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ghostofyaz · 7 months
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heart jinx
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my favorite girl
vampire version here.
crow version here.
Also, small FYI-I'm probably gonna open art comms later in the year, in case anyone is interested, also writing comms are open and there's a link below with all my socials.
And if you like my stuff and wanna support me (and have the means to) I have a KoFi link too, it'd mean a lot because I'm job hunting and it the job market is kinda tough at the moment.
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Скетчі <3 та post canon thoughts <\3
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Anyway my multifandom dumbass can't pick what fandom to draw for -
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yazthebansheek · 29 days
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About me!
You can call me Yasmine, Yaz, Yazzy, Omni, OmniElle, Elle or Bansheek!
my tag for MY ART: #OmniElle
I’m a minor.
you can ask me, my creepypasta au, My Mandela catalogue au, and my SCP au anything!
I love creepypastas, SCPs, Granny, Mandela Catalogue, Little nightmares, Marble Hornets, BATIM, John Doe/house hunted, Eddsworld, FNAF, sally face, FPE, Slashers/horror movies, Japanese urban legends, Death note, TBHK, Trevor Henderson creatures, Cryptids, monster high, and more!
Yaz Creepypasta art April! (tag Yaz April Challenge!)
my wife is Slendrina 💅🩷 (Slendrina x OmniElle 😏😩)
I’m sapphic, She/They! (I think I’m Asexual)🖤🩶🤍💜❓
I love Entomology/Bugs!💚
I do digital art and Traditional art.
I was born on March 8, Making me a Pisces. ♓️
i love swimming, being outside, and swinging on swings.
Fuck with my friends (online or irl) I’m fuckin’ you….In the as-😇😁
my deviant art: https://www.deviantart.com/yazthebanshee
my Favorite colors are Teal and Light purple
Im an apatheist!
I have ADHD, Anxiety, SPD, and depression.
I can make a really realistic goose noise🪿
I am learning German. I learned a bit of Spanish as a kid, Hola mi amor.
I don’t really like heights, tube slides, rashes, wasps, or spiders being on me.
I have a really horrible fear of tampons from trauma lmao.
My favorite food is pretzels!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am known as a banshee cause I can shriek hella loud
I love being outside in the cold!❄️
I loveeeeee flowers, especially Nerium Oleanders and Jasmine flowers.
I have seen a bunch of ghosts and I Believe my backyard is haunted no joke💀
I have a ghost named Elizabeth and she’s nice!
I have a doll that kind of looks like me named Nerium and I sleep with her every night.
I love music
I have sensory overloads from too much noise, too little noise, stress, and other things.
I’m allergic to a certain type of tree, and pain medicine. > I had gone into anaphylaxis recently and now I have a Epipen.<3
Melanie Martinez, CG5, and Skillet🩷🩷🩷
I know a lot about insects, dinosaurs, natural disasters, and creepypastas!
I like writing, drawing, and creating characters.
I have some creepypasta oc’s that need to be published desperately 💀😔
Perfect gal to vent to✅ (message me if you need 2 boo)
Mother/sister figure to a bunch of people whether online or irl.
Also known as D¡3, which was my old social media names.
I use procreate, ibisPaint x, and CapCut.
I have a YouTube channel which is OmniElle
I’m a shy person but when I feel comfortable around people I don’t stfu lmao.
Words to describe me: Shy, talkative, creative, protective, sweet, caring, odd, weird, hyper, annoying, funny, embarrassing, quiet, artistic, anxious.
I TAKE REQUESTS FOR ART!!! (I mostly do creepypasta art however)
My ocs: (that I use frequently)
Cynthia Ezelle
Dead Mally
OmniElle (me)
Marley
Kannibal Katelyn
Raven Konnel
Mariah The Proxy (Mariah Katelyn)
BØB the demon
Egon the angel
Ellias the Eyeless Angel (Ellias Eyeless)
Marie M.
Melody Milestone (The Music Box of Melody Milestone)
Mr. X
Mr. Mantis
Sarah the Slasher
Annabelle Shar
Sophie Annalya
My Social medias: (Coming soon)
Roblox: Sad_wolf10Yaz
Youtube: OmniElle (YazTheBanshee)
DeviantArt: YazTheBanshee
Fandom.Com: Yxsm1neTheBanshe3
Picnic: N/A (Quit)
TikTok: N/A
Wattpad: YazTheBansheek
Ibispaint X: N/A
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mysteryhq · 24 days
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FIRST ROUND OF ACCEPTANCE! i just wanted to give a huge thank you to everyone that applied and showed interest in the group. i know that exciting things are coming and i already have a couple of fun things planned! please see below for all of the acceptances and look over here for next steps. as this is the first acceptance, i'll extend the 24 hour period to 48 since we're technically not open yet to give people some time! we're still not opened for in character interactions until we get a full group, but upon blog submission i'll share the discord server with all of you so you can start plotting.
lucas lynggaard tønnesen, homosexual, cis man + he / him → isn’t that casper tømmeraas? i’ve also heard they go by the artistic. i hear they’re 21 and want to be a future artist / art historian. they seem to be creative & blithe, but also stubborn & spontaneous. they remind me of clicks of skateboard tires against the cement, charcoal fingertips and trailing down over the side of his palm, & backpack full of notebooks full of sketches - you may be in it. | ghost
drew starkey, bisexual, cis man + he/him → isn’t that francis wymack? i’ve also heard they go by the heir. i hear they’re twenty-five and want to be a ceo of a multinational conglomerate. they seem to be openhanded & protective, but also capricious & self-destructive. they remind me of a mercurial temperament that swings between clarity and disorder, a penchant for the obscene and complicated until the next episode of apathy, & the scent of clive christian no. 1 and cheap convenience store beer at ten in the morning. | smithy
harris dickinson, bisexual, male + he/him → isn’t that noel summers? i’ve also heard they go by the scholarship. i hear they’re 19 and want to be an indie film director. they seem to be passionate & perceptive, but also aloof & impatient. they remind me of the magician tarot, drive in movies, & black coffee. | red
jan luis castellanos, bisexual, cis-male + he/him → isn’t that manuel jaime diaz? i’ve also heard they go by the it boy. i hear they’re twenty-one and want to be a broadway actor. they seem to be hardworking & charismatic, but also perfectionist & pushy. they remind me of spotlight shining in the middle of the stage, the shine of a leather jacket, and a morning run around the park. | taco
nico greetham, homosexual, male, he/him → isn’t that parker butler? i’ve also heard they go by the red herring. i hear they’re 21 and want to be a surgeon. they seem to be confident & charming, but also risky & impulsive. they remind me of spotlight, bottle of tequila, & red thorn rose. | tommy
brandon perea, homosexual, nonbinary ( they/them ) → isn’t that yasmyne 'yaz' solis? i’ve also heard they go by the skeptic. i hear they’re 21 and want to be a chemical engineer. they seem to be perceptive & introspective, but also sarcastic & cynical. they remind me of purple latex, glasses, a flask of vodka & eye rolls. | rhi
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Stitches
by ghost of yaz (rpholic)
Vi was tired and didn't really wanna be there. Her wounds weren't that bad... In fact, she was about to leave when she saw the nurse who would be checking her.
Words: 120, Chapters: 1/1, Language: English
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Categories: F/F
Characters: Caitlyn (League of Legends), Vi (League of Legends)
Relationships: Caitlyn/Vi (League of Legends)
Additional Tags: Art, Minor Injuries, Nurse!Caitlyn, Detective!Vi, Drabble
from AO3 works tagged 'Caitlyn/Vi (League of Legends)'
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regenderate-fic · 2 years
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Never Random
Fandom: Doctor Who Ships: Thirteenth Doctor/Yasmin Khan Rating: General Series: Fanzine Prompts Word Count: 805 Crossposted from AO3. Originally posted on 10 June 2019. Link to original.
But somehow Yaz couldn’t stop thinking about it. Why *did* the Doctor keep them around?
NOTES: my original author's note for this one thanks ohcaptainswanmycaptainswan for organizing the prompt week and reminding me to post this so uh. thanks again captain.
“Is that why you keep us around, Doctor?”
Yaz asked it as a joke, with a little smile on her face and laughter in her heart, after Ryan had lost to the Doctor fairly spectacularly in a complicated video game from the future— the Doctor just grinned and said, “Certainly doesn’t hurt,” and immediately challenged Ryan to a rematch.
But somehow Yaz couldn’t stop thinking about it.
Why did the Doctor keep them around?
Friendship, sure. Companionship. But the Doctor moved so much faster than them, was so much smarter, had seen so much more— why did she bother going back to places she’d already been, slowing herself down just for Ryan and Graham and Yaz, explaining concepts that to her were second nature? Even if she needed friends, she could have chosen from any other species, she could have chosen beings who were faster or smarter. Not that Yaz was particularly slow or stupid, but— compared to the Doctor, she wasn’t all that fast or smart. And the Doctor had just taken her back to see her gran as a girl— it was clear that she cared, but Yaz couldn’t figure out why.
She mulled this over adventure after adventure, through witch-hunts and ghost universes and twenty different New Years. Finally, after the last New Year, and after the Dalek had been taken care of, and Ryan and his dad had gone to work through things and Graham had gone to bed, Yaz was sitting with the Doctor in what she figured was about as close as the TARDIS got to a living room, a movie in the background while they made idle conversation, and she knew this was her chance.
“Doctor?” she asked, her eyes on the screen.
“Yaz?” the Doctor replied, immediately turning her whole body to face Yaz.
“Why do you keep humans around?” Yaz asked. “I mean, why don’t you find people who can keep up with you?”
“You keep up with me,” the Doctor said, and Yaz, feeling the Doctor’s gaze burning into her cheek, gave up and turned to make eye contact. She was surprised by the fire in the Doctor’s eyes.
“Not really, though,” Yaz said. “I mean, I can tell you slow yourself down for us sometimes. And you always have to explain things.”
“I love explaining things!” the Doctor exclaimed. “The look in someone’s eyes when they learn something brilliant for the first time— that’s what I live for, Yasmin Khan.”
“But still,” Yaz said. “Why humans? Why us ?”
“I like you,” the Doctor said. “You, specifically, and humans, generally. You’re a brilliant species, you know.”
Yaz glanced back at the TV screen, where the characters of the movie were engaged in a fairly brutal battle.
“Really?” she asked. “When there’s war, and we’ve ruined the climate, and people who can’t afford to eat?”
“There’s war everywhere, Yaz,” the Doctor said. “It’s never everyone’s fault. But there’s also progress, socially and scientifically. There’s art. There are entire civilizations that grow and live and change. It’s amazing.” She paused, then added, “I suppose other species have that. Don’t know why humans are my absolute favorite. Got all hung up on Earth early on, didn’t I?”
“So,” Yaz said, trying to follow all that, “in a way, it was random chance.”
“Never random,” the Doctor said. She tapped the floor of the TARDIS with her foot. “Not in this TARDIS. And by now it’s a choice. I like Earth. Feels like home, sort of. And sometimes I meet the most brilliant humans, who are kind and want to help and want to see the universe, and those are the best times.”
“We’re not that brilliant,” Yaz said.
“But you are,” the Doctor insisted. “I promise you, Yaz. You and Ryan and Graham are absolutely brilliant. Always popping up with exactly what I need to hear, and coming up with ideas I could never dream up in a million years. You just can’t see it because you’re seeing it from the inside. Does that answer your question?”
“I think so,” Yaz said. She pulled her knees to her chest and went back to watching the movie, a wonder blossoming in the back of her mind. The Doctor thought she was brilliant. The Doctor thought she was brilliant. Yasmin Khan, human from Sheffield, was brilliant enough for the Doctor to actively choose to keep her around.
Yaz had never thought of herself as low on self-esteem, but somehow this seemed almost unbelievable.
And yet, all evidence pointed to it being true.
She felt a smile on her face echoing the elation in her chest, and, without taking a moment to consider the possible consequences, leaned her head to rest on the Doctor’s shoulder. After all, she was brilliant, and wouldn’t everyone jump at the chance to have a brilliant head on their shoulder?
“You seem chipper,” Ryan said the next morning, when Yaz practically bounced into the kitchen, her smile already wide.
“Yeah?” Yaz grinned. “I just think today’s going to be a good day.”
And so it was.
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ohnoitspheos · 7 years
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👀 A little style check-in with my Chaos Driven characters showing some faces they don't show too often!  👀
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wykart · 4 years
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Oneshot fic where I try to piece together Thirteen’s character post spyfall part 2, and extend the episode’s final scene. (read on ao3)
The Promise
She stands, bathed in blue, with three pairs of eyes boring holes into her back. Inquisitive eyes, reproachful, skeptical. Dissatisfied. She thinks that’s probably fair enough. 
Behind her, the ship puts on a pale imitation of its usual golden hue – which is partly her fault, because the strength of her anguish resonates within the temporal engines. The ship mourns with her. It had been her home too. 
She’s taken on more than she can handle; three humans – she hasn’t had to deal with that many at once in a long while. It’s exhausting, because behind her back, they talk. They conspire. They formulate attacks in the form of questions and furrowed brows. It’s her against them, and it has been for a while now. Her against them; how had it ever come to this? Friends or enemies? She’s always found it difficult to tell the difference. 
It would be easy, perhaps, to drop them back on Earth, waltz off with a grin and a lie through bared teeth, and never return. She’s done it before. 
But the promise she made claws at her, raging at her behind pale eyes. Eyebrows; with his lined face and harsh expression – easy to intimidate, with a face like that. Easy to lie.  She craves that mask of lines, that icy stare. Maybe if she still wore that face, they wouldn’t ask so many questions.
He wanted to die, old Eyebrows had, and she’s starting to think that maybe he had the right idea. “Be a Doctor,” She had promised, but she doesn’t feel like the Doctor anymore. It all just feels like a game. 
And what was the rest of the promise? Never be cruel, never be cowardly... oh, but she is a coward – she’s been afraid of the dark since she was a boy, and she’s been running for – how long? About three thousand years, half of her assures (more like four and a half billion, the other half answers). And – though this is harder to admit – she is cruel. She’s crueller, colder, older. Be a Doctor, but the Doctor is a lie. Now more than ever, she’s hiding behind a title. For the first time, stranded without her friends, marooned in history, the cruelty had boiled over, and she’d found that she was full of so much of it that it scared her, but she couldn’t stop it from spilling out. At least the Master knows he’s cruel, he revels in the fact. She is something worse, because she’s convinced herself that her cruelty is some sort of justice. Some sort of twisted kindness, because the rules of time are not hers, and she is just a traveller. Walking away, in Montgomery and the Punjab, leaving a young boy to burn and a horde of innocent creatures to starve, that was cruel, but it was necessary, because sometimes she loses. Because the rules of time were never hers. 
Wiping Ada’s mind should have shaken her, it should have reminded her of  pleading eyes and words of power; Donna, Clara, Bill. But it didn’t. (If you ever stop, I think the universe might just go cold). And what if I go cold, she asks no one, what happens to the universe then? 
Always try to be nice. This one, she has down to an art. She can’t remember ever being nicer. She’s bubbly and hopeful and sweet - at least, when her friends are around. When she’s putting on a show, because the Doctor is a lie. Even when she’s cruel, she’s sweet. She’s nice. All wicked smile and steely eyes, teasing. A trickster’s stare. It was fun, at first, the youth, the constant movement and chatter and quirky quips. It was fun, because they didn’t question her. She revelled in their awe and their reverence in a way that filled her with sour guilt. She kept herself mysterious, confident, infallible. Vague. She stuck to the rules, when her friends were around. No weapons, no interference. Hasn’t she already seen where breaking the rules can get her? She is just a traveler; not a god or a monster or an impossible hero. Not anymore. She’s holding herself in, but the shell is too small. Jagged edges of her past jut through the edges of her silhouette, so she keeps her friends distracted. She keeps them moving and she never stays for tea, because the quiet is when questions are asked, and linear time makes her head ache and her fingers twitch. She’s hooked on the adventure. The lie. (It is Clara, she answers an old question, weary, it is like an addiction). 
Never fail to be kind. But she was always failing. She’s told her friends who she is, using empty words robbed of their usual pride and significance. Her voice and her manner had been waspish, impatient. Cruel. (There, happy?). Their unending curiosity, their kindness, it grated against her in a way that told her she was becoming something awful. She holds them, her new best friends, at arm's reach, and never closer, because she knows what happens when she lets herself get too invested. 
Oh, and never tell anyone your name. Well, that’s one promise she can keep - because everyone who can understand the cadence of her true name is dead. Killed by the only other person who still knows it. She will never be able to tell anyone her name again. 
Laugh hard. She’s done all sorts of laughing.  Triumphant exclamations of wonder, because she’s just a traveller, and everything is new to these dark eyes, everything inspires hope. Belly-clutching, strained reels of laughter when her friends are cracking jokes. When they’re travelling, never stopping, never still. The real sort of laughter comes when she’s alone. Low, cruel chuckles to the enemy that roil in her gut, that make her feel alive. Wind whistling through newly spun blonde hair, cold air against new bared teeth, old tattered clothes hanging loose as she shed the one she was before. It was a good feeling, intimidating. Darkness biting through the nice. 
Run fast. She’s faster than ever. She’s running so fast that she can barely keep up with herself. Hands always moving, fixing, tweaking, tinkering. Mouth running off at a hundred miles an hour spouting tidbits and anecdotes that even she isn’t sure are truth or lie. That night on the train, she had hit the ground running, and hasn’t stopped since. Not until she’d taken a trip home, and she’s stopped dead in her tracks. All the adrenaline she’s been running off it gone, now. All she has is anger. 
Be kind. And that’s the most difficult part of all. Nice is just a show you put on to the people around you, and pretending is easy. Kindness is deeper, and difficult to fake. Difficult, especially, because she can feel him – the Master – in the back of her mind like an itch, gloating. The ghost of a laugh, bright and spitting and maniacal, because this is exactly what he wanted. Where he is, that dark, dead dimension, the walls are thin. He can see her. Exiled to an unknown dimension, foiled and hopeless and alone, he’s still won. Laughing. Gloating. (Why would it stop). He tore apart the life she’d been building, ripped away the veil to show a glimpse of her true face; to her friends, and to herself. And she hates him. She hates him so much she wants to scream. Who is he but a reminder that it can never, ever stop. The grief and the running, and her, growing colder by the moment. A snarl twists at her face. She’s all anger, prowling, body wracked with energy that makes her want to break something, break him. The thought only makes him laugh harder. 
“Doctor?” A voice that doesn’t come from inside her head. A voice without the bite of the telepathic. Simple, human. “Are you sure you’re okay?”
It’s Yaz. The Doctor turns, blinking against the golden light of the console and its amber pillars. Graham and Ryan stand under its canopy, concern knotted through their features. Yaz is closer, because she’s the only one who’s brave enough. Her eyes are wide and dark and kind. The sort of kind she hasn’t been in a long while. 
“Yeah, I’m okay. I’m just tired, it’s been a long few days.” Five days, five planets. No trouble, just relaxing. She did it for them rather than herself, because her ideal vacation involved a lot more running and danger and mystery. Instead of sickly sweet ice cream and soft golden sands, she craved blood and ash, the slick oil and grease of weathered machines, the smell of fear and panic. The calm and emboldening feeling of being in charge, weaving together a solution, saving the day and bounding off on the next adventure. The past five days have been hell, because hell is quiet. Hell is being left to your own devices and thoughts and left to stew out in the sun like the the rocks baking on the shoreline by her faded luxury deck chair. Decaying. And all the while, his laughter, echoing inside her skull. 
“Doctor?” The voice tries again, impatient. 
“Hmm?” She murmurs, absently meandering back towards the console, looking for something to tinker with. Something to do with their hands to make herself look busy. Behind her back, she feels them shifting, casting glances at each other that speak a thousand words. Inwardly, she sighs. Friends or enemies? 
Graham is the first to venture forth. “Look, I, err, we” – he amends, and nods pass between her friends, still behind her back – “we’ve been meanin’ to ask you something.” Of course it’s him, the most skeptical. She sees the way he looks at her, the way he worries. It’s true that she prefers the company of the young, because the young haven’t yet had the chance to learn what old eyes look like. They don’t recognise those eyes in her. “Why are you travelling with us, I mean really…” Because you were there. You were human and you were there and I was lonely, she doesn’t say, because that would be cruel.
“Yeah, and who are you? We’ve tried asking’ so many times but you always dodge the question.” Ryan cuts across, emboldened. She turns around, away from the nothing she was doing with her hands. She stares at them and tries to look nice, but fails to look kind. 
“‘Cause we’re putting’ our metaphorical foot down, Doc,” Graham says, with a hint of a smile. Keeping it light. “We’ve been talkin’, and we think, if we’re gonna keep on travellin’ together, we should get to know who we’re travellin’ with.” There was a time when they wouldn’t have dared. They were so caught up in the adventure and so scared that it was going to end that they would never have asked her that question, not when she’d been so adamantly obvious about dodging it. They were afraid to lose her, but now, they know just how much power they hold. Her against them. They know she’s lonely, that she needs them just as much – maybe more – than they need her. Running from grief, from abandonment, from boredom. Human problems. Simple reasons. The other reason they are asking now is, she knows, because they’re afraid. She slipped up. All that time carefully calibrating the ultimate TARDIS experience; controlled, self-contained adventures, and never to those voluminous corners of the galaxy where the people knew her name; in reverence or in fear, because she’s just a traveller. Now they know that she can make mistakes, that she has a history, old enemies. It scares them, because they wanted, needed to believe that she was infallible. It made following her seemingly arbitrary and ever-shifting rules all too easy. Now, suddenly, travelling is difficult. Scary. Real.
“Not that we don’t want to keep on travellin’ with you,” Yaz assures her with that officer calm. “We just think we’re entitled to know a bit more, seein’ as you know us so well.”
“And I don’t mean some made up words that don’t mean anythin’ to us” Ryan says. Gallifrey, Kasterberous, Time Lord – what did any of that mean to them? Nothing, especially when her voice had been so cold, deflated, deflective. Trying to make them feel guilty for daring to ask. “I mean, why are you runnin’?” What a question... Of course, he doesn’t realise what he’s asking, the gravity of it. Boredom or exile or fear – or a mixture of all three. (And why, he asks, with his eyes, not his mouth, because he can’t quite articulate the feeling, why do we trust you?) It had been going so well. In her head, the Master laughs some more, and she doesn’t know whether he’s really there or if she’s imagining it. 
“And who were you before we met you?” Yaz asks, eyes softening, begging her. “Who were you before that night on the train?” It’s the final question that makes her muscles seize up and her eyes go cold. It’s what makes the anger bubble to the surface and the laugher break from background noise to a shrill cackling inside her head. She had been a white-haired scottsman, and she made a promise. A contract, and she’d broken every clause. 
“Why should I have to tell you?” She snaps. Maybe the ferocity should surprise her, but it doesn’t. Cruelty is becoming normal, for her, something that’s always lurking there, just below the surface. Yaz steps back from her stare, shocked. “I’m just a traveller, didn’t I already say, I’m nobody. Isn’t this enough for you?” she pleads, and he laughs. “Aren’t you having fun?” a different angle, because they can’t deny that. It’s been fun, it’s been lighthearted. It’s been good.  “Why can’t you just let me be this?” her voice comes in strangled, breaking gasps, because there isn’t just cruelty under the surface, there’s grief as well. “Why can’t you just let me leave it all behind?” The ship rages beneath her; lights flashing, sparks spitting, crystalline pillars spiralling with blue and harsh red. It casts them all in shadow. The remnants of her voice rings out in the hollow space, the ship whirring back into silence, echoing her, understanding her like none of her new friends ever will. 
In the silence, Graham hums, his mouth folded into a line. Ryan is staring at the ground, chest rising and falling with subsiding panic. Worse, though, is Yaz, because she’s staring right at her. There’s no fear in her eyes, just kindness and a twisted sort of satisfaction. Her face says ‘I was right,’ and in her cruellest moment yet, the Doctor hates her for it. 
“I’m sorry – I…” she knows what she has to do, and all her previous faces are looking at her in disdain. In disgust. Shut up, she swats their images away. They aren’t her, not anymore. The Doctor is a lie, and she is just a traveller. “Yaz, I’m really, really sorry,” she whispers, voice like silk. Beckoning. The girl can’t resist. 
“I know, it’s okay,” Yaz smiles, walking forwards. But the Doctor isn’t apologising for what she said, instead, she’s apologising for what she’s about to do, because she won’t get the chance after it’s done. More faces; Donna, Clara, Bill. Ada. She ignores them, and takes comfort in the cruelty of the act. 
The Doctor reaches out, and Yaz leans in to her touch, thinking that she’s offering comfort. The Doctor places outstretched fingers against her temple and searches her mind. As she sifts through her timeline, the act pressed into the space of a moment, it occurs to her that she could pick apart the strands of her memories and pluck out the parts that don’t fit. The doubts, the fear. The time she spent in that horrible dimension; lost and alone in the endless forest. She could make her better. The ship hums a dissonant note; a warning, and she realises that she isn’t quite that cruel. Not yet, anyway. She only takes the past minute. It’s barely a touch upon her mind, barely a dent, so she stays conscious. Yaz sways for a moment, dizzy, while the Doctor strides over to the two boys. They aren’t paying attention. They’re talking amongst themselves in low, harsh whispers. Behind her back. Her against them. 
There’s a moment when they notice her purposeful steps clanging against the metal floor, and they look up. They see her expression; flat and cold. Unyielding; and their eyes flash with fear. Graham opens his mouth to speak, but before he can, she raises both hands towards their heads. She takes Ryan in one hand and Graham in the other; outstretched arms reaching, the pads of her fingers running over the surface of their thoughts as their eyes brush closed. She could take back the memory of the Master, the panic on the plane, the bone-burrowing fear of being on the run - but she doesn’t. She thinks she will regret it later, when she’s grown a little colder still. 
In their moment of confusion, time rewinding, she takes her position at the top of the stairs. The blue light on her face feels right, it feels honest. She waits for their eyes to open and adjust, once again trained on her back, and she walks away before they can pose their carefully constructed questions. She leaves them standing under the fading gold of the console, sharing those transparent, conspiratorial glances, forming a new plan to get her cornered. Her against them. She makes a new promise, and the promise is this; they can never know. You are nobody. You are just a traveller. 
The Doctor is a lie, and they can never know. 
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ghostofyaz · 8 months
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kiss, kiss, kiss.
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Kissy babies! I love them so much! This one has been in the works forever and I feel like it came out very nicely.
Full transparency, I stole the Zaun background on the first pic from Arcane and enhanced it a little. Because I was too lazy to redraw the whole thing.
Anyhow, check out my links below!
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newwhoreview2016 · 4 years
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The Ghost Monument
Ghost monument
Sticking everyone in space for ages only a few episodes after Oxygen seems reckless. Having them all rescued without an infinite improbability drive seems implausible. Or is it supposed to evoke Douglas Adams? Does Chibnall think he’s doing Hitch Hiker here? Or Blake’s 7? Or Farscape? Or Firefly?
Everything is instantly very fast paced as two spaceships head for Desolation. The second one manages to crash onto the exact point where Ryan, Graham and Angstrom are standing, which is irritatingly convenient.
Have we had the concept of a universal translator in Who before? It feels very generically sci fi.
Then we meet Art Malik, a great actor totally wasted. He’s got some good lines and delivers them well, but no actual point except exposition. The Doctor starts rabbiting on in a surprisingly annoying manner and the plot, such as it is, is revealed. Cross the planet, reach the final square, do not pass Go.
Yeah, I’m liking individual moments in a tedious plot. The Venusian aikido bit is lovely. Ryan’s Call of Duty moment is really well played. On the other hand, Epzo’s story about his mum is stupidly on the nose and only almost saved by the Doctor’s “stronger together” button.
Oh, these names? Epzo? Angstrom? Ilin? This makes Terry Nation’s naming seem good. And the clanging exposition just carries on - there’s a startling bit with Yaz talking about her family.
Half an hour in and I just keep thinking of negative things to say which is upsetting. The seriousness with which Jodie Whittaker is forced to the claim that the robots with guns are – gasp – sniperbots! The fact that Epzo doesn’t convince as someone who’d survive round one of this contest. Using the sonic to turn a wheel for no reason.
A big mystery is repeatedly set up about what happened on this planet, but then the answer turns out to be depressingly predictable, although I had forgotten that the Stenza were involved. That doesn’t really go anywhere, does it? And there are sentient pieces of cloth which seem to be the main monster of the story.
The Timeless Child...what’s that about, then?
Then the story just - ends. Our three guest stars blink out of existence. It’s unsatisfying.
Structurally, ending episode 2 by revealing the TARDIS is a great idea. Unfortunately, the new interior is a little underwhelming.
Next week: 1955, Montgomery, Alabama
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angryrabbit42 · 5 years
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Tag Me
If you like, tag ten people you’d like to know better! I was tagged by 
@paigenotblank and I’m always trying to figure out this participation thing so why not? 
Put your playlist on shuffle and name the first four songs.
Critical Mistakes - 888
You Might be the Killer - HARLO
DUI - The OffSpring
Every Other Freckle - Alt-J
Grab the nearest book. Turn to page 23, line 27.
Again Yaz’s intuition told her something had gone wrong, something more than just the Tardis being less reliable than the 32A bus. (The Good Doctor - Juno Dawson)
Ever had a song or a poem written about you?
I had an ex record a snippet of music into a Build-a-Bear for me. It’s very moody and I still love it.
When was the last time you played air guitar?
Um... wow. Long time.
Celebrity crushes? (I don’t really do crushes... can we do faves?)
David Tennant
Elizabeth Gillies
Richard Dean Anderson (gotta love MacGyver)
Sounds I hate/love?
Hate: babies or cats crying. I cannot stand high pitched sounds. Kills me.
Love: loud music, rain sounds, the Doctor Who theme... Loads of things.
Do you drive, and have you ever crashed?
Yes. I’ve never crashed my car. I have hit someone. I was driving home in the rain and a gold pickup had stopped dead in the middle of the street. I moved left to get in the turning lane and not hit them, and they chose that moment to turn left. I hit their back quarter panel and they U-turned out of there. Scary AF
Last book you read?
Combat Magicks - Steve Cole (I know it’s all DW)
Do you believe in ghosts?
I used to... My brother and mother see ghosts. I’ve been haunted before. But whether that is an actual ghost, a psychic projection or latent telekinesis, how can one know?
Do you believe in aliens?
I believe in them. I don’t think they’re here yet... Except for the Doctor of course.
Do you like the smell of gasoline?
Nope. It’s up acrid and not fun, like cologne.
Last movie you saw?
Babylon 5: In the Beginning (I don’t watch a lot of movies and I am bullying everyone I know into watching Babylon5.)
Do you have an obsession right now?
I’m obsessed with loads of things: Knitting, Digital Art, Writing, Doctor Who, General Hospital, Babylon5, Good Omens, David & Georgia Tennant, TeenWolf, the list is endless. I do not like things. I love or loathe that is all. Oh, Star vs the Forces of Evil
Do you tend to hold grudges?
If I never see you, I’ll never think about it again. But yeah, I do, especially if you hurt a friend. They may forgive you but I won’t, not ever.
I’m tagging the following, but there’s no obligation unless you’d like to participate: @julibellule @marinxttes @spoonietimelordy @sunniebelle @darthtella @stevesharington @vorlonfucker
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comixconnection · 5 years
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CHOOSE YOUR THREE FREE COMICS!
The following titles will be available at Comix Connection on May 4th (while supplies last!). Everybody gets to pick three! For every food donation* you bring in for the Central Pennsylvania Food Bank you may select an additional free comic book!
*food donations must be at least two months in date to allow for food bank processing time! expired or soon-to-expire items will not be accepted. please check your labels!
We know the line for the FCBD comics can get long (if you want to come in and shop first, you can skip the line and head straight inside!) so in an effort to both entertain you while you’re in that long line and to help it go a little faster by giving you a preview of the various titles so you can decide ahead of time what looks good, the Comix Connection Counter Monkeys have read and reviewed all of the available FCBD books! Take a peek!
CHOOSE YOUR FREE COMICS:
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This preview of the Under the Moon: A Catwoman Tale graphic novel introduces us to a young, pre-Catwoman Selina Kyle and the difficult adolescence that led her to become everyone’s favorite feline fatale. Plus, get a sneak-peek at the upcoming Teen Titans: Raven graphic novel coming from DC Ink later this summer for $16.99. Want more? Pre-order Raven now or grab a copy of Under the Moon off the shelves today!
CONTENT NOTE: while this sample has been rated ALL AGES it does deal with some heavy subjects, including animal death, and the books themselves are intended for TEEN READERS.
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Shiver your way into a galaxy far, far away in this spooky one-shot starring Han Solo and Chewbacca on a galactic treasure hunt during their pre-Rebellion scoundrel days! Want more? Discover the whole era-spanning adventure in the Tales from Vader’s Castle graphic novel, on the shelves now! [ALL AGES]
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Marjorie is not excited to go visit her grandmother in the country for Mother’s Day, even though her best friend is coming along for the ride -- secretly of course, because Wendell is a ghost! This down-to-earth haunting pits Majorie against the pressures of growing-up and finding herself, but it’s Wendell who gets the star make-over in this issue! As in the graphic novel, this one-shot deals with the topics of grief and loss in a way that is both approachable and touching for all ages. Want more? Pick up the Sheets graphic novel where the two friends first met, on the shelves now! [ALL AGES]
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This two-for-one issues gives you the first ever comic book venture for the beloved video game Minecraft, a teaser for the upcoming graphic novel. in the first story, a cheerful “Griefer” gets some grief of her own when real life consequences collide with her digital destruction. Plus, everyone’s favorite super-siblings decide to give mom and dad the gift of a “Date Night” that gives them more than they bargained for in a short story set after Incredibles 2. Want more? Pre-order the $9.99 Minecraft graphic novel now, or picks up the latest issue of Incredible: Secret Identities on the racks now! [ALL AGES]
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A hilarious, lighthearted romp through the world of the Justice League as the world’s greatest heroes answer their fans’ most pressing questions -- such as Superman’s biggest mistakes and Hawkgirl’s dietary preferences. This two chapter preview of the upcoming graphic novel, Dear Justice League exposes the funny side of ordinary super life. Want more? Have us pre-order your copy of the $9.99 graphic novel out later this summer! [ALL AGES]
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In this special preview of the upcoming graphic novel Ghost Hog, new ghost Truff the hog gets some lessons in how to haunt -- and the dangers when things go wrong! -- from her friends. Plus, catch a preview of Pilu of the Woods, a sweet graphic novel about family and woodlore as a lost little girl meets a lost little dryad and both have to fight their own dark sides to find their way home. Want more? Have us set aside the first Ghost Hog book for you at $12.99 when it comes in next week, or grab a copy of Pilu of the Woods off the shelves now! [ALL AGES]
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It can be hard being a Villain Kid in Auradon and even harder when you’re coming from the Isle of the Lost. Dizzy Tremaine is worried about her first day of school so she seeks out some fortune telling from Celia Facilier, but can she trust what the cards tell her...or Celia? Sneak a peek at this preview of the upcoming Disney Descendants: Dizzy’s New Fortune graphic novel coming out later this month. Pre-order your copy now for $12.99 or grab a previous Descendants story off the shelf now! [ALL AGES]
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Discover the beginning of Ash Katchum’s partnership with Pikachu in this preview of the Pokémon The Movie: I Choose You graphic novel -- and if you think it was all smooth sailing for these two famous pair, you’re in for a rough surprise...just like Pikachu! Then, follow Red as he captures his first Pokémon and begins his journey to being a great trainer in the preview of Pokémon Adventures Volume One. Want more? Order the full story of each volume today! [ALL AGES]
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A long, long, long time ago -- 40,000 years in fact -- neanderthal siblings Lucy and Andy founded an Adventure Club with their human neighbors to explore their prehistoric world. When they go chasing a meteorite that fell from the sky, they might have found more than they bargained for! But don’t worry: every Lucy & Andy story comes with a back-up feature where modern scientists fill-in the details that Lucy and Andy haven’t figured out yet! Find out more in this one-shot adventure, and then check out their ongoing hi-jinks in the collection of Lucy & Andy Neanderthal graphic novels. Grab one off the shelf or order yourself a copy today! [ALL AGES]
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The Lumberjanes are a sensation of adventurous scouts who best magical monsters through the power of friendship, and this issue spotlights two of their stories: first, get a preview of the first part of the upcoming Lumberjanes: Shape of Friendship original graphic novel when a visit to the boys’ camp gets a little knottier than expected and second, enjoy a short story of one time Ripley had to use her wits to save Jen from certain doom! Want more? Pre-order the Shape of Friendship OGN today, or pick up a previous volume of the intrepid scouts’ many adventures from the shelves today! [ALL AGES]
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In this collection of short, spooky tales, Casper the Friendly Ghost struggles to stop his friends from pulling mean pranks on one another and goes out of his way (and out of orbit...sort of) to make new friends. Enjoy a haunting from the world’s kindest ghost while you alternate groans and giggles over the antics of his less-than-kindly friends and neighbors. Want more? Grab a Casper issue off the racks today! [ALL AGES]
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This underwater one-shot introduces us to Alex the Parrotfish, who is eager to head to the big city of Coralton and find a job! Unfortunately for Alex, his quest runs into a few hiccoughs (some with big, pointy teeth!) that threaten to leave his plans high-and-dry, not least of which is that on the reef everybody has a very specific role in the ecosystem...which you can learn more about in the backup Guide to the Bahamas which identifies all the different fish Alex met along the way, and more! [ALL AGES]
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Meet Gillbert, a small sea creature, and his underwater friends. Gillbert is the son of the king and queen of all the oceans, but today he just wants to sleep in! Too bad for Gillbert that today is Everything Day, when you can do Anything...except sleep, at least if you have friends like his! Read the first chapter of Gillbert’s newest adventure by Art Baltazar, creator of Tiny Titans and one of the greatest cartoonists of kids’ comics working today! Want more? Check out the first volume of Gillbert’s adventures, Gillbert the Little Merman vol 1, on shelves now, or grab some of Art Baltazar’s earlier work and see where all that AW, YEAH! got started! [ALL AGES]
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One of the classics of comic book history, in this FCBD special Little Lulu is as bold, troublesome, and adventurous as ever! Despite being created in the 1930s, Lulu remains an empowering little girl: assertive, independent, and imbued with expert comedic timing, Lulu was a defining comic of post-war America today this protofeminist icon is ready to bring her gags and giggles to a new audience with a collection of reprints starting later this year. Get in on this not-so-lost treasure early. Want more? Sign-up for the upcoming first volume now, or begin with the John Stanley: Giving His Life to Little Lulu HC and learn about her seminal creator and the history he and Lulu influenced. [ALL AGES]
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In this one-shot issue, the Thirteenth Doctor and her friends find themselves in an interstellar amusement park for some rest and recreation (and don’t forget the snacks!) until a rigged game of chance exposes a darker underside to all the shiny, happy fun. Can Yaz, Ryan, Graham, and the newest incarnation of the BBC’s famous Time Lord save the day? Find out here! Want more? Grab an issue of the new Thirteenth Doctor series off the rack, or explore the exploits of the previous twelve incarnations in some of our collected adventures off the shelf or by special order! [ALL AGES]
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Written, drawn, and colored by legally blind (no, really!) New Zealander Richard Fairgray, Blastosaurus is the story of the titular mutant triceratops with fists of fury and a heart of gold and the two young kids who become his best friends. Overcoming his beastly nature, good ol' Blasto fights monsters, vampires, and mad scientists who use farts as a weapon. The result is a fun comic with a goofy sense of humor where anything is possible. Think Hellboy running through a MAD Magazine, with a little bit of the bizarreness of Creepy or Eerie thrown in. If you like dinosaurs, punching evil, and think flatulence is funny, this is the book for you (and your kids)! Want more? Grab a collection, or dig into the recent back issue bins for some single issues! [ALL AGES]
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This treasury of British comics stacks-up a monstrous plethora of humorous hi-jinks, from sharks to soccer to super heroes and back again! In the grand tradition of classic comic strip funnies, this packed-to-the-brim collection of short tales is ready to tickle your funny bone from dawn to dusk to full moon! [ALL AGES]
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Co-created by football star (or “soccer” for we uncultured Americans) Cristiano Ronaldo, this new secret super team stars a fictional version of the famed kicker turning his sports skills toward world-protecting. It’s bright, silly, and kids-centric, fleshed-out with sidekicks like the super-baseball bat-weilding Sita Shaolin and the hammerhead shark-headed hockey stick-swinging Kaiju King, but the key of the team is the power-borrowing sphere that Ronaldo has to deliver to the bad guys via his super soccer kicking skills! Think Teen Titans Go, but with football (soccer). Want more? Keep your eyes peeled for more Striker Force 7 comics in the near future! [ALL AGES]
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Brought to you by the producers and animators of the hit TV show and features all your favorite characters; Bob, Linda, Tina, Gene & Louise, this issue reprints three impossible Bob’s Burgers stories: one featuring a carnival ride that does a lot more than just spin, one that involves a magic wish melting with regret, and one of Tina’s fanfiction extravaganzas! Want more? Order one of the earlier Bob’s Burgers collections and relive watching the show all over again! [ALL AGES]
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The world of Marvel’s movies might have reached an end point for the moment, but things for the comic book Avengers are dicier than ever! Preview upcoming adventures for two series in this issue. First, Tony Stark finds himself facing eerily familiar faces in a time he never wanted to see, while Namor and the Squadron Supreme heat up the oceans and Captain America and Captain Marvel lead a team of heroes deep into Shi’ar space! Then, read the first chapter of the new Savage Avengers series staring such “classic” Avengers characters as Wolverine, Elektra, Punisher, Venom, Blade, and...Conan!? There’s no slowing these heroes down, True Believers! Want more? Grab the first issue of Savage Avengers off the shelves today, or dive into the ongoing Avengers title for adventures both near and far! [TEEN]
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Read the full first issue of Hope, a brand-new ongoing superhero comic. The “Ultras” first showed up five years ago, changing the world with their powers. Some people love them, some people fear them, but for unassuming mom Julie Lavelle they were a carefully-guarded secret...until the car accident that changed everything. Where will the ultra named Hope go from here, and with so much loss will she be able to find her namesake within herself ever again? Find out here, than come back later this summer for Issue #2 where things, somehow, get worse! [TEEN]
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Two of television’s most beloved series (one long-running and one far, far too short) return to comics! First, preview the new Firefly series set before the tragic events of the Serenity movie that reveals some ugly skeletons from Mal and Zoe’s wartime closets and strains the crew’s bonds like never before. Then, go back to Sunnydale where everything old is new again with a modern reboot of Buffy the Vampire Slayer. Buffy is back in high school again for the first time, surrounded by familiar faces...but how different will things be when she’s slaying in 2019 instead of 1997? Enjoy a modern twist with a classic taste (of blood!) and grab your stakes...and browncoats! Want more? Find the first issues of either series on the shelf today, or delve into the classic collections of the previous Dark Horse stories. [TEEN]
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This two-for-one issue explores both the darker and lighter sides of the Spider-Man mythos! In the first story, prepare yourself for danger as Eddie Brock introduces us to the brutal beginning of Absolute Carnage, a Venom-event starting this August. Then enjoy the lighter side of super-heroics as Miles Morales and Peter Parker face-off over an epic conflict of their own...who really has the best pizza in NYC? Want more? Check out the latest issues of Friendly Neighborhood Spider-Man, Miles Morales Spider-Man, Venom, or Amazing Spider-Man on the shelves today -- or read-up on previous events in our extensive collection of various spider-rific comics! [TEEN]
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What if experiencing a school shooting was so traumatic that it, and other natural and human-produced horrors of the 21st century, actually triggered superpowers to manifest in the survivors? That is the brainstorm behind Humanoid’s first ongoing comics initiative, H1. This FCBD “Ignition” preview gives us a story about these brand-new superheroes (and villains!) trying to find their place in the world...and they aren’t content to stand by and watch the status quo! Also take a behind-the-scenes peek into the creative process and characters of this blisteringly topical political premise: Spearheaded by comic book legend Mark Waid, Humanoids looks ready to break into the superhero market with a set of relevant and wholly original stories. Want more? Sign-up for the first issue next month’s debut of Ignited now. [TEEN]
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It’s School Picture Day in Riverdale, and that of course means drama -- but there might be more at work today than Cheryl Blossom’s demands for more flattering lighting! When nasty notes turn up anonymously dropped in the yearbook suggestion box, will our small town friends be able to stick together and solve the case, or will someone do something that everyone will regret? The new Riverdale: Season Three comic series features adventures set between the episodes of the hit show, and as always in the town of Riverdale the moment you start digging for answers the more secrets you expose! Also enjoy some behind-the-scenes sneak peeks as well as an excerpt from the prequel novel Riverdale: The Day Before. Want more? Grab the latest issue of the new Riverdale series off the rack, or explore our variety of collected editions from the traditional Archie Digests to the modern re-vamp of the Archie and Sabrina series and, of course, the show-inspired Riverdale comic itself! [TEEN]
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Canada's perennial titular superhero has seen sporadic publication since its creation in 1975, but has been appearing more consistently since 2015 as part of Chapterhouse Comics. This preview of the newest Captain Canuck series starts with a "top secret" dossier to catch you up on recent in-world history, as well as background on some of his allies and enemies. We also receive a small hint of the action to come as the Captain and his French Canadian partner, Kebec, fly into an underground lair for some robot-bashing action! [TEEN]
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The beloved Robotech series continues with a revolutionary new revisioning! Jump on board for the next big event right here with this mind-blowing first chapter of Robotech: Event Horizon, beginning this summer with Issue #21!  Plus a Curtain Call backup featuring...Minmei!? Check it all out here, then grab a collected edition of the previous issues or sign-up for the start of Event Horizon this summer! [TEEN]
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Time-displaced warrior-queen Malika struggles under the burden of the Dragon’s Doom in this preview of her newest adventure, Malika: Fire & Frost. An enchanted sleep sent Malika 500 years into the future but ancient curses do not give up their hold that easily...and neither do her adversaries! The quest for the Dragon Stones is a dangerous one, but what happens when someone new gets caught-up in the fight? Read the first chapter here, then check out the previous two volumes in her epic chronicles: Malika: Warrior Queen on shelves now! [TEEN]
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What if one day, all the animals all over the world woke up and started talking? That is the story of Animosity, an epic adventure following human girl Jesse and dog Sandor across the resulting cataclysm. But Jesse and Sandor are not the only ones with a story to tell. In this one-shot, bio major Meredith and Neon, the beta fish who loves her, have to face the terror of life outside the tank. Want more? Grab the first volume of Animosity off the shelves today! [TEEN]
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Mel has a secret: she thinks she’s dying. She’s also a clandestine superhero tasked with protecting all of mankind. A chance meeting in a cemetery between the bleeding woman and a kid hiding-out with her sketchbook changes everything...except the fact that being a superhero isn’t easy. Is Jessie up for the challenge? Find out in this FCBD reprint of the first issue of Punchline, the new super-powered super-star from Antarctic Press! Want more? Order the first volume of the sold-out series, Punchline: Blood Sisters, today! [TEEN]
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In this adorably meta story, witness the epic throw-down between Sakura and Karin -- both in and out of the game! Can Sakura’s hard-earned skills perfected through after-hours practice at the arcade where she works compete with Karin’s meticulous, expensive training? Who will be the world champion of Super Chibi Puzzle Gem Fighter Ultra Turbo Arcade Edition? Fine out here! Want more? Raid the back issue bins for previous issues of Street Fighter, or grab a collected edition today! [TEEN]
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This manga-style two-for-one issue features a story from the world of My Hero Academia and one from The Promised Neverland. In the first, enter a world where 80% of all people are born with “quirks” that give them super-powers! It’s an exciting, hyper-active world full of heroes and villains...but what about the 20% of people who aren’t born “super”? Jump straight into the action with a fight scene that’s more than meets the eye, and find out! Then in the second story, visit the orphanage where eleven-year-old Emma lives with her thirty-seven beloved siblings, enjoying an ordinary life of family, games, and companionship...along with the strange Daily Test, numbers tattooed on their necks, and a fence to keep them from ever going outside! Want more? There are multiple volumes of both manga available now, so grab one today! [TEEN]
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Worlds collide in this special FCBD one-shot! When Tala and Eddie, estranged father-daughter duo on the run from good guys and bad guys alike, finally get their hands on an “escape hatch” to another world it seems like all their troubles are solved -- but the world where the Goon lives is never trouble free! When one pair contains a man trapped in the body of a pug and the other contains a newly-minted dogcatcher with a love of violence, is there any way things can end well? Plus, a back-up featuring Eric Powell’s appalachian horror comic, Hillbilly! Want more? Collections of all three series are available now, or grab the first issue of the new Goon today! [TEEN]
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Red 5 Comics brings out a two-for-one sampler of high-concept post-apocalyptic stories. In The Dark Age, a mysterious mist destroys all the metal on Earth, immediately plunging society back into a medieval kingdom of wood, brick, and glass. In Afterburn, the world is scorched by a super-powerful solar flare and the story follows a group of thieves and mercenaries breaking into the most dangerous areas of the old world, attempting to recover lost artifacts for the remaining aristocracy. For readers looking for dark, mature stories of a dismal future, this comic is a perfect choice! [TEEN]
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In this two-parter from Dark Horse, enjoy a one-shot set in the aftermath of Stranger Things where Nancy struggles to reconnect to her brother and find a way for both of them to return to normal life. Then preview the new series Black Hammer ‘45: Tales From the World of Black Hammer with a foray to the werewolf-riddled battlefields of World War II and a glimpse of the future of the ghostly Jack Sabbath. Want more? Pick up the first volume of Black Hammer, a series that takes the traditional tropes of the super hero world and twists them into new, marvelous, and weird new shapes, or grab the first volume of the Stranger Things tie-in comic exploring Will’s time in the Upside Down off the shelves. You can also sign up for the prequel series, Stranger Things: Six due out later this month! [TEEN]
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In the sci-fi/horror world of Midnight Sky, things are always dark. But things are not always what they seem. In this unexpected dystopian tale, we enter a world where light reveals the people who have been replaced...but by what, and why? And how far will one mother go to protect her children when one of them is no longer human, and the other has a strange power that might save -- or doom -- them all? Plus, a preview of Long Live Pro Wrestling, when a fed-up announcer gets a little too honest for his boss and becomes a social media sensation, a short haunting by Gutt Ghost, and previews of several upcoming titles from Scout Comics! Want more? Sign-up for your favorites today! [TEEN]
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Discover the strange, steampunk world of Lady Mechanika in this special issue which reprints her original 2010 debut one-shot as well as excerpts from two of her neweer adventures: The Clockwork Assassin and La Belle Dame Sans Merci. The mysterious mechanical woman stalks the streets in search of answers to her own origins -- but could she be a murderer herself? And how will she protect her friend Mr. Lewis from the dangers posed by an even more mysterious woman than herself? Gawk at the breadth of Lady Mechanika’s world, then grab a collection of her adventures off the shelves today! [TEEN]
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In 1992, Todd McFarlane’s Spawn burst onto the comics scene. Today you can relive that moment with this reprint of that very first issue, complete with an exclusive new cover by Francesco Mattina. Enjoy a look back at the moment that started it all...or if you’ve never read Spawn before, now is the perfect time to jump on board before the movie! Want more? There are almost 300 issues of Spawn out there today, available in back issue singles and collections! Grab some today! [TEEN]
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This two-part issue from Valiant Universe begins the newest saga in the life of nanite-infused ultimate soldier, Bloodshot, as well as setting the stage for the events of the Fallen World event due later this year which will pit the aforementioned Bloodshot against Rai, a haunted cyber-samurai. First witness Bloodshot at his most unstoppable as he seeks to save a doctor from those who would use her talents to make more beings like him; then explore the strain between truth and faith when “heaven” falls out of the sky in the opening salvo of Fallen World. Want more? Pick up a collection of Bloodshot or Rai or sign-up today for their new adventures in either the solo series or the Fallen World mini-series! [TEEN]
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Return to the classics with this excerpt from Zagor: The Alien Saga. Originally created in 1961, the story of Zagor combines science fiction, horror, and westerns in one adventurous whole. Here, discover how the titular Zagor and his friend Chico first encountered beings from another world...and the darker, more familiar face beside them! Want more? Order a collection of this classic comic book today. [TEEN]
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The main story of this one-shot features Dragonfly and Dragonflyman -- the same hero, but in two different worlds: one colorful and campy, the other gritty and dark! Juxtapose the biff, bam, pow! aesthetics of old school heroism with the grimdark hyper-violence of the nineties and today, and see how familiar faces can turn strange. But what will happen when cheerful Dragonflyman and grizzled Dragonfly change places in The Wrong Earth? Lay the groundwork of their worlds here, and then check out the back-up features introducing Captain Ginger, the feline captain of a ship full of interstellar cats, and a quick trip through the unfriendly world of Edgar Allen Poe’s A Snifter of Terror. Want more? All three series have collections available now! [TEEN]
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When humanity left planet Earth behind, fleeing a dying world for a new start in the stars, they nuked it behind them in an attempt to wipe-out the vampires left behind. Unfortunately, in the shadow of that nuclear winter, those vampires evolved. Now with the bloodsucks on the brink of achieving space flight and coming after their wayward food source, humanity has one last chance to save itself: the Interceptor program. One surgically-modified, heavily-trained, even more heavily-armed warrior to wipe-out the vampire threat for good. But when she gets to Earth, she finds something she never expected... This kinetic, fast-paced, tongue-in-cheek comic sets up a battle for Earth the likes of which you’ve never seen! Want more? Pre-order the $17.99 graphic novel due out later this summer that reprints the original series, or jump straight to the sequel with the new four-issue Reactor mini-series, available now! [TEEN]
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This year marks the 50th Anniversary of the first appearance of the Vampirella character in Vampirella #1, a Warren Publishing horror magazine and sister publication to the company's Creepy and Eerie magazines. As is befitting such an anniversary, Dynamite Comics is bringing out a new series with a new creative team to craft stories for the wry badgirl vampire. In this preview, we see our favorite scantily-clad bloodsucker endure assaults on social media, determined to discover her whereabouts and her secrets. The real treat in this FCBD exclusive is a bonus story, originally published in 1993, written and illustrated by comic book legends Kurt Busiek and Arthur Adams. Want more? Sign-up now for the new ongoing Vampirella series beginning later this summer! [TEEN+]
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Jump feet first into the frenetic world of Deadly Class, ongoing comic and hit television show! What do kids going to assassin school do to blow off steam? Hit a concert, of course...but sometimes the work comes with them. Does making art actually change the world? What about revenge? And can you hold onto who you are when the world is trying to shape you into something else? If all that can be packed into just one issue, imagine how much goes on in the entire series...or stop imagining it, and pick up the first volume today! [MATURE READERS!]
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In 2017, Emil Ferris published her first graphic novel, the unprecedented and brilliant My Favorite Thing Is Monsters, an exploration of everything from the trauma of a lonely childhood, the Holocaust, and totally awesome horror comics, all drawn with ballpoint pen and a perspective never seen before in comics. This only came about after Ferris experienced severe brain damage from a severe case of West Nile Virus and used drawing with a ballpoint pen as a form of physical therapy. This FCBD-exclusive provides an inside look into how My Favorite Thing Is Monsters emerged from that tragedy and includes Ferris's own guide to drawing monsters. Want more? Find the original graphic novel on our shelves today! [MATURE READERS!]
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FINAL POST!!                                          Elvis Costello - My Aim Is True
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It’s graduation week.  Four years of sharing album-of-the-week are over.  It’s important to wrap this up with a special album.  I’ve decided to go with one of the best debut albums ever, by one of my favorite musicians, for whom I have the utmost respect.  With this last album, I want to affirm that this effort was to support my daughter’s personal and professional interests in music (my aim was true).  Also, I wanted the graduation album to welcome her to the grown-up world of working for a living (”Welcome To The Working Week”).  And finally, since I’ve tied politics to so many of these albums, it feels appropriate - as President Trump continues to bring the country and perhaps the world to ruin (this week, by backing out of the Paris Climate Accord) - to close this project with the track, “Waiting For The End Of The World.”
1    "Welcome to the Working Week" 2    "Miracle Man" 3    "No Dancing" 4    "Blame It on Cain" 5    "Alison" 6    "Sneaky Feelings" 7    "(The Angels Wanna Wear My) Red Shoes" 8    "Less Than Zero" 9    "Mystery Dance" 10  "Pay It Back" 11  "I'm Not Angry" 12  "Waiting for the End of the World"
Last week, T Bone Burnett’s name was one of those in the collaboration, and I mentioned his Academy Award winning work on the “Cold Mountain” soundtrack.  Well, Elvis Costello collaborated with T Bone to write the track “Scarlett Tide” for that soundtrack.  The collaborations Elvis has been a part of are numerous and, I’m sure, will go on and on.  He has made so much music in genres outside his punk-pop, new-wave origins that it defies categorization.  I recommend a Wikipedia search to keep track of it all.  Of late, what I have been most impressed with from Elvis is the musically collaborative TV show he did called “Spectacle: Elvis Costello with...”  I only saw a few episodes, but they were brilliant.  Check it out if you're so inclined.  It’s all available on DVD or BluRay.
In closing, I’d like to thank everyone who read my foolish posts (with especially large portions of thanks to those of you who occasionally corrected me) and everyone who listened along with us.  As a postscript, here is the entire list of 194 albums we listened to over this four-year project, and the date we started listening.  We started a little late, so we did two albums per week through the first summer session to try to catch up on the total count.  With occasional exceptions, the albums were pre-1999 (the year my daughter was born).  We followed some themes here and there, but mostly we just rocked out!
Rumours - Fleetwood Mac  10/20/2013
Deja Vu - Crosby Stills Nash & Young  10/27/2013
Best of the Doobies - The Doobie Brothers  11/3/2013
Their Greatest Hits 1971-1975 - The Eagles  11/10/2013
Greatest Hits 1974-1978 - Steve Miller Band  11/17/2013
American Beauty - Grateful Dead  11/24/2013
The Velvet Underground - The Velvet Underground  12/1/2013
Loaded - The Velvet Underground  12/8/2013
The Monkees - The Monkees  12/15/2013
Jackson 5 Christmas Album - Jackson 5  12/22/2013
The #1's - Elvis Presley  12/29/2013
Legend from the Master Tapes - Buddy Holly  1/5/2014
The #1's - Diana Ross & The Supremes  1/12/2014
Singles 1969-1981 - The Carpenters  1/19/2014
16 Greatest Hits - The Mamas & Papas  1/26/2014
Greatest Hits - The Byrds  2/2/2014
Greatest Hits - Bob Dylan  2/9/2014
Greatest Hits - Simon & Garfunkel  2/16/2014
Greatest Hits - James Taylor  2/23/2014
Greatest Hits - Linda Ronstadt  3/2/2014
Greatest Hits - Janis Joplin  3/9/2014
Greatest Hits - The Doors  3/16/2014
Smash Hits - Jimi Hendrix  3/23/2014
Greatest Hits - Queen  3/30/2014
Legend - Bob Marley & The Wailers  4/6/2014
Mania - The Ramones  4/13/2014
Lennon Legend: The Very Best Of John Lennon - John Lennon  4/20/2014
The Hits - Johnny Cash  4/27/2014
A Quiet Normal Life: The Best Of Warren Zevon - Warren Zevon  5/4/2014
Gold - ABBA  5/11/2014
Greatest Hits - Cat Stevens  5/18/2014
The Best Of - Steely Dan  5/25/2014
Greatest Hits - Bruce Springsteen  6/1/2014
Greatest Hits - Elton John  6/8/2014
Endless Summer - The Beach Boys  6/15/2014
Hot Rocks - The Rolling Stones  6/22/2014
Led Zeppelin III - Led Zeppelin  6/29/2014
Rubber Soul - The Beatles  7/6/2014
Revolver - The Beatles  7/6/2014
Who's Next - The Who  7/13/2014
The Who By Numbers - The Who  7/13/2014
Dark Side Of The Moon - Pink Floyd  7/20/2014
Wish You Were Here - Pink Floyd  7/20/2014
One For The Road - The Kinks  7/27/2014
Pretenders - Pretenders  8/3/2014
Learning To Crawl - Pretenders  8/3/2014
Nevermind The Bollocks - The Sex Pistols  8/10/2014
Sound Affects - The Jam  8/17/2014
London Calling - The Clash  8/24/2014
Changesonebowie - David Bowie  8/31/2014
Ghost In The Machine - The Police  9/7/2014
I Just Can't Stop It - The English Beat  9/14/2014
Absolutely - Madness  9/21/2014
Talk Talk Talk - The Psychedelic Furs  9/28/2014
Hits - Joni Mitchell  10/5/2014
Rickie Lee Jones - Rickie Lee Jones  10/12/2014
Eyes Open - Snow Patrol  10/19/2014
The Best Of Joan Armatrading - Joan Armatrading  10/26/2014
Upstairs At Eric's - Yaz  11/2/2014
Blue Bell Knoll - Cocteau Twins  11/9/2014
Life's Too Good - The Sugarcubes  11/16/2014
The B-52's - The B-52's  11/23/2014 
Out Of Time - R.E.M.  11/30/2014
In My Tribe - 10,000 Maniacs  12/7/2014
Girlfriend - Matthew Sweet  12/14/2014
Joy: A Holiday Collection - Jewel  12/21/2014
Fumbling Toward Ecstacy - Sarah McLachlan  12/28/2014
Reading, Writing And Arithmetic - The Sundays  1/4/2015
Meat Is Murder - The Smiths  1/11/2015
Tragic Kingdom - No Doubt  1/18/2015
Jagged Little Pill - Alanis Morissette  1/25/2015
Blood Sugar Sex Magik - Red Hot Chili Peppers  2/1/2015
Siamese Dream - Smashing Pumpkins  2/8/2015
Ten - Pearl Jam ��2/15/2015
Nevermind - Nirvana  2/22/2015
Live Through This - Hole  3/1/2015
Exile In Guyville - Liz Phair  3/8/2015
After - Lady Lamb the Beekeeper  3/15/2015
Garbage - Garbage  3/22/2015
Eight Arms To Hold You - Veruca Salt  3/29/2015
Rid Of Me - PJ Harvey  4/5/2015
I Do Not Want What I Haven't Got - Sinead O'Connor  4/12/2015
Moondance - Van Morrison  4/19/2015
Joshua Tree - U2  4/26/2015
Fisherman's Blues - The Waterboys  5/3/2015
The Fine Art Of Surfacing - The Boomtown Rats  5/10/2015
To The Faithfully Departed - The Cranberries  5/17/2015
Sunshine On Leith - The Proclaimers  5/24/2015
Barricades and Brickwalls - Kasey Chambers  5/31/2015
Mars Needs Guitars - Hoodoo Gurus  6/7/2015
Kick - INXS  6/14/2015
Sometimes I Sit and Think, And Sometimes I Just Sit - Courtney Barnett  6/21/2015
The Iron Man - Pete Townshend  6/28/2015
The Wall - Pink Floyd  7/5/2015
Hair - Original Broadway Musical  7/12/2015
Quadrophenia - The Who  7/19/2015
American Idiot - Green Day  7/26/2015
Jesus Christ Superstar - Original Motion Picture Soundtrack  8/2/2015
Grease - Original Motion Picture Soundtrack  8/9/2015
Rocky Horror Picture Show - Original Motion Picture Soundtrack  8/16/2015
Joe's Garage - Frank Zappa  8/23/2015
Graceland - Paul Simon  8/30/2015
So - Peter Gabriel  9/6/2015
Speaking In Tongues - Talking Heads  9/13/2015
The Cars - The Cars  9/20/2015
Boston Boston9/27/2015
Bachelor #2 or The Last Remains Of The Dodo - Aimee Mann  10/4/2015
Become What You Are - The Juliana Hatfield Three  10/11/2015
Verve Jazz Masters 51 - Blossom Dearie  10/18/2015
Come On Feel The Lemonheads - The Lemonheads  10/25/2015
Dizzy Up The Girl - Goo Goo Dolls  11/1/2015
Tiny Days - Scruffy The Cat  11/8/2015
Pills 'n' Thrills And Bellyaches - Happy Mondays  11/15/2015
The Stone Roses - The Stone Roses  11/22/2015
Electric Honey - Luscious Jackson  11/29/2015
Becoming X - Sneaker Pimps  12/6/2015
Let Go - Avril Lavigne  12/13/2015
Personal Christmas Collection - Doris Day  12/20/2015
The Grey Album - DJ Dangermouse  12/27/2015
St. Elsewhere - Gnarls Barkley  1/3/2016
El Camino - The Black Keys  1/10/2016
The Good, The Bad, & The Queen - The Good, The Bad, & The Queen  1/17/2016
Little Broken Hearts - Norah Jones  1/24/2016
Avalanche - Thea Gilmore  1/31/2016
Born In The UK - Badly Drawn Boy  2/7/2016
Echo and the Bunnymen - Echo and the Bunnymen  2/14/2016
Central Reservation - Beth Orton  2/21/2016
Love Songs: Best of the Verve Song Books - Ella Fitzgerald  2/28/2016
The Sensual World - Kate Bush  3/6/2016
Arular - M.I.A.  3/13/2016
No Angel - Dido  3/20/2016
The Marshall Mathers LP - Eminem  3/27/2016
White Blood Cells - The White Stripes  4/3/2016
Motown 40 Forever - Various Artists  4/10/2016
Running On Empty - Jackson Browne  4/17/2016
Purple Rain - Prince and the Revolution  4/24/2016
Raw Power - Iggy & The Stooges  5/1/2016
461 Ocean Boulevard - Eric Clapton  5/8/2016
Nick Of Time - Bonnie Raitt  5/15/2016
Damn The Torpedoes - Tom Petty & The Heartbreakers  5/22/2016
Low Budget - The Kinks  5/29/2016
Making Movies - Dire Straits  6/5/2016
Look Sharp - Joe Jackson  6/12/2016
Live Killers - Queen  6/19/2016
Living In Clip - Ani DiFranco  6/26/2016
Live At Luther College - Dave Matthews & Tim Reynolds  7/3/2016
Carnegie Hall Live 1938 - Benny Goodman  7/10/2016
Bring On The Night - Sting  7/17/2016
The Secret Policeman's Other Ball - Various Artists  7/24/2016
Disraeli Gears - Cream  7/31/2016
Vol. 1 - Traveling Wilburys  8/7/2016
Down By The Old Mainstream - Golden Smog  8/14/2016
Monsters of Folk - Monsters of Folk  8/21/2016
Underachievers, Please Try Harder - Camera Obscura  8/28/2016
Horses - Patti Smith  9/4/2016
Under The Pink - Tori Amos  9/11/2016
Gordon - Barenaked Ladies  9/18/2016
#1 Record - Big Star  9/25/2016
Hello Starling - Josh Ritter  10/2/2016
Doolittle - Pixies  10/9/2016
Last Splash - The Breeders  10/16/2016
Star - Belly  10/23/2016
The Bends - Radiohead  10/30/2016
Medusa - Annie Lennox  11/6/2016
XO - Elliott Smith  11/13/2016
Meat Puppets II - Meat Puppets  11/20/2016
violent femmes - violent femmes  11/27/2016
Tidal - Fiona Apple  12/4/2016
Concrete Blonde - Concrete Blonde  12/11/2016
We Three Kings - The Roches  12/18/2016
Holiday Songs and Lullabies - Shawn Colvin  12/25/2016
Marquee Moon - Television  1/1/2017
English Settlement - XTC  1/8/2017
Pelican West - Haircut One Hundred  1/15/2017
Weezer - Weezer  1/22/2017
In the Aeroplane Over the Sea - Neutral Milk Hotel  1/29/2017
Car Wheels On A Gravel Road - Lucinda Williams 2/5/2017
Indigo Girls - Indigo Girls  2/12/2017
The Very Best Of Aretha Franklin - Aretha Franklin  2/19/2017
All For You - Diana Krall  2/26/2017
Collective Soul - Collective Soul  3/5/2017
The Trinity Session - Cowboy Junkies  3/12/2017
Crooked Rain, Crooked Rain - Pavement  3/19/2017
Tuesday Night Music Club - Sheryl Crow  3/26/2017
The Darklands - The Jesus and Mary Chain  4/2/2017
Tracy Chapman - Tracy Chapman  4/9/2017
You're Living All Over Me - Dinosaur Jr.  4/16/2017
Sea Change - Beck  4/23/2017
Auf der Maur - Melissa Auf der Maur  4/30/2017
The Ballad of the Broken Seas - Isobel Campbell & Mark Lanegan  5/7/2017
Contraband - Velvet Revolver  5/14/2017
Mermaid Avenue - Billy Bragg and Wilco  5/21/2017
Raising Sand - Robert Plant & Alison Krauss  5/28/2017
My Aim Is True - Elvis Costello  6/4/2017
You read all the way to the end!  Thank you very much for your attention to my father/daughter project.  Much love to you, and keep on listening.....
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The Ghost Monument
My thoughts: 
OBVIOUSLY my main thought is that Doctor/TARDIS remains OTP. SHE WAS SO HAPPY TO SEE HER. I need to make an icon of their reunion when I can get screencaps. Sexy opened her door for the Doctor (belatedly proving that I needn't have worried about Clara throwing away the keys) and has a new insides and gives the Doctor biscuits to keep her strong and healthy. Not *that* keen on the new interior but it will probably grow on me. Bit steampunk. Was the sentient toilet paper talking about the Doctors' lonely emo childhood or anything else that will be Important Later On? It seemed to think the Doctor didn't know what it was on about, and one assumes she knows her own backstory, contradictory as her canon may be. I had zero issues accepting Thirteen as the Doctor this time, so it probably was just that thing where you don't instantly take to the new one, plus a slightly underwhelming episode last week. So far Thirteen looks to be the most genuinely nice of the Nu Doctors, but thankfully she's not bland and can do jokes and space-karate. She seems to be very pacifist other than when she fucks people's shit up with DNA bombs or EMPs. Guns are useless, just use explosives instead. I think she used the sonic a bit much this episode, but that's a minor annoyance and may not be an ongoing thing. Notice that the Doctors continue to look at the sonic even though there's clearly nothing on it that can relay information. Ryan is still my fave, and he still hates ladders. And the Doctor is immediately and whole-heart(s)edly nice to a black companion, wow! Graham is my second-fave, but only because Yaz hasn't really been that developed yet. We did hear about her family this week, very briefly. They don't really get on. On which point it seems a bit weird to ask your step-grandson you've known only in adolescence and adulthood to call you "grandad" but in my head Graham has no other family and is basically just longing to make a connection with someone. Certainly he doesn't appear to have kids despite seeming quite family-oriented in some ways. Some things were a bit predicatable in the plot, like The Magic Monument Thing being the TARDIS and the self-lighting cigar appearing only to be inevitably used to start a fire later on. I wasn't really sure about how fast the dick one agreed to share the prize with the Irish one, or about how easy it was to threaten Art Malik, but whatever, it happened. The Doctor inspiring goodness is apparently a thing again. Even if she has to give you a stern talking-to about working as a team and point out that your mother was wrong about everything. But the really important thing here is the Doctor/TARDIS content, because it proves that I am correct about things.
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Your Light Has Fallen Dark Part 1 (Dark Ezra)
Okay so I’ve been DYING to write this, and I am finally going to! Yaz!
So! Here we go. 
Also, thank you @meldy-arts for letting me use Mira. She’ll be in Part 2 more than she was in this one. (Also could you please read this? Thanks!)
Fic below the cut.
Night. The time things were normally calm. Were everyone could relax. Where Sabine had her husband to cuddle with, and Mira had her father to talk to. It wasn’t this way anymore. It would never be the same. Ezra was gone. The only thing left of him was the green lightsaber, but even now when it was activated, it looked like death. Everyone knew someone would die, previous friend or not. Sabine paced the floor, not being able to sleep. Hera’s voice broke the silence. “Sabine?” The Mandalorian jumped a little, and turned to look at Hera. “Why are you still up?” she asked. “I could ask the same,” Hera pointed out while sitting down. She motioned for Sabine to also sit. “Its Ezra,” Sabine sighed. “What if he came back in the middle of the night? What if he hurt one of you?” “What if he hurt you?” Hera looked directly into Sabine’s brown eyes. This left Sabine silent. “I know it’s hard, but we’re going to need to live, knowing that anything could happen,” Hera put an arm around Sabine. “It’s going to be fine.”
The next morning, Ezra quickly sat up in his bed, a cold sweat on his forehead. What had he been dreaming? Why was he so unsettled? He couldn’t remember. Ezra wiped away the sweat and threw his legs over the side of the bed, and grabbed his lightsaber. He didn’t have time to change the crystal, and he never thought he’d be able to. He put the weapon on his belt and then put his boots on. He walked slowly to the bridge, thinking. There was nothing but black, yet he had been so unsettled when he woke up. Ezra shook his head and sped up. When he reached the bridge, he sensed Vader’s presence inside. Taking a breath, the former Jedi entered.  “You’re late,” Vader said, not looking away from the holomap. Taking a quick, sharp breath, Ezra said, “I know. It won’t happen again.” “The Ghost Crew is on Lothal. You, I know, are very familiar with the planet. Go, and capture as many as you can. If you have to kill them, do so,” Vader commanded. Ezra nodded, and exited the room as quickly as possible. As soon as he was ready, he took a shuttle and left for his homeplanet. He tried not to think about anything the whole way there, but he couldn’t help it. What if Sabine was there? What if Mira was there? Hurting the others didn’t matter, but his family... he couldn’t. Pushing the thought to the back of his mind, he exited hyperspace. Ezra looked at the planet. His hatred for it grew every time he saw it. Hatred towards the Empire? Or hatred for what happened on the planet? He wanted to forget that he was standing with the people who had killed his parents. But that was constantly nagging at him. This was something that was hard to push to the back of his mind. Ezra landed the shuttle, and he immediately sensed Sabine and Mira.  “Kriff,” Ezra muttered, standing up. He exited the ship and followed the force signatures of Kanan and Hera, as he was trying to avoid his family. 
Kanan turned around, sensing a familiar presence behind him. Hera also turned and saw Ezra. “What do you want?” Hera asked, grabbing her blaster.  “I want both of you. You can make this easy by just coming with me, or you can make this hard,” Ezra activated his lightsaber. “No deal. You’ll have to force us,” Kanan grabbed his lightsaber. Ezra smirked, and knocked Hera out using the Force.  “She’s counting on you, Jarrus. You’d better hope that you can defeat me,” Ezra took a step to the right. Kanan didn’t respond, but waited for Ezra to make a move. The latter threw a blow at Kanan, and the Jedi blocked it. Ezra continued to attack Kanan with so much speed and force that it surprised the Jedi. Ezra’s attacks caused Kanan to take steps backwards. Ezra hooked Kanan’s lightsaber out of Kanan’s hands, and he caught it. “Looks like you lost,” Ezra smirked, pointing his blade at Kanan’s throat. “You’re going to loose,” Kanan said to his former apprentice. “So you say,” Ezra muttered, knocking the Jedi out. He restrained Kanan and Hera, and took them to his shuttle, He locked them in the tiny hold and then decided to face his family. He was quickly, but didn’t have the real desire to see them. “Mom, it’s dad,” Mira whispered, grabbing both of her lightsabers. Ezra’s remained on his belt. “Get out of here,” Sabine said through her teeth, anger at him boiling up in her. “I’m not going to hurt you if I don’t have to. Just come with me,” Ezra said. Sabine looked into his yellow eyes. “How could I have married this? A monster? You don’t mind killing innocent people!” “I won’t hurt you!” Ezra raised his voice. “You already have!” Sabine shouted back, leaving nothing but a long silence. “Mom, what do we do?” Mira asked after this silence. “We fight,” Sabine answered, grabbing the darksaber.  “Everyone wants to do this the hard way!” Ezra said loudly. “It never works for you!” he raised his right arm and started Force Choking Mira. “Let my daughter go!” Sabine glared.  “Then come with me,” Ezra glared, lifting Mira off of the ground. The girl was gasping for air, and clutching her throat. “Fine... I’ll come!” Sabine yelled. Ezra let Mira go, but knocked her out. He carried her to the ship, and Sabine followed. After restraining them both, Ezra took off. Feeling only regret for what he did to his daughter.
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On Water By The Spoonful
Everyone in Water by the Spoonful is, in one way or another, haunted. Elliot battles PTSD and addiction embodied in the ghost of the first person he killed in Iraq. Odessa fights to keep her addiction and the guilt from her daughter’s death at bay. Yaz and Orangutan struggle with the ghosts of selves left behind in different neighborhoods and countries. Chutes&Ladders’ ghost is his addiction and the loss of his family, while John wrestles with the possibilities of what may come if he does not get clean.  Throughout the play, these ghosts do everything they can to prevent our heroes from achieving what they all desire: love, peace, and deep connection across the yawning chasm that is human loneliness. Some of them succeed. Some succumb. Some require rescuing. But the play’s conclusion offers a thesis that is courageous in its optimism: even our most malicious ghosts are conquerable provided we do not face them alone.
One of the most distinctive elements of Hudes’ play is the emotive, uniquely musical quality to her dialogue. Each play in The Elliot Trilogy is based around a specific style of music. That style of music informs the structure of the play and, in many ways, the language and content.  Water by the Spoonful was inspired by the structure and dissonance of free jazz as played by John Coltrane.  Free jazz often sounds like noise, but the structure is very clear: songs begin with the melody (or the “head”), followed by the verse, and then the band takes turn soloing and abstracting on the melody before returning to the head. When we hear the head again, we hear it with greater complexity. Water by the Spoonful mimics this structure. Hudes introduces us to Elliot and Yaz first and Odessa and the chatroom second, before she begins to overlap scenes and settings, creating both visual and auditory dissonance.  Music will feature heavily in my work with the actors.  I plan to both expose them to improvisational jazz both as listeners and as performers.  I will need actors who are at least musically literate and ideally play an instrument or sing so that we can experiment with “singing” the play as well as learning how to improvise musically. We will investigate how this manifests both in language and physicality.
Because this play is so linguistically rich, it feels wrong to burden the audience with too much scenery. What’s more, the play bounces from location to location and much of the action takes place online.  However, Hudes chose very specific places to locate her action.  Like almost all of her plays, Water by the Spoonful takes place largely in Philadelphia, specifically the Swarthmore campus and the Puerto Rican neighborhood of North Philadelphia.  Many of the locations Hudes uses in this play are bleak, gray spaces: the slums of North Philly, an IRS tax cubicle, cold, sterile Sapporo.  However, we end in the verdant landscape of El Yunque National Park in Puerto Rico. Thus, the play requires a space that can be both specific and mutable.  Philadelphia’s poorer neighborhoods are graced with thousands of murals, designed and executed by the people living in the community. They are glimmers of vibrant beauty in an otherwise depressed landscape. They offer hope and possibility, but also memorialize departed legends and offer an outlet to express collective pain.  I want to incorporate both what those murals look like and what they represent in the design of this set, while still maintaining the spirit of the locations chosen by Hudes. The bulk of the set will be a white, animated floor that will display abstracted, mural-esque images that help suggest the varied locations. Color will be used sparingly and introduced slowly so that, when we arrive in El Yunque and the play’s emotional resolution, we feel the impact of the color and return to life.
The reasons for doing this play now are painfully clear. This play places the most vulnerable members of our society at the front and center of the narrative. Immigrants, refugees, veterans, people of color, the mentally ill, and the poor are all given equal time and visibility in the narrative. At a time when hate is rampant and the people depicted in this play are actively being threatened, it is critically important we tell their stories.  It is hard to hate a group of people when you are presented with an opportunity to empathize with them. That is what this play does. I agree with Toni Morrison when she said:  
All good art is political! There is none that isn’t. And the ones that try hard not to be political are political by saying, ‘We love the status quo.’ We’ve just dirtied the word ‘politics,’ made it sound like it’s unpatriotic or something… My point is that is has to be both: beautiful and political at the same time. I’m not interested in art that is not in the world. And it’s not just the narrative, it’s not just the story; it’s the language and the structure and what’s going on behind it. Anybody can make up a story.
Water by the Spoonful may not be laden with slogans and rallying cries, but its primary focus is on people and issues urgently important to modern audiences.  It is for this reason that I want to produce this play as a touring production that can be taken across the country.  It is not enough to continually perform for liberal audiences in cities and college towns. This play needs to be seen in rural Wisconsin as much as it does in North Philadelphia. This play offers an opportunity both for marginalized people to see themselves and their stories in action and for people stuck in homogenous communities to see past their front lawn.
I feel that I am uniquely equipped to tell this story.  Reading this play felt like coming home. It felt like it spoke to the very heart of who I am and why I make theatre. I am the daughter of immigrants; the latest in a long line of refugees.  I know, intimately, what it is to be followed by ghosts I cannot wish away.  I grew up studying music at school and listening to my brother, a jazz guitarist, chew my ear off about the virtuosity of John Coltrane.  I grew up in Baltimore, a city afflicted with many of the same problems as Philadelphia.  More than anything, though, my work is rooted in empathy and emotion.  This, coupled with a love of heightened, poetic language of all kinds. I feel my many years of performing and directing Shakespeare along with my music training will enable me to bring the vibrant, challenging writing of this play to life, both in the environment and the actors onstage.  
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