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asociallyawkwardteen · 3 years

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FACE - Woosung/Sammy Kim - Drabble

Kim Woosung/Sammy Kim x Reader

Genre: Fluff, Friends to Lovers

Word count: 2,5k

Summary: After a long semester of uni finally comes to an end, y/n and her friends are able to go out again and have fun. A fun night out turns into something very beautiful.

(Also I would like to apologize for any errors, english is not my first langugae so please have mercy on me ^^’)

~Hope you like it!

„Finally!!! We are done with all those stupid exams!!!” your friend Coco shouted once you got back to your apartment from Uni after having your last exam for this semester today.

“Hey, you do know that we have neighbors, right?” you giggled, hitting her in a playful way.

“Yeah, yeah, but aren’t you glad that we finally can relax?? We should celebrate it!”

“Of course I am glad, silly. So how do you want to celebrate surviving another semester?”

“Hmm, I’m not sure yet but I want to do it tonight! Otherwise it’s not as much of an celebration.”

“Sounds a lot like you want to go drinking, huh?”

She smiled at you sheepishly, “Maybe…”

“Okay so a girls night out it is?”

“Eeeeh…” she started hesitatingly, blushing a little

“what do you mean ‘eeeh’?”

“How about…”

“Wait! You want to ask the cute guy from our history class out, don’t you??” you said wiggling your eyebrows at her

“Heyy!” she punched your arm, “what I was going to say was: we could gather a few of our friends… and maaaaybe also hajoon…” she got quieter during the end mumbling the last word.

You grinned. “Well you can invite some people I guess, still don’t have a lot of friends that aren’t also yours here” you smiled a little embarrassed at yourself hearing that coming out of your mouth after being here for already one and a half year.

“Oh just not too many please… I’d like to still keep the circle small tonight.” you added

“Sure thing she said, sitting down on the couch and already looking through her phone for the right people”

Some time passed and you used it well by taking a nap, seemed like the best idea since you’re probably gonna be out the whole night. However, your peaceful slumber was rudely interrupted by Coco barging in your room exclaiming that she finally had the perfect selection of people.

You mumbled a half awake “Shoot” and nuzzled your head back into your pillow.

“Okay so, since we want a rather small group this time, I made sure that I selected them very carefully!” She listed a few of your friend group to which you just nodded to, still half asleep.

“And-I-also-might-have-asked-Hajoon-if-he-was-free-and-he-is-joining-us!!” She quickly spat out hiding her face in her hands squealing like a little kid.

You grinned at her, “glad you finally had the guts to ask him out!”

“That’s not all thought, I thought that since I would be a little occupied with hajoon tonight I though I would invite someone for you too! BUT- Please don’t hit me now okay!”

You slowly opened your eyes looking at her kinda pissed already. “And who would that someone be?”

“Sammy…” she mumbled

“HUH?!?!” now it was really over with your beauty sleep, you shot up in your bed looking at her in disbelief. “Sammy?, you… mean Sammy Kim?? Your freind from highschool, who I had nothing but awkward interaction with since I met him last year?”

“Awkward Interactions?” she giggled, “ if that’s what you call love at first sight but no clue how to handle it, yeah sure you guys had some AwKwArD InTeRaCtIoNs. And now don’t act like I didn’t realize how you two were looking at each other that night, plus how often you too hung out to sTuDy.”

“No No No, he really helped me out with my photography project back then, and you promised me that we would never speak of that night again!” Just as you finished your sentence Coco’s phone made a ding. She opened it and grinned once again.

“Oh come on you both have the hots for each other but your are both to scared to admit it and I like the effect you have on each other, you both are like creative chargers for one another. I’ve yet to see you procrastinate when he is around and you have heard his music improving yourself, do you think that comes just out of nowhere? Huh? Whatever he just texted that he is coming tonight so this discussion is over!”

You looked at her with wide eyes and your heart skipping a beat. You definitely have a crush on Sammy and yeah maybe that happened the first time you met him BUT you were just never really the relationship type of girl, plus you didn’t plan on staying in Korea after Uni so you didn’t want to get to attached to something/someone plus you liked things the way they were up until said night. New Years Eve Party to be exact. You and Coco had a party at the Apartment and most of your friends were wasted at 1am already and Sammy and You also had quite a bit to drink, one thing led to another and you only remember waking up next to him in your bed, all cuddled up together with and hunch of what could have happened. Luckily you two were up before everyone else thinking nobody noticed but of course Coco knew the second she looked at you once she woke up. Sammy had to leave quickly that day because of some issues with brother, who wanted to visit him on New Year’s. Ever since than you two tried to keep it casual by not addressing it at all and kind of ignoring each other and your feelings for one another a bit. Until now apparently.

You sighed falling back into your cozy bed once Coco left your room.

~Time skip~

You pushed the thoughts of the night ahead to the side -mostly for Coco since she was worried that you were actually mad at her.

To proof her wrong you put on a smile and you two started to get ready together while blasting music and starting to pre drink a bit. It felt so good though to finally have the time to go out with some friends again after all that studying and stress with exams, just getting ready with your roommate was already so much fun.

Soon your uber came and you were on your way to the club where Coco told the others to meet you. You saw Sammy already when from the car, and your heart stopped a beat. He was just leaning against the wall, headphones in and on his phone. You took a second to admire him before the car came to a spot where you guys could get out. Coco saw him as well form where you two were and tried to scare him since he wasn’t aware of his surroundings, but she failed.

You greeted Sammy with a warm hug, thinking that he would probably feel your fast heartbeat but you always hugged him to say hello and you didn’t want to make things more weird. To your surprise you could feel his heartbeat as well, which weirdly calmed you down a bit.

You too still kept a bit of a distance for now just making things seem “casual”, clearly aware of the tension between the two of you. You got a table at your favorite club and soon drinks started to flow. Your group had an awesome time dancing, drinking, catching up and just enjoying your freedom for now

The DJ was great and constantly playing what you wanted, a couple hours went by and your friend group started to get smaller, one after the other leaving with someone they flirted with for about half an hour. Oh and Coco was all tangled up with Hajoon just as you both expected. You didn’t care about all of that too much just enjoying yourself on the dance floor and chatting a bit with Sammy while still continuously ordering drinks.

Of course some dudes tried to hit on you especially while you were dancing, overflowing with confidence but you just told them to get lost, you were really not interested in any of them. You were really just here to have fun but as you caught a glimpse of the way Sammy was watching your every move you smiled a bit to yourself.

You both were a bit buzzed by now, it being around 1:30am and most of your friends, well actually all of them already gone. The club was still buzzing and you were in no way ready to leave yet, neither was Sammy. It may seem a bit boring to just stand at a table watching a girl dance for hours, only taking breaks to pee or take another shot, not for him tho. Watching your body float over that dancefloor, never missing a single beat, smiling with closed eyes. And every time you were sick of a song you made your way over to him smiling with sparkling eyes in which he could get lost in forever. Every time you would come over you two had a shot or two and every time you went back on the dancefloor you tried to convince him to come with you. He came with once or twice, wanting to stay there with you the whole night just being weightless together but he knew that if he kept dancing with you and already being a bit drunk, he would want more and he wasn’t sure if you were okay with that so he stayed at the table.

At around 3am your feet started to hurt from all the dancing in your heels and you were feeling pretty dizzy, still not wanting to stop dirinking. Sammy knew by the way you came back to him that you were ready to leave and get some food somewhere.

“Sammy…! Wanna grab a bite somewhere?!” you shouted in his ear hoping he would understand with all the loud music and people talking.

To be completely honest he didn’t understand anything over the loud music and his own spinning head but he knew what you wanted so he just nodded and you two left. Once you stepped out of the club you both took a deep breath an looked at each other for a second. In this moment the only thing you wanted to do was kiss him, get lost in his touch and never wake up from it again but instead you just smiled at him and repeatedly said that you were hungry.

Sammy was in the same position, he knew that soon he would not be able to contain himself if you keep looking at him with those intense eyes of yours. He laughed at you being a whiny baby and took your hand to lead you to your guys’ favorite 4am drunk-food place. You both knew that he initially just wanted to yank you a bit in the direction you had to go yet you kept walking hands interlocked up until you got to the food place. It just felt so natural that none of you wanted to let go, so you kept it that way for a few moments longer.

You two kept chatting a bit while enjoying your food. For the few other people in the restaurant you two just looked like a regular couple acting all cute together, feeding each other and giggling while still ordering a few drinks. The owner of the restaurant actually thought you two were so cute that she gave you another soju-bottle for free, “For the lovebirds” she said as she put a the bottle down and winked at you.

You looked at each other with big eyes and you started to giggle since you were still pretty drunk. You took the soju with you and left the restaurant after paying. You were not ready to leave one another yet but you remember that Sammy had that great view from his apartment rooftop so you went there, on the way your hands found each other again and you just walked in silence, enjoying each other’s company.

You set up everything and settled down on the roof with your soju and a blanket just starring into nothing. Soon the two of you were cuddled up listening to each other’s breath.

You sighed “I missed this, you know?”

“Missed what?” he tried playing dumb

“This.. you… us..” you mumbled into his chest trying to hide your blushing

“Me too” he said while running his hands through your hair.

You lifted your head to look at him in the dim light just taking in his features bit by bit. He just smiled at you, slowly closing his eyes, like a cat would do. Carefully you sat up a bit and firmly pressed your lips on his. He smiled into the kiss. It was a very sweet delicate kiss, maybe even innocent, savoring every little moment of a innocent yet so powerful love. You two dragged the kiss as long as your lungs would allow it, after that you quickly nuzzled your head into his warm chest again.

“We should head inside it’s really getting cold and I don’t want you to get sick…” he softly whispered

You nodded and you packed your things to move into the apartment. It was so much warmer and just as cozy as you remembered it. You let out a yawn, stretching your body, Sammy saw his chance and wrapped his arms around you from behind burring his head in your neck. “Tired?” he asked softly.

“yeah… a bit…”

“then let’s go to bed then, shall we?” he asked while already heading towards the bedroom. He gave you his favorite shirt and shorts to sleep in, knowing you would have asked for them sooner or later, also he loved the way they looked on you. You excused yourself to the bathroom to change.

Once you locked the door behind you, you started to freak out silently a bit but on the other hand, everything just felt so right, Your bodies and minds just fit perfectly together and you were kind of mad at yourself for wanting to cut this awesome connection after it got a bit more serious. You washed you face, changed into the clothes he gave you and took a deep breath before heading back to the bedroom.

Sammy was already all cuddled up and his room looked even more comfortable with the delicate fairy-lights you gifted him last Christmas. You crawled next to him getting comfortable. He gave you another soft kiss, but you wanted more. You started to intensify it to which he gave in, you were hungry for him the whole night already so you were more than eager letting your hand slowly travel over his body an to the hem of his boxers but suddenly he grabbed your hand. A bit perplex you broke the kiss and looked at him confused.

“did... did I do something wrong?” you asked quietly “Do you not want to?”

“you didn’t do anything wrong y/n…” he gave you a peck “It’s just, the last time we did it too quickly and lost each other for a few months… And I don’t want to lose you… this... us again... is… is it okay if we just fall asleep in each other’s arms for now?”

You started to tear up a bit at his words, this was the first time he actually told you how he really felt -probably a bit because of the alcohol too but you didn’t mind that- and it made you realize how you felt as well, so you nodded stealing one last kiss before cuddling up with him and slowly drifting of to sleep while listening to his heartbeat.

~To be continued~

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because-of-a-friend · 3 years

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Seventeen as Roommates

Thanks for the request anon! This one was also super fun to do and I hope you really like it! This is the last request and them I’m putting everything aside to finish the Falling Flower series for y’all!

MASTERLIST

CHOI SEUNGCHEOL

The most responsible roommate, tbh. He doesn’t want to step on any toes so he’ll make sure there’s great communication between the two of you. He knows all of your pet peeves when it comes to a roommate so he can avoid doing anything that would upset you. Of course you extend the same courtesy since Cheol is such a sweet and great roommate and gives you no reason to want to upset him. Definitely the type of roommate that becomes your friend. He’s just such a loving person and it always overflows into his everyday life. So if he’s living with you, he’s just naturally going to be concerned about how you’re doing and how he can help when you’re struggling. The type who will willingly stay up with you at 3am to make cookies, have a movie marathon, and talk about life just to make you feel better and put a smile on your face. A really good roommate. 12/10.

YOON JEONGHAN

The type of roommate where whenever you’re just minding your own business watching tv in the living room, he’ll come and and just lay across your body and go “[Y/N], buy me fooooooooooooood.” And then whine until you agree to get up and go get food with him lol. Not the best roommate. He gets a little messy and procrastinates on cleaning up. But usually it only takes a couple of times of you scolding him for Jeonghan to finally get up and get things done. But he’s also the type to be your friend. Like quite literally the day you move in, he sits across from you on the couch and starts ranting about his life like you guys had known each other forever. And first you’re a little overwhelmed but then kind of relieved cuz honestly you had needed someone to talk to... and now Jeonghan is right there. He’s just so chill and easily becomes a part of your life, it’s almost like you two have always been living together.

JOSHUA HONG

More of a parent than a roommate, lol. Sometimes you get home from school/work and he’s just in the kitchen cooking and goes “Have you eaten? Never mind you probably didn’t eat enough, fix yourself a plate” And then sometimes it’s “Did you drink enough water today?” or “You have that big presentation tomorrow morning, you need to get to bed early.” Sometimes you find sticky notes with words of encouragement all over the apartment when you have big things coming up. Or if you wake up late, you might find an already packed lunch waiting for you so you can rush out the door without worrying about it yourself. Honestly the sweetest roommate of all time. He just tries to make your living space a happy and safe space for you so you never really feel worried or stressed about anything.

WEN JUNHUI

What a truly chaotic roommate you’ve chosen lol. Sometimes you walk into the kitchen at 3am to grab a drink and find him hunched over random papers only to discover he’s been obsessing over the most obscure conspiracy theory you’ve ever heard for twelve hours straight. Sometimes you come home to find him asleep in your bed. And you’re like???? Jun????? And then he just tells you that he wanted to ask you how your day was as soon as you got home and being in your room when you got back was the best way to assure that he could. Sometimes just appears behind you and tells you his most random wants in that moment. “[Y/N], I really want hot chocolate.” You jump as he suddenly speaks from over your shoulder. “Jun it’s the middle of August.” He sighs sadly, and you very easily give in. “Ugh fine, let’s go.” But seriously, there’s no dull moment living with Jun. He’s a ball of constant fun and adventure.

KWON SOONYOUNG

I hope you’re ready to live with someone whose love language is physical affection. Because no matter what you do: wash the dishes, buy dessert, get him a gift, remember things about his life, say something nice to him, it will be met with an overenthusiastic physical response: a tight hug, sudden cuddles on the couch, a whole Soonyoung just jumping on top of you. That’s just how he shows his appreciation for you when you’re being a good roommate. He knows living with people is difficult sometimes so he’s really grateful for having such a great one and always wants to show you that. Chores are always split evenly and you have a specified chore day because it’s more fun to do it together and it gets done more quickly. You both pull your weight around your living space to make sure you guys have an easy and peaceful living situation.

JEON WONWOO

When you first start living with Wonwoo you begin to question if you made the right decision. He’s just so distant and quiet and you begin to realize that you really don’t know anything about him at all. But it doesn’t take you long to realize that he was just really shy and hesitant. Once he opens up, he is surprisingly clingy and affectionate. Spends the majority of his time in your room lol. Not even to talk, he just likes sitting in there with you. He’s a big baby about chore day so you have to bribe him with his favorite sweets to do the dishes lol. Sometimes you also have to force him to get out the house and get some fresh air when you realize he hasn’t gone out in literal days. But he is a really sweet roommate and there are no issues between the two of you.

LEE JIHOON

Jihoon is a very strict roommate. Will make it very clear what his pet peeves are and what he expects from a roommate. It’s a little off putting at first but when you realize he wants you to be just as honest as him, you understand that he just doesn’t want to leave any room for misunderstandings or for either of you to be upsetting the other. It also takes awhile for him to be friendly towards you. He views having a roommate as more of “I’ll live with someone else so I don’t have to pay as much for a place” rather than “Oh, a chance for a new friend!” But he will eventually open up. He’s also one you feel more like a mother to, because he’s so busy working and you have to make sure he eats enough and sleeps enough. But you do it in fun ways like having nights where you cook dinner together or movie nights where you watch one movie after another until he dozes off. Jihoon is honestly really happy you’re around.

LEE SEOKMIN

You didn’t think it was possible to know this much about a person that wasn’t your own self. But every day Seokmin comes home, slumps down across the couch from you, and tells you literally everything that happened to him that day. You don’t mind because he always tells his stories in really entertaining ways, but you really do hear about everything. Also not always the best roommate, he can get a little messy and loud. But he’s always very sweet and apologetic and makes up for anything he does very quickly. Definitely becomes your friend, though. You’re living together, and he loves making new friends, so why not? He’ll introduce you to his whole friend group and weave you into his life with no issues at all. Very happy to have a new friend around.

KIM MINGYU

Literally every time you lay down on the couch, Mingyu comes in and drops his entire body on top of yours. Really just the cuddliest person you could have possibly lived with. Once you two are close, Mingyu is all physical affection all the time. Honestly also not the best roommate, he annoys you quite often. Not because he’s inconsiderate or rude, but because he doesn’t always think about what he’s doing and forgets to consider how it’ll affect his roommate lol. You end up posting a chore list on the fridge to remind both of you to keep the place clean. And you’ll post friendly little reminders about things he needs to remember. He’s just grateful to have a roommate that’s so patient with him despite the face that he knows he’s not always easy to live with. He buys you lots of food and gifts to make up for it, and does lots of favors for you too. He may not always be the best roommate but he is a great guy to have around.

XU MINGHAO

Honestly the perfect roommate. Minghao is quiet and clean and respectful. He doesn’t even have to try, he’s just kind of naturally that way. And he’s also really easy going as long as what you do doesn’t affect your shared spaces or his own personal space. Doesn’t really see any reason to be friends with his roommate, but if you start to be friendly, he’ll match your energy. He’s also a perfect friend that way, he lets you take the lead in everything to make sure you feel comfortable and doesn’t push anything. Once you two are closer, Minghao is the cutest roommate ever. He loves ranting to you about his interests and showing you what he’s working on. He’s also happy to listen to you talk about your hobbies. Both of you will get the other to join in on your projects so you can have more fun things in common.

BOO SEUNGKWAN

More like siblings than roommates lol. The two of you get into the dumbest most pettiest arguments 24/7. It’s never anything personal or serious or having to do with your living space, it’s just the most random stuff. But you two will bicker all the time. Someone would think you two had been living together your whole lives. But then someone will be like, “Why do you live together if you hate each other?” And you’ll both pause and immediately go, “What are you talking about? I love [Y/N]!” “Yeah, Seungkwan is like my best friend in the whole world.” You two just really get each other and it makes living together really easy. Cuz you both expect the same thing out of a roommate, so living together is smooth sailing. Well when you’re not debating who the best character in your current favorite show is lol.

HANSOL VERNON CHWE

Vernon is sincerely the chillest roommate. He doesn’t think anything of anything, when you ask him to do things around your place, he just changes his behavior to make you more comfortable. Of course you do the same to him but he honestly doesn’t expect a lot from you. Is 100% going to be your friend. You get texts throughout the day like: [Y/N], please bring meeeee snaaaaaacks, I don’t wanna get out of beeeeeeeeeeeeed. And then you bring the snacks and notice he’s watching a show you really like so you just climb into bed with him and before you know it, you’ve wasted a whole day binging tv with Vernon instead of everything else you needed to do. His habits definitely rub off on you lol. But he’s an easy person to live with.

LEE CHAN

Honestly a great roommate. He’s terrified of upsetting you lol. At first he’s walking on egg shells around you because he doesn’t want to do anything to make you angry. But you assure him that as long as you two communicate with each other, everything will be fine, so he finally relaxes. He may avoid being your friend for awhile because he’s a little shy. So it takes a lot of encouragement from you. So you’re always planning movie nights or fun activities or really anything to do together. Chan honestly adores you for it. He’s grateful to have a roommate that makes him feel so welcomed and comfortable. He repays it all back by giving you a very genuine and kind and loving friendship.

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captain-tch · 3 years

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Feel the Burn (Modern AU)

You're a shift worker and he's an insomniac - that explains why you run into each other at the gym at 3AM

Working as an EMT didn't have a good impact on your social life. Shift work meant you'd either go to bed as the sun was rising, or be leaving for work as the sun dipped beneath the horizon. As much as you loved your job, you resented the late night shifts, your bed calling you as you worked to save lives.

Maintaining a level of fitness was also extremely difficult. Constantly your body felt sapped of energy, and you could barely muster the strength to eat before sleeping, yet alone exercise. But you made a New Years resolution and you were stubborn - you could do this. So you'd been heading to the gym before or after a shift, no matter how late or early it was. Twenty four hour gyms became your friend as you slowly grew stronger and faster.

Tonight was no different. You'd just finished a more tasking shift than usual, yawning as you stumbled into the entrance of the gym at 3AM. You changed into your workout gear in a daze, slipping your shirt on back to front to only swivel it around.

Really, if you had planned your day better, you could have gone before your shift. You blamed your sweet bed and Netflix for that, only pulling yourself from the sheets at the last possible second. If you weren't so bloody stubborn you'd write this gym trip off - but you couldn't.

Finally, you were ready to start your workout. With a sigh you made your way into the large room, eyeing the equipment with hatred. God, you hated exercise.

Dragging yourself to a nearby treadmill, you slotted your headphones in and started blaring music. The treadmill began to move rapidly under your feet, the beat of the song matching the thud of your footfalls. For a while you zoned out, listening to the music and jogging, trying to ignore the tiredness in your limbs.

When you reached the cool down, you were gasping for air. Sweat was dripping from your forehead and making your clothes slick. Your body cried out as you clambered off the treadmill, a wide smile of victory plastered to your face.

You did it.

Taking a deep swig from your water, you caught a glimpse of yourself in the reflection of the mirrored wall. Good god, you were glad other people didn't come this late. You looked a mess, with your hair sopping wet and face bright red.

Almost as if some higher power was mocking you, the studio doors opened and in walked the most beautiful man you had ever seen. Dark hair pushed back from his face. Small, but wide build. A confident gait. A blank face.

Subconsciously you flicked some of the sweat off your forehead.

He seemed to notice you in the same moment. He didn't acknowledge you, just walked straight past you and advanced to the equipment. You weren't surprised really. A lot of people kept to themselves, especially at the gym.

Shrugging it off, you carried on with your workout, doing a bit more cardio. Your limbs ached as you pushed your body to its limit, feeling each breath rip out of you like a hurricane.

Taking a small break, you leaned against the counter, taking a quick drink of your water. Naturally, your eyes caught onto the only movement in the room. The mystery man was benching some weights. You felt your jaw drop as you witnessed his muscles tense and flex with each movement, the man seeming unfazed by the extra weight.

You needed to distract yourself, otherwise you'd be stood drooling at his arms all day. Mentally preparing yourself for the physical pain you were about to force on yourself, you breathed deep, taking a seat at the bicep curler.

You gripped the handles, determined to do more reps than you usually did. Carefully, you started to pull the handles towards yourself, feeling the weights attached to them resisting you. You strained your arms, pulling the handle as close to your chest as you could before you lowered it, repeating it until your arms trembled.

"You're doing it wrong." The man's voice echoed out the room.

You jumped. Your heart raced at the sudden voice, hand flying to your chest. The man didn't appear apologetic at all for nearly causing you a heart attack, only waiting for you to gather yourself before responding.

"How so?" You trusted his judgement more than your own, especially considering how your arms were no where near as toned as his.

He sighed, climbing off his own equipment and making his way over to you. You resisted the urge to flatten your hair down, watching as he got closer. "If you keep doing it like that you're going to pull a muscle."

You hadn't thought of that. At the time you felt like your muscles burned because you were building up their strength, but maybe you were causing more damage than good. A subconscious hand drifted to your arm, massaging it slightly.

This didn't go unnoticed by the man, a small smirk working its way on his lips. "I think you already have."

"Work is gonna be a pain in the ass," you muttered, thinking of how you often had to help lift people up onto stretchers, or shift their body to the side. You already weren't looking forward to your next shift.

He was walking away when you surprised yourself by speaking up. "Can you show me how? For next time?"

The man reluctantly paused, doubling back and sitting on the machine next to you. He showed you the correct form, and most importantly how to position your wrists so you got the full benefit of the workout.

You attently watched him, asking questions where appropriate and taking a selfish moment to enjoy the way his arms moved with the machine. If he caught you staring he didn't say anything.

When you finally had a grasp of how to do it, you went to try it yourself. A hand flew out, gripping your bicep. "Might not be the best idea."

You'll be honest - his words barely processed in your brain. You were hyper focused on the skin contact. You had to be imagining it but you swore he held on for a beat more than he should have.

His grip quickly left your arm. You tried not to be disappointed, flashing the man a smile. "Thank you."

He nodded in acknowledgement, moving away to continue his own workout. Your gaze followed him for a while, curious as to who he was, what he did, why he was here at this god foresaken hour of the night... Or morning, depending on how you looked at it.

Not long after that, you decided to go home. Your body was on the verge of collapse and you made a mental note to avoid going to the gym that late ever again. You were extremely grateful that you had the day off.

For the next few days you were far too busy to go to the gym. Your shifts were chaotic, and you had to do jobs around the house that took priority over exercise. But your thoughts drifted often to the black haired man with muscles like a god. You wondered if you'd see him again.

The next time you saw him was nearly a month later. Once again you hadn't gone to the gym earlier in the day and your shift ended later than you'd have liked. You told yourself you didn't go earlier because you wanted to relax, but really, you just wanted a reason to run into the handsome stranger.

A higher power was on your side. There he was, working out on the very machine he taught you how to use. You sent him a timid smile, going about your workout as normal, tracking the man's movement from the corner of your eye.

He went to the water fountain. You took this as an opportunity to jump into conversation, slowing your run to a stop and sitting on an unknown piece of equipment.

"So, Mr Muscle, how'd you stay so fit?"

He shrugged, screwing the lid on his water bottle. "Insomnia."

"Is that why you're here so late?"

"Early." He corrected, nodding. "Might as well do something productive with my time."

You agreed. It made a lot of sense really. If you struggled to sleep you would try to do all of the things you couldn't be arsed doing during the day. And you also imagined it helped get some sleep in eventually.

"Why are you here?"

So you'd spiked his curiosity too? You felt a sense of victory at the revelation. "I do shift work."

"Dedicated."

"More like procrastinator."

He huffed a laugh, taking a sip from his drink. He looked at the clock, biting at his lip. "I've got to go. Don't go pulling any muscles."

The remark made you smirk.

The third time you met him in the gym, he finally told you his name.

Levi.

It felt like a door to getting to know him better. And you liked that. A lot.

You started to hope you'd get to see him a fourth time.

Suddenly you found yourself volunteering to do as many night shifts as possible. Especially since you had a reason to stay awake.

#attack on titan x reader #attack on titan #attack on titan fanfiction #aot x reader #aot fanfiction #levi x reader #levi ackerman #modern au

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daisylincs · 3 years

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get to know me tag

I was tagged by @the-9muses, @missinglittlebritishfriend, @aleksandrachaev - thanks, loves 🥺🥺 Yours were fab!

Name/Nickname: Lily (which yes is short for something, no it's not embarrassing just very British, as Kat LOVES to mock me about)

Gender: Female

Star Sign: Virgo (and fortunately/unfortunately with all the perfectionism typical of that sign)

Height: 166cm (and nO I am not trying to convert that into feet and whatnot. Sorry, Americans, but your system makes NO SENSE. Ugh)

Time: 9:45 AM, desperately procrastinating setting into my final round of prep work for classes starting next week

Birthday: 2 September

Favorite Bands: like my wife, I'm a BIG fan of musicals, pretty much all musicals, so... Hamilton, Hadestown, Wicked, Les Mis, Moulin Rouge!, Evita, Chicago, Miss Saigon, The Phantom of the Opera, Cats, The Lion King. I'm also very into movie soundtracks, basically anything Disney or related to Lin-Manuel Miranda 😝😍

As bands go, Imagine Dragons, Florence + The Machine and ABBA are fab, too!

Favorite Solo Artists: Ed Sheeran, classical musicians do not count shut UP brain, Taylor Swift?? (hissssss @ Kat)

Song Stuck In My Head: Afterglow by Ed Sheeran

Last Movie: The Old Guard, rewatch #4. It's just SO DAMN COOL, guys

Last Show: Us (and no, not just for Iain, either, though ngl he's a big benefit. It's a great show, though, I'm loving it so far!)

When Did I Create This Blog: the 5th of May 2020, apparently! Feels like a lot longer to me, lol, but, yup, I'm a lockdown baby! 😝

What I Post: Fics, reblogs of other people's amazing creations, and occasionally random nonsense

Last Thing I Googled: "Lockdown UK live updates" - because, yes, that's what my TV show binging and spectacular denial levels lately have allll been caused by :/

Other blogs: Yes! I created and am an admin of agentsofchallenges, the Challenges of SHIELD blog we part-run from our fandom friends Discord. I'm also an admin for aos-angst-war, the blog we made for, surprisingly, the AoS Angst War (before we were smart enough to come up with agentsofchallenges, lmao)

Following: 387, apparently - w h o a, how'd that happen?? Too many amazing people out there, that's all I'm saying.

Followers: 237, which makes me think of three things immediately: one, there seems to be a sevens theme going on with "follow-" words today. Cool beans! Two, OH MY GOSH PAST TWO HUNDRED AND THIRTY FOLLOWERS Already??? Every time I look at this statistic, it's more, and my eyes want to pop out of my head. I mean, I'm SO flattered, guys, but also w t f!!! Ahhhhhhhh, it's more than a little unbelievable. (!!!) Anyway, and, three, hnsjdskhsghsjhd, I'm an awful person, I haven't even completed my Hundred Followers Celebration yet!! Better get right on that 😬🤦‍♀️🥰

Average hours of sleep: 6/7 in work-time, because teaching is a full-time job and I need to be 100% functional. In the holidays, though... yeek. Anybody's guess!! I often go to sleep in the very wee hours of the night (2, 3am) but then I'm also a lazy ass and only get up at 10, so... About the same, actually!!

Lucky number: ehhh, I don't really have one, I'm not superstitious like that, really - EXCEPT, WAIT, NO, I TOTALLY DO. Of course I do!! 42. The answer to life, the universe, and everything, my friends :D

Instruments: I play piano and violin professionally, and a little bit of cello, badly 🤣

What I Am Wearing: an old grey-green pair of drawstring sweatpants, and an oversized white sweatshirt. My isolation suit, guys!

Dream Job: ohhh, gosh, well. I've always had a passion for both music and teaching, and I've known this is what I want to do for years, so I'm kinda... in it?? Lucky me, I know, lol 🤣😍 If I could have anything, though, I'd probably want to be an actress, or a singer-songwriter. Or both!! Or, I know, a Marvel screenplay writer for the Quake/Secret Warriors alternate universe spinoff 🤣😝

Dream Trip: ohhhh, MAN, well - I'm an incurable romantic at heart, so, the Seychelles with my boyfriend? Or maybe, to be a fangirl and a romantic (which is just goals, honestly) Tahiti!! Yup, yup, that's my final answer. I want an all-expenses-paid, full-luxury trip to Tahiti - I hear it's a magical place 😝😍🏖️

Favorite Food: I've recently been visiting my family in Ireland (before lockdown screwed everything over for me UGH) so, my nan's chocolate shortbread!! The actual BEST biscuits you'll ever taste 😍😍😍

Nationality: British-Irish (yes, I have a dual citizenship, which I think is pretty wicked)

Favorite Song: Impossible. Question. And one you'll get a different answer to every time you ask it!! Currently, though, I'm going to have to say Nancy Mulligan, for all the family nostalgia and happy memories it brings up for me 💜

Last Book I Read: Ugh, this is probably the LEAST exciting answer you could even dream of, but... A2 GCSE Music Syllabus and Teacher's Guide - 2021 Revised Edition. Yeah, prepping for work SUCKS.

Top 3 Fictional Universes I’d Like To Live In: The MCU, but very specifically season 3A of Agents of SHIELD, so I could meet all my babies when they were happy(ish) and tell them how much I adore them 🥺🥺💜 Also, the Wizarding World post-the Second Wizarding War (because if I'm living in the world I'm not affected by JKR's crap). And for number three, OOH!! Storybrooke post-season 6 (and happily pretending season 7 never happens.) Yes please!!

Oooh, gosh, well, this was loads of fun, and a great distraction from work... though, in all seriousness, I should probably get to that now. Before I go, though, I'm going to tag @eowima, @que-mint-tea, @justanalto, @apathbacktoyou, @springmagpies, @maybebrilliant, @loved-the-stars-too-fondly, @nazezdha321, @besidemethewholedamntime and @fitzsimmonkeys, if any of you guys want to do this! 🥰💜

#tag game #get to know me tag #tumblr-ing instead of working is a whole big thing; am I right?#TOO big #*soft sigh* it's so fun though!!#it's SO fun

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make-me-imagine · 3 years

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congrats on 5.5k!! you're insanely talented and I'm so happy you're getting the recognition you deserve 🥺🥺 could i join in the ship requests too?

I'm a rather small sized (like, 154cm & ~40kg kind of small) Asian female from a South East Asia country and i prefer men, especially men who are taller and Age Gaps™ 🥴 I'm not sure how much you know about/believe in astrology but I'm a Libra sun, Taurus rising and Capricorn moon so you can do what you want with that 😂

I'm an INTP/INFP (I've gotten both an equal number of times from sites OTHER than 16 personality, tho I personally vibe with INTP just a teeny smidge more) if you do MBTI ✌🏼 I LOVE to read, especially fanfiction lmao, and i also write! I really love listening to music + watching shows/movies too! My favourite shows are all mystery/crime based LOL and I am working towards becoming a criminal psychologist/forensic pathologist/forensic scientist in future! (heavily inspired by Criminal Minds, Sherlock, Detective Conan and the like so 😂) I have a really vivid and good imagination please i can spend DAYS just daydreaming and imagining scenarios that I never finish writing about & generally this is how all my work is never finished loll

I'm the eldest sibling at home, and my parents haven't always been around so I've been rather used to stepping up and taking care of myself (+ my sibling, like helping them with homework and all). Some people say I'm a natural born leader? idk bc I often step up to be the leader in group work & I'll often be the one to initiate things & all. I'm a rather big procrastinator though LOLL so you'll often catch me rushing my assignments & final projects & rushing my revision for exams + finals like, 2 days before the actual exam 💀 which often leads to me becoming more stressed out & breaking down more often than i actually should so 🥲 I'm trying to quit this bad habit though

I love cuddles and hugs please I will KILL for cuddles and hugs from my back by a tall character pls it just feels so safe and comforting to be spooned too 🥺🥺 sometimes when I'm too absorbed in work or something (which happens too often for it to be healthy) I might just forget to eat/sleep entirely AND also my sleep routine isn't the best. like i will literally fall asleep at 9pm, wake up in the middle of the night on my own at like, 1am, then usually I'll be rushing homework at this time, then maybe sleep again for a short while from 4ish? till when i have to get up for school/work at 5:30/6am 💀 there's been days where i literally looked so sick from the lack of sleep where my tutor once stopped the class to ask me if I was okay and if i was going to faint LMAO 😔 i feel like I'm a night owl??? but then also i have no problem getting up super early in the morning so?? but i really feel most at home and really enjoy the 3am nights 😌

i am also the class clown lol but it's bc i just make sarcastic comments and all and my friends think they're funny???? but also i enjoy making people laugh bc sometimes i find it interesting to try and see what kind of things make my friends laugh so it's lowkey an experiment? or like something i want to achieve? at this point. I'm fluent in English and Chinese/Mandarin and I'm learning Italian so I roughly know some basics, and I really enjoyed History, which I took last year but dropped this year. (I'm taking English Literature with Biology + Chemistry this year and they're all great, except I'm literally dying from the workload aaahhh 💀)

I'm kinda clumsy and Not Good™ at most sports, maybe passably okay for badminton but I'm really not that athletic and really not very keen on exercising either 😔 I'm quite creative and good with public speaking/creative writing/impromptu performance/speech though I'd say! I'm also in my school's drama club 😎 though I'm more of a backstage lights & sounds kind of person. I'm right handed (with a really neat handwriting, as I've been told many, many, many times) and I wear thin frame spectacles which I sometimes will fall asleep in & I'm so clumsy/careless that I'm actually really afraid I'd break them (it's happened before 😭)

I'm a really good planner? like i can do up a great and detailed schedule/plan for revision and all but i will NOT stick to what i plan 😭😭 i love to snack!!!! on chips + gummies especially, and my diet is quite unhealthy lmao i literally don't eat vegetables At All™ & i don't really eat meat that much too?? lmaoo please i can go for days without having a single proper meal & just survive on snacking on potato chips + soft drinks 💀 i am a very picky eater though so really me not finding food i like/am able to stomach is also really kind of my fault 🤡

while i really vibe with and love the dark academia aesthetic, i also do video/MOBA games, like i play games like Mobile Legends & all. I'm someone who knows most, if not all the lastest trends (like tiktok, memes etc) but i won't actively participate in them? i just kind of like to know things, like Knowledge is Power you know (I'm a Slytherin, in case you're wondering, though I've gotten Ravenclaw so often it's a close tie sometimes)

okay i feel like that's enough details about me? feels like I've told you nothing that's useful oh well LOL... I'd really love a ship for Criminal Minds and Marvel? if that's possible please? in case you missed it, i prefer men! (I'm a questioning bi, with a strong preference for men) for the hc prompt "what you do on your first date" or maybe "how you met + first impressions"?

thank you so much for being so kind and willing to do this ship requests thing!! I'm sure you're spending TONS of time and effort on this and aahhh i feel bad for typing so long paragraphs now (as you may have noticed i have a tendency to ramble on if not stopped because i am just really Socially Awkward ™ sometimes 💀 and have really bad (social) anxiety too) and i really think you're super amazing for doing this??? I'm so sorry if this took up too much of your time aaahhhhh thank you so so so much 🥺😭😭 really the biggest of congratulations to you for your 5.5k??? you really do deserve every single follower & i am SO insanely happy for you 🤩❤️

- 🌙🏒 anon

Don’t worry, you definitely provided enough information lmao.

And thank you for your kind words, I appreciate it.

I hope you like the ships I made for you

They are under the cut:

Criminal Minds:

I ship you with Hotch.

You get the age-gap here lol. He would be a bit hesitant due to the age gap at first, but he would get over it because he can not resist. He does not seem like the type of cuddles, and especially does not take part in PDA. But when you are alone he would love holding you and spooning, especially after a long day of work. Aaron would be attracted to your uniqueness as well as your intelligence and aesthetic, finding it to be very “you”.

How you met + his first impressions:

You met when you were transferred to the BAU as the new Forensic Pathologist.

Hotch thought you were very interesting when you first met and was definitely intrigued by you.

He thought you fit in fairly well and would get along with the others (which you do).

He appreciates a sarcastic sense of humor, so he would dig that as well.

Hotch could tell you had a form of anxiety and wold be patient around you when you first met so that you could open up to him at your own pace.

What you do on your first date:

He takes you to a hockey game.

He is not the sportiest person but he has had an interest in hockey for a while, sometimes watching it on tv.

When he learned that you liked it, he decided that this would be the perfect opportunity to invite you on a date as well as to see his first game.

After the game, you walked around town for a bit, getting some late night food and talking or a long time.

This allowed you to open up to him quite a bit and you grew more comfortable around him as well, which he is very happy about.

Best Friend:

Your best friend is JJ. She thinks you are really cool and unique and nice. She has the type of personality that is easy t get along with and open up too, so you bonded with her quicker than the others. I also feel like she is into hockey as well, so she appreciates your love for it as well.

Marvel:

I ship you with Sam.

I think Sam is a good fit for you. He is into sports, and digs your aesthetic. He is easy to get along with and very funny. He thinks your line of work is very interesting and loves to listen to you talk about it. Sam also really enjoys crime shows ans thrillers so he is always excited to meet someone who enjoys them as well.

How you met + his first impressions:

You met through Nat, who you had met through SHIELD years before.

You happened to be at the compound with Nat when Sam was there and she introduced you.

He immediately thought you were pretty and very interesting.

Sam could tell you were shy, but that did not stop him from flirting.

Though he also made some jokes and was easy going as to not scare you off.

He made sure to ask Nat about you once you left and managed to convince her to give him your contact info.

What you did on your first date:

He took you to the movies first, to watch the most recent crime thriller that came out.

After the movie you went to a nearby park and walked around, talking about the movie and other crime/horror related stuff.

You got food at a food truck and sat by the fountain together.

He was appalled when you told him that you didn’t eat that often (if came a part of your relationship later on that he would try to cook you meals that you’d like just so you WOULD EAT).

You ended up spending hours together, and it felt like no time at all.

So you were definitely up for another date with him, which he of course asked you about.

Best-Friend:

Natasha. She was the first one you met, and slowly introduced you to the others. She thought you were really cool when you first met and was surprised at how well you go along. That is sometimes hard for her to do, so once you became friends she never took that for granted. She and Sam would gang up on you when you weren’t eating btw.

xxaaron

#ship #ships #ship request #5.5k ships #anon ship #anon #ask

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child-of-addiction · 4 years

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50 questions you’ve never been asked - tagged by @thnks-fr-th-coffee. Thank you for giving me some way to procrastinate, this looks fun!

tagging but no obligation: @wistfullylost, @autumnsunshine10, @idontlikeyoueww, @that-girl-in-glasses1995, @madelinescatharsis, @critter-casey, @blackpantherinside

what is the colour of your hairbrush? Black with a blue stripe on the handle.

a food you never eat? I don’t eat meat anymore.

are you typically too warm or too cold? I’d say neither but I hardly feel cold as often as most.

what were you doing 45 minutes ago? Trying to muster some motivation to get out of bed.

what is your favorite candy bar? A candy bar is like a chocolate bar right? Uhh I like the aero mint.

have you ever been to a professional sports event? I’ve been for a few motocycle and drifting events but they were so loud that I was a bit overwhelmed.

what is the last thing you said out loud? It’s 11am and I haven’t said a word out loud yet. My sister had a breakdown last night so I guess the last thing I said was something in the conversation we had.

what is your favorite ice cream? I usually pick almond or pistachio.

what was the last thing you had to drink? A glass of water yesterday morning... I should probably hydrate myself.

do you like your wallet? Yeah it’s small and convenient.

what was the last thing you ate? Yoghurt and grapes

did you buy any new clothes last weekend? I haven’t bought new clothes in months.

the last sporting event you watched? The summer x games... Several years ago.

what is your favorite flavor of popcorn? Butter or sour cream and chives or both.

who is the last person you sent a text message to? A sadistic fox My best friend.

ever go camping? Yup but only on a campus field trip.

do you take vitamins? Nope. am i supposed to? Don’t think so. do i regularly? N/A

do you go to church every sunday? Nah, I’m atheist

do you have a tan? My skin is naturally brown so no.

do you prefer chinese food or pizza? Chinese food

do you drink your soda with a straw? I don’t drink soda. I mostly stick to water, in which case, no.

what color socks do you usually wear? Whatever I pick out of the wardrobe first.

do you ever drive above the speed limit? Yes.

what terrifies you? Geckos. And unicorns.

look to your left, what do you see? It was my left hand cause I had to lift it up to remind myself which side is left.

what chore do you hate? Dusting cause I’m allergic to dust.

what do you think of when you hear an australian accent? Nothing in particular?

what’s your favorite soda? I don’t drink soda.

do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? It depends but I hardly have fast food.

who’s the last person you talked to? My little sister

favorite cut of beef? i don’t eat meat.

last song you listened to? I think it was probably something @wistfullylost lost to me.

last book you read? The Night Circus and it was exquisite.

favorite day of the week? I don’t have one. Do the days of the week even exist during lockdown?

can you say the alphabet backwards? Apparently not but I could at one stage.

how do you like your coffee? I don’t drink coffee.

favorite pair of shoes? I only wear two pairs of shoes. I’m either in flip flops or takkies, it depends on the weather.

at what time do you normally go to bed? Anywhere between 7pm and 4 am but usually around 1am-3am lately.

at what time do you normally get up? Anywhere between 6am and 11am but around 9am or 10am lately.

what do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? Both.

how many blankets are on your bed? One. But I also sleep on top of a blanket on the floor so there’s one beneath me too.

describe your kitchen plates. Round with a pink flower design.

do you have a favorite alcoholic beverage? i don’t drink alcohol.

do you play cards? Rarely

what color is your car? Some people say brown, others say grey.

can you change a tire? In theory.

what is your favorite province? I don’t really have one.

favorite job you’ve ever had? I haven’t had one that I hated.

how did you get your biggest scar? Most of my scars are from consciously inflicted wounds...

what did you do today that made someone else happy? Wait, I’m still coming to terms with the fact that I exist and am real, I haven’t gotten to making people happy yet. And I don’t think I made someone else happy today anyway.

#me #my story ~~

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coffee-esque · 4 years

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q&a time!

tagged by @justanalto thanks for tagging me again

1. What is the color of your hairbrush? bold of you to assume i am brushing my hair nowadays

2. Name a food you never eat. cilantro because just no

3. Are you typically too cold or too warm? usually too cold? when i was younger i was always too warm but im old now asdfghjkl

4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? working on a psych assignment and now im procrastinating lol

5. What is your favorite candy bar? good old twix

6. Have you ever been to a professional sports event? nope, not really interested

7. What is the last thing you said out loud? “fuck this shit” probably

8. What is your favorite ice cream? hmm cookie dough or green tea (matcha)

9. What was the last thing you had to drink? just water, kind of want to make myself some coffee though

10. Do you like your wallet? yeah? its functional

11. What was the last thing you ate? few pieces of a dark chocolate bar

12. Did you buy any new clothes last weekend? nope.

13. The last sporting event you watched? i can’t even remember but i think it was sort of world ice skating event? if clips of it on youtube count

14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? just traditional butter popcorn is good enough

15. Who is last person you sent a text message to? it was to a groupchat of friends from college

16. Ever go camping? yep, was fun when when i wasn’t addicted to wifi lmao

17. Do you take vitamins? nah

18. Do you go to church every Sunday? nope

19. Do you have a tan? i haven’t left the house in weeks so i think that answers the question

20. Do you prefer Chinese food or pizza? chinese food cause yeah that’s just me

21. Do you drink soda with a straw? not if it comes in a can and just in general i dont particularly like using straws

22. What color socks do you usually wear? grey socks?

23. Do you ever drive above the speed limit? ....maybe

24. What terrifies you? spiders, the idea of losing friends and family, failure etc... a lot of things

25. Look to your left, what do you see? a potted plant of some sort?

26. What chore do you hate? washing the dishes lol

27. What do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? not to stereotype australia but kangaroos, im sorryyyy

28. What’s your favorite soda? not really a soda person but ginger beer maybe?

29. Do you go into a fast food place or just hit the drive-thru? i prefer to just go in, but i definitely spent a lot of nights hitting the drive-thru with friends

30. Who’s the last person you talked to? my mother i think

31. Favorite cut of beef? i have no idea

32. Last song you listened to? between by alextbh

33. Last book you read? it was letters to a young poet by rainer maria rilke, but im currently reading an ethnography called righteous dopefiend by phillipe bourgois

34. Favorite day of the week? friday but does that even matter anymore

35. Can you say the alphabet backwards? nope

36. How do you like your coffee? usually just with milk, but i always get a latte at coffee shops

37. Favorite pair of shoes? this pair of brown doc martens i had but accidentally left in hk

38. The time you normally go to sleep? 2-3am

39. The time you normally get up? not til 10 haha

40. What do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? sunset

41. How many blankets on your bed? two

42. Describe your kitchen plates. white, large, some with ridged edges

43. Do you have a favorite alcoholic beverage? SOJU PLEASE or whisky but alas, im usually drinking rum or vodka

44. Do you play cards? learned how to play poker literally two nights ago and now im a little obsessed which cant be good

45. What color is your car? not technically my car but silver

46. Can you change a tire? ummmm no....yikes, should learn

47. Your favorite province? can i count hk as a province lol

48. Favorite job you’ve ever had? i’ve only had one job, kind of recently lost it with the pandemic.. but i worked at a noodle cafe and it was pretty good

49. How did you get your biggest scar? lets not talk about that

50. What did you do today that made someone else happy? wish i could say i made someone happy today....im trying

tagging: @floralbfs @motivationaltoast and anyone else who would like to do it

#tag game

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wazzupmrstark · 5 years

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We’re Only Kidding Ourselves- Part Twelve || Tom Holland x Reader

A/N: sjadslikjdl it’s between teaser and full chapter length but I wanted to get it out before like 3am :/

Prompt: Enemies to lovers au (from @marvelellie‘s 1k writing challenge!!)

Summary: You work as a production assistant for the Spider-Man: Far From Home crew, or rather as Tom Holland’s handler. The two of you don’t get along very well to say the least, but you won’t quit and he can’t fire you so you’re stuck with each other.

Warnings: swearing, angst

What I listened to while writing: Pray For The Wicked by Panic! At The Disco

Word Count: 1.5k

Tom’s lips were softer than you expected.Warmer too. For a fraction of a second you let yourself get lost in the kiss, closing your eyes and tilting your head ever so slightly. You even brought your hand up to his head and nearly let your fingers graze his curls before you remembered how pissed off you were at him.

You pulled back and pushed him away with a little more force than you intended, causing him to stumble backwards. “What the fuck was that, Tom?” you demanded, wiping your mouth with the back of your hand.

“I-I’m sorry,” he stuttered, already turning red. “I didn’t mean-“

“You what? Thought you could just shut me up by kissing me?”

“It sort of worked.”

It took everything in you not to backhand your boss into next year. “I’m putting my resignation in tomorrow morning,” you stated flatly and started walking ahead of him, despite not knowing what direction you were supposed to be headed.

“Wait, y/n,” he called after you. “I really am sorry!” When you didn’t turn back he jogged to catch up with you. You kept your pace and refused to look at him. “Please don’t quit, I’m begging you.”

You stopped again. “Why shouldn’t I? You obviously don’t respect me. And relax, Watts isn’t going to be that pissed at you.”

“It’s not just that!” he protested. You raised your eyebrows, waiting. “No one can do this job better than you.”

“You’re the one who said you didn’t need me.”

“We both know that’s not true, though,” he admitted. “Please don’t leave.” You were surprised by how genuinely upset he looked. “Please.”

“...I’ll think about it,” you replied softly.

Tom relaxed visibly and started walking again. You trailed behind him now, lost in thought. Everything still felt fuzzy. You could still feel Tom’s lips on yours and you wondered if he could taste your rose flavored lip balm when he kissed you, if he knew you’d noticed his fingers brushing your hip, if he had sighed into it on accident, if he really wished he could take it back.

You watched him walk with his hands in his pockets and wished, for the first time ever, that you could go back to hating each other like you had a few weeks ago. Everything was easier when you couldn’t stand the sight of him. Now it was so much more complicated.

Tom really had to fuck everything up for you, didn’t he? You weren’t just thinking about quitting because he was an asshole, you were also worried that someone had seen him kiss you. If anyone found out, Marvel would make sure you never worked in the film industry ever again and you didn’t think you could handle that. You figured that at least if you quit before they fired you, maybe they wouldn’t get the chance to blacklist you.

Walking in to a mess of a hotel room only added to how overwhelmed you already were. Tom’s clothes and your dress from the night before were still on the floor in heaps. Clutter was everywhere. You stood helplessly in the middle of it all and felt tears well up in your eyes. They inevitably spilled over and began to run down your cheeks and you didn’t do anything to stop them. You’d reached a breaking point.

Tom turned his head at your sniffling, but didn’t move to comfort you. At least, not in a traditional manner. As if he could read your mind he began straightening the room up wordlessly, putting pillows back on the bed and clothes into suitcases. You joined him, stuffing things you weren’t even sure were yours into your suitcase until the floor was spotless. Once the room was clean you both sat on the floor, breathing hard, but not speaking.

Tom showered first, then you. You got ready for bed robotically, going through the motions without thinking about what you were doing. It wasn’t that late, but neither of you felt like being awake anymore. Without any discussion Tom took the armchair again while you climbed into bed alone.

The two of you hadn’t lain awake in silence for One Whole Night, but it was just as uncomfortable as it had been before, if not more. You could hear Tom’s steady breathing from beside you and wondered if he was still thinking about the kiss like you were.

Part of you wanted to tell him to stop being ridiculous and just get into bed with you, but the other part of you understood why he hadn’t already. Ironically, he was even closer to you in the chair than he would have been on the bed since they were right next to each other. You could reach out and touch him if you wanted to.

At some point Tom drifted off, but you never did. You stared at the ceiling wondering what you should do. Stay? Go? Even if that kiss had meant nothing it could ruin everything just like that. Your dreams would be snatched out of reach in the blink of an eye.

You rolled over to look at Tom who was sleeping peacefully in the chair. You wondered if he was dreaming. You were jealous he was able to sleep at all.

Morning came, but you barely noticed because you were still lying on your back consumed with doubt. Your body was exhausted, but your mind hadn't let you rest for even a moment. The sunrise had slowly filled the room with light and you were sure it had been beautiful, but you hadn’t paid attention.

When Tom’s alarm went off you rolled over and shut your eyes and hoped he’d buy that you were sleeping. You weren’t ready to talk to him yet. He got up from the chair and started moving around the room quietly. You listened as he changed and brushed his teeth, getting ready to go to the gym, going about his routine as if nothing had happened. You heard the movements stop for a few seconds and thought he might be checking to make sure you hadn’t woken up, but you couldn’t tell.

When he left, you rolled back over onto your back with a sigh. It was going to be a long day.

You were out of the room before Tom came back and made your way down to the lobby instead. You figured if you were going to avoid him you could at least take advantage of the continental breakfast. They had a waffle maker, but it didn’t work very well. It burned the edges while leaving the center gooey and under cooked. You still ate them anyway.

Nothing on twitter indicated that someone had seen you and Tom last night so you were in the clear- for now. You couldn’t even imagine what would happen if a picture of a girl in a yellow sweatshirt kissing Tom surfaced on the internet. Not only would you be fired, blacklisted, and probably sued, you would probably have to change your name and never show your face in public again.Your life would be over. Just the thought made you lose your appetite.

People had started gathering around the check-in desk, getting ready to go to set so you hurried and finished your breakfast so you wouldn’t look pathetic eating alone. You already sort of had that reputation anyway, there was no need to add to it.

Tom was early this morning and everyone tried not to act surprised as he made the rounds and said his good-mornings before ending up next to you. You handed him a copy of the day’s schedule and he traded you a cup of coffee in return.

You sipped it and were surprised when it tasted perfect. “How did you-”

“I asked Haz,” he replied before you even finished the question. “So you’re staying?”

“I don’t know yet.”

“You didn’t sleep last night.”

You made a face. “Yes I did, what are you talking about?”

“You were faking this morning.”

“What are you talking about?”

“God it’s a good thing that I’m the one lying about sleeping around because you’re shit at it. And come on, you weren’t even snoring.”

You looked at him in horror. “I snore?”

Tom smirked. “Gotcha.”

“Oh fuck you!”

“I knew it!” he exclaimed, pointing a finger.

“Just because I was faking this morning doesn’t mean I didn’t sleep at all.”

“But you didn’t, did you?” he asked, smile falling away to reveal a look of concern.

You brushed him off. “Doesn’t matter.”

He looked a little hurt. “It does matter. But if you don’t want to talk about it-”

“Tom, I could get fired,” you interrupted, finally saying what was really on your mind. He blinked in confusion, caught off guard. “You’re the one who said if anyone found out we were even sharing a room I’d be fired and blacklisted, and that’s without any proof of anything happening! What do you think would happen to me if anyone saw what happened last night?”

“What happened last night?” a familiar voice asked from behind you and you and Tom both whipped around to see Harrison standing there, eyebrow raised and jaw clenched. You were fucked.

It’s been...a week to say the least, sorry again that it’s so short. Imma try and make it up to y’all before next week :) Tom is still an asshole, what’s new lol. Anyway lmk what you think, I always appreciate feedback!!

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tweenw · 5 years

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Flight-(Tyler Hoechlin)

Characters: OC, Tyler Hoechlin and (Y/N)

Word Count:

Warnings: None

Pairing: Tyler Hoechlin x Reader

Summary: Tyler and (Y/N) answer a few questions at an interview.

(Y/C/N)= Your Character’s Name

(A/N) So I wrote this and when I was reading over it I realized it’s similar to a one shot I already did with Dylan O’Brien, ‘Legit’, but here it is anyway because I had fun writing it :) (I also may or may not be procrastinating part 2 to Claw Marks)

I bounce my leg a little as the dimmed lights slowly grow brighter and the cheering gets louder. It’s not that I’m nervous or that I don’t like the crowds of people, but it’s always a surprised. I don’t think I’ve ever realized how many people actually watch Teen Wolf.

The interview Tyler and I are doing today is with E!, and the host seems like a really nice lady, so with some luck, this’ll all go well.

“Welcome to E! Interview, I’m Rita and today we have the two wonderful cast members from Teen Wolf here with us, Tyler Hoechlin and (Y/N) (Y/L/N)! Give them a warm welcome everyone.” Rita, the interviewer beams at the audience, her English accent making the word ‘wonderful’ sound amusing.

The fans cheer and clap as the two of us begin to wave with massive smiles on our faces. I always get a thrill out of interviews or meet and greets because I love meeting fans. And Tyler does too.

“I am so glad you managed to find some time for us, with your busy schedule and all.” Rita crosses her legs and leans forward to speak to the two of us.

“It’s our pleasure, really. We’re glad you’d have us tonight.” Tyler grins.

Rita looks down at the papers in her hands briefly before looking back up at us. “The fans have been dying to know what it’s like inside of the home of the hottest couple of California. How have things been with you guys?”

Tyler and I look at each other with a knowing look. This question is the most frequently asked one when the two of us do interviews together, so I knew it was coming. Tyler swings his arm around my shoulders, causing a few cooes from the audience, before turning to Rita.

“Well, we recently adopted our 4th dog, a rescue called Bandit. So he’s brought a lot of joy into our lives. Other than that, things are pretty normal.” Tyler smiles. After years of dating, he still manages to make my stomach swarm with butterflies. All he needs is to smile and I’m falling in love all over again.

“Aw, what kind of dog is it?” Rita asks, seeming genuinely interested.

“He’s an Australian Shepherd. Bandit is the smallest in our family so far.” Tyler replies once again. He’s more of a talker than me, so I’m glad I can just sit back and watch my boyfriend do the talking. Though the ‘so far’ should have been a hint enough for the interviewer.

Rita shuffles through her notes as she mumbles a ‘bet he’s adorable’, before looking back up at us.

“So, (Y/N). Your character made her debut in Teen Wolf earlier this season, and it’s safe to say that the sparks flying between (Y/C/N) and Derek were hot enough to set the room ablaze. What can we expect to come from this?”

The fans cheer and I think I heard one of them shout ‘sex’. Well, they’re not wrong. I try to think back to the last episode that aired. Derek and my character only shared a kiss, so I can’t dish out any dirt on the sex scene from next episode just yet.

“Oh, a lot I think. I came into the show expecting to play Scott’s latest love interest, because that’s what was written on the script I got. But turns out I had Arden Cho’s copy. So when I got told that I’d get paid to basically make out with my boyfriend, I didn’t really complain. But yeah, I think a lot of things are due to happen, some which the fans may not really be expecting.” I chuckle and take a sip of the water on the desk to calm down my blush.

The audience laughs along with Rita and Tyler.

“How different, or similar, is the relationship between you two and your on-screen characters?” Rita asks.

Tyler and I look at each other. This isn’t something either of us have given any thought to, I don’t think. Interesting.

“Their relationship is more intense. They obviously have a lot going on with the constant threats, and the age difference is more prominent in the show than it is with us in real life. The two of us are more laid back.” Tyler comments and sends a quick smile my way.

“Definitely. Also were less adventurous. You won’t see us running around at 3am unless it’s to get some takeaway.” I smile at Tyler briefly before turning to the chuckling audience. There’s a few cameras flashing.

Tyler’s fingers absentmindedly play with the tips of my hair, his attention on Rita as she continues to ask questions written on her papers.

“So how did you two actually meet?” The interviewer asks, taking a drink from her glass of water.

A small smile tugs at the corner of my lips. Have we told this story at least 20 times? Definitely. But it never gets old, and I love remembering it. Tyler’s grin widens, knowing just how of a coincidence us meeting was. If anything such as fate exists, then that would be a perfect example of it at work.

“Well, you see, (Y/N) and I were both on the same flight from L.A. to New York, and the flight is like five hours long. And we had seats next to each other. It’s a real cliché .” Tyler chuckles, shooting me a look of glee. One of the things I’ve fallen in love with when it comes to him is his easily excitable nature. It’s always him that wakes up at 5am to pack for a spontaneous trip he planned for us the night before, always him that arrives everywhere 10 minutes early so he has time to look around and get to know his surroundings. It’s him that proposed we start a family when Teen Wolf finishes.

I grin at the audience. “I hate sleeping on planes, I just can’t do it. I can’t. But Tyler loves to, so you can already imagine how tired he was by the time the plane landed. Because all I did during the five hours was talk and talk. But by some miracle, he gave me his number when we landed.”

A few people shout words like ‘cute’ and ‘adorable’. It’s the usual reactions, but they still make me unbelievable happy and blessed that this is the career path I chose.

“Were you annoyed to be sat next to someone who spoke so much?” Rita asks. her eyes flicking between the two of us.

Tyler smiles at me and shakes his head a little, adjusting his cap in the process.

“Maybe initially, because I had barely any sleep from shooting the day before. But no, not really. I was sitting next to an attractive woman who made me laugh and shared my love for dogs and was also an actress. So it was the prefect coincidence.”

My heart swells with my love for him. I really couldn’t ask for a more perfect man to call mine.

“Okay, we’re running out of time here, so let’s finish up with a few more questions about the show. Should we expect any plot twists this mid-season finale?” Rita asks.

Tyler sends me a knowing look before turning back around to the interviewer. “Of course, a few actually. We can’t say much, but one of them involves our characters, and one other has a significant impact on the dynamic of the pack.”

Knowing that Derek and my character end up being mates, I grin at the unknowing audience. They’re going to love this twist.

Rita nods, before firing another question our way. “Would you say the show would be different without your characters, Derek Hale and (Y/C/N)?”

Before either of us two can answer, the audience start shouting, most agreeing that the show would be very much different without the sourwolf and his soon-to-be mate. And they’re right. Derek Hale has had such a strong presence since the first season, and even I myself can’t imagine the show without him.

I chuckle and wink at the fans. “There you have it, apparently not.”

Rita grins at us, before standing up. “Well folks, that’s us out of time. Please give a round of applause for our guests, (Y/N) (Y/L/N) and Tyler Hoechlin!”

The two of us stand up as the fans clap and yell, our hands intertwined. We both wave before walking off stage. Within a few minutes, we’re in our car and heading home.

“That never gets boring.” I smile up at Tyler as his hand comfortably rests on my thigh. I take a hold of it, bringing it up to my lips to place a loving kiss on his knuckles.

He looks at me for a second, and smiles. “Especially because you’re there with me.”

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nightphans · 5 years

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A crumbling world

Hey this is lil fic I wrote with some help for phandom wars on twitter:)

One shot:

Genre: angst I guess,unrequited love:,),

Summary: dans world is crumbling.phil,his best friend,unrequited lover, whatever title you wanna use is dead.And dans falling falling apart.

And then he woke up.

Prologue (which I didn’t write):

Everything had seemed to be normal. Dan and Phil were out, just having a good day. They were walking home from Starbucks with lunch as it was pretty nice outside. Dan and Phil were crossing the street when Phil dropped his sunglasses in the road. He bent down quickly to pick them up, Dan had already crossed the street. Before Dan could react and before Phil could finish crossing the street, a high speed pick up truck comes through and smashes into Phil. A sound of glass breaks and the car comes to a halt. Dan drops everything he is holding and rushes over to Phil, sitting next to him. A shards of glass lay around Phil, his head bleeding out from the impact of the car and the ground. Dan let's out a blubbering sob as Phil breathes lightly, not speaking just looking up. Dan lifts Phils head into his lap. Phil just looked up. There was a bruise forming on Phils face. Phil was losing a lot of blood.

“Phil look at me, please stay alive please. Please” He whispered softly as he heard sirens approaching.

Phils body got cold. His breathing barely there.

“Please Phil stay here with me. “ Dan begged as Phil became pale, his body no longer ridded of human life.of joy.of spirit.

His eyes no longer had their spark. Only dead pools of blue. He sobbed as he carressed Phil's face. Phil let out a very tiny last breath before what little life he had left dissapeared. Phil died. Everyone watched as ambulance and police rushed them away. The driver only sat in their truck, shocked at what happened. Dan didn't noticed anything around him, his world crumbled as the only best friend he had was gone.

“N-no..n-NO THIS-TH-THIS CANT...PHIL” Dan pleaded, Phils blood on his hands.

Then everything went black.

•

Drowning.

Dan was certain he was drowning. The question was, in what? misery? depression? Perhaps even grief?

Scratch that.

It was tears.

Dan's eyes slowly cracked open. The familiar darkness in his room fell over him. He felt his sheets. He was in his bed. He felt terrible. Exhausted.

Sitting up slowly, he stretched out his legs. His hand brushing the back of his neck,immediately meeting the wet, warmth plastered on his neck,hair and cheek.

Strange.

Looking down, feeling around on the luminous white fabric hidden amongst the dark void of his room, it was apparent his pillow was stained left, right, and center with a puddle of droplets.

He sighed deeply, rubbing his burning eyes.They were tired,almost drooping in the anticipation of sleep.

Unfortunately every time he closed them he was reminded of everything.

A choked sob barely escaped his throat as he dwelled back on the dream only previous minutes, even seconds ago.

Phil.

God, that absolute shit. Of course, Dan knew he wasn’t really dead. And yet…..

It had felt so real.

He feared that if he closed his eyes again, the endless pool of black behind his lids would merge into yet another image, another nightmare in which he’d have to watch Phil’s lifeless form lay pale and limp, Dan’s best friend’s blood on his hands as he held him, watching him take his final breaths. Watching those sparkling eyes fade to a fragment of what they once were.

Watching The glow Phil seemed to always be emitting, faded out of existence.Reduced to just a memory.

Phil reduced to just a memory.

Dan closed his eyes,remembering the events that had caused his best friends sudden death.

A hint of bile seemed to rise up to his throat,mainly due to the recoil he felt at the realisation that phil could be removed from existence any day now.

Any.fucking.day.

And then Dan’s mind wandered ,what would it be like once he died?

Sure, people would miss him, he’d make an impact. But in the long course? In a century’s time? No one would have even known he was there.

The thought made him feel sick.

He’s joked about the inevitability of death but…..those were just jokes. In truth, it terrified him, it would terrify anyone, right? He wasn’t alone….right?

And anyways, He didn’t believe in a higher power, so where would he go after death? What would it be like? What would happen to everyone who ever knew him?

But then he recalled phils limp form in his own shaking hands,remembered the agonising screams that unknowingly left his own mouth while he called for help,for both himself and phil

Even the thought of ever sleeping again seemed like a fucking joke.

Dan closed his eyes, attempting to count to 10. He felt his exhausted body get begin to rest but his head continued racing. His eyes felt heavy. For days he got little to no sleep.

What if- no,don’t get distracted

What time is it anyway?

I wonder if Phil would’ve min-

Fuck it.

He lifted the duvet over his shivering body, slipping each foot into his slippers; which Phil, coincidentally, had given him for Easter. His thin, nimble fingers reached for the light switch on the wall.

His shadow seemed to be shaking behind him against the shimmering light, he looked away.

Phil wouldn’t mind, he thought, after all….we’re friends.

Best friends.

If only we were more

Dan clenched his fist, digging his nails into the layer of skin sitting upon his palm,focusing on the pain in order to erase those thoughts. He took in a deep breath, breathing in time with his own footsteps as he left the comforting yet depressive state of his own room, taking small strides until at last, his destination had been reached.

There was no point dwelling on what could have been.

The past was the past. He couldn’t change that.

If only he could.

If only he had made the move back then.

If only-

He knocked on the door.

After an awkward moment of silence and uncertainty Dan knocked again, he heard a muffled grunt, some footsteps followed by a shriek of pain and then a string of curse words.

Dan chuckled fondly, knowing Phil, he had probably stepped on a Lego-like object or something of the sort.

After two agonising moments filled with anticipation the door opened, a tired Phil revealed behind it.

Messy black hair, soft pale freckled skin, obnoxiously bright boxer shorts and a sore-on the eye blue t-shirt.

Phil

Rather than looking down to see 2 pairs of fierce, yet mesmerising crystals that were held within Phil’s eyes, Dan was met with the folds that covered them, blinking away sleep that probably seemed oh so desirable at the ungodly hour of 3am that Dan had never seemed to notice it was.

Dan smiled sheepishly once Phil finally looked up at him with slight confusion and perhaps a hint of annoyance. However, his expression changed completely when he seemed to notice how red Dan’s eyes were,how oddly pink cheeks were stained with cooling droplets,perhaps even the strained smile that had failed to mask dans evident emotions

“Are you okay?” Phil’s deep, sleep ridden yet concerned voice disrupted the natural flow of Dan’s thoughts.

Dan nodded absentmindedly, walking into Phil’s room and shutting the door behind him

“Sorry” he barely whispered, voice barely audible due to the scratchiness and obvious hurt from all the crying.

Who even thought of crying? A horrible adaptation really. Feeling vulnerable? Okay! Let’s make liquid pour out of your eyes, a key feature on your face, so everyone knows!

Thanks evolu-

“Dan?” Phil repeated for the third time, gently shaking the brunette, causing said boy to look up in a daze. He really needed to control his day dreaming.

Or night dreaming since it was like, 3am? If that was a thing.

God, he was a mess.

“Dan? Hello? I’ve been calling your name for the last minute….can you hear me?” his voice seemed to hold genuine concern, looking Dan straight in the eyes once he knew he had caught his attention.

Dan eyes began watering, tears brimming at the soft skin, skimming over the dark bags he had received in return of late nights procrastinating video ideas and aimlessly scrolling on the internet till the very peak of dawn.He couldn’t help but tear up seeing phil very much alive.

Thank god.

Phil shushed him, embracing him into a comforting hug. He had no idea what was going on, but what he did know was that this was Dan, who seemed so fragile and helpless at the moment.

Phil couldn’t bare to turn him away. Dan tried to hold in a shaking sob but it only made him cries louder. His breathing was shaking and he felt as though his lungs would collapse. Give in at any moment.

Dan wraps his arms around Phil’s body tighter. Their chests are pressed together, flesh touching flesh, and Phil feels so comfy and soft and warm. Dan’s crying into his shoulder, babbling incoherent pleas and apologies. “I’m sorry, i’m so sorry. Please don’t leave me. Please. I need you. So much.”

Phil runs his fingers through Dan’s messy hair, making him cry even more because he’s so scared of losing Phil. Losing his touch, his smile, his stupid puns. Dan can’t imagine a life without him.

“I won't leave you. I promise. “ Phil said softly, holding Dan gently, scared of breaking him almost. He wondered what could have made Dan fall apart like this, perhaps a bad dream?

Dan nodded,pulling apart reluctantly.He looked phil straight in the eyes and it only took phil to gently place his hands on dan for everything to come spilling out of his mouth,like an overflowing dam that had finally had its barrier removed.Or the gate separating celebrities from their fans had been broken down.

The thought almost made him giggle.

Almost.

By the time dan had explained everything to phil,he was engulfed in a comforting hug,Phil gently wiping away the tears freely roaming down dans face.

“- I just…..I was so scared I had lost you” dan blabbed openly while Phil listened “so fucking terrified,had to see your face completely pale and just horrible because fuck phil I love you so goddamn-“

Dan froze,breathing heavily and inconsistent. Fuck,did he just say that?

Did he really just say that?

Fuck

Before phil even had a chance to respond,dan was up.It had never been a natural instinct of his to face the consequences of what he did,it was always flee the moment he opened his goddamn mouth.

God. This was such a mess.

Dan was already ripping through the blankets,shaking heavily as he almost power-walked to the door,muttering small ‘sorry’s to disguise his obviously fractured breathing pattern.

Everything was spinning,why was everything spinning?

Suddenly an anchor seemed to pull him down,a steady being held him tightly,repeating his name over and over.

It was Phil,that was recognisable,so why couldn’t Dan answer back?

Oh right,he was having a panic attack.

After another 20 minutes of trying to calm dan down, Phil had succeeded. Of course,he was still crying and his breathing was still slightly fragmented and disjunct.

But at least he could breath

“Dan? honestly….” phil shook his head fondly,smile evidently concerned yet amused,eyes twinkling.

“You need to stop jumping to conclusions god…..did you seriously think I would get angry at you telling me you love me? I know that,I love you too,I always have” he chuckled

Dan's heart skipped a beat,his face showing a range of emotions. Confusion, happiness, surprise, hurt from the previous events.

“R-really?” Dan choked.

Phil nodded smiling “of course! You know that! Everyone knows that! After all, you’re my best friend”

And just like that, Dans world crumbled once again.

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dobseventeen · 6 years

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A New Beginning: Part 8

A/N: I freaking loved writing this chapter, it’s so damn cute. This is basically just a huge fluff chapter, but don’t worry, it’ll be pure smut next chapter ;-) I’m loving where the story is going. Please let me know what you guys think! Thanks for reading babes!

Pairing: Dylan O’Brien/Reader

Word Count: 4,352

Warnings: Cussing

Summary: Y/N is back home, preparing for her move to Cali. She tries to keep herself busy, so her mind doesn’t wander to how much she misses Dylan.

Previous Chapter: Part 7

Next Chapter: Part 9

You trudged up the steps of your apartment building, jet lag consuming you. Not only did you have a layover, but your connecting flight was delayed, making your two hour layover turn into a five hour one. You were supposed to have arrived home around 3am, but here you were trekking through your apartment building in the mid-morning, the sun already shinning brightly in the sky. While exhaustion was weighing heavy on you, you couldn’t help but smile at the thought of Dylan and the moment you two shared before you walked into LAX. You hated that you’d be separated for so long, but the new level you two had reached gave you confidence that you’d be able to start right where you left off.

You fumbled with your keys before finally unlocking the door to your two bedroom apartment, one which you shared with your best friend, Sammy. As excited as you were to see her and fill her in on your life changing week in LA, you were thankful that she was at work and you’d have the apartment to yourself for the next few hours, giving you time to sleep off the awful jet lag you were enduring.

As you stepped into the kitchen, the first thing you saw was a beautiful bouquet of flowers in an eloquent vase, situated in the middle of the breakfast bar. A smile instantly covered your face as you rushed over to read the card that was attached, even though you already had a pretty good idea who sent them.

I miss your cute ass already, can you come back to LA yet? -Dylan

“That smooth fucker.” you said aloud, overcome by his sweet gesture, a smile now permanently spread across your face. You wondered how they ended up in the apartment, but you figured Sammy must’ve been home when they were delivered. If this was any indication of how the next month apart was going to be, then you knew you had nothing to worry about. You realized in that moment that you had yet to let him know that you made it home, so you pulled out your phone to type him a quick text with a picture of the flowers attached.

Y/N: “What am I going to do with you? I’m so not worthy!!”

Dylan O’Brien: “Don’t even start with me, babe. You’re worthy of so much more than just a vase of flowers. Glad you made it home safely.”

You were thankful that you were alone at the moment, because you couldn’t help the blush that now covered your cheeks and the smile that you couldn’t wipe off your face.

Y/N: “You never fail to surprise me, O’Brien 😘 Also, how the hell did you get my address?”

Dylan O’Brien: “I have my ways, Y/N, don’t worry about it 😉 Now go sleep, you’ve been up for almost 24 hours. Text me later!”

You shook your head and chuckled at his response. You had absolutely no idea how he could’ve gotten your address, but you were thankful he went out of his way to figure it out, even if it could be considered creepy by some. Truthfully, if it had been anyone else you would be absolutely be disturbed, but once again, you were being swept up by the wonderfulness that was Dylan O’Brien— and you loved every second of it.

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After unpacking and resting for a few hours, you were now on your way to meet Sammy for dinner at one of your favorite restaurants. You were so excited to finally see her after what felt like ages, and you were even more excited to finally tell someone about your time spent with Dylan. When you walked in the doors of the restaurant, you saw your best friend perched up on one the barstools, her blonde hair in loose curls with one leg crossed over the other. She was stirring her drink nonchalantly while watching whatever was on the TV above the bar, not realizing you had arrived.

You walked up behind her and stood with your arms crossed, “Whats up, bitch?” you said with a smirk.

She whipped herself around in the barstool instantly, “OH MY GOD, HI!!” she exclaimed while jumping down to envelope you in a hug.

“Hi! I’ve missed you so much!” you said sweetly as you both pulled away and climbed into two seats at the bar.

“How was your flight home, did everything go okay? I thought you were supposed to be home by the time I left for work this morning? Did you miss your flight because you and Dylan were having hot, steamy sex?” she asked jokingly while you were getting the bartenders attention to order a drink.

“Oh my god, No!” you said with a roll of your eyes and a small laugh.

“My connecting flight got delayed in Denver, so I had like a five hour layover.” you added with a groan.

“That sucks, dude. I’m glad you made it back safely though.” she said warmly.

“Now, onto more important things. Tell. Me. Everything. I want every single sexy detail about your time spent with Dylan O’Brien’s fine ass.” she demanded before finishing the contents of her drink.

After finishing up about 3 glasses of wine and your dinner, you had finally filled Sammy in on everything that had happened during your time away. Now you were mentally preparing yourself to answer all the questions she was bound to have with all this new information.

“Holy fuck, dude? I don’t even know where to start.” she said with a half-serious face.

“Well, you can ask me anythi-” you started, but were interrupted.

“Does he have a big dick? I feel like he has to.” she asked casually, catching you completely off-guard.

“Sammy! Oh my god, I-uhh-what?!” you exclaimed back to her, obviously you hadn’t prepared yourself for that question.

“I’m gonna guess he does based on the insane amount of blush that is now covering your face.” she said with smirk before taking a sip of her drink.

“You’re ridiculous.” was all you could manage to reply with. You shouldn’t have been surprised that she brought that question up, you knew damn well that you’d ask her the same thing.

“Okay, but on a serious note, do you like him? Like despite the fact that he’s this huge movie star whose fucking insanely gorgeous and famous, do you want it to become something more? Something serious?” she asked in a clear tone.

You were quiet for a second while you tried to collect your thoughts. You couldn’t help the smile that overtook you when you thought about Dylan and the way things left off between the two of you.

“I really like him, Sam. And at first I was afraid he only wanted it to be a fling, but we had such a good time together this week and we had this awesome talk like right before I left and, basically, I think we’re going to try and make it become something more.” you said softly, loving the fact that you were able to speak all these feelings aloud.

“Y/N, I’m so happy for you. It’s about damn time you found someone who treats you right, especially someone like him.” she said with a warm smile.

“Thanks, Sammy. He makes me so happy. He even sent me a huge bouquet of flowers, but I’m gonna guess you were the one who answered the door when they were delivered?” you said casually.

“Uhm-I-Uh, yeah-I- they delivered them this morning!” was all she said in response. You felt like there was something she wasn’t telling you, but you decided to let it go.

“Well thanks for taking them for me. It definitely made the god-awful trip home worth it when I saw them.” you admitted softly. In that moment, your mind flashed to Dylan. You wondered what he was doing in that moment. You figured this is how most of your thoughts were going to go over the next month; centered around him. You didn’t mind, though. You’d much rather think about him and what he was doing than the physical distance that was between you both.

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You didn’t realize all things that you had to get done before you moved across the country. You thought that physically moving all your stuff to California would be the hard part, but once you realized all the loose ends you had to tie up at home, you were somewhat thankful that you’d have a month get it all done.

A few days after you returned home you found out that you landed the condo that just so happened to be on the same side of town as Dylan’s house. Score. You were elated to know that in a few short weeks you’d be living within minutes of him, which sure as hell beat the 6 hour flight that currently separated you.

Now that you knew where you were living, you could begin to the long process of ordering furniture and sorting out your current belongings to ship out there. You knew it was going to take you forever to go through everything and sort what was going with you and what could be given away, so you decided to do a little bit each day instead of procrastinating like you normally would.

You kept yourself pretty busy for a majority of the week after you returned home. Along with packing and getting ready for your move, you were able to spend time with Sammy, your other friends, and your family. You decided to keep the details of the new man in your life to a minimum. The last thing you wanted was to get everyone all excited because you were “dating” a movie star, especially when you weren’t sure how it was all going to play out. You were glad that you were keeping yourself busy, because you knew if you were just sitting at home, you’d drive yourself crazy thinking about Dylan.

You had been in constant contact with Dylan since you left him at LAX. You texted everyday and talked on the phone almost every night. You normally weren’t the type of person to need this constant communication, but it came easily with Dylan. You never felt like you needed to text him, but you found yourself wanting to, especially when the conversation came so easy with him. Your heart never failed to skip a beat when his name came up on your phone. and a smile seemed to be permanently etched on your face anytime you would hear his alluring voice come through your cell. It was no mystery that you both immensely missed each other, but this first week apart had gone by so fast, you were both hopeful that the rest of the month would too.

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You were now at a rooftop-patio bar in the downtown area of your city with your family, Sammy, and her boyfriend, Luke. You were celebrating your Mom’s birthday by grabbing some dinner and drinks while enjoying the beautiful summer weather. You couldn’t help but feel so thankful for your life at the moment. Not only were you planning a life changing move, but you had spent the entire day with your friends and family just hanging out and spending some quality time together, trying to see each other as much as possible before you take off for California. The only thing that seemed to be missing was Dylan. You wanted nothing more than to spend these important moments with him, but you had hope that eventually you would be able to.

The sun was just beginning to set when you all sat down at a table on the patio that overlooked the central part of the city. While everyone was talking amongst themselves, you found yourself smiling down at your phone, texting Dylan. Unfortunately, he had been busy in meetings all day, so you hadn’t talked to him since the morning, but you wanted to send him a quick message to let him know you were missing him.

Y/N: “Hope you’re having a good day, babe. Wish you could be here right about now, I miss your fine ass 😉”

“Who ya texting, Y/N?” Sammy asked from across the table, a huge smirk covering her face. She was loving the ability to get you all red in the face and flustered over the mention of Dylan, especially when she was the only one besides Luke at the table that knew about him. Today she was especially adamant when it came to asking about Dylan, and it made you begin to wonder exactly what angle she was playing.

“Uhm... just a friend.” you muttered while giving her a piercing glare, trying to cover the flood of emotions that the question brought you.

“What friend, Y/N?” your mother, Pam, asked from the head of the table, an amused look on her face.

“Just a guy I met, nothing too serious yet.” you said sheepishly, not liking that the entire table’s attention was now on you.

“And will we ever get to meet this mystery man?” your step-dad, Brian, added before taking a sip of his beer.

You couldn’t help but notice while you were being grilled with questions, Sammy had left the table to take a call. She was now leaning over the railing, looking down at the street below. Who could she be talking to?

“Maybe someday.” was all you could say before quickly averting your attention to the drink menu in front of you. If you wouldn’t have removed yourself from the conversation so fast you would have noticed the looks that were being exchanged across the table in reaction to you. You then remembered you felt your phone vibrate on your lap a few minutes earlier, making you grateful that you had something else to put your attention towards besides the table full of people who were far too interested in your love life.

Dylan O’Brien: “I had a pretty good day, Y/N. Trust me, I wish I were with you too. Where are you right now?”

Y/N: “I’m glad to hear it, Dyl ❤️ Currently at this cute rooftop bar celebrating my Mom’s birthday. Everyone keeps asking when they’re going to meet this new man in my life 🙈 I’m struggling to come up with a good answer to that question.”

After you sent your last message, Sammy returned to the table with a strange expression resting on her face. She was failing terribly at concealing a large smile, her gaze always falling back on you whenever she looked around the table.

“What is up with you tonight?” you asked her, concerned something was wrong.

“Uhm, nothing. Everything is perfect.” she replied simply as she reached out to give your hand a small squeeze. You gave her a puzzled look but then felt your phone vibrate again, breaking your concentration from your blonde friend who was now starring at something behind you.

Dylan O’Brien: “I think I have an answer to that question. Turn around, babe.”

“Oh my god.” you said aloud while dropping your phone to the table and all but jumping out of your chair. You whipped your head around and saw Dylan standing there behind you, slowly walking your way while tucking his phone back in his pocket.

You practically skipped across the patio and instantly wrapped your arms around him, completely intoxicated by his presence. He wrapped his arms around you and swung you around, both you erupting in laughter. To be in his arms again gave you a feeling of pure bliss, happiness, and relief. You couldn’t believe he was here, considering his busy schedule, but you weren’t going to question it one bit. Now that he was here you weren’t sure you’d ever let him leave. You pulled away after a few more seconds and looked up into the whiskey eyes that you’d come to know so well.

“What are you doing here?!” you exclaimed with an imperishable smile, both hands resting on his arms.

“You told me I had to come help you pack, so here I am.” he said with a wink and his classic smirk, sending waves of adoration through you.

“You’re insane.” you said with a small grin, pink dusted heavily on your cheeks.

And then it hit you that there’s no way he could’ve just shown up here, “How did you kn-” you added before being interrupted.

“You can thank me.” Sammy said as she walked up beside you.

“Hi Dylan, it’s nice to finally meet you in person.” she said while extending her hand out to him. Your mouth hung agape at the two of them. You couldn’t believe they’d been in touch this entire time.

“It’s nice to meet you too, Sam. Thanks for helping me with everything, definitely wouldn’t have pulled this off without you.” he said sweetly, giving her a smile while wrapping his arm around your lower back.

“I can’t believe you two! You had this planned out the whole time?” you exclaimed, taken aback by the effort that both of them must’ve put in to make this all happen.

“Yeah... I may have gotten in touch with her back when you were still in LA. How else did you think I would know where to send your flowers?” he said charmingly while pulling you further into him.

“I don’t even know what to say. You never fail to surprise me, O’Brien.” you said while looking adoringly up at him, admiring the gorgeous man who just traveled across the country to come see you. He looked even better than you remembered; his chocolate hair was perfectly tousled, he was sporting some scruff along his jaw line, and he had gotten a nice tan from the days he’d recently spent playing baseball with his friends. On top of his physical appearance, he was wearing a plain black t-shirt that showed off all the muscles of his back, chest, and arms in the best way possible, along with a pair of khakis and his infamous green Adidas. You were practically salivating just looking at him, and you already couldn’t wait to get him home for the night.

“Anything for you, babe.” he said before bending down a giving you a light kiss, his hands resting on your waist. You knew that you missed Dylan, but you didn’t realize just how much you missed him until his lips were finally on yours again. You weren’t sure you’d ever get used to the electricity that would jolt through veins every time his lips touched you, and if you were being honest, you never wanted to get used to it.

As you two pulled apart after a few quick seconds, you heard someone clear their throat behind you. You basically forgot that you were at a family dinner the second you saw Dylan, and now you were slightly embarrassed that they all just witnessed your reunion with the man you had failed to give them any details about.

“I guess I should introduce you.” you said bashfully while taking his hand in yours.

“You lead the way, gorgeous. I’m excited to meet your family.” he said softly, giving your hand a small squeeze.

After going around the table and introducing Dylan to your mother, stepfather, older brother and his girlfriend, younger brother, and Luke, you were finally sitting down and preparing to order your dinner. As you watched Dylan interact with your family, you couldn’t resist the new feeling of admiration for him. You knew he was the perfect gentleman, but to see him in action shaking everyone’s hands, laughing, and basically getting along with your family better than you do, you were in awe.

While Dylan was in an in-depth conversation with Alex, your younger brother, about baseball, you made direct eye contact with Sammy from across the table, who was giving you a look of pure geniality. You were so thankful for her. You couldn’t describe how lucky you were to have a friend who was willing to do all of this for you, just to see you happy.

You flashed her a sincere smile, “Thank you so much, Sam. This means so much to me, I don’t think I’ll ever be able to repay you.” you said quietly, not wanting to involve anyone else in the conversation.

“Oh hush, you practically did the same thing for me when I first met Luke, and honestly, I love seeing you this happy. You came back from California as a different person— a happy person, and if he is the reason for that, then I’ll do whatever it takes to keep you that way.” she said tenderly while motioning towards Dylan.

“Ugh, I’m so not worthy of you.” you said simply, struggling to find words to express your gratitude. She beamed you a grin before returning to her conversation with Luke and your older brother, Seth.

You now turned your attention to Dylan and Alex, who were still discussing baseball and their respective teams standings in the league. You loved seeing Dylan fit in so well with your family, even if he was currently in a debate with your brother about whose team was better. You reached down and took Dylan’s hand into yours under the table, trying to convey just how thankful you were that he was here. He looked back to you and flash a soft smile while tracing his thumb over your knuckles.

“You guys better be careful, you both have an intense love for two completely different teams, don’t want any punches to be thrown.” you said jokingly while shifting your gaze between Alex and Dylan.

“Nah, we’ll be alright. That is until the Reds kick the Mets’ ass next month.” Alex said cockily.

“We’ll see about that, dude. I guarantee my Mets will win the series.” Dylan said nonchalantly before taking a sip of his beer.

“Wanna bet on it, maze runner?” Alex chirped, getting way too into the conversation. You completely forgot to mention to Dylan that your little brother loved the maze runner series.

You rolled your eyes at the two boys, “Oh god, here we go.” you murmured.

Dylan chuckled, “Mmmm, yeah, I’ll bet on it. What are the stakes?”

“Uhm, if the Mets win, which they won’t, I’ll wear a Mets hat for a whole week.” Alex replied confidently.

Dylan raised his eyebrows at the young man, surprised by his suggestion.

“Okay, and if the Reds win, I’ll bring you on the set of my next movie and show you around, shank.” Dylan said smoothly, giving your brother a small wink after the reference to the Maze Runner.

“You’re so on!” Alex exclaimed while reaching his hand out to shake on the newly formed bet. Dylan did the same and gave him a firm shake, confirming the deal.

“You guys are ridiculous.” you said with a small chuckle, silently loving how well your brother and Dylan were already getting along.

The rest of the dinner went by perfectly. As far as you could tell, everyone loved Dylan and it seemed like he had had a good time, but you were more than ready to have him to yourself. After a few drinks following dinner, your family left, followed by Sammy and Luke shortly after.

“We’re gonna go back to Luke’s apartment tonight, that way you can-uh- have ours to yourself.” she said whispered into your ear before eyeing the grasp you currently had on Dylan’s arm.

“You’re the best.” you mouthed softly before letting out a small laugh.

“What are you two talking about?” Dylan asked innocently as he looked down at you.

“Oh nothing, Dyl. Just that Sammy and Luke are about to leave.” you said lovingly while tightening your grip on his bicep.

“It was so nice to finally meet you, Dylan. Thanks for keeping my best friend’s crazy-ass happy. And you better make sure it stays that way.” she stated while giving him an half-serious glare.

“I plan on keeping it that way.” he responded honestly, giving her a small nod.

“It was nice meeting you man, I’m sure I’ll see you around soon.” Luke said while giving him a handshake.

“Of course, man. It’s been great hanging with you tonight.” Dylan replied with a kind smile before Luke draped his arm around Sammy’s shoulders, leading them out of the now-busy bar. Dylan now turned his attention back to you.

“God, I’ve missed you so much. I can’t believe it’s only been a week.” he said while his whiskey eyes locked with yours.

“I know, babe. I’m so glad you’re here now though. No one has ever done anything like this for me. I’m so lucky I found you.” you said tenderly, not caring about the blush that now dusted over your face.

Dylan looked at you before brushing a piece of hair behind your ear, “How many times do I have to tell you that I am the lucky one?” he said gorgeously before leaning in to attach his lips to yours. The fire that you had missed so much since leaving LA was once again ignited within you in that moment, his touch never failing to have that effect on you. After a few euphoric moments of your tongues dancing around one another, you realized you needed to be alone with him, as soon as possible.

“How about we get out of here? I can’t take another second of not being alone with you.” you said seductively with your hand resting on the side of his face.

“You lead the way, gorgeous.” he said charmingly, looking deeply into your eyes.

You both left the bar, hand-in-hand, beginning the short walk to your apartment. His touch was the only thing on your mind. You couldn’t wait to be home so he could finally set the fire ablaze that had been burning since you left him at LAX.

You both knew you were in for an unforgettable night.

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dontdowhatisayandnobodygetshurt · 5 years

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Take 2... ODD NUMBERS

Em you absolute MADWOMAN I LOVE YOU SO MUCH THANK YOU X’D X’D

THIS IS GONNA BE ALL THE ODD NUMBERS FROM THIS POST (feel free to still send even ones in pFFFFffffFFFt) so I’m putting it under the cut!! Gonna be looong!! If you wanna learn random stuff about The Matt, click read more. :P

1.if someone wanted to really understand you, what would they read, watch, and listen to?

Read: Bird by Crystal Chan. Watch: Sense8. Listen to: this song.

3.three songs that you connect with right now.

this - this - this

5.have you taken someones virginity?

Nope. Not… yet? XD

7.if you could, would you take back your last kiss?

Haven’t had a proper one yet, unfortunately.

9.what was the last concert you saw?

Never been to one, too much noise and flashing lights and people = complete sensory overload and panic attack. Cinemas are bad enough. XD BUT I would be pretty tempted to see Coldplay live!!

11.do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?

Sweet Cheesus yes please.

13.a song you’d listen to during soft/slow/passionate sex?

this :D jk jk if it was somebody I rlly cared about it would be my favourite song probably

15.do you want to have kids? How many?

*hYsTeRiCaL lAuGhTeR* buddy I can barely take care of my own impulsive ass let alone a kid. But I’m never one to say never, so… I really don’t know. I’m not gonna be the one getting knocked up though, so adoption or… something else, depending on my eventual partner’s gender.

17.do you miss anyone from your past?

Yes. The two people I really miss though were slowly killing me so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ better off!!

19.have you ever broken someone’s heart?

I sure hope not! D:

21.have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?

1) Haven’t had one yet :’) 2) I really really hope I never make them cry, I’ll never intend to. D’:

23.favourite weather?

A nice, cloudy, kinda chilly day with steady rain.

25.do you wanna get married?

Honestly I really don’t mind either way so it’ll depend 100% on my partner. If they want to, sure!! If they don’t, I won’t care. I do have this thing though where I tend to pass out if I stand still for a long amount of time so that’ll be… interesting. X’D my only thing will be that I want the ring bearer to be either dressed up as a Hobbit or to be a v good dog so those are my only conditions to marriage 😂😂😂

27.what’s an inner joke you have with your friends?

Frodo reaction memes. X’D

29.what’s your favorite pasta dish?

Ravioli is pretty hecking good! I’m getting back into pasta recently, I never used to like it bc we used to have gluten pasta and it made me feel sick. But now I can find out which pastas I like!!! :’DDDDD

31.what’s your favorite eye color?

Blue eyes are stunning. It’s funny, my Mum has blue eyes and I’m so bitter that I didn’t inherit them. :((( But rlly all eye colours can be super pretty!!

33.are you a morning person?

Yes in the fact that I LOVE mornings. I can be grumpy first thing sometimes when I’m still half asleep but I get really happy and energetic from overtiredness lmao quickly!! :DDDD

35.what are the shoes you’ve had for forever and wear with every single outfit?

My boots. I’ve had them forever and I don’t own any other shoes, apart from some runners that are still practically brand new bc I never wear them. XD

37.tell us a story of something that happened to you after 3AM when you were with friends.

Okay so normally when I’m awake at 3AM it’s one of 3 scenarios: 1) I got fixated on something and don’t know how much time has passed, or 2) my insomnia has flared up yet again and I am this close to having a mental breakdown because I’m so tired, or 3) I got overtired and now act pretty much drunk and have too much energy to go to sleep. One time I sent Enna three separate rambly stupid asks about her OCs and I was so tired that the next morning I remembered I sent them but I couldn’t remember anything I said. She was super sweet about it. The end. X’D

39.who was the last person you gazed at the stars with?

My Dad. We both love the stars. We were also talking about Pokemon and DND. XD

41.do you like buying CDs and records? what was the last one you bought?

I don’t particularly like it, I prefer just downloading songs now. Mainly because I don’t like a lot of songs from the same band and buying a whole CD or record just for ONE song that I like on it is… meh. XD The last one I bought was an Ed Sheeran CD and it was for my mum.

43.what are your favorite memes of the year so far

I haven’t found any yet that really grab me, we’ll see. X’D

45.what’s the stupidest gift you’ve ever given? the stupidest one you’ve ever received?

I got my Dad a One Direction calendar once. We both hated One Direction. (When the cashier gave 12-year-old me that kind of ‘stupid teenaged girl in love with a boy band’ look I stared right back at her and told her with a straight face we were going to light it on fire. I’ve never seen anyone look so pleasantly surprised in my entire life.) My Dad loooved it. X’DI asked my Dad for a toothpick a week before my birthday once and he didn’t have one. Guess what my “present” was that year. Guess. XD

47.describe a good friend of yours without using their name or gendered pronouns.

V tol and thoughtful and pretty and talented and nice and spams me and sends me pics of cute dogs occasionally. 11/10 good fren, would befren again. :’)

49.is there anything you should be doing right now but aren’t?

Yup. Should be writing 2 things and maybe doing something else but idk if I should do the thing or not so. Procrastination it is. :))))

51.what’s one of the cutest things someone has ever done for you?

Any mutual of mine who just sends me nice messages or asks me stuff warms my heart so much. And anyone who has ever shown interest in my OCs has my eternal gratitude, if y’all ever need a kidney you caN HAVE MINE.

53.what’s some of your favorite album art?

Literally anything Coldplay has ever had ever.

55.do you like concept albums? which ones?

They sound pretty cool but I don’t think I have any favourites…?? Idk.

57.list some songs that resonate to your soul whenever you hear them.

This one (This one. This one.

59.what do you do when you’re sad?

Isolate myself + throw love at my online friends so hopefully they don’t feel like I do. Also drink warm drinks and reading and spending time with my pets bc they always help.

61.what was the best (non-romantic) night you’ve had?

I read this as sex thing wooPS. X’D Best non-romantic night I’ve ever had.. hmm… the night we got our German Shepherd. It was Good Friday. We’d finally gotten our puppy. We stayed up super late watching her toddle around and fall asleep on us. One of my absolute favourite memories. :’D

63.what’s the best piece of advice you ever received?

“You will only find your special someone when you are perfectly happy with the idea of being single forever. You can only be in a comfortable and loving relationship with somebody else when you are in a comfortable and loving relationship with yourself.”

65.what’s your secret dream?

Be in a Marvel movie one day. ^-^” oof

67.three songs that remind you of the person who sends this one

The only things that come to mind are P!nk songs ASDFGHJKL XD

69.three last songs you listened to

Pffft the songs I put on this thing X’D

71.have you ever had a friends with benefits?

Nope but I’d be open to the idea! (i may even have plans with one fren lmao)

73.Is there anyone you would die for?

My family (friends included), my pets, what’s right: if the world could be magically fixed but I had to die I’d do it on the spot.

75.do you give out second chances too easily?

I used to. But then I used up all my second chances on people who didn’t deserve them. Normally if somebody really seriously hurts me, I give them one more chance and make it very clear for them to please not do that particular thing again. Everyone makes mistakes, I get that. But if they do that exact same thing again, I’m normally gone. I’m done with waiting around and getting hurt over and over just to “be a good friend.” That’s not being a friend, that’s being a doormat/punching bag.

77.is this year the best year of your life?

So far, nope. We’ll see though!!! :DDDDD

79.who/what was your last dream about?

I think it was about Shameless?? I heard there was a trans character so I watched just those clips and I think I dreamt about it. X’D

Thank you so much for asking, Em!! ^____^

#Matt speaks #this took ages but it was really fun!!#XD #<3 #get to know me

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trulymj · 5 years

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65 Questions You Aren't Used To

I pretended it was myspace and just filled this out in it’s entirety. cool. 1. Do you ever doubt the existence of others than you? -Nah man, I could but it wouldn’t do anything but increase my anxiety levels so I’ll just avoid thinking about it like I do with most things.

2. On a scale of 1-5, how afraid of the dark are you? -Like a 2? Depends a lot if Im alone in the house or not.

3. The person you would never want to meet? -The person who would answer this question with my name probably.

4. What is your favorite word? - Im cheating its a phrase “l’appel du vide,” that feeling you get when you’re driving and you just think “I could jerk my wheel and ram into that barrier..” but don’t.

5. If you were a type of tree, what would you be? I’d like to think I would be a great big old willow tree where people have first kisses under in August because Summer is ending.

6. When you looked in the mirror this morning what was the first thing you thought? -Damn, I forgot to take off my make-up

7. What shirt are you wearing? -A black cami tank top

8. What do you label yourself as? -I don’t really? A loving person I guess?

9. Bright room or dark room? -Dark room, alwayssss.

10. What were you doing at midnight last night? - in bed..watching The Office and trying to sleep.

11. Favorite age you’ve been so far? 26 was really great...but this year has been amazing in its own right.

12. Who told you they loved you last? -My man via ship email because he’s floating in the middle of the ocean somewhere.

13. Your worst enemy? -Procrastination and avoidance.

14. What is your current desktop picture? -Some cool night sky shit with a tent in the foreground

15. Do you like someone? -Probably the guy I married...just a little bit though.

16. The last song you listened to? -Baby it’s cold outside. I was wrapping presents and enjoying myself man, don’t judge.

17. You can press a button that will make any one person explode. Who would you blow up? -Probably a child rapist

18. Who would you really like to just punch in the face? -Myself sometimes, but no one really. Not my style.

19. If anyone could be your slave for a day, who would it be and what would they have to do? -This is too kinky for tumblr now.

20. What is your best physical attribute? (showing said attribute is optional) - my right nostril, it resembles a bean which is cool.

21. If you were the opposite sex for one day, what would you look like and what would you do? -Probably just do a lot of that helicopter dick thing that guys do...or and finally figure out what it’s like to stick your dick in stuff because I’m so curious. I’d spend most of the day trying to get a BJ I think. I guess just as hot as possible to increase my chances of getting said BJ?

22. Do you have a secret talent? If yes, what is it? -Nah I dont think so...maybe like talking to people?

23. What is one unique thing you’re afraid of? -Escalators.

24. You can only have one kind of sandwich. Every sandwich ingredient known to humankind is at your disposal. -Oven Roasted turkey, thick ass bacon, tomato, tons of avocado, a layer of clover sprouts, some jersey style cherry pepper relish, oil and vin. Damn that sounds good.

25. You just found $100! How are you going to spend it? -Rainy day fund mang. Responsibilities and shit.

26. You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere in the world, but you have to leave immediately. Where are you going to go? - Iceland, a bitch is trying to see the northern lights.

27. An angel appears out of Heaven and offers you a lifetime supply of the alcoholic beverage of your choice. “Be brand-specific” it says. Man! What are you gonna say about that? Even if you don’t drink booze there’s something you can figure out… so what’s it gonna be? - Laphroaig 31 year please and thanks.

28. You discover a beautiful island upon which you may build your own society. You make the rules. What is the first rule you put into place? - Don’t be a dick.

29. What is your favorite expletive? - Fucker

30. Your house is on fire, holy shit! You have just enough time to run in there and grab ONE inanimate object. Don’t worry, your loved ones and pets have already made it out safely. So what’s the one thing you’re going to save from that blazing inferno? - My Moms ring

31. You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be? Probably getting molested on that plane when I was 9. I didn’t grow from it so it’d just be cool not to ever think about randomly.

32. You got kicked out of the country for being a time-traveling heathen who sleeps with celebrities and has super-powers. But check out this cool shit… you can move to anywhere else in the world! - Mexico so I’m close to home I guess.

33. The Celestial Gates Of Beyond have opened, much to your surprise because you didn’t think such a thing existed. Death appears. As it turns out, Death is actually a pretty cool entity, and happens to be in a fantastic mood. Death offers to return the friend/family-member/person/etc. of your choice to the living world. Who will you bring back? - This is weird to think about...next...

34. What was your last dream about? Jesse and I were doing something...Don’t remember what though? we were at a party I think.

35. Are you a good….[insert anything you’d like here]? Listener? Sometimes. Usually.

36. Have you ever been admitted to the hospital? Nope.

37. Have you ever built a snowman? Yes but it was only like a foot tall

38. What is the color of your socks? Flesh socks...aka no socks.

39. What type of music do you like? The good kind.

40. Do you prefer sunrises or sunsets? Sunrises feel more serene.

41. What is your favorite milkshake flavor? Oreo duhhhhh

42. What football team do you support? (I will answer in terms of American football as well as soccer) IDFWU

43. Do you have any scars? emotional or physical? short answer, yes.

44. What do you want to be when you graduate? Happy

45. If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be? - My ability to start shit.

46. Are you reliable? Depends on what for? Money, no. advice yes, being on time yes, helping you keep up a lie, no.

47. If you could ask your future self one question, what would it be? Did it all work out?

48. Do you hold grudges? Not really, just remember and take mental notes.

49. If you could breed two animals together to defy the laws of nature, what new animal would you create? A dogs personality in the size of a rat.

50. What is the most unusual conversation you’ve ever had? - The conversation I had with Jesse on the steps of a catholic church at 3am in San Francisco when we were both drunk.

51. Are you a good liar? Nahhh.

52. How long could you go without talking? not long at all.

53. What has been you worst haircut/style? The triangle haircut I had freshman year of highschool. Bitches didnt know about curls apparently.

54. Have you ever baked your own cake? Like for my own birthday? No. But for other peoples, all the time.

55. Can you do any accents other than your own? Southern and British.

56. What do you like on your toast? Copious amounts of kerrygold butter.

57. What is the last thing you drew a picture of? A christmas tree two days ago.

58. What would be your dream car? -new: Subaru Crosstrek, blacked the fuck out. -Classic: 67 Corvette Stingray, black outside, burgundy inside.

59. Do you sing in the shower? Or do anything unusual in the shower? Explain. Rarely sing...usually watch scientific youtube shows...

60. Do you believe in aliens? I don’t think they’ve visited us but there’s other life out there.

61. Do you often read your horoscope? -When its easy, yes, but I dont go out of my way.

62. What is your favorite letter of the alphabet? Z I guess.

63. Which is cooler: dinosaurs or dragons? Dinos, them bitches were reallll.

64. What do you think about babies? They’re expensive, poopy, cry-y sacks of flesh that don’t sleep and I want one.

65. Freebie! Ask anything interesting you can think of. I don’t know what to ask myself so bye.

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TGIWednesday and here's to new beginnings!

TGIWednesday News

And many happy returns to you and yours. This year has GOT to get better, at least that’s the direction I’ll be praying/fishing towards for sure. So many folks around the New Year make resolutions they’ll never keep. What are yours? I would encourage you to make them doable/reasonable goals so your success is more achievable and you don't set yourself up for disappointment. Like I plan on starting that new diet/exercise routine and getting in better shape. Sometimes saying, "I am going to lose 50 pounds by February 1st" can be daunting/unrealistic and just drop us into despair. Instead create softer goals like, "I am going to get back into a work out routine." "I plan on making every effort to eat cleaner, be nicer to others and allow more good fortune to find me!" You get the idea. Here’s to a better year of making best efforts to move every aspect of your life forward with grace and ease and we’ll be here to help/contribute to you and yours in every way that we can.

Also, here's a preview of the topic for the upcoming January Live Zoom Event scheduled for Wednesday the 27th. Theme: Clearing the Way for New Beginnings

Starting fresh new job? Have a new business idea? Moved to a new location? Beginning or searching for a new relationship or ending a relationship? Starting a new diet or exercise routine to improve your health? Entering into a new financial endeavor? What are you struggling with? Is something blocking you? What happened last time that you want to clear the past energy of? What switches do you want to strengthen and turn on/off related to new beginnings? The registration link will be available in the coming weeks, stay tuned!

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~ NEW BEGINNINGS ~ Today I believe, think, know and feel that as long as I am alive I can and will undertake new efforts and beginnings. I know when, where, how and why to release procrastination and lean forward into production. I am ready, willing and able to make progress daily and see my life expanding and improving in all directions of positive outcomes. I am saying this in all languages and throughout all time lines and so it is.

From the Fish Box

"Dear Mr. Mack, I've been on this spiritual journey for a year now which started with your methods. Spirit has been teaching me all kinds of things. Started off using a pendulum but no longer need it to communicate. I'm able to talk directly having conversations. Most are yes/no type conversations. If I doubt myself or my energy is off I use the push/pull method. They have taught me how to recognize different types of spirits. How to help cross over souls. Even how to communicate with them on the other side. All this while I'm a firm believer in the Bible. I've shared with others in my church about my lifelong food allergies being gone and how you helped me but most just seem to not get it. Because of the pushback from what I would call a real miracle. I don't dare talk with anyone in the church about everything else. Mr. Mack, there has been so much change in my life since I decided to try your download healing sessions a year ago that it's too much to list. Like all my mistakes, insights and even a few visions. Talking with angels, spirit guides and lost souls. Outer body experiences, lots of dreams and even learning about my past lives. I've heard disembodied voices, seen shadows and even little lights. I just wanted to write this to tell you how God has used you in my life. The peace & strength in faith this has brought me has been so wonderful. Keep the faith and keep healing!" - J.B.

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The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish

Tell the Fish - 365 Daily Inspirations and Affirmations - by Jimmy Mack JANUARY 6th "No" is a one-word sentence and today I will be able to say "no" without recourse, regret or explanation. We may not always pronounce words perfectly. It is the feelings and emotions that the words convey that allow us to communicate our deepest thoughts, needs and desires."

Live Radio Show Appearances

2021 UPDATE THE JIMMY MACK HEALING SHOW GOING FORWARD I put in 5 years hosting weekly shows on Blog Talk and nearly another 5 years into my current show and Spirit came to me during a 3AM ending of My Daily Prayer services and whispered...“Enough.” So while we will not return to our weekly show in 2021, we will of course be guest or co-hosting on a variety of other shows on occasion. So stay tuned to this section of TGIW as variety show line ups where I am a guest on other shows will be posted!

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Nightly prayers include COVID-19. Each night we work on scrambling the frequency for everyone on the prayer list. Your name will be added to a special VIP Prayer list where Jimmy will use his intelligent computer software, src4you which runs 24/7, to delete the negative and increase the strength of the positive creating a higher probability of favorable outcomes for you.

In addition, throughout the full 30-days, Jimmy will be dialing into your energetic signature each day upon rising and make certain that you are a clear yes, unclear to no and running forward before you start your day. He is doing the heavy lifting for you around 3am NY time while most of you are asleep in order to smooth out your way and increase your most favorable life outcomes.

The 30-day service is now being offered exclusively and you also have the option of selecting an ongoing subscription ($95/month) which is managed through PayPal only.

Upon written email request, for each new order we offer a one-time email analysis via the intelligent healing software that Jimmy uses on your behalf. Most clients have had amazing results and outcomes!

You can add yourself and those living in your immediate household and yes you can include pets! Merely include everyone’s names and Jimmy will add them to his daily prayers. *NOTE if the MDP Service was purchased via a special telesummit or radio show offer, prayers will be limited to BUYER ONLY - and will not include family members or pets.

You can run this monthly and stop at any time after the 30 days is up, you will have the opportunity to renew and update your list each month but are under no obligation. I believe you will experience magical transformations and make progress every day!

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