#I’m sitting with my family and my face is like 😐

[jaegerrb0mb]

Miss all American </3

Note: this is part two of my hot garbage fic

even if it hurts <3 and this one is just as bad and I also didn’t read over it as well.. 😐

Summary: Visiting her favorite cafe in japan reader runs into her ex bf

Warnings: jokes of being engaged, talks of marriage/having a baby, my horrible grammar, and somewhat fluff?

Pairing: ProHero! katsuki bakugou x ProHero! Fem Reader

"Hello, H/N, what can I get for you?" The cashier asks with an admiring expression, yet he is trying to play it cool that a top-ranking hero from the US is standing right in front of him. "Can I get a (your coffee or tea order) and one of those pumpkin muffins, please?" You point at the little dessert window and give the cashier a bright smile. "Yes, of course, Miss H/N," he says, moving quickly to make your order.

It’s been awhile since you were in Japan; in fact, you haven’t been here since graduation. You moved to the US quickly after finishing school when you heard there were more villains and not a lot of heroes out there, and you wanted to help in the most possible way, so you went abroad. You're out here visiting; it’s the first time you’ve been back to Japan in 5 years. You’ve been considering moving back, seeing as much as you missed it. Especially the cafe you’re in right now,

Taking a look around, it hasn’t changed one bit and still looks like it did when you were a teenager. Memories quickly flood your mind.

and you can’t help the bittersweet pain of nostalgia that burns through your chest.

"Here ya go!" The cashier hands you your order with a huge grin that pulls you out of your short thoughts. "Oh, thank you. How much will this be?" tilting your head to the side when he gives you a funny look. "Didn’t you hear me earlier? I said it was on the house." He laughs a bit at your confused expression. "Erm.. why?"

He leans over the counter a bit. "My family is from America; my mom told me a story about how you saved her life, so take it as my way of saying thank you." You smile softly at his words when he finishes. 'That explains why he recognizes me; I didn’t think anyone in Japan knew of me.

 

"Well, t-

 

"Heeey dynamight! Would you like your usual?" The cashier completely ignores you, focusing his attention fully on the male behind you. 'Dyna, wait, katsuki?' Quickly turning on your heels to face the man, it is in fact him and even more handsome than you remembered from your high school days. He’s wearing his hero uniform without the gauntlets, but it definitely has a lot of new upgrades. He's got a few scars on his arms and neck, some look old and some look more fresh; his hair is no longer the uneven choppy locks you used to love running your hands through; it's now an undercut, but the spikes still remain at the top; he always had a large, broad, and strong body, but now he looks more toned; his muscles are more defined, making him look in better shape than ever; he's a lot taller; and his eyes don’t hold as much hostility as before. He looks mature now. And a lot hotter if that were even possible.

"what’s the matter? never saw the No. 2 up close?" He taunts at you, but he gets no response except your dumbfounded expression. He steps a bit closer taking you in, his own eyes widen before turning to a more softer gaze, "l/n? Ain’t you some american hero now?" his voice is smooth as honey and It takes a second for you to gather your stunned self to try forming words "I am, I’m just visiting." he hums in response. "If you have time, I’d love to chat and catch up with you, Mr. No. 2," you joked before grabbing your stuff and making your way to a nearby table to sit so that you don’t hold up a line by the front.

Sipping from your drink and scrolling through social media on your phone, not really paying attention as you keep glancing up watching katsuki pay for his order until he finally makes his way over to you, now sitting across from you.

"So, what’s it like in America?" He asked, taking a sip of his own coffee and leaning over the table a bit. "It’s nice; I like it a lot, but I was actually thinking about- 

"Do you have a boyfriend?" He catches you off guard almost making you slice your finger as you were about to cut your pumpkin muffin. "Oh, straight to the point huh?" you laugh to play it cool, but your heart has been hammering in your chest since you laid eyes on him. "Just answ-

"no, I don’t.. I haven’t dated anyone cause I’ve been focusing on my hero work and it’s quite hard to find the time for it, you know? How bout you?" Sliding half of a muffin over to him. and taking a bite out of your half. something you always did as teenagers when the two of you came to this cafe in the middle of fall was split a pumpkin muffin. they were always out of them and you could never get your hands on them. and since you got the last one you decided to offer him half. it wasn’t anything special but you hoped it sparked the same nostalgia you’ve been feeling all day onto him. and you know it did when you catch the corners of his mouth quirk up into a small smile.

"I’m engaged."

His sentence throws you into a coughing fit as you look up to see him untuck a chain under his hero uniform from around his neck that holds a sliver ring, but he’s quick to tuck it back before you can even examine it.

he leans back crossing his arms over his chest with a smirk as he watches your coughing die down.  

"Oh, I-wow, congratulations, bakugou." Your smile is forced as you blink back tears from coughing and from pain before leaning down to take another sip of your drink, and he can tell your smile was fake as he begins to laugh. "No need to get jealous now; I’m messing with you." He untucks it again to show it to you.

It’s the promise ring you gave to him when you were 16.

You feel relieved, but your eyes still widen. "You kept it all this time? Why do you still wear it?" You quirk an eyebrow while watching as he takes a bite of his muffin and wait for him to answer.

"I guess to mess around with idiots like you." He finishes his coffee before he continues. "Well, to be honest, I never really could’ve found the heart to throw it, and it’s the only thing I've had from you since you left. Why didn’t you tell me you were leaving? You didn’t tell anyone, and you never called either. I had to find out from damn endeavor out of all people." He toys with the ring around his neck as you frown. "I couldn’t find the heart to say goodbye to you or our classmates. I felt like a jerk, but I knew it was for the better, at least at the time. I don’t know, Kats-Bakugou."

"You don’t have to correct yourself; you can call me by my first name, Miss American." He jokes, trying to make the conversation lighthearted while tucking the ring back once again. "What is your rank there anyway?"

"I’m the No. 2 hero, like you." You stick your tongue out at him before finishing the remains of your muffin. "Wow, with a brain like yours, I figured you’d be at least in the 50s," he smirked, making you lean over the table and hit him lightly. "You’re so mean, Katsuki," you pout playfully. "It’s called honesty, y/n." He laughs when you roll your eyes and slouch back in your chair. "You know you’re lucky you’re handsome, or I’d really be offended right now." You sip your drink. "Oh really? You think I’m handsome?" He rests his arms on the table, leaning forward. you smirk, coping his actions. "Yeah, but it’s too bad you’re engaged." You throw his joke back at him.

"Haha, so funny."

"You’re the one that said it, not me."

"Forget about that. Wanna come back to my place?"

"You shouldn’t cheat on your fiancé."

You smile playfully as he shakes his head, leaning in a bit more.

"The only woman I’d ever be engaged to is sitting right in front of me, but it’s too bad she decided to leave the day after graduation. not even caring to give me a phone call." he playfully clicks his tongue. "Yeah, but the phone works both ways," you shrug.

"doesn’t change the fact that you ruined my plan to take you back after school." He leans back in his chair, now crossing his arms once again. you scoffed. "That’s bullshit, and we both know that."

"Me asking you to be my wife was bullshit? I had the whole thing planned for how I was going to propose, and if you didn’t go Miss all American on me, I bet we’d be married with a baby on the way. That is what you wanted when we were together, right? to have a family young?" He makes a "tch" noise, tilting his head up at the ceiling, causing you to frown. "You shouldn’t joke about that, Katsuki."

He quickly turns his attention back to you.

"I never said I was." His words are followed by silence besides the other people around chatting, but still enough to leave thick tension in the air.

"Katsuki, I-

He suddenly reaches for your drink, taking a sip from it and taking you by surprise. "Hey! I never said you could-

"And it’s still not too late for that." his voice holding a deeper rasp as he clears his throat. "Listen, y/n, I’m going to be straight forward with you because there’s no reason for me to lie. I always loved you, and I never stopped loving you. I don’t care if you live in fuckin’ Guam, Canada, or wherever; I know I can make long-distance work for however long you want it to work. Remember back then when I said I’d take you back in a heartbeat? I still stand by that. So if you still want that future you planned with me, try giving me a call; it’s the same damn number I’ve always had." He places your drink down and gets up to leave, but you catch him by his wrist. "Didn’t you ask if I wanted to go back to your place?" giving him doe eyes while your fingers danced their way up his muscles. He leans down so he’s face-to-face with you. "Gotta finish patrol; don’t worry, babe; promise, as soon as I’m off the clock, I’ll take you there." He gives you a smug smile, turning back around to leave. You call out to him once more before he makes it through the door.

"Katsuki!" He stills but doesn’t turn. "I’m here for two weeks."

"Better be ready; I’ll make it worth your while."

With that, he went.

Tags: @sofilsword @the-dumpster-fire-of-life

#bakugo katsuki #bakugou katsuki #bakugou x reader #mha #bnha #fem reader #bakugo x y/n #bnha bakugo katsuki #katsuki x you #katsuki bakugo x reader #katsuki bakugou x reader #bakugou fluff #bakugo fluff #bakugou angst #bakugo angst

[watchyourbuck]

Oh god okay here we go

Why must I go into heavy detail you ask? Well, I am actually unable to shut up so here it is them 10 TOP “there’s no chance this is a straight friendship” MOMENTS

“You can have my back any day” aka the enemies to lovers speedrun. The immediate feeling we’re supposed to get from the screen is jealousy. Buck is jealous of the new recruit because he’s hot, a medic, a veteran, whatever. I’ll give it to you children, he WAS jealous. But then they go on call and they get into immediate danger bc 911 is a drama and then Eddie’s very keen on being Buck’s partner. Nothing queer til then right? WRONG. Eddie’s line is pretty normal but the way Buck reacts isn’t. I have had my fair share of “huh this person I didn’t like is actually cool” moments but nEVER have I once sucked in a breath, forgot how to blink, rushed in my words OR stared at said person like I’d like for them to be my lover. Three points to Gayfindor.

“Is your son REALLY the reason you don’t date?” This line and the dialogue that follows makes absolutely no sense from the non-queer glass. Alright he asks bc he wants to know why two girls practically launched themselves at him and he declined (such a kind offer lmao) but… why are you standing so close? Why do you bump shoulders with him as you walk? Most importantly, what the FUCK does Eddie’s smirk mean after “they’re not my type either… not anymore.” Idk about you guys but when I’m not on the market I’m actually not in it 😀 and I don’t go around looking at my best friend like I’d consider fucking her (I’m actually kinda yikes about that thought bc she’s like my sister). Bottom line is: if you’re willing to fuck your best friend, there’s attraction. That scenes oozes attraction and I’d be willing to white glove challenge a body language reader.

The Tsunami. YES okay, there are far many moments in between but I also need to make this a somewhat readable list so here we go. We’re gonna pretend for a hot second Buck wants to save his best friend’s son, and not the child that he considers his own bc I’m tired. Let’s skip to the far end of this (be GrAtEfuL I’m skipping the whole sacrifice that this episode entailed. Buck was willing to die, to never sit down again if it meant looking for Chris [& the utter fear he has to face Eddie]. It’s a lot). Now, I do not OWN a child (thank god) but if I did, I wouldn’t be particularly comfortable with a simple friend from work taking care of them. They could be my very best friend from work and I’d still feel a little icky -at least nervous- about it. Yet Eddie not only takes Christopher back A F T E R the tsunami (Chris could’ve died and Eddie is nothing short of apprehensive), but he says ‘there’s no one I trust with my son more than you’. Um. Not his wife. Not his family (CHRIS’ family), not Abuela, not Tia Pepa. Buck. Who he… just met? Surely it isn’t bc he’s uncle buck… I don’t believe even Maddie has said that to Buck, where he’s actually, yknow, UNCLE BUCK. Co-parenting is not something done between a parent and a friend, and I know this shit bc my mom raised me with a few of her friends and guys,,, she never said that to any of them. Also Chris is practically never seen with anyone else from the 188firefam alone.

The Kitchen Scene™️. I have gone on rants about this before but truth be told THIS is the scene that conveys the MOST canonically sexual tension between them. We can joke about it all y’all want but this scene is unhinged. I don’t think Oliver and Ryan were aware that they should’ve been friends in this scene. The way the conversation shifts from apologetic sad puppy eyes to “you’re throwing your punches at the wrong guy” to I CAN TAKE YOU (???) you can what? “Oh you think?” “Oh I know” HELLO? Pls don’t even get me started on how Buck approaches Eddie, the way he’s puffy-chested, his hand on his belt, eyeing him up and down, nearly biting his lip, cocky grin,,,,, explain to me in hetero. I’m waiting😐 guys c’mon exPLAIN IT TO ME IN HETERO. The way Eddie glances to the side bc where’s Chris? And h o w he sips his beer right after, smirking, tiLTING His head. I’m sorry this is not straight in any way. I’m sorry you’re gonna have to accept this.

Clipboard Buck. Alright u got me!!! This one’s a lil silly, but so is my life, so it’s fair game. Clipboard Buck is annoying as fuck, he’s so fucking annoying. The entire firefam picks up on this, no one wants to be around,,,, except Eddie. You could argue that it’s bc he likes him as a friend and he’s just indulging …. 👁️👄👁️ sure but he also hides from Interim Captain Han soooo anyway what’s fun about this is how willing Eddie is to comply with everything he says. He’s basically twirling his hair, kicking his feet, smiling & blushing and “check!” 🧍🏽‍♀️ buck is kinky (that is canon e.g the ring cutter) and he gets high on authority and Eddie does backflips to meet his kinks. Exhibit 5 complete.

The Lawsuit Arc acka the first divorce era😔✊🏼. This one makes me rage a little bit because I get really upset at Buck for acting recklessly. Like baby let yourself HEAL. Anyway,,,, onto what brings us here 🥷🏼. It’s canon that the entire team is mad at Buck, they don’t really wanna bump into him, can’t really speak to him,,, but Eddie? Eddie’s filled with wrath. I cannot stress enough the fact that he uses Chris as an excuse “do you even know how much he misses you? how could you! you’re not here”. The way he expresses himself, and we’re choosing to ignore the fact that he HIMSELF misses Buck,, that’s how you talk to someone who has a responsibility with the child, not the fun coworker that randomly shows up @ your house with pizza every once in a while. “I couldn’t even call you to bail me out of jail”. He’s so u p s e t that for the first time they know each other he can’t rely on Buck when he’s hurting and in danger. And pls for the love of Jesus Christ my lord & savior don’t tell me that it’s a 118 thing bc he calls Ronda Rousey to come pick him up 🎅🏻 that grocery store scene is.. interesting.

Eddie Underground. Alright we’re getting serious now guys,,, might as well put on your thinking caps on this one. We all know the story, this isn’t a latest ep recap soooo The wAY Buck’s the ONLY ONE who desperately calls Eddie’s name when he’s fallen underground, amidst the heavy rain and dirt. Listen to me: he starts digging with his hands. With his bare hands I tell you!!!! 😩 Bobby has to physically pull him back as he cries on his lap. Buck is a smart man, he wouldn’t do something that’s completely illogic, he knows he can’t dig him out but he’s so desperate. His voice breaks, he can’t breathe, he becomes impulsive, reckless, impatient. Do I need to remind y’all the reason he wasn’t the one getting strapped to go underground??? “You’re not going down there. So we can have two cut off ropes?” Everyone knows he’s willing to sacrifice his integrity for Eddie bc his life doesn’t make sense without him. “We’ll get him back for you”

The Shooting + “I’ve made u my son’s dad lol”. When Eddie gets shot the world freezes for Buck. He’s left standing there, staring as Eddie’s blood splatters on him. He has to be tackled down. Even then, he’s unable to move, to breathe. He just looks as he bleeds out, and theN he snaps back into reality, bracing himself to go under the truck (foregoing his own trauma - I’ve said this before) and preparing for the amount of strength it’s gonna take to pull him under it. He screams at him to hold on, and later when he manages to pull him inside the truck he tells him he needs him to hang on. He rips his uniform open, he cries and screams,,, then Eddie wakes up, and he asks BUCK if HES okay. Bc he saw blood :( also as @butraura pointed out, he can’t die if Buck’s dying bc what about Chris? He only lets himself drift off when he knows Buck’s okay. Then we got The Will Reveal™️ also so unhinged. “You knew I wouldn’t turn it down” right what is this guys??? That was a year ago. He added him to his will A yEaR aGo. Idk about y’all but I haven’t added my friends to my will😀 also Buck’s the one who tells Chris ??? (I’m being very brief on this subject). Also “Because, Evan” shut up🧎🏽‍♀️

& 10. The Lightning Strike + “She sees me”. I’m doing these together bc I haven’t watched this episodes yet but I’m an addict so I’ve spoiled myself to the brim. The way Eddie screams Buck’s name, the way he saves him, “do more” h e l l o ?? The absolute PAIN in Eddie’s eyes, “you died Buck” “3 minutes and 17 seconds”, “his humor hasn’t changed” & the fact that he listens to Buck on his super genius math theory. And then Buck goes and says “I feel like Natalia sees me” ok. I mean my feelings mean nothing but Eddie’s face ??? That’s a man that knows he’s waited too long.

I rest my case. I’m missing a lot of scenes (like a lot omg Abby comes back, Buck under the Truck, Buck vomiting blood, the Taylor Arc) & y’all can argue in the comments about them, or add shit or try to dismantle mine, honestly the floor is yours idc wHat u do, just know you won’t convince me otherwise 🤸🏽these two are in love & that’s pretty much that on THAT. PERIOD.

#I’m sorry for this long ass post #buddie #911 fox #evan buckley #eddie diaz #911 #911 tv show #buck x eddie #evan buck buckley #buck and eddie #911 abc #buddie drabble #buddie ship #evan buckley x eddie diaz #evan buck buckely #buck/eddie #911 buddie #buddie 911

[zadk1ei]

Hazbin Hotel Song Tierlist

Ranking Explanations-

S Tier (my favorite songs)-

Loser Baby: Do I have to explain myself?

Hell’s Greatest Dad: What’s better than watching 2 prideful ass men fighting? Nothing.

A Tier-

Stayed Gone: Love this song so much. Debated on putting it in S tier but I’ve been replaying those songs more than I have this one.

B Tier (Songs I like but I’m picky)-

Respectless: At first I didn’t like it but it kinda grew on me. I don’t like Velvet since she’s kinda dumb but she absolutely ate during this scene.

It Starts With Sorry: Super sweet and I really liked it. Not in my playlist but I wouldn’t mind listening to it.

Hell is Forever: It’s fine. I love rock so this song could’ve gotten into A tier but most of it is pretty mid. Even though I know Adam is supposed to be an asshole he just makes the song annoying. I only really like the last part of the song. Plus most of my other complaints aren’t really about the song, mostly writing of the actual show and Adam’s design. Adam’s design sucks.

C Tier (Mid songs that I would only sit through when watching the show):

Poison: Don’t get me wrong, I love Angel Dust and his story but I feel like this is such a bad song to convey his feelings through. It’s like it’s trying to be a catchy pop song but also trying to convey abuse and deep feelings and it just falls flat. Some of the lyrics just get on my nerves because of how much they’re repeated. “Yeah” doesn’t even feel like a word anymore after this song. Reminds me of Cotton Candy from Helluva Boss. It would be a good song if the words “cotton candy” weren’t 90% of it. But like I say with most music, everybody is subjected to their own music taste and it’s cool if you like this and I don’t. I just wouldn’t listen to this unless I was rewatching the show.

Happy Day In Hell- Again, this song is fine. There’s a few seconds where I kinda vibe but most of it where I don’t. It’s a mid tier song.

More than Anything- It was cute and all seeing Lucifer be there for Charlie but it felt a little rushed. Plus it didn’t really stick out to me. If I listened to it again maybe it could grow on me but for now it’s mid tier.

You Didn’t Know: Like I said with More than Anything, it didn’t really stick out. I liked the Seraphim taking Charlie’s side and stuff but it didn’t really do anything. They were trying to protest and stuff but the song kinda felt useless after Sera made her final decision. Still mid.

D Tier (Songs I literally forgot about):

Whatever It Takes: No joke, forgot about this song only a week after I watch the episode. That’s how bad this song was. I didn’t like the pacing in the song. Charlie and Vaggie’s conflict felt rushed too so Vaggie’s part felt unnecessary. Plus, we still barely know anything about Carmilla except she makes weapons and she loves her family so this song really falls through. I think the show’s writing sabotaged this song but I don’t want to get into that.

Welcome to Heaven: 😐. My face during this song. Such a bad song. I guarantee to you that I’ll forget about this next week. I also just don’t like most of the designs from heaven. They look so tacky and rushed. I literally let out a disappointed sigh when I saw the seraphim. Most of my gripes about this is mostly just the character design. I know Viv put thought into some of the demons but the angels have me dead.

Here’s me ranting again about the show that doesn’t have anything to do with the songs. I just have so much stuff I want to rant about this show, some of it good and the rest bad. But that’s my tier-list so far.

#hazbin hotel #alastor #hazbin alastor #hot take #loser baby #lucifer #charlie morningstar #vaggie #angel dust #huskerdust #hazbin hotel husk #vivziepop #helluva boss #carmilla #nifty hazbin hotel #nifty #personal rant #rant #yapping

[nerdieforpedro]

A Night of Madness

Joel Miller x plus size female reader

Fanfiction 18+

Warnings: Awkward family dinner, smut, heavy Southern accent, Joel is a menace

Summary: Jane had a one night stand. She meets him a month later at the last place she expected him to be. Joel is well, Joel 'fucking' Miller.

Masterlist

Notes: I made Joel’s accent extra Southern, not sure why just wrote it and kept it. All mistakes are my own. I thought I had posted it last week and still saw it in my drafts. I was very confused. 😐

“Um…hello. Nice to meet you.”

“Yeah, name’s Joel doll. So you’re Jane?”

“Yup. I’m Jane. I’m here.” The pair shook hands, Jane felt her face become warm along with her underarms, anxiety is a bitch.

“God, could you two be anymore awkward? You’re the damn godparents for goodness’ sake!” Tommy had his hands on his hips. His brother was a big teddy bear. A mean ass looking one, but still a teddy bear.

“Tommy, ya’ don’t need to yell. Hell, we just met. Since’s he’s not gonna tell ya, you can park right here.” Joel held out a chair for Jane who sat and pulled her pale-yellow sundress down. It was her favorite, made her feel confidant. And she needed to for this so called ‘family dinner.’ Maria had insisted on it, gathering those who she felt closest to. It was sweet but also meant Jane would have to meet new people, like Joel, though he wasn’t exactly new. Joel’s daughter Sarah was previously unknown to Jane as was the adopted Elle and her girlfriend Star. Jane knew Tommy and Maria of course and their two children, Maria was six months along again.

The teens were playing with children while the adults spoke, Maria asked for Tommy’s help in the kitchen, presumably to explain again why this was a good idea when maybe it wasn’t. Did they really need to meet? Joel didn’t think so, though he was shocked it was the same woman who last time he saw her she was in a royal blue dress one month prior.

He had seen her in a bar and she looked very out of place. Apparently she had gotten separated from her friends and was asking the bartender if he had her phone’s type of charger. He did not. Joel offers to buy her a drink and to use his car charger. He thinks he knows where it is in the truck. She was weary but did need to to be charged, so she agreed and set out to his truck, she laughed about her poor luck and was thankful he was not a creep as she put it. Joel laughed and put a hand over hers, telling her he wasn’t, she would be safe with him. Her fingers intertwined with his and she leaned over giving him a kiss on the cheek. “Be careful who you say that to handsome. You might get more than you bargained for.” Her sultry voice and made Joel shift in the driver’s seat.

“That right doll? I don’t ’suppose ya’ nothing I can’t handle. I might give ya’ sumtin’ ya’ll never forget.” Joel’s other hand cradled her head and pulled him to her, crashing their lips together. It wasn’t long before she had her panties off and Joel was being jerked off by her. She then rode him both in his truck and when he was able to drive, on his couch later. After napping, he insisted that they go to the bedroom where the elder Miller made sure to take his time, get her out of the dress so he could explore all of her curves. He expected her to be hesitant but she was bold and poked fun at him for bemoaning his back. She soon was made to swallow her words as well as Joel’s cock. He tasted her core and couldn’t get enough of her, but the time the sun rose in the morning, they were sprawled across the bed, tangled in each other. It was then that she nervously said she had to go. He didn’t get a name or a number. Turned out she gave him something he couldn’t forget too.

Now they were sitting, making small talk over pasta and garlic bread like none of that happened. She was giggling like everything was fine. When dinner finished, Tommy and Maria put the kids to bed while Elle drove Sarah and Star to a local concert, Joel had already agreed on account of Sarah’s excellent grades, now they were left in an uncomfortable silence. Jane spoke first, after five solid minutes of quiet. “It’s, I don’t think we should mention that we know each other at all. It will make it weirder than it already is.”

“That so doll? Houdya figure?” Joel leaned forward, he had rolled up the sleeves of his red flannel shirt, with a smirk on his face. Jane’s met them and then went back to his face. It was frozen right now, but she remembered the expressions, the sheer awe that it showed looking at her naked form. No one else had treated her with such reverence. It scared her and she didn’t know the man’s name. Her first one might stand. It was easier to do than she thought, but so hard to leave. She knew if she didn’t Jane would have never called an Uber and left. “I remember a hellova night and morning.” His accent sent shivers up her spine. She thought she had a night of madness but she knew she was wrong. It was everything about him, the accent, his hulking frame actually making her feel small. Those hands all over her body and the praises he gave her.

“Doll you sound fuckin’ beautiful right now.”

“Tightest pussy I’ve had, you took me all the way in.”

“Shit that tongue, make me drown ya’ throat.”

“Fuck Doll you’re so soft, lemme hold ya’ stay right there. Not pulling out ‘till I harden up ‘gain.”

Jane remembered all of it and he had given her something she’d never forget. She’d gone so far as to go back to that bar and ask the bartender if he know the man she had left with. He’d scoffed at her and told her it wasn’t his job to remember everyone she fucked. She may have through another person’s bourbon at him. A waste of good liquor.

“I can’t…I lost myself that night and became,” Jane whispered “a bit concerned about finding you. So we can’t…” Her train of thought was lost when Joel’s hand patted her thigh. His touch gentler than the smirk he had.

“Jane, you look pretty in that yellow dress. Damn near close to that blue one you had on.” Joel’s thumb pressed into her thick thigh before scooting closer to her and leaning into her ear. “Still prefer you out of it. I wanna grab ya’ and see ya’ dripping’ fer me.” He left a small kiss to her check and stood to meet the footsteps he heard coming down the stairs. Jane felt her thigh where Joel’s hand had been, missing the pressure.

“You two make things a bit more friendly? You can’t be stiff ‘round each other. For the kids’ sake.” Tommy chimed as he hugged Maria. Jane stood and nodded, hugging the happy couple before moving toward the door. Joel used his long legs to meet her there and open it for her. “Brother, walk her to the car. She parked on the street. Elle’s car was blocking the driveway earlier.” He suggested, Jane put her hands in front of her plush belly, she normally did that when she was anxious. A given since she felt she might fuck him in her car on the street outside of her friend’s house. Joel and Jane stepped out of the house in silence until they got to her car.

“What is it about you that makes me want to have you rail me? I feel insane…” Jane opened her car door and tossed her purse in, slipping her keys in one her dress pockets. Joel stepped to embrace her but she stopped him, putting her hands on his chest. “No. Give me your number Miller. Tell your girls you’re sleeping over at your brother’s house. You’re following me to my place. Now.” He commanded and hopped into her car. Joel put both hands up and walked around to her window.

“I showed ya’ what ya’ couldn’t handle Jane. Now you wanna keep handlin’ it until ya’ understand. I’m fine ridin’ ya out Doll. I’ll follow ya’ and show ya’ some good lovin’ darlin’.”

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#pedro pascal characters #fanfiction #pedro pascal fanfiction #joel miller #joel miller x reader #joel miller imagine #joel miller x plus size reader #Joel miller is a manace #tlou

[chocolatechimsugakookie2]

I canon Aaron T with a slight case of Tourette’s

T’s family discovered this when he around the age of 6; however it’s not severe.

T will get this feeling like an itch to do a certain movement or say something, but most of the time it kind of just happens on its own so he just rolls with it.

Even though it’s not a severe case, It was still hard for him during elementary and Middle school because whenever he did have a tic during class some students would laugh and make fun of him and certain teachers would overlook his condition and call him a class clown for “trying to be funny and disrupt the class”

1 month into being in the group together Robaire was the first to found out about T’s case.

One day T and Ro were the only ones in the apartment, so they decided to talk about their opinions and future that awaits the new found group.

T: So how do you truly feel about all this hm? Because for me it’s crazy! I never thought I’d actually get the chance to pursue a career in music!

Ro: honestly, you’re right about it being crazy because I feel like I’m in a dream waiting to be woken ya know?

*As Ro keeps talking T starts to twitch his face a little as he starts getting that feeling that he knows all too well*

*T’s slight discomfort in his face goes unnoticed by Baire as he is so captivated in his answer to T’s question*

Ro: Being here today with you guys and sharing such an amazing experience means so much to me because music is all I ever want-

T: FUCKER! *T says loudly with a quick head movement to the left*

Ro:………umm… what was that?🤨

T: I’m sorr-

Ro: are you making fun of-

T: no! no! please don’t think that way I didn’t mean to I was listening I promise I just have a-… I have a-

Ro: you have a what? Are you okay Aaron?

T: yes, I am I- *sighs while looking down*

T: I have a slight case of Tourette’s Syndrome, so I truly didn’t mean to say that.

Ro:Oh! I’m so sorry for assuming bro! I thought your were tired of me talking and-

T: No! Don’t apologize! I wanted to tell yall sooner, but I just didn’t know how. I am confident in my case especially since it’s not severe, but I just didn’t want y’all to look at me differently ya know?

Ro: I would never do that and I know the others wouldn’t either! We are here for you and when you’re ready you should tell them.

T: I’m glad you understand I sorta feel bad still that it happened during a serious moment😬

Ro: nah it’s cool… it was actually kind of funny

T: I’m glad you think so because I’ve been holding in my laugh ever since 😀

Ro:… what?🙂

1 month later T finally had told the rest of the members and it went even better than he expected!

*everyone sitting in the living room*

T:…so yeah I just wanted to let you all know that, it’s not a big deal though

Jesse: I’m glad you you felt comfortable enough to tell us and tha-

Robaire: I ALREADY KNEW!🙂 just wanted to put that out there…

Z:…okay😐 anyway we got you T.

Tae: what no fair! Why you tell Ro first?😠

T: okay okay look to be fair it’s only because I accidentally called him a fucker during a sentimental moment alright?

Jesse: oooh, that explains why you yelled “bitch” in my face yesterday.🤔

T: Nah that was on purpose father Jesse dearest

Jesse:…fuck off😑

#4town #4 town #4townie #4*town #4 townie #4town headcanons #4 town headcanons #4town aaron t #4town aaron z #4town jesse #4town robaire #4town taeyoung #4town imagines #turning red 4town #turning red

[fadeintolight]

veryyyy unpopular opinion on tumblr but man.. bbg fucks with my brain so much. especially i think because i was out of fandom for like 4 years, unlarried and everything yet here i am today 😐. nothing about the pregnancy & the first year of f made any sense but now that it's been 7 years i'm like ?!??!? why does f look like louis .... how cruel could anyone be to get a young kid involved in this?

but also. if that's actually louis' kid i'd still feel weird because it feels like this is really the first year where he talks about him unprovoked SO OFTEN. & i never ever got the sense from louis that he took fatherhood seriously even though i think that clashes with his values & experiences in his own family etc. UGHHH no matter how much i think about this, none of the options seem really real and believable to me and it's eating me up!!!!

this is the most popular opinion, i’m with you on this 100%! it does fuck with our brain and it was always meant to gaslight people into choosing sides and narratives thus further dividing the fandom.

but f does not look like louis. any other white kid would have “looked like louis”. and if you look at how often his family facetunes the heck out of each other, it’s easy to see that the kid himself gets edited for pictures a lot. you couldn’t pick briani out of a crowd with the way she DIYs herself a different face every month. that family makes no exception.

it’s a fucked up situation no matter which angle you look at it from. but him talking about f is not “unprovoked”. he is most probably contractually obligated to mention him during promo. just like he did last time, there’s no difference between then and now in that respect.

the intention behind this stunt was always solely to sabotage louis and i feel like the time frame that was set was also to help alienate part of his most loyal core fanbase - and it seems to be working doesn’t it?

but i still prefer looking at it from a more hopeful perspective: it can only end if the gp actually remembers that this boy exists (reminding them now is visibly in progress) so they won’t question who he is when the news drop that louis isn’t a father after all. to think that he is repeating faith in the future as his personal mantra left and right only to mess with us really doesn’t sit right with me.

he wouldn’t lead anyone on if he didn’t see the way out of this at some point.

#answered

[moonsolie]

seventeen reaction to you having a tattoo

requested || disclaimer : i do not personally know their preferences,, this is all purely based on my own observations ++ for fun !!

.・。.・☆ seungcheol

he’s admitted to having a thing for bad girls ,, specifically someone who’s bad but good for him -lmao ok horny anyways- what’s more badass than a tattoo?? every time he sees your tattoo or hears someone mention it he’d immediately be posted up with a sly smirk on his face

.・。.・☆ jeonghan

genuinely shocked ,, he genuinely didn’t think you had it in you to get such a thing done, he would really admire this about you though. however if it’s in a visible spot he’s could possibly begin to worry about what others might think + ultimately as long as you’re confident about it he’s going to be attracted to that confidence

.・。.・☆ joshua

i can see shua being super into having an artsy partner ,, think like funny meme tattoos + outline styles + etc. he would love to lay his head on you as he stares at your tattoo whilst tracing it with his finger - eventually he wouldn’t have to look anymore,, he could draw them in his sleep

.・。.・☆ junhui

difficult in the sense of tattoos are becoming slightly more normalized in korea but he is also from china and it is where his family resides ,, so although i do not believe a tattoo would be a deal breaker, he would REALLY hope for it to be in a private area where others can’t see it .. on that note - he would love a secret tattoo on his partner it, makes him feel like you share some type of dirty secret together and he likes that feeling

.・。.・☆ soonyoung

he ! would ! go ! feral ! like i’ve said before, he’s an animal. just absolute animal. seeing you show off your ink so confidently would give him such a rush, it’s even better than if he were to be the one with tattoos because he gets to sit back and watch the way people view the art on you knowing that only he can be the one that gets to see and touch your tattoos whenever he pleases

.・。.・☆ wonwoo

absolutely would enjoy this about you,, like damn my partner is so cool ! i’ve seen soo many people saying wonu would be into someone with an alt aesthetic and yes - they are in fact correct 😐 gamer bf x alt partner type beat + if someone wants a post of what i think their preferred style for an s/o is pls request it 👀

.・。.・☆ jihoon

i think he would like for his partner to have tattoos , he’d really view and admire his s/o like they’re a piece of art hanging in a gallery he’s so boyfriend wtf,, so to add actual art onto the canvas that is you would make his heart so softt ++ he would def be the type to kiss them when you’re laying down together

.・。.・☆ seokmin

i don’t think seok has a specific type , he just likes who he likes! so whether you dress in cute clothes and pastel colors or all black constantly and have a sleeve of tattoos he’s going to be heart eyed looking at you , because its you!! he definitely examines them whenever you’re getting dressed in the morning with a lil smile on his face

.・。.・☆ mingyu

another one who said he likes bad girls but he’s also a mommas boy so he’d be very scared of what she has to say ,, regardless of him being frightened of what others might think - it just adds to the excitement of having a somewhat edgy partner!! gyu would like your tattoos (: another one who traces them mindlessly , especially when he’s stressed or deep in thought

.・。.・☆ minghao

sheeeessshhhhhhh. I’m sorry but i don’t think he’d be too keen on the idea of dating someone with a tattoo ,, however if it is tasteful and in a good spot ie, your back/somewhere easy to cover it up he would grow to like it after some time. he most likely won’t love the fact that you have tattoos, like the others he’s from a traditional country, he wouldn’t let it stand in his way

.・。.・☆ seungkwan

i.. don’t … know .. tbh . it’s very hit or miss . again like others he is from a traditionalist country with conservative views. ultimately it wouldn’t be a deal breaker for him but it would catch him off guard and take a while to get used to. once he’s accepted that you have tattoos he doesn’t even think twice about them, they’re just you (:

.・。.・☆ hansol

shut uppp he would LOVE this !! we all know how he’s going through a late emo phase lmao so he would be all over this . ++ to make it about astrology for a second - vernon is an aquarius with a lot of other placements indicating that he really looks for interesting and unique partners so tattoos make you stand apart from other ppl he could possibly pursue

.・。.・☆ chan

yes. yes. his eyes would pop out of his head and he would instantly be ten times more in love with you ESPECIALLY if this tattoo was in a spot only he could see ++ another aquarius so the weirder you are the more he’s going to like you , and in korea it’s prettyyy out of the ordinary to have tattoos so he would be into this

#seventeen #seventeen reactions #seventeen scenarios #seventeen fluff #choi seungcheol #yoon jeonghan #jeonghan imagines #svt scoups #joshua hong #svt joshua #wen junhui #svt jun #kwon soonyoung #hoshi #seventeen x reader #seventeen imagines #jeon wonwoo #svt woozi #lee jihoon #lee seokmin #svt dk #dokyeom #hansol vernon chwe #svt vernon #kim mingyu #mingyu imagines #boo seungkwan #seungkwan imagine #svt the8 #xu minghao

[waywardwriting]

Hehe haii!! Once again I loved !! What you wrote for bimbo!reader x castiel ! I'd love to see more of them together ! Like her coming to see him and pouting about him to his angel brothers that she never gets to see him but he's literally right next to him! Or when his brothers think she's a bit too dumb to protect herself but he shows them her little pink car covered in butterflies and pops open her trunk to see all her customized guns handmade riffles along with her own bullets that have little hearts on the side!🥺🌸💕😩🤍 and she comes out the bunker running to kiss him but stumbles and falls 🥺🌸 and he's just like... 😐"cute💞💖💞💖😘💕🤍🥺💕💕"

Badass Bimbo || Castiel x Bimbo! Reader

Thanks so much angel!! You’re so wonderful and I hope you enjoy this one just as much <3

Y/N was sitting at home in her beautiful pink apartment, it was early morning and she was drinking tea in her favourite baby pink mug that Cas had bought her as a gift , he had saw it in a store while they were on a hunt together before they were dating and knew he had to get it for her. She had her day planned out, Castiel’s “stupid brothers” as she called them were taking up too much of his time lately and she wasn’t fond of it at all! They used to cuddle up every night and watch romantic movies and chat into the late hours of the morning and now she barely saw him! She knew it wasn’t his fault of course, duty calls but by god would she make his brothers pay today, one rule, don’t get between Y/N and Castiel. After her tea , she did all her makeup beautifully, from her eyelashes to her perfectly applied lipgloss, she got dressed into a soft pink dress and high heels , curled her hair and off she went in her Car , which was also , surprisingly pink, well, not so surprisingly.

She parked outside the bunker and made her way inside, after the Winchesters got to know her , they really liked her! Her and Cas were such a good match and for Christmas last year, they had given her , her own pink key for the bunker! So she could come and go as she pleased to see cas when he couldn’t be with her ! Or if she needed anything at all, she was family to the two brothers now , and she could always call this place home too if needs be , the decor though? Not her style, she would have to give the place her personal pink power if they wanted her to stick around . Y/N made herself known with the clicking of her heels and walking down the winding stairs of the bunker , three of his brothers were there at the minute , Micheal , Gabriel and Lucifer , the Winchesters being away on a hunt “oh hell what are you doing here?” Lucifer grumbled and Y/N huffed and with a pout stomped her way over “you know why I’m here, I have a bone to pick!” She pointed at them all with her glamorous nails , the woman had no fear even face to face with Lucifer himself . “I haven’t seen my boyfriend in weeks!! And it’s all your fault! You’re taking up all his time , with no breaks to deal with the shit you caused leaving your demons run around Kansas!” Y/N yelled and Lucifer rolled his eyes “yeah yeah whatever pinkie, go back to doing your lipstick or something and leave the big boys deal with the monsters okay? You’re clearly not strong enough-“ he was cut off with Y/N giving him a good hard slap across the cheek , Micheal and Gabriel’s eyes were widened in shock “dont you DARE! undermine me and my experience! Devil or not I will not take your fucking shit!” Lucifer knew he couldn’t hurt her , he was powerless and like it or not she was important. Gabriel tried to stifle a laugh but couldn’t hold it back “you got your ass handed to you!” He taunted and Lucifer stormed off in a tantrum , with all the chaos Y/N didn’t even notice Castiel come in! He had witnessed it all and had a grin plastering his features , that’s his girl. “BABE! I’ve missed you!” She ran over and gave him a big hug “hello love I’m so sorry , things have just been so hectic” Cas held her tight and kissed her forehead “I’m so proud of you…” he whispered to her and rubbed her back, Lucifer came back and sat at the table “can you PLEASE control that woman!?” He sneered and Castiel rolled his eyes “you asked for it.” Micheal stated simply “about time someone gave you a slap we’ve all wanted to do it for centuries” They all broke out into laughter Y/N smiled at Cas “I’m just headed to the bathroom babe I’ll be right back!” She ran down the hall humming.

Castiel walked over to the table where his brothers were , Gabriel spoke up “Cas, Brother , I know she just gave Lucifer a slap … but are you sure she can properly defend herself …? She’s kind of …away with the fairies …I’m not trying to offend but” he tried to explain, Cas sighed “come on…” he lead them outside to Y/N’s beautiful pink car popping open the trunk of the car , there was a massive devils trap on the inner roof of the trunk, and a massive crate of her customised weapons , guns , knives, hex bags even pink salt , you heard me .. pink salt , everything was pink somehow . Cas opened a box of bullets and held one up , lovehearts engraved on the sides of them. “I… take it back … shes got it handled” Gabriel spoke and the other two brothers looked in shock she didn’t seem the type for all this , but she was badass. “See..? She can handle herself , just because she’s girly and pretty doesn’t mean she can’t .. kick ass as Dean would say” Cas explained and Y/N stepped outside “admiring my car I see!?” She exclaimed running over tripping in the process, her boyfriend catching her just in time “cute” he smiled down at her, he was so grateful for her this was just what he needed after a long and hard few weeks , his angel here in his arms .

#castiel x reader #dean winchester x reader #jack kline x reader #sam winchester x reader #supernatural #supernatural imagine #supernatural x reader #castiel #dean winchester #jack kline #spn lucifer x reader #spn gabriel #micheal spn

[saintobio]

I'm eating sandwich on our dining table while reading chp 5... My heart went-💔 when I know that Sera will be there and-(gosh I can't type his name now IT HURTS) he's looking for her this whole time and then when he's trying to put those shoes on her-😭💔 I run to my room just as mc running away from them not to witness how sweet they are (also to hide my sobbing face from my family here😐) (╥﹏╥) and thank goodness there's Toji my ghhaad-😭 I was screaming internally that he should take y/n far away from that man, take this pain away, forget that husband lmao... But then surprisingly, this husband does care for y/n because he didn't leave y/n side til morning and that's... Unexpected or just to show his goody sides😐 then Sera showed up and I-😐 can't wait for the husband's pov and some hidden explanations🙂 this chap is mixed of emotions... But I'm ok2 here🥺 truly what a wonderful writing and chap again ai-san~💛 thank you sooo much bby now take a rest and stay safe there~💛

Anonymous said

omg, reading the sn update was such a rollercoaster !! sobs

it would be so cute if toji & y/n got close and she becomes the cool, fun aunt or friend (?) for megumi—is it okay to ask how old he is in this series?

++ with their friendship, i’d imagine that y/n would always be like, “wow, it’s really not that obvious.”

then toji would fall for it every time and snort, saying, “what, that i’m almost forty?”

then y/n would reply, “no. that you’re just thirty-five.” LMAOOO

pls i just wish she gets a confidant along the way 🥺 she deserves the world honestly pls she’s so precious!!! hrhfhrhf. thank you for the update, btw! this silent reader right here enjoyed it a lot. 🤗.

Anonymous said

you probably wont understand this but caralho sincerely not ta fazendo eu ficar biruta de vdd

your writing is sooooo good fr i just woke up at 3 in the morning and rn its 5 in the morning and im so auhahahwuuwuqhshsihsjsbbsjshdiwheh because of sincerely not

Anonymous said

I was holding up fine with the shoes fuckery he pulled but omg him calling us "attention seeker" REALLY fucking hurt me so much lmao. Imagine the next time we actually have much sharper, stabbing chest pains which are more frequent and also last a bit longer and WHEN satoru starts actually caring a little and asks if we're okay, we just go, "oh this?? The doctor said it's a severe case of me attention seeking ^-^ Don't mind me baby, you go chase your happiness! :)))" (THAT TOO WHILE IN PAIN) - ⛈

Anonymous said

i hateeee ongoing fics i swore id never read them because the waiting makes me go insane or i forget to read updates but since i discovered u, i literally just cant stop myself from tuning in every single fic—even if its a character i don't usually simp for 😭 i love ur work sm omg

@chaveisa said

i just binged what you have of sincerely not so far and all i can say is i’m in so much pain. you are quite literally one of my favorite writers on this platform and you wreck me so bad with the angst but it’s all angst i love. truly love how you’ve written gojo in this one and can’t wait to see what you have in store!

ps— i found you through wastelands and when i tell you i was wrecked for a solid week >~< truly keep up the good work bb🖤

Anonymous said

ohhhh the asks are open 😳 i just wanted to say that sn is a fuckin masterpiece. reading the latest chapter (about that the shoes that princess diana wore) i really think that y/n-gojo- sera situation is similar to diana-charles-camilla's story. oof i really hope that isn't some sort of foreshadowing cuz EYE-🚶‍♀️💨

Anonymous said

hmmmm i love me some good heavy angst gojo fics.... BUT WTF WAS SINCERELY YOURS HOLY SHIT I'VE JUST READ IT IN ONE SITTING AND NOW MY NOSE IS CLOGGED 👁️👄👁️

@juniorhooter said

FR im scared to start Sincerely Not,, i still have wounds from Wastelands and idk if my heart is ready. Like im seeing all these ppl mad at gojo. I haven't even read it yet, and im mad at gojo. I dont fully know whats happening yet but get with #WeHateHoejoSlutoru and #WeLoveTojiFushiguro. I'll read it eventually... soon... maybe, if im feeling self-destructive. But in the meanwhile, good luck to everyone else going through the turmoil :))

@blossomingwaifu16 said

OMG THE ASKS ARE OPEN AGAIN!! My friend sent me Sincerely not (beacuse she knows I'm a masochist and love hurting myself- 💀) and damn! it did not disappoint- also reading it made me realise how petty I can be 😭 like everytime Gojo was being mean to the mc I'd be like "fuck you gojo your girlfriend is way nicer then you I'd rather fuck her bitchboy" and that's coming from someone straight 💀 but in chapter 5 I was like "fuck ya'll I wanna be single again-" IT WAS A ROLLERCOASTER of emotions and I'm here for it! And oh boy the scenarios I have in my head to make gojo suffer 😈. Anyways I love the writing and could I please be added to the taglist!? I've been meaning to ask but your asks were closed 😊

3rd anon what does that mean jssndj but omg thank u guysss aaaaa i’m sorry i’m unable to respond individually as i also have lots of asks to answer still but i appreciate ur messages <33 i enjoyed reading all ur reactions so far!! :’)

also, all taglists are full! i’m sorry.

#saintobio.asks #series: sincerely not

[stanfordsweater]

i was tagged by @aftershocked for this getting to know you game! thanks for the tag 🤗 there’s a clean copy at the end for people who want to do this

1. why did you choose your url?

i wanted to be stanfordhoodie but someone’s hoarding it, and i’m glad because i like the alliteration of this more anyway :) i have a headcanon that sam had a red stanford hoodie that jess used to wear around their apartment and he loved seeing her in his clothes but it burned up when she did. he flinched at that particular shade of red for a long time.

2. any sideblogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.

i have a whole ‘nother blog that i’m not outing here with pictures of my face and whatnot, but i will list all the urls i have hoarded! tradwifedean, samhoodie, stanfordedu, henleysam, fratboyjared, and patricided. i saved all of them when people were making safe sammy blogs because i am a petty bitch, but if anyone wants one hit me up (not giving up patricided or stanfordedu, though)

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

2011-ish but i only came on maybe once a year between 2016 and 2019. the pandemic ruined me.

4. do you have a queue tag?

.q

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

i was on sam stan gen spn tumblr after the finale, mostly for memes, and when i eventually started my rewatch a few months ago and i was like ... oh... i actually still like this show a lot. the negativity in that corner bums me out! supernatural is fun and there’s a lot of deeper threads to the storylines. if i see one more post about supernatural accidentally saying something about, idk, family trauma or whatever, i’m going to throw eggs at the op.

legit criticism of spn is important (for example, the blatant racism in gordon’s storyline, kevin’s entire character being a stereotype, the episode focused on linda tran referencing “tiger mommy,” the colourism even amongst the black characters, how dirty they did jake talley... i could keep going 😐) and i’ve seen people using the memes about supernatural doing everything accidentally to push back against people talking about the very real racism in the show. pretending that these things weren’t deliberate as a way to get notes is insulting from a writing perspective (y’all really don’t know how tv shows work, huh?) but more importantly it offers a handy excuse for legit criticism to be swept under the rug because ‘nobody thought about it that hard 🙄’

that got a bit ranty, lol i’m definitely not saying that every non-bibro in the fandom is annoying, but i wanted a place to gush over how much i fucking love sam and dean’s relationship + what parts of the show i adore, so i made this blog and came out of the s/d closet.

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

sam is cute.

7. why did you choose your header?

sam is pretty.

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

hmmm [opens up tumblr note counter] the first cap post i made for supernatural has the most notes, but that’s because it breached containment. i posted that before i blocked half the fandom 😬

9. how many mutuals do you have?

hahaha i’m not gonna count them but i’m very protective of my dashboard so almost everyone i follow is a mutual!

10. how many followers do you have?

one of my favourite parts of tumblr is that they don’t publicly show followers, so i’m gonna skip this one

11. how many people do you follow?

~150, and this is after i went on a following spree when i was sad about my dash being dead. turns out that everyone just happened to be busy on the same weekend, and now i can’t scroll my dash anymore, lol

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

yes

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

i check in about once every hour and scroll through a page or two. if i have time i’ll sit down for an hour and actually go through my dash, but that usually only happens if i’ve been too busy to check in during the day. (diagnosed with terminally online disease)

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

yeah, a dean stan anti came on one of my finale posts and told me i was personally responsible for society not taking real life suicidal people seriously. blocked and deleted my response, but there were ~five people who came to my defense, so thanks to all of them!

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

they’re really annoying! originally i liked them, because i’ve been around long enough that i saw them back when they were earnest. these days i tend to avoid the post out of reflex. i reblog a fair amount to my main (especially when there’s a protest/disaster going on and it has links to resources, etc)

16. do you like tag games?

yes :) it feels like we’re having a slumber party and we’re all holding hands

17. do you like ask games?

every once in a while, yeah! i reblog them when i’m in the mood.

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

jaredfuckerkripke, but more like tumblr notorious for that url <3

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

there’s people where i get a little blushy when they reblog my posts, but that’s just when i admire them because it feels like validation that i’m liking supernatural the right way...

20. tags?

hmmm... anyone who wants to do this, but i’m singling out @balefully @moonlightdistractions @prince-of-elsinore @nebulairis

clean copy:

1. why did you choose your url?

2. any sideblogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them.

3. how long have you been on tumblr?

4. do you have a queue tag?

5. why did you start your blog in the first place?

6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?

7. why did you choose your header?

8. what’s your post with the most notes?

9. how many mutuals do you have?

10. how many followers do you have?

11. how many people do you follow?

12. have you ever made a shitpost?

13. how often do you use tumblr each day?

14. did you have a fight/argument with another blog once? who won?

15. how do you feel about “you need to reblog this” posts?

16. do you like tag games?

17. do you like ask games?

18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

19. do you have a crush on a mutual?

20. tags?

#no pressure to those i tagged buuut i'd love to see your responses #about #.txt

[deputyjuyeon]

THATS WHAT IM SAYING!! and then i find out he had a girlfriend??????? LIKE DUDE. WHAT.

was SO devastated when i found out like i really thought something would happen…my teacher scolded us once and was like “if you guys don’t stop flirting in class i’m going to separate you two onto different sides of the room.” LIKE WE WERE NOT?:!.!,!,!.! and the dude just looked at me and was like “thats so unfair we r not bothering her…”

and then we got moved across the room LOL he would always notice me tho? like he called me out once to ask if the way i was sitting was comfortable and tried doing it himself…sigh

i saw him on zoom last year !! and he was so 😐 at first but then he saw it was me and his face lit up but i. I WAS DUMB. and i smiled n acted a bit cold to him bc in my mind i was thinking, this dude is taken. i’m nothing to him.

HEJSJD SO YEAH. thats my baseball dude situation 😗

NOOOOOOOOOO BASEBALL DOOOOOODDD IF YALL GOT TGT THATD BE SO CUTE AKSKSKWJAJA hmmm we'll never know what he feels like, maybe he likes u :") cos theres also my guy bestfriend he's got a girlfriend but then he'd like lay his arms around my shoulder and such and i never realised until i told my family abt it and they were like he def likes u and i was like ohno his girlfriend must hate me COS I NEVER REALISED THAT I ALWAYS HUNG OUT WITH HIM but i never liked him he was just a bestfriend to me,, he was the one who asked the soccer boy if we had sth going on

#nini 🦥 #asks 📮 #allie's interactions 🦔

[happy-saiki]

That Special Compass (Steve Rogers x reader)

•Masterlist•

Warning: Death, blood, Endgame spoilers, fluff, heartbreak, Depression, etc.

A/n: Request are open!!! I’m soooo sorry this is bad and so is the grammar I’m so sorry!!! 😐

Summary: The reader and Steve have been a couple for as long as they can remember she has been there for him through the dark and light but when Steve is given a chance to go back in time she is heart broken because she knows what he has to do

We won but did we. In the process of defeating Thanos we lost people, all of us did, Anthony Edward Stark you have impacted all lot of lives even when he can be a pain in the ass, after he sacrificed himself to save others everyone was heart broken, Tony was a father figure to me when I didn’t have anyone.

A few years ago Tony had given me a job in Stark Industries and he saw something in me and took me in when no one else did, he didn’t even see it coming when he saw me training I was skilled and intelligent and he knew that I belonged with his team and I thanked him and told him that one day I’ll pay for everything he has given me but he didn’t want anything in return all he needed was for me to be there and help him and I will never forget him. Tony is apart of my life and will be forever ♾.

Natasha Alianovna Romanov, I don’t even know where to start with Nat, she’s my best friend, we were both skilled and we would always have girls night and I’m so grateful that I had meet her. Nat is special and I don’t think there is anyone like her and I won’t forget her either. ♾

~Flashback~

I was nervous to go back to the past but I need to be strong and not show I’m scared I need to bottle all of it up.

Nat came up to me

“Hey you okay” Nat asked

“I’m fine” I lied

“You know your really good at hiding your feeling but I really wished you didn’t” Nat said

I looked at her I took a deep breathe

“I’m really nervous and scared and I know you could feel it” Nat said looking at the me then the team

‘she’s not lying I’m able to sense her feelings and I could calm her down but I wouldn’t do it without there permission’

“I’m not going to bottle it up and you shouldn’t either” Nat said looking at me I gave her a sad smile

“I’m nervous and afraid of what we’re going to face, we already lost all lot of people and I don’t want it to happen again” I said biting the inside of my cheek

“You know even with your enchanted, healing, and emotions power you don’t have to be strong” Nat said

I nodded she looked at me and extended her arms out for me to give her a hug and I did

“I love you and your my best friend” Nat said giving me a warm hug

“I love you too” I said we pulled away

“Hey whatever happens we’ll be there for each other” Nat said I nodded

“Always” I said

“Let’s go” Nat said taking my hand and leading back to the team

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I saw Tony and I could feel the power radiating from him I know what he’s going to do

“TONY NO”I said screamed at him

I started running toward him until I saw him snapping his finger there was a blast and I was thrown across the field into rocks I hit my back hard and I coughed I tried getting up and it took some time until I looked up and saw Tony sitting down and Rhodey kneeling down with Tony I got up with all my force and starting going towards him

“Tony” I said trying not to cry Rhodey step back I looked at him

“FRIDAY show me his heart rate” I demanded

“Heart rate is slowing down” FRIDAY said I look back at him

“Hey hang in there Tony your going to be okay I could probably heal you” I said rambling and my hands shaking

“Y/n” Rhodey said trying to calm me but I ignored him

‘I know he’s dying and I have to try and say goodbye to him even if it hurts’

“Remember that time I said that I was going to repay you, well nows the time, thank you Tony for everything you done for me I promise to keep your legacy and honor alive, I also promise you to protect the team and your family” I said he grabbed my hand and give me a smile I fight back tears I gave him a smile

“Mr. Stark” I heard Peter coming towards us

I pulled away and let Peter and Pepper have there moment with Tony that’s until I see his light flicker and it turns off Pepper and Peter are crying and hugging each other I cover my mouth with my hands trying to fight the tears I back away from them

“Y/n” Rhodey said but I ignored him the second time, I turn around and I see Steve and Thor looking at the them

Steve looked at me he came toward me and he hugged me I wrapped my hands around his torso and starting crying

~End of Flashback~

Those are my last Interactions with them and I lost two of my best friends

We all stood around the lake and honor Tony I was next to Steve and I kept all my feeling hidden and I know Nat said not too but I couldn’t help but hide my feeling.

I felt Steve hand interlock with mine and he squeezed it to make sure that I knew if I need him he’s there.

After Tony’s funeral I found out that Steve volunteered to put back the stones and I knew he was going to stay with Peggy she’s the love of his life even if I’m his girlfriend I knew that it was time for him to be happy and selfish but I wasn’t going to stop him because he also needs a break and live a normal life in the 40’s with the women he’s been in love with for a long time.

I leaned on the bedroom door frame and watched Steve get ready to return the stones I had a small box behind my back and he turned around and saw me I walked in slowly with a small smile on my face

“You know I’m going to be okay and come right back” Steve said I lifted my head and looked at his blue eyes

“Yeah but I don’t want you to come back Steve” I said looking at him he looked at me confused

“What do you mean” Steve said furrowing his eyebrows

“I want you to be selfish for once and go to Peggy and stay in the 40’s, I know you always felt out of time but you finally have a chance to be happy with her and I want you to stay and have the dance that you’ve been late too” I said to him he looked at me I sense his feeling and he’s sad and confused

“Steve I’m not mad, sad, or disappointed in you I just think it’s finally time for you to have your happy ending and if your wondering, what about me I’m going to be fine, I’m going to keep on fighting for this world and honor Tony and Natasha because they deserve to be known but what I’m trying to say is be selfish Steve I want you to be free and relaxed, to not feel the whole world on your shoulder, to just feel happy and at peace” I said to him he looked at me out foreheads touch

“But I will not stop loving you Steve because you have been the best things that has happen to me and I’m so glad to be called your girlfriend and best friend” I said he smiled

“I love you” Steve said

“I love you more” I said

We both closed the gap between us and he wrapped his arms around my waist and I put my arms around his neck with the small box still in my hand we pulled away

“Whatever you do Steve you know I’m by your side” I said to him

He nodded slightly I pulled away and grabbed his hands and put the box in his hand he looked at it and look back at me

“What is this” Steve asked curiously

“It’s a gift I was going to give it to you on our anniversary but it was interrupted when Thanos threaten everything” I said

“I’m sorry I didn’t get you anything” Steve said

“Stop apologizing and open it”

He sat on the edge of the bed and began to rip the wrapping paper Steve saw a red box and opened it, inside it was a compass like the one he had for Peggy Steve looked at me I smiled

“Open the compass” I said with a smile on my face

Steve opened it and saw pictures on top and the bottom of the compass. On the top was all the avengers and aside I was able to get a picture of Steve’s parents and the last photo was a picture of Bucky and Sam hugging each other it was really hard to get those two to do it but hopefully it was worth it.

On the bottom was a picture of me and Steve where we were at the Central Park having a Picnic and I had someone take a picture of us kissing under the tree and it was one of my favorite memories but it was also the first time we kissed and I’m glad I was able to get it on camera, the last picture was of Peggy I thought that I could put everyone that was important to Steve in one compass and I know that now was a good time to give it to him

Steve looked up at me and hugged me I hugged him back “thank you” Steve said quietly I pulled away

“I thought that you would at least have something to remember all of us” I said with a small sad smile he looked at me

“I love you Y/n y/m/n y/l/n” Steve said

“I love you more Steven Grant Rogers” I said he kissed me and I kissed back I pulled away

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We walked out and I saw Bruce, Bucky and Sam waiting by the platform and Steve walked to Bruce and they began to talk. I stood by Bucky he looked at me

“He’s going to stay with her isn’t he” Bucky asked i nodded

“Are you okay” Bucky asked

“I let him do it Bucky Steve has been in love with Peggy for a long time and I’m not upset or mad with him I just want him to be happy so I told him to stay with her, Steve deserves to have a happy ending” I said

Bucky looks at me

“You know punk loves you more” Bucky said I stayed silent

“I love him more too” I replied

“Don’t tell Sam” I said looking at Bucky he nodded and we waited for Steve and Bruce to finish so Steve can put back the stones

“Alright Steve it’s time” Bruce said Steve grabbed everything he hugged Sam first then Bucky and now I’m left I step forward

I hugged him and pulled away I looked at him

“I can’t bring myself to say goodbye so all im going to say is I love you and keep fighting for what you believe in okay” I said giving him a smile even though it does hurt in the inside

Steve looked at me and cupped my cheeks and he kissed me one last time

“I love you all lot more” Steve said I smiled and back away back to the spot I was standing at, Steve went to the platform

“Okay Steve take your time it’s going to be tricky” Bruce said

“I’m ready” Steve said Bruce nodded and Steve disappeared

“Okay in 5...4...3...2...1...” Bruce pressed the button and Steve didn’t appeared I took a deep breath and I smiled he took my advice

Sam was freaking out and started yelling at Bruce and they were trying everything to bring back Steve

“Sam calm down” I said

“How can I calm down Steve gone and why aren’t you freaking out” Sam said I looked at Bucky he shrugged his shoulder I was going to answer until something happened with the machine I saw Steve standing on the platform I looked shocked I looked at Bucky he was shocked as well

“You scared us Steve we thought you weren’t coming back” Sam said giving Steve a hug he pulled away and I walked towards him

“You didn’t stay why” I asked

“Because I might love Peggy but I don’t love her as much as I love you y/n and I was at her door steps but I hesitated and I realized that she isn’t the one that I want it’s you” Steve said I smiled I ran into his arms and hugged him and I looked at him and kissed him he kissed back

“Okay break it up we are still here” Sam said we pulled away and I laughed

“No hug for me Punk” Bucky said Steve smiled and went to hug Bucky

“Jerk” Steve said

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