trying to make friends is so hard. bc im trying to be this one guys bestfriend but i think i fucked up but i dont even know. i was talking ab my music taste (he is so cool bc he has rhe same one as me and ik this bc of mutual friends) and i made the joke that โmy music taste is bad. no one likes midwest emoโ and he was like โwell i like midwest emoโ YES IK YOU DO BUT THATS THE BIT NO ONE LIKES IT UNLESS YOU DOz. anyway thats been keeping me up.
i shall wear my modern baseball hoodie on tuesday so he will understand the concept that i am cool.
also finished ap lit essay in one sitting 30 minutes before the deadline. lowkey kinda proud of it. i worked on it all week but i kept getting stressed out. i talked to my theater teacher and he made me change my thesis. i think i will do good but i will update bc im stressing. my grade is currently genuinely and quite actually a 0% so theres only up from here.
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The Emancipation (I Get From Love) of Angie (12/30)
On this very day, nineteen years ago
The artist of my life, Mariah Carey
released what many consider her comeback album
The Emancipation of Mimi
on the very same day my best friend and twin flame, Angela Giaimo
became emancipated from childhood.
I have never been very spiritual.
I'm not Ace of Base; I struggle to see the signs.
And I'm unsure what I believe about this universe
but here are some things I know coincide:
Mariah Carey and Angela Giaimo are both Aries.
Neither Mariah Carey nor Angela Giaimo have middle names.
Mariah became my favorite artist primarily because of lyrics
and Angela and I first bonded over us both being lyrics girlies.
Like Mariah, Angela is an amazing writer and musically inclined.
I tried to get my ex-best friend that I nicknamed "MiMi" to use
The Emancipation of Mimi as the theme for her 18th birthday,
ย just two months after Angela's 18th.
That same ex-best friend betrayed Angela,
and her treachery brought Angela and I closer
ย because I was on her side, the correct side.
I never knew Mariah's album came out on Angela's birthday until today,
the number of years later that is the same as my favorite number.
When it comes to Angela,
It has never been a question that our connection is inherent.
I would not scoff at the concept of it being ancestral and supernatural.
And while I have no mystical gifts that will tell me she is pregnant
the way her brujerรญa informed her of Saviour's impending arrival,
I can sense that it's by more than chance that she's tattooed on my spirit.
And why I love Angela Giaimo with my whole soul,
even more than I love Mariah Carey.
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I just wanna talk about something.
Do you know how many musicians and singers and song writters there are in the Stranger Things cast ? Because I do.
And I demand a musical episode.
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it was 5.10 p.m. on a wednesday evening. It was normal for me be listening to music that time of the day, because well music drowns out everything in my life away from me. And I thought, of people who ive had to lose to continue living this way. It was my ex bestfriendโs birthday. As my coffee got colder, I thought if I should text her.
โhey-โ โhappy birthday !โ
The cursor had been blinking for a while now. I kept staring into the empty void that filled my thoughts whenever I thought of her. my whole image of her, it was a blur. We had been best friends for 3 years. I still- still cant tell if she hates me or not. I cant tell if she actually listened to the songs I sent her. if she hated my presence, nothing. Her eyes were introverted too, it seemed.
10.40 pm. I did it. I sent the message. I texted her. I went on to scroll through old texts. It is so hard for me to cut off people.
โit was hard for me. I has been for a while nowโ.
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The boyfriends๐ฅฐ
YOYOYOYOOOOOOOO!!!!! real FRIENDS !! real FRIENDS โผ๏ธโผ๏ธ poor alperen ลengรผn watching himself get discounted from being gups bestie ๐ญ nostalgia is a bitch im afraid alpy
da Hug.... da HEART!!!! Jalen just reposted it to his insta without saying anything ๐ BUT WE CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON GUP('S DESPERATION ๐คฉ๐คฉ) <3!!!!
no way they walked this hallway without their hands touching at LEAST five times. and neither are doing ANYTHING to change it? wow.. the confidence u have when you wear The Mask and stop taking Normal Pills ๐ฉ !!
what. Is this. seriously someone needs to show me footage of their lil warmup handshake dance they do because i have no idea what's going on here.. ever. The matching contrasting SHOE colors?????? Blue and red husbands FOR real? Voltron WHAT? voltron BUM! but fr what is happening... this is a missed highfive..high-five... gup is Crushing jalens pinkie to the other finger... what IS this????!? Green is LITERALLY holding in his pain
Rockets media manager said we need the best pictures that say 'we are best friends' and ended up choosing the ones where they're husbands. . . Ok... jalen's thumb looking like it's caressing over gup's knuckle. that's not h*rny at all. or romantic. just regular bestie thiiings ๐ฅฐ๐ฅฐโผ๏ธโผ๏ธ
Awful most despicable pic. Taking photos in the hall whilst posing bashfully 4shore
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next ill do funny notes lolย
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When We Were (truly) Young October 23, 2022 If this had happened when I was 16, you would not be able to get me out of the pit. Now I'm happiest rocking out away from the crowd ๐
๐ great time, great lineup, can't wait for next year! Thank you to mt @scariefaerie for being my festival buddy ๐ค๐ค๐ผ #whenwewereyoung #whenwewereyoungfestival #whenwewereyoung2022 #emo #emosnotdead #itsnotaphasemom #elderemo #eldermillennial #musicfestival #emocoachella #imisswarpedtour #emobands #lasvegasfairgrounds #concerts2022 #bestfriends #besties (at Las Vegas, Nevada) https://www.instagram.com/p/CkHqLOKLVwS/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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๐ธ~ โ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐ ๐ฐโ๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐? ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐ฐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐
๐๐๐ ๐๐๐ ๐๐๐๐
โ ~๐ธ โโโโขโโโโขโโโ #bestfriends #friends #friendgroup #alt #alternative #altfriends #goth #emo #indie #altfashion #pastel #vampgoth #kurapika #kurapikakurta #kurapikacosplay #makeup #fashion (at ๐๐ฎ๐ช๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ท.) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdbN7x6LCnf/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Friendship problems
Does anyone lost a friend that was like a soulmate?? You was always together, and all that matters was hav the company of each other, she had the same style was me (emo/goth kind) serously, the things that people wnated in a relationship is what we had but she just stopped talking with me and now i hate think about but kind left a hole in my chest either wayw,,,,,,,ย
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Happy Birthday Skittles! You confuse all the chameleons. @mr_bear132 #bestfriends #alt #birthday #alt #emo #grunge #genderfluid #queer #birthdayperson #happybirthday #friends #before #chaosgroup #bestfriendsquad (at Best Friend Squad) https://www.instagram.com/p/CdUfNk_vMHJ/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=
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Tokio Hotel Masterlist
This is my new masterlist for my new obsession!
Tom Kaulitz
Dating Tom Kaulitz Headcannons
Number One Girl
Not That Bad
Give Them a Headline
Tom Kaulitz x Thick Reader
Tom Kaulitz x Celeb Crush Reader
Tom Kaulitz Kissing Headcannons
Tom Kaulitz x Blunt Reader
Tom's Pet Rivalry
Reader Who Bites to Show Affection
Lazy Morning With Tom Kaulitz
Tom's Bestfriend
Tom Kaulitz x Sick Reader
Tom Kaulitz Argument Headcannons
Teen Parent Headcannons
Let The Lord Hold Your Tits
Enemies to Lovers HC's with Tom Kaulitz
Caught On The Bus
Tom Kaulitz x Goth!Reader
Tom's Best Friend Having a Crush On Bill
Tom Kaulitz x Insecure Reader
How He Talks About You in Interviews
Love at First Sight
Platonic Affection
Another Kaulitz Kid
Room for Two
Media Sucks
Tour Shenanigans
Co-Parenting with Tom Kaulitz
Pull Up Your Goddamn Pants, You Loser
Reader with a Russian Accent
Big Chested Reader
Ass Cheek Grabber
Reader With A Big Ass
Telling Tom Kaulitz You're Pregnant
Tom Kaulitz Seeing Your New Movie
Chaotic and Shameless Reader
Bill Kaulitz
Hair Dye Extravaganza
Designer Reader
Dating Bill Kaulitz Headcannons
It's Complicated
Bill Kaulitz x Thick Reader
Bill Kissing Headcannons
A Song For Bill
Bill Kaulitz Comfort Headcannons
Reader Getting Angry At Paparazzi
Bill Kaulitz x Embarrassed Reader
Bill Kaulitz x Motherly Reader
Hey Emo Boy
Bill Kaulitz x Mom Reader
Bill Kaulitz x Fem!Masc!Reader
Bill Kaulitz x Reader Who Is Proud To Date Him
Soon-To-Be Uncle Bill
Reader Who Bites to Show Affection
Snowed In
Approved By Your Sister
Bill Kaulitz Argument Headcannons
Bill Kaulitz as a Girl Dad
Matching With Bill Kaulitz
Bill and Reader as God-Parents
An Apology Wont Cut It
Bill Kaulitz Engagement Headcannons
Four Years Waited For
Sharing With Bill Kaulitz
Bill Kaulitz x Short!Reader
Bill Kaulitz x In-Love Reader
Bill Kaulitz x Reader With a Heart-Conditon
Bill Kaulitz x Celeb-Crush Reader
How He Talks About You in Interviews
Childhood Friends to Lovers
Bill Kaulitz x ADHD!Reader
Platonic Affection
Another Kaulitz Kid
Bill Kaulitz x SuperModel!Reader
Room for Two
Media Sucks
Bill Kaulitz x Exhausted!Reader
Tour Shenanigans
Meeting Your Brother's
Bill Kaulitz x Opposite!Reader
Bill Kaulitz x Jealous!Reader
Reader with Lorelai Gilmore's Personality
Reader with a Russian Accent
Reader With Commitment Issues
Ass Cheek Grabber
What The Fuck Are We?
Bill Kaulitz x BigChested!Reader
Reader With A Big Ass
Kisses In The Makeup Chair
Chaotic and Shameless Reader
Georg Listing
Platonic Affection
Room for Two
Media Sucks
Tour Shenanigans
Chaotic and Shameless Reader
Gustav Schรคfer
Platonic Affection
Room for two
Media Sucks
Gustav Schรคfer Fluff Headcannons
Tour Shenanigans
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โ emo txt as ghostface headcanons!
warnings <3: !smut, cursing, yandere txt (theyโre dark and toxic), death, gore, !coquette reader, emo txt, ddlg, !!size difference!!, (reader is in college), crybaby reader ):
a/n <3: i wasnโt expecting that much likes on my first post ! ty ty ily guys sm :โฌ lemme know if i should make a taglist too !! n donโt be shy to leave requests !! hope u guys enjoy !!
ghostface txt! who would insist on watching all six of the scream films together, theyโre absolutely obsessed with the gore and the ghostface reveals in the ending of each film. โsee that babe? see how jill almost got away with it? all she had to do was make sure old sydney was dead dumb bitchโ
ghostface txt! who loves to see you scared, โdaddy? did you see that ghostface is back in town? im really scaredโ youโd whimper cuddling deeper into your boyfriends chest for comfort โwhat if he kills us next?โ youโd tear up worrying making them laugh at you, โyouโd really think iโd let them touch even a hair on your little head baby? if anything iโd die for you and give myself up as sacrifice wait no iโd kill ghostface for youโ theyโd coo at your eyes softening before teasing you again, โthat only applies if youโre a good girl for me though otherwise iโll let ghostface slit your throatโ and you immediately burst into tears
ghostface txt! who loves making you cry โn-no more mister ghostface please!โ youโd sob hysterically as you continue to lay under your bed taking the older manโs rough assault against your pretty pussy. you were ashamed of how your failed attempt of hiding from the infamous killer resulted in your getting fucked from behind, that and the fact that a man other than your boyfriend was using your body or so you thought โshh what did i say hm? you tell me to stop one more time princess and i kill you and your boyfriendโ theyโd laugh menacingly at your pleas before you blabber a โim sorry sirโ praying to god that your boyfriend wouldnโt find out about you basically โcheatingโ on him
ghostface txt! would purposely torment you and then gaslight you about it โi dunno i felt like i was being watched last night when i was sleeping it was really weirdโ youโd frown as your boyfriend bounced you on their knee โoh? are you sure babe? i think maybe we need to stop watching those scream movies so much seems to me youโre getting paranoidโ theyโd pet your hair as you nod pouting deeper
ghostface txt! who would kill anyone your friends with at school staging it as accidents/suicide and being there to comfort you through it all, โshe was my bestfriend!โ youโd sob at the reminder of your friend from your classes passing on as your boyfriend faux frowned at you shushing your cries as they held you in their arms
ghostface txt! who would laugh as you finally figure out who ghostface really was, โhowโd you catch on?โ theyโd faux coo at your face as more tears flow down your face youโd whine at the harsh thrust of their cock going in and out of your pussy โcatch on?โ theyโd grin like a cheshire cat at your response, โyouโve been flinching everytime i go near you i know you know somethingโ youโd gasp softly as your felt your gummy walls being filled by your boyfriends cum โi found your ghostface mask under your bedโ youโd hiccup โim sorry for not saying anything i was just scared youโd get madโ youโd sniffle as you finally cummed your little legs giving out
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