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zyx · 1 year
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yixing in 2022 ↳ magazine covers
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lovvelorrn · 1 year
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idk why but sometimes i reread fb messages from 6-8 years ago and i go 💀
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milkywayan · 3 months
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Things I made in 2023
I feel like I have made a lot of stuff last year, so I want to share. Everything is 100% hand sewn because I hate sewing machines, and I also make my own patterns
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this 1480s jacket (most of that I made in 2022, but I finished it in 2023. Based on a few jackets seen in German art, detailed making of post in the pinned post
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i dont have a good pic i realised, but this blouse that I made from an old curtain with shitty equipment while visiting my parents
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15th century gown. once again, making of post in pinned post. I feel like a wizard wearing it
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brown 15th century dress number 1. really nice thin fabric, i ripped the sleeve while setting up a tent and felt very buff. making off post in pinned post
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these trousers, or breeches. not made from scratch, but made from old woollen suit trousers from my grandmother. I love them and wear them all the time and have 3 more pairs of her old trousers that I also want to make into this style
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in the theme of upcycling: this dress is made of an old, hand embroidered pillow case from my grandmother (bodice), and an old skirt from my mum. perfect for summer!
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brown 15th centuru dress number 2. I made this in a week, to have a working kirtle that I could quickly put on in the mornings. 10/10 i wore this the most this year i think. light fabric and wide sleeves are ideal. making of post in pinned post
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medieval shift, I made two of those
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wool skirt I made without measuring anything. very dark academia, I like it
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and finally, my epiphany project. dreamt this dress up on the metro and had to make it. dyed the fabric, hand embroidered it, constructed the sleeves, made fabric buttons and sewed 20 button holes by hand, just to wear it to a christmas party. i am very proud of it
I want to do more upcycling projects in 2024, as I am finishing my PhD this year and won't have time for reenactment events. So more modern stuff is in the plans! (aka stuff i will wear in every day life, idk what is modern)
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I have a pic/gif prompt but idk if it’s like too much so just lmk haha but here it is
https://at.tumblr.com/power-and-glory/710063167244500993/8w4lj3bu7m6s
So… I do angst better than the NSFW stuff 🙈
This might not be what you had in mind, but here you go.
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Set early season 8
He knew what she was doing as soon as her coat dropped to the floor. The black silk slip she wore underneath was his favourite.
She left him, gave him no reasons, just apologies that meant nothing until she would come back to him. And yet, here she was, standing in his dimly lit PI office, expecting something from him.
And he hated that he was going to give her exactly what she wanted.
He crowded her, pushing her backward until she collided with his desk. The force was enough to tip his pen holder over, pens and pencils scattering across the wooden surface, but she didn't flinch, didn't break eye contact.
The smell of her perfume filled his nostrils, fogged his judgement. His mouth captured hers, claiming and possessive, as his hands tangled in her hair.
It shouldn't be like this. He had dreamt of this moment since the night she walked out, but this was nothing like those dreams. In his dreams, it was beautiful; an emotional reunion that was slow, intimate, loving. This was something else, entirely.
He gripped the backs of her thighs, hoisting her onto the desk and standing between her legs as she busied herself with his belt.
"I've missed this," she whispered in his ear, biting into the fleshy lobe.
But she had no right, not when it was her fault. He was hers, undeniably, and she didn't want him. The rejection stung.
He pressed his palm to her lower back, arching her body into his as he slid his hand upward and wrapping her hair around his fist.
She gasped as he tugged, just the right amount of pain shooting through her scalp as she looked into his eyes.
He could see they were clouded with tears and for a brief moment he thought he had taken it too far, thought he had hurt her. But the way she looked at him, the sorrow behind the clouds, he knew the hurt wasn't physical.
She was just as broken as he was.
He dropped his hands - from her hair, from her body - and stepped away.
"You should go."
He picked up her coat from where she had left it, held it out for her to slip into.
She slipped off of his desk. "Castle..."
"I love you, Kate," he reassured her. "But this isn't fair. It isn't helping either one of us."
She knew he was right, but that didn't make leaving any easier.
"I'm sorry," she whispered as he helped her into her coat.
The pain in her voice shattered his heart, but it did nothing to soften his anger. He was tired of apologies, tired of having to be the understanding one. But his pain couldn't change who he was as a person.
He brushed her hair from her face, tucking it behind her ear, and pressed a kiss to the corner of her mouth.
"Goodnight, Kate."
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nullvoidface · 10 months
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I dreamt that some character got like?? Cancer ig?? I dont remember which but it was like some anime lookin bitch
Anyway- the dream wasn’t rly abt them. It was just about how someone retweeted a post like- “she’s radioactive” and then a pic of her, and then someone retweeted it with “THAT BITCH BALD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!” and it became like a meme for like duos like one would go “she’s radioactive” and then the other would go “THAT BITCH BALD!!!!!!!!!!!!” and idk what it all means
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here2bbtstrash · 1 year
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my dear lovely amazing talented sweet em🫡 i'm used to sending you my long ass feedbacks privately BUT this time i'll send it on here since i have many pics i wanna insert and i'm so stupid idk how to do that in chat🤘🏼 LET'S START
before saying anything THIS IS A FEEDBACK PEOPLE THERE WILL BE SPOILERS (OBVIOUSLY :) )
the introduction??? I MEAN IT SEEMED TOO REAL😩 that's the hottest wet dream i've ever read like?? and the way she realised she's in deep shit after waking up DAMN😭 i really hope deep down that yoongi heard her moans🤭
it was soooo sweet when he calmed her down and was like: that's fine🫶🏼🫶🏼 when they talked with that racist mf. also i absolutely love that cliche where there's only one bed like damn😩 AND HE CHOSE TO SLEEP ON THAT BRICK FOR HER?? HE THOUGHT SHE WOULD MIND?? OUCH💔💔
i LOVED the new characters🍻 wait- i fucking forgot her name BUT I LOVE HER🤘🏼 loved how she gave mc some advice 🫂 she's super sweet AND funny (reminds me of someone🤭)
when mc asked yoongi to sleep on the couch. THERE'S NO NEED FOR EXPLANATION BUT MY HEART DIED.
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i was so happy cause i knew something would definitely happen on that bed. I MEAN TWO HOT PEOPLE WHO ARE ATTRACTED TO EACH OTHER OBVIOUSLY THEY WOULD FUCK🫶🏼🫡
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here i knew why you said she's stupid 😭 LIKE GIRL OPEN THAT MIND OF YOURS PLEASE WE'RE DYING HERE
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"You make me so fucking hard. Dreamt dreamt about fucking you in this bed." WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK??? MIN YOONGI CALM YOUR TITS WE'RE TRYING TO LIVE HERE😩😩😩😩😩
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so fucking hot and respectful 😩 y'know idk when that happened but when you kept mentioning everything with "fictional" or "fiction" the other day THERE WAS NO NEED CAUSE THERE'S NO REAL MAN LIKE THE MIN YOONGI🤏🏼😊 i mean that "Can I go raw again?" made me come (kidding) 😜
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who. is. ruining. who. WHAT???? I MAY NEVER BE ABLE TO BREATHE AGAIN🥲 em i love you but please have mercy on us🫶🏼
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yeah i discovered i have a voice kink after this part🫱🏽‍🫲🏼 i remembered that one yoongi live IYKYK with that orange hair damn😩💥
this scene actually killed me multiple times in a RAW see what i did there?😜 ahhhhh sooo goooddddd
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ummmmm so he didnt win a grammy😭 i mean i love being right😜 idk why but i kind of loved the idea of him not winning😭 WE GOT CUTE SCENES PEOPLE!!!
ok, the disappointment he felt was truly heartbreaking for all of us👀 and if you ask me him not winning makes sense actually 🥲 but then they got wayyyy too drunk and y/n could witness agustd's tongue technology 😩 they sang and danced with each other💔🫂
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damn em. THIS HIT HARD
the thing i absolutely adore in your writing is that in can be so relatable? it's sad but it's true🤍 for some reason it's comforting to me, your writing comforts me💜💜 i've noticed that in many of your books especially TSOYB (i'm so proud of you btw) AND I LOVE YOU FOR THAT 💜💜💜💜
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SMOOTH LIKE BUTTER. BUTTER COULD NEVER. wait did that just rhyme??
i can't insert more photos unfortunately but the last photo is of his confession😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 IT MAKES SENSE NOW. IT ALL MAKES SENSE. they way he talked about jungkook and when he told her to date him was not him mocking or making fun of jungkook he was in love😭😭 i did NOT see that coming 🥹🥹 the fact that he was the one who confessed first has me screaming, crying, throwing up AND CURLING MY TOESSSSSS AHHHHWIDISBXISHSUXH
AND PLEASE WHEN HE SAID "STUPID" ?? BABY WE'RE ALL STUPID FOR YOU YOU DUMB SHIT
we got the best wet dream, soft yoongi, SQUIRT GOD MIN YOONGI, new lovely characters, one of the best smuts AND A FUCKING CONFESSION.
don't get me started on when she started to cry and when he thought he fucked things up cause i almost cried so hard🫶🏼💜💜💜
WHAT A MASTERPIECE 💜💜💜💜💜
thank you so much babyyyy for this!!! it's so well written and i can see you're improving so fast!! 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼 i absolutely adore you and your writingssssss MWAHHHH
hi sarahhhhh 🥺 thank you for taking the time to send such long and lovely feedback ahhhhh! it always means so much to hear what parts stick out to someone and why 💜
GAH the stupid black text on the screenshots 😩 tumblr why did u paint my whole fic black for no reason..... why is this website broken lmao. i fixed it now but i'm still mad about it hahdskjfdfg ANYWAY
LOLLLLLL airplane sex dream we had to do it 🤪 hopefully she wasn't loud enough for anyone else in first class to hear 🙈 but also if yoongi had heard maybe he would've realized she was down to share the bed 🤣 but he did instead take the brick!!!! it's funny for someone who has been labeled an asshole for the entire series, yoongi actually cares quite a lot about consent at basically every point of the story, and is always like.... overly cautious abt not overstepping boundaries 🤭 wonder when reader will catch on 👀
tiffanyyyyyy my girl 🥰 and not you comparing me to her GET OUTTA HERE that's too nice 🥺 sometimes the most honest/sweetest conversations happen with a girl you just met in the bathroom lmfao, it's like the rules of feminism! we look out for each other 😘
OPEN THAT MIND OF YOURS WE'RE DYING LMAOOOOOO..... i'm dead 💀 she really can be so dense sometimes like HELLO.... 2+2=4 MA'AM..... LET'S GET IT TOGETHER.....
eeeeee i'm glad you enjoyed the smut 🥵 i love writing these two together especially now that it's started to get softer (but just as dirty 😩 need me a min yoongi like this lmao)
ohhh thank you for calling out that yoongi line bc it's one of my favorite bits 🥺 him actually being nice for once instead of laughing at her for not figuring jk's crush out sooner..... bc he does get it (AND TALK ABOUT WANTING TO AVOID AN INCONVENIENT TRUTH HELLO..... THE CALL IS COMING FROM INSIDE THE HOUSE LMAO) and i'm so honored that you find my writing relatable and comforting!!!! that really means the world wow 🙇‍♀️💜
THE CONFESSION 😩 AND YES YOU GET IT!!!!! he feels like jk is the more obvious/better choice for her bc mans has no self esteem 🫠 and even at the end we can see him starting to worry about if he should've told her or not.... somebody come get this man and tell him he's a prize!!!
thank you so much for reading sarah my love 🥺 i'm so glad you're enjoying this series and these twooooo, i love them so much and can't wait to show you what's next!!! 💜
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songtwo · 2 years
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if i remember correctly, i think you do music journalism right? if so, did you go into it with a lot of knowledge about the music scene? i want to do music journalism but i'm scared that i don't know enough about it :/
hiii yes i started about a month ago and I think I've gathered most of my music knowledge throughout books, youtube videos, interviews, and even Tumblr posts.
for starters i think you should begin by watching videos on yt abt the genres/movements/artists etc ur interested in or simply the ones that seem interesting to you. my favorite channels for that are trash theory, mic the snare, polyphonic and rock n roll true stories. they all share really interesting and fun facts/stories or full on essays on a song or an album or tell u the entire history of how certain genre came to be etc. my favorites are polyphonic and trash theory btw.
watching these videos will inevitably lead u to search interviews and articles on a certain topic and i think what's really amazing about music history is how it's all connected like rn I'm reading meet me in the bathroom and I'm so glad i read please kill me first bc it just feels more adequate and makes u feel the magic of it all yk. I'd also recommend looking around the artist tag on here bc there's also lots of content on tumblr (like damonalbarnunofficial yk they're like god) and find these blogs that know what they're talking about. some of my knowledge also comes from reading my mutuals posts yk <3
and i think what will help you the most especially on terms of the music scene is reading books written by those who have been part of it or the ones that document it. it depends on which scenes u are most interested in but some of the ones I've read are please kill me, girl in a band by kim gordon, i dreamt i was a very clean tramp by richard hell, just kids by patti smith, afternoons with the blinds drawn by brett anderson, neon angel by cherie currie and while we were getting high by kevin cummins (it's mostly photographs but includes some trivia/the story about how the pic came to be etc.) and rn im reading meet me in the bathroom so these are the ones i could recommend. but there's also lots more like our band could be your life, face it, etc etc just read the ones that attract u. also all these books are free to download on zlibrary<3
i think another fun thing is to read about certain interesting journalists like legs mcneil, lester bangs, lizzy goodman, etc.
idk if u also have questions abt that but im gonna say it anyway lol. as for becoming a journalist my advice is make an Instagram account and find as many magazines from your country as u can. international magazines are obviously good as well but in my experience they're better for submitting certain articles and making ur cv look good lol which is great but it'll be more likely to get hired by a national magazine as that's where you're based and they can actually send u to a certain show/festival or even cover your local music scene. keep active on insta even if it's just to check their accounts bc they do post a lot of opportunities mostly on stories to either be officially a part of their team or to intern with them etc so i think in this day and age this is easiest and maybe only way to be a music journalist.
and also don't worry about not knowing Everything u don't have to know all about a certain genre or artist just start with what u know and research what interests u and it'll all come to u dw <3 good luck i hope this was helpful!!!<333
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b0nywh0res · 2 years
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i wanna rant abt yesterday bc i dont want to forgwt it and also omg. we started doing russian roulette w a nerf gun at 7 pm and i ended up w 8 shots or smth. it wasnt that bad at first but at one point i was outside and suddenly i was inside sobbing and panicking and maybe screaming idk lmao almost in L's lap. ig i felt pretty bad abt the cals. went outside and T sat w me for a while. L joined and we talked for a while. i think(??) i told T abt my eating issues but idk. then we were inside again and and it was 9 pm tf. somehow i ended up w my head in L's lap outside AGAIN and she talked abt smth w me. or to me idk i wasnt very responsive. she told me eating was good and that im beautiful blah blah n e wayz i think she put her fingerprint in my phone but maybe i dreamt that. she deleted my diet apps bc i asked(that was when i stopped caring abt food) but i installed them again a minute later. went inside, played fortnite LMAO and at midnight we took bacardi shots and cocktails. T and L made them and i cant even begin to twll u how good they were omgfejfh. we took a walk w all six of us and smoked a pack. we did a lot of weed and that was when i was just. gone. not there anymore. i was so dizzy qnd idk what happened in those five hours. i know i took a nap on the floor outside bc a friend took a pic but yeah. pretty sure everyone cried too. but ok. i have such a bad hangover rn but totally worth it if u ask me.
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cndidmn · 10 months
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Sara is a Christian girl that cheated on her husband with me. It started off when she sat in my lap for a picture and felt some sort of way. It wasn’t until a year later that we saw each other again but her husband was out from jail and they were still married and together. She would give my butt a little spank in the past and while her husband was looking through the fridge and she was helping him I took the chance and gave her ass a little tap to see her reaction. I was amazed and excited to see that she didn’t even flinch and when she stood up straight she just looked at me and smiled. At that point I knew she didn’t mind and actually liked it. So I did it more often and loved grabbing her tight phat ass. That same night that I started to feel her ass with my hand she waited until her husband was outside the room and asked if I received pictures in the temporary flip phone I had and I answered “yes”. That night she didn’t send bolds but she sent picture of her fully clothed but losing for me and showing off her body curves. She started to come out to greet me and say goodbye but started to fully make out with me knowing that her husband was inside the house and could come out at any point in time or see the camera and would see me kissing her while I grabbed her tight ass. One day she came out greeted me and while I made out with her and grabbed her ass and straight up felt like she wasn’t wearing panties. We got inside and while her husband and a mutual friend where busy in the kitchen fridge which was just about 8 feet away she looked over to them to see if it was clear and she proceeded to pull her leggings down to show me a her ass in a thong. I immediately got hard. I told her that I loved her tight ass and I love seeing her in a thong and she responded with “maybe I’ll start wearing thongs more often for you”. Time went on and one night when her husband was passed out drunk on a hammock outside she said “what do you want to do?” I said “idk, what do you think?” (While I was feeling up on her tight plump ass). She said “You like head?” And I responded with “yeah, of course” so we went out back behind the park model home where her husband can come around the corner at anytime and there’s not a big private retaining wall for privacy so any of her neighbors could have seen us through their windows but she started to suck my hard cock. A few minutes in I asked her if I could see her ass. I thought she was just gonna turn around but she full on dropped her pants and her panties and showed me her ass. I grabbed her ass and kissed it then she pulled them back up and continued to suck my cock and she looked at me and said what I always dreamt she would say to me knowing well she’s Christian but wondered how dirty she was. While stroking me she said “Are you gonna cum on my face?” Then she continued with sucking and that felt great! Unfortunately I didn’t cum.
As time went on she sent me more pics and even some where she took a milk bath and showed her asshole and everything which her husband took. I would finger her pussy until she came and one night when her husband passed out again in his room she sucked my cock in the living room which was a straightaway from the room and sucked it so good that I told her I was gonna cum and I guess she didn’t hear me so I came all in her mouth and she swallowed every last drop I put in her mouth. That was so fuckin hot
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lauranyx · 1 year
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Its been awhile since I’ve dreamt anything but i did so just now ( literally went straight here to write out my dream b4 i forget everything)
I don’t remember much of the start but what i do remember is that the setting is a theater, Stray kids was performing or one of the performers at least. After the show i kinda left with the crowd but for some reason i decided to go back inside the theater. My brother was there too
When i went back inside, i was looking for my brother? And for some reason i went on stage to lookfor him maybe. I found him but i also spotted skz members and i was shooketh (even in dream world) some were on stage (dont ask me who, its so hard to remember dreams) and some where off stage, lingering somewhere around the seats/audience area.
I was able to talk to the skz members on stage and after that when I looked around i saw my bro w the rest of skz around him off stage so i went to him to basically freak put about meeting skz. They p much laughed at me for that reaction. My bro was sitting down so when i went up to him i had my head bowed over then i started punching him.
Details get blurry again but we, my bro- skz- and i, went back on stage to take some pics and then play some games and i think dance around???
Dayum i remember feeling so happy that i wanted to dream journal all that I can remember from this but the longer i stay awake the less i remember :/ anyway!
I just remember the impression that i did something w my brother and it impressed skz so they joined us. And then my bro and i played some game that i will now call wobble wobble ( this probs stuck w me cuz the night b4, my friend was telling me to get this pc game called wobble life or something so my brain got stuck w it) where we’re facing each other and 1 person has to mimic the others dance to the beat of “wobble wobble and shake a little” like we gotta say that phrase.
When it was just us two, it was my bro making up the moves and then i had to follow. After a bit skz joined us and lined up behind my bro. If i got the move right whoever was in front of me would go back in line and the next one would make up a dance . If i didnt get the move right, i keep going w that same person(i didnt have my own line behind me since all the kids went behind my brother) until i got it right.
Tbh this was the main reason for this dream journal. I wanted to remember this game lol. But also for some reason i had this thought when i woke up that i wanted to.. document? Share? Idk. But what i thought was “wow, so stray kids and my brother are my happiness…” and really thinking about it now despite literally just waking up to write this all out. That thought holds quite some truth to it. How long it remains the truth is a mystery but for now, yes. Lmao
Ayt thats all. The end
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skenpiel · 4 years
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god i am so fucking scared of the great sphinx and the pyramids
#im watching a documentary about the great sphinx of giza and well#idk what i expected but theyre showing the sphinx and some pyramids close to it#and im basically shakin in my boots nearly crying cause theyre so fucking terrifying#but i wanna hear MORE CONSPIRACY THEORIES ABOUT THE FUCKING FD SPPINX#i dreamt that i traveled back in time to see when they built it and to see if you could go inside it or not#and you could! they made rooms but they didnt actually do anything with them so they were just empty#and while that was just a dream i felt i need to up my knowledge a bit about the most terrifying statue on earth#seriously i see a picture of this dude and i nearly start crying#and the biggest pyramid? the one behind it? yeah that thing scares the fuck out of me too#especially since they said they found like. a big hole in it with nothing in it thats really scary#idk how it happened but one day i googled a pic of a sphinx and i felt terrified all of a sudden and now thats my absoulte greatest fear#i think im just scared of all sorta mysterious and relatively big monuments on earth#like the easter island heads#when they found bodies under there i freaked out then i saw pictures and they were still kinda small so they dont count as a fear#im just a lil creeped out by them#and those constellation drawings in the sand in some desert??? those are terrifying have you seen those things. theyre huge#and i was sorta scared of the terracotta army before i knew we KNEW why it was there so. yeah that one doesnt count either#and those like hundreds of stone balls in the jungle? what the fuck are up with those#i just think mysterious monuments here on earth are really terrifying! thanks fo rlistening to my rant about egypt!
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petersnya · 3 years
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SOMETIMES PT.2
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---NOT MY PIC--- PETER PARKER X FEM!READER
Warnings: SMUT, Fluff, Angst?? Idk lol
Word count:2145
COMMENT IF YOU LIKE THE STORY AND WANT ME TO CONTINUE! SHOULD I START WRITING FROM PETER OR Y/N’S POV?
[A/N]Heyyy! Soooo this is part of this series (I’ll link part one). Hope you guys enjoy it! PLEASE COMMENT AND TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK AND IF YOU WANT YOU CAN SEND ME MESSAGES AND ASK QUESTIONS I'LL ANSWER LOL. Anyway, I had fun writing this chapter so I hope you like it! -J.T.S xxx
PART ONE
During physics class, Peter was working on an upcoming project with Ned, but he spent most of his time sleeping. He was basically sleep deprived from patrolling the town and stopping crimes.
“Late night huh Pete?” Ned asked, nudging Peter's arm that was supporting his head in the palms of his hands as his eyes got heavy, starting to close. 
“Yeah, had to stop some petty theft last night,” he began, a yawn interrupting him, “took longer than I thought.” 
The bell rang, dismissing the students to their after-school activities, if you had none you would just go home. Peter and Ned gathered their things and headed to the school’s front doors- MJ catching up with them how she usually did. 
“Man, you look terrible,” MJ said with a slight chuckle. 
“Wow, thanks. You're such a great friend.” Peter retorted sarcastically. Ned wasn’t riding the bus home today, he had to go with his mom for something he refused to share with anyone but Peter; so Peter just decided to ask MJ to walk home with her. 
“Sorry Parker, Y/N is picking me up today. You’re welcome to ride with us if you want though.” 
Peter didn’t respond for a while, debating if it was worth the anxiety attack of being around her. Y/N was the only thing that was on his mind now. His attraction grew even more when she wore those glasses. He zoned out for a while till MJ snapped her fingers in front of his face. Blinking rapidly, his vision focused on MJ who was now reaching out to grab the handle of a car door. Y/N’s car. His breath hitched in his throat once he saw Y/N wearing those same glasses from last Friday, her hair in the messiest high-ponytail he had ever seen- but it was cute to him.
“Ya coming lover-boy?” Y/N said, looking Peter right in his wide brown eyes. He blushed at the nickname before answering. 
“Yeah… I’m coming.”
The three teens got into the car and started on their way. “Hey losers, wanna go shopping?” 
“Y/N you only wanna go to the mall to eat,” MJ said to Y/N who was now laughing loudly, throwing her head back in agreement with her. Suddenly, in the middle of her laugh, she let out a loud snort. The car went silent as Y/N covered her mouth with her hand. MJ and Y/N burst into laughter, Peter soon joining. They all joked and sang to the songs that played on the radio all the way to the mall. 
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“Dude!” 
“Jeez Y/N, you scared me! What is it?” MJ said to her, clutching her chest from being startled. They all had gone to the food court and were now just walking around the mall and into random stores. 
“There's a Build-A-Bear Workshop here!” she exclaimed excitedly, pointing at it like a child. Peter couldn't help but smile at how adorable she looked freaking out over a child’s store. 
“Let's go in,” Peter said to the two of them. Y/N looked at him wide-eyed with a goofy smile on her face. Her eyes looked like they twinkled with excitement. She shoved her drink into MJ’s hand, fixed her glasses, then grabbed Peter’s hand while running into the store. 
“Oooohh, I should get an H.P-themed bear!” Before Peter could even answer, Y/N dragged him to one of the workers, asking if she could get a custom bear. They went over to the station and started to build. 
As Y/N was finishing up the bear, she turned to Peter, “Ok, I have a very serious question. What accessories should I get?” they were standing in the Harry Potter section, looking over all of the things they had to decorate the bear. Peter shrugged, but then, he had a great idea, “I-I think you should get the uh, the glasses. The ones like your dads…” he said in an unsure tone. Y/N looked at him with a soft smile on her face. She couldn’t help herself, she had no idea what came over her as she pulled Peter into a tight embrace. Peter hesitated before putting his arms around her waist- her arms draped over his neck. 
At that moment, Y/N inhaled Peters sent heavily. She felt so… safe in his arms. Like nothing bad could touch her. She never wanted to break away- MJ’s voice brought them back to reality.
“You guys done, I need to get new converse,” she said with a smirk plastered across her face. Y/N quickly pulled away from Peter, a million thoughts running through her mind, but only one seemed to overpower the rest. 
I would be in his arms forever if I could.
“Ma’am, would you like to add a voice to your bear?” the lady said to Y/N, causing her thoughts to disappear. 
“Actually,” Y/N paused looking at Peter and MJ, “yes, I would.” She grabbed the recorder from the worker’s hand and sent her a small smile. She looked at the curly-headed girl and the brown-eyed boy was on either side of her. She explained her plan, “Ok, I want all three of us to say ‘Mischief Managed’, ok?” 
“What does that mean?” Peter questioned, looking at the two girls. They both sent him a deadly stare. “Nevermind,” he mumbled. 
“Ok, on three, one… two… three…” 
“Mischief Managed!” the trio yelled, causing some customers in the store to turn their heads and stare at them. They all mumbled small sorry’s as they laughed. 
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“Ok, Peter what's one thing you hate?” MJ asked, turning to face him. They were all sitting in the car at a drive-in movie. Peter was now in the front seat while MJ was in the back. They all decided to just talk because the movie was pretty boring to them. 
“Uhh, I can't stand sleeping with socks on.”
“I don't think anyone can Parker,” Y/N said, laughing slightly. 
“Well what about you then?” he asked her, turning his full attention as he anticipated her answer. 
“Easy, liars. Ugh, I hate liars! What’s the point? It’s not like I’m gonna judge you,” Y/N answered confidently. “See, that’s what I like about you, Parker. You are very honest,” she said with a genuine smile. Peter just loved her smile, the way it lit up her whole face.
“Welp imma go get some pizza from the stand back there,” MJ said as she got out of the car. Y/N and Peter sat there in silence for a moment- comfortable silence. 
Y/N was the first to break the silence, as usual, “Hey, Pete. I just wanna thank you for the whole glasses thing last Friday. It really helped me realize that I should’ve worn the glasses the moment he gave them to me. It’s like I have a part of him with me now... And I love Harry Potter, obviously. Ya know, I took a quiz and found out what house I’m in! Can you believe that I’m in-“
“You’re welcome, Y/N” Peter interrupted her rambling, sending her a small smile. They stared into each other's eyes for a while, admiring one another. Peter got this warm feeling inside and had that same surge of energy he had when he first met her. Before even processing what he was about to do, he grabbed her hand without breaking eye contact. He fiddled with the ring she had on her thumb. 
Y/N breath became shallow as her heart pounded at her chest. 
“I’m in Slytherin,” she said randomly, looking down at how Peter’s hands played with hers. He let out a breathy chuckle. Their eyes met once again. 
Y/N gathered all of her courage and quickly reached out her hand to grab Peter’s cheek, pulling him into her. Their lips were centimeters apart. She ran her thumb along Peter’s bottom lip, slightly parting it as she leaned in closer, catching his lips with hers. Their lips interlocked and it felt like heaven to the both of them. 
They pulled apart from the soft kiss and slowly opened their eyes, starting again into each other's eyes searching for the words that weren’t said. Peter couldn’t contain himself anymore. His large hand grabbed the back of Y/N’s neck, pushing his lips into hers in a lust-filled kiss. Just like the one he had imagined. 
This was the moment he had dreamt of and it was finally happening. 
He ran his tongue over her bottom lip, begging for an entrance. She gave it to him without hesitation. His tongue slowly slipped into her mouth while her tongue ran into his. 
Peter snaked his hands to her waist, lifting her from her seated position in the driver's seat. She complied and started to adjust to where she was sitting in his lap. His hands ran from her waist to her butt and gave it a tight squeeze.
Y/N let out a soft moan into Peter’s mouth. She slowly started to trail kisses down his neck as he massaged her thighs and ass. 
Y/N hands got tangled in Peter’s brown curls. She began to suck on Peter’s neck, wanting to leave a mark. Peter let out a low groan at the sensation of her soft lips and wet tongue on his skin. 
He lifted her head and connected their lips together once again. His veiny hand slipped between their body making its way down to her core. 
Peter never did stuff like this, and neither did Y/N. all of this was new to them but their connection was so strong that they were willing to push the limits.
As Peter’s hand reached Y/N core, he placed two fingers right on top of where her clothed clit was. He began to draw circles against it. Y/N started to rock her hips over his fingers, yearning for more friction. She started to let out moans uncontrollably, whimpering at the euphoric feeling of his fingers pressed against her dripping core. 
“Peter,” Y/N breathed out trying to catch her breath. Peter hummed in response while moving his lips down to kiss her neck. 
Suddenly, Peter snapped out of the trance that he seemed to be in. This moment was the best moment of his life, but his damned mind couldn’t help re-play Y/N’s words on a lope: I hate liars. Why? Before they went to the movies and were still at the mall, Y/N had asked Peter about his Stark’s internship. And, of course, he couldn’t tell her the truth. So he just lied. Y/N looked so intrigued in the conversation but Peter couldn’t bear lying to her over and over again. He felt so guilty...
“Y/N,” Peter let out. “Y/N, we can’t do this.”
Y/N head snapped up, her glasses left crooked on her face. She looked stunned by his words. Her shoulders slumped as she started asking questions.
“What? Why? Am I not a good kisser? I’ve only kissed one person before but I don’t even really wanna count that. Does my breath smell bad? Ugh, I knew this was a bad idea- wait no! I didn’t mean it like that, I just knew you didn’t like me how I liked you… I’m so stupid.”
After Y/N was finished rambling, she put her face in her hands, trying to avoid eye contact with the chocolate-eyed boy. 
Peter was speechless. He didn’t know what to say, because what he wanted to say was: no Y/N that’s not it at all. You are the most amazing girl I’ve ever met, I- I lied to you… 
No. he couldn’t say that it would absolutely crush her and he couldn’t bear to hurt her. Peter put his hands on her waist, making Y/N jerk her body in shock. She let a small smile spread across her face, thinking Peter was going to hug her or make a cute gesture or even continue what they had started. He lifted Y/N and slid her back to the driver’s side.
Her smile dropped from her face and she pushed herself the rest of the way to the driver’s side. Peter sat there awkwardly, praying she wouldn’t say anything. It killed him to see the gloomy look on her face as she fixed her glasses. 
“I’m back with pizza!” MJ announced as she made her way into the backseat. “Woah, hey, cuz what’s wrong?”
“We’re going home,” Y/N replied with a cold tone of voice. This shocked Peter and MJ. Y/N was usually so smiley, even after her dad passed. She always tried to find the light in every situation. But something was different with this. One thing Peter knew for sure,
I fucked up…
[A/N] HEY GUYSSSS SO I HOPE YOU LIKED PART TWO. SORRY, IT WAS UP A BIT LATE, IVE BEEN HAVING INTERNET PROBLEMS. ANYWAY, SORRY FOR ANY GRAMMAR MISTAKES (IM GONNA GO BACK AND FIX THOSE) 
-J.T.S XXX
@love-granger​
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Was busy with work all week but now I can finally share this ...
This is probably coincidence or just a dream I should forget but I dreamt on the early morning hours of June 1 that i was hosting a show with 7 SKZ boys (wearing all black) and suddenly I was announcing "here is a surprise for you all" and Hyunjin peeked from behind a curtain in all black and he waved to the camera and at me and the boys were like "welcome back Hyunjinnie" and hugged him so tightly ...
Idk what to think of this dream 👀 am I reading too much into it or is it just a dream because we haven't seen Hyunjin in so long ? 👀🥺 I hope he comes back soon 🥺
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