When somebody hurts me even when it’s something so horrible & unforgivable I always find a way to forgive them, I can see why they did what they did I feel everything even their pain so I can reason their actions as I know it’s not the person themselves but their learned behaviour or their lack of self esteem or their trauma or just their general bad decisions we all make. We are only human & I too have made mistakes & will continue to make them
When I see something beautiful I want to share it with the world. The way the sunsets & how when I walk around the lake & it’s so still that it mirrors the sky. At night time when the stars are shining bright i go to take a photo to share how pretty it is & get sad when it’s too dark in the photos to show anyone. ☹️
When I hear a song I will think of who will like it or who it reminds me of & send it to them.
When I eat a a restaurant I will look at the menu & see if theres anything that’s vegan so I can take my vegan friend there so she can try somewhere new
If I see a old person eating alone I feel sad for them especially if they look sad & I contemplate going to eat with them
When I’m eating in the food court & the cleaner is cleaning the table next to me I will make conversation with her & ask her how her day is going. Usually they’re shocked someone is talking to them
When I found microdosing 🍄 & how it helped my mental health I got soo many people onto it cause I believe we all need to feel healing
When I see something I like on a stranger I get excited to compliment them
& when I’m scrolling on Tik Tok I will like & comment on the posts with little views just to make them feel seen & just as important
And when I see a new series or movie come out I will share it with that friend that I think will enjoy it
When I listen to a podcast about healing I think about all the people that could benefit from that advice as I learn that good advice
I want to help everyone but I don’t know how to & I’m not sure If people care about getting better as much as I want them to.
I do all of this I lay in bed and wonder if I’m a good person, i worry about everything & everyone or who I haven’t replied to, it’s like is there anything I do for myself without feeling the need to share it with someone else or even think about myself & just be in the present moment & have that just for me 🫶🏼 with my own thoughts about myself without worrying about anyone else or being kind only to myself ❤️