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#so pls be nice it took me a while to figure which was the best way to do this and have the gifs look somewhat cute
midnightrings · 1 month
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Kate and Anthony - first dance vs. dancing as a married couple
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kyeomofhearts · 3 months
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Again & Again | C.SC
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+ summary: you caved in and fucked your best friend, but it was only a one-time thing… right?
+ pairing: scoups x fem!reader
+ word count: 4.3k
+ content: fwb!, chubby reader (love ya'll), friends to lovers, idiots to lovers, mutual pining, pussy drunk cheol, size kink, angst, fluff
Part 1, Part 2, Part 3 (Final)
+ WARNINGS: drinking!, smut, dom!seungcheol, sub!reader, rough sex, praise?, sizekink, creampie, pls lmk if I missed anything
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“I’m ready!”
Seungcheol’s ears perked up at your sudden announcement. Turning his head, only to be met with a breathtaking view of you. The way your clothes hugged your figure had his head spinning. He always loved seeing your curves and the way you filled out everything nicely. Although you weren’t wearing anything out of the ordinary, it was just a simple outfit. Something that would match the mood for Jeonghan’s party.
But Seungcheol being… well himself, he was mesmerized. He was for sure going to struggle to keep his hands off you, especially at Jeonghan’s party. As much as he was willing to risk it all for you, he didn’t want to make you uncomfortable so he kept it to himself.
“Let’s go then.”
The car ride was comfortable, nothing different from the ordinary.
Well, maybe a little different.
From the corner of your eye, you could see Seungcheol looking at you at times. It was easy to guess what he was thinking about… but you were literally two minutes away from Jeonghan’s place!
And they would know.
You took a deep breath.
“Don't even think about it.”
“What?” Seungcheol tried playing it off, even though he knew he had been caught. Even his voice raised a few octaves.
“We can’t! Not now at least…” As much as you tried hiding your pout, you couldn’t.
Of course, you wanted to fuck Seungcheol but with how rough he got… you knew you would get your makeup all messed up and that was something you did not want to deal with at the moment.
“Well… can I get a kiss before we head inside?” He gave you puppy eyes after putting the car in park.
God was he annoying. It annoyed you that his tricks always worked on you. But before you could say anything he was already leaning over the console, fluttering his stupidly long eyelashes with his lips puckered. He knew he looked stupid but teasing you was his favorite thing to do.
Without a second thought, you leaned in to give him a light peck. That should be good enough to hold him off for the next few hours right? Nope. Just before you were finished pulling away, his hand swiftly pulled you back to his lips. You couldn’t stop yourself from following his lead, especially when his hand was keeping your head steady.
Before it could escalate to something more, you felt your phone vibrate. Finally, pulling away while ignoring Cheol’s pleas, you went to check who had texted you.
Ugh.
It was Jeonghan, asking why you weren’t there yet.
“We can continue this later Cheol. Jeonghan’s asking me where we are.” You spoke softly, you knew how sulky Seungcheol would get if he didn’t get what he wanted, but it had to be done.
But fortunately, that was enough to convince him to hold off on his desires. And so he finally stepped out of the car, but only after telling you to not move an inch.
After he opened the door for you, you both began to walk to Jeonghan’s place. It was a nice walk to his place. It would have been even more nice had Seungcheol not tried holding your hand. Was he trying to give you a heart attack? Seriously, everything he did made it feel like he was your boyfriend… which he was not. It really didn’t help your blossoming feelings for him either, it was like he was purposely adding fuel to the fire. But you knew there was nothing behind his gestures, he’s been like this even before you started hooking up.
“C’mon… my hands are cold without yours!” God was he annoying. He was a living embodiment of the pleading emoji, always finding a way to use his puppy eyes to his advantage. But you loved to indulge him every single time.
You rolled your eyes, “What about your other hand? If I only hold this one, then the other one will stay cold.”
“The other hand is connected to the other, so once you hold my hand they both get warmed up.” Seungcheol countered all smug as if that didn’t sound like the dumbest thing he’s ever said.
“I don’t think it works like that-”
“You guys took forever!” Jeonghan said while looking at both you and Seungcheol. You immediately ripped your hand away from Cheol’s.
Jeonghan’s eyes were carrying an entertained look to them, you hope he didn’t see the whole thing between you and Seungcheol. That would be really hard to explain.
But before you could think anything of it, the sound of your favorite voice (besides Cheol's) had gotten your attention.
“y/n~ there's a special surprise waiting for you in the kitchen!” Soonyoung had yelled out behind Jeonghan.
“And… that's my cue!” You immediately sped off towards the kitchen. Tonight was all about having fun and you were going to take advantage of it. Head empty, no thoughts. That is what you were striving for.
Now Seungcheol and Jeonghan were left alone.
“So… you and y/n? Finally?” Jeonghan prodded after your swift departure. He has been waiting for the day that you and Seungcheol finally got together.
“No… not yet at least,” Seungcheol said with a sigh. Even when he didn’t mean to get all sulky, it always happened. It was like second nature to him.
Jeonghan raised his eyebrow to this. While it was amusing to see both of his friends be blind to the other’s feelings, it was just as frustrating. For the past few years, he witnessed how stupid people could truly be. How was it possible that you and Seungcheol were not aware of each other’s feelings? Anybody could see it clear as day. But he couldn’t do anything about it, since at the end of the day, it was not his place to get involved. So with a loud, disappointed sigh, Jeonghan patted Seungcheol’s back. All he could really do was provide advice and comfort.
“Just tell her man, I am more than sure that she will return your feelings.”
Seungcheol groaned at the thought.
“I will but I still need to find the perfect-”
“Time, yes I know that. You’ve been saying that for years now.” Jeonghan was displeased. “But what if y/n begins to think that she’s wasting her time with you? What happens then?”
Seungcheol really wanted to fire back but he couldn’t find anything to say.
And just like that, Jeonghan went inside, leaving Seungcheol outside in the cold.
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Jeonghan's 'party' was quite small in reality. It was really just the guys with some of their significant others, nothing crazy.
Well.
Except for Soonyoung and his drinking.
You weren't known to be a heavy drinker but when it came to special occasions, your friends knew you could get down.
Luckily for them, today had been quite stressful in terms of work. So after a few pleas from Soonyoung and Seokmin, you indulged in a few shots. After all, a little never hurt... right?
Wrong.
Needless to say, you got wasted within a matter of hours.
It wasn't your fault though! The games Soonyoung came up with were really entertaining, you just couldn't help yourself.
The burn of the alcohol didn't phase you as much after your fourth shot. The aftertaste was still disgusting of course, but nothing a chaser couldn't fix.
Soonyoung, being the lightweight that he is, was already nearing the edge of blacking out. And Seokmin... you didn't know where he went to. Maybe the bathroom? Well, he was for sure in the house, you'll find him sooner or later.
God, your eyes were beginning to feel heavy and it didn't help that everything was starting to look blurry as well.
You decided to stand up and walk off the sudden drowsiness, that usually helped you wake up a bit. Instead, you felt a sudden rush go straight to your head, which threw you off balance.
Maybe you should-
“…And I think we’re done with the drinks,” Seungcheol said as he magically appeared behind you, taking the empty cup in your hand and throwing it away.
His free hand snaked its way down to your waist. "Feeling good? Need some water love?"
If you were in the right state of mind, you would be definitely thinking about how intimate this would look to the others.
But all you could think about was how his hand was leaving a warm, tingly feeling on your waist. The way his touch was firm yet gentle at the same time.
You were so focused on his touch that you forgot to answer the question he had originally asked you.
He leaned his head further into your neck, "I'll take that as a yes... did you want to head out?"
It was nearing ten o'clock, which should be considered a reasonable time to leave.
"Hmmm... I guess so."
The idea of climbing into bed and just dozing off was so tempting. Unfortunately, you had to wait which was the worst part of it all.
Before you could continue thinking about how comfortable your bed was, you felt something cold press against your cheek.
You shrieked at the feeling.
“Why would you do that?” You yelled out in surprise.
Turning around to look at Seungcheol, you couldn’t help but freeze. His gaze sent you shivers, or maybe it was because of the water bottle still pressed to your cheek. Either way, you were rendered speechless.
“You need to drink your water that’s why.” His tone was innocent but the smile that accompanied it was quiet… mischievous.
“…and maybe because you ignored me today. ”
There it was. He always found a reason to pout and sulk to you.
So you did as you were told and drank from the bottle. It did help wake you up a little bit but you were still far from sober.
"Let's say goodbye to everyone now." He took your hand and intertwined his fingers with yours. This action alone making your body burn up.
You don't remember too much after that, only slurring out your goodbyes to your friends.
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It had only been a few minutes since the two of you had arrived at his apartment. He decided it would be better in your case since his place was closer to Jeonghan's compared to yours.
“Since when did you have these products?” You stared in drunken awe, most of your skincare products were in his bathroom.
Shit. He hopes you don't think he's a complete freak. He bought your skincare products for the nights that you would spend at his place. He just wanted to make you feel at home with him. (And maybe this was his way of convincing you to stay the night with him since you had everything you needed…)
“Um… just figured it would be more convenient for you…” he prayed that you would think it was a kind gesture rather than him being a weirdo.
You took a second to respond, admiring how thoughtful he was when it came to making you feel comfortable.
“It's cute, I'm honestly more surprised you were able to get some of these products, some of them are exclusively online...” your eyes flitted to look at his. "Although, I don't think I'm capable of doing my whole routine right now." It was true, you were barely able to stand, imagine trying to do your skincare like this…
“I can do it for you,” he chipped in immediately after.
This filled you with that warm feeling you were now getting accustomed to. What was he doing to your heart?
He tapped the toilet lid, waiting for you to sit so he could begin his work. You knew it was pointless trying to stop him, once he had his mind set on something he wouldn’t let anything get in his way from completing it.
“Not yet. I still have to brush my teeth first.” And maybe this was your time to calm down before he eventually caressed your face for ten minutes straight.
Seungcheol took advantage of the little time you gave him and got changed into something comfortable. He also pulled out some more loose-fitting clothes since he knew you liked wearing baggier clothes to lounge around in. He wondered if it would be too ridiculous if he put them in the dryer to warm them up for you. It shouldn’t be, right?
"Are you sure you want to do this?" You asked apprehensively.
"Of course." He said without a second thought.
"Anything for you, remember?" His eyes were filled with something, some would say love but you didn't want to get too ahead of yourself.
He started to warm up the oil cleanser in between his hands. Then he gently applied the oil to your face, rubbing it in slow circles as to not irritate your face.
It was at times like this that made you worry if your arrangement was a bad idea. Sometimes you wish you would have just confessed to him instead of jumping straight into bed with him. Maybe things would have turned out differently had you done so.
Unwanted tears began pooling in your eyes. Why were these thoughts eating you up all of a sudden?
Seungcheol was quick to notice the tears.
"Did I get it in your eyes? I'm so sorry-"
“Cheol… I don’t think I can continue with- whatever this is,” you hiccuped, “i-it's just too much for me.”
His heart dropped.
What do you mean stop? He thought everything was going great, he was even planning on officially asking you out tomorrow.
“Why? I mean if that's how you really feel then we can stop, but at least tell me why, love.” Though his tone was understanding you could still see the concern in his eyes.
“I don't know... I just feel so conflicted. Like the way you treat me makes me want more with you but I know that's probably not what you want.” It felt as if a huge weight had been taken off of your shoulders. He’s right, you can't just end the arrangement without telling him why.
Continuing, “I just can't help it, I really like you but I know this is just casual for you and I would hate to put you in an uncomfortable position.” You ignored meeting his eyes, knowing you would cry even more if you saw the way he was looking at you right now.
On the other hand, Seungcheol was stunned, to say the least. But he was also relieved to hear the reason you wanted to end things was because you liked him but now he had to stop you from crying. He needed to let you know that he liked you just as much if not even more.
He was usually good with words but he didn’t really know what to say… so he hugged you instead. Hug was actually an understatement. His whole body tightly engulfed yours. He didn’t want to let you go at all.
“Cheol…?”
You tried wiggling out of his grasp but there was no point in trying, he had a very tight hold on you.
“You actually had me worried there for a second, I thought I actually did something wrong.”
Oh.
He cupped your face, which, by the way, was still oily because of the makeup remover.
"I was planning on asking you out tomorrow," he let out a soft laugh, "but I guess you beat me to it." He pressed a light peck to your lips.
“Wait, so does that mean…” okay that sounds dumb. But in true fashion, you had to ask him if he really meant it (even if he just confessed to you).
He laughs at your confusion but nods nonetheless.
"I'm sorry I made you feel that way though," he says wholeheartedly, "I actually wanted to avoid making you feel like I was only using you."
Before you could think of anything to say his hands returned their motions on your face.
"We should finish cleaning you up before we continue talking about us."
It was quiet but not uncomfortable. Soft giggles from either you or Cheol came and went.
He had finished around ten minutes later.
Your eyes were beginning to get heavy again, the sleepiness slowly creeping over you again.
And again, he noticed this. He was always able to read you.
"We can talk about it tomorrow," his tone was soft. He tried his best to not disturb your sleepy state.
His hand went to the small of your back, lightly guiding you to his bedroom.
Once you climbed onto the bed you fell asleep not even a minute later. Seungcheol quickly followed as soon as he cuddled up against you.
It was calm.
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It had been almost an hour since you had woken up. Your head wasn't hurting as bad as you thought it would be. Maybe it was because someone kept making you drink water throughout the night.
Speaking of him, Seungcheol was currently busy with making breakfast, which left you the freedom to lounge around the living room.
Until a certain thought came up.
Well, more like thoughts.
You were recounting last night's events and what still weighed on your mind.
You knew you had confessed to Cheol and that he returned your feelings… but something felt off. It still felt like you needed to tell him something but you couldn’t place your finger on exactly what it was.
“Here,” Cheol had placed the food right next to you. God, it wasn’t even anything special but his food looked so damn good.
Yet you couldn’t bring yourself to eat it.
“Is something wrong?” Seungcheol asked apprehensively, his gaze filled with worry.
You didn’t know where to begin.
Maybe you should tell him about the guy you had hooked up with a while ago, the one that didn’t know where your clit was… that’s a good start right?
Obviously you know you didn’t really do anything wrong but it still weighs heavy on your mind from time to time.
"I need to tell you something, but promise me you won't get mad at me," you pleaded.
He looked at you incredulously, "It can't be that bad."
Taking a deep breath you begin, "I slept with someone else. But, this was before we came up with the arrangement, I think maybe a few days after we..." your voice immediately got stuck in your throat once you caught a glimpse of Cheol.
He was oddly calm. Too calm for your liking.
"Did you like it?" His voice didn't hold any trace of anger but you knew he was bothered by it.
You knew that you had to be cautious with your wording.
"No! I think I was just confused at the time so I experimented ," Your voice was meek. "It didn't mean anything, I promise."
He looked at you briefly. "That's too bad."
Huh?
To your dismay, he stood up and walked away into his bedroom.
You felt frozen in a way, confused about how to handle the situation. But rather than letting it grow into something worse you decided to follow him to his room. Talking it out will for sure help.
As you walked towards his door, you noticed that it had been left wide open.
Was this a setup?
Carefully, you stepped inside his room while searching for him. You were met with the sound of the door slamming shut, and a sudden presence behind your back.
"Cheol-" He turned you towards him, his hold was quite firm; though not to be confused with harsh.
"I'm not mad I promise," he leaned closer to kiss you. While his tone was gentle his kiss was not.
He pulled away for just a second.
"Why be mad when I have you all to myself now?"
Before he could go any further he pulled away again.
"Is this okay?"
Immediately, you nodded to let him continue his ministrations.
He cupped your cheeks once again to kiss you.
After a minute or so, he moved down to your neck. At first, he pressed light pecks but eventually started lingering on certain spots.
"Need to let everyone know that you're mine."
With that, he continued marking your neck, making sure that everyone would be able to see that you were now taken.
And while you loved the feeling of him marking you up, you couldn't help but want more.
"Cheol, please," your breaths were labored.
He hummed into the crook of your neck.
"Can you please just fuck me already?" You were growing needier by the second. Your panties were sticking uncomfortably against your heat.
He scoffed at your sudden urgency.
"I still need to prep you though," he tried reasoning with you, but to no avail, it fell upon deaf ears.
"We can do that any other day Cheol," the thought of having to wait a second longer pained you.
But, if that's how you wanted it... how could he deny you that?
He roughly exhaled before focusing on you again.
"Clothes," he instructed with a tug to your (his) shirt.
He did the same in return. Once you were both done stripping, he pushed you towards his bed so he could begin his work on you.
“Are you sure that you don’t want to get prepped first?” He was lightly tracing his fingers over your inner thighs.
Had it been with anyone else you would for sure need prep but Cheol was always careful with you, you trusted him.
“Yes, god, please just fuck me.” Desperate couldn’t begin to describe how you were feeling at the moment.
With that final confirmation, he began to work. While he knew you didn't want to be prepped he still wanted to work you up a bit. Gently, he grabbed a hold of your thighs and started spreading them apart.
He trailed soft kisses at an excruciatingly slow rate. But eventually, he landed on your core. He peppered it with another round of kisses, the pressure varying between each kiss.
After a minute or so he pulled away and slotted himself right in between your legs.
Holding his cock in his hand, he stroked it twice and then ran the tip up and down your slit. No matter how many times you fuck Seungcheol, you will never get used to the initial sting of his cock. It also doesn’t help that he’s so big.
He slowly nudged the tip towards your entrance. Gradually, he carefully pushed himself deeper inside you, cautious knowing that he hadn’t prepped you. After the first few seconds the feeling went away, leaving you with want. You moved your hips to let him know you wanted more.
"Fuck," you manage.
"Can't take me?" He almost pulls out fully before snapping his cock into you again.
You hated when he got this cocky, but you couldn't deny that it didn't turn you on even more.
“Shut up,” you tried hiding the pleasure in your voice while he slowly went in and out of you.
He only hummed in response. Soon he became enveloped in you, his thrusts were slowly picking up pace while he held onto you tightly. Your senses were completely invaded by Seungcheol, only being able to think about him.
“I will never get used to how tight you are,” his voice was strained, trying his best to not cum inside you. (because that would be embarrassing, not for you but for him)
All you could do was moan in response.
After a few months of consistent hookups, Seungcheol had learned about your body pretty quickly, from your kinks, to your turn offs… he practically knew your body inside and out.
Which explained how he knew you were on the brink of coming, your walls tightening around him being a common telltale sign.
Usually, he would edge you for a good hour or so, but after last night’s ordeal he just wanted to show you how much you affected him. So with that, Seungcheol lazily brought his free down to your clit and began to rub slow yet firm circles. He knew that playing with your bud would immediately send you over the edge. It also didn’t help that his pace was becoming more erratic, by the looks of it, you would be coming together.
And just like that, after a few more thrusts he felt you begin to spasm underneath him, letting a loud string of moans out during the act. Seungcheol dipped his head towards your lips as he came inside you, making you swallow his groans in the process.
Shortly after, Seungcheol’s body fell completely limp on yours, feeling only pure exhaustion. It felt nice, only being able to feel his heavy body on top of yours… kind of therapeutic in a sense. But unfortunately that didn’t last very long, because after a minute or so, everything began to feel wet and sticky.
As if reading your mind, Seungcheol mumbled out a low, “let’s get cleaned up.”
While you were obviously up for it, the thought of having to stand up at this very moment felt horrible. As he slowly pulled out of you, you couldn’t help but just stay on the bed. This did not go well with Seungcheol.
“Y/n c’mon, we have to get you cleaned up,” he whined while tugging on your arm.
“Just five more minutes, I still can’t feel my legs!” Were you being over dramatic? Yes, but it’s not like he’s not used to it.
“Y/n we have to get ready to go out.” This time he pulled you all the way up, keeping you steady while you regained your balance. You did recall him mentioning going out today but you don’t remember exactly where.
“Really? Where are we going?” The excitement of going out completely masked the feeling of your jelly-like legs.
“Nowhere in specific.” Your smile dropped. What does he mean nowhere? You hated when he turned things into surprises. (Hate is a strong word but you get the idea.)
He shrugged his shoulders, “Just wanted to show my new girlfriend off to the world I guess…”
Ugh. He is so annoying.
“Never say that again, ever.”
Yet, you couldn’t hide the smile slowly creeping up towards your face. Hearing him call you his girlfriend was definitely something you could get used to.
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I am so so so sorry for leaving you guys hanging! It was not my intention I swear,, I just kept taking and adding to the fic which is why it got delayed so bad… at least the finale is here right? The last part was not proofread so I’m hoping that it’s legible, hope you enjoy :3
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futurecorps3 · 10 months
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Hobie Brown partying with latina!reader<3
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Masterlist<3
SUGGESTIVE!!! MDNI GO AWAY OR ILL BITE YOU
I’m already giggling about this shit and haven’t even started it 🤭 just picture that emoji cause that’s how i look rn. This is written from my perspective which is from a mexican living in Mexico going to 100% mexican perreos!!!
-It took a while to convince him to be honest
-Don’t take it the wrong way though!! He’s supportive and go ahead, perrea hasta el suelo but it’s just not his scene
-He’s not a reggaetón hater, he believes every type of music has a merit to it!! BUT ITS JUST NOT HIS SCENE
-Hacerle ojitos was enough to convince him lmao
-“Mi amor please! I want you to meet my friends” You whined, looking up at him all dressed up for the party that started in about thirty minutes. How could he say no when you were looking so pretty? “Shit ‘aight” He muttered, leaving to do his makeup as you kissed his cheek sweetly
-Now when y’all get there
-HE’S ASTONISHED TO SAY THE LEAST
-Yeah sure, mosh pits were crazy and the pubs he frequently attended were also wild but seeing
-People making out with a stranger then the next, some couple basically fucking in the couch next to the door, a girl downing shots like there was no tomorrow, besos de tres, and most importantly; el perreo.
-My man gets shy n shit like he holds your hand. pls help him no entiende nada
-Your friend approaches you with two plastic cups with some golden liquid that didn’t even reach the half of the cup. “Hey Hobie! Nice to meet ya’, my name’s Martha. Tengan, para ambientarse and getting the party started for you two!”
-Hobie thought it was dumb to drink so little of something, even more when he saw how effortlessly you downed your shot. “What’s this shit?”
-Tequila. It was Herradura. Now he knows why you pour so little for a single shot.
-HE WAS WHEEZING, SPILLING HIS GUTS OUT AND ABSOLUTELY BAFFLED BECAUSE HOW DID YOU DRINK THAT WITHOUT EVEN FLINCHING?????
-Your male friends definitely laughed a bit at that, pero en buena onda, they know how important Bee is to him so they’d never be mean to him hehe
-“Ay cabrón, Martha le dio tequila?” One of your friends say while laughing, his arm rounding your boyfriend’s tall figure “Sí, no soportó” You laugh back, kissing Hobie softly
-Your friends got to know him, silently questioning his intentions and stuff but not like they’re your parents. They mean well!! They just want their friend to be happy with this new dude, and some of them are men, so they definitely know how shit they can be
-“So this is what usually happens?” He asks, looking around as he takes it all in “Yup” you nod, popping the ‘p’ and smiling “I love it”.
-He found it all very freeing; no one judging, everyone moving as they pleased and drinking like hangovers weren’t real. No labels, no consistency. Just fun.
-Then… your friends pulled you to the circle to dance
-And he was done for.
-Seeing how you moved your hips in circles (something he was now sure was sort of a generic gift) changed his life forever
-You danced with your girlfriends, making a line of grinding and twerking from time to time. Some of their boyfriends reaching out to dance with them
-“Holy shit” Hobie muttered, entranced by how you ass moved in those shorts “Yeah, it’s something else” One of your friends who was now friends with Hobie (bonding over playing vodka beer pong) answered.
-“Try to dance with her man, I know you’re foreign and stuff but I don’t think Y/N/N would mind teaching you”
-His feet take him to you before he knows
-“Want me to teach you, love?” You shout so he can hear you over the music, and he just nods with a smile, holding your hands
-“Your work is just moving with me with your hands on my hips, look at Martha and her boyfriend”. He noticed how your best friend’s boyfriend kept a tight grasp on Martha’s hips, going down with her and up again if she did.
-Hobie replicated his moves and soon he got the hang of it
-Big, ring-clad fingers holding your waist tightly as he loosened his hips and felt your ass grinding against his crotch. You can feel how his tall figure looms over you, towering your smaller frame and you love it.
-As he gets more confident, he starts pulling you closer, kissing your neck from time to time and pulling away for a bit so you can scream some lyrics with your friends and then go back to him.
-It's safe to say he has a boner, yeah
-To you? It felt like an absolute dream! Imagine him grinding behind you to some track of Un Verano Sin Ti as he sings along to some of the chorus’s lyrics <3
-You got wasted, danced the night away, he perfected his spanish and you accomplished your dream; ver a Hobie Brown, el punk, perreando.
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I'm actively ignoring my full inbox to write this so it better not flop. HERMANAS lemme know if u like it and leave in the replies what else would you like to see from hobie with a latina reader
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I love the way you write Micah ❤️
Can we get #205 with semi-soft Micah pls?
Sure! Thank you so much! Hope you enjoy!❤️❤️
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An Analysis of Micah Bell
You are probably the first person to ever truly understand this man. Or at least, taken the time to try.
#205 “That’s the first time I’ve ever seen you smile.”
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With a cocky attitude like his, you were surprised that he never really hung around with the crowd. He was always alone on the outskirts of camp, and perhaps that's what intrigued you more than anything. For all the talk he did, Micah was by himself a lot.
But with all you heard about him, maybe it was for the best. However, was there more to this man than meets the eye?
You were too curious to ignore.
And you wondered things too. Like, when was the last time that someone was gentle with him? Kind to him? Has even smiled when he wasn't being rude to others? Perhaps Micah didn't care nor want any of that attention, but his behavior was confusing to you. So, you decided to do an analysis, experiment if you will. Out of everyone, he rarely spoke to you. So, you wondered what would happen if you started to approach him as if he were a friend.
You never expected to receive the outcome that you got.
"Hey Micah, having a fine evening?" You asked him kindly, approaching him one night as camp celebrated a successful robbery. Everyone else was having a good time, but he appeared to find more comfort in the shadows of the trees surrounding camp.
"I was." He responded gruffly and you frowned.
You've been at this whole "being nice" thing for a while, and Micah wasn't having it. He wouldn't push you away, but he hasn't opened up either. But you have noticed that he definitely isn't that big tough act that he puts to show whenever he waltzes around camp. There was a different side to him, a quieter side.
"Sorry...I just figured that you didn't want to be alone." You murmured, folding your arms and leaning against the tree he was leaning against.
"What gave that impression?" Micah said back, folding his arms as well. You simply hummed in response, not having a good answer. But you didn't leave his side and he didn't ask you to leave. It was just a comfortable, for lack of a better word, silence between the two of you.
That's when you heard the faint sound of music playing, and a stupid idea came to your mind.
"Micah...do you want to dance with me?" You asked, a kind smile on your face as you went to warily look at him from the corner of your eye.
His face was a look of, not anger or annoyance, but rather of shock.
"Come again?" He asked, thinking he must've heard you wrong. This time, he moved from his position to look at you fully, his blue eyes locked on you, waiting for an answer.
"Do you want to dance with me?" You said in a clearer and more confident tone, meeting his eyes. It was silent for a bit, his eyes now darting around, as if he was searching his mind for an answer.
"Really? With me? Are you sure?" Micah's tone was uneasy, almost nervous. In fact, you thought you may have heard him stutter a little. It was then that you saw the real man, the man behind the loud voice and cocky words. A man that was as human as the rest of them, his voice quiet and words fearful.
You nodded and that's when you saw it for the first time ever. It was oh so beautiful.
His smile. A true smile. One that actually reached his eyes and brightened his face.
“That’s the first time I’ve ever seen you smile.” You said in astonishment. Instead of the smile disappearing, Micah just grew a bit flustered. He turned his head away from you, which was unlike him, but you noticed it was still there.
"I guess I can't help it...I feel happy...someone actually wants to dance with me and isn't repulsed...Shit..." He said and you could hear it, actually joy in his voice. It was contagious because you were smiling as well.
He offered a hand to you, which you took.
It was clear that he hasn't danced often, but you didn't really care what you guys were doing right or wrong. You cared about that smile and seeing how happy he seemed to be with you. His eyes were light and full of life and love. Towards you? You were silently hoping for that.
Many people walked upon you guys dancing and were both shocked and kind of disturbed. It was weird to see Micah like that, but whenever they took too much notice, he would shut down a bit. But when you guys were alone, the smile, the happiness, it would all return.
That's what showed you that you reached your goal. You got close to Micah Bell and saw the real him.
And you loved every bit of it.
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moriahwritez · 4 months
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Braiding Jinx hair 💙
Requested from @kitkaaz
Summary: You were babysitting Jinx (since Silco; her father had meetings to go, so instead you stay the night doing her hair until he comes back).
Warnings: (None) *Only care and treatment*
Anyone’s allow to read this (This is all for enjoyment) Pls enjoy!!
-Also, relaxing music is so helpful while reading this
-(Can search up Cleancore music on yt.)
Jinx in her meantime was working on gadgets; any other tools she uses in her privacy hideout. She’s listening to her loud music ,while being her own self, not noticing a person was behind her trying to get her attention. “Um Jinx…” you tried waving her but she was focusing on her thing. You tried tapping on her shoulder but that didn’t help either. So when her record player turned off itself, Jinx spins around and jumps to see you stand there. “Whew! Jeez, you couldn’t wait until I was done, y/n.” You giggle at her words. “My bad about that. Silco told me to come by and spend time with you while he’s away. He just have business to take care of.” You wasn’t trying to have her mood change after saying that. You could tell Jinx frown but you did your best to cheer her up. “What if I could braid your hair as a special treat?” You smile at her. Jinx glance back at you looking through you with her goggles. “I guess so…sure why not.” You order her to sit down on the floor and so she did. Jinx sat down as if she was as like a small child looking innocent. She giggle slightly which made you did along. Then Jinx took off her goggles and waited for you to unbraid two of her ponytails.
You did so by gently taking off the yellow rubber bands she had on her hair. And carefully start unwrapping each braid Jinx had all the way down to the top of her head. You hum while doing the work process. It felt like music in your ears, taking your sweet time admiring how beautiful is her blue hair. It was somehow quiet, although you hear Jinx singing a random song in her happy mood, you went on unbraiding still, making her hair fall slowly downwards behind her back after you finally was able to get the braids all off. Jinx hair was vivid and so blue as the sea ocean or the clear blue sky. It’s like if she was a mermaid with her hair floating around her. Jinx was enjoying the feeling with you, doing her hair. It felt unfamiliar to her as a sort of motherly kind feeling (which she never had that moment before).
While figuring out what to do with her hair again, you decided to drag her towards a sink you could find and brought out Jinx favorite soap. “Noooo” Jinx groans not wanting to get her hair wash. You had to anyway cuz surely Jinx had been scratching her hair most often. Even Silco told you about that. You continue to pamper her on what was Jinx given. Turning on the sink, you put Jinx hair down and start washing her hair in bubbly soap. The water was comforting to jinx with soothing soft texture in her scalp. Jinx felt relaxed and carefree, able to let go of things she was thinking of the back of her head. The things that gave her flashbacks, the memories she still remember. But the feeling of her hair getting cleaned, makes it way easier.
After that nice moment, you dry up her hair with a towel, blow drying it and then begin combing a brush Jinx had in her dresser (since you forgot to bring a lot of the stuff for her hair). Which gentle strokes on combing her blue hair was given a refreshed start. Jinx never had her hair done all the time, so you let her know that you would come to teach her after two months. You continue on combing it out, massaging her hair and releasing any knots Jinx had hidden inside her hair. Jinx never like to untangle some because how hurt it can be. Jinx did her best to sit still and not move a lot because she hates having her hair untangled. You comfort her to keep sitting still and you’ll be done in no time. Through the process, of Jinx hair getting washed, brushed and combed out, finally you start of styling up a cute hairstyle. You let Jinx pick out a hairstyle which was (towards the end)
You gave the hair Jinx chooses of a nice touch to her overall look. Decided it was best to make it look like the image, you start back sectioning out on two part of her hair and then twisted each of her hair to a braid, adding cute beads and then putting colorful hairpins on her bangs. A while of doing that, Jinx look at herself in the reflection with her eyes wide. She was adorable like a doll wearing cute ribbons. Her expression softens a bit, finding out how lovely she turned out. Jinx gave you a squeeze jumping up and down on how excited she was. You totally forgot how energetic she was. She thank you and got back on spinning her favorite chair again and continue on more of her gadgets while you just stand there, watching her from behind and smiling warmly at her.
(And this her hairstyle)
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I’m glad I ended up doing something through my lazy and long ass morning and noon before heading out to work at the gym, gaining on muscles myself. Have a wonderful rest of your day and new year. I’ll come back to do more fanfics on her more and others . lmk other request. Much love🦋
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youcanseethecosmos · 2 years
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hi i like your dreamling actors au A LOT and i was wondering if you'd share more snippets about them 👀. mainly i would like to see more of dream falling for hob yet being more of an asshole the more he tries Not to be one, while hob is like "why does this guy keep searching me out just to be a dick wtf". idk i just like your actors au alot haha and would love to see more <3333
Hi friend! I'm so happy you love the dreamling actors au as much as I do!! And ofc I'd be more than happy to give a few snippets of Dream and Hob's lowkey one-sided enemies to tentative friends to lovers timeline.
I'll focus more on the start of the relationship here because everything else is a major spoiler for the fic hihi
Lights, Camera, Action posts: part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4
Dream and Hob's first movie where they played romantic leads was, ironically enough, a queer reimagining of A Midsummer Night's Dream. I'll let you figure out which of the two main couples they played ;)
Dream said to Hob that he took to speaking in iambic pentameter really well for "someone who wasn't classically trained" and Hob took that personally
Meanwhile Dream in his mind is like "that was my best compliment i hope he appreciated that." oh Dream. sweet baby boy no...
Hob meeting Dream was a classic "never meet your heroes" kind of set up. Although he wasn't a rabid fan, he deeply admired Dream as an actor
He still admires Dream. No matter how rude Dream seemed to be, Hob couldn't say that he wasn't good at his job. As long as the cameras were rolling, he could get lost in their little world. Dream knew how to pull you in once the story starts and Hob, despite his dislike of Dream, allowed himself to be pulled in every single time
One time Dream bought donuts for the entire cast and crew of one of his movies with Hob. Whether intentional or by happenstance, Hob didn't get a donut. He knows he shouldn't be petty and upset over a single donut but he IS and he will DIE on that hill
There is a very specific incident that happens about 6 movies in with Dream that changes Hob's perspective of him (what it is Exactly is a spoiler hihi)
Hob has never seen Dream eat or drink outside of filming. Like ever. Even during supposed lunch breaks, Dream spends his time reading and/or taking a nap while leaning against the wall – standing up.
Hob would be a solid 6 minutes in a blooper reel. Dream's never forgotten a line therefore has never appeared in any blooper reel due to his own slip-up. Hob did catch him try to hide a snort behind his coat sleeve once though.
Hope that gave you a nice glimpse at dream aka most awkward man in existence who can sleep standing up like a horse and recite his lines from a script after three passges but can't tell his handsome co-star hob that he miscalculated the amount of donuts he was supposed to bring last time and he would have run all the way to the nearest dunkin' just so hob wouldnt feel left out
save him pls
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bratshaws · 2 years
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goodness gracious 24. brb x oc
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a/n: >:) EHEHEHEHEHEEH EVERYONE IS DRESSED UP btw not a huge fan of the ending tbqh but it is what it is (im also getting sleepy so that could be why lol )
check out the fic's playlist made by the sweet @wiipes !!
pairing: plus size!oc x rooster
warnings: fluff uwu with a smidge of suggestive
chapters:
1/2/3/4/5/6/7/8/9/10/11/12/13/14/15/16/17/18/19/20/21/22/23
(pls let me know if you want to be added to the taglist!!)
taglist: @mirandastuckinthe80s @roosterschanelslut @wiipes @lcahwriter @shrimping-for-all @gretagerwigsmuse @frenchtoastix
@lizzie-rdj @fanboyluvr @atarmychick007 @comebacktoearthpls
@peachiicherries @mak-32 @lizziespidiepridie @roosterswifey @ollyoxenfrees @piceous21
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Beatrice’s bed had bonus points he noticed his own bed didn’t have, the main one being that it smelled like her all the time. Since she spent the night there when he got back from deployment her scent returned to his sheets, but it wasn’t the same as her own bed or her pillows, which he buried his nose into while still asleep. He stretched his arm about to tug her closer to him, only for it to fall right back on the mattress.
With his eyes closed, he furrowed his eyebrows, patting the mattress up and down in hopes to find her body still there…but the bed was cold and there was no sign of Beatrice.With the threads of panic rising up to the surface, Rooster’s eyes opened, his vision sharpening as he took in the empty space before him on the bed.
 Blinking the sleep away the best he could, he pushed himself to his elbows, rubbing his face with a hand “Bea?” his voice was still hoarse from sleeping, forcing out words his brain was still too tired to identify, making his thoughts a bit muddled “Bea? Babe?” he tries again, only to hear noise coming from downstairs.
Before he gets down, he checks his phone for the time, squinting at the bright screen for a second until the numbers become clearer. Eight in the morning, usually he wakes earlier than that but he wasn’t complaining at all. He tosses the phone aside, stretching his arms over his head with a pleased deep groan, inhaling deeply when he the feeling of his joints popping after a good night of sleep - amongst other things - spread all over him. He scratches his jawline, his face stretching in a yawn as he grabs his gray sweatpants from the floor, slipping them on in a quick movement.
Rooster runs his hands through his hair, trying to comb the messy strands back as he walks down the staircase. The pet gate is still there, albeit open wide, signaling that Beatrice woke up before he did and he sighed in relief, muttering a quiet ‘Thank God’ to himself. Jolene walked up to him, nudging his hand for morning pets as he made his way over to the kitchen.
The vision of Beatrice wearing only his Navy hoodie would never stop his heart from beating faster. He was so glad he kept that hoodie. She was waiting by her coffeemaker, tapping her socks clad foot on the tiled floor - her socks had little dinosaurs on them, floating on a pink background - as she waited for the coffee to be done. Considering her messy bedhead she woke up just a few minutes ago, yawning quietly behind the sleeve covered hand then using it to rub her eyes.
God, she was so cute. 
And sexy.
 And all the other nice adjectives his brain couldn’t figure out right now. Unlike his own morning routine, she had no music, just the sound of the outside to keep her company…and Jolene of course, who lapped her water bowl loudly on the corner of the kitchen. Beatrice jumped in surprise when his arms wrapped around her waist, dropping his head to the curve of her shoulder, “Hey…” her own voice was still thick with sleep, but she seemed more alert than he was “Did I wake you up?”
“No.” he murmurs on her skin, inhaling the delicious lavender scent, “Well, kind of, I didn’t feel you on the bed and had to figure out where you were.” She laughs sleepily, humming to herself while rubbing her face with both hands, then leaning back on his chest just enjoying having his arms around her. 
���How do you like your coffee?” she questions, rubbing the pad of her thumb on his forearm, feeling the dark hairs brushing her skin.
“Black usually, with little sugar. How about you?”
“Hmmm…I like it with some milk. And sugar, just enough to taste it.” she says, watching the dark liquid fill up the pot with interest“I like to have tea too, sometimes. Like Matcha tea, it’s really good.” The coffee machine beeped when the coffee pot was filled, which made Beatrice blink hard and move forward, only to be held back by Rooster’s arms, “Roos… I have to get us mugs.”
“But you are so nice and warm.” he replies, pulling her close to his chest again, kissing her neck with a sleepy smile, “And smell so good, how do you always smell so good?” but he does let her go after a few seconds, following her rummage through her cabinets with his eyes. The same eyes that dragged down the expanse of her thighs and just the peek of her buttocks appearing from under the hoodie. He tilted his head just enough to see the patterned fabric of her panties, crossing his arms with a smile, keeping his eyes there before he heard her clear her throat. 
His brown eyes moved up, meeting her green irises looking over her shoulder, her arm stretched towards the mug cabinet rode the hoodie a bit higher than before, exposing more of her ass to him. Rooster just grinned cheekily, offering her an innocent shrug “What?” he questions “I’m just looking.”
Beatrice’s face flushes red, but she just shakes her head with a smile, finally grabbing two mugs for each, “I hope you don’t mind,” she says softly, handing him the mug that had the same black poofy creatures from her tattoo drawn on it, “I like character mugs.”
Rooster turns the mug in his hand, seeing the little creatures covered the whole surface, some with colorful stars in their hands. “I don’t mind, what’s this from?”
“Oh, um, Spirited Away,” she smiles, “It’s a movie from Studio Ghibli, have you ever heard of it?”
“I heard the name of the studio,” from Fanboy, who was known to be into anime and other stuff, hence his callsign, “Never saw the movie.” he looked at her own mug, where he could see a blue background with a redhead girl in front, something written in Japanese above her head. 
Beatrice tilted her mug up, showing more of the picture to him, “This one is from Ponyo, also from Studio Ghibli.” she smiles, “I know its a bit weird–”
“It’s not weird, it’s very cute.” he reassures her, seeing her cheeks redden sweetly as she looks down at her own mug for a second before she turns around to grab the coffee pot. “I have a random question though,” she blinks, pouring some coffee for herself, “What color is your bridesmaid dress?”
Beatrice still briefly, her eyes widening as she recalls that tomorrow they’d go to her aunt’s wedding. She…didn’t forget about it but she did try to push it deeper into her mind, trying to hold back the anxiety bubbling inside,”Oh um,” she hand the coffee over to Rooster, who fills his mug as she fills the rest of her mug with milk “It’s…a peachy color, not too pink. It’s kinda boho ish, you know? My aunt wanted something natural, going on hippie vibes almost.”
He nods, swirling his coffee with a spoon after he added sugar himself, “Hm, okay. I have something that can match.”
“Match?” she repeated “We don’t have to match, Roos.”
“Well, no, but I want to.” he smiles, bringing the mug to his lips “So people will know we are together, you know?”
Beatrice gasped quietly, but she bit her lower lip with a smile, her cheeks warming up even more, “Really?” his response was just a brighter grin, stepping closer to her to hold her against his chest “You really want to?”
“I guess it’d make sense, you know? You are my girl,” she laughs softly, looking at her hands “I’m your pilot, I wouldn’t want people to think I’m just there at random.”
She smiles against the warm skin of his chest, closing her eyes, allowing herself to be enveloped by him and only him. She still couldn’t believe it, that they were together, that he was so open and ready to tackle the bull that was her family, at a wedding no less! She didn’t know how she got so lucky, how she managed to have this.
She spent so long in her life wondering what was wrong with her, even preventing herself from enjoying something because of her body, that sometimes her brain still couldn’t wrap itself around the idea that someone so…great, so handsome, funny and incredibly sweet would want to be with her without any ulterior motives. He was respectful of her boundaries, he was never shy when it came to his affections…she loved him so much.
Now how would she say that to him? She shouldn’t just blurt it out at random, she did plan on telling him after the wedding fearing that if she did it before he’d feel…pressured on making a good impression on her family? She just wanted the two to survive this meeting, nothing more nothing less, then they could celebrate later however they wished.
“I lost you for a bit there,” he murmurs against her scalp, making her blink in surprise, “You didn’t hear me call you?”
“Oh…oh I’m sorry Roos…I just got some stuff in my head.” she smiles apologetically, pulling her head from his chest to take a sip from her coffee, “I was just thinking about tomorrow. I just want everything to go well…”
“It will be fine.” he says, kissing her temple comfortingly, “Don’t worry too much okay?” he rubs the pad of his thumb in between her eyebrows, where the skin creased up when she frowned, easing up the tension with the constant touching, “Don’t worry that pretty little head of yours.”
“I can’t really help it, Roos.” Beatrice replies in a soft tone, “If they do anything against you—I don’t know, I don’t want them to dislike you…you,you make me very happy and if they tore that from me I–” she frowns again, not meeting his eyes by dropping her gaze to a tile on her floor “I don’t know…what I’d do.”
Rooster placed his coffee mug away,one of his hands cupping her chin to tilt her head upwards while the other rested on the curve of her lower back with the tips of his fingers brushing against the soft fabric of her underwear, “We’ll be okay, you’ll see. Maybe they’ll like me on the spot,” she chuckles gently, but her eyes held a shadow of distress within the green irises “Maybe I’ll have to work a little harder.”
“It just…seems like too much trouble.” she says after a few seconds of silence, “You know?”
It was his turn to frown now, not liking how her gaze turned sad instead of worried, “You aren’t too much trouble, Bea.” he says while making sure to run his thumb on her jawline, “You are anything but trouble.” 
She still seemed unsure, but her smile widened under his words, “Thank you, Roos…I hope you are right.” she sighs, pressing her cheek to his chest before stepping back to sip her own coffee, “We better eat something, just coffee won’t fill us.”
“I could make us pancakes.”
“Well, you could.” she begins, “But you are my guest here and we both know…what happened the last time you cooked pancakes.” Beatrice whispered, giving her back to him while grabbing some bread she had saved up. She bit her lower lip when his arms returned around her waist and his lips pressed wet kisses to her neck.
“I don’t actually,” he said against her skin, “Care to remind me?”
“Oh my God, you are awful.”
“Awfully turned on by you.” he replies with a grin, “But you are right, we better have something to eat. Don’t you have your dance class today too?” she nods, telling him it was one more reason to eat something now or else she’d just get sick while in class. He hums, watching her walk around the kitchen with a piece of buttered bread between her lips, “Will I see some of your moves tomorrow?”
Beatrice almost chokes with the piece of bread she tried to swallow, coughing with her face bright red. She just imagined herself using a column as a pole and moving in ways that would definitely make some of her elderly relatives faint or worse and maybe traumatize some of the others.
“Oh uh…I don’t think so, it’s more of a workout than a dance.” she said quickly under her breath, taking a bigger bite of her slice of bread,”Wouldn’t be…wise to do it.”
Rooster hums, amusedly, yet again he knew something about this dance class was off “I could take you to your dance class.” he says casually, watching her chewing slow to a stop “I wouldn’t mind it.”
“O-Oh um, Shells is going to pick me up, it’s okay!”
“I can pick you up once you are done then,” he says, “I mean, I have fourteen days of leave…I want to spend them with you.”
Oh damn him and his smooth talking, she thought. She wanted to spend time with him too, especially since he’d have these days off…she could just be careful, nothing outside Tiff’s building showed what her class was about inside after all and there were other dancing classes inside as well…she could do that! “...okay, I can talk to Shells, tell her you’ll be taking me and picking me up.”
Rooster seemed very pleased with himself, swallowing more of his morning coffee with a smile on his face. He was extremely happy because he wanted to know more about her mysterious dancing class, her movements back at Below Zero gave him an idea of what she could be learning.
They had their breakfast without a hurry, since she told him the time she’d have to go there, chatting about nothing and about everything at the same time. He loved that about her, amongst other things, how she was so easy to talk to and how the topics never ceased quickly. He could only watch with an infatuated grin as she explained a bit more about the characters in their respective mugs, both of them dressed less than casual but he didn’t care.
It was nice, it flowed naturally, neither of them got quiet to the point it got awkward, on the contrary it was actually the most comfortable silence he had with someone before. 
When they were finished with breakfast, cleaned up and for his immense disappointment took showers separately,  he took her to this infamous dance class of hers. He tried to get as much info from the outside as he could, which in all honesty it was nothing, only a tall building with glass doors and people in workout gear going inside.
She kissed him goodbye, which made a smile form on his face, watching her rush up to the front doors where Shells was waiting for her, giving the blonde a minimal wave just to let her know he saw her. He waited until both of them were inside to drive off, going back to his apartment to get his suit ready.
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He picked her up when she messaged him, they had lunch and he set his suit in her armoire for the time being - seeing a peach colored fabric folded in the corner of it. After that, they spent the afternoon continuing watching RuPaul’s Drag Race - cue to Bradley rooting for Symone at every chance he got, much to his girlfriend’s amusement- until it was time for her to get ready.
Which meant he’d see the costume firsthand. Oh he could barely wait. Since his costume was literally Magnum PI, all he had to do was slip on a red Hawaiian shirt, beige pants and white shoes, then mess up his hair just enough to make it seem like it was curly just like Tom Selleck’s. 
He kept the shirt unbuttoned to his pecs, opening the collar a bit wider to show more of his chest hair - nothing like Magnum had, but it was good enough - as he waited for Beatrice downstairs, with his leg bouncing with nerves. She was in her bathroom for a good while, but he knew she had to get ready.And look great.
Rooster’s head snapped to the loft when he heard the bathroom door open, the sound of heels hitting the floor above doubling his trepidation, seeing the light turn off upstairs and her silhouette slowly turn into herself as she finally appeared. His jaw fell open immediately, the outfit was indeed Julie Newmar’s Catwoman, from the top of her head where a pair of ears peeked from her hair to the bottom of her feet where a pair of ankle booties were.
Even her eyebrows and make up were the same. God that fabric hugged on her body like a vice. Beatrice stopped by the bottom of the stairs, giving him a smile “So?” she twirled around for him, “How do I look?”
Rooster blinked hard, dragging his eyes all over her, “Fuck you look so good.” he murmurs, draping his big hands on the curve of her waist, “I-...wow.”
She giggles, “You don’t look too bad either.”
“Do we have to go?” he asks with his eyes still dancing all over her body, “Can’t we just stay here and enjoy this weird crossover between Magnum PI and Catwoman?”
“Roos…it’s my job.”
“I know…” he pouts “But you look so fucking good.”
Beatrice smiles, leaning up to press a sweet kiss to his lips, chuckling in surprise when he leans forward as she pulls back “Come on, it’ll be fun. Don’t you want to know what everyone will be dressed as?”
Rooster bit his lower lip, letting her lead him away from the living room to the front door, his eyes glued on how nice her ass looked under that sparkly black fabric “I don’t care about anyone else but you, gorgeous.” he says breathily, “But you are right, it is your job…and I’d hate for you to lose it because of me.”
Bea grins, pecking his lips once more as she locks her front door, the pilot just allowing her to take him since he couldn’t move on his own without feeling he was about to combust. The drive to the Hard Deck was hard, he just kept looking at her by the corner of his eye, continued looking when she greeted Penny - who indeed was Wonder Woman - and Shells - who was dressed as sexy sailor, with the little hat and everything - and kept looking when the bar started to fill up.
He didn’t even notice his friends show up, but when he did, he saw they were all dressed up. Nat indeed was dressed as a cactus, with a green sweater with spikes, green pants and a large red flower on her head. Payback was dressed up as Blade, Fanboy was dressed up as the Enterprise crew alongside Bob and Coyote, Halo was dressed as an angel, and Hangman was a cowboy. 
Of course he was.
“Rooster,” Payback begins, lifting his shades “I thought you were dressing up too?”
Rooster blinks, looking down at his shirt, then sweeping his hands over himself “I’m Magnum PI,” he points to his fluffier hair, “See?”
“It literally just looks like you with messier hair,” Coyote said, fixing his red shirt, “I mean, we saw Bea’s costume, why weren’t you matching with her?’
“I didn’t know about it until yesterday.” the mention of his girlfriend made his eyes travel to her smiling face not too far from him, “This was her suggestion too, it was quicker than getting something new.”
“Sure,” Phoenix says, chewing what appeared to be a pumpkin gummy “Magnum PI is just you in an alternate universe.” 
They talk for a little while, but they all notice Hangman suddenly paying attention to the entrance, so they all do as well. There was Evelyn, wearing a red suit with a darker red vest and a thin tie, her lips painted red and two curved red horns protruded from her hair, holding a cane under her armpit as she looked around with the sunglasses still covering her eyes.
The patrons around her cheered and clapped at her costume, but she showed no reaction until she reached her friends by the bar, pulling out her shades. Shells visibly jumped while Beatrice leaned closer, completely amazed, asking her something Rooster couldn’t figure out what it was. 
But seeing they were running out of beer already, he decided to take upon himself to go - only for Hangman to stand up as well, almost shouldering past him to reach the bar top. Rooster rolled his eyes behind the sunglasses, but smiled when Bea looked up at him. God she looked so fucking good. Hangman stood between him and Evelyn, throwing a smile to the other woman, “Hey, beautiful.”
Evelyn’s hair hid some of her profile from them, so she had to turn her face to look at Hangman. Rooster understood why Shells jumped when Evelyn removed her shades: her eyes were completely black. Both him and Hangman jolted in surprise, seeing no iris or pupil and only a sea of black instead threw them off “Hello.” she smiles, her full lips were painted into such a deep red it seemed black and slowly curling in a menacing grin didn’t help, “Good evening, boys.”
“Doesn’t Evelyn’s costume look amazing?” Beatrice asked with a smile, while Evelyn leaned on an elbow on the counter, crossing her red clad legs by the knee “She always goes all out during Halloween.”
“My favorite time of the year.” she smiles, the cane she was holding had a tiny imp creature as the handle “Of course tonight's one night past it, but I couldn’t resist.” 
Rooster looked back at Beatrice, who just looked too happy to notice that Evelyn's costume freaked him out a bit. Meanwhile Jake just kept staring, so much that Evelyn tilted her head at him, flicking her finger under the brim of his hat with a dull ‘thunk’, snapping him out of his daze. 
He had a feeling this night would be interesting.
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lotus-flowerz · 2 years
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Idk how to write these, uhhh Diluc x reader fluff. Making breakfast together and dancing around the kitchen.
next to you
no tws- just fluff!
a/n- EVERYONE SAY HELLO TO SATURN!! this is my best friend (irl) and he may start writing on here too! so ty for this request saturn ilysm mwah (also everyone wish him a happy birthday pls his bday plans got cancelled and hes sad)
diluc x gn!reader
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You awoke from your restful sleep to the sound of birds chirping and sunlight filtering in through the windows, illuminating your bedroom. Beside you, your husband, Diluc, was still fast asleep.
The sunlight highlighted his pretty features so nicely and you couldn't help but feel so lucky that you had gotten to marry the man of your dreams.
Not beint able to resist, you began to pepper his face in little kisses in hopes of him waking up. He let out a tiny snort, which made you giggle.
"Mm..?"
"Good morning, love"
No response came from the red haired man for a few seconds. You figured he was still asleep, when two strong arms grabbed you and pulled you on top of him. You laughed and laid your head on his chest. He kissed the top of your head and smiled into your hair.
"Good morning." he rasped out, sleep still evident in his voice.
"Did you sleep well?" you asked
"As long as I'm next to you, I could sleep well if a rock was my pillow."
You laughed and his heart melted. The sound of your laugh filled his every desire and your smile lit up the entire room.
"Are you hungry?" he asked
"Ravenous." you laughed
"Me too. Waffles?"
"You know me so well."
"Alright. Upsy daisy." he said, hoisting you over his shoulders
"DILUC!!" you cried out, kicking your feet.
He laughed and carried you downstairs, putting you down once you reached the kitchen. You pulled the waffle mix out of the pantry and Diluc placed all of the cooking utensils you'd need on the table.
He grabbed two aprons and motioned for you to turn around. He put the apron over your head and tied it neatly in a bow on the small of your back. He ran his hands down your hips and kissed the top of your head, then moved to tie his own apron and put his hair up.
"Okay! It says two cups of waffle mix, two eggs, half a cup of milk, and a third a cup of vegetable oil."
Diluc began to measure the oil while you put the two cups of waffle mix in the bowl. A cloud of waffle powder came up from the bowl, dusting your entire face lightly. You let out a small cough and used your hands to fan away the cloud.
Diluc watched you with nothing but love in his eyes. You were so adorable, especially when you were making a mess while cooking.
Diluc helped you add the rest of the stuff into the bowl, and you grabbed a spoon.
"Hey, Diluc, watch my performance!" you said triumphantly, positioning the spoon as a microphone. You began to sing a song Venti usually performed in the tavern- one you knew Diluc was sick of.
He groaned and took the spoon from you, placing it behind him on the table. He shut you up by grabbing your waist and pulling you in for a long and passionate kiss.
"Mmh, I love you, but if I hear that song one more time I'm kicking you out."
You giggled and pulled him in to kiss you again. He smiled against your lips and tightened his hold on your waist. You broke the kiss and picked up the spoon again, hitting him lightly on the head with it.
"Hey! Just stir the waffles, will you?" he laughed.
"Yeah, yeah. Someone woke up on the wrong side of the bed..."
He smiled and shook his head, heating up the waffle maker.
"Diluc! Can we add chocolate chips?? Pleaseee?" you asked
"Of course we can, love." he smiled.
You added the chocolate chips in eagerly, and passed the batter to Diluc, who was always in charge of manning the waffle maker.
You looked at him with adoration and admiration as he focused on making the waffles look pretty.
You sighed dreamily, and Diluc looked up. He melted at your expression.
"If you keep looking at me like that, I might just have to turn off the waffle maker and kiss you silly. Do you really want to miss out on these delicious waffles?"
"Tough choice... but you're sweeter than any waffle I could ever have." you said, kissing him on the cheek.
He laughed and used one hand to pull you into his side, while he used one hand to man the waffle maker. He kissed you gently, holding you close. His scent was sweet, and you used both hands to cup his jaw.
You pulled away breathless.
"You're such a dork." he laughed.
"And you aren't?"
He sighed, smiling lightly.
"Got me there."
"I love you, Diluc."
"I love you too, Y/n."
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Hihi super specific but would you be able to do a fic with Tweek + f!reader (platonic and aged up to hs) where they’re best friends and reader is known for being easygoing and lighthearted but then someone (maybe cartman or some other rando) insults Tweek and reader gets deadly silent n intimidating. Reader goes ballistic n absolutely apeshit. like pure unbridled rage. And beats the shit out of the perpetrator
Ik this was very specific but pls do feel free to change anything up if u think it’ll make a better/funnier/more fun to write story :) thank you!!
The aggression within Tweek tweak x f!Reader platonic!
Warnings: fighting?
Im so sorry this took so long I’ve been so busy! If you don’t like feel free to re request and Il rewrite it! I don’t know if i did good or bad, i feel like it was rushed, but then again when don’t i feel like it was rushed?
Female reader | 812 words | aged up HS! | cartman being cartman 😒
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Tweek and (y/n) we’re soulmates. Well not romantically of course, but platonically. They filled in a hole for each other, (y/n) made Tweek feel at ease, and Tweek helped (y/n) be the lighthearted person she was to this day. Well, maybe not so much to this day anymore, after what happened.
(Y/n) sat with Tweek like normal, sitting with Tweek meant that she also had to sit with Craig, Clyde, Jimmy, and Tolkien. It was a little awkward being the only girl there for a while, but they quickly warmed up to her and they all became best friends, but nobody could compare to Tweek. She was his number one and he was hers.
“So Tweek, if you need help with a shift today i’d be more than happy to help!” She offered, swirling her drink with her straw as she looked up at him.
“Even if I didn’t need help I would still want you to come!” He smiled, he then looked around and saw the guys staring at him, which made him twitch and let out a “gah!”.
“I can't believe this” Craig shook his head playfully and scoffed.
“I took your man!” (Y/n) teased and wrapped her arm around Tweek making Craig roll his eyes. Like usual he flipped her off, which made her laugh.
“You can have him tomorrow, Craig. I have to go to the animal shelter anyway, I volunteered.”
“Ew, you’ll have to pick up dog shit!” Tolkien gagged, pushing away the food that he was once eating.
“At least I’ll get to play with all the dogs! They get their cages cleaned and I get to play with them, sounds like a win-win!”
The boys shook their heads in disgust, no way would they have done that.
“Are you guys done? I’ll go throw away your trays.” (Y/n) asked standing up, Tweek immediately stood up with her. “Me too”
They nodded their heads and pushed their trays towards (y/n) and Tweek, (y/n) happily picked them up and walked towards the trash can.
On the walk there, when she was talking to Tweek, she accidentally distracted him, making him bump into an all too familiar figure.
“Watch it!” the short, stubby boy squealed, looking up to see who had bumped into him. When he realized it was Tweek his frown turned into a smirk.
“Oh it’s the twitchy freak-“
(Y/n) set the trays down, oh hell no. She watched silently, giving cartman a death stare, but he never noticed. Her once smile turned into a frown as she crossed her arms.
Tweek twitched nervously “I’m- s- sorry- gah!”
“You’re s-s-s-sorry?” Cartman snickered and shoved tweek. “Fucking spit it out, you sound like a fucking baby trying to say its first word!”
Cartman was suddenly pushed back with a harsh shove. His eyes squinted in anger once again and he looked to see who pushed him, when he looked up he tilted his head in confusion.
“What the fuck is your problem (y/n)?!”
“My problem? What the fuck is your problem cartman?” (Y/n) glared at him, her niceness had fully disappeared and turned into anger. Nobody called Tweek names, especially if she could do something about it.
“Can you not take a joke? Oh! I know, you have a crush on twitchy tweek over here!”
Finally, she snapped. She grabbed one of the trays that she had set down just a moment before and pulled her arm back, when it came down, the tray harshly hit Cartman on the head.
With a thump, he fell, and giving him no time to recover at all, she jumped on top of him.
She raised her fists and brought them down on his face, she repeatedly punched, her hand was aching but she never stopped.
“Dont”
She punched again, making him bring his arms up to try and shield himself.
“Mess”
She punched through his arms, the impact was still hard enough to hurt his face.
“With him”
Instead of punching him, she grabbed both sides of his head and slammed it into the ground, not enough to injure him, but enough for it to hurt. She got up and stood over him, he rolled back in forth in agony and cried for his mother.
“Again” she brought down a brutal kick to his stomach, making him lose his breath. After that she was done, her knuckles were a bright red and her hand cramped and ached but it didn’t matter.
She turned to look at tweek, discovering that the whole cafeteria was looking at her wide-eyed. Others' mouths were opened so wide, she could have sworn their chin was on the ground.
Muttering and whispers suddenly erupted, like an unexpected volcano. Some people began to clap and others cheered for her.
“I’m sorry tweek, he just makes me so angry!” She said with a frown. “If he ever messes with you again, tell me.”
She turned to the crowd, some kids had their phones out recording her. “That goes for all of you too!” She yelled.
She smiled and turned back to tweek.
“Want to walk me to class?”
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haunted-linguini · 1 year
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Hoodie being a stalker/yandere-ish with fem reader??? happy ending pls i cannot take angst rn 🙏🏻
he is quite literally my favorite and i am honored to do this request <3
TW: yandere themes, violence, stalking, crazy mf syndrome
Follow You
You were beautiful. Everything he could've wanted in a person. At first it was just keeping distance at the park you frequented, which turned into following you to stores, events, and eventually your home. The hooded man desperately wanted to know you and have you love him, even if you didn't want to. Spying on you through your windows became a nightly habit of his. Watching you sing and read and do your makeup. Watching you undress before a shower, and then redressing after. He adored you. And he was set on making you adore him just as much.
You were walking along the trail through Rosswood, trying to clear your head. There's an exam coming up and you still can't figure out organic chemistry. Sighing, you change the song that was currently playing in your earbuds, and try to shake the feeling of being watched. 'It's the woods, everyone kinda gets like that out here', you reassured yourself. You turned the volume up, hoping you could play the music loud enough to not think coherently.
The hooded man has been following you for about two miles now on the same trail. Hiding behind trees and waiting for the perfect opportunity to rescue you. Or, "rescue" you. He held the thick metal pipe in his hands, shooting another glance at you. Noting that you had turned your volume up, he took the risk and started approaching you. He kept a steady pace, keeping his footsteps quiet to not alert you, and eventually got within three feet of you.
You were completely oblivious, just taking in the scenery and decompressing from your life stressors. Completely unaware.
He brings the metal pipe up slowly, and swings it, hitting the back of your head. Not enough to kill you, or really damage you more than a blackout. He's gotten really good at knowing how hard to hit someone. You fall forward, unconscious before you hit the ground. Hoodie grabs you in his arms and takes his shortcut out of the woods, and moves toward his place of residence.
Black. Black. Black. Stinging. Hot. Bright light.
You wake up laying on a couch, sun beaming right into your eyes. Immediately panic and adrenaline flood your body. 'What happened?', 'Where am I?', 'I'm going to get murdered', 'This is how I die', are the sequence of thoughts that flew a million miles an hour through your head. Glancing up, you note the door out is partially cracked, and get up to try to find a way out. The door opens and you make your way into a kitchen, where a man is standing. You make eye contact with each other and fight the urge to scream.
"Hello. You okay?" He inquires.
"Yeah, fine. Just some head pains. Must've passed out and hit a rock or something." You reply, shuffling anxiously.
"I found you while I was out running, I figured it was probably best to get you off the ground and such; I know how creepy some men are", he gives a small, toothy smile. "Water?" He offers a glass towards you.
You hesitantly reach out and take the glass from him and down it. "Thank you."
The man nods as a response. "My name is Brian, sorry we meet under bad circumstances", he chuckles.
"I'm Y/N, nice to meet you. Thank you for the help, again. Do you mind telling me where exactly we are?" You notice his smile dissipate a little bit.
"Well uh. You probably shouldn't leave so soon, that's a nasty wound you got. Maybe just stay around for a little bit, yeah? I'm not weird or anything, promise", he says in a voice like honey. You meet his eyes again, and fight to keep ahold of some kind of rationale.
Brian was cute. Like. Really cute. You never really acknowledged men at your college because the program you were in was rigorous and needed all of your time. But him, he was really easy on the eyes, and to your knowledge, very sweet. Maybe being around a nice man, who just happens to be really really cute, wouldn't be THAT bad of an idea.
...right?
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tsunderedoctor · 2 years
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*pops in* hii! I hope i can still ask for the match up. I... I may have go over the edge with this.. but the last time i ask for match up i had to add some stuff so.. I am really not sure how long or short it should be and I hope i did not somehow messed it up 🥺. I am sorry if I did.
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I am INFP. I love helping people and it took me some time to learn that I need to take care of myself too. When i was 14 I was forced to step up and take care of household and several sick family members so now, in adulthood I have hard time with feeling okay when i am sick.
I love music, I used to dance for 14 years but had to stop. Lately I am learning how to sing. I can play soprano recorder too.
I am the shoulder to cry on for my friends, but also the type who you can call when there is a dead body to hide xD. I can and will protect my friends - even tho i am only 153cm lol. Tiny.
I struggle with selflove, depression, insomnia and anxiety but I am learning. I have bunch of scars and its long process of not hating them.
I was told I am the "mum friend" 😅.
I am crazy, usually tomboy, girl, who is shy with new people(and especially around a bunch of people.. social anxiety am i right) but absolutely batshit crazy when you will get to know me. Amd sweet. I like to think that i am kind, nice and sweet. (But does not take a bullshit..sometimes)
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Have a lovely day! I hope you slept good.
How are you?
Bye ❤️
(p.s. pls dont push yourself if you wouldnt feel like doing this)
I completely relate to most of this, my love, so I feel it! Just know you are beautifully amazing and I love you and love having you around~!
Shanks
Shanks is a good noodle and one of your ideal matches based off your personality! He will be great for your moments of self doubt and self hatred as he will remind you how amazing you are! He hates when people ridicule the things he loves, and that includes you! 
He also understands being the “parent” of the crew, while he may appear childish, he has a lot of maturity to him and can be a great resource for people when they want to vent or talk about their feelings, and that means for you too! 
He also is an extrovert, so he doesn’t mind talking for you or being your translator! He can also sense when enough is enough and swish you away from all the craziness!
Sanji
Sanji is another one of your ideal matches and another extrovert! I think he would be great to help build your confidence as he loves everything about you and if you tell him something makes you uncomfortable, he listens! 
He also knows what it’s like not like yourself and self esteem issues, so he lets you know he loves you and will do his best to be understanding and comfort you! 
He’s also a big brother figure to Chopper and sometimes Luffy, so he can see and admire you for being the mom in the friend group, he will joke he is the dad and gets all blushy after! 
Boa
Boa is the best girl and is also the best girl for you!! She understands the self doubt and depression, though she masks hers under arrogance, she has her moments where only you can see her true colors. 
She is loyal to a T and will never give you reason to doubt her which will help with you confidence and self esteem! She wants you to see how beautiful you are and will do anything in her power to show you it!
She might not understand your need to help others, but she does admire you for it! However, she wants you to be careful not to get taken advantage of and will do her best to guard you from any potential danger!!
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Bitterthorn - Kat Dunn
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Read: 07/04/2023 - 08/04/2023
Rating: 4/5
Rep: sapphic main character & love interest, f/f relationship
CW: death of a parent (in backstory), grief, self harm, suicidal thoughts & suicide attempt, fire & fire related injuries, emotional abuse & neglect, murder, on page death, corpses & bones, emesis
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The town of Blumwald is cursed. Every 50 years they are visited by the Witch, who takes a young man back to her castle as her companion who’s never seen again. Mina, the daughter of the Duke of Blumwald, is grieving, lonely, and out of place in a family that seems to have no space for her. So, when the Witch arrives to take her new companion, Mina volunteers herself.
This book can be best described as a dark gothic fairytale. There are recognisable elements of Beauty and the Beast, Cinderella, and Sleeping Beauty in here that have all been blended together to make a story that isn’t quite a retelling of any one story but is right at home alongside them.
The overarching themes of this book are grief and loneliness. Mina is a deeply lonely person, even at the book’s start. Her parents never had much time for her when she was a child, and since her father remarried after her mother’s death she’s been practically pushed out of her family even more by her stepmother and stepsister. As the book went on I found myself disliking all three of Mina’s parents more and more, and Mina’s actions and thought processes are entirely unsurprising when considering the environment in which she grew up. She knows, logically, that the way she's being treated isn’t right, but she can’t help but love them anyway and hold out hope that one day their attitudes towards her will improve. Her arc is one that will surely resonate with those who grew up with similarly emotionally neglectful parents.
A lot of this book was written during the 2020 lockdowns, while Dunn was living alone, and that sense of loneliness and isolation really does come through here. This isn’t about the pandemic itself at all, there isn’t a virus involved, but I think that the way Dunn took the loneliness caused by the pandemic, as well as the way that time began to feel strange during this period, and seamlessly planted these concepts into a new context worked really well!
The Witch was an interesting character. She’s a mysterious figure, who refuses to answer most of Mina’s questions for a very long time and does all she can to keep Mina at a distance, often turning to cruelty in order to do so. As we learned more about her I came to understand her and the tragedy of her story more, and I really did feel for her, but I was still struggling to actually like her and her relationship with Mina. The main barrier to this, for me, being her cruelty. 
For all this book examines how if your parents don’t care very much about you or your wellbeing then you have no obligation to stick with them, it doesn’t seem to consider how if your partner is treating you badly then you also have no obligation to stick with them. Mina is constantly nice to the Witch, nicer than I’m sure most would be if they were in her situation, and yet is also constantly put in a position where she feels she has to apologise to the Witch when she’s either done nothing wrong or what she’s done wrong pales in comparison to what the Witch is putting her through. There’s only one point in which I think Mina’s apology is genuinely needed, and that situation worked out for the best anyway, so. I like where the two of them are at by the very end of the book, I like the way their relationship looks like it’s going to be as they go forward into the future, but throughout the book itself I couldn’t get super invested in it because the Witch was simply treating Mina badly. Mina chose the Witch lashing out at her over her family’s disregard of her. Picking neither may have been a better option.
I really liked what turned out to be the truth of the situation! I can’t go into much detail about it due to plot spoilers, but I thought it was all really cool. I figured out the most heartbreaking piece of the puzzle ahead of Mina discovering it for herself, but I don’t mind a little bit of predictability. I suspect the dramatic irony was intentional in this case anyway.
If you like dark fairytales or explorations of loneliness and neglect and the impact this can have on people, then I recommend picking this one up! Just mind the content warnings, as they are serious.
Thank you to NetGalley and Andersen Press for providing me with an e-arc in return for an honest review!
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pearlypairings · 27 days
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5 & 11 for the stardust au pls 😊😊
HI NONNY<3 Ahhh that au was one of my fave projects from last year!
5: What part was hardest to write?
Oooo! Honestly once I started recasting the scene of the star being captured, it took some time to figure out which ST characters I wanted to be a witch or warlock. I actually had Jason as Septimus with a little cameo of begrudgingly fighting (&dying) against Creel, but it felt too packed with random characters for this particular one-shot. So I went back and simplified it for all the emotional beats I wanted to hit :)
11: What do you like best about this fic?
It's fun! Eddie gets to have a dramatic scene where she drops Carol on her ass, rejecting her! Ditchwater Laura? Hysterical and self-indulgent. An absolutely delightful reunion between a man and his star. It was so much fun to combine the best of both worlds with stardust and hellcheer/stranger things. The whole process was pure, unadulterated fun and I hope anyone who reads it can sense that it's brimming with the joy I had while writing it.
thank you so much for sending these questions and for asking about my stardust au! that fic is a personal fave of fine, it's nice to know someone was curious about it!
send me a fanfic ask
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dokidokidemons · 9 months
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Personal angry ranting below, pls ignore.
I am presently at my dads house after regrettably agreeing to stay the night. My sibling drove us here, and I have no options to leave. I have not slept for a great many reasons, admittedly a good few of which were just poor choices on my parts, but decidedly not most of them. My sibling took the spare bed, both of us assuming I’d be able to sleep in the recliner. They had been long gone when I realized that was no dice and I subsequently realized my only other option was the dusty ass floor, but I didn’t bring a pillow and was not given one. I knew they had some vague plans today, but had no info on what those plans were, and didn’t wanna wake them up because they have a life and do things, so I figured I’d just take the L and hang out until I could go somewhere I can sleep. That would have been fine. I would have been a bit crabby, mostly because my back hurts very badly, but it would have been fine.
But then they woke up and forgoing any kind of greeting opted to chastise me about not sleeping. Okay. Cool. Now I am well beyond crabby. They go to the bathroom. Come back. Double down, telling me they understood I was probably trying to be nice but I should have woke them up because I was apparently supposed to know whatever plans they had without having been told and I have now caused problems for everyone because if I try to sleep I’ll be in their way. Cool! Great!! I wasn’t planning on trying to sleep here! I WAS planning on letting the first lecture slide but now you’re staring at me like you expect a response and I’m now Angry! So as politely as I can tell you I’m rather irritatable but it shouldn’t be an issue for you guys that I didn’t sleep because I’m not going to go get in your way and was just planning on staying where I was and I would appreciate it if you left me alone a while. I don’t know why the absolute fuck you thought the best choice of reaction was rolling your eyes with a derisive snort before leaving, but now I am LIVID.
Also thanks for telling me I’m on my period, even though I’m not. Like we’re both afab buddy, even giving you the benefit of the doubt and choosing to believe you misunderstood my speculation that I’m due for one, it’s a p low blow. Also appreciate you spending a good portion of the night egging on our meth addicted father in pointless arguments even though you’re perfectly aware even thinking too much about him triggers me in fun ways that EXACERBATE MY WELL DOCUMENTED SLEEP ISSUES. THANKS MY DUDE.
So any ways I’m rage crying on the toilet now after spending half the day too tired to make myself crawl onto the floor because I’m aware of how my body do and all it would have accomplished is making me dusty and in more pain.
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astarlightmonbebe · 1 year
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That's actually quite fun tho! It's nice to learn as you go! :) There was scholastic bowl-- that's actually super cool! But hey-- you guys are doing your best and that's what counts!! :) I would totally nail kpop/music trivia but that's about it haha!
That sounds like the most fun and nice job to do tho! Arts and crafts are just so calming tbh! And that's super cool that while you're teaching/helping them learn you're also learning along the way! That's super neat! You'll get better and better at it as you go along, for sure!! :)
I really think I am! :) You got this it's a little harder especially with everything you have on your plate, but the time will be there when you need it :) Oh that's super cool that you're editing and writing stil tho-- and even though you can't do longer edits as much you found a way to still be able to do them-- and that's super cool! (And that's totally understandable for there to be more time constraints-- but I'm glad you're still finding some time for what makes you happy!) You could always take a minor in a foreign language or maybe just sit in a day for that class if you can! [Which one we're you considering btw?]
Oh man, I thought long and hard on whether or not to go to college--. I did end up getting into a college english class in high school [cause it was offered for free on 2 conditions: you pass the test to get in and throughout the semester you had to scored higher than a D+ (ngl that first quarter i was barely skating by- but I figure it out!)] I enjoyed it even tho I didn't do anything with it. I may in the future but rn it doesn't look like I will.
I'm so glad you got into college tho and that everything- even if it is a lot that you have on your plate-- seems to be making you full. And that's literally so heartwarming to me-- I'm proud of you, Star! :)
[also sorry it took me a few days to answer you back! 🥺]
(you have this-- pls don't worry so hard! you have to take opportunities as the come- and sometimes they fall through, but I promise another window will open-- even if you don't notice it at first! also you we're absolutely right on knowing that I didn't go to college-)
It is a good job! I love how hands on it is. Like, I just feel so productive and like I've done so much simply because I'm doing labor I can touch and see versus having to do online stuff. Made me kind of realize I don't know if I could ever just do an office job in the future though.
I have considered doing a minor in foreign language if I decide to take another path with my major - I just definitely knew that I wanted to continue learning my language, and hopefully become bilingual in it. The language is Mandarin Chinese btw.
That's good to hear! At least you'll have the credits under your belt if you ever decide to go back to school in the future. College is definitely not for everyone though.
Don't worry about it! As you can see, it also takes me a while to find the time to kind of sit down, focus, and answer haha.
Thank you - I had to come to terms with the fact that the future is not set a lot last year and during the college process. Don't know how much it prepared me to deal with the same stuff in the future, but at least my mindset is a little less fixed.
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bumbleklee · 3 years
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how genshin characters would react to you have suicidal thoughts or self-harm thoughts
masterlist | 1k prompt masterlist | discord server
★ request for @ranbalsa <3 sorry this is so delayed, pls forgive me
★ content warning: this could be extremely triggering for some! there will be mentions of suicidal and self-harm thoughts as well as mentions of self-harm scars (national suicide prevention hotline: 800-273-8255)
★ characters included: beidou, fischl, lisa, jean, ningguang, kaeya, venti, albedo, zhongli, childe and diluc - these can be interpreted as platonic or romantic
beidou
if i had to choose one word to describe beidou, it would be caring
between the way people talk so highly about her in their voice lines to the little kids that like to play pirates and are always talking about how she gives them candy, it’s clear beidou is a very kindhearted person
so if you were having bad thoughts about hurting yourself, beidou would stop what she was doing and get you on her ship in no time
she figured that being out in the middle of the sea gave you no chance to actually hurt yourself + the waves and serenity were sure to calm you
she would spend the entire trip by your side, whispering how important you were to her and everyone back home and how foolish it would be if you took your own life
she would also get down to the root of the issue and try to give you as much advice as possible
beidou would finally sail back home once she decided you were stable again
fischl
i think fischl probably deals with some of these issues herself since her whole personality is based off a story book
but speaking of that, if you go to fischl in a state of panic i think she would sit you down on her bedroom floor and read you a book
her calming voice mixed with the distraction of a fairytale would help your breathing even out and you would ultimately forget about those thoughts you were having
if the story didnt help, then she would just talk to you about anything and everything
she might even invite bennett and razor over and four of you could make a little powow in her living room to make you feel better about yourself
lisa
even hearing you mention hurting yourself would send lisa into a “motherly mode” 
she may not seem like it, but she cared deeply for everyone in mondstadt and never wanted anyone to hurt like that - especially you
like fischl, lisa would probably try distracting you with a book
she would take you into the library and pick out some novels or stories that would take your mind off your previous thoughts
she would sit with you and when you were ready, talk to you about why you were feeling the way you were and what she could do to help
she’s a smart women and if there’s one thing she understands more than anything, its you
jean
she panics
not on purpose, of course. but if jean walks in you harming yourself or hears you say something worrying, she would panic
she was never good in situations like this, afraid she would say the wrong thing and upset you more
but at the end of the day, jean was jean and she always smacked some sense into herself to properly help you through this bump in the road
jean would get down to the root of your issue and work her way out from there
to help you feel better, jean would order a pizza and let you indulge in it with her and after that, she would listen to you vent about what was making you upset
jean is also good at passing off tasks she knew she wouldn’t be able to handle which means if jean thought she seriously couldn’t help you, she would get someone who could
your wellbeing is more important than her pride
ningguang
she wouldn’t understand at first
it would be a lie to say ningguang didn’t live in a fantasy bubble sometimes
she cared about you, yes, but never experienced your pain before and had trouble grasping it right away
but once she did, she was very attentive 
if you wanted medical help, ningguang would hire the best doctors in teyvat to help you through this
if you didn’t, then ningguang would do her very best to console you
she would try to distract you with lavish gifts and expensive dinners and while it was nice being spoiled by her, it didn’t make your problems go away
the last thing ningguang wanted was for you to hurt yourself so like jean, if she needed to bring in a professional to help, she would
kaeya
he would find out about your bad habit by walking in on you self harming
he was freaking out on the inside but stayed calm on the outside, coaxing you away from the blade and helping you clean up your wounds
you would be a nervous wreck for a while and kaeya would hold you in his arms
like jean, he would try and get to the root of the issue and find out why you were feelings these things
he loved you more than anything and he wouldn’t know what he would do if you succeeded in taking your own life one day
on that day onwards, kaeya was determined to make you happy again
he puts your needs before his and does everything in his power to make sure you’re always okay
and if you relapse, kaeya never gets mad. he understands this is a hard cycle to break but he’s determined to help you through it
venti
he might be more upset than you
venti treated you like the archon in the relationship and when you revealed to him you were having suicidal thoughts, his world came crashing down
he blamed himself for a while and drank a lot more at diluc’s tavern but after a stern warning from diluc, venti realized this was doing nothing for either of you
he spent his days with you, walking you around mondstadt and showing you beautiful flowers and cool bugs
his goal was to show you the beauty of the world and convince you that taking your own life would prevent you from experiencing more 
if you self harmed, venti would kiss your scars and make you bracelets made out of cecilia flowers to cover the marks
albedo
he would accidentally be insensitive, at least at first. your relationship was new to him and he was still trying to figure out all of his emotions so when you made a comment about suicide, he took it densely
he didn’t understand why someone would want to kill themselves and told you that exactly
it was only after sucrose snapped at him and explained how you were feeling that albedo screwed his head on right
after apologizing, he would try his best to help you
he would create new potions that might help with your depression or other mental disorders and document your moods and feelings to help him understand what you were going through
it was difficult and sucrose added in a lot of support as well
zhongli
he noticed your self harm scars the minute you two got close but being the respectful man he is, he never pointed them out
he let you come to him and explain them yourself
if you pick up self harming later in your relationship, zhongli is quick to notice and take action
as aggravating as it was, zhongli hid all sharp objects in your apartment and took charge if you needed any of them for something
he made you promise to go to him if you were having thoughts of hurting yourself again
zhongli would make you tea infused with herbs to help worries and bring you relaxation and (in small amounts) happiness
he would take walks with you around liyue if you were having urges and let you cry into his chest in frustration 
this was childe’s idea but if you needed to do something badly, zhongli would take you into an abandoned part of liyue and create fragile, thin rocks for you to smash onto the ground and satisfy that need
childe
having five siblings, he knew how to handle suicidal thoughts
his older sister went through a similar phase like you were now and childe would help you based on how he helped her
childe liked to wrap you in blankets so tightly you couldn’t move, the pressure calming you down and usually causing you to fall asleep
he gives you so, so, so many compliments during this time. he’s so proud of you and so in love with your strength
he wants you to stay with him forever so he’s determined to get these thoughts out of your head 
if you attempt, childe will not leave your side
he’ll stay with you throughout your infirmary visit and even when you’re discharged back home
he’s scared of loosing you
like ningguang, he’ll shower you in gifts to make you feel special 
diluc
like jean, he panics
he thinks it’s his fault somehow and you have to heartbreakingly explain that its not, that your brain is just wired differently 
diluc tries to keep you by his side at all times for a while
he takes you to work with him so you can sit at the bar or he’ll have you walk around with him through the grape vines in the evening
you wake up more often than not to his strong arms around you and as annoying at it is, it’s comforting to know someone loves you this much
he’s afraid of loosing you like he lost his father
diluc was good at shutting down rumors as well. if you had scars, people would talk and diluc would give them one nasty glare and they would shut up
at the end of the day, he just wanted you to be okay
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