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hanako-san · 8 months

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So...

Oh, oh… she's afraid… she's afraid of and don't want destroying yorishiro… wooo, how much i'm worry about you, it makes me shake with care about your safety. you, poor nene is so poor and forced… oh… I'm sorry,I feel sorry for you-Yes I really do-

Her problem now is that Tsukasa kissed her and thinks that he likes her and imagines that the yugi twins are fighting for her, because it's more important now and that she won't let Tsukasa have her! Oh!! How faithful!!! Fantasize and pretend to sleep. Tsukasa will fall for it!! Sure!!

She rejected the twin in her delusional head, nene-chan 'goddess' rejected Tsukasa!! And she acts like 'winner' woooo 'hero'!!!! It's funny because teru hurt her more and wanted to kill the person she supposedly love, but whatever… It's not important! She weren't afraid to admire him and say how beautiful he is! While her boyfriend was trembling with fear and hid from teru as soon as Hanako heard Teru behind him, and you, unmoved by anything, still looked at him with admiration and ignored your own boyfriend, because Teru is so beautiful - and what he did is unimportant! You will admire the person who wanted to kill your boyfriend without any problem because he only wanted to kill and conspired behind your back to make Kou and Akane stop you when he wanted to kill Hanako! You weren't afraid to go to his house and have fun!!!! It's nothing!!! But it was Tsukasa that you rejected!!! Wow, and I should thank you for thinking this wasn't fair, yeah, sure-

Fantasize in your delusional head, now you can focus. It's not that fantasies weren't important to you, no, no, and it wasn't that Tsukasa talked to you about yorishiro while you were pretending to sleep, but you preferred to fantasize about the twins fighting over you , and then think about yorishiros. Congratulate! First delusions, then thinking correctly and pretending to be brave. Bravo!!! Good Job!!! reallyyyyyy- I don't lie

Poor… so scared and terrified… afraid… poor you. First you can't win at hide and seek with Tsukasa, and now you're hiding and you're so sad and scared and you want to go back to Hanako-Kun, sure, sure. Oh.. with Minamoto you weren't the least bit scared when you walked home, you had so much fun. You played with Tiara, you talked to Aoi, you had such a nice time with the person who wanted to kill your boyfriend and plot against you. And now you are sitting alone and you are so sad and scared because Hanako-Kun is not with you, the person who always saves you and you know that you can count on him. But your feelings are so important, your sadness is so important, but your boyfriend's feelings are irrelevant, you can trample on his feelings and his person, because after all, a princess like you, she doesn't have to worry about her boyfriend's feelings, but her own ones come first. And he? Always guilty and you never. Your sadness is so important to me, I feel sad, you know? I will feel sorry for you instead of Hanako-Kun when he was afraid and shaking when you admired Teru and you didn't care and was ignore him and his feelings, but I will feel sorry for you more because you are alone and there is Tsukasa… and you're making me sad in this panel. Yes, and your words are very important to me, you know?

What a poor girl! Turned into a small version and she cries! She never does anything wrong! Why is this happening to her!?! How dare she suffer like this! She didn't do anything! It's always Hanako's fault!! It's always his fault!! Never her!!! She doesn't have to apologize because this poor girl didn't do anything!!! Her 'I'm sorry' is also insincere as she always does it so that no one will be sad because of her. She doesn't really feel guilty! because she didn't do anything!! NOTHING! Really nothing! How SHE must suffer so much. Why?! I feel such piercing pain and compassion! I really do i'm not lying-

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#toilet bound hanako kun #jibaku shounen hanako kun #hanako kun #jibaku shonen hanako kun #yahsiro nene #my jshk post #I didn't think this chapter would bring me so much joy #I used to love you #now I hate you #I wonder if my positive feelings for her will ever return.#Whatever #I don't care.#I hope karma catches up with you.

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tothefeverdream · 10 months

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#alex g #sandy alex g #indie music #music #lyrics #alex g hole in the ground #hole in the ground #i used to love you #x #SoundCloud

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idontwanttobeloved · 1 year

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3 Weeks 3 Days

I used to have time

If I missed you one day I knew I'd see you again the next.

Now, it's been days, weeks that I haven't seen your face.

3 weeks, 3 days that I haven't caught your eye, your laugh. The way you'd say my name.

I used to have time.

I didn't memorize your laugh or the way you'd say so many things with just your eyes.

I took for granted what we had because...

I thought we had time.

#unrequited love #i loved you #love letters #poem #poetry #in love #i used to love you #moving on

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dendrochronologies · 3 months

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maya angelou saying the funniest thing anyone has ever said about editing, which i can never let myself forget EVER AGAIN [x]

#OK. YOU'RE RIGHT. SO WHAT? DON'T EVER MENTION THIS TO ME AGAIN. IF YOU DO I WILL NEVER SPEAK TO YOU AGAIN.#i used to think about this interview all the tiiiiime i can't believe i let myself lose track of it!!!!!!!#maya angelou #FAVE #editing #*r #god i've read this a thousand times and i still laugh every time it's so GOOD #'OK. YOU'RE RIGHT. SO WHAT. DON'T EVER MENTION THIS TO ME AGAIN'#notifications are off for this besties 💗#i will eventually turn reblogs back on but 20k notes overnight was a little too much pls slow down ✋️#also pls do not follow me unless you are desperately in love with me. i can't make silly little personal posts with so many of you here!!!!

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greykolla-art · 2 months

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My blog has become infested with angst goblins, and they must be fed with some hypothetical scenarios!🙏💚

#grey art #fan art #hazbin hotel fanart #hazbin hotel #Hazbin hotel comic #JESUS WEPT THIS FUCKING THING WAS A BEAST #BUT I LOVE IT!#hazbin charlie #hazbin alastor #Alastor #charlie morningstar #angst #hurt/comfort #whump art #I know what you people are I’m one of you!#I heard your cries for more angst and I aim to please!#also good excuse to use clip studio more #I only bust that out for something special #now let’s do something else! like eat!

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hansoeii · 9 months

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we go just right.

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inkskinned · 9 months

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because sometimes there are invisible tests and invisible rules and you're just supposed to ... know the rule. someone you thought of as a friend asks you for book recommendations, so you give her a list of like 30 books, each with a brief blurb and why you like it. later, you find out she screenshotted the list and send it out to a group chat with the note: what an absolute freak can you believe this. you saw the responses: emojis where people are rolling over laughing. too much and obsessive and actually kind of creepy in the comments. you thought you'd been doing the right thing. she'd asked, right? an invisible rule: this is what happens when you get too excited.

you aren't supposed to laugh at your own jokes, so you don't, but then you're too serious. you're not supposed to be too loud, but then people say you're too quiet. you aren't supposed to get passionate about things, but then you're shy, boring. you aren't supposed to talk too much, but then people are mad when you're not good at replying.

you fold yourself into a prettier paper crane. since you never know what is "selfish" and what is "charity," you give yourself over, fully. you'd rather be empty and over-generous - you'd rather eat your own boundaries than have even one person believe that you're mean. since you don't know what the thing is that will make them hate you, you simply scrub yourself clean of any form of roughness. if you are perfect and smiling and funny, they can love you. if you are always there for them and never admit what's happening and never mention your past and never make them uncomfortable - you can make up for it. you can earn it.

don't fuck up. they're all testing you, always. they're tolerating you. whatever secret club happened, over a summer somewhere - during some activity you didn't get to attend - everyone else just... figured it out. like they got some kind of award or examination that allowed them to know how-to-be-normal. how to fit. and for the rest of your life, you've been playing catch-up. you've been trying to prove that - haha! you get it! that the joke they're telling, the people they are, the manual they got- yeah, you've totally read it.

if you can just divide yourself in two - the lovable one, and the one that is you - you can do this. you can walk the line. they can laugh and accept you. if you are always-balanced, never burdensome, a delight to have in class, champagne and glittering and never gawky or florescent or god-forbid cringe: you can get away with it.

you stare at your therapist, whom you can make jokes with, and who laughs at your jokes, because you are so fucking good at people-pleasing. you smile at her, and she asks you how you're doing, and you automatically say i'm good, thanks, how are you? while the answer swims somewhere in your little lizard brain:

how long have you been doing this now? mastering the art of your body and mind like you're piloting a puppet. has it worked? what do you mean that all you feel is... just exhausted. pick yourself up, the tightrope has no net. after all, you're cheating, somehow, but nobody seems to know you actually flunked the test. it's working!

aren't you happy yet?

#almost wrote the champagne line as ''effervescent'' but legit could not write it without saying ''effervescent like a snail''#ah tumblr...#writeblr #warm up #idk . having trouble writing rn #ps i don't like to talk about it . it is my medical information. but before you ask. yes this is about being on the spectrum #i really don't like when ppl make my writing about how im [whatever ID]. i want it to ring true for the people who it rings true for #i don't want it to be like ''awwwww look at this person!!! she's the EXCEPTION!!! :)" .....#no.... not really.....#idk something gross happens whenever i admit to certain conditions and i turn into like inspiration p*rnography #like yes they actually let us use keyboards these days #furthermore i just... dont feel comfortable talking about this part of me. i had too bad of a childhood. adhd is one thing...#this one im like. still coming to terms with. which is like. my own journey.#idk. just please be kind. some things are more private than others. this one feels private to me.#i do not know how to help others w/this . and i do not know how to help myself. i will talk about it if im ever ready. idk if that will #actually ever happen #ty in advance i love u im kissing you we are kissing somewhere on the spectrum

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amalgamezz · 4 months

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ALT

#aromantic #actually aromantic #aro #aro pride #love loses #good job everyone. im so proud of us <2 #edit (12/31): also pls do not quote 'not all loves are romantic/sexual' at me #1. aros have always been the first to dissect the definition of love. we are likely to know that before you.#2. are we gonna keep pretending that aros aint only an afterthought to the 'love wins' and 'love is love' crowds.#3. im loveless aro. i do not care for love whether its romantic platonic or familial etc etc.#one can do good w love. one can also do evil w love. love =/= morals. stop acting like it is.

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fremulon · 1 month

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forget Resting Bitch Face, I have Resting Competent Face. People see me and think ah yes she can point me to the nearest train station. Fellow grocery shoppers ask if I know what kind of butter they should buy. If a strange man speaks to me on the street it is literally always an inquiry and never a catcall. Once someone randomly asked me what an equinox was and after I told her she nodded and said "you seemed like you'd know." why am I assigned oracle at random interaction

#cherry whines #the thing is I actually love to provide useful information so you bet I am Happy to Help but like how can they TELL

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arunneronthird · 2 months

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