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sockablock · 4 years

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Hey! I love your writing and congrats on 5k! You deserve it. For the prompts, could you do Nott finding out about widomauk dating in a less than ideal situation? (Like during a fight, or in front of people, etc) silly or angsty, good luck!

@you-do-know-shes-gay-right, @ghostforhire i’m so sorry…but the angst….it got away from me….

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It is strangely quiet at the end of the world.

Though, that isn’t all accurate. Somewhere above, a battle rages on—metal glides off metal and magic flashes through the dark, orbs of eldritch fire scorch the bloodstained rocks. The buried air is stale, the tunnels smell like rot, and still the Nein are pushing, fighting, hammering against the onslaught. Whatever this creature is—all teeth and sagging flesh—they are holding their own, they will survive this fight—

Until Molly watches, from the corner of his eye, as Caleb drops to the ground.

He dodges a leaden claw, slides, kneeling, through the dust.

It’s stupid, but he throws his swords to one side.

Caleb coughs when he threads a hand behind his head. He can see where the creature struck flesh—tore through. Caleb can barely keep his eyes open, tries to draw breath and chokes, spits blood.

Molly whirls around. “Jester!” he yells. “Jester?! Caduceus?! I need help!”

The tunnel is so narrow that all sound seems to suffocate beneath the thunder and roaring of the beast.

He swears, and it’s such a small sound.

“Hang on, Caleb,” he hisses, “hang—just hang on—” He shreds his own jacket, lays his palms against the wound, “—just stay with me, dear, stay with me, I need you to stay alive—”

It’s dark in these tunnels, too dark to see color, but he can feel when his fingers begin to stain red.

The damage is…desolating. His head whips up again.

“Jester!” He screams, voice almost seems to shatter. “Jester! Caduceus! Someone—anyone!” His hands are warm now, warmer than he’d ever wanted. “Please! He needs—”

He’s cut off, by a faint gasp.

He looks back, meets Caleb’s eyes.

“M-Mollymauk…”

He bends down immediately. “Yes, dear, yes, I’m here—”

“M…Molly—”

“Shhhh, please, please, save your breath. I didn’t come back just to watch you d—”

It takes so, so long for Caleb to shake his head.

“Muss…muss sagen—”

Molly winces. “Ah—dear, I don’t, you know I don’t speak Zemnian—”

Caleb opens his mouth again, Molly twists to just get closer, hears—

“Ich muss…dir etwas…”

He wants to scream. Right now, he knows he can’t.

“Caleb,” he whispers, “please, I don’t understa—”

And he freezes, as a pair of lips meet his own.

They are soft, like he’d always imagined they’d be.

But they are also cold. And the kiss is grim and weak.

He feels a hand gripping desperately at his cheek. Like a man trying everything he can to just hold on.

Molly doesn’t move. He isn’t sure he can.

And then, the body in his arms goes limp. There’s a moment, still and shocked, lightning in his skull, then—

Someone slams into his side. He’s knocked onto the ground, his skull rings, there’s just a blur—

Yasha hauls him up onto his feet and swings around just in time to catch the monster. Its claws grate against the side of her blade but it’s weak now, it’s injured, and Yasha is enraged—

She launches herself up onto its back and drives the Skingorger directly into its spine.

It collapses in a horrible, mangled heap. Molly stares at the wreckage, almost gives Yasha a smile—

—remembers—

When he turns back around, it is to an aura of soft, healing light. And then a second glow, forest-green, warm and low.

He manages to breathe again. He falls to his knees.

And sees, at his side, a row of jagged teeth.

“Yes?” he says weakly.

Nott the Brave crosses her arms.

“I’m not the only one who saw that,” she whispers. “What the—when did that happen?”

Molly closes his eyes.

“I’d…I’d rather like that answer as well.”

And across the tunnel, Caleb wakes up.

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suchalonelysunflower · 4 years

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Hi! I just want to tell you that your tags always leave me very delighted and I'm sending you loads of love! :)

Hii 💕 well I always tell the truth and my own thoughts on my tags that are inspired by your amazing content, so thank you for sharing that with all of us 🦋 Sending you all the love back, dear. Thank u 😊💕

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little-owly · 7 years

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waking up after naps is great, isnt it? 👌🏽

#abdliplier #does it count thooooo bc hes not little but there is dips involved #filled requests

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we-are-alive-and-deviant · 3 years

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Winter Headcanons

Connor being Deviant and you’re dating him

Android Scenario

You have also become deviant

With this cutie, you two decide to live in a house that’s close to the police station but also close to Hank’s house so you two can check up on Hank and Sumo

You two always end up there anyways

However, a winter storm hit and you two were forced to stay home

The place is really cozy though with everything that a couple would want in their house

A brick fireplace with pictures framed on top with a huge picture of you, Connor, Hank, and Sumo smiling together, a black bookshelf to the right side filled with books of random stories from fantasy to historical fiction, a red love sofa that you are lying on right now and him on top, a television that’s across from the sofa, having a DVD/Blue-Ray player, a PS4 console with a controller beside it charging, and a coffee table that has a case full of coasters just in case you two have drinks at the couch.

Connor would get up and have a fire going in the fireplace to keep you two warm

Also, if you’re in the mood, you two would go into the kitchen to make some hot chocolate

Only a bit of marshmallows though

Since you two are fresh deviants, you wouldn’t even know what to talk about

You’ve been together like if you two were childhood friends

But, with some television channels having on those game shows or just even replaying crime shows, the both of you would be like Sherlock Holmes

After you two finished the hot chocolate, you both find yourselves watching movies that soon have you fall asleep

Connor would turn off the T.V. Before he would be passed out above you

Both of you are bundled up, comfy, and just the sound of winter’s blessings makes the day complete

Detective Scenario

Same house and items as the android scenario

But you two are outside, bundled up of course, enjoying the nature around you

Connor and you have fun making snow angels and even just having snowball fights

Poor boy throws just a bit too hard though and gets worried when he hears you squeak

Only to find out that you just did that to bring him closer and tackle him into the snow, which makes you both smile and even laugh too

When it’s gets close to sunset, he carries you inside the house as you giggle and blush, having a bright smile on your face

Once you’re both in warmer clothes, and the fireplace is lit, then it’s hot chocolate time

Marshmallows all around!

The both of you get bundled up into blankets while sipping on your hot chocolates

The sound around you is just the crackling of the fire and seeing the night appear, along with more snow but it’s light and perfect

He sneakily kisses you sometimes which has you blushing until he tells you that you had marshmallow stuff on your lip that he had to get off

It still has you blushing thooooo because it’s cute

When you two are finished, your head lays on his shoulder and his lays on your head

Bundled up and with your boyfriend is the perfect experience

“I love you, Connor.”

“I love you, Y/N.”

The two of you fall asleep in your bedroom, cuddling and having kissed each other Goodnight.

Headcanon: He’s the little spoon

#dbh headcanons #dbh androids #dbh rk800 #connor rk800 #rk800 #dbh fanfic #dbh hank #dbh connor #headcanon #detroit become human

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jossujb · 2 years

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Aww, I like Encanto :D

I thought that everyone was just overhyping it just cos like everyone always overhypes Disney/Pixar/etc things to the point that they feel like nothing once you see them. But Encanto was like super cute and filled with characters that spoke to my heart. Pretty much the best Disney thing since Zootopia, and better than Zootopia by a mile.

Tho, I guess I have the same complaint than with Zootopia, that in Zootopia the world was so detailed and thought out that one movie spent on a crime mystery felt like waste of environment, and Encanto there’s so many characters taking up space that you get enough none of them.

Thooooo, in a way, if you feel like movie made you grave more for a good thing, instead of force feeding you stuffed, that’s a good thing, right?

Bruno is just so cute, poor misunderstood old man baby <3

#jossu's random rambling

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btxtreads · 4 years

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👓 seesaw 🕶

CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE: EUPHORIA (Part 2)

↳ Pairing: Yeonjun/Soobin (?) x Reader

↳ word count: 1.4k words

↳ rating: R-18

↳ genre: fluff, smut

↳ warning: sighs. ok. fingering, marking, possessive stuff, they’re very annoying and cheesy while stripping each other, tbh it’s just rlly fast bc i wanna write in love porn but ok, he went in raw but she’s on birth control does that count as unprotected? wrap it before u tap it thooooo, there’s mentions of getting tied up and hitting from the back but i didnt write that down lmaoooooooo. I tried to make this as vanilla as possible but Soobin daddy yk what I mean??? There’s not even a blowjob im sad. Anywayz,,,,,, this is the weet woot beep boop dont read if ur babie

They didn’t get very far.

In fact, they were both thankful Soobin’s family had a beach house or else they would have probably been sprawled out on the sea shore by now.

Y/N whimpered as her back bounced on the bed from where Soobin gently plopped her down.

The boy marvelled at the dark purple marks blooming on her neck as he approached, knees caging her body in between his.

“You’re so pretty, baby,” Soobin groaned as he climbed on top of her—hands settling on her blouse.

With one swift move, his hands curled around the collars and ripped it apart.

Y/N gaped as the buttons of her expensive blouse flew in various directions.

The boy above her paid no mind that he just ruined one of the first ever clothes he chose for her, and the fact that it was so expensive, and just pulled the shirt open.

He hummed as he leaned down to grope one of her breasts and lay a small kiss on her clavicle.

“Bin—This was my favorite shirt,” Y/N whined as Soobin’s hands snaked under her bra.

“I’ll get you a new one,”

“Yeah, but you got me this one,” Y/N pouted as Soobin smiled, kissing her forehead.

“Well, you got me now,” Soobin chuckled.

Y/N smiled, hands reaching up to grasp his face and pulling him down to meet her lips.

Soobin smiled against her lips, hands moving to pull her blouse and her bra off of her figure—swiftly followed by her skirt until she had nothing to cover her but the thin cloth of her panties.

“You’re still in your clothes, baby,” Y/N groaned, tugging on the buckle of his belt as he kneeled over her torso. “Let me take that off for you,”

Soobin chuckled happily as he tore his shirt off, letting the girl underneath him fumble with the loops of his belt.

As soon as she pulled away, his long leather belt in her hands, he quickly shifted out of his denim pants and settled himself over her—a big bulge in his boxers—as he latched himself on her breasts.

Under the comfort offered by the night and the presence of each other, both teens re-familiarized themselves with the feelings and emotions they both shared with one another.

He pulled off her the thin, damp cloth covering her core, taking a sharp intake of breath as his fingers softly landed on her bud.

“Soobin, please,” She groaned, eyes closing as she felt the first surges of pleasure making it’s way through her body. “Please, please.”

“What?” He asked nonchalantly, a shit-eating grin on his face as if his fingers didn’t press harder on her clit—figure-eights being drawn harder and harder.

“Let me—fingers—go in—“ She spoke in broken sentences, teeth biting down on her lower lip before her eyes flew open.

Her hands clutched on the white linen under her body, her hooded, pleasure-filled eyes locking up with the boy above her.

“Fingers, daddy,” She spoke. “I want your fingers.”

There was a soft hiss from Soobin before he smiled.

“Okay, princess,” He hummed before he plunged his fingers into her heat—two immediately pounding into her.

“Shi—“ Y/N squeaked, head flying back.

“Take it, baby. You can do it,” Soobin cooed, his fingers speeding up it’s motions as he added another finger into the mix. “If you can’t take this, you can’t take me. You can do it, right?”

“Y-Yes,” Y/N whimpered as Soobin’s head leaned down to place a soft kiss on her breast.

“That’s good. What a good girl. So good and tight for me,” he hummed, watching on with amusement as the girl’s body writhed beneath him. “Almost there, baby. Just let it go,”

Y/N moaned, white hot pleasure surging through her veins as Soobin pressed his thumb on her clit with a shit-eating grin on his face.

The girl could only whimper as she slowly climb down on her high—whimpering in sensitivity as Soobin continued to softly pump his fingers with his eyes trained on her core.

“Good?” He cooed as Y/N’s eyes opened again.

“So good,”

“I want to eat you out,” Soobin declared, lips pressing kisses on her neck.

“Please do,”

“Not yet,” Soobin chuckled, hands darting out to cup her face and laying a kiss on her lips. “Maybe later,”

Y/N giggled as replied with the same enthusiasm, continuing her laughter as he pulled away.

“You’re still on birth control, right?” Soobin asked, sweeping her hair out of her face.

“Yeah, Soobin,” Y/N hummed as the boy placed another kiss on her lips, slowly lining himself up with her entrance.

“Good,” Soobin nodded before immediately thrusting in, not giving her time to adjust as he adjusted her leg.

“F-Fuck,” Y/N gasped, eyes rolling back as the boy grunted. “E-Eager,”

“Sorry, I just missed you,” Soobin chuckled, groaning slightly as the girl moved her hips along with his speedy thrusts. “You’re still do fucking tight, all for me,”

“Hm, all yours,” Y/N hummed, soft moans falling out of her mouth. “Just yours,”

The boy groaned at her whimpers and grunts, watching as he slowly made her fall apart at every thrust.

It was in this moment, among many other nights, that Soobin found her the most beautiful—underneath him, singing her love for him as he sung his love out for her too.

This was it, this was his happy ending.

“Faster, faster, faster,” Y/N practically sobbed, whispering his name over and over like it was her lifeline.

“Yeah?” Soobin smiled, hands reaching up to grasp on her breasts.

“Fuck, yes.” She whimpered as Soobin slowed his thrusts, but pumped harder. “Soobin—“

“I love you, Y/N.”

Y/N looked over up at him, mouth open and eyes half-lidded as she stuttered through the pleasure-filled haze in her brain.

“I-I love you too, baby,” Y/N whimpered as she reached up to clutch his arms. “I’m so in love with you,”

Soobin smiled, leaning down and placing a soft kiss on her lips.

Before she could move, he speeded up his thrusts once more—giving the hardest, fastest thrusts he could muster—as he pulled her legs over his neck.

“Soobin!”

The boy only chuckled huskily, fingers making her way down to her clit.

“You’re taking me so good, let go, princess.”

Feeling the tight coil inside her snap, Y/N sobbed out his name—vision turning into nothing but euphoric white.

As she tightened around him, Soobin grunted as he twitched inside of her—releasing ropes of white that painted her walls.

He rode out both of their highs, grunting in exhaustion as he softened in her core.

The girl climbed down from her pleasure-filled state, panting as she looked over at the boy.

“Hi,”

“Hey,”

She smiled as Soobin pulled out of her, laying a soft kiss on her cheek before laying his head on her chest.

“I missed that,” Soobin hummed before kissing her chest. “I missed you.”

“I missed you, too,” Y/N smiled, observing the way his body fit perfectly against hers.

His hair tickled her as he buried his head on her chest, placing soft and comforting kisses on her cleavage as he basked in the afterglow of their activities.

“I love you, Soobin,” She whispered, watching him look up at her—love and joy in his eyes.

“I love you too, so much,” He smiled, tucking her hair behind her ear. “I’m so grateful that you came back to me,”

“I’ll always come back to you,”

“Why?”

Y/N smiled, laughing as the boy pouted at her in confusion.

“Well,” she hummed, sitting up and shifting herself until she’s sitting on his lap. “If you really, really love somebody, you’ll be willing to hurt yourself over and over again for her,”

Soobin smiled as the girl brushed her nose with his.

“And you did that for me, and so much more,” she giggled as the boy placed a peck on her lips. “And I realized that I’d do that for you, too, in a heartbeat. No hesitations.”

Soobin shook his head as he squeezed her waist.

“I don’t think I’ll ever love someone as much as I’ve loved you,” Soobin declared, burying his head in her neck. “I love you,”

Y/N smiled as she wrapped her arms around his neck, whispering confessions of love on his skin.

“So,” he started, hands roaming down to her thighs.

Y/N laughed as she felt him harden underneath her again—his hands softly kneading her ass.

“Yes, baby?”

“I wanna tie you up and take you from the back again,” Soobin said, setting her back down underneath him on the bed. “Can I?”

At Soobin’s confidence in uttering those words, Y/N laughed—nodding as she offered her arms.

“I’m all yours, daddy,”

Under the shine of the moonlight and soft whispers of his filthy praises, Y/N let herself get lost in him.

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talatomaz · 4 years

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fighting back | jj x fem!teen!reader

a/n: this takes place during “broken” where the unsub started killing because he was struggling with his sexuality after being forced to go to a conversion camp when he was a child

requested by anon: “can you do a coming out fic w any character. idc who, loveeee your writing thooooo.”

warnings: homophobia (including conversion camps)

word count: 2.2k

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r is jj’s 19 year old adopted daughter and is doing work experience with the bau but finds their newest case is a little too close to home...

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“Hey, look who it is!”

Your head turned alongside your mother’s as smiles immediately lit up on both of your faces at who was calling out to you.

“Penelope.”

JJ smiled before Garcia clambered towards you, files in hand, but still managing to engulf you in a tight hug.

“Hi, PG.” You said softly as you hugged the technical analyst back.

“I’m so happy to see you. I can’t believe JJ even agreed to this.”

JJ raised her hands in defence, “Hey, y/n told me she wanted to be shown the ropes and who was I to refuse?”

“Yeah, that and I emotionally blackmailed her into letting me work here for a bit.” You joked, causing a laugh to erupt from behind you.

“That’s my girl.”

You turned and saw the Chocolate Thunder himself aka Derek Morgan.

“Baby Jareau, I am glad to see your face.” He said before hugging you too.

“Okay, as much as I’m loving these hugs, Mum said we have a case?”

“As always, she is right. Come on, Hotch is waiting.”

You followed the team into their meeting room and your Mum gave you a reassuring smile which you returned.

***

You learned from Garcia that there had been a string of abductions/murders in Texas and that you were heading there to help catch him.

So far, all you were able to gather was that the unsub was socially proficient. He could adapt his ruse to whomever he targeted.

Whilst you and your Mum went to visit the most recent crime, Spencer was left to figure out the meaning behind the watches that were deliberately left by the unsub.

***

“That’s it. He’s referring to Leviticus 18:22. ‘Thou shalt not lie with mankind as with womankind, for it is an abomination.’”

Spencer realised as he looked at the crime scene photos of the watches on the victims.

After you came back from the crime scene, Spencer had gathered you all in the room to discuss his findings, more specifically that the watches were all set to a specific time. “6:22” or rather “18:22” as Boy Wonder had just realised.

Spencer started to interpret the Bible quote with the rest of the team.

Dread filled your stomach as the team began discussing homosexuality and you carefully noted your mother’s reaction to the conversation.

Because you harboured your own secret.

You liked girls.

It was silly because you knew she accepted it and hated homophobia. But deep down, you still had that worry. That little voice at the back of your head telling you that she wouldn’t accept you and would reject you as everyone else in your life had.

You barely listened as Garcia began researching conversion camps as the pit in your stomach grew until you felt like it was going to consume you.

You could just hear the pounding of your heart as worry overpowered every other emotion.

“Baby Jareau?”

“Y/N?”

Your head lifted when you heard the muffled calls of your name and you faced Derek and your Mum who had shouted for you.

Your cheeks flushed red when you saw everyone’s eyes were now focused on you.

“W-What?”

“Are you coming with your Mum and I to Camp Willing?”

Your mouth opened but no sound came out and you just stared at Alex.

“Are you okay, honey?” JJ asked, tilting her head in concern.

“Y-Yeah, sorry. I was just thinking about the unsub and what happened to him when he was younger.”

You felt bad about lying but you weren’t about to come out to your Mum in front of her friends whilst you were on the verge of an anxiety attack.

“Nothing good, I bet. Come on, let’s go.” Your Mum placed her hand on your back and led you out the door.

***

“Our main purpose is to promote positive changes for the conflicted individuals who come here.”

You followed the head of Camp Willing as he led you, your Mum and Alex on a tour around the camp.

You felt even more sick to your stomach as he described the rules and regulations of the camp, especially when he alluded to the ‘consequences’ that occur when a member of the congregation ‘rejected certain elements of the program.’”

The four of you were currently standing at the base of stairs that led to a door with a warning notice listed on it. Through the entire interaction, your mother’s hand was on your back; something that grounded you as nausea overwhelmed you.

“We need a list of program participants dating back the past 15 years.” Your mother asked.

“All we want are names.” You added, noting the way the man started to become closed off.

“That's quite impossible. Those records are confidential.” He said, causing you to scoff.

You felt your mother’s hand leave you as she stepped threateningly closer to the camp graduate, “Well, let's make them unconfidential. Or we'll be back here with a court order.”

You looked at her in awe and practically gleamed in admiration when the man folded and agreed to hand over the information.

***

Upon returning back to the police station, you all began to sort through the names to try and narrow down the list of potential unsubs. With each name, you started to think of the torture that they were forced to endure as your mind flashed back to the padlocked door by the stairs.

“What do you think was behind that door?” You asked, your mind roaming to all possibilities.

“Well, it could be anything. I mean, come on, we've all read the stories. A conversion camp was just shut down last year for using electric shock therapy on children.” Your mother explained causing you to shudder at the thought.

“Another stripped the kids naked and screamed profanities at them.” Alex continued.

“We need to go back with a warrant.” You said hardly.

“We're gonna need probable cause.” Hotch countered but you could see the same anger in his eyes.

“Well, let's find some. Because there is more going on at that camp than they let on.” Your mother replied defiantly.

You all then returned back to the list of names as your mind continued to wander and soon enough, you found yourself shaking as you thought of the variations of ‘punishment’ these people had gone through.

No-Children.

They were practically the same age as you.

Then you began to imagine if you were forced to go through that, the feeling of nausea returning with a vengeance before you quickly excused yourself and ran to the bathroom to throw up.

Walking back into the room, everyone’s eyes locked onto you, their faces covered with a look of sympathy.

Almost as if they knew.

But they couldn’t.

You had never told anyone.

“You okay, honey?”

“We have to close that camp. Those kids-what are they going through? We have to help them, Mum.” You said quickly, tears quickly rushing to your eyes.

“I know, sweetie. We are trying to.“ JJ reassured as she made her way to you so she could hug you.

That only added to your feeling of suffocation so you pushed her away and walked up to the photos of the victims.

“These people-They’re dead because of something that camp made him go through. All because he was different. They tried to change who he was. They tried to make him conform to their idea of normal. And when he didn’t, they hurt him. They shocked him or hurt him or worse!”

You could hear your voice raising as the team just stared at you through your outburst.

“Why? Because he was different? Because he knew who he really was? How could they do that? Don’t they realise that he probably already hated himself when he realised what he was? How he tried to hide it, stop it?!”

“And the moment he accepted himself, the moment he decided he was allowed to be different, this happens?!” You gestured to the photos on the board behind you.

When JJ reached out a hand to try and calm you, it seemed to do the exact opposite and tears started to stream down your face as you continued.

“He would have been scared. Scared that he would be ridiculed, hated. Scared that he’d be kicked out. That he’d have nowhere to live. Scared that he’d be alone, isolated as he always thought he deserved.”

You stopped abruptly as the tears continued to run down your face. You took a large breath in an attempt to calm yourself.

It was as if you had projected all of your thoughts on the unsub and it seemed like your Mum and her team had just come to the same realisation.

“Y/N...” JJ said softly but you murmured an apology and ran out of the room, ignoring your mother’s shouts.

***

You found an empty room near the storage closet and sat on the sofa, wiping your tears away.

Feelings of humiliation started to override you after your outburst so you held your head in your hands, beginning to hate yourself even more.

You heard the soft click of the door opening but didn’t bother to look up at the person entering, already knowing that it was your mother.

Opening your eyes, you saw the blonde sit on the table in front of you, hands in her lap. This was one of her tactics to get you to open up.

She would just stare at you, not saying a word until you became so uncomfortable with the silence that you started to talk.

It was a damn good tactic that never failed.

Even now.

“I’m sorry, Mum.”

You whispered, but the words were nothing like what you had said moments ago. This time they were filled with regret, a painful pleading for forgiveness.

“For what, honey?”

You dropped your hands to your lap dramatically and stared up at your mother, “Are you kidding me? For the scene I just caused. Maybe you were right. Maybe I’m not ready for-”

You stopped when your mother held your hands in hers.

“You are ready. Besides, I don’t think your reaction had anything to do with the work. It was about something else that you’re feeling, huh?”

You opened your mouth but was unable to form any words, as if your rambling earlier had now taken away your ability to speak.

“You know that I love you, right? And that nothing would change that? Y/N.” She added, tilting your head up to face her when you remained quiet.

All you could manage was a simple shrug of your shoulders, not feeling the confidence to speak. Picking up on that, JJ moved to sit beside you resulting in you turning to face her.

“I’m sorry if I haven’t created an environment where you can talk about this with me.” She said softly, her voice breaking slightly.

“Woah, Mum. That-I never thought that. Ever.”

“But what you said. About being scared. Thinking you’d be rejected, I-”

“You have never made me feel like I wouldn’t be accepted. I don’t know how to explain it but it’s like this innate fear that I won’t be accepted. Maybe it’s from how I grew up. My biological family weren’t very...tolerant of what they called ‘deviant behaviour’. Since you took me in almost 10 years ago, I have never felt so loved. You are my family. I guess, this is just something I have to deal with.”

“Y/N, I promise you that I am here for you. Whatever you need. You are my daughter, regardless of who you love.”

“Thank you.”

“For what? Loving who you are? You are who you are and that’s what makes you you. It’s why I love you. It’s why I adopted you. Because you are an amazing woman.”

Her blue eyes started to blur with tears but they conveyed the same defiance you heard in her voice.

“I love you so much, baby.” JJ pulled you closer to her so you were practically in her lap.

As she cradled your head close to her, you let out a deep sigh of relief and brought your arms around her, resting your head in the crook of her neck, feeling safe in her arms.

You guess it was true what they say.

You do feel peace when you come out.

And why wouldn’t you?

You were finally able to be your true self.

You were free.

Lifting your head, you looked back up at your Mum and saw the same loving look that she had in her eyes earlier at the BAU and right then, you definitively knew she loved you, more so even.

“Mum, let’s go shut this fucking camp down.”

“That’s my girl.”

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unfriendlyamazon · 3 years

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tristan taylor headcanon time:

not a big gamer but he does love some classic nintendo games i do always make him play donkey kong country

huge fan of 90s wrestling i always like referencing bret hart cooking eggs

polynesian bisexual king

i could never find confirmation on tristan’s sister’s age anyway she’s five years older than he is and tristan haaates when she’s around she’s infinitely cooler than he is

rowdy rough boy days most likely come from living up his dad’s expectations of him (inheriting the family business/a real tristan taylor jr) and pushing back against the role he’s forced to fill and he never really gets comfortable with it

falls in love instantly. sees the person of his dreams and has already planned the wedding. has scared off a number of partners by how serious he gets so fast.

heartbroken when he’s dumped... for a few weeks and then is onto the next horse

extremely clean cut and straight edge... but he does still smoke weed with joey thooooo

fantasizes about being a stay at home dad he just wants to cook and clean and take care of someone he loves is that too much to ask

jock pro honestly he just likes being on a team

sometimes i give him an engineering degree, sometimes i make him a mechanic, no matter what he likes taking stuff apart and putting it back together

loves romance novels and books he loves love

just the normiest guy. wears grey shirts and jeans, can talk sports with anybody, always finds himself surrounded by friends. an overall lad.

#haven't nailed down some of the deeper feels re: him and joey but i got some thoughts #it's taylor time #people out there saying tristan is straight i'm sorry people talk such lies about you #he just wants to be in love

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itsmattsunshinehere · 4 years

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Hi there could I get some hc with daichi with a s/o that has an eating disorder? Like bulimia? Cos I suffer really bad with it and have been living with it since I was 11, i am on the road to recovery thooooo. Just like how he would react when he found out, how he would support the reader ect. I really like your writing btw, makes me bust a fat uwu- 🤡 (clown anon)

I’m so sorry for what you’re going through. I know it’s not easy, trust me, but please take care of yourself, remember you are loved. You can send me a message whenever you want love, I’m here for you.

Thanks for your request, I hope you like it.💘

-L

Sawamura Daichi x reader.

Daichi s/o having an eating disorder.

Daichi realises almost immediately that something is wrong.

Since becoming captain of the Karasuno volleyball team, he can no longer spend much time with you because of training. He however notices how quickly you've lost weight in the last few weeks and how much your arms have become thinner, but he naively taught it was because you were studying way too much.

He sees your tired expression and the dark circles under your eyes; how you assiduously count the calories of everything you eat; several times he saw you disappear to go to the bathroom right after having lunch with him.

It pains him to see you so stressed and in a bad mood without being able to do anything. He wants to talk to you about it but he's afraid to make thing more difficult for you, but when he sees that you're not going to tell him anything, he decides to talk with Suga, who suggests he makes the first step, so he goes looking for you.

The fact that you push him away or try to change the subject every time he tries to confront you, makes him even more suspicious.

At first, he thought it was because you didn't love him anymore and you were cheating on him or that he was no longer enough for you.

Then one day he sees you walking out of the bathroom while you’re washing your mouth and he understands that the reason you were so skinny wasn't because of studying.

The first thing he does when you get out of the bathroom is hugging you and he tells you everything's fine, while you cry in his arms and he tries to hold back.

Daichi warns the team that he won’t be there that day and he walks you home to spend the afternoon with you and you two end up falling asleep hugging on his couch.

When you've calmed down, he tries to help you, making you understand what you were doing to your body and that if you want to lose weight it's definitely not like this how you'll get those results you're looking for. That's why he tries on his own to help you study a food plan, showing you the foods that hurt you and healthy ones.

He tries to make you feel as loved as possible.

Every day he sends you messages of good morning, reminding you to eat, that you are a beautiful girl and that he’s happy to have a girl as special as you by his side.

Although he’s sometimes afraid of being oppressive, he has no intention of leaving you for a moment and tries to organise himself in order to fulfil his school duties and be there both for his team and you.

He is aware of how serious bulimia is and that he really risked losing you, so he tries to show you as much affection as possible, filling you with kisses and hugs.

He doesn’t want to risk losing you again since you’re so precious for him.

#hq #haikyuu!!#haiky?!!#haikyuu x reader #karasuno daichi #daichi sawamura x reader #daichi sawamura #daichi #hq daichi #daichi x reader #karasuno #karasuno x reader #haikyuu daichi #daichi headcanon #daichi haikyuu

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incorrecttwoset · 4 years

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Lesson time with Dani:

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I think the lesson we all learned here today is that I probably shouldn't look down on kpop too much. But then, I have listened to a lot of vocaloid and read along with the lyrics which get pretty intense sometimes. I would give examples but Prof. Nic has gone through many a phase and I cannot remember all of them. (And some i dont want to remember)

So, lets get on with the... songs? Pieces? Lyrics? Shall we?

1. Opera: Verdi - La Travita, Aria: Sempre Libera (Always Free), Character: Violetta. Lol i seriously thought that this was a pop song I havent heard of. But when i realized how this game was gonna go, aka when they revealed that it was opera and a translation thing, i stepped up my guessing game. But like SERIOUSLY THOOOOO. Who could've known? (Probably the singer or a person who actually understands the language) But damn son. Quiz-sama ain't playin aROUND.

2. Pop: Arianna Grande - Imagine. When i read the lyrics, i knew iMMEDIATELY. Why wouldn't I when I live with a sister who blared this fucking sing day in and out. (No offense sis, no offense Arianna) But like, when i saw that Twoset thought this was an opera? Oh bOI. Thank goodness I'm great at controlling my reactions. Because fam, I would've laughed my ass off in disbelief like what the fuck. I'd understand Brett's ignorance but Eddy too? Damn. (Brett's lofi intensifies)

3. Pop: Billie Eilish - . I honestly thought that this was like- okay, my thought process had phases. First sentence I thought "okay this sounds like that one Arianna Grande song." When I got to the "set fire" part, I thought "adele?" And then when i read "burn", i thought "is this that really old song? The "and im gonna let it burn burn burn" thing?" As you can see, all my song guesses were wrong. At least I got the genre. And like me, the bois were learning. (Cue that bear grylls meme)

4. Opera: Tchaikovsky- Eugene Onegin, Aria: Ya lyublyu vas, Olga (I love you, Olga), Character: Lensky. Like what Eddy said, this one's pretty obvious. Also, "I can see why people like opera now. I'm getting old." "Why yes, I do love opera as well." I say, a not legally an adult person. But like, seriously tho. Opera is good. Granted, I havent listened to a lot and to be frank the only opera I've listened to all the way is the Magic Flute but like- its good stuff. Only thing I want is to be able to appreciate it better. (Also check out Patricia Janeckova's recording of the Doll Song. I love it, its wonderful)

5. Opera: Donizetti - Lucia di Lammermoor, Aria: Il Dolce Suono (The Sweet Sound), Character: Lucia. I'll admit that Eddy's singing threw me off a lil but I guessed opera. With... not a lot of conviction. Sounded like something Lana del Rey would write okay.

6. Opera: Mozart - Don Giovanni, Aria: Madamina, il catalogo e questo (Dear lady, this is the list), Character: Leporello. I thought that this was either some really obscure rap, or weird opera. I couldn't decide so I just let it play out. When I saw it was opera, I was confused. Then, I wasn't because I saw that Mozart wrote it. I swear, Mozart would make a killing as a rapper or some kind of foulmouthed idol if he was born in modern times. Also, small Edwina and Brettany cameo!!!!!

7. Opera: Bizet - Carmen, Aria: Tout Doux, Moniseur (Softly, Sir), Character: Carmen. Honestly, by this point of the video (when I watched it for the first time) I was just straight guessing opera. Although, if the lyrics were rephrased, this line could fit in perfectly somewhere in a pop song. And also, I did not expect the dRAMATICNESS of the singing when they played that excerpt. Like, wOW OKAY. I mean it makes sense for Carmen as a character... and the language they used it in... and the style of opera... okay I really can't say anything about the extraness can I?

8. Pop: Billie Eilish - No time to die. I knew it was pop. (Rhyme scheme and lyric pattern and subject matter too predictable babey) But the fact that it was by Billie Eilish was what confused me. Idky, but them lyrics givin me Taylor Swift vibes. Or Lana del Rey vibes if you slow it down and make it "dreamy".

9. KPOP: Blackpink - Kill this love. This one was sUUUUUPER ambiguous to me. It was very eloquent and poetic in a sense. But then it also gave out pop vibes. I couldn't answer though I leaned more towards opera. But when i saw that it was Blackpink's Kill this love? My brain melted out my ears. I mEAN ITS IN KOREAN ITS A TRANSLATION THING. That still doesn't excuse the fact that im very- aSDFGHJKL about it.

10. Opera: Dvorak - Rusalka, Aria: Mesicku na nebi hublokem (Song to the moon), Character: Rusalka. This one was very obviously opera to me. But dem kpop lyrics threw me for a loop man! I went opera but yall, I was dOUBTING.

11. Pop: Charlie Puth - Attention. Was there really any need to guess this one? Although, if you've never been exposed to pop music and are hearing them for the first time then thats okay. We're all learning.

12. Opera: Mozart - Cosi Fan Tutte (All Women Do It), Aria: In Uomini in Soldati (In men, in soldiers), Character - Despina. I sincerely thought that this was a really obscure rap. And I wasn't surprised when it said that Mozart wrote this opera. (His creepy smiling face tho...)

13. Pop: Justin Bieber - Sorry. Like I said in number 11, was there really any need to guess. And Brett's (albeit braindead) singing of Super Junior's Sorry Sorry is- aUGHCK MY STAN HEART. I WAS ALREADY SLAUGHTERED BY HIM WEARING THE VIOLIN BUTTON UP AND HIS ADORABLENESS AND HIS DADDYNESS OTHER NON ADORABLE QUALITIES. Ughhhhh. Jesus christ i really have to simp for Brett in each of these posts huh?

14. Pop: Taylor Swift - Delicate. I thought that this was fOR SURE an Arianna Grande song. Because of that one song with the sleep thing. But ugh, Eddy's assumption of the song was just too good not to be mentioned. (And also because i need to fill these paragraphs but like- dat voice dow) And oh gOD SEEING THEM LAUGH TOGETHER AND VIBE LIKE THAT? IM- wow look I just died of blood loss.

15. KPOP: BTS - On. Brett picking opera and falling off his chair is me. Quiz-sama. Mercy. Mercy pLEASE. Dude, translated kpop is intense.

Also editor-san was on fIRE TONIGHT. The sass was very string today. Fuck, i LOVE IT. Wait. Holy shit I just realized something. Editor-san, subtitler-san, and quiz-sama. The holy trinity of subtle twoset humor and behind the screen action. The cast is huge and i am a simp for all of them.

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