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count-horror-xx · 3 months
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My ideal first date:
me and my bf sitting on the stairs in front of a building wearing torn suits covered in blood as a classic song plays in the background as irony. Him lighting a cigarette while I take a swing from the bottle of alcohol in my hand thinking over the traumatic experience we just had while the a fire starts behind us (we are the cause of the fire and the thosand of deaths from it)
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gorewhoreloser · 25 days
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God men don’t even want me to rip their heart out and bite into it while we make eye contact anymore. Chivalry is dead.
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bumb1e-vee · 1 year
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seriously men <3 cis men, transmen, femboys, masc men, men in drag, men in hoodies, men in big sweaters. Aaa MEN!!
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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months
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Laios's three Boy Best Friends. And yes, they hate him.
#dungeon meshi#laios touden#toshiro nakamoto#chilchuck tims#kabru#BF in this context could be boyfriend or best friend. The line is so blurry.#Chilchuck less so but whatever is going on between Shuro and Laios & Kabru and Laios is giving strong:#“dude if you were a girl I'd date the hell out of you”. And from the genderswap extra's that sentiment is canon for BOTH.#This was made prior to the translation of the Laios & Kabru & Shuro restaurant date comic and honestly I am just feeling vindicated.#I don't even know what to call this dynamic other than a situationship. There is so much going on between all of them.#Even on a purely platonic reading - the miscommunication and male yearning for friendship hurt so bad.#When we got the Big Hug scene in the epilogue arc I was whooping and hollering! Pure catharsis moment!#I also don't like hugs very much so I really felt it went Shuro ('hates being touched') went in for the bear hug.#Do not get me started on the agony of 'always lying' Kabru telling the truth (I just wanted to be friends)#and 'always believes' Laios thinking it's another lie and brushing him off.#I am once again supporting dungeon meshi day by posting art. Please watch dungeon meshi.#obligatory edit because I’m tired: YES. Chilchuck cares for Laios and him admitting it was a huge part of his arc#YES he is more just fed up with him that actually hating him.#I needed a third guy to be canonically done with his ass for the THREE WEED SMOKING GIRLFRIENDS reference
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yearningaces · 4 months
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Ok ok enough of humans being scared
I want a monster that's scared, that's the prey in the relationship, that's instincts are so different it makes you realize just how scary you can accidentally be
Reader is described as strong/heavier/ carnivorous/a predator (keep in mind though, this is a human being compared to small rabbit-like creatures so regardless of your stature it applies)
Reader is referred to as 'he' once in passing, beyond that everything is up to interpretation
I want a monster that's intimidated and horrified by humans because humans are a predatorial species, specifically pursuit predators. We just keep going- humans do insane shit for fun or adrenaline, or because it's a dire situation and their brains have hit fight/flight and at that point has dropped any barrier of "can't do that, too much effort would hurt the body" and will lead to humans doing insane feats in crisis mode, even if it damages their body. Once the adrenaline wears off they're gonna feel it but essentially at least for a short time a human is capable of hulking out.
And I want you to imagine with me, say a rabbit monster, small, quick, agile. No excessive strength because they're made to evade which means being light and being fast.
A bunny-boy if you will. Triangled nose that twitches when he smells things, upright ears that when relaxed lean back against his head. Fur patches on random body parts like arms or legs or along the spine from his hair to his hips where the humanoid body morphs into a pair of anthropomorphic rabbit legs. Springy lad.
I'm calling him Nyx
And Nyx adores his human partner so much. You.
He just adores you, you know that post about the rabbit with his gf that's 3x his size? Similar case but this rabbits got a human for a partner.
And whenever he brings you home to his families burrow, you note there are many burrows of different families around here. Almost only burrows. As if it's intentional.
Now, in your eyes you're an average human. Maybe a bit strong when you need to be, but your not the strongest or fastest or smartest. Even if you're very capable you're not the best of the best, and You've told Nyx this whenever he goes on his tangents about being the lucky guy to score such a capable partner.
But you realize just how different you are once he brings you inside and you have to duck down to get into the burrow. When you see the children and the adults alike freeze as if something truly terrifying has entered their home.
You have to soften yourself right now, overly deferring to Nyx in a way you never thought you'd need to just so this family of prey monsters will feel safer. Strange isn't it?
And Nyx -happy as can be- drags you along, not ducking, not concerned, not out of place, brings you to the kitchen to meet his Da and his Ma. His Da is at the stove cooking something a bit clumsily as if there's something he's unfamiliar with as his Ma is setting the table with one spot given the most room. And they both freeze for a moment, noses twitching, taking you in before it's Nyx's Ma that finally takes the plunge and greets you with what you can clearly define as nerves.
No one else seems to notice though, or remark on it.
You'd followed your little Nyx here wondering how his family would threaten you about 'if you ever hurt him' the way human families would, but these creatures seem overly appeasing. Nonconfrontational.
Eventually you ask Nyx's Ma -as she seems to be the one in charge- if she has any questions for you. She takes a breath, looking back to her own partner and mentally decides to ask something. "What sort of human are you?"
It takes you some time to understand her words, but Nyx chimes in before you can. "A loyal one." And the way his gaze flutters up to you, so enamored and adoring, his form leaning into your side where your arm automatically wraps around him. It must be comforting with how he sinks into your hold with a content little sigh. You never did notice how fragile he is until right now when it's so obvious around his families home how out of place you are.
With a tilt of your head, you feel the need to experiment a little. With one hand you grip onto his shoulder, supporting the weight easily and with the other hand you grab onto his hip. And lift up.
He's light- so, so light. Weighing nothing to your heavier body that's built for heavier task than the rabbits swiftness and agility.
Nyx is having the time of his life, delighted at the curious display you've demonstrated, his family has their own shock to get over- as do you. With such care, you set him back down again with the absent minded remark of- "You weigh nothing, hun... I gotta feed you more." Because to you that's what it means, he's not eating enough.
To the families confusion, Nyx clarifies for you. "It's a human thing. They feed others they care about, really big ordeal food is. Share it with loved ones, make it to express care or appreciation, even old phrases like "the way to a humans heart is through their stomach", it's a big deal!" And he's so delighted to explain something you never really thought about too much yourself because it's instinct. Natural. But there's something so sweet about how he describes it and he is right, so you nod your head, holding him close once more as he turns to you. "And I promise I'm eating enough, I'm just made to be a lot lighter than predators like you." His tone is soft and comforting as if intentionally trying to appease your own instincts you've never given much thought of.
With a tilt of your head, you shrug and agree but mentally swear to give him bigger portions in the future regardless.
He leaves to help his Pa in the kitchen, and you're left to entertain a family of rabbit-like monsters. It's surprisingly easy when the youngest are released and immediately ask you to lift them up like how you did Nyx. So you do, one after the other, occasionally giving a little toss where they're caught immediately once more.
They're so weightless and tiny, almost like your stuffed animals when you were little. But they squeal and giggle like they've never been lifted so easily before. As if it's impressive.
You chatter aimlessly with the older rabbitesk creatures, speaking of how you and Nyx met, what sort of accommodations you've worked out to live in a place suited to both you and your much smaller companion, whatever topics come to mind. Though you seem to be the one unintentionally driving the conversations, no matter how socially adverse you feel, or how confident. The floor is yours, practically given to you without any trying to speak over you a single time.
When you sit for supper you note that you'd been given a different plate, the plate that Nyx and his Da had been working on. A clumsily cut, undercooked steak. Not wanting to be rude, and knowing red meat won't hurt if it's not entirely cooked through, you tear into it.
You don't quite notice any of the stares until you hear your little Nyx voice his thoughts.
"See? I told you, eats like a carnivore he does!" His voice beaming with pride. You glance over with a confused expression only to really notice how every other rabbit creature sitting at the table is staring at you with different expressions. That's when it really kicks into your head your plate is the only one with any meat.
You give a sheepish grin and instead eat one of the steamed slices of eggplant that's on your plate.
Strange isn't it? To be human and to be viewed as something dangerous... But I suppose you are, just not in ways you'd notice because it's so normal for you.
Not to them it isn't, not to those monsters that are more prey than predator.
Isn't it just so strange?
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2-gay-2-furious · 2 months
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merakiui · 4 months
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PLEASE. please. if you would be so kind to give us some more stalker ex scara... the first time I saw it it just changed my brain chemistry, and I desperately need more </3
>:D thinking a lot about stalker ex Scara, but you get really drunk and he's the only one left to look after you......
(cw: yandere, nsfw, non-con, alcohol/intoxication, toxic ex scara, modern college au, connected to the previous stalker ex scara concept)
Just,,, the fact that he's been so good and sweet ever since he casually slid himself into your friend group and you're not sure if you can trust him, yet here you are being completely, utterly, stupidly vulnerable in front of your very unstable ex. orz
Kuni's not one for parties; in fact, he'd much rather spend his precious time doing quiet, comfortable things with you (cuddling is so much healthier than drinking, after all! <3). Unfortunately, you allow your foolish friends to talk you into attending these brain-rotting parties so you can get drunk off your ass, and he can't let you attend them by yourself because there are too many risks. If you got too comfortable with Venti or Kazuha or even Tighnari while drunk, Kuni would never forgive you. >:( he's worked too hard cultivating this friendly image for himself, and he isn't going to let you or anyone else ruin it.
But right now everyone else is too inebriated to do much of anything, and he hasn't touched the drinks ever since he arrived, instead choosing to anchor himself to some forgotten corner of the room. He sulks and broods in silence, a scowl plastered to his face. He's just barely tolerating it for your sake. It's because he loves you that he's doing any of this. Soon you won't even need any of these troublesome friends. Soon you'll just have him, and he's all you really need. It was like that when you were growing up, after all. Even though, as painful as it is, you don't seem so codependent, so swept up in romance... You're so independent now, no longer the shy, fearful thing from the final few months of your relationship with him. He'd be impressed if he wasn't trying so hard to isolate you from each of your friends. It's a challenge when he's trying to tiptoe around Heizou's sharp, witty perception or Venti's proclivity for knowing everything about everyone despite no one knowing much about him.
But he endures. He's gone years without you; this is nothing.
If you were smarter, you'd know not to trust a word he says. That kind, soft smile he's perfected for this act is not to be believed, especially not when he's using it to assure your friends that he'll bring you home safe and sound. Heizou has his doubts because it's late and you can hardly walk a straight line, but he's tipsy just like the others and it's hard to deliberate like this. Besides, when has Kuni ever let the group down? :)
He takes you back to his dorm instead because Albedo's not home and he has the entire room to himself. While you meander clumsily over to his bed, kicking your shoes off and shucking your jacket in the process, he watches. You have no idea how much he depends on you, how much he admires you, so much so that it surpasses love and lust entirely. Without you, he's nothing. Or that's what he thinks because for the majority of his life he's felt empty and sub-human and so alone. But now you're here, and you can fill those empty spaces in his heart and give him a reason to keep living.
You don't seem particularly fazed when the bed dips under his weight. Rather, you blink sleepily up at him when he leans over you, gingerly reaching to help you out of your sweater. You're too drunk to protest or struggle, and you feel so dizzy every time you open your eyes. It's difficult to remain fully conscious when sleep is tugging at your body, pulling you under. You don't even realize he's fit his mouth on yours until his tongue is pushing past your lips. You manage to place your hands against his chest, intending to push him away, but you're so exhausted and tired. They fall to your sides, useless.
Kuni sits up and smiles at you. He says something about you being dumb and cute... or something about how your friends are fools. You don't really catch all of his obsessive murmurings when your attention is waning. Clothes are torn off; he kisses you a lot. You're not sure if you're reciprocating, but it certainly sounds that way when you're whining beneath him, arching against sodden sheets, your breaths coming in pants and huffs each time he ruts into you.
He doesn't have to worry about anything. Right now, it's just you and him in a corner of the world, locked away from everyone who might try to take you away from him. It's not like you'll remember much come morning. You don't need to anyway. It's better if you're lost and bewildered. That way he'll be able to craft a story to suit his fancy. You'll believe it. You'll have no choice, and Kuni knows how to tell very believable tales.
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butchkelev · 2 months
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Hello, I bounce between two names but typically go by Will online! I post lewds, code on neocities, take other photographs, and read often. I am using this post to talk about attempts at raising funds for long-needed top surgery, and the gfm I use to host it. I’m a trans stone butch, and I have been publicly iding as a trans man since 2018. Since puberty (2015?) however, I have been desperate to get rid of two glaring, physically heavy boulders on my chest. I am a full-time blue-collar worker at a commercial paint store, and since we lift hundreds to thousands of five gallon buckets (60-100 pounds each) every day, I cannot safely bind on or off the job as I need to rest. Even sports bras bind too harshly due to my size, and when wearing one I cannot take in a full breath. Sizing up is not an option, as my breasts are severely saggy and inhibit my mobility at work (and mental power out of dysphoria) as they move. I work an eight and a half hour shift every weekday and drive half an hour to and from my job- that’s at least 9.5 hours of (light?) binding every weekday, and every weekend usually adds 4-6. I have been binding (properly, I swear, as this 9.5/5 in wage labor thing started seven months ago) from such a young age that my breasts are abnormally saggy for their size and have already lost most sensation. There is no way to get that back (I do not want it back), but there is a way to give me strength and confidence and tame dysphoria, and that’s of course a double mastectomy, or top surgery. All the money I earn at my full-time job needs to be saved for my run from southern Florida, and as such I cannot afford to save for gender-affirming surgery whatsoever. I have a gofundme here, which is the only place I currently take donations.
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littlefwreak · 6 months
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rough sex with gentle cuddles afterwards is my shit fr
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privitivium · 3 months
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sanemi shinazugawa x m, pillar reader........
cw;;; masturbation, fingering, saliva as lube - hint of breeding kink, reader refers to sanemi using feminine anatomy / nicknames ( ie;; girl, pussy,,,)
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a new hashira? sanemi didn't know what to think at first,  ultimately uncaring… but congratulating. until he actually got the chance to talk with you??? you.. what's your problem? like, who was this jackass? acting so nonchalant and high and mighty... he wouldn't be surprised if he heard about him and giyuu jerking each other off, acting so similar. 
if he disliked you so much, why the hell were you in between his legs, callous scarred hand making gentle work of jerking you off on your bed after following you? deliberately, edging his hand along your length as his free hand lazily caresses your torsoㅡsitting comfortably sitting on a western style bed,,, catching you just before you undressed to sleep, slipping into the ‘luxurious’ room with ease,, "just.. show some fucking emotion..” He grits out, pulling away from caressing your stomach to drape his thick muscular arm over your abdomen and holding you firmly in his arms as he thumbs the slit of your cockhead;; only managing incoherent murmurs... he wished you were more vocal..
“M-mhm..” you hum meekly in agreement, shifting back into sanemi ass grazing over his groin, hard, mind you. The wind pillar hisses softly, strong arm tightening around you as his grip stutters around your cock - “maybe i should drag it out, huh? make you fucking beg to cum?” he laughs under his breath, cruelly.
you squirm to be let free after he inevitably drags out your orgasm. dick leaking, no matter, as you pull free from his arms, turning over just to sit beside the wind pillar after haphazardly tucking your dick back in the comfort of your pants, keeping them unbuttoned. “... let me,” you murmur, face darkened with heat, yet null as you pressed against him; hand placed gently on his thigh - dipping inward. 
he nods once, swallowing and watching with a hawk-like gaze as you lather your double digits with your tongue.. dipping your hand beneath his pants and grazing his dick - he squirms briefly, before your saliva-slickened fingers circling the rim of his hole, ever so gently pressing inward, but not yet entering, ignoring his weeping slung-over dick that was beginning to make a mess of thr groin of his pants,,,
“... you're telling me you don't finger your pussy at the thought of me doing it to you?” you mutter, breaking the silence as you press inward, experimentally. perhaps if he was in a different position..
“y-you're fucking disgusting.” sanemi curses at the way he stutters, at the way his voice promptly breaks at your usage of such terminology. “don't call it that. i'm not a fucking chick, you bastard.”  he exhales shakily, hand reaching down to adjust his erection and also relieve the ache that had begun building up at your act;; upset, as you saw it, when he was really… fucking liking it. he fears he acted too aggressively, too quickly.
you stood him up, he gives in without fight - shivering in your strong, firm grip. vocal? yes, you'll give him vocal. hand grazing over his bulge, as you face him against the wall; pressing into him from behind. he relents, liking you much more than he anticipated - praising himself for letting himself be handled in such a weakling-like manner. wordlessly tugging his pants down to his ankles, humming gently in his ear as your hands roam over his body. feeling him shiver underneath your touch as you spread his legs with your knee,,,
“hmm..” your hand experimentally dips underneath, keeping him upright, slickened-fingers circling the rim of his hole before pushing inward his knees buckle, and he clenches around you, yelping softly. he says your name warningly..
“huaah, sanemi, what's wrong..?” you coo, trying your best to sound gentle and doting. your free hand ghosting over his hip, admiring his scarred flesh, fingertips caressing the texture as you slowly pump in and out, “you were just letting me graze the rim, what's a little fingering..?” ㅡ relentless, sanemi squirms and mutters curses - embarrassed that he'd be compromised in such a position;; unwilling to receive, rather giving..
“don't you wanna feel me inside you, rather than in your hand??” you pull your digits from his constricted hole, huffing as you pull your erected cock out, leaking, and very much prepared - before licking a stripe along your hand and firmly pressing your palm along his hole - rubbing leisurely and briefly slipping your fingers in; pumping... it was definitely worn - easy to get past the ring of muscle, but with the tip of your dick..? uah.. hrn. “it's all right.. you wouldn't be so still if you didn't like this..” you assure cruelly, hands on his hips before pushing him against the wall and spreading his assㅡhe says your name warningly -
you pinch his hip - before placing it flat and firm, dull fingernails digging into his his flesh and trying to keep him as still as you can as you edge your hips back - just slightly, before slamming forward into sanemi's ass;; the wind pillar yelping, pitifully as he presses against the wall for leverage, whining at the sting of his abruptly stretched gummy walls,, burning,, tears stinging the corners of his plum colored eyes as he writhes, gasping like a fish out of water - “h-holy fuu-uck-!! ple-ease!” sanemi had no idea what he was begging for. please pull out? please start fucking into him even with the searing, stinging pain of being pierced with your cock after lazily being fingerfucked?? 
“it's okay,, it's okay, sanemi,,” you console sweetly, jaw clenching as you take in the feeling of his tight, tensing walls around your cock as you lean over his shoulder, burying your nose in the crook of his neck whilst feeling for his scarred chest with his free hand. pinching… groping. “relax.. you're a strong guy,,, you can take me..” you mutter slowly, almost as breathless as sanemi - “you're so strong.. so good.. feel-s so good...” you snort under your breath in pure amusement, nuzzling into his neck - hand finding the base of his weeping cock and stroking along gently as if to ease him - using your brute strength to keep him upright, pressed into the wall,,,
he felt you in his guts, practically,, he didn't want to feel if there was a bulge,, like the few happenings of having sex with women, dick so big it bulged from their wombs ever so often… he couldn't help but press back into you, feeling light headed,,, the soft praise of, there's my girl,, he - he does prefer if you were much vocal, yes.. he's not taking anything back, nor regretful,, “,, fill me up,,”
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h/cs sorta;;
constantly looking for old shit to bring up just to fuck LMFAO - if he were to start something being all pissy, it was a clear indication that he was pent-up and is needing to release that energy,, sparking up an argument because he loves getting in ur face and having a huge fight just because he loves being manhandled by the dude he thought was a scrawny pussy,, ultimately eating his insults right back up as you shove his head into the sheets while having little care of how it feels for him while you fuck him into the bed, ( every so often calling him a pussy, affectionately. while also referring to his hole as a pussy. ), but in reality making sure that he was stretched so it wouldn't hurt as bad,, you know how he likes it rough, in a sense.. a sadomasochist, tsk tsk, sanemi.. even slobbering all over his dick, overstimulating him until his thighs were clenching around your head ,,, keeping his hands tied up so they couldnt tug at ur hair,,,
aughh goddd he just needs to be fucked into the ground bro,, lovingly,, nipping at the crevice where his neck and shoulder meet and marking him with an imprint of your teeth,, making him flaunt it around - training with others, or just before a hashira meeting just so you make sure the others see sanemi's nicked up chest - acting all nonchalant as if he wasn't begging you to stay inside him and hold him after releasing ur load inside his guts.. ugaahhgh
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thinking thoughts>>> is not serious fic, tis short and choppy. Tsk. forgive me.
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maleposting · 1 year
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(artist is @/idonotexist_222 on twitter)
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count-horror-xx · 30 days
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Tired of being the tortured artist, need to get dick down so good it alters my brain and fixes me
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meltedheartz · 2 months
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been stuck thinkin’ about izu again (^o^)
tw: age gap (reader in his 20s, izu in his mid 30s), ftm!reader, black reader in mind, just a drabble tbh T_T.
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when you first met izuku, it was at a coffee shop.
nothing more than luck, you’d suppose, when you spilled your coffee on the sidewalk and he had offered a replacement—free of charge.
after that, you start noticing that the number one hero is frequenting your favorite café, so you take a risk and start talking to him.
you fully thought he’d brush you off—you’re nothing more than another face in the crowd, after all.
but he didn’t.
he smiled at you, told you to just call him midoriya for now, exchanged numbers with you as you talked it up in that specific café.
it takes a little bit of digging, but izuku finds all of your socials.
you’re cute. you haven’t posted anything on a few of your pages for awhile, but he discovers you’re in college n struggling to keep a date.
so he gives you a proposal. a deal, if you will.
izuku tells you that you don’t need to accept, he doesn’t wanna push boundaries, but you wanna hear it out.
when he offers to help you pay for expenses in turn for you looking pretty for him, letting him doll you up and treat you nicely, you tell him you’ll think about it.
it’s embarrassing enough that you were actually considering it—even more embarrassing when you accept it.
how could you not? you were practically struggling on the reef like a fish, living alone in a studio apartment n tryna make it through college.
it was almost laughable.
‘course, in the following weeks, the pro hero says to call him izuku. takes you out to the mall to buy you some nice outfits and smiles at how nervous you are.
he can’t say he didn’t expect it. of course he did, when you two first bumped into each other, you stared like a deer caught in headlights.
izuku can’t say he minded it, though.
it takes months of him eating lunch n dinner with you, dressing you up all nice, treating you as you deserved to be treated, did you entirely get comfortable with him.
it’s around ten pm when you go to izuku’s place, izzy—that’s what you’d been calling him since the third month.
all sweet n soft coming from you. nothing short of gentle and caring, it made izuku melt whenever you called him that.
when you both get to the bedroom you get all shy, toying with the sleeves of the shirt izuku had bought you a few days ago.
your eyes are on the ground n when he asks you what’s wrong, he sees tears well up as you mutter.
“i’m trans.” it comes out small and a little upset, voice on the verge of cracking when you say it.
izuku only tilts his head. “...is that it, honey? i knew that, ‘m not mad.”
the words make you feel embarrassed as the tears threaten to spill from your eyes and izuku has to gently tell you that it’s fine—he can wait until you’re ready to take this a step further.
it takes another couple of weeks until you finally give him the okay.
n when it happens, he’s all soft with you. asking if you were alright, he doesn’t wanna go too fast, and you have to reassure him that you’re fine—jus nervous.
he spends about an hour prepping you, too :(
fingers you and licks at your cute little nub, tells you that you’re bein’ so good, sitting there n looking pretty for him just like he wants.
when izu’s fingers hit that specific spot—the gummy, soft one that makes you squeal and has slick running down his hand—he smiles.
and ugh, he’s so damn nice. gives you soft kisses and tells you that you did good for him, if you’re tired he can stop, he just likes seeing you happy n satisfied :(((
quickly, you shake your head with tears welling up and tell him that you’re fine, you wanna keep going.
and izu, being the whipped dummy that he is, gives you a kiss on the cheek and undoes the nice pair of dress pants he bought for date night cuz it was his day off n he wanted to do somethin’ nice for you.
his dick is nice n fat, a few veins on it with a slight curve.
the tip already has a few beads of pre-cum leakin’ from it and you can feel your poor little hole clench around nothing just at the sight of it.
n when he finally slips just the tip in—he whines. the number one hero fuckin’ whines just from putting the tip in your cunny n it already feels like so much but not enough.
after that, the months pass n now there’s news articles about the cute civilian that pro hero deku always gives kisses to at this certain coffee shop near his agency.
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A/N : hihii! just wanted to get this outta my brain, reblogs r appreciated soso much n it’d be cool to have a mutual or two :p
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bonez-and-gutz · 3 days
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thinking about how badly i need someone to tie me down and force me to just take whatever they want
edging? yes please
overstimulation? god, i need it
just need to forget everything for a while and have someone else make all the decisions
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shiningmoonn · 15 days
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i'm craving older men's attention so much right now.
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mymreaderlibrary · 5 months
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Could always go for some old man yaoi between Price and an older veteran reader so here are some ramblings.
[Old friends, pre relationship, yearning, beard buddies, ramblings/ no coherency].
[Length: 739 words]
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The 141's mission calls for a specialization that they don't meet (at least not well enough to risk failure), but what would you know Price has an old buddy who can help. The thing is he's a veteran who's not all that interested in exiting his retirement especially considering he lost a limb. However he's not one to abandon those in need and with a little convincing he decides to assist, offering his expertise mostly off of the field.
In their downtime y/n and Price get to catch up and spend some time together over drinks. It's been a while since they've seen each other considering how differently they now lead their lives. Y/n is embarrassed to admit he's already getting grey hairs as Price questions his brutally short buzzcut. He never used to cut his hair like that even in his younger years. Price jokes that he's disappointed that y/n is trying to hide his new silver fox look. Y/n says he'll get to see it when it starts growing into his beard. Maybe it's the alcohol but the teasing lingers in both of their minds, feeling more sincere than joking.
Even if they've spent a lot of time apart there's still things they know about each other by heart. Particularly how apprehensive y/n is to being assisted with anything. There's no fragility allowed as he'd rather grin and bare it than accept help, especially with his new(ish) disability. Price doesn't speak on the matter, but he does get frustrated at the other man's stubbornness, a subtle crinkle to his eye as he watches his friend struggle.
Speaking of stubbornness, the 141 get to "enjoy" having two hardheaded older men on the same team. Double the scolding and double the exasperated sighing, somehow it's like being together has combined them into the ultimate grumpy old man. Laswell wouldn't admit it but once their voices start to layer over each other she tunes them out. They're gonna be going in circles for a while and it's near impossible to stop them. It would be almost comedic if it didn't happen all the damn time. ( Worst of all is that most of their arguments are them agreeing on something, but thinking the other misunderstood due to how they phrased their response).
Night times are often nostalgic, neither of them are heavy sleepers so if one wakes up so does the other. They try to get as much sleep in when they can, but if they feel like reminiscing over times long gone then who's to stop them. Stories about Price's younger years in training and y/n's experience with that one damn drill instructor who seemed to hate his guts. Stories about how shitty their first long range shots were and how they could barely even hit the target. Stories about all the times they found themselves in some form of trouble be it on the field or in base. Y/n remembers the time they had to share one shitty cot that they almost punched each other over. Price remembers when they were stuck in a tundra for over a month and were so excited to have a hot shower again they just went at the same time. Neither of them mention how much they actually enjoyed that closeness and how both of them were too cowardly to initiate anything. But they do mention the day they got split up, sent to entirely different countries. Y/n admits to being disappointed he hadn't gotten the chance to say goodbye... Price says he's glad they didn't, sometimes goodbye's like those are bad luck.
They take a moment to look at each other, see scars old and new, wrinkles forming in places that used to be so smooth. Price can't help but look at y/n's eyes, seeing that familiar color that never seemed to fade despite all its seen. He thinks back to that warm shower over a decade ago and how they looked then too. The steam that rose from y/n's chest, the subtle brush of skin they shared as they tried to dance around each other. He remembers that expectation of something more that never came.
They squeeze each other's hands, but the moment passes in silence and neither of them move. Eventually they break eye contact and drift back to sleep.
It seems even now they’re still too cowardly.
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