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jjmaybankswifeyx · 27 days

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don’t play with me princess

zach justice x fem!reader

warnings • smutty smut smut, zach : daddy, kissing, use of yn, pet names, oral sex, flirting, angst, jealous zach, swearing , 18+

summary: you went on dropouts after being friends for years and him begging you for ages to come the podcast , you finally give in and things kick off.

*zach has his own place in this*

you were messaging zach all last night about the podcast, what time to come etc he was being so sweet telling you he’s gunna be with you the whole time but knowing zach he will probably bully you for it tomorrow on the podcast “i’ll be fine” you mumbled before dozing off to sleep.

you wake up at 11:06 to zach phoning you making sure your awake as you always sleep in, unfortunately you had just woke up and had an hour to get ready and leave as you had to be there for 12:30 and it takes 20 minutes to get there “yea you just woke me up” you say rolling out of bed “good can’t have my star guest not come” he says, you hang up the phone starting to get ready doing a natural look as you didn’t have time nor effort to do a glam look, once you finished your makeup you chose your outfit then left.

you got there about 5 minutes before the pod started saying hi to everyone “omg yn” alyssa shouts across the room running towards you engulfing you in a big hug “alyssa ahh i missed you so much” you say with a massive smile “alright alyssa she’s mine calm down” zach says appearing around the corner with a smug little smirk on his face “oh shut up zach” turning around to face alyssa again and walking into the studio.

“hello welcome or welcome back to dropouts today we have an extra special guest, my girlfriend yn y/l/n” looking at u in shock “oh you wish” looking at the mic “i do i really do, so yn” your quick to answer as your nervous as what hes gunna say “yes zach” already dreading the question “how have you been” relieved with this you start to smile “yea it’s been great honestly i’ve started my own clothing line and makeup and it’s going great!” smiling knowing how far you’ve come “wow that’s great! any boys recently ?” jared says adding to the convo “oh jared you know” you say winking at him before you both start bursting into laughter, you look over at zach and he looks like he’s burning a hole into your brain, he looks mad ? you chime in “no guys i’m jk don’t clip that” you say with a nervous laugh zach still does not look impressed until he spits out “oh yn you wouldn’t even kiss jared on the cheek never mind do the devils tango with him” smirking you reply “oh and how would you know that” he stares at you for a second “okay guys if your not subscribed to the patreon you get a 7 day free trial, you get extra bits from these podcasts also you get them earlier plus extra videos like the drunk episodes when we get me and some other people drunk and try spill some secrets” you just look at him unimpressed as he carries on.

by now your on the subject of sex and relationships jared talking about this girl he is going out with tonight and how he would love to have something with her as theyd been speaking for months “yea jared i think you just gotta go for it, no woman wants a man who takes their time, and they don’t want to beg for it either ” you say giving him a woman’s perspective “oh yn you were begging for it last night” zach says smirking earning an oh and oh shit from jared and alyssa you just completely gobsmacked on what this man just said to you “oh please like i would go to you for that your probably not even as good as you make out zach, actually alyssa can you relate to this a man always says he knows what he’s doing yet he can’t get it in the right hole” jared and alyssa start laughing hesring a very quiet yes from alyssa as zach says “oh trust me i know what i’m doing” you didn’t look impressed “hm ye still don’t believe it sorry zach” he’d had enough at this point he wanted to throw you over his shoulder, take you upstairs and prove it while you were screaming out his name “don’t play with me princess”, jared just gasped and alyssa just started laughing you however just turned over and said “of course i’m gunna mess with you other wise your gunna wind me up so” looking over at him letting your eyes drop for a mere second you saw him readjusting himself seeing a massive bulge in his pants looking up with him smirking at you.

alyssa and jared start having a conversation about something i’m not sure what i was zoned out thinking about what zach said and his bulge until you were pulled out by zach coming closer to you wanting to whisper something “i’m gunna fuck you so hard after this your not gunna be able to even speak and say i didn’t know what u was doing, you understand me gorgeous?” you nod while backing away just smiling jared and alyssa obviously caught on “um guys what you saying over there” knowing you were caught until zach chimes in “oh i was just asking yn about something i heard about her clothing line and it’s true but not able to say sorry. it’s a secret” you sigh knowing zach just saved your ass and his.

after 1 hour of you and zachs glances you started you flirt with jared to get a reaction out of zach, must say he contained himself pretty well until the pod finished you said your goodbyes to jared and alyssa claiming you were gunna hang out with zach for a while as you haven’t seen eachother in months they believed it obviously as it is true you did miss him but you needed him now, as soon as they walked out that door you said “so you gunna prove it to me or what?” walking over to him looking up batting your eye lashes without a word he smashes his lips into yours quietly letting out little moans and gasps as he picks you up taking you to his room he throws you on the bed hovering over you “hm you look so good today” moaning while he’s kissing your neck “you too baby, wanted to have my way with you since i first met you” you moan against his touch not knowing this as you thought you guys were just friends with the occasional flirt “take your clothes off princess wanna see you” he says throwing his shirt some where across the room, after hearing those words you have never done something quicker you were lying there naked while zack still had his jeans on he slowly started kissing down your stomach reaching down to your bare dripping pussy “this wet already baby? hm someone’s needy” saying with a grin before you could answer he dived into your pussy sucking your clit making you scream out in pleasure “hm zach more baby please” he starts to pump his fingers in and out of you sucking and licking your clit, you could hear his tiny little moans and the vibrations coming off, “could jared eat your pretty pussy like this baby?” he says hint of jealousy in his voice you shake your head unable to focus “words princess” he says picking up his pace “no! daddy you do it better than anybody” you say about to come until he stops what he’s doing and looks up at you “what did you just call me?” you now are very embarrassed yet the words come out you couldn’t stop it “d-daddy” he smiles looking at you “fuck princess i cannot do this i need to be in you” you sigh then spreading your legs for him as he unbuckles his belt letting the cold air hit your core “fuck gorgeous such a good girl for daddy” he says slipping into you, he’s massive so much bigger than you thought “fuck daddy your huge” that just gives him a boost and he starts picking up the pace, “oh baby you don’t how long i’ve wanted to do this” he says moaning in your ear “me too daddy needed your cock for so long hmm” screaming without a care who heard you “your mine princess” you moan at the words nesrly making you cum alone “all yours daddy” you say trying to fight for breathe “what princess didn’t quite hear you?” ramming into harder and deeper “i’m yours daddy all yours!!” shouting even louder before he utters “good girl” as his thrusts get sloppy “where do you want me beautiful” without even thinking you say “in me daddy i’m on the pill” he does a couple more thrusts before you both are cumming the hardest you ever have, nobody has ever made you feel this way and you loved it, he pulls out of you now all cocky “that prove it to you huh” saying all confident “wasn’t even that good” you say smirking “hm i wish i could believe that but your moans and words say different gorgeous” he says before getting something to clean you both up.

as you were laying there he says “i meant it you know” you look up at him confused “your mine now, not letting you go” you just kiss him as you fall asleep tangled up together.

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hope you guys like this, i am currently on the ganja writing this so i apologise if there’s any mistakes or anything❤️❤️

#zach justice #zach justice smut #zach justice x reader #zach justice and tara yummy #zach justice podcast #dropouts podcast #jared bailey #alyssa ali bert i #smut #youtube #podcast #jealous #drew starkey smut #colby brock smut #jake webber smut #jj maybank x reader

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thegirlwhowatchedeverything · 9 months

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The conversation about the death of Sydney's mom in 2x9 is so unhinged. At first we're made to think Carmy's responding the way 99.9% of people would to hearing about someone's dead loved one - "I'm sorry" - but no, before his mind arrives at that automatic human response, his first thought is to apologize for not knowing this deeply personal fact about his girlfriend business partner: I'm sorry...I feel like I should have known that. The writers know what they we doing. Especially in the context of the next part of the conversation. Syd immediately shuts down what she thinks is the token apology she's been on the receiving end of for 20+ years. I honestly don't think she even hears what he says after "I'm sorry". It's only after she shuts him down for what she thinks is the token apology that Carmy actually gives said token apology. For whhyyy did they write I feel like I should have known that. I mean we know why but let's do a quick Claire comparison. After creepily getting Carmy's number from Fak, this exchange happens in 2x3:

Claire: Okay can you just, can you just not make this weird? (the cognitive dissonance of this statement, Claire, babe...) Like I just need a favor. My cousin bailed on me.

Carmy: What, Big Denny?

Claire: No, Mac. Denny's dead.

Carmy: Oh. Damn, Denny.

Claire: Yeah, totally sucks, but I have to move all this shit for my mom who is not dead. She's absolutely thriving...(rest of convo is irrelevant to my point)

There was no narrative need to emphasize the fact that Claire's mom is alive (and thriving!) other than to directly contrast Sydney. You can't even say oh it's a throwback to the dark humor of S1 with the two "I'm not dead, my brother's dead" conversations Carmy has with the health inspector lady (1x2) and Mr. Szorski at Cicero's catering gig (1x4) because those scenes are dark and sad and funny because we know and care about Carmy and Mikey whereas we do not know or care about Big Denny or Claire's mom. Carmy and Mikey are the absolute driving forces of the show, especially in S1 whereas we never see or hear about those two other characters. But, interestingly, Carmy clearly knew Big Denny and didn't even respond with the (as established) token "I'm sorry." Whereas he looks absolutely anguished over Sydney's mom, a woman he's never met and knows absolutely nothing about. But he plays it like he's finding out about the death of his mother in law because he feels like he should have known. And yes, granted in this context dead mom > dead cousin on the emotional scale but still. Carmy's two reactions are so starkly opposite.

It's just so pointed to have Carmy react to the deaths of his girlfriend's and girl-who-is-a friend's relatives, no? We knew the reveal of Sydney's mom was coming because it's narratively relevant, it's such a formative part of Sydney (hence why it hits Carmy like a gut punch). But to unnecessarily bring up Claire's mom for what other reason than contrast with Sydney, right?

Okay, to bring it back to the scene in question - this man is able to pull the biggest smile and laugh from Syd all season by matching her energy and making a deadpan joke about her deceased mom. But it's fine because he doesn't think he's funny (1x8). He doesn't need to bring pleasure or amusement to others (2x10). I can't.

#the bear fx #the bear #the bear hulu #chefskiss #sydcarmy #carmy x sydney #sydney x carmy #syd x carmen #carmen berzatto #carmy berzatto #sydney adamu #ayo edebiri #jeremy allen white #cinematic parallels #parallels

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iguessweallcrazyithinktho · 8 months

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𝐒𝐨𝐮𝐥 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐭𝐰𝐢𝐧𝐞 • 𝐉𝐮𝐝𝐞 𝐁𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐡𝐚𝐦

Summary: English is not my first language so sorry for the mistakes… I was thinking about something fuffly + smut. Like the reader being innocent and a shy person. She and jude got into their relationship recently and they have had no sex yet bc jude don’t wants to pressure her to do anything (but ofc he wants have sex w her), especially when he starts to realize how innocent she is… he thinks she’s too cute and at the same time he wants to ruin her, he feel the need to protect her. But when y/n is in a convo w her girlies friends and one of them asks about her sex life w jude and she don’t know what to say, she would be curious about it but would be too shy to talk w jude about it he would find it weird that she was quiet and looking bothered by something and would talk w her. After insists a lot, she finally says about all the stuffs that she heard about her friends and she would be “idk how react” and jude gets fully turned on by her innocent but makes he’s best to not show ithe tries to find a way to explain for her without destroy her innocent but she wants to know about everything and she wants him to do everything w her bc she wants to be his.

Genre: smut, fluff

Warning: MATURE CONTENT, virgin reader, sex talk, innercourse unprotected sex, cursing, innocent reader(?)

Pairing: Jude Bellingham x f reader

Word count: 1.6k

Jude Masterlist

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You wonder what it’s like to have sex.

While driving over to your boyfriends place after a day of hanging out with your friends, that thought popped into your head. What was it like to have sex? Was it the worst thing in the world or was it the best thing in the world?

The way your friends described it, it was the best thing ever. It was as if your souls were intertwined together. A step in your relationship that was huge as they said.

You’ve never got to experience that. Nah You were a virgin, innocent as can be. Sure you touched yourself, but you never had anyone else touch you.

You wondered if your boyfriend Jude thought about having sex with you? You wondered if he ever wanted to do those special things your friends talked about, with you. You’ve only been together for 2 months and he has never pressured you into having sex with you and you love him for that. But you wondered if he wanted you as much as you imagined.

You turned your car off once you reached Jude’s apartment.

You walked up to the front door and knocked. A few seconds went by before the door opened revealing your smiley boyfriend.

“Hi, baby.”

“Hi.” You smiled back.

Jude pulled you into the door and hugged you right before he kissed you.

“how are you?” Jude shut the door and you began pulling off your shoes and coat off.

“I’m good. Just got done hanging out with my girlfriends.”

“ok well that’s nice. I’m about to order some food and maybe we can watch a show or something. How does that sound?”

“Sounds pretty good.” You smiled at him. Jude kissed you one more time before he went off to order dinner and you went to the couch.

An hour passed by your food arrived. You put on a show and you both sat on the couch to watch it while eating.

Throughout the whole show you were very antsy. You couldn’t sit still. Every few seconds you would change your position on the couch. Jude took notice. He tried to ignore it, but after a bit he couldn’t.

“Love, what’s wrong?” Jude picked up the remote pausing the TV. His hands found your waist under his hoodie you had borrowed for the cold temperatures.

Judes hands on your waist wasn’t something you were unfamiliar with, but today it made chills run down your spine.

“What’s wrong pretty girl?”

“um…” You avoided jude’s eyes “its really fucking silly.”

“No it’s not. Tell me what’s going on in your head?”

You looked up into jude’s brown eyes. “um so when I was with my friends today, we were- well they went talking about sex and of course I uh.. I didn’t understand.”

You laughed looking down at your lap in embarrassment, but Jude put his finger under your chin making you look at him.

“What didn’t you understand?”

“I didn’t understand the sex positions they were referring to. Like missionary, doggy. Also they said when you have sex with someone it’s like your souls intertwine with each and the moment is very special and important. It made me wonder if you can explain it to me.”

You swallowed, happy to finally get that off your chest.

Jude loves how innocent you are. You were clueless, it made him feel things he hoped you didn’t notice.

“Baby, all those things they talked about are really interesting. Missionary is when the man is top and the woman is on the bottom. You’re face to face with each. Doggy isn’t the way. The woman’s non all four and the man’s behind.”

You nodded. “that’s interesting. So what about your souls intertwine? Is that true?”

Jude hesitated for a second before nodding. “yeah, but it’s only with someone special you know?” Jude ran his hand over his stubble chin then locking eyes with you.

“can you show me?”

Jude eyes widen. “you want me to show you?”

“Yes. Show me what it’s like to be fucked in missionary. Show me what doggy is. Show me what it’s like for our souls to be intertwine Jude.”

The abrupt wave of confidence came as a shock but you didn’t care. You needed this badly.

Jude looked at you, his bottom lip pulled in between his teeth. He grabbed your face. “ok . Lemme show you.”

Jude kissed you. A shiver ran down your spine as he pulled you onto of his lap in seconds.

You moaned into his lips. Jude hand ran up your spine till he found your bra. He unhooked it with one hand.

“lets take my shirt off.” You said once you pulled away from Jude. You tugged the hoodie off of you and your bra. From the waist up you were nude. You just realized you were completely nude in front of Jude for the first time. You couldn’t help but get shy when you notice him staring down at your body.

“you’re fucking stunning.” Jude found your lips again. His hand left your back and found your breast. He rolled your nipple between his finger making you groan into his lips.

“take off your clothes. I can’t be the only one.”

Jude laughed. You slid off of him to let him remove his clothes. While he did that you pulled off your jeans. Leaving you in your black lace panties.

Jude was completely nude now. “I’m going to show you what missionary is.”

Jude climbed onto of you. His fingers found our panties. He looked up at you for confirmation to take them off. To which you gave.

“Jude pulled them off of you. He leaned down, his lips found your stomach and he trailed kisses up it. Your breathing grow heavy at each touch of his.

When he reached your cleavage of your boobs, he looked up at you. “are you sure you want to do this?”

You ran your hand over the nap of Jude’s neck. “of course. I wouldn’t want to do this with anyone else.”

Jude hummed an ok. you watched as he stroked himself a few times before placing himself between your fold, slipping in you slowly with ease from how wet you were.

Your heart slammed against your chest. You squeezed your eyes shut while he went further and further into you.

“You’re doing so good baby.” Jude said lowly. His lips finding your cheek.

“Are you ready for me to move?”

“yes.” You barely squeak out. Jude moved in you. A hiss fell from your lips from not being used to the feeling but it felt amazing nonetheless.

Jude started out slow but gradually grew faster. Both Your moans filled the room like a symphony playing the most beautiful music.

“omg Jude yes.” You grabbed ahold of his biceps as he thrust into you with everything he could give. The sounds you were making were music to jude’s ears. “You fuck me so good.”

You look up and smile slightly at him. Then your eyes rolled into the back of your head.

“yeah?” jude smirks. He closed the gap between you both. You lips lazily moved against each other.

You tighten around him. You were close, the familiar burn in your lower stomach making you squirm beneath your boyfriend.

“you’re going to cum?” Jude pressed his hand on your lower stomach making you groan. All he could do was laugh at how he was make you feel.

Jude kept up his rapid thrust. He pressed his hand deep into that your tummy and that was enough to make you cum.

Your back arched off the couch and you moaned into Jude’s neck. Jude kept going to ride you through your orgasm, but also to help him reach his own.

“Fuck in going to cum.” He said through breathy grunts. He pulls out you then coming on your stomach.

The both of you sat there catching your breaths. When Jude finally was calm he got up and went to the bathroom right off the living room. He came back with a towel in his hand to wipe your stomach.

“so was that everything you dreamed about for a first time?”

Looking over at him you nod. “best thing ever. Thank you.” You kissed him before reaching down on the floor and picking up your hoodie and panties.

“but you haven’t showed me everything I’m looking forward to showing me the other stuff.”

You watched as Jude laughed softly. “don’t worry darling. I’ll show you everything.”

#jude bellingham x reader #Jude Bellingham #jude bellingham x you #jude bellingham smut #jude bellingham fanfic #Jude Bellingham fanfiction

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kenlvry · 1 year

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hiii hello if requests are open again can i request stan, kyle, and kenny making up with reader after a fight? ☺️ i love your works sm!

making up after a fight

an, HELLO YES REQUETS ARE VERY OPEN thankyou sm 🤭🤞 im reading this while listening to boombayah yall . gn reader ( use od girlfriend in kyles oh and 16/17) also their kinda a bitch but its all good in the end

kenny

you two fought again, i mean it wasn't the first time, you two don't usually fight and when you do its intense. you just found out mans still hasn't deleted some of his hoes contacts and still talks to them like???? you brought it up and he immediately apologized but you wanted to explanation, you bring up how this has happen before and he still hasn't deleted em "look baby i was lazy, i dont even talk to them" he said walking closer to you. you brought this up when he's with the others, and it got heated. it ended with you flipping him off and going back home, " we're not helping you again this time btw". you blocked him everywhere and refuses to meet his eye at school. you thought abt it and maybe you overreacted, you decided to apologize and search for him everywhere, then you saw him talking with alot of girls and you couldn't be more angrier, you confront him then and there "wtf ken?? this is literally what we talked abt? if you want to cheat atleast make sure i dont find out" you ran away, you were so devastated how could he? after everything :(( . immediately running to your room crying and cursing kenny out, your mother then knocks and opens your bedroom door "kenny is here honey, should i let him in?" "no let him die out in the cold ma" your mom shrugged and left, few seconds later the door reopened at it was kenny "what do you want?" you rolled your eyes and he walked over to you on your bed "please hear me out" "im not even kicking you out js talk" you said sitting properly on the edge of the bed "look babe about the contacts, i keep their numbers on my phone because i ask them abt girl tips.." he said while looking down in shame, you scoffed "are u joking? thats so obviously a lie" "check my phone then, you can scroll until the top of the chat" he said giving you his phone, and it's true, its mostly "what do i do if she has her period" or "what do girls like as a gift" and "if she says shes ok but put notation at the end what does that mean" you laughed at how cute that was but then you remember earlier, you immediately glare back at him and he understood "i asked them how to comfort you, im not good at this shit bae" you laughed again and he inches closer to you "i would never cheat on you, i love you too much and you know that" kissing you and you kissed back smiling in the kiss.

kyle

again, you two aren't one to fight bc there was nothing to fight abt, but recently all he talks about is cartman and he won't shut up about him, cartman this cartman that youre sick of it, so you talk it out with them. "what do you mean i talk about cartman all the time? i wouldn't give that bitch any of my time" he said looking at you from his computer, you sighed "our past three convos is about cartman and how you cant stand him, earlier at school when we walked home tgt you talked about him, yesterday all you could say was how cartman was this and cartman was that, am i your girlfriend or is he??" you scoffed, "look can we talk abt this another time? I'm about to 1v1 cartman and loser has to do what winner wants" he said turning back to his computer "this is literally what im talking about! you are so caught up abt him you dont even pay attention to me, have you even see my text to you?" he sighed "i did, about the ice cream right" you couldn't believe him rn "my fucking pet hamster died kyle????" you can't stand this shit anymore you left slamming the door at him. sheila asked you to drink with her but you just ignored her, what the hell is wrong with kyle? he could've atleast replied about your pet hamster, he knew how much it meant to you. at school you wouldn't even stand near him, you talked with the girls and sat near tolkien and you walked home with tweek. you got a call and it was cartman, the cause of your fight "what is it" "yo dawg, kyle asked me to tell you to meet up with him at the pond" you were confused "why" "idk, but bring protection, im sure he didn't bring any" he said laughing and you rolled your eyes ending the call. you put your jacket on and went out to the park, from afar you see him on the bench swinging his feet. "kyle?" he stood up "oh uh y/n, here" he gave you flowers and motioned for you to sit down, "im not good at this um" he played with his thumbs and was looking nervous ,you laughed a little "take your time". he sighed "y/n im sorry, I should've paid more attention to you and not cast you away like some stranger, im really sorry about your pet hamster too, i know how much he means to you." puting a hand on your thigh while looking at you he smiled, you smiled back "well it's going to take alot more than just a simple sorry" you said sarcastically and looked away , he laughed "well then, should we watch a movie?" he stood up and so did you. that day you two watched a movie and had the best dated ever.

stan

recently life has been real shitty for stan, with his dad being a dead beat who won't shut up about his farm, cartman being a bitch in general and kyle not understanding what he's going through, its rough for him. he takes it out on you, he'd randomly lash out on you then say sorry which isnt even a good apology, he would ignore you and your texts and reply in two days time. you have had enough and went to his house to talk about it with him. "i dont get mad at you and i dont ignore you, your making things up y/n" you sigh softly at his remark "stan if i were to ask people what they think about us they would say we're just friends and not in a relationship, thats how much you fucked up" he stood up from his chair at your remark "how much i fucked up?? maybe you shouldn't have texted me so goddamn much , maybe you shouldn't bother me when i'm clearly in a bad mood, how is it my fault?" "this is exactly what I'm talking about, I didn't do anything and you act as if i committed third degree murder" he scoffed "fine then what do you want? to break up? if thats what make you so happy then we are over" he said and going back to his game "fuck you stan, you couldn't even try to communicate with me, i know ur going through some shit rn but that doesn't give you the right to take it out on me im not ur toy." you left his house and went home, can you believe the audacity this boy had? you blocked him everywhere and deleted his name in your bio, when people found out they comforted you, some even flirting with you, you dont want to be associated with him anymore. he however realises how much he fucked up and was regretting every decision he did that day, he tried to talk to you many times but your friends would always block his way to talk to you, you could care less. you went home alone one day and can feel a presence behind you, you walk faster each second and to one point running with the man running after you "y/n!" he yelled and you immediately recognise the voice, you look back to see stan panting with his hands on his knees, you sighed rolling your eyes "what now stan?" "please, just let me explain" you stayed silent. "im.. im sorry, i should've talked to you about the things i was going through, i was just going through a hard time and yes its not an excuse i know, i didn't talk to you about it because i was scared you'd tease me so i isolated myself thinking it was for the better but instead it created something worse" his eyes were glassy and he sniffled. "I can't forgive you just yet yk" crossing your arms, "i know, so please be my mine again i will make it up to you" his desperate face was the cutest and you agreed, he took you out on many dates and was replying often, he opened up to you and you two always helped each other when needed. he couldn't imagine loosing you again and he's going to make sure he doesn't anymore.

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ronancexists · 11 months

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Things I would like to see in Stranger Things 5:

- Since Robin has done quite a few doodles on her red converse, I like to think she's quite good at drawing, so that can be a way for her to start up a conversation with Will

- And then Will confides in Robin about being gay and being in love with Mike because he had a feeling that she was like him and Robin confirming she was indeed like him and becoming his gay mentor (like you don't understand I NEED ROBIN AND WILL TO HAVE A CONVO ABOUT BEING GAY)

- Will (finally!) tells the party that he's gay (and Byler becomes a thing) but not before Robin comes out to the party in order to make Will feel more comfortable and to show him that they will accept him because that's totally something she would do as his gay mentor

- More Steve and Robin being "Platonic with a Capital P" cause we didn't get enough in st4

- Hopper and Joyce trying to corral the kids and control the situation as best as they can

- Joyce being a mother figure to Robin like she is with the rest of the kids and Robin becoming better acquainted with El, Jonathan, and ESPECIALLY Will because she didn't really get a chance to get to know the California crew before they packed up and moved so ya

- El traveling into Vecna's/Henry's/One's mind in order to be able to wake Max up and free her from his control because he said his victims stay with him in his mind so like 👀

- Max wakes up after El successfully rescues her from Vecna/Henry/One but she is severely incapacitated, like she's probably blind in one or both eyes and is going to need assistance walking for the rest of her life and is going to be stuck in the hospital for a few more weeks (possibly months)

- How and when the Upside Down was created

- What Will's connection to Vecna/Henry/One and the Upside Down really entails and how that could affect both him and The Party during this final stretch

- Vecna/Henry/One, the Demogorgons, the Demodogs, the Demobats, the Mindflayer, and the Upside Down along with whatever other monsters are down there get destroyed once and for all because I don't think shutting the gates is gonna do it this time

- Kali comes back to help El defeat Vecna/Henry/One

- Murray tries to figure Steve and Robin out but he can't because he's never seen anything like the two of them and it frustrates him to no end

- Then when he tries to psychoanalyze Robin she does it right back to him because she's a freaking genius and everyone is in awe of her because they've never seen Murray speechless before

- KAREN WHEELER DESERVES TO KNOW THE TRUTH ABOUT EVERYTHING THAT'S BEEN GOING ON IN HAWKINS!!!!!!!!

- And I hate to say it but if Steve dies Robin dies too because despite the fact that she is my favorite character (close seconds are Nancy and Will) Steve is her platonic soulmate and they are codependent on one another and one just simply cannot survive without the other

- Like it would absolutely break my heart to have to see Robin try to live without her dingus of a best friend and to have to see Steve try to live without his wing woman of a bestie so if one dies both of them die

- Lucas defending Max's unconscious body with Erica from whatever creatures from the Upside Down want to try and take and/or kill her

- Mike and El break up because El realizes she needs to be her own person and because Mike is in love with Will

- Dustin is even more protective and stubborn about Steve heading into danger because of what happened to Eddie and he absolutely refuses to leave his side through the entire season

- RONANCE RONANCE RONANCE RONANCE (i know it's probably not gonna be canon but a girl can dream)

- Robin finally getting an onscreen kiss with her girlfriend or a girl she really likes (cough cough Nancy cough cough) (sorry Vickie but I feel like ur just too similar to Robin)

- And if Steve doesn't die (hopefully🤞) then please please please DO NOT have Steve and Nancy get back together after she breaks up with Jonathan when she finds out he lied to her about Emerson along with everything else that's been piling up between them

- Instead Nancy decides she's better off not being in a relationship (or better yet she gets together with Robin) and focuses on what she's absolutely sure she wants which is getting her journalism degree at Emerson (and Robin decides to go there too if they become a thing 😊)

- Because Nancy Wheeler is a smart, strong, fierce, badass, independent woman and she does not need to be kept in a cage by becoming a housewife who gives birth to SIX KIDS

- NANCY WHEELER DOES NOT WANT SIX KIDS

- I REPEAT, NANCY WHEELER DOES NOT WANT SIX KIDS

- Steve and Robin move in together and attend a community college together (Steve's either getting a teaching degree or a child psychology degree while Robin is doing something with linguistics) or they follow Nancy to Boston because Robin and Nancy are absolutely smitten with one another :)

- Meeting Steve and Robin's respective parents

Ok I think that's all for now 😅

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sunwoowrites · 1 year

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Best Friends?

Part 1

Y/n x BangChan

fem!reader

angst, comfort.

TW: swearing, self-degrading

I used to be your best friend. Used to. Just stop sulking y/n. I sighed as I stared at my phone screen. Our chats were dry. The very few texts resembling tumbleweeds across a desert. He doesn't fucking care about you, you know. I know. I switched my phone off and pulled the duvey cover over my head. I should say hi. Its 3 am he won't reply. He will. He works late doesn't he. How would you know. He doesn't speak to you anymore. Touché.

I pulled the duvet off. But its worth trying? And if he doesn't reply, you'll just end up being the needy slut you are. A tear rolled down my cheek. I'm not a needy slut. Sure.

Y/n

Heyyy...Its been a minute. How are you?

Attention whore. Shut up.

I stared at the screen. Its been like a month since we last texted and it wasn't even a proper convo...we would text all the time. I sighed. What happened to us. He got tired of you.

Channie

Hey Y/n. I've been okay. You're up late.

He replied. Out of pity. He sounds like he's sick and tired of you. He isn't. Oh really? Ask him whats he been up to. Or better yet tell him that you're up thinking about how he hasn't messaged. That you're always thinking about him. That you're in love with him. Tch. In love with someone who is hardly even your friend. Matter fact doesn't even want to be. Shut up. Shut up. Shut the fuck up. I wept silently. Soaking my pillow with tears and snot, mustering the all in me to type out a reply.

Y/N

yeah couldn't sleep. So what you been up to.

Channie

Here and there. Mostly in the studio. You know how it is.

Y/N

yeah I know...

Channie

So...anything new?

Wow. He's bored. Boy am I surprised. Shut up. I sniffled. It hurts. Of course it does. Everything hurts for you. You weak little bitch. Go away. Oh but I won't.

Y/n

Not really no. You're probably busy. I should leave you to your work. Sorry Channie|

Channie? You've got guts. He's not yours you know. He probably has someone better. A new bestfriend, or girlfriend. How could you even possibly think that he'd like you? That he would care for someone as low as you. He deserves someone pretty don't you think? Someone smart. Someone like him. I know....you have no right calling him that.

Y/N

Not really no. You're probably busy. I should leave you to your work. Sorry Chan.

Channie

Y/n? Is something up?

You're such a whore for everyones attention aren't you y/n. Tell him.

Look I know we don't talk much but you're still my best friend. You can talk to me you know.

Oh the pity.

Y/n?

Y/n

Channie...

Channie

You at home? I'm coming. Wait right there angel. I'll be right there okay?

oh see what you've done. Now he has to drive here late at night because you can't take care of yourself. You're useless. Please stop.

Y/n

You don't have to do that Channie. I'm fine. I promise.

Channie

I'm on my way y/n. You wait for me.

I sighed and sat up. I got out of the bed and went into the kitchen. Tears still rolling down my cheeks. I took out the best friend mugs I bought with channie, We are best friends. were. Right. We were...

I made two cups of tea and took out biscuits, layed then on a plate while sniffling. I stumbled back into my bedroom, putting on my slippers and went back to the kitchen. I moved the things to the coffee table one by one. Everything seems to just fall apart these days. How dramatic.

I heard a knock on the door. I walked so fast as if i walked any slower he'd leave. I typed out the passcode and opened the door. "y/n" Chan breathed out.

I looked up at him, eyes and nose red, still sniffling and tears still falling uncontrollably now. "hey channie." I mumbled moving to the side. "come in." He frowned but still came in changing his shoes. "you made tea?" I shrug my shoulders. "yeah i'm sorry, its weird...." He turned and I hiccuped. "Don't apologise angel. Its not weird its just. You know you dont have to do this all for me. I'm your best friend." I moved to sit on the couch. "are you....?" I whispered out. "what?" He sat down next to me.

"are we still best friends?" I looked at him and sniffled.

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spaghettinoodlesworld · 1 year

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The English Love Deception Pt 4

“my second favourite thing to do”

Part1 - Part2 - Part 3

Jude Bellingham X Reader ft Trent Alexander Arnold

Word count: 1.7k

Warnings: swearing, sexual tension, reader slaying

Noodles: not the best but at least it’s an update*wink*

now give me your notes ;)

Last night was a mess or actually last night made you a mess. You rarely lose your cool and yesterday was definitely one of those moments.

You try your best not to think much about what happened but then again you’re here sitting on the bleachers watching the English team practice even though the players are on vacation from their respective clubs but you guessed that’s their idea of having fun and enjoying each other’s company.

Jude told you that you need to subtly start acting as his girlfriend so yesterday he invited you to watch him practice with him teammates as if the little stunt he pulled last night wasn’t subtle enough.

You were really enjoying watching them that you didn’t feel the time pass but a certain bitch decided to show up and ruined the day for you.

“Oh y/nnn what are you doing here?” You hate how she stretches your name like that.

“Hannah, I came to watch the boys practice I’m guessing you came for the same reason.”

“I always come here when trent is practicing with the boys.” you’ve concluded that Hannah’s personality= Trent by now.

“Oh I see,” you tried to finish the convo and hoped and prayed really prayed that she keeps her little mouth shut.

“so what’s up with you and jude.”

“What do you mean I don’t understand.”

“C’mon it’s extremely obvious. Stop faking it”

Okay that’s when you started sweating I mean you didn’t even start the act apart from that tiny moment from last night and here she is claiming that you’re faking? Faking what exactly you didn’t understand

“faking what Hannah don’t be ridiculous”

“it’s either you’re dating him or something is going on between you guys. You guys were extremely too comfy with each other if you weren’t dating that would be fucking weird given the fact that both of you people are seeing other people,” she quickly shot at you.

“Okay okay calm down yes Judy and I are seeing each other for a while now actually,” okay now you felt dumb you wanted to give him a nickname to prove that you’re not lying but you ended up with Judy?? Making you look stupid.

“you do know he hates it when people calls him that?” Okay now she’s acting as the know-him-more gf. You hate the fact that she didn’t directly tell you that she’s his ex and that she’s just merely implying it so you do the same.

“That’s not what he says to me every night though.”

As much as you wanted to give this bitch more because yes she deserves it, your attention was drawn back to the field by a whistle.

you didn’t see what happened because Hannah was busy eating your ear with her idle talk, but all you’ve noticed is that both Jude and Trent are on the ground and it seems that their knees got injured or something.

“OMG TRENT ARE YOU OKAY?” Hannah’s loud voice woke you from your daydreaming and went running to him.

“Well I need to do something right?right?” You said to yourself as you went down to Jude to check up on him.

You ran to him to add the dramatic effect but ended up tripping in front of him with your knee now hurting too.

“We should make a club for people with injured knees,” you mumbled to yourself clutching your knee.

“y/n here get up,” you heard Jude telling you giving you a hand.

“God this is embarrassing I came to check up on you and you end up checking on me,” you said taking his hand.

“I’ll go take a shower and I’ll be back wait for me,” Jude said before heading to the locker rooms limping a bit.

After a few minutes you decided to get some salve you found in the medical kit and went to the locker room, entering without knocking as if it was your bedroom.

Only to find Jude shirtless drying his wet hair.

“Oh you came to check up on me? How sweet of you.”

“How about you put a shirt on?”

“oh? Cause by the way you’re eating me up with your eyes I thought you liked me like that.”

“yea I knew it, coming here was a bad idea I should’ve left your wound get infected at the end of the day why do I care?”

“Mhm tell me more about the ‘why do I care part’”

“yea I just said I don’t care Jude suit yourself”

“and what if I said I wanted you to care?”

“that’ll be stupid”

“not gonna lie keeping you on your toes is slowly becoming my second most favourite thing to do these days.”

“well fucking congratulations Jude cause you do that effortlessly now bend your knees and stop talking this is going to hurt.” You said as you asked him to put bend knee stepping on the bench for support.

“I extremely thank you for your hones- oh fucking hell y/n you didn’t even give me a warning.”

“come on Judy don’t be such a baby you wanted me to give you a countdown boo,”

“Y/n you do know that your knee might be scratched too. Let me see what faces you’ll make when I apply that on your boo-boo,” he said making fun of you,”and since I’m a good man I’ll be humble enough to help you.”

“yes but we don’t know if I am scratched yet Im wearing jeans”

“One way to find out then,” he said slowly you don’t understand this man and from literally the two days you’ve known him you’ve grown to know that you need to expect the unexpected when it comes to him.

“What do you-“ you were interrupted by a sharp pain in your knee because Jude touched your now surely scratched knee.

“Yes 100% scratched”

“You didn’t have to do THAT” you hissed at him.

“What and leave you like that when you so humbly suggested to help tend my wounds?I can’t let you win a point against me.”

“this is not a competition plus I’ve had it mind that I’ll check my knee at home.”

“I’m pretty sure we agreed it’s a competition last night remember? My dora the explorer tends to forget a lot do you want me to remind you?”

he said walking towards you as if he had a goal in mind and he should implement as soon as possible.

“I’m dying to have a decent conversation with you without being dragged somewhere or pushed to something” you said as soon as you felt the cold surface of the lockers through your shirt.

“I have zero idea what you’re talking about,” he said caging you very close that you can tell he uses Oral-B as a toothpaste,” you y/n say the weirdest things care to explain.”

You try your best to not breathe very hard you don’t want his chest to touch yours which was kinda hard given the current situation. You’re monitoring the distance between his bare chest and the front of your shirt forgetting the snarky reply that you prepared to smash him with.

“Anyone would call this a one-sided conversation but to me silence is an answer.”

“What do you want Jude?”

“I want peace and love around the world I wan-“

“What do you want from me Jude?”

“oh I just wanna make sure that my knee is working and that I can bend it again,” he said slowly bending his knee dangerously getting too close to your legs, “umm I think we have a problem here. It’s a dead end.” He whispered slowly as his bent knee taps at the line between your thighs.

“It won’t be a dead end if I left right now that my job is done.”

“Now that’s a bad doctor there, what good doctor will leave their patient with an injured knee without further inspection.”

“Jude I have been gone for a while now people will talk.”

“Let them talk I couldn’t care less what they say and I guess I have you given you a bit of a hint last night. But again you don’t really remember what happened right? I really need to remind you what happened last night y/n this is driving me crazy.” You really can’t keep up with what he’s saying but a part of you was excited with the idea that Trent now knows that you’re in a locker room with his friend doing god knows what.

“I’ll ask the question again,” you said trying to gain control over the situation you are in.

“I’m listening.”

“What do you want jude?”

“God you ask a lot of questions,” he said pushing his shoes between yours so now your legs are slightly open, “ don’t you look at that it’s not a dead end anymore. Now I guess I can really try to see if my knees are functioning.”

He said bending his knees flexing its muscles that they are touching the inside of your thighs. Close but not close enough.

“I guess you’re a very good doctor y/n my knees are actually perfectly fine.”

“Just because I let you do as you please doesn’t mean I can’t stop you Jude.” You said pushing his thighs away looking him straight in the eyes.

You raise your arm in front of you only for it to meet his toned stomach and him hissing at how cold your hand is.

“See you’re so much more fun to be around when you’re silent or actually silenced,” you corrected yourself pushing him hard causing him to sit at the bench behind him, “you’ve said I’m a good doctor but i can’t say the same to you cause you’re a bad patient,” You said looking at his dark expecting eyes,” and yes it was a one-sided conversation because I wanted it to be so,” you said as you’ve started to glide your cold little fingers at his visible clavicle going up to his neck imagining yourself stabbing him in his jugular vein only stopping when you felt him gulping,” I thought I needed to do more to get that reaction out of you. guess I don’t even have to sit on you to leave you breathless damn I underestimate myself sometimes.” You said laughing to yourself moving towards the door saying,

“If there is one lesson that you’ve learnt today Jude is that don’t play a dangerous game you can’t play unless you can deal with the consequences.”

#borrusia dortmund #bvb dortmund #england football #football #football fic #jb22 #jude bellingham #jude bellingham fanfiction #jude bellingham fic #jude bellingham fluff #jude bellingham x reader #jude bellingham x y/n #jude bellingham x you #trent alexander arnold #world cup

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schoolarsugardaddy · 3 months

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manifesting sp

just to be clear, me and this sp aren't together anymore; but i manifested him into my life and be madly in love with me.

so it started when i saw this guy in my uni for the first time in sep. he's tall and handsome, and has a nice smile. i personally find smiles very attractive hence it wasn't hard for me to be interested in this guy.

the day i first saw him, i said a little silent, "i wish he becomes my boyfr" and then forgot about it. later the same day, his batch and our batch had a meeting, and he was constantly staring at me. and i simply assumes that he is madly in love with me and can't take his eyes off of me. and it wasn't even a persistent thought... i just assumed and forgot about it.

later on i would see him around and only think how nice it would be if i could talk to him daily and would wonder the kind of person he is.

two weeks after i first saw him, our mutual fren (let's call her A) came over to see me and we got into some random conversation. somehow we started talking abt him and i never intended to tell her about me finding him attractive but it slipped. and she told me that he has a girlfriend.

i was disappointed. not heartbroken ofc, but i did feel a little bad.

fast forward another two weeks... i had told A to not mention our convo to him, but idk under what circumstances, she did.

and then she came running to me, telling that he had lied abt having a girlfr only because he didn't want girls to approach him. but for me he had shut all that down all at once, because he wanted to pursue me.

he later proceeded to text me and ask me out <3

the thing is, i could've limited myself after getting to know that he has a girlfr but i kept faith in the universe and felt that wtv is happening is gonna happen on it's own. and it did.

(it later didn't work out because he was kind of manipulative and he caught too serious feelings for me, like wanting to marry and everything. do not want to disclose ages given our setting we are too young to marry).

have faith in yourself bestie <3

#law of assumption #manifesting #manifest #manifestation #law of manifestation #loa #neville goddard #subconscious #.text

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hazelnut-u-out · 1 year

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EPISODE REVIEW TIMEEE:

(contains spoilers for "a rick in king mortur's mort")

i actually really loved that episode. i've been so fucking starved for morty content that this was really nice. i loved the callbacks, parallels, and contrasts that were drawn pretty clearly between this episode and "the vat of acid episode." TVOAE is actually one of the episodes that makes me the sickest to my stomach. it's so unsettling and bone chilling to watch.

this episode, on the other hand... this felt earned.

(perhaps because of my morty bias and the fact that i've gotten basically no morty this season, buuuuut...) i'm giving this one a 10/10???

wow... didn't think i'd go that far, but uhhhh... yeah. i went there.

it just mastered the art of parallels, callbacks, and development beautifully.

my initial thoughts, as always:

(this is a long one… yk how i am with morty…)

-morty acted so much like early-series rick at the beginning that i was honestly a little bit ready to accept that part of his character progression is becoming a mini-rick. to be honest, i still see that being a possibility, but this was... not exactly that.

he still took the sword for a reason early-series rick would have instead of a classic "these guys seem cool" morty reason ("oh shit these other guys want the sword so now i want the sword, even if i'm jaded and cynical about it"), and it almost felt like the "rick and morty" dynamic was flipped a little bit- as in, morty being the rigid jerk and rick being berated verbally for a second. that being said, morty was still childishly excited about being a medieval knight and it was cleared up that morty was only being rude to rick initially as a trauma response. he expected rick to abuse him, but that wasn't the case. when he realized he was safe, he let his guard down.

(look at him sulking in line awww)

-RICK USING MORTY PET NAMES. RICK USING MORTY PET NAMES.

i think a little part of me melted when he called morty "lil junebug."

SHUT THE FUCK UP- i am so unwell. so mentally normal about that.

i genuinely cannot believe that's a canon nickname rick uses for morty. that. is. so. cute.

just the sweetest lil pet name.

(plus grandpa rick putting a hand on his lil junebug's shoulder, because why not?)

-OMFG RICK APOLOGY?? like genuinely?? oh my god??

i mean... that was still kinda dickish lol. "i'm gonna intentionally do the least amount possible to actually change, but make you feel like i am."

you know what, though? bc of the fact that this is essentially a follow-up to TVOAE, i'd say the entire premise of this ep WAS change, and highlighted that... so i'm giving the undercut a pass.

-i also liked the subtle callback to the "auto park feature" with the sword "fighting deacon frost." i liked that morty didn't think it was cool, but it didn't trigger some insane reaction in rick.

he's just like, "i dunno... i thought it was cool... :(" and he moves on.

-"holy shit, this is who i am to this kid?!... i've gotta fix this!"

and then he... actually puts in the work to better a real human connection instead of manipulating morty to keep him pliant?

wow.

-like i said, rick is still being a fucking dick here and there in the convo, but i'm genuinely proud of him.

-i'm also so happy for morty. this must have been such a healing experience for him. god. he's been through so much. shoutout to the writers for not putting him through more emotional abuse for fun.

-another bit that made me think that morty is slowly developing into a little rick was the moment where he uses a science lecture to ruin the knights' faith in their culture. during that whole sequence, he does sound a lot like rick...

-SPACE BETH CHILLING WITH HER GIRLFRIEND, GUYS.

-RICK BRAGGING ON MORTY ABOUT THE LITTLE LECTURE! THE HANDS ON THE SHOULDERS! EVERYTHING!

this reminds me of an ask i answered a little bit ago where i talked about rick being morty's primary caregiver. this episode felt a lot more like a father/son type development than a grandfather/grandson.

i get that the rest of the family was proud of morty, but rick was the one saying "hey! this is the little dude i'm raising! look at him go!"

-i was a little nervous that morty was going to kill/let rick kill the knights, which would have meant that he's veeeery similar to rick now, but he chose not to. that was a nice touch.

-(i thought the little moment where jerry was like "what's happening? appliances are breaking that i haven't touched!" was funny hehe..)

-i thought it was sweet that rick got the meeting's attention just to give morty the floor.

-i wasn't a fan of morty begging rick to stop supporting him, though. it felt like punching the underdog character with his own fist, but i guess i like it better in hindsight because it shows yet another trauma response. morty doesn't trust himself AT ALL. he thinks that by doing this his way, something will inevitably go wrong. damn.

-i also liked the little details about how witchy rick can be, haha. first, we see him ACTUALLY bend down and read the bones himself, then the witchcraft penis? that was a nice touch. rick definitely has an interest in witchcraft.

-(one of my favorite songs as a kid was "ruby tuesday," and i got so excited that the montage song was a cover of it, but... alas... no.)

(i just thought mort looked cute here lol)

-THE HUG? (of course they had to make it less heavy with the "we're gonna make your dick so fake," comment, but it's so nice to see rick hug morty and try to calm him down.)

-TELEPATHY? WHAT THE FUCK? THAT THREW ME SO HARD I GOT WHIPLASH.

-shit, man....

"i love you."

"i love you, too..."

-as soon as morty asked rick if he was a robot/clone, i was on the edge of my seat, chewing my lip, biting my nails, pulling my hair- waiting for the reveal that he was, but...

they didn't fake us out! hey! :)

(will say that the "this family has enough clones and robots in it" comment did make me a lil nervous, bc we KNOW of a clone, but... uhhh... who's the "robot"?)

-one of my biggest issues with "rick: a mort well-lived" was that marta stayed in the game, meaning that the only part of morty that heard rick say he loved and respected him didn't join with our morty. it bothered me that our morty didn't get to hear that.

i'm so happy that they fixed that this ep. MORTY HEARD RICK IS PROUD OF HIM. MORTY HEARD RICK LOVES HIM. i hope this is the "morty gets the grandpa he deserves" beginning. i'm loving it, and hope it's far more than just 22% of the time.

overall, AHMAZING EPISODE! kinda sad we had to wait until the end of the season to get a decent in-depth exploration of morty, his current character, and his reaction to rick's healing, but i'm so glad my boy got his apologies. he got his "i love you." he got his "i'm proud of you." he got is hug.

he got his autonomy.

congrats, lil junebug.

hope ya get more <3

#rick and morty #rick and morty spoilers #rick sanchez #morty smith #a rick in king mortur's mort

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royalty-unknown · 2 years

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i love your writing so much 😭 it brings so much comfort. can you write one where you go to your little place by accident because you’re so stressed from school and it’s in front of Jason. he obviously has something to say about it 🫤 & with the caregiver being eddie please <3 thank you and never stop writing 🤍

MEANIES!

Cg!Eddie Munson x little!reader

Requested by: Anonymous

I love your writing so much 😭 it brings so much comfort. can you write one where you go to your little place by accident because you’re so stressed from school and it’s in front of Jason. he obviously has something to say about it 🫤 & with the caregiver being eddie please <3 thank you and never stop writing 🤍

WARNING!!: Slight anti-agere (from Jason), Bullying, crying, shoving, Fighting, Skin to skin contact (With eddie), name calling, Mentions of blood, yelling, Slight angst to heavy bunny tail fluff. DON'T LIKE, LEAVE. thank you~

Awwww Thank you so much😭😭! I’m really thankful for feedback. It makes me so happy to see that people love my writing! And I’m glad it brings you comfort <3 Thank you and Your welcome! 😭🤍🤍 I really wished you were not anonymous because I really wanted to have a convo but that’s okie!

You 're so stressed for a bunny tunnel load of reasons, one being finals. You were an (grade) student And you knew that if you didn’t pass this test you would fail whether you had a good grade or not. So here you were helping yourself and your boyfriend Eddie Munson “The town freak” So you don’t fail and stay back and so he doesn’t fail and stay back for a third time, Not to mention you were feeling little. And you didn’t want to tell Eddie because he was busy with his campaigns, deals, make-up and extra credit assignments. So you felt like that would be an inconvenience even though Eddie has made it clear multiple times that you are not an inconvenience.

But still something in you just wouldn’t listen but you regretted it when you were tutoring Jason you started to regress and even worse it was in the cafeteria in front of everyone. “So um chu would wanna pwut- I um mean p-put.. D-da” she tried to speak like a big girl and speak her shit, but she was already small. “Why the hell are you speaking like a baby” Jason teased, loud enough for the whole table to hear and the two tables next to them. ‘I-I’s no mwean two..” y/n whispered tears threatening to spill from her E/c (eye colored) eyes onto her S/c (skin colored) cheeks. “Aww is the baby going to cry? HEY EVERYONE THE FREAKS GIRLFRIEND IS CRYING AND TALKING WIKE A BWABY” He yelled to the whole cafeteria and mocked her which only made her cry more and made everyone laugh at her. It was humiliating “Was wrong chu want your paci?” he mocked her once more before she got up but he shoved her down on the ground causing her to drop the books that she was using to help him study with.

“WHAT THE FUCK MAN” Eddie yelled tackling jason on the floor and starting to punch him with everyone chanting “FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!” over and over again was too much for you. Everything was so loud and you just wanted it to stop. So you screamed a very loud “SHUT UWP!!” which made everyone stop what they where doing including Eddie and look at you. “TOO L-LOUD!” You say sobbing and covering your ears which made Eddie who got off of Jason and Gareth run over to you “Hey hey little one sh shh” Eddie said trying to picking you up but you got a glimpse of Jason and gasp “Daddy chu huwrt him” you said crawling over to Jason. “Care Bear we gotta go” Gareth said as he heard everyone whispering ‘Principle Higgins is coming’ “Now! Please!” Eddie said tugging your hand before gareth decided to just pick you up and run while Eddie grabbed your stuff and ran.

You three heard a faint “EDDIE MUNSON!! GET BACK HERE!!” from principal higgins but they were already gone hoping into Eddie's van with Gareth and Y/n in the back and Eddie quickly drove off. You weren't afraid nor scared of your daddy, you were actually thankful he stuck up for you. But you didn’t like violence and what he did to Jason scared you. Both Gareth and your daddy knew that. You whimpered into Gareth’s ear and said “Garebear..Daddy’s gwot bwood on hiws hawnd” you said seeing how red his hand was that was also handling the steering wheel. “Sh shh i know love bug your daddy was just trying to protect you. And make sure no one upsets his little and makes her cry..that’s all” he said rubbing your back with one hand and patting your Diapered/Underwear (Your choice <3) bottom.

They went to Eddie’s trailer to wind down and talk about what happened, to the little. Eddie got out going in bc gareth already was already inside with his little. “Little one come here please” He said sitting on the couch patting his lap and she came to him sitting on his lap and crying into his neck “I know I know daddy’s sorry baby..” He said rubbing your back and bum “Please forgive daddy” he said about to cry himself “I’s no mad at dada! Pwease downt cwry” She said sitting up and gently placing her small hands on his face and you kiss his nose like he does you when your upset “Twank chu fo protwecting me!” She said hugging him “Mwy dada is a hewro” she said smiling which made eddie shead a couples tears.

Gareth came back with a nice warm bottle of milk, your paci, your warm pj’s, your stuffie, and your nice fluffy warm and cleaned f/c (favorite color) blanket. “Let's get you ready for bed kitten” Eddie said, picking you up to take you to the bathroom to wash you up. While Gareth was making a pallet for you, him and Eddie, when you were dressed and had your paci in your mouth you crawled to the pallet that Gareth was laying on his stomach with his face in the blanket. “Gware bear” Y/n said, shaking him, earning a slightly groggy “hm?”. “I’s cawnt sweep” you said snuggling up to his side as you waited for Eddie come out in his pj’s which was just gray sweatpants with no shirt. He picked you up and laid on his back on the pallet of blankets (he was going to do skin to skin with you to help you sleep bc that’s what helps me alot :) ) He gently unstrapped your onesie and pulled it up revealing your princess parts but you just layed your chest on his and he just simply patted your Diapered/underwater bum as you two slowly drifted to sleep.

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Hi my lovelies! Please let me know about your thoughts and opinions but in a respectful manner. Again thank you so much for this request hopefully it met what you were looking for if not please let me know! This request was very fun to write and I do hope to receive more from you and others and I will hope to improve as I go and continue writing stories! But anyways hope you're drinking 1-4 water bottles/cups of water and eating at least 1-2 meals a day! Until the next one my fellow Victims~

Your Friendly Neighborhood,

☢Killer Bunny☢

#agere sfw #age regression #daddy!eddie #little!reader #slight angst #eddie munson x black!reader #eddie munson x female reader #cg!eddie #Uncle!Gareth #Reading with bunny

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asterism-collective · 1 year

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Two of our alters would NOT shut the FUCK UP while I was making lunch today wtf. talking ab some germa or someshit ??? literally wtf

Also I didn’t know this alter (lily) even existed ?? she just?? Popped in??? And started talking to kabri???

If y’all want the crack filled chaotic convo it’s under the cut LMAOO

Random alter, (while Sabrina’s making lunch): who the hell is germa?

Alter 2: germanese….*snickers* germaphrodite

Sabrina: GODDAMNIT STOP WITH THE FUCKING GERMA. wait a minute…. Who are you. Why are you familiar.

✨Lily✨apparently: hi >:)

Kabri: *waves from the back* sup

Sabrina: *freezes*

Sabrina:

Sabrina: no. Nope. You don’t exist I refuse to acknowledge your existence

Lily: lmao why? Im right here

Sabrina: SHUT UP you don’t exist to me goodbye absolutely not.

*while making lunch still*

Sabrina: so? You happy now? got ur girlfriend here and everything?

Kabri: yeah I am. Why, jealous cause you don’t got one—

Sabrina: IM AROACE BITCH SHUT UP.

(Context, when bad shit happens my access to the inner world gets blocked off so I go singletcore mode)

Sabrina: Wait. How’s you guys bypass the barrier why can I hear you???

Lily: what barrier??

Kabri: oh when Sabrina’s in a bad mood the front area sorta gets locked-

Sabrina: WHAT THR FUCK KINDA EXPLANATION TO LILY IS THAT????

Kabri: WHAT? I SAID IT HOW IT IS

Sabrina: NO YOU SAID “WHEN SABRINAS IN A BAD MOOD”

*packing backpack*

Sabrina: (body’s baby sister) said she liked our ace pin 💀

Lily: wait I thought this family was homophobic

Sabrina: they are? Where’d you even— how did you know about the family

Lily: akira told me, and Achilles

Sabrina:

Sabrina: do they just

Sabrina: round up all the new alters and tell them about this until they front???

Lily: well I wanted to front so

Kabri: *laughing* what’re we gonna have for breakfast?

Sabrina: idk stop changing the subject. *to lily* ANYWAY. when tf did you form??

Lily: like a week ago

Sabrina: you did NOT form a week ago.

Lily: ok fine it was like 2-3 weeks

Sabrina: yeah see that makes sense! This bitch is a pathological liar I can’t believe you can tolerate her.

*while Sabrina’s drying out the lunchbox lid*

Sabrina: not the squirting

Kabri: why? Isn’t a man allowed to squirt sometimes?

Sabrina:

Lily:

Sabrina: WHAT THE FUCK GOES THROUGH YOUR MIND?? NOBODY SAID ANYTHING ABOUT—????/!/-???? I’m done. I should be writing these down wtf

*later*

Sabrina: did Everix ever get to see— wait no they haven’t been around since March how would they even see this school

Lily: who the hell is Everix

Kabri: the bitch that made us

Lily: HUH?

#sabrina posts | 🌊#anti endo #endos dni #did #osdd 1b #osdd system #osdd #system #actually traumagenic #osddid #did system #traumagenic system #did osdd #alters #system meme #didsystem #actually dissociative #dni endos #system things

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alostlittleriverlotus · 8 months

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the fact my previous psychiatrist acted like I was an entitled brat for not wanting to work and literally made me cry (he could see me, it was a video call) and didn't stop and treated my schizoid avoidant ass like I'm some awful evil manipulator that doesn't think anyone cares about them is disgusting.

If I had a dollar for every time a mental health professional made me cry, more suicidal, or hate myself and blame myself, I would have enough money to buy a meal. I don't know the exact number, but hey, it's happened a lot.

And then my parents wonder why I am so resistant to therapists and psychiatrists and shit like that.

Especially after my last therapist just downplayed when I brought how a situation was humiliating (don't care if you reword it, it was a humiliating situation and still is, I've just learned to not care and to be okay with it) and also tried to downplay me saying I can't work like "no you just don't want to work and nobody wants to work, but we have to" when i was literally just learning I was disabled mentally and physically and then I completely shut down after that. Or when my other therapist before her, I told my mom I wanted to talk about something big (my trauma with my friends) and she told myself therapist so my therapist started pressuring me to tell her and would judge me as if I didn't want to get better because anxiety toolkits don't work for me and I was treated as if I WANT to be this way.

Literally my second therapist was the only decent one. She did help with my GAD and some of my night delusions and anxiety. But for a professional field that is supposed to diagnose you, so many of them, ignored diagnosing me. Hell, I still never got an ocd diagnosis professionally even though they agreed that what I experienced was ocd. So the only thing I'm diagnosed with is GAD. And the fact that I was so close to an autism diagnosis, but my mom said she didn't notice any symptoms in me so my psychiatrist just stopped with it after that even though my memory could pinpoint several exact things when those autistic traits showed in me especially since i have a better memory of my early childhood than the majority of my childhood.

Ah. Mental health professionals. They do suck the majority of the time. I've seen so many people helped by others and it honestly always made me feel like it was a failing in me. Nah, it's just a flawed system filled with flawed people and ableism. And I do not have the energy, the vulnerability, or the strength to go through until I can get a good one. It's more detrimental than helpful for me to seek help so I don't. But I also know I can manage my own symptoms 87% of the time and I've worked hard to make sure the 13% of the time I can't has me protected from harm.

But honestly. Mt experiences have sucked and I hate the fact people still push me to seek help. They can't just accept me saying "I don't want to, I don't like them" as an answer. Love that I have to basically trauma dump to my parents to get them to back off and actually, ya know, listen to me. Anyway, river has worn out their energy levels and will now proceed to recharge their battery alone. Nappy time for river by not functioning and only focusing on special interests to fuel joy.

And honestly this is just the experience I've had. I can't imagine how much worse it can be for others too. My parents always say I have to stick with it for them to know me. But I want to cry after two sessions and not in the healthy way. They make me feel awful about myself and have made me consider dying just to avoid it or just because they make me feel so at fault for everything. I can't even get into my trauma or open up because even just talking is exhausting. Not to mention I'm supposed to lead, but my autistic schizoid mind doesn't do that. You give things, I answer. I don't know how to lead conversations aside from with MA. I don't even lead convos with my girlfriend or other safe friends unless I'm in a really good mood. I hate the American mental health systems. Until there's a major change or I need medication, I ain't bothering with them. I got my anxiety meds and they help a lot as is. That's all I fucking need. Not to mention the guilt I feel related to money since I'm financially reliant on my parents and the trauma around that cause of them making me feel guilty for having to spend money on me. So my experiences have only led me to feeling worse about myself, stressed, miserable, and suicidal. So yeah. Even if there is a chance I'll get someone good, I ain't gonna bother. I'm far too fragile for it. I don't want to risk my well being like that even if it had a chance to be better.

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dramaphan · 2 years

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I think I've mentioned this prediction before or brought it up as hypothetical tour drama but I'm waiting for a "fake" grinder profile and most people think it's a catfish but THEN, if we're going off the idea that their relationship is different than it appears to be, someone finds out it's real and they send one of you proof and you have to shut the convo down. Just like phannie girlfriend.

I don’t know if that would be an off limits topic if Dan got caught on Grindr. My metric for talking about shit is basically “am I supposed to know about this” and if the answer is no then we don’t talk about it but like if homie was out there publicly looking for dick that doesn’t seem like part of his privacy I’d feel morally obligated to respect. If someone finds dans Grindr profile I will be grading it like an essay

#ask

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throughalleternity · 2 years

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For the writing asks:

👀🤡😈🤗

and 🧠 for Alex?

If that’s too many feel free to pick and choose! Hope you’re having a good day :)

Hey there! It is not too many, and I have in fact rambled quite a lot:

👀 Tell me about an up and coming wip please!

So, whether this will actually be posted is anyone's guess since I've been starting and not finishing things, but my focus right now is the genderfluid!Lucy + Director Sanvers sex convo that I never thought I'd post, so that's been fun to start digging into again. The vibes I'm going for are probably like "To love and to be loved"—them figuring out boundaries together, a little fumbling, and a lot of love. And it kicks off with an airborne packer, hence "dick fic" in my tags lol (kudos to @endersbegin for that setup and for nudging me to write!)

🤡 What’s a line, scene, or exchange you’ve written that made you laugh?

I do not consider humor a skill of mine 😅. I think my attempts at humor end up as silliness rather than wit, and I wouldn't say I laughed, but this one was fun in "I love you snow much":

“The view is beautiful.” Alex [said.]

“It is.” [Lucy's eyes dragged] over Alex and Maggie for a moment. “The lake and forests aren’t bad either.”

Maggie snorted... “That’s the best line you could come up with, Lane? Sounds like you’re finally running out.”

Here, it's (a) me enjoying the lightheartedness, and (b) me grinning at myself for kinda lampshading this moment, where I'm like, I'm not witty enough to properly write Lucy like that, so I'm going to write an eyeroll-inducing line and then try to convince you that Lucy's usually better than that.

😈 Has there been a point in a story where you did something just to be playfully mean to your readers?

Hmm, I'm pretty nice I think, so not really! Or like, if I'm mean to a character (and I suppose the reader by extension), then it's usually not in a playful way 😅.

🤗 What advice would you give to new fanfic writers that are just getting started?

Common advice, but it bears repeating: write what you want to read. Writing is (or at least can be) super hard! But hopefully it's also enjoyable, and a little bit (or a lot) of some self-indulgence is one of the best ways to make it fun, imo. I think that's especially true when you're first starting out—just building up some experience writing fic does a lot on its own. You can worry about the minutia in later fics or later edits. So I'd say that writing begets writing, and the most important thing is to just put some words down on the page and enjoy the journey.

🧠 Pick a character, and I’ll tell you my favorite headcanon for them—for Alex

A nb!Alex hc snippet, because I couldn't restrain myself:

The first time they see a nonbinary character on TV, it doesn't do much for Alex. And maybe that's weird, they wonder. They couldn't tear their eyes away from the screen while going through the list of shows and movies that Maggie gave them, the ones with women and sidelong glances and touches and kisses.

But whatever, it's fine. Alex figures that the representation just isn't all that important to them anyway. They've started volunteering at the LGBTQ center with Maggie and Lucy when they can, and that by itself—seeing kids grow into themselves, and actually setting up a nonbinary young adult as a mentor for kid who's not quite sure what he is—that's a type of fulfillment that Alex hasn't found anywhere else.

So Alex shrugs and doesn't worry about it. Adding a nonbinary character as a criterion for finding what to watch would make it that much harder when they were already trying to account for their girlfriends' tastes.

It's not until later, cuddling in the middle of the couch next to Lucy, a barely-awake Maggie propped against the arm, that Alex really gets it. Because this time, this character, this story—

The work part of Alex's brain that never completely shuts down wonders if someone has finally managed to hack into human brains, because with each passing moment, mere pixels and sound waves resonate more with something tucked away inside them until feelings come surging up to the surface.

"You okay?"

Alex startles, hurrying to blink away the tears Lucy's spotted. "Yeah." They try to compose themselves, pulling their hand away from Maggie's to wipe at the corners of their eyes. "Yeah, I just..." They make some sort of noise in an attempt to explain, finally letting their head fall against Lucy's shoulder, sighing when she kisses their temple.

"I thought you might like this one," Maggie stirs, finding Alex's hand again and squeezing.

"Yeah," Alex says weakly.

"Yeah?" Maggie sits up off the sofa arm, shedding the vestiges of her half-sleeping state to study Alex. "It's okay if you don't. I didn't mean for it make you cry."

"No." Alex picks her head back up, shaking it back and forth. "No, these are good tears. I, I really loved it."

"I'm glad." Maggie smiles and tucks herself into Alex's side when they hold their arm out.

"You going back to sleep?"

"Probably shouldn't," she says, closing her eyes anyway.

[Okay sorry to abruptly end, but I'm cutting myself off because this is just fluff now 😅]

#director sanvers #nb!alex #nonbinary alex danvers #my writing #ask me #supergirl words #supergirl #thanks for the ask!#my day is going well bc i am about to nap #i hope your day is going well too!#and i did not mean to write this much #i thought the hc would be like two paragraphs max #oh i totally missed the word 'favorite' in that question #it's just a headcanon i hadnt written in a fic #also godspeed if you are writing fic!!#gender stuff

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notebook-of-elle · 2 years

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lowkey im a bit heartbroken over a guy(s?) and i will never, NEVER, admit that to any one irl so im gonna share here instead, you can skip, i just needed to get it out :)

so this guy became my first and closest friend in college. we really clicked, genuinely had a lot of fun together and despite my best friend from home continuosly teasing me if i liked him (because he is literally my type through and through) i always told her that no, i don't like him like that.

few weeks pass and i can't get it out of my head, maybe i do like him? but i kept pushing it down... idiot. since then, he fucked a girl in our group which i wish i could say didn't hurt, but after too much time thinking about it and processing, yeah it did hurt. they (the group) didn't seem to know, and they don't need to know honestly. i kept pushing him to talk to this one girl in our class and he kept pushing to talk to this cute guy as well. idiots.

we went and got tattoo appointments together and he went over a lot and one occasion we crashed at a friends house (one bed troupe style.... yeah) not like we woke up tangled up, i leave that to works of fiction.

skip to christmas holidays and he's thinking of dropping out. okay, that's okay i'm here for you and all. he still comes back and he's.... weird, always on the phone blah blah blah and i asked him okay dude, who's that? like ohhhh go get them boy (genuinely happy for him, it takes me sometime to process emotions okay??? i only let myself feel hurt way wayyy later) so yeah he got a girl back home. and of course i'm supportive as fuck.

new year's comes and he's dropped out and gone home. at first he's still talking to the group chat but it's been now nine months and he's not talking to me. he talks in the group chat occasionally, and to the other couple in our group... just... not me, really. ah ah ah yeah that definitely doesn't hurt.

you know the worst?? after he left, my friends in the group told me it was clear something was up between us and that they thought he liked me. like we we're the only ones not seeing it. but then then why would he fuck our friend.... like i don't know if it was how we interacted, how we looked. i don't know and i don't care. i don't.

skip to yesterday.... he's texting me because when he went home (9 months ago, never visited despite our (the ppl still at college) best effort) he took my powerbank and we've talked three or fours times to arrange him mailing it to me, so we finally got that done, and he sends me a "i miss you" and asks how i have been. boy it has been nine months, can you be so clueless, so fucking- ugh.

fucking fuck me

im shutting that convo down as i'm also writing this.

now the cute guy that he was pushing me to be with. buckle fucking down. because for as long as i denied the crush i had on my friend i kept this crush on the cute guy. like he's cute and he talks to me and we have things in common. it was enough for me at that point. anyways yeah that was starting to happen and then he dropped out too, one month or so after my friend. but he stayed in the city because he works there, and like i know where he goes i walk by it often and all. one month after he dropped out he has a girlfriend :) like fuck me. and so today i woke up and see an insta story of their 8 months together :)

yesterday the i miss you and today the anniversary post.

i just feel like the unluckiest person in the world when it comes to this, seriously. the fact is, i'm not even gonna get into my girl crushes and moments because then i'll never stop talking.......

if anyone at all read this.... thank you and i'm so sorry :')

#rant post #lil rant #vent #because im legit heartbroken #heartbreak #i hate college #tw men #yes #that's a tag now

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