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sacredpit · 7 months

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↳ @praeteritus-memories , continued from here . 🍒

to no extent had kakyoin expected that so significant a tenderness would bloom in his chest upon making giorno’s acquaintance , especially since he’d come to italy for work . over a decade has passed since the momentous events of his egyptian escapade , & in that time , he has learned more about his true self than ever had been previously apparent ━━━━ become more of himself than ever he had been before . but one aspect of his being that has yet to fully emerge from its chrysalis is his reluctance to open himself up to others ; many pensive hours has he sat beside his inner child in healing silence , hoping to unravel , thread by thread , the tightly - wound shroud in which he’d enswathed himself for protection , as if hierophant’s tendrils had coiled ’round his too - soft body like an unbreakable cocoon .

perhaps that had been a necessary response to the corroding heartache of a childhood spent entirely alone . yet , he has managed to make a home for himself on the other side , now , & the white - knuckled grip he’s maintained on the latch to free his heart from its cage doesn’t serve him so well anymore . how ironic a tragedy that letting go is this difficult , but as a man that has survived the unfathomable , kakyoin is not so inclined to think of it as a mountain he cannot summit . even the slackening of one knuckle at a time is still progress .

even so , there was something he saw in giorno early on that rendered his heart’s immaculate camouflage futile , exposing the softness tucked beneath layers & layers of armor without so much as an honest effort . perhaps he saw himself in giorno , & perhaps that extended to him the ability to perceive the lonely child hiding at the core of the strong & straight - shouldered force of nature that brought an entire syndicate to its knees . how could he behold that & allow himself to become another person that abandons him ??

the embrace is as warm as the venetian summer , or maybe warmer still , & the loving width of kakyoin’s smile encapsulates a disposition just the same as his arms anchor tightly around giorno’s smaller frame . as much as he’s dreaded having to bid giorno farewell ( distance can be so cruel ; how unfortunate that the heart can leave pieces of itself all over the world ) , moments like this are precious enough to quell the sinking feeling in his abdomen , leaving a comforting reminder that not even eight thousand kilometers can make strangers of them in its wake .

“ i don’t just mean for practical things , ” he says , straightening his back just enough to look at the boy in his arms , “ though that’s important , of course . but for anything , even if you just need someone to talk to . ” a lavender gaze is devastatingly soft as it meets the blueish emeralds reflecting off of it in a deepening gradient , & in the back of his mind , kakyoin curses the throb in his chest & the pressure building behind his eyes . his husband would surely say he is being dramatic , & maybe he is , but his ever - growing affinity for the golden - haired boy cannot be helped .

“ i know that you’re a busy young man , but if you just want to talk about your day , or tell me about any cute boys in your life , ” his smile grows a little with that remark , the teasing glint to his eye twinkling like a sky full of stars , “ i’d be happy to listen . ”

the raising of a slender wrist & hierophant’s tugging back of a linen sleeve reveals the face of kakyoin’s watch , prompting a slight pout . oh , fuck it . sure , he’s eager to return home to his family ( this is the longest he’s been away since jouta was born ) , but giorno has become family , too . “ say , giogio ━━━━ it seems i don’t have to be at the airport for another few hours , ” he says , ruby - hued lashes fanning out between scarred lids as his eyes become smiling crescents . “ i think that gives us just enough time for one more adventure . i still haven’t gotten to try amarena gelato , & that’s just unfair . ”

#praeteritusmemories #【 * 🍒 教皇 › ❛ 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲 𝗶𝘃 / vento aureo & stone ocean . 】#【 * 🍒 教皇 › ❛ 𝗱𝗼𝗰𝘂𝗺𝗲𝗻𝘁𝘀 / replies . 】#i hope u didn't think i would read ur answer and NOT cry my eyes out #holds them both in my hands like the tiny precious beans they are #i love them so much pls this is everything 2 me #also i set this like a year or 2 after VA i hope that is ok uwu #i always kind of imagined spw would send kak out there to do follow up work w giorno & the new passione #but u know he has a baby now so they had to wait bc kak said sorry my son comes first lol #i hope giorno will get to meet the kiddos at some point could u imagine ... uncle giorno ...#even tho their actual blood relationship is like so fucked up

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tinycoffeeroom · 14 days

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just friends | lando norris

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part 2 !

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📍 sass cafe, monaco

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y/nstagram dj lando came out of retirement for the night🤠

landonorris 😎 only for you xx ↳ y/nstagram i'm honoured mr norris 🫡 ↳ fan i love my besties who don't know they're my besties

bffstagram bro my tummy hurts ↳ y/nstagram i'm coming round with coffee and croissants you big baby ↳ bffstagram i love my gf ♥️ y/nstagram

fan i wanna party with y/nlando so BAD dude ↳ y/nstagram if you ever find yourself in monaco hmu xx

user ew flipping off the camera so ladylike ↳ y/nstagram idk your mum quite likes my fingers 🫶 ↳ fan ☠️☠️☠️ i love her

fan bffstagram is so hot, i need her ↳ bffstagram thank u babycakes 💗

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y/nstagram rainy days in monaco 🌧️

lilymhe i deserve financial compensation for the emotional turmoil tfios sent me through ↳ y/nstagram don't,,, sat and sobbed my eyes out at the last 100 pages

fan how to lose a guy in 10 days... tfios... who hurt you y/n? ↳ y/nstagram hahahah nothing like that! i promise i'm all good!

bffstagram i still have a headache from crying at that book, next time i choose what we're reading for book club ↳ y/nstagram BORINGGGGG who doesn't love doomed romance? ↳ fan you guys have a book club? thats so cute 😭 ↳ y/nstagram yep! it's me, bff, kika, lily and flavy!! ↳ alexandrasaintmleux and no one thought to invite me?? ↳ y/nstagram come join us babe!! ❤️

landonorris wow, didn't take you for a sappy romance reader ↳ y/nstagram there's a lot you don't know about me comment deleted ↳ y/nstagram tfios can make even the iciest bitch cry (it's me, i'm the icy bitch)

landonorris also answer ur damn texts ↳ y/nstagram sorry idk how to read suddenly ↳ fan The Lando Norris gets aired, there's hope for the rest of the bitchless community ↳ landonorris dude...

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f1gossip Eagle eyed Sass Cafe goers managed to capture Lando Norris getting cosy with an unknown blonde girl. Rumoured girlfriend Y/N L/N was nowhere to be seen. Trouble in paradise for the young duo?

fan delete this rn y'all are fucking up my y/nlando chances

fan rumoured girlfriend?? i thought they were just friends ↳ fan that's what they both say, but they're always very close whenever they've been seen out together ↳ fan i'm pretty sure there was like a super grainy photo of them kissing but you can't really tell if it's either of them ↳ fan hey how about we don't speculate on people's love lives???

fan y/n has been absent from social media for like a month too ... its so over for us y/nlando'ers

fan her instagram is girlstagram! from what i could see before she went private, she posted a selfie of her and lando and they looked very close ↳ fan damn the fbi needs to hire you or smth

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y/nstagram thuggin it out (i've listened to your best american girl 34 times today i think bffstagram is about to smother me with a pillow)

fan um who hurt my bestie ???

fan whoever hurt y/n must die at the hand of my sword

fan lando norris i am in your walls FIX THIS

bffstagram i would never smother you xx also come out of ur room it is boring as FUCK out here ↳ y/nstagram damn cant a girl go through it in peace? ↳ bffstagram absolutely not, i have wine and nibbles get out here NEOOWWW or i'm breaking into ur room ↳ y/nstagram the door is open babygirl

fan ik this is a parasocial friendship but are you ok y/n? ☹️ we love you ↳ y/nstagram oh sweetie ❤️ i'll be fine, sometimes you just gotta be a lil sad y'know? thank you for asking, ily ❤️ ↳ fan ily, take care of yourself 🥺 ♥️ y/nstagram

estebanocon chérie, i don't know what's wrong but i hope you're ok! lets grab coffee soon, flavy misses you! ☺️ ↳ y/nstagram thank u este 🫶🥺 text me when you're free! tell flavy i love her 💗 ↳ flavy.barla i love you too 💕 ♥️ y/nstagram

fan no lando like, i have one (1) fear ↳ fan do not even speak that into the universe

fan after f1gossips post, i have my speculations ↳ fan dude, if he fumbled y/n he really will be lando nowins

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y/npriv absolutely not thuggin it out lads

flavy.barla chouchou (sweetheart) 💔 that's it, me and este are taking you out for lunch tomorrow ↳ y/nstagram nooo don't let me ruin your date time!! ↳ flavy.barla nope it's already done! este's booked that little restaurant you like on pl. du casino ↳ y/nstagram le salon rose?? oh i could do a little weep, i love you guys 😭 ↳ flavy.barla we love you so so much y/n 💕

lilymhe i will hit him with my golf clubs ↳ y/nstagram i haven't even mentioned anyone? ↳ lilymhe we all know their name rhymes with bando borris ↳ y/nstagram wdym we all know? who else knows? ↳ flavy.barla ... me ↳ alexandrasaintmleux ^ ↳ francisca.c.gomes ^ ↳ lilynzeimer ^ ↳ heidiberger_ ^ ↳ carmenmmundt ^ ↳ kellypiquet ^ ↳ iamrebeccad ^ ↳ y/nstagram ok ok i get it damn

kellypiquet want me to ask max to rear end him with his race car? ↳ y/nstagram as if max would ever be behind lando ↳ kellypiquet 😳😳😳 ↳ y/nstagram i may l*ve him but i am also a realist ↳ y/nstagram ok no i do feel bad

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[caption 1: love of my life, apple of my eye, the thelma to my louise 💖 @/flavy.barla] [caption 2: damn stole my girl from right in front of me 😔 @/estebanocon @/flavy.barla]

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flavy.barla mon ange (my angel), you know you're the only one for me 💕 ↳ y/nstagram tell that to your giant of a boyfriend :(

estebanocon i'm not a giant 😠 ↳ y/nstagram stop reading flavy's messages weirdo ↳ y/nstagram but on a real note, thank you for dinner, i really needed it ↳ estebanocon of course, i'm not sure what lando's done but we hate seeing you so sad ↳ y/nstagram who said it had anything to do with lando? ↳ estebanocon whenever me and flavy have an argument she pulls out the mitski lyrics, i know the signs ↳ y/nstagram that's different, you and flavy are dating ↳ estebanocon and you and lando aren't???? ↳ y/nstagram what? no? we're just friends ↳ estebanocon oh mon amie naïve (my naive friend) friends don't look at each other the way the two of you do

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#lando norris x reader #lando norris imagine #lando norris fanfic #lando norris social media au #f1 imagine #f1 smau #f1 social media au

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cursedvibes · 11 months

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you!!! you get it!! yuki's entire existence feels like such a slap to the face for the spvs. shes the only one that escaped n has a ct but she still ended up fighting n dying for tengens sake, despite building up herself from the ground (i dont think the higher ups wouldve rly empathized with her situation, most definitely made it wayy more difficult to deal with, if geto n gojo had such a hard time she prolly got much worse 💀). i wonder what it wouldve been like to hear all the spv xP but alas we can only hope gege remembers this bit....yeah honestly i wish we got more drama out of their interactions n a bit of yukis own childhood instead of choso crying abt his brothers for the nth time 😭 pls tell me more abt the thoughts u have abt those two its always nice to read see ur thoughts (me who has read every single kenjin fic on your ao3 😁😁😁) the tengen situation rly showed who all read the manga n who all just saw the pictures n came up with their on hc for the situation 💀

Thank you for reading my fics <3 it means a lot to me

Well, we don't know if she's the only SPV with a CT, but I'm sure it's why she was able to escape. Riko doesn't seem to have one and that might be one of the reasons why Tengen saw her as an ideal candidate. We don't know about the other two that got merged, but it would make sense for Tengen to choose the ones that would have less means of defending themselves. The Heian one might've had one because that was probably still more of an experimental phase and she might have had less options, unlike now where there are multiple popping up in one generation and she picks the ones with characteristics she likes most and who probably also have a closer match.

So Tengen most likely knew Yuki's CT, but didn't tell the higher-ups, since Kenjaku got their help, but couldn't find it out. They basically promoted her to special grade based on mission results and I assume a good word from Tengen. That might've also helped her break through the glass ceiling of misogyny. As we see with Maki, it really doesn't matter how skilled you are, you can only advance as far as they let you and if you're a woman or they don't like you for some other reason, you're not getting anywhere. But she had her results to show off and what Tengen says goes, so they couldn't protest. It's impressive that she managed to keep her CT and status as former SPV a secret for so long, although the foreign missions definitely helped there.

I'd also like to have a bit more background on Yuki. Did she have the same religious upbringing as Riko? She was likely groomed into a sacrificial mindset too, so what made her be able to resist that? Did Tengen wait too long and teenage hormones ruined it for her? Just natural instincts? She is very rebellious in general after all. How did her first meeting with Tengen go down? So many questions that will likely never get answered. But that also means there is no limit for how we can imagine it all happening.

It's a real shame that Tengen and her intentions and past never really got questioned by anybody besides Kenjaku. Yuki has her complaints, but she ultimately doesn't do anything about them. Gojo suggested at one point to kill Tengen if she wants to force the merger with Riko, but apparently completely forgot about that once Toji came into the picture. He was so close to the root of the problem, but then didn't act on it. Riko would've died anyway, even if Toji wasn't around, just in a different way. And even if they managed to rescue Riko, it would've been some other kid that got sacrificed in her stead.

Mind you, I don't think Gojo could ultimately do anything against Tengen, certainly not at 16. He wouldn't even be able to touch her and she knows the capabilities of six eyes users better than everyone else. But I feel like an effort should have been made. The issue should be addressed. There could've been a lot of interesting stuff between Tengen and him too. After all, she also created him to make him protect her, so if he went against that, that would be a nice source of conflict. But I don't think he knows about his purpose and will likely never find out about it.

Either way, I would've liked more skepticism of Tengen in general. Kenjaku brings up right to Yuki's face that there is something very important about the Culling Game that Tengen has been keeping from them, but nobody fucking listens to them. It's so frustrating. Megumi also brings up that they should maybe not 100% trust Tengen, but nothing comes off it. The kids get so caught up in their plans and the opponents that keep popping up around them, that they forget who put them in this situation in the first place. That's how Tengen likes things to go I guess. Make people just forget about her and that's how she keeps getting away with it. And she relies a lot on the influence she established early on.

#asks #tengen

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jimimn · 1 year

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🥴😭😳🤯😩 My god how to form words... I just rewatched the teaser and compared to that, the haunting choir was stronger in the YouTube shorts version and 🤯🤯 I lost my mind. The choir and the horror like harmonization that you mentioned sounds AMAZING. There is a really high female(?) voice in the very back, holding that note for like almost the entirety of the yt shorts and it literally just fucking catapulted me into the sun. There is a haunting vibe mix of Fake Love from MDP and the choir reminded me of that. I'm really really loving this song so far and they literally just showed us almost the same thing twice 😭 but I'm already so obsessed with it. AND THE DANCERS? LIKE PTD ON STAGE BLACK SWAN??? JIMIN IN THE CENTER??? And the dancers mimicking the choir's screams??? There is so much to unpack here, I need to go on twitter and find people who have the braincells to unpack all this 😂

And now back to my previous ask: Omg don't even mention Jimin dancing in water or rain to me 😭 I would d.e. Oh and yeah you're right, he probably has more outfits in the mv I DIDN'T EVEN THINK OF THAT 😭😭😭

I know exactly what eyes you're talking about and I hate him when he does that. I generally consider myself a soft Jimin stan b̶u̶t̶ l̶a̶t̶e̶l̶y̶ h̶e̶ r̶e̶a̶l̶l̶y̶ m̶a̶k̶e̶s̶ m̶e̶ w̶a̶n̶t̶ t̶o̶ c̶l̶i̶m̶b̶ h̶i̶m̶

Oh, but then you also won yesterday as yoonminkook biased 😎 Yoongi with a puppy 🥺😭

ALSO DID YOU SEE WHAT PDOGG POSTED? Jimin is ending 2023 kpop??? AND WE ONLY GOT 2 TEASERS BUT I'D SAY HE ALREADY ENDED EVERYTHING?? I'm like kinda thankful the next thing we are getting (at least according to the schedule, I'm side eyeing bighit with the surprise drops because there is still a day tomorrow) is the actual mv because it'd be insane if I had to sit through another teaser and not have the actual song. And I'm SO excited to learn what SMF is about and his thought process and what kind of promotion he'll do and talk about his album and his experience and what he learned and maybe Joon will talk about the album too and i will just have so much Jimin content every day 🥺🥺 -🦋

under read more again lmaoo <3333

YESSSS the yt shorts version has stronger background vocalization. and yep yep it sounds like a high female opera like voice but its haunting dhjfhdj idk how to explain it. pls i feel like the song is really going to make me cry.. not just because of the lyrics that might be emotional but also because the intensity of the song might make me overwhelmed. it sounds soooooo energetic and aggressive rn im gonna be so overwhelmed when we finally get to hear the whole thing. AND YES. the dancers the formation the vibes i agree with everyone saying its giving fake love + black swan + on DGFHDJJFD. and the dancers have been posting stories of the teaser saying "the king is coming" and things like that i just think its gonna be fucking insane. omg yes if you find theories send them my way because i have 1 braincell which is all about jimin jimin jimin it is incapable for any other coherent thought <3 (and u did not hear me say this but the third paragraph in ur ask hahahahahahhahha same) OMG RIGHT i forgot they released the photoshoot sketch yesterday 😭😭😭😭 i only saw snippets of yoongi being an absolute goofball i am yet to watch the sketch but i will now after answering this <3 AND YES OFCOURSE I SAW IT. PDOGG. DO U UNDERSTAND WHAT IT MEANS WHEN A PRODUCER LIKE PDOGG SAYS SOMETHING LIKE THIS? JIMIN DID NOT COME TO PLAY. two teasers and he's already made everyone lose their goddamn minds imagine what'll happen when the actual song will release. and god i agree i literally cannot wait i don't need to be teased anymore give me the song already!!!!!!! im sure we'll get joon talking about the songs he participated in when he comes live next hehe i hope he does <3333 and yes please i need to hear jimin talk about it too. i hope he tells us about the inside stories and his thought process behind the album and the songs i would love nothing more than to hear him talk about his art 🥺🥺🥺💖

#🦋 anon #anonymous #replied

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kingtrollexparty · 1 year

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(i kinda forgot to Do a second part of my ship(not really mine)of Branch and is two fishies,so here it is,and sorry for mispell)

Tomorrow was going too be the biggest party,evryone wil ne at pop village too celebrate harmony as Poppy kinda call it,but even if hé would dj whit his lovers,for some reason hé feelt sick.

Hé though it was stress bit hé wasn't stressed,mayby the exitment,but i dont think u get really hot went exited.

Do even if is lovers would sorry,trollex would always Say im all right even if it clear it not.

The night before he woke up feeling a urge to vomit but didn't manage,so hé oped tonight Will be at least bether.

Hé Say on his bad,wondering if it will be bether,but didn't try to sorry to Much,since the stade hé was at right now.

Hé jumper went he Heard the door learring in a worried Branch and synth,even if they knew the answer already they at least needed too try.

(trollex,we now what ur gonna say,but pls,Tell us,if ur not feeling good we wont go)synth Said softly whit a worried voice

(im fine,it just the stress mayby)trollex repliés weakly

(we now you would Say that but u look like a zombie right now) true hé looked like that but,hé still ignores it. Synth let a heavy sigh

(look if ur not feeling well tomorrow we wont go,how does it sound Blue Bean/i décidés it Will be cute for a love nickname/)trollex made a yes sigh ,His eyes were almos shot clearly tired ,so they all went too bed.

}The next morning{

Trollex woke up whit an horrible stomach Ache,and hé New what his lovers would Say,so hé ignores it.they swam too the village,Do Branch and synth were suspicious,trollex looked Read literlly.

But hé Said hé was fine,so must be stress. They arrived at the village and were sudenly attack whit a really REALLY exited poppy.

(OMGUGUYSICANTBELIEVEUCAMEIMSOHAPPYTHISPARTYGOINGTOBEEPIC)they didn't understand her Much do to her being too exited.

The night had came,and trollex sickness was worse then ever,hé didn't now why,but decede to Hide it.

Hé was happy hé didn't had too dance,but went poppy called his name,hé then realize

Hé had too dj,TOO NIGHT.

Hé got into a panick as he went too the the stage,hé groaned silently as the pain got even bigger .

The music start to play ,hé tried to dance,but hé let obvious sigh that hé was not all right,went synth was about to ask if hé was ok,hé fainted.

Evryone gasp as the leaders went to check on him,synth was CRYING and Welling His name,clearly scared,Will Branch tried to calm him down.

(what happend too him)Poppy asked worried for her friend

(i..i dont now...)Branch Said Will sitting next to trollex.

(b..b Branch...c..can u .h..help him p..pls)synth Said between sobs.

(i..i dont now how)hé Said sadly,synth crues ard on his sholder.

Then a yellow techno trolls whit Pink eyes and haïr,teal Pink and orange pater on her arms and rail came over.

(umm excuse me ur machesti,m'y name dr. Sunset,King trollex doctor,i could help if hé being him to techno reef,but we need too be kick in case it sever)Sunset Said Will checking trollex heartbeat .

They swam as fast too the hospital.the doctorat took trollex in a room Will the rest were waithing in the waithing room.

Synth was clearly terrified,even if Branch tried to calm him,hé was continuing to cry ard.

4 hours (hope it not too Much)Sunset came in to tell them what wrong. She barelly came him went an overprotective Branch jump in front of her.

(His ok,His hé sick,His hé going to make it,is it contatious,His hé death!)hé asked kickly Will banicking,the doctor told him to calm down and follow her.

They arrived inside a room to see trollex laid down on a bed smilling while,eubbing His stomach?

Branch went estatic and again asked million question. Sunset told him too calm down and start explaining.

(i now ur nervous ur machesti but it wont get u anywerw so pls stop it)she said,getting a nos from him.

(His all right,right)a nervous synth said.

(oh is perfectly fine)she said smilling,while the others look at her confused.

Branch and synth went over too trollex.

(umm Blue Bean what does she Méan ur fine,u literlly fainted and trow Up each night)synth asked confused.

(well umm it complicated,but dr.sunset can explain)hé Said happy but nervous to tell them.

(dont worried,but if u wanted too i can explain,so is fine and no us not sick,There a reason behind it,and before you panick it a happy reason)she said gigling a bit from the longs shynest nature.

(hein)synth Said still not understanding and looked morw confused.

(what she meant by...)trollex started(King trollex his pregnant)Sunset finish

The Room went silence and Poppy was about too get over joyeux went Branch fainted,and then for over joyed.

(IMG OMG OMG UR HAVING A TROLLING OMGGGGGGGG I CANT BELIWVE IT)she said literlly almos braking the floor.

(no way Blue Bean im so exited,wait that mean(gasp)IM GONNA BE A DAD)synth yelled will trowing glow stick in the air,then Branch finally woke up.

(i..i cant believd i im going to be a father,that mean(gasp)I CAN SHOW OUR KID HOW TO FIGHT)the Room went silence,trollex ans synth looked at him whit a "are u serious"look.

(what)Branch looked confused(There no way im learring our baby Rouch a Weapons)trollex Said holding His stomach and looked at Branch whit dead eyes.

(what at least show it)Branch Said(im the one who Carying it so no)trollex Said and Branch sighned.

They were all happy about There comming New born,and Branch probrably going too put more trap now.

#king trollex #Trollex #Branch #Synth #Poppy #Queen poppy #Trolls 2 #trolls band together #trolls world tour #trolls branch #Leaders #fandom

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itsdelicate · 1 year

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hii so sorry this is late!! I literally just slept the whole day yesterdayyyy. but I'm more awake now sooooo

right?? I honestly can't even remember. I think like around folklore time? but I didn't really stick to it until after evermore-ish cause I was so busy and quarantine was a bad time lmao. ofc that's okay and THOSE ARE AMAZING CHOICES!!!! all masterpieces and ivy is one of my fav too omg. okay folklore it's always been really hard for me to pick my top songs from so here are just alike 3 ones I really really love but idk their place in my top aknsmsn: my tears ricochet, mad woman, hoax. and evermore: ttds, happiness, dorothea, coney Island, and ivy (sorry I just can't pick three they're all in number one for me lol)

OMG that's so cute and I love that it happened to u!! bash is so akdbsjns. yes yes he is!! and he's so funny and sweet too he could not be annoying. AKDNSJSHSSB OMG if you fell to the ground and screamed at seeing her irl I would NOT blame you. dying on seeing her is so valid

it's a classic!! and I heard ab the musical and really want to watch it!! that's a good choice tangled is amazing. is rapunzel ur fav disney princess then? mines mulan skdhj. I LOVE KINGSMAN SO MUCH!!! taron egerton is so good in it. and Colin firth in anything is an immediate yes for me. I loved her greatest showman!! yesss it's soundtrack is everything but honestly I'm so sick of this is me cause my school was like obsessed w it and that thing where u get bored w a song cause it plays over and over and over again happened lmao. rewrite the stars is still and always will be a bop tho. aww that's sweet and idk if I've watched it before so maybe I'll check it out!!

omg those are all so good. sweet nothing is such a rare top 5 but it's everything. ooh okay mine are prob: wcs, maroon, labyrinth, glitch, and bttws!!

thank u!! I did have a lot of fun asisnjs

random qotd: do u celebrate christmas? cause I actually don't so I thought why not ask

xxx ur secret santa

no omg that’s totally fine hehe i hope you got some good rest 😌 i’ve decided to answer this while getting my tat ahsjf so if there’s any typos pls ignore them 🤠

ooh that’s pretty recent!! i’ve been a swiftie since 2008! insane that it’s been that long?? over half my life ago 💀 were you into taylor at all before folklore/evermore? i know a lot of people who knew some of her more popular songs before that but became fans after! ivy is SO good i need that song imprinted on my brain permanently idc!! your choices are so valid mad woman makes me so elmofirememe.jpg and happiness makes me want to CRY (the irony lmao can never trust her istg)

literally omg and the entire cast is 😭 i have them all little letters with their gifts and kit looked at me right in the eye and was like thank you 🥺 i promise to read it so carefully when i get home WHEN I TELL U I WAS TRYING TO STAY ALIVE AND SIMONE oh my god quite literally gay panic™️ etc etc

the musical is so good! little miss woods comma elle <3 i hope u get to see it someday!! yess she is 🥰 omg mulan is such a great choice a girlboss 😌 YES omg taron is amazing in it and colin firth <333 (which reminds me i also LOVE mamma mia!) omg i totally understand ahsjf that happens with me too such a pain when you like the song as well but you get sick of hearing it over and over 😩 omg pls do if u get the time! i think it’s my fav christmas movie now :’)

omg yeah now that you say it i haven’t seen that many people rank it higher up even though everyone loves it it’s such a soft song 🥺 amazing choices glitch took some time to grow on me but i love it now but omg bttws makes me so sad but it’s such a lovely song ☹️

yay i’m glad!! and i don’t either actually hsjfk but i love the season and the Vibes around christmas time everything is so festive 🫶

answering this was such a good way to pass the time my tattoo’s almost done hehe thank you for the distraction 🥰 i hope you’re having a nice weekend!! any plans for the coming week? <3

#ask #anonymous #santaswiftie

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raggaraddy · 3 years

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Sugar Daddy turned sour

Request: Hi!!!! read all of ur works its all amazing cant believe ur new.. can i request for a yan sugar daddy taehyung x reader x yan sugar daddy jungkook. they found out that that y/n have 2 sugar daddies and they lost their sanity(as if they even have that)...Thank u and YOU GOOD,KEEP GOING💜💞💞💞💞😘😁

A/N: I don't know how to post a reply to a personal message yet because I am new and Tumblr deficient 😅 But I hope you like the scenario ^-^ thanks for the request 💜

Here for Part 2

Summary: Juggling two guys and getting everything you want from them has always been easy for you, and Taehyung and Jungkook are no exception. Or so you thought.

Trigger warnings: Mentions of non-con, assault, cheating, violence.

Yandere! Taehyung

Yandere! Jungkook

Sunday. Taehyungs day.

You open your webcam, checking your eyeliner quickly in the startup view as you wait for the Tae to pick up on the other side. He pops up quickly a beaming smile filling his face.

“Y/n! Baby, I’ve missed you.” He’s radiant. As happy and as bubbly he always is.

You go along listening to him excitedly run through his past few days, telling you everything in excruciating detail as he jumps from one half-finished thought to another. He may be an adult but he certainly has a young soul. The whole while you feign attention, your fingers continually fidgeting with the diamond necklace or the matching bracelet he had sent you a few weeks back.

“How was your weekend?” He finally gets around to asking.

“Not so good. I always have to work so much," You complain, batting your eyes at the camera.

“You could always quit and come live with me.” He jokes-but not really. It’s a topic he has raised 3 times already. And you have the same answer ready as always.

“Daddy, you know I’m a strong and independent woman. I could never let someone else pay for me.” You pout, running your tongue over your lower lip while pushing your chest up a little to draw attention. “It’s just my rent is so expensive. I feel like I work just to pay the bills.”

In truth, your rent is already being covered by someone else. But he doesn’t need to know that.

While you continue to run through the fabricated details of your weekend, Taehyung is distracted, looking down at his phone. You know what's happening. It’s like a game. And you’re winning. Your banking app sends a notification, letting you know that K. Taehyung has just sent you a payment.

You open it up. Yep. That's rent for the month. Or more, money for that new TV you wanted.

“Oh! Daddy, noo.” You whine down the camera. “You can’t. I am okay. Really. Please don’t spend your money on me.” You frown if only to stop the smile that is fighting to fill your face.

“I want to baby. I have the money, and I just want you to be happy. Don’t stress about bills okay. I’m here.”

Sometimes, it’s almost too easy.

“Okay Daddy, if you insist.”

Tuesday. Jungkooks day.

With Jungkook it’s a much more straightforward transaction. He has said he wants to pay for you and he hates the back and forth pretences. He just wants you to say thank you, smile pretty, and give him all your attention.

“Do you need anything more for the week?” He asks through the camera.

“No Daddy, you take such good care of me. Thank you.” You smile.

“You still have the weekend of the 14th off?” He raises his eyebrows suggestively. Off-screen you quickly scan through your calendar.

14th, 15th and 16th: Jk weekend.

Hmm, that came up quicker than you expected. You try to keep your booty calls with them as far apart as possible.

“Of course, I’m so excited! I haven’t seen you in weeks.” You say, it been less than 100% truthful.

“Months.” He corrects with a surreptitious undertone.

“Where are we staying this time?”

You always insist to stay in hotels. Because ‘your apartment feels too busy and mundane, and you want the time you spend with him to be magical and undistracted’. Honestly, you just don’t want him, either of them, in your personal space. You purposefully chose boys who live a few hours away. It’s hard enough to keep them separated in your everyday life with them being far away. It could only get messy for them to know where you live and how to reach you in person.

You’ve certainly gotten smart at this. Arranging the two men into different days of the week, scheduling them into your calendar to keep them apart and unaware of the other. Both had specifically said very early on that they do not want to share you with anyone else. And that you were all theirs. And while both of them seemed to trust you, you knew their reactions would be unpleasant, to say the least, if they found out about the other.

Sugar Daddies can be so possessive.

But while both these men are very handsome, money is better and more reliable than boys. And if they are stupid enough to spend it all on you, why should you care.

The week passes quickly and it’s the 14th. Once more you find yourself in the lobby of a 5-star hotel. Jungkook arrived in town early and sent you a message with the room number.

Time to actually work for your money.

You knock on the door only to find it slightly open. Entering there is a trail of rose petals lining the floor leading into the suite. All the lights are dimmed with a warmth of candlelight filling the room. This is so typically Jungkook. Pulling out all the stops to try to impress.

Dropping your bag at the entrance, you close the door behind you and explore inwards.

“Daddy?” You call out in a singsong voice. Your heels clack on the tiled floor as you round the corner into the living room. Jungkook is sitting on the lounge, one leg crossed over the other, arms rested up over the back. You smile at seeing him. You always seem to forget just how stunning he is in person.

“Which one of us are you referring to?” A deep voice startles you from behind. You jolt, spinning to see Taehyung standing behind you leaning against the wall.

Holy fuck.

Your mind starts to jumble through what is happening. Thinking about what it was that might have given you away. Evaluating how much they may know. And planning your next move.

Damn it. You doubt you’ll be able to smooth talk your way out of this with Jungkook. He’s too direct and absolute. So you’ll just have to accept that that relationship is over. However, you might be able to salvage this situation with Taehyung if you play your cards right. Being defensive should do the trick.

“What is this?” You snap, keeping focused on Taehyung. “This is such a violation of my privacy! You keep smothering me Taehyung! See this is why I tried to find someone else to hang out with.” You stomp your foot. He would always wrap around your finger so quickly with the little girl act.

“Ha!” He blurts out a short laugh in contradiction to how you expected him to react. “Wow. No, go on. I want to see where this is going.”

“Do you think we only just found out about each other?” Jungkook pipes up, coming from the couch.

You sigh. You had almost saved enough for a holiday to the Maldives too. But they seem to know too much. Fine. You can burn both relationships. They were starting to get too clingy anyway. “Whatever.” You roll your eyes. You got all you could from them. Time to move on to the next.

As you shrug them off, Taehyung steps into the path of the front door.

“Where do you think you’re going?” Both he and Jungkook start to close in tighter. There is a cold tone to his words. Something far too close to a threat for your comfort. Even in heels, both men naturally stand taller than you which usually wouldn’t bother you. But with an unsteadiness to your footing and a very short dress on, in a dark room with two men you have used and spurned, you are feeling even more vulnerable than you feel you should.

“Move.” You order.

A smirk on his lips, Taehyung lifts his hand up and backhands you, knocking you back a few stumbled steps. You gasp, your hand clinging to your cheek, eyes wide in shock. He starts forward, Jungkook intervening, standing between the two of you.

You can not believe he just hit you! He has never done anything like that before.

“No, don’t do that.” He stops Taehyung as he starts to swing again. Shaking all over, you’re relieved that one of them is seeing sense. You take the outstretched hand of Jungkook, lip trembling from the burn on your cheek. He draws you closer and you wrap into him for protection. In the same motion, his free hand swings down punching you in the stomach, doubling you over, dropping you to the floor. “If you hit her head, she might get spaced out. I want her to feel this.”

His words send a chill down your spine. This can not be happening.

“Are you crazy!” You gape, trying to speak while gulping down air. Your head is dizzy, your lungs burning. Kicking off your heels for better movement, you climb back up to your feet not wanting to engage either man. Eyes focused you look past Taehyung to the door, storming forward. “I’m leaving. We’ll forget all of this, okay.” You bargain through short, panicked breath.

Taehyungs large hand slams you into the wall, pressing his palm against your shoulder. He follows Jungkooks lead, pounding his fist into your gut. And then again. And again. His hold removes letting you free and you plummet to the ground, crying within broken huffs while cradling your battered torso.

“You’re right. That is better.” He laughs at Jungkook.

“Stop!” You beg, unable to raise your voice above a soft yelp.

“What's wrong baby? You wanted two men. Now you have them.” Taehyungs bright smile returns to his face. This time with an entirely different meaning than it had ever had until it shifts into a straight, harsh look that you have never seen from him. “Didn't you always say you wished there was some way you could repay me?”

“You said that to me too.” Jungkook joins his side, both hovering above you, trapping you between them, the wall, and the floor.

Leaning down Jungkooks hand follows you as you squirm away from him. His fingers wrapped around your throat and lift you up, keeping you against the wall. He takes advantage of you being stuck, leaning into you pressing his lips to yours as you resist as much as you can.

“Baby, you’re going to pay us back for every dollar we spent on you.” He snarls.

Taehyung turns your face to him, also forcing a kiss on you. “Don’t worry, Y/n, you’ll see that we know how to share.”

Part 2

#yandere bts #yandere jungkook #yandere taehyung #sugadaddy #cheating #bts smut #bts fanfic #bts #yandere #yandere bangtan #taekook #bts reactions #bangtan reactions #jungkook #taehyung

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petersasteria · 3 years

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Hi! Can you do holland!reader where they react on the reader singing. Thank u!

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It was ridiculous that no one in your family knew that you could sing. You sang in front of your family a lot of times, but you made sure you sounded shitty on purpose. You were just shy like that, but that changed as you grew older.

You didn't want to be emotional, but you claimed yourself to be the forgotten child of Nikki and Dom. You were the only daughter and they were always so busy and they would always remember you last minute. Because of that, you began writing songs about it. Soon, you discovered that you had a talent for songwriting and you started writing songs almost everyday with your guitar.

Being Tom's younger sister, you gained a lot of followers on social media and his fans knew you and they would often comment on your pictures or reply to your tweets. This meant that every time you go on Instagram live, thousands of people are watching.

That's no different today.

You were just chilling in your room and decided to go on Instagram live. You were wearing a black turtle neck and a gold necklace with your initial as the pendant. You were wearing skinny jeans and had light makeup on while your hair was neatly tied in a ponytail.

"Hey everyone!" You waved at the camera with a big smile on your face. "I'm all dressed up because why not and I might go out after this."

You read the comments and answered a few questions before bringing out your guitar to strum a few chords. "Please sing for us, Y/N!!! We want to hear you!" You read before laughing.

"Alright." You said with a shrug as you thought of a song to sing. "How about I sing a Taylor Swift song? You guys like that?" You looked down at your guitar as you strummed the chords to 'Dear John'.

"Long were the nights when my days once revolved around you." You sang softly. "Counting my footsteps, praying the floor won't fall through again. My mother accused me of losing my mind, but I swore I was fine."

You were passionately singing in your room and you didn't care who was going to hear it because that song spoke to you. Having experienced the same as Taylor (as said on the song) not too long ago, you couldn't help the tears as they streamed down your face when you sang the next verse.

"Well maybe it's me and my blind optimism to blame. Well maybe it's you and your sick need to give love then take it away. And you'll add my name to your long list of traitors who don't understand and I look back and regret how I ignored when they said run as fast as you caaaan." You sang painfully. Comments were piling in from a lot of fans and they were worried.

tomsbootyfulbutt omg y/n 🥺

tomsforgottentattoo not me crying as well 😭✋🏼

ynstolemyheart im taking this personally 😔

harryyeet sis i-

tomthetankengine MISS MA'AM WHO HURT YOU 😤

harrisonsoceaneyes @/tomholland2013 yo come pick up ur sister

You weren't aware of what they were saying in the comments because you just kept singing.

"Don't you think 19's too young to be played by your dark twisted games when I loved you so? I should've known." You sniffed as you strummed. You sang the bridge with passion and you stopped playing for a specific part and you used that to wipe your tears away.

"And I took your matches before fire could catch me so don't look now." Your fingers rested on the next chord as you strummed again. "I'm shining like fireworks over your sad empty town."

You closed your eyes and tears streamed down your face again as you sang.

"I see it all now that you're gone. Don't you think I was too young to be messed with the girl in a dress wrote you a song. You should've known. You should've known. Don't you think I was too young? You should've known." You ended the song and wiped your tears, chuckling lightly.

"Wow, that was something." You smiled a bit as you read the comments. "I'm alright, you guys. Anyway, I have to redo my makeup, but I hope you liked my singing. I have to go now, so I'll catch you guys later!" You waved goodbye and ended the live.

You went on with your day, not even thinking about your mini performance on Instagram live. Your brothers were late, but they did watch bits of your Instagram live because fans have posted them.

"Um, since when did Y/N sing?" Harry asked as he watched.

"I don't know, but she sounds really good." Tom smiled as he watched the video over Harry's shoulder, but he quickly frowned when he saw you crying.

"Why is she crying?" Tom frowned.

"Her ex, duh." Harry said. "He's an asshole."

"What ex? She dated someone?!" Tom asked in shock. "When?"

"They dated for, like, two years. He was some older guy and mum and dad didn't approve of him and they had this argument." Harry said.

"Oh, really?"

"Yeah, ask Sam. He was there the whole time." Harry said before liking the video.

"Y/N, you never told us that you could sing!" Tom exclaimed excitedly as he saw your face on FaceTime. "You sound amazing!"

"Thanks." You chuckled. "I never told anyone I could sing, but I figured it was time to get out of my comfort zone."

"Do you write songs too?" Harry asked and you only nodded.

"Wow! That's great!" Tom grinned. "How did they react to you singing?"

"Mum and dad thought it wasn't me." You laughed. "Sam said he liked it and he cried because he felt the emotion. Paddy was pissed because he was sleeping and I was loudly singing with my guitar. He didn't appreciate it."

Harry shook his head with a chuckle, "Classic, Paddy."

"True." You laughed as you brushed your hair.

"You ever thought about doing that professionally?" Tom asked. "Because I can help you if you want."

"I'm not really sure, but it would be nice to release the songs I've written." You said and Tom smiled.

"That's nice. If you have a decision already, just tell me and I'll give you a few contact numbers of some people." Tom said.

"Thank you, T." You laughed. "I'll think about it."

𝐇𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐍𝐃!𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓: @blueleatherbag @thatforgottenangel @turtoix @runawayolives @chewymoustachio @just-here-to-escape-from-reality @alexx-stancati @rumplebutterbaby @dummiesshort @thevelvetseries @moonlight-onyx @angelsgrxzer @dreamy-clousds @bora-world @caitsymichelle13 @wannabemobwife @hollandbroz-n-haz @mistakenpersonn @imcalledflorence

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#holland!reader #tom holland x holland!reader #harry holland x holland!reader #tom holland #harry holland #k's works #petersasteria #k answers her asks #anon

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juminsmysticmc · 4 years

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Can I request the RFA suddenly meet old friends who were very close to them (maybe in their childhood, highschool,..), our boys said she's a good person but they're trying to separate the relationship between MC and the RFA (the RFA didn't notice this).MC told them about this and the RFA did not believe her, then they got into a fight, mc got hurt accidentally, plz.I love the angst, but can u make a happy ending?If it’s too much u don’t have to do it. I love ur blog btw, hope u have a great day!

Trigger Warning

RFA meeting an old friend of MC who acts nice but want to actually separate their relationship but only trusting Mc after she got hurt in an accident

Ohh hey! This is a really good request! It also would have been an amazing FanFic! Well, I hope you enjoy this Headcanon! Please feel free to tell me your opinion! And by the way, I also love angst with a happy end! Thank you for your kind words!

PS. the headline says trigger warnings because I am unsure if this could trigger you guys so please read with caution.

You watched the group chat as the RFA was discussing whether to accept your friend as an RFA member. Everyone loved her; the woman who once was your best friend. The person who knew you the best. But she was also the person who hurt you the most. The lies she said, the actions with bad intentions… Everything came to you as more and more flashbacks. Ever since that happened back in University, you tried your best to cut contact. However, your love for her was bigger, and instead of cutting off the toxic friendship, she managed to make you become the loneliest person on the campus, destroying your faith and innocent heart for other people. You swore to yourself that you would never ever trust other people. Not until you met the RFA and your partner. They made you feel strong, positive about relationships, and managed to show you support whenever you needed it. But right now, that bad time was coming back. As if nothing changed, history repeated and people began to love her more than you. At least it seemed like that in your head. You decided to approach the person you thought would always support you. At least, you thought so.

Jumin

,,Jumin,�� you spoke up.

Your husband looked up from his phone as a smile decorated his face.

,,You never told me that you had such good friends,“ he spoke up first.

,,Well, actually, she isn’t a good friend to me. You know, maybe you guys shouldn’t hang out with her so much… she did some kind of hurtful things to me and-” you stopped as you saw Jumin’s face.

Why was he looking at you with that face?

As if you did something wrong, as if you were the bad person, just why?

,,You were the one who taught me to trust people!“ Jumin defended the woman who hurt you so deeply.

You tried to explain to him what happened.

,,She lied to me and to my friend! Because of her, I thought that my friend deceived me and vice versa!“ you told him.

How could he not trust you?

,,Maybe that was because you didn’t try to clear the misunderstanding,“ he told you, making you feel as if someone stabbed you in your back.

You rushed outside. You didn’t care about Jumin behind you, calling your name, and asking you to stop.

A fearful cry from him caused you to make a fatal mistake, looking back at him and not noticing the racing car which was approaching you.

The hit hurt so much. Your body crushed against the car and back on the hard floor, making you lose consciousness…

,,Mc! You‘re awake?!“ someone called your name.

You couldn’t really see the one who stood in front of you, but you knew perfectly well that this voice belonged to Jumin.

Even though you were still unable to move your limbs, you could feel Jumin kissing your hand.

,,I am sorry, that I… we didn’t trust you…“ he spoke up, making you notice that the RFA was there too.

,,Your friend won’t enter the RFA. Instead, we tried our best to make her go away forever,“‘ Seven laughed and began to explain how he found messages on her phone to get rid of you.

Zen

But you were kind of wrong.

Zen wasn‘t on your side at all. Instead, he was on her‘s.

Once again, he was on the phone with her, laughing at something she told him.

At that point, you cursed the day you met her with Zen at the entertainment company.

With a fake smile, she hugged you and whined that you didn’t contact her anymore.

However, you knew that she hurt you a lot.

And Zen apparently came to like her a lot.

So much so that she was already visiting the whole RFA as if you were the newcomer.

,,You don’t understand how much she destroyed!“ you whined.

,,TRUE! I DON‘T! You're just jealous, Mc!“ he told you.

Lies, you thought.

Lies.

Like always. Lies.

You took your back and rushed out, not looking back at Zen or evening caring about telling him something.

And then, without anyone noticing, you got into an accident.

While the paramedics were trying to save you, Zen was busy tidying up the room since your friend would come over.

Of course, the guilty was eating him from the inside, but right now he couldn’t change it.

And before Zen could keep on tidying up, the long-haired found something he shouldn’t read.

You diary.

The diary which page for page was about her, the one who caused your first panic attack, who made you think for two years that she was seriously sick, the one who played you against your friends.

And at that point he knew he screwed up.

Afterward, everything went over quickly.

Zen got called by the police, who told him that as you walked, you got hit by a stone that fell from a balcony and you were currently hospitalized.

At the same time, the girl who he thought was your friend passed by.

Zen couldn’t do differently and bashed her, telling her to literally fuck off before he would hit a girl for the first time.

,,I'm sorry,“ he sobbed late at night, your eyes still closed.

,,If you won’t wake up, I will fall asleep with you… so you’re free to choose yourself, whatever it will be. This time I will stay loyal to you,“

,,Dummy… of course I would choose life,“ you mumbled.

Yoosung

,,You’re my husband… why can’t you be loyal to me…?“ you begged him.

He just watched you as you shed tears in front of him, unable to give you an answer.

,,I just want you to trust me. Why do other people always come first? Am I not enough?

If the world was ending, wouldn’t I be enough? Do you need other people so bad?“ you sobbed.

,,Mc, I don’t understand your problem. We met your friend after such a long time and now you want us all to break contact? She’s so nice!“ Yoosung tried to explain, trying to touch you.

However, you flinched and stepped away.

,,Don’t touch me. If you don’t trust me, don’t touch me. I won’t forgive you for not trusting me… You’re unfair… Everyone is unfair… Why can’t you guys care about me? Why can’t you care about me the same way I care about you? Why is it always me who has to endure pain alone? Why?!“ you asked him and before he could stop you, you already ran off with the car key.

,,Mc is already missing for about three hours and isn’t answering her phone!“ Yoosung whined into the phone.

,,Don’t worry. And besides, it’s okay if she doesn’t come back.

Mc’s always been like this, as soon as something gets difficult she would go hiding. Don’t worry about her,“ your old friend said.

Yoosung gasped at the words your friend told him.

This wasn’t the way a friend should behave.

Without saying anything, Yoosung cut the call and instead called Seven, who immediately searched you.

,,Oh, oh… Oh my god,“ he gasped.

,,What?? Why? Seven??“ Yoosung cried.

,,Calm down, little man! I am going to pick you up, okay? Don’t freak out…“ Seven said and already cut the call to pick him up.

When the two of them arrived at the hospital, the other RFA members were already waiting in the parking lot.

Finally Seven spilled the tea, saying that he saw in the CCTV and that you were in an accident.

,,Two days already passed, Mc...the bad girl wasn’t accepted into the RFA so when you wake up, don’t worry. No one will replace you… and whatever she did back then, she won’t succeed another time… because we will stay by your side,“ Yoosung whispered before he fell asleep next to you.

,,Thank you…“

Jaehee

Tears kept flowing.

The thick drops were even louder than your breathing as you replayed what just happened.

You approached Jaehee to beg her to stay away from your toxic friend.

And then the argument.

You and her, who normally would work together, fought this time.

You even forgot what triggered you.

You just remembered how you got outside; alone in the dark.

The street lamp was the only thing illuminating the next five steps in front of you.

Suddenly, you shrieked as a dark figure approached you.

Fear was written all over your face and you were sure that the person in front of you could see that.

,,Who… are you?“ you whispered, trying your best to sound brave, but failing.

Instead, a sob left your mouth, making the stranger smirk.

The street echoed as you screamed as loudly as you could while the stranger stabbed you.

All he wanted was money.

You would have given it to him if he had just asked.

,,MC!“ you heard Jaehee and saw then her face.

And then darkness surrounded you.

,,She was always so stupid. That‘s why no one liked her back then in school.

It’s just better if you turn off the machines,“ you heard the one you once called your friend say.

You tried your best to open your eyes or say something, anything so that they wouldn’t kill you.

Anything, but nothing worked.

,,Please go. I don’t think that the RFA needs another member,“ you heard Jaehee say.

,,Don’t worry,“ she whispered and stroked your head.

,,I just realized everything and I will protect you,“ she kissed you, making you fall asleep in comfort.

Saeyoung

,,I thought since you’re a hacker you could see all her wrongdoings! But apparently, you’re blind!“ you hissed at him as you tried to beg him not to let her into the RFA.

However, you were already too late and realized that this ,,friend“ of yours already had all the data about the RFA.

Jumin said that maybe if you would give half the load of work to her so you wouldn’t work that much.

It would make it lighter for you.

In other words, you weren’t doing good enough.

They didn’t trust you with the work you were doing.

It hurt you.

It was a deep stab.

But you could keep going if your fiancé supported you.

Instead, he even did what the other person wanted.

No one trusted you.

You couldn’t trust anyone anymore either.

,,Someone leaked information about the RFA!“ the chat was in a fuss.

You knew who it was since you stopped working ever since she came into the RFA.

,,Mc was it! I can log in and see her email! Here‘s a screenshot.

Mc, how could you?

Why did you make the same mistake as back then in school?“ she typed in the chat.

You had to read the line four times until you realized that she was blaming you.

,,I’m disappointed,“ Saeyoung wrote.

That’s when you went you logged out and closed the app.

So she finally attacked you again, huh?

You were already waiting for it.

,,Mc!“ Saeran asked you and barged into the room.

,,You don’t trust me either, huh?“ you asked him, getting up and packing your stuff.

,,No, wait!“ your fiancé‘s brother tried to call you, to grab you.

However, it ended with you slapping his hand away, losing balance, and crashing down the stairs.

,,Did you push her?“ Saeyoung asked his brother.

,,ME?! WHY? I like her! And perhaps I do more than you! It’s your fault! If you would have trusted her, she wouldn’t have felt like that! If you would have supported her better… her friend faked the email. She was the one who leaked out the information,“ Saeran hissed, got up and left the hospital room, leaving an unconscious you behind him.

The next week, Saeyoung worked on finding out whether his brother was right or not and quickly kicked out the woman everyone thought was your friend.

,,From now on, I will trust you and listen to you. So open your eyes that you can scold me, okay?“ Saeyoung whispered and smiled as he saw your finger twitching.

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duncvns · 5 years

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Attention (Duncan Shepherd x Fem!Reader)

Icylangdon- ok but this gif looks like u were trying to distract duncan all thruout an important phone call… and he finally got off the phone and is about to whoop ur ass into next saturday 😋🤧

Summary- The prompt literally says it all, but. You’re Claire and Francis’ daughter, visiting your boyfriend Duncan Shepherd, in his DC penthouse. But, an important call comes through that he has to answer. You get impatient waiting for him and try numerous ways to distract him until he gets fed up with it and you Also, this is kind of a spin-off to Such a Pleasure, Ms. Underwood, where you can read here (again, I really shit on Claire in this, but just know I fucking love her and she a feminist queen) idk if that summary makes sense, I’m tired but I really wanted to post this tonight.

Warnings- Smut, oral sex (Duncan receiving), face fucking, orgasm denial, slight exhibitionism kink (this is the dirtiest one-shot I’ve written to date)

Word Count- 1592

Tag of the work- @icylangdon for the prompt

(Not sure who the gif belongs to, if you know, please inform me so I can give credit!)

DC stands in front of you, bright but dreadful as the evening light falls onto the city. Duncan's slow voice resonates through the room as he talks business on a two-way conference call with Annette and Seth. You cross your ankles together as you lean on the window, a glass of merlot coddled in your hands.

You slowly made your way across the room, making sure your shoes elicited a steady click throughout. Duncan didn't even notice you moved. His eyes were focused on the laptop in front of him, viewing the amount of traffic the app is receiving while nodding half-heartedly to whatever his mother was speaking of.

You and Duncan have been together unofficially for over a year now. After that night in the stairwell, you two continued talking. In private, of course. But, with your responsibility to carry a positive public image as the daughter of the president, and Duncan's responsibility to the app his family was creating, it wasn't a stretch to say they barely have time for themselves.

You weren't even supposed to be in his apartment right now, the threat that somebody could walk in at this time of day and see you two together was too high. Nobody said being the daughter of both the President and Vice President was easy.

The visit was only supposed to be less than an hour long, just enough time to sneak in a quickie before you had to head to a dinner the Vice President was hosting, but, of course, Duncan received an urgent business call and just had to take it. This happened last time you met up with him, his uncle called him over to his home, claiming the FBI was tracking their app.

Long story short, you haven't gotten fucked in over a month.

"Duncan, I have to go soon," You looked over your shoulder just in time to see his hand raise in dismissal. You scowled, turning back to the window. Tiny huffs blew from your nose, fogging up the cool window in front of you.

"No mom, keep going. Just one of my maids," He spoke into the phone.

"Fuck you, Duncan." You spat towards him. He lowered his phone and placed his hand over the speaker before answering you.

"Y/N, you see I'm in a very important meeting. Either make yourself scarce or shut up. Don't make me punish you." He whispered before bringing his phone back to his ear. He apologized to his mother again and continued their conversation.

An idea cooked up deliciously in your head as you made your way to the couch opposite of Duncan. You slowly unzipped your tight skirt before sliding it down your legs, letting the soft material fall lightly to your ankles. Duncan shook his head disapprovingly as your situated yourself on the couch, making sure your thighs were parted perfectly, giving Duncan the perfect view of the expensive black panties he bought for you a couple months ago.

"Yes mom, I'm here. Just a little distracted,"

You ran your fingers over the soft lace, tiny moans spilling over. Your arousal darkened your panties, coating your fingers as you continued to rub yourself off. "Oh, Duncan!" You moaned loudly, hoping his callers would hear.

"I- no- mom, it's nobody. Listen, is it possible we can continue this conversation tomorrow?"

"Great. I'm so sorry, I'm just a little busy."

"Talk soon. Bye,"

You captured your bottom lip between your teeth as Duncan brought the phone down from his ear. His eyes flicked down as he hung up the phone before they focused on you, his gaze dark. You moaned loudly once more, just for good measure.

"You're begging to be punished, Y/N." His voice sent shivers down your spine and your busy fingers stilled. He lowered his feet from the table slowly before stalking over to you, his long fingers busy unbuckling his belt.

"This wouldn't have happened if you would pay attention to me sometimes," You sat up, closing your legs. Duncan shook his head and unbuttoned his pants. He motioned you to kneel in front of him with a flick of his fingers and you listened. It wasn't in your best interest to disobey.

"I told you I was in a very important meeting, didn't I?"

"Sorry, Duncan." You breathed, eager for what he was going to do next. He hummed as he yanked his tight boxers down his legs. His semi-hard dick sat proudly in front of you, making your mouth salivate with want.

"Open up, baby," he commanded, his eyes blown with lust. You parted your mouth, allowing Duncan to slide his cock comfortably inside of your warm heat. He gathered the lot of your hair before thrusting you almost completely down onto his length.

You gagged, tears blurring your vision. He continued pressing in and out of your mouth, reaching the back of your throat with every thrust. Breathy grunts and groans escaped Duncan's mouth as he choked you on his length. Salty tears poured from your eyes everytime he held you against his clean patch of pubic hair, blocking your nose from taking in much-needed air. He tugged you off of his erection by your hair before tossing you carelessly over the couch arm.

"Such a needy bitch, already so wet for me." He growled before slipping two fingers inside of you, thrusting in and out roughly. You keened high in your throat, the intrusion on the brink of painful. He yanked you up by your hair, making sure his fingers didn't slip out of you, before connecting his lips to your neck, leaving bite marks and hickeys on your skin.

His fingers continued to curl in and out of you, rutting up against that soft spot inside of you only Duncan could reach. High-pitched moans tore through the room, the low hum of your phone not being noticed. "Y/N, your phone," Duncan spoke into your ear, his deep voice sending a long chill down your side. You reach blindly to the vibrating device before answering and bringing it to your ear.

"H-hello?" You moaned breathlessly to the caller. Duncan tugged down his already unclasped pants, his fingers still deep inside of you.

"Where are you, Y/N?!" You recognized your mother's eerily calm voice on the other end. “Don't tell me you forgot about the dinner,"

You sighed breathlessly as Duncan slipped his fingers out of you, only to be replaced by his cock. You covered your mouth as a harsh, drawn-out moan escaped from your mouth. Claire continued speaking incoherently over the phone as Duncan used your body as if you were a doll.

"Hey, mother? Can I call you back?" You bit your bottom lip roughly, stifling the heady moans threatening to escape your lips. Claire bitched quietly on the other line, spewing out phrases such as 'irresponsible' and 'poor excuse for an Underwood'.

Duncan continued to thrust into you as if was the last time he was ever going to be inside you. His hands wandered over your body, slipping under your sheer blouse and cupping your breasts tightly.

Claire was still on the phone, still spewing out her toxic waste as Duncan fucked you quickly from behind. He would never tell you, but Duncan loved to tango with fire. Somebody as powerful as Claire Underwood on the phone with you and he fucked you, made him feel high. It was obvious what they were doing to the open-minded person with the constant breathy moans and whispers, the muffled out sound of skin slapping skin and the low grunts Duncan didn't even try to stifle, but you knew Claire wouldn't dare to think you'd do such a thing as fuck with her on the phone.

"Yeah, I'll be there in a little. Don't start without me, please," Your voice was absolutely wrecked, and you decided it wouldn't be ideal t show up to an A-list event, obviously fucked out.

"Don't think your father is not going to hear about this, Y/N." She seethed before slamming the phone down. You breathed out in relief as Duncan continued fucking into you at a punishing pace. Your hands felt around for any type of purchase as your stomach tightened and burned.

"Don't even think about cumming," Duncan ordered just before he emptied his seed deep inside of you. You let a cry of frustration as your painfully close ending drew farther and farther away. Duncan pulled his quickly softening dick out of you before falling onto the couch limply.

Bitterly, you gathered your panties from around your ankles and slid them up your legs before doing the same with your skirt. "Learned your lesson, baby?" His sweat sheen chest rose and fell heavily, his usually immaculate hair stuck in a disheveled mess. You shrugged, tucking back in your blouse.

"There was no lesson to be learned." You slipped your shoes back on before adjusting yourself in the mirror, not really wanting to show up to the dinner looking freshly fucked. "You have a girlfriend for a reason, to pay attention to her,"

"I shouldn't have to coddle you 24/7, Y/N. You're over eighteen, not a child." He stood and tugged his black jeans back onto his legs, re-fastening the belt. You tucked some of your hair behind your ear before making your way to his front door and opening it slightly.

"You know what, Duncan? If you weren't so incredibly beautiful, smart, talented, and sweet, you'd be a real asshole." You bit before slamming the door shut behind you.

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baekhvuns · 2 years

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HONGJOONG'S HAIR HONGJOONG'S HAIR YES BESTIE THANXX FOR SHOWING IT TO US ILY! No because my friend was like "what if Seonghwa split hair?" and I was like "nah, Hongjoong maybe" and?!?! I was mad when his longer red/peachy hair was gone, but HE IS FORGIVEN! Joong is once again reminding me that he is indeed a part of my bias line... Seonghwa who? Jk ofc, but Hwa better steps up his hair game.

Omg, not seeing SuperM that must hurt, I don't even like their music but Taemin is my ult and I love/like all the other members (well maybe except one 🤡) So I would be mad as well. Meh, people who shit on kpop for no reason are so annoying, lighten up and have some fun wtf. Hopefully you find some company if another concert happens.

Tbh I was never that crazy about undercuts but Hwa makes it work, it just has to be less trimmed and his hair needs to be a bit longer as well. Long haired Seonghwa and pink Seonghwa are my faves, my saviours and my downfalls, lmao. I thought he gave me everything with his sudden and brief red phase, but I didn't know what was coming next! I love fluffy Hwa as well, he looks so cute when his hair is slightly wavy.

My hair is naturally dry, so </3 honestly I don't know, I don't take care of my hair much, ngl but I know some "hair people" who help me, hahahaha. But mostly I just hope for the best.

No worries, I'll take everything you offer, I'm thinking of re-reading some of yours and @/tenelkadjowrites' works during the weekend, but I'm also getting sick I think so we'll see how it goes, eh. - DV 💖

HIHI DBWNBDSJ

DHAMDJQKDJKW THE WAY THEY POSTED WHILE I WAS ANSWERING THAT ASK AND I WAS GONNA START CRYING im not recovered bfnsbfenfjmwdhwk HONGJOONG NEVER LEAVES THE BIAS LINE HE ALWAYS SOMEHOW GETS DRAGGED BACK GRGRRRR HONGJOONG AS CRUELLA WHEN

it rly did bc they were 30 mins away from me 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 I SET AN ALARM UP TOO 😭😭😭,,,,, omg taemin YES i was pre mad bc nct would come either way but taemin???? kaibaek???? i still scream over it fbwmfbemdb yEAAAHH they were honestly quite terrible ppl too so im glad i didn’t go </3 hOPEFULLY!!

HE DOES!!! undercuts r so sexc to me for some reason 😩😩 DBWNDBWK SAVIOURS AND DOWN FALL 😭😭😭😭😭 u know what’s extremely attractive with hwa when his hair covers his eyes, and it makes him look so unapproachable but so warm at the same time,,, BFKWDHKWDHKW

My hair is naturally dry, so </3 honestly I don't know, I don't take care of my hair much, ngl but I know some "hair people" who help me, hahahaha. But mostly I just hope for the best.

OH FR?? fbwndbem u ever just loose hair as u run ur hands thru them ☺️☺️☺️ <3333 BNWDWK HOPE FOR THE BEST LMAOOO 😭😭

omg miss tenelkadjowrites is literally a GOD i be reading ‘properly’ every chance i get, omg take care!!!!! hope u get loads of rest and hopefully read a lot of fics !!!!

#✉️ : ask #dv 💖 anon

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raysofthesun-allaine · 3 years

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Remember Me

( Short Story by Allaine Eclarinal)

*pls listen to the song while reading!*

Its 9am in the morning when I woke up. Yesterday was very tiring day, going in and out of cities in the Philippines to visit my company and business, plus some issues with the customers because of the mistakes of my employees.

" Should I fire them?" I think to myself, it's always my thing to fire employees if they do mistakes, I never tolerate mistakes in my company.

I get up in my bed and go to the shower. While holding my phone, it rings.

" What time is it?? Today is the boardmeeting Ana!" Sam shouted in the phone. Sam is my fiance, we've been together for five years and last year was when he propose. It's been a year but the wedding is still postponed, I don't know why but there something, probably he's cheating?.

"Yeah yeah I know... those business man can't wait huh? And Another thing, I already said to cancel that partnership with that brand diba?!" I said getting angry, here we go again.

"Ana this is the time! it will be a great step for our company! Don't you want this?" Sam said.

" Cancel that partnership, my company can stand on his own" I said with firmly and end the call.

Those business man are hungry for power and money, if only I could kick them in the company but there are my father's friends.

I did my bath and go downstair too eat breakfast. My secretary hurriedly come to me, probably gonna tell about the boardmeeting. I peak at the clock, it's ten am I have to eat then.

"Mam, the meeting is going on" my secretary said.

" Those men can't wait huh? Okay " I said. They getting on my nerves slowly

" They still proceed when I said to cancel... " I said with an amusement in my voice, they never learn huh?

I was always feared by my employees and business man. I always display my unwelcoming face and strong sttitude to people that I met because I need it, to run this company so that no one will ever take advantage of me. Being a young girl and A CEO of the most famous company in the country is not a joke. People know me as Agatona Lasera a beautiful shark in the business world.

I finished my breakfast and got in the car with my bag. I drive to the office with my secretary.

"What's my schedule for today?" I said while my eyes on the road.

" You have a meeting with Mr. Shang at 12nn and later, u have a visiting appoint in another new branch of hotel." my secretary said.

" it's that for today?" I said.

"Yes mam," my secretary said.

oh? Good that my schedule is not packed because yesterday was a tiring day and I don't want that again.

We have reached the parking lot. I walk through the elevator holding my bag. I got in and my secretary press the floor. I see my reflection on elvetor, I wearing a jumpsuit with higheels, I let my hair down brush it with my fingers. I also put lipstick and powder in my face that bring brightness in my face.

The elevator stop and open. The employees stop talking when they see me, they were all standing and bow at me as I pass through them. Some greeted but I ignored, I don't have time to chitchat.

I opened the door in the meeting room. Business man were all shock because of my appearance.

" Go on with ur meeting.. I know that y'all can't wait to this partnership. " I said while walking to my sit and rolling my eyes in them.

They still silent. I glanced at them, putting my elbow in the table with my hand holding.

" what? I said go on? " I said with a smirk. " Ah sorry to interrupt, but I already said no to this partnership right?" I said a little angry this time.

The people in the room starts to be confused, probably shock because of my decision.

" But Miss Lasera, This Is a Big opportunity to us to bring our company overeseas!" A business man stand from he's seat shouting at me.

I look at him in the eyes, he got intimidated at me. I smirked.

" You know that company can go on it own right?" I said while starting to draw circle on the table. I am getting angry at this. " The company dont need this partnership! " I said firmly.

They were silent. I called my secretary, and asked a question.

" Who insisted to proceed this partnership?!" I said.

"Mr. Ladesma po" he said slowly. My fiance? we already talked about this but why did he proceed this? I said in my mind.

I sighed and look at the people on the board.

" Cancel the partnership or I will fire all of you, even if y'all are my father's friend" I got up from my seat and walked to the door. Those people are really testing me huh?And what the hell is Sam thinking?.

" Where is Sam? " I said to my secretary while entering my office.

" Mam I don't know po" He said.

I seated on my chair and lean. Sam is starting to cold be cold on me since he proposed on me, I don't know the reason of it.

I reached my phone and called him. He didn't answer but its ringing. I put my phone down, annoyed by it. I checked at my watch, it's eleven am maybe i should go out.

" I'm going out, stay here. Just called me when there Is important" I said to my secretary.

" Copy mam" he said

I walke to the elevator with my cellphone and car keys. I dialed again Sam's no. and still there is no answer. Where did he go huh?. I got on my car and start the ignition. Where would I go? hmmm, I know I will visit the site of our ongoing project.

The traffic was heavy and my temper was getting high. I have no patients when it comes to this. I was opening my window when I see Sam on the window of the restaurant, he was talking with a girl, they were laughing and holding hands. I was stunned and froze at what I see. I stared my eyes in front of me. My eyes getting blurry as I hold the string wheel tightly, all of this years being with him was very important to me, but why? how could he do that. I slammed my hands infront crying hard, I coudlnt breath properly. The car behind me was honking at me and passing by me, I didnt notice that the lights was green. Out of anger, i step on the gas and drive straight not knowing where to go. I was getting fast and can't see properly because of the tears.

I shouted loud and close my eyes and felt a strong impact, my body feels numb as the darkness eats me.

Chapter 2: A wandering soul

I regain conscious but my body was okay, I look around and I'm on the street. I see my car and run to it. It was crashed on a truck, people were flocking on my car. Its looks like they trying to get someone out, when they got it out. I was horrified, it was my body, full of blood and no concius. I start to look at the people, it seems that they don't see me.

An ambulance come. They take my body on the car probably go to the hospital. I got shocked, am I a spirit now? how?. Still crying but not hard, I can't proses properly, I just go on with my body following it until we reached the hospital. I stared at my body, nurses and doctors flock at my body. All I can do was to stare at it horrified.

A man in black jacket came right me. I was shocked because he was staring at me and could see me.

" Your name is Agatona Lasera right?" he said to me.

Still shocked " Y--yes" I Stutterd.

He was writing something in a notebook of his. This time I look at him fully, he was tall and look like an angel if he wearing some white.

" So you are on the waiting list huh? A wandering soul" He laugh at me.

My one eyebrow raise, how could this man laugh at my situation. I'm no longer in my body! My god!.

I rolled my eye right him. Ignoring him.

"That's right, keep adding your sins... that why your soul wandering" he said to me while smirking.

"What the hell your saying?" I said getting annoyed at him.

"Shss! Stop saying that word, you could go to hell already" he said in a serious way.

I look at him curiously. " Okay, Who are you? Can you explain what's happening? why I'm like this? And why do you know my name?" I said getting out of breath. I need to know something.

He smile at me " Well... You didn't do good things in your life soo.. karma I must say?" he said while looking at my body. Doctors was busy reviving my body. I started to panic a little, I need to live and need to smack Sam for cheating me.

The sound of a hearbit, I heard. They revive me but why I'm still in this situation? I need to be back at my body.

" No you can't " he said " Your a wandering soul so you have to wait for the heavens decision if they will permit you to live" he said and turn his back at me. he started to walk away from me.

" What? U mean I have to stay here like this? wth" I said really annoyed. He didn't answer and entered into a room. A famiily was crying, a little girl where comforting his parents. It seems like they can see him, she's like me a soul.

"It's time to go huh?" The girl said to the man I was talking too.

" Uhuh, let's go." he said

" Will be my family be alright?" the little girl said " Yes, probably sad but they be okay" he said happily.

The little girl turned back and smile at her family. Slowly she disapperead, a emotion was getting me, i felt a saddness got me. I looked at him and he look at me.

" You need to do good things starting today so that god will let you live okay?" he said. I didn't get it at first but slowly I understand. In my life I always been so harsh to people, getting angry all the time for a little reason. Firing employees and not giving them a second chance to work. I've never been realize that I've been a bad person all along. I always look the world as cruel that's way I néeded to be strong.

" How do I start then?" I said in low voice, I'm ashamed to myself. This is my firstime I felt so defeated and hopeful was my only choice. This time I want to make things right.

Chapter 3: Making things right

We are here now standing here in front of my building aka my company. I don't know how we get here but I don't care. This guy better help me to this or I will swear the God.

" Uhmm, why we here?" I take my eyes from the building to hiim. This time I can fully see him in broad daylight. He has a black eyes that shapes like an almond, his eyebrows are thick and has a pointy nose. Damn, he's hot! I wonder what kind he is ? maybe a servant of God? if yes I just want to die maybe in heaven there's a lot of boys like him heheh---

" I know what you're thinking, stop that, ur sinning again" He said when he's done looking something in his notebook. I wonder what is the purpose of that notebook?hmm.

He started to walk again, I followed him when he enter the building. It felt so weird to be here, not a CEO but as a wandering soul! I never thought to be in this situation, walking like a ghost and people just pa's through my body like wind.

He was not seen by the bodyguard when he entered. Yes, people can see him, but how ? How can he entered when there is a security system? Is this what I'm paying for work? How can this gaurd be so---

" Stop that, don't fire him" he said while not looking at him as he walks. People where busy, like its a normal day? probably some are happy because my accident, huh surely the board members are dancing right now! That thing makes me angry, wait ttill I'm came back hahahah.

He stop at the janitors lounge and greeted some employees. What is happening? Is he working here? How?.

" Yes, I work here" he said as he open his locker probably change he's oufit.

" How? You're a Janitor? by the looks ur not, ur just kidding me" I said with a smirk. He closed the locker loudly that made me jump. he was looking me intensely like I'm just a joke.

" So ur gonna humilated me by my job?" he said " I never thought u could be this so bad huh?'' he said

" Sorry.." I said " I never want to humiliate you, Im just amazed that ur working in my company and to this job I mean---'' I said. He haved changed his cloth with a workers name Antonio.

'' You're name is Antonio huh?... cute" the last word was a whisper. " So what we will do? where do we start?" I said getting ready.

He look at me and sigh. " We should start with your Secretary" he said preparing to go in the elevator.

" Oh okay how?" I said while finding my reflection, still I cant see it thou.

He sighs again. " Remember, when he was requesting something to you. It was an increase in his salary since he was working with u for 10 years. He was the bread winner of his family and having a financial trouble." he said

" I have never thought he was that, he never tell me" I said. I realized that I have nothing know about my secretary because mostly we talked about business, he was a effecient and professional, he was the best even thou he's annoying somestime.

" So raise his salary" he said seriously.

" but how? I'm a ghost ?" I said unbelievable " unless u will help me?" smiling at him. Damn hes handsome in that uniform.

" Yeah " I hinted some hesitation but said yes sooo... I smiled and we get out to elevator.

Our plan was to sneak him up to my office to use my monitor so we can wire some money to my secretary, but we decided to wire some money to my employees. This is a little thing for me, and it feels so great to give something to someone. I did tell him my security password and he did do the thing. While he was doing it, I looked at my shelfs. All this award were nothing when you die honestly. Money and wealth can't be brought in heaven too, this was a realization to me.

" Done" he said while streaching his body as he get up. I came out first to check if there is someone outside, maybe my secretary was in the hospital. He came out in the office quietly and we walk when suddenly all employees was jumping and happy. Some are crying while looking at there phone, probably they receive the money.

" So what now? " I said. I feel happy that somehow I did something right, I hope it helps them.

" I don't know you should wait when the time comes.." he said looking at his watch.

Watching the employees smiling and crying was a greatfeeling. Suddenly, I miss my family, maybe my mom and dad is crying because of what happen to me.

" U know, this is actually great huh?" I said looking at the employees. " I never thought Ive been so selfish all this time. I view the world was as a cruel place and there is no good so that u have to be tough on this life. But I'm wrong, good is the beautiful thing that I feel and do now." I said out of nowhere. When I didn't here a response I looked at him and he was looking at me intensely.

"What?" I said still gazing att him.

"nothing" he replied. " I need to do work, go somewhere else" he said

" But I have nothing to go, and to talk to ! I'll follow you!" I said. I've never been so scared in my life but this! Is so unbelievable! I never believe about God or anything but now ....

" Okay suit yourself" he said.

Chapter 4: The Choices

It's been a week since the accident and I'm still not wake up, I'm not still in my body I've been in many place for the past week. My house and my parents house, and hospital. Sometimes, I see Antonio here talking to other ghost, sending them to the heaven. I follow him every time but its okay for him. He maybe look annoyed at me but we pretty getting close now

I'm here in my hospital room and staring at my body. my parents go home to change. I don't know but my hopes wear starting to fade now. Maybe god decide to take me and send me in hell for thing I had done.

I got out before I think something else. I got out from the room when I came across to a random soul. He was spacing out so I came near her.

" hey u okay?" I said. He looks sad. He sigh and replied. " I will got to heaven now, it feels so sad living here" he said.

" Butt why? Don't you wanna enjoy life here ? plus god will decide to you? right " I said

" No, I chose to goo up now, I don't wann live anymore. We choose our own destiny and God will only guides us." he said.

I am starting to doubt. I thought God will decide if I could live? Why Antonio lied to me? How.. I've could have choose already if he only said to me early, but why not now.

The boy start to walk to my left and meet Antonio, I was mad rushing to him getting ready to lash out.

" Why didn't you tell me ? " I said while in the verge of crying. "How could you lie to me? that I'm a the one who will chose my decesion in life?!" I scream at him frustrated that I had to feel this.

" You can choose now" he said. His face was nothing, but I can see in his eyes that hes hiding something to me. " You will live and get back on your body or die and will live on heaven" he said. I don't know but the suddenly I can see a sadness in his eyes.

" I choose to be live" I said calmly to him. " I don't want to be like this anymore. " I said but theres something not right.

He smiled at me sadly and replied " Okay, I wish you to be happy" and then turn his back at me leaving me at my place alone. I should be happy now but why I'm sad? his face, I can see the sadness but why? he should be happy right?

That night I stayed in the hospital with my body so when time comes I could wake up easly. The sun was up now, I was still sitting on the floor waiting for the time. When Antonio was rushing to my door and when he see me he run to mee and hug me tightly.

" I will miss you" he said " Remember me when u wake up huh?" he said while he run his fingers through my hair. God I have a crush on this man! Damn.

" So u finally come to me huh? I thought ur angry at me" I said, I didn't see him through the night. I hugged him to tightly. Damn! this guys smell nice too.

" Of course I'll remember you!" laughing att him. " I'll give salary bonus when I wake up" I said seriously because I will dot it first when I wake up

" How I wish uu could remember me" he whispered it like something he always pray.

" I promise ! I'll treat you when I got in my body okay!" I replied to him as he looking me. We touch our head together and hold hands while I close my eyes. He whispered something but I didn't here it and when I open my eyes. I see tears on his eyes, he was sad. As I dissappear in the air..

Chapter 5 : She awake

I opened my eyes slowly, I feel dehydrated now and my body, I can't move except my fingers. I touch something and it made sound. My vision still blurry but all I can see is white and the sound of an operating system. I couldn't remember anything but only the accident and why it happened.

A sound of the door opening. A two hospital doctor and a nurse hurriedly check on me, I couldn't here clearly what they saying because I felt tired, I still want to sleep. Then I closed my eyes because of the tiredness that I feel.

I suddenly woke up from the noises of people talking inside my room. I could move my head and my arms now. It was my parents and Sam who is there. When they notice that I'm awake my parents came to me.

" Ana! Are you okay now? How do you feel? You need something? " My mother who was about to cry in front of me.

" I'm okay now mom" my rasp voice came out. I looked at my dad who aged maybe from stress that he get to me. " I'm sorr mam and dad, I made you worrry" I said.

" No, Ana ! I'm thankful that ur alive now, your mom couldn't sleep for days thinking about you." he said. I smiled to my parents I'm lucky to have them.

" How's the company? " I said.

" It's okay, our investors where shock at what happened to you! thankfully Sam willing to help us with the company" dad said while looking at sam.

This asshole has the audacity to visit me after I see him cheating on me huh? let me say something. He was looking at me smilliing like he didn't do something.

" I'm calling the engagement off, get out my life Sam" I said firmly. Myy parents where shock at what I've said.

" Ana what is happening? Why you calling of the engagement? " my mother said. I didn't answer because I don't want to humiliate him in front my parents. I raise my eyebrow at him and smirk

"I know what your doing, so save yourself and get out in this room! I don't want explanation !" I said .

He did get out quietly after staring me for a second. My parents were confuse but I didn't say a thing. I just sleep again

It's been a three weeks since I got discharged from the hospital that I stayed for at least a month. I'm fully okay now and strong, news we're all over the place, it is about me giving bonuses on my employees which I don't know, but then I didn't regret it and go with the flow.

Today, its my first time to comeback at the company. Sam was fired by my father after they discovered by themselves that he was trying to take the company and planning some dirty and also the cheating stuff. I'm gladly that he's gone. Since I was in the hospital there is something that i couldn't remember, I always cried thinking about it day and night. I don't know but in my heart there's something missing.

Im in front of my building, as I enter all the staff was bowing and greeting me. I greeted them back and they were shock by it. I proceed to walk when I bumped into someone tall. I looked at the guy and the first thing that I saw was a name Antonio. I looked at his face, he is familiar to me. things were getting awkward the employees were curious of whats happening.

I smiled at him and he smiled at me as I pass by him. He's cute I wonder where he work.

----------The End---------

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you have witch powers? i've always been fascinated with "paranormal" stuff, including magic, so i was wondering if u could tell me stuff about it. is magic real? what kind of stuff did ur grandma do? are ghosts and spirits real too? what kinds of spells can witches cast? is it like supernatural? sorry if i'm asking a lot of questions i'm just so fascinated and curious. i didn't even know witches were like, legit until i read ur tags, i just thought that people back then said that so they had 1/2

2/2 a reason to burn a woman they didn’t like. ok now i’m rambling but in short, what can u tell me about witch stuff? i’m just asking cause i’m really curious :)

(about my tags on this)

#whenever phil gets out the tarot cards and pulls something scarily accurate i’m just like…. yes…. good…show us your witch powers…… #(my own experience with tarot? so reassuring. and calming. it’s like asking for a friend’s advice but that friend is your own brain.) #also my great grandmother was a witch by profession and i definitely got some of her magic #i have not yet learned to recognise a feeling when i feel it.. but when stuff happens later i’m like OH THAT WAS MY MYSTERIOUS FEELING #one of our sheep died a week or so ago.. and for two days straight i was outside in the middle of the night staring at the moon #and wondering why i felt death in the air #and the rain made me cry and it felt like release but i didn’t know why #and i immediately started worrying about our sheep but didn’t follow up to see if they were okay #then two days later my mother comes in and tells me one of our sheep died and two days ago had given my mother “the death look” #if you’ve never seen someone or something die… there’s this look they have that’s like a disgraced peacefulness and self-awareness #but basically i knew the sheep was gonna die without any reason for me to think that #and i need to learn to follow up on my instincts because they’re ever-present and i never know when it’s a psychic thing or random anxiety #disclaimer: IS IT ALL BULLSHIT who knows? but science doesn’t know a whole lot about a lot of things and this stuff is natural to me #so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

okay!! i was expecting someone to ask, so here goes. (in case anyone’s wondering, this is a personal post, and no, i’m not making this stuff up.) (feel free to reblog if you want. but it’s so goddamn long aaah)

first off, an opinion: whether or not you believe magic is real in this world is entirely related to whether or not it is real. at least in my books. magic/paramormal stuff can always be observed, but if you don’t believe it’s anything beyond coincidence or skilled trickery, it’s not gonna impact you.

i do believe in ghosts (or djinns, or something else human-like), but in my experience they don’t really do anything except exist in some other realm and occasionally become visible when i’m at my most lucid, at that point between waking and sleeping. most people (myself included) would say it’s just a hallucination. but like…. who’s to say it isn’t real, just in a way we as humans don’t yet understand? y’know?

the most interesting ghost sighting i’ve experienced was when i was fully awake, not hallucinating. i was in a car with my sister, my sister’s friend, and her mother - and we drove over a bridge, and i saw a fritzing semi-translucent black figure walking along the peak. i looked back and it was gone. it wasn’t scary, it was just really cool. i saw that with my own two eyes, i have zero doubt i saw it, and for that moment, it was there.

other times i’ve seen things pass through walls, or felt presences in the room that vanish when i look. i get deja vu maybe once a week. the ability comes and goes in phases, switched on and off whenever i tell someone about it. it’s like that part of my brain gets really shy and goes into hiding when it’s mentioned.

sometimes it can be pretty powerful. there’ve been moments when a deja vu begins, i remember it from a dream, fast-forward through the memory to remember what happens, and i get ahead of present time, so i predict what’s in front of me by about one to three seconds. usually it’s snippets of conversation, or my hands moving to complete an action, or words i’m typing. (let me tell you, it’s so freaking bizarre when you’re consciously typing, thinking about what you’re typing, and simultaneously remembering typing it before, and knowing what you’re about to type despite not yet knowing. and then seeing it happen. i think a lot of people reading this would be like “what?” but i know there’s someone out there who knows exactly what i mean)

for a long time in my teenage years i told people i’d see coloured figures, like auras without physical people, just hanging around out there in the world, but due to health issues a lot of my teenage memories are gone, and the only memory i have of that stuff is the recollection of me telling people about it, and remembering it while telling people. it’s really weird. i sometimes think maybe i made that up?? but i don’t understand why i’d do that when i do actually see other things sometimes.

once, my family visited this old historic building, and i remember seeing a woman in a maid’s outfit duck through a doorway. but she wasn’t actually there. so. idk.

my great-grandmother (or great-great grandmother?) on my mother’s side used to sell love spells to the people in her Indian village. my mother told me about it when i was little. my [great] great grandmother would write a spell on parchment, and the client had to go home and burn it in their fire. and she would curse people, in exchange for payment. that’s all i know about that. but my grandmother (also on my mother’s side) used to have some kind of power, i never got to ask about it while she was still alive. (she was an awesome woman. one of the first women in her country and generation to go to university.)

personally, having been raised as a muslim, i always felt really disconnected from the culture and practices of the religion, even though i believe in the supernatural aspects of it right down to my core. that’s despite my ultimate acknowledgement of facts being deeply rooted in hard science. recently (like, in the past few months) i’ve started to rediscover my faith - directly following on from a quiet interest in the pinterest & instagram aesthetics of paganism and new age magic, which as a concept i was never really sure about. i just really liked how it looked. basically, it clicked in my brain that islamic prayers could, in essence, just be spells. you gotta take everything with a grain of salt. they might not work. but that’s the beauty of it.

a few weeks ago i stumbled across a prayer on tumblr, and read its intended purpose: “Allah will grant whoever recites this seven times in the morning or evening whatever he desires from this world or the next”.

and… i started to think, maybe the purpose is not to actually do that. nothing ought to be a get-out-of-jail-free/do-this-and-your-life-is-made type thing. maybe the purpose is to make you believe nothing can go wrong. and that every bad thing that happens–? it happens so that you can learn from it. and eventually, after many things change, you realise what you desire was not the thing you thought you desired. (idk how to explain that. an example from my life: i really wanted to be a veterinarian growing up. then i got sick, dropped out of school. and now i’m a writer. i want to be a writer more than i ever wanted to be a vet. i had to get sick and my life had to fall apart before i could discover that. writing was never something i’d have considered before.)

my point is, if you believe everything that happens to you will ultimately be a good thing, bad things don’t hurt so much.

and if you take something as a sign, it’s a sign. it’s just your own brain taking hints from the world around you and using them to conjure up a decision. if you wanna believe it’s magic, it is.

personally i like protection prayers/spells and just…generally positive ones. i say prayers for sick friends, people who i see on my tumblr dash who are having a bad time, and if i see or hear about disasters or worldwide events. i’m not expecting it to have a visible impact, but like.. what’s the harm? at the very least it makes me feel like i did something if i don’t have money to give, or i can’t be there with a friend, or the world is falling apart and i’m helpless. praying or saying a spell is just hoping, really, really hard. if some greater being is out there, listening? cool. (but what if god doesn’t wanna do anything? maybe it’s like my cupcake theory. god puts the ingredients in a baking tray, shoves it in the oven, forgets about it. the universe rises as a cupcake. god made it. but the universe is doing its own damn thing.)

regarding tarot cards: again, it’s self-reflection. you can believe answers come from outside influences, but it’s easily just as much about interpreting generic advice and making it mean something to you. but personally i’ve drawn random cards, and known that no other card in the deck would’ve been as relevant at that moment. i’ve used tarot cards to determine the endings for my stories, and coincidentally pulled cards that directly represent my title characters.

one time i was thinking about my fic “The Moonlighter and the Magician” and the card i pulled first was The Magician. and i was like gee thanks tarot cards that’s helpful. (but actually? it meant those cards were on the same wavelength as me. think about it. 78 cards, there’s a one in 78 chance i pull that one on my first try.)

apart from my wonky first-ever tarot readings with the Rider-Waite travel-size tarot deck (which belonged to my mother), i’ve never pulled anything that didn’t eventually make sense. i use The Wild Unknown cards now, i relate to them so much more. plus they’re mine, not borrowed or abandoned for years, which probably helps. (buying those cards was the most money i ever spent on anything. i don’t regret it.)

is any of this like the show ‘supernatural’? not really. the closest i can say my experiences have come to the show would be the episode “faith”. just, the whole episode. it doesn’t matter if it’s the real deal, so long as it works. and boy, does it work for me. and a lot of other people.

like i said, all the spirit-like entities i’ve encountered have been perfectly benign. no monsters, except things i’m pretty sure are nightmares.

but on that note, i take a lot of things to help me sleep. if i didn’t, i’d be waking up screaming night and day (i hit whistle register while screaming, once). i see faces in the dark and creatures in my bedroom, even when my eyes are closed and i’m awake. i sleep with a light on, and i prefer to sleep in the day. i cannot even deal with the presences in my room.

for that matter, my room is definitely the most presence-heavy room in the house. now, although it’s obviously just in a drafty area, i feel the cold spots. all. the. time. i’m feeling one right now as i type this. the door and window are both closed. the heater is always on. the draft comes from the same corner of the ceiling my cat stares at when she’s “staring into space”. there’s definitely something there, but it legit doesn’t bother me. it watches me get dressed sometimes, but it’s not weird about it. like i said, benign.

i feel energy everywhere i go. i can’t stay in my family’s open plan living room comfortably for more than a few minutes, because that room is filled with people and pets coming and going all freaking day, and even when it’s empty, it’s so LOUD. there’s vibrations and voices coming out of the walls, because the house absorbs it all. as a generally tired person, that room exhausts me. i can only stay there if i have social energy. (yes, even an empty room.)

i am so, so sensitive to people’s moods and the energy they let out (to the point where i burst out screaming if i see a negative microexpression during a personal conversation). i find phone calls very difficult, not just because of social anxiety, but because i can’t sense energy as easily as i want to, and is natural for me. skype calls aren’t the same as being there in person. a lot of this could also be autism-related, but nearly everything about me is autism-related, because i’m autistic. go figure.

one time, the day i had my first period, i passed out in a maths exam. all the other times in my life, i’ve seen black or maybe red when i passed out, but this time it was a striking cobalt blue. and i heard SO MANY VOICES, i thought the whole classroom was full of people shouting. my P.E. teacher was observing that exam, she carried me out of the room and lay me on the floor outside. i told her about the voices, she looked at me in confusion and said “there were no voices?? the whole room was silent for the exam.” obviously that was a weird day, but given the amount of times i’ve lost conciousness in my life, before and after that day, i know the warm muggy feeling of slipping away, and i guarantee that one was just a little bit not-normal.

my cat Wilson follows me everywhere. if you’ve ever seen a picture of a witch and her familiar, that’s me and Wilson. she leaves the house if i leave, and she’ll walk down the road beside me to make sure i stay safe. she only lets me leave completely if i go in a car, but even then, she tries to come too. i know what she says when she talks. she speaks in words for me. it translates naturally in my head without a thinking process.

there was this one time when i was about 15 my parents took me to an after-hours medical centre because apparently i was ~speaking in tongues~ or whatever. i don’t remember it, i remember ‘waking up’ with a doctor’s flashlight in my eyes, crying, then holding my sister’s hand as we looked at the fish in the fishtank afterwards. i can’t say how legit that is because i just.. don’t remember it.

one time as a kid, i am absolutely sure i was possessed for about 30 seconds. i was walking down the street on a balmy English afternoon, pine needles scattered underfoot, with my elderly grandmother (paternal), my grandfather, and my sister. i must’ve been 6 or 7? and a streak of evil just bolted through me. and i stuck out my foot and my grandmother fell flat on her face. my grandfather tried to help her up, a car driving by pulled up and asked if they needed help, grandfather said no, and got her back to her feet. i can’t remember if i felt remorse. i think i just knew instinctively that it wasn’t me who did it. but like.. i wasn’t just A Nice Kid, okay, i was The Nicest Kid. i just don’t do things like that. ever. especially not to a kind and generous grandmother who i love so very dearly. i never had before, and i never have since. that’s the single most evil thing i’ve ever done in my life and it came out of nowhere. being more aware now, i think it was a djinn (aka a demon in christian beliefs, i think). they’re known for being mischievous. (my grandmother was fine, by the way. this is the first time i’ve told anyone about this.) now i think about it, i remember cobalt blue behind my eyes then, too.

whoops, this is a really long post now. but uh… basically, i’ve just always been open to feeling these things, and believing in what i sense for myself, without subscribing to whether or not the science has been done yet. in fact, i think i’m open to it because i experienced the same stuff when i was young. the energy i feel is very much real to me, completely tangible. i’ve never been able to see auras, but i feel them on some people. i think just being open to feeling something makes it more likely to come to you. i try not to ignore my instincts (because they’re always right. always.) but i find it’s super hard to distinguish between anxiety (which i feel often) and magical ability (which is far less commonly felt). also sometimes the instinct is so faint it doesn’t even become a passing thought, just a blur of something i half-considered. but in hindsight i realise what it ought to have been, had i paid proper attention.

i can comfortably manage to go outside in bare feet, shut my eyes and let the moonlight do its thing. it has an immensely powerful energy, i always feel cleaner inside when i go back in. (my cat Wilson sometimes asks me to go outside with her when there’s a full moon. almost every night, especially on warm nights, but even freezing ones, we can just stand out there for an hour together. watching the moon set is transcendent. far more so than a sunset.)

right now, due to years of bad health, i have to force some natural abilities away (like the nightmares) because they’re too much for me to handle. i think as i recover, over time it’ll be easier for me to accept that stuff back into my life.

oh, one more thing, regarding my health - i have celiac disease, which has kept me essentially bedridden for the last 7+ years - WHICH BY THE WAY, my family spent literally 9 years trying to diagnose. my doctor kept doing an anaemia test, telling me there was nothing wrong with me and sending me back to school. i saw various specialists, herbalists, a naturopath, physiotherapists, cardiologists, had an MRI scan, saw family counsellors, school counsellors, a hypnotist, etc etc - basically consulted every medical professional under the sun when a simple blood test would’ve done it. stupid misogynistic doctor who thinks all teenage girls fake it to get out of school.

but one thing we did do was visit a psychic, who told me i had something called a candida. my dad, a sceptic and nonbeliever, googled it and said it was “some kind of magical thing in the gut”, and was therefore bullshit, so we continued the search for a diagnosis. years later - years - after a change of doctor (who i chose because i got a good vibe from her picture) we find out it’s celiac disease, a disease of the gut. of the hundreds of people we saw, the only ones to even pinpoint the right body part were the psychics. i googled candida just now and guess what? literally celiac disease. this woman diagnosed me with celiac disease by kneeling at my feet, holding my hand, and shutting her eyes for 30 seconds.

for the record, slightly off topic, i know very few men in real life, and this is what the men in my life have been. my doctor, dismissing me as a liar because i was a teenage girl. and my father, dismissing my declining health as “not trying hard enough”, even now, more than a year after i was diagnosed by a doctor. i think this is why i take refuge with male fictional characters. they’re better. i want them to be soft and understanding like the men i’ve never known.

anyway, this is the part of my life’s story i never really pieced together until right now. it’s a lot, more than i expected. i happily call myself a witch. most of my magic goes into my stories, and i think a lot of people who read them feel it, even if they translate it as passion or love or good vibes or something. the amazing comments i get would speak to that. i love the energy i get from comments, because it does come through in typed words, even if it’s much fainter than seeing people face-to-face. some comments just hit me with waves of goodness, even if the words themselves aren’t so powerful. so i really appreciate that stuff. it’s good stuff.

yep. that’s all. i hope this satisfies your curiosity, anon!!!

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Why would anyone hate you for asking us to send u requests oh my god ur the best????? Okay so taegi! Jealousy? A lol angsty but ofc happy ending! And with HAPPY ending I mean there has to be a make out session yes. And like forrealz jealousy like something like flirting with someone else? (ofc not really flirting but misunderstanding maybe) :) if I didn't misunderstand that post tho omf also me! I wanna be a friend 😂😂

OMYGOD! Believe it or not, (Well, you’d have to believe coz I’m actually fucking posting it) I finished writing your request! WTF?! I need to sleep! LOL Anyway, I hope you like this (unbeta-ed, partially edited mess. I’ll clean it up, I promise)

Note: Posted on AO3! HERE I don’t think it’s awesome enough to repost… but anyway… just please… don’t. THANKS! :)

Title: Stay

Word count: 3,852

Relationship: TaeGi, TaeJae

Characters: Yoongi, Taehyung, Minjae, Jimin (mentioned), Namjoon (mentioned), Hoseok (mentioned)

Rating: M - Mature content based on loads of swearing, violence (barely), make out scene that even nuns can read LOL, drinking

Summary: People handle jealousy differently but there is only one way to get past it and make each other stay.

“I think… I think Yoongi’s cheating on me.” Taehyung slurred,as he took one more shot. He seriously lost count after a few minutes, hours?Shit, he realized, he couldn’t even remember how long it has been since theyentered this fucking bar.

“Yoongi? Cheating on you? With what? I mean who? How? Dude’stoo fucking in love with you to even consider that shit. I mean look at you,fuck! Who wouldn’t be?” Minjae answered, barely even having the energy to lifthis head from the table to respond.

“This things… things… Just you… you just know…” Taehyung raisedhis voice in an attempt to prove his point, cause he knew he had a point. He blinked a few times as his vision got blurry. He tried to rub his eyes and he felt the back ofhis hand get damp. Fuck? Was he actually crying?

Minjae lifted his head from the table when he realized thatTaehyung was sobbing. His whole body was shaking as he hugged his legs closerto himself. Minjae immediately moved to sit beside his friend, bringing him intoa tight embrace, rubbing Taehyung’s back as his breath started hitching.

“I can’t…. He just… He won’t…” Tae started, failing to formany complete sentences as he tried to catch his breath. Why won’t the tearsstop? Tae wondered, as his body continued to shake harder under Minjae’s touch.

“SHhh…shhh…shhh” Minjae whispered into Tae’s ear as he triedto calm him down.

Taehyung felt his friend’s breath near his ear, sendingtingly feelings up his spine. How long has it been since Yoongi held him likethis? How long has it been since he felt secured and taken cared of?

Minjae used his thumb to wipe Tae’s tear and gently held hischin to lift Tae’s head up.

“Look at me. Look at me, Kim Taehyung.” Minjae said as heheld Tae’s face in both his hands. “Anyone would be lucky to have you. And ifYoongi doesn’t realize this then he is being a stupid asshole, okay?”

Their faces were now inches away from each other andTaehyung can feel Minjae staring at his lips.

“No, he’s just…” Taehyung answered as he shook his head, backing off a few more inches for safety. He was breathing more evenly now, the close encounter sobbering him up a bit. “Ibarely see him. He has been staying in his studio for hours on end and I knowfor a fact that he isn’t alone.”

“He isn’t? Who is he with? You’re not jealous of Namjoon areyou?”

“No! Fuck! Not Namjoon. That dude’s as straight as a plank.”Taehyung protested, pouring himself another shot of their neglected vodka,spilling some of the alcohol in the process.

“Nope, not Namjoon. Jimin.” Taehyung mumbled as he knockedback his head to take another shot.

“Ji who?”

“Ji… MIIIIINNNNN~~~” Taehyung dragged out, his eyesbarely open. “Tiny ball of sunshine from the fucking Shire. Fluffy as fuck!Always beaming and happy with a fucking smile plastered on his fucking face!Fucking hobbit.”

Taehyung ended dramatically as he paused to pour himselfanother shot.

“Tae, Yoongi isn’t exactly tall either.” Minjae offered.

“Fucking… pay attention, Minjae! We aren’t talking aboutYoongi! We… are talking… about Jimin.” Tae retorted, his hand waving his emptyshot glass in the air.

“Yes. Jimin. okay.” Minjae conceded.

“Jimin” Tae repeated.

Minjae raised both his hands to show surrender, “Okay,Jimin.”

“Why the fuck do you keep saying his name!? You fucking himtoo? Shit! You all gang banging the dude?” Taehyung said loudly, makingMinjae’s eyes open in surprise.

“Fuck. NO! Just… you were. Nevermind. Continue. So Ji…”

Taehyung glared at Minjae, daring him to finish what he wassaying.

“Shit. Just calm the fuck down, Tae. Not saying his name.Noted. So this… DUDE… has been hangingwith Yoongi in his studio… to record? I suppose?” Minjae asked, his handslowly moving towards the now nearly empty vodka bottle. He really neededanother drink to process the whole thing, but seeing as Taehyung looked sodetermined to be plastered he knew one of them had to get sober.

“And I quote, ‘he has the voice of an angel’, end quote”Taehyung said sarcastically, as he made too many finger quotes.

“Who said? Yoongi?”

“No, fucking Hoseok. Who probably wants to fuck the hobbittoo. Good news for you, you might just get your first orgy, dude.” Tipping thebottle he was now holding towards Minjae.

“How the fuck am I part of this? Anyway, have you evenconsidered the possibility that he might just really be using his lips to singand not to blow your boyfriend?”

“Just sing? Just? Have you seen my boyfriend?” Taehyungasked with pure shock in his voice.

“Pale skin, brooding eyes, I don’t give a shit aura? Yeah,I’ve heard of his work.” Minjae drawled as he took a sip of water. “Of course Iknow Yoongi, Tae.”

“Well… then you know he is fucking sex on legs.” Taehyunganswered in a matter of factly tone,knocking back another shot as he felt like he made his point.

“Not my type.” Minjae murmured but Taehyung wasn’t payingattention.

“It’s just… it’s been weeks since we last had… well… sex.And I know Yoongi.” Tae said calmly. “We used to do it on a daily. But now?Now, he gets home, he falls asleep immediately, too tired to even respond to myquestions about his day. He gets up, bathes, takes his coat, and leaves.”

Minjae just sat in silence, feeling that Taehyung wasn’tdone with his story.

“One morning,” Tae started again, as he poured more alcohol inhis shot glass. “I asked him to check the jean designs I made for this class.He told me he’d look at them after his bath. But then his phone rings and Iheard him taking the call. He entered the other room and startedwhispering. I mean, why be sneaky and shit, right? So I tried to listen fromthe outside. And just… fuck… He sounded so sweet on the phone, praising andcalming down whoever was on the other end of the call.” Taehyung paused as helooked at the shot he was about to take.

“He didn’t even bother to say goodbye. He just took hisjacket and left while he was on the phone.” Taehyung felt his tears welling upagain as he downed the shot he has been holding. “It was like I wasn’t eventhere. He just walked right past me.” He bit his lips in an attempt to stop thetears from falling but they fell anyway

“He has been so secretive and distant.” Silent tears werenow rolling down his cheeks. “And I just miss him so much.” Taehyung almostwhispers as he rests his head on Minjae’s shoulders.

“Shhh…. Tae… It’s going to be alright… shhhh.” Minjae saidas he stroked Tae’s hair.

Tae looked up at him, the distance being too close forMinjae’s comfort. “I don’t want to lose him.” His drunk friend whispers as helooked at him straight in the eyes.

“I can’t lose him.” Taehyung mumbles as his head drops backon Minjae’s shoulders. “I can’t”

“You won’t lose him, Tae.” Minjae answered half-heartedly,knowing full well that he can’t make any promises for Yoongi. But he wasn’taround and Tae needed this right now.

Minutes passed as Minjae waited in silence as he feltTaehyung’s breathing even out.

Minjae somehow managed to pay their bill, hail themselves acab, drag both their drunk asses to the elevator, and eventually throw Tae onthe bed he shared with Yoongi. Funnily enough, the most difficult part wasgetting Tae to find his key to get them inside.

Once inside, Minjae thought it would be good for Tae if hewashed him up and gave him a fresh pair of clothes.

“Good for you, dude. But bad, bad, idea for tipsy me.”Minjae said to himself. He knew the temptation would be too much and he wasn’tthe type to take advantage of a vulnerable guy, no matter how in love he was withsaid vulnerable guy.

In the end, Minjae decided to just cover his friend with ablanket, making sure he was tucked in comfortably.

“Stay.” The voice came out so soft that Minjae thought hehad just imagined it. He looked back at his friend, whose arms were outstretched, trying to reach out to him.

“Stay.” Taehyung repeated needily and it was too much forMinjae to ignore.

He slowly walked back to the bed where Taehyung was and heldthe hand reaching out to him. Minjae knew this was a bad idea but this was justtoo much for him to fight. Yoongi was being a stupid prick and Taehyung neededsomeone. Minjae thought that maybe tonight, just for tonight he could be thatsomeone.

He moved to lie down on the bed, facing Taehyung whose armwas now draped across his waist.

“Yoongi.” Taehyung mumbled in his sleep and Minjae closedhis eyes, trying to imagine his friend saying his name instead. He moved to tryand lie comfortably but he felt Taehyung’s hold tighten when he did.

“Stay.” Tae whispered again as Minjae watched a tear rolldown his sleeping friend’s face.

He wanted to wipe away the tears with his hand but they weretrapped under Taehyung’s embrace at the moment, so Minjae did the only thing hefelt he could do. He moved in closer and kissed the wet mark that the tearleft.

“Yoongi.” He heard his friend whisper again as he felt awarm hand slowly cup his cheek, pulling him closer and Minjae could do nothingelse but brace himself for the impact.

Taehyung’s hand was now on his nape, pushing him to deepenthe kiss. The push was gentle but something more forceful was making Minjaemove forward. Taehyung parted his lips, allowing Minjae to kiss his lower lip.He has always tried to imagine how wonderful this would feel but nothing hasprepared him for this beautiful reality. Taehyung tasted like alcohol with aslight hint of his strawberry lip balm, and in spite of himself, Minjae wantedto taste it more. He slowly slid his tongue between Taehyung’s parted lips,licking every warm surface it touched upon its entry.

His freed hand was now placed on the other’s hip, pullinghim closer. He had to stifle a moan as Taehyung started grinding slowly but the friction elicited a deep moan from Taehyunginstead.

“Fuck.” Minjae whispered breathily as he gasped for air,before diving back in. Taehyung’s hands maneuvered his head, enabling Minjae toexplore more of Taehyung’s mouth, tongues touching and playing with each other.

This all felt too much and at the same time not enough forMinjae. He slowly moved his hands to feel Taehyung’s warm skin above hiswaistband, fingers slowly dipping lower as he felt himself getting harderagainst Tae’s thighs.

“Tae!” Minjae heard the familiar low, gravelly voice beforehe heard the door slamming against the wall.

Minjae scrambled to get away from Taehyung’s grasp and getas far away from him as possible.Heavy footsteps approached thebed.

“Mother Fucker!” Minjae felt the impact he did not seecoming. His cheek throbbed and his neck creaked as the first blow hit him. Hestumbled backward, losing his footing, barely sobered up brain not fullyregistering what just happened. Before he could even stand he felt another blowas a foot hit his hip. Pain shot up from his hip to his whole body.

“Get out!” the voice boomed. “Get the fuck out!”

Minjae crawled-jumped-ran faster than he ever had his entirelife. Not having the time to look back at the mess he made and at the friend heprobably will never see again.

Taehyung woke up to a door slamming on the wall and all hecould see was a raged Yoongi. Eyes blown up in anger as he made a fist andstormed towards him.

“Mother Fucker!” He heard Yoongi’s deep voice and he wasfrozen on the spot.

He barely registered Minjae scrambling to get out of his bedwhen in a split second, Minjae was on the floor. He saw Yoongi reeling back tokick Minjae but he was too stunned to stop it from happening. He heard Yoongi’sboots come in contact with Minjae’s hip and looked to see Minjae wincing inpain. He was about to get up and stop Yoongi from further hurting his friendbut Yoongi just suddenly stopped moving. He was just looking at the floor, fiststill closed tight but he didn’t move to attack.

“Get out!” Yoongi yelled. “Get the fuck out!”

And Taehyung can only watch as his friend picked himself upand ran for the door.

He was just staring dumbly at Yoongi as he heard the frontdoor close.

“Explain, Tae.” Yoongi’s tone was flat, waiting for Taehyungto say something. Impatience got the better of him and he yelled out before hecould stop himself, “Explain! TAE!”

“I… I… was drunk.” Tae stuttered as he sat up clinging ontohis blanket.

Yoongi started pacing a few steps after hearing Tae’s response but he stopped again right by the footof the bed. “Holy shit! FU… You were drunk?! Is that the best you can do Tae?!”Yoongi’s hand gripping the roots of his own hair.

“I walk into OUR ROOM!! See you fucking YOUR FRIEND!! Andall you can say is that you were… DRUNK?!” Yoongi’s eyes were now fully blownout in anger. His jaw line jutting out as he gritted his teeth.

“I wasn’t fucking Minjae!! I’m not the one who has beenfucking around here!!” Taehyung weakly yelled in response as he knelt on thebed.

“Excuuuuse me? What are you trying to say, Tae?! Spit it thefuck out! Coz I swear to fucking God, I have no patience left right now!”Yoongi answered back, hands still in a fist on his side.

“You!” Tae managed to yell back, standing up to get out ofbed. “You, Mr. Bigshot Producer! Where have you been getting some? Huh?”feeling a bit braver as he towered over his angry boyfriend. His anger nowbuilding as he watched Yoongi stare at him in a confused rage.

“Where? Huh?” Taenudged Yoongi’s chest with his palm, pushing the latter a step backward. “CozGod knows you haven’t been around here long enough to talk, let alone fuck!Your little singing hoe got you tired every fucking night. We don’t even talk for you to know what I have been up to lately! Tell me, Yoongi! Is that bitch’s throatbetter than mine? Or is his fat ass tighter?”

“Fucking who? Jimin?” Yoongi rolled his eyes as he tested ifTae had more to say.

“Yes. Jimin, the ass you keep for yourself inside yourstudio.”

“You have no fucking idea what you’re talking about, Tae.”Yoongi said as he walked out of the room to enter their kitchen.

Taehyung followed Yoongi to the kitchen and saw the otherman opening a can of beer from their fridge.

“Enlighten me then, asshole! Don’t walk out on me during afucking fight!” Taehyung yelled.

“I needed a drink.” Yoongi answered, gulping down the beerbefore he continued. “I wasn’t exactly expecting to see my boyfriend making outwith his jerk friend the moment I entered MY bedroom.”

“Shhi… I thought he was you, okay?!”

“You thought?!” Yoongi chuckled sarcastically. “You… thoughthe was me. BRILLIANT! Did you at any point try to at least open your fuckingeyes while you were making out?” Yoongi spat out angrily.

Taehyung just stared back at Yoongi, not able to give ananswer to the question.

“Didn’t think so.” Yoongi concluded as he took another gulpof his beer.

“I was drunk, okay?” Tae yelled out again. “Only one head ofmine was functioning and unfortunately it wasn’t the one that could think.” Heended his statement almost in a mumble.

“From the looks of it, your mouth was working pretty wellthough.” Yoongi bit back.

“Fuck! Fine! I was wrong! I’m sorry! But it was an accident!Not like your premeditated sneaky escapades with that tiny squeaky singer!”Taehyung shouted, walking out of the kitchen to sit at their sofa.

Yoongi was quick to follow him, beer still in hand as hestood in front of Tae.

“Look, who’s walking out now.” Yoongi teased. “Was that it?Were you jealous of Jimin?”

Taehyung wanted to snap back, to push his anger further but hesaw that Yoongi was dead ass smirking at him now. Sitting down was a wrongmove, Taehyung thought, he knew that the moment he stopped standing over Yoongihe’d feel smaller again.

“Yes,” he replied meekly. “But it’s not unfounded!” He addedweakly.

“It’s not?” Yoongi titled his head and raised his eyebrows,smirk still on his face. “Tell me then.” He said as he sat down beside hisboyfriend.

“It’s just… you’re never around anymore. I have no idea whatyou’re doing most of the time. You pick up his calls so quickly when you’rehome but lately you haven’t even been answering mine.” Taehyung hated that hesounded like a whining a child. He could hear himself and it made him feel morepathetic. To make matters worse, he felt the tell tale stinging that precludedhis tears again. Fuck.

Yoongi was now looking at him with gentle eyes and he couldfeel the other’s hand resting on his thigh. Taehyung needed to stay focused totell Yoongi everything, so he decided to look at his hands as he fiddled withthem on his lap.

He could feel his tears start rolling and his breath washitching once more as he continued, “You never stay around even on the weekends.It was like you were at his every beck and call. You come home not smellinglike yourself. I cook you dinner and you just tell me you ate out with him. Igot an A+ for my last deign line, did you know? Of course you didn’t cause younever even bother to ask anymore.”

Taehyung decided to stop cause his voice was now breakingand it wasn’t helping his case at all.

“Are you done?” Yoongi asked, taking Taehyung’s hand in his and watched Taehyung just sniffle without a response.

“Please look at me, babe.” Yoongi begged and Taehyung lookedat him, rubbing his eyes a bit to prevent more tears from falling.

“Okay, first of all, I’m sorry for not explaining the wholesituation to you before it blew up like this. We’ve been together for more thantwo years now, babe. I don’t know, I was too secure that I thought you alreadyknew how much I love you and that you’d understand without me having to explain. I’msorry. I need to communicate things better.”

Taehyung nodded slowly, breathing still uneven as he waitedfor Yoongi to continue.

“And Jimin? Jimin is a trainee at the company. He isscheduled to debut soon but the whole situation is dependent on the song I’m making for him.The kid has been through a lot and I feel for him. The company has been naggingme about our progress but I want to make sure that all his hard work will payoff. Company keeps calling him, he keeps calling me. Kid’s stressed out of hismind worrying about this. I should have told you all about this sooner. I’msorry if you felt neglected, babe.” Yoongi held Taehyung’s cheek in his hand ashis thumb wiped away the last tears that dropped.

“And lastly.” Yoongi took Taehyung’s hand and held it to hischeek. Taehyung felt his boyfriend’s warmth and it helped in slowly ebbing awayall the anxieties he felt over the past few days. Yoongi then started kissingTae’s hand and Tae closed his eyes to relish the feeling. He missed this.He missed all of this.

“Lastly?” Tae asked.

“Lastly. I love you. I love you, Tae. I love all of you.”Yoongi placed his hand on Tae’s neck as he made their foreheads touch.

Tae giggled softly as he felt a tingly warmth at the pit of hisstomach, his body reacting to the touch he has been longing for.

Yoongi guided Tae towards his lips to a chaste kiss, bringingtheir foreheads together once more as they smiled at each other.

“I love you, Kim Taehyung.” Yoongi whispered as he broughthis lips towards Tae’s eyes.

“I love your dopey looking eyes that disappear when yousmile.” Taehyung closed his eyes and felt Yoongi’s lips on them.

“I love your nose and how you scrunch them when you’refocused on anything.” Yoongi then moved to kiss Tae’s nose.

“I love your neck and how sensitive you get when I kiss it.”His nose trailing Taehyung’s jawline as he slowly moved his lips to leave anopen mouthed kiss on Tae’s neck. Yoongi could feel his boyfriend’s adam’s applebob to swallow as he licked him from his jaw to his collar bone.

“I love your boxy grin and your sinful lips that somehowalways taste like strawberries.” Yoongi cupped Taehyung’s face in his hands andlicked the latter’s lips to force them to open. He bit on Taehyung’s lower lipplayfully as he moved his hand to firmly hold his boyfriend’s neck, moving himin sync with him so he could explore parts of his mouth he wanted to taste.

Yoongi’s lips again worked their way back to Taehyung’sneck. Biting gently on his jaw line before marking them the way he knew hisboyfriend wanted.

Taehyung moaned from the familiar feeling of pleasure anddecided he needed more. He swung his legs over his boyfriend to straddle him, settinghimself against the other man’s hardness. He puts his arms around Yoongi’s neckforcing the latter to look up at him.

For a brief moment he just stared at his boyfriend. Hisporcelain pale skin contrasting against his black hair, his eyes that were blownwith anger earlier were now hooded and lusting, his lips beautifully swollen from theirkissing. He is beautiful, Taehyung thought, and he is mine.

As if reading his thought Yoongi suddenly spoke, “You areamazing, Kim Taehyung. And I’d be the dumbest asshole in the planet if I let someone as talented, sweet, and caring as you get away from me.” He said as he smiled his gummy smile. “Repeat afterme, Tae. I am yours.”

“I am yours.” Taehyung repeated.

“And you are mine.”

Taehyung lowered his head to kiss Yoongi and held on to himin a tight embrace, Yoongi’s arms around his waist holding him in place.

“Yoongi?”

“Yes, love?”

“Stay.”

“As long as you want me.” Yoongi answered back, as he kissedTaehyung a little more needily.

Taehyung felt warmth all around him as their night wore on.His senses were flooded with everything Yoongi and he wanted to bask in it for aslong as he can. He didn’t know how long what they had would last, but for now he was sure.Here is where he wanted to stay.

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