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#glad to be thinking about something else than my stuff and be just chit chatting; when second friend asked the first if everything was okay
andreycoded · 2 years
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#we had a discord meeting with friends and thing is. i told everyone today that i got a soul crushing diagnosis#literally never cry to my friends but bawled my eyes out on a#whatre they called. voice message? yeah and one of my friends sent an empathetic text back in the group chat#one friend called and the other texted too but then in the discord meeting the first friend was really quiet most of the time and i was#glad to be thinking about something else than my stuff and be just chit chatting; when second friend asked the first if everything was okay#and ? she had the gall to say really angrily that no it isn’t and she has been crying like crazy all day because she feels like she isn’t#enough and does everything wrong#all the time. now this is not a new convo. we’ve talked about this vountless times and yeah she’s depressed clearly but doesn’t want to#admit it and i’ve told her (after comforting her many times) that she should really go talk to someone about it because if she just keeps#crying go us we’re just gonna go in circles and she isn’t gonna feel any better. like i’ve said everything that i possibly could to make#her feel better. and she has the GALL to say she’s been crying her eyes out when she KNOWS i literally heard i’m gonna lose feeling and#motoric skills in my hands and feet. and nothing can be done about it. and i for once showed how awful that felt.#i quickly told her that i hope the feeling passes because it’s baseless and she’s enough and worthy and really dear to all of us and then i#went to the toiler for a short while. and thought like. why couldn’t i judt once have said like. i’ve been crying about other things#altogether like hinting to the fact that that wasn’t appropriate. because she’s not gonna change. i should’ve said it for once because the#circle is just gonna continue. like. fuck#and at the same time i understand i really do but i don’t think however miserable i was that i couldn’t put my own worries aside at least#for the day. like TODAY i found out today . so if she’s miserable in her relationship (which i originally said was a bad ideaaaa) and it#makes her feel overall bad#. just!!!!! ahhhh. keep it to yourself for today. like i could’ve talked about my problems but i didn’t. so#v.personal#if you read this sorry sldntbtb#but also thank you. i’m not in a good place myself and i feel awkward and i know it can be taxing to read other people’s personal stuff on#your dash so if you did read this thank you
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drabbles-mc · 3 years
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Exceptions (1/2)
Juice Ortiz x F!Reader
Part 2
Warnings: language, mentions of smoking/alcohol
Word Count: 2.3k
A/N: Been mulling over this little two-part fic for a while. Love me some Juice content haha. This part is all fluff, part 2 is a nice balance of angst and fluff. Hope you enjoy! xo
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You’d worked at the bar for a few months, and everyone was kind to you. But you hadn’t really become overly close with anyone. You knew how easily friendship could be construed into something else and you really were here because it was a good paying gig. You were a friend of a friend to the club so when they needed a bartender and you met the qualifications, they didn’t give it much of a second thought to throw you back there. You didn’t start trouble, didn’t ask too many questions, and made good strong drinks. They couldn’t have asked for anything more.
At the heart of it, it was nothing more than a customer service gig. Sure, most everyone you served was part of the MC or a friend of the club, but you didn’t treat them any differently because of it. The same as you had done at your previous gigs, you were nice but you didn’t tolerate any disrespect. There were a lot of egos put in check the first few weeks that you were working there and you were surprised that you hadn’t been pulled aside and spoken to about it.
Once you all sort of fell into a flow, the guys quickly realized that you were content to chit-chat but you were keeping them at arm’s length for your sake and theirs. There was something to be said about being ignorant to the goings on of SAMCRO. It wasn’t lying under oath if you really didn’t have a solid clue as to what any of them were doing. They respected that, even if they didn’t always like the way you would wave them off if they were talking about something within earshot of you.
Most of the guys had given up on trying to get cozy with you once you shot them down with a considerable amount of force. Opie checked in on you on a somewhat consistent basis—he felt a little obligated to keep an eye on you since Lyla was the one who had sent you in the direction of the club in the first place. He was always kind to you but he knew and respected that you had pretty firm boundaries with all of them, including himself. As long as you let him know that you were content, safe, and that no one was bothering you at the time, he would leave you be and you really loved that about him.
The only other person who would try to get and keep your attention was Juice. And that was how you found yourself trying and failing to bite back the laughter that you could feel building up inside your chest. You were leaning onto the bar, directly across from Juice who was plopped on a stool in front of you. He was talking about the antics that went down on the shop earlier in the day, and the way that he spoke and gestured, along with the light in his eyes, made it impossible not to laugh and get roped into every word that he said.
There was a boyish charm and innocence to him that you had to admire. He had tried to flirt with you at first and you shot him down instantly, not looking to start playing any games with anyone. He backed off for a little while, giving you your space. But after a couple weeks he wound up right back at the bar, coaxing conversations out of you whenever there was a lull in drink orders. He kept it platonic, carefully choosing his words so you couldn’t shoo him away for being flirtatious or inappropriate. For that reason alone, you rewarded him with some of your time. Plus, there were worse people to look at on the other side of the bar throughout the night.
The later it started to get, the more you tried to encourage everyone to either go home or back to their dorms. Or really just anywhere besides the bar. You hated trying to clean up around people passed out drunk everywhere. It only ever got out of control on the nights of big parties, but you didn’t see any harm in making sure that it stayed that way.
The main expanse of the bar was almost completely empty. There were a few girls getting ready to leave, and Juice was still sitting across the bar as you wiped it down and started stacking glasses in the dishwasher.
You chuckled and shook your head, “Don’t you have somewhere you gotta be, Juice?”
He shook his head, “No, not really.”
You looked down at your watch, “It’s late. Better get to bed if you’re going to wake up and actually make it to work tomorrow.”
“That sick of me, Y/N?”
You had to let out a quiet laugh when you saw his puppy-dog eyes, “You know that’s not true. I would definitely tell you if I was sick of you. Pretty sure I have before,” you laughed.
It got a chuckle out of him, “That’s true. Alright. I’m going to bed then. See you tomorrow?”
You nodded, “See you tomorrow.”
He wandered back towards his dorm and you let out a long sigh once he was out of sight. You looked around at the now-empty clubhouse and a wave of relief washed over you. You set about straightening up and throwing things away. This was easily the longest part of your shift—serving drinks was easy.
Once everything was cleared away, you grabbed yourself a bottle of beer from behind the bar and hoisted yourself up so that you were sitting on top of it, legs swinging idly between the barstools. Never in a million years did you think that you would’ve ended up in this position. Then again, not much of your life was predictable or even felt like it was in your control.
You nursed your beer and soaked up the silence of the clubhouse for a while, finally deciding that it was time for you to leave and go home too. You locked the door behind you as you left, not that it really mattered all that much. You walked out to your car and drove home in silence, just glad to be free of the noise and chaos.
By the time the next afternoon rolled around, you were ready to do it all over again. You shimmied into your jeans and tank top, opting for a pair of comfortable boots. You saw how some of the girls could manage the whole night in heels and you admired their dedication, but that just wasn’t something you were capable of or that committed to. You needed to be able to move a lot, and move quickly. And also kick the shit out of someone if it came down to it.
You were setting up the bar when you heard the door open. You looked over, a smile passing over your lips for a moment when you saw it was Juice.
“This is early even for you, Juan Carlos,” you laughed.
He laughed as he set a coffee down on the surface of the bar, “Just wanted to stop and give you this.”
You raised your eyebrows, “Oh really?”
He held his hands up in surrender, his own coffee cup dangling lightly from his hand, “Just a friendly gesture. I know you were here late last night.”
You nodded slowly as you grabbed the cup and took a sip. You smiled over at him, “I’ll allow it only because this is perfect.”
He chuckled, “Good,” he waved and headed towards the door, “See you later, Y/N.”
You watched as he walked out of the clubhouse. You lightly drummed your fingers on the countertop as your mind raced. You spun the cup and laughed when you saw that he had written his phone number on it.
“In case you’re ever in need of a friendly conversation. Or bail.”
You chuckled and against your better judgment, added his number to your contacts. You didn’t know when you were actually going to reach out to him, but he was a good person to be able to reach, especially if you really did land yourself in some kind of trouble. A warm feeling spread through your chest and you tried to ignore it as you went back to what you were originally doing when he walked in.
You were lucky enough to not have to work the entire length of your usual shift. You weren’t supposed to be the only bartender even though it usually ended up feeling that way. They had the prospect filling in for the second half of the night and you liked him, but not enough to tell him that he didn’t have to work the bar. Giving him a loving pat on the back, you grabbed yourself a beer and headed out of the clubhouse.
It never ceased to amaze you how chilly it got at night despite the fact that the afternoons would be sweltering sometimes. Every night you told yourself to bring a sweatshirt and you remembered about fifty percent of the time. It wasn’t one of those nights, though. You felt goosebumps break out over your arms as you plopped onto the picnic table outside the clubhouse. You looked up at the sky as you sipped on your beer, letting your mind empty out a bit before you headed home.
You heard heavy footsteps behind you and you glanced over your shoulder. You smiled when you saw that it was Juice. He walked over and stood next to the table, looking at you with a hopeful look in his eyes.
“Mind if I sit and grab a smoke?”
You eyed the joint that he was holding and you smiled, “Only if you share.”
“Fine by me,” he chuckled as he plopped down next to you, feet resting on the bench beside yours.
He flicked his lighter and lit the joint in his hand, taking a long drag off of it before handing it over to you. You smiled as you gently took it between your fingers. It had been ages since you last smoked, but you knew that Juice had good connections. Besides, if there was anyone in the club that you would trust with something like that it was Juice—he was too sweet to do something shady, especially to you.
You took a drag and fought the urge to cough as you handed it back to him. You slowly exhaled and laughed, “Sorry about the lipstick.”
He chuckled, “I’ve been told that this is a good shade for me, anyway,” he smiled as he put it back to his lips again.
The two of you sat there in semi-silence, passing the joint back and forth. He was usually so full of energy and had so much to say, you were surprised at how calm and quiet he was.  The outsides of your legs rested against each other and you glanced over at him, but he was so busy staring up at the stars that he didn’t even notice. You let it go.
Opie and Lyla walked out of the clubhouse, his arm draped around her shoulders. He looked at you, eyebrows raised, “All good?”
You nodded, “All good. Thanks, Ope,” you smiled at Lyla, “I’ll see you tomorrow.”
She nodded and said goodbye as the two of them crossed the lot to Opie’s bike and left. With a deep sigh you felt your body shiver. Juice felt you tremble against him and he looked over at you.
“I can run and grab you a hoodie if you want. I got a bunch in my dorm.”
You shook your head as you stood up, “No, that’s alright. I should get going, anyway.”
“Already?”
You laughed, “Hey, I’m off the clock. I don’t gotta stay here until everyone leaves this time,” you finished off your drink and set the bottle of the table next to him.
“Want a lift home?” there was a smile on his face.
You shook your head with a chuckle, “Not tonight. Thank you, though.”
“Tomorrow night?” he raised his eyebrows.
You smiled and placed a quick, soft kiss on his temple, “Goodnight, Juice.”
You could feel him watching you as you crossed the lot to your car, and you shook your head to yourself as you tried to contain your laughter. There was something about him that made you let it go—if it had been any of the other guys you would’ve shot a snarky comment their way for their lingering eyes. But with Juice it was just different.
Once you got home, you let out a breath you hadn’t realized that you’d been holding. You dropped your purse to the floor next to your discarded shoes and made your way towards the bathroom to shower and rinse off the night. You closed your eyes as the soap suds slid down your body and made their way towards the shower drain. There wasn’t a single thought that crossed your mind that really stuck—each one of them disappeared as quickly as they showed up, and that was more than fine by you.
After your shower, you pulled on your most comfortable set of pajamas and huddled down in bed with the latest book that you had been making your way through. With a deep sigh you let yourself really settle against your pillows and under your blanket. You opened the book and dove in. However, every few pages or so, you found your eyes straying over to your phone.
Finally, after arguing with yourself about it for longer than you should have, you grabbed your phone and sent a text to Juice, “Don’t need bail. Just wanted to say thank you for tonight.”
You assumed that he knew it was you, because the response was immediate, “Don’t have to thank me for anything,” a few moments later a second text came through, “I should be the one thanking you for not kicking me off the table”
You laughed and shook your head as you typed out your response, “Well in that case…you’re welcome”
Shortly after sending the message, you passed out. Your hand was loosely cupping your phone as you drifted off to sleep, as if you were waiting for something more to happen.
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set-wingedwarrior · 2 years
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If your fic requests are still open can I request a Coco x Velvet fic where Coco is nervous about asking Velvet to the dance?
Of course you can, and there it is! It's nice being back with requests! So, I've never written crosshares before, and I haven't even had the chance to read the RWBY books yet, so please be nice and don't destroy me too much over characterization and stuff because I did the best I could ^^" That said, I hope you'll like it! Enjoy!
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“Great job out there bunny!” Coco compliments Velvet as she opens the changing room’s door for her. She makes sure to glare at whoever is even remotely looking at her partner’s ears, but there aren’t so many people around so ruthless to try and do that in her presence anymore. After two years, most students have learned their lesson already.
“Thanks!” Velvet says, apparently oblivious of her partner’s protective aura “I just want to be ready for the festival.”
“Oh, we will. It’s Team CFVY year, I’m telling you!” Velvet giggles at Coco’s confidence, but the leader isn’t joking. Sometimes people forget it because of her good nature, but because of her lack of a proper weapon, Velvet can actually be a beast at close combat, and the newly acquired bruises on Coco’s skin are a fresh reminder. “Wanna stop by the cafeteria?”
“Sure, maybe I can get the pictures I miss for my collection!”
The duo walks through the corridors mainly undisturbed, just stopping to say hi to some friends, and only stop for a little chit-chat when they cross paths with Team RWBY. Velvet took a particular liking on them, and Coco herself admits they’re pretty cool.
The cafeteria is almost empty in the middle of the evening, with only a few students quickly grabbing snacks before getting back to their studying or training sessions, so grabbing some food and a table isn’t hard. Despite her first refusal, eventually Velvet accepts Coco’s offer and gets something to drink for herself as well.
“Do you think they’ll organize another dance this year?” Velvet asks after snapping a stealthy pic at a student’s weapon.
“I suppose so.” Coco answers “They did in Vacuo last year after all, didn’t they?”
“Yeah… too bad we couldn’t attend though.” Velvet sighs sadly, making Coco’s heart ache for a second.
Velvet’s been so excited at the last Vytal Festival for the dance. Coming from a little village, she never had the chance to attend anything like it! But sadly the Team, having already showed off how they were the best, has been called out to help in a rough mission.
“Well, we will this time!” Coco says cheerfully “And if I had the power to, I’d do everything to make it the most perfect dance ever just for you!” she winks “I know I could.”
Before Velvet can answer someone else speaks from behind, startling them. “I’m glad you think so.” They turn around to see Ozpin in front of them. “Hello ladies.”
“Headmaster, good evening.” Coco says, as she and Velvet stand up “Do you need something?”
“Actually, yes.” He answers “I was just wondering if you two would like to organize the dance for the festival this year.”
“U-us?”
“I’m sure that someone with such remarkable style would be more than qualified for the task, am I not right?”
“Of course, you can count on us!”
“Excellent.” Ozpin smiles “I’ll send the details on your scroll. Good work!” he waves, before getting on his way.
“See, what did I tell you?” Coco grins “This is Team CFVY’s year!”
“Come on, let’s go tell the boys!” Velvet says, before dragging her to their dorm. She looks happy, and excited, and the sight makes Coco smile.
***
“Did you write everything down?”
“Yes, I did!” Velvet nods.
“How are we with the budget then?”
“We still have to write something off to make it work, unless we get some good deals. We’re still pretty good on track though!”
“Alright” Coco stretches, before laying on her bed.
Attending balls may be fun, but organizing them is much more stressful than it seems. The worst obstacle is money, sticking to the budget gets much harder when you get high expectations and great ideas.
“Hey.” Velvet says, sitting beside her on the bed “You’re doing great. This is going to be fantastic and it will be all thanks to you!”
Coco smiles, a real one, before hiding it behind her trademark grin “Thanks to us; don’t sell yourself short bunny.”
Coco may have put a lot of herself into that, and all to make it the best experience for Velvet, but now came the hardest part: asking her to go to the dance with her.
If she has to be honest, she doesn’t know why it’s suddenly so hard. She’s been dating and asking cute girls out for a lifetime, why was Velvet so different?
Because you actually care this time, a voice in her head said.
Coco shakes it away, not ready yet to acknowledge the building of two years of feelings.
“I can’t wait to see the results of all our work!” Velvet says excitedly “And to go there, and dance with my date all night…” she sighs dreamily at the thought “Speaking of which, have you thought about who to ask out?”
Coco jumps at the unexpected question.
What do I do what do I do?
“I don’t know…”
“Haven’t you eyed anyone yet?”
Come on, this is your chance to ask her!
The sounds of both of their scrolls interrupts her inner discussion as well as the one with Velvet.
Coco picks up her scroll, and the moment she sees the message she turns to her partner; Velvet’s ears are down, a dejected expression on her face.
Team CFVY has been called for a mission again.
***
In a couple of days, the Team is ready at the docks, waiting for their plane. Velvet is still down about the whole thing, and none of her teammates can blame her; two years in a row that her wish to go to the dance has been crushed.
What are the odds? And how could they be so cruel to someone so sweet? Coco would ask the gods herself if she could. Instead, she’s stuck with a sad teammate and no idea on how to cheer her up.
It doesn't make it easier that she feels disappointed as well. She may have had troubles with the mere idea of asking Velvet to go with her, but that doesn’t mean that she didn’t want it. Or that she wouldn’t have found the will to do so eventually. But having the matter teared away from her hands like that… it’s not cool.
Still, it's not important now! her brain reminds her. We gotta find a way to cheer her up!
“Velvet, I-“
The sound of the coming plane jolts her, as it steps down to make them get in. Fox and Yatsuashi are the first to get on and take their seats.
Coco just stepped on as well when Velvet speaks. “I know you’ve worked a lot for the dance, and that this has been a disappointment for you as well.” She says “And I know you’ve been working extra hard to make it a good experience specifically for me. So, for what it's worth” Velvet smiles “thank you.”
Coco is stunned for a moment, before answering in kind. She doesn’t bother to hide it behind her bravado.
“…you know,” She starts then, before Velvet can jump in as well “it may not really be the same thing, but I could take you out dancing after we come back.” she asks, and offers her hand “What do you say?”
After a moment of surprise, Velvet smiles, joyful again, and her ears perk up. She accepts the offered hand “I would love to.”
Coco helps her up, and the plane is ready to go. “It’s a date then.” she grins.
Velvet nods “It’s a date.”
And off they go, to their next mission.
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ninacarstairss · 3 years
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Alastair and Thomas sat on the opposite familiar sofa to the one Thomas's parents, Sophie and Gideon Lightwood, did.
His mother smiled pleasantly at Alastair. "Mr. Carstairs, lovely to see you."
Alastair nodded stiffly at her. It wasn't out of indifference but out of nervousness. "Mr. and Mrs. Lightwood."
"It's always a pleasure to invite the younglings to a cup of tea," Gideon said and fixed his gaze on Thomas and Alastair. He chuckled. "It's not as common, though, to get invited by them. Who could imagine they still remember us old pals."
Sophie laughed with him, and Thomas allowed himself to smirk at his father. It was starting well. "As if you wouldn't make us feed on bread and water if we didn't have manners toward the elderly."
"Elders, eh?"
They battered like this for some time. Alastair slowly put himself in the conversation as well, and Thomas felt him relax slightly next to him. It's a good sign.
After half an hour of chit-chat and scones (much to his father's dismay) Thomas cleared his throat. "In fact, Mama, Papa, I called you for a reason."
"There's always a reason," Gideon murmured with a fond roll of his eyes. Alastair trained again, even more than before. He seemed like he wanted to say something but didn't.
"Yes?" Sophie asked, and put her restored cup of tea on the table.
"I didn't invite Alastair for no reason. The thing is," he lingered there a moment to catch Alastair's eyes, and something almost made him stop by the look on his face. Worry, almost shame. Was he afraid Thomas wouldn't say it?
"I like Alastair." He didn't see why to keep it in. "In a way that is more than friends, you see."
A long moment ensued. None of the young wanted to break it, almost afraid of the result.
"Damn it!" Gideon called out, startling them all. "I owe Will 10 Stirling."
"What?" Thomas stuttered and moved his big hand in front of him like it wasn't real.
"We bet when you would announce your intentions with Alastair here," he smiled in encouragement at the brown boy. In return, Alastair looked like a deer caught in an automobile's lights.
"You did what?" Thoams demanded, horrified.
"We are glad to accept you to our family, young Alastair," Sophie said gently, ignoring her son's indignant huff. Alastair turned his face away from then."I hope you would take good care of our Tom."
"Mama," Thomas objected, blushing. He looked at him as he returned to look at them and panicked. Alastair's eyes shined, and not of happiness.
"I cannot," Alastair stood up and took a bit of distance. "I cannot stand in front of you and act as if I deserve your kindness. I do not. I should- I shouldn't be here."
"Don't leave." Thomas hurried to say. He couldn't do it, now, without explaining a tad bit.
Alastair held his face regal and flat. The only sign of his inner storm was the fact a tear started to roll down his cheek. Another soon followed. "Mr. Lightwood, I cannot be here and face you and act as if I didn't wrong you, as if I didn't say an unbearable thing. Rumors. Words about you and your son. I- What I said brought you great pain and tears. Your son told me. How can I face you and accept your kindness?"
"Alastair-" Thomas rose to his feet as well.
"Don't you see? I don't deserve to be with your son, Mr. Lightwood. Someone as good as him shouldn't be with someone as - as stained as I."
Alastair didn't look at any of them. "I must go now." His voice was thick and somewhat small. "I cannot see a way you don't hate me, or at least want to hate me as Thomas did. I will go. My accomplishments for the tea."
He started toward the door, but he wasn't the only one. "Gideon flew as fast as the wind and seized onto Alastair's forearm. Alastair gave him a shocked look.
"When I was young, I had done horrid things. Things I'm not proud of. Things I wish I could take back. But I can't." Gideon leveled Alastair with a gentle gaze. "What I could do is change. To move past my mistakes and try and make better decisions, be a better man. I was not much younger than you when I learned the wrong of my ways. I changed. I see you did too."
"Do not let the past define the future, Alastair Carstairs." Sophie intervened "Those - rumors, you say. They hurt us. We cannot pretend they didn't. But the person you were there when you spread them, is not the one I see in front of me now. Your heart is kind, Dear. Allow it to receive kindness as well."
Alastair was shaking, and drops of tears stained his cheeks. "I-"
"Does he make you happy?" Asked Sophie. It was directed at Thomas.
Not a bit of hesitation. "Very."
"And you?" Sophie turned to Alastair. "Does my son makes you happy?"
"More than everything else."
Thomas didn't care his parents were there. He enveloped Alastair in a firm hug, leading them to the sofa again. He backed away just slightly, to plant a kiss on his cheek.
"And it wasn't only you, right?"
"It was still wrong."
"It was," agreed Gideon. "But you weren't the only one who was unkind. We handled more serious things than a child trying to emulate adults."
"We will not prevent our son's happiness because of the past. We want to see what the future behold."
A faint thank you left Alastair's lips. The grip Thomas held on Alastair tightened.
"Thank you," Thomas said as well. He shared a glance with Alastair. His eyes were red but still beautiful and enchanting. And love blossomed inside them.
"Nothing to be thankful for. We just choose love, is all."
Anoni I’m slightly sobbing right now. This fic is amazing.
That’s exactly how I want this conversation to go, exactly how I imagined it all along. First of all gideon betting on this with will cracked me up and it’s definitely something they would do 😂 after the scene with the mortal sword in coi I’m fairly sure they constantly bet over stuff just for fun (and gideon apparently loses all the time lol)
And alastair feeling unworthy of their kindness and love is definitely what I imagine whenever I think of this scenario. Alastair always feels he is to be blamed for eternity but if someone can understand that feeling is exactly gideon. I can’t wait for alastair to have someone like him in his life, gideon would love him just as much as his friends did when he was trying to be a better man.
Thank you for sharing this fic nonnie, I really loved it so much and I’m starved for this kind of content 🥺
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Obispo Losa
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Part two of Obispo and Lily. I have so many ideas for this and I'm so excited to try them out! Thank you all for the love and encouragement!
Warnings: Swearing, Angst
As always, I do not own anything Mayans related. I do own my character and her story.
My first language is English. I do know some Spanish but I am not fluent. I will be keeping the Spanish in this story to a minimum to avoid butchering a beautiful language.
"Come on, it'll be fun!"
"You said that last time, Leti."
"I know and I'm really sorry about what happened, but I swear nothing like that would ever go down here. The guys wouldn't allow it."
"I don't know, Leti..."
"Come on! Bishop has been asking about you. He wants to see you."
"He said that?"
"...In so many words."
"Leti!"
"He has been asking about you! 'how's your friend, Leticia? How's her arm? Have you seen her today?" Leti dropped her voice to mimic the low bravado that was Bishop's voice.
"He did not ask you all that!"
"He did!"
"Really?"
"Yes, Lily!"
"Okay, what time is this party?"
"Uhh the guys have a meeting and then we usually party afterwards. Maybe like eight o'clockish? I'll text you the address."
"Sounds good."
"Oh and Lily, wear something slu-"
Click.
Lily tapped the red button quickly, not wanting to hear the rest of that sentence. She would wear whatever she wanted and it would not be to impress any man. Or so she thought, until the clock ticked 7:30 and she was buzzing around her bedroom, ripping open drawers and rifling through her closet like a mad woman. Swearing under her breath, Lily's frustration mounted as nothing seemed to fit right.
Lily was a bit curvier than most women, especially her friend Leti. Borrowing an outfit from her would be out of the question and some how everything in Lily's closet just seemed wrong. Blowing out an annoyed puff of air, Lily looked back over her clothes, trying not to be so critical. Bishop probably wouldn't even notice, not with all his friends around. Or so she hoped...
Gravel crunched under her tires as Lily turned off the road and into the driveway of what looked like some kind of auto mechanic business. A sign for oil changes and tire rotations hung out front, welcoming visitors into what looked like a run down garage. Random cars sat around, looking like they were falling apart or maybe just scrap pieces for other projects. A house sat connected to the garage, a porch welcomed any visitors and a large fire pit sat in front of its steps with a few picnic tables dotted around.
Parking her car off to the side, Lily wondered if she had the wrong address. Eyeing the row of motorcycles, she changed her mind. This had to be right.
Lily stepped out of her car just as the front door opened. A man she recognized immediately stepped out. Black hair buzzed close to his head, thin mustache, thick muscled arms. Oh yeah, she remembered him. He had steadied her when the guy had shoved her and then later, Leti had hugged him like they were best friends.
Lily offered him a smile, noting the way his leather vest differed slightly from the others she had seen. "Hi, I'm Lily, Leti invited me?"
"Yeah, hi, EZ."
"Wait, what?"
"Ezekiel Reyes, EZ for short." He grinned, "nice to meet you Lily." His eyes seemed to twinkle in the fading light. Somewhere in her mind she knew instantly that he was someone she could trust and with that realization a portion of her nervousness evaporated. EZ met her at the bottom of the porch steps, shaking her hand gently.
"Nice to meet you too." She couldn't help but return his smile, it was infectious.
"Leticia's inside, you can head on in, I'm going to start a fire." EZ jerked his head toward the door.
"Thank you!" Lily stepped inside, looking around at the unusual decor. A large statue of Saint Mary stood by the door, various framed pictures hung on the walls and the furniture looked like hand-me-downs from an array of different homes with different styles. The place was definitely decorated by men. Lily laughed to herself, smile growing as she spotted her friend across the room. Though the place was dimly lit, Lily could plainly see Leticia working hard behind the bar. Her hands moved quickly, preparing drinks, or food, or both. Glancing up as Lily shut the door, Leticia let out a squeal.
"You made it!"
"I did!"
"Yay! Get over here and help me prep this stuff! The guys will be out any minute."
"Out?" Lily dropped her purse on the bar stool at the end before walking around the bar. As expected, there was a mini kitchen set-up back there. Fridge, stove, microwave, sink, what little counter Lily could see was covered in random food items. Everything from salsa and chips to hot dogs and hamburgers sat before them.
"Yeah, they had a meeting tonight, but it should be over soon." She nodded in the direction of a rusted sliding door. "They'll grill the meat for us, but I like to have the sides and stuff ready to go a while."
"Okay," Lily wasn't sure what kind of meeting she meant, but it didn't matter anyway. She was too busy trying to calm the butterflies in her stomach to ask anything else. Leti handed her a knife and a bowl of peppers, instructing her to chop them up.
Lily had just finished the bowl and was washing her hands when a metallic screech filled the. Lifting her eyes as the door rolled open, Lily watched as the first few guys stepped through. One broke away from the rest, smiling at her as he plopped himself on the nearest bar stool.
"What's up, how are you?"
"Good, thank you, better than when we first met."
"Glad to hear it!" He swiped a stand of black hair away from his face, smiling at her warmly.
"Lily, this is my dad, Coco."
Lily felt her brows raise, surprised by the information. He looked so young, more like a brother than a father. She didn't comment on it though, instead, she smiled, offering her hand, "nice to meet you, Coco. Thanks for helping out the other night."
"Nahh, that was all Bish. We were just back up if things popped off."
"Sounds like they did later!" Leti jumped in.
"Yeah! Heard Bish broke that pendejo's nose!"
"Serves him right!" Lily stayed quiet, smiling as Leti and Coco continued talking. They really did act a lot alike and the resemblance in their faces was uncanny.
Eyes flicking to the doorway again, Lily was surprised by the amount of disappointment that washed through her.
"Bish is still at the table. Thinking things through I guess." Coco supplied, meeting her eyes with a knowing smile. Lily blushed, nodding as she looked down at her hands.
"Why don't you take him a beer? Tell him the meats on the grill?" Leti suggested, elbowing her gently.
"Yeah, that ones his favorite." Coco leaned across the bar, pointing to one of the many bottles they had just uncapped for the guys.
"Do you think that would be okay?" Lily asked awkwardly, shifting from one foot to the other.
"As long as he's not talking business with anyone, he shouldn't care." Coco shrugged, taking a bottle for himself.
Lily nodded again, grabbing the bottle he had pointed to and striding confidently across the room. Her bravery didn't last long though. By the time she was standing in the door way her anxiety was back in full swing. The coast was clear, no one else was with him.
He sat alone, smoking a cigarette, papers laying in front of him. The room was dark, one single light hung overhead, casting a soft glow over Bishop's chair. He looked like a king sitting in the spotlight. His bulky frame illuminated against the dark of the room.
It's now or never.
Lily cleared her throat, stepping into the room hesitantly, praying he wouldn't throw her back out. He looked deep in thought and extremely tired, probably not in the mood to chit chat. This was a bad idea. Lily berated herself. What made her think this was a good plan?
Bishop's head lifted, cigarette nearly falling out of his mouth as he realized who was joining him. Her breath caught in her throat as he looked at her. Dark eyes fell all the way to her feet, taking in a pair of blood-red heels before dragging slowly up her body to land on her face. The black dress she'd chosen clung to her body in way that she hoped was flattering and not accenting her every bump and roll. She shifted on her feet, suddenly questioning her decision to wear this outfit. That was... Until she watched his tongue poke out of his mouth, wetting his lips almost nervously. Dropping his cigarette into a nearby ash tray, Bishop stood up, almost toppling his chair with his hastiness.
"Lily?"
"Hi, Obispo." She smiled, heat rising to her cheeks as he stared openly at her. "I umm... Brought you a drink." She lifted the bottle, stepping closer to hold it out to him. She swallowed hard as he walked around the table, wrapping his hand around the neck of the bottle, grazing her fingers as he took it.
"Thank you." His mustache lifted as he smiled at her, eyes twinkling with something she couldn't place. "Am I drinking alone?" He spoke teasingly, lifting the beer to his lips and taking a slow sip.
Lily watched his throat work as he swallowed it, clocked the way his plush lips pressed against the glass. Clearing her throat again, Lilly took a step back. "I-I don't really drink, but I uh... I wanted to let you know the meats on the grill a- and the food will be ready soon."
"Thank you," he said again with that same smile on his lips. He was amused by her awkwardness, finding her stammering cute. He liked this kind of nervousness, jitters brought on by attraction and not fear. Seeing her retreat another step, Bishop pushed off the table where he was previously leaning. "You don't have to go."
"I should help Leti with the rest of the stuff." Lily jerked a thumb over her shoulder, stumbling as she bumped into a chair.
"Watch that, querida." Bishop gave her a lopsided smile, taking one long step forward, the urge to be closer to her guiding his feet.
"Yeah..." Lily took another step back, tripping over another chair in the process. This time she couldn't catch herself, she was too shaken, too flustered. Bishop lunged forward, wrapping an arm around her waist before she could fall.
He pulled her upright, tugging her against his chest, steadying her with one hand all while holding his beer with the other. The little gasp that left her lips had his heart stuttering in his chest. "Easy does it, querida." His breath fanned her face, his voice low and soft.
He smelled of cigarettes and leather and a hint of spearmint. His hand laid heavy on her back, fingers splayed wide, each one burning a hole through the material of the dress. He was warm and tall and all hard planes where she was short and soft, fitting perfectly against his broad chest. Lily's small hands pressed to his stomach, torn between pushing him away and letting him hold her.
"Bish..." It was soft and breathy and effecting him in way that was completely inappropriate for only talking to her twice.
"I'm here, Preciosa." He spoke with the same volume as her, hushed, low, a tone that shot right to her belly. Her insides seems to melt and mush. A shiver crawled down her spine, goosebumps raising on her arms. He gazed down at her, dark eyes boring into hers as his thumb traced a slow circle on her lower back.
"Lily! Get your ass out here and help me!" Leti yelled from the other room sounding agitated. Lily startled in his arms, and just like that the spell was broken. Her hands were pushing off his stomach and she was stepping away before he could stop her.
Bishop dropped his arm reluctantly, feeling as if all the heat was zapped from his body as he did. It took everything in him not to reach out and pull her back, instead he gripped his beer tighter, sinking back into a chair as she disappeared through the doorway. Releasing a sigh, Bishop raked a hand through his hair. Shit.
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Bend and Not Break - Ch 4: A Scar
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Xena stepped lightly as she opened the door to one of the interrogation rooms, narrowing her eyes as she adjusted to the dim light. The room had been quickly converted to a makeshift recovery room, the table that usually sat in the middle of the room had been pushed aside and replaced with a cot. Said cot was loaded with pillows and blankets in an effort to take as much pressure off the occupant's injuries as possible. Resting peacefully on it was Poppy, the scorpion rescued from the basement of a disgraced noble and had her venom forcibly extracted by torture. She seemed to be doing much better, her body was now criss-crossed with bandages and she was no longer twitching. She seemed to be sleeping at the moment.
She took a look at the clipboard left behind on the table where Monomon’s notes were scribbled. Electrical burns, blunt force trauma, eye damage, nerve damage...the list seemed to go uncomfortably long. She was glad she managed to get to her in time, but was disappointing that she and the other knights didn’t find out about the assassination plot sooner. Maybe they could have prevented a lot of suffering, but she couldn’t know for sure.
“Hello?” Poppy blinked awake, most likely from hearing Xena walk around. She was lying on her back and couldn’t twist her head to see who had entered the room. “Who’s there?” She asked, a tinge of worry to her voice.
“I am Xena, one of the Great Knights, I was there when you were rescued.” She pulled up a chair next to the cot and sat down. “Do you remember me?”
Poppy took a moment to breathe and then smiled the best she could through half a bandaged face. “I do.” She sounded coherent, but her speech was slurred and slow.
“You look much better,” Xena smiled in what she hoped was in a comforting way. “You must be on the good stuff, right?”
“Yeah.” Poppy didn’t bother trying to nod. “Nothin’ hurts. It’s great.”
“Well I won’t keep you long, I just need to ask a few questions and then you can go back to resting, okay?”
“Mmhmm.” The scorpion mumbled softly and did her best to focus her one working eye to the ant’s face. “I’ll try.”
“That’s all I’m asking for. Do you remember how you were abducted?” Xena had a quill and a tablet ready to take notes. “Take your time and try to remember what you can, okay?”
Poppy mulled over the question for a while, and started speaking. “I was at my flower shop in...in Deepnest. Some Hallownest bug came in...I asked if they wanted flowers...I grow flowers by the way and make them into arrangements. It’s nice.”
Xena nodded, knowing full well that she was on some of those good painkillers, and would probably will go off into tangents. “What kinda bug came in?”
“It was that um….beetle. Yes, that beetle. From...the place.” Poppy swallowed thickly, “Where they were...were...hurting me…”
“Don’t worry about him, he can’t hurt you anymore.” The ant put as much conviction as she could muster into her voice. “He won’t be hurting anyone else, after today.”
“Good,” She wheezed a little, catching her breath.
“What did the beetle want from you?” Xena pressed gently. “I think I could wager a guess but I need to hear it from you.”
“He uh...he asked to buy my venom...and I told him I sell flowers, not venom! It was weird...and creepy , and its against the law cause um...uh...it’s dangerous. You hafta have a license to get some and you get it from the...oh...what do you call it…” The scorpion hrmed to herself. “Oh I can’t remember, it’s the place where you can get dangerous stuff if you are a uh...professional? Scientist?”
“A supplier is what I think you mean. Where controlled substances can be given out dependent on research or medical use.”
“Yes! That! Well he got mad and started saying something about the fate of bug kind and how there was monsters in Hallownest? He said I should work with them to save everyone and I told him to leave cause I’m just a flower bug. And then something hit me on the back of my head.” She reached up with a free arm to touch the back of her bandaged head. It looked like a mess when she was first found and Xena was glad that Poppy couldn’t feel any pain right now.
“Then I woke up all tied up and the beetle was there with some other people. He said that I was going to help them get rid of the monsters and I told them I wouldn’t! Then they...they….” She sniffled, her eye tearing up.
“Then they hurt you and forcibly took your venom.” Xena knew when to stop asking questions. Poppy was starting to get a little upset, and she felt awful that she even had to bring up what happened to her so soon. But, she had to get this down for the record, and it was better to do it now while Poppy wasn’t in physical pain than wait and do it later.
Poppy nodded in response. “Mmhmm. I don’t know how long I was there.”
“That’s okay, Right now what I need from you is to rest and get better, okay? We’ll send word to your Queen and Princess and they’ll probably send someone over to help you home once you are well enough to travel.”
“Okay...thank you.” Poppy sighed. She wasn’t going to be able to stay awake anyway with the meds she was on and was quickly falling back into the realm of dreams. “There'll...be someone outside...right? Watching?”
“There are, I promise.” Xena nodded. “Nobody will let you get hurt again.”
“Mhmm...thanks…” Poppy fell asleep, a combination of reassurance and the ‘good stuff’. Xena took a bit of time to make sure she was comfortable, and then left the room. She glanced at the two guardsmen stationed outside.
“Nobody gets in that isn’t a Knight, the King, or Monomon, got it?”
They both saluted and stayed in place.
“Good...now excuse me, I have someone to see.”
She turned and headed towards the holding cells. The cells were kept underground, and as she descended the stairs she began to hear the annoying sound of metal scraping together. There was the sound of someone loudly complaining before descending into shrieks as the scraping got louder. She took a moment to rub her eyes and sighed, locking the gate behind her and stepping into the corridor.
Tiso was just sitting there, making god awful noises as he happily ran a fork over a metal plate. He was making sure to press extra hard, making terrible squeaking noises that made Xena’s antenna twitch under her helmet. The ex-noble within the cell was close to tears, looking around to Xena as soon as he saw her.
“Oh, oh bless you. Please! Please make him stop!” The jewel beetle was in the dirtiest cell they had, tear tracks marking his face and generally looking disheveled. He crawled to the bars on his knees, gripping the bars with shaky hands. “Please! It hurts!”
“I’m not even doing anything! I’m trying to serenade you with my beautiful music, you uncultured bastard.” Tiso scraped the fork loudly and it set the hairs on her carapace standing up and the beetle to cry out in pain. “It’s not my fault you can’t appreciate artistic talent. Frankly, I’m insulted.”
“That’s enough for now, Tiso.” Xena sighed and dug out her keys. “Monomon needs this guy and she’s going to be pissed if we’re late.”
“Oh?” He casually tossed the dishes to the side. “Going to be testing the antidote then?”
“Testing the what now?” The beetle looked around, confused.
“Most likely, yeah.” Xena ignored the beetle. “Now that she has a pure sample of the poison as well, she thinks she’ll know for sure if the antidote is legit or not after a couple hours.”
“Hours?” Said beetle was rapidly turning pale as he realized what was about to happen.
“Did I fucking stutter?” Xena snarled, opening the cell door. “Get your ass out here or else I’ll drag you out.”
“You can’t do that to me! I’m Lord Maximus Pennington Chrysoch the third!” They tried to dodge her hands, but she was too fast. She seized him by the wrists and began to bodily drag him out.
“I don’t give a fuck who you are! A traitor is a traitor to me.” She looked to Tiso. “Help me drag this sack of shit to Monomon and then you can take a break.”
“Hells yeah!” He jumped up, grabbing the free wrist of the condemned and hauled them to their feet. “Think I’ll have time to head to the museum to see Myla?” The beetle started wibbling and sobbing, but was completely ignored.
“Eh, take Cloth with you and you all can have an hour together. You’ll have to be back at a reasonable time though, we need all hands on deck with this situation.”
“Yeah I got ya. Thanks.” Tiso was noticeably happier, cheerfully dragging the sobbing beetle down the corridor and to their fate. He didn’t care what happened to them, all he could think about now was finally getting to smooch his girlfriends.
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Monomon arrived outside the door to the royal suite, a capped syringe gripped gently but firmly in her tentacles. As soon as the antidote proved to actually work, and not just be another poison, she rushed as quickly as she could to the top floor. Hollow was standing guard outside of the room and nodded to her. Seeing that there wasn’t time for chit chat, she attempted to open the door.
To her surprise, it was blocked off. She looked at the knob, confused, and tried to push again. “What’s going on here?”
Hollow chirped to get her attention, and signed. <”Father is in there. I think he is sitting in front of the door.”>
“Mato? Of course he would.” She knocked on the door. “Mato! It’s Monomon!”
There was a shuffle from the other side, and the door was pulled open to indeed reveal the Nailmaster. He seemed rather rough looking, he must have booked it from the Howling Cliffs as fast as he could. “Monomon,” he nodded, and stood out of the way.
She floated inside to see what was going on, eyes immediately going to the nest that took up a good portion of the room.
Ghost was cuddled around Quirrel, doing their best to hold him in a way that would hopefully reassure him that someone was watching over him, but not tight enough to harm him. Quirrel was still unconscious, breathing heavily and shivering and once in a while his nerves would shudder, making him twitch and spasm. Ghost was already awake, no doubt hearing the door open. They looked at her, the dark fathomless eyes behind their mask tired and fearful. Their eyes darted from the door to the syringe held in her tentacle.
“Is that…” Their voice was so small and weak, but there was a bloom of hope behind it that Monomon could feel.
“Yes.” She drifted closer and uncapped the syringe. “We have it.”
They sat up quickly. “What do you want me to do?”
“Hold one of his arms still, I don’t want the needle to break if he has a spasm while injecting him.” She checked over the syringe, going over the calculations in her head one more time. She had already triple checked everything, but it wouldn't hurt to check it one more time. Ghost sat up, pulling Quirrel into their lap and used their lower set of arms to cradle him, and the top set to grasp an arm and hold it straight. Quirrel continued to shiver, making a raspy noise of discomfort from being moved.
“Good, like that.” With Ghost holding him, it was easy for her to find the joint in his elbow and sterilize it. Then, she injected the antidote slowly, watching the liquid within disperse into his hemo system.
“There…it should take effect soon.” She deposited the used needle in a box she carried to be sterilized later. “We may not notice a difference at first, but within half an hour he should be more comfortable.”
Ghost kept Quirrel in their embrace, resting their chin on his head and tucking him up close. “Thank you.” They said, moving slightly to adjust themselves. Monomon watched them tilt their head slightly, listening to his breathing as he continued to wheeze.
“How did you get that?” Mato had stayed back to let her do her thing, but now that there wasn’t any needles involved, he approached the nest again.
“A combination of work from the Great Knights, good old science, and some very helpful mandatory volunteers.”
“That’s fucking terrifying.” Mato took a step away from her.
“It’s what they deserved. They at least did something useful with their lives instead of just being executed.”
“How many prisoners are left?” Ghost’s mental voice was whisper quiet, as though they were scared that they were going to disturb Quirrel’s rest.
“I’m not sure. Tiso has the numbers. The ring leader is still alive, he was the lucky one who tested the antidote. What are you going to do about them?”
Ghost was silent for a moment, idly smoothing back Quirrel’s antenna as he lay in their embrace. “I think I will wait for Quirrel to weigh in on it all. He was...the most hurt.”
“He wasn’t the only one hurt,” Monomon drifted down to the floor to sit, curling her tentacles under herself. “There was another victim who is thankfully alive. You’ll have a report on that soon, but you may want to keep her in mind too, as well as yourself and my son.”
“It seems like the best thing to do is to let them stew in their own fear and guilt until you have a chance to deal with them.” Mato also sat, leaning against the wall. “They are not going to have any type of peace as long as they are down there with Tiso at the same time.”
Ghost actually chirped a laugh at that. “That is true.”
As they conversed, Ghost noticed Quirrel subtly shift a little over the course of twenty so odd minutes. His twitching was definitely dying down, leaving him still for the first time since he was poisoned. They could hear his breath change as well, the raspy wheeze was getting smoother and less labored. It would be a while before he was back to normal, but just being able to actually rest was something sorely needed for the pillbug.
“He’s doing better.” The vessel sagged in relief, tears once again welling up in their eyes. “He can breathe now.”
Monomon floated up from her position on the floor and placed a tentacle on the pillbug's forehead. She felt it for a moment before she spoke. “His fever has gone down.”
“He’ll be okay now, right? He’ll be okay?” Ghost shivered, black streaks dripping from their eyes as they pulled Quirrel closer to their chest.
“Yes Ghost, he’ll be okay.”
Ghost broke down into tears, a combination of relief, love, and the bitter fear of loss. Once they started they couldn’t stop, the emotional dam had broken. The sheer stress they had been bundling up for the past two days refused to be ignored any longer. Thick, choking sobs filled the room as they held their husband close. He’ll be okay, they won’t have to say goodbye so soon. They knew one day they would have to, but for now, he’ll be okay. He’ll live and they can continue to share the love that never ran out in their heart. He’ll be okay.
Mato and Monomon both embraced them, and for once, they let their family help them carry the huge amount of stress and emotions swirling around in their void. They kept repeating that simple phrase to themselves, over an over, to keep them grounded in the here and now.
He’ll be okay.
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Myla hummed to herself as she looked over a crystal in her claws. She turned it around in the light, squinting through a monocular as she studied it’s structure. It was a beautiful fluorite specimen, still rough and unpolished. Broad bands of green, purple, and blues swirled around the stone in a rainbow of colors. She just needed to do a little cleanup on it and then it would be ready for display.
She looked at the basket of rocks on the floor next to her work station, all of them mined and found by her. She was pretty proud that she didn’t lose her knack for finding the beautiful and unusual. The infection left her unable to mine professionally anymore, but she had enough energy to go on little expeditions, following her heart as she explored the corners of the kingdom.
Of course, she didn’t go alone. Either Tiso or Cloth would come with her, keeping her protected as she jumped into holes to hack away at the rocks. She wasn’t very strong, but she can still knee cap people who threaten her, and she keeps her pickaxe nice and sharp. It was fun! Especially when she could spend the time with her partners.
She sighed, she hadn’t seen Tiso and Cloth for several days now. She knew what happened, the whole kingdom knew by now. She knew they had important work to do, but she still missed them.
As if the universe was listening to her thoughts, there was a knock on her office door. She glanced at her clock, it was about time for lunch. Maybe it was a coworker asking if she’d like something?
“Come in!” She called.
The door opened, and to her delight, her two knights tried to squeeze their way inside at the same time. Tiso gasped, smushed up against the door frame as Cloth tried to force her massive bulk through, getting equally wedged in.
“Cloth! Back up!” Tiso kicked his legs that were a good foot of the ground. The force of the attempt to beat Cloth inside had angled his body upwards to get stuck on the frame, one arm free and trying to pull himself free.
“No! You back up!” She retorted, trying to squeeze her shoulders in. “I want to kiss her first!”
“Like hell you -wheeze-” Tiso started going a little blue, a stark contrast to his black shell as he got squashed harder.
Myla never in her whole life, expected that she’d ever be a girl that someone would fight over, let alone two. She knew they were just playing around and joking with their fake little rivalry thing, it was endearing, but sometimes Cloth forgot her own strength. She remembered once when Cloth gave Tiso a ‘gentle’ punch to the arm and accidentally sent him through the window.
“How about both of you back out, and I’ll come to you?”
Cloth and Tiso looked at each other. Cloth nodded and with some effort, pulled herself back and out of the door-frame. Tiso, no longer supported, just fell on the ground and wheezed for breath. Cloth helpfully picked him up and set him on his feet again and dusted off his armor.
Myla giggled, bouncing forward to leap at the two of them and was caught into a three way hug. It was a happy moment of hugs and little smooches that was sorely needed after days of being apart. “I’m so glad you two are here!”
“Unfortunately, we only got a short amount of time, then we have to go back.” Cloth replied, sounding very apologetic.
“Yeah...we still got idiots to process.” Tiso took the time to give them both a nuzzle. “Duty calls and all that.”
“That’s okay, I’m just glad you’re here for now!” Myla wriggled to escape the hug, and promptly headed back inside the office. “I processed some new minerals if you’d like to take a look!”
“Of course we would!” Tiso booked it to the door.. and ended up getting wedged in again when Cloth tried to get in at the same time. This time it was worse, because Cloth didn’t put her club down first, and Myla could hear the wood creaking under the strain of it all. She rubbed the back of her head as she watched them both struggle.
She wondered if she should just have a second door put in.
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It felt like ages since Grimm started talking, telling Quirrel of fantastical worlds both old and new. It was fascinating, hearing of so many places that were different and unique. For the most part Quirrel listened, asking a question here and there. It seemed like the Nightmare King had visited the places Quirrel had during his wanderings on the surface world, and offered some interesting insight to things he may have missed.
“It seems our time is nearly up.” Grimm folded his claws together under his chin, looking at the pill bug who sat in front of him. He had just finished telling Quirrel about a colorful world with a legend of an eternal sprout that was constantly being searched for. “You will need to wake up soon.”
“Really?” Quirrel leaned back in his chair and poked himself a couple times. “If I’m well enough now to wake up, how come I don’t feel any different?”
“It’s because your mind is protecting itself. You won’t feel pain while in a dream. I can however, change that aspect if it is a nightmare, but I have no reason to do so here.” Grimm gave him a sinister grin, exposing many needle sharp teeth, but Quirrel wasn’t afraid.
“Thanks.” Quirrel sighed, and put down his cup. As soon as it hit the table, it began to dissolve into essence, floating away in motes of white and red. In fact, it seemed like everything that wasn’t Grimm or himself was beginning to look blurry and grainy.
“I am not going to lie. You will most likely be in for a lot of pain once you awaken, but you must wake up.” Grimm looked to the side and off to the distance, watching the walls of the cozy room fade into white. “But you will live.”
“Will we ever get to chat again sometime? Despite the circumstances, I quite enjoyed our conversation. It would be nice to revisit it sometime.”
Grimm smiled softly, hiding his wicked looking teeth once again. “Of course we will.”
“Great!” Quirrel watched the last motes of color leave the dream, leaving nothing but a white, featureless void. Somehow they were still sitting, despite the lack of anything coherent around them. “Hrm...how do I wake up then?”
“Oh, that’s easy.” Grimm laughed, his voice distorting and echoing, as though retreating backwards. “You /[Quirrel]/ just need to /open[ed]/ your /[his] eyes./”
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.
.
Suddenly, he was awake.... and he hated it.
Quirrel’s first thought was a mess of confusion. He had managed to open his eyes, a jarring jump from the dream world to reality. It was easy, but hard at the same time.
What Quirrel managed to see through his stinging eyes was nothing but a blurry mess of darkness and shapes. As soon as his brain caught up with the rest of his body, a deep sharp ache radiated from within his core, spreading all the way to the tips of his limbs. It felt like he tried to cuddle an ooma and paid the price for it. He had no idea how, but even his mandibles hurt. At least Grimm warned him, but it still sucked.
He could tell he was lying on something soft and warm at least. Wriggling his antenna (with a wince, cause how the fuck is his antenna sore too!?!) slightly gave him the usual smells of his home in the palace. His mind was still a little foggy, so when he detected three other people around him, he wasn’t quite sure who they were at first. It was silent, so he couldn’t identify anyone by voices. He was exhausted. Everything hurt. Breathing hurt. Having his eyes open hurt. It sucked and he resolved to complain about it soon enough. He had no clue what happened other than 1. he got poisoned and 2. he got sick from it.
What he needed right now, was his spouse. They probably knew what the hell happened and could fill him in on what he missed. He didn’t even know how long he was out for. It didn’t seem so long while he conversed with Grimm, but he suspected that time doesn’t really hold all that much meaning in a dream. He moved, at least, he tried to, gasping in pain as his hand squeezed something hard and slender. He nearly jumped out of his chitin when something squeezed back. A shape moved in front of his vision, a blurry mess of white that seemed to shine in the darkness.
“Quirrel?” The voice was tinged with the feeling of hope as it whispered through his head. He knew that voice, and he relaxed.
“Hello, love,” he wheezed. His throat was dry and scratchy and he coughed on his words. He closed his eyes for a moment as the blur moved and tripped his sense of vertigo. He heard a chirp in response before he was being hauled upright and held with four arms. The sudden movement flipped his stomach around and he groaned in response. “Ugh…”
“I’msorryi’msorryi’msorry.” He was being peppered with kisses all over his face as a soft whining noise emitted from a throat that was voiceless. He managed to lift up a shaking hand to rest it on the side of Ghost’s face, happy he didn’t accidentally poke them in the eyes since he couldn't see. He rubbed them as well as he could, struggling with the effort of keeping his arm up.
“It’s alright... dear…” It was difficult to talk, he had to stop and take a breath between each word. As much as he loved kisses, it was starting to overwhelm him, so he tried to soothe his spouse. “I’m fine.”
“You are not fine. I...I…” There was another wheezing sob and he was thankfully nuzzled instead of kissed. “You could have died.”
“Heh...heh...like you could...get rid of me...that easy.” He dropped his arm, no longer able to keep it up. His hand was captured in one of Ghost’s, and they rubbed it gently. “I plan to...be around...for much longer…You couldn’t...keep me away...if you tried…” He was losing his voice and he swallowed with a wince. He opened his eyes again, it was still blurry, but he could see clearer shapes. A blob of green and a blob of red was approaching, mixing together as he struggled to focus.
“Here you are, my dear.” A glass of water was placed in his free hand and encircled with a tentacle. “Sip slowly.”
“Hi mom…” He knew what his mom felt like, how she always had this sort of static energy around her, like you could get a good zap if you pissed her off. The same tentacle that used to rock him to sleep at night when he was a pip helped him drink and he gratefully swallowed down the water. It was absolute bliss. He may be king, but all the finery in the world couldn’t compare to that nice cold glass of water.
“You gave us a hell of a scare, how are you feeling?” Oh, that must have been Mato. It made sense that he would be here. The blurs of red mixed with gray and was certainly big enough to be the Nailmaster. They moved to stand closer to Ghost...at least he thinks they did. It was hard to tell for the moment.
“Hurts.” Quirrel could have lied but his mother was right there and she would have no trouble putting him in the corner for it. “All over. Hard to see.”
“I figured as much,” Monomon was still holding the glass of water for him, and another tentacle bumped against his mandibles. “Open up, I have something for the pain.”
He did just that, letting the pills go down with another few swallows of water. He imagined that he should feel hungry or something too, but he just didn’t feel like it. She must have sensed the question because she continued talking.
"Let’s wait for half an hour and see if you can handle some soup, okay?”
Quirrel nodded with a sigh. He was awake but tired again, it was rather frustrating. He closed his eyes again, letting them rest as he just laid there and breathed. He could feel the medicine begin to work, a numb tingling working down his limbs and into his core. Soon, every movement didn’t result in pain, and he managed to sit up a little. Ghost helped, sitting so that his back could rest against this chest and belly.
“What happened?” It seemed like a sensible question to ask. He was not surprised that Ghost was the one to answer.
“There was an assassination attempt and you were poisoned by the nail that cut you. The Great Knights led an investigation and arrested the ringleader and several members of the group. They are still investigating, but they are confident they caught most to all of them. You were unconscious for almost three days.”
“Three days?!” Quirrel raised his voice at that. Three whole days? As in seventy two hours?
“Yes, three days.” Monomon piped up. “If it makes you feel any better, half the kingdom has been keeping vigil outside, hoping that you would get better.”
Quirrel blinked in surprise. “Really?”
“She isn’t lying.” Mato was the next to say something, his voice moving around the room. “I nearly had to fight my way inside, there were so many people out there.”
Quirrel...didn’t know how to feel about that. On one hand, he didn’t feel like he was a person who would warrant a three day vigil, and on the other, he was touched and humbled. He had always been a bug who was fairly social and had a lot of friends, but to have that many bugs sitting around and waiting for news about him...it was astonishing. It must mean that he is doing something right.
“You two need rest,” Mato continued. “Ghost? There’s a pot of soup in the icebox, just warm it up. I’ll go out and tell the masses that things are okay so they can go home.”
“That is a good idea.” Ghost leaned their head down to nuzzle Quirrel some more. “Thank you.”
“And you, my little scholar, are going to stay in bed.” Monomon added. “Strict bed rest until further notice, got it? I will know if you get out of bed, trust me.”
“Yes mom.” Quirrel believed her.
Soon, both parents departed, and once again the room was quiet, save for a soft rumbling. Quirrel realized that Ghost was purring as they cuddled against them. “Stay with me...for a little?” He asked. Now that their parents were gone, it felt strange, like he was a small thing in a sea of uncertainty. Most likely, it’s trauma from the experience, but he didn’t think he could stand being alone for very long now. Now that he was awake, he wanted to stay awake, but he doubts that his body will let him for long.
“I would never leave you,” came the reply. “Everything is on hold for now and will be for a little while.”
“You can’t just... shut down the government...love.” Quirrel chuckled. “Even though...I think most would...enjoy the vacation.”
“I am a king, I can do what I want. And if I want everyone to fuck off so I can care for my beloved husband who survived an attack on his life, I will make it so.” There was a hint of amusement in their voice as they gave him a nuzzle.
“What about...the assassins?” He would not be surprised if they were all dead by now, but he still wanted to know.
“The knights have them. We can talk about it later. I would rather kiss you and talk about how much I love you, if that’s okay.”
Quirrel managed a laugh as he relaxed against his spouse, feeling happy and full of love. “You know what? I would...like that very much.”
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onigirisamu · 4 years
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Hello, dear!~ Thank you very much for Inarizaki headcanons~ I like this team and I hope that you like them too! And I also like your headcanons! Can I ask one more scenario (or headcanons, if you like it more) about Inarizaki and their manager (like part 2)? She suddenly starts to come back home earlier than usual. Boys think that she has boyfriend, so they start to spy on her and see her with boy. But in the end, it turns out that she worked to give the guys gifts.
i LOVE this team !!!! thank you so much for liking them! i settled on a scenario type for this fic since i tend to get carried away with writing lol im not so sure if this is what you wanted tho, sorry in advance!!
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𝐦𝐢𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠
inarizaki x manager! reader
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pairing: inarizaki x reader
genre: fluff
warnings: none
a/n: its kinda all over the place... im so sorry!!! i also suck at titles ;_;
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It was 5 pm. The team was still at full energy, spiking the yellow and blue colored balls left and right. Y/n glances around the gym nervously, clutching her clipboard tightly.
Some of the boys had stopped practicing to go wipe their sweat and drink water, Atsumu in particular noticed that their lovely manager was slightly fidgeting in their spot.
"Hm? What's the matter, manager-chan?" He said in a light teasing voice, taking a swig of water from his bottle.
"N-nothing...nope! Nothing at all, haha..." Atsumu raises his eyebrows and shrugs, going to where his brother was. "That was weird." Osamu says next to him.
Aran walked up next to her, asking if she was really okay. "Y-yup! Definitely fine!" Her tone now was high pitched and she was giggling nervously, glancing at the clock every so often. All of the others sent her a confused look, not used to her being so gittery.
"No- really, I'm-" Her phone dings, her eyes widening. Suna suddenly speaks up, "Someone's waiting for Y/n outside, do I tell them to leave or..."
Her eyes went the boy standing sheepishly in the corner, bowing in respect for intruding. "Ah! Takeru-san!" She looks at Kita for permission, he nods.
She quickly grabs Takeru's sleeve along with her bag and bolts out of the gym. All of their eyes on them as they left abruptly.
"Huh." Osamu crosses his arms, a pang of jealousy erupts from almost all of them.
"Come to think of it, Y/n-chan has been going home earlier than usual." Michinari notes. "It's the same guy that walked her home the other day." Ginjima huffs nonchalantly.
"What?! How come that scrub gets to walk her home? Isn't that our job?!" Atsumu grumpily stomps his feet.
"Calm down. Maybe she's just being walked home. Nothing else." Kita says to them. Suna scoffs and rolls his eyes, "They're probably dating."
And then all of a sudden, they start arguing about what's really going on with Y/n and this "Takeru" guy. But so far, the twins and Suna were the ones mostly fighting.
"Oh my god..." Ojiro mutters under his breath, the fight was getting ridiculous. Most of them liked her platonically except for a few, but all of them were equally concerned about who their precious manager was dating and what their intentions are.
"Alright! Stop this." Kita glares and rubs his temples from all of their arguing. They immediately stop, afraid of their captain.
"If you really want to settle this, you all can go try and ask her. Simple as that." The twins glanced at each other, as if they're telepathically communicating something.
They suddenly smirk and Suna gets it immediately.
"Whatever." Suna mutters.
"What are you two planning?" Kita glares at them.
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"No, we are not doing this." Shinsuke bluntly says, following the two idiots who came up with this idea. "But you are coming with us, aren't you Kita-san?" Atsumu smirks, walking ahead to the path that Y/n usually took home.
Kita grimaced at the blonde but said nothing. Atsumu wasn't wrong when they said all of them were curious about this guy their manager was hanging out with, their captain was no exception.
Most of the team agreed to accompany the idiots after practice just to ease their minds on the issue. Hence why we're here now, near Y/n's house, hiding behind the bushes.
Her house was simple, nothing fancy. Her last name was engraved on the gate. They could only make out light coming from what they assumed was the kitchen area. All of them waited for a while but nothing happened. That is until Kita glanced on his wrist watch, an irkmark appeared on his forehead. "This is so pointless. Why did I ever-"
"They're coming out! Shush!" Atsumu pushes everyone to hide behind the bushes. "You're the one being so fuckin' noisy, Ratsumu!" Osamu whisper yells. "Shut up yo-"
"Guys?" Y/n stands in front of them confused with Takeru right beside her. "I should really go." The boy beside her says. She turns to Takeru, "Thank you for all the help, Takeru-san." He nods and smiles at her but laughs when he saw the entire volleyball looming over him.
"See ya, Y/n! And good luck!" Takeru waves and walks away. "Now-" She faces them again, "What are you all doing here?" An amused smile takes over her face.
"Atsumu's fault." They all chorused.
"You all followed!" He shouts. A laugh comes out of her mouth, effectively shutting them all up. "Come inside, I have something to show you all."
Unsure glances were thrown to each other until they eventually followed. "Sorry for the intrusion." Kita said first, taking his shoes off.
"Whoa! It's bigger inside! Nice house, Y/n-chan!" The blonde twin says, looking around aimlessly.
"For just how long were you all outside of my house?" Her hands settled on her hips. "Not that long." Osamu says, thwaking his brother's head. "And why...?"
"All of them are curious about this Takeru guy." Aran sighs, taking a seat on the couch.
"Is he your boyfriend? Huh? Is he?" Atsumu sends her a teasing smirk.
"Uh, no?" Y/n said confused. "Is that why you all spied on me?"
"Wait, your telling me that you two aren't dating?" Osamu asks skeptically, leaning on the head of the couch.
"No...why?"
"What about yesterday? You were so nervous about something then Takeru came. Ginjima says that he's been walking you home alot lately." Akagi asks curiously.
She laughed and shook her head. "I was nervous because the shop I needed for my project was closing soon."
"Huh? Then why does he get to walk you home earlier everyday now?" Atsumu furrowed his eyebrows.
"Takeru and me are project partners."
That would explain alot.
"Seriously? Whoops." Suna sucks in his breath, feeling internally embarrassed.
All of them took a moment and looked at each other with an "oh shit" reaction and suddenly erupted in laughter.
An idea popped from inside of her head. She quickly sprinted to her room leaving the boys confused as hell. She came back with a box full of stuff.
"Well! Since you're all here, might as well give these to you all too." She smiled and gave each one of them a neat pouch.
"What's this for?" Kita asks, opening his. His eyes widened as it was a hand made bracelet with his names on them, and an intricate design on each one.
"Cheesy, I know." A blush begins to form on her cheeks. "But I wanted to make everyone something...so this is what I came up with- it's okay if you don't like i-" she was cut off by all of them them gushing over the bracelets their manager made.
"Do...you like them?" They all enthusiastically nodded in unison, already putting them on. She could almost cry happy tears, she spent forever on making them to be perfect.
"I have to admit that Takeru-san was the one who helped me with this... He's a part of the art club, so yeah."
"Ah! So that's why you two walk home together."
Casual chit chat was thrown around and some were comparing who's bracelet were made with more love.
"Glad that was all cleared up." Kita sighs happily, watching them argue again. "Your team was really curious about my dating life, weren't they, Kita-san?"
He laughs with her, "And I'm assuming you came along too because you were curious too, weren't you, Kita-senpai?" Y/n teases the older boy, his face slightly turning pink.
"O-okay! Time to go! It's getting late." Shinsuke coughs and urges everyone to put on their shoes and leave.
"Ara?"
"Kita-san is blushing?" He sent Atsumu death glares which made him apologize over and over again.
"Thank you, Y/n-san!" They say in unison while she waves happily from her door.
They couldn't have asked for a better friend to call their manager.
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wonderwomanfantasy · 3 years
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Today. Tomorrow. Forever.
no one liked the first part but fuck you a part two 
part one
Dabi x reader (we’ll get there)
warnings: Drinking, abuse, cannon divergence, swearing, spooky stuff
word count: 2,000 (about)
summary: the longer you stay with these ghosts the less you feel like yourself, as if something else had taken your place. 
“Shoto, can we talk?” you asked quietly, as he poked at his bowl of cereal. Everything had seemingly gone back to normal, the only evidence that last night had even happened was the marks left around your throat. He shook his head and you sighed. 
“Shoto, we have to talk about last night,” you said. His cheeks went hot with shame. 
“I-I’m sorry please don’t be mad,” he pleaded tears filling his eyes. You blanched not knowing how to deal with this. 
“No, No I’m not mad Shoto,” you reassured him, he didn’t calm down. 
 “It’s my fault!” he shouted putting his face in his hands. 
“Sweetheart no,” you tried again, then on impulse you added “I won’t leave,”  he sniffled and looked up at you. 
“You’re going to stay?” he asked.
“Yeah I’m not going anywhere,” you said, reaching out to him, he winced and you didn’t touch him, not completing the action waiting for him to come to you, eventually he did. Giving you his hand to squeeze reasuringly. 
“What happened lastnight wasn’t your fault, and it’s not going to scare me away.” you declared patting his soft cheeks dry with a napkin. 
“Does that kind of thing happen a lot?” you asked and he nodded. “And did something like that happen and the last nanny got scared away because of it?” you asked and he nodded. 
“The last three,” 
“Well, Not me, that mean old ghost isn’t anything I haven’t delt with before,” you said in an effort to sooth him. 
“He’s not mean- not most of the time anyways,” Shoto defended. “He just gets mad sometimes and it’s scary but he wouldn’t hurt me,”  this supprised you, and you couldn’t help but not believe him. Even if this ghost loved him, even if this ghost was family, it could still hurt him. 
“Do you know his name?” you asked. Shoto crossed over to you and cupped his hands around your ear before whispering in that loud breathy way children whispered. 
“Toya,” 
You didn’t plan on doing much that day, both of you too shell shocked for chit chat about books or a trip to the movies but you were saved from having to do any planning by a loud ringing of the door bell. 
It made you jump. Anyone who worked at the home just came and went as they pleased, as did Enji, and any pakages came through the back door. You realized this must be the first time you’d heard the door bell rung. Shoto looked equally puzzled. 
“Do you want to go see who it is?” you asked and he nodded sticking out his hand for you to take hold of. The two of you went down stares and just as you reached to forer  you saw a white haired man about your age being welcomed in. 
“Natsuo!”  Shoto called out dropping your hand to rush to the man. Natsuo laughed and crouched catching Shoto in his arms and whisking him up in a tight hug. 
“Hey kiddo!”  he laughed happily than turned to you. 
“Sorry for the unannounced visit, If I had had your number I would have called you,” he said, you offered him a tight smile. As bad as you were dealing with children you were even worse with your peers. 
“No truoble at all, I’m (y/n) the nanny,” you said taking the hand he offered you and shaking it furmly. 
“Natsuo, i’m the older brother,”
You warmed up to Natsuo quickly. It was hard not to like him when Shoto was so clearl thrilled to see him.  He seemed like a good guy and you spent the day playing with hot wheeles with the two of them. You even let Shoto stay up passed his bedtime so he could spend somemore time with his brother, and when he was too sleepy to keep his eyes open any longer, Natsuo put him to bed.  
“Can I get you a drink before you leave?” you offered. 
“I’d love that,” he said. The cook had already left for the day, but you could manage yourself just fine. You poured him a glass of wine, then a glass for yourself, you both stood around the counter drinking and talking in hushed tones together. 
“I’m surprised you took the job honestly,” he said, now just taking a quick swig form the wine bottle before passing it to you so you could take a drink too. 
“I needed it,” you admitted. 
“Still, there are better places to work, better people to work for,” he said bitterly. 
“To be fair, I don’t know your father as well as you do,” you siad.
“But you heard the rummors right?” 
“Just the ones that this place is haunted.” He scoffed, taking another drink. 
“That all is bullshit, I’m talking about what people say about dad,” 
“That I haven’t heard,”
“Well they aren’t rummors you know? T’sall true. He beat our mom until she went nuts and killed his own son. Everyone knows he did it too, but he’s got that rich bastard money so all his problems dispeared,” he spat drunkenly. There was an uncomfortable pause after that, you weren’t sure what to say after that, and Natsuo seemd to realized he’s killed the mood. 
“Sorry,” he muttered. 
“It’s okay, can you tell me about your brother?” you asked. Natsuo shrugged. 
“He’s a good kid, but you know that, Shoto’s a good kid.”
“Sorry, not Shoto, your other brother,” you pried furhter. He sighed deaply. 
“Toya was a mother fucker.” he said stuggling to think of anything else. “But I loved him. He was, mean and a son of a bitch but we were thick as theives growing up, he faught with dad alot, but I loved him.” He told you. It wasn’t much to go on but you guessed you should be glad that you had gotten that much. 
“Fuyumi was the smart one she always had her nose in some book but we’d pull her hair to get her to chase us… god I miss her i’should call er,” he mumbled to himself. 
“Natsuo do you want me to call you a cab? You probably shouldn’t be driving,” 
“That be great, thank you.”
You called the cab. And saw Natsou off. And then you were alone, in this large house that felt so small. You turned off the lights in the house, as much as you hated to do so, and started to make your way upstairs. You gripped the hand rail tightly, and looked down at your feet making sure they landed firmly on the stair each time before you trusted your leg with your weight. 
You were drunk, although not as drunk as Natsou and your vision blured slightly around the edges. There was a low groaning sound as the house settled and you stopped for a moment resting your head agains the railing. You were too drunk to deal with any ghosts right now. 
“Please don’t” you said softly, hoping in vain that if someone was listening the would grant your plea. You straightend. Getting dizzy from the sudden head rush, and kept marching up the stairs. You felt your way down the hall using the walls as guidance to your room. Your sad room that felt so small. 
 You needed a shower you decided and stumbled to the bathroom. You took off your shirt, then your pants, then your undergarments. You looked at yourself in the mirror there was another person in the mirror. Ablurry second you. Naked, ecept for your silver locket, thick purple bruises still on your neck. 
You could see there were scars running down your chest and arms from the last time you had taken the locket off. But this time is different. You thought. She’s gone, she can’t hurt you anymore. You felt like you were going to throw up, but whether it was the alcohol or the thought of your mother it was hard to tell. 
Quickly you turned on the watter and stepped into the shower embracing the ice cold spray. You took a shuddering breath and balled your hands into fists. 
You had been devastated when your mother died. Your father had left before you were born and she was all you had. Of course, she was dead, but not gone. It was hard to ignore her screaming and thrashing at her own funeral, demanding that people look at her, see her. But you had to pretend that she wasn’t there. After all, no one else could see her. You had been gifted the locket the next day, and moved in with your Aunt the day after that. 
And your mother followed. Sometimes, you talked with her, sometimes you ignored her. Sometimes she kept quiet and let you ignore her, but often she didn’t. It had been horible watching her spirit wither away, litterally loseing pieces of her self day by day. You had just been a child, you hadn’t known any better. You were just scared of losing your mom. 
When your mother possessed you, it set her back to normal, at least for a little while, all her peices were there. And she was so happy everytime too, so proud of you. She would smile and tell you how wonderful it was to eat again, to sing and be seen, all the things living people take for granted. It was awful everytime, to be ejected from your body and losing chunks of time and memory, you could still rembebr how empty it all felt. 
But it made her so happy, and it ment you wouldn’t have to say goodbye. It became easier and easier for your mom to take over, until she just had to touch your locket to be in control of you while your own contious slipped away. She had started taking over more and more often too. 
It was awful, you had just wanted to be in your own body for a single day so you took your locket off. 
You flipped the watter from cold to hot, deciding that you had sobered up enough and wanting a bit of comfort. You set the water so hot that it burned, but burned in a good way. You breathed in the steam and watched your fingers prune before finally turning off the shower. You towled off and looked at your self in the mirror again. Just one you this time. 
It was late, nearly one in the morning. But you weren’t ready to turn in yet. You slipped on your robe and started padding around the halls. The robe was soft and a deep wine red color. You had never had a robe before, let a lone felt the need to use one, but it had come with the job, provided for you like the soap and the toilet paper. 
The house was stil dark, still empty. Quiet and still except for the sound of your foot steps, your wet feet sticking slightly to the hard wood floor and pealing off of it with ever step. It didn’t take long for you to get lost, it never did, but you didn’t mind. You just wandered, deaftly poking the bruises on your neck to feel the sting. 
Part of the hall way was illuminated by moonlight streaming through a glass door. You looked out and saw a balcony that you had never seen before. You reached out and touched the door nob. Unlocked. 
You opened the door and stepped out into the crisp air night, the cold concrete felt good on your feet as the night breese fluttered your still damp hair. It was a full moon tonight. You could see hundreds of starts above you in the sky, the mansion was so far out from the citty that light polution wasn’t a problem. 
 The stone parapet was thick enough to sit on, so you did, letting your legs dangle over the edge. It was so far down. You noted, then wondered what floor of the house you were even on. Where exactly where you anyway? You kicked you feet back and forth watching them swing above the courtyard. 
And when you looked up, the ghost from last night was there. Standing in the air. He gave you a small two-finger salute. Then he spoke
“Hello there.”
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valkyrieaaudump · 3 years
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My Way - ValkyrieAU Short
“Ashe, I really don't think we should be here.” 
Ivana followed close, glancing over her shoulder as they walked closer to the club. The click of her heels echoing against the wet concrete of the sidewalk. She shivered as the night air snuck under her jacket, goosebumps barely starting to form on her skin as she tried to ignore her urge to turn back on her heel.
“We’ll be in and out before you know it, Love. Just keep a level head, don’t draw attention to us and we’ll be fine.” Said Ashlyn as they continued their walk. The air was crisp after an evening sprinkle, clouds littering the moonlit sky as stars threatened to break through the fog. Looking back, she flashed Ivana her signature smile, the same one that Ivana had fallen for since the day they met.
Letting out a sigh, Ivana let her hand slip into Ashlyn’s as she caught up and walked beside her, fingers interlocking as Ashe leaned over to press a kiss to Ivana’s forehead. “Once we’re in, we can’t spend too much time loitering, so make it quick.” Alejandro spoke, breaking the peaceful silence of their walk.
Right. They had to stay on track, they were on a mission. As they got closer, Ivana could feel the deep bass of the club’s music reverberating through her shoes, each bump to the beat adding to the anticipation once they finally got to the entrance. Swallowing down her nerves, the three of them entered the club, the sound of the music loud and energetic. The smell of alcohol was profound, but not nearly as strong as the smell of the club itself. The place smelled of strong, cheap perfume and cologne that mixed with the warm and humid atmosphere amid the dancing crowd below.
At the bottom of the staircase was the dance floor itself, booths lining the perimeter wall to the right of the dance floor while the bar was on the opposite side. Where they stood, to their right, another staircase led up to another bar. Supposedly made more for chit-chat rather than dancing by the looks of it.
“You two stay on the lookout, I’ll go find what we’re looking for.” And with that, Ashlyn walked down the staircase, swaying her hips as she went, drawing all the attention onto her as she walked onto the dance floor. Ivana glanced at Alejandro, who in turn directed the both of them to the bar above, presumably to keep a lookout like Ashe had requested of them.
Leaning her back against the railing, Ivana looked down the best she could with the angle, trying to spot where Ashlyn was before her eyes fell on the brunette. She strutted her way through the crowd, giving soft smiles and whispering sweet nothings as she made her way to the bar.
On the floor, Ashlyn was completely in her element. Sly as she was, she also liked the attention on her, even if she wasn’t exactly supposed to be doing this at the moment. But she took advantage of it. She tapped painted nails against the black counter of the bar as the bartender walked over to her.
“What will it be?”
He sounded gruff, like he was one more bad tip away from quitting this job all together. He didn’t pay any mind to the person in front of him as he wiped down the glass he was holding. That was until a photo was slid onto the counter into his line of sight. “I’m looking for him, don’t suppose you know where he is, do you?” Finally the bartender looked up, noticing the young lady who stood in front of him. Long brown hair flowed past her shoulders, dark eyes hidden under eyeliner and mascara. Cheeks tinted pink with artificial blush that to the naked eye almost looked natural. Red painted lips turned up into a smile, opening to speak again. “I’m here to meet him, he told me he would be here. Seen ‘em?” She asked again. This time the bartender took a look at the photo before he spoke up. “Yeah, I’ve seen him. He’s a regular patron here.” He looked up and directed her glance to the V.I.P. lounge. “He should be over there,” The bartender leaned over as Ashlyn stood straight and took the photo off the counter. “I’m pretty sure if you introduce yourself he’ll let you into his booth.”
She gave the bartender one last look before smiling. “Thanks for your help.” She slid her hand along the edge of the bar before walking away. The click of her heels turned heads as she continued to bathe in the attention. As she approached the V.I.P. section, she took notice of the bouncer. He was tall, and looked intimidating. The sunglasses blocked his eyes from anyone else’s but she was none the wiser.
She knew she was being watched.
Stopping in front of the velvet rope that separated the lounge from the rest of the club, Ashlyn could see business men, loose ties around their necks and suits disheveled as they relaxed in the seats provided. There were girls scattered across the seats either making out with the men, or each other. She was glad she wouldn’t be here long, she didn’t exactly feel like this was her kind of thing.
“Name.” “Huh?” She looked up, the bouncer was looking at her skeptically. It wasn’t even a question, it was a request. She flashed him a smile before she decided to work some of her stuff. “I don’t NEED a name to get in there, do I?”
“It’s either a name, or get lost.” Oh this was going to be a bit more difficult than she thought. “Fine then, I just wanted to speak with Antonio. But if you’re going to be an ass about it, I’ll just leave.”
As she started to turn around, she heard a voice speak up from behind her. “Romeo, lighten up a little will ya’?” Looking back, Antonio himself had been the one to speak up. He looked like he was on his 3rd drink, lipstick patterns stained the collar of his dress shirt. The tie he had been wearing was completely discarded. “She’s a welcome guest if I’ve ever seen one.”
The bouncer huffed, but proceeded to lift up the velvet rope for Ashlyn as she entered, clearly defeated since Antonio WAS his boss after all. “To what do I owe the pleasure to?” He reached over and grabbed a glass, getting ready to pour Ashlyn a drink when she stopped him. “We need to discuss something,” she paused and looked around before turning back to him. “But can we go someplace a little more, private?” Antonio took notice of her discomfort and stood, quickly brushing himself off. “Please, this way.” He said with a smile. He guided her out of the Lounge and to a set of double doors that led to the back rooms.
Above, Ivana and Alejandro watched as she was led into the back of the club before disappearing through the doors. Ivana felt a pang of guilt in her chest as she stood and waited. They shouldn’t be doing this. They shouldn’t even be here. “What’s on your mind, Iva?” She turned around, looking away from Alejandro. She sighed in defeat as she leaned her arms on the railing.
“This isn’t right.” She admitted. “This isn’t how we should be going about doing this,” Gripping the railing tight, she straightened up and looked down on the crowd below them. “Taking what we need by force, it’s just not right.” Alejandro leaned on the railing beside her, the added weight making it creak almost uncomfortably.
“You’ve gone soft.” He sounded annoyed. “Don’t tell me you’ve started to respect those that you’ve had to blend in with, have you?” She looked up at him, the scar on his cheek speaking for him as she stood intimidated. Alone. “I’m not saying I have, I just think that-” “Stop thinking.” She held her breath.
“We’re here because we have a job to do,” He stepped closer to Ivana, wedging her between him and the railing behind her. “And if you think for a second that you feel sorry for all those lousy souls down there, then maybe you shouldn’t be in the Faction at all.” He stalked off, heading towards the bar behind them as Ivana finally managed to catch her breath.
She looked back at the dance floor and noticed that Ashlyn hadn’t come back out yet. She shook herself out of her thoughts to return to the mission at hand. This was what they signed up for. She couldn’t look back now.
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La Danse Macabre
Episode 10
Chapter Index
10-1: The Ambush (1)
???: .......
???: ...Buh-bye.
[Thud]
[Clang]
???: Huh?
Cura: Damn, I guess my insomnia isn't all bad after all!
???: You shouldn't stay up so late. I hear it's bad for your skin..!
[Thump]
Cura: Ugh..! Wake up guys, we've got company!
- - - -
Libel: ......!
Fuga: You've gotta be kidding me! Where'd he come from!?
Arme: ...W-what's going on!?
???: Ah~, what a pain. I was gonna kill you all in your sleep.
Libel: Who are you?
Placer: Placer, from Kokujohyako. You're Rebellion, right?
Fuga: Ugh, not Kokujohyako. Speak of the devil, I guess...
Arme: Kokujohyako...
Placer: So, which one of you's the Celestial?
Arme: ...I-it's me.
Libel: Don't answer!
Placer: 'kay, so I'll kill everyone but you.
[Thud]
[Crash]
Fuga: Holy crap!
Cura: Libel! Fuga! Take the kid and run!
Cura: I'll hold him here..!
Fuga: No way, with all three of us here, we can totally beat one guy, even if he's Kokujohyako!
Cura: Not while protecting the boy, we can't! We'll be done for as soon as one of us gets hurt!
Libel: Fuga, just trust him! Let's go!
Fuga: Ugh... Let's get going, Celestial!
Arme: R-right! Cura, please stay safe!
Placer: Uh oh. They're getting away.
Cura: You don't sound too worried about that...
Placer: I've got plenty of obstacles they'll have to get through first. I'll kill you and then I'll catch up to them in a jiffy..!
[Thud]
[Crash]
Cura: Ugh..!
Placer: You're a pretty agile dude. Good, I haven't killed someone who could put up a fight in a while.
Cura: Heh... Must be tough, waving that big weapon of yours around.
Placer: Not really. I probably just need to kick things up a little...
[Thud]
Cura: Ugh... Huff..! Damn, that was fast!
[Thud]
Placer: Ahahahahaha!
[Thud]
Placer: You're getting slower and slower! Maybe you oughta excercise some more!
[Thud]
Cura: Urk!
[Crash]
Cura: Coff... coff...
Cura: I'm more of a paperwork kinda guy...
Placer: I feel bad for you, I really do. But this is why you don't just walk around in public with a treasure chest in your hands.
Placer: Because we'll never let easy money get away from us.
Cura: Heh... so you wanna sell the little Celestial off? You guys always did have a one-track mind... But our leader's got something else in mind.
Cura: He's trying to use the Celestial to save all of the Surface, like the idiot he is..!
Placer: ...Uh-huh.
Placer: I don't give a rat's ass, just so y'know.
Cura: ......!
Placer: In fact, I think it's stupid.
Placer: If you're trying to help other people, then that just means you guys have it too easy. 
- - - -
Arme: Ah..!?
Libel: We're surrounded... Did Kokujohyako always have this many fighters?
Fuga: Most of them are probably hired help. ...Since when do they have that kinda money?
Ruffian: Which one's the Celestial? Is it the tiny one?
Ruffian: In any case, don't let anyone get away. Surround 'em!
Fuga: What's the plan, Libel?
Libel: If this is all of them... Our best bet is to defeat them all as quickly as we can, so we can go back for Cura.
Fuga: Aye aye, sir! Celestial, stand back!
Arme: Wait, there's too many of them..!
Libel: Hah!
[Clang]
Ruffian: Urgh..!
Libel: Next!
Fuga: Take this!
[Ratatat]
Fuga: We don't have time for this! Come on!
Ruffian: T-they're pretty strong!
Fuga: You think you're the first buncha punks we've fought!? Huh!?
Arme: I-I had no idea Libel and Fuga were such great fighters..! 
10-2: The Ambush (2)
Cura: Huff... huff... Damn, you really are good...
Placer: Nice dodges. You probably set the record for how long someone's managed to stay alive against me.
Cura: I-isn't your leader even stronger than this..?
Placer: Oh, totally. Vida's the greatest. We're undefeatable, as long as we've got him around.
Cura: ...Undefeatable, eh... Well if he's so undefeatable, why doesn't he just attack the Ark?
Placer: Huh?
Cura: Wait, I know why. It's because he knows he can't take them all on at once.
Cura: They've got an army we couldn't even dream of having, and even the strongest fighter will lose if you throw enough opponents at them...
Placer: Shut up... Vida's stronger than anyone... He could totally take on the Ark.
Cura: Listen to me! If we use the Celestial as a bargaining chip with the Ark, we might not even have to fight! Doesn't that sound good to you?  
Cura: We're looking at the big picture here! Just think about it, and if that's too hard, go tell your buddies!
Cura: Think about the long-term effects this will have, instead of chasing after a quick buck!
Placer: ........
Cura: Now's not the time for us on the Surface to fight...
Placer: I don't wanna!
Cura: ...Huh?
Placer: I don't really get what you're saying, but it sounds like you're making fun of me, so I don't like it. I hate your guts. And Vida will win.
Cura: Are you for real..?
Placer: Plus I know you probably won't like if I say "no"...
Placer: We've always had to live in pain, so to make up for it...
Placer: I've decided to make things as hard for everyone else as I can.
Placer: Ahahahahahaha!
Cura: ...Heh. Looks like I hate your guts, too.
Placer: Enough chit-chat! Time to die!
[Thud]
Placer: ...For you, maybe!
[Boom]
Placer: Wha..!?
Placer: Wait, bombs!?
Cura: Hahahahaha! I have a tendency to worry, you see, so I always keep a few bombs where I sleep..!
[Boom]
Placer: Are you trying to die!? You're crazy!
Cura: What do you think..!?
Cura: Can a sane guy even survive on the Surface..!?
[Boom]
- - - -
Fuga: That's all of 'em, Libel!
Libel: Yeah, now let's go to Cura...
[Boom]
Arme: !?
Libel: Explosions..?
Fuga: Could it be, Cura!?
Arme: That building is on fire... D-do you think he's still alright!?
Fuga: D-did he blow himself up..? You've gotta be kidding me... Cura.. He can't be...
Libel: ...No, he's fine. Look.
Arme: Ah... There's someone standing in the flames...
Fuga: Cura!?
Cura: Ahahahaha! Now that hits the spot!
Fuga: You're a mess!
Arme: Still, I'm glad you're safe... Even amid all those explosions...
Cura: Oh, don't you worry. My gear is fireproof. That way, I can start blowing stuff up whenever.
Fuga: I had no idea...
Cura: Woohoo, bombs rule! Feels like all my stress just melted away.
Arme: ...I-is Cura actually the most dangerous one of you all..?
Libel: Of course not. Though people do say that he puts too much gunpowder in his bombs whenever he wants to let off steam.
Arme: T-that sounds very risky!
Fuga: Did you deal with the Kokujohyako guy?
Cura: Nope, I'm afraid he got away. Not before I put him in a world of hurt, though.
Cura: Those guys are no joke. Hahaha, maybe next time I'll get him where it counts!
Fuga: Dude, chill.
Libel: Oh, right...
Libel: Cura. About the thing we discussed earlier...
Cura: Huh? Uh, sure, why not? Do what you feel is best. You're the leader, anyhow.
Cura: Your right hand man's gonna take care of things! Hahahahaha!
Libel: ...Always make sure to ask Cura for something once his stress gauges are emptied out.
Fuga: Ugh... 
To be continued...
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New Journey (S.H.) Prologue Season 2
Pairing: Steve Harrington x henderson!reader
Summary: Y/n Henderson joins her brother’s little adventure and makes a new friend on the way.
Warnings: swearing
Notes: tell me your opinion on this chapter. If you wanna be tagged just comment and also english is not my native language. Enjoy!
Not requested 
Also gif not mine
~ New Journey Masterlist >> Chapter 1 
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“Hey, Steve! Steve, wait up! ”
A year has passed since the whole upside down thing and fortunately your life is still pretty much the same. You were doing great in classes, you still hang out with your friends and your family was stronger than ever. You were extremely glad that your brother and you of course, but manly him, made it out alright after those Demogorgons came around. You were both now safe, but the memories still haunted you.
He just missed Eleven a lot. And you can’t blame him. That girl had an impact on you too. You just felt like you had to protect her, but you failed. You weren’t there when she disappeared, you were with the quite weird trio. Well four with you too. Jonathan, Nancy and Steve. Jonathan had told you everything that was happening from the day Will went missing, since you two were best friends because of your connection from your brothers. You were devistated. You loved that kid with your whole heart and when weird things started happening you were more than willing to help. Nancy came along too and after the events you grew even closer with her.
One thing tho changed. Your opinion in Steve Harrington.
After he decided to actually come back and help (and save your life from the terrifying creature) you saw him in a different light. You weren’t friends. No. More like acquaintances with shared drama. You two just gave small smiles while passing each other and had little chit chats whenever you were both waiting for Nancy to exit school. And to your surprise you realized that he was actually a decent guy, once he had left that awful little group of his.
But now, you really could not believe that you were running after “King Steve” to see if he was ok. Well.. former King. Now that Billy guy had taken over High School. Ugh Billy. If you thought that Steve was an asshole, Billy was 10 times more of a douche than him. He was a jerk that just wanted to show off, bang girls and be an idiot. Tonight at the party he had tried to hit on you too, but he failed miserably, since you didn’t take this kind of crap. He was actually ready to hit his “second chance” with you when a troubled Steve came running from upstairs and directly out.
You were with Jonathan at the time and when he pumped shoulders with him, he made eye contact with you and you were able to see the state he was in, but he didn’t stop. Even when you grabbed his hand he didn’t stop. But now that you were trying to catch him and were yelling his name, he did.
“ What?” he simply said when he turned around, head low so you wouldn’t be able to see the tears in his face. But you already had.
After quickly catching up to him -‘damn high heels’ you thought. You were dressed as Sandy from the movie Grease and of course your outfit had to be from the scene of the best song from the whole thing- you started questioning him “ Steve.. What’s wrong? What happened?”
“ Nothing you need to worry about..” he said coldly and started walking away from you, but you couldn’t just leave him. So you walked up to him to stop him from getting any further away.
“ Steve. Something is crearly wrong. Please tell me what happened, maybe I can help.” you told him as sweetly as you could.
“ Yeah.. Like you care, Henderson. Just go, I don’t need your pity.” Steve told you and made his way around you to leave once again. But you did want to help. You did care. Even if it felt weird that you wanted to make him feel better, you did.
You were ready to call his infamous name again when he stopped, sighed and turned to look at you. Only then were you actually able to see the hurt look in his eyes and you started to connect all the dots together “Did you know?” was his simple question, but you knew what he meant.
You had seen the scene that occurred between him and Nancy earlier, he was just fine when he took her upstairs, but then he left the house like a hot mess. And Nancy was very drunk. So much that she may not have been able to control what she was doing.. Or saying.
“Yes, I did..” you answered, but continued when his face fell much further than it already was, if that was possible “But she didn’t tell me. I just.. I just figured, you know? You looked at her the way she looked at someone else..”
'Why did I continue?’ You questioned to yourself. What you just said did not make something better. Most likely made it worse. You just did not seem to stop talking when you needed to.
“ Was I so.. so oblivious?” he said quietly more to himself than you and sat down at the pavement. You followed his actions and sat next to him, as a way to try and comfort him the best way you could.
“ It could happen to anyone..? ” you said slowly not sure what was the right thing to tell him right now. He chuckled. Not what you had expected him to do.
“ Y/N, you.. You really don’t have to pretend like you need to make me feel better. Don’t try.” he sniffed and run his hands through his hair and like magic it stayed the same way.
You stayed silent trying to think of the right words to say to make him understand that you did want to be here. You just couldn’t. Your mind was blank, the only thing in it was the sad expression the messed boy has beside you.
You both stayed silent until he spoke again “Just go.. Don’t waste your time with me..” and you finally were able to think again.
Even if Nancy was your dear friend you had to admit that she surely did a number on him. He didn’t deserve it. He truly loved her and his heart was crushed in seconds in the most terrible place and moment ever. And then you realized that you were angry. You were angry with how Nancy made him feel. You knew that she shouldn’t be in a relationship were she doesn’t have to offer something to the other person, but she couldn’t just blurt it out like that.
“ No.” you replied after several seconds.
Steve looked up to you with disbelief in his eyes surely not waiting for that answer. He was sure that you would leave. Like everybody seems to do.
“I’m not leaving. You clearly need someone right now and I’m gonna be here for you. You’re hurt Steve and that’s okay.. But, what Nancy did.. It’s not. No one should find out something like that like this. And no one should be alone after it, so I’m gonna stick here with you and you can’t do anything about it. And you don’t have to talk. I mean- if you want to you can, but if you don’t feel like it, it’s okay. We can just.. Just enjoy each other’s company.” you finished with a smile and turned your head looking forward missing his surprised and glad expression on his face.
He did want someone there. He did not admit it, but he was happy you stayed. He was always fond of you, especially after that crazy night at the Byers’ house, but he was afraid to get to know you better cause he thought you disliked him. Guess he was wrong.
After some minutes in pure silence he spoke up “You need a ride home?” he looked at you. He seemed better, hurt but better than before. His tears had dried but his eyes were still red.
“No, Jonathan brought me here and I don’t want him to be concerned about where I am.” you answered with a small smile.
“ Well.. Seeing that he is now busy with taking a drunk Nancy in his car, I don’t think that he remembers he owes you a ride.” he finished pointing on your left.
You turned and indeed saw Jonathan getting, with a little difficulty, Nancy into his car and driving away. He didn’t seem to remember that you were there too. You sighed and cursed under your breath.
“ So.. You rethinking my offer now?” Steve said getting up and looking at you down.
“ If you don’t mind I’d appreciate it.” you said after getting up too.
“ My car is that way” he replied and started walking with you behind his track. You got in the car and started driving. You didn’t really talk, but neither of you minded. You just needed to relax and that was easy to do with Queen songs quietly playing, the wind softly hitting your faces and the nice silence.
After about 10 minutes he pulled up to your house “ We’re here” he said and turned to look at you, not meeting your eyes
“ Thanks.” you answered softly “ Have a good night. ” you continued and got out of the car, but you were able to to hear him say “Wish I could.”
You really wanted to make everything better, but that was something he had to work with himself too, but you still were worried. So you just stopped and bend down to look at him through the open window in his driver’s seat.
“ You sure gonna be OK?” you asked looking at him like he was fragile.
“ Yeah, Henderson.. Don’t worry about me, I’ll do just fine.” he responded with a small smile on his face that definitely did not reach his eyes.
His eyes.
So red and so hurt. The warm brown was now cold and no life was in them. Like you said you weren’t friends, but for some reason it hurt you and made you mad to see him like this. Finally you genuinely smiled at him and said that if he ever wanted to talk to someone you would be happy to listen. He thanked you and then left.
You watched him disappear into the cold night and when he was out of sight, you turned and headed for your house. And to your suprise your brother was looking at the garbage. A year ago that you have weirded you out, but you were used to weird stuff by now.
“Watcha lookin there, little man?” you said a bit louder than you had entended to and that made Dustin jump from fear and curse under his breath.
“Jesus.. Y/N, don’t scare me like that.” he told you and returned to looking at the bin.
“Hey, what’s so interesting in there?” you walked up to him curiously.
“I would answer you if I could.” he answered and you pushed him softly away to take a look. A look you would regret later.
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The Plan - Part Three (Ophelia)
Ophelia had a simple home. Well, an apartment. From what Connie could tell — through the rambles she endured and how Ophelia would stumble into the living room with a giddy languid nature — is that she stayed with her mother, kept the chores three-fourths on her, and she loved baking.
And baking was a pastime that made itself very apparent.
In the small kitchen, cornered by a bookshelf and a stack of beanbag chairs, the cabinets were filled to the brim with flour, bags, chocolate and white chip sacks, and cocoa powder en masse. The oven had trays with baking paper already in place — dabs of cookie dough, other pans filled with chocolate mix under the searing orange through the compartment window. Connie never knew someone's enthusiasm for baking could outweigh how logic for working in such a small kitchen. She noticed the surfaces, the amount of ingredients just for it, where only a few packages of vegetables, eggs, and a cheese slab made their home inside of the main contents of the apartment fridge.
How long had this been going on? Was it a passion? A hobby?
"You hanging out fine?" Ophelia, smile dazed and ready, lounged right next to her on the couch as music from her radio fizzled with pop and R&B. Both of them had their hair held up by scrunchies — a precaution, knowing how it wasn’t that tasty finding hair in one’s own baked goods "You look sore, or whacked out, or something."
The word choices put her off for a second, but she answered, "I'm okay. I'm just surprised you prepared all this just to hang out." She rubbed her neck. The preparation was an understatement. The cheerleader, while cooking, would cradle the mixing bowls like they were children, keeping everything in-check, peering at a wrinkled notepad decked with sticky notes on an open space between the utensils and ingredients; she got Connie involved from the very beginning, leaving her to help with measurements, pouring powder and sugar and cracking eggs till they covered their fingers in batter. It surprised her they could clean themselves up so well in the aftermath, but the main shocker came from the passion, the fixed wanting for it.
"Aw man, it's nothing. Well, actually, cooking's pretty gnarly stuff when you come down to measurements and everything, but I wanted to make you feel okay with me." Ophelia grinned at her, flexing her bicep a bit — she didn’t know why. "Cause when you think of cheerleaders, what do you see?”
Connie blinked at that. “Well, I’d expect them to be talkative and charismatic.”
“But have you seen those old flicks where they were seen as bimbos or the cruelest sons of bitches in the world?”
“Erm.”
“Heathers. Mean Girls. Glee. Bring It On. Romy and Michele’s Highschool Reunion. Pretty in Pink. Always perceived as the promiscuous bunch, the mean ones, the rowdy socialites?”
She pressed her lips. She did see those stereotypes before. In fact, she still saw the cheerleaders in that way; it wasn’t out of malice, but it was hard to relate to a talkative bunch of people like them without drowning somehow. “Yeah.”
Ophelia nodded to herself, clicking her tongue. “People always see cheerleaders as preppy mall types, so I wanted to ease you out of that with something nice, so why not baking? It’s something that I’m into, no doubt, but isn’t it just nice to focus on an activity where you’re busy and the only goal was to just chow down or be satisfied — to be happy with one’s progress rather than speak much and make it a lil’ awkward?” Eye contact. “Ya’ feel me?”
She had a point. It definitely did get her to ease up over this whole ordeal, especially at the waft of chocolate and vanilla. It had a quality, charming overall, but she couldn't put her finger on it. Maybe it was the ease of something calming and focus-oriented? Something she could just work on without allowing her brain to focus so much on something that could leave her anxious and terrified? It probably was that. Maybe. "Well, I had fun with it," she couldn't help a smile, just a small one. "I haven't done baking in a long time so it’s a nice recap."
"Then when the oven’s finished, feel free to chow down on the grindage." She leaned more into the cushions, the smell of old wood and flour becoming a bit more intoxicating — a dance of two worlds, of homely delight. "We deserve a good day's work."
It took hours of batter creation, but it was worth it. "All right, I will." But there was a question on her mind. Before they started their entire process, she always wondered why they didn't touch the brownies under the baking paper — the one that laid aside from the rest, the wafting of a keen smell that made her lick her lips at the thought. It was the usual smell of chocolate, but with a specific drift in it that left her intrigued over why such a platter was left alone. "But why didn't we just eat the ones you'd left alone?"
Ophelia looked at her. "What?"
"The ones near the microwave. Were they for your mother or?"
"Oh, don't eat those."
"Why not?"
"They're edibles."
"Oh."
Well, that explained everything. However, the fact that Ophelia indulged in that type of drug wasn't something that made her feel...quite reassured, to be frank.
"It's not like I take this stuff like it's crack or something," the cheerleader piped up, voice going a tad higher. She looked relaxed before but now there's a wearing plagueness — probably from her own reaction, which didn't help the sliver of guilt. "I only take it when I have to relax. If I can give you the skinny about this whole deal, I just take CBD if the stress spikes; recreation is just that, keep a schedule on me so I don't just," she made a hand motion, a little explosion (sound effect included), "get into the weird statistics people like to harp about."
“Oh.” Statistics. The type schools would always harp about over the safety of ‘the youth’, even if they go a blind eye to many other things and become hypocritical of their own stances. “You won’t be part of it.”
Ophelia hummed. She left her body reclined, eyes closed to the world — a little beat in her shoes still there with its small rocking back and forth, pressing against the coffee table. “I keep myself healthy. I know the risks, it’s not like I’m an idiot. So I’m glad ya’ think so too.”
There was still uncertainty, but yet, there was the question of how far Connie could question this. Ophelia was responsible; Steven kept telling her back at the taco truck that she was a tank; always exercised on the daily and kept her own visual schedule to make sure her habits were intact rather than crumbling from lack of strong will. She saw the workout cords up on the walls, the dumbbells at the door. She couldn't just notch her as someone who didn't know what she was doing. It felt unfair to peg her like that at all. “I’m sorry about that. I’ve never considered that, I’m just—”
“Not use to recreation?”
Connie gazed at her. Then gave a relieved sigh. “Yeah, I’ve never had the opportunity to take these types of drugs. Never had someone tell me that they used it before, edible or otherwise.”
“And, don’t want to assume much,” Ophelia asked, “but you’re thinking I’m going to peer-pressure you too, huh?”
Silence. Then a nod.
“Well, no worries on my end, Constance.”
“It’s Connie.”
“Connie.” She coughed to herself, giving a nervous chuckle. Ophelia looked more relaxed, however, something Connie could look at as a good thing, better than just awkward chit-chat on a couch with nothing really that simple to fawn over. “I only give the edibles to people who want to go to the max on this stuff, and that’s that. I’m not going to be that weird guy who forces it at a dead-end party, basically any PSA villain that’s falling off the deep-end; it’s all up to the person and nothing else.” Her voice softened more, almost motherly in its tone. “The people who’ve done this do it than just for pleasure, sometimes it’s hard to cope with the fact we have tuition up the wazoo and sometimes we can’t handle the anxiety of problems we can’t handle. I could go on and on, but who needs a lil’ preaching in this day and age? Not me, even if it’s fun.”
She could finally feel herself calm down, relaxing into the cushions like a weight had been pulled. Ophelia wasn’t going to do anything wrong. She harbored a soft personality; she wasn’t going to coerce her or be intimidating about the whole thing. She was just Ophelia, and Connie was Connie. She didn’t have to be weird about it anymore. “Thank you.”
The cheerleader raised an eyebrow. “Why are ya’ thanking me?”
“For...educating me.” It was a simple answer. Nothing else had to be said.
Ophelia rang up in a giggle, eyes cracking open from their rest. “No problem.”
A ding went off. After a moment, both of them turned and peered at the kitchen entrance — the smell of chocolate so thick in presence, enough to overwhelm and please the senses. "Welp, the brownies are done." She stood up, bringing out a hand to her. "Ready to get stuffed?"
Connie smiled up at her finally. She grabbed her hand, allowing herself to be pulled up onto her feet. "I’d love to."
And maybe she could bring some courage to try out the edibles. But for now, she was okay as is.
- @morkthebork
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Monsta X reaction to being jealous of your male friend (pt. 1)..~
Jooheon:
..~ Your bff, Mike has been working his ass off at his new job and finally has a Saturday off. You and Mike have been bffs since high school and even dated a short while but decided it would be best to just be friends. To catch up, he suggests hanging out, but it was also you and your bf Jooheon’s date night, so you decide to spend the day with both of your favorite guys. Jooheon was reluctant to let Mike tag along on your date but knows how close you two have been and he just wants to see you happy. He regrets his decision as soon as Mike walks up the theater steps and sees you practically sprinting to give him a huge hug. A hug that Jooheon felt took a little longer than needed. He says hello and gives Mike the fakest smile he could muster and follows behind the two of you into the theater lobby. Why am I following behind them? I’m y/n’s boyfriend not this guy Jooheon thinks to himself as he not so subtly squeezes in between you and Mike. You and Mike give him an odd look but brushes it off. “Oh, don’t worry about it, I got this,” Mike says as he pulls out his wallet “I feel like the third wheel anyway so I’ll pay for everyone’s ticket. Also just to say thanks Jooheon for letting me tag along. Not a lot of boyfriends would do that.” Mike gives Jooheon a friendly smile. “Yeah no problem.”Jooheon says with that fake smile of his. “Yeah you are third wheel.” Jooheon mumbles under his breathe just as Mike turns away to pay for the tickets. The three of you walk toward the concession stand next. “What do you guys want? I’m buying.” Mike says taking out a wad of cash. Jooheon rolls his eyes so hard he could’ve sworn he saw his brain. “Wow Mike! You’re really getting paid at your new job!” You say in a super impressed tone. A tone that Jooheon couldn’t help but feel inferior to. “Well, you know.” Mike says with a nonchalant shrug “Pretty soon you’ll be hanging out with a rich man” He smiles down at you, nudges you playfully. “Rich men get all the pretty girls.” Mike says this last sentence while looking over his shoulder at Jooheon with a sinister smirk. Jooheon stands there dumbfounded, unable to speak. You make your choices and Mike steps forward to pay for it “No I got it!” Jooheon says while squeezing in between you two again causing Mike to stumble back almost falling to the ground. “Jooheon! Stop being so so rude!” You say. “I’m not being rude, y/n. You’re my girlfriend I should be the one taking care of you.” Jooheon says while smiling at the clerk, handing them the cash. You three finally make it into the movie theater, with you in the middle. Jooheon rolls his eyes as he sees you and Mike chit chatting and giggling and sitting closely while waiting for the movie to start. Now he felt like the third wheel. 
The movie is about 30 minutes in and Jooheon finally felt at peace. You and Mike weren’t talking or giggling about the old days. Jooheon looks over at you to make sure you were enjoying the movie when he sees Mike’s arm over your seat. That sent Jooheon into a rage. “Ok I’ve had enough!” Jooheon yells as he stands up from his seat. A few people shush him and others turn around to see whats going on but Jooheon doesn’t care. He swats Mike arm away from you and gently pulls you up from your seat. “Since you got here you’ve been trying to steal y/n away from me but it stops right now. Don’t ever contact y/n again. And I better not see your face ever again.” He takes your hand and drags you out of the theater. 
Back in the car headed home ~ “I’m sorry y/n. I know you were really excited for that movie. I’ll take you to go see it again another time but I had to get you away from that guy.” He hears a sigh of relief from you. “I’m so glad you did. He was giving off weird vibes all night. And besides seeing you all jealous and possessive like that was a huge turn on.” You smirk at him. “Oh yeah? Well I must look unbelievably sexy right now because that guy really pissed me off.” “Yeah... I’m wondering if I should tell you he tried to grab my butt a few times.” Jooheon almost completely brakes on the highway, earning him a few car honks. “WHAT???” Jooheon is once again dumbfounded and threatens to turn the car around to kick some ass “Jooheon you can’t turn around on a one way street!”
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I.M:
..~ “Ahahahahaha I win again y/n.” I.M says while sticking his tongue out at you like a little kid. This is the sixth round in a row you’ve lost to I.M while playing Mortal Kombat 11. You were starting to get annoyed but let him have his little victory. “I’m tired of this game. Can we play something else now?” You ask pouting and batting your eyes. “Sure. What game do you feel like losing next?” I.M chuckles to himself as he looks through the drawer full of games. Just then a notification pops up on the screen. ‘Handsomeguy90 is now online’. “Yay! Jesse is online!” I.M’s shoulder slump at the sound of that name. Jesse. Your bff from college. He currently lives about 10 hours away so I.M rarely had to see him, but he definitely hears his voice way too often. Another notification appears on the screen. ‘Handsomeguy90 is inviting you to play The Sims Online’. That was what you and Jesse liked to play together. An online game of avatars living everyday life and being able to text chat and voice chat with other players. Unfortunately for I.M, you two liked to voice chat. You grab the main controller from I.M’s lap and grab the headset that sat under the coffee table. You accept the invitation. “I guess were done?” I.M drops his hands into his lap with a sad expression. “Hey Jesse!” You say a little too excitedly. “Hey y/n! How are you? You sound so good!” I.M can hear Jesse’s voice through the headset which gave him a headache. He listens as you and Jesse make small talk before starting up the game. In this game you and Jesse’s avatars were married and had two kids with a third on the way. I.M hated when you played this game with Jesse. It made him feel like he wasn’t giving you what your heart truly wanted or you actually really wanted to be with Jesse. He watched with disgust as Jesse’s avatar continuously flirted with your avatar and also listened with disgust as Jesse said whatever his avatar said to your avatar. Things like you’re looking extra sexy today, that dress you’re wearing makes your butt look amazing, I love you so much, we were meant to be together, and so on. I.M couldn’t take it anymore. He got up to get a drink from the kitchen. As he returns he sees another avatar on the screen with the name I.M. The I.M in the game was an ugly old man with horrible traits and was the neighbor of you and Jesse. “What the fuck is that?” I.M asks in an annoyed tone. “Oh, Jesse thought it would be fun to include you in the game as sort of a comedy character. You’re our teched old neighbor who likes to spy on us and leave weird things in our mailbox and stuff like that. Isn’t that funny?” I.M just stares at you for a long moment. “Is he ok?” I.M could hear Jesse through the headset laughing. I.M swiftly lifts the headset from your ears. “Hey!” You exclaim in shock. “Goodbye Jesse.” I.M says into the headset and walks to the console and turns it off. “I.M what the hell?!” You say as you stand to turn it back on but I.M stands in your way. “Y/n I don’t want you playing that game with that guy ever again.” I.M says calmly. “You’re really that upset over a character in a game? It was just a stupid joke for the game.” You say crossing your arms. “I don’t care about the character, I care about the fact that you have this make believe life with a guy who obviously likes you says all this weird flirty stuff in your ear. That’s my job! I’m suppose to say weird flirty stuff in your ear.” You slowly uncross your arms listening to I.M. He was jealous. You felt bad for making him feel this way and being oblivious that you were doing it. You walk towards him and drape your arms around his waist. “I’m sorry baby you’re right only you can say weird flirty things to me.” I.M smiles and drapes his arms around your shoulders. “That’s right babe” he says kissing you on your forehead. 
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Hyungwon:
..~ Hyungwon was asked to walk in a fashion show of a luxury brand. He got you a front row seat which made you super nervous. Only the elite sit front row at fashion shows, especially for luxury brands. Since Hyungwon was walking in the show, you two arrived early. While Hyungwon was backstage, you sat at the bar. You were sitting alone for a while until a handsome young man takes the seat next to you. He greets you with a hello and you greet him back. “What’s a pretty model doing here at the bar instead of getting ready backstage?” The man asks you after ordering a drink. You giggle and explain you’re not a model but your boyfriend is modeling in the show. “Oh what a shame to waste such a beautiful face and body to just have you sit in the crowd. How about you sit next to me then?” He says while sipping on his rather expensive looking drink. “I don’t think we can just change seats like that.” You say still a little flattered while sipping on your own drink. He smirks “I don’t think anyone would have a problem with it.” The two of you sit and chat for another hour until the show is about to start. While telling each other about yourselves, you learned that his name was Jason and that he was the son of the designer of the luxury brand and heir to the business. Hyungwon originally had you sitting on the left side at the end of the runway but now that you were sitting with Jason you were sitting on the right side dead in the middle. As you follow Jason you could feel the stares and hear the whispers of the elite around you. You notice the press turning their camera in your direction. You hear Jason chuckle. “They act like they’ve never seen a beautiful woman before. Tell your boyfriend to watch out, they might think we’re a couple y/n.” Jason flashes you a flirty smile. Suddenly the music changes, the outer lights dim, the inner lights start to flashes and swirl around each other, and the emcee comes on stage to start the show. You watch as the gorgeous and handsome models walk up and down the runway in awe. Soon you see a familiar face strutting down the runway. You let out a small shriek of excitement, you see Jason turn to you with curiosity, you smile and point at Hyungwon, “That’s my boyfriend.” Jason nods his head understandingly. You see Hyungwon’s eyes look in the direction of where he originally had you sitting. Oh shit where is she? She couldn’t find her seat? She didn’t get kicked out did she? Questions were racing through Hyungwon’s head and he started to get worried but he had to keep a straight face. Hyungwon gets to the end of the runway, strikes a pose and turns to walk back up the runway, but something catches his eye as he walks a few steps. He sees you waving your hands just at chest level. He was relieved to see you in crowd but he also notices another hand. On your shoulder. Belonging to the guy sitting next to you, smiling at him. In your excitement you hadn’t noticed that Jason’s arm found it’s way around your shoulder. Hyungwon was so shocked, confused, and distracted he almost walked right into the oncoming model going the opposite direction. A few gasps from the crowd were heard as Hyungwon quickly regains his composure and continues to walk backstage. You couldn’t help but feel bad for the sudden change, blaming yourself for distracting Hyungwon. Jason notices your state and comforts you, pulling you closer to him. I can’t believe the nerve of that guy Hyungwon thinks as he prepares for his final outfit. He had met Jason earlier that day and thought he was a decent guy. They bonded a little before the show, sharing things about their personal lives. Hyungwon even told him that his girlfriend was here at the show supporting him and that he felt bad that he had to leave her at the bar. That asshole. He better not let me catch him in the streets. Hyungwon finishes putting on his final outfit and waits behind the curtain for his turn. He peers around the curtain to the audience and sees you and Jason huddled together. Jason is even rubbing the top of your head. That’s my head! Hyungwon is furious. The model that went before Hyungwon is nearing backstage. Now it’s Hyungwon’s turn. He struts his stuff onto the catwalk. You were too busy with Jason to notice it was his turn again, but Jason definitely notices and makes sure you’re attention is on him. Hyungwom reaches the end of the catwalk, poses and turns around to exit. You finally notice. Hyungwon reaches the middle of the catwalk, and stops. Then he stretches out his hand towards you, eyes keeping forward. The whole room seemed to stare and stare out of intrigue, confusion, and everything in between, especially you. Almost in a trance like state you slowly rise to your feet, walk towards the catwalk, take that one step onto the catwalk, and grab Hyungwon’s hand. The camera flashes go off rapidly, a few cheers are heard from the crowd as you and Hyungwon walk hand in hand down the catwalk towards backstage. Just before you two turn the corner to be out of sight of the crowd, Hyungwon slightly turns his head toward Jason and winks. 
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Chapter 3
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  Kita wasn't watching me. He was with the handsome shop owner instead, either having a long conversation or helping around, proving what he said earlier to righteously be the truth. 
Currently now, the restaurant only had one group remaining, which was us. 
Though a while ago, I had this phase where I kept looking at my phone to check the time and I'm sure it was a way to hold down my desire to go home as soon as possible. That was until I saw that it only struck 10:00pm.
It was 10 at the time yet everyone was still lively and excited, all except... Me of course...
Well maybe If I ignored the feeling of dread due to Kita being in this same building, I would have actually enjoyed this event a bit more. 
That didn't mean I disliked it, don't get me wrong. I had some fun even though the people around were quite loud and more outgoing than I was, they were still kind enough to converse with whenever they could.
Thus, the goukon was better than I was apprehending. The members were interesting people with interesting pasts, there were jokes and laughter thrown back and forth, then there also the wide range food options this restaurant or shop had. And everything was unquestionably delicious so I ate a lot to the point I felt a little sick.
But it seemed what I loved the most was the drinks... Beer specifically.
Partially the reason why I drank more than my body is used to is because of the peer pressure and to fit with the social group. But the other reason is because I wanted to distract my thoughts off my ex-boyfriend walking around nearby.
I'm not sure why he stayed so late, by now it's already 12. I thought he could have went home to go rest, but  for some reason, he chose not to.
"Excuse me!!" One of the obnoxious guys loudly said to the shop owner, "Miya-san can we have some more drinks please?!"
"Oh my god." I muttered in English, clutching Sumiko's sleeve desperately.
She noticed my dreadful expression in a flash, so did Yuzuru. And thank goodness they both chose to do a good deed for the old pitiful me tonight.
"Haha actually you know? We've finished all our food, right? We should probably get ready to go home." Sumiko said, somehow not drunk as I was.
  At her suggestion, everyone except Yuzuru groans in unison, but fortunately chooses to agree nevertheless. 
  "Yes, I think we should better leave, it's already 12 and a lot of us are going to be busy with work tomorrow." Yuzuru added on.
"Hmm... Now that I think about it, it's true that I have to wake up early for work..." One of the women, said in disappointment, "I guess we should really all split then."
"Awhhh, I'll miss you guys it was so fun... Oh Yuzuru-san, (L/N)-san you guys better keep in contact! You two talked together in secret a lot tonight!! Definitely go something going on over there haha!" That same obnoxious dude exclaims, pointing at us like we were the stars of a show. And he was so damn loud about it the staff members or maybe even Kita probably heard him too.
Yuzuru makes a sheepish expression and turns to face me. But when I looked at him, he was distorted in my eyes to the point he appeared like a blob. That's how drunk I was.
Whilst my chin was still on the table, I accidently let out some untranslatable nonsense and heard everyone laugh in amusement.
.......
We idled around for ten more minutes, sharing each other's contact information although I was too dead-face to do anything, hence why Sumiko had to hand out my number to them alternately.
It was most likely inevitable for me to turn into this state, but in all honesty I wasn't planning to get drunk today. 
I simply wanted to eat a lot and go home carrying the leftovers from here, maybe make some new friends too since this is still a goukon event. However, how come I turned into a soulless and alcohol-induced human despite all those plans? How come nothing goes the way I want it to...? I must be very unlucky or I must be very stupid then — not to mention that out of all the days, my ex-boyfriend decided to walk in this restaurant when I was here.
I was mentally ranting and it took another couple minutes for the others to chit-chats before they all finally paid for the meals and stood up. 
Well, everyone stood. Except me of course.
In fact, my spaced out mind was ever-lovingly busy wondering whether I had human legs that worked or not I began to struggle. 
Then there was also another part of me who was awestruck over not being able to figure out why my body had such a fuzzy sensation. And so I became so immersed in my mysteriously fuzzy feeling in my bloodstream to the point I was too fatigued to move. 
  Ah, just to make my life and everyone else's easier, my vision was also wildly all over the place.
For example, whenever I wanted to do something, I got distracted over the random, colorful shapes that were bouncing on and off the walls. And it felt like everything was a dream as I was surrounded by this a gooey surface that was melting...
I'm glad I wasn't the only person that was influenced from the drinks, but I was most certainly the one that was most affected. It was only Yuzuru that drank the least, not even managing to finish a single can of beer as I was feeding off what felt like a gallon.
"(L/N)? Are you alright? I'll get you to a taxi." Yuzuru says in concern with his hands on my shoulder to try to support me. However, another person stops him from doing anything more.
"Yuzuru-san, I'll take (Y/N), is it okay if you help the others?" Sumiko said quickly, putting her hand on my arms and pulling my head to her chest.
By the way, I wasn't doing anything here, I was more brain dead than the dead.
"A-Are you sure? I am happy to help (L/N) if you struggle." Yuzuru insists in a truly worried tone.
She was always like this, that Sumiko. Ever since high-school she would be highly suspicious over new people that come into direct contact with us, as if she knew something and wanted to protect our territory. That's why as a teenager, I made sure for her to be the one person to not let go of since she is practically my personal body guard.
  "No worries," Sumiko continued, putting me aside on the floor like I was some toy, "The others are staggering too so go help them."
"What about (Y/N)?"
"Hah?! Did you just call her by her first name?" 
Yuzuru gasps, the shakes his hands at her in flustering denial, "N-No that was unintentional!  I-I mean (L/N)-san!! It's because Sumiko-san said it so I said it without realizing!"
"Excuse me?! Did you just call me by first name now?!"
"!!"
  The two were talking or fighting I don't know, but they forgot about me. Therefore I very stealthily crawled away to stand up by myself in an open space.
  "Hnng, my shoes..." I whimpered, aimlessly meandering to locate them.
  My stance was quite wobbly. 
I subsequently tripped over my own foot and stumbled forward into something. To be specific, I stumbled into someone.
  Without me even being spatially aware of my environment, I closed my eyes from the impact and latched my arms around the body. In return, he puts a hand on my back to help me stand still.
It took me less than a moment. I somehow recognised the shape, the height, the scent and most importantly, I recognised the way this guy held onto me, all of which gave me this unique sensation of nostalgia.
Something washed over and I couldn't resist nuzzling my face against this person's chest with a muffled giggle as if I was a young child again.
"..."
"I'll take her home." The guy that's holding my back said.
In shock, Yuzuru stammers, "H-Huh? I'm sorry for my rudeness, but... Who are you?"
Sumiko's mouth opened, with her eyes widening in stun the longer she watched us, "Woah wait you can't be serious – ......Kita-kun is that, you?"
"Huh, Kita-kun? Ayama-san do they know each other?" Yuzuru was in further inquisition, and my friend nods at him slowly in reply, that frozen expression of surprise still plastered her face.
Kita keeps hold of me, this time by effortlessly moving my lifeless corpse to the side of him so he can wrap an arm around my waist. 
"I'm her boyfriend." He bluntly said before Sumiko even managed to explain everything to Yuzuru, "So I'll take her home."
"..." 
It was like they saw the grim reaper walk into the shop.
Everyone went eerily quiet when watching Kita grab my shoes, coat and bag without exchanging any words to the people he didn't know. And once he got all my stuff, we left the shop, no more complications needed.
I was quickly welcomed by the coldness of the concrete beneath my shoeless feet once we both walked out. And obviously, I was still very drunk so I couldn't think of any sentences to to describe my distress of him touching me like that. 
  Essentially, I leaned against Kita's torso very dazed and whined, very timidly.
  To that, I felt Kita stagger just a little bit as my whole body weight was chucked right beside him. And so I watched him without helping myself, whilst experiencing this light-headed sensation that confused the colorful shapes I was seeing to be real-life.
"(Y/N), put your stuff on." Kita said, dropping my shoes on the ground and yet holding on my waist in order to prevent me from falling flat on my face.
I then shoved my feet in my shoes with this tiresome twist, and heard him breathily laugh whilst I was doing so.
My sentences sounded sloppy, but I still succeeded to snap at him in sheer irritation, "What? Why you laugh mister?! Do I look funny to you?!"
"Yes, you wore your shoes the wrong way round." He replies, now helping me put my arms through the holes of my coat, "Hm. Okay, can you walk properly now?"
I made a really big 90 degree bow for a single nod, "Hngh...Yeah..."
"Don't fall." Kita said, hesitantly letting me go.
My body felt weird without his support, unusually unstable. So when I took a step forward I almost fell in an instant.
"Ah! Please help me sir!" I fixed myself back to my normal posture, raising my arms up like a child that wanted to lifted off the ground, "Carry me please!"
"You're heavy. I won't carry you." Kita rejected the request and hurted my heart. He then turned back to me, grasping onto my waist once more.
"Whyyyy...? Why can you not carry me?" I whined, weakly smacking his chest with my flimsy hands, "You used to always carry me on your back..."
He removed my hand and put it back down to my side, "Even back then you were heavy." He mocked.
"... No I was not."
"You were. You probably still are."
"..."
I went hushed. 
  Then fiddling with the sleeves of my coat I sincerely looked up and told Kita, "I was joking with you just now. But it was wrong to insult me like that."
  He ignored me though, which I thought was rather harsh but still handled my drowsy body with consideration.
There wasn't a single moment where Kita made any unnecessary attempts to touch me in places other than my sides, which was just to keep me standing. But even so, I managed to get embarrassed and feel abashed in the ears.
And while we were walking, there were several times where my shoe would plop off and he had to quickly go back to grab it so I could wear it again. Then there was another thing that happened where I started drooling on his arm, so he had to push my forehead away with his finger. 
It was as if the more we noiselessly walked, the more I experienced sadness in his presence. But only my heart spoke that, as my mind was unconscious about it and thought the alcohol was simply just getting into my system.
  Back when me and Kita were dating, there were memories where I had gotten drunk like this before. Though it was always rare, occurring during college nights mainly.
  Sometimes, when you grow into new-born adults, you will get curious over the additionally new environment. There will be times where you can't help but to explore things like certain drinks and certain relationships. 
In my case, it was only ever alcoholic beverages.
  I remember that I didn't really like the taste of beer by itself at first. So whenever I did give in to peer pressure and drank, I couldn't bring myself to finish it. At times, I'd put some soda or cola in it (not making it taste any better, only making it more diluted). Maybe I'd not drink at all and pretend I did by throwing it away or giving it to someone else.
So I was quite weak apparently, that's what the others would call me when they see my makeshift beverage or no beverage in my hands. And I felt more inferior than the rest due to all those teasing and cooing at people alike of me. Now that I think about it as a 24-year-old working woman, I believe I may have been around some rather unfitting people.
Ultimately I'd still try buckle myself up and drink, but have great difficulty attempting to swallow it down as it brought such a strange, burning sensation to the back of my throat. However I wasn't expecting how one drink with a bunch of classmates will suddenly turn into two, two will turn into three, three into four... So on...
Sumiko was the one person that always was with me in these events, and so when I did get drunk she would call Kita from my phone and he'd quickly come pick me up from whatever restaurant I was suffering in.
  Kita would carry me to my apartment on his back, whilst I'd drool on his shoulder like a toddler. Without him raising his voice too much, I would hear him scolding me about how irresponsible I am or maybe how my parents were gonna kill him if they ever found out. But I was so focused on hugging him from behind I half-heartedly let go of what he said only taking account of his caring warmth.
I'd then continue to splutter my drunken words in the most childlike way... All of a sudden, Kita would stop getting angry at me and would join in my strange conversation to keep me company until I sobered up.
.......
"Do you know who I am?" He asks out the blue.
I smacked the roof of my mouth, tasting the alcohol stuck there, "Yeaaaaaah hahahaha..."
"Who am I then?"
Reaching out, I smothered my hand all over his face without him agreeing beforehand, just so I could feel him better. It keeps happening but Kita had to push my hand down with his own spare.
I carried on, "I know that you are Sumiko."
He shook his head, "I'm not."
"Oh then! I know who you are!!" I chirped enthusiastically,
"Who?"
"Ayama Sumiko."
"..."
We didn't have to go very far, my home was conveniently near. It only took a total twenty-five minutes of walking alongside my nonsensical blubber, so there was no transport necessary. Throughout the whole journey, I really was just staggering with Kita's aid. Plus, it was dark too, so I was also doing my best to keep my eyes wide open and not sleep, which all-in-all brought great difficulty.
  Once we arrived, I tried to stay calm.
I was drunk, yes. But I was definitely aware enough to suppress the strong surge deep inside my heart. It was urging me to talk to him longer, but I was holding down everything and deliberately ignored those voices.
  "Do you have your keys?" He asked.
I nodded.
  We were together outside the two story studio apartment building I  was resident in. To make things more simple, I lived in the bottom middle one too, therefore he doesn't need help me up any stairs and can just leave me be.
Maybe if I wasn't so alcohol-induced, I would have been somewhat surprised to know that Kita still remembered where I lived even though we broke up. But now him standing here with me, it didn't feel surprising, just felt drastically more solemn. 
After all, it has been three years since he stood by my door again.
  Kita checks at the door's number and back at my feeble form. Then he moves away and grasps onto my shoulders so he could physically turn me around to look at the door too, "This is where you live right?" 
"Yeah" I faintly said, about to fall asleep at any moment.
  I slouched back, squinting hard at whatever jiggly sight was in front of me for a good couple of seconds, until I could piece everything together.
"Oh that's my apartment. I live there." I pointed with hazed half-grin.
"Good." Kita said, "You can go home from here."
When his hands slid off my shoulders, for some reason I blurted something out in my abnormally drunken state.
"Hng, Kita wait..." I called out shyly.
"What is it?"
I threw on a sincere look, "You used to visit me so much, do you... remember?"
My ex-boyfriend stops in his tracks, barely a meter away from me.
And there was an itching silence lingering between our space,
"... I remember." Kita replied slowly.
I spoke again, practically a mutter, "Everyday. We saw each other, we ate, we walked, we talked, we did everything... And suddenly that had to stop..."
"..."
Right now, as mentioned constantly, I was drunk. 
I could see things currently as a blur, but can still feel emotions quite well, meaning what I just said hurt me with an immense prang in the stomach.
All my sentences are thoughts that would roll off my tongue with no filter. And for a second I sobered up by the absolute slightest, realizing what I told him might have been way too unrefined.
Subsequently, I began to contemplate whether to apologise or not.
"..."
Kita noticed me go soundless. So he put his hands back on my shoulders, forcing me gently to turn around and face him this time. He then moved those same hands back down on my waist, pulling in a mild manner. 
At that moment, he stared at me stoically as though he had made up a decision in his mind and I blinked at him sluggishly in return. All of a sudden, I put my two hands on his face. Each palm on each cheek – and it felt cold due to the wintery temperature we were walking in.
"(Y/N)–" He was taken aback from my actions but I heard his voice stay monotonous and unchanged afterwards.
  "(Y/N), what do you think you're do–"
  I didn't let him finish. I cut Kita off by squishing his cheeks and then laugh out loud like a stupid person.
"Shin-chan smile! I want to see your chubby cheeks again!"
.......
But he doesn't listen to my request. Instead, Kita sighs and removes my two hands by the wrists – then carried on observing me with those dull doe eyes of his.
"(Y/N)." He said my name out in a deep tone.
"Uh-huh?"
"Are you drunk?"
Was I drunk? I asked myself in this very low state where I could see three Kita Shinsukes, one of them being purple.
I had reached out in an attempt to touch purple Kita, but ended up accidentally brushing past his ear instead.
So with that being my evidence, I guiltily looked off to the side, "Probably..."
.......
"If I kiss you will you remember it?"
I made eye contact with him again, doing a big and exaggerated shrug, "Mm...Don't know..." 
He goes silent to think, building up tension for himself only as I was still partially lost in space. But after ten seconds of his heavy self-contemplation, finally, he proceeds speaking...
"If you remember... Call me."
In a delayed manner, Kita's hands pulled me even closer towards his torso, our gap closing up completely, whereas my own arms laid beside my sides with zero sense of movement.
He gazed at me extremely carefully, analysing every angle of my face as if he was checking to see whether I was truly his previous ex-girlfriend.
"(Y/N) when you're drunk, you're extra obedient." He exhales a sigh of relief with the most kind smile and my ears went flushed red.
  "You haven't changed one bit." Kita whispered, his hot breath tickling my skin. And his breathing only got even more vivid when he inched nearer to reach my level.
Very soon, my eyes automatically shut once he decided to kiss me on the lips.
"..."
To my surprise, it was much more affectionate and tender than what I can remember from the past. But that's probably because it has been a while since I received a kiss like this from him, therefore I may have also forgotten the feeling of being touch-starved of Kita.
Yet, I wasn't rejecting how he moved his lips against mine earnestly and longingly...
I didn't take note of how it was a rather long kiss either.
  ...If I had to describe what type of kiss we shared, it would be similar to drinking a cold bottle of water during a frustratingly hot summer night in one huge gulp, and one massive breath...
That's what it felt like. 
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nachohypno · 4 years
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William and the demon Ch. 1 - The day I met him
Before I start with this, I should introduce myself. My name is William Cooper. I’m a student at OceanVille High School. I’m not really an important person, nor I have any special power that would turn me into this story’s hero. Just what seemed to be an error, in the universe’s big scale. I’ll start with the day I met him, when everything started to go downhill.
It was an autumn morning, two months after classes began. Everything was normal at school, everyone was chatting around, making the most of their time before the first class, and etc. I don’t intend to bore you with details, but my school never stood out, nothing interesting happened.
I entered with the rest of my classmates, we knew each other from years ago. They could be dicks from time to time, but never with bad intentions. You could say we were all friends, yeah. Specially me, I liked the idea of being friends with a lot of my schoolmates just because I was nice. I believe there’s good in everyone, so I would never turn my back on a possible friend.
I went directly to my locker to grab my stuff, as I talked to my best friend, Harry. Just like me, he was an average guy. His hair was a bit longer than mine, and darker, dark blond to be precise. And his face was a bit rounder, but still good looking.
It was a normal day, we had science class, but before we met up with the rest of my friends on the hallway, we had a few minutes after. We actually were a group of 4 guys (Harry, Derek, Tony and me). We discussed normal stuff, videogames and TV shows. Some of them heard some rumors from our schoolmates, and while I found them interesting, it was nothing from another world.
My group was the best. Not socially, since we didn’t fit in any of the school stereotypes (unless you count us as videogame-loving nerds, of course). But my favorite part was that nobody bothered us. The jocks didn’t care about us enough to bother with their stupid pranks. The cheerleaders acted like we didn’t exist at all. The others were mostly friendly with us. It was perfect!
Harry patted my back and tried to get me to turn around. One second later, I discovered why. Lily passed by, she was my crush and also one of my friends (but that wasn’t important since I was friends with almost everyone). She gave me a little smile as she walked with her friends too. Man, life was perfect.
Don’t worry, I’m getting to the point. We went to science class. It was senior year and some of my classmates didn’t really give a fuck about some classes. But not science class, this one was one of the hardest ones at the school, and it was because of the professor, Mr. Sawyer. That man was really demanding when it came to schoolwork, but I actually enjoyed his class.
When I went to my place, there was already another guy sitting on the other half of the table. Harry seemed annoyed by this, we always sat together. Even when we were mad at each other. He seemed like a new guy though.
“Uh… Hey, that’s my place” Said Harry. The guy didn’t care; he was too focused on his phone to care, I guess.
Harry frowned, he touched the guy’s shoulder to get his attention, to no avail. “Man, mind if you sit, I dunno, somewhere else?”
“Dude, just go over there and stop bothering me” That sounded more like a command than a request, and I knew Harry enough to think he wouldn’t be so kind at the next time.
However, nothing happened. Harry just nodded and went away to another table. That should have been the first sign to move away from the table too, but I was too dumb to care.
Maybe I should give him the welcome? He obviously started with the wrong foot, maybe he was a good guy! I thought. Poor silly me.
I started thinking about how should I introduce myself as I sat back on the chair. Meeting new people always made me nervous. “Hi! My name is William!” No, too much energy.
“’Sup, name’s William” No, sounds weird.
Funny thing, Mr. Sawyer doesn’t let you change your science partner unless he states otherwise. You’re stuck with whoever you sit with in the first class. But he entered after a bit, stared at my new classmate, and just shrugged it off.
Finally, the guy left his phone on the table and looked over at me. “Kevin, nice to meet ya” said him, extending his hand. I had a look at him before shaking hands. He was good-looking, despite having a childish face with a mischievous smile, but for some reason that made me feel comfortable with him? He also had his black hair neatly combed. He wore a leather jacket with a white shirt, and blue jeans.
“Hi, I’m William” I finally said. We shook hands, then he remained silent once again.
He kept staring at me, like there was something on my face, but suddenly he sighed and looked away.
A bit later, as Mr. Sawyer was explaining today’s lesson, I noticed Kevin was looking at the rest of my classmates, then he stopped at one of the big jocks. Coincidentally, the guy got up and ran to the door, probably to the bathroom. The professor sighed “Damn millennial kids, thinking they can do whatever they want” Kevin smiled. I shrugged it off and went back to paying attention to the professor. The rest of the class was mostly normal, besides the fact that my classmate started typing on his phone, while Mr. Sawyer saw using phones in his class like disrespecting him and would normally send you to the principal.
Class was over, but Kevin asked me if he could stick around for today. “I’m new here and would appreciate having a bit of company”
“Sure, I guess” I grabbed my stuff and walked out of the room. I gave him a quick tour of the school before heading back with my friends. He didn’t seem interested at all on what I had to say, but still followed me around.
We passed by the now broken trophy display. The principal was yelling at someone besides it, and I noticed it was the jock that left the classroom before. From what I’ve heard, he threw a rock to it, ‘accidentally’. And of course, the principal wasn’t buying it.
It wasn’t my problem so I walked past them, heading to my locker, but Kevin was a bit interested on it. He started asking if I found that funny, but I didn’t. “That seemed so… random. I’m curious about why but I wouldn’t get myself involved on it”
We finally arrived with my friends, and Harry wasn’t happy to see Kevin with me.
“Hey guys, this is the new guy” I said, pointing to Kevin.
“Name’s Kevin, nice to meet ya” They were mostly silent, so I assumed Harry told them about what happened with the seats. However, if he did, they didn’t care at all, because a minute later they started talking with him like he was another guy at the group.
The rest of the day was as normal as it could be, luckily.
Kevin got really friendly with the rest of the guys pretty quickly, like it was natural for him. And the others (except for Harry, who was still bitter) seemed to like him a lot. Derek asked him if he wanted to come around his house to play some games. I found that weird because he wasn’t that social normally, and would not ask a stranger to come over his place.
I shrugged it off and went on with my day.
Derek’s POV
After school, I went home with Kevin. He gave me a ride on his bike, and it was fantastic. I’ve never been on a bike before, and now I’m glad I did. I knew he was new around the school and I shouldn’t take strangers to my house, but something about him felt… right, I guess? I couldn’t really tell, but I felt compelled to invite him over today.
We entered the house after parking his bike on the garage and greeted my mom. She was a bit surprised to see Kevin, but I made up that we were friends since the classes started. Again, I felt compelled to, because I never lied about anything before. Never
But it wasn’t weird at all! Just something normal anyone does at some point in time, I assumed.
“A pleasure to meet you, Mrs. Michaels” Said my new pal. Mom seemed to like him already, which was a bit surprising, too! After a bit of chit chat with her, we went directly to my room.
“Nice place you’ve got here, man” Said Kevin. It was a normal bedroom; I’ve had a few posters around from movies I liked. Everything was neat and organized, luckily. My room was like my sanctuary or something, so I tried to leave it as nice as possible.
“Thanks! So, wanna play something?” I said, I didn’t actually know if Kevin liked videogames, we actually haven’t spoken that much. Now that I think of it, we barely spoke at all, why did I invite him over?
Kevin stared at me, and those thoughts vanished as soon as they appeared. He was a good friend, a really good one.
“Nah, not now. Let’s have a chat, alright? Just two good friends speaking”
“Sure, a chat sounds neat” I said, sitting on a nearby chair.
“Good. Good.” Said the new guy, I was curious. What would he want to talk about? “I’ve heard you’re a goody two shoes around school, is that true?”
“Well, I wouldn’t call it like that, but I do really enjoy sticking to the rules…” Who told him that about me? And geez, that was fast! Didn’t he arrive just today?
“So, you don’t like breaking the rules, do you?” What’s with all these questions? He kept staring at me, expecting an answer I supposed. My worries vanished and a calm washed over me. I felt ready to answer anything. It was the right thing to do.
“No, I don’t like breaking the rules” I said, dreamily. I felt amazing for answering that!
“Wrong answer, you do like breaking the rules” I nodded, he was actually right. I liked breaking the rules. Wait, what? “In fact” He continued “You’re not a goody two shoes, you’re more like a rebel, you love breaking the rules.”
I stopped worrying, he was right. I wasn’t a goody two shoes like everyone said, I actually loved breaking the rules. A little smile formed on my face, I felt like on a cloud. “Pfft. This is way too easy.” I could hear the new guy say “C’mon, get up, we’ll have a chat about your dressing choices now.”
I did as told, we had to talk about my dressing choices, Kevin was right! I saw him snapping his fingers and a leather jacket, similar to his one, appeared on my bed. Along with a white shirt and worn out jeans. It all seemed my size, amazing! I didn’t ask him how he did that with his fingers, I didn’t need to ask any questions!
William’s POV
Next day at school, Derek was nowhere to be found. We waited for him on the hallway, which was already weird since he was always the first one to arrive. He HATED being late to class.
Some time passed and it was time to enter the first class. And that’s when he came in. Kevin appeared wearing a tank top with jeans, but that wasn’t important. Derek was walking alongside him, wearing a similar leather jacket and white shirt. And sunglasses. His hair was a bit darker and longer than yesterday, too.
We stared amazed, as the guys walked towards us.
“How’s it going?” asked the new Derek. Kevin was smiling a lot, and I could swear he winked at me.
“Dude, what the hell?! You look awesome! And did you dye your hair?” said Tony. Harry was amazed by it as well, but refused to go near Kevin.
“Thanks man! Yeah, Kev here helped a lot, he told me he would help me be as cool as himself!”
“Neat! Can you help me too?” asked Tony, he seemed excited by Derek’s makeover. But something was weird, he seemed… off. It wasn’t a normal change, something was up. I tried to shrug that weird feeling away, but it seemed impossible.
Derek still made me a bit nervous, and he got a bike. ‘HOW DO YOU GET A BIKE THAT FITS YOUR NEW STYLE IN LESS THAN A DAY?’ I thought, but again just shrugged it off. It wasn’t my problem.
I went on with my day, trying to ignore his new ‘style’ as he liked to call it. He refused to enter the first class, but entered 15 minutes later after the hall monitor threatened him with detention.
And Kevin was also awfully close to me now, like I was his favorite friend from the group. I tried to ignore that too, excusing his behavior thinking it was because I was nice with him on his first day.
Yeah, that should be it. Nothing could possibly go wrong, right? We’re just high school seniors!
Boy, was I wrong.
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tslasvegas · 3 years
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Episode 2: “I am typically regarded as a joke” - Livingston
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Anyways... rip Colin, no idea who that was.. obviously Okay well I think we are out of the first impressions stage of this game and I think I've done an okay job of not making a strong impression one way or another, except to DeNara who I've been talking to most consistently since the start of this game. Except for today lmfao I was NOT active on purpose but I'll try to get to that in this confessional. I saw that the tribe went on a call so I decided to join and chit-chat with the girlies of this tribe and I've gotta say.. I'm lowkey disappointed to learn that despite being a returning player, everybody else on the tribe is friends with each other. Aside from Mo it sounds like they all know each other one way or another and I'm kinda left out of that connection. Even though they might not all be friends, it is a bit uncomfortable to be in a call with people where you know NOTHING they're talking about and you're not catching any of the jokes or references to other games. Also, I noticed that the personalities kinda blended together and these aren't people that I'd get along with in other orgs I play, so.. oops. One highlight of the call was that Nik was talking about Rachael and they were saying that Rachael got rid of them, I believe. Basically just talking about how they view Rachael differently because of that I guess? I was kind of in and out during that. But then DeNara posted IN THE TRIBE CHAT when it was just us three plus Kailyn on the call that Nik was spilling tea... and it was just. so. cringe. Idk if Nik or Kailyn noticed and the fact that everyone else was acting so nonchalant makes me think I missed something but either way I was on mute howling bc of second-hand embarrassment. As far as my current position, I do feel a bit comfortable with where I'm at because although I AM uncomfortable being left out of the friend group, normally I thrive early game when I get underestimated. I'm trying to just not make waves and stick to whatever plans come my way and hopefully people don't view me as a threat. Every time I'd leave and rejoin the call everybody was talking about totally normal IRL stuff so it doesn't seem like people are playing the game yet, but last round I did make a bit of an alliance with DeNara for the time being. Despite feeling like an outsider, I'm going to just continue to look at the positives of every situation because as a pessimistic person by nature, I'm inclined to feel doomed in any scenario. But this is my redemption season. I'm not here to get tenth place, I'm here to win and this season will prove itself to be an uphill battle and I'm just getting started. Tumblr Survivor has always felt like the story of Sisyphus and the Boulder to me. Look into the deeper meaning of the story and I promise a lot of the details do kind of relate to me and my character throughout my run in this community, but the general idea is that I've been tasked with a chore of having to push this heavy boulder up a neverending mountain in Hell. As a returning player, I've faced a lot of hardship when I could've just gotten the outcome I want the first time, and each return to Tumblr Survivor, I've pretty much done worse and worse since then. I'm ready to finally push that fucking boulder out of the underworld and bring myself back to the playing field I deserve to be on. For now, I'm just going to keep pushing.
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So glad we won that first immunity. Why am I not surprise to see a unanimous vote for the first tribal. Even a self vote.... hopefully we win again today 
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I’m already over this tribe. Keegan and Liv are the only fun ones to talk to, Joey I think tries but also doesn’t. Also low key hoping people don’t know too much about Svalbard cause if people know about Rachael and I being close that could be a problem. I’m not letting my work schedule get in the way of my activity, but it’s a bad sign to me when I’m of the most active people on the tribe. I should be the baseline, not the gold standard
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I think our Tribe is a bit laid back. Not much interaction, not really that engaging. I hope Jake and Kevin did a good job at the challenge, I don't want to go to Tribal again. The typhoon here passed, I hope Tribal passes too!
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Woo we got out the main inactive person. Although really my entire tribe is quiet and lowkey inactive, but Jake and I talk a lot in PMs which is good. Also Stephen is doing his best with timezones so I know he wants to play bc he's always on when he is able to be on. The next biggest inactive person on the tribe is Kevin, but he instantly volunteered to do the challenge so yay I guess. If we lose though, he is still an option to go in my mind. I'm not trying to make too much of a plan because we could win this challenge and then I'm going to try to open the vault because if we come in first I will have 10 chips. But I still need to figure out if it costs 10 chips to open the vault or if you're just not allowed to look at it until you have 10 chips.
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You want a confessional, well here it is. Nothing has happened. To be honest, I’ve barely even spoken to anyone today. Or yesterday for that matter. It’s also been quiet in tribe chat.
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I finally got my tribe on a call. Most of them joined in, at least for a little bit so that was nice. The only person that wasn't on call was Ben, which kind of paints him as the outsider of the tribe right now. 
...five seconds later
I want to get to know Mo better and maybe set up some sort of alliance with them, but they are so spotty with when they are on, it is difficult to keep a conversation going. I am not chill enough for this game yet lol.
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ok. so like that's annoying. that challenge was supposed to be fun but jake is making a big stink. and like yeah i'm mad too but like it's over and it's just a game it's not like actual money lol. also, i don't really care if we go to tribal. makes you stronger. whatever. i'm sure he's a nice person but like i think he's just mad he lost. whatevs. 
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Nik and Rachael did our challenge and won. Thank goodness it wasn't me! What my tribe will soon come to realize is I am basically useless at challenges. Rip me.
...five seconds later
Yay! Mo finally asked if I wanted to work together! Took them long enough ;-) jkjk I am excited to finally start playing this game
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So after a heated and undeserved loss - sorry Dan I know we talked about it but I'm sticking to my guns - I start packing my bags. All of a sudden Stephen wants to target John, John wants to target Timmy; and nobody is throwing my name out there... Like... Hello? I just got into a public fight with production, shouldn't I be target number one? And now, Xavier and I are the swing votes... How the hell did the worst Tumblr Survivor Player and a 45 Year old man end up stuck in the middle? What the hell even is this season?
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WE LOST AGAIN. So now which alliance to choose?! 
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I can't believe this round. I should be the target, why - why am I not the target? I lost the challenge. I yelled at production. I am the easiest vote, but nobody is voting me! What is happening?? Timmy and Stephen made an alliance chat with Xavier and I to vote John. John and Kevin are working together to vote Timmy. Xavier says - "Jake tell me what to do!" Timmy and John are both telling me everything the other one is saying to each other, and it's amazing. I have no idea how Xavier and I are voting tonight. On one hand, you have Stephen and Timmy who seem like a really strong duo. But Stephen trusts me a lot, and if I vote out his closest ally than I'll go down that list - which could be trouble in case of the inevitable swap. John is MY closest ally, but if we vote him out the team is much more united. Do I play for ME or do I play for WE? I'm 95% sure the vote is going to be 4-2, and people are going to be blindsided.
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“Theres three tribes! Means we’re less likely to have back to back tribals” -_- sure jan. So we lost again, blergh, looked like an annoying challenge. The tribe is still pretty muted, who knows whether they’re voting for me or not. I made a 4-man alliance with Timmy Jake and Xavier, which i do want, but we’ll have to see if everyone is legit. The two bad possibilities are if everyone is actually voting me for various reasons (timezone, round one oopsie, etc.) or if the real vote is jake for arguing with dan. idk, time will tell. From my POV the vote is John, pretty randomly just based on the fact of who competed in the challenge.
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Hiiiiiii So I am very excited to be back in the game again. I very much enjoy my original tribe especially Andrew. We already have a Pennsylvania alliance with Stephanie and I think that that is good groundwork to have moving forward should we ever lose a challenge we already have three that are tight in at seven so if we hear anything about any of them targeting us we can do something about it. I like Livingston a lot and Joey but I can’t tell if Joey is 14 years old or not and that kind of bothers me. I am v excited to get with Kevin and see where me him and Andrew can go 
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Winning is great, but we need to lose the next one or it’s gonna be a weird spot if the first swap is at 18, although it is very possible that it’s at 16. I don’t want to go into a swap with all the agency being with Luxor, or us having the most players because in both cases we get painted as the targets. Bad news all around
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I have yet to confess but here goes! I feel very good on my tribe. We seem to be doing fairly well at comps so far and I would love to continue to miss Tribal as much as humanly possible. I have talked to everyone on my tribe in some capacity but I am not trying to be the one to initiate like alliances and shit before we even have to attend tribal. I just wanna be chill and lay low while also being a good member of the tribe whom people like. Keegan and I have a mutual agreement to make sure each other gets far. I got first boot in my last game and he has never made single digits here in Tumblr Survivor so let's change that. One fear with working with Keegan is that he knows how I play. I played his game, Forest of Horrors, and got rocked out at the Final 7. Keegan has since told me that I was runner up for Player of the Season. I am typically regarded as a joke in this community but Keegan is someone who knows how I play and respects how I play. This game is an entirely different scenario so I am going to likely try to keep my connection up with him.
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So the vote seems like it's going to be John Coffey. I'm quite sad about it for a few reasons. He is really nice and I know we work well together in games and he is a very loyal player. Also, Jake had an entire temper tantrum last night after results and that was just extremely annoying. But, Jake is more active and talks to me more while John is a rare sighting. Tbh I would rather it be Kevin but I think they're getting a pass since they participated in the challenge...always next tribal because knowing this tribe it's a strong possibility. I swear if the next challenge is a music video though I will punch a wall since that will be my death sentence since I do not participate in those. I never feel comfortable so I just don't. If we go to tribal as a tribe of 5, that might not be that good, so just really hoping that that is not the next challenge.
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ok here's the tea guys. i am pretty solid in my tribe right now. after this vote tonight there 5 of us, and 4 of us are in an alliance, which is good. HOWEVER, i'm solid with the 3 people separately. that's put me in a good spot for a tribe swap/merge. obviously we're like years away from a merge. but we could tribe swap soon. we shall see! 
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