#im sorry for ranting

[stevesbipanic]

Daily reminder that fic writers work for free, yes every fic writer, the fic writer with bad grammar, the fic writer that writes characters ooc sometimes, the fic writer that takes awhile to update their works, the fic writer that has a different headcanon to you, they all work for free, they put out works for themselves and give them to you to read FOR FREE, so do not complain about something they wrote jfc, don't like don't read applies to everything not just kinks or dead doves ok EVERYTHING, don't like that Steve cries in this fic MOVE ON, don't like that Eddie is bi in this one MOVE THE FUCK ON, don't like that Steve is a bitch or Eddie is too ok with hard drugs JUST DON'T READ IT, the beauty of a large ship is that their truly is something for everyone NO ONE IS FORCING YOU TO READ IT, and if you truly can't find anything you like write it yourself so maybe you can understand that it's not easy being a fic writer ok.

#im sorry for ranting #but some people have pissed me off #dont like dont read applies universally #stranger things #steve harrington #eddie munson #steddie #b rants

[ssreeder]

as im in the process of writing a long fic myself if you’re a planning out everything and then writing or just letting the story leading you after you got the vibe down of what you wanted type of guy

This question is painful for me because I do in fact outline the entire story and write out events & scenes I want to include.

Then each chapter I outline each pov & what needs to be accomplished in that POV

Buttttttt then I start writing and characters don’t do what they are supposed to do & then my outlines shift or my plans change. I usually go with the flow though because vibe and naturalness are important to me so if it happens differently then I just have to adjust.

Most major events stay the same, but little things here and there or certain convos change constantly. This is why I have a word count problem lol.

Good luck on your long fic!! I hope I read it some day :)

#drop me the link sometime!! #Jet is a particularly difficult character to stick to outline #I want him to do something redeemable and he just says fuckkkk you #& I try to get him back in track but NOPE #same thing with other convo that have happened #they weren’t intended #they shift the chapters outline and then it is like a detour #it’s fineeee #im sorry for ranting #I hope I answered your question lol #ask

[l00ney-m00ny]

Are we allowed to hate our bodies? Because i don’t want to be made like this. The pain, the joint clicking and cracking whenever i move, them seizing up, them giving out when i start to use them,the bruising, the constant fucking pain all the damn time! I don’t want it! Sometimes, i cry myself to sleep because every little thing i do bring me pain, every little intake of breath jostles a bruise or a cut that hasn’t healed even after 2 months, a joint that decided my life had to be full of pain! I don’t fucking want this!! Fuck being a ‘superhero’ for putting up with this shit, im NOT A SUPERHERO FOR LIVING IN CONSTANT PAIN! I CANT BE BECAUSE I CAN HARDLY MOVE HOW CAN I BE A HERO LET ALONE A SUPER ONE IF I CANT EVEN GET OUT IF BED MOST DAYS??!!

AND PEOPLE TALKING DONT HELP!! I’LL SAY I’M FINE WHEN IM IN PAIN AND THEY’LL BELIEVE ME BUT NOT UNTIL I’M CRYING ON THE FLOOR UNABKE TO MOVE BECAUSE I HURT SO MUCH!! THE THINGS PEOPLE HAVE SAID!! ‘I wanna do homeschooling because it means i don’t have to get up and go somewhere if i’m unable due to pain’ ‘oh, yeah well i get in pain all the time and yet I never complain.’ YOU ASKED WHY I WANTED TO DO HOMESCHOOLING!! I CONSIDERED YOU A FRIEND! AND NOW…

Now… I’m still friends with you. But may I please have an apology? Please? Its been 2 months and your words hit deep and its because of them that i don’t say when im hurt. You want me to be more open and yet you tell me off and make me feel invalid whenever i do? Please, i just want a small apology.

#you may not even know you hurt me #and i should tell you #but its been a while #and you havent said anything about it #or anything like it #because i havent opened up. #im sorry for ranting #its late #i havent slept in 2 days #pyro speaks #quotes #death #chronic pain #eds zebra #hypermobile eds #ehlers danlos awareness #ehlers danlos problems #hypermobile ehlers danlos #ehlers danlos syndrome #tw: swearing #tw: depression #tw: mental health #tw: self negativity #tw: self destruction #tw: self deprecation #tw: self loathing #sorry if i insulted you #but these are my feelings #and i certainly dont feel like a hero #let alone a super one

[mokeonn]

I think at some point in time we need to sit down and start explaining to artist who want to make a career out of art that there are FAR more options than just "living off of commissions" and "posting my art online and praying I get paid for it".

#simon says #im sorry but rant incoming

[lesbian-disaster-academic]

i used to be so good at writing strong, thoroughly-researched, thoroughly-edited essays.

as a kid in hs, my teacher literally came up to me, holding my 40 page essay on the intersection of the European witch hunts and capitalism/exploitation/gender roles (it was supposed to be 7 pages...whoops) and went like "this is literally a master's-degree level thesis. what are you doing?? you could literally use this as your final dissertation in a master's program, what the fuck."

NOW??? NOW?? you'd think I'd be oh so skilled. but alas. i can barely piece together two ideas. adhd skill-regression is so so real. im SOBBING

#this is just me ranting sorry #im very tired and hungry #and i want to sleep but brain go brrrrr #well i used to be nice and smart and now im neither of those or however the song goes #pretty sure he was exaggerating cause looking back. it was good. but some of the wording was a lil wonky #adhd #actually adhd #executive dysfunction #actually neurodiverse #adhd paralysis #adult adhd #attention deficit hyperactivity disorder #adhd hacks #academia #neurodivergent #adhd skill regression #confessions of a burnt out gifted kid #<< i guess #former gifted kid #burnt out gifted kid #gifted kid burnout #realizing i sound rly pretentious here sorry -- formal speech patterns i picked up as an autistic child and never put down again haha

[phleb0tomist]

i keep seeing this idea that Real wheelchair users all have custom active chairs, and that transport/standard chairs are just an embarrassing stereotype. “no one really uses those!” “stop drawing disabled characters in standard chairs!!”

well, plenty of us are a stereotype. sorry. custom chairs require MONEY and good medical support. meanwhile active chairs are unusable for some people. i used an uncomfy transport chair (the kind with tiny wheels and no way to self propel) for a year, and a standard chair for 7yrs. until i got my powerchair i was only ever pushed by a carer. a lot of disabled people will never use an active or custom chair. don’t pretend we don’t exist just because we don’t fit some cool independent ideal.

shoutout to people who use transport chairs and adaptive strollers and other chairs that need to be pushed by a carer

shoutout to people who use standard chairs that don’t fit their body

shoutout to people who use secondhand or makeshift wheelchairs

in my teens i literally felt invalid as a disabled person because i didnt have the ‘real actual’ type of wheelchair everyone talks about online. just my garbage transport chair that my mom had to push. ​but people with shitty wheelchairs exist and are extremely common actually

#very specific rant here lol im sorry #it’s not that deep but still bugs me #disabled #wheelchairs #txt #negative #1000

[fleapit]

can we pleasee please please stop fucking fearmongering and blaming trans men for the predstrogen situation. please god. posts about "trans men teaming up with terfs to get trans women banned!" with zero sources all over my dash. blaming "transandrophobia truthers" for all the transmisogyny. have you all lost your fucking minds?? what the fuck happened to t4t??? what the fuck happened to trans solidarity??? why is "transfem separatism" even a subject worth entertaining????

anyone who says other trans people are the enemy is a fucking fed. jesus christ

#my blood is fucking boiling right now and my heart is breaking #i keep seeing people go off the deep end with 'trans men arent oppressed! trans men face no discrimination because they have male privilege #its the fucking 2010 “trans men are betraying their female gender!” shit all over again! #transandrophobia #fleapit's patented rants #sorry im just. so sick of it. #saw it from a fucking FORCE-MASC BLOG like are you serious???

[fandomfan315]

Hozier's new songs just dropped . Fun fact about me: I've never been normal about this man. Excuse me while I go absolutely insane.

#literally got the notification a minute ago LMAO #IM GENUINLY . LISTNE. L I STEN. HIS MUSIC IS INSANEEEEEE IM OBSESSED W TOO SWEET OKAY I CANT I CANTTTT #hozier #unheard #hozier unheard #hozier album #hozier too sweet #too sweet hozier #too sweet #dee speaks #this is so niche im so sorry yall i had to #i had to rant. just for a moment. im going insanAKFNAKJF

[miitopia-cake]

I wish some aces would stop excluding other aces with complex sexual experiences. like I get why but you have to realize that being ace does not mean they don't enjoy sexual experiences and it's weird when you complain about allo people and boil it down to "people who have sexual experiences" and also shame people for their sex life and kinks as if your own community doesnt INCLUDE those people. because there are other aces out there who still masturbate, who feel sexually attracted to their own body, who barely experiences sexual attraction but still enjoys sex, who like consuming sexual media, who like sfw kink. being ace is so so much more complex than just "disliking sex". and also aromantic exclusionism in the same genre of posts is something i see a lot. especially aro allos. I hate hate hate seeing a community that SHOULD be inclusive boil down sexuality and exclude people.

#okay to reblog #if you reblog this post to argue or whatever though im killing you this is about my personal queer experiences not a discourse post #feel free to add your own experiences if youre aceflux demisexual whatever. i love you guys. #rambling #rant #messy writing sorry #but as an aroace myself i just felt like i had to get it out i guess #i always feel like im not ace enough but im not allo enough to be either #aroace #arospec #aromantic #asexual #acespec #ace #aceflux #aroflux #demiromantic #demisexual #lbgtqia #lbgtq #queer #text post #vent #queer community

[inkskinned]

we heard that you were very disappointed in us both as a generation and specifically as a generation of women (emphasis yours), how we had let ourselves go and now we were slutty and ill-tempered and holding onto notions of feminism like "having a savings account" and "equality."

we were very sorry about it, we didn't realize. it is very hard for you, in your life, because your entire definition was centered around the word providing, and that's a really vague and undulating word. it is hard to be a provider. for your purposes, the word provider here can be defined as "having a job", although it sometimes also extends to "doing yard work", "grilling on occasion," and "knowing basic car anatomy."

we had to do some reading but we divided it out. do not worry. high-value women will fill in the rest of the gaps of your life - all those silly feminine things like doing the dishes. we didn't realize we had asked too much when we asked you to pick up after yourself. we did not realize you were rendered small and scared and crying about the possibility of doing the laundry. here is a joke to lighten the sentiment: a man that listens when you talk to him.

we heard about how we had fallen from glory and it sickened us and made us very, very sad. lindsey had to cut all her hair off and tara threw up. we lit one million candles and we are going to have a vigil about it tonight. all of the people in this world that you do not approve of are going to be there and we will all be in mourning colors because we have lost your respect which is of course the only thing that any of us were looking for.

we searched around our bedrooms and our closets and for some of us it took a while but we all found the pricetag that we were originally born with, the one that gave our listing offer, the one that smells like rot and pine needles. we were horrified because many of us had taken deductions and hadn't realized it. i had scraped my knees and decided to be a lesbian so they had to take my voicebox out so i could never call home again. janice had been with too many people overall so we had to put her into the big squisher that will hopefully collapse her walls so that when you're with her, you'll feel so big and powerful. it will be like you're conquering something instead of being close with someone.

we are all going to the funeral of feminism and we will tear at our bodies and fall over ourselves. we will invite you onstage for a live recording of your podcast about the occasional minor inconvenience of self-reflection. you will talk about how we have targeted you and made you feel the sweat slick down your back, and we will teach you basic self-defense out of solidarity.

do not worry, we are seeing to all the outliers. taylor asked to be taken seriously so we have shipped her off to prison. laura asked you to accept her femininity regardless of her presentation. you will be happy to hear all women are now and forever going to have to be small and thin and pretty and white and ablebodied and quiet and unassuming and ladylike, which is different than how society has previously told us to act.

i am going to have to shave off my jawline, which is a little masculine, and they are going to have to reshape my hands, which are very square and thick - all the work i've done with them has made their veins stand out, so we're just going to have to exsanguinate me. i am horrified to have been out in public like this.

we are going to sit around the campfire and we will talk about being weird little girls that made potions in pink teacups. we will talk about the first time we made a difference. we will talk about the private lives of crickets, and then, at the stroke of three in the morning (the witching hour, obviously) - we will all promptly shut up.

and this will be your beautiful world. this silence that spans every corner of every street and every zoom meeting and every alley. i do not think you'll notice at first - it will be the same as every television show and movie and book. we will all just simply sit there in our doll dresses and smile blithely at your advances and none of us will do you the dishonor of answering and none of us will appear to be in distress and none of us will nag you or make a fuss or get hysterical about it. it will just be quiet, and you will say finally, some peace for once! and we will smell of smoke and our teeth will be white and the next day will come.

tonight we are going to bury the last little bits of our humanity. you are not invited. it is going to be ugly.

#spilled ink #warm up #sorry for going missing lol #my week in review: #got in trouble at work #for not being at work during non-working hours #then crashed my car within 2 hours of this #and then less than 24 hours after that #in the hospital with the flu #im okay now but ummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm #who put a fuckken curse on me #btw this rant is trans inclusive love u

[macskasbacsi]

i was joking about the alcoholism thing, please

#iru rants #dungeon meshi #dungeon meshi spoilers #im sorry i saved some screenshots while reading but i didnt want to spam #i need a chilchuck tag #chilchuck

[evilesbiautism]

The most common argument you'll hear against self diagnosis is that people will fake being [X] for attention. But every disabled person, physical or otherwise, knows this could only work in online spaces - the world was not made for us, and brandishing your disability as a badge of honor that gives you ~special privileges~ is such a funny idea.

Like, honey - that doesn't happen. No one gets anything from being disabled. Maybe extra accommodations if you're lucky - but nothing else. And the internet isn't as important as you seem to think - eventually it just feels hollow.

Ask disabled people how often they had to fight to get diagnosed so their medical needs could be met and their complaints would be heard. Doctors are just hardwired to delay this as much as possible.

I knew I was autistic since late 2018 - I got an official diagnosis 4 months ago. Knowing yourself and how you can make your own life easier is a lifesaver.

And this isn't even going into how many *cons* there are to a professional diagnosis, like being met with disdain at most and denied services at worst.

I don't care if a 16 year old who self diagnosed after taking 1 online quiz about autism is wrong. And honestly I think it's weird people treat this 'issue' with so much hatred.

#little rant. sorry #im not talking about tiktok autism bs thats like. misinformation at the very least #im talking about trying to learn about yourself and help yourself. who cares if it turns out to be inaccurate. life life breathe air #actuallyautistic #actually autistic #autism #autistic #adhd #audhd #actually adhd #ocd #actually ocd #like see im constantly denied a diagnosis for ocd and im still like ok whats with the visions and thinking im a monster for them ^_^ #is it bc my obsession is very often avoidance. is it. #self dx #self diagnosis

[macdennislongcon]

charlie kelly is really the dude ever made. I've never seen another character in any media exude the same weirdness he does. It's not a bad weirdness it's just charlies type of weirdness. he thinks he has seen ghouls.he has bitten santa claus in the neck. he tortured a random guy because he thought it was a leprechaun. he's a musical savant. he looks like a butch lesbian whenever he has a tank top on. he really likes cats. he's somehow a genius at managing the worst bar in philadelphia. he likes magnets. he's the prettiest mf ever. he has been wearing the same green jacket for 18 years straight. he didn't even know pineapples were a thing. he eats stickers all the time. there's a good chance he's covered in grime.he was immediately ready to kill himself when mac's dad was released from prison before considering any other option. he faked his own death with a shitty video where he and his boy best friend do a thelma and louise reference. denim chicken. he has hallucinations. he can't write in english but can both write and speak irish. he is everything to me.

#its like 1.30 am where i live i have to get up early tomorrow. i also puked two times at ab amusement park. #the only coherent thought i have rn is Charlie kelly. #also I'm pretty sure ive seen this type of post be made with at least another member of the gang so im reallt sorry to the ops 🙏 #im not trying to copy you i just felt the need to list the top charlie kelly moments #he is the dude of all time #charlie kelly #iasip #its always sunny in philadelphia #it's always sunny in philadelphia #charmac #mac mcdonald #mac iasip #always sunny #rants

[xx-sketchy-xx]

*grumble grumble* my photos are being annoying

LOOK AT THE COOL DUDES, I feel like Jax would try and make Wally commit as many crimes as possible with his eye eating powers

#welcome home art #wally darling #wally #welcome home wally #jax fanart #the amazing digital circus jax #tadc jax #lol #Guys this is just a quick drawing #I’ll make more stuff I promise #I’m just so busy lately with school #It’s unforgivable lol #And I keep forgetting I need to take care of myself aswell #So now I have anxiety about stupid things like taking a shower #Uhg #sorry #im ranting #Just ignore this and enjoy the crazy children xD

[aconfusedkitten]

okay, as someone on both the ace and aro spectrums, there is nothing wrong with shipping aroace characters.

it is a Spectrum, and just like there are sex favorable aces, sex neutral ones, and sex averse ones (or people like myself who are somewhere in between!), there is more than one way to identify as aro. for fucks sake, please stop harassing people in fandom for shipping things because it doesn't fit your definition of what being aroace means.

#cheshire rambles #hazbin hotel #alastor hazbin hotel #aroace #aromantic #asexual #hi sorry for the rant <3 #it was annoying me because i was starting to guiltrip *myself* #for enjoying ships. and it took me 40 minutes to go 'wait. im aroace.' #'and i am not against romance *or* sex. why am i feeling bad about this' #honestly i was just looking through the radioapple tag and had a Moment

[moth-nocturna]

dumping south park sketches lol

#getting into south park kinda reset my mindset lol #im in a weird state of mind where i hate everything i make and i started to hate myself as a person and an artist. #so getting into this stupid silly show made me want to embrace stupid silly things #sorry for the rant. enjoy some silly doodles :33 #south park #south park fanart #stan marsh #kyle broflovski #eric cartman #kenny mccormick #tolkien black #token black #craig tucker #tweek tweak #digital art #illustration #art