#finally posting this here now ahhaha;;

[fatuismooches]

I can't escape Dottore love it seems, so I'll use the "if you can't fight - join" idea, so I present the most unlikely family HCs, this time with Dottore (oh boy!!)

I honestly don't have ideas about how child even appeared in the first place, considering that Dottore.. isn't fond of children. My only thought is child being the only alive memento of fragile!reader

Zandik honestly has no idea how to treat his child properly, so, as much as it hurts his pride, he'll have to take a few parenting lessons from Pulchinella and Arlecchino, but he's a fast learner and passes that knowledge to his segments. Speaking of them, until kid reaches certain age, at least one segment is required to watch over you, unless they want to become subjects for next experiments

Dottore as a father is very very protective over you. Remembering your post about rulebook for interacting w/ his s/o, I imagine there's a same for his child, with similar rules, but possibly there's something like "Keep discussions child-friendly, using analogies that aren't hurtful for child psyche", "If C/N expresses interest in playing with you - don't refuse, otherwise they'll cry and you won't like the consequences. Also it's in your best interest to let them win"

So you know those baby carry bags? Yee, I just imagine Zandik with one and it kills me. He threatens fatui underlings, all while carrying a child on him in this bag..

One of pros of being Dottore's child is that they end up very knowledgeable. Of course he uses.. drastic analogies, but kid catches on quickly. If you listen to their conversation it won't make much sense, but the two(+) of them understand each other rather good.

I think child will copy Doctor quite a lot. They'll repeat his walk with hands behind his back, his laugh, smirk.. Lots of things, really. It's especially terrifying to other people if they inherited his red eyes and sharp teeth. It makes him **just a tiny bit** smug and proud. I think child also steals his coat, mask, earrings to play as him, it's honestly so cute

He's generally really proud of them (unless they want to enroll in academiya, he won't survive such betrayal, no he's not being overdramatic-- joking, joking)

-🥀

DADTTORE I REPEAT IT'S DADTTORE!! Dottore has no clue how to take care of a child, especially if you're no longer here to guide him. Hell, he could barely take care of himself at times without your constant reminders. But now the mad scientist is left with the kid, all alone and confused... though, at least his best trait as a father is his willingness to learn and ability to adapt. He will never live it down, going to the other two Harbingers for advice, even fucking Childe gives him tips as he's raised his siblings as well. Pantalone and Bina chip in too, the fun uncle and auntie. Although Dottore has his... feelings about them, they're better at making the child laugh than him. The child won't be left wanting for company, considering all his segments as well. They're on top of it when it comes to the kid.

HJEWBDEWWE THE FATUI HANDBOOK'S GUIDE TO INTERACTING WITH HIS CHILD 😭😭💗 You know that one is even longer than the first one. He's even more strict which leads to extremely specific rules in the handbook. Memorizing it is a must if you get transferred to work for Dottore. AND THOSE RULES ARE SO CUTE! It's so funny to think about how much his attitude changes when it comes to protecting his kid. He doesn't play. AND AHHAHA the baby bag, i imagine he also threatens them usually quietly because the kid is sleeping, and he finally got them to sleep, he doesn't want to wake up after trying for so long 😭 the agents are just like 🧍‍♀️

I imagine Dottore wonders a lot if his child will surpass him one day. He and the segments will usually indulge the kid's curiosity, and they pick up a lot of stuff easily. Probably can speak multiple languages at a young age 😭 His kid ends up asking lots and lots of questions, to which Dottore always has an answer. Is it always satisfying? No, but he wants his kid to discover things as well, rather than having it handed to them. That's the point of seeking knowledge. (Pls i imagine whenever his kid gets in an argument with him, they always pull 'i'm going to the Akademiya and graduate unlike you' to rile him up 😭)

And the kid definitely copies his dad a lot. 😭 It's like a mini him. 🥺 Dottore may not be the best dad, certainly not a conventional one, but he hopes you would say he's done a good job.

At the very least, Dottore makes sure his kid doesn't suffer the same way he did as a child.

#smooches talks #🥀 anon #dottore love notes <3 #ngl i never wrote dottore being a dad bc i was scared of it being ooc but i love this sm and im glad ppl do 🥺 #idek if i want kids but... dadttore 💗 its cute to think abt

[generationlosscorkboard]

Dream interpretation is certainly something, and it's taking it's time-

So I'm just gonna do a quick side review of current information and my predictions:

So far we have the following characters known to us

- The writer (who I've been calling Chronos)

- Jay (previously assumed she/her but I believe those belong to-)

- Mary (assumably Chronos' therapist)

- Chronos's boss (like, a million years old)

- Chronos' family, and dog

- XXXX (the "<- nevermind" one. I'm assuming that this is a person but who knows)

Stuff we know:

Something happened eight months ago and Chronos is trying their absolute best to ignore it. (I suspect X has something to do with it).

Chronos is having weird dreams, but is purposely ignoring their signicance (linked to right month ago event)

We may be affecting said dreams via the polls

they work at a tech place, one that specifically deals with fixing stuff, like VCR units

they do NOT work 6 jobs (they just had their job starting an hour earlier- 6 jobs would probably be more nightmarish than their dreams)

the year is 19XX, though very likely post-1972, cause of the mention of VCR unit. The fact they call some of the stuff like VCR units as "old" it's been a reasonable time since 1972. Sooo... 90s? Course, time could just be real friggin weird-

The polls has some strange influence over Chrono's reality. Specifically, messages through radios and such. (And a lil bit of dream stuff)

My current predictions of what is and is to come:

Chronos is gonna lose their family and the dog is gonna die (Yeah.....)

Jay may also die, and it will be directly because of Chronos actions. because I predict it so. (and it will be incidentally, but yeah.)

Chronos is gonna have to stop ignoring whatever happened eight months ago, but will in doing so is discover something super f--ed up about their reality (if they haven't seen a glimpse of this already) and how much of a lie it is and it's gonna make them go insane-

Mary and Chrono's boss aren't going to be super important, Mary may be mentioned again, but she won't play a major part.

and this final one is just entirely based off this fact:

I once designed an au world in which people were unaware of the fact they're living in dome cities and outside that is an absolutely apocalyptic world where the sun exploded and it's held together by magic and fantasy duct tape (it's a fantasy world, so ignore those elements) and yeah dome people don't know until one scientist realises the sky is like- super off. doesn't make sense mathematically or astrologically. And they go insane!

so if it turns out that they sky is f-ed and/or they're in a DOME CITY/TOWN (or something similar) I'm going to cry again because this will be the third time Chronos/Ranboo/GenLosers have apparently been on the same wave length as me-

(which is also just kinda the Truman show but I promise it's way more than that)

-----(major timeskip)-----

Oh HI THERE! the prior post was written a while ago, but I ended up taking an impromptu step back from everything whislt it was quiet- sorry about that!

Anyways, here it is for you now. I'd best also finished that third dream theory huh! While it's still qui- AHHAHA you think I'd tempt fate like that? Nooooooo. Noooo thank you.

#gen loss #generation loss #chronicle 0 #generation loss theory #tangled tape #zero thoughts #if anyone's curious as to the first and second time #well the first was the name Zero #the second one was the design (or at least Fanon) bc I did a piccrew early into this account of what GL me looks like and uh #I'll leave it at that #although GLranboo can vouch for me #I showed them and they called me out on actually being Chronos again (with /silly BUT IT'S STILL WEIRD LIKE THAT)

[sips-tea-cutely]

amwaahahha me seeing the latest post and thinks..if ur confortable cuz rhis topic si kinda weird and things i mean in a trigger way but s/o s3lf h4mrning or like feeling su1c1d4l thinga like that if youre confortable feel free to ignore this,, btw im sorry if this isnt allowed i cant find a "i wont write/ will write" list :'(( anyway have a good day! /e dance2 (my highest kin is backgroundgirlcharacter813)

Jouno’s s/o who self-harms

tw: sh, suicide, blade, PLEASE dont sh, fluffy ending

#Saigiku Jouno

it was not often you cut yourself. it was only when you were stressed, when jouno wasn’t home. fortunately for you, he had been out at work later than usual.

grabbing a swiss army knife hidden in your drawer, you flip out the blade and scrunched up your sleeve. landing the blade on your arm, the blade cutting through your skin—

woosh. “that fukuchi seriously… how is he the leader of the hunting d…” jouno complained aloud, stopping himself, smelling iron, blood.

opening the door to your shared bedroom, the scent stronger now. “sai’! i..i didnt hear you come through the door? did you use your ability again~?” you playfully lecture him in an attempt to distract him from the overwhelming sense of blood, throwing the knife back into the drawer.

“did you get hurt? who was it? i swear to god, i’ll send them over to vice commander teruko, just give me their name.” he threatened. “no! i didnt get hurt! i—it must’ve been some animal blood, i walked nearby the butcher, haha! right anyw-“

“no, this is fresh blood, just a few minutes ago. what happened?” hah, nothing goes behind sai’s back, huh? sitting down onto the bed, back slumped in defeat, you finally tell him, revealing all your scars. even if he couldn’t see them, he got smell them, the oppressive and foul odor filling every sense, reminding him of his criminal days.

“im sorry, sai’.” you say while weeping, wrapping your arms around his torso. comfort… jouno wasn’t well— ever good at comforting people. torturing people and putting them into little mind games, that was his specialty. but,

seeing his treasured jewel, torturing themself— he wrapped an arm around your back and buried his face in your hair. “mm.. it’s alright… im not mad, ok? just… worried for you, dear.”

thinking for a while, he carefully let you off of him and went to the bathroom, grabbing some cotton pads, bandage and disinfectant.

“this might sting.” he said, feeling around for the cut before covering it with the alcohol-soaked pad. “so, why?” he asked, it was almost like he was begging. “i do it when im stressed..” you quietly admit.

“so then why don’t you come to me? ive told you multiple times that i’m here for you, dear.” he reminded as he wrapped your arm. “or perhaps it became an addiction, a stress relief?”

“…” staying silent, he took that as a yes. “well then jewel— if you cant do it for yourself, do it for me. you know i hate the scent of iron, don’t you?” he complained lightheartedly “ha… hahhahaha!” you giggle.

‘what?’ jouno frowned, he was trying to connect to you emotionally! “sai’ that’s not a very good reason.. ahhaha..” you smile at his kind attempt.

“urgh… fine! ill tell you something; i have a secret.” he announced. “what? tell me! what is it?” you ask. “no thanks. this is really important so for now, just stay alive.” he said, while getting up.

“what?! tell me please, sai’..” you whine. “no amount of begging will get me to tell you, jewel.” he says while finally removing his uniform, much to your disappointment.

now behind closed doors, he held his heart in lovesickness, in sadness—if he could convince you to stay alive, he’d have some type of future with you and he’d finally understand the reasons the hunting dogs protect, and he’d finally have something to protect.”

#tw self mutilation #tw self harm #mod maki #bungo stray dogs imagines #bungo stray dogs x reader #bungo stray dogs #bungou stray dogs imagines #bungou stray dogs x reader #bungou sd #bungou stray dogs #bsd #bsd x reader #bsd imagines #saigiku jouno #jouno saigiku x reader #jouno saigiku #jōno saigiku

[borathae]

Sibi, how have you been dear? I hope you're healthy and content!

I just read shutter sounds last night and I'm in love with it! Voluptés Artistiques was so well written it's just pure goodness and the part where he sucks on her fingers had me teary eyed, like I know it's supposed to be kinky but I legit got so emotional at the level of fondness he has for her!

I wanna ask how are they these days? We haven't gotten a proper look at their dynamic and state of relationship post graduation (if they graduated already idk). Like has Tae finally mustered the courage to tell his parents what he wants in life? How their lives are like as young artists? Are they on the same city still? Idk so many questions lol

Also @oc if I had a bf like yours I'd be snapping pictures all day too girl, do you let him use you as a subject aswell or do you prefer being behind the lens? As for tae I wanna ask what does it make you feel like when she points the camera at you? Do you get shy and self conscious? Or proud and show off-y?

🌞

I'm doing alright, an unecessary ghost of my past wanted to come back into my life recently but I said NO fuck off. So I'm getting over that shock currently ahhaha. It's not as deep as I make it seem though. either waY

FJADSJFAJ I'M SO HAPPY YOU LOVE SHUTTER SOUNDS!!! OMFMG THIS STORY IS SO DEAR TO MY HEART :( IT'S ONE OF THE FIRST STORIES I posted here and it's so precious to me :( gosh, Tae is the greatest cutie in it 😔😔

Like has Tae finally mustered the courage to tell his parents what he wants in life? How their lives are like as young artists? Are they on the same city still?

okay okay so omfmg yes they have graduated already and these days are running an art/photography studio together. They mostly earn their money through photography whilst Taehyung sells his art as a side business. And yes they are still in the same city, they just moved in together 🥺 His parents know of it since two years by now, but still need to "get used to it", they are trying to be supportive however.

Okay so for your ask my characters hehehe

OC:

"He is the prettiest isn't he?" she gushes with sparkling eyes, "I actually have no preference. We both love to be the subjects of the art as well as the artist. Working with him is always so much fun, he is the best partner."

Tae:

"I feel so beautiful", he says with a soft blush, "I always get shy, but then she praises me and I can see how much she loves me and I feel really good. I always try to do the best job for her because I want her pictures to be the best they could be."

#asks: shutter sounds #asks #🌞anon #come talk to my characters #ss: character talk

[hawkinshighdropout]

I'd like to submit my friend application please 💚

Hi! I'm Toni and I'm 31, old I know 😂

I'm a stay at home mum to my beautiful little man, he's autistic so it can be hard sometimes as he's non verbal and it doesn't help that I have literally no mum friends to talk to or meet up with. It can feel pretty lonely sometimes.

I've recently (since s4) came back to tumblr but I used to LIVE here back in my Shadowhunter days (books, TV and film) and before that in my very multi fandom teen days!

I kind of forgot what it was like to have a hyperfixation until Eddie appeared on my screen. I've been so tied up in being a mum and trying to find myself again that I've realised I've not had a proper hyperfixation in such a long time! I have had mini ones but not to this level in years 😂

Hmm a little more about me. I love reading but tend to either read like 8 books in a month or none for 3 years. I watch a LOT of TV, a few of my favourites are ST (obviously), The Walking Dead, Gilmore Girls and Buffy. Moviewise I'm into a lot of different types, my main favourites are LOTR/Hobbit, Labyrinth, Soldier's Girl (highly recommend but it will break your heart and not mend it) and Muppet's Christmas Carol.

I also write. I'm finally getting back into writing. I used to write a lot but in recent years it's been a struggle. I currently have an ongoing Eddie x Reader series, plus a lot of plot bunnies waiting to be written 😂 and also a novel I'm hoping to write one day!

Okay I've rambled a lot now. That's one last thing to know about me. I'm a rambler. Or I don't reply for literally ages. There's no real in-between 😂

Hope you're having a lovely day 🥰💚😇

Consider your application accepted just based on how lovely you are off the bat! <3

Hi, Toni! You’re not even that old, hush yourself! 😊

Congrats on your lil boy, I wish you all the luck in raising him. <3 Hopefully you find the love and support that you are needing ‘cause you deserve it, you’re doing an amazing job, just in case no one had told you that already today!! You got a friend in me, even if I’m not a parent, I can still be a pal!

OH MY GOD I LOVE SHADOWHUNTERS, YES!!! I’ve literally been thinking about finishing off the book series cause I never finished it cause I got hooked on the show instead but then it got cancelled so I was butthurt and gave up ahhaha. Watch me be 26 and restart my love for this franchise all cause of you!

Honestly same, Eddie has us all in a chokehold and idk how he’s doing it ??

You’re a whole mood tbh, yes. I feel like that’s how most readers are, super into it, ghosting books for years, super into it, taking a long ass break. There’s always that one book that hooks you back in tho, I wonder what it’ll be for you! Gilmore Girls is a fucking vibe and I love that show, ugh, it’s such a comfort show. Those are all hella solid movie choices, I think we will get on real well!

I need to checkout your series and give it a read, can’t be ignoring the wonderful work of my happy little sheep now can I?! I’ll add it to my TBR <3 Tell me about it haha, I have like 6 stories in my drafts waiting to post and then another like 13 requests to get to, lots of plot bunnies sitting about :D You wanna write a novel?! About what?! :D

I love ramblers. I’m a quiet person irl so it gives me a chance to just sit and listen to people, it’s a good balance 😊 I hope you are having a fabulous day, my love. You deserve the best things in life and the universe shall bring them to you!

Join our gang! <3

#sweetpeapod #answered

[tsuumei]

Shion and Nezumi for @glorifiedscapegoat from awhile back;;! Thank you for commissioning! ^^

#no.6 #shion x nezumi #commission #finally posting this here now ahhaha;;

[serxeinxx]

ଘ੭:: week two: — ; 𝐒𝐎𝐅𝐓𝐈𝐄!

ଘ੭:: pairings: bakugou x fem!reader

ଘ੭:: summary: going back and forth, reading shojo mangas, THE bakugou katsuki happen to be caught by you in the store, purchasing it.

ଘ੭:: wc: 2.8k

ଘ੭:: warnings: cussing, bakugou being bakugou, FLUFFF!!

— Helloo! this is my second story for the event! this story was supposed to be posted on my old wp acc but now, i’m posting some contents here on tumblr AHHAHA + i hope you guys enjoy! ALSO! thank you ate @mrskenmakozume for beta reading my work although i have a lot of incorrect commas and the words are not capitalized correctly ;-; i’m deeply sorry for that :’))

— I ACCIDENTALLY POSTED THE FIRST ONE- THIS IS THE SECOND ONE 

—SITTING DOWN ON THE BED, reading rom-com mangas "secretly" is a perfect entertainment for the grumpy blond ash. Turning from page to page, concentrating on the suspense, thrill, and climax of the story. Out of nowhere, he slammed the book onto the bed. Being careful with his manga and at the same time, he wanted to explode it into pieces, but he couldn't. 

"FUCKING CLIFFHANGER! GO AND DIE!" yelled the blond ash. "This is fucking bullshit." He can't afford to go outside and buy the exact volume he bought since, he was aware that maybe someone will see him. And that will crush his image and pride.

He picked up the book and placed it on his secret stash of books behind his bed. He was sort of pissed off. He sighed loudly, and decided to leave his room and go to the kitchen. It was the weekend, and most of his classmates went out to go home and visit their parents, hang out, or do some other errands they had to accomplish.

This was a relief for Bakugou since he hated going back to his home. To be yelled at by his mom, he just can't stand it. Of course, he loved both of his parents, he's not the type to show it. Never. Ever.

Finally, he arrived at the first floor of the dorms where he and the entire class were living for now, just for the safety of every student since the Kamino Incident happened. It has been days since it happened, and he received a lot of anonymous text messages after the incident.

'it's your fault that all might have lost his powers!'

'I hope you rot in hell and die!’

'you really are perfect to be a villain bruh no cap.'

Those messages made him wanna puke in guilt until there was nothing left. He was still blaming himself. Even after his fight with Midoriya, he still can't get over it.

"I can't get it out of my head! It's constantly playing on loop! SO WHAT THE HELL AM I SUPPOSED TO DO?!"

You hummed as you went inside the dorms and to your surprise, you saw Bakugou in the kitchen. You raised an eyebrow on why he was staring at an empty glass. You sneaked up onto him and gave him a little scare.

“BOO!” He flinched a little.

“You were spacing out, what's up?”  you asked. Bakugou sighed at your presence and replied, “One, shut up. And two, mind your business.” You rolled your eyes at his stubbornness. "Fine then. You're always like this to me. It's not like you'll ever talk to me anyway." you grumbled and left the kitchen and went out, leaving Bakugou alone.

You went out around the musutafu streets, looking for something to entertain. As you walked, you happened to stumble across a bookstore. You went inside and was greeted by an old woman and her cat. "Hello there dear, are you looking for something?” she asked. You shook your head in reply and answered “I really wish I could but, I don’t know what to read though.”

“Kids these days are interested in manga, right?”

“Uh yeah although, i, personally, didn't have the time to read some mangas. What's your recommendation?”

“Well, manga is quite fun to read. Adventures, slice of life, horror, and etc., it's really up to you dear.”  she answered, guiding you to the aisle where the mangas were located. You scanned through the genres and the titles, from what you remembered, horimiya was the title of the manga that you heard from your classmate way back in your last year of junior high. “Uhm, excuse me-”

When you were about to ask the nice lady you met but, she disappeared from your side. You raised an eyebrow to your confusion and with a hint of curiosity. “Huh, weird.” you commented. It took you a while to find the manga that you were looking for. 

‘Horimiya’

The manga that you were looking for was here, and it was the first volume. Just when you we’re about to turn around, you bumped into something or someone. “Oh my gosh I'm so, sorry-”

Your eyes widen to see bakugou in a hoodie and a mask. “bakugou?” you said with a questionable tone.

Bakugou himself is defeated. Out of all the people, you found him in the manga section, holding a rom-com or a shoujo manga, to be exact. "What are you doing here? Did you follow me or something?!" he asked. You scoffed at his question. "Me? Following you?! Don't get ahead of yourself!" you retorted.

Your smirk grew to know his situation. Of course, Bakugou saw it. That look in your eye, it’s like the predator found its prey. "Oh, my! Is that a shoujo manga? You must be an expert in this field!" you started. “If you tell anyone about this you’re dead!” he replied. You laughed at him. “Ah, don’t worry, I won't tell anyone. But! I would tease the fuck outta you softie boy.” you added. Bakugou growled at you, and had a red shade on his ears and face. "I'll be having fun teasing you the entire month I guess, or maybe even more"

"Don't tell anyone about this. I'll...do what you want." he grumbled.

"I'm sorry, what did you just say?"

"I said I'll do anything." he repeated himself. The first time ever, he's willing to do it to someone. He's the best of the best! But for some unfortunate reason, he has no choice but to do it. Of all people, why you?

"Oh really? You're not trolling me are you?"

"What do you take me for? Some other extra?" he taunted.

"Geez geez, 'm sorry." you rolled your eyes. You Placed a hand on your chin, thinking about what to ask for bakugou. "Oh! I know, let me read your other books! And help me how to get started on mangas." you proposed.

"Nope."

"Oh well i guess i should tell denki that—"

"Okay! Okay! Fine!"

You dig in the bookshelf to look at the second volume. Bakugou noticed it. "What are you looking at?" he asked. "Im.. looking for the second volume." you replied.

"Idiot, don't buy the other volume if you don't know the plot yet. You might get disappointed because of it. What are you looking for anyway?" he asked again.

"Horimiya." you replied and continued to look for the second volume.

“I have the second volume. Just buy that and let’s go.” He walked right through you. Since you couldn’t complain, you followed him. You are still curious about the old lady that talked to you here just when you stepped inside the shop. You paid for the book and waited for bakugou. “Hold this.” he handed you out the things he bought. “You have hands for a reason.” you said sheepishly. “Just do it.”

“Why? Are you scared that people might call you a softie? Oh, the great Bakugou Katsuki is a softie for rom-coms. I think there’s nothing to be ashamed of. It’s just an interest at the end of the day.” you said.

When you both arrived in the dorms, you grabbed a couple of snacks from your room and brought them into bakugou’s room. His room is much cleaner than yours. As expected from him. "I have the snacks, Just get what you want.” you laid out the snacks on his table. He approached you and handed out the second volume. You we’re amazed by its condition. “Woah, this book looks so new.. like, this has never been touched..” you said in an awe while inspecting. “That’s what you called ‘handle with care’.” he replied. You playfully rolled your eyes at him. “whatever you say bakugou.” you chuckled.

“Oh my god, he did not!" you squealed while reading on Bakugou's bed. It’s been months since you caught him purchasing rom-com mangas, you and bakugou had a good friendship after that. For Bakugou's case, he was kind of enlightened to have someone to talk to about this. His reactions, guesses, and his awfully comments at every scene.

“That was a stupid move. He could’ve asked her out!” he commented. You feel tense when he goes near you just to look at the part where you are reading. To denki, kirishima, and deku, you had no problems when they’re near proximity with you, but this case is different. Could it be?

You got up from his bed and stood up, making Bakugou look at you. “Where are you going?” he asked. “I gotta go to my room, it’s late.” you replied. “It's literally 6:47, something is up. Do you… wanna talk about it?” he asked. You stopped your tracks. “it’s okay, i’m fine really… I just need to be alone, that's all.” you said and left his room. Leaving him dumbfounded. You rushed to your room, with your blushing face. But before you went to your room, you happened to see Kirishima. He was about to say hi to you. But you ignored him and went to the elevator.

You closed the door and immediately hopped on your bed and hugged your bolster pillow and screamed on it. “what the fuck y/n…. THAT WAS A  DUMB REASON! AAAAAA!” you rolled on your bed like a little kid. ''He'll probably thinks that I'm being weird!”

*brrrrt!

Your phone vibrated. You were hoping that it wasn’t bakugou. You sighed to see that it was not bakugou. But your eyes widened to see kirishima’s text

Rocky

yo, y/n you kay? i saw you rushing from baku-bro’s room. Did he say something to you?

You replied back to him.

y/n

nah, i’m just feeling unwell that's all.

in an instant. Kirishima replied back.

Rocky

oh, well, take a rest then. :))

y/n

Will do! :3

"She’s lying." Bakugou commented. Kirishima looked at him. He scratched his head in confusion. “What did you do? I saw her running in the hall with her face redder than my hair." Bakugou put a hand on his chin and began to think. “I went near her” he answered. Kirishima immediately shakes him up. “What the hell shitty hair?! you got a death wish or something?!” he asked.

“MAN! YOU FLUSTERED HER!” he said. Bakugou raised his eyebrow. “Huh? What is that supposed to mean? Deku, you, half ‘n half, and dunce face also did that and she didn’t get any reaction. So why me huh?" he asked once again. Kirishima pinched his nose bridge out of his friend's naivety. “dude…. I think, she likes you.” he helplessly said. 

It took a couple of seconds to register the 5 words that kirishima said. “HAH?! WHAT MAKES YOU THINK OF THAT?!” he blushed. Kirishima pointed his finger on bakugou. “Dude, you’re blushing..”

“N-NO I’M NOT!”

The next day has arrived and you avoided bakugou purposely. Just when you went inside, Bakugou was staring at you. It's as if he’s looking at your soul on the way he stares at you. ‘Oh my god, what if he knows?!’ you said in thought.

You sat down immediately on your seat away from Bakugou. You are lucky enough that Bakugou's seat was far away from you or else, you would be dead to the moment you sat down near him. As The class started, you had a hard time focusing on Mr.Aizawa's lesson. Even in training, Uraraka would poke at your cheek because you're not paying attention well. You could feel his stare again and again. “Are you sure y/n? you can tell All Might that you are not feeling well.” Uraraka suggested. “No, no, I'm fine. I just- tons of things have been going on in my mind lately, that’s why i was not focusing enough on the training. “ you replied. “if you say so.. It’s not too late to tell sensei though.” Uraraka added.

The class ended with you, drained with energy. You went ahead instead of going along with Yaoyorozu after school. Now that you are walking alone towards the dorm, you let out a long yawn. You are sleepy, too sleepy that you can't even eat at the moment. “oi.”

You stopped your tracks to see Bakugou behind you. “Why are you avoiding me? Did I do something to you?” he asked. You immediately shook your head in denial. To your luck, it was sunset and the redness of your face is not that visible. “No, you did nothing.” you answered.

“bullshit.”

He walked towards you and faced you. “You know, you're kind of a  dumbass sometimes… it’s cute though.”

you’re blushing real harder after hearing those words from his mouth. “i… like you too, idiot.”

“but!-”

“Kirishima told me last night, why did you run away from my room” he explained. “You don’t need to say those and come here.."

A lip touched your lip so softly like a feather. Despite his Passive-aggressive attitude, he can pull off the most softest move. You slowly synced yours to his. You slowly lift your hand to hold his face gently while he tilts his head for a deeper kiss. This kiss lasted for a minute then you two broke the kiss, with both eyes locked on each other’s gazes with a blush on your faces.

“I saw you reading the part and you were excited about that. It's about time I did that.” he whispered. After the kiss you had, you we’re speechless. He looked at you and you laughed a little. “What’s so funny? Are you making fun of me or something?!”

You shook your head and gave him a smile. “You’re such a softie, katsuki.”

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[pareokey]

rain puddles

pairing: xiao x reader

˚꒰ ෆ◞˚ reader info: fem!reader

˚꒰ ෆ◞˚ set: age timeline au ( 4 - 16 )

˚꒰ ෆ◞˚ summary: two childhood friends play in the rain puddles

˚꒰ ෆ◞˚ words: 888 w(°ｏ°)w

˚꒰ ෆ◞˚ warning(s): none, only fluff and soft xiao :3

˚꒰ ෆ◞˚ key(s): (M/N) - mother's name; (N/N) - nickname

˚꒰ ෆ◞˚ notes: my last fanfic for this week, i won't be posting fanfic for a few days because i'm studying for my final exams! ☆⌒(ゝ。∂) anyways, happy reading! (･ω<)☆ also thank you for 100 notes on my last fanfic (ง ื▿ ื)ว

★ masterlist ★

– age 4

(Y/N) sat on the window sill as she watched two raindrops racing down that ended up colliding into each other and becoming one.

eyes widening like she just thought of an idea, " mama! " she called for her mother. " yes, honey? " she replied.

" can i go play in the rain with sho!? "

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" sure, sweetie but we'll have to ask mrs. guizhong first. "

humming a sound of excited agreement, she took her mother's hand and pulled her even though she isn't strong enough.

" let's get you dressed for the occasion first " her mother picked her up and took her to her bedroom.

" alright, do you remember what i told you? "

" yes! to be polite, mama! " she replied doing a small salute.

smiling at her daughter's cuteness, she rang the doorbell.

a faint " please wait a moment, i'll be there! " was heard.

as the door opened, they were met the beautiful face of mrs. guizhong. " oh! (M/N) and (Y/N), are you two here for xiao? "

" guizhong, hello! ahhaha.. (Y/N) here wanted to play in the rain with xiao. "

" sure! you can leave (Y/N) here, i'll go get him. " she smiled,

" thank you, guizhong. now please behave (Y/N). "

(Y/N) dressed in her rabbit raincoat holding another person's hand that seems to belong to xiao, in his cat raincoat. as they both laugh together in the rain while jumping from one rain puddle to another.

" sho! "

" (N/N)! "

" sho, let's promise to play in the puddle together at any time we can get forever and ever! " she said,

" hmhm, okay! " he replied,

as they both intertwined their small pinky together.

– age 8

the rain had already disappeared, (Y/N), xiao and ganyu are at the park with guizhong.

ganyu was sitting next to guizhong as she practiced her drawing while guizhong was monitering (Y/N) and xiao at the playground.

as (Y/N) looked around, she spotted a.. what's that? a rain puddle!

eyes brightening, she shook xiao's shoulders.

" what is it? "

" sho! sho! look! a rain puddle! " grabbing his hand and dragging him to the puddle,

" woaaaww!! " she exclaimed.

" woah! let's do it! "

nodding her head, they grabbed both of each others' hands and jumped in the puddle.

" xiao! (Y/N)! " guizhong exclaimed, " don't wet your clothes! "

as they both stopped, they looked into each other's eyes, " uh oh. "

– age 12

xiao was over at (Y/N)'s house, helping her mother bake cookies " his favourite cookies second to his mother's " as he had said.

" xiao, it's okay. thank you for the help. " (M/N) said, " you can go play with (Y/N), i'll call you two when the cookies are ready. "

nodding his head, he turned and went to the living room where (Y/N) is laying on the couch upside down.

seeing xiao, she brightens up " sho! sho! look outside, it's raining! "

" i can see that (Y/N) and it's xiao, not sho. " he said,

" right, right.. sho! come look! " grabbing xiao's hand, she dragged him to the window.

staring at the rain together, she began, " so... "

quirking an eyebrow at her, he nodded for her to continue,

" remember the promise we made 8 years ago..? "

he groaned as she smirked at him.

" yeah yeah, i do (Y/N) "

" then let's go! "

" wait, wait, wait wha- "

she laughed as they both ran to the backyard with their hands intertwined.

playing in the backyard in the rain as their clothes got wet, they didn't hear (Y/N)'s mother calling them.

" (Y/N)? xiao? the cookies are ready! " she called

not receiving an answer, she went into the living room just to find out the two children are gone. " xiao?! (Y/N)!? " she exclaimed,

hearing laughter from the backyard, she looked out the window and was shocked to see two kids with soaked clothes playing in the rain.

" xiao! (Y/N)! come back inside, you'll get sick! "

– age 16

sitting inside the classroom, she stared out at the pouring rain.

she was too focused on the rain to hear the sound of the classroom door open until she felt two arms snaked around her waist.

turning around, she was met with the rare, warm smile of her boyfriend, " xiao.. "

smiling, he averted his eyes to the window " are you looking out the window again? " hmming as to say that he is correct, she pushed her face further to his chest.

taking her cheeks with his hands, he rested his forehead on hers as their nose touched, he stared at her lovingly

" remember the promise we made 12 years ago..? " he said,

laughing softly, she replied, " yeah, yeah, i do.. "

" then let's go. " giving (Y/N) her schoolbag, he intertwined his hand with hers.

as they reached the front of the school, xiao took out an umbrella and opened it.

the two childhood used-to-be friends, now lovebirds walked home together, sharing an umbrella as they held hands, stepped on rain puddles, and laughed together.

˚꒰ ෆ◞˚ notes: thanks for reading! i hope this is fluffy enough for everyone,,, i'll be working on my peter parker fanfic while studying for exams too!! ....φ(︶▽︶)φ....

- PAREOKEYⒸ2022

#xiao x reader #xiao x y/n #xiao x you #xiao fluff #xiao imagines #genshin impact x reader #genshin impact fluff #genshin impact imagines #genshin impact scenarios #genshin fluff #genshin xiao #genshin imagines #genshin scenarios #🍣— pareokey #ringo's favourites 🌠

[hobidreams]

(be warned, this is all over the place lmao)

dearest rain, i have no fucking words. when i saw the warnings for this chapter, i thought that maybe what happened the night they first met would come up in conversation but no. no. you had to hurt me in the best way possible😭😭😭😭😭😭 when i tell u i had to pause reading to just. silently screech. u best believe it because i did!!! i’ve lost track of how many times i’ve reread this chapter because the first time i read it, i was practically speeding through it because i was at the edge of my seat😭 this chapter was just so dynamic, if that makes any sense?? oh my god, i love how vulnerable they were this chapter, both literally and metaphorically!!

and thE ARM TOO

i kinda registered it subconsciously like,, huh. his arm is injured. so was his mom’s. hmm. interesting. buT THEN U POINTED IT OUT AND IT FINALLY CLICKED. THE ARM. HIS LEFT ARM GOT INJURED, AND SO WAS HIS MOM’S LEFT ARM, AND THEY BOTH GOT INJURED WHILE TRYING TO PROTECT THE ONE THAT THEY LOVE AND [clench]

i know i sent an ask about it already but wheW. the sheer genius that is this chapter. i literally had to take a few days to just collect my very scattered thoughts because holy shit rain. it’s AMAZING

and there are two parts that stick out to me the most (but i feel like u meant it that way lol) and is it no surprise that the two scenes that now live in my head rent free are the scenes where they put themselves directly in harm’s way to protect the other?? to cite a specific part though, this part right here:

“[…] and you, you who has never held a weapon before in her life, you who has lived to heal and mend instead of hurt, what can you do right now but to die?”

THIS PART RIGHT HERE OFFICER. THIS PART RIGHT HERE. even now just seeing it, it makes me want to SCREAM AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS. something about it is just so… haunting. it’s not fear or desperation, really—it’s the quiet realization (acceptance?) of the fact that holy shit, this is where i die.

and the way you could just feel the desperation in yoongi to save her, to keep her from ever getting hurt, ma’am i am speechless😭😭😭

i’ve always known that you’re a fantastic writer, but this chapter… damn. this is you pulling out the big guns. you have gone above and beyond anything i could have possibly dreamt of. it’s just,,, holy shit i’m out of words. that’s it. i’m dead. deceased. eviscerated.

(also, i’m SUPER curious as to what this will mean for their relationship🤔 i really don’t think the people who attacked them will get off scot-free (if there r any survivors lol), but also why do i feel like our dear mc will get into trouble for this🤔🤔🤔🤔)

WHEW DAMN THIS WAS A LONG ONE,,,, ANYWAYS MISS RAIN I HOPE U R WELL!!! I HOPE LIFE IS TREATING U GOOD, AND I HOPE U KNOW THAT EVERY TIME U POST/TWEET ANYTHING RELATED TO CROSS-STITCHING, THE MORE I WANT TO TRY IT TOO🤣🤣 -🌿

BABYYYYY i literally love u this is SUCH a sweet message to send. it meanas so much to me that youre re-reading this chapter bc its a really special one to me so i hope it can be that for you too 😭😭

ahhaha YES THAT LINE omg when i wrote it i really wanted that pain to come thru. i literally sent it to my bf & he was like “wow u wanna hurt ur readers huh” LOOOOL. but yes, that juxtaposition between her position as a healer instead of fighter 😭😭😭😭 and YES ofc i had to highlight the way he was willing to throw it all away for her. he wasnt thinking rationally then. he was just doing what his brain screamed at him to do ahhhhh. WE LOVE YOONGI IN THIS HOUSEHOLDDDDD

thank u so much 🤧 u are so kind babe 💓 this chap definitely pushed me to the extent of my abilities so im glad it came out well ;-;  i hope you enjoy what’s coming up next heheh 👀 ALSO U SHOULD CROSS-STITCH!!! it’s such a fun, relaxing hobby. i really love it ✨

#rain reply #🌿 anon #moonlit throne

[fishymom-art]

How do u created hate u girl? :o

AW YEAH, TIME TO MAKE A LOOOONG POST WITH ILLUSTRATIONS!!!!

All my stories begin with me creating a main character and then building a world around them. Same with HUGirl, but it was a liiiiittle bit funnier. In the beginning Diana was just... well, me.

Thhhat right, the original design of Diana and her character herself is how I used to draw myself back in 2016, when I first started calling myself FishyMom!

I drew myself in Ford Pines’ (from Gravity Falls, yes) outfit and with gills, because I was in Undertale fandom and I was in loooove with Undyne. I used to have a group chat with my friends who also liked Undertale and at some point they started calling me FishyMom, because I was bossy, caring and had gills, apparently. 

This design, as well as the nickname, stuck with me for a long time. At some point, I decided to make a character out of this design.

I called her Ford. You know. Because of the obvious thing XD. But I didn’t have a world for her yet.

Then I had a lot of things going on. In around 2014-2015 I was going to write two books about this world called Mirror World or Mirror Side. Some kind of shadows, who were assigned to you since your birth, would lead you into this world if you were unhappy. Mirror World has everything you ever wanted to have, creates a wonderful, flawless life and... brainwashes you completely into hailing the king of this world who harvests your powers to break out of the Mirror World and conquer the other side???? aka Magical Cult Kingdom, nothing else to say. 

Ford was going to be a right-hand-man of the king and had his mark on her face which meant that he sees through her eyes. But I never finished the book (in fact, I tried rewriting it 3 times and did not succeed) and didn’t really know how to put Ford in, since I already had a hecking lot of characters who were much more important to the story than she was. But she was still kinda there in the story.

(btw, the king’s name was Gaskard, which is Alex Gaskarth’s (vocalist of All Time Low) name written wrong. I didn’t know it was his name, my classmates were joking around when they said it when I was asking for a villain’s name. I was on their concert in 2017 uwu)

I was thinking about a sequel of the book at the same moment as I was still not writing the first one XD. And now it gets interesting.

In the first book, there had to be this girl, who was one of main character’s young sister and student. The second book was going to be about her and her twin brother. Her name was Elizabeth. 

The first picture is Elizabeth with her twin-brother, Noelle and second picture is the old Elizabeth.

A lot of things later, I decided to get rid of the story and make a whole new story for a sequel. But I was still left with Elizabeth. And I made her Ford. (and I made Noelle her sister instead of brother I guess...)

At this point, I knew what I wanted to do. I wanted Ford to be a scientist. I wanted her to be a warrior. I wanted her to be the characters I was inspired by when I was creating her. And I knew the story I was going to give her.

But I still didn’t have a world. And I still didn’t have a name.

And then I did a thing

There was a blog on Tumblr before hate-u-girl that had something to do with Ford. And I posted comics there. And you could or could not have seen at least one of the stupid comics I drew calling them all under the name HUGirl, which was literally Human, but a “girl” instead of “man”. And I mean this one...

my eyes hurt from the art style and from tHE AMOUNT OF NOTES IT HAS. LIKE, LITERALLY, I JUST HAD TO SEARCH FOR IT, LAST TIME I SAW THIS ABOMINATION, IT HAD 3K NOTES, DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT THIS IS MY MOST VIEWED ARTWORK??? MY LEGACY???? [heavy breathing] IS IT BECAUSE I TAGGED ZUTARA THERE??? IS THIS WHY?????

- ok, screaming aside XD

Yup! That was Ford! And there was also Huboy, who then went on to be Robert! (hoooo boi....). They were partners right from the beginning!!!!

And I finally started drawing the actual comic. THIS, everybody, is two ONLY pages that were made for the first ever try on “HUGirl” comic.

Ah, they were such babies....

The main antagonist of the comic, however, was someone fully new and someone who was also first just the way I drew myself.

Fishy Mom. Yes yes, you heard it right. Fishy Mom IS a character. That’s why at some point I asked people to call me RK (Ar-Key or, for Russians, Er-Ka), because that was a little weird. And she had to be some kind of a ruler of fully re-made Mirror World!!! 

I came up with the idea of making her a villain and a separate character after I made a cover on Die House and drew her in that dress for the first time. She evolved to an entity that can transform into your biggest fears (directly or indirectly). And Ford’s greatest fear was (and still is) water and fish.

Strange and unpolished, I left the first attempt and started drawing the second one, already including my baby Adelaide, who has a much bigger role than you think and I won’t be telling it. (Oh, and Robert’s lasagna appeared there too! Me and my friends made a lot of jokes about this lasagna XDDD)

Here are some of my favorite panels!

“big power with a tiny apartment?”

Diana and Robert were going to be a couple.

it’s a toxic haze all around

LOOK AT THIS BABY!!!

+ bonus of a badass Robert.

There had to be that other character called Complete Failure who has first appeared in this animation I made. All the characters in it are “the original cast” of HUGirl and will always be. I wanted them to be the villain for some time but quickly changed my mind and put Fishy Mom back into the role of the villain. They still remained a very important character to me who you can thank for the story HUGirl is now and will be.

Then Fishy Mom (or rather F-001 aka Fishy Good/Too Good To Be True) got a HuMan FoRm!!!! Yaaaay! Because a cartoony fish in the middle of a sci-fi post-apocalyptic drama would have been pretty weird. Btw, I have no idea at which point it turned into a post-apocalyptic comic, but I had to roll with it, because I put it as genre in WebToon and Idk if I can change it and I already came up with an excuse ahhaha.

My idea was that she put experiments and tried to create humans out of magic and science (i like that mix). This is when the “HU” in HUGirl turned into Human Urge Academy (now, Haze Unity Academy), the research academy on human life, who’s role is to create more humans because they can’t produce them the good-ol’-way anymore XD. And Diana (the “F” in the beginning of every experiment meant “Ford”, btw), alongside other characters, became a part of it and Fishy Mom became Diana’s personal nemesis, who was one of the experiments and wanted to kinda break free. It was still very weird and unpolished but I loved it. I had everything planned, from the beginning to the end and everything in the middle.

The last character I came up with was Susan Whaletaker. And she was anything but the character she is now XD. She was going to be the CEO of HUA and a pretty nice person. [turns to Susan now] NICE PERSON.

I had a lot of other thinking and writing in-between, but now I know exactly what I want to do with the story. And I have all those babes on my side uwu

It’s not a full story since it would have contained a lot of spoilers, but those are all the main events hehe, thank you very much uwu

if you have any other questions, please do ask!

#hugirl #diana elizabeth newt #robert kaelan does #markus levi damon #adelaide #F-701 #Susan Whaletaker #hate u girl #fishy mom #original comic #fishymom-ask

[himitsu-luna]

💗 Personality ship - @derisivedimples 💗

Hello!!! You're so cool!!! Here's your personality ship! I hope you like it!! Thanks for the request!!!

*Personality ships are CLOSED

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In Ateez, I ship you with... Hongjoong

1) What he loves about you: he loves How reliable you are/ How honest you are/ How kind you are/ How he can open up to you/ How you makes his life more interesting/ How you're always trying to start learning new things/ How you cook so well/ How cute you are even when you're in a bad mood

2) What you love about him: you love How he takes care of you/ How he is always there for you/ How understanding he is/ How he would never judge you/ How he is sincere with you/ How he loves to hug you everytime he has the chance/ How articulated are his thoughts/ How you can have deep conversations with him

3) How you met: You were always fascinated by mysterious and mind-blowing things. You specially liked to look into some murder misteries. Cases that no one was able to solve yet, and had a lot of peculiar and weird details. You were always thinking of how nice it would be to try to solve a mystery. And guess what? The day had come. You were taking a walk when you saw a place annoucing something really interesting: "The murder of Caroline: try to solve the locked room mystery." It was a game, in which they had prepared a fake crime scene and you needed to look for clues and find out what happened. You got all excited and decided to give it a try. It was a group activity, so you needed to wait at least for one more person to start playing. Hongjoong was walking on the streets, looking for something to do and something that would inspire him and make his brain work. He saw this "Murder of Caroline" thing and thought that it would be fun to try. He entered the place and saw you. You got all loud and happy, and the two of you headed to the fake crime scene. You worked really well together. You were fast in connecting the dots, and Hongjoong came up with the most brilliant ideas. The staff announced that you were the fastest ones to solve the mystery until that day, and gave you a prize: free dinner at a restaurant for two people. You looked at each other, and Hongjoong said: "So...let's go? Using my brain that much made me hungry!"

4) How he confessed: Hongjoong had a really bad day. He was always the one who needed to be in charge, the one who needed to be reliable, the one who needed to be strong. But that day, he just wanted to rest and talk his feelings out. And the one he trusted the most to show this side of him were you. You met at tour place and just talked, talked, talked, until Hongjoong felt he was at peace again. He needed to go, but not without thanking you a million times. At the door, he started asking out of nowhere: "You know you can come to me too, no matter what, right?" "Yes, I know!", you aswered. "And you know I will be always here to listen to you, right?" "Yes, yes!" "And you know that your opinion is really important to me, right?" "Yeeess..." "And you know that you will always have my shoulder to cry on, right?" "Yes Hongjoong! I know I know!", you said, laughing this time, but getting lowkey impatient. "Ok ok! One last thing... You know... You know I love you, right?", he said, smiling playfully at you.

5) First gift he gave you: a minion plushie

6) Favorite couple activity: talking for hours every night before sleeping

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In WayV, I ship you with... Kun

1) What he loves about you: he loves How beautiful you are/ How you two can cook together/ How admirable you are/ How intelligent and full of talents you are/ How honest you are/ How supportive you are/ How he can count on you/ How affectionate you are/ How you give him energy

2) What you love about him: you love How mature he is/ How he shows his clingy side just to you/How he always listen to you attentively/ How he gives his opinion and want to listen yours/ How patient he is/ How he makes you feel safe / How he is always asking if you're ok

3) How you met: You had a blog to share with the world your passion for food. You would always post the dishes you made and some food and restaurant reccomendations. You were in this new chinese restaurant to try their cuisine. There were just you and a guy in this place. You ordered a dish, and was amazed when the waiter brought it to you. It was so colorful and beautiful! You tasted it and it was divine. You decided to post it in your blog immediately : "This is amazing guys! The good of this new restaurant at xxxx street is something worth trying! Now, let me finish this!". Posted. You were eating calmly when the guy from the other table came to talk to you, showing the screen of his cellphone: "Excuse me, I'm sorry to bother you, but are you the one behind this blog?" You looked surprised. It was indeed your blog at the screen. "I'm a follower since the beginning! I really love your posts! I have a blog too actually, look!" he continued, showing you again his phone. You were in shock! : "oh my God! I know your blog too! And I'm always looking forward for your updates! You're my Favorite blogger actually! What a good coincidence!". The boy looked at you with a really happy face, and said: "That's so crazy! My name is Kun, by the way! Do you want to join me? I've ordered something different that I think you will like!"

4) How he confessed: Kun was about to go live for an Interview, and you were preparing yourself to watch it. The live was doing well, and, at some point, the Interviewer asked a question: "Do you have friends besides your groups mates?" . Kun aswered, smiling brightly: "Yes, I do! She is great! We've met at a chinese restaurant. In a way, we already knew each other hahaha She is someone I can trust. You know, that person who will always be sincere and honest with you. She is blunt and can be harsh sometimes, but she never intends to hurt, she Just want the best for the ones she likes. She is hot-tempered sometimes, but it's always understandable. She is extremely smart. She speaks a lot of languages! She is someone you can count on, you can lean on. She is someone really precious. Oh, I'm sorry, I think I some too much ahhaha". The Interviewer said: "Do you want to leave a message for her here?Now?Something you've always wanted to say?" Kun thought for a while before start speaking again: "There is something..." He looked directly at the camera and you felt his eyes on you. "I love you", he finally confessed.

5) First gift he gave you: a really pretty recipe book

6) Favorite couple activity: cooking together while having the most interesting conversations

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#kpop ships #personality ships #kpop #Wayv #ateez #ateez hongjoong #wayv kun #submission

[lucatorahaven]

vampire au post

4 skype convos haphazardly mixed in from very different times

[29/11/2014 4:27:51 AM] Probably Not Assorted Cheeses: Vampire au

Lucas the incompetent vampire who eats mostly animals

Duster was the one who bit him, only bc duster was literally starving n lucas came at a bad time

idk if duster should be born a vampire or not but Wes is one too and together they taught lucas how to survive.

however eventually they had to leave, they offered for lucas to join them but lucas can’t leave his family behind, the kid’s too sentimental :’(

so together they staged his death (which im too lazy to try n think of)

claus knew bout the vampire thing tho, lucas couldn’t live alone like that. He also ended up biting Boney in an accident so hey vampire dog.

claus grew up and eventually had his own family. Lucas could only really watch from afar but then the kids got his age and it was hard to see him and keep the gig up. He visited his parents funeral anonymously and afterwards him and claus stood there just

“sup” “how’re the kids” “twice your age and with kids of their own” “heh, i always thought you would be the one with kids yano?” 

it was very bittersweet, it felt like they’ve never been apart 

“it never stops feeling strange without you” "I know” 

lucas thinks of that conversation a lot

he started off the "younger uncle" then the "weird neighbourhood kid that visits grandpa claus" and inevitably the "weird kid from nowhere who goes to the cemetary every other month to put flowers on graves older than appears to be"

SO without attachments lucas traveled with boney, hoping that they find duster along the way.

eventually lucas comes back to tazmilly but it’s been a couple hundred years now and it’s completely different so he doesn’t recognize it

n lucas one day is caught outside with no shelter, it’s almost morning so he runs into osohe (which is way outta town so he assumed it was abandoned)

vampires can’t enter homes without being invited in because apparently homes are holy land but osohe is fuckn haunted so that doesn’t apply (adding on to the abandoned theory)

that’s how kumatora and him meet, she finds him exploring osohe all “wtf the fuck who are YOU...this me house”

So she gets an awkward lie explanation from lucas 

n she eventually catches on lucas is a vampire n is just DUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUDE I NEVER MET A VAMPIRE BEFORE FUCKN SWEET

lucas is just UM.;;; IS IT OK IF I STAY

"oh dude it's cool!! but u gotta tell me bout yourself bc i never met a vampire before ok?? i live iN THE PERFECT GOTHIC HOME BUT THERE’S NONE!! but here you are and i’m JACKED i gotta go to work tho so brb but afterwards u gotta tell me about yourself ok CYA"

lucas is still processing everything by the time she leaves, but he’s grateful and figures a conversation is the least he can do to repay her

in this au kumatora’s into cryptology bc her house is FULL of books and it’s a common subject (also the fact her castle is filled with ghosts and there are zombies just across the moat, it’s a p convenient hobby)

when she comes back she’s super excited because he’s still there 

lucas is kinda reserved but he still answers questions bc it’s POLITE

she asks bout p much everything?? “HEY do you need that” “y-yes” “is this true?” “not that i know of” “ok experiment time” “uH;;” “wait am i keeping you up?? it’s still daytime” “no it’s okay” 

after exhausting lucas of all his Vampire Facts kuma invites lucas to live at osohe castle, it’s big enough anyways

lucas is wary af bc he doesn't wanna accidentally get close to someone who 1. has a life span and 2. is technically food

but lucas ends up sticking around anyways, boney really likes it and he lowkey enjoys her company

so they keep chillin n lucas tells her how he hunts animals n how he only takes a bit of blood so they don't die and 

IDK I GO BY THE THEORY THAT VAMPIRES HAVE VENOM bc otherwise their entire food source becomes COMPETITION n they can bite but not?? TURN THEM INTO ANYTHIng so controlled blood flow for feeding purposes

also vampires only need to eat once or twice a month? they die around 6+ months without eating from starvation. It all depends on how quickly the blood cells in their body die basically.

ALSO when they bite you it doesn’t hurt bc their saliva numbs it so (sneaky bites) but it still feels weird as shit

bUT YA SO LUCAS N KUMATORA CHAt a whole bunch...you know that “accidentally get close” thing i mentioned? it happened

(it was kinda hard to avoid when the first companion you have that’s not your dog is informed on vampires and vampire goods, that was convenient)

so they keep hangin out and kumatora unlocks his Tragic Backstory

n sometimes kumatora helps him feed? like they go out together finding animals n storing blood

n lucas is fascinated with how technology has advanced bc he doesn't really?? go into towns anymore but he fuckn LOVES it

n they play video games n general COOL FUNTIMES

kumatora let’s lucas borrow her labtop to occupy himself and he looks for other vampires or hints of them

(this is under the assumption that osohe can get electricity in a modern au while still being ignored / abandoned)

n when kumatora goes to work he cleans up the castle n tries to show how much hE REALLY APPRECIATES HEr

n lIKE i also go by the logic that vampires do not do the stereotypical “turn into ashes at sunlight” it is a slow progression that takes up to 12 hours until absolutely turned to a crisp 

so basically if he covers himself and wears a shit ton of sunscreen he can chill in the middle of the day for like...a hour or two

and bc kumatora's WORTH IT he visits her at work n she's all LucAS WHAT ARe yO U DoING??   

lookin like a modern goth kid......has a huge red burn on his cheek..

he blames it on how pale/blonde he is “my brother is ginger you know”

kuma gets super worried n he's all bruh it cool i have like..2 more hours until i need to go to a hospital   

n kumas jsuT I GET OFF IN 4 HOURS GO HOME

kumatora invites him to movie nights with her friends n shit

people start calling lucas kumatora's goth boyfriend “never call him that when he's around or i'll murder you”

theyre all rather cool with lucas and find his speech kinda funny?

"wow look at those teeny boppers" "GET A LOAD OF THIS GUY GOD I LOVE IT" “???????????????" kumas friends ask for lucas more all WHAT SCHOOL DOES HE GO TO WHERE DOES HE LIVE "oh he's......foreign B)"

eventually it comes up how lucas doesn’t really want to be a vampire anymore and kumatoras just “dude i can help you find a cure” bc maybe her hobby is a bit Excessive but live your dreams

but ya lucas is just?? constantly wants to visit kumatora n loves her night shifts!! visits all the time they go on hikes a lot n jusT? GETS SO FUCKIGN ATTACHED IT SCARES HIM CONSTANTLY

they sometimes fall asleep on the couch together n when he's all "wow shes so cute.." he realizes how fucking Deep he’s in this and he’s FUCKED

he tries to distance himself but he Can’t Fucking Do It (just like w/ his fam)

whenever he tries to push her away she looks so upset it kills him 

N HE'S IN SUCH A STRUGGLE BC HE'S JUST

SO HAPPY TO BE AROUND HER??????

N LIKE WHEN THEY CUDDLE N STUFF HE'S JUST SO OVERWHELMED BC oh my god heartbeats!! oh my god she's gonna die before me

n lucas really fucking feels the severity of how FUCKED he is when its her birthday n hes just

yes she's gonna age and he's gonna outlive her n they could never realistically be happy even if by some offhand chance she even RETURNS the feelings

N HE HAS TO HIDE HIS CRYING N STUFF BUT KUMATORA HAS  A 6TH FUCKN SENSE FOR DISTRESSED LUCAS SO SHE'S ALL bruh :( whats up

so he opens up to her about his feelings and anxiety and she hugs him through it, it’s kind of a shitty way to confess 

“idk if i can forgive you for deciding that i’m gonna die before you” “are you threatening murder” “that and no way death’s gonna get me, i’m pretty stubborn”

a lil while passes

“you know... i’m okay with becoming a vampire” lucas refuses bc dude.. you can’t even comprehend the weight of immortality.. what if she regrets it 

“to hell if i make my closest friend suffer because of a life span” “hah i guess that’s the same for me”

they drop the vampire topic for the time being and move on to other ones such as... mutual feelings :^)

they’re both romantically inclined i mean... lucas spent 300+ years being a hermit and kumatora had other things to do

so they take it slow, it’s p much the same as before except.. hey...now when i think “man i wanna hold their hand” i CAN

it'd also be really sad and/or cute if the ghosts in the castle some of them were lucas's family which might be why boney likes it so much but also imagine them kissin on the couch "kuma ghosts r there" "EH THEYRE JUst ghosts" ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) claus looks into the camera "after so long... finally my little brother gets some action :')"

but idk if that’s a thing bc it feels kinda weird i feel like kissin n shit wouldn't b very often bc as much as they both loVE IT 

IT'S NOT THAT GREAT FOR A VAMPIRE

YANO.... HEARTS R BEATING... NECK IS RIGHT THERE (lucas still adores it tho)

so back to the topic of Mortality

kuma gets attacked in an alley on the way home from work

n lucas finds her bc they were gonna meet up but he smelt the blood and when he does find her he just goes FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK n didn't know how to save her 

also thinking rationally is hard when OH LOOK AT ALL THAT BLOOD AHhaHA

SO HE BITES HER

he carries her body home n he spends the whole waiting process between DEAD and VAMPIRE crying just "hoyl shti please work please work" “what did i fucking dooooo” “what if i was earlier” “what if i was too late” so many anxieties

kuma wakes up and lucas transistions from panic to HAPPY PANIC OH THANK GOD

she’s really out of it bc of the process and he’s crying apologies “it’s okay you saved me” but he’s still crying, they cuddle for comfort

"hey atleast we did it NOW when i'm a hot sexy 19 yr old and not a wrinkly old lady” “kuma” “i’m tryna make light of the conversation”

so now that kumatora’s a vampire she only works night shifts until she eventually quits. They moved to a new town / whatever so it was easy to avoid having to meet someone in the daytime. facebook helped keep in touch with her friends while still letting the friendship die out.

it took kumatora a bit to get used to being a vampire. she threw up a lot at first and she didn’t like having to drink blood but she did eventually get used to it

idk if they find a cure bc idk what the cure would BE but they eventually find other vampires :^) they continued lucas’s search for duster and probably found him tbh

[lululawrence]

lululawrence’s April 2019 Fic List

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Guess who’s back, back again... I actually wrote that when I drafted this post a month ago and I’m keeping it cause it’s funny ahhaha So this month has been a ride, hasn’t it? I’ve read some amazing fic though, so I’m super excited to talk about it with you! I read quite a few from the Shake Off the Dust collection as well as fics from the beginning of round 2 of @onedirectionbigbang and other various things as I tried and failed to keep up with all the new fic coming out haha We are so blessed to have so much amazing fic. So, without further ado, here are the fics I read and loved this month!

Hazy by @nikogda / nikogda This fic was written for me because I was anxious one day and they saw a post referring to it and they wrote this as a soothing fic for me and lemme tell ya, IT WORKED. It was so soft and... well... hazy. haha I loved it. A great fic to come back to on a rough day, for sure!

Keep Your Hands Up, So I Can See by @goodmorningtoyouuniverse / GMTYUniverse This fic was such a great HP AU! It was enemies to lovers with a touch of misunderstanding and frustrations and just all the good things with cameos by some of our favorite characters from the original series! I loved it very much a lot. It threw me into the world and made me smile quite a bit.

it's in his kiss by @disgruntledkittenface / disgruntledkittenface This is where Maggie took what she wrote through requests on ask and posted them to ao3 for the kiss meme and lemme tell ya! There’s some ships she wrote that I never felt a desire for, and she wrote them so perfectly that I almost started shipping them hahahaa Each chapter is it’s own little world and it pulled me in so entirely that they felt like full fics! How does she do that in such few words? I dunno. But they’re all glorious. Every last one. Defo a great read when things are hard too, i’d read a chapter when I had a moment and it made my busy, stressful days so much better.

Nothing's Gonna Stop Us Now by @allwaswell16 / allwaswell16 I think this one was written for the short fic fest, and I loved it so so much! She describes Harry’s movements as “giraffing about” or something like that and I will never stop laughing about that. Add to it that Harry in the fic legit thought Louis was a mannequin and I just DIE. It’s amazing. Such a silly, fun fic!

Soju (소주) by @gettingaphdinmomo / gettingaphdinlarry This is a Shiall fic that just drew me in. It has such a visual and atmospheric pull to it, like all of her fics do, and it makes you almost feel as if you’re somehow there. I dunno how she does it, but her magic is worked for sure with this fic and I had to just sit there, and process when it ended. A fun, short fic to easily get lost in.

Just Go With It by @rainbowsandlovehl / rainbowslovehl (Larrymateforlife) This fic!!!! Meet Cute heaven! It was light and fluffy and awkward and silly and I loved it so much and for real this Brett character was TOO MUCH. hahahahaha With the added fun of the little jokes like talk of organic guacamole etc and I loved it so much. It was the smile I needed.

All I Want Is To Fall With You by @2tiedships2 / 2tiedships2 Mel keeps posting fics that are so fun! How does she do it? This time the crew takes on a ski trip and Louis has to deal with stupid alphas staying in the same cabin without knowing about it beforehand and of course nothing goes to plan! That’s half the fun, though, right? Besides. The alphas aren’t that bad. haha

Do You Wanna Ride by @phd-mama / phdmama She wrote this fic for @justalittlelouislove and I screamed reading it the whole time. I took so long reading it because I kept stopping to scream and share how uncomfortable I was over the obvious awkwardness and sexual tension and it was just SO SO SO GOOD. The embarrassment just gahhhhhhh I loved it.

Strawberries & Cigarettes by @dimpled-halo / dimpled_halo A year later I FINALLY read this and I loved it as much as I knew I would. I wanted pain, and it gave it to me! It gave me pain and healing and a gorgeous story. It was such a great read, I’m so so happy I finally had the time to dedicate to it because it was just. So much of everything I love.

Let It Down by @red--special / red_special This fic has also been on my to read list for ages and I am also so so happy I got to read it finally! It was such a great fic and so much fun and so sexy and funny and awkward and I wanted to bask in it a little longer. It was so so good. hahahaha I keep thinking about the tattoo and I can’t stop giggling. Just do yourself a favor and read this fic. haha

Like A Siren In The Night by @crazyupsetter / whoknows This is an a/b/o fic that I could not get enough of or read fast enough. It’s historical, though that doesn’t play a major role, and the playing with the world building was SO MUCH FUN to read. The way their relationship developed as well was just DELICIOUS. I loved every second of it.

please forgive me if my lips quake by @disgruntledkittenface / disgruntledkittenface Girl direction! With a cat! I was heart eyes the entire fic and once again, such feeling was evoked in it that I wanted to just sit and enjoy it for awhile longer. Sigh. What pure enjoyment! I loved it.

I was the King (tonight let it go) by @sadaveniren / SadaVeniren I... Okay listen. lollll I didn’t write this obviously, but it felt like such a self indulgent read I almost wished I had? If that makes sense? It was everything I love. I LOVE the emotional side and thought behind BDSM. Like, that’s most of what makes it so so so interesting and fascinating for me to read, and Sada gave that to us with this fic in DROVES as well as the fighting against natural inclinations etc etc etc. It was just a fab fic and I loved so so so much of it.

Failure to Launch by @all-these-larrythings / Rearviewdreamer Michelle has a way of taking things I don’t know about and making me love them so so so much. This film was one that many I knew loved and I felt mainly meh about it, but I knew if Michelle wrote it I would love it, and I WAS RIGHT. She took all the things I was not fond of in the original and twisted them so it still referenced the original source, but made it so much better. I loved it so so so much because it was so very much like the original film, but also very much her own. 

Come Home to Me by @pocketsunshineharry / ishiplouis I wanted pain, and pain was what I got. I cried and I kept waiting and waiting for things to come together again and they finally did! But WOW the pain leading up to that! It was amazing how much was harnessed in it. I will say, please beware the tags. Some heavy topics are handled in the fic - including some depression/anxiety etc - so please be safe with that. A great read, though! 

fondre ton absence by @scrunchyharry / scrunchyharry OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I just. I’m a sucker for WWI and WWII period anything. It’s one of my favorite periods in history for the social, political, militaristic, just EVERYTHING historically. I find it fascinating and I adore it. I was both excited and wary how this would go then, knowing how much I love it. Well. I cried the entire way through and was in awe of how the time period and everything was handled. It’s an amnesia friends to lovers wartime period-typical homophobia acknowledging fic which basically means it is my dream fic. I cannot rave about it enough, much less the incredible art that was done by @whenthebodiesspeak!!! It was STUNNING and yeah. Just. Amazing. A masterpiece.

An Unbalanced Force by @kingsofeverything / FullOnLarrie MAROLD HAROLD with art by @goodmorningtoyouuniverse! I cried a few times during this one and it was such a realistic and beautiful and comprehensive view of a relationship, of adulthood, of trying to find love again after, just... all of it. It is a study of flawed individuals trying to make do and learning where their lines are and it is gorgeous. I loved it so so so much and I keep randomly thinking about it. A great fic and worth the wait and teasing she gave us over the months! hahahaha

That's What I'm Here For by @taggiecb / taggiecb ANOTHER DREAM FIC, ANOTHER FIC THAT MADE ME CRY! I cannot rave enough about how this big bang has kicked off, like, I just truly cannot. @noellehenry did a gorgeous moodboard for it as well, and I just. Demisexual farmer Louis who has been on his own for so long he just. Hardly knows how to be social anymore and Harry has to come and teach him and I’m about to give away spoilers so I’ll stop but this fic is so close to my heart, okay? I love love love love love it.

To Carry Onward by @londonfoginacup / LadyLondonderry THIS LITTLE FIC!!! I keep yelling, I know. Sorry not sorry. But for real it’s 500 words and just...so full of love and longing and mystery and hope and I cannot. I love Emmu’s words and worlds and this is no exception.

A Spell and A Spark by @dinosaursmate / dinosaursmate It’s out in the world! This fic was everything I needed when I read it. I was having a really rough time, and I would get to the end of those days and get to read this fic and it soothed me, cheered me, and took me away to another world. It was so much fun and just pure joy to read. And then the art that @londonfoginacup made for it! It was such a great combo of writing and art. Another wonderful fic for big bang!

{insert acclaimed artist} was never even in love anyway by underthesunlight This is the first of several fics I read from the Shake Off the Dust collection and it was such a fun read. It was domestic and silly and soft and it made me smile.

Primtemps by @londonfoginacup / LadyLondonderry She’s just so good, isn’t she? I finished this fic and almost immediately went back to the beginning because I wanted to read it again. It’s so soft and you could almost SMELL what she was describing. It was a perfect read of a perfect day and it made me long for the days in the past that I’d had like it. Glorious.

Taking Care of You (Is My Favorite Thing) by @allthelarrylovex / cherrylarry Niam! Not usually my pairing of choice, but I loved it so much. I also very much identified with the shitty allergies aspect of it as I am dealing with that myself at the moment, so it just had me sitting there nodding like IT REALLY DOES SUCK BABES I GET IT hahaha

You Keep Me Warm by @crinkle-eyed-boo / crinkle-eyed-boo (KimmieRocks) I’ve not read Own the Scars yet, but I still read this despite it being a time stamp, and I’m so glad I did. I loved it and it made me smile. It also made me want to read the original, so I can’t wait until I have a chance to!

Love's Gentle Spring by @laynefaire / Layne Faire (HisDarlin) This is also a continuation! It’s a fun addition to her spring drabbles from last year, which are not necessary to read in order to enjoy this, though it does add to the fun hahaha I loved that little series so much and was very very glad she made this addition!

Housewives of Our Lives by @homosociallyyours / homosociallyyours I’ve never watched any of the housewives shows, but that didn’t matter. As usual Megan wrote a fic that had me wanting to be their friend and hang out with them as they did these ridiculous things because it sounded like such fun. I loved it as well.

A Larry Limerick by @kingsofeverything / FullOnLarrie I know this was mostly silly and to be funny, but I enjoyed it so I’m including it here hahaha

sun, here it comes by @louandhazaf / YesIsAWorld and It's been a long, cold, lonely winter by @kingsofeverything / FullOnLarrie I’m putting both of them here, because if you haven’t read them yet you should. They are two sides of the same story, and I fully recommend you read them in the order I listed them too haha I did and it was wonderful and delightful and basically all things good. SO much fun.

just me, him, and the moon by HazHas4Nips This was cuuuuuuute! I don’t even know what more to say, I just keep sitting here and smiling thinking about it. So I guess if you want a fic that makes you smile, this is a great little one. 

Spring Break by @allwaswell16 / allwaswell16 This fic came out of a partially true story and it was so much fun to finally be able to read what Anitra did with it haha I was giggling and loving it so so much the entire way. As usual. Can’t go wrong.

What's Mine is Yours by @uhohmorshedios / yeah_alright This fic is listed as a Narry fic, and it is, but it’s Narry friendship which made me giggle so so so much! hahaha It was so funny and the way Harry was described and Niall’s just...almost annoyance? I can’t even explain. It’s so much fun. 

Latching Onto You by @reminiscingintherain / reminiscingintherain This fic is pure fluff. Fluff and silliness and all things sweet and good. I was trying to find the best way to describe it and the first thing that came to mind was it was a bowl of sweet dessert and I finally realized it’s a parfait. It’s got layers, but all of it is sweet and soft and yummy. hahaha SO if that sounds like something amazing in a fic, then you defo wanna give this a read! 

Face Your Fears by @sadaveniren / SadaVeniren I’ll be honest, I finished this one around 2 am after a very long day and had to wake up too early again this morning, so I still haven’t fully computed this fic lollll Just know the pain is real, it is glorious, the journey the characters all take and the way Harry and Louis’ relationship grows is so incredible, I just... this fic is everything I’ve wanted in an a/b/o since I started reading a/b/o almost five years ago haha 

And that’s my very long fic list from this month! I hope you enjoy them as much as I did if you give them a try. And please remember to leave nice comments and kudos for the authors who work so hard to gift us with these stories! Happy reading :D

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[krreader]

something to remember

pairing: jeon jeongguk x reader fandom: bts warnings: / genre: fluff

summary: it was supposed to be a fun weekend trip filled with nice dates and fancy dinners. but jungkook had more in mind and you honestly hadn’t been prepared for it.

a/n: @glorisit​ THANK YOU BB I HOPE YOU ENJOYED YOUR TRIP AND I LOVE YOU TOO!!!!! I just wanted to say that I honestly didn’t know where I was going with this and just kept writing and then I was done and was like… this is.. kinda good? I love when that happens ahhaha. anyways, hope you all like this ♥ (also, I reALLY wanted to use a gif from the GCF video, but since JK never really films himself, this was the best I could do. so imagine this is you and not jimin lol)

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Up until you were sat on the plane, you hadn’t even noticed that he had been filming you. He had started the second you two left the apartment, all the way to the airport, when checking in..

It was only when you turned your head from the window to face him, that you noticed he was holding his camera to film you.

“What are you doing?” you chuckled.

Even though he had his hoodie on as well as his face mask, you could see it in the way the corners of his eyes wrinkled, that he was grinning happily.

“Filming you.”

“I can see that. But I don’t understand why you’re doing it.”

“Because you’re pretty?”

You gently pushed the camera down, but only so you could press a kiss against his nose through the face mask, “You’re cute, you know that?”

From the way he was giggling like a ten year old, he seemed to have enjoyed that.

The truth was, this trip was so much more than a casual boyfriend/girlfriend weekend trip. This was something he wanted to remember. He obviously would even without the camera, but he wanted to be able to watch it again when he was old and wrinkly and you and him were sitting on the porch of your house with fifteen grandchildren.

He literally filmed everything.

You arriving in Tokyo, arriving at the hotel, having breakfast, lunch, going on a sightseeing tour. If he wasn’t filming you, he was filming the city.

He documented every little thing and every time you so much as smiled, the camera would be on you and he’d capture the moment.

You went from one date to the next, up until that same night when you had dinner, before retreating to your room. It was only then, that he finally turned off the camera for the night.

“So what’s really going on?”

“Huh?” he took off his shirt and crawled into bed with you, immediately raising his arm, so that you could cuddle into his side.

“The whole filming thing.. I doubt you’re going to be able to publish this, or ARMY will go crazy. They’re okay with us now, but if you post this, they’re going to flock me.”

“They won’t flock you..”

“Remember when you accidentally hinted that you and I have had sex before? Remember that debate?”

True that. But what exactly did everyone expect? That he was still a virgin? That he would be till marriage? Like, sure, he could have been and he wouldn’t have minded if you hadn’t been comfortable with it, but you’ve been with each other for more than three years now. It was only natural that it had happened eventually.

“It’s not for ARMY. It’s for myself. And for you.”

“As like a birthday present?” you looked up at him with shining eyes and he instantly down at you.

“I’m not going to tell you, or it won’t be a surprise anymore.”

“Oh, come on. At least give me a hint.”

“Stop this,” he laughed and pressed a kiss against your forehead, “Now sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a long day.”

You hadn’t actually known what he had planned, since he hadn’t given you any details beforehand. But like the day before, it was one date followed by the other, one amazing thing that topped the one before. You honestly hadn’t expected a vacation like this, especially because this was usually only something a guy would do for his girlfriend on her birthday or an anniversary. But it definitely wasn’t either of these things, you had already checked. Twice.

The camera was always on, especially that night before your flight back.

Jeongguk had decided the best way to end this trip was to go to Disney for a couple of hours.

You were first looking around the park for a bit, going on a couple of rides, before having dinner in the Blue Bayou restaurant (which was really romantic, by the way). Again, he did not turn the camera off for a minute, always kept it on you to capture every single moment.

But it was never on him.

Well.. not until the end anyways.

You had just wanted to go to the bathroom before the firework would begin and he took that opportunity to set up the camera, crouching down in front of it and smiling happily.

“I hope you’re still with her when you’re watching this. She’s the best thing that’s ever going to happen to you, understood? Treat her right, for the rest of your life and give her all the love she deserves. Or I will come to the future and kick your ass, Jeon Jeongguk,” he grinned, “But for now.. wish me luck.”

“What are you doing?” you laughed as you came back out, “The firework is about to start, come on..”

“I know, I know..,” he rushed to your side and stopped you from walking away when you wanted to, “We can watch it from here.”

“What.. without the camera? You filmed me having breakfast twice, food staining my clothes, but you don’t want to film this?”

“But that’s just one of the things I love about you,” he wrapped his arms around your middle and you yours around his neck, “I love when you’re eating much, because then I know that you’re okay and healthy. I love the sounds that you make when it tastes good, because then I know that you’re happy. And I love it when you tell me you’re full, because then I don’t have to worry about you.”

“What is this?” you laughed, your eyebrows drawn together in confusion, though.

“It’s just me telling you things that I never really told you or not told you enough, but I should have. You know, like how beautiful you are.”

“Jeongguk,” you giggled, “You’re making me flustered, stop this.”

“I haven’t even started,” he quickly kissed your forehead, before looking back into your eyes, “You know.. I used to think that I wouldn’t meet my soulmate until I was much older and not in this industry anymore. I never thought I’d meet you by coincidentally sitting on the same park bench one day and I couldn’t tie my shoe laces together because my hand had been injured. I remember how I immediately fell in love with your kindness, when I only had to look at you with my pleading eyes and you instantly tied them back together. I remember how I fell in love with your eyes when they lit up as you smiled. You know how they always say you meet the love of your life when you least expect it.. and that’s really the truth. The more days you and I spend together, the more I realize that I don’t want to spend the rest of my life without you. And even when we have little fights or arguments, I still never, not once, want you to get out of my life. Because no matter how much my future might change, there’s always one fixed point. And that’s you, (Y/N).”

The more he spoke, the more you began to tear up.

Jeongguk wasn’t necessarily someone that never talked about his emotions or feelings, but never in that sense. Never so deeply. You were truly touched by his words, but even when he was saying all of this, you didn’t think, not even for a second, that he would do what he did next.

“I know we’re young.. and many others are going to think that I’m crazy for doing this. But I honestly do not have a single doubt about it. I know that this is what I want and I want it to last forever.. so..”

“Oh my god,” you breathed out as he pulled out the ring box and got down on one knee with a smug grin.

You didn’t know if he was confident, but he sure as hell loved that he was able to surprise you like this, because you really hadn’t expected this tonight.

“I don’t want you to be my girlfriend anymore, (Y/N). I want you to be my wife. I want to call you mine forever.. so..,” he opened up the ring box, a shiny engagement ring staring at you, “Will you marry me?”

Three years you have been with him. Three years, were you cherished him each and every day as much as he cherished you. And like he had said, there was not one single day, that you wanted your future to be without him. Yes, there were obviously arguments and fights, but they were normal and the important thing was that even during that time, nothing changed.

You loved him, more than anything in the world.

And you wanted to spend the rest of your life with him.. you just never thought he would be as serious about this as to asking you to marry him at this age.

But you could see it in his eyes. The sincerity, the earnestness and the love he held for you. This wasn’t just a mood, something that would pass in a couple of weeks and then he’d regret it.

No, he was dead serious about this.

And fortunately for him, so were you.

“I do,” you finally answered and as cocky as he had been, the second the question was out in the open, he had held his breath, now finally able to let it out with a big grin.

“You do?”

“I do,” you repeated and leaned down to kiss him happily, the first tears rolling out of your eyes.

Jeongguk slowly got up from the ground, only stopping the kiss so that he could put the ring on your finger, before he wrapped his arms around you like before and pulling you against him like he’d never let you go again.

“There’s one more thing,” he said after a while of kissing/you crying (it was just really wet and you didn’t know whether that was the kiss or the tears, but probably the latter).

“I don’t know how much I can handle, to be honest,” you laughed, while you tried to dry off your face with your sleeve.

He pressed one last kiss against your nose, before letting go of you, only to wrap his arms around you from behind when the fireworks began.

At first there were a couple of normal ones, big ones, that reflected in your eyes like stars.

And then there was one that had you gasp, laughing a couple of seconds later. Because there, in the sky, midst all of the random colorful fireworks, it said: “She said yes!”

“Glad you didn’t say no, or this would have been awkward,” he chuckled, as he kissed a spot behind your ear.

How could you have ever said no, when he truly was the love of your life? Age didn’t matter if you were as sure as you two were.. this was the right thing to do, without a doubt.

And while you were amazed by the fireworks, Jeongguk turned around to the camera and winked, giving a big thumbs up.

That would be a good way to end the video.

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🍉? Also, I want to know the answer to 17 on the get to know me asks.

omg bee… dkaljfldskfjdsa hiii it’s been a while. i loved void 4 i cannot wait for the next one. omg. im still not over it.. you just //clenches fist to chest

good shit. you make only the best shit. srsly. //wipes tear

you are the person i looked up to in terms of writing right away when i first got here. ur fics just blew me away. i think it was void that i found first (on ao3) and i remember your story being what that broke the camel’s back for me to get a tumblr account finally (because i just really wanted to talk to you and share all of my feelings lol). so really, i have you to thank for being here and for all of the amazing people i’ve met on here.

also, through you i read so many incredible fics and met so many amazing people. i met dee @btssmutgalore through you and that’s like… lkdjfadlkfajds and i still remember stumbling upon your review and recommendation for transference like it was yesterday… ahh so many good things came from meeting you.. even if we don’t talk that much, you were who gave me that first helping step into the bts fandom on this platform and i cannot thank you enough.

i remember how we wrote together and chatted back when i was working on my first fic and i remember how warm and kind you were ahhhh. and you still are. you’ve always been so caring and warm.

i still cannot believe you followed me right away?? like before i posted any stories or anything. before i got any traction whatsoever. when i was a wee lil fella (im still like a lil bean, but like.. back then i was just a lil fella trying to figure it all out).

i actually don’t remember how we got talking? i think i just messaged you?? and was like omg dlkfajdlkfajdfasdkfa void, fics, ahhhhh //screeches

and somehow you deciphered it and replied?? haha

what i love about you and your blog is actually that you are so open and you talk about so many things. and you’re so funnyyy. also you love member and reader stories and that’s like.. i haven’t found enough ppl like that here. it’s usually either one or another, and i remember that was another thing that i really liked about you right away.

idk i could write like novels upon novels ahhaha but i don’t want to take up all your time. you’re a busy gal.

ok now for your question!

17. Who would be your ideal partner? 

o-oh. oh my.

are we talking from bts or just in general?

hmm. i’ve actually had a lot of time to think about this. i think what it all comes down to is someone who’s values, ideals, and life goals would fit mine.

their character would matter too. to me no matter how pretty a face can be it don’t mean heck if they don’t have that inner depth that will keep me up at 3am talking discussing the intricacies of life, death and eternity, haha

someone who i can rely on and who can rely on me. someone who’s words and quips can make me laugh. someone who is smart with their head and kind with their heart. someone i can look at be like… yeah, in a world full of chaos and uncertainty.. you make sense.

maybe namjoon? if we’re talking bts? but like, all of them are amazing would not complain with any of them lol

haha hopefully i answered your question!

mutuals, send me a 🍉 for the reason(s) why i followed u

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#btssavedmylife #<3 #dklfsajlsaj #tysm for the ask #hope it wasn't too long omg #slkdfjalkfdjsa #ask #asks #i hope u are well

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study tips for a procrastinating mess

as a self-admitted chronic procrastinator, i have decided to post ALL my stupid tricks that help me! hopefully i can internalize them through text *insert heavenly sound here* (chronic procrastinator as in I, esther the idiot, literally stayed up till 4:30 am writing a position paper that i got stuck on and sat in front of for an entire 14 hours. straight. i need help.)

drink with a straw. saw this somewhere, it helps, basically if i have like a cup of water or something i need to constantly pick it up and put it down and it just stops my hands from moving and my mind from thinking aiya. BUT you know I constantly need something to do with myself or i find something to do (aka tumblr and boredpanda) which is why i study snack like a grazing animal omg and also why my hair is always messed up after sitting down in the library for an hour ugh. SO: straws ftw.

similarly, tie hair up. if my hair is down. i will play with it. and that means i WON’T be typing. it must. be. up.

don’t die studying for assessments! briefly review with vocab! this may just be me but really when it comes to tests and quizzes it’s usually not what i studied independently that counts, it’s what i fully learned in the first place. so listen like a really attentive 5 year old in class (cuz that’s basically what you are in relation to a knowledgeable teacher) and then before a test just review vocabulary and dates so you can make sure you’re able to revive that dead information in your brain from 5 days ago. i use vocabulary sheets as knowledge defibrillators. 

throw your phone across the room! this is probably why my screen protector has so many cracks. but yeah i leave it across the room or in another room where i can’t see the screen.. if i don’t see it it’s usually out of sight out of mind. oh and if i need to use my phone i don’t check any other notifications because if i read a text i always feel obligated to reply so just leave that gross red notification hanging there for a while.

things to do after hitting the wall/when feeling really stuck in a rut: shower. do chores. walk the dog or run errands to get out of the house (but not longer than half an hour). refill water and stretch while doing it. play guitar but limit it to 20 min. check in on a family member and ask hyd. braid hair or retie it. stand up and scream a little. dance around the house and sing. give yourself a pep talk about all the stuff you have to do in order. sit somewhere new even if it’s in the same room and DECIDE it is now a new beginning because you shifted two seats to the left.

music is to block out sound, not to entertain. my house is almost always noisy; dad on the phone, mom talking to my brother, sister practicing traditional chinese instruments, brother singing along to the entire freaking hamilton soundtrack, dog barking, grandpa snoring... earbuds are savior. at cafes too. people say to only listen to instrumental and i tend to agree, but sometimes listening to my usual chillhop playlist just makes me sad and unmotivated so i alternate between a few playlists just to switch it up and keep ME AWAKE. heck i even listen to white noise, anything to drown out distracting interactions

ALSO earbuds are good even if there’s no one else around because they prevent you from getting up to do random stuff (cordsssssss hallelujah for annoying cords). ESPECIALLY keeping you away from mindlessly checking your phone.

get out. really just leave the house or wherever you normally study. i go to a different cafe every time i need to hardcore study just because being in my house makes me feel relaxed. if i pay for a starbucks coffee, i am NOT going home until i use that starbucks time well and do something productive. also this gives me a conscious reminder of my time because i have to go home at a certain time etc. etc.

when in midst of a break-down, tell someone. not in the “oh no you’re going to hurt someone or hurt yourself” sense, but because it helps you finish that break-down up and feel re-motivated. crying to my mom about an assignment may or may not help with the assignment, but at least i cried and now i don’t need to agonize for another hour over the stress. text-spamming a friend may be stupid in retrospect but as long as you go “HEY I’M DYING LISTEN TO MY STUPID LIFE CHOICES FOR 5 MIN” and then get right back to work it will help you move past the stress and get back in a grind.

for exams, just make a list of things to know better then attend after school hours. at our school the teachers have after school hours or free periods and they are *usually* very happy to engage with a student and answer questions regarding material during this time. for finals, i usually don’t try to cram everything. i look over all my notes and vocab and just make a super basic list of things i dont know well (or highlight the terms in my notes). making an entire comprehensive study guide of these things takes too long. then i go to the teacher and talk it all out. just make sure i understand and then while talking scribble down a couple words so i can remember. after doing this sometime during the week before the final exam i can HANDLE ITTTT and i don’t need to cram quite as much. (this probably works because i’m an auditory learner.)

BONUS TIPS FOR STUDYING LATE AT NIGHT! all-nighters are scary; try to get at least a couple hrs of sleep or your days will all seem like one and you’ll lose your sense of time and school and classes. food gives energy. hot drinks keep you awake. if you are tired you will feel colder (idk why but everything is always colder if i’m underslept). DO NOT expect a comfortable aesthetic night; if you get any blankets more than necessary you will fall asleep.

there’s probably more but i really don’t remember it ahhaha i’ll add it later if i think of it. and i know there are so many good things that i don’t do while studying like making a schedule etc etc etc... it’s just they don’t always work for me, these are my fail-safes haha.

also here are my spotify playlists (either that i made or that i listen to):

for when i am SAD:

the songs that make me happy

Reggae Infusions

String Theory

for when i must BLOCK OUT NOISE and get in that study mood you know:

new chill

Jazz Vibes

heiwifjejdj

Ocean Escapes

for when i am TIRED:

electro swing

qoidnsdv

*when i'm tired i also listen to my normal music and sing along a little

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