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ultrastupid · 9 months

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My pinned post: Hello, my name is Echo! I come in relative peace. My dysgraphia will leave me making all sorts of typos, so be ready for that lol.

If you're curious about things like my queer labels, pronouns, names, and just what I have that makes me disabled and mentally ill, you can click here.

I have been on tumblr since 2011 originally, and have been using a secret account to follow and like and reblog posts that has no connection to me lmao, since about 2015. I guess I got tired of doing that and now I am here as myself.

Main fandoms are: No Straight Roads, Hellaverse (Hazbin Hotel and Helluva Boss), Welcome Home, Cult of the Lamb, and Steven Universe right now.

I am sir-swears-a-lot, just warning in case you don't like a lot of swearing! Also, sometimes I spam reblog from my mutuals or people I follow, just a warning!

Click/tap the read more for boundaries, my main tags (plus tags you can use for filtering if you have triggers, squicks, phobias, or just don't want to see me post about certain things!), and misc info!

I have a queue set up to post 12 posts per day, and I shuffle it 3 times after I get done adding more to it. The blog pretty much runs on it now.

LAST UPDATED: April 25th, 2024 (04/25/24)

I hate DNIs because they don't really work, but I will let you know what types of people I tend to block! Some of these have a higher chance of being blocked than others!

Minors (This blog is nsfw and at most has an "nsft tw" tag on SOME posts, minors get DA BOOT)

Exclusionists (Both queer and system exclusionists, I'm everything you hate, also anyone who uses TME/TMA to describe themselves and others gets DA BOOT)

Ableists (I'm a bipolar borderline psychotic crippled bitch, fuck all the way off and get stomped by DA BOOT)

Anti(shippers) (I'm the scary proshit that you were warned about, ooky spooky! You get DA BOOT extra hard since you tend to be deplorable people who value pixels over REAL fucking lives!)

Pro-c/neu-c for non-consensual paraphilias/The Big Three (I support anti-c paraphiles and also pro/neu paraphilies getting help and allow for anti-c's to interact with me, if you don't like that, DA BOOT is waiting xoxo)

Also generally if you have rancid vibes or I feel impending doom when I look at your blog or replies, you get blocked (And of course DA BOOT)

System-related stuff: Click here for more detailed info about my system! Below are tags that my alters use:

#💋eve

#🧸doll

#⚡zap

My main Ao3 is indeed my tumblr username. The real "social media" place that I use most is a mastodon instance, you can find that in my linktree on Ao3 if you're brave enough (and 18 years or older) lol. I am completely unfiltered on there, so be careful and stay safe!

Tags for reblogs (and maybe posts) in case you need to filter:

#Q = Queued posts, aka what this blog runs on

#discourse tw = Most forms of discourse

#shipcourse tw = Ship discourse specifically

#ableism tw = Discourse, but ableism focused

#queerphobia tw = Discourse, but queerphobia/exclusionist focused

#racism tw = Discourse, but racism focused

#current events tw = For (mostly USA) politics, wars, genocides

#traumacore tw = Traumacore/ventcore related things

#mental health tw = Mostly dark humor relating to mental health

#abuse tw = Mentions of abuse (relationships, child, etc)

#drugs tw = Drugs and drug mentions (regardless of use purpose)

#rapid switching images tw = Rapid switching images (for epilepsy)

#flashing lights tw = Flashing lights (for epilepsy)

#shaking images tw = Rapidly shaking images (for epilepsy)

#eyestrain tw = Bright colors, optical illusions

#loud sound tw = Loud audio, typically sudden

#insect tw = Any bug or bug-like thing, so spiders included

#sea creature tw = Fish, sea creatures (seaslugs, octopus, etc)

#rodent tw = Rodents (rats, mice, squirrels, etc)

#bird tw = Avians, flying or otherwise

#bat tw = Real/realistic bats

#reptile tw = Reptiles (snakes, lizards, etc)

#amphibian tw = Amphibians (Frogs, salamanders, etc)

#dog tw = Canines in general, so yes wolves are included

#horror tw = General horror tag (body, psychological, etc)

#trypophobia tw = Clusters of holes

#scopophobia tw = Eyes that are staring

#dead dove tw = The "typical" problematic themes

#gore tw = Gore, guro, etc, lots of blood here

#nsft tw = "Not safe for tumblr", aka nsfw or suggestive stuff

#PSA = For important stuff. Tends to have other TW tags on it too!

#mutual aid = Mutual aid reblogs, self-explanatory

#polls = Polls, both ones still going or done

Specific fandom tags I use because I am too scared of getting dogpiled while using main fandom tags:

#En Es Ar = NSR (No Straight Roads) #Double U Aitch = WH (Welcome Home) #Aitch Aitch = HH (Hazbin Hotel) #Aitch Bee = HB (Helluva Boss) #Sea Oh Tee El = COTL (Cult of the Lamb)

Tags for my own purpose, typically text posts I make.

#burntembers.txt is my tag for text posts or general rambles and general stuff. Will use this a lot when making text posts!

#warmembers.txt is for nsfw rambles/talk, maybe some links to Ao3 stories if I'm feeling brave haha.

#sparkingembers.txt is for ranting/rambling about disabilities, mental illnesses/disorders, and general neurodivergent shit.

#moltenembers.txt is for fandom related talk/content. Typically me blabbing about headcanons and general deranged shit lmao.

#snuffedembers.txt is for ranting/rambling, discourse related things, and general venting. Because why not, why not?

#burntembers.txt

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pxppinmolly-archived · 2 years

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I’ve done some thinking since this morning (last night?) and I decided to make a post.

This is by no means really a ‘call out post’ in the sense of like... Me wanting to start drama, or wanting a witch hunt or ‘cancelling’ someone. But more of the fact of me making something aware to the public that I tried to settle civilly but it’s come to my attention that my respect, privacy, and wishes are being violated still.

Now I reiterate, I do not want anyone sending them hate or any sort of harassment for me or in my name. I do not condone it and I am not trying to condone it. I am merely making my followers aware of an issue I have with someone, and if they choose to want to block/stop interacting, fine. If they still choose to interact regardless ... I don’t really care. I just want accountability and I don’t wanna sit on this and be forced to stay quiet, you know?

Do with this information what you will, because in the end I don’t care what your choice is and it doesn’t affect me personally very much. I just, again, want this to be made aware at the least and hoping with it out in the open that it may finally stop.

@/pinkpizza///pasta//spider//princess22 has in the past, and has continued, to steal content from me. She has been following me before she made her blog, and I even helped her in the creation of her RP blog and offered her help with certain RPC things, even. I know she has been following me for quite a while beforehand because she used to like all my content in my activity feed.

On her blog she has made HC posts that were similar to mine, but at one point she straight up just copy and pasted what I wrote and posted it as if she wrote it. I originally forgave her for it, because I am too kind for my own good and I felt for her since she seemed genuine and she was a long time follower and supporter of my content.

However, I was soon made aware that she has continued to steal my content, both via reblogging my queued posts (The aesthetics and musings) AND, more egregiously, copying my headcanons YET AGAIN but merely changing the wording/wording them herself. Not ONLY that, but even my OOC POSTS and some of my IC POSTS they would end up regurgitating the SAME THING but worded differently not too long after I posted them.

I decided and went and blocked both the sideblog and main account, and told them to stay off my blog and to stop taking my content. They sent me an anon apologizing to me, because Tumblr’s block system is a joke, and I once again told them to respect my wishes and stay off my blog.

However, it seems that they are still on my blog, as they have recently reblogged 95 percent of my queued posts from yesterday in the same order I posted them, on TOP of having the same ‘pride icon’ as me with the Italian flag. Which is also something I did last year. And, I forgot to mention, that they did also use the same theme I was using since the start of my blog that I only finally changed sometime last year. Which, I didn’t mind at the time, but on top of EVERYTHING ELSE... It just makes me a lil’ :’/ yk?

But yes, it seems to me they are STILL lurking on my blog. Which, if you are reading this, mun, I am telling you once again to stay off my blog and stop taking my content.

On another note that isn’t related to me, however. I do want to say and point out the racism on their account with the ‘Italianese’, the mixing of Japanese and Italian. It’s possible to be mixed, certainly, but the way they portray and go about Molly being both of these is ... Insensitive, to put it lightly. It very well comes from a place of ignorance and, forgive me for saying, a ‘weaboo sense of Japanese culture’. Between the random mixing of Italian and Japanese words together to make ‘Italianese language’ and also just mixing both languages together, both even written improperly, the obvious ‘westernized view of japanese culture’ with the art and way they write it all, it’s just very ... Ignorant, in my opinion.

However, I will also state I am a white woman so I really can’t speak too much and say it’s racist, but I will say from my perspective and the perspective of others who I shared with seem to agree it DOES seem like it’s all coming from a place of ignorance. Again, if you ARE reading this, Mun, please reflect and take this information and work better.

I do not wish ill will on anyone involved. I don’t. This is just me taking a personal issue and making it public after trying to settle things as privately as I can prior without publicly name dropping, but since my wishes as I said are still being disrespected, I wanted to make it public so people were just made aware and also to hold some accountability.

Again, if you still want to interact that’s FINE. I don’t care. I just wanted this to be known instead of sitting on it and feeling like I can’t speak up about the mistreatment and unfairness I have been faced after being nothing but kind and respectful.

#OOC #PSA #opo don't look #i suppose if you wanna call this 'drama'#im not gonna tag it such as again im not trying to make it drama #its merely me once again just speaking up out against some mistreatment ive personally faced #that i tried to settle like a mature adult but #the fact my wishes arent being respected #im laying it out.#Do not send me anons about this. If anyone wants more information and to ask something or whatever just DM me.#And Mun if you ARE reading this do not contact me. Do not try and apologize. Do not say anything to me.#All I ask is you DO BETTER.#Use your own creativity and also do some proper research into cultures you may not understand.#All I ask #I wish the best for you still even though you've severely hurt me multiple times. Because I DO feel betrayed.#As I said. I helped with your entrance into the RPC and making your blog and answered all your questions and helped you #And I forgave you for literally copying and pasting my HCs when people said I shouldve just blocked you then and there #But I didn't. and I feel like I just got spat in the face. So.#Yeah.#Just do better. All I ask.

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oops-prow-did-it-again · 2 years

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Update (please read)

This includes a general update about me, update about my sideblogs, tags, and also a small ask at the bottom w/ an art dump, so pls read all even tho it's a little long. I'd really appreciate it <3

so I finally decided to start using my queue system and stop feeling like such a pos all the time. this is part of my attempt at forcing myself to feel a little better on a daily basis. It's not that Im suddenly spending more time on Tumblr; I've ALWAYS been spending tons of time on Tumblr. I've just been in a bit of a funk for a long time where I was convinced I wasn't "good enough" (whatever that means) to interact with hardly anybody or anything.

But lol this is Tumblr..... if people don't like me interacting, they can block me. Ofc I'll try to respect DNIs and all but you get what I mean.

I'm going to try to clean up @undead-prowess and @plates-of-va as well and start posting to them more. I still am working on the next chapter of my Pokemon fanfic, but that has been delayed due to my cars needing a lot of work lately, and me having to help with that.

Also, my tags, explained (I promise this'll be the final time):

#oops prow queued again - queued post. the system posted it automatically. any tags were added when I queued it

#spicy prow - my custom nsfw tag. This just means a post that might be a little incendiary or not something you'd read in front of your grandparents. It doesn't mean that I think the post content is trashy or sexual or anything like that necessarily. It just means that if you're scrolling tumblr at work, you probably don't wanna see this post lol. This tag may also include discourse-y posts.

#nsfw-ish / #nsfwish - same story as the above, but more explicitly about specific language or sexual content. A post might offhandedly just say 'tits' and while that isn't, like, BAD, I just want to give people that are in compromising situations a choice to clean up their dash.

#here prow goes again - discourse tag. block it if you hate arguments. I try to avoid arguments honestly bc they're not worth the time but I'm not averse to posting them on occasion. I may also use a general 'discourse' tag.

#pin for prow pls - personal tag for stuff I really want to try to remember. helps narrow down posts for things I'd like to review later.

A lot of other tags (memes, videos, etc) are pretty self explanatory. I've moved away from my "non pokemon" tag, but if anyone really WANTS me to bring that back, I'm happy to bring it back. Just let me know.

Furthermore, ya boi is broke and currently waiting the 200+ average days for a decision on disability benefits, and even if I get them, they'll probably be garbage. If you can spare some change, it'd be greatly appreciated, even if it was like, a single dollar. I can also do art commissions, sfw or nsfw.

P@yPal || $silfurgames

My commission prices are flexible, but in general, for a single character, it's $10 for a sketch, $20 for a flat color w/ sketch, $30 for flat color w/ clean lines, $40 for shaded color w/ clean lines. For each additional character, add 35% of the price (so two characters for shaded color w/ clean lines would be $40+35%=$54).

I am willing to TRY to draw anything, but without references, I am best at animals (mammals, most reptiles, and many fictional creatures). With references I am willing to try anything.

Here's some samples of my work, not all of which I've posted here before:

#pin for prow pls #oops-prow-did-it again #please read #boost

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skylerscull1 · 1 year

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I posted 4,383 times in 2022

That's 4,334 more posts than 2021!

263 posts created (6%)

4,120 posts reblogged (94%)

Blogs I reblogged the most:

@thenewborndeity

@funky-writer-man

@hiveswap

@lord-of-the-weird

@cyraniadebergerac

I tagged 4,278 of my posts in 2022

Only 2% of my posts had no tags

#reblog - 3,962 posts

#gotham - 295 posts

#jerome valeska - 157 posts

#gotham jerome - 155 posts

#quotes - 145 posts

#jeremiah valeska - 142 posts

#daily life - 142 posts

#gotham jeremiah - 141 posts

#the umbrella academy - 132 posts

#quote - 132 posts

Longest Tag: 140 characters

#a deathnote fanfiction about the love between two men one of which being l who has kidnapped the other man and is keeping him in his basemen

My Top Posts in 2022:

Lanyon, slams Hyde against the wall: "WHAT DID YOU DO TO HENRY? DID YOU BLACKMAIL HIM YOU SCOUNDREL?!"

Hyde, suddenly blushing: "You are so hot right now- NO WAIT I DON'T EVEN LIKE LANYON, I HATE HIM WTF??????"

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My Sortinghatchats Houses: My Results

I did the Sortinghatchats quiz over on itch.io, https://ejadelomax.itch.io/sortinghatchats Your Primary House defines WHY you do things: your reasons, motivations, and drive. Your Secondary defines HOW: your methods, actions, and behaviors.

And these are my results: I’m a Slytherin Primary (Or possible Burned Hufflepuff Primary).

I care about those close to me, and I’d do almost anything for the people I consider my friends and family. I’m ambitious and I follow my own rules. I actually have a list of directions of how to react, act in and deal with certain situations. My empathy is actually rather low, so I learned my own brand of ‘empathy’ to make up for that, so I can be there for the people I care about. I can be selfish at times, or seem that way. My own desires are what drive me, a good portion of my desires though are for the people I care deeply about to be happy. I try to stick with the ones I care the most about.

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Slay The Princess, colored-in

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57 notes - Posted August 4, 2022

Sanders Sides “Florida Man” p1

Janus / Deceit Sanders

Remus Sanders

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514 notes - Posted June 29, 2022

My #1 post of 2022

Results of the Failed Tumblr Crash Flopocalypse of 2022, April 1st

1. The Queue got significantly delayed and messed up, some peoples queued up posts didn’t even post and they had to post it manually. I experienced this personally.

2. We caused a spike of Tumblr outages around the time the Flopocalypse took place as seen below:

https://friendofthecrows.tumblr.com/post/680352856907317248/well-we-tried-and-caused-a-spike-idk-mine-was <--- Thank you @friendofthecrows for your find.

3. A bunch of people on Tumblr came together to organize this as a community, and while we didn’t crash tumblr, the tumblr outages and delayed queue speak for itself.

4. Those who didn’t already know how to use the queue system finally got the chance and opportunity to learn.

5. Apparently now we can access the blogs of people who have blocked us, which we couldn’t before, and send asks. This may or may not have something to do with our attempt to crash Tumblr on April Fools Day. Thank you @pupperish for your find. Check out the link to their posts below: https://pupperish.tumblr.com/post/680440429294075904 https://pupperish.tumblr.com/post/680441329142169600/so-uh-time-to-put-the-hell-in-hellsite-i

6. https://staff.tumblr.com/post/680353868570378240/brickwhartley-please-see-above Tumblr is having issues with malfunctioning widgets, this may be due to the crabs, this may be due to our efforts in the Crash Flopocalypse, or a mixture of both.

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Get your Tumblr 2022 Year in Review →

#tumblr2022 #year in review #my 2022 tumblr year in review #your tumblr year in review

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choicesficwriterscreations · 4 years

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Throwback Fics #2

Big Sky Country

Destiny series | Sawyer Oakley x F!MC - @sawyeroakleyscowboyhat

Hard To Let Go Of The Past

Bloodbound

Hand That You Hold | Kamilah Sayeed x MC - @drethanramslay

Desire & Decorum

Cantabria | Luke Harper x MC - @noesapphic

More Than A Thousand Words (modern AU) | Prince Hamid x MC - @missameliep

It Lives Beneath

The Journey Home | Danni Asturias x F!MC - @nia-kamilah

Red Carpet Diaries

Temptation AU | Thomas Hunt x MC - @theartoflovingthomashunt

The Crown and The Flame

Undying Love | Kenna Rys x Val Greaves - @kenna-and-val-are-my-queens

The Royal Romance/The Royal Heir

A Distraction | Drake Walker, Prince Liam Rys, Maxwell Beaumont - @lorirwritesfanfic

Grabby Hands & Frosted Dresses | King Liam Rys x MC - @bobasheebaby

The Story Of Us | King Liam Rys x MC - @bebepac

#choices fanfiction #choices fanfic #playchoices fanfic #playchoices fanfiction #big sky country fanfic #bloodbound fanfic #desire and decorum fanfic #it lives beneath fanfic #red carpet diaries fanfic #the crown and the flame fanfic #the royal romance fanfic #the royal heir fanfic #throwback fics #long post #sorry for the delay #tumblr queued posts system hates me #but it's not like anyone was anxiously wanting for this right?#hehehe

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writer-in-theory · 2 years

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INTRODUCTION

Hi y'all ! I'm Grey and welcome to my little corner of tumblr. I write fics but also love talking about my favorite fandoms and what's going on in life. I mainly write for Criminal Minds and Stranger Things, but I may post about other fandoms here. So come on in, grab a seat, and come say hi.

About Me ◇ 23 (twenty-three) years old ◇ Current third-year doctor of pharmacy candidate ◇ Queer and nonbinary (pronouns: they/them) ◇ Autistic and ADHD ◇ Eastern standard timezone ◇ Ao3: writer_in_theory

Masterlists ◇ Criminal Minds ◇ Stranger Things

Important Links ◇ Anon Emojis ◇ Request Guidelines ◇ Taglist Signup ◇ Upcoming Works ◇ Ao3 ◇ Twitter

Fandoms I Love ◇ Criminal Minds ◇ Stranger Things ◇ The Old Guard ◇ Star Wars

Other Blogs ◇ Studyblr: @pharmacoreids ◇ Library Blog: @jays-bookshelf

Important Guidelines ◇ if you don't want to see nsfw content please block #afterdark IF YOU ARE UNDER 18 AND YOU INTERACT WITH THIS CONTENT, I WILL BLOCK YOU IMMEDIATELY. ◇ hate will not be accepted here. any form of racism, homophobia, sexism, etc will be removed and blocked. any hate messages including asks will be deleted without being answered and the sender will be blocked. ◇ if you send a request, please be patient with me as i do write for multiple fandoms and am busy with school. also be sure to check out my request guidelines before sending.

Brief Tag System ◇ jabber jay - random posts not about fandom ◇ jay writes in theory - my fics ◇ ask grey - answered asks ◇ oh no i'm not brave enough for queues - queued content ◇ fic recs - fics i've read, tagged, and recommend! ◇ -ship- headcanons - hcs for a particular ship ◇ nonnie is having a bad day - i am trying not to respond to anon hate, but if anything needs to be addressed i will use this tag

#housekeeping #introduction

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smashy-headcanons · 2 years

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Are you okay with answering how full your queue is? I sent a submission last month, and I'm worried Tumblr still sometimes eats submissions.

Short answer: I couldn't tell you if tumblr ate your ask, as much as I wish I could

Long answer: It's not an issue with my queue. My queue is set to go off every 15 minutes, so by the time I'm finished with my short bursts of motivation, the queued posts are half gone (I made a post asking if I should try to change this system but got no response). The issue is my inbox.

Some of these are submissions, some of these are headcanons sent through the ask box instead of the submission box, some of these are headcanon requests, and some of these are tier list requests. These are listed from least to most amount of time to answer.

Depending on what's being sent, finishing each of these can take anywhere between a couple of minutes to a couple of hours, or in rare cases, nearly a week's worth of free time of dedicated energy. Sometimes I'll go through and just queue all the submissions in one burst so that I'm at least getting something done, but that doesn't work nearly as well when submissions take up such a small fraction of my inbox (of the 46 things currently in my inbox, not counting the 3-5 I have yet to answer on my main, only 2 of those are submissions).

Plus this doesn't take into account other factors of what my daily life might entail, be it responsibilities, other hobbies, or... "distractions" (definitely not the fact that I got Pokemon Brilliant Diamond as an early Christmas gift, who told you that /j)

Is there anything you can do to help me with this conundrum to make getting through everything easier? Well, a couple of things:

If you send a submission, do your best to avoid typos and properly capitalize things, and to add proper tags to reduce the amount of cleanup I have to do.

If you have a headcanon that you want to share, send it via the submissions and not the asks. When you send your own headcanons as asks and not submissions, there's an implicit obligation for me to respond; repeat the process ad nauseum and the result is pressure on me to give good responses to every ask without sounding like a broken record. This takes energy, and ultimately makes it take longer for me to post your headcanons.

If you're requesting headcanons or tier lists, please be patient. Writing headcanons are more or less like creative writing exercises, in that once I get an idea I enjoy making them but it can take a while before I get an idea. Tier lists, while usually more specific, take longer simply because they require me to consider every character as opposed to just one or a couple.

Regardless of if you're sending asks or submissions or even just following, I highly encourage you to reblog stuff (and add comments/tags!!). This isn't at all a "rEBLog or y0ur a BAd PerSON 🔪" type of thing, I hate those. When you add tags/comments, it lets me know that you actually enjoy the type of stuff that I try to offer. I can't describe the satisfaction of finally completing my finalized battle royale tier list, but with the total lack of feedback I got that feeling didn't last long.

#ask #anonymous #not a headcanon #mine #long post

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selkies-world · 2 years

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♤♡♢♧ Please allow me to introduce myself... ♧♡♢♤

♤ First things first; Introductions: ♤

My name: Rónán-Lukas

My age: 24

My pronouns: he/him

♧ Some facts about me: ♧

I'm half Scottish, half Irish

I love animals

I'm transgender ftm (assigned female at birth, but I'm a guy)

I'm queer (people are gorgeous, if I'm attracted to you then I'm attracted to you & if you're attracted to me then you're attracted to me - labels don't have to mean anything)

I went through a phase of being weirdly obsessed with Roman numerals & can still write out 1 - 100,000 in Roman numerals but have 0 practical use for this

I also taught myself Latin during that phase & it stuck so... that's great

I've grown up speaking a mix of English, Scots, Gaelic & 2 forms of sign language

I'm Pagan

♡ Some notes about this page: ♡

It's a safe place for anyone & everyone except TERFs, people who are attracted to children, queerphobes, people who hunt for fun / as a sport & people who use religion as a justification for cruelty - you lot, fuck off. Everyone else??? Totally welcome.

It's a mix of art & writing resources, combined with random posts I like, a lot of mythology & folklore, some ranting since I have this human form half the time & it comes with this brain that holds onto a lot of negativity so it's nice to be able to vex all of that

There's also going to be a lot of original art, writing & links to more of it

Due to this being an art page, some art will contain nudity & adult themes - it's not "adult content" any more than the Creation of Adam or Michelangelo's David or any other David or The Birth of Venus are. Art is human, and clothes only recently became a required concept.

Hate gets you blocked. No exceptions, limitations or refunds.

♢ If you would like to support me financially: ♢

Here is my linktree🌲

It includes:

My Patreon

My Instagram

This Tumblr

My Depop

My YouTube Channel

My Twitch Channel

My GoFundMe for my top surgery

There is also a donation button for an anti-racism charity.

♤ My tagging system: ♤

#selkie: random stuff I come up with.

#selkie personal: personal posts about my life that I feel like sharing - these will always be OK to reblog, comment on & interact with.

#selkie rants: rant posts, or posts that I've added a rant onto.

#selkie art: my own art. There will usually be safe links attached to these to take you to my other social medias where I've also shared the art.

#selkie writes the world: my own writing, 99% of the time it'll be fiction. Information about upcoming writing projects & my books will also be in this tag.

#selkie reads: posts about books that I'm reading.

#selkie shifts: things about my transition.

#trans stuff: posts from other trans creators, information or resources for transgender people. This will usually be on the same posts as #selkie shifts.

#boost: reblogged posts from other creators which I like.

#sharing is caring: reblogged posts from other creators which I like. This will almost always be on the same posts as #boost.

#art: art that I like.

#books: books that I like, want to read or have read in the past.

#book recs: books that I'm recommending if you're looking for new reading material.

#pulsing, #pulsing lights, #pulsinglights, #pulsingimages, #pulsing images: any gifs or videos with strobe light effects, flashing images or anything else which is dangerous to epileptic and photosensitive people. These will be rare as I am sensitive to them.

#I could swear that paper of yours moved: my backup tag for pulsing images and lights, in case any of my #pulsing tags get canceled by Tumble-Bot.

#q are my sunshine: my queued posts

#selkie sells sea shells on the sea shore: my donation pages and promo pages

#Stars Defied: my original gay romance book

#Essentia Forest: my original children's series

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stingslikeabee · 3 years

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𝐏𝐄𝐎𝐏𝐋𝐄 𝐈'𝐃 𝐋𝐈𝐊𝐄 𝐓𝐎 𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐁𝐄𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐑 !

1. alias / name: Mari and/or Mari-chan.

2. birthday: September 19th!

3. zodiac sign: Virgo (my Virgo sun is STRONG).

4. height: 1.72m, you guys can google and convert this for a change. :) Metric system rules, guys, it makes sense.

5. hobbies: Writing and reading, obsessing over very random and obscure things like the personal filmography of my favorite actors, learning new languages, making my own travel guides when I go abroad in ridiculous detail, playing JRPGs and hoping for a platinum trophy and getting frustrated somewhere along the road (with some few exceptions).

6. favorite color: As a kid it used to be pink, as a teenager it changed to black, blue and silver and these days I can probably go with mostly anything that it’s not too bright like neon orange or yellow (I’m too pale, I look bizarre near to these hues).

7. favorite book: I have lots, but I tend to always say ‘The Never-Ending Story’ by Michael Ende. Don’t get me wrong, I love a LOT of books but I just enjoy this one a lot and it has a special place in my heart.

8. last song: I think it was ‘Mata Hari’ by Efendi? This song is so catchy, holy fuck. It’s queued as a FFXII audio track for Melissa but maaaan please give it a listen and hate me forever because it will worm its way into your brain.

9. last film / show: Last movie was the ‘Sonic’ movie! And honestly, after all the rework they did for the bad reviews on how Sonic looked, it’s actually pretty entertaining. :D Last show is ‘How to Get Away with Murder‘ - we just recently started s01 after we finished all new episodes of the Shaman King remake.

10. recent reads: I’m reading ‘Roadside Picnic’ by Arkadi and Boris Strugatsky, which gave me pretty neat ideas about a VII correlation with the Northern Crater. 8D Before that I read ‘Kindred’ by Octavia Butler and my next one is going to be ‘Redshirts’ by John Scalzi.

11. inspiration: For Melissa and my take on Honey Bee Inn, it was basically a combination of Sucker Punch, the Japanese nightlife culture and a random tumblr post about the inn and the Turks. But for everything else, from threads, to verses to AUs - literally anything can make me have a weird idea, mostly books and shows (like my surprisingly developed VII version of Snowpiercer, or a recent obsession with Alice in Borderlands or how I’ve been trying to link Mel to other videogame franchises as Mortal Kombat or Yakuza and stuff).

12. story behind url: It’s a Ricky Martin song! No, really - I wanted something that had a ‘bee’ reference because of the obvious queen bee/Honey Bee Inn aesthetics and I don’t recall what sort of googling led me to it - but the sentence ‘she looks like a flower but she stings like a bee’ was too perfect. That fit how I saw Melissa - a beautiful woman with a fierce mama bear spirit ready to go ballistic after people who wrong her (or her loved ones). :D The fact she may ultimately end in danger herself is just a tiny little detail.

13. fun fact about me: I got inside the Fuji TV building in Odaiba once for dinner with some of the TV executives (I was hanging out with my friend who lived in Japan at the time, his mom worked in the TV business here in Brazil, an invitation was made for dinner and we tagged along - I barely remember the details) but man. It was one WILD experience, I had never been inside a TV studio before, and certainly not one featured in Digimon and so many of my teenage memories? We crossed through that big, giant suspended ball for pictures, we got into some of the rooms where people produced a few shows (there were Yamapi posters EVERYWHERE) and it was the first (and only) time I tried blowfish sushi because, as my friend elegantly put it at the time, ‘this sushi is so expensive that whoever prepared this surely got it right so you can eat it without dying from the poison’. Spoiler: I survived.

tagged by: stole this from at least a couple of people on the dash because it looked cool! tagging: absolutely no one, keep the thievering alive, be like Robin Hood! Not that I’m rich, but Robin was kinda cool.

#dash games #some of you have done this so neatly #so many interesting details and stuff #I've re-read mine and it's PURE CHAOS #I guess it's my overall mood after quitting my old job

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moonlight-breeze-44 · 3 years

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Information Post!

Hi, all! I realised that I haven’t done an official information thing on Tumblr, so this is that <3

First of all, thank you for being here! I appreciate everyone who stops by this blog, even if it’s just for a quick look. In the wise words of Dean Winchester, you’re awesome.

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A little information about this blog:

- Multifandom blog. Fandoms include: Shadowhunters, Supernatural, Criminal Minds, Leverage, Detroit: Become Human, NCIS, NCIS: New Orleans, Harry Potter, Lord of the Rings, Dan and Phil, Supergirl, Rizzoli and Isles, Blue Bloods, The X-Files, Hawaii Five-0, Nancy Drew, The Untamed, the Borderlands video game franchise, Scorpion, Devil in Ohio, Hamilton, Rent, and more micro-obsessions pending!

- Multishipper. While I have favourites for each fandom, I am nothing if not a multishipper, and I write fic for ships that I don't personally ship all the time. If you have a ship that I don't mention here, chances are that I'll probably write for it anyway. Nevertheless, here's a list of my main ships for my main fandoms:

For Shadowhunters -

Malec

Jalec

Jimon

Malace

Lysabelle

Claia

Claiabelle

Maiabelle

For Supernatural -

Destiel

Sabriel

Saileen

Dodio

Sam/Ruby

Dean/Bela

For Criminal Minds -

Jemily

Morcia

Hotchniss

Morreid

Hotch/Rossi

For Leverage -

The Leverage OT3

Damien Moreau/Eliot Spencer

Sophie/Nate

For Detroit: Become Human -

Reed900

Jericho polycule

For Harry Potter -

Wolfstar

Drarry

Dramione

Hermione/Luna

Hermione/Ginny

Hermione/Luna/Ginny

Blaise/Theo

For NCIS -

Tiva

Ellick

Slibbs

For NCIS: New Orleans -

PerSalle

Khourgorio

For Supergirl -

Sanvers

Karamel

Dansen

Supercorp

Director Danvers

Supercat

For Hawaii Five-0 -

McDanno

For The Untamed -

Wangxian

And alternatively, here's a (much smaller) list of ships that are squicky for me or I won't write:

Tibbs (Tony/Gibbs)

Harmione

Clizzy

Nate/Eliot

Pride/LaSalle

Alec Lightwood with any woman

Tammy Gregorio with any man

- Dead Dove: Do Not Eat rules. On this blog, I believe in 'ship and let ship' and the age-old fandom testament of 'Dead Dove Do Not Eat', as well as kink tomato. I write dark ships. I write ships that I don't personally like, or sometimes, even endorse. I write RPF. I have written beloved characters as abusers, and I have written "controversial" ships. I will not apologise for any of these things. I believe that everyone has a right to read, write, and create whatever they want as long as proper tags & warnings are utilized. I don't believe in policing anyone's creative expression, nor purity culture in general. Respect is key, and at the end of the day, we're all just friends on the Internet writing shit for one another. You don't know someone else's story, and it isn't on you to judge. On this blog, if you don't like something, you're expected to skip it and move on. Curate your own fandom experience.

- Detailed tagging system. I tag each post I reblog with its respective fandom and character, and I use other identifying tags like 'animals' and 'positivity' for posts that aren't fandom-related.

- Queued up at all times. My Shadowhunters queue will be tagged with ‘fatty queuena’ and my non-Shadowhunters queue will be tagged with ‘curly q’.

- My tag rants and tag headcanons will be tagged with ‘em rambles too much’.

- As of 7/2/22 I am no longer accepting prompts. I'm very sorry, and I hope to open my inbox to fandom prompts again soon.

- My work for past prompt challenges (such as Whumptober) can be found under the ‘my masterlists’ tag.

- This is a kind, welcoming place. If you don’t have anything nice to say here, please don’t say anything at all. Fandom drama is unavoidable at times, but this blog is meant to be a safe space. Please keep that in mind.

- Don't be afraid to reach out to me to share thoughts, ask for something, or let me know of anything (like a trigger or some context) that I'm missing!

- My opinions are my opinions and it’s okay to disagree, but I won’t tolerate hate. Respect me and I’ll respect you.

- I tend to get a bit obsessive, so you might see multiple posts about the same thing one after the other at times.

I think that’s it :)

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My social media + contact info:

Email: [email protected]

Archive of Our Own: MoonlightBreeze

Twitter: brokencomfort

Discord: moonlightbreeze4318

Spotify: Em (I make character + fandom playlists sometimes)

I don’t have very much social media, so that’s it ^

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My Schedule:

- My queue is scheduled to drop one post per day.

- I liveblog Nancy Drew on Twitter sometimes! Check my Twitter on airing days to see if I'm up for a liveblog.

- I do my best to participate in Whumptober every year! You can subscribe to my AO3 to track my progress in October :)

- I participate in lots of Secret Santas every year; please feel free to track my progress online or ask me how it's going!

- I am much more active on weekends when I don’t have work!

This will be updated as needed! :)

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About Me:

- Em

- She/her

- Disaster, but the fun kind

- Neurodivergent, mental health advocate, LGBTQ+

- I angst the fuck out of every character I write

- On that note, I curse a lot, especially in my tags

- My favourite colour is blue

- I write in British English, even though I’m not British

- Generally don’t know what the fuck I’m doing

- Hobbies include reading, writing, binge watching TV shows, playing video games (badly), driving around for no particular reason, listening to music, and baking

I think that’s it for now. Thank you to everyone who’s read this far! <3

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If you still have questions or you’d like to get to know the person behind the keyboard a little more, don’t be afraid to drop an ask or send me a message! I’ll respond as soon as I can.

With that, I hope that you all have a wonderful day/night! Thank you for stopping by my blog. I’m so glad you’re here. <3

~ Em

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overthedeadsea · 3 years

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music tag game + questions + phone photo meme game

i was tagged by @alysonwonderland tysm!! 💖

rules: we're snooping in your playlist. put your entire music library on shuffle and list the first 10 songs, then choose 10 victims

IVRY by miles from kinshasa

pynk by janelle monáe feat. grimes

lost by frank ocean

the middle of the world by nicholas britell

campus by vampire weekend

futile devices (doveman remix) by sufjan stevens

sounds like balloons by biffy clyro

plastic 100ºC by sampha

hurt less by julien baker

chesapeake by better oblivion community center

why did you choose your url?

because i love adrianne lenker and realised it somehow wasn’t taken

any side-blogs? if you have them, name them and why you have them

technically this is more of a sideblog for me (though i have two separate accounts), my main is @xavierdalon which is where i’m active more often and where i post gifs the most

how long have you been on tumblr?

since 2009 i think 🙃

do you have a queue tag?

#q but most of my posts are queued and i rarely actually use the tag

why did you start your blog in the first place?

basically i wanted a blog where i could just pop in once in a while and reblog/post whatever i wanted without much of a tagging system or anything really coherent lmao

why did you choose your icon/pfp and header?

this is a really boring answer but i wanted an adrianne lenker icon and i really liked that picture specifically, and then i wanted a boygenius-related header and i had that picture of phoebe i loved so i used it lol

whats your post with the most notes?

probably this old gifset i made of my mad fat diary jhdfbghjbsjd happy pride!

how many people do you follow?

113

have you ever made a shitpost?

sadly no

how often do you use tumblr?

daily but i only come on this blog every few days-weekly

did you ever have a fight/argument with a blog once? who won?

nope

how do you feel about 'you need to reblog this post'?

i immediately hate those posts when i see them no matter what, but whether i end up reblogging them or not depends on the actual post

do you like tag games?

yes!! it feels great to tag mutuals and be tagged in things and it’s fun to answer these and see other people’s answers

which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?

i have no idea but i would say none? jhbjgsdb

do you have a crush on a mutual?

absolutely not but also of course! no i will not elaborate on that

Phone Photo Meme Game

choose one picture from your camera roll without downloading to sum up your personality

tagging: @shoot-a-hole-into-the-sun @ufoweather @idspendallnight @sunlysane @dionnes @juliens-bakery (if u feel like doing it 💖)

#happy pride but it's the first day of july hbjghbshfbjs #to be fair i wrote this like last week but then forgot to post it #like a headass #long post #tag game

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myriadimagines · 4 years

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Savior

Star Wars (Sequels) One Shot

Pairing: Reader x Poe Dameron

Other Characters: BB-8, Leia Organa, Kylo Ren, Temmin Wexley, Finn

Warnings: mild swearing, violence, mentions of death, injury

Requester: anonymous

Request: “hi love, i hope you’re having a wonderful day. 💖 can I request a poe dameron x fem!reader one shot where the reader is also a pilot and secretly crushes on Poe. When he gets taken by the First Order, she becomes overly worried and begs General Organa to let her go rescue him. When the General asks why, maybe she yells..“because I need to tell him that I love him!”..or something along those lines. And she and Poe have a heartfelt reunion at the end. Sorry if this was too long ahh🤧”

Word Count: 3,378

A/N: y’all im so fuckin mad!!!!!!! i swear to god i queued this request and now it’s fuckin GONE!!!! thank god i had the actual fic saved somewhere else but i already deleted the ask with the original request so i’m so sorry i couldn’t include what the original request was. im still boiling over about this @ tumblr stop deleting my shit!!! EDIT: omg i hate this the original post just published at a completely random time despite disappearing from my queue and i had to delete it before it got notes. UGH! at least it had the original request in it so i could put that in. anyway, @ the requester, this was not too long at all and a super cute idea!!! i hope you like it!!

please reblog/leave comments, they’re very much appreciated!

Your name: submit What is this?

You crowd around the console, the air of worry that fills the room almost suffocating as your fellow pilots look to you expectantly. The radio shakes in your hand as you bring it up to your lips, and you stare at the screen in front of you, Poe’s ship coordinates blinking at you as other red flashing lights rapidly approach — the First Order.

He’s surrounded, stranded in Taunul, a desolate desert village in Jakku. Leia had sent him to retrieve the map to Luke Skywalker, a crucial solo assignment which was supposed to be simple and quiet. You weren’t even worried when you watched Poe leave, despite always being worried for Poe when he goes on missions.

How the hell did the First Order find him, all the way on a planet you had never even heard of before the mission?

This is it, you think, watching the First Order close in on the village, with no signs of Poe’s ship making an escape. This is your absolute worst nightmare.

“Poe,” you urge, your fingers gripping the radio as you can hear his labored breaths on the other end. “Get the hell out of there!”

“I’m trying, I’m trying!” Poe exclaims, and you can hear the engine of the X-Wing firing up, can hear Poe flicking on switches as he prepares for takeoff. You’re almost about to feel a sense of relief, to relax ever so slightly, but everyone startles at the unmistakable sound of a blast. There’s a low rumble, and you can hear Poe curse under his breath before he informs you, “I’ve been hit, my engine’s down!”

Your chest tightens as you heard murmurs of worry around you, everyone nervously looking amongst one another. You desperately try to rack your brain, try to come up with any solution you can to help him, but your thoughts are interrupted as Poe tells you, “I’m giving the map to BB-8, it’s safer with him than with me. BB-8, get as far away from here as you can, you hear me?”

“Poe, don’t!” you try and stop him, already knowing he’s refusing to run. Poe ignores you as BB-8 bleeps in response, and you try and interject, “You’ve got to get out of there—”

“I’ll come back for you!” Poe tries to reassure BB-8. “It’ll be alright!”

You look up at your squad, catching Leia’s gaze from across the console. She can see the clear torment in your features, and you run a hand through your hair, flinching as you hear the loud sounds of a blaster being fired. Shaking your head, you look up as you plead, “General, we have to help him—”

“No, it’s too dangerous!” Poe interrupts, his voice barely audible over the loud static from the radio. He ducks behind a dune, watching as the villagers are rounded up while none other than Kylo Ren descends from his ship. “I—”

Poe’s voice is quickly drowned out by static as the connection temporarily falters, and you clutch the radio, eyes wide as you exclaim. “Poe? Poe!”

You turn to Leia, utterly powerless as you silently beg her to do something, the radio clattering onto the table as you drop it. She frowns, shaking her head slightly as she knows there’s nothing either of you can do but hope that the First Order doesn’t find BB-8, that Poe can somehow get himself out of the mess he’s been dragged into.

There’s a muffled voice, and you pounce on the radio, feeling a tiny flicker of hope as you wait to hear Poe’s voice.

Back on Jakku, Poe is yanked to his feet after being caught and brought before Kylo. The stormtroopers search him at Kylo’s orders, and one digs the comlink out of his pocket. Poe helplessly watches as he hands it to Kylo, shaking his head as he informs, “Nothing, sir.”

“Put him on board.” Kylo orders, before crushing the comlink in his gloved hand, letting the metal slide out of his palm and into the sand. You lean up against the table, about to collapse, as everyone seems to slump in defeat. It’s the last thing you hear before the radio goes dead.

—

Your head snaps up as you force yourself to stay awake, and you tiredly rub your eyes, failing to fight off sleep as your gaze fixates on the map in front of you. You reach forward, zooming in on the screen as you run a scan on the system, desperately trying to find any sign of Kylo’s ship, where Poe is imprisoned. The glowing colors begin to blur together as fatigue sets in, and you let out a sigh, rubbing your eyes again as you blink, trying to focus your vision. You look down as your droid, R0-Y7, hums beside you, and reach out to place a hand on his head.

“I have to find him, Roy.” you mutter to the droid, who shifts closer in an attempt to comfort you. Your trusty R0 unit had spent all night by your side, and you smile down at him, grateful to have some company in the otherwise empty room. Resting your elbows on the console, you continue, ��I have to save him.”

You can see the first stray beams of the morning sun through the windows of the control room, and you straighten, stretching your arms above your head before rolling your shoulders back. Despite the exhaustion that weighs you down, you refuse to sleep. You know you won’t be able to, anyway, until Poe is back in the Resistance base, safe and sound. It’s been two days since his capture, two torturous days of worrying about what unspeakable acts First Order is doing to him, who are no doubt torturing him for the map. You hate how no one seems to be doing anything, how you feel as if you’re the only person in the entire Resistance who’s desperate to have him back.

You try and tell yourself it’s because you refuse to leave anyone in the clutches of the First Order, but deep down, you know it’s so much more than that. This may very well be the end for Poe, you realise, and you never got the chance to tell him how much you love him.

And something inside you so painfully aches at the mere thought.

Tears sting your eyes as you shakily lower your head, the scan coming back empty with nothing more than some small cargo ships. Zooming the map back out, you begin to expand your search to the neighboring system before the door hisses open, and you startle before looking over your shoulder. You squint, letting your eyes adjust to the bright light that floods in from the hallway, and you recognize Wexley lingering in the doorway. You immediately sit up as Wexley says, “General Organa sent me to find you. We found Kylo Ren’s ship.”

Your eyes widen, and you jump to your feet, rushing past Wexley with R0-Y7 whizzing besides you as you make your way to the main conference room. You push past the pilots and spies that intently listen to Leia’s instructions, and you manage to maneuver your way to the front just in time to catch the end of Leia’s debriefing.

“While the Alpha Team are rescuing Poe, I want the Beta Team deployed to find the droid. We need to find BB-8 before the First Order does.” Leia insists, and everyone nods, studying the map of Kylo’s destroyer that’s projected in the center of the room. Leia’s gaze locks with yours, and she continues, “Let’s move. Time is of the essence”

Everyone quickly scatters, scrambling to make preparations as you make your way to Leia. Something inside you feels invigorated, finally able to do something instead of sitting around feeling utterly powerless. Nodding at her, you say, “I’ll go with Alpha Team—”

“No,” Leia stops you, shaking her head as she lays a gentle hand on your arm. Despite how desperately you’re trying to hide your feelings towards Poe, Leia can clearly see how distressing his capture has been for you. You frown, not understanding what’s happening, and Leia insists, “It’s best if you stay here.”

You struggle to maintain your composure as you can slowly feel yourself coming undone. Keeping your shaking voice steady, you reply, “With all due respect, General, I should be on this mission. I need to help rescue him—”

“y/n,” Leia interjects, noticing your trembling hands and your breaths becoming shallow. Trying to be as gentle as possible with you, she continues, “You haven’t eaten or slept since Poe’s capture, and you’re not in the right state of mind. I can’t risk anything going wrong—”

“Please, General Organa, I have to go with them.” you’re begging now, your voice overlapping hers, and you can’t hold back your tears anymore as they stream down your face. “You don’t understand, I need to be on the team—”

“Why, y/n?” Leia asks, somehow managing to keep her voice calm as you feel yourself falling apart, piece by piece. She holds your hands in hers as she continues, “I don’t doubt your skill, but—”

“Because I love him, and I need to tell him!” you suddenly exclaim, and the entire room seems to freeze, everyone around you halting in their tracks. Leia’s eyes widen, and you’re suddenly grateful for the fact she’s holding you, as your sudden confession suddenly takes all the energy out of your body. Your voice lowers, and in a quiet whimper, you repeat, “I love him.”

You feel simultaneously lighter and heavier with the truth out in the open, finally coming to terms with your feelings and accepting them. But your confession raises the stakes that much higher, and you feel the weight of your new burden crashing down on your shoulders.

You have to save him, or else you’ll never forgive yourself.

Leia sighs, giving your hands a small squeeze. She knows it’s a bad idea, knows she should insist you stay at the base and just wait for the teams to come back, but the desperation and heartbreak in your eyes softens her. Silently nodding at you, she whispers, “Go.”

You let out a quivering sigh of relief. Nodding gratefully at her, you pull your hands away, turning to sprint towards the hangar as your heart pounds loudly in your chest.

You’re going to save the man you love. You don’t even give yourself the option of failure.

—

You watch as Beta Team’s ship navigates its way towards Jakku, and you lean forward to press your communications button before speaking into the radio, “Good luck, Beta Team.”

“Right back at you, Alpha Team.” a voice responds, and you take a deep breath as you see the First Order ships in the distance. Both teams are hiding in transport ships, Beta Team in a salvage freighter intended to blend in with the scavengers on the planet, while your team is in a transport ship supposedly delivering weapons to the First Order.

You look over your shoulder at your squad, some of which are disguised in First Order uniforms as they prepare to infiltrate the ship. Nodding at them, you ask, “As soon as you find Dameron, you radio back to me, and I’ll get the ship ready to escape. Got it?”

The team nods in agreement, and one pipes up, voice full of determination, “Let’s get Dameron back.”

You look forward, punching some numbers into your monitor as you prepare to communicate with the Destroyer in order to get inside. You flinch as you see a TIE fighter swoop out of the hangar, and you feel yourself tense up as you immediately go on the defensive. The TIE fighter suddenly ducks under the destroyer, and everyone jumps back in alarm as you watch the cannons activate, rapidly firing at the rogue TIE fighter. Your brow furrows in confusion, and you turn to see your copilot equally as perplexed at the scene unfolding before you. The TIE fighter opens fire, destroying the cannons, but it’s not long before missiles suddenly dart through the sky, heading straight for the TIE fighter.

On the TIE fighter, the newly named Finn frowns as Poe pilots the ship back towards Jakku, and Finn asks, “Where are we going?”

Poe flicks on a switch above him, attempting to figure out the ship’s communication system while trying to steer the ship. He grins as a light flashes green, and he presses a number sequence for the Resistance into the screen in front of him as he replies, “We’re going back to Jakku, that’s where.”

“No, no, no, we can’t go back to Jakku!” Finn yells in protest. “We need to get out of this system.”

“I gotta get my droid before the First Order does.” Poe responds as Finn stammers in disbelief. Before he can protest more, Poe turns on the radio, yelling, “This is Poe Dameron, I repeat, this is Poe Dameron, does anyone come in?”

Back on your ship, you lunge forward, scrambling to press the communications button as you hear Poe’s voice in your radio. Around you, you can hear the sounds of disbelief and confusion, and you lean forward as you splutter, “Poe?”

“y/n? Oh, thank God, y/n!” Poe recognizes your voice instantly, and tears of relief and joy well in your eyes to hear his voice. The connection is jumpy, his voice barely audible, but it’s him.

“Roy, hone in on the frequency.” you urgently instruct, and beside you, R0-Y7 quickly plugs into the control panel. You anxiously watch as the droid’s arm spins, manipulating the frequencies as Poe’s voice becomes briefly garbled before the audio crispens, his voice is loud and clear.

Interrupting you before you can ask your endless stream of questions, Poe says, “I’ve escaped the First Order on a TIE fighter, and I’m heading back to Jakku for BB-8—”

“We’re in the Jakku system, we were coming to rescue y— wait, a TIE fighter?” you exclaim, stumbling out of your seat to lean forward, peering out of the cockpit window to see the TIE fighter on your right, the missiles still hot on its tail. “Please don’t tell me you’re in the TIE fighter that’s about to be shot down.”

Despite the wildly inappropriate timing, Poe chuckles, and you hate how you can’t help but smile upon hearing his laugh. You always seem to find yourself in these situations, with Poe somehow managing to crack a smile out of you no matter how dire the circumstances. Nodding, Poe replies, “Yeah, that’s m—”

You gasp as the ship is suddenly hit, the wing exploding, and the ship begins to spiral out of control. You jump back into your seat, swerving the ship towards him as you yell, “Hang on, Poe!”

Your ship is bulkier than you’re used to, not as fast and sleek as your X-Wing, but you’ll have to make do as you watch Poe’s TIE fighter burst into flames as it enters Jakku’s atmosphere. You grip the steering mechanisms of the ship as you watch the TIE fighter careen towards the sand, but not before a parachute suddenly bursts out of the cockpit, and you can see Poe strapped to the seat. The parachute is tattered, tangled in the wind as Poe is thrown in the opposite direction, and you steer the ship towards him, not seeing the second parachute being released as Finn narrowly manages to escape the TIE fighter before it crashes into the sand.

You practically crash your own ship into the sand, the ship unsteadily rocking as you land. You snatch a blaster hanging off the wall, just in case, before slamming the button for the ramp to open. You sprint outside, your team quickly following suit, and you run towards where Poe has fallen, unconscious as he lays on his side in the sand. You crouch beside him, gently rolling him onto his back, resting his head in your lap as you caress his face in your hands. The side of his head is sticky with blood, matting his dark curls, and there’s cuts on his cheek and bottom lip. You gently brush his hair out of his face, urging, “Poe, please wake up, come on—”

You let out a sigh of relief as Poe’s eyelids flutter open, and he squints at you as the sun bears down on him, blinding him as he can feel a dull pain throughout his body. His eyes slowly adjust, making out your face hovering above him, and he can’t help but think you look angelic, the sun shining behind you, and your relieved smile makes his heart swell in his chest.

“y/n…” he croaks out, trying to sit up, but you quickly stop him.

“Wait, wait, careful.” you insist, gently holding him down. “You were in a pretty bad crash, and you’re all banged up.”

You look over your shoulder, gratefully nodding at your squad as two of them have already brought out a stretcher from the ship. The rest of the team help you load Poe onto the stretcher, and he frowns as he starts, “We have to find BB-8—”

“Already on it. There’s another team who’s searching Jakku now.” you reassure Poe, offering him a smile which he returns, despite all the pain he’s in. He weakly reaches out to you, and you immediately reach for his hand, clinging to it as you jog next to the stretcher, helping to load it onto the ship. Your copilot quickly fires up the engines as soon as the door closes, and you nod at one of your squad members as you instruct her, “Tell General Organa we’ve got him, and see if Beta Team has any updates.”

“Got it.” she nods at you, securing the stretcher in the back corner of the ship before giving you and Poe some privacy.

You finally let yourself relax, and you feel heat settling into your cheeks as you realise you and Poe are still clinging to each other’s hands, his fingers interlocked with yours as he refuses to let go. His smile is gentle as his gaze meets yours, and he gives your hand a little squeeze as he softly greets, “Hey.”

You smile, instinctively leaning closer towards him. “Hey.”

“Thanks for coming to rescue me.” he says, shifting towards you, and you try your best to ignore how his arm ever so slightly grazes yours.

“It’s my job, at this point.” you tease, biting back a grin. “You’re always getting into trouble, aren’t you, Dameron?”

“Yeah, but I know I’ll always have my savior.” Poe nudges you. A smirk makes its way onto his face, a smile that makes your heart flutter, and he jokes, “I mean, I did have everything under control…”

You scoff, and Poe can’t help but laugh at your reaction. His smile is so goddamn beautiful, and happy relief expands through your chest as you jokingly roll your eyes in response. “Don’t, Poe. Don’t even go there.”

Poe is still laughing, shaking his head as he musters up enough strength to prop himself upright. His laughter dies down, and your breath hitches as he looks at you, his gaze so full of tenderness and unspoken things, and you can see his eyes flicker ever so briefly down to your lips. Your lips part, as if words are trying to escape, but you’re suddenly rendered speechless as you realise no words can fully express how much you love him.

So you lunge forward instead, reaching your other hand up to caress his face as you kiss him, and Poe doesn’t even hesitate to kiss you back, running his hands through your hair as he pulls you closer to him. You feel yourself dissolving at his touch, instantly melting into his lips, and when you break away, breathless, you finally tell him, “I love you.”

“I love you, too.” Poe replies, with a smile spreading across his face that’s brighter than the sun. It’s more glorious than everything you’ve ever seen in your entire life, and nothing across the entire galaxy can make you happier than seeing his smile.

And you’re even happier knowing he’s smiling because of you.

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Okiedok here’s the delio. I have a list of all the blogs from the last six months who’s actively either responded to a meme i sent, responded to a message ive sent, replied to something regarding mally herself, has actually written with me, written a starter for me from my liking a starter call, has at least liked a starter i wrote for them to awknowedge it exists, all that jazz, i have a lot of open field so it’s not just a possible tumblr didnt let them no option anymore, because i send memes to everyone who posts them that i see. I reply to most peoples ooc posts. I like most starter calls I pass by. I try my darndest to actually interact bc i know how it feels to be ignored and its… i’ve been called one before so i’m using the word, thats fluffing cunty behavior, and honestly if you complain about not being interacted with but never even try when i try with you, ya being cunty, end of. I gotta list. That list only entails Mally because she’s who I care about the most. I’m probably gonna start instilling a new rule in all my blogs that if you ignore Mally and/or Darcy( @tasedandconfused ), since I would say they’re my two main blogs tho darcy gets ignored even more than mally does, probably bc i denied canon and left it entirely we know fandom hates that, if either of them is ignored then… Ya out of luck, I’m gonna unfollow you. I’m debating soft blocking everyone who ignored me on both of them but I don’t want to like be mean and deny the chance to eventually try again but at the same time i shouldnt feel bad for taking a stand and saying this is bullsheet, idk my anxiety says im awful for giving a fluff about myself but also i should give a fluff about myself probably, ive nearly died in the last three months, my brain almost exploded, i just had three root canals on one corner of my face, i have to potentially get surgery on my inner ear which i cant even afford, i dont got time to deal with only being used for like smut memes or like as a resource blog or utter bs like that, i dont got time for it. So new rules here. 1: If Mally or Darcy are not acknowledged, written with, responded to, viewed as more than just their fluffing bodies? ya dropped, im unfollowing, potentially soft blocking, which means blocking and unblocking for those not in the know, on all accounts I follow you on. Every single one. I know most of my muses are on sideblogs but despite not being able to send memes from sideblogs you can block people from sideblogs fun fact, i will do that if i have to. 2: I’m gonna be posting SCs, PCs, memes, etc. I like and respond to plotting calls, starter calls, i send memes, all of that. If I don’t get any response within.. I’m giving one week for people who don’t run on a queue and a month and a half to people on a queue based system, if i dont get anything within that time like at least an im being like ‘its posted’ or ‘its queued i wanted to let you know in case tumblrs a fluffbutt’ (i do this sometimes if i dont get even just a like on the starters i post so i at least know people saw it since i know tumblrs bs, i wait until the day they’re active to do so in case theyre busy yknow) basically i need acknowledgment at all. No you can’t claim this is abt follower count bc when you unfollow someone they inevitably unfollow you too, thats gonna drop my following, not as quickly as soft blocking would but i wanna be fair i guess, which leads to: 3: I’m basing this on your activity too, like if i like a think and you’re gone for a month after that its fine, im not gonna unfollow you unless you never come back or youre online and posting others just not mine because that tells me youre specifically ignoring me and im gonna drop you for that end of. I’m done with the bullsheet im done w the dillish behavior, i love friendship but if im giving and never receiving thats extremely one way and not gonna work. I check through my follow list weekly and i go back about five-10 pages on someones feed before i unfollow them to see their actual activity and see if theyre here or if its a q so. I’m thorough basically. 4: You dont have to be active with me on all your blogs, i mean i’d prefer it but thats hard as fluff so essentially if you have like five blogs and are just like trying w me on two or three thats fine. Ten blogs, four or five with at least a plot formed is cool. Multis just one muse is all I’d need. I’m not gonna unfollow the blogs youre not writing w me on if you at least write w me on some. Again, specifically Mally and/or Darcy. If you ignore both of them, we’re done. I havent been active on darcy because of being ignored and its a huge butt mess and im just tired i wanna use my babies, you don’t get to have my ‘better’ muses like i know a lot of ppl only follow me for my boys or my villains, you don’t get them if you ignore my baby. But, there is a limit there too. 5: If you never respond to a meme or thread even once with Mally or Darcy, or post a starter, i reply, its never replied to again after a month, I’m unfollowing and/or soft blocking for that too. Bc that means youre just raising my hopes to fluff with me or get someone else and honestly, youre even more cunty than than the people just flat out ignoring me if you do that. And this isnt a specific person, this is five of the people actually on my list. Yes, my list is also annotated with specifics again I was very thorough on this yesterday, I hyperfixated I’ll admit it, I’m in a fluffing depressionary bubble and being told to get over it because people want something they dont deserve to have to. I am a believer that people deserve good things but if youre purposefully being cunty… no you dont. 6: No I’m not releasing my list, maybe I will and I’ll omit the urls because I don’t want people being buttholes to each other too but otherwise, yall not seeing it im not giving a callout because… really thats just unnecessary here. I don’t think yall are toxic people or something i just think yall are unintentionally being cunty. And no I don’t mean everyone that follows me i mean the ppl that add up to what i’ve documented so far and fit the bill of butthat that i’ve shown, its behaviors yall gotta check before ya wreck. Yes there will be some people who have priority, everyone has those people, I write w kathryn on other platforms since she doesnt go on here as often but when Kathryn returns from war here (if she does cause she also agrees most ppl on this platform are cunty, i feel really bad saying that word so often but im gonna keep doing it i recently deleted an ask saying I was a huge cunt for not sending someone smut memes when I didn’t even follow them or know they existed so, again the travesty of this place is nutballers) same with owly, alex is here too, my most active partners are always going to be priority because theyre the ones who show the most interest and the most care. I understand that with others as well which is why I have the timeframe set up, because I want to be as open and shizz as possible while atill being firm i guess. I don’t want to have extreme double standards like its impossible for double standards not to exist at least a little bit but I want to avoid a golden chest full of them I guess. 7: I don’t have a seven rn, this was an even number and it bothered me. Seven is nust my warning that I’m bittery writing this on mobile so formatting is not real but i tried my dandest to make this look like something people might actually mind. I dont want to be butty, i dont want to be awful, i dont want to start drama or have drama but that shizz comes around anyways so i might as well make my space as okay for me as i can cause im supposed to avoid stress so my brain doesnt almost explode again, like again i almost fluffing died i dont need ppl fake being my friend or anything, i want stuff to be real and clear. I want to be happy to be on here again and have fun like i used to since my health is plummetting and I’m not allowed to go outside near plants by myself anymore because i welt up. I have plants outside my work place and im surrounded by chemicals all day long I’m welted from here to new york constantly and never comfortable in my own skin because of it and constantly see people online acting like these actual real problems are pretentious because ‘its an excuse’ when, im a fluffing sagittarius, do you know how much i want to magically be a millionaire so i can pay for friends and my own medical stuff and go on traveling and adventures, be outside probably not camping bc as a pagan i know thats a death sentence but like be outside, lay on grass, go back to swimming because i used to swim competitively and due to health reasons i can barely even go in a pool anymore because theres too much sunlight which, bit plot twist i know, im fluffing allergic to vitamin D and the rays of the sun, so go figure, attempts to be healthy kill me more, i also cant eat most plants and am constantly dying from just eating food, they dont know whats wrong with me. i cant fix it by going ve/gan for a month inf act i tried and it almost made my heart stop thanks society. These arent excuses these are the lives of disabled and diseased and to a lesser but still very real point, ethnic lives every fluffing day. This is real shit and its murder and online and gaming? It may be all I have soon since I can’t just go out and make new friends cause, again, I’d fluffing die. I get sick going to the mall or the movie theater, I miss theme parks so much but have to minimize it to weeks i dont have work so i dont get fired for having a welt while working in the beauty industry. I may have to get a degree online and change my field entirely because of my illness that nobody understands. People even make fun of it constantly online and I wish I could just drop online entirely because of how unbelievably ableist the entirety of the world is, i wish i could drop humans in general for their ableism, but i cant. I don’t have choices in most cases, but throwing away people who maybe purposefully maybe unintentionally thats why i’m giving you this warning and will be repeating this warning for awhile, this is where i have choice. I have to use what little choice I have in life while I can since everytime i go to movies or a concert or a theme park i almost die because of not having an immune system that functions or being in certain air qualities pr being near plants or unclean people, I may not have much time and I gotta do whats best for what little mental health I have, and if that means dropping people i care about and really want to write with and do things with but who ignore me then, i guess so be it.

#out.#illness cw #health cw #food mention #ive been writing this since noon and its now two pm so this is great #i’s usually put this under a read more but... maybe most people dont deserve a read more rn lol #their behavior will keep being awful if its not pointed out to them so #im done im gonna go welt up from hugging my cat and cry for a bit because i feel mean

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