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hpdcultureis · 1 day

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AuDHD and questioning HPD culture is completely forgetting my friends exist and therefore not interacting with them, then being upset they didn’t interact with me after I remember them

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richierambles · 2 months

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My favorite fucking thing (/sarcasm) is "NPD, BPD, ASPD, and any other cluster B disorders" like. Dude just say HPD it's not a fucking slur 😭 I'd get it if there were like 1000 but there's four it's not that much effort 😭😭😭

#hpd #actually hpd #honestly histrionic #actually histrionic #histrionic pd #histrionic personality disorder #cluster b pds #hpd safe #honestlyhistrionic #cluster b #cluster b safe #cluster b personality disorder

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truthful-apologiesxoxo · 1 month

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Edgy 14 year olds trying not to self diagnose themselves with ASPD because they relate to the Joker

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doomsdayradio · 10 months

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honestly i wish people would just talk more about how like. exhausting HPD can be. (this may also apply in part to NPD as well, as after writing this it kinda sounds like a mix of our HPD and NPD symptoms.)

my brain is 100% of the time, 24/7, non-fucking-stop trying to figure out how to make things about me or trying to figure out how to twist a conversation to be about me. it is just about as exhausting as it sounds and even more exhausting to resist lest i sound like a self-absorbed jackass to people who don't know about or understand my PD(s).

i understand objectively my friends care about me, i understand objectively them not giving me 100% of their attention 100% of the time and not making every conversation about me exclusively doesn't mean they don't care about me or love me, but that's how my brain reacts to it. i feel rejected and worthless and and stupid for wanting their attention in the first place when i fail at attempting to twist a conversation towards me.

this kind of shit especially amps up when people are venting to me, like i have other problems with empathy and venting due to my other PDs and past trauma, but the constant "i don't care. we should be talking about me. i want to talk about me. i should purposefully trigger myself into a breakdown after this so you'll pay attention to me" in the back of my head makes me want to fucking scream.

speaking of that quote by the way, yes, i will literally purposefully put myself in states of active distress and disarray because i know my friends will pay attention to me when i do it. i don't fake breakdowns, the breakdowns are very real, but i very much did it on purpose.

yes i know that's toxic as fuck, i don't like it either! i am working on healthier ways to ask for attention when i need it but this is the fucking disorder at work! it's exhausting! it is so fucking exhausting to be like this all the time. it feels like no amount of attention is ever going to be good enough for me, like i'm going to spend every day until i fucking die just trying to make it feel like enough and trying to fill some fucking void and it'll just never be good enough.

i'll never run away from the harm my symptoms possibly cause other people, i know being hyperaware of how my brain works and it's affinity for attention can be anxiety inducing for some of my friends, but it's just so fucking exhausting. you get a break from me, i don't. i could be talking to literally no one, i could be watching a fucking video, and my brain would somehow still be trying to make that video about me. i just want a break from my brain. constantly trying to do this shit means it's constantly on high alert and that's just one reason of many that it is. i just want it to stop.

#words words words !!#❓#hpd #histrionic personality disorder #honestly histrionic #honestlyhistrionic #actually histrionic #actually hpd #actuallyhistronic #actuallyhpd #histronic pd #npd #narcissistic personality disorder #cluster b

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comorbidpersonalitydisorders · 2 months

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hpd + ppd culture is swinging between "i made 8 new tumblrs and 14 email addresses for supply :3" and "fuck. i'm gonna go disable my mobile data. no one can be trusted."

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hpdgirlfriend · 2 years

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need to know how everyone feels abt me 24/7 or i will explode & die

#txt #PLEASEE #actually borderline #honestlyhistrionic #actually bpd #bpd #actually histrionic #hpd #hpd things #bpd things #actually hpd #actually mentally ill

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hpdoll · 2 years

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i'm ghosting you so why aren't you spamming my chat with how much you love me and tagging me in every cute && funny post you see. you don't love me, do you?

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flashy-mf · 3 months

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Such a histrionic thing I’m doing. Posting all my cluster b memes separately so I can get more attention from each one individually.

#flashy ✨ thoughts #cluster b #actually cluster b #hpd #actually hpd #actually histrionic #honestly histrionic #honestly hpd #honestlyhistrionic #histrionic personality disorder

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honeyhpd · 11 months

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every time i file my nails i can still hear her telling me i’m doing it wrong. whenever i wipe makeup from under my eyes i can hear her telling me i don’t do it the ‘right way’. anytime i put a pad on i can still hear the commentary of how i don’t do it right.

it’s like they never even considered that i’m a full on adult who has already figured out how to do basic things. when i voiced that thought, i was told I should learn to take constructive criticism, and that i was being mean because I stifled her opinion.

#bpd #actuallyborderline #hpd #actuallyhistrionic #honestlyhistrionic #honestlyhpd #actually borderline #cluster b #mentruation #tw menstruation #tw menstrual products #relationships #vent #my post #I wish I could quit thinking about her #forever and always #im sick of playing it again and again #it’s over so why won’t I let go

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histrionicallysurviving · 1 year

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Hello!

Welcome to our blog. We're making this because a lot of HPD/NPD blogs are drowned out or inactive.

We'll be sharing our own personal experiences with HPD/NPD on this blog eventually, so stay tuned.

#actually histrionic #hpd #honestlyhistrionic #hotpeoplespeak

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hpdcultureis · 2 days

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hpd culture is getting genuinely mad when ur abusive ex goes through something horrible and traumatic and now they are getting massive amounts of attention from it and you're jealous

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#hpd culture is #actually histrionic #histrionic pd #histrionic personality disorder #honestly histrionic #hpd #actually hpd #cluster b #honestlyhistrionic #cluster b pds

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richierambles · 2 months

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Me: *has the most mentally ill thought in ever*

Me, right after: im totally neurotypical btw 🤙

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mugmaniscrazy · 2 years

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what is it like to have autism/histrionic autism? /gen (im neurotypical and im curious:))

Oww thank you so much for asking !

It's like being a emotional wreck all the time because personality disorders and Autism both have emotional dsyregulation which means I cannot regulate my emotions I have meltdowns and trantrums.

Being Autistic and being in anxious in social situations contradicts my hpd wanting to be the centre of attention in every social situation.

I feel like a actor between masking my Autism and my exaggerated emotional reactions with my hpd . I can't mask my hpd at all because it's a personality disorder it's a part of me I can mask my vocal stims .

I get into alot of fights because my hpd wants attention and loves drama I also have anger issues. My Autism wants nothing to do with drama and wants to avoid it at all cost .

My Autism makes me want to cover up my body while my hpd wants to dress provocatively in order to get male attention.

My Autism knows I'm not ready for a relationship and I need to chose my friends more carefully , my hpd runs head first into relationships and friendships .

My Autism trying its best to keep a friendship, my hpd destructive behaviour ruining it causing them to abandon me .

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doomsdayradio · 2 years

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anyways i think we should be able to acknowledge the misogynistic roots of hysteria and how that relates to the history of histrionic personality disorder without completely discounting, dismissing, and invalidating people who actually have hpd and actually fucking struggle with the symptoms lmao

at the end of the day i literally still struggle with an intense need for attention and pretty much most, if not all, of the criteria for hpd 💀 this is my very real lived experience and struggle, claiming thats not real isnt fucking fair or right

have some fucking nuance, folks

#words words words !!#🧋🔥❓#hpd #hpd tag #histrionic personality disorder #actually histrionic #honestly histrionic #honestlyhistrionic #cluster b #cluster b pds #npd #bpd #aspd

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comorbidpersonalitydisorders · 1 month

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NPD + possible HPD is a friend telling me some symptoms theyve been wondering what are the cause of and me not wanting to talk to them anymore because i want the attention and i want to be the one with the illnesses for The Attention™

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#npd culture is #actually npd #actually narcissistic #narcissistic personality disorder #honestly histrionic #hpd culture is #actually hpd #actually histrionic #honestlyhistrionic #histrionic pd #histrionic personality disorder

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hpdgirlfriend · 2 years

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hate when people are busy you should never be doing anything except eagerly waiting for me to talk to you

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