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ellieslittlewh0re · 10 months

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hi shelby! i love everything you write, you’re incredible. could you maybe write something where abby x reader are in a super toxic relationship but reader keeps coming back because the sex is too good? (even though reader swears it’s the last time)

heartbeat - abby anderson x fem! reader

(yes this is named after the childish gambino song lol)

a/n - ahhhh!! my first request! I hope it’s okay :(((

wk - 1.7k

additional tags - toxic relationship, heated argument, strap on usage (reader receiving) , abby calls reader mommy (pls bare w me), doggy style bc I’m a whore, happy ending, dom abby, sub reader, SMUT!!

“So what, you’re seriously going to leave again?” Abby yells, her hands waving in the air before coming down to slam against her thighs.

You roll your eyes, trying to block out the sound of her anger induced voice that you’ve come to know so well.

Three fucking years of this shit, constant fighting and endless cycles. Everything you two did, was passionate, from fucking to screaming matches and everything in between. It definitely wasn’t all Abby’s doing, you had your contribution to this toxic relationship, but the only difference is, you were always the one to leave when shit got bad. You’d tell yourself, this is the last time, that you finally had enough of her overbearing protective behavior, but you always found yourself coming back, practically begging at her feet.

You turn away from your bag that you messily packing, clothes hanging out the sides.

“Fuck you.” You spit, not at all hiding your contempt for your girlfriend in that moment.

She scoffs, roiling her eyes- and wait… was she smiling?

Your anger grew from her lack to ever take you seriously when you threatened that you’d leave, but she knew you better than that, after all.. she knows you best.

“You’re not leaving y/n.” She mocked, a grin still pressed on her face.

You shake your head to yourself, turning back around to finish stuffing clothes into the suitcase when hands on the back of your hips stopped you.

“Don’t be like this, baby… jus’ come to bed and I’ll help you forget that this ever happened.” She breathed into your neck, placing soft kisses to the spot just below your ear that never failed to make you go weak.

“M’ not doing this abs, not again.” You try to focus on the clothes, your hands started to move slower against the textiles.

Her arms slither between yours, moving to hold your back firmly against her tight chest.

“Just give in, you know you want to.” You can practically feel her smirk against your neck, her teeth grazing the delicate skin.

She tightened her grip on you, pulling you closer to her. The strap she wore under her sweatpants bumped against your ass with this movement, almost making you moan.

You turn around, pushing against her chest to create some distance.

“I mean it abs..” you try to sound stern, but it comes off meek and unconvincing.

She doesn’t reply, instead her fingers traced along your sides, dipping down to the hem your tank top, slightly moving it to expose the skin on your hip.

You stopped breathing for a second and are instantly reminded why you always come back. Abby had a power over you, a spell of some sort.

“I know you do babe, lemme say I’m sorry.” Her hands found your face, cupping it harshly and pulling you in for a kiss. It was ravenous, but she kept her composure, you on the other hand? Not so much.

You moaned into her, your hand pulling her closer by her hip, feeling her strap brush against your lower stomach.

“That’s it, baby.. atta girl.” She praised between open mouth kisses, her hand coming down to your throat to squeeze it, not too hard, but just hard enough to where she knew you liked it.

Almost immediately, you forgot why you were so mad in the first place, something to do with her getting mad at you because you came home late? Whatever..

"Fuu- Abby..." you roll your head to the side, giving her full access to your neck, which she went to work on, sucking the skin and pulling at it gently with her teeth, making sure to leave maroon splotches to mark you as hers.

"You still want to leave, huh?" She retorted, placing breathy kisses between each word while her moved down your torso, slipping past the waistband of your shorts and panties.

Your knees also give out when her fingers came in contact with your pussy, gliding her middle finger between you folds, collecting the slick.

"I've barely touched you, and you're already this wet? Fuck.. baby." Her tone indicated a hit of humiliation, her finger entering, curving inside, but not all the way.

She repeated this torture, kissing your neck, holding you in place by your jaw, and her finger only slipping in to the first knuckle. She preferred to get you like, all dumb and jelly in her hands, all the while doing the bare minimum. She wanted to tease you, give you a fraction of what you really wanted, and you'd beg her for more.

"A-abs please.." You use the dinning table behind you as support, practically sitting on it to prevent yourself from falling.

Abby chucked at your pathetic state, feeling pleased by how easy you gave in to her.

"Just say the words mommy, and I'll give it to you how you like it."

You shudder, goosebumps erupting across your skin, and who are you to neglect your needs.

"F-fuckin'- jus' touch me.. please." You barely manage through heavy breaths, and Abby couldn't be more eager to fulfill your needs.

She muttered praises, calling you "good girl" and "m' gonna take care of you" as her big, strong hands turn you around in one swift motion, gripping your hips, pressing the silicone against your ass. She ground it in place, looking down at how eagerly your back arched, pushing your ass against it.

You whine from the lack of fullness in your tummy, and your cunt clenching around nothing.

She took her time riling you up, her hands wonder underneath the thin fabric of your tank top, cupping your tits with her calloused hands, rolling the hardened peak between her fingers.

You begged, your body contorting beneath her. She finally gave in to you, her fingers crudely yanked down your shorts, not even bothering to take them off completely.

She bent you over the table, the back of her hand squeezing the nape of your neck to keep you in place, your face squished against the oak table.

You cry out a yelp of surprise and anticipation, your cunt dripping with instinct.

"You gonna let me take care of you, huh? gonna let me use you, mommy?" She said, sounding eerily calm as her fingers messily spread your slick down your inner thighs and ass.

You couldn't even speak, too lust drunk to form a sentence, instead you just meekly nod your head against the wood.

Abby tugged her sweatpants down to her mid thighs, just enough to free her strap. She picked this one out specifically for you, knowing it was your favorite. It was black, 7.5 inches and girthy. It filled you up just right, not leaving any empty space when it was buried inside you.

She slipped her middle finger inside, her wrist bumping against your ass as she curled it, adding a second finger and scissoring them inside you.

You whine, a pool of spit collecting on the table from your parted lips.

"Just- fuck... jus' fuck me already." You begged, needing her inside you now or you felt like you combust.

"S' gonna hurt, baby... gotta make sure you're ready." as strong as she was, she never wanted to actually harm you.

You object, shaking your head.

"D-don't care.."

Abby, being the obeying girlfriend she is.. she did what she was told, holding the base of the strap and sunk it into you, pausing halfway to let your walls mold and relax around it before furthering it inside, letting it disappear inside your cunt.

You sigh in relief as the discomfort is replaced with ecstasy, feeling her cock bump against your g-spot.

"Mm- fuck.. y-yeah jus' like that abs.." you moan, bitting down on your bottom lip hard enough to taste iron.

The fat on your ass ricocheting against her hips as she thrusted into you, sent Abby into a spiral. She quickened her pace, getting more animalistic with her movements, small moans escaping her own mouth from the harness tightening, bumping into her clit.

She was growing impatient, frustrated even, her hand grabbed your wrist, bringing it behind and securing it on your lower back, while the other fisted your ass, and her hips snapping against you.

You whine and whimper, jaw open and your eyes rolled back into your head. The whole scene was disgusting, your tank top was was in disarray on your body, pushed up to expose your tits that were pressed against the table, your body limp and your mind completely fucking dumb, wrist starting to hurt from her strong grip while your other hand clawed weakly at the grain.

This is what always kept you coming back- the way your girlfriend always knew how you wanted to be treated. Sure, there were times it was sweet, and tender, but she knew when you wanted to be treated like a toy.

"G-gonna cum, m' gonna cum.." you barely make out, no more than a chanted whisper.

M-me to- fuck... jus' hang on for me baby." She moaned, breathing heavily and intensifying her movements as she chased her own building release, pistoning each blow against your cervix.

Your body tenses, stiffening your hips, jaw slack and eyes squeezing shut as you came undone. Abbys eyebrows furrowed upwards, lips parted as she selfishly continued on your aching cunt, muttering "I'm sorrys" and "so close" through thick breaths.

You cry out, your pussy aching, but you took it.

With a few more thrusts, abby moans, high pitched and sounding so sweet as she peaks, slowing her movements before slowly slipping out, a stream of your slick dripping down your thighs as she does so.

You stay bent over the table for a few seconds, catching your breath before finally standing and fixing yourself, pulling up your shorts and straightening your top.

You turn to face your girlfriend, her face sympathetic and adorn with a layer or sweat. Her hands come up to hold your upper arms, rubbing the skin gently before cupping your face. She kisses you, the sweetest you've ever been kissed, full of love and worship.

Maybe you will stay this time.

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volfoss · 2 years

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For the bingo: franky, kiku and buggy? 👀

HI um this is gonna be long :) so under the cut

franky-

HES EVERYTHING TO ME... the guy ever... like literally prob in my top 3 fave strawhats!! i dont think about him like. a ton but hes so so good and how he is w like. literally EVERYONE is so good. i wish oda didnt try to make him seem perverted like?? idk there was um no reason for that. his backstory makes me sniffle and sob and hes the only guy ever. if u r not a franky fan u are not a one piece fan. or something idk. hes everything to me!!!

kiku-

um does my 30+ page kiku analysis doc say antyhing about the autism tm square here. because i think it should. shes so so good and like i feel no one rly appreciates her bc theyre so focused on her being trans that either theyre transphobic (ie redditors lmao) or just to not even like. focus on any of her other character traits. like shes so kind and sure she did kind of kill 6 men in one fell swoop but that was hot girl behavior and she never did anything wrong 2 me. shes like um. well. im love her.... shes literally 2 me like the prettiest one piece woman and by god i am going to be very gay over her constantly (as if i have not been since i first saw her). shes like um quite literally my fave one piece character ever and ever and shes everything like... shes the whole wide world to me. i will go on essays about her she makes me insane and like. shes so so underappreciated. she should kill even more people for sillies and also be so so happy. i wish so fucking bad that oda did more for her at the end of wano than just one little panel but um its the lifeof a minor character enjoyer bc shes everything to me and i could overanalyze every panel of her ever. shes everything to me etc

buggy-

CHARACTERS I WISH I WASNT INVESTED IN!!! <- joking but i love him like.... hes so silly and i have so much autism towards him in the way that i will be the only guy to take him seriously and the only one to understand him. please consider that the buggy tag on here is so fucking scary and frightening and terrifying to me. i think buggy has done everything wrong but hes so pitiful that i would say hes done nothing wrong in his life. basically. sorry to find the clown hot etc. sorry to be insane about him in the way that i overthink stuff and have to think about his character soooo hard. like hes so interesting to me bc i rly just love his little buggy-isms (silly stuff he says) and also how he shows he cares in such a weird and awkward and offputting way (ie letting nami fire the cannon to kill luffy as an initiation thing bc he really did see that as smth nice). hes really pathetic and im a huge fan of when he sucks so bad and is sooooo pathetic (has been LOVING the recent buggy content lmao) hes so silly to me. forever thinking abt how he literally used his devil fruit power to look tall. it wasnt enough for him to be 6 ft 3 but he rly needed to be like ummmm makes myself SUPER tall lol!! hes so sillay!!

#asks #🏴‍☠️#sad things to admit- i have bought the buggy car plush and am like. going to treasure him so so much when he comes.#sorry that i literally know buggy is an old hag that is hairy w a tummy and abs buggy is not real he cant hurt me!!

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queenofimagines · 4 years

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Chocolates

Request: “can i get something for jj where he's just SUCH a softie & always wants to be held by his girl, been friends since they were lil?? & maybe he finds out that she ran into his dad in public & he recognized her & said some shit abt how she could do better than jj / deserves better & she stood up for him w/out a single hesitation. & when jj finds out he just wants to hold/be held by her & then she calls him "baby boy" or "bubba" & he just breaks & needs needs NEEDS bc he feels so vulnerable & loved”

Warnings: None

JJ didn’t have many things in his life that he cared to hold onto. His lighter? Nothing special. His hats? He could always steal more. His sunglasses? Well, he didn’t really wear them anyway. But you? Now you were something completely different. You had been there for JJ his whole life, having met at a young age in some obscure playground that he was sure was torn down years ago to accommodate the expansion that Figure 8 had undergone. He didn’t care that it was gone, not when he still had you in his life, not when he could still make memories with you at The Wreck or on the HMS Pogue. All that mattered to JJ was you, and as long as he had you, he had the world.

JJ was at the market with Kiara, picking up some supplies for a day out on the marsh. Kiara needed to run to the store for snacks and drinks while JJ had wanted to tag along to make sure that he got the exact chips he wanted. He also tagged along in order to get you those chocolates you loved so much. They were rather hard to come by in The Cut and while he definitely would have asked Pope’s dad since you didn’t want to (something about not wanting to make his job harder and not having enough money, although JJ knew Pope’s dad would have never charged you, you were his favorite Pogue after his son) Pope’s dad didn’t particularly like him very much. Pope’s dad probably would have helped JJ since it was for you but he still would have rather avoided the whole conversation, especially after the day he’d had. First, the stupid Kook family who hired him to mow their lawn had shorted him on his pay, claiming he had knocked over one of their garden gnomes, effectively scratching it and thus ruining it, apparently. He couldn’t see a scratch anywhere and he was sure that they just wanted to short him just because, maybe to flex their power or whatever. Then, his dad had tore into him just before heading to the same grocery store hours earlier. He promised his dad that he’d bring home the same amount that the Kook family had promised him, and bringing home less than what was promised definitely didn’t go over well. Shaking the memory from his head, JJ decided to focus on the task at hand.

“Kie, please! I don’t know what they’re called but they’re small and come in a bag that’s usually resealable and-”

“JJ! I don’t know what kind of chocolates you’re talking about!” Kiara sighed, “JJ I have literally never seen you work this hard for anything, not even for yourself, why would you work this hard for chocolate?”

“They’re for Y/N, she never gets to eat them because they’re so hard to find.” Kiara smiled at that. She knew how in love JJ was with you, he had been for as long as she could remember. Kie liked how you seemed to balance JJ out without restraining his wild personality and how your family had accepted him as if he was their own. She also loved that she wasn’t the only girl in the group anymore, having gained an instant best friend when you arrived.

“Just ask someone JJ, I’m sure the guy at the counter probably knows.” Nodding, JJ headed towards the front of the store while Kiara turned back towards the vegetable section, picking out some baby carrots and trying to find some ranch or hummus near by. JJ rolled his eyes, knowing that the only person who would eat them would be Kiara.

“Excuse me? Do you guys have these little chocolates that look kind of like-”

“JJ, my man! I didn’t think you’d be in today. Are you getting stuff for your dad? He came in earlier looking for some cigarettes and beer, but he didn’t end up buying anything. Instead he just caused a big ruckus that scared off my customers and left! Jerk.”

“Wait, he fought with someone?” JJ asked. JJ knew his dad had a temper but people weren’t always good at seperating JJ from his dad. He’d need more fingers if he were to count the many time he’d been attacked for his dad’s actions and he certainly didn’t need to add anymore to the list.

“Yeah, he fought with Y/N. You didn’t know? Isn’t she your girlfriend?” JJ shook his head.

“What was the fight about?” JJ asked, become agitated at the thought of you having any contact with his dad, let alone actually fighting with him. The clerk behind the counter rubbed his neck nervously, knowing JJ wasn’t going to like the answer.

“Well... Y/N was already here when your dad came in. I guess she found whatever she was looking for because she was making her way towards the counter when she bumped into your dad. Like head on, she even dropped the stuff she was holding. Your dad recognized her I guess cause he started saying something to her, I couldn’t hear what he said but whatever it was obviously didn’t sit well with her cause she looked like she was getting irritated. She said something to him about you, at least I heard her say your name a few times. Then she left, your dad leaving just a little after her.” By now JJ was on edge, knowing that whatever went down between you two couldn’t have been good. All he could think about was making sure you were okay. He quickly left the store, telling Kiara as he passed her that he needed to talk to you.

From the store to your house wasn’t very far, but at the pace JJ kept, the distance seemed even shorter. He quickly knocked on your front door, hoping you’d answer before he vibrated out of his skin. The door swung open, except it wasn’t your face he was looking at, but your father’s.

“Hey JJ, what’re you doing here? I thought you guys weren’t hanging out until later.”

“Hi, Mr. Y/L/N, you’re right but I just need to talk to Y/N really quick, can I come in?” By now JJ was practically bouncing on his toes. He loved your dad, he truly did, but right now he just needed to talk to you.

“Yeah come on in! She’s in her room but she’s taking a nap and, well, you know what she’s like when she wakes up don’t you?” Your dad laughed. JJ muttered a quick thanks before running to your room, gently closing the door when he spotted you sprawled out on top of your blankets fast asleep. He walked to the side of your bed and sat down, softly shaking your shoulder to wake you up.

“JJ?” You asked groggily, stretching before your eyes went wide as you abruptly sat up. “Oh my god did I sleep in? I was so sure I set an alarm.”

“You’re not late sweetheart, I just came early. I just needed to talk to you about something.”

“What is it?”

“The guy at the store told me you ran into my dad today.”

“Oh.”

“What happened?”

“Well, I went to the store to pick up some snacks and when I was ready to pay I ran into your dad.” You didn’t really want to keep going, you knew he’d be upset by what his dad said and he really didn’t need his confidence to be any lower than it already was.

“And? I know there’s more to it Y/N.”

“Um... H-he said that I was a quite a catch, pretty and smart, and that I could have done better than... than you. He told me I should breakup with you.” JJ looked down, gripping you blanket so tight that his knuckles turned white.

“But I told him that wasn’t happening!” You quickly addd, beginning to get angry again as you thought about the whole interaction. “You’re the best thing that’s happened to me, there’s no way I’m just letting you go.”

JJ gently took ahold of your hand. He knew that you cared for him, but he never thought you’d be the type to stand up to his dad of all people, and he definitely didn’t think that you felt the same about him as he did you. His heart swelled at the thought that you had defended him, but he also felt guilty at the thought of you having to do so.

Seeing JJ look so defeated hurt your heart, more so at the thought that you might have caused it.

“I’m sorry, Bubba. Please don’t be mad at me.”

“I’m not mad, sweetheart, just surprised is all.” He quickly pulled you to him, kissing your forehead before laying down next to you and wrapping his arms around you. “Thank you.”

“For what?”

“For defending me. You didn’t have to.” You moved so that you were looking at him, eyes wide.

“Of course I did! No one talks shit about my boyfriend, especially not his own dad.” You said, laying your head on his chest after having made your point. Just then your alarm went off, signaling that you both would have to leave soon if you were going to be on time to meet up with the Pogues. You tried to get up but JJ held onto you tightly, not allowing you to move much as you tried to wriggle out of his grip.

“JJ we need to go if we don’t want to be late.” You laughed. JJ shoved his head into the crook of your neck, pulling you even closer to him.

“No, forget the Pogues, let’s just stay here and cuddle.” You wanted to protest, really you did but the way JJ was holding you, as if his life depended on it, let you know that he needed you right now to just be there, so without saying a word, you turned over and held him to you, running your hand through his hair until he fell asleep, soon drifting off with him.

#jj maybank imagine #jj maybank #jj maybank x reader #jj maybank oneshot #jj outer banks #obx #obx imagine #obx x reader #obx one shot #obx oneshot #Outer Banks #outer banks oneshot #outer banks x reader #outer banks one shot #outer banks imagine #pogues #obx pogues #outer banks pogues

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dumblemonchickenwing · 3 years

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What's an unpopular opinion you have about whatever fandom you're into at the moment?

A Hat In Time:

I am not sure it's an "unpopular opinion", but I am a newbie in fandom and I haven't seen anyone talk about it;

I have a strong feeling that A Hat In Time is in desperate need for a Remastered Version. I'm not saying this to reprimand or poke a jab at the developers, I just feel like the game was rushed and the creators were put in tight schedule and didn't have enough freedom, time and resources to calmly flesh out their game.. It feels like so much was scrapped or lost, a lot of things were intended differently, or meant to be put but were lost.

I wouldn't mind if they went as far as putting more focus on Mafia Boss, his story, maybe add levels with dialogue, or add "time travel" where we learn more about the characters (not just through storybooks), or if just more dialogues were added and the pacing was fixed, few more cutscenes. Mustache girl

Harry Potter:

Lily always cared about Severus even after they parted ways, she just had to make a choice that would be better for herself. But that doesn't mean she hated/forgot about him. And.. I just think she would forgive him.

Maybe it's just me.. but I believe it would be that way

__ Oh sorry, wait.. did you mean an opinion about fandom.? Well,.

A Hat in Time fandom,. I think that the fandom is not bad, its actually really nice and kind, and wholesome. I am newbie and I haven't been around long. Though I heard about the anger at snatcher being overly popular and a discourse about this issue (i,e, fandom only focuses on one thing in game and all others are unappreciated).

But I think that, even if Snatcher and subcon forest are most popular, there is nothing bad about it. As long as it makes people happy. If so many people like Snatcher, then there must have been a good reason behind it. I am not as much of Snatcher fan as others and I am not into subcon stuff, but I don't feel like hating or disliking anyone who loves them. Just, hating something people pour soul and effort into and love, and something that makes them feel comforted, feels like a waste of time to me. Hate just can never solve anything, it only brings mysery and ruins good things for all parties. (Also people "jump on the bandwagon" and make snatcher related stuff because they want to be part of community and because they can bond with others and find friends/comfort in that way (bc snatcher fans are really talented and sweet), which I cannot disrespect.) I don't mind if I try to search in ahit tag and see snatcher even though I didnt look for him

I know the difference in popularity is a real situation, but it is not anyone's fault I think. It just turned out that way, and I dont feel like blaming anyone. Maybe in a way it feels poetic to me. Some of the people have the power to give attention to unpopular characters or to open a new era of "making other characters interesting and attracting new people to them". Maybe I could be one of them..or not. Finding rare and nice things in fandom is fun too,in a way..

also i dont have any right to complain because I fixate on conductor who is a fan favorite too (i think,?) and overshadows others. I was considering maybe making something alpine skyline related in future, bc it was my favorite location in game;

I apologize if I was rude in any way.

#ask #fandom #ahit #ahit fandom #harry potter #personal #text #long post #I am sorry for my english

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marvels-writings · 4 years

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Take Care of Yourself

Requested by Anon: - [ ] Hiii, can i request for R being part of the avengers cast and she’s also a Med Student while recording for a new film. Scarlett and Elizabeth notice how tired and stressed R is and that she’s been forgetting to eat, always with a book or script on hand. So they talk and maybe scold her a little bit about it and cheer her up. This is actually my situation and I need so much fluff right now🥺🥺🥺please🙏🏼

BUT with Wanda and Natasha instead

Word Count: 830, angsty and fluffy

A/N: Sorry if this isn’t that great, tell me what you think tho!

Soft music sounded from your speaker, the only sound helping keep you awake as you read your textbook. Everyone had long since gone to sleep, but you stayed in the living room to study until you felt you were ready.

Your eyes threatened to droop shut as you flipped the page. The drowsiness of pulling an all-nighter made you oblivious to Natasha entering the kitchen to get a glass of water.

“What are you doing up?” Natasha asked, walking over to the couch. The sound causing your eyes to snap open and focus on her.

“Hmm?” You asked, still unfocused. The redhead laughed lightly and sat down in front of you.

“I asked what you were doing awake?” Natasha asked, but when you didn’t respond and zone out, she flicked your forehead.

“But it seems like you’re not awake.”

“Sorry, I need to study for this,” You began, gesturing to the thick textbook set up in your lap. Just about to explain what it was you were studying when you were interrupted by a loud yawn.

“What you need to do is sleep,” Natasha laughed. The redhead easily picked the textbook out of your lap despite your protests.

“But-”

“No buts,” Natasha waved you off, you crossed your arms stubbornly across your chest. The redhead rolled her eyes and started collecting your textbooks. When you saw there were too many for one person to carry alone, you began to help her with them.

“Fine,” You grumbled, collecting the last of the textbooks while Natasha guided you towards your bedroom.

The second you hit your bed, you fell asleep. The dim awareness of exams the furthest thing from your mind as you finally succumbed to the tiredness.

———————

The next day, you went right back to your normal habits. A bagel in your hand, a coffee rested on the table in front of you as you held your notes in front of you to study. Wanda sat down next to you, reading over your shoulder for a few minutes before deciding to make something to eat as a late-night snack.

The witch noticed you hadn’t flipped a page in almost 10 minutes, she tried talking to you but you waved her off and said you were fine. Natasha walked in just before Wanda could almost force you to eat the pasta she had been cooking. Even though the pasta was a little too much for a snack, the witch was adamant that you hadn’t had a decent meal in almost a week.

“What did she do this time?” Natasha asked, laughing at the frustrated expression Wanda wore before taking a seat across from you.

“This one,” Wanda lightly flicked your book, causing you to glare at her. “Hasn’t eaten more than a bagel and 3-”

“4,” You corrected her, causing both Avengers to raise an eyebrow.

“4 coffees, and a pop tart because of Thor in the past 3 days” The witch finished, concern and frustration both evident in her voice.

It wasn’t like you didn’t want to eat. Eating just wasn’t as important as passing to you right now. Though, you knew you should take care of yourself better than 4 cups of coffee. Natasha easily caught your attention by snatching away your book of notes.

“Hey!” You exclaimed, shooting up to try to snatch your book back. But out of exhaustion, you stumbled forwards and almost fell if it wasn’t for Wanda’s powers and Natasha’s hands on your shoulders, pushing you back into your seat.

“Y/n,” Natasha began, her tone stern as she pushed you back into your seat. You sat down with a thump, crossing your arms.

“You need to take care of yourself,” Wanda chided, taking a more gentle approach.

Both of them began to scold you on how you had been negating yourself for your studies. Whenever you tried to intervene and say it wasn’t that bad, they reminded you that you’d only got 4 hours of sleep in the past four days. Eventually, you admitted defeat and began to go to bed.

Natasha glanced nervously at Wanda, scared they had been too harsh on you. Instead, they both approached you and dragged you upstairs to the roof. You whined, but when you noticed the sky was clear and you could see the stars and the moon, you quietened instantly.

The three of you pulled a blanket and a few pillows. Wanda used her powers to quickly make a roofless blanket fort. With you squished in the middle of both the Avengers, they began stargazing and pointing out the different constellations in the sky.

During the stargazing, they brought you more food and drinks in case you were hungry. Even though you didn’t eat much, you were forced to eat at least one plate of pasta. Not that you minded, you enjoyed being taken care of this way.

After half an hour, you found yourself drifting off snuggled in between two women you considered your family.

A/N: I’m hyperfocusing on Crown so I just needed to get this out bc finishing it is gonna take another few days, tell me what you think!

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can i request a hc with oikawa, kuroo, and ushijima ( my favorite boys teehee) with a s’o who plays basketball, like like team captain level? i’m sorry if this is weird. thank you !

oh sure anon!!! i don’t play basketball so please bear with me if i got some terms wrong!!!

Oikawa:

* he’s so AMAZEDDDDD

* like the first time you invite him to one of your games, he finds it so cool that he’s PRETTY GIRLFRIEND is the team captain?????????

* MAN.

* especially when he sees you on the court.

* he’s wearing those glasses of his so he can focus on you better, and he SCREAMS for you when he sees you score a 3-pointer!!!!

* like!!!! do y’all see that!??????? that’s his girlfriend!!!!!!

* he’s taking so many pictures and sending them to Iwaizumi to tease him about not having a girlfriend LOLOLOL

* Iwaizumi blocks him after seeing 202 photos downloading into his phone.

* but even Iwaizumi admits you’re pretty cool!!!!!

* Oikawa comes down to the benches in the middle of half-time to give you a kiss and some praise, and all your teammates are looking at you enviously.

* LMAOOO THEY JEALOUSSSS

* anyway whenever he’s staying back after practice he invites you to the gymnasium!!!!!

* he set up a makeshift hoop there so you can practice with him while he practices his serves.

* there was once where he was too busy looking at you dribbling the ball that he hit the ball wrongly and he sprained his wrists just a little bit.

* but he gets kisses from you when you realise he’s injured!!!! so no harm done ;)!!!

* tbh you’re so cool that whenever you come visit him during practice, Kyoutani gives you a slight bow.

* Oikawa is shook at that.

* “HEY HOW COULD YOU BOW AT MY GIRLFRIEND AND NOT ME HUH!!!!!”

* “Shut up, Trashykawa!!!!!!”

* “NO IWA-CHAN I’M SORRY.”

Kuroo:

* YOOOOOO

* he’s so proud of you!!!!!

* like man, the captain of Nekoma boys’ volleyball club dating the captain of Nekoma girls’ basketball club?????

* dude he refers to the both of you as the power couple LMAOOOO

* and when you invite him to one of your games???

* man he’s lugging the whole team along, and even Kenma comes, and brings a little switch to play AC.

* he’s so excited to see you play!!!!!

* and he finds you so hot instructing the team on what to do.

* DJFJFJRJ

* but dude, he’s HOLLERING when you dribble past the opponent and toss the ball straight through the hoop.

* “YOOOOOO!!!! THAT’S MY GIRL!!!! (Y/N)!!”

* lmaooo his voice is so loud that your coach asked you who he was when your team takes a timeout.

* and tbhhh the way you play is so cool that even Kenma puts down his switch to watch you play!!!!!!

* and whenever you come visit Kuroo during practice, he’s smirking at you while he does an amazing block, and then he’s yelling,” HEY! MY GIRL’S HERE!”

* coach Nekomata now knows you bc of how frequent Kuroo brags about you to the team.

* literally...the first time you walk into practice, he’s like,” you’re (Y/N), right?”

* and you’re like ??????? YES, SIR????

* “Kuroo talks a lot about you, you’re the captain of the girls’ basketball club right?”

* LMAOOOO YOU’RE SO EMBARRASSED BUT NOW COACH NEKOMATA WAVES AT YOU EVERYTIME YOU POP THROUGH THE DOOR.

Ushijima:

* it’s very rare for Ushijima to show a facial expression on his face.

* but when you first invite him to your game, he’s so excited and he can’t keep it out of his voice when he tells the other third years!!!!!!

* Tendou and Semi insisted on tagging along bc they wanted to see you play too LOL.

* ANYWAY

* during your match, there’s just this stunned expression on his face the entire time.

* HE’S SO SHOOK.

* his girlfriend’s so amazing!!!!!!! she’s like an ace!!!!!!!!!!!

* Tendou notices the look on his face, and starts to tease him about it LOLOLOL.

* and when you score a three-pointer??? for some reason some sound comes out of his throat.

* and Semi’s like (๑･̑◡･̑๑)!!! lmaooo it’s clear he just cheered for you!!!!!

* and occasionally he’ll ask you out on dates to the basketball court!!!!!

* he’ll practice his serves and spikes and he’ll ask you to teach him how to shoot.

* HE SHOOTS IT ON THE FIRST TRY AFTER YOU TEACH HIM HOW IS THAT POSSIBLE.

* but you learn a little bit of volleyball from him too!!!!

* now you guys always have dates where you set for him and he pretends to be the opponent to help you with your dribbling.

* and when you come visit him during practice????

* the coach is looking at you, and he actually NODS at you!!!!!

* MAYBE ITS BECAUSE OF YOUR HEIGHT LOLOLOLOL

* Goshiki’s very, very shocked that the coach was being nice.

* “GOSHIKI!!!!! IF YOU WANT TO STARE, MAKE SURE YOU RECEIVE THE BALL PROPERLY!!!!!!”

* “S-sorry, coach!”

i hope this was okay, anon!!!!

#oikawa x reader #kuroo x reader #ushijima x reader #haikyuu hcs #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu headcanon #haikyuu hc #kuroo tetsurou x reader #kuroo tetsuro x reader

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wooohooo!! translation dump as promised. I translated this so fast this afternoon, not much thought was put into it beyond “I think this is 90% correct” lol. I did get a few interesting observations about translation and learned a few words and phrases, so I annotated it because why not. it’s already messy.

also, because i can’t bring myself to cry over the original story, i’m not really sure of the whole timeline, but there are scenes that seem pretty common across multiple adaptations so i’m taking a wild guess and assuming a similar Thing happened in the original. that being said, there’s at least one other adaptation where shino is being bullied because of his/her father being a deserter and she/him crossdressing.

I once read some of the jpn wikipedia page, and the part I read up to gave the reason shino (who’s male in the original) crossdressed as a child. and has a name you’ll typically see on girls. supposedly, his parents had a hard time having a child. when they finally had shino, his mother wished to follow a tradition where you raise a child (or maybe just male children? idk the past was sexist) as the opposite gender until their coming of age ceremony so they would grow up strong.

so, back to the game...? haha well the basic structure of the first scene is familiar but you have no idea how thrown off i am that hamaji is a dude. shino as a girl, that’s fine. but hamaji as a dude??? it should be an...interesting change to the story.

Anyways. Here we go, super bad translation ahead.

里見八犬伝：八珠之記 | Legend of the Eight Dogs of Satomi: Records of the Eight Beads

初めから | New Game 画廊 | Gallery

続きから | Continue シーン回想 | Recollections

設定一覧 | Options 用語集 | Glossary

> New Game

「私の名前は？」苗字は「犬塚」固定です。名前は各7文字までです

“What’s my name?” The surname “Inuzuka” is fixed. The first name can be up to 7 characters.

naturally, i chose the default name: shino

主人公は「犬塚信乃」です。よろしいですか？

The main character will be “Inuzuka Shino”. Is this correct?

はい | Yes いいえ | No

「署名完了」「オプションを聞きたいときは、STARTボタン。閉じたいときは、Xぼトンに、ね？」

“Signature complete.” “If you want to listen to options, press the START button. If you want to close the options, press the X button, ok?”

村の若者「くっそ、男女（おとこおんな）のくせに…」

Village Youth “Damn you, you man-woman…”

this vn is voiced! all except shino, which sort of infuriates me. but it is what it is. anyways this is super helpful. 男女 is a poor example bc it’s obvious this is being used as an insult, and in the case of an insult おとこおんな is used. but the same characters can also be said だんじょ, which gives it a general meaning of “men and women” with no derogatory connotation. so, voiced just helps overall when you’re not fluent in the language.

「だから、何？そっちこそ、男のくせに負け惜しみ言おうっていうのか」「勝負を仕掛けてきたのはそっちだろう」

“And, so what? I was just about to say the same thing. For a man, you’re such a sore loser. You’re the one who picked a fight with me.”

this is shino, who doesn’t get a name tag or voiced lines. sad. she speaks super informally lol. though, they all do, even hamaji who appears later.

村の若者「……」

Village Youth “...”

「それで負けたからってその言い草はないだろう。 …自分こそ、男らしくないんじゃないのか」

“You lost, so there should be no excuses, don’t you think? …Not very manly of you, huh.”

村の若者「何だと…っ」

Village Youth “What did you just say…!”

「私は間違ったことは言っていないはずだ。負け惜しみで、悪口を言う暇はあったら、刀の鍛錬をしたらどうだ」「悔しかったら、かかって来い！この犬塚信乃が相手になる！」

“I didn’t say anything wrong. If you have the time to badmouth people like a sore loser, why don’t you focus on sword training. If you’re pissed off, then come at me! I, Inuzuka Shino, will be your opponent!”

刀だけは自信があった。ちゃんばら程度の腕で、負けるわけもない。 The only thing I had confidence in was the sword. With my skill in sword fighting, I wouldn’t lose.

村の若者「くそ…お前なんか卑怯者の娘のくせに。偉そうにしてんじゃねえよ！」

Village Youth “Damn you, you’re just the daughter of a coward. Don’t think so highly of yourself!”

村の若者「そうだ、そうだ…っ。おまえは結城合戦から逃げた卑怯者の娘だろう！」

Village Youth “That’s right, that’s right. You’re the daughter of a coward who fled from the Siege of Yuuki!”

「……！」（卑怯、だと…？) 自分のことならまだいい。だが、父上や母上のことを言われるとなると我慢ならない。「私のことならいいけど、父上の悪口を言うのは許せない！」

(A coward, they said…?) I didn’t care if they insulted me. But, when it came to things said about my mother and father, I couldn’t hold back. “I don’t care what you say about me, but I’ll never forgive anyone who insults my father!”

村の若者「戦が怖くて逃げ出したおまえの親父は卑怯だ。蟇六様はそうおっしゃっていた、間違いねえぞ」

Village Youth “Your father is a coward who ran from battle in fear. Hikiroku-sama said that, so there’s no mistaking it.”

do not have enough brain power to figure out what 様 should be in this case. Hikiroku is the village chieftan/head.

「……っ」私が刀の代わりの木の棒を振りかぶり……。勢いよく振り下ろそうとした瞬間だった。 I brandished a tree branch in place of a sword. The moment I swung it down with force...

？？？「はい、そこまで」

??? “Alright, that’s quite enough.”

涼やかな声とともに現れたのは、見慣れた姿。それを見て、先刻まで威勢の良かった彼らは黙った。

A clear, refreshing voice appeared along with a familiar figure. I looked over at the two who were previously so high-spirited and now fell silent.

村の若者「浜路…」

Village Youth “Hamaji…”

浜路「ちゃんばらもいいけど、ほどほどにしないとね。それに、君たちも女の子に寄ってたかってっていうのは感心しない」

Hamaji “Sword fighting is good at all, but it should be done in moderation, right? Not to mention, ganging up on a girl isn’t exactly admirable of you two.”

at some point, i kind of had a re-realization that direct translation just is so subpar. like, there’s so much nuance that is conveyed in a phrase but if you were to translate it literally, it would lack that impact in english. there’s no choice but to elaborate a bit in english. that’s more important than making sure there’s a one-to-one match up.

it took me so. damn. long. to unlearn my habit of ‘as close to literal as possible. no embellishments. no elaboration.’ to be entirely fair, i didn’t realize until recently just how much an official translated text can differ from the original (see: haruki murakami’s novels. i was shocked to learn just how different some parts were.)

浜路は受け止めた木の棒を、優しく私に押し返す。 Hamaji gently forced me back with the tree branch he’d stopped earlier.

浜路「さあ、今日はおしまいだよ。俺と彼女は用がある、さっさと帰りなよ」「それでも帰りたくないって言うのなら…。俺にも考えがあるけど…？」

Hamaji “Now, that’s all for today. She and I have some business to take care of, so you hurry back home.” “But if you say you don’t want to go back… I can think of something else…?”

浜路のニッコリとした笑顔には、誰でも敵わない。ものを言わずとも、迫力がある。

No one could rival Hamaji’s sweetly smiling face. It had such intensity, even without him saying anything.

村の若者「い、行こうぜ…」

Village Youth “L, Let’s go…”

村の若者「あ、ああ…」

Village Youth “Y, Yeah…”

浜路「…さてと、信乃？喧嘩はするなって、俺、言っていなかったかな？」

Hamaji “…Now then, Shino?” What have I said about not getting into fights?”

「喧嘩っていうか、刀の鍛錬の一環で…」（うう、怖いってば…)

“Fights are part of sword training…” (Uwah, how scary…)

浜路「刀の鍛錬？男装をしているとはいえ、女の子の君が？」

Hamaji “Sword training? You do dress as a man, but as a girl, you…?”

i really hate it when sentences trail off or are cut off haha. i mean, i get the impression and i know what it means in my head. but without the rest of the sentence i sometimes get a little confused about how to translate it.

i didn’t know how to word that last sentence. i don’t think hamaji meant it in a bad way, he was just surprised since just because she dresses as a man all the time, doesn’t mean she’d like activities that are more male-oriented. but idk. this hamaji is kind of hard to read.

「…すみませんでした」（だって、刀の鍛錬は趣味だし…）

“…Sorry.” (I mean, I like sword training…)

interestingly, shino got super formal here. so maybe she did feel as if she was being criticized for liking something traditionally for men.

だが浜路は怒らせると、恐ろしい。微笑見ながら罵声を浴びせてきかねない。

But, angering Hamaji was a scary thing. He would yell at you while smiling.

（まあ、私の勝手な憶測だけど…。笑いながら怒る印象はあるけど、実際にやられたことはないし…）長い付き合いだが、甘やかされた経験しかない。浜路はいつも笑顔だが、言うことは的確だ。敵に回したら恐ろしいことになるとは常々思っている。

(Well, that’s just my own guess though… He seems like the type to smile while angry, but the reality is, it’s never really happened…) We knew each other for a long time, but he had only ever treated me indulgently. Hamaji was always smiling, but what he said was always exactly how he felt. I always thought it would be scary to become his enemy.

hamaji does have a “smiling” voice. it’s very pleasant and calm, even when he’s telling you off. she does imply that his appearance doesn’t match what he feels, but his words are always "on point” (的確).

ALSO I HAD NO CLUE 実際 was actually JISSAI. well, I read the JI- part and looked it up, and...well 実際 is jissai. i’ve know this word for so long but i’ve never seen it written in kanji before lol.

#the muffin's translating woes

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Destiel Chronicles

Vol. XLI

It was a love story from the very beginning.

I Want You Here

(9x02/9x03 2nd part/9x04/9x05)

Hello my friends! This is the second Destiel meta from season 9.

We are gonna talk about how Dean was worried about Castiel and he wanted him in the bunker ... Obviously we will talk about how their reunion was cocklblocked by Zeke (Gadreel).

I want to say thank you to my friend @agusvedder she made the gifs for this meta! Love ya girl!

Let's start...

Human!Cas and sex

In episode 9x03, Castiel ended at the street, frozen, under the rain and hungry.

That's when April appears, showing him kindness, she offered him a jelly and peanut butter sandwich. I know it has to be the most delicious food in the world for this hungry poor ex angel, and also the representation of human's kindness.

But Castiel was deceived by this woman/reaper.

She showed him good actions, she took are of his wounds... She even listened him...

He felt comfortable with her, because she made him believe in her. Castiel opened his heart and confessed why he had ended like this... He talked about vanity, now, after his fall, he understood a lot of things...

Sorry... I just... Was drooling a little over Misha's perfection....

I'm back now.

APRIL: Well, all patched up, but, God, your delts are in knots. You got to relax.

Yeah, bitch, any excuse is a good excuse to touch our beautiful angel, right? 😒

CASTIEL: Ah, it's all new to me. Hunger. Cold. This feeling, being all alone.

APRIL: You're not alone tonight.

Aaaand you know what happens next.

But let's just stop in Castiel's words... He was feeling alone, a very cold sensation he wasn't use to. He was always that self secure angel, not needing anyone to do anything. And now, feeling the most sad side of humanity, our miseries, he feels a lot of things... But one of them was LONELINESS. (I just can't forget season 14 when he recalls this and said to Jack HE WASN'T ALONE, HE HAD SAM, DEAN AND HIMSELF, I just love his improvement.)

He had sex with April, when she lied to him. And not just that, but she began to torture him and she even killed him. It was a horrendous violent act and Castiel was exposed to that.

Next scene was Dean and Sam arriving... But it was too late...

The despair in Dean's face is eloquent. He is desperate, his voice cracked, and he's touching Castiel's shoulder and face. His Express changes when he realizes Cas is dead.

But we know what happened next, Zeke/Gadreel saves Cas to win more confidence from Dean.

Now... Let's continue with the sex over here...

The burritos scene is a classic between Destiel shippers because it's sexual innuendo and Dean's blatant facial expressions. And we had jealous!Dean too.

This had been analyzed by a lot of meta writers, so I won't add any new, because it was obvious that when Castiel came out from the shower ...

A very horny Dean imagining his hot "buddy" enjoying the water falling over his well formed naked body, and there you have that face there. Just for our inquisitive and attentive eyes... Why the camera would focus Dean and not Sam after the shower line? Because Dean is affected by that... And that's why we got that quote from the hunter, suggestively bitting the burrito (may a say a dick mirror? 🤣🤣) "It ain't all just burritos and burritos, my friend," like... There's dicks too, may I show you?

Dean feels more free to make this kind of approaches to Castiel, because he knows the boundary that was there separating them for being more, is gone now. Cas wasn't an angel anymore. And maybe Dean could teach him some about sex life.

Then, the scene switched to jealous!Dean when Castiel mentioned April.

Look at this, a very classic, we love this, that's why I will talk about it, even if you readed a lot of references... We are Destiel trash and we love it...

Watch... Cas says he had sex, Sam and Dean are surprised, but both of them reacts differently. Sam grimaced an UH! And immediately drifts his eyes to his brother, why? Because he wants to caught his brother's reaction, why?, Because he suspects his brother feels something more than just friendship for Castiel.

And Dean chocking with that burrito, hilarious, his serious and jealous face is fantastic, like if he was scolding Castiel for that, he even points at him "You had sex with April?" Is like YOU CHEATED ON ME?

Just for a few seconds, because, is good, is good for Castiel. He isn't a Virgen anymore... So he had tasted having sex like any human? That's a good thing!

Dean is proud and happy to have Cas there. Happy because maybe he will have an opportunity with Human!Cas who already had had sex with another human. Like... Possibilities are huge!

Obviously we had Zeke/Gadreel cockblocking the possibilities.

Not comfortable with the L word and ...

Let's jump a little to episode 9x02, at the beginning, Dean and Sam were talking about Cas, they were waiting still for him to arrive, Dean tried to show himself cool, saying Cas was a big guy.

But when the episode keeps going, we ha d a very important encounter between Dean and Abaddon. The dialogue was a foreshadow of Demon!Dean plot.

Abaddon wanted Dean's body to use it like meat suit.

She even asked...

ABADDON: It can get worse. Trust me. 'Cause once I'm on top, I'll make you watch. And I'll use your body. Have you ever felt an infant's blood drip down your chin? Or listened to a girl scream as you rip her guts out? Because you will. It's you and me, lover. We'll have a grand old time.

The infant blood just recalled to when Dean, with Cain's mark, killed the boy from the Steins family in the bunker.

But after this, we had Zeke/Gadreel saving the day, and this dialogue between them...

Dean is uncomfortable with the use of LOVE word. Maybe bc he isn't used to talk about it, or feel it. Or because his toxic masculinity, doesn't leave him to talk about it. So is a uncomfortable word, and it shows in his face.

In 9x04, after Dean kicked out Cas from the bunker, I will talk about this later (no, I didn't forget 🤣), Sam was confused about that fact, and the brother had a tiny conversation over it... And Dean said this important lines...

HE WANTS CASTIEL IN THE BUNKER WITH HIM, MORE THAN ANYONE, MORE THAN SAM OBVIOUSLY, BECAUSE SAM AND CAS ARE JUST FRIENDS, BUT FOR DEAN, CASTIEL IS MORE THAN FAMILY, HE IS IN LOVE WITH CAS AND HE IS DISAPPOINTED AND SAS BECAUSE HE CAN'T HAVE HIM THERE, WITH HIM. And because he had wished to be more than friends, maybe physically, now than they didn't have any attachments or restrictions to do that.

Later, on the same episode, we will see Charlie and Dean in his room, and Charlie noticing this...

Okay, this is very exppsitional for Bi!Dean over here... Because Charlie (as always) is pointing that he has that collection of boobs but... He... Like... This isn't the real you.

And Dean says... Don't judge me.

Perfect my friends... I loved it.

And because Dean is still in the closet, as we saw with Charlie and the whole toxic masculinity, in 9x05 Dog Dean Afternoon, we had this piece of dialogue from the one talking dog, the Yorkie.

YORKIE: Ohh, a – a cowboy hat, leather pants. The dude's a total closet case.

Okay this reference is applicable to Dean too! Even in that freaking episode... We had a couple of things...

The Sad Destiel Scene

Okay, before ending this meta, I want to talk briefly about Dean kicking out Castiel from the bunker, because to me, it was a manipulation from Zeke, but it was a tool to keep Cas and Dean separated and create a little fight an resentment between them... Because the drama and everything... 😒

But we'll the scene is very sad, because CAS even made it word saying this...

My sweet little ex-angel there... He even pull back a chair for Dean... He likes to talk with Dean... He's such a cute and sweet and educated little ... Awwwww but he didn't know his heart was about to be ripped apart.

Look at his face!!!!!!!!!! Was Dean breaking his heart or what? Damn...

Okay... Circular narrative in which in season 8 Dean was in one sided love and Cas broke his heart, now in season 9 is in reverse. Castiel aknowledged by now his feelings, so I suspect he recognized his attraction to Dean was love. But... Now... Dean is kicking him off from the bunker... Without a good reason... Lying to him.

Can I die here... I won't bother you...

More Demon!Dean foreshadow (Miscellaneous)

I just wanted to out here two things I noticed...

In episode 9x04 we had a two man of letters from the past. They were partners and they were Sam and Dean mirror. One of them under the witch's powerful spell, tried to kill to Sam's mirror, and this was a foreshadow for Demon!Dean plot again, that time when he was trying to kill Sam in the bunker too.

Another little detail was what the monster said in episode 9x05 when he was fighting with Dean.

CHEF LEO: Well, I didn't mean to kill anyone – at first. But if people got in my way, they became collateral damage. Guess you eat enough predators, you start to become one. You are what you eat, right? [laughs]

This is a reference to Dean future transformation into a monster (with Cain's mark on him) and later into a Demon. The hunter that becomes what he hunts.

To Conclude:

Castiel's innocence and despair leads him to April, the reaper that deceives him by taking advantage of his human situation.

Dean wanted Cas to be with him in the bunker because he knew Human Cas and him could have maybe an opportunity to develop something more than just friendship.

Toxic Masculinity in Dean is manifested through a lot of piece of dialogues, showing us how hard will be for him to defeat that... Persisting till now... I hope not for too long. I guess episode 15x07 was very important to show us that toxicity is ending, and the whole Healing!Dean plot in season 14.

There were too some foreshadows for Demon!Dean and Cain's mark.

I hope you enjoy this one, see you in the next Chronicles!

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If you want to read the previous volume from season 9, here is the link.

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5sosbitchfest · 4 years

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Alrighty, Nonsters. We currently have 290 Asks in our box! As much as we might try, I know there is NO WAY we’re going to be able to get through all of them. Everything exploded this weekend when MessyGate went down! I don’t want to ignore any asks just because I already answered a similar one. So, I’ve tried to gather as many similar Asks as possible to let your your voices be heard. Y’all are definitely NOT alone in your feelings. Get ready for a lot of opinions on Messy’s Twitter Drama.

Also, if you sent in an Ask and we haven’t answered it yet, please feel free to resubmit it! I do try to scroll through all of them but it is a daunting task and personal stuff and work make it difficult for me to get through everything in a timely manner!

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Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I’m really disappointed in Luke and this band in general, the way they deal with things. “honest policy” with messy? So he knew all of this and it was okay? Or he confronted her on this and he is okay with what she has done? I’m not sure this whole thing would be a deal breaker for me, but it certainly would make me real mad at my SO and some whiny excuses wouldn’t be enough to make things alright. Radio silence would’ve been much better than that story he posted, made himself look like a fool.

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: These girls will sooner or later become their downfall if their management or them does not realise they should rely on other things than bringing relationship up front to sell their music. I find it extremely bad that they are behaving as if nothing happened, I hope there will be changes once touring will be possible again and we won’t see these girls tagging along everywhere or being brought up in interviews all the time but somehow I’m not counting too much on that.

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I wonder if Luke knows everything that Messy got exposed for or just the parts Messy wanted to show him. Bc Luke said in his Story that he wasn't online lately so maybe he wasn't on Twitter too and Messy just showed him the parts that make her look good and he still doesn't know that she spoke bad about Ashton or how she stalked the fans also after she knew that they didn't hack his email adress cause he wasn't on Twitter so he couldn't see the screenshots.🤷‍♀️

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I'm just waiting for the day one of them date someone who isn't a part of their circle. tired of them passing around the same toxic girls.

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: These girls are just digging a whole for these guys and they want be able to get out of it soon

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: It was a chicken move for Sierra to do it as a reply and no one has talked on twitter that she deleted it because they probably think her deleting it is saying it wasn’t true

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: Am I the only one who thinks that guys really only heavily interact with us when they want to promote something or say something about the music? I do understand they have lives so being on Twitter isn't number one priority and with all the drama that surrounds this fandom its very easy to not want to be online a lot, I just can't help but feel that way

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I'm talking about this messy situation (no pun intended) with my friend and she said to me that Messy should consider changing her career if she can't handle that not all people are going to like her. (that ofc doesn't include any form of harassment bc that's not cool)

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I really don't know how to feel about the Luke situation. At first I was upset and disappointed of Luke but now I almost pity him bc real or not either the management would want Luke to defend her or Messy. And I think Luke isn't the kind of person who would stand up against the management or Messy (even though it would probably be better for him if he would). And most people don't realise when they're in a toxic relationship so I can't really blame him. I just hope this ends asap.

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I literally was so angry and frustrated with Luke and this whole situation yesterday that I couldn’t even look at him on my home screen, I had to change it. It’s really a disappointing thing to witness. Whether management put him up to this or he genuinely believes this toxicity is okay, I’m just very grumpy with him at the moment. He deserves better and WE (the fans) deserve better.

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I think Luke really needs to be in a relationship with sb who either isn't famous and doesn't want to be or with someone who is famous bc they have a successful career too and who doesn't need Like to be famous.

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I’ve only seen a few accounts on Twitter who are attacking Messy and Crusty to the core and exposing every bad thing they’ve done with receipts for the sossies defending them! I’m happy that karma is finally getting to those con artist who think they can get away with anything

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: that recent lierra picture is photoshoped lmao. if you look at Sierra's hand you can see color coming off from it and her arm looks hella weird.her forehead looks hella weird and look couldn't have taken the picture because I doubt that he could stretch his arm that far and make a perfect picture. also we haven't even seen Sierra's face so I still don't believe they're together

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: The Lemon pic was like a punch in the face (even though Petunia and Luke are looking cute there). But I've been asking myself lately if Luke has seen the whole drama going around on Twitter or just the posts Messy wanted him to know so the ones who make her look like the victim (and not the ones where she insulted Ashton or she made it clear that she stalked his fans). Cause Luke said he hasn't been online lately.

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I mean we dont know how much of the story he truly is aware of and how much s changed to fit her narrative and get L to feel bad for her. Plus he was under pressure from management to do damage control and not standing up for his gf is a very bad look for outsiders who dont understand why she's at fault. It was a pretty neutral statement and he was obviously told to make the post so I dont blame him and just blame her more for putting him in the situation in the 1st place

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I wonder how much toxicity happens behind the scenes, we know S is very manipulative and L is very much a people pleaser so.. and with how much they have to sell their "love" and "happiness" in the relationship. Minipulation is a powerful thing and it could explain why hes out of touch with reality, especially lately since he's isolated with her and doesnt have the voices of the band to raise any concerns and he's been getting skinny again and seems very "meh" rather than happy, idk

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I feel so disconnected with this fandom rn. I feel like no one is streaming CALM and that makes me sad bc it's such an amazing album. The boys aren't even online anymore, everyone is mad at each other and now Luke comes up with this shit... tbh I wish I would wake up tomorrow and see him tweeting something like yeah I'm sorry about my ig story I still love y'all lmao

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: Wait wait wait wait ive been gone from the fandom for a little while now and what the fuck is going on with Luke and S? What did S do that she made a fake ass apology for?? I’m so lost please help me! 😂

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I'm seeing a lot of my mutuals unstanning and I'm just so mad bc Sierra started this drama and got Luke into it and I'm sad that people are leaving bc of this, it's just too much toxicity and it shouldn't affect the band and their connection with the fans but with Luke saying this he makes it seem like he supports the ugly things she does

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I am a Luke stan and I've always loved him bc he has inspired me so much through the years but when he does this things it's like...damn. I feel like he's invalidating the fans' feelings by being like "if you don't like my girlfriend, ur fake" like he has never noticed me on Twitter or anything but my biggest fear is to be blocked by him or just ignored bc I don't like her (although I never expressed it publicly) n yeah anyways :// It feels weird

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: Going back and re-reading the DM’s messy literally confirms that she accesses Luke’s account by saying “we couldn’t get in” or some shit like that

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I hate being a luke stan, sometimes it just seems like he doesn't care? he always puts these toxic gfs before the ones who adore him and pay his bills. might just move into Cashton's lane. unproblematic kings.

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: He literally posted a picture of him cuddling her and petunia within the hour

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: The saddest part of this situation is it’s like a repeat of Arzaylea. Luke has no idea what a respectful, mature relationship is. We saw it with Arz and were seeing it again it’s just a little bit different. He stays being controlled and manipulated by toxic partners. I really think homeboy needs to be single for a WHILE and focus on himself. He needs to unlearn the things his past and current relationships have taught him about love because if I know anything, it’s that this ain’t real love.

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: Is it bad that I just want the larzaylea drama back?? Like everyone could at least agree on their feelings then...

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: Just checked messy’s insta and of course, everyone that still supports her filled her tagged with just the single picture

Anonymous said to 5sosbitchfest: I feel like the reason Sierra is getting away with what she’s done is because she isn’t that known. Like yeah she’s associated with 5sos, but they’re also like not that big which is probably why it’s getting swept under the rug. I’ve only seen the 5SOS fandom calling her out for her actions. If this had happened with a well known celebrity, they probably would’ve been dragged and been trending on Twitter. I might be wrong but I feel like this is what’s happening which is just unfair.

#kirby #luke #lemon #messy #messygate #messy's twitter drama

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thorman-barnes · 5 years

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Vampires 101

pairing: stucky x reader

requested: sorta on this post

prompt: none

summary: Bucky saves you and is going to help you in your new life as a vampire

warnings: curse words?

Masterlist

a/n: please let me know what you think or if i should even continue this?

Steve hovered over your lifeless body as Bucky walked back into the room with a rag, a bowl of water, and his old t-shirt he found in the back of his closet.

"And there was no where else you coul-"

"No," Bucky answered the unfinished question, "She just left her for dead, Steve."

Bucky pulled the shirt she had on over her head and began to dab the wet rag against her delicate skin that was slowly turning cold.

He was cleaning all the blood that had ran down her collarbone down to her stomach and the beginning of her jeans. Both him and Steve tried not focus on her bare chest as Bucky cleaned around the now closed but bruising wound.

Behind Steve on the coffee table was a gallon (that once held water) filled with a poor animals blood. When she wakes up, and it'd be soon, she's going to be hungry.

Bucky made Steve go hunting when he had burst into their place with her in his arms, blood soaking her clothes and the scent filling his nostrils.

"Shouldn't she be awake by now?" Steve asked and crossed his arms as he kneed her arm on the edge of the couch. When she didn't react, he looked over at Bucky.

"I'm not sure how long she's been out, should be any minute now," Bucky replied, not at all concerned by her lack of awareness. He threw the rag on the coffee table and as best as he could, he dressed her limp body in his old t-shirt. "What are we gonna do about her?"

"We already cleaned he-"

"I, not we," Bucky stated and sat on the edge of the coffee table, gently brushing her hair away from her face

"You cleaned her up already, she's gonna be hungry, we'll feed her, what else can we do? Let her handle her own shit," Steve shrugged and walked away to sit on the arm chair.

Bucky scoffed, "Not this her, the other her. Natasha. What are we gonna do about her?"

Steve groaned and ran a hand down his face, "She isn't our probl-"

"She is when she kills someone in the dead of night and leaves them there as evidence of our existence."

Steve looks elsewhere in the room. The last thing he wanted to do with Bucky is argue about Natasha. The two have never gotten along and Steve was caught in the middle of it and it has almost cost his friendship with her and sometimes his marriage.

"I don't understand why you dislike her so much," Steve mumbled under his breath and turned to face away from Bucky and stare at the fire burning away at the wood at the bottom of the chimeny.

Bucky heard him, of course he did, his hearing was very sharp but settled for sending a scowl toward Steve. He casually drummed his fingers on his thighs as he waited for her to be reborn.

"What do you think she's like?" Bucky asked as he picked at a loose string from long sleeve.

"Does it matter? She wasn't our problem," Steve replied and turned back to Bucky and the sleeping girl. Bucky was casually playing with a string from his sleeve as he waited for her to wake up. "But now she is."

"She could've died, Stevie," Bucky pressed and left his clothing alone as he focused his attention back on the person laying on the couch. He gently played with the strands of their hair that fell from the side of the couch and was long enough to reach the floor, "I wasn't going to let her die."

Steve rolled his eyes, "Only to spite, Natasha," he drummed his fingers against the arm rest of the chair, "You know she's not going to like that you revived her. . . dinner."

Bucky shook his head, "She was a human being, Steve, and Natasha turned her, she didn't kill her. She left her for dead. Or worse. . . You know what happens when you leave a newbie running around with no supe-"

"You're going to babysit her now?"

"Hey, now!" Bucky turned and glared at Steve as he stood up. He pointed an accusing finger at Steve while he only looked on the flames dancing before him and leaving shadows paint his featured, "I stood by you when you thought it was a good idea to feed off that Maximoff kid and when you felt horrible and revived him, I didn't say anythi-"

"That's because I did it," Steve responded calmly a complete contradiction to Bucky's growing anger.

He couldn't stand how he always defended the red head. She was always causing trouble and didn't trouble herself to clean her messes. Steve and Bucky were always to the rescue, just this time, Steve didn't see why they should bother helping the new little vampire when they'll probably starve themselves to death in a few days.

"Oh, right, sorry, next time, I'll let Natasha's little ones run wild and expose us all, is that what you want?" Bucky snapped and grew frustrated with Steve. In seconds, he felt two sharp stings on his lower lip and his vision become sharper than before.

No one could get a rise out of him like Steve can. He loved the man to death but he's going to be the end of him too.

"She could be one of those newbies that learn to survive on their own without someone teaching them," Bucky stated, " You know how bad that could be? They wouldn't know right from wro-"

"Killing is wrong regardless."

Bucky scoffed, "Well, you didn't mind defending Romanoff and leaving the poor girl for dead," he crossed his arms over his broad chest.

"Jesus," Steve huffed and ran a hand down his face, "What is it with you and this girl?"

"For starters, she isn't being an ass right now," Bucky started to name reasons why he preferred the girl over Steve right now, "Second. . . she's kind of pretty don't you think? And third, she's going to make Natasha's life a living hell."

Steve scoffed and turned the arm chair to look at Bucky, "What makes you think she's going to cast all hell down on Tasha?"

Bucky laughed to himself, "Because she's going to be pissed as hell when she finds out she's dead."

"Why do you think that?"

"Natasha only used her for a meal and left her for dead. Permanently. I'd be pretty pissed about that," Bucky shrugged.

Soft mumbling was heard just above the cackling of the fire. Bucky jumped up and his head shot down to the young girl waking from her slumber.

Bucky wasn't sure but she was mumbling something about school or work and for sure he heard the word coffee.

Steve stood up as well once he realized the girl was coming to her senses. She was rubbung her eyes as she struggled to sit up. her left hand grabbing the back of the couch and the other pushing her up.

She yawned once she sat up, her feet planted on the ground, her back against the soft cushion of the couc- a high pitch scream sounded through the room.

It was loud and sharp and it made Steve want to claw at his ears for it to stop. He wanted to rip them from his head to make it stop. He hated how sensitive his hearing is. If he wasn't what he is, he would've definitely gone deaf.

But when his eyes focused on the girl, she backed further into the couch, screaming as she looked at them both.

Her fangs were out and present, as most new vampires were. They were small but sharp, over time, they'd probably grow and get stronger the more she fed.

Bucky held his hands up, seeing as he was closest to her and had a greater chance of hurting her.

"Who the fuck are you?" She screeched, her voice hoarse, "What the fuck am I doing here?"

Steve turned to Bucky, waiting for him to deal with this. He brought this problem into their lives and he was going to fix this.

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@iamalphanow @bucky-faarms @m-a-t-91 @hoewkeye @im-just-another-monster @scarsout @mcuwillbethedeathofme @wonderlandfandomkingdom @ssaaraw

Bucky Barnes Tag List:

@hour-to-hourglass

Stucky x Reader Tag List:

@ravennightingaleandavatempus @mydogisthebest @hellaqueerangelofthelord @hockeyshmockey @multireality @letterstomyself21 @themusicalweirdo @multifandomwriter121 @firstangeldragonranch @aactuaaltraash

Series Tag List: (lmk if you do or do not want to be tagged || i tagged you bc of your interest in this post)

@chloerinebarnes @emilyroxy @gollyderek @itz-kira @ruckystarnes @authoressskr @slytherinyourrpants @powerful-vixen @marvelfansworld @1996-counting @lesbiiionest

#stucky x reader #stucky x reader headcanon #bucky x steve x reader #bucky barnes imagine #steve rogers imagine

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pinkykitten · 4 years

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I was tagged by @writing-with-melon I hope my answers aren’t complete waste or if time and if so I’m sorry and I love you

Rules: Answer ten 10 questions, ask 10, and tag 10 people

1. What song automatically plays in your head when you look out the window on a long drive?

i dont really have an answer for this. i think i just automatically think about any song ive been listening to recently or any song that has been stuck in my head.

2. Do you have some snacks nearby when you write?

well i live in a two story house so the kitchen is downstairs and im usually lazy busy so since i have a mini fridge upstairs i just usually get water to drink while im writing. its kinda hard to eat and write cuz i loose focus really easily so when i am writing i am writing! i am in the zone! but if i am a little hungry ill usually snack on candy like chocolate kinder joys i love them but they r so expensive or snack on chips but i get like salt on my fingers or i like cheetos so cheetos dust and that just gets everywhere and later my hands and keyboard kinda smell like fart. 3. What do you do to combat creative burnout?

so burnout happens to me a lot so to get inspiration i either read other stories or fanfics which gets my head gears turning or i admire a piece of art or photography or a song. whats so unique and satisfying with writing you can explore and go anywhere with it, hehehe erotic if you know what i mean lol jk there are no barriers with writing just your imagination. there is inspiration any where you go and id advise to never stop writing. even if its a few short sentences or paragraphs about anything even bird poop its still progression and your mind is working and your searching for words like its all good for you bby. 4. Do you use (or like to use) prompts?

i do ill put the link here. im thinking of changing it though to do something different.

5. What is your favorite place to write?

lol boring, i know but my room. my room is really bright in the mornings and comfortable and chill and i have a candle of the pandora ride in disney that smells like the ride so its all good and relaxing and super peaceful plus i have a picture of myself the age of like 9 on my desk idk why but it encourages me and makes me focus to make sure i never get that cringy again.

6. What is a hobby or yous that you usually don’t talk about?

well i like working out HAHAHAHAHA jk that was a joke...get it...cuz i much rather be eatingokillstop. but i really like to draw which i have a art page you can see it if you click here pls look at my failed attempts to be hip and cool with the cool kids and being artsy fartsy. another hobby is i really like to do makeup and nail art, nail art is really tough guys no joke if you do it like you got wizard powers are something. maybe its bc my nails are shorter than pete davidson and ariana grande’s relationship, alright im trying to stop i swear!

7. Do you play an instrument? Which one?

no i wish though. i always wanted to learn to either play the piano or electric guitar cuz H.E.R looks so cool doing it.

8. How do you feel about your handwriting?

it sucks dont even try me. my sister can barely read it like no wonder nobody wants to steal my signature heck they can’t even read it!

9. Can you tell us of a story that marked your development as a person? As a writer?

ok sit back guys, sniff a nice amount of crack and get ready for the most cringy moment of my life but also a time when i knew i was meant to be *inhale* a fanfic writer.

so it was elementary school, i think 3rd grade and for my writing assignment we were given a prompt of idk what the heck tbh i think it was like be outside the box and im like ok imma nail this cuz im a weird child and yeah so i got my papers and pencil and i went TO TOWN on this paper. so i wrote two stories. one short story with a picture to go with it and one long story that yeah i buried years ago. so my first story was about a farmer was about that farming life. he had chickens and dairy. so i cant remember if the cheese was spoiled but doesnt matter. anywho these cheese and a chicken were alive like they could talk in the story and i gave them faces, yikes. but the whole story was the farmer was a b*tch and he was trying to eat the chicken and cheese so they hatched a plan to get away from the farmer. they did it successfully and they ran away. yay happy ending my teacher actually liked that one me too and my school mates were thinking what they heck is this girl on i made a story about how me and justin bieber made cookies for Christmas you know. so then my other story i was more proud of this one cuz it was a tone of paper, sorry trees, and this story was about how a female hippo (girl i was all about plus size and thicker girls and no body shaming) and an male ostrich were kidnapped from their own habitats and taken to become circus animals. failed version of Madagascar hey mine was before the circus movie OK THEY STOLE IT FROM MEEEEE. so they get taken and are treated to harsh punishment and the animals can talk and i think its in the point of view of the male ostrich guy thing. they are in the circus and they start to have this relationship happening. love starts blossoming its all good. im happy with this cuz i believed in love at age of 8. they find a way thru a kick butt scene of the animals escaping and the hippo and ostrich are so in love that they run away together and they have half hippo half ostrich babies and i think i named the species hipstrich or like ostppo idk but i was so proud of this story and when my teacher read it she was worried about me lol i think she thought i might like mate these two animals like secretly idk but she was like it was ok and i was like what this is frickin William Shakespeare writing or like F. Scott Fitzgerald writing. nevertheless it taught me a lesson that nobody else needs to like what im writing the main point and only thing that matters is if your proud of it and you like it and i really did. i will remember that story forever and thats what made me want to be a writer. lol sorry that was a lot.

10. @emdop I’m going to use this great question: Explain one of your WIPs in the most ridiculous way possible.

wellllll im working on my peaky blinders oc story its a lot of drugs money killing weapons jewelry rich profanities like its the show but written from my stubby hands so my oc and whatever its great and so excited to show it to you guys.

MY QUESTIONS:

1. WHAT MADE YOU WANT TO START TUMBLR?

2. IF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHING OF THIS WORLD, WHAT WOULD IT BE?

3. WHAT QUALITY IS IMPORTANT TO YOU?

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE OUTFIT?

5. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE?

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SONG IN THE WHOLE WORLD?

7. IF YOU COULD VISIT A PLACE, WHERE WOULD IT BE?

8. WHAT SHOW OR MOVIE UNIVERSE WOULD YOU WANT TO BE IN?

9. WHAT IS THE SCARIEST MOMENT OF YOUR LIFE?

10. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE IN THIS WORLD THAN ANYTHING ELSE?

im tagging: @thatlittlered, @ardentmuse, @acciosnapes, @lotsoffandomimagines, @collecting-stories, @blog-of-a-multitude-of-fandoms, @naughtyneganjdm, @lenahellgizibe and two random followers @spiritsent, @sucker-for-my-fandoms

i was tagged by @writing-with-melon again ty btw, ps i felt so much pressure lol jk 😊

Rules: Answer 5 questions, Ask 5 questions, Tag 5 people.

1. What is your favorite book?

fifty shades of grey hahaha naw my favorite book is obv you all know this is series of unfortunate events but i never usually cry period and i never cry for books ever so when i read mrs. tom thumb by melanie benjamin, its the part when her sister minnie dies i cried so hard idk it was just emotional the wording the way she described her pain it was so beautiful written yet so sad and that was just amazing to me cuz im like this book made me feel things and im like wow i would love to write a book one day and make someone feel something whether it be sadness anger happiness annoyance anything they are having an emotion and that is super powerful to do that with just words. pls go check out that book its a good read. also im a fan of the greatest showman so i really enjoyed it. there are many other books tho that i thoroughly enjoy so much.

2. What piece that you’ve written are you most proud of?

oh my god ive always wanted to be asked this question hands down i am always proud of my platonic gender neutral tony stark fic called in·con·sol·a·ble window to me i wrote it so sad and i was feeling like depressed lol when i saw peter die in infinity war like i didnt know what to do with my life tbh but im so glad that @impetrichorny requested it tysm i just like how its not based on romance or fluff or happiness it is based on when you lose someone the nightmares and sadness you go through and that there is nothing nobody can do about it except just be there for that person so i really like writing angst and something that was out of the box. ive been thinking tho of doing a part two since the fate of all the characters has changed after endgame. who knows tho.

3. What is the last song that inspired you?

well for art it would have to good news by mac miller when i did that kobe bryant memorial on my art page. i dont want to give it away though but ill just say some very powerful womens music inspired my oc writing and making.

4. How do you feel about letting people read what you write?

at first i was scared cuz i thought i wrote like trash which that feeling kinda doesnt go away like some days i feel that way others i feel confident or it depends on the request it just depends but anyways i was always insecure about my writing so when i started writing it was more like lets see how this goes if not ill delete the whole page. im glad to say it went great but in the begging it was hard cuz i kept putting myself down but i learned to accept or just understand that you keep learning with writing you always learn knew things with writing how you can explain something better or you words get more intricate and people see the improvement and you do too thats why i applaud those who dont speak english that english isnt their first language. you are doing a tremendous job and keep practicing cuz you’re gonna make it to the top. ive also learned that some days are not my days and you can take time off when youre not feeling it when you have writers block. just recollect your juices sip some tea go to the beach relax your mind a little and take as long as you need to come back and give it your all. also comments and reblogs and likes a follows those meant so much to me and encouraged me. thats why i cant express it enough how much all those mean to writers, artist, photographers, anybody who is truly trying their hard in this area of social media. its makes a person happy smile and confident in their writing but first train your mind into loving what you make not what others thing. you have to be happy with the outcome that is what truly matters and what makes your writing the best. look at me getting philosophical.

5. Do you get distracted easily? If yes with what?

yes and with porn haha i get distracted easily like very easily homeschooling was really tough for me. music distracts me, netflix, the urge to watch david dobrik or unus annus or buzzfeed unsolved on youtube, heck my farts distract me. i gotta be like troy bolton i gotta get my HEAD IN THE GAME!

MY QUESTIONS:

1. IF YOU COULD BE NAMED SOMETHING ELSE, WHAT WOULD YOU BE NAMED?

2. WHAT PERSON INSPIRES YOU THE MOST?

3. IF YOU KNEW THE WORLD WAS ENDING TOMORROW WHAT WOULD YOU DO TODAY?

4. WHAT DO YOU OFTEN THINK ABOUT IN THE SHOWER?

5. WHATS YOUR WEIRD COMBINATION FOOD?

im tagging: @thatlittlered, @ardentmuse, @acciosnapes, @lotsoffandomimagines, @collecting-stories AND WHOEVER WANTS TO DO THIS IF YOU FOLLOW ME OR LIKE MY STORIES TAG ME ILL READ YOUR ANSWERS. HOPE I DID THIS RIGHT SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING MWUAH

#ask #@writing-with-melon #rambles #writing #tips on writing #unus annus #david dobrik #netflix #buzzfeed unsolved #peaky blinders oc #kobe bryant #mac miller #tony stark #peter parker #the greatest showman #tom thumb #troy bolton #zac efron

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stormyskies-and-darklies · 4 years

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SPOILER ALERT: The Walking Dead Seasons 1-5 + New Viewer Thoughts

so i started watching the walking dead last month and i have so many thoughts, so i decided to compile them into one place so far. i might forget a few moments and i might forget a few character names so, sorry 🤷🏽‍♀️ this isn’t in chronological order, but i’ll try my best to do that, but i’m writing these as i remember the moments. if you haven’t watched it, you’ve been warned !

even if Rick was dead, it’s still really messed up for the best friend and wife to get together

i think Rick had every right to hand cuff Myrle to the pole. there’s no time to be disrespectful for no reason. you can’t be an ass to someone and then expect them to help you. i did slightly feel bad when they left him on the roof but it’s what he deserves

when Rick met up with the group, i honestly thought Lori didn’t really love him anymore during the rest of the time

i miss the farm a lot. it was nice and cute :/

Sophia wouldn’t have died if Rick told her to stay instead of run back 🙊

the build up to finding Sophia was longer than it needed to be

Maggie flipping out on Lori and yelling her business out loud was a little uncalled for. yeah, she almost died but she should’ve known the risk and even if she was mad, she still didn’t have to yell it out loud for people to potentially hear

Dale was always trying to get into everyone’s business, it was sad when he died but idk how i really felt about him

they really should’ve let Andrea die early on if she was going to continue to be whiny. if she really wanted to die, she could’ve done it by runing off and getting bit or by shooting herself at any time. i didn’t like Andrea much, especially in the third ? season (the one leading up to her death)

Shane and that dumb face whenever he was mad 🙄

I liked Shane at first but then he got annoying. What part of you can’t love your best friend’s wife don’t you understand ??

I feel bad for that kid that Shane tricked and killed in the woods

I also feel really bad for Otis. Who knows if they could’ve made it

The prison was okay but it made sense as a good shelter. It’s unfortunate how much supplies they lost.

I’m so glad Rick killed the leader of that prison gang!

I understand Lori’s death, but her body didn’t have to be eaten :/

T-Dog :((

Justin ? (The guy who set off the alarms) is an asshole. Like you really think of the walkers killed everyone you were going to make survive out on your own ??

The war between the prison and the governor is Myrle’s fault. He didn’t have to kidnap them, he could’ve just secretly followed them

It’s not the group’s fault that some Woodbury’s people died. If you have one of their people in capture, obviously they’re going to kill some people to get them back. The governor destroyed everything because of someone else’s fault 🙄

I did not enjoy the governor. I’m glad he died but he did not get a good enough death in my opinion. It would’ve been more satisfying to see Mishoan (sorry if it’s misspelled) to kill him, and definitely not by a bullet to the head.

If those two sisters at the apartment let the governor leave when he wanted to without them tagging along, then who knows if his climb back to power would’ve happened

Martinez? shouldn’t have saved him after what he witnessed. he knew he was a threat. should’ve saved the girl and left him and told the truth to the sisters

The governor’s other henchman, that black guy (I don’t remember his name at all) what was the point of him?? The camera kept focusing on him as if he was going to do something or be important but in the end he just died

i felt bad for Milton at the end :/ he finally came to his senses and it was a shame that he died

Andrea should’ve sucked it up and killed him the first time when she was supposed to. Also, idk why she thought she had the power to save everyone like this is war ?? saying “stop and make up, these are my friends” isn’t enough honey lol. She wasted too much time looking at Milton while she was trying to free herself bc it distracted her focus and time

I don’t know why Lori was so mad that Rick killed Shane, like ???

Poor prison :/ i couldn’t stop thinking about all the supplies they lost

I never understood whether the sickness in the prison was random or it was started by something else, like the infected rats? everyone got sick then they just moved on, like it seemed like too big of a plot element to move on so quickly

I’m surprised Hershel never caught the sickness after literally getting coughed in the face

Hershel did not deserve the death he got :/

I’m not surprised that Myrle was killed and turned, but I think it’s good that the person who finally killed him was Daryle bc it gives closure. If Myrle originally stuck with the group with Rick around, i don’t think things would’ve worked out

I’m glad Mishoan joined the group, she’s a great addition and she’s badass with that sword

At first, I didn’t catch on to the fact that Tyrese and Sasha were siblings so i genuinely thought he was cheating on her and was so confused when Sasha never got mad lol

I understand Carol wanting to stop the spreading of the sickness but at the point with so many other people sick what was the point? How are you going to secretly kill and burn everyone was is sick ??

It was sad seeing Rick banishing Carol but in a way I understand because you can’t just secretly betray a group like that

The group getting separated was so sad :/ but I liked the story build up of seeing how certain character pairings were together, and learning more about them. For example, Daryl and Beth :/

The part where Daryl and Beth come across the dead body debris and the camera focused on the boot, it never showed who the boot belonged to to make Beth hysterically cry. Yes, they showed the other group dying in the same spot before Carol ran into Tyrese but the way Beth reacted made it seem like someone from the group died. Unless she was just crying from the thought of someone in the group getting killed?

When Daryl and Beth ended up in that church and they noticed the supplies were fresh, meaning whoever lived there was still around, I wonder who it was supposed to be. At first I thought priest when he said he had a church, but then we found out it wasn’t the same one so I wonder who was there

Rick really bit off a man’s neck 😳 gotta do what you gotta do though

It made me nervous when Daryl joined that group because I thought he was going to be forced to stay or I thought the group was going to be the next big guys, but i was relieved when they died quickly.

I can’t believe Lizzie killed Mika :/ some kids don’t understand, I get it but if one of them were to survive I wish it was Mika. As sick as it sounds, if Lizzie got bit maybe she would’ve realized the seriousness of the walkers or maybe she wanted to be one of them. Carol had to do what she had to do afterwards.

I applaud Carol for how much she’s grown. Despite her abuse, she never stopped being kind hearted and grew into this strong woman who can protect herself and others, and also stands up for herself more

Terminus did it’s purpose by reuniting the group but it was so short lived. Like they managed to escape cannibals but run into them shortly after, but then kill them altogether and then that’s it, they move on to the next group?

Why did they have that moment with Rick, Carol, and those two people from the town, Rick giving him his watch, just for the guy to disappear and then randomly show up at Terminus and die?? Like what was the point? I was expecting more.

Glenn used to be the sensitive, nervous guy but now he’s grown into the strong, hard man and while his silliness is gone, i’m happy about his character development bc he does what he needs to to survive

Abraham, Rosita, and Eugene are an interesting group and interesting addition to the whole group. Not much to say about them (except Suzie Crabgrass 😍)

Sasha and Tyrese were an interesting addition too. I like Tyrese better

Tyrese is a sensitive, nice man, I like the fact that he’s not overly aggressive and kills everything living thing in his path. He’s like a big teddy bear, the protector and it gives a nice balance. Yeah, it unfortunately cost him his death but his character was needed :/

Bob was the most random character addition. Even after it showed what he did before he met them, i still don’t understand what his purpose was. He got a young man killed because of his alcohol issue. He tried to sneak a second bottle but then didn’t do anything with it. Why mention the alcoholism twice to not do anything more with it? Even after he does it doesn’t affect the group besides Sasha being emotional.

The addition of the priest is kind of random too. He was alone; they helped him and gave him shelter, but what else? He even tried to escape and got the others in trouble trying to save him so?? At the new community, I haven’t seen him much so what happened with him?

Beth’s death was really sad. I wanted her to make it but i understand that if Dawn didn’t accidentally kill her, Rick wouldn’t have killed Dawn and Noah would’ve been forced to stay. If Noah stayed, then they wouldn’t have had a reason to move up north.

The hospital seemed like they were genuinely trying to help people but why they were so forceful and strict didn’t sit right with me.

The doctor wanted to leave but I don’t know why he didn’t go with the group?? He would’ve been useful for them.

I like Noah so far (though i might be biased bc i did watch everybody hates Chris lol) i’m guess he’ll be more useful later on

Tyrese’s death was the moment that finally made me cry :/ specifically the moment they showed his beanie 😭😭

Rick went from trying to do right and trying to save everybody to not taking anymore shit and I love it

I miss Georgia already.

Season 5 has been slow for me. As of right now I haven’t finished the last 3 episodes yet because I don’t understand the point of the new community that they’re in. It’s too good to be true. I don’t trust anybody except Aaron bc he seems niave. Trouble is going to happen with the woman’s husband, I can tell him and Rick are probably gonna fight until the husband dies. The wife will freak out. The leader of the group seems suspicious. The whole area doesn’t sit well with me. I’m constantly waiting for something to happen bc the whole time they’re being watched & they know what Carol and Rick are up to.

that’s all for now. once i finish season 5, i’ll add to this

#spoiler alert #spoilers ahead #spoilers #the walking dead #rick grimes #my thoughts #review

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jonathanssweatercollection · 4 years

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ok so i’ve been meaning to do this for a while now so

it’s new mutants deep-dive/power-hour-theories-and-speculations/it’s-3AM-and-i’m-bored time babey!!!!

potential spoilers???? sure why not. also idk how to add a “Read More” option so sorry but i’m gonna tag this as long post lol but tbh I’m largely just making this post so that i can put my thoughts down somewhere so i can make sense of them and i have a LOT of thoughts so consider this part one

firstly!!! onto my bby dani moonstar and her tragic backstory!!!! bc who doesn’t want their superhero protag to be as traumatised as possible before traumatising them further in the main narrative!!!!! i think that the film’s not gonna begin in the hospital, but begin with dani being haunted and stalked by the demon bear – before accidentally summoning it into existence. i think that the beginning’s going to focus on her relationship with her father heavily (i actually think that he might have crafted her absolutely adorable necklace so as to be a comfort to her from her family despite her evil-bear-related troubles

good grief i want one of those so badly

i believe that this [(slight) SPOILER AHEAD (but you’d probably already guess at it if you’ve watched the trailers)] will make his death even more devastating to dani and impactful on the audience when the demon bear manifests and demolishes their home (which i’m not sure if it’s more of a trailer park?? or the beach??? i can’t tell tbh)

and he says that “[they] have to run” (which is the last thing dani can remember of him before finding herself in the hospital 🥺)

dani is going to do as he said (but alone now) and finds herself barrelling through the woods with ash and sand and leaves billowing about her bc we love an aesthetic

here, i think that either the demon bear catches up to her, she might subconsciously try to fight him off with like. her mind magic (??? idk), but she ends up blacking out (unlikely, but it’s an idea) or she stumbles, hits her head off a rock and passes out. here, i think, is where doctor reyes will find her (what with the commotion of this GIANT FUCK OFF BEAR SETTING DANI’S HOME ON FIRE), although we might not see her face at all bc Plot, and perhaps she could fight off the demon bear a bit or distract it before running away with dani. she does have powerful defensive powers after all!! or maybe the demon bear has disappeared by the time she caught up to dani!!! perhaps it evaporates into a huge gust of black smoke and breates back into dani!! god the drama of it all i love it

then SHOOM!!!!!! sudden fade to black and we get a title card paired with some unsettling music bc this is a Horror Film™️ and i love spooky times

next for dani, i think she’s going to wake up in that hospital bed and handcuffed (as we’ve seen in previous trailers)

god blu hunt is so beautiful holy SHIT it’s like butter wouldn’t melt how could anyone ever Dare to dislike you i don’t have a fucken clue

and she’s going to officially meet doctor reyes, who’s is going to feed her some metaphorical bologna about how sHe’s SaFE nOw dON’t WoRrY kiDdO and there’s the whole “the reason you survived is because you’re a very uncommon girl, dani” line which leads me to believe that part of the reason she survived the attack is bc the demon bear is part of her, bc it was born of her psyche

ah whoopsie 20 minutes has past, i’m tired af and my cat has thrown up on my bedroom floor i’m gonna make a part two soon though bc, i reiterate, i have a LOT of thoughts

#new mutants #nm meta #yep that’s a new tag #mine #shut up jonathan #long post #fire

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Hello! I know this is a dried up topic, but I was wodering, do you think chapter 120 is any indication that Eren is the father of Historia's baby? I ended up in an argument with a friend because she thinks chapter 120 is evidence that Eren is the father whereas I think Eren had contact with Historia before leaving for Marley and she's probably the only one who knows what Eren is planning which is why Historia was crying in his memory. I'm very sorry for bothering you with this.

It's no a bother at all anon! I leave my inbox open bc I don't mind answering question so don't you worry.

Oh my you just gave the chance to adress something I've only ranted over on tags so here I go. Basically I side with you.

All chapter 120 has confirmed to me is that Eren and Historia had a chat before him leaving for Marley. They met in the farm, I'm guessing after Eren's chat with Yelena, and together decided a course of action. It seems that is where either Eren or Historia herself suggested the pregnancy as a tactic to buy time for Eren to make contact with Zeke and as means to stop the higher ups from inmediatly feeding Zeke to her as soon as Eren retrieved him. That's all I can get from not only this chapter but for following the narrative of the previous ones regarding Historia's pregnancy. As a guess this could also mean that Eren was the hooded figure after all, and not Yelena.

Whatever they discussed was clearly emotional. These two have been thick as thieves since uprising, and have saved each other more than once. After our Ymir left with Reiner and Berthold and their kidnapping at the hands of Kenny and Rod Reiss the two of them became close friends, able to relate to each other. When Eren discovered the loophole for potentially using the FT powers his first thought was to worry over what that could mean for Historia. When Hizuru presented their 50 year plan offer, he was the only one who actually jumped to oppose it out of outrage of what it would demand of her. The others were clearly conflicted as well, but Eren was the only one vocal about it.

It's after Paradis and Historia accept this alternative that Eren met with Yelena. We still don't know what exactly she said to him to convince him to go meet with Zeke, but whatever it was seemed to at least give him the opportunity to actually do something instead of waiting. Maybe this is when the thought of using Zeke for his own goals first occured to him. Whatever it was, he later discussed it with Historia.

I don't know if she really knows all there is to his plan. It's highly possible tho. Going by this months panel of her the feeling Im getting is that it was Historia herself who suggested the idea of taking advantage of a possible pregnancy to stall the plans of the goverment. At this point she had already agreed to do it eventually anyway, what's the harm in doing it a bit early than they thought if this could buy Eren and herself more time? I think that's why she was crying in part. She looks sad but determinated. I can't imagine how painful it must have been not only for her to go along with this, but also to Eren when he realised that all his previous efforts of protecting her from that same fate were in vain.

That's all I can take for the manga with the info we know. Now for my rant.

If people want to ship them I honestly don't care. My problem comes when they allow their bias to merge with the storyline. There's been no indication whatsoever of any kind of romantic feelings between Historia and Eren. And by this I don't mean only that so far Historia has been coded as a gay chatacter. If I go by representation, Historia as a bi girl would be enough for me. I would still see myself on her. So if people like to speculate about a possible hidden romance or whatever I don't give a damn. They are free to do so.

But to reduce Historia's character to only a half of their romantic fantasy is actually complicated given what's happening to her.

I've seen people that as soon as this panel emerged have been screaming for months, theorizing and all about who is the father. It's as if that is the only thing that matters to them. Oh my who impregnated Historia!!!!???? Was it Eren????? Of course it's Eren they are meant to be together!!!! Was it farmer kun???? What a ridiculous idea he bullied her!!!! Must be a diversion!!! After all tha father must be someone we know about it wouldnt do for him to be a random stranger that would make Historia a whore!!!!!!

Can you all please spare a few thoughts on Historia herself???? Does she look like a person who is happy with this??? Why don't you all care about the feelings of a woman whose only choice to fight was to subbmit her body like that, carrying a baby for nine months out of desesperation? Why would you all be so sexist as to only care about who is the owner of that sperm??? Have you not have even an ounce of sympathy for Historia? I don't get the point of romantizing an experience that clearly is taking a toll on her. The focus on all this is Historia and what she is feeling, not whomever got her pregnant. I repeat, does this look like a happy expecting girl to y'all?

With this I don't mean all erehisu shippers are at fault. I'm talking about the ones who make awful videos fetichizing the hell out of this pregnancy and dismissing Historia's side of things. The ones who only care about the possible forbidden romance between Eren and her and completely missing the point of this tragedy and how incredible traumatizing this experience is for her. The ones who only see this as a plot device for making their ships canon and not even listening to the people who feel uncomfortable with this development storywise and are sickened by it.

So in short no, I don't think Eren is the father of Historia's baby bc for me it doesn't make sense storywise. The two of them are friends. Eren fought tooth and nails to avoid this very outcome. It's a tragedy that this happened at all. That they had no other choice to buy time that subject Historia to do the same thing Hizuru and the goverment wanted. Historia is still fighting even with her limited options, but even then this doesn't mean she or us have to be happy about it.

Thanks for asking.

#anon replies #snk spoilers #snk 120 #historia reiss #eren jaeger

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Magic: Part 2 - Warren Worthington III x Healer!Reader

a/n: yes. it’s me. the worst poster on all of tumblr. i am so sorry guys, i know i said this would be up like weeks ago but i got real busy with work - specifically, trying to work more. here (finally) is the second installment of magic! i know this one is short but thats bc the next one is loooooong and includes hella backstory. i’m thinking the next part will be the final part... but we’re still kinda shaky on that. anyway! pls enjoy! i love you guys so much! thanks for supporting me and thanks for being patient!! and pls let me know if you’d like me to tag you in the upcoming parts bc lets be real, i say the next will be the last but will it? probably not. and now that i’ve contradicted myself at least three times, on with the story!

warnings: drinking, angst... emotion?

Summary: Warren just wants his wings back and the reminders of his wrongs to stop haunting him; he meets a girl who may just have enough power to save him.

Warren couldn’t sleep. He hadn’t been able to sleep since he’d met her. He would lay awake at night, remembering her smile and reminiscing in the way her touch had spent sparks up and down his spine. He turned over, eyes opening as he breathed in heavily. He sat up and rubbed his sleepy eyes, resisting the urge to sit up and have a drink. She just kept running through his head, taking away his breath, making him feel vulnerable… maybe one drink, Warren decided, and he pulled himself to his feet and got busy tying his pajama pants to his waist.

As he trudged down the stairs, he decided that a drink just wasn’t enough to fill the hole in his stomach. He made his way into the kitchen, pulling out the bottle of scotch he kept hidden and pouring a glass. He downed the glass as if it were a shot, despite it being more than twice the volume of a normal shot. Yet he could still feel the emptiness, like a pit that could never be filled. But damn it, would he try. He took another jumbo-sized shot, sighing as he frustratedly threw his glass into the sink. Deciding to offset the alcohol with a bit of food, he pulled out a loaf of bread, a jar of peanut butter and Scott’s very special raspberry jelly.

“Warren?” He turned suddenly to see her: Y/N. Now that she was standing right in front of him, all the words he had been gathering to say to her suddenly disappeared and all he could feel were the butterflies that had invaded his stomach. Her smile was still just as bright as he had remembered it, and he couldn’t help but fall more in love with her as he took in the oversized Rolling Stones tee shirt she wore.

“Uh, hey…” Warren was at a loss. On one hand, he had so many things to say to her and he couldn’t wait to get all of his words out. But on the other, he couldn’t organize his thoughts enough to come up with anything better than “uh, hey” to say to her.

“Hey,” her grin illuminated the dark room as well as Warren’s heart. “What are you making?”

“What?” He looked down to the bread and knife in his hands, almost forgetting about the sandwich he had been making, “Oh. Just a sandwich… Would you like one?”

Y/N giggled, sitting down at the table, “I would love one, thanks.”

Warren nodded, getting out two more pieces of bread and scooping out a large chunk of peanut butter with the dull knife. He watched her as she played with the end of the braid woven into her (Y/H/C) hair.

“I, uh,” Warren started, looking down at the bread in focus as she looked up to pay him attention, “I never really got a chance to thank you… for what you did for me. I mean, I know I said the actual words… ‘thank’ and ‘you’, but… um,” Warren mentally kicked himself for not being able to configure his words in a better fashion, “but seriously. That was just… it was so generous of you.”

She smiled, and Warren could feel his heart jump in his chest, just as it did when he first met her.

“I don’t know,” she smiled sheepishly at the floor, “Not sure I’d call myself… generous.”

Warren shook his head, pouring her a drink, “I would.” He poured another shot for himself then looked up to see her warm (Y/C/E) staring him down, “I think… I think you saved my life.”

She looked up at him, eyes suddenly solemn with emotion and heart beating wildly in her chest. There was an attractive boy standing right in front of her, thanking her for saving his life and making her a peanut butter and jelly sandwich at nearly one in the morning and somehow she was unable to comprehend what was happening right before her eyes.

“Saved… your life?” She stood up, pushing back her chair. “I, uh… really, Warren, I don’t know about that. I just… I just wanted to help you. Saved your life, I…” Y/N started backing up, “I don’t know.”

Warren saw the look of indecision in her eyes and tried his hardest to backtrack, “No, that wasn’t - I mean, it was, but, I-” he sighed, choking on his words as they came out in knots. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable, I just…”

“Stop.” She cut him off, words caught in her throat. There was an awkward silence, neither of them unsure of what to say next. She swore that you cut the tension in the room with a knife. “I’m just… Warren, there’s a lot you don’t know about me and… I just, I feel… I don’t know. You know what, I think it’s just best that we don’t talk about it.”

Warren nodded, continuing to spread jelly on the bread as the silence spread out between them. He hadn’t meant to make her feel awkward - he just knew those were things he had to say. She had to know what she had done for him. How she fixed him. This was only the second time they’d met and Warren had already developed so many feelings for her… now if he could only define what those feelings were.

“No,” she spoke after a moment, sighing, “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to get all worked up like that… freak you out, or anything. There are just… things that you don’t know about me. I’m just, I’m not this savior that you’ve built up in your head. I’m…” she paused, taking a second to choose her words carefully, “I’ve done some… terrible, terrible things. I’m still repenting and I just felt that, maybe, we might be the same. And I thought I might be able to bring you some peace.”

“Well,” Warren said, setting down the sandwich in front of her and grabbing the bottle of scotch to refill their drinks, “then tell me about yourself.

“Warren -”

“No, seriously,” he nudged the plate towards her, suddenly feeling himself open up, “I want to know about you. Maybe talking about whatever this is that’s plaguing you will bring you some peace.”

A small smile slowly graced her face, and she took a bite out of the sandwich as she nodded hesitantly, but willingly, “If you insist.”

#Warren Worthington #warren worthington iii imagine #warren worthington x reader #Warren Worthington III #warren worthington imagine #warren worthington iii x reader #ben hardy #ben hardy imagine #ben hardy x reader #x-men #x-men imagine #x-men: apocalypse

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