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mr-deviant-deranged · 2 months

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I think I was not clear enough mom..I need a church that I can attend regularly without going to another city

I need a youth group to go to one day a week, and feel included

I need a men's prayer group to get up early like grandpa used to do and sit down with more guys

I need a pastor to ask me to pray for the tithes

I need to arrive early at a church and be asked to set up the chairs

I need to get together with other male members from the church and clean the auditorium

I need to go to a church where even if I iron my dress pants, tuck my shirt and straighten my tie they stop calling me miss, lady, young girl etc.

I need a church where the pastor's wife doesn't insist on calling me by my deadname and worse still makes you cry for calling you a bad mother to support my transition

I need a church where all my friends who spoke to me two years ago now avoid approaching me because they do not want to call me by my now legal name

I need a church where I can go to a men's camp, a church where after years of service perhaps I can give a preaching

And sorry for being trans, sorry for making you leave your church, your ladies' group, that they will remove you from the decoration department, sorry for causing that every time we go to a Norah's event the whole church look at us, criticize us, sorry for making you leave the church as soon as the preaching was over, sorry for making you the mother of a trans guy, but I didn't choose it and unlike other queer people you know, I decided to stay in the church and sit in the front row ready to receive all the stones.

Mom I think I wasn't clear enough, I need a church I can call home.

#tumblr #thoughts #mentalbreakdown #church #queer christian

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deadbdkhe · 5 months

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just blocked him

(i’m crying)

#mentalbreakdown #lana del rey #bôa #the cranberries #dear diary

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adyto · 1 year

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The mental breakdown:

You know how to deal with me this time. You got it.

My brain:

Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

#δεν τα γράφω εγω #Mentalbreakdown

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thatonebadasslighter · 7 months

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• Since I haven't posted on here in forever. Sorry bout that btw <33 I'll post a edit that I'll be posting on yt and tiktok later :) okay but undrafted literally has one of the hottest cast I have ever seen. It's also a really good movie. I'd definitely check out if you're a baseball fan!

#aaron tveit #chase crawford #tyler hoechlin #youtube #tiktok #baseball #undrafted #firstlook #relatable #it's so frustrating #mentalbreakdown #joseph mazzello #jay hayden #matt barr #edits

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risingwiththemoon · 2 years

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Warum kann ich nicht einfach sagen was ich denke? Stattdessen kommt aus meinem Mund einfach nur die größte scheiße und macht alles nur noch schlimmer. Und das schlimme ist, dass ich weiß das es der größte Mist ist. Und dafür hasse ich mich noch mehr.

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askwholehearted · 2 years

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Just a quick little spiral and then back to business.

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lola97-o7 · 2 years

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I’m scared, so scared. I need someone to hold me and tell me everything will be alright because I don’t know if ill survive through this.

#tw #amor y dolor #mentalbreakdown #d3ath #sick and tired

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blizzardbeaches · 2 years

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#labelmaker ✔️ @airbnb #reservation ✔️ #thisweekend looks to be #successful • #memes #memelicious #cheerios #bagels #cookiemonster #skeletor #mentalbreakdown #mentyb #completebreakdown #quickspirals #sorry #mannequin #hugadog #hugacat #smudgeyourself (at Philadelphia, Pennsylvania) https://www.instagram.com/p/CiA9hQou9l1/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#labelmaker #reservation #thisweekend #successful #memes #memelicious #cheerios #bagels #cookiemonster #skeletor #mentalbreakdown #mentyb #completebreakdown #quickspirals #sorry #mannequin #hugadog #hugacat #smudgeyourself

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wingardium-levioshiiit · 2 months

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When you come to the realization you're having a mental breakdown and panicking about what to do and how control this before it spirals out of control....... all of the what ifs....the cauldron is starting to bubble over and the fire is still raging..... I'm so tired.... my body is so sore and exhausted.... I need stability.... structure, routine....I need a living environment that makes me feel at home....a job that doesn't constantly slap me in the face with using other sources for ideas I come up with.... am I not a good artist? I'm not over the top amazing but I'm not terrible.... why can't I succeed? Why won't people use my talents? Uu<ggggghhhhhhh

#vent #venting #mentalbreakdown #mental breakdown #:(#im so sad #im sad empty and lost

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breakinghigh · 2 months

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Absurdo el lugar de vida en el que me encuentro. Medio muerta, medio adolorida, medio sana medio aturdida

#Mentalbreakdown

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courtneyelaine91 · 3 months

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Decided ima hop back on the tumblr wagon!!! Died my hair red… so maybe I’m going through a crisis?!?

#welcomeback #love #redhair #crisis #mentalbreakdown #hello #its been a while

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deadbdkhe · 5 months

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i totally blocked every man i ever met after blocking one person.

i’m so in need of therapy (i convince myself i can go through it all by myself)

don’t talk to me anymore please. just one more man to destroy my life

#bôa #lana del rey #mental health #mentalbreakdown #therapy #kys #im gonna cry #i’m gonna die #kill me #men #i can’t do this #leave me alone

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yukileagonzalez · 6 months

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Livid I tell you livid. I will have 5 years all together behind me working with the company and 2 years as the position I am in right now and they decided to hand the position I was supposed to be trained for to the next one #company #unbelievable #mentalbreakdown #disappointed #2weeks here we come.

#mentalbreakdown #livid #company #disappointed #unbelievable #2weeks

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istarlighti · 8 months

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Normal People Things

I spent 6 hours on a project, I am mentally not here

#ahhhhh #mentalbreakdown #projectmadness

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graphicxwhorez · 8 months

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Stay Calm buddy..

#graphic design #mental health #graphicwhorez #mentalbreakdown

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pollyaunt · 8 months

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Hop-On Hop-Off (on Wattpad) https://www.wattpad.com/story/342397371-hop-on-hop-off?utm_source=web&utm_medium=tumblr&utm_content=share_myworks&wp_uname=chitrakshi06&wp_originator=4%2BPwjjEP4SGJtiXibdORhIvMiluWOoR9GqA18wjp9P%2FEj3qPChxTCFeRkYIj6M0v3qWwFI3dGzlGqYPMx%2Fm394zY%2Bmzf1R8W9WJ1%2BQsSRWmPNCESs9VDwXMi0sFw3XME DOROTHEA ZELDA is an aspiring writer who spends most of her time creating fictitious worlds as she struggles to find her own place in this world working in a HOHO bus touring company to pay off her bills. And as her attempts to get her book published continue, a new bus driver joins the company she's working for. But what she didn't know was how this cocky and admittedly handsome chef-turned-driver would get under her nerves so easily and make her question everything she has ever known in life. FELIX CARTER is an emotionally unavailable but physically appeasable man whose one goal in life is to own a restaurant that's completely his and finally be able to serve delicious meals. But when his struggles to persuade the bank for a loan give him continuous disappointments instead of money, he begrudgingly joins a popular HOHO bus tour as a bus driver. And when the conductor of the said bus starts making him feel emotions he has long abandoned thriving for, Felix's horizons turn upside down in ways he couldn't have imagined. And when only the city of Prague gets to witness these socially exhausted and anxious people experiencing the greyness of a movie called Life, would they be able to battle their inner demons for the sake of new beginnings?

hey yalll please check out my new book on wattpad <333

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