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#honestly at this point I’m just hoping someone who knows shit sees this cry for help
spatteringstars · 1 year
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ummmm there’s probably some language people on here right?
uuuuuuhhh well if you recieve this message language people, would any of you happen to know how to pronounce scieppan?
It’s old English for form or shape and has protogermanic origins but the written pronunciation guide is more confusing than the actual word. But it’s also a part of my speech piece coming up so I should probably know how to pronounce it.
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j0eyj0rdis0n · 7 months
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Hey hey how’s my fav creator! I hope you’re doing well! 🫶🏻 I was hoping I could request some hunter/prey proxies x reader, (together or separate). And you could do sfw or nsfw whatever your feeling. Or both if you’re feeling up to it 👀 anyway I love you 🫶🏻♥️♥️
Hi love!! I’m doing pretty alright! I hope you enjoy and this is close to what you wanted! Asks are always open if you want more!
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THE PROXIES HUNTING YOU
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MASKY:
Oh my lord how this man loves hunting you
And when he’s stalking after you there’s no chance Tim is in control. It’s all Masky and that’s what you should be worried about.
He gets especially violent if you’re trying to escape from him for good
He’ll always find you.
He might not be fast but he’s smart and he’ll find a way to get to you
He’ll absolutely tackle you to the ground when he catches up to you. Either that or he’ll yank you back by your arm and let you drop to the forest floor.
Masky will look down at you crying with absolute terror in your eyes
He’ll sling you over his shoulder and laugh as you beat his back with your fists screaming for someone to help you
You thought that would hurt him? Try harder.
When he gets you home you’re fucking toast. Don’t ever dream of seeing the light of day without him by your side.
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All the creeps watch as he drags you to his room knowing exactly what’s coming for you
I feel like the chase really arouses him too, so get ready for the most possessive angry sex of your life
He’ll tie you up and manhandle you until you’re crying and proclaiming your everlasting loyalty to him
Absolutely degrades the shit out of you too
Even then he probably won’t stop until all you can tell him is how much you love him and how you’re so sorry you ran
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HOODIE:
He’ll let you run until you’re tired, after all he loves the way you look around frantically when you realize you have no clue where you are
He’ll watch from a distance as you sob, it’s over for you and you know it. How foolish of you.
Only when you collapse to your knees does he step out, slowly walking towards you. He relishes the way you try to crawl away through your sobs and hiccups
He doesn’t even have to speak for you to know you’ve been caught
If he’s especially impatient on the day you escape he might just skip exhausting you with all that running. He’ll catch up before you can even scream help.
He’ll snatch you into his arms, covering your mouth with his heavy gloves when you go to scream.
Pressing his gun to your lower back he’ll walk you right back home, smirking underneath his mask when all the creeps watch you trudge through the door with him right behind
He loves the way he doesn’t even need to put his hands on you to have control.
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He’ll shove you down onto the bed face first, putting his gun to your head as he yanks your pants down
When he knows you’ve truly submitted to him only then will he put the gun in his waistband and stroke your hair lightly as he fucks the ever loving shit out of you
He doesn’t need to speak for you to know he loves you. Well you don’t exactly think he loves you at this point but he does!
Hoodie loves when when you cry, Brian not so much. But honestly when you get into the chase Brian is so far gone
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“TICCI” TOBY:
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Another one who loves chasing you! Honestly he’d chase you around for fun, he thinks it’s hot
Depends on how he’s feeling but sometimes he’ll catch you right away and sometimes he’ll let the chase go on and on
But when he does eventually get you, he’ll slam you against a tree and he doesn’t exactly understand how rough he’s being
He’ll start having his way with you right there
There’s no need to go home when he can have you right here! You were being so so naughty after all. How dare you run away from him!
If you struggle at all, expect a hatchet to your neck as he continues ravishing you how he wants
But you know he still loves that you try to wriggle away from him. Oh please give him the chance to run after you again.
He thinks it’s a game and he’s more than happy to play with you
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slickfordain · 1 year
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Your work is awesome!!
I'll read everything else rq, but first-
Hello, how was your day? How are you feeling?
If it's okay, may I share a bit of my game and ask how will characters react on it?
So uhh
I always say out loud how adorable Nahida is and how she is my "adopted child"
Also during the archon quest I was litteraly chanting "someone help, love and protect her please"
Also when I didn't get Nahida on her banner, I was like "Sages, if it was You, I'm about to destroy you"
I also always greet my team and say "bye" if I'm leaving.
I switch to every character and tell them it. Even how THEY did while I was gone
Maybe I'm going insane Idk?
If you don't want to do it, it's okay!^^
Bye-bye! And again- your work(s) are awesome! Gotta read some more
I may sound insane but I as well say “Hello / hi” to Genshin characters one time because I wanted them to feel welcomed??? I’m kind of new to this shit so I stole my friend’s phone to say hi to them 💀💀 this is such a cute request overall, Nahida is such a baby 💔💔
Also I’m doing just well hon, thank you for asking me. <3 I hope you’re feeling well yourself.
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Teyvat is protective of their creator no matter what gender they’re specified with;; however, it seems that you favor Nahida more than others— Most likely as if you made her to actually be your related child. Nahida was hesitant and shy at first, but over the time when she thought about it, she couldn’t help but feel so free and blessed with such a humble God mother/father figure like you.
You’re protective, even if it’s the traveller and Paimon… You still warned them to make sure that Nahida stays secured and safe. Everyone in different nations although takes this request far too seriously- that at this point, Nahida feels rather isolated. Though she knew you never meant any harm, how could she ever assume you would? She’s a wise sweet little girl, humble as you even, she honestly could see the connection of being your child. Literally.
But, that of course makes other children jealous… NPC children would most likely have different voice lines when it comes to Nahida too— which is basically in Sumeru city, and, I guess the Archons has to be checked 24/7 all of the sudden? Confused as you are, you weren’t displeased with it, you felt… Happy actually. Happy that people are acknowledging Nahida. (Although they’re fighting over who gets to be Nahida’s other parent)
Alhaitham especially would have some rooms prepared for Nahida, like, y’know, if she’s tired in a middle of nowhere— there’ll always be a house nearby her area, her spot. The followers of you would be cooking food nonstop for the little child, hoping that she’s willing to test their taste. After all, only she knows what you love in a guy/girl ~!
Oh oh, and since you did say you want someone to also protect Nahida during a quest— Nahida will be bawling her eyes out and ugly cry. (Pretty cry actually) People will be freaking out of why the fuck is shE EVEN CRYING— The NPCs will all baby her and, treasure hoarders? They won’t even get the chance to lay a finger on her because of the Archons killing them off. (Not like you know 😻)
Nahida would be an absolute troll however. Yes, she is sweet and always devoted to drop the entire lore to help people out— (For example she dropped the entire shit lore to Aether / Lumine) But she is heavily LOYAL to her mother/father figure.
Imagine Dottore especially trying to talk it out with her since they did sort of have a conversation beforehand. So he thought it’s only fair he becomes her dad, by marrying you right? HAHAHA, wrong. Nahida is truly worried and overprotective of you, despite being just a kid version of her Archon self. She will lie, telling things to the Fatui doctor what you did not like.
And this has gone on for so long, it’s absolutely hilarious. Especially for Sumeru as they see this as an attempt to bring their divine being closer to them.
But the thing is, you’re not that expressive— you’re just existing and trying to live on while babying Nahida who just sobs into your affection. Girlie never got so much, so it was truly a blessing to have herself in your care.
And talking about Sages, just imagine Enjou overall having troubles with trying to get to you. All because of Sages 💀 look, if mans wanna get your forgiveness, better as well protect Nahida from the half monster hybrid looking ass hot man. Enjou is in so much misery… (Cue CPR)
Also, can we just appreciate how caring you are? No, it’s not only for Nahida you’re just caring for— it’s not even the reason she’s so loyal to you. (Well, it is but still) The true reason is, is because you keep saying “Hello” and “Bye” to them everyday, no matter how tiring it might get.
I think Diluc would especially love this since uhm, well, his dad ain’t here y’know y’know. (Or any traumatized character really)
Imagine Archon Timmie flying up to the heavens above just to replace Nahida and be your son— (Archon Timmie /srs) But then fails because Nahida is too logical and wise that his brain couldn’t take it anymore either.
Okay I’m stopping there 💀💀💀
Also have a sneak peak of my fanfic because I know some people will assume I’m not working on it 💔
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It looks shitty but whatever
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ghostfoolish · 2 months
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So it was brought to my attention that @showmey0urfangs made another blocklist that featured me (I was too busy doing hot boy shit yesterday to care) but I have some time on my hands so why not add more context to it. So this is a screenshot that I’m assuming loustatlovesloumand took of me and seeing as how fangs outright admitted that they talk about me and a few other people in DMs and discord servers I think it’s safe to assume that someone sent it to them via discord or dms which is like…a very cringe thing to admit to doing but anyways 💀💀💀 this is what I said to loustatlovesloumand
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So I do want to outright say that I do not care that I said this. Was it mean? Yeah it was very mean but I don’t care. The context behind me saying this though was because I posted this (x)
Now the first time I’ve ever heard of loustatlovesloumand was on a post where someone said that they had to block them due to loustatlovesloumand constantly going after them under their posts. That blog is known to go after people in the fandom to the point of harrassmet and they hoped onto my post that had nothing to do with them solely to annoy me and be condescending which I have no patience for. Edit: loumandloveslestat used to be lestatslosteye and they were notorious back then for being aggressive for no reason. Like what did you expect me to do? Kiss them with tongue? If you’re looking for a fight with me then I’m just going to hit you. Sorry. Again I have 0 patience with people who I know are there to do nothing but bother me. Even after I told them kys they hoped on ANOTHER post of mine to start some more shit with me and I promptly blocked them. Like they’re still going on under other people’s posts and being weird so wtf are you crying about?? 💀💀💀
I honestly don’t hate you just because you seek attention from and kiss up to the white people around you, I also hate you because you genuinely think that you’re the bigger person in this situation. I can admit to being a bitch while you and your friends constantly have to say “nu uh!” and quickly put together a scrap book of random screenshots to make other people look bad even when they don’t deserve it. You will literally make up shit about a person to antagonize them and then bat your eyes as if you did nothing wrong and honestly that’s some pussy shit! Hey remember when you used Palestine to shut down a conversation about fandom racism just because a white user was talking about it then told me that I wasn’t oppressed as a black person in America ♥️
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Like it’s crazy that you told me that I’m not oppressed and used a genocide to say that I have time to spend on trivial shit like discussing fandom racism when you’re still out here making fandom PSAs, blocklists and engaging in fandom drama. Insane. Crazy.
Yeah I’m never letting you live this moment down.
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beaker1636 · 7 months
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First Christmas - Vinny Mauro
Background: Y/N is the newest drum tech for Motionless and they are on tour, only having 2 days off for Christmas it was spent away from home and in a hotel.  I also made her dad a famous musician in this but never said who so…. Theres that.
Also Welcome to Christmas in September thanks to @tearfallpixie and @nerdraging4point0 encouraging my unhinged ass to post a Christmas fic in September. Also please be gentle, this is literally 3 years old so back when I first began writing fanfics so while I think it is cute and love it I also can recognize that I have come a long way and would have changed a lot if I wrote it now! Enjoy!
Well, like usual you were awake before the boys, not that it bothered you any as it gives you some peace to yourself before you are forced to figure out whatever is going on this time.
“We all are still gathering in Rick and Vin’s room this morning, correct?” You send in the group chat before walking into the hotel lobby to grab some coffee from the in house coffee shop.  In doing so you accidentally bump into Gabby, Rick’s girlfriend who just flew in and he has no clue about.
“Hey y/n,” she says, pulling you into a hug. “Has Ricky figured any of this out yet?”
“Not a single person has a clue that I arranged with you to fly in for Christmas.  I figure we can still do the secret santa thing with it… just like we planned hence me paying for your ticket,” you tease, smiling at her and happy to help make her and Ricky’s Christmas special.
Both of you grab a coffee and then make your way up to your hotel room, she didn’t book one as she figured she could stay in your room with you and then with Rick once he knows.
“Do you mind if I jump in the shower quick? It was a long flight and I could really use it,” she asks you, the hint of jetlag visible on her face but still not outweighing the excitement that is there.
You nod and as she does so you quickly get dressed, not bothering to try much because it is just the guys and they have all seen you in your lounge wear so you just throw on jeans and a hoodie… that you are pretty sure you stole from Vinny but you don’t remember anymore honestly.
Your phone dings and you finally get a response from someone in the group chat, Chris.
“Yeah, we are all planning on it in like an hour, still correct?” he asks.
After multiple replies that say that is correct you set your phone down when Gabby steps out of the shower, getting to work on her hair and makeup as she wants to look decent for the first time she is seeing Rick in months.
“I’m anxious and we have a little time left, can I do your makeup y/n? I know you hate doing it yourself,” she asks you, already coming towards you while hoping that you will say yes.
“Sure if you want to, it will kill time,” you respond as you get your makeup bag out, avoiding her eye contact when your mood falls slightly.  “Honestly I didn’t plan to do it  because I know at some point today I will probably cry being the first Christmas since losing dad.”
“It will be a rough day for you for sure, but you still will have all of us here for you today.  We all love you and are here for you.  The boys already have said that they aren’t going to let you leave if you try.  I also think there is one that really loves having you here… close your eyes,” she says, teasing you about your not so hidden crush on Vin.
“Yeah, only because I keep fixing all his broken shit,” you respond as you do as she asks, closing your eyes,
“We all know that is not the only reason why he likes you, but whatever, keep lying to yourself.  Open up and I’ll finish with your lashes,” she says to you.
You choose to ignore what she just said but do open your eyes, glad that she is almost done and that you can get away from this awkward conversation.  You love your best friend and love that she got you this job… but she definitely can be irritating when she chooses to tease you about things.
“Well, get your bow on Gab, it’s time to be there and I can’t wait for everyone to find out my secret santa gift for Rick,” you say, helping her put her bow in her hair before you sneak off ahead of her towards the hotel room you are all meeting in, she follows behind you keeping back so that when Vin let you in the door nobody sees her.
You instantly walk in and demand that you get to give Rick his gift first as you had to leave it in the hallway as you find a seat on the floor, Vin taking a seat next to you.
“Okay, so clearly my gift is for Rick and I am not trying to rush anything but even if we wait for everyone elses he has to go get it like now.  Sorry, it was too big so it’s in the hallway still,” you say with a smile as you watch the confusion on his and everyone else's faces as he makes his way towards the door.
“What the fuck could you have gotten thats too big to bring in?” Ryan asks you softly as everyone watches the door.
The second the door opens you hear a gasp and look up to see Rick pulling Gabby into a tight hug and kiss, clearly happy that he gets to see her for the holiday.  Everyone starts chatting to let them have their moment, waiting for them to come into the room before continuing.  
Rick instantly pulls you into a hug when they do, whispering a thank you in your ear which makes you blush and smile, excited that you did something that he really appreciated.
They all slowly make their way around the room, everyone passing out their secret santa gifts, laughing and having a great time before it’s finally your turn to open yours.
“Okay y/n, last gift is yours and clearly it is Vin who drew you so,” Chris trails off glancing over at you.
“Wait, give me a second to start recording before she gets it… okay and go,” Ricky says, you now embarrassed about the fact that for some reason Rick is recording only you opening your gift.
“Can I ask why the hell you are only recording my gift?” You ask, looking up and annoyed about the prospect of being recorded.
“Your sister helped me with your gift and made me promise that we would get a video of your reaction.” Vinny says as he hands you a rather big box.
“Oh god, should I be scared about this?” You ask, trying to make a light joke to make things less awkward.
You slowly remove the paper, slightly disappointed to see that the box is plain.  Opening the box it takes you a second to register what is going on, but when you do you can’t help the gasp that escapes your lips as you slowly pull the blanket that is in the box out, instantly tears are flowing down your face.
“It’s…. How did you?” you can’t even get your words out as you look closely at all the details of the quilt that is in front of you.
“I got your sisters phone number from Gabby so I could ask if she had one of your dad’s band tour shirts so that I could have one of those bears made with it for you and she mentioned that she had an entire tote full of old merch shirts that he kept over the years.  So I asked my mom who sews a lot to help me make a t-shirt quilt of all of them for you.  I knew that having something of your dad’s for Christmas would mean a lot more than something stupid from the store,” he says, watching you with a big smile when he can clearly see how much you love it.
You glance up at him, meeting his eyes with tears still falling from yours. “I-I love it, I.. thank you,” you say softly, leaning over to pull him into a hug. 
He moved slightly, pulling you into his chest while you cry, a hand moving to brush through your hair to comfort you as you cry. 
“Okay so can I look at it? I haven’t seen it yet,” Gabby asks, you nod your head without moving, still needing another second to compose yourself.  Listening to everyone around you talk while you gather yourself.
Slowly you get yourself a bit more composed and lift your head away from Vin’s chest, wiping at your eyes with the sleeves of your hoodie before realizing that some of your makeup is on Vinny’s shirt now from where you cried.
“Shit, sorry Vin, I didn’t mean to stain your shirt,” you mumble glancing down, embarrassed.
“It’ll wash off, I don’t mind,” he responds softly with a smile. “You on the other hand, why don’t we go wash it off your face now that you look like us after a show.” 
You can’t help but giggle at his awful joke as you get up and make your way to the bathroom, grabbing a washcloth to wet in the sink, unaware that Vinny has followed you until you see him in the mirror behind you. 
“Here, let me help you.  After all I am the reason that you are crying,” he says  as he gently takes the washcloth out of your hands to begin cleaning your face with it, careful not to rub your skin too roughly.
Once he is done he pulls you into another hug for a minute, just standing there holding you for a moment before you both make your way back out to the main part of the room towards everyone else, both of you standing in the doorway for a second while you watch everyone talk.
“Hey guys look up,” Chris says with a smirk as you both glance up at the ceiling.
You instantly blush bright red when you realize that what he was trying to show you was mistletoe that is hanging from the bathroom door frame, no clue what you should do in the moment.
“What the fuck? I don’t remember us putting any up?” Vin asks, glancing at Rick with a confused expression on his face.
“That’s because there wasn’t, I just hung it up while you both were in the bathroom so we can trap you guys.  Figured the two of you deserved a second gift,” Justin says, winking at both of you when you look at him as he speaks.
“And you did ask us how you should make a move so we decided to make it for you,” Ryan adds with a laugh.
“None of you are going to shut up until I actually do it are you?” Vinny asks, glancing around the room while avoiding your gaze as everyone nods at the two of you. “Fuck, please don’t punch me for this.” he says softly.
Next thing you know his hand settles on your cheek, lightly making you look up at him.  For a second he hesitates, and you aren’t fully sure what you expect until you feel his lips gently on your own.  You hesitate yourself before you start to kiss him back, shy and unsure what to think when he pulls away, both of you quiet as you process what has just happened between the two of you.  
“You’re welcome,” Chris says loudly. “Now stop being shy and admit that you both want to be with each other so the damn tension is finally gone…. And then we will figure out Christmas dinner.”
Feeling shy you go and take your seat on the floor again, embarrassed but honestly happy with what just happened.  Even more so when Vin rejoins his spot next to you and takes your hand, pulling you into his side as his way to confirm that Chris was right and he does like you without saying it out loud.  You can’t help but think that you should probably talk about everything but decide to enjoy the moment while it lasts, the two of you can always talk about this at a later time when you are alone. 
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bisexualbuckleyy · 2 years
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the likelihood of characters dying in chain of thorns
this is just my personal opinions based off of my interpretations of the characters and the current content we have in the shadowhunters universe. this is an incredibly long post cause i never shut up so i'm putting everything under the cut!
james: 1/10
highly highly unlikely that he will perish cause someone has to carry on the herondale name
but honestly who knows at this point
like i would be genuinely shocked if he died
and incredibly confused cause someone has to go on to produce heirs that will lead to jace 
cause the lost herondale is a whole different thing 
cordelia: 1/10
also highly unlikely cause it’s almost certain that she’s the person who produces the herondale heirs
cause her and james are already married and i have confidence they’re going to get their shit together 
lucie: 1/10
again pretty sure she’s the one who’s going to be producing blackthorn heirs and we know there are many more blackthorns to come
also i just don’t know what could kill lucie herondale 
but yeah pretty sure she’s safe
matthew: 9/10
listen this man is not making it out of this series alive i’m almost sure of it
he has all the makings of a tragic hero
i feel like there isn’t enough time to give him the healing/redemption arc that he needs so i feel like he’s just going to sacrifice himself 
and it’s going to be horrible and i’m going to cry for a minimum of 8-10 business days
but i just feel so strongly that this is where his arc is headed 
thomas: 6/10
not sure about this one honestly
i’ve always been a little scared for thomas since the fake family tree said he died young (and yes i know it’s not correct but there has to be some reason why that’s listed as his death date even if it’s not when he actually died)
i hope cassie wouldn’t do that to sophie and gideon since she already killed barbara but who knows
there are other male lightwoods so he doesn’t need to live in order to carry on the family name
also i wouldn’t want him to be the one to carry on the family name cause him and alastair need to get together
but i’m worried about him cause i definitely think he’s in danger 
i also will cry for a minimum of 8-10 business days if he dies 
alastair: 5/10
again we’re not sure
honestly my confidence in his survival hinges entirely on the gender of the baby carstairs 
cause if the baby is a boy then there’s a male carstairs to carry on the name 
cause obviously there’s more since emma exists 
but also if the baby is a boy then there is a much higher chance of alastair dying
cause like matthew i think he has the potential to be a tragic hero and sacrifice himself 
i’m hoping his arc will not end like that cause i think there’s enough time in chain of thorns to wrap it up but i am still scared for the fate of my son 
best case scenario him and thomas run away together at the end of chain of thorns 
christopher: 2/10
i’m almost certain he’s okay cause i’m pretty sure he’s the one that carries on the lightwood name 
but also there are two other male lightwoods in this book who have the potential to carry on the name 
but i’m pretty sure he’s gonna be good 
if he dies i think it would be mostly for shock value and cassie doesn’t do that often and normally only once or maybe twice in a series which i think she already did with barbara and elias 
so yeah we’re pretty sure he’s safe 
grace: 2/10
again according to the family tree she marries christopher and they make lightwood babies together 
also i don’t think killing her off would make much narrative sense
cause she was kind of a pseudo antagonist and i think killing her off would be a cheap ending for her
again it would probably be for shock value but i just don’t really see it happening 
anna: 8/10
yeah she’s in danger 
very concerned that snippet that’s like “all that effort to convince you i wasn’t in love with you, and here i am, dying in your arms” is gonna be her at ariadne (kamala? i’m not sure what we’re calling her sorry)
i’m not sure how cassie could wrap up her character in a satisfying way in chain of thorns so i’m worried she’s just gonna kill her 
again it could be a kind of tragic hero moment where like she’s been selfish for so long and then she sacrifices herself for the people she loves 
but i hope she doesn’t die cause i love her 
ariadne/kamala: 4/10
honestly i have no idea but i’m pretty sure she’s gonna be okay
cassie mentioned something about how she’s going to pick a new name for herself by the end of the book and that doesn’t make it sound like she’s gonna get killed off
but cassie is also the queen of misdirection 
so who knows
but again i think if she killed her off it would just be for shock value and it would be kinda cheap after everything she’s gone through 
jesse: 1/10
honestly i’m the most confident about him which is ironic considering he’s spent the last two books being dead
but he’s currently the only blackthorn that could carry on the name and there’s a lot of blackthorns later
but it would feel really cheap to spend so much time focusing on bringing him back to life only to kill him in the next book 
so yeah i’m almost positive he’s gonna be fine 
charles: 3/10
god i wish i could say with confidence that he’s gonna die but i really don’t think he is
i think he’s gonna find some woman who’s dumb enough to marry him and then he’s gonna be a miserable asshole for the rest of his life and help carry on the fairchild name 
cause we know someone does 
and i seriously doubt it’s going to be matthew 
so unfortunately i think he’s probably going to stay alive
but there’s always a chance so who knows 
feel free to comment/send me asks/message me about your thoughts on my predictions or any predictions of your own or just literally anything about this series cause i am desperate to talk about it
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beautifulblooms · 2 years
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Hi! Can I request a 001 x male reader where the reader and 001 grow up in hawkins lab together?
Also I’m so sorry that you had to deal with all the anon shit, those people are really stupid and make no sense, hopefully the drama dies down
Together Forever, Right? - Henry Creel/001 x Male!Reader
Honestly love the idea of this ending a little sad, so there is a tad bit of hurt at the end, sorry to the Jamie fans, but I couldn’t help myself with this one
CIS Women and Female Aligned people, please DNI, this story and all of my others are for non-binary, masculine aligned and male readers!
Tags: @eddieverse, @mazettns, @alexs-playground, @mother-dragon-and-her-hatchlings, @qthetherapist, @rlmt1
I met 001 when Papa brought him into the rainbow room for the first time, he was scared, he didn’t want to be there, he and I were the same. Scared, powerful, and unstable, the perfect mix for destruction. It didn’t take long for Papa to find a way to limit us, I wasn’t as strong as 001, but Papa was still scared of what I could do.
“Papa why do I have to have this?” I was grimacing at the pinch of pain the injection caused. I had never gotten one at the base of my neck, this one hurt more than normal.
“Because it helps me find you, so if someone steals you, you get lost, or I need to know where you are, I can find you. Make sense?” I just nodded to his words, suddenly feeling lethargic and tired. He set me down on my bed and muttered something to one of the other doctors.
“We need to make a weaker one for 002, he can’t handle the one we made for 001.” So this wasn’t for me, I’m just the test dummy for 001, again.
It was about 5 years where just the two of us were in the lab with Papa working on our powers. He seemed too focused with 001 to notice anything about me, I was skinnier than before, sad constantly, easy to anger, slowly losing touch with reality. 001 noticed though, he made time for me in the rainbow room, helped me practice when I got stuck or frustrated, he cared about me. Then it happened, 001, no, Henry, he told me his name is Henry. Henry lashed out at a few guards, their eyes pulled into their sockets, arms and legs snapped ways they shouldn’t, jaws broken.
I saw it all from the corner of the rainbow room, trying not to cry or make any noise because I didn’t want to end up like one of the guards. Once Henry was done with the guards he turned around to me, knowing where I was, but he looked more gently at me and slowly made his way over, almost like he was trying to not scare me.
“I’m sorry you had to see that (y/n),” how did he know my name, I never told him my name, “but it’s okay now, I won’t hurt you, I promise.” I had no choice but to trust him if I wanted to live. Sitting next to me he placed an arms around my shoulders and laid his head against mine. The peaceful moment didn’t last long before Papa shoved open the door to the rainbow room angrily, panic setting in when he saw the guards on the floor and not us in the corner.
“No, no, no, no, No! Damnit!” He pinched the bridge of his nose in frustration while looking at the dead bodies. Turning to look around the room he saw us, and tried his best to hide the frustration.
“001, 002, which one of you did this, I’m not mad, I just want to know.” He was mad, both of us knew that, Henry sighed like he was about to answer.
“Me Papa, I did it.” Henry looked down at me in shock, concerned why I lied, he knew I didn’t have the strength to pull this off, so why?
“Alright, 002, come with me, we need to talk.” Henry tried to hold onto me, knowing what was going to happen when I left the room. Papa was stronger than Henry and pulled me out of his grasp.
“No Papa! It was me, please it was me not him! Take me!” Papa wasn’t having any of it, he didn’t care who did it at this point, just needed to teach us a lesson.
“Just remember what I look like okay?” I smiled at Henry before we left the room, I didn’t know how long I would be gone, what would happen, if I would live. I just hope I get to see Henry again, I hope we can be together forever.
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The Bird with the Broken Wing
Requested: Yup by @justmasblack​
Request: Soooooooo, I need Angst like Deep dark black Angst, I love my captain crying, So how about this, What is lost will be found, But she is what he lost and his key to get out is to find her but he doesn't wanna find her, cause finding her means she would die or be killed, by him????? Who knows😉 I know!
Genre: Angst...But this man has been through a lot so a little bit of fluff because it hurts me to hurt him...
Summary: That day Papa taught you all about how to read maps, figure out your coordinates and how to use more code to tell other ships where you were. When you got home you couldn’t wait to tell Mama what you had learned...but when you told her she just looked at you blankly like she always did. You often wondered if she had ever looked at anyone in another way rather than blankly.
or Eyk has a daughter whose body wasn’t found after the fire so maybe she never really died.
Warnings: Mention of death, fire, swearing, mention of past traumas.
Pairing: Eyk Larsen x daughter!reader
Authors note: Reader is Eyk’s oldest daughter. I’m so so sorry for this...but I'm also kinda not. Comments and likes are always appreciated I want to know what I am doing well and where I can improve. I love hearing your feedback so please don't hesitate!
Italics mean it is a memory
Bold means it is being said in German...I am to lazy to google translate.
Word Count: 1018
Taglist: @maddieluvvvv , @justmasblack , @whizbang-cap
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You don’t know how you ended up on this ship. You don’t know why you seem to be the only person on the ship and admittedly you are honestly terrified. The ship looked worse for wear but you figured that finding your way to the bridge of the ship would give you a better vantage point to figure out your situation.  
After a while you finally find your way to the bridge of the ship you realize just how royally screwed you truly were...you were not docked hell you weren’t even in a harbor you were in the middle of the ocean with no land nor other boats anywhere in sight. Accepting your defeat you sit down in the chair next to some sort of machine.
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“Papa, what is that?” Your voice is small as you question your father who is holding you on his hip. Papa had decided to take you with him to the ship that day leaving Mama alone at the house giving her some time to herself.
“That is a telegraph my little dove,” he sits down in the chair moving you to his lap. “It sends messages from our ship to other ships using morse code.” As he explains these things to you you watch him with wide eyes. You loved Papa and you loved spending time with him. It happened rarely seeing as he was always out on the ocean...you didn’t blame him though not like Mama you had the same love of the ocean that he did. 
That day Papa taught you all about how to read maps, figure out your coordinates and how to use more code to tell other ships where you were. When you got home you couldn’t wait to tell Mama what you had learned...but when you told her she just looked at you blankly like she always did. You often wondered if she had ever looked at anyone in another way rather than blankly.
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You startle out of the memory and look at the machine next to you...it was the same machine from your memory and on your other side was a map which was in pristine condition which was honestly shocking given the state of the ship.
“Shit!” You were ecstatic as long as the machine worked you had everything you needed to send your coordinates to another ship. You could only hope there was a boat to hear the signal. 
You spent the next 6 and a half hours tapping the coordinated non stop hoping to get a response from someone...anyone. Finally you stopped when another ship came into view. The name on the side of the ship read Kerberos. You run out of the bridge on to the deck out of pure joy there were people there. They could help you! They were there to help you...right.
It took another two hours for them to lower a lifeboat and start to row over to the boat you were on. During this time you took the time to explore the ship it couldn’t hurt trying to figure out what you were doing on this boat in the first place. As you were wondering a piece of fabric on the ground catches your eye it was Nina’s hair ribbon what was it doing here...where was Nina and Mama? You bend down and pick up the ribbon. 
“Y/N! Help me please!” Nina’s voices calls to you.
“Nina!” You run towards her voice and suddenly you find yourself in the woods that surrounded your family home. 
“Mama please no!” Your baby sisters plead with your mother as you throw your body against the door to your home. 
“Open the door Mama! Please...” You beg as you continue to bang on the door. All you can hear after that is blood curdling screams and the door handle gets hot. “No...no...this isn’t real...” You repeat this to yourself as you slowly back away from the door. “I want to wake up now please let me wake up...” You suddenly see a figure in the woods running over to you...
“Papa?” You cry out reaching for the man like he was your life line to escape this horrible nightmare.
“Little Dove is that you?” It was him and he was real around him the background of the woods disappears and the interior of the ship reappeared. That was all you needed to see before you ran to him glad that he had found you. Once you were close enough he engulfed you into his arms. “Dove what are you doing her? How are you here you died? Your mother...the fire.” He mumbled into your hairline you could feel wetness on the top of your head 
“Papa what are you talking about...that was just a nightmare...” You cut yourself off as you look down at your hand it had burn scars on it the door handle had been hot...it was real. “Oh god! Mama, Nina and...no Papa...” You once again latch onto your father like he is a buoy on the water anchoring you to here and now.
“I’m sorry my little Dove...I’m sorry I wasn’t there.” He whispers to you as he pulls away to look you in the eyes. He cups your face in his larger hand as tears fill his eyes.
“It’s okay Papa. You saved me this time.” You give him a sad smile holding his face in your smaller hands whipping away his tears. “You got my message! You taught me how to send it remember.” He nods smiling fondly at the memory.
“Eyk! Eyk where did you go!” A woman's voice calls from somewhere else in the ship. 
“Maura! I found a survivor!” He called back looking over his shoulder to where his crew rounded the corner. 
“Eyk...” Maura looked at him confused “There is no one there...”
“What yes there is...” but as he turned back you were gone the only thing remaining was a folded paper dove with one of its wings ripped and lightly charred by fire in his hand.
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Review #149: John Prine, John Prine
The genius of John Prine is that he skillfully sang stories of any kind of lost overlooked person with wit and a wink, but never mean spirited or punching down. He sings a gentle dignity and grace into every character in his songs. Some of them are flawed. Some of them are hopeless. Some of them are dim-witted. Some of them are victims of terrible circumstance. Some of them are terribly lonely. Each one is worthy of a song and the humanity it bestows upon them. Who knows if they are real people, but I do know that they definitely represent very real people. Veterans. Unhappy couples. Seniors. Disillusioned citizens wondering why entire generations were sent overseas to die, or sent overseas only to return empty, vacant, abandoned and addicted.
It’s sad. It makes me sad. I don’t often get through this record without crying a little. I see the faces of those in my life who haven’t been able to escape their demons, or break cycles of trauma. To their detriment, to the detriment of us all. But despite their flaws, they’re humans, and they’re worthy of dignity and love too. I’m reminded that I’m a work in progress. After all, “to believe in this livin’, is just a hard way to go”. You’re damn right, John.
Whether you hear the message in the songs is really up to you. Even though some of them — Your Flag Decal Won’t Get You Into Heaven Anymore — are silly sounding, cheery-almost songs poking fun at empty patriotic displays — if you’re listening, you hear what he’s really saying. It’s a protest. Your God wouldn’t support this shit. I really believe it though, that plenty of people might hear these songs and tap their foot along happily, never really hearing the pretty stark criticism in it. It’s a choice.
Sam Stone is a man returning from conflict overseas, to be abandoned by the government in coping with this struggles, and in turn abandoning his family through his need to self-medicate. Again, who you are and how you see the world might dictate how you empathize towards Sam Stone:
“There's a hole in daddy's arm where all the money goes
Jesus Christ died for nothin' I suppose
Little pitchers have big ears
Don't stop to count the years
Sweet songs never last too long on broken radios”
Each line suffocates you just a little bit more. Taking just a little bit of a sharper gasp of air to ward off an emotional response or to settle down the wobble of your chin. At least, it does if you were a little pitcher with big ears. A child wondering whether your Dad would make it to your game, your high school play, whatever it was. A child who knew how to recognize the subtle changes on the face of a man growing inevitably less sober. I suppose the point John is making — is that someone out there also knows and noticed the subtle changes on your little face too. The face you made each time you dared to hope and then had to let it die when you saw that your Dad was drunk, again. You had hope, but not for long. That sweet song didn’t last long, and you learned not to bother singing along, because the radio is shot to hell and it turned to static before you even got to the chorus. Eventually, maybe you even gave up on that radio and threw it out. Or maybe you hold onto dusty old broken things wishing that you could fix them. John saw you and had love for you. But he had love for Sam Stone, too, and recognized how he and all of us had been failed. I think that’s beautiful.
Hello In There is a song about growing older and growing increasingly more isolated. I thought about this song yesterday before I decided to review this album next. I was behind a frail, elderly man wearing overalls at the checkout at the grocery store who needed a hand. We interacted briefly, and he’s remained on my mind. If I’m lucky, I’ll be an old woman someday and I hope someone will talk to me at the grocery store checkout if I’m having a bit of a moment. Honestly, I hope someone will talk to me if I’m having a bit of a moment at the grocery store checkout tomorrow.
If you don’t know Angel from Montgomery, John wrote it for Bonnie Raitt, but his version is pretty definitive. The organ in it really does sound like flying. Or what I think it would feel like to fly. I think anyway. It’s fucking good.
In keeping with the big sad feels, there’s Far From Me, which paints a detailed picture of a deeply unhappy couple. We have all been there. I’m always struck by the observation “ain’t it funny how an old broken bottle, looks just like a diamond ring?”
One of my favorites, and maybe one of the few I don’t find too terribly sad, is Quiet Man. It’s got a real something to it. I don’t know what he was going for but it’s so cool and clever:
“Last Monday night I saw a fight
Between Wednesday and Thursday over Saturday night”
“Oodles of light, what a beautiful sight
Both of God’s eyes are shining tonight”
Recommend listening to the entire song for the full effect. I am unaware of any other song in existence that can utilize the word oodles and still be considered a masterpiece. But he gone done did it.
Listen, more than any other record this one truly brought me to Nashville. Here’s something I wrote in 2020 when John Prine died after a pretty long stint in the ICU with COVID. He was really one of the first people we lost in the pandemic. And it really hurt. It hurt because everyone in Nashville that’s been here for a minute knows what John Prine meant and means to this city. But he truly, truly, brought me here and made my life better:
“Nine years ago, I visited my cousin to help her move. It was my first visit to Nashville. We were looking for John Prine’s self-titled album everywhere (streaming wasn’t quite like, a thing yet, I guess). I think we found it at McKays, but I might be mistaken. Anyway, we listened to it on repeat that entire trip, and it always reminds me of the first time I came to Nashville, which two years later became my home and gave me everything. I love John Prine. I could listen to his songs forever, and I expect that I will. Oodles of light, what a beautiful sight.”
John knew how to live. He told us what to do. Blow up your TV. Throw away your paper. Plant a little garden. Eat a lot of peaches. It’s all sound advice and we should heed it more frequently. Next time you’re out, order a “Handsome Johnny”. Be kind but don’t be too serious, and listen to some good music.
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august rotation
sorry for the little delay in posting this! school started up and it’s been hectic, but here’s some of the top songs i had on repeat during the month of august and boy was it a hot month for music 
hold the girl- rina sawayama: this song makes my ears orgasm!!!!!!!!!!! the vocals!!!! the BEAT!!!!! the lyrics!!!!! teach me the words i used to know, reach inside and hold you close, i won’t leave you on your own it’s about healing now and healing your younger self and trying not just to hold onto to who you were but to comfort them and hold them close. the entire song is a love letter to your inner child. everything about it sends me through the roof but especially the absolute magical moment between 3:17-3:30 HOLY SHIT!!!!!!!! OH MY GOD!!??!!?!?!?!! INSANE. BITING AND RIPPING THINGS AND CRYING!!!!!!!  
it gets dark - sigrid: this song is so punchy i LOVE it. it’s about finding your own path and self and making a life and reaching those little pitfalls and stumbles but still having hope and learning lessons through them!! it’s about it getting dark so you can see the stars!!!! definitely a montage-worthy song. could definitely picture myself walking down a street or in a moving vehicle/train/bus at night listening to this 
the boys of summer - first aid kit: i love first aid kit so much and honestly? this is how this song was supposed to be sung. no i don’t take criticism. it’s achingly sweet and soft and nostalgic for that last breath of summer august chased away. 
out of my head - first aid kit: imo this is their best song to date. they just keep getting better and better. i couldn’t group it with the previous one because of that. it deserves to have its own little paragraph for me to talk about it. the instruments, the vocals, the lyrics. they know just when to pull back and push harder and it makes for suuuuuch a good listening experience. also the harmonies are *pinches earbud wire like pacha* so good. sometimes you DO have to get out of your head to truly see yourself and wonder who you are and where you’re going. stuck inside my dreaming, falling behind shook me. unrelated but i feel like this is a song i’ve heard in the background of my dreams before
shadows - bears den: @preux-chevalier put me onto this song and i haven’t stopped listening to it since. first of all the strings throughout are gorgeous. i’m always a sucker for a violin. second of all- the devotion woven into every line of this is breathtaking. it’s so earnest and loving and yeah i DO want someone who wants me and all my shadows
if it’s not god - maddie zahm: listen. i was attacked. wig? snatched. it captures that wrestling with religion and beliefs you grew up with and finding your own identity and what/how you want to believe. the line in particular what father picks a few just to leave the rest? SCALPED me. holding onto blorbo-ing this for the tags. but the cover art??????????? HELLO???
lucid dreaming - alice kristiansen: this was just rude. still haven’t recovered. never will. it has the rawness very few songs have that just guts me to the core and scrapes everything out without remorse. i had to sit quietly for a bit and just stare at the wall after my first listen. every lyric hits so fucking hard. the entire song is a repeated sucker punch to the stomach. it leaves me winded and aching. i can’t pin point a favorite lyric or else i’d be putting the entire song on this post but this one in particular made me lose my mind: are you tired? are you sleeping? cause i woke up with your ghost again. but the lyrics aren’t the only part doing the heavy lifting in the song because alice kristiansen’s voice is so delicate and the way she sings every line... literally no one else could perform this song as well as she does and that’s that. 
the watching silence - michael & michelle: this duo has the most delicious harmonies and songs that simultaneously hurt me and comfort me. the chorus is pure perfection and i’ve caught myself singing it multiple times when it’s stuck in my head
canyon moon - andrew mcmahon in the wilderness: talk about songs that make me get up and dance!!!!!!! i literally can’t help myself whenever i listen to this song and for that reason i simply cannot play it whenever i’m working or in the studio. andrew mcmahon delivers banger after banger and this is one of the best ones. i crank that shit up!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dance away the pain - number one popstar: got read to filth by this. i enjoy how hopeful it is and ofc it’s an absolute bop but a very specific one. as @whatdoyoumeanif said, it has sad twerking and disco ball vibes. the type of song you hear for the last call in an empty karaoke bar 
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I got this silly little feeling that takes the form of a blob guy again : (
Silly goofy guys from my life don’t mind this
I don’t want to call myself touch starved, because it isn’t like I don’t get physical touch, but sometimes, man. Someone told me something akin to ‘you can choose from like everyone’(relating to physical touch) and that is just a blatant lie??? People pair off a lot, and I’m not paired off with so I have like two people who will, one of which ends up paired off, and the other one I’m not around a lot and seems to be less interested nowadays. So like no I don’t???? I’m not super picky, there are 1 person I would never, one that maybe but like it isn’t what I’m looking for, and this one other guy that tbh I’m not going to go into the specifics there. 3 people isn’t a lot, the group referred to is mid sized.
I’ve never really cared if the affection was platonic or romantic tbh, I just want some. I want to be in a relationship, but for reasons I know I shouldn’t be and don’t feel comfortable doing so rn, so I’m relying on just platonic which is like nothing, I don’t get any. My main love language is physical touch but you couldn’t even tell at this point jdfjfifofnfdj
I just deal with it most of the time, but sometimes it just hits me man. And there isn’t anything I can do. A lot of the time it hits at my house, and the times it’s hit around people, who would I even ask???? No one. Cause I don’t tell people about this shit. I don’t want pity.
Pity is just a surface level emotion, a lack of any lasting feeling under it. Pity feels a little superficial. But relying on memory doesn’t fucking work. I want a person to be there and care, I guess. Not that people don’t care. They do. Honestly im slowing caring less deeply. Because I cared the way I wanted to be cared for so long. And it didn’t work. I wasn’t cared for like that. And the people I know now may never care for me like that. I really like them. But sometimes I crave new people so much. But I have to wait to meet them. One year. One year until I can meet new people. One year to stay with these people and see if anything changes. It got better. But some days, I remember why it isn’t worth it. When I’m happy, it’s great, but then I go home and cry. And a lot of times I have no one to cry to. So I cry quietly. I barely let the tears out, so it doesn’t really help. This got a little off topic, so the rest of that is a vent for another day.
But I don’t know what to do when the feeling in my stomach starts speaking louder, saying ‘ maybe it won’t hurt to call yourself touches starved. About time you crave that physical affection hard again, eh? Go try and remember that hug. It won’t help really. Gosh, when was the last time you had a good cuddle? You remember, but it didn’t go well. It got interrupted. they went back into pairs. And you snuck off for another one, in hopes of cuddling well. Can’t do that again. The other part of their pair got upset.  why bother? It’s nice, but in moments like these it doesn’t help much. She doesn’t really cuddle back. Says she likes it, but lays kind of like a plank.
You want a good hug, huh? Not for you, buddy boy. No hug that shows they care, an embrace that feels comforting. Nope. Just lay there. Maybe the pillow will help to simulate a real person. Not much, but it’s the best you’ve got. It really is. Unfortunately. Try compacting yourself in a small space. Can’t feel the gap where another person could be, the lack of that connection, if you are compressed. That’ll work, but not THAT much, since you don’t have a tight enough space.
I just.
I don’t know what to do when a wave hits. I can deal with the normal amount, but when it does happen I’m lost on solutions. If you see this and got to here, please send me advice, if you have any. Tbh, knowing someone saw this and tried helps anyways.
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TR 263
I wake up to this. TR 263 spoilers.
Honestly at this point I don’t completely blame Mikey.
He grew up to be the way he is (minus the Dark Impulse, we still don’t know the story behind it or it isn’t explicitly stated what caused it) because no one ever told him otherwise.
No one ever comes into this world knowing the rules by which humans’ function. No one by birth knows how to speak any language or has a sense of good or bad. Babies learn it from their environment and what they are taught. Like if a baby is taught alphabets in wrong order, he won’t know that till he meets other kids or if he was taught the name of colours wrong, he won’t know that.
Similarly, a kid won’t know it’s “wrong” to beat up others for no reason till he is told so (or scolded for that)
I’m not saying one should be good or bad or right or wrong, because that’s subjective to each person respectively. Not everything in this world can be divided into while and black, there are many grey areas we are dealing here. But there are a few morals this world works by, like one person should not kill other or beat them to death for no reason.
Mama Sano loved her son, she even called him her angel, she adored him – so much that she let his some of his morally questionable activities slide.
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The way I see it here, Mikey casually telling his mom that he beat up some kids and her response is not of shock or disappointment but a smile and a praise of how strong he is. He met his mom only once a week – he looked forward to those small interactions, she seemed to talk about his father most (Mikey seemed to be just as interested) and he had his father as an idol to look up to and a mom’s praises to gain, and he got those by being a delinquent.
He grew up learning it’s okay to beat up others – that makes him strong; he grew up thinking crying was for week – so he never expressed himself in front of others; he grew up hating whoever showed any kind of weakness and only loved strong guys. He grew up with a tunnel vision.
I think by this time Black Dragons were formed long back, Shin being ten years elder, meaning here he was 16-17 (or maybe even 18 – as Mikey was 7-8, I think). He saw his brother running around with his biker’s gang, getting into fights and all and thought it was cool.
No wounder his Moral compass isn’t actually aligned with most. (Yes, “Most” because it’s humans who decided what these morals should be, Nature did not)
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I think here his mom telling him that “he was not strong because he didn’t cry” was actually a bit late of her, the damage had been done – a mindset had been created, it’s not easy to change one’s views of world so easily.
His face looks like someone told him what he was calling Up all this time was actually Down (does that makes sense?)
You know, when in fanfics there are the character losing their shit over the looming parenthood and that they are going to mess up bad with the whole thing. This one could come close to what they fear.
There are still many things we don’t know about Mikey. Like the origin of his Dark Impulse (we don’t even know when it actually started). He is a complex character, there are layers to him that we are going to find out in the upcoming chapters, for which I can’t wait.
P.S. I am still doubtful about the whole Sanzu scar thing. A manga panel is something that is drawn very carefully and to the last detail, Wakui not drawing blood on Mikey’s hands in his POV while his hands being completely covered in blood in Senju’s are contradictory; so, we still don’t have a complete picture of what actually went down that day. We will have to wait for Sanzu’s POV for that.
While this chapter answered a few questions, it also added another bunch of them. Next chap will be of founding members, we know most about it so i hope dont just get a callback chapter. It also makes me wounder what happens to Sanzu in such a short amount of time.
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Coz here, we see he has started to idolize Mikey, whatever the story behind those scars, here we see him proud that Mikey was able to beat up high schoolers.
A week is a long time to wait to have answers to soooo many questions (half of which may even take months)
What did you thought of this chap?
Toodles!
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As someone who’s English I’ve never been so happy to see all those Toxic English fans who shouldn’t have a voice get annoyed that Max won.
Both me and my brother screamed when he passed the line and honestly both me and my brother hummed the Dutch National Anthem as we both don’t know Dutch and it’s lyrics.
I did spot some Redbull and Max fans around Sliverstone and if they are English which I’m sure a few was i was so glad not all of us are bad it’s annoying that it’s the toxic people that have a Voice
I really wanted Max to point to his Number 1.
If Lewis and George get booed at Zandvoort honestly if the fans moan and cry I’m like well maybe you shouldn’t of done that to Max all weekend, I hope they don’t that way the Orange army can turn around and say see we did nothing, now all i want is Max to win both US races because of the fans, Monza because of the Tifosi What they did last year and Mexico and Brazil that honestly would be the icing on the cake for me he deserves this he’s a amazing driver since he came to F1 when he was 17 he deserves the respect on his name 🧡❤️
Honestly I already know the reaction if Lewis and George get booed. Sky sports will claim the Dutch fans are doing it for a specific reason, George and Lewis and the media will expect Max once again to comment on it. Also I’m saying that and tbh I don’t remember Lewis or George being booed as much as max was in Austria or Zandvoort or Spa…seems like at this point the media imagine the boos when it comes to the Merc boys lmao.
But honestly it was why I was so glad to see Max win. He doesn’t gloat, he doesn’t do a dumb celebration he’s just here to race and celebrate with his team and that’s it and it just infuriates the English so much, they cannot crack Max because he doesn’t care. Max has been through more in his 25 years that these idiots can throw at him🥰
Also I hope you had a good time at the race!! I’m guessing you went since you said you seen rb fans around the track. I did see a couple of fans talking about some of the shit Merc fans were commenting but I’m glad everyone got to witness the Max win🥰
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Whumptober 2023: Day 11: Animal Trap
Previously
Throwing up on the side of the road, I struggle not to cry. The bus has crashed in what looks like the middle of freaking nowhere, making me panic more. What do I do? God, what do I do?
Pulling my phone out of my pocket, I see that it’s broken. No luck there. I don’t know where to go now. What if I get myself lost?
“Ro!” I hear someone call out. “Ro, please tell me you’re alive!”
“Peter!” I yell back, recognizing the voice as his. 
“Ro!” He repeats, appearing from the other side of the crashed bus. “Thank God!”
I get up and hug him, limping to my best friend. “You’re okay. You’re alive. God, you’re alive.”
“Have you seen anyone else?” He asks.
I shake my head. “No. We should try to find our way back to the facility if we can. Maybe we-”
There’s a loud yell from the woods beside the road. Peter runs in without hesitation. “Wait, we shouldn’t get separated!”
He runs out of sight while I chase after him, hoping he doesn’t get too far. “Peter! Wait up! Pete-”
“AHH!” I hear him scream. 
That’s his voice. I know it is. “Peter?!”
*
Coming to his rescue, I find him caught in an animal trap, the spikes embedded in his leg. Jesus, that looks bad. “R-Ro, watch out!’
Hit in the head from behind, I’m soon dizzy and stunned. I manage to get my bearings and throw a fireball at my attacker, who decides to turn and run. “Shit, she’s the fire one!”
“It’s The Flare, asshole!’ I yell.
The man runs out of sight so I turn my attention to Peter. “Oh my God. You’re gonna be okay. I’ll help you. I’ll help you.”
“Ro, it’s bad. I think that guy had to do with the bus too. You’ve got to be careful. If there’s more of them, you have to get out of here.” He replies.
“No way. I’m not leaving you.” I protest. 
He looks at me in worry, then down at his injured leg. “Be careful. Please.”
I nod. “I will. Let me help you out of this thing.”
I release his leg from the trap, trying to stay calm at the sight of the wound. “You’re gonna be fine.”
He notices my worry. “Ro, if they come after you, you have to go.” 
“Shut up,” I reply. “I’m not going anywhere.” 
Peter shakily sighs, grimacing in pain. “Okay.”
We don’t stay in one place for long, hearing voices nearby. We have to move. I support Peter’s weight and we hobble away as fast as we can without hurting his leg more, venturing further into the woods.
Every area looks the same. I can’t tell how far we’ve gone. I just know we’re not in great shape and we’re seriously lost. I honestly don’t know what to do. We can’t be super far from the Stark facility. Does Dad know what’s going on?
These thoughts are interrupted by more voices. They aren’t friendly ones. And of course, we’re pushed further into the endless trees. I stumble and fall down a hill and into a ditch, my body scraped up by both the crash and my fall just now.
And now I’m covered in dirt. Great. Brushing myself off, I look for Peter. “Peter! Peter, where are you?!”
God, I can’t lose him.
“Ro…” I hear him reply weakly. He’s not far, lying on his back in the dirt. “I-I’m here.”
“Oh God, are you hurt even more?” I ask. “I’m so sorry I fell. I didn’t mean to let go.”
Tears in my eyes, I tenderly check on his bad leg. He shrugs. “I’m just a little beat up, but so are you. Are you okay?”
“You don’t have to worry about me,” I say. “I’m fine. Promise.”
“Ro, you’re holding your arm. It looks like it hurts.” He points out.
My arm does hurt, but I’ve been trying to tough it out a little. I wonder if it’s broken. I wouldn’t be surprised. It’s pretty hellish. But Peter needs me.
I pace the ditch and find just how far we’ve fallen. We’re not getting out of here. It’s not climbable and definitely not in Peter’s condition. Plus, his web shooters are broken from the crash and the chaos that followed. Oh, man.
“It’s bad, isn’t it?” Peter asks, still lying in the dirt. Poor boy.
“I’m gonna figure this out,” I reassure him. “I need to tourniquet your leg.” 
He looks at me nervously as I remove a piece of my flannel and tie it tightly around his leg to help stop the bleeding.
He screams out in pain, trying to muffle it with his hand. “I know. I know, Pete. I’m so sorry. Keep breathing. I’m sorry. I’m gonna fix this. I-I’m gonna fix you.”
Doing as much as I can to help him, I manage to buy him a bit of time. It would’ve been worse if I couldn’t stop the bleeding. But we’re still stuck and I have no idea when help will come. I hope it’s soon.
If it’s not, I’m not sure how long I can keep Peter alive.
(Continued in tomorrow’s part. Sorry this one is a bit short.)
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                        * Loey Lane YT Comment Starters *
Because I love scaring the heck out of myself at midnight, and enjoy viewing creepy content in general ... below are some of the more light-hearted comments from various Loey Lane youtube videos !
As always: These have been modified for cohesive and sensical use. Feel free to change anything within these that you see fit to make it work for your muse & the receiver’s muse !
Recommended For:  Any muses/plots/timelines.
Trigger Warnings For: Supernatural / death mentions, swearing, drug use, slight innuendo.
“ I'm sorry but the guy in the abandoned camp just going "uh oh" at a dark figure is the most relatable thing I've seen. “ “ Hope someone does this for me when I’m a ghost ! “ “ I despised it so I wanted you to see it too. “ “ Ghost really said, ‘ excuse you sir, I’m shitting ! ‘ “ “ She's so brave, I could NEVER go outside in the night to check out some creepy sounds. “ “ The amount of people who don't know that foxes and deer scream is astounding. “ “ Dude, the fact that her reactions are immediate ‘ nope ‘ -- makes me chuckle every time. “  “ Safe to say anything that sounds like an old man growling - is probably safe to say is not Casper ... It could be an extremely homophobic ghostie though. “  “ ‘ 27 Paranormal TikToks you should NOT watch at night...’ me, alone in my apartment at 11pm, clicking so fast I knock my water bottle over. “  “ This is 100% a Malevolent Spirit. “ “ She is so calm with all of this ... like, damn, I would have burned the whole house down ! “ “ Just so you know those ‘ man groans ‘ are angry bobcat noises … which is honestly even more concerning. What could be making it angry !? “ “ The ghost was just like ' wtf is this thing you left me ? ', sniffs phone, ' should I touch it ? ' ? “ “ Hey, the Appalachian mountains are actually incredibly fun ! Sure there's old spirits and other ancient energies but there's also interesting plants, animals, and fungi ! Great to explore ! “ “ Christopher, ( the teenage ghost ), was surprisingly woke. Like, for a teenage boy ghost that died in the late 90s - early 2000s ? He’s kind of an icon ... “ “ Oh my god,  if I had a Christopher I'd ask him if he'd wanna smoke a bowl with me ! “  “ ️It’s a part of Lumberjack mythology !!! “  “ Yeah, the Appalachian mountains have something in them. I don't go down past a certain point to the woods at night. I've heard screaming and a whole host of disturbing noises. “ “ That painting of the little girl is terrifying as all hell. I couldn't even look at her face, I have chills. “ “  There's a way for you to make a body decompose faster or slower to fabricate the time of death. “ “ Laughter is actually a pretty common fear/anxiety response. “  “ That ‘ shadow person ‘ looked like a dude in a dark blue hoodie with his back to the window. Also, it was VERY clean for an abandoned house in the middle of the woods ... “  “ Shadow standing in the window like:  ‘ Hi, welcome to Chili’s ! ‘ ... “ “ That shower ? - NOPE ! “ “ I'm so tired of people assuming spooky shite instead of learning about domestic history. “ “ I would never go in that last basement ... unless one of my cats was down there crying for help ! “  “ I didn’t even think of ' come closer ' ... I thought it sounded like a tuba, as if the entity was hanging around while secretly playing the tuba. “ “ Sheer fact she found a ouija board in the room says enough. “ “ Well, to me it sounds like the entity could be saying ‘ testing ! ‘ but, maybe thats just me ? “ “ Ma'am, are you aware that your basement is an entrance into Jurassic Park ? “ “ Not me watching this high asf and acting like you can hear me going, ‘ period, yasss, of courseeee, girl, MY WIG FLEW OFF ! ‘ “ “ The title kills me, just two very serious sounding mysteries, and then: Kanye West. “ “ The homestuck of ARGs ... Right. “  “ Lake City Quiet Pills will prob remain a mystery forever, so I would definitely stop talking about it.  Just saying ... If THEY spent that much to eliminate someone, they WOULD NOT have a problem doing it again. “ “ Congratulations on your bras! You deserve all the things ! “ “ I was spacing out a bit eating dinner, but you said homestuck and I zoned right the fuck in. “ “ I absolutely love how non-chalant the lady in the last TikTok is. She just comes in her living room and sees four dark entities and is like "I'm gonna go to bed." And I respect that. “ “ As someone who works with children and has blown their fair share of bubbles, two things really stand out to me ... “  “ If that was actually people sitting there - ( from what I know ) - living people don't have reflective eyes like animals. “  “ This balloon MOVED OUT OF THE WAY SO THEY COULD PASS. “  “ Rich history of bloodshed is not always conducive to being left alone if you can see things that others don’t.  “ “ The child talking to the vent, the child afraid of the other mother in her closet and that last video would have me setting my house on fire. “ “ Not to be super dismissive of the child ... but,  the child is describing Coraline. “ “ WAIT !!! Let me get my lettuce !!! -- Ok, got it ! We can start ! “  “ It just worries me how quick people jump to supernatural conclusions when it has to do with their children, because there could just be something going wrong with them. “  “ Long story short, I'm a little uncertain on the science, but if that's true, it means that the figures in the camera weren’t human. “  “ I would drop dead on site if I saw that 3 times in a row with them staring back at me. “  “ Pro Tip: 1.The farther the noise, the closer it is, 2. never whistle at night ( it attracts them ), 3. never say their name - ( traditional or local name ). “ “ That ‘ help me, somebody ! ‘ one is the biggest NOPE ever. “ “ I've heard many stories of spirits trying to lure people into the water to drown them. “ “ Demons scare women mostly. " “ ‘ Sir, with love & light ... you kind of look like chris pratt. ‘ ... I DIED ! “  “  If those girls are faking it, their mother should definitely get them in the acting. “  “ The ghost is watching this with us like, ‘ There’s not a chance we’re doing that. I don’t care what you say, I am a grown-ass adult, and so are you ‘ ! “ “ Ghosts do be crab dancing tho ... " “ Picture it: ‘ Terrifying tiktoks you should NEVER watch alone ‘ then, me alone: * presses play * “ “ The thing I don’t get about the kid in the basement is how they managed to get a kid to stand, in the dark, in a terrifying basement ! “  “ Looking back, I'm sure I looked really creepy. “ “ ‘ I think she's just .... vibing ? Ma'am this is a Walgreens ! ‘ ... I lost it. “  “ OMG love that you named your ghost ! We just named ours ' demon ' ( ikr we're so creative ) but he doesn't really do much, just the casual stuff like watching us, throwing things ( which doesn't happen very often ),  peeking into our rooms at night, walking down the hallways, giving me chills,  y'know just casual ghostie stuff ! “  “ That stick bug was a um … naked person walking on all fours. “  “ The only thing that keeps me from falling asleep, ( or, falling back asleep actually ), are my own horrifying nightmares. “  “ Your laugh at the Arby’s™ receipt ... LMFAO. “  “ I just want to know WHAT those little girls saw !!!! Their terror was pure and real. “  “ ‘ This is what my ghost does to me ! ‘ ... as if she owns the ghost. “  " That was really freaky ... I wanna watch it again. " “ You can find haunted dolls in the woods when you actually go to said woods. Take an internet break, and go see what you find. It’s really easy ! “  “ Me with any small child entity ever present in the same area as me: * Does not immediately book it and just sits calmly down waiting to see if they'll calm down because I have way too high of a parental instinct * ... My family: GIRL STOP, STOP IT YOU NEED SOME HELP THAT IS A DAMN DEAD CHILD - !!! “  “ ARE WE NOT GOING TO TALK ABOUT THE THING THAT CRAWLED TOWRDS THE MAN AS HE WAS RUNNING TOWARDS THE CHILD ????? “ “ Saw a ghost at my nan’s house once, told it to fuck off, and you know what ? HAven’t seen it since. “  “ I was given a doll that a woman was going to bury in her back yard, she never explained why. I've had her a year now. “ “ DUDE, my grandparents have that EXACT statue that the guy found in the woods. It's not originally painted, it’s just bare stone so whoever owned it hand painted it for whatever reason. “  “ The person in the bedroom looks like is using a mask and just breakdancing on the floor, lol ! “  “ Dude, the emergency sound in that video towards the end ? It hit all of my nope buttons ! “  “ Guess demons are trying to bring me to their dimension ... “ “ Hey boy, It’s us, ... your demons ! “  “ I would totally leave that little girl outside ... why she outside in the first place ?! “ 
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“Forgive me, for all the things I did but mostly for the ones I did not.” -Donna Tartt
Jackson and David>>>>> but omg the fanfiction Jackson reads😂
I feel he's not possessed bc they have mentioned it a lot and they want to make us believe it is that but at the end it will be a plot twist I JUST KNOW IT!!!
The man David feared he was turning into sooner rather than later.
“I’m nothing like you,” David whispered. “Do you hear me?”
YOU ARE NOTHING LIKE HIM BABE😭😭
Idk what's happening but I feel like it is not good and that faerie was up to something....
“Did you…Did you just break into the Silent City? David asked.
“I don’t know why you look surprised,” Max replied incredulously. “I broke into hell."
My boy set expectations way to high
He knows David so well!!! Yeah I'm crying what about it 😭
I thought for a sec miscommunication was going to hurt again..
Miscommunication: lll . Talking to each other: l?? I think???
It was a piece of information that sometimes overwhelmed David with pride and want and desire.
The fact that his boyfriend was so powerful. The fact that he was royalty. The fact that despite all of that, Max wanted and chose and loved David.
I honestly also forget sometimes that Max is so fucking powerful... What a king😎
Does it have something to do with Chopin????
David smiled against the boy’s cheek and pressed a sloppy kiss. “Louder." Omfg THAT scene holy fucking shit!! I am 100% here for feral and horny David tbh..
“First of all, it’s also called the Bone City,” Max huffed and then crossed his arms. “And I swear to you, this man jumped me. I’m innocent.” funny thing is that this is completely correct but no one believes him😂😂 your reputation precedes you babe...
“David. You have demon blood.” WHAT THE EVERLOVING FUCK??? I HAVE QUESTIOND MAAM
“Apparently they’ve progressed into boning in the Bone City,” Anjali said, grinning a little. “Gabriel’s words. Not mine.” No, no, they've got a point...
There was a sliver of vulnerability in her voice, something he rarely he ever heard from Anjali.
He held onto it and wrapped it around himself.
....
She didn’t have to the Anjali Rosales.
She had had to be his amor.
I'm all here for Anjali being a badass, but Anjali being soft with Rafael???? Now that shit hits on a whole new level🥺🥺🥺
The color symbolism!!!! Screaming 😭
Achilles being a great lider😍 ?? Head of the Mexico Institute?? God, how I would wish to see that!!
So, I ask you to think wisely. Fighting is not the only way to save someone. There is more you can do. I hope you do it." Camilla kicked ass with that presentation!! I bow to our Queen 👑
It was David who had told Max that his heart was pure despite what was in his blood.
It was David who had promised him that he was good.
Now it was Max’s turn.
That quote still lives in my mind rent free💙
Good theories, but I feel like they aren't correct... Just an idea...
What do you mean there is ichor inside his body?” Lexi asked and then looked at Max. “What kind of weird sex are you guys having?" Lexi is the absolute best😂😂😂
“Can you pull his hair back?” Max asked lamely. “If he is throwing up, then you need to hold his hair back.” I just- They are just so thoughtful of the little things
Fuck you, Mallory!! Istg I need to take a second to calm myself when I'm reading about her
He told her what happened. Is you stupid, Max??🙂
It was Mallory I just know it!! He wanted him to hate David!!! What the hell did she do????
Mina had no limits. Mina had no filter. In fact, the heathen would demand more details when Max told her stuff. Yeah, cause she is A MILLION time better!!!
“You’re very nice to me,” Mallory said gently. “You don’t know how rare that is for someone like me.” it's cause you are a psycho 🔪🙂
Bitch, he is being nice to you like a decent person!! He doesn't like you like that!! Move on!!! But also the gift was really cool and it just makes things worse😭
Does Marcus really fail to see how disastrous that would be??? Like, is he that naïve???
But what is the point of trying to save people who are already dying? Isn’t that too late? Why try to heal pain when you can prevent harm?” I'm about to make it too late for you🗡️😊
Yeah Magnus, go off and put him in his place!!!
God he is so smart and I am honestly concerned about the Lightwood-Banes....
This was his destiny. He need to chill a little in this destiny thing
Anjali speaking facts as usual!!! I'm so glad she carries the braincells of the whole Clave 🥰
“They are the enemy!” Marcus said in frustration.
“Who are you to decide that?” she demanded angrily.
THIS>>>>
Marcus ignored her authority and pointed a gun at her???? And just when I thought I could heel more hate in my heart.....
So, the ley lines were down in Berlin too. Five down. Four more to go. Mmm, what?😀 WHAT IS HE DOING????
I am fearing everyone's lives right now. Thank you so much Marcus' dad whose name I keep forgetting!!!
This chapter, as always, was a rollercoaster. I loved it!!!
💙.💙.💙.
Thank you.
I made a Devlin tiktok for you. It’s shit but I give it an A+ for effort 🥰
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