#IDK JUST NICE FLUFFY STUFF. he's a great friend to have!!! just as supportive even if he shows it differently

[ifthiswingscouldfly]

Hey love, can i get a IkemenVampire ship? I'm 22, 1.58 cm (5'2), multilingual, have tanned skin with almost black dark brown eyes and hair, fluffy also. I am a taurus and INFP by all means.

I like to socialize and have many friends but i need some time alone to think, read, watch films, write stuff and paint/draw. I like any kind of art stuff.

I like working out (and i am a little obsessed with being slim so it's a bit of a problem that im trying to fix)

I might seem cold at first because i have a rbf 7/24, but im actually kind and sweet when you get to know me. I like having deep conversations and support my loved ones.

I dislike people who are disrespectful, arrogant, rude and thoughtless.

Thank you for your request @anayzaestudies

sorry for making you wait this long Enjoy ❤.

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I've decided to match you with.....

💚 Jean D'ark 💚

☆ How you both attracted to each other?

- You seemed to be attracted to the mysterious personality of Jean.

- At first he was ignoring you and avoid any conversations that lead him to confess anything about himself the thing that throw you to your limit.

-He was telling you he is a monster and he even acted a little rude with you but after knowing that Napoleon was his friend and he was easy to talk to you decided to have a chitty-chatting with him.

- You were surprised by how much Jean suffered.

- And how much he tried to get used on this time period of 19th century.

- knowing that.... You decided to face him and tell him that it's okay for you both to become friends and you want to support him and be by his side.

- Jean wasn't really sure and he was nervous around you.

- Although he was feeling comfortable around you and at your presence he was feeling like he was a child who finally feel the warm of his lost mother!.

- Being confident and supportive jean told you that he doesn't know how to read or write so you start to teach him.

- The thing that made you comfortable with jean is how he trying so hard to save you and protect you.

☆ What's your zodiac/mbti say about your relationship?

Taurus×Capricorn

- The relationship of a Taurus woman with a Capricorn man is quite successful, as they are both earth signs which makes them very similar. They understand very well that they need a plan in order to make life run on a wonderful scale, and they know very well that implementing this plan requires them to work hard.

- They complement each other's flaws. They are also more creative at home, they cannot be bored, although once you see them you think they have a very boring routine but that is not true at all.

☆ MBTI:

ISFP×INFP

- An INFP and ISFP couple have great potential for developing both a great physical and emotional relationship.

- INFPs value peace and do not like conflict .Similarly, ISFPs do not like conflict.

- ISFPs and INFPs have some common themes that often arise when they get to know each other.

- At first glance, it may seem as though the two of you have nothing in common—and in fact, you do have very different ways of seeing the world and thinking about things.

- The thing that made you both to discover a way to communicate.

☆ Dating headcanons:

This one includes NSFW and SFW

1) SFW headcanons:

- Jean is too shy to demand any physical connection he will find himself making excuses to touch you.

- He didn't know how to spoil you or even flirt with you he will just tell you( you're shining like my sword) or (you're strong like France) etc...

- He will drag you to a quite place where he can wrap his arms around you and whisper sweet nothing in your ears.

- Very fond of your dark eyes he love how you're so beautiful and warm.

- Hmm.. Your both personalities need time alone so he wouldn't mind you staying by yourself for some time.

- He will try to cook with you even if you both doesn't know how to cook، poor Sebastian he will clean all the mess you both did.

- He isn't picky when it comes to have a date with you like at the winter he love to wrap his arms around you with a fluffy and warm blanket above you both.

2) NSFW headcanons:

- Okay let's start with:

- Love to worship his partner's body so much.

- Like he will kiss every single inch of you body.

- He wouldn't hurt you.

- Your intimate relationship would be warm and sensual.

- He is slow and sensual must of the time!.

- He is into romantic sex.

- I can't really tell if he is Kinky or not at least he had his own obsession during sex.

- Like he will make you ride him then he will SQUEEZE your thighs.

- He wouldn't spank you or hurt you.

☆ Relationship headcanons:

- I believe that he can be clumsy sometimes especially at the beginning of your relationship.

- Sometimes you will find yourself calming him down because of Comte(You know jean hate comte or dislike him idk).

- Surely he is in love with that fluffy hair of yours... Once you both were in the library then you felt his hands on the bottom of you hair and yeah he was playing with it.

- Jean can't resist your cuteness sometimes when he got drunk he will tell you everything he love about you.

- He isn't dreamy or he wouldn't look at you like there's a stars in his eyes he is more practical from this way if he want you and love you he will just buried his face on your chest، smelling your scent.

- He would ask you to read what you write for him.

- because he love your voice and how your expression change with every emotion that passes you.

- Will call you mistress I know it's kinda stupid.

☆ Other possible match:

- Le Comte de st.German.

- Issac Newton.

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☆ A/N :

- Sorry for making you wait this long and I hope you like it.

- Remain asks: one match up.

- My ask box will open soon.

- Have a nice day🦋💕.

#ikemen vampire #ikevamp #ikevam jean #ikevamp jean #ikevamp matchup #ikemen vampire match up

[mallowstep]

You seem to have a strong opinion on Breezepelt. I would love to here more about it.

someone said it someone said i can talk about breezepelt OKAY.

so some context: i have not read crowfeather's trial. i've read the summary, enough to know ashfoot is involved (luv her) and is telling him to be a better person (LUV HER), but also apparently it fundamentally changes breezepelt and like...okay.

okay.

i'm trying to be semi-coherent here because i like? i do not like breezepelt. i don't even think i can say i like him as a character, the way i can say i absolutely love tigerclaw as a character because of his motivations and ambition and fuck, but no! breezepelt is just a whiny brat.

right?

WRONG.

he's not! he's fucking not! we know from the beginning there are crowfeather nightcloud problems. and like! and like.

okay, and like i don't have any problems with parents not being romantically entangled. heck, i have a whole qpr series and in any fluffy au i make squilf a single mom so i don't have to worry about it. i don't! i am weak for it. but.

but.

that's not what we've got we've got crowfeather and nightcloud in this terrible and toxic relationship and! i love it! live for that shit!

so breezepelt is caught in the middle of it and like. and like. fuck i live for this shit! i love it.

crowfeather is a shit father, alright? idk if i'll ever deal with that but he is, he is! he's a shit father. he's just, he's dismissive and doubtful and rude.

and then! nightcloud takes breezepelt's side but that's also unhealthy because she's still critical in private and usually i'd say yes, "praise in public, punish in private" which i say like that for the alliteration, but is more accurately phrased as "praise in public, criticize in private" but like. not the point.

the point is! the point is: usually it'd be fine but it's not because breezepelt doesn't have a single supportive parent! not one! i don't know how his relationship w/ whitetail is cause we don't see a ton of it, but i imagine not great and he's in a tough position a lot of the time bc that's how it seems to be.

which is a shame i'm a fan of whitetail atm bc she's so cute ibtwicm like! she's cinderpaw's friend luv her.

but i digress.

i could read a lot into some stuff here, but i'm not going to bc i'm just rambling.

we don't see much of him for a while, he's kind of a dick, which i love.

like, fuck! i want more characters who are just shitty people. i like crowfeather bc he sucks! he just sucks! there's not really a reason for it he just sucks! love that!

warriors feels unrealistic when everyone is nice and/or has reasons for being the way they are. it makes berrynose a great background character cause he's just like that! he's yeah sure he's just gonna date the sister of his dead mate, gonna have a rivalry with the kit much younger than him for no reason, luv that!

i knew a berrynose he was the worst and guess what! I WAS FUCKING RIGHT C.M.

I WAS FUCKING RIGHT.

anyway.

(this is what i get for just rambling in response instead of writing a proper well formatted essay sfdhsj)

my point here is like - breezepelt's parents are shit but they're not that shit, okay? he's kind of just an asshole not for a major reason. and i mean! that's not to say i don't think they can't be shit. like, fuck , hwere's that breezepelt fic w the abuse? "but i've got an angry heart" smthn like that?

luv that but!

the great thing about breezepelt is that if he's a dick! just cause! that's great, actually. love that.

anyway then crowfeather needs character development or something so ig breezepelt wants to atone now like what the fuck why.

stop taking terrible people from me i don't want that.

#ask #anon #mine #txt #talk #breezepelt #essay #long

[thrillridesz]

Could you ship tbz members with your mutuals? (Seeing this everywhere so I thought why not pass it to you!)

ahh i’ve been seeing this everywhere as well!! i’ve actually done this awhile back but since i’ve gained a lot of new mutuals since then, i’ll just give it a go once more ^^

i may or may not have put too much thought into this oops 🤭

sangyeon +  @moondustaeil @aveluant1a

talking to amber feels like i’m talking to a trusted older sister ngl. she's one of the people i’d turn to for an honest opinion or some much needed advice on stuff and i value her insights very much. she's also very mature in their thinking which is what i think sangyeon would appreciate a lot as the leader of a group of 11 (10) other boys who are always constantly on crack.

as for yu, she gives me very gentle and calm vibes seriously. she’s strikes me off as a hard worker from our conversations and she is very dedicated to her writing which i believe sangyeon would love in a person. i can already imagine him just staring at her work, with a look of affection and admiration in his eyes 😆

jacob + @ihearttbz

riane is an absolute angel to talk to and i love our conversations tgt because it’s always so easy to talk to her and i feel like i can tell her a lot of things i normally wouldn’t tell anyone else. she’d pair very well with jacob and just be that couple that everyone loves and adores, the really sweet couple that people just love to hang around with 💞

younghoon + @chaoticdeobi

um was it really going to be anyone else other than bea? XD younghoon as we know is a pretty shy person and bea to me, seems like the opposite of that. in their case, i think the phrase ‘opposite attracts’ is applicable! bea’s enthusiasm and liveliness is something younghoon would definitely find to be very charming, prompting him to come out of his shell very quickly when he’s around her. i believe whatever he lacks, she makes up for it and vice versa

hyunjae + @bobagyu @kpophours

rose is just so random and funny sometimes which is honestly just like hyunjae to a tee, they’re just so like each other in a way! i get the feeling that rose may be a little unsure of herself sometimes ( which she shouldn’t ) and i think hyunjae would be a great fit because he would definitely be able to help her become more confident while she can probably teach him to be a little less tough and be more vulnerable to his own feelings.

anna is an extremely bright and outgoing person from what i can tell from our conversations. i think that would complement well with hyunjae’s loud and larger than life personality and they would a 100% be that couple that everyone just asks to tone it down but secretly love having them around because they’re just so intriguing and fun to have around 💫

juyeon + @jyeonvoir

elsie has these very calm vibes and i’ve mentioned this before but she gives mad older sister vibes as well. she’s gentle and soft, very much like juyeon and ngl i may be just a little intimidated by her at first but after getting to know her, she’s actually super friendly and nice! she and juyeon would make a lovely couple and i can totally imagining them just chilling on a rainy night, watching Netflix while he wraps his arms around her in a warm embrace.

kevin + @2hyunjae​ @mae-gi-writes​

luna imo is pretty quiet for the most part but once you talk to her, she’s actually pretty fun to talk to! she’s also artistically inclined ( also have you seen her calligraphy skills? they’re insanely good omf ) which i think kevin would appreciate a lot as an artist himself! i feel like he can bring her out of her shell and when he does, he’d just be enchanted by her lovely personality and did i just write a fluffy fic prompt?? o.o

mae is JUST. SO. CUTE. my biggest kevin stan out there, you would be a great match for kevin i just know it. your enthusiasm and your meme vibes would complement kevin perfectly! she’s incredibly supportive and lively which is definitely something i think kevin would look out for in a partner. i can 100% see him with someone who’s just like mae in the future 💓

chanhee + @tidalstorm​

something about ros to me screams vogue and classiness and when i think of her, i feel like she’s super bougie? maybe im wrong but that’s how i feel! i get the same vibe around chanhee as well and her really cute personality i feel will mesh well with chanhee’s seemingly harder personality? they’re just very alike to me in terms of vibes!

changmin + @fluffytbz​ @sankyeom​

having talked to rosie, i can tell you that she’s one of the easiest people i’ve talked to on tumblr so far. she’s also such a sweet person and her vibes are really similar to changmin’s come to think of it? lovable but with a tiny hint of shyness? that’s changmin and rosie! i know we always see changmin smiling since that boy basically exudes happiness but i feel like there’s got to be a special kind of smile, the soft kind that speaks volumes of his feelings that he reserves for those he loves and i feel like that person could be rosie. does that make sense?

talking about belle is like talking about a role model to me >< i still fangirl sometimes but that’s beside the point. belle has such warm vibes that changmin would have loved! i feel like he’s not someone who likes to make his feelings know and he’d rather just be happy in front of the camera all the time but i think with belle, he would definitely be able to let his guard down around her. there’s just something about her that wants to make ppl trust her instantly 😋

haknyeon + @atbzkingdom​

dee is an absolute sweetheart which is just what hak needs. she can be level headed and mature when the situation calls for it but she can also have fun and be wild which i think hak would appreciate a lot in a partner! he’s been through a lot so i feel he may need someone who he can feel comfortable around to tell his secrets to and since dee is trustworthy like that, he’d feel at ease around her 😌 

hyunjoon + @tbzwurld​

ok i’ll be honest. i was kind of intimidated by bee when i first started talking to her. there’s something about her that just makes her whole vibe so powerful and just radiate such dominant energy ( not in that way ) but yes, she just seems so cool to me and the vibes she gives off to me is exactly the vibes hyunjoon gives me as well. once you get to know her though, she’s actually so sweet?? and kind?? and amazing?? idk why but to me, she’s what i think would be hyunjoon’s ideal type ✨

sunwoo + @minfuwa​ @jopping-to-my-kpop​​ @mjlkau​

although i haven’t rly talked much to iris ( but i really want to >< iris can we be friends pls ) iris has this sort of charm that i can’t quite put my finger on. it’s a certain type of charm that i associate with sunwoo? like there’s a certain appeal which they both have in common! from our very little interaction ( hopefully we can change that ), i get that she has a vibrant personality that would make everyone just love to flock to her and befriend her. ngl when i think of sunwoo, i think of her sometimes! maybe this is a signal from the universe idk 👀 

yo ok emma is just like super cool ok? idc what tf you have to say, she’s cooler than you and me and everyone else combined. her swag is just out of this world and i think her effortlessly cool persona is something that sunwoo would just be completely enthralled by. she's also a very reliable friend who i am so glad to have gotten to know bc hell, even i’m attracted to her personality so how can sunwoo not be? actually, sunwoo would love her personality! they both exude such badass but soft vibes it’s almost unreal 💙

anie has a very surprising personality imo! my first impression of her was really cute and sweet so imagine my surprise when she reveals that darker side of her >< i really like the duality though ngl and i think sunwoo would too! he’d just be so fascinated by her and just want to get to know her more and as he learns more about her, he’s just going to end up falling deep in love without realising until one day he’s like “fuck, i’m an idiot in love without even noticing it.”

eric + @heartyyjeno​ @lovely-kpop-writer​​

alesha is just a BIG ball of floof and i love her omg she's such a supportive and caring friend, it’s unreal. her enthusiasm to me, is on par with eric and if he’s the energy boy, she’s the energy girl for sure. they’d be that couple that just goes around hyping everyone up and everyone would just LOVE them! i know i would and if anyone disagrees, i’ll fite you >:(

jasmine my love!!! this girl here is just so incredibly lovely just like her url suggests and honestly, she’s one of the ppl who are most significant in my tumblr journey because her love for people is just so heartwarming? she’s always friendly and kind which is what eric would love in his future partner.  jasmine is just so PRECIOUS istg ❣️

#answered #anon #lovely moots #tbz #the boyz #qiu.txt

[captainreecejames]

Strings - cmp imagine

Inspired by the song Strings by Shawn Mendes, this picture, and @maximillis because she called me out

Christian knew he was hooked the moment he set his eyes on her. She was smiling and laughing at something Marco said, eyes brighter than the stars at night and a smile to match it. It was almost intoxicating, watching her smile at Marco, there was no way that he could ever find a girl like her again.

“Stop staring, you’re obvious,” Jadon said into his ear, smirking as Christian jumped in his seat and turned to the boy next to him.

“I wah? I wasn’t,” he coughed, trying to gain back his composure. “I was definitely not staring at her, no way.”

Jadon laughed at him, leaning back against his locker. “Okay, sure.”

“Stop,” he whined, leaning forward and putting his head in his hands. “You’re so mean to me,” he mumbled into his hands. Jason rolled his eyes, looking up from his friend to see the girl approaching.

“Don’t be weird now, she’s coming over here,” Jadon said while patting Christian’s back.

"What?" he asked, shooting up so fast that he probably got whiplash.

She was in fact, coming over to them. Her smile directed towards the duo and Christian thinks his heart is going to break his ribs with how hard it's beating. "That was a great game today," she said with her majestic smile. He was slightly thrown back by her English accent, expecting her to speak in German. “Kinda sucks that it’s your last game,” she offered him a shrug and sadder smile, but her eyes were still bright. “Well, not kinda, it definitely sucks. Cause you’re sad. But not for me, cause you’re going to London.” She paused, closing her eyes and seeming to wince. “I mean, you’re going to Chelsea after this, and they’re my favorite team, so I’ll see you there.” Another wince, this time very noticeable.

Jadon held back a laugh, watching the girl stumble over her words. “I mean, I won’t see you there, cause I don’t know where you’ll be. Well, obviously, I’ll know where you’ll be, but not the specifics, cause I’m sure you don’t even know yet. But that’s not why I don’t know. Wait, that sounds even worse. Oh my god, I sound like a stalker. Oh my god, this is so bad. I can never shut up...”

Chris stares at her in wonder, barely registering her words because he thinks that she just sounds amazing and his eyes are stuck on the yellow jersey in her arms, a clear Pulisic 22 on the back. Jadon breaks him out of his trance, nudging him so that he can listen to her. She’s still rambling, not even looking at them anymore as she shakes her head in embarrassment.

“Say something cute,” Jadon urges, pointing to her.

“Can I sign that?” are Christian’s first words to her while gesturing to her jersey, which he instantly regrets. That made him sound so cocky.

She stops her rambling, eyes wide at him. She didn’t register what he was saying. “Can I sign that?” he repeats, groaning internally when he lets the words out because he had a chance to not sound like a douche again and he wasted it.

“Oh,” she lets out, looking down at her jersey and blushing. “Yeah, actually that would be great.” She hands it out to him and Jadon can’t hold in his laugh anymore, but the two aren’t focused on him, still stuck in their own heads.

He takes the jersey from her and sighs right after, making the girl worry. “Is it wet? Oh my god, I’m so sorry, I didn’t think I spilled anything on it.”

He shakes his head, a sheepish smile on his face. “No, I just don’t have a pen with me.” She nods, only just realizing that he was shirtless on the bench.

“That’s okay,” she says, pulling her shoulder bag in front of her and rifling through. She pulls out a black sharpie, handing it to him.

He takes it from her hands, uncapping it and moving so that he could spread the jersey out on the bench. “It’s for my little cousin, he’s really excited you’re coming to Chelsea. My whole family is a really big Chelsea supporter.”

Something falls in his chest and he knows that he wished it was her own jersey that he was signing. "What's his name?" he asks, turning his head to look at her. She's got this small smile on her face that lets him know that she really loves her family.

"We call him Andy," she answers.

"Nice," he whispers, turning back to the bench.

See you in London, Andy!

-christian pulisic

He caps the pen, smiling down at the jersey before picking it back up and giving it to her. "Thank you so much for this, Christian, you're an angel."

He just grins and nods at her, lost in the way she talks. She smiles back, but it turns to a confused look shortly after.

She looks away from him to her bag, this time pulling out her phone and answering. "Hello?" She answers, shifting the stuff in her arms to have a better grip. "Yeah, I was just finishing up in the room. I'll be at the entrance in a few, Papa... Okay." She hangs up after that, looking at Christian with a sad smile.

"Thank you again, Christian. This is wonderful." He nods again, watching as she turns away and says nothing.

It's only when she's out the door that he realizes he didn't ask for her number. Or even get her name.

wc: idk a lot

note: lol at Christian being an awkward dumb bean. He's so fluffy in that picture up there and as said before I was called out and had to write this. Writing for my baby is never hard though. Everyone wish me luck as I finish my semester with 2 projects, 2 term papers and 2 finals. :))))

#christian pulisic #christian pulisic x reader #christian pulisic imagine #football fanfiction #football imagine #read #dani writes #danis prompts #my works

[hufflepuff-ish]

The Skam 11 questions tag (don’t quote me on this, I just wanted to give this a title lol)

rules:

always repost the rules

answer the questions given to you by the one who tagged you!

give 11 questions

tag 11 people

Thank you @hufflepuffsh for tagging me babe x (lowkey would love to know your answers to my questions but don’t want you to be tagged twice lol)

1. Which remake/og sqaud do you think you would personally fit into the most? 

This is such a difficult question, oof. So I’m shy, but I’m also a good listener, and I try to be supportive of my friends, sometimes I’m more with myself between my own shell but I also like loosening up and having fun. I think because of that my answer is Skam NL’s squad (honesly maybe it’s just because I’m biased lol). They’re so accepting and loving, and I feel like their general energy is similar enough to mine (but way cooler), so I think they’d just accept me as I am and they would be easy for me to get along with.

2. What is your favourite remake and why? 

Skam NL. S2 was definitely a journey and I didn’t like all of its aspects, but I just love the dynamics between the characters, the aesthetics, the music choices, the cinematography, and the characters are probably the closest to my heart out of all the remakes.

3. What is objectively the best remake and why?

Probably Druck. They have great actors, they make changes but still keep the main issues of every season, their have great music choices, their social media team is great and that’s just what comes into mind.

4. Opinions on each of the girl squads? 

SKAM NL - where do I even start??? I love each one of them soooooooo much. I love them all together even more. I don't even need anything, just give me scenes of then together and I'll be thrilled. (GIVE US A THIRD SEASON). Each girl is really her own character and they definitely stand out to me when compared to the other remakes.

SKAM ITALIA - I have a complicated relationship the squad. I love them but it feels like I’m watching a group of college girl. Silvia isn't a character that I like too much, though the actress is cute. I like Eleonora, but that's pretty much it. My favorites are probably Eva and Federica (I relate a lot to Fede because of her looks). They have a good dynamic, though not as much as the Italian boy squad. They maybe feel a bit less close in my opinion. Also, the writers always make me feel like Federica is only there to give them information on stuff and make a joke here and there, so if they would have put more thought and effort into her character maybe it’d feel like the squad is more,,, real if you will.

DRUCK - hi, I'm controversial on main. I... don't really care for them as a squad?? They're cute but I don't feel much of a connection to them (as a squad), or to their friendships. No idea why. I do find them interesting as individual characters, though and seeing them happy at the end of s3 was great. I'm definitely excited for s4.

SKAM FRANCE - s4 ruined them for me. I liked Emma in s1, Manon was always nice in my opinion, Daphne was getting on my good side in s3, Alexia has always been one of my favorites in this remake, and Imane is absolutely great. Then their friendship got ruined. But, if I'll ignore s4, they were a squad that I enjoyed watching and I really felt like each girl had her own thing, and that they were more of a group of random girls brought together than the og squad.

SKAM AUSTIN - I honestly love them more than I realize. Their friendship has a lot of growing to do, but I loved the scene when Grace confessed to them about Daniel's brother. Within the squad I probably like Jo's relationships the most, partly because she's my fave and partly because she just has a really loving heart. The other girls aren’t may favorites out of all the remakes but they have a warm corner in my heart.

SKAM ESPANA - They’re my Spanish babies. I love them and they just seem like this cute and cool girl squad. They’re not perfect and there are definitely things to come, no matter who’ll be the main of s3, but they love each other a lot and I think that they’ll grow together as individuals. 

WTFOCK - I'm not the best person to talk about this remake because I missed like half of s1, but whatever. They remind me a bit more of the og squad, and I love the friendships between Hanna and Zoë, and Zoë and Yasmina. I don't really like Luka, I can't really explain why but she doesn't really feel as part of the squad to me, and Amber is just okay. 

5. Favourite hairstyle out of all the remakes? (this includes any hijab styles of the Sanas)

I love Cris with her hair in a low ponytail, and I love the half up hairstyle that Skam NL uses a lot. When it comes to hijabs, so far my favorite was Sana’ s in the og’s s4 when it was a bit loose under her chin because it really fit her well.

6. Who do you think from og/remakes would have a youtube channel and what would they post about? (not including hei briskeby or lucas rubio’s yt channel)

Liv could totally have a music youtube channel because I feel like that’s realistic to starting musicians these days.

I can see the Italian boy squad having a youtube channel where they post vlogs and pranks lmao.

Sam could totally have a beauty channel where she does hauls and stuff.

Basile would have a youtube channel for pranks and magic tricks (idk why but I can really imagine him doing magic tricks????? lmao)

7. Pick someone you think is underappreciated from og/remakes and explain why you think they should be appreciated more.

Hmmmmmm another difficult question. I’m going to ignore the fact that I’m only supposed to mention one character.

The balloon squad - they’re honestly the most refreshing Muslim representation that I’ve come across because they’re just this bunch of dudes who run a hilarious youtube channel and love to have a good time. I love them SO MUCH and I wish we got an Elias season so we could get to know them better. Highkey my favorite boys from og Skam.

Federica - I probably talked about it enough times but she’s so underappreciated. The actress (Martina) is gorgeous and Federica is a ray of sunshine that the fandom tends to ignore. Also, I want to know how she knows so much about almost everything that’s happening in their school.

Shay - She’s definitely the most underrates Isak. Hopefully s3 will happen and she’ll be the main, so she’ll be more appreciated. Personally, I’m on the fence about how I feel about Shay, but I would watch the hell out of her season and getting more music from her, Marlon and Tyler would be amazing!

8. Favourite outfit/clothing item?

Isa’s green scarf, and honestly, any scarf/coat that the og girl squad wore because they always seemed fluffy, warm, comfortable and had pretty pastel colors.

9. Which character do you think is most similar to you?

Physically, it’s definitley Federica in terms of height and her and Hanna in terms of body size. Aside from that, the characters that I feel I'm most like are Hanna, Martino and s1 og Eva. The three of them are pretty simple, dare I say “””boring”””, and that’s how I see myself, lol. Also, Martino has this keeping things to himself things that he does and I relate to the hell out of that. Hanna has a really soft and nice vibe, which I think can be said about me haha.

10. Do you like the Eva season (season 1)?

Yes! The more remakes I started watching, the more I realized that I actually really like s1 because we get to see the girls becoming friends, and there are a lot of iconic scenes in s1 (Noora dragging William, the girl squad fighting with Chris’ girlfriend) and I learned to appreciate Eva’s journey to becoming her own person.

11. (Insert your own question that you’d like to answer!) Which representation do you think Skam should show other than the existing ones?

I don’t remember if I ever posted about this, but I would LOVE to see a Jewish character in one of the remakes. I think this idea can have so much potential (and I’m part Jewish so I’m biased) because there are really interesting things that could be discussed and shown - anti-Semitism from what I know is becoming more popular again and I’m always waiting to see if one of the remakes (especially Skam France, Skam Austin and Druck) will discuss it, and a Jewish character could have a really interesting relationships with the Sana character and they could have great conversations about the expectation from them and that judgement they get from people inside and outside of their religion.

My 11 questions:

If you could create an ultimate girl squad, who out of the skam universe would be in it and why?

If you could change one thing in each remake, what would it be?

What is one plotline that you wish to see in a remake of your choice? (go wild lol)

Which side character would you want to have their own season?

What do you wish the fandom would appreciate more in each remake? (could be a season, a character, a scene, anything)

If you could create a crossover between the og/one of the remakes and a movie/tv series/book, what would it be?

A crack ship that you wish would happen?

Is there a character that is very different from you/you never thought you would like, but you ended up loving?

What is your favorite friendship? 

Do you read any og/remakes fanfiction and if so, do you have any favorite fanfictions?

Would you have preferred if Skam worked a bit more like Skins did, in terms of every character gets a full episode from their pov instead of an entire season?

I’m tagging: @lonelyfridays , @matteohnah, @feelinsorad, @amystylezz, @eliottlallemant, @xxviii-xi-mcmxcviii, @lil-milkovich, @spockhasfeelingstoo, @miaundalex, @pampammmxum, @vnesshudgens, @promisethestraz but of course only if you want to and if anyone who’s not tagged wants to answer these consider yourself tagged!

#skam #tag #personal #it's honestly the best tag I've come across cause original questions are super interesting

[franeridart]

Me: *has notifications on for when you post something* Also me: *checks your blog every day in case I missed something*

Ahhhhhh thank you!!! I’m sorry lately I’ve been less active, haven’t I orz a mixture of being busy and uninspired #rip I’ll try to do better!!

Anon said:I love how you draw kiri in casual clothes he looks so cool and cute! Eventhough it's canon he's a fashion disaster haha

Thank you!!! But actually I base my designs for Kirishima’s casual clothes completely on his official casual clothes (which is to say, his shifuku) and the stuff he’s worn in canon already ( x x x x x ) - people consider him a fashion disaster for the crocs, mostly, and I guess the patterns of his shirts? Ah, personally I don’t dislike either so I guess he doesn’t come off as a disaster in my doodles hahaha

Anon said:Idk why, but theres one panel of that one comic where bakugou and kirishima are little kids in the fantasy au and bakugou takes kirishima home and Mitsui is just like "..... " but her expression says "well shit" just makes me laugh. It brings me great joy. Idk why I'm telling you this, but have a great day! Ily and your art!

Thank you so so much!!!!! Mitsuki was so much fun to draw there, I’m really glad the expression came out right hahaha

Anon said:Dopo aver letto le FAQ, ripeto tutti i complimenti in italiano, visto che meriti decisamente un elogio multilingue :-P E tra parentesi, inglese eccellente! Mai avrei sospettato che non fosse la tua lingua madre.

AHHHHHHHHHH GRAZIE MILLE!!!!!!! Anche per il complimento sull’inglese hahaha scrivere fic in inglese mi ha probabilmente aiutata un bel po’ in quel senso lmao

Anon said:Another abuse of the "ask" function, but boy, your Kiribaku art makes me feel so happy and fluffy and giddy and they are even in-character!! Thank you so much.

THANK YOU !!!!! it always makes me so incredibly happy to know my characterization is okay!!! ;^;

Anon said:i finally got to the bottom of your bakushima tag and lemme tell you: it was totally worth all of the time spent.

MAN that must have taken way longer than it deserved hahaha but I’m glad you enjoyed it!!!! Even if I’m sure the further back you went the worse everything was..... rip lmao

Anon said:THAT RED SHIRT BAKUGOU S L A Y E D ME!!! GOTTA LOVE BAKUGOU IN HIS BF'S COLORS!!!!!

I dunno which one this is about but hell yes the more red Bakugou wears the happier my heart is!!!!!

Anon said:i can’t believe i’ve been following you since haikyuu!! era. like,,,, ily a lot bro

Knowing that you’ve been following me that long I gotta say I love you a whole damn lot too??? thank you so much seriously !!!! ;^;

Anon said:I found the mug from one of your Kiribaku dad comics! (The one that says "Welcome to the Gun Show")

I genuinely hope you didn’t make the ill decision of buying it, anon lmao

Anon said:Todomomobaku gives me life aaakskglh

It was absolutely not meant as romantic but thank you for liking it!!!!!!!!!!! That specific doodle got so much love and I’m so glad for it cause that friend group makes probably little sense by canon but I love it so much? Drawing it made me super happy so I’m happy you liked it!!

Anon said:I just came back from watching the Incredibles and no matter which AU you are, you'll always find politics messing with the job of the heroes. BNHA heroes and TI heroes need a coffee break to chat tohether 9_9.

I still haven’t watched TI2 but hell yes I feel this ask ;-;

Anon said:(Bakushima kids thing) did mako get into UA? If so did she make some new friends right away and/or fall head over heels for a scary/angry looking girl in the new class(fallowing in Pappa’s footsteps)? In either case, what were Bakugou and Kirishima’s first impression on them/her?

Mako’s seven lmao she barely started elementary school, she definitely didn’t get into UA just yet hahaha 

Anon said:Awh Sero looks so lonely in that pic

He isn’t! He’s waiting for Ashido, they’re going on a date he doesn’t know it’s a date but it’s definitely a Date™, Ashido will make sure he realizes by the end of it *thumb up*

Anon said:Do you have any ideas for gender-bend Bakugou and Kirishima? Like what they would look like, how to their personalities would change, stuff like that. Sorry if I’m bothering you

I’d lie if I said I don’t have a couple of doodles saved somewhere in my art folder, but to be fair my gb Baku and Kiri are... exactly like Baku and Kiri, I wouldn’t really change them all that much, so I never find it much worth it to talk about it? I think Bakugou might have been a bit different in backstory since being a girl would have made people less, uh, sure he was destined to beat All Might or whatever, but in general he’d stay the same imho. Kiri too, he wouldn’t change all that much either. Their designs also, their quirks require them to be buff after all. I dunno man I just don’t think them being girls would change all that much about them so my ideas on this specific aus are always a bit eh, sorry!

Anon said:Fran! Don't read if you didn't see episode 11! How do you interpret that Kirishima try to hold the hand of Bakugou aroud the end of the ep? I mean: objectively?

That was actually a small variation of a scene already present in the manga (central panel here) so being as objective as I can be I’d say it was just bones playing on how much fans love the ship - that said, it’s still canon to the manga that Kirishima didn’t trust Bakugou where he couldn’t keep his hands on him and make sure he was there and safe? That’s adorable and I’ve been crying over that for two years now ;^;

Anon said:During a time I've been too depressed to make it to my counseling appointments or to my follow up appointments to get back on my meds, your art, quite especially your doodle comics, makes me smile. It's not really worth much, and I wish I could support you more, your sketches and doodles and full pieces and everything you draw, just really helps. You don't have to respond. Just please don't stop creating.

Thank you so so so much for this ask, anon ;-; and I’m really sorry you’re going through a hard time right now, but let’s be strong together okay? *holds*

Anon said:I’m so happy to see that you don’t draw noses because I can’t draw them and I never add them to my art and it makes me feel better knowing that I’m not the only one😭😂

!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! noses are hard to draw aren’t they? they’re so hard!!! so incredibly hard!!!! I keep on trying to find a way to go about them I’m satisfied with but it just isn’t working!!!! Until I find one it’s noseless art for me hahaha

Anon said:Your art made me realize I’m bisexual so........ thanks bro ❤️🧡💛💚💙💜

I don’t know how that happened but this is the best ask I’ve ever gotten ever?? you’re very very welcom my friend !!!!!!!

Anon said:Your art makes me so happy whenever I see it. The style is just so soft and sweet and comforting and I love it a lot. I have no money rn but soon I would love to buy some of the stuff you have for sale 😄💖💖

AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Thank you so much both for the compliments and the nice feeling, anon!!!!!!!!!!!!!

#fran answers #look at me staying on top of this whole asks deal like someone with their life put together #go me #!!! #talking about fashion disaster kiri #i think whether he is or not is too tied to personal tastes for it to be canon or not #unless someone in canon told him he doesn't know how to dress i guess? #anyway what i mean is my answer up there wasn't meant to say people are inherently wrong when calling him a disaster #i mostly just meant i don't share the opinion lmao #i actually really really like his style it fits him so nicely! #anonymous

[kettlewrites]

enemies-to-lovers w/ jaehyun (college!au edition)

okay you both literature majors with a theatre minor

idk why,,, I just see jaehyun as a hot English major like some glasses, a cardigan and a classic book like Jane eyre or something oof

that's hot

okay okay okay

you two have never been the greatest of friends

scratch that,,,, you two haven't ever been friends.

you have hated his guts ever since that one project to student direct a show

that didn't work out because even though the show was phenomenal you wanted to claw jaehyuns eyes out

why? because he continuously wanted to make it traditional like nO "Juliet has to be M O R e D RaMaTic"

which you would counter with "SHUT UP JAEHYUN SHES DOING FINE"

*youre doing great sweetie*

you didn't expect to have another class with jaehyun this semester,,, you believed you had done your best not to sign up for classes he wouldn't take

you were wrong,,,, every,,,,, single,,,,,class,,,, had him it

one day you were walking to class

it was the dreaded 7am class,,, even tho you only had it once a week

,,, still ,,,

as you walked you were looking at your phone to change the song ,,,,

but right when you looked up,,, someone knocks into you ,,,,

pouring hO T coffee directly onto you and staining your new shirt :((((

when you looked up you met eyes with no other ,,,,,,,,,,, Jung yoon oh ,,, (everyone calls him by his pen name jaehyun)

he panicked,,, trying to say sorry but you weren't  having it

you already hated him,,, this gives you more of a reason to claw his eyes out

"I'll pay for your dry cleaning !!"

you just picked yourself up and walked off,,, continuing to walk to the 7am class

,,,, he feels really bad :(((

after the class he tries to say sorry again

but you ignore him and walk back to your dorm ,,, to where your roommate asks why jaehyun was standing outside

at this point you get annoyed bc ,,,,, why won't he JUST L. E AVE YOU ALONE

you got outside,,,, a tall (handsome) jaehyun standing there writing something in his notebook

you clear your throat to announce your presence

"y/n!!!" he smiles sadly when he looks at you,,,, you're still wearing the stained shirt

"I'm really sorry,,,," "I don't care you probably did that on purpose "

"w-why would I do that???"

"you hate me don't you???"

"what no??? I don't hate you what makes you think I ,,,,,"

his face goes red,,,, you dont really question it

"is that all you have to say? I have homework to do"

you turn to go back into your dorm ,,, but he grabs you back *YOU ARE MY DESSSTINNYYYY*

"let me make up for the shirt please,,, it's the least I can do I feel really bad,,, we can ,,,, go to the cafe down the street"

you hesitated,,, but you know he wouldn't stop he was going to persist

"fine,,, we can go after romantic lit tomorrow "

cUE JAEHYUNS HEART TO BURST

,,,, next day~ you two go to the cafe ,,, it's still a little awkward but he tries to make conversation

"why do you hate me?"

this took you by surprise,,, "you just annoyed me during the student directing project"

"that's all??" you nod,,, there wasn't anything else that made you not like him,,, he was perfect ,,,,

he smiles ,,,, literal sunshine shooting out of his body ,,,, "im just really passionate with classical theatre"

"can we be friends,,,,I don't want us on bad terms ,,," he says softly

you,,,, nod what could possibly go wrong

after this date,,, apology hangout

you two hang out more often,,,

first it starts off with just walking to class together,,, then him walking you back to your dorm,,,, then him actually coming inside to do homework together

,,,,, occasionally you two would go see shows together ,,, he also asks you to join him on open mic nights ,,, you go to support him as he reads his poems

you finally find out that whenever he's writing in his notebook is really lovely poems

one day as the two of you were working on an English assignment ,,,, he turns to you ,,, "come to open mic with me tonight,,, wear something nice"

you were ???? but said okay bc you truly enjoyed listening to him read his works

the night falls,,, you wore something nice as he said,,, and now you two were both walking to the bar it was being held at

"listen to my words carefully tonight " he says before you two walk in,,

you sat at the table,,, the nerves grow in you as he makes his way to the stage

what could he have possibly meant

"I see you whenever I close my eyes,, I hear you whenever I cover my ears,,when I think of you even if you're in a place where I can't touch you,, I can feel you,, when my moon rises your sun rises as well under the same sky ,,, in a different time,, our hearts are connected under the same sky,,, you and i,," *cue the snapping*

you flush a bright red,,, was this his confession,, what else could that have meant,,

your fingers begin to tremble as he makes his way back to your table

the room was dark ,,,so you couldn't tell he was blushing hard too

"did you like it?"

you couldn't ,,,, answer him,,, no words could escape you ,,, so all you do is nod

"will you be my star crossed lover?"

"J A EHYUN THAYS NOT A GOOD THING"

he laughs,,, it was cute ,,, the way he threw his head back and tried to cover it with his hand ,,, "will you be mine? is that better"

"yes jaehyun,, I'll be yours"

cue ,,,, fireworks

dating jaehyun,,, would be so fricking cute

he's always with you,,, not that he's clingy but he really enjoys your presence

you get to meet his friends,,, music major mark,, dance major taeyong,,, other literature major doyoung,, they're all really cool and they love teasing the two of you

"did you know jaehyun wrote another poem all about y/n,,, it was like stars and moons are beautiful but looking at you i swoon"

cue jaehyun running after mark

you think it's sweet,, and you always sneak peeks at his notebook to see all the cringy cute fluffy stuff he writes about you

you two still go to shows together,,, this time you get to hold hands !!! wow !!

he's really passionate about his major,, especially his minor,, every time a deadline comes up he gets super stressed,,, especially when it comes to projects he has to write stuff for (plays, poems)

he'd always come to your dorm to destress,,, youd let him lay his head on your lap so you can run your fingers through his hair and just talk to him until he falls asleep ,,, his favorite thing is your voice ,,, and listening to your heartbeat whenever you two cuddle ,,,

he's a small fluff ball that knows what he wants,, and that's jaehyun for ya

tldr; you two are a cute couple,,, but you would never student direct with jaehyun ever again :)

#jaehyun scenarios #jaehyun #jung jaehyun scenarios #jung jaehyun #nct scenarios #nct #nct 127 scenarios #nct 127 #nct u #nct u scenarios #kpop scenarios #jung yoonoh #scenarios #college au #nct au

[thedappleddragon]

last night I dreamed that I was an archeologist tortoise and I was looking at dozens of “human” skeletons in Buckingham palace that was also my backyard. the skeletons all looked like combo human and turtle because the whole torso looked basically like the first google image result for sea turtle skeleton. then my sister woke me up, giving me a comforter and telling me my mom need help with some things.  cleaned up around the living room and did some laundry and boiled some eggs and made meatloaf and swept the floor. the meatloaf turned out surprisingly good, idk what I did differently. I evemtually went back to my room and tried to remember what I wanted to do today. last night as I was falling asleep I told myself that I was gonna clear off my desk so I could finally use it, so I moved some stuff around and set up my laptop. I havent been able to sit at a real actual desk in SO LONG and its SO NICE to have just like a space where I can sit down and work and have a chair that will support my back instead of sitting cross legged on my bed or laying down while doing stuff on my laptop. it almost makes me feel productive even I'm just playing the sims. I feel especially cool when im just typing out whatever bullshit because it makes me feel like im at an office job typing up ~important documents~ :) idk man I think quarantine has changed me lmao. if im getting this many emotions from just being able to sit down at a desk and do ANYTHING idk how im gonna handle collage. I keep calling whetever im doing (playing the sims, scrolling through Tumblr, typing up this summary of the day) work because it just. feels nice sitting at a desk and typing. even if it’s dumb bullshit!! idk how to describe it I just feel amazing. it makes me feel like im writing a paper with all the horrible parts like research and thinking. the sound of typing on my MacBook makes me feel like im in school again, but without the horrible stressful parts. idk mn I know I've been going on about this desk and stuff for too long and im gonna hate it if I eventually read back through these daily logs but I just feel so nice. ill change topics anyway. I hung up my calendar again! I literally didn't have any open wall space aside from maybe the wall behind my bed but why the hell would I put a calendar where I can't see it. instead its kind of hanging above my closet. I pinned it to the wooden board in the “doorway” (idk what other word to use) where there would normally be sliding doors that open and shut if they hadn't been taken off YEARS ago. I also played a lot of the sims 4, juggling aspirations for 5 sims. I quit because I got frustrated that all my sims are dumb and the ai Is buggy and doesn't let me do what I want them to do. I also plopped in a house on my family’s old lot and spent some time adjusting the colors and the trees and adding those paper craft cieling things that can either have stars or leaves or snowflakes that came in the free winter holiday stuff pack and holy shit as soon as I found those I think they became my new favorite decoration item. I threw them everywhere but eventually took down most of them, leaving some leaf ones in the bedroom. I was gonna move in a family of a bunch of young adults and children to help with the first kid’s serial romantic aspiration and one of the twin’s social butterfly aspiration, but I ended up not doing that in favor of just decorating more and playing with the family some more. one thing I realized while playing is that there are fucking MICE in my CIELING. well not really in the cieling, in the attic, but I can hear them chewing on shit and its sucks. I would turn on a fan to drown out the noise but my room is fucking FREEZING. I threw the blanket back over my window hoping that it would keep heat from escaping but I don't think that really did anything. so after freezing my ass off I got fed up and put on fluffy socks under normal socks, wore my owl onesie as pants over my shorts, put on my comfy (oversized hoodie), and threw a fluffy blanket over my shoulders. thankfully I was pretty cozy after that, but as I type this after taking off the cosy and blanket, I can feel my toes getting cold again. damnit. ANYWAY after quitting the sims for the night I ate some salad and got a heart shaped crouton :) and I scrolled through Tumblr for a bit. then I decided to finally work on the paws my friend wanted. but I couldn't find the pattern so I instead worked on the brown paws instead. I could only work on them so much, since I still have to finish the lining before I can do much else. I attached the backs of the fingers to the back of the hand. I didnt get much down but what matters is that I did SOMETHING. I'm gonna keep an eye out for that pattern that I need, and if I cant find it, I'll just make a new pattern. tbh I think thad’s be the better way to go anyway since I wouldn't have to figure out how the fuck the old one goes together and I can also have a pattern that perfectly fits the foam underneath. also tbh i have mixed feeling about the white paws my friend wants. I like how dextrous they are and how easily you can emote and move your fingers, but I dont like how ovular I made the paw pads and the hints of black thread peaking out where I sewed the pads from the back. I WOULD just remake them with the free curl works pattern im using for the brown paws but I figure I might as well finish this pair since there’s already one done and the foam interior is already made. whatever. I dont wanna think about it too much. I also dont like the head that goes with the paws, it was a fish job in comparison to my first head and I kinda hate it. but I think I'll eventually get some longer fur for the neck and a hair poof and cheeks (maybe) and do a little refurbishing and give it to my friend if she ever wants it, since it matches the paws and all. I have lots of plans for my 2 WIP heads but not all the materials/motivation. plus I just need to let the ideas stir before I do unything, making sure they’re goof before I act on them. I'm exited that I can shave down fur relativey easily and evenly without an electric dog shaver, which opens up a lot of opportunities. anyway as I was working on the brown paws I had TAZ on in the background and it still baffles me a little bit how different griffin and Matt mercer operate as dms like holy shit. its really funny. and it got me thinking about how I wouldn't mind dming for my friend group if he chance ever arose. I DO have the forgotten realms campaign setting book. I haven't actually looked at it but I assume it has a few pre-built quests and plot lines n stuff in it. I'll probably take a better look at in the morning when it’s not 1:40 am. dang now I'm thinking about my Minecraft dnd idea again. I think the real problem keeping me from being a dm is that I CANNOT keep a straight face when doing improv/roleplaying, so I dont know how well I could hold together a world for them to play in. I would love to give it a try tho. not with the Minecraft idea at the same time, fuck no. I would need to do like. a classic vanilla dnd experience the first time, maybe even using our tiefling family characters since I'm at least a little familiar with them. can you dm and also play your own character? is that fair? is that a think you can do? I think that could be fun but also hard to juggle and also maybe kinda suck because you’d already know all the answers to all the puzzles. meh. actually now I kind of really want to look through thet book tonight instead of in the morning. also I mentioned overnight oats a few days ago I think, and the first morning it was kinda gross, the second time I ate it was still a little gross texture wise, but I finished it off tonight and it was pretty good. maybe next time I'll try it without the banana and a little less milk and maybe slice up an apple into little cubes for texture. hell yeah peanut butter apple cinnamon brown sugar overnight oats. that sound pretty dang good actually. I'll try that some time, but I dont think I can right now because I dont think we have any apples in the house. phooey. I should also probably put this oatmeal cp in the sink before it becomes impossible to clean. holy shit how long have I been writing? SEE THE DESK MAKES ME JUST WANNA KEEP WRITING AND WRITING FOREVER I FEEL SO PRODUCTIVE EVEN IF IM NOT DOING ANYTHING PRODUCTIVE!! I love just typing and typing forever its so soothing just hearing the tapping of the keyboard and getting my thought out without actually having to think that hard about it. goddamn im never gonna read back through this this is a nightmare lmao. no paragraph breaks no capitalization no nothin. I dont even wanna stop typing even though my arm is starting to hurt a little but from leaning the edge of the desk. now im thinking about the movie soul again and the cat as it rides on the escalator to the great beyond and how that dude in the band was the main characters student and how that scene with the girl trying to quit music and then immediately changed her mind didnt make any sense. like what the hell I dont understand that scene at all. also thinking about the transition where he’s like “ok repeat after me” as he’s in the cat and the camera goes over the mom’s shoulder and it’s just him talking, I like how they did that instead of doing dialouge between him and the cat. idk man. I think maybe I should stop typing now since my body is starting to hurt. sorry for putting this H U G E wall of text on your dash but I just like typing out my thoughts :) goodnight!

edit: OH I forgot to talk about something else!! last night I was thinking about valentines day and how cute it would be to have a little overall dress in the pattern on one of my childhood blankets, its like a light pink with white hearts on it so I looked up some fabrics and none of them were the right pattern. I also looked up a sewing pattern that I think would look nice and its on sale right now! I totally want to try and make it, but fabric is expensive so I think I might look at dollar tree for fleece baby blankets because I know they have them there, I bought a few a while ago for some plush sewing projects. they’re decently sized so I think I could do it.idk how many I would need to buy tho. or I might go to goodwill and look for a pink sheet? I have a thin pink blanket that could theoretically work but I want to use a planet im not attached to. or even just find a few big shirts in the same shade of pink? then I could maybe line it with something. I have red purple and white satin but that’s literally the worst fuckin fabric in the world to work with. my first experience with sewing was trying to make plushies out of satin and holy hell idk how I did it. anyway even though I literally never wear dresses I think it would be a fun project to try and make myself a cute little valentines dress. :) I could even give myself POCKETS >:)))

#thanks for coming to my ted talk #long post #I think maybe I should tag my daily shit with something like 2021 journal? idk im lazy so we'll see #January 2021 daily #2021 daily

[randomfandomimagine]

Smile (Dan & Phil x Reader)

Characters: Dan Howell (danisnotonfire) and Phil Lester (AmazingPhil)

Fandom: Phandom/Youtubers

Categories: Reader Insert, Gender!Neutral Reader, Polyamorous

Title: Smile

  Requested by anon:

Hello! Could you possibly write a Phan x reader (polyamorous relationship cause I rarely see it) and the reader is depressed and kinda suicidal so Dan and Phil just take care of them all day. Like tell them why they're amazing (cute sticky notes idk whatever is fine) and take them out and just make em happy and feel worthy. Very fluffy! You don't have to write this if it's too triggering and/or if you're against polyamory. I'm just sad and this stuff always makes me happy. Chao!❤

Requested by anon:

Could you pleeaasee write an imagine where Dan and Y/n have a cute date night at home with dinner, movies and cuddling, etc and then they put music on and 'Perfect' by Ed Sheeran comes on and they slow dance in the living room and with their foreheads pressed together and just really fluffy stuff then Dan says everything he loves about Y/n and he proposes at the end of the song?? Sorry that it's so specific! thank you! <3

I let out a big sigh as I continued to apathetically browse Tumblr on my laptop, not really even enjoying what I was doing. I was just trying to distract myself not to dwell on my negative thoughts.

I stirred in my bed, lying in a different position, and feebly kept on scrolling through my dashboard. I couldn’t wait to go to sleep.

Then a knock came on the door, surprising me. Even though, honestly, I should have expected them to check on me. Truth was, I had almost forgotten I lived with Dan and Phil.

“Come in” I replied tiredly, sitting up slightly to look at the door.

“Hey, Y/N” Phil stuck his head and stared at me.

I noticed how he frowned when he saw me, his eyes filling with concern.

“Hi, Phil”

“You alright?” He asked me, trying to keep an upbeat tone in his voice.

With a sigh, I put the laptop away and properly sat up. Phil cautiously walked into the room when he noticed this.

Since I wasn’t really saying anything else, he sat down in the bed with me.

“We haven’t really seen you for like two days other than bumping into you on your way to the bathroom or something” His beautiful blue eyes pierced me worriedly.

“I have been feeling… well, pretty depressed” I was so tired that I didn’t really care telling him the truth. I just wanted to feel better.

I could read the genuine sadness in Phil’s eyes in response to my words, but he still kept a cheerful attitude when he replied.

“Why hadn’t you said something? You know we’re here for you” His hand tenderly rubbed my upper arm in a fond gesture.

I just shrugged, not really knowing the answer. When I was like that, I was pretty lost and didn’t really know how I felt. I was just so dull and passive.

“Well, we’re gonna get you to smile, you’ll see” Risking it a bit, he leaned forward and kissed me in the cheek. “Dan!!”

As he called out to the house, hoping to receive an answer, he stood up from the bed and offered me a hand. I felt too lazy and couldn’t be bothered to get out of bed.

“Yeah?” Finally, it came Dan’s voice from somewhere in the house.

“Y/N is sad!” Phil replied loudly, so he could hear him. “Come here and help me put a smile on this cute little face!”

I rolled my eyes at his attempts, still finding them endearing. Phil was also so bright and so nice, it warmed my heart.

“Wot?!” Dan exclaimed in outrage, and we could hear him racing toward us.

Phil chuckled at his endearing gesture while I waited for the inevitable.

When Dan arrived to our room he was gasping for air as he had run so fast, the goofball. I would have smiled if it weren’t for that mood I was rendered in because of my stupid depression.

“You’re sad?! I thought you were being lazy and wanting to be alone with your movies and stuff” He sighed, not too happy about such discovery. “Is your depression acting up again?”

“Yeah…”

“Why didn’t you say something?”

“I don’t know…”

The two of them were there, watching me worriedly, and they were so determined to help me. It was so sweet, but I couldn’t expect less dating them both.

“Wanna go play videogame or something?” Phil offered with a kind smile.

“I guess…” I shrugged again, not truly feeling like it but knowing it would do me some good.

Besides, Dan and Phil always managed to cheer me up. I never understood how they did it, but after spending a few hours with them I felt so much better. They made me so happy.

I guessed I was too focused in my own negativity to remember. Or to even think about going for them for help.  

“Let’s go!” Dan took me by the arm and somehow pushed me onto his shoulder.

“Dan!” I complained as he carried me outside the room.

“Be careful!” Phil yelped in a high-pitched voice, stretching his arms out just in case I fell, prepared to catch me.

*

They tried distracting me with videogames, movies and anime, but it didn’t quite work. I couldn’t really focus enough to enjoy any of those activities.

Using it as a last resort, we were watching Friends, knowing how great that show was. It always filled you with great vibes and made you laugh. Good enough, I guess.

The three of us were cuddling in the couch, me being in the middle so I was in the receiving end of both their cuddles. Phil comfortably rested his head on my shoulder and cupped my hand with his, a gesture that surely meant to reassure me by giving me some affection. Dan copied him as well, taking my other hand and intertwining our fingers together.

We laughed a little when, in the TV, Joey pushed Ross into the refrigerator and blamed him of breaking it. That show was so light-hearted and funny that it somehow managed to raise my spirits a little.

Feeling comfortable and slightly better, I leaned into Dan and rested my head on his chest. Phil didn’t lose time to wrap his arms around me and fondly nuzzle my neck as Dan placed an arm around me.

We didn’t speak as we watched TV, we didn’t need to. We were comfortable, and for the first time in days it was finally starting to feel like I could allow myself to smile a little. Because I was content right there and then with them.

All of a sudden, Dan suddenly gasped. I could hear his heart speeding up a little since my ear still rested over his chest.

“Have you eaten anything today?” When I looked up at him, I noticed how he stared at me gravely, eyebrows knitted in concern.

“Y/N, please tell me you have” Phil separated himself from me, but his hand refused to leave mine.

“N-Not really…” I admitted in a whisper, ashamed to confess it.

It was just that when I felt like that it was so hard to accomplish simple tasks as such. Eating, drinking water, showering… all those things felt like a world to me when all I had the energy for was lying down in bed.

Not to mention that my upset stomach wouldn’t really accept food.

Gently sitting up so I wouldn’t fall without his support, Dan then stood up. He dedicated me a determined glance as he pointed his finger at me.

“Phil, you spoil the fuck out of Y/N” He told us in his jokingly important voice. “And I’m gonna make dinner!”

“Dan, you don’t have to” They were definitely spoiling me, actually cooking for me.

“I’m gonna!” He was already on his way to the kitchen.

Knowing him, he would also make my favorite meal even if it took him forever.

While Dan was gone, I looked at Phil. His kind blue eyes were piercing me lovingly, it made me think of how much they both adored me. Perhaps if I was worth their love, I couldn’t be that much of a mess as I thought to be.

I managed to smile a little, warmed by the idea that they were trying so hard to cheer me up, to take care of me and remind me how much they loved me.

To do anything in their power to make sure to look after me when I didn’t look after myself, to distract me and be there for me. That alone meant the world to me.

“You already know this, but…” Phil mumbled, eyeing me carefully as though what he was about to say was delicate. “You can always talk to us, if you need to vent or cheering up or anything”

“I know, Philly” Endeared by his further efforts, I held his face and pecked his cheek amorously. “Thanks”

He then displayed a cute smile, even if his pale cheeks had turned a light rose tone. It was adorable when he blushed.

“Want a marshmallow?” Phil suddenly said to avoid embarrassment and to divert my attention from his blushing.

To my surprise, that precious boy pulled out a small bag of marshmallows from his pocket as though he carried it with him at all times. I always knew he had a sweet tooth, but that was ridiculous!

“Phil…” I laughed, shaking my head at the silly scene.

He then let out a strange noise, a mixture between a shocked gasp and a happy high-pitched squeak.

“Dan!” He was overreacting, but it was great seeing how he celebrated my improvements. “Y/N smiled! She’s laughing!”

“Wot?!” A yell came from the kitchen, and we soon heard feet stomping as his enormous stature ran across the house to get back to us again.

Seconds later, he stood at the door of the room, watching us with a twinkle of joy shining in his brown eyes.

“Mission accomplished!” Phil jumped to his feet and high-fived him.

Even if they missed and made a fool out of themselves. I couldn’t tell if that was deliberate or not.

“Does that mean you’re gonna stop being nerds?” I affectionately asked them, trying to convey my gratitude.

“No!” Phil replied in his outraged high-pitched voice.

“It is still our duty to spill you to the maximum!” Dan took my hand and gently pulled at it until I was standing up from the couch. “Come here!”

“I’ll keep cooking, be right back!” Before he left, Phil kissed me in the cheek.

Gallantly, Dan placed an arm around me and took my hand and began to slow dance with me.

“Thanks, Danny” I gladly snuggled closer to him, hiding my face on his shoulder and enjoying the warm closeness.

“Don’t mention it, Y/N” He left a tender kiss on my forehead that made me giddy.

*

Having eaten, hydrated myself and being spoiled, it felt livelier. Dan and Phil’s cares had greatly improved my mood and seemingly belittled my worries and insecurities. They were still there, but with those two boys around they didn’t seem as important anymore.

Somehow I ended up lying in the couch, with my head resting on Dan’s lap as he tenderly caressed my hair and with my legs up on Phil’s as he absently tapped his fingers against them.

Thanks to them, I was experiencing a comforting calm and peacefulness that I hadn’t in days. My anxiety used to drive me crazy with distressing thoughts and this feeling of being unable to breathe. But right then I sighed happily.

“You know what you could use now?” Phil mumbled, his eyes directed to yet another episode of Friends in the TV. “Some fresh air”

“Very fresh air, actually” I replied jokingly. “We live in London”

Dan and Phil exchanged a hopeful glance because of my little joke. Those two nerds, being so happy that I felt in the mood to make a joke.

“You’re right” I mumbled as I lazily stood up. “But just a little walk, I’m kinda tired”

“Yeah, just enough to get you some fresh air!”

“Or some direct sunlight” Dan teased us, knowing it would be cloudy.

I briefly gave them a kiss before I went to get ready.

As I walked to my room, I noticed there was something in my door that wasn’t usually there. A small green sticky note with Phil’s messy handwriting.

Curious, I picked it up and read it.

‘Hi, Y/N! Get ready to read the things we love about you…’ I turned around the small note to read what was in the back. ‘I wanted to tell you in person, but Dan knew you would be all flustered so…’

That comment earned a chuckle from me, because I realized they were right. I would feel overwhelmed and stupid if they rambled about those things in person. But it was an adorable idea, and one that definitely made me feel better.

I opened the door and let out a small laugh when I noticed there were sticky notes all over my bedroom. Dan and Phil must have sneaked in when they were ‘making dinner’.

The closest one to me was on my bedside table, a blue sticky note with the number 1 scribbled on it with Dan’s handwriting. I picked it up and turned it around to read the first compliment.

‘Your amazing smile! Are you kidding me? That bright, genuine wonderful smile that can bring world peace! *heart eyes*’

I was very glad that they decided this method instead, because I would never see the end of it if they were telling me all those things to my face. I would blush so hard that their teasing would end me.

In the headboard of my bed there was a yellow one that read ‘Number 2. Your eyes are so warm and friendly and beautiful!’ with Phil’s handwriting.

The number 3 was written by Dan, stuck on my desk, and it said ‘I swear, Y/N, the sound of your laughter is so pure and precious that it purifies the darkness of my soul’ in an orange sticky note that made me laugh.

As I got changed, I kept on reading these cute little notes. And feeling happy and blessed with each one.

*

They were waiting for me out of my room, already dressed and ready to go out. They were so lovely, it was so heartwarming all they were doing for me that day. And always.

“Ready?” Dan asked me with a warm smile plastered in his lips.

There were hidden mischievous smile on both their faces as they tried to pretend like they didn’t fill my room with adorable little notes.

I nodded and hugged them both tightly. I lingered on the embrace for quite a while before we left the apartment, feeling lucky that I had those two wonderful boys that I could call boyfriends and that would always be there to cheer me up. To make me smile.

#imagine #oneshot #phandom #phandom imagine #phandom oneshot #dan #dan imagine #dan oneshot #phil #dan and phil #phil imagine #phil oneshot #poly #polyamorous #gender neutral reader #fluff #gender neutral #reader insert #requested #dan x reader #phil x reader #dan howell #dan howell x reader #dan howell imagine #dan howell oneshot #phil lester #phil lester imagine #phil lester oneshot #phil lester x reader #youtubers

[artradhikita]

The time I started writing a comic book / graphic novel (Part 2 of idk how many, this may take a while LOL)

This is Part 2.

Click here for Part 1: 

https://artradhikita.tumblr.com/post/618740135510540288/the-time-i-started-writing-a-comic-book-graphic

@azonip​ btw did I mention my character, Alex, was a ninja? XD

Yep, this is the first drawing of Alex in his ninja getup. Pose was referenced from a poster of Spiderman XD

So yeah, this guy is a ninja from San Francisco and his friends are werewolves basically. I started writing a story like a script of a play on a text document, not even microsoft word.

I am posting the first ever draft of the utterly ridiculous and awesome story I wrote when I was 20 (please don’t judge!). Here it is. Yes, the original title was “The Brotherhood of Wolves” which I thought was perfect until I realized there’s a movie with that title and that pissed me off because then I felt I had to change it.

Copy-paste of the original first draft:

the brotherhood of wolves

it is a dark cloudy day, a young man (alex) is working at the japanese antique shop when a strange man walks in. the man picks up a sword.

alex: can i help you? that's an ancient samurai sword used in battle. it's one of our most treasured items.

the man examines the sword. then swings it.

alex: do you have a name?

the man suddenly points it at alex and smirks. alex is surprised but doesn't flinch.

man: i know who you are alexander cadeyrn. i've been watching you for some time now. you work in an antique shop and you are the lead guitarist in your little rock band....but all that is just a cover for something more secret. and i know your secret, alexander.

alex: who are you?

man: i'm here to tell you that you and your gang are not alone, and you have enemies. we run this town and all the land around it, and we don't like it when people get in our way. i strongly suggest you and your friends leave herrington and go back to where you came from, or face the consequences. *alex glares at him* you don't want to know me, alexander, i am not a friendly man. but if you stick around, i promise i will make your life hell, and all those around you will also suffer. consider yourself warned.

puts down the sword and begins to walk away. he pauses and looks over his shoulder.

man: my name is rafa morton. don't forget it, because if you don't leave you'll be cursing my name until your last breath. *walks out the door*

alex stands there, his eyes towards the door, in deep thought.

end.

a week later...

alex is standing in front of a group of young people, talking to them.

alex: okay guys. i'm going to go pick up my sister. remember, we're just a band trying to make it in the music scene. we share this house. not a word about the brotherhood or wolves or any of that stuff. she doesn't know any of it and i'd like to keep it that way. if i had i my way i wouldn't have let her come at all, but my mom's out of town and lucy's not allowed to be at home alone all winter break. so be careful, don't slip up.

kai: chill out alex, we've managed to keep it a secret from the rest of the world. this'll be easy.

alex: the rest of the world doesn't live with us. she's going to be here for 2 weeks! please, just keep it under control until she leaves.

myrina: don't worry, if anyone steps outta line i'll put them back in. *winks*

alex: i'll be back in 20 minutes.

alex drives towards the station thinking: *damn it lucy, i don't want you to get caught up in my life. half the reason i moved so far away was to keep you from getting hurt. if my enemies find out about you they'll use you to get to me. i just know you coming here is trouble.*

alex arrives at the greyhound bus station and sees lucy with her backpack. he calls out to her and waves. lucy runs over and hugs her brother.

lucy: alex! thanks for picking me up. it's so great to see you again!

alex: it's great to see you too. i can't believe how much you've grown! sorry i missed your 18th birthday.

lucy: yeah, you owe me for that. *smiles*

they drive away and return to alex's house.

lucy: wow, this is where you live? it's a big house.

alex: it's got 5 bedrooms, i share with my band mates.

they go into the large living room and are greeted by the others.

alex: guys this is lucy. lucy this is ralph cheveyo, quan randolf, his sister myrina randolf, and you remember kai, don't you?

lucy: *waves* hi everyone. hello kai.

kai: *staring at her* lucy, wow, you've really grown up. last time i saw you was that christmas party 2 years ago. *laughs*

lucy: oh...yeah, i remember. *looks embarrassed*

lucy has a flashback. she is 16 years old and wearing a fluffy blue dress, sitting alone in a hall full of well dressed men and women. it is the christmas ball her mother's club has organized, and she is not happy to be there.

sorelle: lucy! stop frowning, you look positively miserable and it's really off-putting.

lucy: maybe that's because i am! mom, please, why did you make me wear this stupid dress, i didn't even want to come in the first place. *crosses arms and pouts*

sorelle: i worked hard to put this event together, it would be nice if my own daughter would show me some support. all the other girls are having a great time. why don't you join them.

lucy: what!? no! they're bitches.

sorelle: lucy eira cadeyrn, you watch your language!

alex enters with kai and walks over to lucy.

lucy: alex! *jumps up and hugs him* *whispers: please get me out of here!*

alex: *laughs* lucy you look like cotton candy.

sorelle: she does not! she looks lovely. as for you alex, it's good to see you back from santa cruz for the holidays. but couldn't you wear something more suitable? jeans and t-shirt just isn't classy. *pauses* oh hello kai! nice to see you. how are your parents?

kai: hi mrs. cadeyrn. they're good.

sorelle: oh look who just arrived! i'll see you later my darlings. *walks off*

lucy: hey kai.

kai: hi lucy. haven't seen you since we left for college. you've grown.

lucy: *shrugs* it happens.

alex: how's everything been?

lucy: ugh. since dad died, mom's been working twice as hard to turn me into "a lady". as you can see.

alex: *laughs* you look alright though. *lucy rolls her eyes* no really, the dress sucks but you look nice.

lucy: *smiles* thanks.

a group of girls see lucy and walk up to her.

jessica: wow, lucy.

lucy: *scowling* hi jessica.

jessica: i like your dress. it's...umm....interesting. don't you think so ashley?

ashley: yeah. what are you supposed to be, cinderella?

they giggle, lucy glares, and alex crosses his arms.

jessica: *flirtatiously* oh, hi alex! how's college life?

alex: you'll find out when you're mature enough. come on lucy, let's get going.

they walk out.

kai: ever been to a pink floyd concert, lucy?

lucy: no.

kai: you're about to.

lucy snaps out of her flashback.

kai: good times, huh?

lucy: *smiles* yeah.

alex: lucy, myrina's offered to let you stay with her in her room. you can bring your stuff up there.

myrina: come on, i'll show you around.

lucy: thanks.

they go upstairs and enter myrina's room. she sits on the bed.

myrina: you can put your stuff on that shelf. i made a little space for you. hope it's enough. the bathroom is the next door on the left and next to that is my brother's room. across from him is ralph's room and  kai's room. alex has the room downstairs. we usually chill out in the living room, but when the weather is good we go out into the back yard.

*she points out the window and lucy leans over it to look*

lucy: wow it's pretty big! you've got a redwood tree in there! and a whole forest behind your house!

myrina: *laughs* yeah, it's great. i took the responsibility of keeping the yard nice and pretty. see the fountain back there? that was totally my doing. these guys don't care about how it looks, but they appreciate my efforts. it was a mess when we got here, all overgrown and stuff. although, kai says it looked better that way. he thinks i'm silly for trying to tame nature.

lucy: tell him you're not taming it, you're just leading it in the right direction. i like it, looks really feng shui.

myrina: yeah that was the idea. alex practices his fighting out there in the lawn a lot. he says the atmosphere helps him focus.

lucy: i think i'm going to like my two weeks here.

end.

it's a foggy winter's day. lucy walks through a large evergreen forest. there are snow drops growing in little patches on the forest floor. she picks one and leans against a tree.

lucy: i wish i had a forest next to my back yard. alex doesn't know how lucky he is.

she walks a little further, she suddenly slips on some wet leaves and cuts her hand on a sharp rock.

lucy: ouch!

she sits up and looks at the cut, then closes her eyes and puts her hand over it. it stops bleeding and it heals. the skin repairs itself. she is left with nothing but a bloodstain on her sleeve.

lucy stands up and looks around. she begins walking again but stops dead in her tracks. she sees a wolf approaching nearby. the wolf sees her and stops. it stares. she stares back. lucy feels frightened, but somewhat awed at the same time. the wolf is enormous. lucy knows it could kill her in one leap. she doesn't move, she hardly breathes.

the wolf slowly moves towards her, stopping several times as if to consider. the wolf comes right up to her and sniffs her. his eyes are level with hers, and she stands looking straight into them. lucy understands that the wolf will not harm her. she slowly raises her hand and touches the wolf's fur. she smiles, and the wolf smiles back with it's amber eyes.

lucy gives the wolf the snow drop, who takes it between his very sharp teeth.

the wolf walks away into the woods and disappears. lucy doesn't move for a while, then she begins walking back to the house.

end.

3 weeks later

it's nightime. kai and alex are walking down the street. alex is on the phone to lucy.

lucy: thanks big brother, i had a really great 2 weeks with you. and your friends are actually kinda cool.

alex: it was good to see you too. i'm really proud of you lucy, you've learned a lot and grown into a wonderful, strong person.

lucy: alex, don't. you're making me want to cry. *laughs*

alex: how's mom?

lucy: same as always, but she's a bit more cheerful since she got back from puerto rico.

alex: that's good to hear. anyway, i gotta go. i'll call you soon. take care of yourself kid.

lucy: i'm not a kid!

alex: *laughs* okay, bye lucy.

lucy: bye bye.

alex hangs up and he and kai begin to walk toward his car. they hear shouting and running footsteps down a nearby alleyway and go to investigate. a man is being cornered by two hooded men.

alex: hey! didn't you know it's not nice for both of you to gang up on one man like that? someone might think you're afraid of a real fight.

both the hooded men turn around to look at kai and alex. one of them speaks.

man 1: oh look fred. it seems we have unwanted guests at the dinner table. shall we invite them in?

fred: *to alex* whoever you are, you would do well to leave us alone. we have no quarrel with you. let us do our business and we will not harm you.

kai: where are these guys from, the 18th century?

cornered man: please! don't leave me with these monsters! they're going to kill me!

man 1: the entree speaks! come on fred, enough faffing. i'm hungry, and this man's heart is pumping hot blood, just for us! i say we finish these intruders off and get on with our meal.

alex: what are you? cannibals?

fred: shut up aeron! you have revealed too much already. *to alex* i told you to leave us be, now we must eliminate you.

fred and aeron attack kai and alex. their hoods fall back, revealing their pale faces, black eyes, and fangs.

kai: vampires!!!

a vicious battle ensues. alex fights fred but he is incredibly swift. aeron jumps on top of kai and attempts to sink his teeth in him, but kai suddenly pushes him off with supernatural force and transforms into an enormous wolf.

aeron: were-wolf! you can't kill me, i am immortal!

kai springs on aeron, dashing him to the ground. he slashes him with his claws but aeron gets free. meanwhile alex is struggling to fight off fred, he delivers many powerful punches but fred doesn't seems to even feel them. fred slams alex against a wall and attempts to kill him, but alex plunges a sharp knife into his belly and slices it open. fred screams and retreats with aeron.

aeron: *screaming* you have not seen the last of us! one day you will feel the wrath of rafa and the sanguines!!!

alex: rafa! so he's the one behind all this.

man in the corner: *looks at kai, who is still a wolf* what the hell is going on here!?!??! *runs away*

alex: come on, kai. i think it's safe to turn back to human now.

end.

it is dusk on a cool late winter's day. the orange rays of the sunset filter through a lush evergreen forest. 4 wolves are bounding across the forest floor. they come across a gorge, 3 of the wolves stop but the other accelerates and jumps over it.

myrina: kai! will you please not be so reckless?

kai looks at them from across the gorge and howls.

ralph: knucklehead. *he backtracks, then runs and jumps over the gorge.*

myrina: ralph! see what a bad influence you are kai!

ralph: it's really not that bad. come on!

myrina and quan both jump across the gorge. kai snaps at myrina's tail and then rolls on the ground.

quan: *laughing* you look like a puppy who just got a new toy.

myrina: stop acting like an animal.

kai: i am an animal! and so are you, so quit stressing and have fun!

kai snaps at quan's paws. ralph chases after myrina, the two run around in circles and then disappear into the woods. kai and quan look at each other.

quan: looks like we've been ditched.

kai: *laughs* race ya!

the two bolt off once again.

end.

#omg so cringey #how embarrassing #please don't judge me #i was very young #infantile storytelling #story #original character #original story #original comic #original writing #script #comic book script #webcomics #web comic #storytelling #dialogue #ninja #ninjas #wolves #werewolf #shapeshifter #magic #fantasy #horror #vampires

[gh0stpkmn]

ok sorry for droppin rambly shit in the yooran tag again but! ok. headcanon:

while happy supportive yooran where they’re instantly bffs is so Good and Pure, i feel like another possible way they could start out is.... they Dont like each other at all. they’re almost enemies. they have beef. 

putting this under a readmore because its Long sorry. also a link to the beginnings of a fic for this.

(i feel i should mention that i wanted to include the inevitable Rika Conversation™ where saeran is having a relapse/regression moment and slipping into ‘Unknown’ territory bbbbut that seems a bit too heavy and doesn’t really fit in anywhere here. that could be a separate post or ficlet idk)

OK SO. How does this dumb thing start?? let’s set this scene

so... while it’s unlikely that saeyoung would let saeran interact all that much with the rfa until he feels he’s ready (maybe around time of the little rfa get-together in secret ending 2) i’m imagining a scenario where... yoosung is briefly at the bunker.

i wrote this interaction in a lil’ drabble bbbut idk if i’ll write everything as an actual fanfic.

  it’s HERE if you want to read it tho!!!!

ok. after this exchange yoosung is just suuuuuper taken aback. he tells himself to brush this off because, again, saeran has been through some shit. he’s probably just not used to people yet. deep down though, he feels kind of hurt and offended.

saeyoung probably just. interrupts to diffuse the situation or smth and tell yoosung that maybe he should leave. apologizes for his brother’s behavior blah blah blah “he just needs time to adjust to everything.”

but. it keeps happening. and the weird tension from their first meeting kind of just.. carries over into their next interaction. and the next. and the one after that

it’s at a point where saeran is less aggressive, less abrasive... he’s just very shy and withdrawn like we see in secret ending 2. he talks in the messenger sometimes, but not often... but when he comes to the chatroom and yoosung is online, he logs out. at rfa meetings / get-togethers, he avoids yoosung

because yoosung is exhausting to be around and he Cant deal with it...(saeyoung is too but he has to deal with that 24/7 anyways)

gradually, saeran opens up to the rfa a little more. he talks a bit more in the chat. sometimes tries making a few jokes. he comes to most if not all the rfa events with his brother. and obviously he’s way more comfortable around his brother and mc, but also he’s on decent terms with the other members.

except. for. yoosung!

now he’s not actively avoiding yoosung, but not making any attempt to talk to him either. if they have to talk at all, interactions are very brief and stiff and uncomfortable. they tolerate each other, but barely. 

eventually saeran starts making little comments now and then? like. they’re probably stuck together working on an rfa thing, or yoosung is over hanging out with saeyoung and saeran passes by to the kitchen or to say smth to saeyoung IDK. they have moments where they’re forced to spend time together, and it’s just very very tense.

and at this point Yoosung is Annoyed!!! because saeran is so rude and won’t even try to be friends with him. what an asshole. god.

he gets even angrier when saeran starts making little quips at him. little tiny comments every now and then and they’re not always outright rude or mean but.... his tone is very Deadpan and kind of sarcastic... sometimes he will be rude and mumble a complaint abt yoosung to himself or mock him under his breath, which yoosung hears and gets mad and huffy about

the Last Fucking Straw is at an rfa event of some kind. maybe a party?? yeah. yoosung walks in, ready to have a fun time with his rfa family. he is So prepared for the party and in a great mood. he’s greeting them, everyone is showing up and greeting each other. and then he turns his head 

and sees saeran standing there, blank faced. and before yoosung can force himself to be polite and say hello, saeran just says, deadpan

“your roots are showing”

YOOSUNG IS DONE!! He’s so pissed off!!!!! he fucking knows his roots are showing! he’s been so busy with school that he hasn’t had a chance to touch up his hair in a while. he can’t even bring himself to ignore the comment and try to be nice, he is d-o-n-e. 

his face gets so red, and his fists ball up, and his shoulders tense and he explodes 

“Saeran, what the HELL did I ever do to you??? Why are you like this? I’ve been nothing but nice since we met, but you’re always so damn rude!! What’s with you? Why can’t we just get along and be friends?”

he’s embarrassed at himself but more pissed off that saeran isn’t saying anything. his expressed has barely changed, but he’s blinking at him and looking maybe just a little confused, tilting his head a bit

nd he’s like.

“we are friends”

yoosung is. So confused. SO FUCKING Confused. 

“what? but you hate me!”

“um. no.”

“but you’re always mumbling under your breath that i’m annoying! you say rude things and mock me!”

saeran just. shrugs. avoids eye contact and shove his hands in his pockets.  he says “you are annoying” like it’s a fact and kinda. walks away to go do other things

yoosung is left there confused and frustrated but not as mad as he thinks he should be

OK and like? insight into saeran’s side..... saeran’s annoyance w/ yoosung just gradually fades away as he gets better and opens up to people, but he feels weird at first doing a complete 180 and treating yoosung super friendly. part of him also isn’t ready for yoosung’s dramatically cheerful “gosh i KNEW we could be friends” and big hugs and all that

also because.......... he likes seeing yoosung huffy and frustrated. it’s really funny to him. he likes it? a lot more than he probably should to be honest. and at this point he just automatically considers them friends. at least in his mind? idk. his thought process is like “i don’t totally hate them and i think they’re okay to be around so... friend.” 

as for the roots comment he made?? it goes a bit deeper than all this fluffy silly stuff. like... for saeran, it’s really easy to trigger flashbacks or panic attacks for him? so many little things remind him of his mom or mint eye, rika, etc. it’s hard... i feel like there’s some vague discomfort he feels around yoosung when he’s reminded about how strongly yoosung cares/cared for rika. 

and it’s easy enough to keep it under control because yoosung doesn’t talk about her that much anymore, bbbbbut like. sometimes... saeran remembers someone mentioning that yoosung dyed his hair to be closer to rika. they don’t really look alike (bc she was adopted if i remember correctly?) but the blond hair and the significance behind it can get to him sometimes. 

so when yoosungs natural roots start showing he is... really relieved? really happy too tbh. bc he kind of maybe sort of genuinely likes hangin around w yoosung! and now he can see that little sign that he really is his own person, not just some kid who idolizes (idolized?) the person who abused him. ye.

anyways from here on saeyoung probably teases yoosung when yoosung asks him what the Fuck is going on w his brother. he’s like 

“lol how did you not notice that he likes being around you? it’s so obvious. he wouldn’t do things like stay in the room while we’re playing games to stare at the back of your head for 3 more seconds if he didn’t like you!! come on, dude.”

(yoosung didnt notice that tho whoops)

and “the teasing or whatever? pissing you off? holy shit dude that makes it even MORE obvious that he’s chill with you”

yoosung stays confused until he decides to talk to saeran about it and they start like. actually having proper conversations. and hanging out. and they both feel pretty awkward at first but their relationship gradually develops until they’re really good friends.

and then eventually, really good boyfriends. whooops.

that’s it’s own post altogether tho so i’ll leave it at that

if ur reading this, thank u for bearing with me thru my rambling. god.

#under a cut but SO FUCKING LOOONG #im? so sorry. holy shit. #yooran #. gh0st blabs #mysme spoilers ?? thats a given

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Hi, so I have a really old saxophone (tenor sax maybe??? I have no idea) that I want to start learning but it's been sitting in its case for years now and is pretty musty. I'd like to wash it or something but I don't know how to do that without damaging it, do you have any tips or anything for me? Also what kind of reeds should I get for it? Thanks in advance! 😊

OOHOHO this is a very exciting ask to answer!! >:D Warning: this may not be all you need to do, in terms of cleaning and function especially, so further advice may be needed (or feel free to send me further info).

Cleaning: I haven’t ever had to do a major cleaning job with any of my saxophones. I know you can bathe a french horn and all its gubbins, but I wouldn’t recommend that for a saxophone without further research because I’ve never heard it been done. If it’s just rusty on the outside, it’s probably okay but looks a bit crusty. Dust? Get a soft chamois cloth (the type glasses cleaning rags are made of) or even just a nice duster-cloth and give it a good polish. If you take the cap off the top of the body (if there is one) and it comes off in a big fluffy pipe-cleaner thing, wash that in really hot water + washing up liquid (plus rubber gloves if the water is super hot). Do the same for the mouthpiece if it’s black not metal, but NOT id it is metal, or the ligature. If it is metal, thoroughly get in there with some baby wipes and dry with kitchen towel. Leave the fluffy thing (if present) to dry for a day after patting it down with a towel before putting it back in the saxophone. Don’t use any reeds that might be in the case, and if there’s a little patch stuck onto the top of the mouthpiece, take it off before washing the mouthpiece and throw it away. If it comes with a pull through cloth (a soft polishing-style cloth with a weighted string attached to it), wash that too, wait for it the same amount of time to dry, then drop the weighted string down the narrow top, stick your hand down the bell and pull the whole thing through quite a few times (then maybe wash it again just that first time). If you don’t have a pull through cloth, I’d recommend you buy one.

Function of the instrument: I, obviously, do not know how well this instrument functions and neither do you (assuming you have no woodwind experience), so the advice here may not be totally accurate. There might be rods and keys broken or bent, which I can’t help you with and you’d probably have to take it to a repair person to find out, or ask someone who does play saxophone. The pads might also be faulty and thin, and this could render the instrument basically unplayable depending on how bad it is. A quick google search says you can tell if you somehow obtain a bendy light stick (???), like a flexible LED type one, stick it down the saxophone and close all the keys (bit by bit) and if you see light coming out there’s a leak? Idk about this one. Otherwise, it’s difficult to tell. If your instrument doesn’t function well (idk how you came to obtain it so honestly it could be anything), you won’t be able to go onto the next step until you get some advice for it.  

Reeds and shit: I use Rico reeds mostly. Lots of people say they’re shit - I like them, mainly because they’re a little softer than Vandorens (essentially meaning easier to play) and I’m still improving my technique and can’t play on reeds harder than 2.5. (Harder reeds essentially get a better tone that makes v. high and v. low notes easier and sound better). Rico’s are also significantly cheaper than Vandorens (for me) and are totally great for beginners. You should probably start on a 2 strength (the regular Rico ones are orange; there are Rico Royals in blue but I’ve never personally liked those) but if you find making a sound (more on that) really difficult, try 1.5. Try buying a couple of single reeds before buying a whole pack if you can. You also HAVE to know which saxophone you’re playing to know which reeds to get, so feel free to shoot me a quick photo of it and I can tell you what type it is if you’re not sure. 

Making a sound: You might find internet tutorial videos and books more useful than me saying this, but feel free to ask me any specific questions about “I’m doing this and it isn’t working” or “how do you do x or y”. Much of what you find for the clarinet will be similar, but look specifically for advice on the specific saxophone you’re playing (if it is tenor) because this does make a difference - tenor embouchure and air support is much wider and open than alto, and it would benefit to begin learning from a tenor perspective rather than a “generic saxophone” view - because that doesn’t really exist. Also take into account that make, model, mouthpiece, ligature (sometimes), reed strength or generally having an asshole reed will make a difference in this, so don’t be disheartened if it isn’t working out! If you have any saxophone or clarinettist friends who can help you, that would be invaluable (clarinets also use very similar single reed but remember their embouchure and mouth-things are generally tighter from the saxophone).

Other stuff: The proper function of the instrument will also depend on what brand it is, which I’m also happy to help/give advice on. To a certain extent this will effect how easy it is to play, but if you’re only beginning it should be fine. In terms of beginning to play, I personally advise buying The Standard of Excellence Book 1 for (insert saxophone type here) - it does teach you music itself from a basic level which won’t be useful, but it will teach you the saxophone fingerings and stuff. There are resources all over the internet you can find to help. If repertoire and music to play is what you’re looking for, try looking at some things by Rob Buckland - he has a great series running from simple and introductory music straight up and past Grade 8. 

Wfoof I hope this isn’t too long, but I hope this is useful! Again, I’m intrigued by this mysterious sax lying around so feel free to message me and I can help you identify model, make and such things and offer any other advice! 

#ask #novelingviolinist #this was fun to asnwer #happy to help!