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iiflywithmeii · 1 month

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i just wanna cut everyone off and rot away in my bed

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boopicide · 2 months

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i don't wanna die, i just wanna never have existed in the first place.

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d3athanddecay1 · 11 days

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I should just stop existing

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aromantic-diaries · 1 year

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Honestly I'm glad that the aro community is moving from "we still love our friends and family we're not heartless!" to "we don't need to make up for our lack of romantic attraction with other forms of love" because yeah, our platonic and/or familial relationships are not romance-lite or a substitute for romantic love and a lot of aros reject the idea of love altogether. So yeah fuck trying to appeal to alloromantic people with the whole "we swear we're normal" thing. I don't need to make sense to anyone

Either you accept me as I am whether you understand me or not or you leave me the fuck alone

#aro #aromantic #arospec #not to mention my already existing struggle with connecting to people which was a problem before i even knew i was aro #and probably isn't related to it and has more to do with my history of rocky friendships full of dissapointment and letdowns #so my lack of romantic feelings are not to blame for my antisocial tendencies #of course there definetly are aros who are lonely souls like me and their aromanticism is connected to that but guess what #they don't owe you shit either and are not ''proof'' that aromanticism is miserable and lonely #those of us who are alone are not ''proof'' that we're incomplete without romance

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little-pondhead · 4 months

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I have a simple fascination and joy in the thought that, for the Ghost King AU, most of the time Danny is literally so normal compared to other ghosts.

Like, he’s a kid. He looks like a kid. Going by canon appearances, he is the most human looking ghost we see (aside from Ellie). Even Plasmius is more inhuman, which is where all the vampire jokes come from. Every single one of this enemies is off even in a human disguise. They’re not human, and people don’t expect them to be.

So aside from the implications of Danny looking like a child ghost, I wonder what other characters would think if they summon the Ghost King, expecting this huge monstrosity worse than anything they’ve ever seen, and getting a totally normal human-looking kid.

I’d be terrified. Because if horror movies have taught us anything, it’s that the most innocent and normal looking people are the worst monsters you’ve ever seen.

Like, what is he hiding??

#danny phantom #pondhead rambles #just a thought #if I tried summoning the ghost king I’d be ready to face an eldritch god not a teenager #and let’s just imagine he’s doesn’t have a creepy form at all #literally just looks the same as canon all the time #if a kid showed up in place of a monster? hell no #I’m outta there #something is wrong and I’m not dealing with it #Danny doesn’t set off the uncanny valley feeling at all but because people THINK that the feeling should be there #the lack of it is making people’s nerves worse #no ‘oh shit we fucked up why is there a kid he can’t possibly be the ghost king’#more like ‘oh shit we fucked up what kind of ghost king looks like a human teen we are way out of our depths’#these thoughts come from me playing video games and immediately being on guard when a lone child is in a place they should not be #like I’m ready to fight monsters and bad guys #children? fuck that they’re obviously going to kill me in the worst way possible

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louudthoughts · 6 days

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it feels like lately i've been doing everything wrong.

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noname-404s-blog · 8 months

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drdemonprince · 1 month

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I recently read "Unmasking Autism" and it felt like coming home. (I have been misdiagnosed my whole life.) I was so excited to find community and start meeting other people like me. But now I feel alienated--I feel like online Autism is basically a leftist political identity. It's fair to assume we all care about disability justice, but we don't all have the same beliefs about Israel and Palestine, for example, nor should we have to. Is there Autistic community that is not explicitly political?

You better reread Unmasking Autism because you missed a fuckin lot if you think embracing your disability is not an explicitly political project. Maybe focus on the sections about the American police shooting Black Autistic men, and Israeli military members slaughtering Palestinian Autistic people.

#oh you feel alienated because most Autistic people give a shit about stopping a genocide? boo fuckin hoo #i HOPE it's fuckin lonely in the center!!!! it is a soulless place!!!!#but you can get yourself out of it at any moment anon. read Psychiatric Hegemony and Mad World and Empire of Normality #then try some Dawn of Everything and Debt: the First 5000 Years

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coolnonsenseworld · 1 year

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Has anyone maybe counted which Klance floating lovingly mid air of mine is it? Sixth? Eight? But first one to become a standee though. I adore the idea of them gravitating toward each other, away from trouble, without any other context beyond love and bliss and I will be happy to draw 50 more versions of it.

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#klance #laith #lance mcclain #keith kogane #voltron legendary defender #klance fanart #posting at night so i can convince myself this is necessary to post while being too tired to question myself #freaking love their cute faces #just look at them reaching to each other... recpectfully but possesively #that shit is a gentle cradle to never feel lonely #a supportive embrace of a palm you get what am saying #have a good night or day #drink water

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iiflywithmeii · 1 month

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i just wanna fucking matter

wanna mean something to someone

i’m fucking nothing

i hate myself

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boopicide · 2 months

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everything fucking sucks<<<<<

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d3athanddecay1 · 20 days

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Current mood: Casually suicidal, with a hint of lemon

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daily-hanamura · 4 months

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#p4 #p4g #persona 4 #persona 4 golden #hanamura yosuke #yosuke hanamura #so in other words. you miss him. that's a lot of words to basically say that you do.#yknow yosuke if you do feel lonely you should just join their sleepover. :) im sure yu wouldnt mind :)#i mean that's practically an invitation #hi. as you can see im back with my shit posts.

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youngerfrankenstein · 3 months

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Now that I’ve seen four different Transformers cartoons I thought it might be fun to rank the mainstays.

It’s been an interesting (and frustrating) experience! I’ll probably watch CyberVerse at some point, and possibly 2015’s Robots in Disguise, so I might update at some future point.

As for the ranking of the shows themselves