer who I am. In every other area of life I’m quick firing, witty, and charismatic. So from now on, I will be implementing all of that and some dank ass patience into my new found power of decision making. Boom. 
So mote it be.
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ninthhousemoon · 6 years
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Hey i just have to share something i did my pussys natal chart (the day when i first got my period) and i am dying my pussy is scorpio sun and cancer moon (like me 😂) and gemini rising then she has libra mercury, virgo venus and mars ❤ and those virgo venus, mars + jupiter are in the 5th house and pluto in the 8th house and saturn in the 6th house with sun and mercury (that house is intercepted) i just love my pussy 😍
I wish I didn’t read this. Pardon me I am going to flush my eyes with Holy Water
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askluxnovalibra · 7 years
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FAQ & Blog PSA
To help navigate my blog!
✨✨✨ My top FAQ: Who is the guy in your icon/ theme?😉🔥 He’s a male model named Stephen James. I love him lmao if you see me say “my Sagittarius husband” I’m talking about him. His Placements
📝📝📝📝Blog Psa Stuff:
-What’s this blog about?❓❓❓ This blog, @askluxnovalibra , is the ‘ask box’ for my main astrology blog @luxnovalibra . To avoid cluttering everyone’s dash, I made a separate blog. This way I can answer many asks in a row and manage/organize the questions more thoughtfully.
-What can we ask about? 🤔 Anything really. The most common asks I get are about compatibility and placement descriptions. If you need advice or to rant, I will always try to help you out or send you a link to someone who can.
-Do you answer compatibility asks? If we send in a compatibility ask, what should we expect? ❤️ Yes I do, at least for now. Most people will send their sun, moon, rising, mercury, mars, and venus of themselves and their partner or crush. I will give my first impressions and potential problems I see. I may say how they get along, how they like to be treated, and what they want/need. It’s important to remember that without seeing charts, I can give only very very very generic answers. Know that people are complex and unique. I do not know you or your crush/partner personally. I can only attempt to guess how they act according to my knowledge of the signs’ archetypes. I will never be 100% accurate. No one will be.
-Do we have to send our sun, moon, mars, venus, etc. when asking a compatibility question? ❤️ No, you can send as many or as few placements as you want. It’s more interesting to send specific questions like ‘how is a Scorpio venus in love?’ or ‘how does a Scorpio venus and Leo venus get along?’ or ‘compatibility for x mars and x venus with y mars and y venus?’ Stuff along those lines. If I’ve already answered something, I will link you to it.
-What’s important to know about compatibility? ❤️ I believe no matter the placements any pairing can get along with patience, time, and understanding. Communication is necessary and vital for healthy relationships. Most of the time, problems are not solved by simple compatibility. They are solved by committed partners learning to compromise and work with each other.
🔎🔎🔎 ***Want a better and deeper insight into compatibility? Do a synastry chart. A synastry chart takes you and your partners’ chart and overlays them together. Your planets will aspect theirs and your planets will fall into their houses & vice versa. These aspects and placements will tell you how you will interact, get along, and how you work together. You can calculate your synastry chart on astro-charts.com or astro.com or any astro site you trust. How do you read a synastry chart? It would be very hard for me to explain it step by step as I don’t do a lot of synastry. There are many resources online that tell you exactly what aspects and placements mean what. Have your venus sextile your partner’s mars? Type in “venus sextile mars synastry” into google and stuff will come up.
***** please note, I do not do synastry, so I can't help very much
-My crush smiled at me in the hall last year but hasn’t talked to me since. Do they love me or not? What are they thinking? 🤔❤️🔎 I don’t know. I do not know you or your crush personally. It’s important to remember that most crushes are just that, crushes. It’s best not to spend too much time worrying about them. For most people, crushes don’t last more than a few months, if that. As an air dom with a Scorpio venus, I hardly ever have crushes and so when I see a lot of people obsessing over them, I usually will give you an honest answer. That being said, it’s totally ok to ask for advice. I’m never going to chew you out or call you stupid for liking someone. It’s natural. It’s a part of life. I’m just saying, crushes are not going to make or break you. They’re not the end of the world. What will happen will happen. I only say this because I know how you feel and I try to tell you the things I wish someone told me when I was younger. In fact, most of the advice I give is based on what a younger me would need to hear.
-Is it ok to message you for advice? What do people message you about?📨📬 Sure, I get a few private messages about people wanting insights about crushes / situations / placements and I try my best to help.
-Are there any kinds of private messages you don’t like?📭💣 I generally respond to everything
-Do you answer some asks before others? 🔢🔝 Most of the time my inbox isn’t that full (RIP the blogs that have 50+ lol) so I try to answer them all as fast as I can. Usually I answer chronologically (first ask gets answered first). If a question is simpler, I’ll try to get those out of the way. Complex questions take longer because I need to think about them and look up info as needed. Lately, anon compatibility gets answered last. I am more likely to answer non-anon asks a little faster, especially if you’re following me @luxnovalibra (you don’t have to follow @askluxnovalibra). Why? Because I don’t like when anons copy and paste compatibility q’s into 20 astro blogs’ boxes. It’s a bit disheartening because usually it’s just people who don’t care enough to look into astrology at all, and send in their crush-of-the-week’s placements. But don’t worry sending anons is perfectly fine! I totally understand being shy, or even because you don’t your main blog to pop up or because you’re not a full-time astro blog or whatever the reason. I get it, and I send anons sometimes too. And don’t worry if you’ve sent multiple blogs the same ask to get another opinion. Usually we can tell who’s just copy and pasting and who wants to learn. Pro tip for sending asks to other blogs: it helps if you say hi and/or mention something specific you like about their blog not just ‘compatibility xyz love ur blog.’ “Thank yous’ and polite feedback are nice too. Remember most of us are just teenagers that don’t get paid and genuinely want to help and learn together. To put it short, most asks get answered in 6 days or less
-Why do you add so many links?📚 I’m an air dominant lol I like to know things. It’s because I want to help and sometimes links are the best way to go. If I don’t know a lot about something off the top of my head, I’ll give you links and references. I get most of them from tumblr and a simple google search. Links aren’t mean to scare you, they’re there for deeper insight. I learn best with specific examples and links provide that. I give multiples because everyone has a different preference for writing style and multiples increases the chance of you understanding something and relating to something. Also, sometimes I’ll add them if the asker doesn’t specify if they want my personal opinion or a more general description.
-What if I ask about something you don’t know about? 🤷🏻‍♀️🕵🏻‍♀️ I will give you my best guess but admit that I don’t know a lot about that subject. I assume you don’t want a random answer and I don’t want to give one. Expect links or I’ll send you to someone who might be able to help
-What if I don’t agree with your opinion or your interpretation? 🙅🏻🙎🏻 That’s fine, I don’t expect you to agree with me all the time, that’s why it’s my opinion/interpretation. I’m still learning everyday. I’m not a professional. I’ll make mistakes. It’s all a part of the process.
//////////// Personal-ish Stuff:
-What are your placements? ☀️🌙💫 Libra sun 6th, Libra moon 6th, Taurus rising, Virgo mercury 6th, Sag mars 7th, Scorpio venus 7th, Cap neptune 10th, Aqua jupiter 10th, Aqua uranus 10th, Aries saturn 12th, Sag Pluto 7th, Virgo north node 5th, Cap MC, Virgo lilith 5th, Virgo juno 5th
About Me My Chart My Placements
-What are your dominants? 👁 Libra & Virgo especially. Then Capricorn, Taurus, Sag, Scorpio, and Aqua. My planets differ based on the calculator but usually I go by Mercury, Venus, Uranus, Pluto, and moon. Air and earth. Cardinal.
-How long have you been studying astrology? ✏️📓 I just found out I made my blog on May 8, 2016, so since about then. I got into it because of the memes and stayed when I realized there was so much more than your sun sign. It’s more of a hobby for me than a full-time study. I mostly learn through tumblr and google. I never want to intimidate or scare anyone away from it. When I first started, I didn’t know all 12 signs let alone their order. Even now, I still have a lot to learn but I think I’ve come a long way 😊
-Do you use desktop or mobile? 🖥📱 I use mobile 99% of the time. That’s why I make a lot of typos lmao usually I answer asks on the iPad and it lags a lot so expect typos and weird wording. Trust me, it hurts my Virgo and air placements way more than it hurts you
-Is this your main blog? Technically my main is @erinwriting so all likes, follows, replies, asks show up as that blog. The blog I use the most is my astro blog @luxnovalibra . I’m also @falling-for-the-winchesters and my tarot blog @queenofswordstarot
-Can we ask personal questions about you or your experience? 😁 Sure! It’s easier for me to talk about myself if someone asks rather than me coming right out and saying it (my air dom lol). If I don’t feel comfortable answering, I’ll say so, no hard feelings. Or if I can better answer you privately, I will
-Age/Gender/Name/Location 🎂🚺 20, Female, Erin, USA
-Are you in school? 🏫 I go to college for art
-Do you have any hobbies? 💡 Art & photography, reading, writing, astrology, tarot, camping, listening to music
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devinclaire · 5 years
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New Moon Horoscope Membership Example, Aries New Moon 2019
The horoscope below is similar to the horoscopes you’ll receive in your inbox for the New Moon Horoscope Membership. You can join the membership here. 
What’s extra fun about Aries season is that it’s also seen as the astrological New Year. With this New Moon the Sun and Moon both return to the first House and first sign of the zodiac. It’s as good of time as any to pop the Champagne and ring in the New Year. It’s a good time. There are so many opportunities to grow what you desire in the year to come.
As we glimpse into your world on the Aries New Moon we see that while this is a time of new beginnings for you, you’ve also might have been dealing with what Eckhart Tolle calls the “pain body”. Remnants of troubling past experiences that you carry with you because they’re very difficult to shake.
As the New Moon dawns on April 5th, the perfect words to describe your feelings will rise up. The words may be angry and may fly out of your mouth with the swiftness of a flame igniting and burning the length of the match. Getting the words out around the New Moon will inspire inner transformation that then manifests into a change in your path around April 13th.
April 7th is a lovely day to let money transform you. Sure, it’s a nice day to do your taxes, but this is also great energy to use your resources to create something useful that others will pay you money to acquire. The idea may come from a psychic download that you receive in the night.
While there’s a good chance you’ll be spending the day with friends, now might not be the time to tell them about your new idea. It’s not that you’re being stingy, there’s only a short special amount of time one has with an idea before the world around you hears about it. This is when you get everyone’s well meaning thoughts on your plan. Even well wishes change the energy and it’s trickier to stay centered.
The beauty of this dream idea becomes even more apparent on April 9th. This luscious energy hearkens back to the early days of the whole month of February, to January 9th, and late August 2018. Note what happened at those times. Decorative icing is being added to the cake you’re baking.  
There’s a dynamic energy on April 9th as well. This is the kind of energy that is used to leave a job that you no longer enjoy. It might also be a time when you get wise to a friend who doesn’t hold your best intentions in their heart. This realization may bring up old hurt from your past. Ask yourself, “Who does my friend remind me of?” If a face pops up in your mind, know that this is the person that planted the original hurt in your soul. You may be reliving the cycle with the current friend because certain behaviors need to be recognized and ended this time around.
April 10th you can expect one of two things- a feeling of despair, or, something you’ve been working on manifests on this earthly plane. While the despair isn’t pleasant by any means, it’s here to remind you of your human form. With all this dreamy Pisces energy, it further helps us focus on our dreams coming true. Part of this is we have to be reminded of why we have dreams in the first place- to rise to the challenges placed before us. This is a structuring energy. It can either put us in our place, or create a crystalline structure of something we’ve been working at.
It’s good to have some sobering energy since Jupiter also stations to go retrograde today. Prepare to have your perception of the world flipped in its head. Also know that the stories you hear are going to be extra gregarious until August 11th.
Friday, April 12th will be a day to really put your head down and get work done. It’s not the best day to start an enterprise, but it’s perfect for plowing through. Definitely make sure to treat yourself with coffee, tea, and cookies, and the feeling that you’re really accomplishing things. 
There is a truly explosive energy taking place the next day on Saturday, April 13th. This is the type of energy that can change the course of your life. Stay aware of your surroundings, and don’t be surprised if you end up surprised. Need a reference of what it could possibly be? There’s a possibility it could be similar in ways to the events surrounding October 12th of last year.
If you can get the action started yourself, even better. It’s going to be a bot of a hard start for you on Saturday, but then you’ll find you’re rolling into Sunday like a cozy fire. You’ll also be pleased with yourself that you got all the hard work done on Friday and Saturday, canceling that drinks date and turning it into one for Sunday morning brunch. 
Monday, April 15th is for working on the details of the dream. Especially how the dream will heal yourself, and others. Also, if this dream involves financials, it’s a good day to figure out what that would look like in a business or budget plan. Quite appropriate that it’s Tax Day in the United States. 
The next day Tuesday, April 16th Mercury, the planet of communication and information runs into Aries. Last month, the words came out like a song. This month the words come like hot daggers. Think before you speak and know that others are feeling fiery as well. 
With your fiery dragon mouth there may be some things you want to say and get off of your chest come the Full Moon on April 20th. This is the second Full Moon in Libra this year. This is a veryyyy interesting Libra Full Moon. It has a strong desire to partner, but it’s not taking any bullshit. You may be leaving a relationship quickly and choosing a new mate just as fast as you left the previous one, or you may choose to partner with the wild. Go howl at the Moon and see how you feel. Libra represents justice and there is absolute discontent in the lack of it in a situation. This stokes the fire in you knowing in your heart it’s time to go.
Similar to the weekend before Saturday will be very intense and Sunday will be lovely and pleasant. You’ll be looking across the table at the person you just had an intense, passionate night with, and wonder how they can talk about the cuteness of puppies with such ease.
Also, over the weekend the Sun moves into Taurus and Venus moves from Pisces into Aries. If you didn’t already feel like Spring was here, now you can’t deny it. No matter which hemisphere you reside in this is a frisky energy. Be wary, people you may not have noticed before are suddenly looking very attractive. Whatever you choose to do with this energy is up to you, but what I can say is the planets are inviting you to have a good time and revel using all five of your senses.
On Earth Day, Monday, April 22nd expect a BIG surprise coming your way. If you were looking to gain freedom from a situation, today is the day. It may not feel like this is connected to a point around pain and romance in your life, but gently remind yourself that it possibly might, and that it’s okay to pause and take a moment of self-care.
The story of Monday is going to be a running theme for the next five months as Pluto goes Retrograde today. Don’t worry, unlike Mercury or Venus Retrograde, Pluto is often in Retrograde and this is more like a theme that is playing in the background while you’re living your life. Just don’t be surprised if this energy keeps popping up throughout the summer, and the matter comes to a closure come October to January.
Thursday April 25th, there’s a very intense energy that takes place around your career. If you’re curious about the pattern that this has taken in your life think back to the end of March, and the beginning of February to see what came up for you. We will be seeing this energy every month until November this year. It’s an interesting opportunity to chart a transformation in your life over 2019.
The energy for the rest of the weekend is mixed. You’ll definitely want to hang out with friends and socialize, but you may also feel overcome with emotion and the need to break away. It’s a good weekend to let go of physical things so that you can expand spiritually.
Come Monday, Saturn goes Retrograde. We are entering a restructuring period around our careers and our destinies. Is there a part of your story you want to rewrite? Now is definitely the time. You have until September to complete your mission.
Entering May you’ll be happy that you worked with the intense energy of the prior week, the story comes back this week, but this time you’re able to use it to help with this rebuilding on what may one day be your legacy.
The Taurus New Moon is a happy one. It’s an earthy gift after the intense emotional energy we’ve worked through since the start of the year. Don’t be surprised if small spurts of fire shoot up every once and awhile with the energy, but mainly it’s a time of true growth and abundance, enjoying the garden after all the hard work that has been put in.
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bomber-base · 7 years
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Sora Says: Super Bomberman R Sure is a Thing
Bomberlovelies! It’s your fruit-snack-loving neighborhood Sora here with some SBR stuff.
First off, I’m not sure how many people this matters to, and I suppose technically I’m practically a month late on this, but! I’ve been striving to keep the Base as spoiler-free as possible for those unable to play SBR for the time being. So, as you may have noticed, spoilers are noted and/or cut in the posts that they happen to appear in. I’m not sure how long to keep this up for; maybe six months to a year? What do y’all think? This is the first time I’ve ever had to be cautious about spoilers for a general audience, so I’m a little unsure on the etiquette.
Secondly, I’ve tested out the recent patch for SBR, and the controls are definitely improved. I had to use the not-quite-a-d-pad on the Joy-Cons the first time through, but now I can comfortably use the joystick to get around. I’ve been lost in the fields of Hyrule for the time being, though, so I haven’t yet had too much occasion yet to fully enjoy this update.
Thirdly, to the surprise of absolutely no one, I have Thoughts™ about this game. Not comprehensive ones, not coherent ones, and probably not even particularly interesting or unique ones, but Thoughts™ regardless. So here they are, spoiler-free: not so much a proper game review as it is me just bomberblathering into the void.
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Super Bomberman R appears to be the result of what Bomberman used to be trying to score with what Bomberman could be. Unfortunately, they barely make it to first base, and on the way to second base they fall into a sudden rift in space-time that leads to the universe of Normal End TSA, a universe which could ultimately be considered responsible for that other reboot everyone knows about. This is a terrible metaphor from a terrible fan with terrible crack theories. That is to say, SBR should have been a triumphant return to form for the Bomberman series, but ends up being...a little less so.
For a loser like me, who properly came in during the Nintendo 64 era and had been super-stoked about the apparent return to that style of gameplay with the now-canceled Bomberman 3DS, the reality of SBR is once a golden promise and twice a leaden disappointment, a description which really shortchanges lead in its ability to shield us from bone-frying radiation. While obviously I was -- and still am -- relieved that Konami is actually making good-faith efforts to bring Bomberman to life again and save him from the nothing he’s become, I was much less thrilled with what they threw back to, and wholly unimpressed by the result from a gameplay standpoint. With mechanics that are pared down even compared to the game that inspired them, SBR completely failed to sell me on the old-school formula. It’s more impressive in terms of the rebooted aesthetics, with stronger visuals and writing, but the general execution of the reboot arguably comes at the cost of some of the nostalgic power that Konami wanted to harness.
Fans who lit their fuses with the SuperBomb games might feel differently than I do, of course. It’s entirely possible that maybe this game isn’t “for me,” that there’s something I’m missing about SBR that would trip the nostalgia wire in someone else. As a childhood fan of the Bomberman games for Nintendo consoles around the late 90s and early 00s, it’s difficult to talk about the flaws of SBR without making it sound like I’m just bitter that it’s not Bomberman 64 R(edux). I mean, I am, but that’s beside the point. Also I have yet to properly play Bomberman 64 so I’m probably not even a real N64 fan. In the cascade of sentiments that follows, though, I've done what I can to meet SBR on its own terms in order to argue that, even by the retro standards it draws from, it doesn’t live up to what it could or should have been. Conversely, there were things I quite liked about the game! And I’ve made my best effort to give credit where credit is due. Make no mistake: SBR had more pressure than other games I could name (like a certain legendary one...) to pull off a perfect 10 on balancing tradition with innovation. Both directions come with their high points and pitfalls, and fans will have differing opinions about how well Konami scored on either.
Personal grievances aside, I ultimately think it was important for Konami to first prove that they still had a handle on the bomberbasics, especially given the quirkier entries that got released in the lead-up to Hudson Soft being assimilated into the Konamiborg. (I mean, I liked Custom Battler Bomberman and think more people should check it out, but how did they even decide it was a good idea?) While I’ll contend that this game is maybe too basic, the overall choice to reference the SuperBomb series makes sense considering that Bomberman’s heyday was during his Super Nintendo days. (My gosh, have you seen the merch? The merch!!!) So in the end I can’t really blame Konami for using it as a springboard. I can only wish that they’d stuck the landing a little better.
The takeaway: Super Bomberman R is a more of a gilded lead pebble than a 24-karat star, but, like lead, it still has its uses and strengths. It’s a relatively decent effort by Konami to reintroduce him back into console gaming, a distinctive entry in Bomberman’s history up to this point, and a solid choice to start a revival with -- almost in spite of itself.
Hate the Game, Not the Player (The Game Already Hates the Player)
(I should note that I’m saying all this from the standpoint of having beat single-player once on Beginner mode. Aside from being a terrible fan with terrible metaphors and terrible theories, it also turns out I’m also a terrible gamer. The Terrible Tyrantress of Bomber Base: that’s me. So it’s entirely possible that some of my beefs with the gameplay are rectified in the two other difficulties, or in some other unlockable thing I haven’t done or heard of yet.)
How “pared down” are we talking, in regards to this game’s mechanics? When I began the initial round of wordbarfing, I initially wrote that Super Bomberman R was such a throwback that remote bombs don’t exist in it. Turns out that both Super Bomberman 3 (which appears to be the primary inspiration for SBR, considering that they share the same basic plot premise) and the original Bomberman game for NES featured them. Whoops. No Hearts or Louies/Tirras either, which means that Bomberman is back to the good ol’ days of being a one-hit wonder. Fair enough: that’s pretty old-school, right? We don’t need no stinkin’ heart meter in these parts. But let’s take a closer look at the powerups. SBR has a functional enough set comprised of Bomb Up, Fire Up, Fire Down, Speed Up, Power Glove, Boxing Glove, Pierce Bombs, and Rubber Bombs. But it’s quite clearly lacking when you compare it with SB3′s offerings. And for a game which actually translates your score into in-game currency for continues and unlocking multiplayer options (a.k.a the shit that 99.5% of bomberfandom cares about), it’s unfortunate that Konami decided not to include bonus items (which, again, were featured in both the original Bomberman for NES and Super Bomberman 3) to help boost your numbers. Additionally, the lack of Bomb Downs and Speed Downs/Sandals lowers some of the stakes of the gameplay. You gain points for every power-up you collect, so it’s not inconceivable to theorize that running into a Bomb Down or a Speed Down would result in you losing those points. (Admittedly, I’m not sure at the moment how Fire Downs function in the game from a score standpoint, since I’ve avoided them thus far.)
I can’t believe I had to satisfy my thirst for remote bombs with BotW. Unexpected perk of a Zelda game is unexpected.
The lack of item variety might not grate so much if the overall context of the gameplay were more diverse and/or expanded. SBR does a little better than its predecessors in introducing alternate stage objectives for each world, but I found that the ones for world 1 and world 5 were too similar, which is fairly glaring when you’re only looking at five worlds in total. Additionally, the objectives that requires you to find a set amount of certain objects don’t randomize their location, removing an element of challenge from the gameplay. The field enemies are generic and monotonous, with what seem to be only aesthetic variations across worlds (and movement speed across difficulties, as I understand it). You can sometimes take them out via bombing a support structure that collapses on top of them, which can be fun when it happens, but there aren’t too many opportunities to pull that off and not much incentive to do so other than personal validation. The Baroms/Balloms/Valcoms/no-one-cares-about-localization-consistency-with-Bomberman highlight my earlier point about SBR’s innovation at the cost of nostalgia: their flipped design is an interesting twist, but I admit I didn’t even realize what they were until someone pointed out their balloony nature. On the other hand, at least SBR also gave us the Hige Hige Bandits (technically they’re from the Saturn iteration of the games, but it was around the same era and they’re cute so I’ll let it pass), and you get the impression that the mecha forms of the Dastardly Bombers were absolutely made for 3D. Their arena fights feature some really smart AI as well, even on Beginner mode. (Though there are still sometimes...mishaps...) However, I’ve seen less-than-impressed comments about the rinse-and-repeat nature of their mecha fights, which further reinforce the dull repetitiveness that appears to be endemic to this game as a whole. At this point I would almost welcome a bonus stage of Pontans armed with just 1 Bomb, 1 Fire, and 1 Speed. While there are over 50 stages in the game, 1/5th of those are boss battles (if you count the arena battle and the mecha battle as two separate stages) and they overall go by quite fast.
Comments about the disparity between the dearth of game content with the game’s full retail price are further underscored when you consider that story mode’s main replay value appears to solely be in earning currency to unlock all the multiplayer goodies and custom antenna attachments. Not that replaying story mode for battle mode booty is anything new, of course. But at least something like Bomberman 64 also featured a way to unlock additional story mode content, and you were able to customize the full character instead of just the antenna. The setup reads like Konami trying to Stockholm players into liking a half-assed single-player misadventure. I’m a little concerned that SBR potentially demonstrates the modern limitations of Bomberman’s original arcade-based formula, i.e., the gridded, linearly-progressing stages. With the chance to reboot Bomberman for a new generation of gaming, Konami needs to do what the Zelda team did for BotW and sit down to figure out what is actually a legitimate convention of bombercanon, and what is a convention only because “that’s how it’s always been,” especially if it grew out of the technical limitations of the past. 
I’m not gonna shut up about Zelda, okay. I was Zeldatrash before I was bombertrash.
In terms of multiplayer, well, we already know that Konami sorta bombed it a little out of the gate, given the lag issues for online play. But even at its core, the multiplayer experience doesn’t make the grade -- or at least as high of a grade as it should have for a series that has such a huge reputation as a party game. You can’t even argue that it’s just “going back to basics,” as SB3 at least let you choose whether you wanted to do an all-out Battle Royale or a Tag Match, along with offering item minigames to let players have a chance to start the following match at an advantage. On the other end of the spectrum, one of the selling points of the Switch is its ability to adapt to multiple setups for on-the-go or at home. It’s not hard to surmise that Konami wanted to get hitched to the Switch in order to promote Bomberman’s multiplayer capabilities. So why are the battle mode options aside from the stage selection so bare? Obviously we don’t yet have any sort of insight into the development process and timeline of SBR, but it seems like they should have at least blown battle mode out of the water given 1) the price they charged for the game and 2) how much downtime the franchise had. It’s not like they didn’t have any inspiration for it, either: all they had to do was look at Bomberman Generation and they’d be set to start the party. Online play does host some interesting features, such as ranked match-ups and the ability to create individual battle rooms for yourself and whoever you invite to fight things out with, but I’m not sure how this compares with something like, say, Bomberman Live. Someone more informed is going to have to pick up the slack. The point is, where’s my Reversi Battle, dammit?!
Even the Way I Do Subsection Headings is Cool (Spoilers: It’s Not)
The first surprising thing Konami did for the franchise this year was to announce an actual console game for it. The second surprising thing they did was to upgrade the aesthetics of the original in both visuals and storytelling. The third surprising thing they did was Bombergirl. That they bothered to introduce no less than eight protagonist characters, animate cutscenes with those characters in them, and have those characters voiced with (at least in Japanese) some all-star talent continues to astonish me, not to mention some of the little spoilery details they threw in. While I generally agree about how short the cutscenes are, the writers still managed to make the most of what they were given to work with. Each sibling gets their fifteen seconds of fame not by hogging the spotlight and leaving the rest of their siblings in the dark, but by sharing it and letting the personality dominoes fall where they may; notable moments for me are the ending cutscenes for world 1 and world 3. In this way, in spite of the large cast and the decidedly-less-large narrative space, no character feels too neglected. We’re not talking JRPG levels of writing depth here, not by a longshot, but it’s probably the most consistently entertaining writing I’ve seen from a Bomberman game.
(Granted, the Bomberman series likes its writing the way Zoniha likes her men, i.e. barely there. So it’s not like SBR had a high bar to clear.)
The colorful cutscenes directed by Poeyama and illustrated by Hideyuki Takenami burst with expressiveness and fun, and the redesigns for Bagular/Buggler and the Dastardlies are delightful extrapolations of their older looks. So it’s a mystery to me why Konami didn’t extend any of that good stuff to the actual gameplay graphics. I said in a previous post that the contrast between the realistic environments and the cartoony vibe of the characters would probably help with navigating the game world, but in actuality I found the environmental details too overwhelming and distracting, which when combined with the then-iffy controls led to more than a few deaths for me. (World 3, I would say I’ve got my eye on you, but I need to keep what’s left of my poor eyesight.) Additionally, while they’re well-rendered, they’re also on the generic side, which is doubly disappointing given the distinct nature of the cutscene visuals and the character designs. It’s not like there hasn’t been a 3D Bomberman game with overly-stylized gameplay graphics before (see again: Bomberman Generation, and to a lesser degree Bomberman Jetters), so why so standard? Especially since such a direction, again, arguably neutralizes some of the nostalgic charm of SBR. Who the hell hails the Bomberman games, especially the Super Bomberman ones, for their ultra-realistic graphics?
The animation only kinda makes up for the uninspired environments. Konami gets my applause for the unique walk cycles, victory poses, and idle stances, any one of which would have been more effort than I would have expected out of them. But they all have the same bomb-throwing animation that honestly barely qualifies as an animation considering how it feels like it lasts half a frame. I wouldn’t normally harp on something so nitpicky except that Konami’s own promotional efforts for the game made such a big deal of the UNIQUE PERSONALITIES!!! of each bombersib. If they were already going as far as to customize each character’s idle stance, it seems like such a gross oversight to not also customize the other basic movement associated with a Bomberman character, or at least give it a little more flair and presence. The enemies also just flop over and blip out of existence when they die, which aside from being unsatisfying in general also doesn’t do justice to the source material. I’m not asking for bloody gibs splattered across the scenery here (although that could be kind of funny if handled in just the right tongue-in-cheek sort of way), but watch a couple of minutes of gameplay from SB3 and you’ll see that along with featuring death animations in general, different enemies even have different ones. In short, despite some genuinely nice attention to detail -- let me reiterate that the designs for the Dastardlies’ mechas are pretty awesome -- the gameplay visuals generally don’t match up to the fun factor of the cutscenes, resulting in a slightly inconsistent feel for the game and (more importantly) some missed shots at recapturing the charms of the original.
Given the effort Konami has put into the upgraded aesthetics and narrative and the subsequent promotion focusing around that (yes, I’ve seen episode 2 of Bomberman TV and me and BDR are working on summarizing that; well, mostly BDR, really), it’s hard not to think that Konami was trying to cover up a manure mound with sheets of rainbow gold. Nevertheless, that same effort, along with some spoilery stuff, suggests the possibility of follow-ups in this particular iteration of the canon, which can hopefully only be a good thing. I’d still prefer a return to the more traditional Bomberman lore, but I don’t mind riding shotgun for this. I mean, shit, the scenery’s great.
The Rest is Still Unwritten (Because My Pen Ran Out of Ink and Pommy Ate My Spare One)
There are some other things I could kvetch about in this game (things I didn’t touch upon here: the English voice-acting and the music, particularly the menu tracks), but in the end, I’m still happy SBR exists, and I don’t regret shelling out full price for it. The awesome thing about modern gaming is that Konami is able to fix parts of SBR according to player demand via online patches, as mentioned at the top of this post, which also means that, theoretically, there’s room for DLC to address the lack of content. The recent releases of Bomberman games of VC indicates more official interest in the series again, while the direction displayed by SBR show promising experimentation and expansion of the canon. And the scale of the promotional efforts for SBR is clearly Konami putting on some serious gameface in the matter of making Bomberman relevant again. It’s like seeing the signs of the apocalypse on Opposite Day.
As of the time of posting, the third week of numbers is in for SBR, from both Media Create and Famitsu (via Game Data Library). No matter which metric you go by, SBR has broken over 50,000 copies sold in less than a month, which is on par with or beyond the lifetime numbers of many other Bomberman games. Super Bomberman R might be far from a perfect game, with some circumstances mitigating its impressive numbers, but it’s still one to respect.
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Fifteen Years Ago How old were you? 6  Who were your best friends? umm. i don’t remember having friends. miranda and a girl named sun see rae.  If you went to school, where did you go? lincoln  Where did you live? on canal street What were your hobbies? coloring and playing What were your favorite TV shows? oh man i have no idea.  What music did you listen to? it’s so hard to remember when i was 6. whatever my mom played Describe what your hair looked like. i had these dumb rly short bangs and my hair was a lil past my shoulders and dirty blonde What were your favorite colors? pink Describe something you'd typically wear. my fav shirt was yellow and i had two of them so i’d wear it all the time and people probs thought i was gross Who did you live with? my mom and her bf and my new brother when he was a fresh baby  What was your relationship status? single bc i was 6 Did you have any pets? a cat named riley and a hamster named george Did you have a job? What was it or what was your dream job? no, i wanted to be a teacher lol Ten Years Ago How old were you? 11 Where did you live? 9th street Who did you you live with? my great grandparents Did you have any pets? no Who were your best friends? katelyn or emilee? Did you have a job? What was it or what was your dream job? no job. didn’t have any goals Did you go to school? If so, where? blair pointe  What were your favorite colors? blue or purple What were your favorite TV shows? hannah montana  What were your hobbies? tv and playing neopets What music did you listen to? i loved hilary duff and aly and aj Describe what your hair looked like. shoulder length dirty blonde and also dirty  Describe a typical outfit you'd wear. like flared light wash jeans and ugly shirts. 5th grade was so bad for me  Describe a random memory from that year. a boy i liked kicked a soccer ball at recess rly hard and it hit me from across the playground and i fell on the blacktop and ruined my khakis that i had to wear for choir Five Years Ago How old were you? 16 Where did you live? 9th street Who did you live with? w my great grandparents still Did you have any pets? Cooper <3 Did you have a job? What was it or what was your dream job? no job. still didn’t have a goal Were you in school? If so, where did you go? phs What was your relationship status? dumb relationship What were your favorite colors? purple What were your hobbies? drinking lol and tumblr. thats crazy What were your favorite TV shows? how i met your mother  What music did you listen to? bright eyes, death cab for cutie, and brand new Describe what your hair looked like. short like a lil above my shoulders and really blonde with thick side bangs Describe a typical outfit outfit you'd wear. skinny jeans and a v neck t shirt  Who were your best friends? johnna and colton  This Year! How old are you? 21 Where do you live? kind of in peru Who do you live with? with my bf’s fam (i kind of live here i think idk i don’t feel like i live anywhere) Do you have any pets? my dogs live with my mom. Cooper max and rooney What is your relationship status? i have the best boyfriend in the world. Who are your best friends? my bf Chris and Johnna and Gabby Do you have a job? What is it or what is your dream job?i have a bunch of dumb little jobs: i’m a tutor and math department assistant and i grade hw and i’m a TA for chem labs and i work freshman orientation every year Do you attend school? Which school? Manchester What are your favorite colors? pink What are your favorite TV shows? chopped cutthroat kitchen and guys grocery games.  What music do you listen to? tfb bright eyes brand new What are your hobbies? hanging out with my bf and sims and other video games and watching food network and wrestling and trying to crochet  Describe what your hair looks like. it’s like almost to my boobs and dyed dark brown that won’t stop fading Describe a typical outfit you'd wear. leggings and a sweater  Your Future! What job do you wish you could have? a full time decent paying job. i don’t even care what Do you want kids or do you already have kids? i don’t want any What are their names and ages? Or what do you want to name your kids? i only want dogs Are you married or do you wish to be married someday? i’m going to marry my boyfriend  Do you drive a car? What car do you wish you could own some day? i have a saturn aura rn it’s pretty okay i don’t have like a dream car or anything What pets do you think would be cool to have some day? i want my dog to live with me and i want a bearded dragon
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08/14/2003 houston,TX,USA 2:08PM for the bday chart reading!!☺☺☺
Hi! 
So, here it is as promised. I’ve finally finished it now! 
Your dominant planets are: 1. Mercury, 2. Pluto and 3. Sun. Your dominant signs are: 1. Leo, 2. Sagittarius and 3. Virgo. Your main mode is Mutable. You are Fire.
FAMILY, SIBLINGS, EARLY LIFE
You have Pisces IC, a bit of your 4th house is in Aries. I wouldn’t like to expand this part much. Because I know it was probably quite difficult for you and also because I respect your privacy. If you have any siblings, they are Capricorn, Aquarius and Pisces. You have Leo Sun in the 9th house. This means your father might have a different cultural or religious background than your mother or he is older or younger than your mother. He might be in education, travel, religious, spiritual field of work. You have Pisces Moon in the 4th house. Your mother might have stayed at home or she works as a nurse, is a caretaker or is in the field of education or health, even nursing.  
PARTNERSHIPS AND FRIENDSHIPS
You have Leo Venus in the 9th house. You might be attracted to foreign people, someone from a different religious, cultural background. Or even someone who is older or of different social status than you. You might attract a lot of people from different ethnicities. You have Pisces Mars in the 4th house rx. This indicates troubles with assertiveness and taking action. You are hesitant and second guess your actions often. You like to make sure you took action according to your values and your family. You might overthink and overanalyze your actions, things you're passionate about and all things related to home, house, residence, family, your roots and background. You have Cancer Saturn in the 8th house. You might have a desire to have a child before your Saturn return that is before ages 27, 28, 29 and up. You might desire your own family, because you’d like to give your family what you didn’t receive on your own. Or you might wait with physical intimacy for a long, extended period of time or really make sure that you’re comfortable.
CAREER, PROFESSIONAL LIFE, PUBLIC IMAGE
You have Leo Jupiter in the 9th house. You might be really proud of your beliefs, views, opinion on life and everyone who questions those, you feel like they are personally attacking you. You have Taurus North Node in the 6th house. This indicates your life purpose. Things you have to learn in this lifetime. Such as organisation, establishing healthy boundaries, habits, daily tasks,  You have Virgo MC. You might be great at sharing advice. You could learn anything and master it or perfect your craft. You can consult others, advise them or help organise things for them. You might be an excellent host. You will be appreciated at work. Though it might also produce feelings like you are underappreciated by the general public, on your social media or by your boss and/or authorities. But your Leo Sun in the 9th house is really important here too. So this is an area where you wish to be praised. You like to be recognized for your opinions, reviews, views and beliefs on life. You might be an excellent life coach, mentor to other people or a preacher. You could be an excellent host or host workshops. You have a strong desire to travel. You will be a lifelong student. You have Virgo Mercury in the 10th house. This means you have a talent for communication. You might be in the communication field, public affairs, service, journalism, translation or interpreting. You like to think and work behind the scenes. You dislike too much exposure. You likely overthink and recheck your grammar before you post your posts on social media. You like it to be perfect. Your written and oral skills are great. You have amazing capacity and compassion for truly listening to people. Beware of not criticizing others too much, because you’ll receive that back.  
ADDITIONAL OBSERVATIONS
You have Gemini Part of Fortune in the 8th house. This indicates your natural luck and good charm. You might have an excellent intuition and could know people’s real intentions and motives. You might be naturally lucky when you express yourself, your inner thoughts and ideas. This can serve you well. It also means great intuition. If something is off, then it probably is. You have Taurus Lilith in the 6th house. Your negative Taurus traits might show up in the areas of the 6th house. You might be overly indulgent or sometimes too laid back in your day to day life, your habits, schedule and routines. You have quite a sweet tooth. You have Scorpio Juno in the 12th house. This indicates your ideal partner, soulmate, be it platonic or romantic. You might crave someone intense, loyal, mysterious, hard to figure out, hard to capture and committed. You might also like someone who is artistic, plays an instrument, writes poetry or songs. Or paints. You have Cancer Ceres in the 8th house. This is how you wish to be nurtured and how you nurture others. You like to feed others or share food with them. You might give them attention, affection and your deep bonded trust. You are like a therapist to your friends and loved ones. You have Pluto and Jupiter transiting your 2nd house. This means you experience some unexpected financial losses and gains. For a certain period of time, you struggled with money, food and providing for your basic survival needs. But then there was or possibly still is a period where you unexpectedly gained some money, belonging, possessions or even knowledge. You might change your values. You probably have more self control in the area of the 2nd house. You might not spend as much money on trivial things or clothes, but more on your basic necessities like food. You have Saturn transiting your 3rd house. This indicates that there will be difficulties with travelling, short distance travel, siblings and commute. You might be more isolated at this time. You might not spend as much time with your friends, siblings, family relatives and cousins.
CHART RULER
Your chart ruler is Pluto. The chart ruler of the 1st house is in the 1st house. This indicates that you are the only creator of your life and that you’re in charge of it. Learn here taking responsibility for your life in your own hands. You might develop your personality, character, traits, ego, self worth and self image through your personal life experiences. You probably went through so many different experiences that you might share this with others. Some might not even believe everything you went through!
HOUSE RULERS
The ruler of the 1st house is in the 1st house. You express yourself through the way you look. You express yourself through clothing and makeup. The image you project affects your ability to navigate through life. The ruler of the 2nd house is in the 9th house. You give money to religion and higher education. You spend money to travel. You look to higher education and academia to make you feel secure. You earn money by working in the travel industry. Feeling physically secure depends upon your personal beliefs.   The ruler of the 3rd house is in the 8th house. You gather information to understand things at a deeper level. You want to talk about intimate or taboo subjects. Daily chit chat is a means of discovering the hidden motivations of other people. The ruler of the 4th house is in the 3rd house. Home is a place to have lively conversations. Cultural upbringing has a strong bearing on your thoughts. Feeling included or rejected by your family influences your day to day interactions.  Home is a place where people come and go. You bring your private inner self with you when you write, keep a journal or blog. The ruler of the 5th house is in the 4th house. You find emotional security through performance. One parent influences your creative passion. You use your heritage as a means of personal expression. The ruler of the 6th house is in the 9th house. You specialize in higher education, travel or philosophy. You work in a church, as a professor or as a journalist. The daily work environment should allow you to travel. The ruler of the 7th house is in the 9th house. Partners help you expand your horizons. Your partner needs to be broad-minded. You want to be with someone who likes to discuss philosophical topics. Your open enemies are people from other cultural or religious backgrounds. The ruler of the 8th house is in the 10th house. Shared resources affect your status. You use research and investigation in your career. Your debts become public. Inheritances affect your social status. You make a career out of understanding other people’s motivation. The ruler of the 9th house is in the 4th house. Your family is broadminded. You believe that foreigners should adopt the customs of your country. Your family is religious or has a strong belief system. The big issues affect your family. The ruler of the 10th house is in the 10th house. You want to become known for what you do. Getting out in the world and making a name for yourself is important to you. You want to be known for something. Your career builds your reputation. The ruler of the 11th house is in the 9th house. You plan trips with your friends. You make friends when you expand your horizons. You friends are opinionated and have a strong belief system. Your long term wishes involve the accumulation of knowledge. You belong to academic groups. The ruler of the 12th house is in the 1st house. Your approach is ethereal and hard to pinpoint. You bring imagination to your appearance. You want to merge with everything. You lose your boundaries as you approach life. You make people aware of your pain.
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cre0n · 5 years
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"DWAL SSAAY ELIHC LRUG WEHW" (My Pet Unpopulars Reversed)
"Time to be quiet"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nZ0ECqMHfUQ
Prelude
Creon: First off rest in peace to this decade that got owned. From the phony fake feedback "they" have been reading this for the past several years and I can see people being bothered by it. It's nothing to do with a check or any type of fake fame from "them". I don't get paid for this or even have followers but guess who's reading it. Just think of it as a free schooling or in some cases pure sportsmanship. Where yall think all of that Rebel talk came from? Now all of a sudden a decade later everybody is Rebel this, going against the system that. Folks got Rebel Clothing lines, Rebel mentalities, and Rebellious attitudes. That's the pavement that was laid for you and you and every colored negroe that it meant something to. When your as powerful as this entity inside of my physical body the other side tends to tip their hand occasionally. I don't think "they" try to give it away it's just fear that drives them to surrender unwillingly. Ain't it amazing how some of the most powerful *people* in this Matrix will never make it to your TV screen or trendy news cast that entices humans so much. Could you be able to comprehend or fathom a supreme being that induces so much fear into the hearts of the most evil entities that dwell in this realm? That may be to much for a human to understand. That may even be hilarious to most simpletons but it's meant to draw the mind closer and it's working. The point of this is Top 50, Top 25, Top 5 whatever nobody is bringing the same substance, content, subject matters and skill all in one sitting. Where would your favorites be without the help? Would they even exist to you anymore? They need to piggyback the fame and media to be a dope somebody. You have a fresh start and don't have to do that. I myself don't even know what help is anymore and you should feel the same way. It's in the people to have that power and they should take it. Dumbasses, we don't live in the physical realm you wake up to everyday. The REAL is lived out in your mind. If you reincarnate on this planet after dying, YOU LOST THE GAME. Yes, some of us come here for a sole purpose with the intent of light bearing revelations....Then I think about things again and say maybe I shouldn't complain. Maybe I should just be flattered to say the least. Naw not this time fuck that. It's like one of the homies said, You Can Do All Things Through Christ Except Play With Me. What I'm doing and have been doing and already did is sculpting and designing a coded landscape typical to a highway for all of my "peers" in this so called "community" as grounds for their pitiful souls to maybe one day be spared. Even the jealous and cowardly ones that are the purest of maggots, the ones who try to block your very existence, or just flat out ain't shit know the end game. They even have to bend the knee.
"Spoken"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WVijnZylMw0
1. Eye don't respect you and at the same time must protect you They swear this state that their mind is in equals revenue How you call it blessed when frequency filters through mess What is it n*gger you can't see or the fame is humanity's stress The North Pole with machine elves the holy grail My tree of life cannon ball into eternal wells Drink from our chalice the fountain  conception Stone Mountain His Russian time machine dream simply will not allow it A treasure chest no jewels to drop it's not for sale Forgot to reload my CERN account black Queens dwell in Hell Now you understand why EYE can't get signed Or go on tour for decades behind the black man's mind Let's overstand this sovereign case them people scared Came back to the planet ONE last time yall still unprepared
2. Wool robe eyes like the burning bush sandals bronze Magnetic field and aura like a lunar groupon Infinte is 8 we ate never ending planes Cut off by a cracked firmament our Summer's Gate reign Sea monsters like a Cripp by the Island of Thoth It's still moving yall still with me right?.... Cough Young brothas my Saturn Matrix black can't date no Iggy's They tryna turn Gibbs and Benny into new Pac's and Biggie Pay attention these folks is evil Dedication to easels.... draw
MJ KICK
"Model Duck Waddle"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=StNUu-ayD4Y
Hella yaass young mamas got a story to tell CreezyBae from Souf Kak and keep that A-T-L A heartless reinforcer, socery is an order Magic shows blow some smoke up ya butt with this quarter Nada no nothing so don't be posing & stuntin' Curriculum spins this axis so wtf is you askin'? Babe it can't be love, 'cause love  don't love a soul And all the likes and comments in the world gets old Now all you got in ya life that air mattress with the plastic cups That cash app still working don't it? Hit em up You selling selfies and an advantage time still passing Several years later recommended by the garbage tragic Been underground for decades it made me an animal That orange box cutter didn't come with no manual Annual, pussy makes the world go flat And plus we fuckin', don't do no homegurl chillin' jack (BIG FACTS)
.....(Shuckin' x Jivin')........
"The Roth"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cFViVsYLK84
Eye swear to White God Eye love wasting humans time 7 summers later that dumb bitch God is a *crime* Pinot Noir and your whole outlook The way you teach the children, straight from a crackas book Yall slaves kill me with this top 5 bullshit The whole industry revolving door pulpits Talking bout they positive movements with negative fads Well tell the folks the whole truth you hypocrite scabs Let's pull the strings and the puppets out I don't even need the sticks Wasting time on the couch flickin' this BIC (5th bedroom) Eye love my brothers to death even wished them death (huh?) Now feel the release, illuminastic reps Get BIG nigga 500k nothing less Yes the FEDS watching 2012 InkTober droppin' Yeah yall wasting time repeat the Matrix get the grind? My peers once again 3D chasing bags Eye'm at the North Pole Holy Grail Tree of EVERLAST (punching bag) "Til this day" Creon built lanes even for trash Walking on the highway then loiter off the exit stashed
............ "that part cost" -Coach
Before you learn to win you need dimensional Facts Rule 1: The 5th plane is Universal crack Rule 2: The time machines run everything back Now the whole community is back on his sack Bar none with more bars and stars than an Admiral match it Enough lower back blows she need a flak jacket We know a Propain who got special stanzas trapmatic Lost tapes, still buried outlandish Ridiculous approaches got my yella ass banned (Red) Or am Eye, he too heavy banned to a skid crammed Jammed up at some port with no support scammed Seems like the customer got another custom plan With even more bars than an empty Fort Knox Pen carries weight like the sky blue Ox Or maybe it's a Bull, bullish trending up sell now The purgatory princess gets raped by their cash cow Sodomite Gentiles flag for jumping on the pile (my fault) The Kings circle of life Creon is Royalty Blacker than the thought of the roots of a Sequoia tree...
"You don't just Like"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=poB4dtpTdLQ
Can't leave out the conscious folks on his way to 7 Creon stay jammin' harder than a Mac-11 Boppin' with that NoTep confidence From the old moon to Hapis stop your nonsense Masterful the pen glides prolific spill aesthetics   More Hennessy for Carolina Cardi twerk sessions Got crackas seeing red they hate the message Don't message me just tag it yellow trend your own blessings cave pathetics The rose bloomed solid gold it's stems were magnetic Thorns crystallized easter eggs they found a Holy relic Breaking Matrix codes exposing Lyor's racist ass said it Donate a dollar and help the black channel out reverend You love this world so much well try not to get me pissed From now on Eye'm coming after souls next level shit...
**Hook**
Slangin' yarn in the yard lets get back to positive "The left field neighbor is the hardest kid" Was the agrument convincing me to slaughter this & still ended up lonely cause' the targets split The youngins say "lit" the crop a Megan Markel wrist 50 niggas deep somebody wrist game dope Bruh Eye give the soldout hope Make a famous fucka have to cope With the bullshit around them straight smoke May the Lord Jacob guide Baphomet in his prime As the Sirius Avyon one Universal mind Co-exist on a platform without porn shine Los Santos musik "Shittin while we Flyin" Etheric values nigga, the fallen and the risen In God mode the affirmations of metaphysics.....
"Dreams Don't Exist"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gc2ge9degkI
Can we just accept the stars at night & how the vibration sound waves replicate light Is the speed of bright faster than a black idea Are my peers slow or simple just backed up fears Been droppin' content on 9/11's, 23's, and the 13's With more New Jack swings for gangsta leans She clappin' it with no jumping he blowing gangsta green Choreograph a whole dance routine Be on some happy shit hoes wanna say Eye'm mean Just don't wake me up walking dead heroin fiends Moving around the room fly girls and crush grooves Been a shadow all summer pullin' J-moves Eye'm smoking bomb ass weed feelin' crucial They made sidewalks for black frats the feelings mutual Eye'm getting stalked by some bomb ass coochie & some of them rich legit never been a groupie......
...... & if yall can't relate then sue me (500k)
"Normalize the knob...tf"
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SGlXCLQ9aIw
For the new 16 Creon charging 2 properties And this was just a temporary situation now pardon me That's just some little money, the prophecy They saying buddy there's no chance you son of a slut You son of a bastard, you son of a bitch, you son of a mutt Eye got an angel now Eye'm summing it up You son of that cut, you son of that step, you son of that raw We Suns of the 7 summers son of a pause.... .....Moving Islands of Thoth A moving violation will get your team caught The Summer's gate will get a sea monster for da free Lifetimes of limitless mastery Education,  the soul is sold separately They ran out of Isotol to stretch the peace The whole album ended ran out of doggystyle to stretch the grease Dumb lil boy this ain't no NBA Envy great, pay your fares then Camelot shares Run the highway like a state chair (votes) State of Emergency Profoundly unearthining The blackest clout to create words surfing on the nearest curb Lickin' souls like them lizards whether Eye'm slizzard or sober From Langford to the Boulder-crest up to Panola Teach my Sun don't be a slave, certified owners Initially lobbied for peace Mishaps happen summoning beast Iron throne let the Ice wall melt in the streets...
Peace
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