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rogue-durin-16 · 1 year
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I met my online bestie I'm-
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I’ve been following this blog ever since your first headcannons and I’m in love with your writing. I’ve been DYING for someone to request this but nobody has so I will! Could I request a Yandere Andrew with a willing fem reader? She’s just pretty chill and doesn’t mind Andrew’s possessive and yandere nature and is even willing to cut ties with people because she loves him and genuinely sees nothing wrong with it?
P.S I just love the Ashley and Gabriel ship! I think it’s adorable! I love Gabriel’s design and the pairing looks adorable together! I’m always looking on Tumblr multiple times a day to see if you’ve posted something new.
If you accept, please take your time and have fun! Thank you!
Anon- you are so sweet. Thanks dog <3
totallynotcryingtotallynotcrying—
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Yandere!Andrew Graves x Willing Fem!Reader
You can’t remember the last time someone cared about you as much as Andrew did
Someone who would do the things he did just to protect you
Really you couldn’t be luckier
Most women would be terrified to see the dark silhouette of their partner standing outside their window late at night
Not you though, you know he was just making sure you were safe.
You waved to him once, and though it was difficult to see- he waved back
It was endearing how much Andrew cared about your safety
It was sweet how much he noticed about you
Small details that would go overlooked, like the shampoo you used- or the way you held yourself while conveying emotions. He noticed.
Andrew loved you. And you loved him.
“I’m just…worried.” Your friend’s voice felt like the vocal equivalent of chewing cardboard. If it wasn’t for the subject right now, you would’ve tuned her out ages ago. But this concerned you and your life, so you listened, “Like- he’s a stalker Y/N! Straight up stalker! What if he like- wears your skin like a jacket or something.”
“Hm.” You shrugged, “I’m sure he’d sew a lovely jacket then.” A small grin formed on the corners of your mouth as your friend gave an annoyed sigh.
“I’m being serious! He’s obsessed with you!”
“Boyfriends are supposed to be obsessed, aren’t they not?”
“No! Like weirdly obsessed!” You could hear the desperation in her voice, “Y/N, you don’t get it. I’ve been- I’ve been getting letters, voicemails, goddamn post it notes on my desk to stay away from you and they’re all from him. He broke into my house!”
Andrew….did all that?
“Oh my god…” you let out.
“Thank you!”
“Oh my god…he- really must not trust you then.”
“WHAT?!” You had to hold the phone away from your ear as your friend yelled into it.
You slowly brought it back to your ear, “Well- yeah? I mean- clearly he doesn’t trust you.”
“Clearly he’s insane!”
Alright- you had enough.
“Look,” you took a breath, trying to remain calm, “If you have a problem with my boyfriend- that’s fine. But I’m not going to sit here and listen to you insult him.”
“I’m not insulting him I’m—“
“Don’t call me again.” You said flatly, and not a second later hung up the phone.
You should feel awful. You should feel apologetic for what you said. You should consider your friend’s words..
But you didn’t.
It wasn’t like how they thought it was.
That friend, and any others who had something to say could fuck themselves over it
It was hard every time you had to do it
But Andrew- bless his soul- always comforted you
Hell, sometimes he even did it for you cause he knew how difficult they could be
He’s so sweet
Still would make them call, but you slowly blocked out the incessant sound of the phone’s ringing
When one of those conversations would bring you down, Andrew would be right there to lift your spirits
Andrew’s hands cupped your face, his thumbs trying to lift the corner of your mouth into a smile. The more he did it, the more it amused you- causing an actual smile to stay.
“There we go.” His head tilted a little as he gave you a small smile of his own, “Much better.”
“You’re a dork.” You buried your face into his chest, sighing happily as the familiar feeling of his hands stroking your hair.
“I’m your dork.” He hummed, “And I like your smile. So you better keep it, or I’ll carve it on to you.”
“Awwww, is that a promise?” You tilted your head up to look into his pale green eyes, your chin rested against his chest.
He nodded, “Mhm! Now C’mere.”
He leaned his head down, kissing you softly. You returned the kiss, reaching your arms up and wrapping them around his neck to hold him there. Not like he’d pull away, but as a measure for yourself more than anything.
For all the “warnings”
All the “concern” people gave your relationship with Andrew Graves
You didn’t care
You loved him
You loved his fucked up ways of affection
His twisted form of love
And he loved you back, tenfold
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btsfests · 2 months
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Daddy's Home Fest
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There's no better time than when daddy is home.
DILF BTS is coming to a Tumblr near you Spring 2024!
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♡ Title: Care For You
♡ Pairing: Alpha Gang Boss!Yoongi x Omega Maid!Seokjin
♡ Rating: 18+
♡ Genre: gang au, dead dove, parent au, a/b/o | angst, fluff, smut
♡ Summary: As the leader of the infamous Bangtan, Yoongi is untouchable and lives life as he pleases. He thinks he has it all until the tall and broad shoulder omegan maid, Kim Seokjin walks into his office and makes Yoongi second guess what he wants in life.
by @sweetestofchaos
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♡ Title: Daddy, Daughter, and Dewey Decimals
♡ Pairing: Single Dad!Namjoon x (f)reader
♡ Rating: 18+
♡ Genre: Parent AU, Fluff, Smut, Mutual Pining
♡ Summary: I adored the daddy and daughter duo that came to visit me every week at the library. Sunhee was cute and vivacious and her dad was every single woman's dream. A simple request, one late night, and a slip of the tongue revealing it wasn't just one-sided attraction.
by @remedyx
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♡ Title: Dirty Laundry
♡ Pairing: Seokjin x f. reader
♡ Rating: 18+
♡ Genre: Slice of life, established married couple, PWP
♡ Summary: When you come across your daughter and Seokjin having a princess-themed tea party, you can't help but fall in love with your husband a little more. It helps that you find him absolutely ravishing in the little pink dress he wears too.
by @sailoryooons
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♡ Title: Love Blooms
♡ Pairing: Jin x Hoseok
♡ Rating: MA
♡ Genre: Divorced, single father AU | angst, fluff smut
♡ Summary: Summary: Divorced and lost, Jin grapples with self-discovery and single fatherhood. Then, sunshine arrives in the form of Hoseok, helping him explore his desires and build a found family. Their love faces challenges - ex-wife drama, societal disapproval - but together they prove love and acceptance can bloom even in unexpected gardens
by @downbad4yoongi
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♡ Title: Lose You to Love Me
♡ Pairing: Yoongi x f! Reader
♡ Rating: 🔞
♡ Genre: Smut, Fluff, Angst
♡ Summary: Yoongi thought he had everything. The woman of his dreams whom he gave everything for. The sweetest Princess who became his whole world the minute she was born and a career he can say he's happy in but what happens when it all comes crumbling down when one small secret blows his marriage open?
by @jmvore
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♡ Title: Off Limits
♡ Pairing: Female Reader x Seokjin
♡ Rating: 18+
♡ Genre: smut, porn with very little plot
♡ Summary: You are visiting your family over spring break and discover that the family you used to babysit for are separated. Does this mean Mister Kim is no longer off limits?
by @theharrowing
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♡ Title: podcast
♡ Pairing: single father!Namjoon x f! reader
♡ Rating: 18+
♡ Genre: single father AU | fluff, angst, smut, slow burn
♡ Summary: You and Namjoon keep bumping into each other at multiple instances, as if destined to. In a world where past loves and current responsibilities intertwine, Namjoon navigates the complexities of single fatherhood, cherishing the moments with his daughter, Nari, while reflecting on lost love through his popular podcast, "A Loveless Lover." A chance encounter at a daycare center brings him face to face with you, sparking a connection rooted in compassion and shared moments of vulnerability. As their worlds collide, the possibility of new beginnings looms, challenging Namjoon and you to confront the past and consider the future with newfound hope.
by @hobipaint
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♡ Title: sakura 🌸
♡ Pairing: king!yoongi x (f) reader
♡ Rating: 18+
♡ Genre: mature, fluff, angst, pining
♡ Summary: yoongi could never figure out how could a sakura tree bloom right on his son’s seventh birthday. logically, atleast, for his kingdom’s soil wasn't blessed enough for beautiful flora; however, when his inspection rounds reveal a trip totally unexpected, and in a crescendo of buried memories, his love for the tree gets as bright as the petals of the blossom.
by @liveyun
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♡ Title: Shatter With Me
♡ Pairing: Model!Jungkook x Surrogate!f.Reader
♡ Rating: MA 18+
♡ Genre: Best Friend's Husband, Surrogacy AU | heavy angst, smut, mild fluff
♡ Summary: Your best friend, Jiyoon, and her husband, Jungkook, have faced years of hardship trying to start a family. In a last-ditch effort to have their dream life, they seek solace in surrogacy. Wanting to see your best friend smile, you offer to become the bright beacon at the end of the tunnel, giving them what they have always wanted. But what happens when you begin to shine your light on their darkness? Things aren’t always as they seem—happiness can be a façade, shattering under the lightest pressure.
by @colormepurplex2
Daddy Jungkook came home April 24. Read here!
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♡ Title: Since Day One
♡ Pairing: teacher!jimin x teacher! f. reader
♡ rating: 18+
♡ Genre: enemies to lovers, coworker au, single father au
♡ Summary: Being a Pre-K teacher is no easy feat, but Jimin is always up for the challenge. However, on his first day on the job, he makes an enemy in the parking lot before he even sets foot inside the building. Looks like this school year won’t be all sunshine and rainbows after all.
by @jjungkookislife
Daddy Jimin came home April 6. Read here!
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♡ Title: baby fangs
♡ Pairing: Jimin x Jungkook
♡ Rating: Explicit/18+
♡ Genre: Urban fantasy, vampires, strangers to lovers, angst, smut
♡ Summary: As a human, Jungkook thought life was meaningless. It isn’t until he dies that he finds something worth living for: the family he never had.
by @gimmethatagustd
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tarotwithlove · 5 months
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PICK A CARD ⋆ the relationship with your fictional other
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a fictional other is defined as: f/o usually stands for fictional other, which is a term often used by self-shippers, mainly on tumblr. you can have romantic, familial and platonic f/os.
· what would they think about you?
· what would your relationship be like?
reminder that this is a general reading and messages found here may not apply to everyone. take what resonates, leave what doesn't, and don't force anything if it does not fit.
BOOK A READING WITH ME · LINKTREE · 18+ PATREON · SUGGEST A PAC TOPIC · TIPS ♡ tips and feedback are highly appreciated!
the 18+ version of this PAC is on patreon!
GROUP ONE
cards · ace of swords, two of swords, the hanged man, page of pentacles, king of cups (reversed), ten of swords. 
channelled songs · i don’t care by 2ne1. blessed with a curse by bring me the horizon. far by sza. nobody by miraa may. 
my dear group one ♡ your fictional other would have an immediate attachment to you. they feel like they're surrounded by people who are somewhat inferior to them, unable to hold a proper conversation with them or talk to them as an equal would. they're someone who may thrive on intellectual conversation, which may be at odds with how people perceive them. 
i’m thinking of a character like asmodeus from obey me, so your fictional other may be seen as somewhat airheaded, unintelligent, and self-absorbed. people may not make an effort to connect with them or get to know them beyond the superficial or surface level. yet, right from the start, you treat them differently. you don’t treat them as stupid. you speak to them as an equal - enthusiastically conversing about a shared interest with ease or without putting on any airs. 
you may be one of the only people who your fictional other feels comfortable around. more than anything, as a friend. they always feel like people want something from them or are only getting close to them because of how much they desire them. but because of how you treat them from the beginning, they have a lot of respect for you and feel at home around you. 
this also brings us to what your relationship with your f/o would be like. 
your fictional other may see you as a close friend. actually, as their closest friend. even though this is not just friendship for you and you also have romantic feelings for them. 
you two will spend a lot of time together, with the people around you joking about how attached at the hip you are. and about how funny it is that your f/o has just adopted you as theirs. 
you will likely keep your romantic feelings a secret for the longest time because you don’t want to ruin the friendship. however, you will finally admit your feelings and end up pushing them away. far, far away. they will feel betrayed - as if they lost the only person they could really trust and be themselves with. this confession will also make them overthink your entire relationship and wonder how much of what you were doing was only because you had romantic feelings for them. 
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GROUP TWO
cards · queen of pentacles, ace of pentacles, wheel of fortune, seven of cups, strength, the fool. 
channelled songs · lettera a mio padre by ermal meta. candy drip by lucky daye. whoa by rakiyah. heat lightning by mitski. 
my dear group two ♡ there may be an age gap between you and your fictional other - for some, i’m getting that this is thousands of years. i’m not all too familiar with baldur’s gate, but some of you may be reading this pac with astarion in mind (who, if google is to be trusted, is about 200 years old). 
your fictional other thinks of you as an incredibly grounded and mature person. they see you as a person with a good head on their shoulders, who can be relied upon, and who makes a good addition to any team. 
this idea of the team seems so important, as if your fictional other doesn’t really keep people around unless they can provide them with something useful. a skill or resource, or anything else that uplifts and serves a purpose in their life, and in the grander scheme of things. if they saw you as deadweight - no matter how much they’ve come to like you - they would probably leave you behind or go out of their way to teach you something useful. this, too, would depend on how much they actually like you and the potential they see in you. 
but that’s not something you have to worry about, because your fictional other already sees you as a major asset. they already see you as someone they not only want by their side but trust to have by their side.
the relationship between you and your fictional other is honestly so sexually charged, with your f/o seeing you as not only an attractive person but a highly sensual one. i won’t be going into detail about this, but if you’re interested in the sexual relationship between you and your fictional other, there is an 18+ extended version of this pac now up on my patreon!
but! anyway! your relationship with your fictional other may be complicated for some time. there may be this overwhelming sexual and romantic tension for some time - from the time you first meet - but the dynamic of the relationship or your fictional other’s own emotional invulnerability may be keeping them from progressing the relationship beyond this. 
your fictional other will, in many ways, favour you. keeping space for you, buying you things, cooking things just for you - all of these things that can be seen as just something you do for a friend but is inextricably tinged with unspoken desire and love when they are done for you by your fictional other.
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GROUP THREE
cards · the fool, three of swords, queen of swords, three of cups, the world, two of swords. 
channelled songs · shrike by hozier. two hearts and no brain by kane strang. drumming song by florence + the machine. high highs to low lows by lolo zouai. 
my dear group three  ♡ your fictional other may be inexperienced where love is concerned, though they are quite cocky, flirtatious, and love the idea of love. someone like sanji from one piece actually comes to mind. this is someone who feels mentally and emotionally challenged by you - in particular, you challenge their idea and past approaches to love and relationship, as well as the ways in which they view themselves. 
honestly, i’m getting a lot of overwhelmingly sad energy for this group, with your fictional other often wondering if they are good enough for you. even just good enough to be around you. 
they see you as someone who is as free-spirited as you are disciplined. they see you as someone who is intelligent, talented and fiercely independent, and they fear that if you see them for who they are instead of who they pretend to be you will immediately dislike them and not want to be around them any longer. so your f/o may walk on eggshells around you, putting on a show as they always put on a show - because, then, you will want to stick around for longer. 
your fictional other may put you on a bit of a pedestal, though to an extent it may be that they have such a low view of themselves. 
for what this relationship itself will be like, it will be a lot of fun. but it will also be lacking in a lot of emotional connection - something which seems to be a purposeful decision on your fictional other’s part. they think that as long as you are always having fun and keeping busy you can have a good relationship without having to get too close. or, more specifically, without you having to get to know them too well. without you ever having to see the real them. 
they will likely keep you laughing, always telling jokes and doing things to keep you entertained. 
travel and adventure is so important to your relationship with your fictional other, with you hardly ever just having a normal day. with you hardly ever just having a day to do nothing or relax around doing nothing. you will both like it this way, though, in many ways chasing after this excitement - not just together but likely with a group of friends or close companions. 
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GROUP FOUR
cards · six of wands, four of pentacles, ten of wands, king of pentacles, two of pentacles, death. 
channelled songs · skip skip by purple kiss. not friendly by flo milli. every other freckle by alt-j. budget by megan thee stallion & latto. 
my dear group four ♡ in the nicest way possible, your fictional other comes across as quite pathetic. they may be someone who throws money around in an attempt to buy affection or someone who uses money to make up for their perceived flaws. though, in the same vein, i don't see your f/o as someone who focuses too much on their flaws - in fact, they may think that they're perfect - they've just always been taught that money has more power than anything else. and, if they want something, they can just throw money at it and get it. 
but this does not work with you. no matter how much money they throw at you, you can't be bought or swayed, which, in and of itself makes them cling to you. 
they see you as someone who is overconfident. you may be similar in this regard, though they do not see themselves like this at all. to them, you are someone who could benefit from more money (or jewels or gifts) so they don’t understand why you won’t just accept the things they are giving you. 
it’s kind of funny, because it’s probably the first time your fictional other has even thought this much about another person in their whole life. thus, they feel kind of overwhelmed by it. they wonder if you’ve gone through some kind of childhood trauma that’s made you like this. you pique their interest and they want to know everything about you. 
saiko metori from the disastrous life of saiki k comes to mind, so that may be who some of you are reading this group for. 
your relationship with your fictional other may be… complicated. they may obsessively pursue you - half because they’re genuinely intrigued by you and want to be with you and half because they feel a desire to own you. this desire to own you is driven by their upbringing and values; these values that tell him if they like something that means they have to own it. 
you may be attracted to this fictional other or like them enough to be friends with them, but as you get to actually know them you may for a time try to put distance between you two. even if only to sort out your thoughts about this person, this relationship, and where you want this connection to go. 
this relationship may change drastically after you put this distance between you, as this sends the message to your f/o that you are not ashamed to set boundaries and stand on them. after this, they may try their best to listen to you and communicate with you as two equals instead of a rich kid and the person they’re trying to woo. though at times they are doing this in a more obviously begrudging manner just because they don’t want to put distance between you again. 
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50stradwife · 11 months
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Welcome to my blog!! 🎀💒
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Here I’ll be posting anything related to traditional living, femininity, homemaking, cottagecore, homesteading, Christian living, and all things vintage.
I’ve had tumblr blogs in the past, but I wanted to make this brand new one to find a different community that I connect to.
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Now about me! Mainly my religious journey, but it’s entirely defined who I am, so my apologies in advance 💕🧺
I’ve lived in sin my entire life so far. I am 20 years old, and up until I was 18, I was very far gone. (I’m going to censor certain words so I don’t reach those communities) I was practicing w!tchcraft, p4ganism, even s4tan!sm. My entire family was the exact same way, in fact all of the women in my family all practice w!tchcraft. I was never even exposed to the bible, Jesus, or God. Along with those, I went through all the motions of believing I was a different gender, or interested in the same sex. I am not, and I realize now how much society and just my generation around me had manipulated me to the point I seriously believed I was.
When I was 18 and finally free of my home life, I got my first job, and that’s where I met my now fiancé. He has been a devout christian his entire life, and even though we had such different mindsets when we met, we fell in love and he knew he had to save me. I am forever grateful to God for bringing him to me, and me to him.
I started reading a study Bible, and once I finished that, I went to read the entire Bible start to finish. My entire life changed and I had suddenly felt truly happy for the first time in my life. Before I found God, I struggled with anxiety, depression, and even suspected I had other worse mental disorders because I just felt so sick in the head. I feel none of that now, and it’s all because of Him.
We’ve been together for two years, and this year God blessed us with a welcome surprise, our first child. I’m currently 13 weeks pregnant as I make this post! Just before we found out he proposed, and we are so excited to create a traditional and Godly life for our new family.
I’m still repenting for all of the sins of my past, and I strive to become closer and closer with God every single day. I want my lifestyle to reflect his vision, while also enjoying myself and my newfound femininity. I spent so long thinking I needed to play the same role as a man, and I’ve never felt so free as I do now!
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Sorry sorry sorry for that whole tangent, I doubt anyone actually cares!! I hope I can find likeminded people on here, as I haven’t had much luck anywhere else 💕✝️🌷
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zorosbeau33 · 13 days
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They have a crush~ Momo Yaoyorozu Headcanon
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❖ MHA/BNHA, Momo x genderless reader
❖ Headcanon, possible series part 1, fluff, romance
❖ No trigger warnings today!
❖ wc: 850
❖ @kimnamshiks @d0uble0hd0nut ❖ Masterlist ❖
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My first time writing for one of the gals! Inspired by my friend and her love of "Wamins!"
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Momo is such a doting partner lets begin with that however, she is also a romantic who has seen most romance through her rich and eccentric parents, or through cheesy romance movies and fanfiction
She would totally have a little tumblr anonymous blog all about her crush on you long before she felt confident it was more than just a fleeting sensation.
Would totally have little lyric snippets about her feelings for you as posts to go as her status for that morning or lunch or tea time or dinner etc “When I see your face there's not a thing that I would change~” “Oh I can’t believe its happening to me! Some people wait a lifetime for a moment like this!” 
Several friends have caught on and know about it, some even send her little memes or romantic posts they think she’d like or relate to!
Or some memes to tease her for her crush as friends do
Expect her to blush and stammer and stutter around you, eyes lighting up if you ask to do something together
It can be work, fun, or just food she is as happy as the first time the others went to her house
This tall beautiful girl is so in love with you, she is total puppy eyes for anything you do
If you hug her she may short circuit for a moment out of complete joy and panic before hugging you back gently
She is not super strong like some other heroes but she does work out and she never wants to press even slightly too hard when she reaches for you
Queen of respecting your space, she strictly adheres to your boundaries and won’t even ask if they’ve changed when you both get closer. So if you start out not wanting skinship as that is something you reserve for people you’re really close with you will need to be the one to bring it up if you change your mind.
Seriously out of respect, she may not realize if you just try to hold her hand or hug her after you’ve gotten closer, she is daintily stepping out of reach thinking you had moved closer unintentionally and she doesn’t want to erode your trust in her even by accidentally breaking your space bubble
A Momo with a crush will slowly gain more confidence as she gets positive feedback from you. Of course, all of it anonymously goes on her blog, and she talks it out with her friends to make sure she isn’t missing anything and to plan her next steps
Bless their hearts, they help ground this romantic in reality a bit so she doesn’t end up confessing way too soon and way too publicly or dramatically to the point it might feel like a staged prank
Todoroki is sitting on her bed absolutely clueless as he listens to her babble excitedly to Tsu, Ochako, Jiro, and Hitoshi. Surprisingly other than his small mumbled words of surprise at relationship things in general makes good points for her and the others by just using logic and his level-headed reasoning. 
He is also your biggest supporter of you two getting together because he sees how happy you make her and that alone makes him smile and tell you you have his full support…to what you didn’t know and Momo was too embarrassed and stunned to explain when he just walked off afterward
She can make anything with her body so long as she knows the molecular compound, or buy anything for you with her money. But she is too romantic for that, she insists on learning how to handcraft something for you
Lots of little love notes end up in your mailbox, hand scrapbooked edges and lace envelopes without a name
She moves slowly and lets you realize on your own through the small touches here, words of affirmation, handwritten letters, and small handcrafted gifts (even with bandaged fingers from failing at first to craft them properly) that she likes you
If you ask she will blush and stammer but tell you if you want to know then why don’t you go to the park with her that weekend and she’d answer you then
Like I said she is a romantic, It is clearly a date and she dresses up so beautifully and sets up a wonderful picnic on the grass by the stream
When you get there she’d finally confess unable to look you in the eyes as she plays with her fingers but admits she has liked you for a long time and asks if it’d be okay for her to act on those feelings today
Your hands being held together not only gets sent to the group chat while you two sit together and talk but posted to her blog as she adds a little dreams come true quote to it
Congratulations you have just gotten the sweetest woman as a girlfriend, she is going to dote and spoil you rotten. Please take gentle care of her heart, it's so fragile hold it carefully in your trusted hands
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byghostface · 1 month
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//long rambling
There is a vent in the last part (about pro ship:/+ wired shipping + block list) it's naturally negative so reading at your own risk.
So in the new Batman and Robin issue #7 Nika's sister making an appearance, got me thinking of other possibilities for sibling characters to come back.
Mostly I’m thinking about Respawn since he is Joshua Williamson's own character. And He made Respawn appeared in the last issue of Robin(2021), he also brought back Mara in that run too (just some appearance in the later issue).
And now Joshua Williamson is writing Batman and Robin, so naturally he can bring some characters back in this run. He had said in an interview that he might have figured out a way(try) to bring back Maya.
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Throwback to 2022 of this old wip/art I made, is about what I think the emo teens of Lazarus squad dynamic would look like.
I imagine Nika and Respaw are irritated/tolerate with each other but would stay for Damian because Nika is Damian's girlfriend and they want to stick together. Meanwhile, Damian likes to include his half-brother in some fun activities (Respawn is acting reluctant bc of his own issues but he actually likes to have friends and feel include).
I haven’t finished this art bc I was going to add more wips (with other characters like Rose and Hawke) to make it a post. I didn't finish this art back then bc I was afraid Talia fans would be mad at me for drawing Respawn.
Trust me, I hate that Talia gets associated with Deathstroke like this, but I think Respawn is a confused/mistreated teen character and Damian (bless his heart and soul) still wants to be his brother regarding the whole mess. I will explain/talk more about my thoughts on Respawn as a character and his situations once I finish these drawings and get ready to post them.
Writing/typing words is harder than drawing for me personally. Drawing is like channeling my energy into a picture and forming an atmosphere and hopefully people will understand what thoughts and feelings I was trying to convey. Writing is using more brain powers to choose the correct and cohesive words, so people would not misunderstand what I'm talking about. Especially when English is not my first language, and even so I normally don't talk(write) much in my mother tongue either…(I'm not a quick thinker, it took me a longer time to think things through, writing literally exhausted me physically and mentally more than drawing.)
It doesn't mean I don't enjoy writing, it's just not my first choice to convey thoughts… but considering I can't draw everything I have in my mind and it takes even longer time to finish any art, I just need to write down things first from now on. Tumblr is the only place I can think of that has this longer text feature blog post and I'm more familiar with this platform format. So I will still be here posting my fan content.
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(↓Vent, if you want to avoid being block by me then read down below.)
I must say I will forever hate respawn x flatline as ship, cus I know who started this ship and their reasons behind it—Don’t let the new character develop naturally as the story goes, let’s put them in made-up weird situations first so I can prop up my own ship!😍 And get both of the new characters out of the way, since no one would defend them so I can fanon the hell out of them by making them look bad all around!🤞 (What if I stone you first hand🪨🪨💥)
And I will continue to dislike/against any shipping Damian's sibling to Nika. I simply don't like the unnecessary sibling conflict just for romance tropes! So go away boooo I hate you‼️ Not to mention the ignoring of different age range multi-ship hide behind poly… that's straight up proshipping I hate you even more!!👎
Also for people who said Nika should be crush on Damian's mother instead of him… I hate you twisted proshipper rotten smooth brain‼️‼️ She dating a boy her age and has mutual connections with him, why would she crush on her boyfriend's mother instead?? Just because Nika is a big fan of Talia??? So you telling me young ppl can't idolize adults normally without being labeled as romantic nowadays huh??( Not saying you can't crush on adults, but why crush on your boyfriend's mom? ) Your weird ass mind is showing with this ass hc be fr. Again, why would you imagine that? You just wanted to push a fake narrative of Nika being wired so you could have an excuse to make Talia and Damian dislike her (which is not true), but in fact is YOU are the weird one projecting your twist thoughts/hate onto Nika‼️💥🪨🪨
I will start to block ppl who are shipping/liking respawn x flatline (+proshipper) and STILL interact with me, read the room!! My art is not for you weirdos‼️Go away BOOOO💥 🪨🪨🪨💥💥
Can't believe I need to type this all out cuz some of you weirdos will still do these things and think is okay to interact with me and my post/showing in my notifications BOOO👎🪨🪨💥🪳🪳🪳🩴🩴🩴
(sorry for venting about random weirdos/Nika haters again, and thanks for reading.)
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whatgaviiformes · 3 months
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My submission for week 1 of FFF. I used the prompt quiet. Since I am out of practice, I'm giving myself the grace to start small and maybe a little less than my usual standards. (I wrote this sprint style in the tumblr app for premium chaos).
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The quiet thundered over comms.
Once the ringing dissipated in his ears and he forced himself to his knees with a groan, it was that lack of sound mirrored back at him that sunk his heart into his stomach.
Quiet. Too quiet.
And Scott hadn't been as close to the blast.
"Sound off!" The words were gritty though his teeth. "One."
A crackle, blessed sound, followed not by a number but a mumble.
" 'wo." Stiffled but firm.
"...Three." This was John, not Alan. Sound off had been their father's way of keeping track of five energetic children, so they went by birth order, not their thunderbird counterparts. It would be strange to switch it up now.
Scott frowned, the stab of his heart slowly easing with each acknowledgment breaking the silence. Except John's response, though strong, had been a beat or so behind their usually always-ten-steps-ahead spaceward sibling. It couldn't have been easy watching that explosion. Downtime seemed to be in order
They hadn't made it through everyone yet.
Where are you, four?
Over comms he heard not Gordon, but Virgil as if through a tunnel, "...hold that down...gauze..."
Then slowly, with the vowels drawn out like each was a pain to voice, "Fou...r."
"Less talking, more pressing," Virgil admonished. "Gordon's down, Scott. I could use you over here. Bring the stretcher from Two?"
Scott was running before the sentence was finished. It was good then, Virgil and Gordon were together. Virgil had sounded distracted not panicked, which was a good sign. And Gordon was talking, at least. That left the John of it all, and...
"Alan?"
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"Five! I'm here. My comms were smashed, but I saw Virg and came to help."
Blessed relief coursed through him, even as the adrenaline of hearing of Gordon's injury inspired his sprint to move faster. Just a few more.
"Kayo? Grandma?"
"Here. Area's secure."
"Fine darling. Better hearing your voice," Grandma admitted. "Now go get our boys out of there. John's coming down."
"Good thinking, Grandma." He grabbed the stretcher and a second medical kit just in case and started his sprint to his brothers' position. "Now, tell me what you know."
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avastrasposts · 4 months
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Some end of year mush for my readers
Below is a longer message that’s more personal so I’ll hide that below the cut for anyone who’s not interested. But before I get to that I just wanted to send a message to all of those who have read my fics this past year. You’re often a bit more anonymous to me than the people I count as friends, but that’s only because I don’t know you yet (seriously, come yell in my inbox, that’s how all friendships here start!).
But I see you all, whether you’re liking your way through 300k+ words of The Pilot and his Girl or just randomly reblogging something short I wrote back in March, I see and appreciate you all. I love hearing what you think about what you’ve read, but if you’re more comfortable just reblogging or liking, that’s more than fine. But I do really notice and appreciate all of you who read and react what I publish. I hope my stories bring a little bit of entertainment and distraction from whatever else your life is. The responses you’ve all given me, it really means the world. Love you all ❤
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So to the more personal message.
I want to send a little message out (who am I kidding, I’m unable to keep things short) at the end of the year and tell you all what a difference some things make. But first, to be honest, I haven’t had a very difficult year, I’m ridiculously privileged, and I try to remember and appreciate that. I count my blessings because life hasn’t always been this easy. But I think it makes me notice the difference small actions make, how one act of kindness really creates ripple effects. 
I know others have had very real struggles in 2023 and have overcome, or are still struggling with, real issues and this year has given me the opportunity to see how much of a difference a small online community can make. I appreciate and love everyone of you who has had the guts to open up when things are tough and ask for help, who opened their (digital) arms and inboxes and wanted to help, genuinely help, those who were struggling, by sending a friendly message, by understanding and responding, offering to help, to let them know that they’re not alone. And to let us all have a safe space online where we can be as weird and sad and irrational and deluded (and horny) as we want. 
I know all fandoms have drama but the amount of nice people I’ve met on Tumblr this year by far outweighs any drama. For 99.9% of us, Pedro should be so lucky to have us as his fans! I feel like the goodness that he seems to spread, is emulated among those who go slightly feral (in the best possible way) for him. 
I’ve been fortunate enough to have made a small group of friends this year in the fandom, and these past few months with you guys (you know who you are), have been the best. You’ve made me laugh and cry (and stress out over how the hell I’m supposed to read all of your amazing fics!). I’m constantly amazed by how supportive and kind you are, how, by pure chance, we all stumbled into each other's paths at just the right time and how we now just seem to fit together. Whether it’s about how we’re going to survive the release of Gladiator 2 (seriously, we’re going to need a phone chain or something for welfare checks….) or how to handle any number of just “life” things that we all have to combat. You lot are always there with sage advice, supportive words and encouragement in a way I’ve never experienced with a group of friends before. Seriously, you’re all the best and I’m so happy to be your friend. 
And here's my our sweet Pedro just because this man somehow inspired me to write so many words this year...
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nightshadehoney · 5 months
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I never watched James Somerton's shitty Killing Stalking video because I was trying to be good to myself and avoid something that I knew would make me very angry. In fact, I never watched any of his stuff because the fact that he made a video like that was enough to discount any thing he ever had to say (also I heard about the Celluloid Closet plagiarism).
But man, is the James Somerton discourse bringing a lot of Killing Stalking-related feelings back up for me. Because I'm mad; I'm still so mad. There are a suprising amount of people on social media who are saying they never watched any of his stuff except for the Killing Stalking video. I'm annoyed not just to find out that the vid had that sort of reach and influence, but also because Somerton's unmasking hasn't seemed to make people reasses the validity of the kind of thing he was saying. People are just now being like "hmm I think this guy might have Issues With Women" but that doesn't warrant any reflection on what exactly the motivation is of people who complain about women enjoying a niche webcomic? Because I don't actually believe you're concerned about the influence of some obscure piece of media when you advertise its existence to your large audience many of whom had not heard of it and would never have heard of it but for your transparent outrage porn video. It's rage bait and the target was women that are perceived as straight. A big channel has publicized the fact that they excised a section that endorsed the opinions in this video from their own because they became aware of Somerton's plagiarism and dishonesty (presumably; if it was actually because they recognized his views were coming from a sexist place I would welcome a clarification). And you know, I don't think that's a good look actually. That you needed to be told he was a bad person and couldn't idependently put together that the misogynist man was saying misogynist things.
The comic ended years ago and the fandom has gone mostly quiet, but to this day people are still the peddling the"fujoshi/stupid teenage girls who don't know what's good for them are shipping these characters because they are too braindead to realize it's not a romance; it's a horror, two things I believe are mutually exclusive. I am smarter than all of these cringe degenerates" bullshit. It's in the comments of the hbomberguy video even; one comment was such a gross misrepresentation of the series that my friend needed to talk me down from getting into a pointless youtube comments argument (bless him) because these people are officially making me lose my marbles.
This narrative is full of shit, it's demonstrably not fucking true. You can go on the artist's twitter right now and its full of her retweeting shippy fanart of that pairing readers were apparently never intended to ship.
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(I don't think Koogi knows or cares about James Somerton; she just reblogs the works of fans who tag her. This made me laugh though).
Now this is all speculation because he died decades before social media existed, but I think if Nabokov was alive today his twitter would not be full of Humbert Humbert x Dolores Haze fanart. And yet, I have unironically seen people compare shipping Sangwoo and Bum in Killing Stalking with the misreading of Lolita as a precocious sexual temptress more than once.
And this isn't me saying that Killing Stalking is the disgusting"pro-sexualized abuse" comic that tumblr purity police used to characterize it as either. One of these days I'm going to go truly bonkers and end up banging pots and pans on the street corner, yelling at random innocent passerbys about how stories about romantic and sexual relationships are not required to be Hallmark movies. You can make art about the negative, dark, and troubling parts of these feelings and relationships without creating a pat morality tale. You don't need to approach media analysis like your 7th grade teacher has assigned you an essay on explaining what a novel's "message" is.
Nobody, not the author and not the fans, genuinely thinks that Sangwoo and Bum have a healthy or aspirational relationship. This hypothetical person that does not understand the relationship is toxic doesn't exist. Because girls and women, even the ones having cringey fandom fun on tiktok or whatever, are not so stupid and naive that they are unware that breaking someone's legs and locking them in a muder basement is bad. The type of concern troll rhetoric Somerton employed in his video is directed near exclusively at women interested in men and there's a reason for this. Women are not responsible for abuse that men do to them; nobody is responsible for their partner abusing them. If I never saw people spit this bullshit again it would be too soon.
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cissyenthusiast010155 · 4 months
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Happy New Year!!!
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I know it’s a little late, but I wanted to take my time to write this out.
It’s been just over a year since I started this blog!! That’s crazy… For the last twelve or so months, I have had a blast with so many amazing and wonderful people. I am truly so grateful to have found the brilliant community that I have on here. And I cannot wait to see what the new year brings!
Thank you everyone for all your lovely interactions and support!! I have loved connecting with you! I love writing on here. So thank you for reading and supporting me as well!!
Here are some specific shout outs to some very amazing people:
@daydream-cement For all the Gwen (especially Larissa content) you’ve made, Darling. You were my role model when I first got on tumblr for writing. Love you dearly, and we are all blessed to have you <33
@suckerforcate One of the first blogs that I interacted with as a writer on here. I loved reading your content, and you made me feel extremely welcomed on here.
@sevsnapes The whole reason I started writing on tumblr was because of you and your Snape content. My deepest gratitude. I hope you’re doing well!!
@littledollll I was so excited when I found you and your Gwen content! You are such a talented writer, love. I hope to have more conversations with you in the new year!!
@rrcenic My love, my bitch, my home. I love you dearly. And I miss you every second we’re apart. Sending love <33
@chaoticstateofaffairs We meet in my comments sections, and have been practically inseparable since. I am so grateful to you, Cat and Cal, you are fucking amazing.
@scream-queenlover Such a marvelous and beautiful soul and writer! Had so much fun writing collabs with you, and I can’t wait for our next adventure.
@weemssapphic My love, I am so grateful to know you!! You are a shining light in this world, and I couldn’t imagine tumblr without you.
@v3nusxsky We’ve shared some lovely conversations over the last months, talking and asking advice. Plus we wrote that really fun collab together! It’s been a treat to know you.
@pro-weems-places /@anti-bright-places You are such a sweetheart, and your blogs are so lovely. I totally have dm’d you on both accidentally multiple times, but alas, you are marvelous nonetheless!!
@storiesofsvu For tagging and inviting me to participate in your holiday 2023 bingo!! Thanks love! Hope to cross paths more often in the new year!!
@athenodora-sulpicia-writer I have loved our talks and your asks!! And you give the best recommendations. Hope you have a wonderful New Year!
@milfdilflover Sugar, you have given me unconditional love and I deeply thank you for that. You are a pure soul, and tumblr is so lucky to have you.
@neuroprincess I have loved all our conversations over the past few months!! You are so pleasant to converse with, sweetness. Hope the new year brings only more connecting between us!
@vioartemis My lovely, French girlie. I hope you’re well, and had a lovely New Years. Let’s talk more in the New Year!!
@la-muertas-lover Proud to have known you before you were la-muerta, as I have watched your blog blossom. Will always be here for you if you have questions or need advice, sweetheart!!
@inlovewithgreta My fellow MILF enthusiast, our hearts are both claimed by beautiful women… Honored to be on your New Years Post, that I couldn’t not put you on mine 🥰
@muffintopxs You, Darling, reached out to me, and I can’t get enough of your blog. Such great content. Hope to talk to you even more in the new year!
@clarkiewrites I have been honored to guide you and answer your questions this past year, love. You are so bright and tumblr is lucky to have you.
@agnessharknes Had a couple of conversations, mainly know you in passing, but your writing smashes. Hope you’re well, and sending love!!
And there are so so so many others!!! I’m sorry that I couldn’t mention everybody, but wishing you all a Happy New Years!! 💞💞💞
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laxmiree · 8 months
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[CN] MLQC Lucien’s Sacred Mountain date + calls + moments translation
⚠️ SPOILER ALERT!! ⚠️
This post contains a detailed spoiler for a date that has not been released in EN yet! Feel free to notify me if there are any mistakes in the translation~
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'I know that there must be things in the world that are unknowable.'
'I never set my heart on those illusory protections and blessings, only hoping for those silent bystanders to witness our smooth and winding journey through life.'
'But if there truly is something that can hear the sound of prayers, I hope they can give her a miracle.'
[Pre-Evolve phone call- All path is fortunate]
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(T/N: IT’S VERY IMPORTANT TO HEAR THIS CALL FIRST so the date will make more sense)
[Date – Video ver]
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(T/N: As always, I always recommend watching the video for a more comprehensive experience. Personally, I really like how tender and affectionate he sounds in this one and the bgm choice is good to set the mood~ Don’t forget to turn on CC!
If the direct video doesn't work - [Use this link]
(Besides, tumblr doesn't allow us to use an old text editor anymore so I can't add up more than 30 pics in this post. Tumblr post alone won't capture the change in background and sprite as usual(for reference I always have like 60+ pic in one post LOL))
[Date – Transcript ver]
[Part 1]
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Lucien: MC, how are you?
The whole world is incredibly dizzy; waves of nausea and headaches erode my will, making breathing a little uncomfortable.
I lie in bed in a daze, trying to lift the corners of my mouth under his worried gaze, and I accept the medicine he hands me.
MC: It's just a little bit uncomfortable, but resting for a while should make it better.
MC: As expected, I shouldn't take flights directly next time. A train would be a better option even if it's slower…
After swallowing the medicine, I comfortingly tilt my head against him, feeling his warm fingertips brush against my cheeks and spine, guiding me as I slowly lay back down.
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Lucien: (with a trace of guilt in his tone)…I'm very sorry.
MC: What are you sorry for?
MC: This was a decision and journey we both made together. I won't accept you shouldering all the responsibility on your own.
=Flashback Start=
MC: Hehe, this little pig looks even cuter than in the picture!
A month ago, I enthusiastically helped Lucien replace the phone case with a new one I bought for him.
After putting it on, I happily picked up my own phone, leaning against the side of the cabinet, and showed it off to Lucien who was washing dishes.
The two pink and chubby PUPU piglets are symmetrically posed, looking adorable and charming.
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Lucien: (chuckle) Your taste has always been quite good.
MC: But if your colleagues see Professor Lucien using such a cute phone case, won't they think you're childish?
MC: Will I ruin your image?
Lucien: Whether it's childish or not, I don't think it can be reflected in a small phone case.
Lucien: Besides, their judgment doesn't hold much significance to me either.
Lucien: Forming the same scenery with another 'little piglet' appears to bring more happiness.
MC: Then let our brilliant Professor Lucien accompany me to be a 'happy little piglet' for a few months~
I couldn't help but laugh and noticed that Lucien's phone suddenly vibrated. A work approval notification popped up on the screen.
MC: It says that your colleague has arrived... take a look.
Lucien: Just go ahead and take a look for me.
He spoke casually, skillfully squeezing some dishwashing detergent onto a dishcloth, and then picking up a plate next to it to continue washing.
Receiving the "instructions," I naturally tapped open the message on the screen.
MC: It seems like a researcher named... Luo Ke wants to apply for a two-day vacation, saying he wants to travel to Tibet…
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Lucien: Please approve it for me.
Seeing his familiar attitude, I didn't ask further questions. I simply pressed the "approve request" button silently.
Meanwhile, Lucien blinked slightly, his hand movements slowing down as he seemed to be contemplating something as well.
MC: You're not going to ask a few more questions about such a distant trip?
Lucien: This isn't his first time going there; he must have been there at least... more than ten times.
Lucien: Every time he's waiting for particularly important experimental results or article review feedback, he runs over there.
The last plate was placed in the dish rack, and Lucien wiped his hands. He took the phone and opened someone's social media feed for me.
Over the past few years, there were only a few posts, but almost all of them were various types of snowy mountain landscapes.
Lucien: It's evident that the place must have quite an appealing charm.
Lucien: It's probably indeed a miraculous place…
He paused, his tone tinged with a curiosity born from long-term observation.
MC: So, after he goes there, does he always have positive outcomes?
Lucien: Not necessarily.
Lucien: Moreover, I believe those favorable outcomes within the expected range reflect his dedicated and meticulous work ethic, which significantly reduces errors.
Lucien: However... (chuckle) Many times, science does indeed encounter unforeseeable things.
Hearing him say that, I also became curious.
Our gazes met, and we captured remarkably similar emotions in each other's eyes.
MC: How about we go there too—!
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MC: But I've been exercising so diligently, taking the oral solution as prescribed, and yet I still got altitude sickness. It's frustrating.
MC: I saved time by taking a plane, only to spend it all on the bed…
Lucien: (chuckle) It's alright, we're not in a hurry to leave. Let's rest a bit more.
He adjusts the pillow, making me lie more comfortably, then leans down to gently kiss the corner of my mouth.
Lucien: Don't worry, I can always be your "oxygen" whenever you need it.
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MC: I'm revived—!
After a night of rest, I feel much more refreshed the next day.
Lucien: Don't push yourself too hard. If you're feeling uncomfortable anywhere, make sure to let me know promptly.
MC: Got it. Once I get in the car, I'll cling to the oxygen tank.
I smile and sit in the passenger seat of the off-road vehicle that Lucien had rented in advance. Holding a small oxygen concentrator, I playfully shake my head at him.
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Lucien also smiles, and we officially embark on our impromptu journey of curiosity.
Because of our unique random drawing system, we aren't heading to various popular attractions.
One of the destinations is Namtso Lake, where Luo Ke often goes, and the other is a snowy mountain selected by me through a random number selection.
The straight highway stretches forward, piercing through the distant expanse of blue sky.
The vast wilderness extends, and large masses of cumulus clouds join the surging herd of cattle, painting an exceptionally magnificent "Running Bulls".
The distant snow-covered mountains gradually impress upon the retina, resembling a distant and graceful maiden. The staggered peaks have been carved with fine craftsmanship, creating soft and graceful diagonal lines.
The deep and light sapphire blue blends from beneath the mountain peaks to above the sky, mingling in the middle and accentuating the pure white with a sense of sanctity.
I can't help but take a breath, letting this indescribable beauty fill my entire field of vision.
MC: When I was watching the video, I could probably guess why someone would choose to come here so many times.
MC: But now I completely feel it.
MC: The scenery on the way to Namtso Lake is also incredibly beautiful!
Lucien: Perhaps I should remind this classmate that our journey has only just begun.
He lightly presses the accelerator, and the vast land in the uninhabited area gradually sheds all its splendor, revealing its simple exterior.
And a vast expanse of blue quickly appears before my eyes.
MC: Are we almost there?
The vast world brings everything close as if it was always this near.
Lucien: Don't rush, there's still some distance to go.
Lucien: The place Luo Ke visited before is now closed, so we need to find another convenient place to stay.
The winding road leads us along the snow-capped mountains, revealing their magnificence even more. We drive alongside them, receiving a sense of being overlooked quietly.
After going through a somewhat bumpy road, Lucien temporarily parks the car on the side of the road and opens the carried drone.
And I carefully step out of the car, the cool and thin air making me slightly breathless, but it doesn't diminish my enthusiasm in the slightest.
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While adjusting the frequency of my breaths, I take a few steps toward the vast bay of the lake.
Layer upon layer of mountains stands above the sea of blue, towering into the clouds.
The world seems to have turned into a sacred palette, where the Creator has reserved the purest colors for this place, bringing serenity to all things.
It's an exceptionally wonderful feeling, everything in front of me seems so distant and immense.
And my small self becomes like a grain of sand on a tidal flat, a drop of water in the lake, gazing up and silently embraced within it.
I unconsciously slowed down my breath. I turn my head and notice that Lucien had appeared by my side at some point.
His gaze is distant, reaching toward the far horizon. The subtle snowy backdrop frames him as if it's also blending him into this pure scenery.
Perhaps sensing my gaze, Lucien turns his face and looks into my eyes.
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For a moment, neither of us speaks, as if words are the least significant part of our gaze.
His fingertips gently stroke up, like delicately traced kisses.
I don't know if it's because of this ethereal world, but I feel a certain piousness in his touch.
MC: Being able to come here with you and see these landscapes, there's nothing better than this.
Lucien: I should say, it's you who brought this unparalleled beauty to me.
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MC: So your sleeping bag is for sleeping directly in the car?
MC: I thought you were only going to use it for a quick nap in the car.
As the sky darkens, after Lucien finds a place to park the car, I watch in surprise as he takes out a spare coat and sleeping bag, then folds down the back seats of the off-road vehicle.
Lucien: (chuckle) That was the original plan. I just changed my mind suddenly.
Lucien: Don't worry, its thickness is enough to keep both of us warm.
MC: I'm not worried about that at all. I was just wondering why Professor Lucien suddenly wanted to change the plan.
He simply smiles and hugs me, both of us slipping into the sleeping bag together.
Lucien: Although we came here out of curiosity, this journey belongs to us.
Lucien: I also want to be with you, to see more of the extraordinary beauty together.
MC: But it's not easy to see the scenery.
The air is chilly, and in the pitch-black darkness, I can't help but snuggle closer into Lucien's embrace.
Lucien: (chuckles) I suppose all beautiful things require sufficient time and effort to gradually form.
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Lucien: Regardless, it's a pity that you didn't get to see the sunset at Namtso Lake, and even the stars have hidden themselves.
There's a rare touch of regret in his tone. Thick clouds obscure most of the sky, hastening the arrival of the night.
Outside the car window, there's an absolute silence. The heavy darkness fills the entire scene, not even a single starlight is visible.
It's as if everything has been gathered within this car, with the only exception being the gentle, faint interplay of light and shadows emanating from the car's display screen. The world outside has shut itself off, closing its windows to our view.
MC: But I did get to see such a unique night.
I lift my head from his shoulder with a smile, gazing into the hidden depths of his eyes.
MC: Spending the night like this in the wilderness is quite special too.
Lucien: I'm also glad to share such a miraculous experience with you.
Lucien: Although I've seen many landscapes, this kind of darkness appears especially beautiful.
MC: You're exaggerating. Professor Lucien can come here on his own too, right?
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Lucien: (chuckles then speaks in a coquettish tone) It won't be the same.
He hugs me even tighter as if we too have melded together like the night.
Lucien: You have given them real significance, making them a sort of destiny.
Lucien: (softly) I think, there's nothing better than experiencing all of this together with you.
Even though everything is incredibly dark, I seem to see him more clearly, and he seems to see right through me as well.
MC: So many good things have happened around us. Maybe we've been blessed all along.
MC: Do you believe that?
Lucien: There's a possibility for the existence of everything that can't be proven, just as there's a possibility for their nonexistence.
MC: As expected of the rigorous Professor Lucien.
I smile and bury myself deeper into his embrace, feeling his familiar body temperature warming me amid this boundless cold.
MC: Then I hope I can see the miraculous "Golden Mountain" with you tomorrow morning.
MC: I hope that while we whisper our wishes, the snowy mountains can hear them and allow us to witness even more beauty together.
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But the snowy mountains seem to only want to listen to our whispers.
The thick clouds densely conceal the endless expanse of snowy white behind them, and the morning air is bone-chillingly cold.
The thin air forces me to hold onto the small portable oxygen device, shivering while stubbornly keeping my eyes wide open.
The scene in my field of vision is gradually brightening, but it's still a vast expanse of emptiness.
Amidst that magnificent landscape, we haven't witnessed a more wondrous scene.
Many times, the world is simply unreasonable.
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MC: What a pity. If we had witnessed the "Golden Mountain" by the shores of Lake Namtso, it would have surely made us feel incredibly lucky.
MC: However, even though Professor Luo Ke has come so many times, he only caught a glimpse of it. And his experimental results still seem to be quite good.
MC: (smiles) So it's no problem, it's not that we have bad luck, we just don't have luck that's good enough.
On the road back, symptoms of altitude sickness paid me another visit.
After taking pain relievers, I lie a little bit dizzily in the passenger seat, my mouth couldn't help but mutter.
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Lucien: This kind of randomness is quite interesting too, isn't it?
Lucien: We don't know when or in what circumstances we will encounter the most beautiful scenery.
Lucien smiled and there was no regret in his tone.
In the receding scenery, he looks so serene.
Lucien: The world would seem to be a much less interesting place if human beings could achieve their goals every time they beat their brains out.
MC: But even if not everything goes as planned, wouldn't you feel regret if most of your expectations couldn't be met?
Lucien: For me what's intriguing is the unknown.
Lucien: The outcome is merely a stepping stone toward the next unknown.
Lucien: Moreover... if most expectations aren't met, I believe there are more important things to consider than just feeling regret.
MC: Um?
He turns his head seemingly seriously, there’s a faint teasing glint in his eyes.
Lucien: Perhaps I should consider whether I need to change my job.
Lucien: Because unexpectedly, most of the outcomes have been failures.
I can't help but laugh, and all the unseen regrets are diluted at this moment.
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We chat and laugh all the way, the endless road carrying boundless conversations, accompanied by the clouds floating in the sky.
And I gradually relaxed, enjoying this journey with Lucien more peacefully.
Back at the hotel, we had a good night's sleep. The next day, we woke up early, full of energy, and drove to the next destination.
The number of cars on the road decreases as we go, and the journey becomes bumpier. We are like solitary yet content explorers, walking on a path that belongs only to us.
MC: …Strange, according to the map, the sacred mountain should be nearby, right? Did we take a wrong turn?
After navigating numerous twists and turns, I still haven't spotted our destination outside the window.
Lucien: MC, look up.
MC: Um?
I instinctively lift my head, and a blanket of pure white emerges in grandeur after a turn, suddenly filling the entire horizon.
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Snow and clouds shroud the mysterious pyramid-like structure, while the clear sky-blue reflects on the mountain's contours, rendering it incredibly serene and sacred.
But that was just a blink of an eye in our journey.
When the car finally comes to a stop at the base of the outer lake, the world suddenly changes its complexion. Fine snowflakes are whisked into the air between the mountains, swiftly guiding us into a nearby guesthouse.
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The room is relatively simple, but it's enough to shelter us from the wind and snow.
There aren't many other guests besides us, and the owner warmly welcomes us, bringing us warm milk.
I lean against the window, and the snow-capped mountains outside are already submerged in clouds and the feather-like flurry, making it impossible to see any features.
Lucien: (chuckle) This classmate might turn into a little snowman.
A gentle touch of fingertips brushes against my brow, smoothing out the creases there.
Afterward, a piece of clothing wraps around me, creating a barrier against the lingering cold air in the room.
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MC: If I turn into a little snowman, can I reason with the snowy mountains then?
Lucien: The snowy mountains might not have control over the weather either.
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He smiles, wearing a similar ethnic attire that he just gave to me, and nestles beside me.
MC: What is this?
Lucien: The weather grew colder. Although our clothes were warm enough, I borrowed two more pieces of clothing from the owner.
Lucien: Because I hope to be more than just a "guest" here with you.
He brushes aside my hair and helps me fasten the robe and belt.
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Lucien: (chuckle) Let me accompany you in becoming a little snowman here.
Lucien: Blizzard or sunshine, it doesn't matter.
Lucien: They are all just a part of our life.
His voice is gentle, falling softly like the snow.
I understand what Lucien means, so I gaze at him for a moment and then immediately raise the corners of my mouth, affectionately tidying his clothes.
Suddenly, I remembered something and took out a ribbon from my backpack.
MC: Then we should try to blend in more with the local customs!
Lucien: When did you secretly buy this?
Lucien: (chuckle) I thought you were resting well the whole time, except when you were with me.
MC: Hehe, since you can take care of renting the car and various matters, it's okay for me to buy a little gift, right?
I smile and ask him to turn around. I gently stroke the soft hair at the nape of his neck.
Strands of silky hair twine around my fingertips, gleaming with a beautiful luster against the snowy backdrop.
MC: Your hair has grown quite long.
Lucien: I hope this little travel preparation will also make you happy.
MC: (laughs) So Professor Lucien even planned for this.
MC: But my preparation is on point too. I specifically learned braiding techniques for this region online.
The ribbon is woven through the small braids at the ends of his hair, and the end of each braid is adorned with a neat little knot tied with beads.
I place the headband on his forehead and hold his cheeks, looking at him repeatedly with a little smile tugging at the corners of my mouth.
Lucien: (chuckles and smiles with curved eyes) Are you satisfied?
MC: Couldn't be more satisfied!
It's as if my smile has infected him too. He then takes out a particularly unique headpiece and ribbons from his own backpack.
MC: How did you…?
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Lucien: I can only say that our tacit understanding has always been like this.
He turns my body around, lifting my hair and slipping his fingers through it.
In the distance, the sacred mountain stands serenely, while snowflakes continue to drift down.
Lucien quietly holds and touches my hair.
At this moment, I can't see his face, but there's an incomparably sincere feeling of being touched tenderly and devoutly.
MC: I hope tomorrow will be good weather.
MC: And I can see the special "Golden Mountain" with you.
Lucien: This classmate seems to be more persistent than I imagined.
MC: Because... I want to see all the miraculous things in this world with you.
I lower my head, playing with the crimson bead strings, and surprisingly, I don't feel any urgency. Instead, a sense of tranquility fills me.
MC: Because this is something that only requires luck, just like the Northern Lights we witnessed together back then.
MC: A koi fish, a wonder... it's as if encountering these brings a bit of good luck.
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MC: I hope the koi fish always jumps into your arms, and all the good luck can favor you.
MC: Even things that cannot be proven, may they stand by your side.
A pair of arms encircle my waist, gently pulling me back and drawing me into his embrace.
Lucien: (chuckles tenderly) Silly girl.
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The snow and wind continue unabated.
The next day the sky is still filled with snow, and the possibility of seeing a sunrise is unlikely.
My heart is filled with regret, but I still muster my energy and get up. As I consider today's plans, I search for Lucien's figure.
MC: Lucien?
As I push open the door, in this world of pure white, everything comes rushing towards me—
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Falling snowflakes, fluttering prayer flags, and the tinkling bells hanging from the yak's neck fill all of my senses all at once.
I stand there in a daze, gazing at those eyes that are as silent as this world, coming towards me from within the snow.
The incessant heavy snow falls onto his Tibetan robe, and he, like a figure from a painting, pulls the reins as the wind blows.
The swaying bells ring melodiously and echo in the mountains as if they are the melody of wind and snow.
Thin golden light bathes the mountain peaks, outlining the continuous undulating contours of the landscape in varying shades.
Like a divine oracle, pointing toward the end of the world.
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Lucien: I seem to have heard you calling me.
At that moment, I felt a sense of relief, as if it didn't matter whether I saw the "Golden Mountain" or not.
Because I have already seen the God that came upon my call.
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[Part 4]
So it turns out Lucien went to explore the path ahead while the snow was lighter.
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Lucien: I went to the side of the outer lake to take a look, but I still couldn't see much.
MC: It's okay, I think this is fine too.
Watching the swirling snow, I know that there probably won't be much of a chance today, but my mood is particularly relaxed.
MC: Isn't it nice to walk under the snow-capped mountains like this, accompanied by the light snowfall?
MC: And today is also the Qixi Festival. It feels like we're doing something particularly dreamy.
Lucien: I think what's really dreamy is something else.
He smiles and takes my hand, stepping on the light snow, and slowly walking in the mountains.
The world is covered by a layer of white dust, flying, quietly settling, gathering, and extending far into the pure white depths.
Between heaven and earth, there is no constraint in looking up or down.
Round and round, we finally return to the foot of the sacred mountain by the outer lake.
The lake is profound and unfathomable, holding sediments for countless years.
The wind stirs layers of ripples as we gaze across the lake, looking at the mountain hidden in clouds and mist as if looking at the gods hidden behind.
Countless ineffable emotions surge within my heart, leaving me only able to silently experience this brilliance and grandeur.
MC: Indeed, a lot of scenery is best experienced firsthand.
Lucien: I suppose this is probably the essence of traveling.
MC: We'll definitely come back here again in the future, right?
Lucien: Definitely.
Upon hearing his resolute response, I laughed softly.
I reverently place my hands together, raising them to my chest.
At this moment, my heart is tranquil. As I subconsciously pray, Lucien's name naturally appears in my heart.
I hope everything goes smoothly for him, his health remains strong, and he is safe and worry-free.
I hope he will never lose his curiosity about this world.
I hope he will knock on the doors to truth and reach even farther places.
I silently express in my heart; if there are truly unspeakable things in the world, I hope they can hear my wishes in this closest place to them.
Until suddenly, I feel a pair of warm palms covering the back of my hand.
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I don't open my eyes, but for some reason, I know he is doing the same thing with me.
Even though I know he doesn't believe in anything, he has also made wishes with me countless times.
But now, will you still pray with me?
What will you pray to them for?
At this moment, everything seems to be quiet, as if wishing to carry the sounds of the world to even more distant realms.
But Lucien doesn't consider himself a believer in prayer.
The world is full of countless mysteries waiting to be explored and answered, and until accurate answers are found, he cares not the names humans bestow upon them.
Gods, heavens, destiny…
Even so, he's not sure of the reason, but there's always an incredibly real feeling of being touched gently and reverently by the girl.
As if cradled within the softness of her heart, embraced in her current prayer.
He feels that he is being blessed and protected.
An immensely heavy emotion burgeons within him at this moment, spreading to every part of his body, making him feel warm all over.
He can't help but close his eyes and press his forehead against the top of her head.
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'I know that there must be things in the world that are unknowable.'
'I never set my heart on those illusory protections and blessings, only hoping for those silent bystanders to witness our smooth and winding journey through life.'
'But if there truly is something that can hear the sound of prayers, I hope they can give her a miracle.'
At that moment, he couldn't help but pray.
I slowly open my eyes, meeting Lucien's gaze, and we both break into laughter together.
MC: Lucien, just now the gods have already promised me that they will bless and protect you well.
Lucien: But I feel like I'm already being well blessed and protected by you.
MC: Then you just keep moving forward, you will definitely reach the place you hope for.
A tender kiss lands on my lips, devout and affectionate.
A fleeting moment can be engraved as if it were a thousand years, frozen in the gaze of the snow mountains.
At some point, the wind and snow stopped, and a subtle red tinted the area behind Lucien.
MC: How come the snow has turned red because of you…
As soon as my words fall, both Lucien and I suddenly freeze in place.
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As Lucien turns around to reveal a vast expanse of vision, we witness a miracle.
Threads of golden light spill down, burning into the clouds and landing on the finally unveiled mountaintop.
As rows of clouds surge, that magnificent glow spreads across the mountain peak, turning red and then bright, casting a solemn aura over the sacred summit.
That touch of favor from the sun and the divine now fully rests before us.
The golden mountain is so vast, so bright, and even the floating clouds seem to bow their heads in reverence, offering all their respect, leaving only its radiance in the expanse of the sky.
I lost all words, only able to stare blankly at everything before me.
My gaze unintentionally becomes blurred, watching that intense deep red gradually transform into soft red, then quietly fade away.
Until that red light disappears, and the world falls silent once again.
The moment just now felt like a miracle.
MC: Lucien…
I excitedly throw myself onto him. Even though that scene was fleeting, it was enough to make me feel happy.
MC: We've seen it! We've seen the golden mountain!
MC: Something good is definitely going to happen!
He looks towards the mountain peak that has once again disappeared from sight, then looks at me.
He uses his fingertip to gently wipe away the tears in my eyes, then bends down to kiss my cheek, again and again.
In those deep eyes, I see the same emotions.
Sudden travel, random choices, silent scenery... Countless coincidences link together to become some kind of destiny.
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Lucien: Probably since a long time ago…
Lucien: You've become my miracle itself.
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[Post-Evolve phone call- Lab Koi]
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[Karma Bonus Moments- Boundless]
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Lucien's post: The magic of the world lies in the fact that amidst doubt and disappointment, anything is possible.
MC's reply: So, is it really possible that there's a "god" who can hear all our prayers?
Lucien: Perhaps there is some kind of "rule" that if two people love each other enough, all their wishes can come true.
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Lucien's post: The magic of the world lies in the fact that amidst doubt and disappointment, anything is possible.
MC's reply: But what if nothing happens at all?
Lucien: Then it's just one of the many faces it's showing us.
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Lucien's post: The magic of the world lies in the fact that amidst doubt and disappointment, anything is possible.
MC's reply: I hope that the direction it happens to be in is just the way you expect.
Lucien: I think that even if the world doesn't always align with our wishes, I'll remember your words and calmly navigate through every failure.
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[Lux’s Rambling Corner]
What a very touching date🥺 I literally cried the first time I read them lmao. Both the art and writing of this date are truly exceptional, exceeding all my expectations. Perhaps it’s true that love has the power to create miracles and shape destinies.
I think the date tackle some heavy themes and questions. Are things like Gods or Heavens exist? and whether it's meaningful to pray for them without concrete proof. It also delves into the concept of human insignificance in the vast universe and the limits of our understanding. I believe this date provides satisfying and respectful approach to these questions. Although we can't know the absolute truth about such mysteries, it's perfectly fine to explore various possibilities. Praying or believing in such thing is okay because there's nothing wrong with taking more possibilities with your hand. While our time in this world is short and we might feel insignificant in the universe, it's comforting to follow your heart and make the most of every fleeting moment. Even a fleeting moment can be engraved as if it were a thousand years.
Regarding their interactions and dynamic in this date, the aspect that really struck me was how they view each other as something beyond humans, yet also manage to protect and care for one another in a very human way by praying. MC’s prayer is really touching, because you just can feel how much she just wishes to protect him and make him happy, his prayer even includes her wish for him to continue his curiosity; to find what he’s searching for; and, it’s just- very special you know? Because it shows how much she understands him and loves everything that makes him ‘Lucien’. And against rationality and logic, Lucien prays for her simply because he believes that she deserves all the good things in the world. What she wishes for, if there truly is god in the world, he hopes that god will realize her wish.
Still, the object of his devotion isn't the divine but his beloved. Because in his eyes, it’s her love that’s been blessing and protecting him all this time. This devotion is mutual, and it can be said that they’re each other's 'God' and believer. For her, Lucien is a 'God' that came upon her call, came from the snow and led her to see the golden mountain through wind and snow. While for Lucien, she is his cherished 'God', blessing him and letting him see color, allowing him to appreciate the beauty of the world in its fullest, and his ‘connection’ to the world.
This mutual devotion also shows through the repeated use of the term虔诚 (which translates to 'devout' or 'reverent' or ‘pious’) to describe their touches and I just- *died* everytime PG uses it. In other instances they also humanize the other, grounding them in the reality that they’re also humans that might experience failures and setbacks from time to time, but it’s totally okay of course, after all those are perhaps what makes life interesting. Anyway, this dynamic of humanizing and divinizing each other is a truly special aspect of their relationship and I can’t help but love them more for it.
Besides the aspect that I mentioned above, Lucien taking care of sick MC and their constant setbacks also add more bittersweet touch to this date. Lucien taking care of MC in particular, kind of gives me flashbacks of Distant Similarity UR. Lucien initially takes all of the responsibilities himself and MC reminds him again that he shouldn’t shoulder everything himself never fails to hurt me :”. And their constant setbacks… albeit a bit cliche, it’s also their brand to have angst with a happy ending right- That part when they accept that perhaps it’s simply not their luck to see the golden mountain is really melancholic yet also hopeful. Things might not go as planned, but it’s okay. Because as long as they have each other everything is good and there will always be the chance to try it again next time.
Other than those scenes, their interactions in this date are definitely brimming with sweetness and tenderness, from Lucien being certified love brain™ by letting her to change his phone case into something cute and childish while not caring what his colleagues think, ‘oxygen tank’ lucien (heh-), being two little snowmen together and my little fav scene when they have tacit understanding, it's as if they have this soul-deep connection and are able to communicate heart to heart, when Lucien somehow knows that she will do that and deliberately grow mullet for her to braid. Their mutual gift of headpieces and ribbon... when they braid each other hair, there's this magical feeling when they do that. It's as if they have this soul-deep connection and be able to communicate through heart 🥹.
Truly 10/10 date. I would put it on S tier with no second thought. If you read until this far- thank you so much for reading ahah. Hopefully y'all enjoy this date as much as I do~
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villaim · 2 years
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guided access — event — window meet up
+ rocks tap at the glass, "who could be here at this hour?" you look down to see none other than them. at 2:00 am.
genre — fluff, crack-ish, drabble
notes — g/n reader for the most part, m!reader on rook (use of monsieur), breaking in? (malleus is the only one who knocks)
a/n — TUMBLR TAGS KEEP FUCKING WITH ME IM SORRY FOR THE REPOST
# — ace, rook, malleus
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+ || ace trappola —
"hey! mind helping me up?" ace looks up at you, at the window still.
you rub your eyes, "why are you even here?!
it's the dead of night, ace."
“i thought you said that when the clock passes twelve, a new day is formed." ace shouts back.
throwing down a rope, you yell at him to hurry in before somebody catches you both.
"what brings you here, trappola."
ace grunts, "so formal... we are literallydating."
“just tell me why you're here before i throw you out the window." the moon shines through the open window, wind blows in.
"i was bored."
"okay fine! riddle kicked me out.”
"again?! ace, you need to take more responsibility.”
"riddle can suck my toes for all i care! i'm gonna stay here for the night and there's nothing you can do about it.”
the urge to throw ace out the window was real, however, you gave in, pushing ace onto the bed while pouncing on him.
"S/0?! What's gotten into you?!"
"go to sleep i'm done hearing you."
"so blunt, but anything for my babe."
"oh my seven. do not ever say that again."
+ || rook hunt —
"monsieur! i make my arrival!" rook announces as he climbs in through the window.
"why. are you coming here.. at two in the morning.
rook starts poking your face. "to see your beauté of course! why, you look so beautiful at any hour! weather it be day or night, you bless us with-"
"rook, i love you dearly but you know vil will kill both you and i for being up this late?"
rook's eyes went wide as he pursed his lips. finally, he announces, "do not fret, i shall sleep here for the night."
the world was dark, however, rook saw through to your soft blush.
"what will vil do in the morning when you aren't there?"
"i’Il be back before he rises. now lay back down."
“so persistent..” sighing, you flopped onto the bed, rook following behind you.
"no need to be shy! come closer."
"that's so creepy.” you laugh.
rook inches closer, your heartbeat increases.
“i apologize for not being able to be here when you arise." his words can be felt as he breaths into the back of your neck.
"i don't mind; just don't get caught by vil. i want to spend more time with you.”
rook giggled at your word choice. "goodnight, s/o."
rook took a photo of you sleeping when he woke up. (its his new home screen and he actually thinks you look beautiful in it. you don't /j)
+ || malleus draconia —
2:03 am can be read on the clock. cramming for exams can be so exhausting… you were soon interrupted by a knocking on your window.
you look out to see malleus, crossing his arms with a small bag in his hands.
"malleus?? it's so late why are you here." you said in between yawns.
"i could ask you the same thing. it's not good to stay up late. especially if you're a human." malleus frowned a bit, "i thought you'd be used to me showing up late, no?"
you sighed, "come inside, it's cold out."
he let out a sly smile, “the cold never bothered me anyways."
you somehow felt you heard that line somewhere, but shrugged it off as you opened the window, letting the heir in.
"thank you, i'm simply here to show you some books i thought you may be interested in."
you watched him pull out books. some focusing on briar valley's history and some involving mortal magic.
"we may read them together if you wish; however if you don't like them then i-“
you cut him off immediately, "i love you."
malleus's eyes went wide then he let out a smirk, "i love you too." pulling you into a kiss.
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taglist — @granzreichsgoldenberry @pastelmages @ineligible-indefinitely @ventisaircurrent
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knifvd · 4 months
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quick , obligatory new year's eve post . thank you to everyone for always being so kind , accomodating , and amazing to me and welcoming me back from my third blog once again :pleading: . you guys make me so happy to write and i can't wait to continue to do so into the new year . i'm gonna b a little gay after this , but i want to give a special thanks 2 these people .
@killerhubby ori , my love . thank u for being one of the main reasons i continue to write and come back to tumblr . i've only known u for a couple months but it feels like years , and now we're married and i pocket sage you ? we're clearly 4lyfers and i ripped up the return reciept . you're mine ( and im urs ) forever n ever . icb i used to be afraid of u , but i'm so so blessed 2 have u in my life . here's to u moving in w me so i can finally pee on ur desk ( real ) i can't wait to continue to write and hang out with u more . thank u for helping me feel safe and loved nd welcome . love u lotsa .
@stamour god we need to get off this godforsaken app LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO but somehow we always come back to each other . thank you for turning away whenever i bring aiko back from the dead for the 30th time and always always indulging with me and making fun of the rpc w me . i'm so glad to have made a friend like you and making this site bearable . okay lets go just send each other inboxes and never do threads threads are overrated <3
@solivcgant mochi . i love you . you've seen me through it all and i am so BLESSED to have met u and for you to always put up with my shit . i love writing and talking with you and you always follow me even though ive been through a billion blogs . you're always a pleasure to write with and talk to and i appreciate you not giving up on me when i take forever and a day to respond . xoxo ily
@daemonry god they've been friends for too long but hi we still need to sprint it on some LEAGUE together ( real ) but you're always super fun to talk to and write with , so thank you for putting up with me and all my stupid muses .
@valhiir em... my love ... my one connection to the league community ... you're an AMAZING writer i know i still owe you that soraka reply but ill give it to you soon . thank you for always checking up on me and messaging me even though you don't have to and ive been awol for thirteen years :sob: i cant wait to write more with you in this upcoming year and force u to adc for me ( mwahahahha ) ...
@galaxythixf NOVAAA aa i absolutely adore writing with you and talking with you ooc , thank you for letting me scream in your ear about any little thing whether it be something abt life , val , our muses , anything . heres to playing val and all the angst in the future for us !
and ofc , shouts out to @ferinehuntress , @florspinae , @puckish-rogue , @tealsteel , @dimensionalspades , @un1awful , @todestochter & @pinkminxed for putting up with me spamming u with silly questions , chatting with me ooc when i'm a scared little weenie and writing with me . here's to writing more in the future <3
and of course , last but not least , you , the person reading this . thank you for being here and supporting me while i attempt to be active and explore my muses . i cant wait to get to know all of you and write with you more . and with that being said .
pees on 2024's desk . thank you for coming to my ted talk .
♥ love , bunny
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idealspawn · 7 months
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ive been away from tumblr for such a long time, afraid it would trigger me. ive been doing so well:) i moved to another city. back to where i lived for a year, a year prior to this one. i was able to join a programme that enables me to study in this university again for a year as like an exchange student(?)-ish thing. it feels amazing. ive reconnected with two(three-ish?) extremely dear people to me and ive found my love for knowledge again. my apartment is so nice too. i live near a train station but i can barely hear anything, and if i do, the sounds are actually comforting. i used to dislike trains, they made me anxious but starting this summer i grew to love them and now i regularly even prefer them. i live on the top floor so my ceiling and walls are slanted but it brings me such comfort, my room in my parents' house also has it like that. i have a second floor, well half of it. there is a built-in ladder staircase. it feels extremely comforting. ive had to fix, and still have to fix, many things here bc its a relatively cheap apartment but im fine with that. it actually makes me feel more at home when i can work on the apartment and make it my own. it feels more like home when everything isnt perfect either. the washing machine was disgustingly dirty and the air ventilation thing above the stove is also so fucking nasty but ill deal w it.. not my first time renting an apartment...... .. .. . the emotional aspects of this place are way more important. ive adopted plants too this time around. and a lot more intentionally, ive made in-depth sheets on how to properly care for them. i speak to them and kiss them every day. i know i will buy at leasr one more plant. so far i have an aloe vera plant, alocasia zebrina(MY DEAREST but also the most needy), a chinese money plant and an ivy. i want another ivy but a diff one. right now i have the one called wonder, it looks very friendly, very round. i didnt intend to get this one but they got my order wrong but i didnt have the heart to exchange it so i will just keep it and buy the other ivy as a friend to it. i am so fond of the one that has, i cant seem to find its proper name, but the one that has extremely slim and elongated and really sharp star-like leaves. i figured maybe the two contrasting ivy plants would even look better together than just one. so maybe the wrong order was a blessing in disguise. im using plants to learn unconditional love and acceptance because my family definitely didnt provide me with that skill.. :d.. did the same with my childhood cat, thats why she was so extremely dear to me. when noone else in my family loved me unconditionally, she did:). ive been really motivated to study and read a lot of my own extracurricular stuff too. ive gone to really interesting tours and public programmes about nature and culture and society. ive actually enjoyed being on my own and had the balls to show up to places alone, i used to never be able to do that. i always had to have someone with me but its really limiting as many people around me right now have colliding interests. im also so insanely proud of myself for speaking up in a seminar!!!!!! u have no idea. NO IDEA how hard that has been for me. to realize my insight has value and should take up time and space in a seminar. ive always come so close to speaking but then my heart has raced out of my chest and then the moment passed. but this time i actually spoke up, i took the initiative and i didnt only speak abt the strict topic that our seminar text provided for that time but i brought up my individual reading!! and a girl in the seminar told me i spoke well!!(i didnt, god i was so nervous i stumbled upon my words so much and avoided all eye contact) AND ALSO the professor leading the seminar told me my answer was good too :) im so happy. im growing so much.
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