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characters: sub!gallagher x nb!dom!reader
warnings: usage of aphrodisiacs, exhibitionism, slight dumbification, thigh riding, dry humping, begging, cumming untouched, gallagher being an old man loser, just a mini drabble guys. nothing big (i say as i write down 1,7K words)
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another day, another long work of hunting down criminals or outlaws who came to penacony uninvited and detaining them. the most time gallagher could ever get to de-stress were behind the bars, mixing up a drink his customers asked for or when with you. you were a fellow bloodhound, a high ranking one too, so never had enough time to spend some quality time with your tired lover.
but today, you wanted to be a little mischievous. and what was that on your mind? you slipped just a teeny weeny bit of aphrodisiacs into his usual alcohol in his personal flask of course! just a little. maybe a pinch or two. a bit of a sprinkle of magic as a gift.
or maybe even a whole mini bottle. but you wonât say it until your tired lover comes crawling over to you, huffing and puffing, whining whimpering as he begs for your help at ârestockingâ some of the alcohol at the backrooms.
at the other end of the bar, you watch with a barely hidden smirk whenever your lover takes a sip from his personal flask during his break times. each time he does, getting more and more intoxicated in the taste. you purposely chose one that tasted delicious and soft on the tongue, a way to reward him for his hard work of running after criminals and preparing him for what was about to happen.
he started out strong, as expected of a bloodhound officer. barely felt it, focusing on work, wiping a glass or two, mixing up a drink. but the more he drank from his flask, the more you noticed it. the little stuttering over his words, the slight flush in his cheeks, the jumpy way he reacted whenever you passed by him with a hand on his waist or lower back. that bulge in his pants. that damn delicious bulge that you love to bully.
shaking your head, snapping yourself out of your thoughts, you focus back on work to wipe the bar clean and serve the customers drinks and desserts of their liking. you and gallaher were a good pair to serve amazing cocktails after all.
finally, the rush hour had ended, meaning fewer customers. the fewer there are, the more noticeable gallagherâs show of being affected by the little sprinkle of magic became. at first, he tried to play things off as signs of cold, or just the warm and low lighting of the bar being the reason his cheeks are pink. hell, he even coughed a few times to make his act believable. believable to the nosy customers but never to you.
â[n-name]âŠâ the man barely manages to muffle his whimper when calling out your name, low lidded eyes, hazy vision and slightly shaky hand tugging on your necktie. you hum, turning to him with a raised brow as if you werenât the reason behind this panting mess in front of you.
âyeah? whatâs up?â you ask, putting down the bottle on where itâs supposed to be as your hands come to rest on his waist. the rush hour just ended, the bar still had a few customers but they were either too drunk to care nor engrossed in their own sob life stories to share you two a glance. and gallagher was damn glad for it too.
âw-we, ahem, need to head to the backrooms. weâre running out of some beers and fizzy drinks in the fridgeâ he quickly clears his throat, hoping that no one had caught onto his little stuttering. you did, of course. you would catch onto anything your lover says or does. even the tiniest things. such as how he was trying to make it seem like an innocent half-hug when you could feel his cock twitch in his pants as he pushes his crotch against yours, hoping to conceal it while also giving you a little heads-up.
as if you needed the heads-up.
âalright. you can go first, iâll come after you once i wipe my handsâ you nod your head, watching as your lover disappears behind the door with a sign that read âstaff onlyâ. it was cute how gallagher was so trusting of you, never even thought for a moment how you could have been the one to drug his flask of alcohol. though, judging from his cloudy eyes and stuttering, you could guess that he could barely even think to begin with. how adorable of him.
soon enough, you follow after the steps of your lover, walking into the âstaff onlyâ part of the bar and later onto the door with the sign âbackroomsâ. the pretty decent sized dark room where the bar keeps their ingredients and drinks. the same exact room where your lover pushes you against the wall the moment you entered, shaky hands fumbling with the buttons of your button down shirt as he humps his hardened cock against your crotch.
âwoah woah, puppy. easy now. whatâs going on? i thought we needed to restock on our drinks?â you ask, feigning innocence as your hands rest over gallagherâs shaky ones, stopping his fumbling and managing to catch his attention for a minute. he looked so dumbfounded. bottom lip on the brink of bleeding due to his chewing, panting, cheeks flushed a pretty red as his dilated eyes try to focus on you. you swore he looked like he was almost on the brink of crying with how damn pathetic he looked.
âc-canât⊠[name], please, help me⊠âs so hot, tight. stupid pants mmngh!â gallagher only moans, tripping over his own words in a jumbled mess as he tries to find some sort of relief for his poor aching cock. looking down, you could briefly make out a dark small patch at the front of his pants. he was so drugged that he couldnât even tell that he was staining his own clothes with his precum. so cute.
you only hum in response, not bothering to do as he pleads as your hands rest on the fat of his ass, massaging them gently. he only whines, slurred words of how he wanted your hands on his cock falling out as he squirms in your hold. lowering yourselves down to the floor of the room, you shift gallagher on top of you to ride your thigh instead. flexing the muscles in them to make it easier for him as he whimpers at the feeling.
immediately, the man started to hump your thigh. salacious mewls falling out of his lips as he doesnât even try to silence his loud noises, only dumbly trying to relieve himself as he rubs his clothed cock on your thigh. you could see the dark patch in his pants getting bigger, darker the more he rides your thigh. if he had his dick out, he would probably leave a mess all over your clothes.
âshh shh, puppy. the door isnât locked, remember?â you chuckle, reminding him of where the two of you were getting naughty at. it was so cute to see his eyes perk up at the sound of your voice. more specifically, whenever you called him puppy. he really did lived up to that nickname, looking like a cute pup as he bites down on his lip.
one of your hands travel up to his chest, opting to play with his perky nipple as he let out a loud squeal at that. his chest was always so sensitive, making him let out the most delicious whimpers each time you roll, pinch or tug at the hardened nub. being so mean to not slip your hands under the opening of his button down shirt at the front, playing with his nipples over the harsh fabrics of his clothes instead. he just wanted your touch on him to relieve the ache pooling in his belly, would you be so mean to deny him of his wishes?
apparently, you would. the hand on the soft fat of his ass moving to rest over his hip, helping him hump his cock on your thigh as your other hand continue their brutal assaults on his chest. poor gallagher, can't even form a single word as his pleads fall out of his swollen lips in a jumbled heap of mess. you could barely make out your own name from it. the words sounding so muddled up as if the bloodhound officer couldn't tell the difference between reality and his drug induced feelings.
"[n-naaammmeee]... sniff pleasheee fuunnghh fucck!! p-pleashh pleaash pleeaassheeâĄïž!! ungh!! guuunnhgâ„ïžâ„ïž! p-pretty pleaaseeeâĄïž?" gallagher whines helplessly, stuffing his flushed face into the crook of your neck as his movements become more sloppy and frantic. he was so close to cumming already, it was just so cute to see how easily someone who is apparently always in control to crumble over with just a little bit of thigh riding. and some sprinkle of magic added to the mix.
in an attempt to muffle his loud moans and stuttering of his breath, he hastily lowers the collar of your own button down shirt just a little bit more. just enough so he could bite down over the old, healing bite mark of his so he could attempt to muffle his pathetic noises. you only coo out in a mocking tone, calling him by that nickname again as you tug on his nipple through his shirt as debouched cries of your name falls from his lips over and over like a mantra. gallagher sounded like one of those old, broken down radios that only replay a single song that sometimes is in the bar.
with a final thrust and a meek little bounce on your thigh, gallagher releases into his clothes. the magenta red hue of his pants turning a darker shade as his cum pools into the materials of his pants, staining it as some of the translucent liquid drips down onto your pants. you could just wash them out later.
"done with your little show, puppy?" you ask, the hand on his hip squeezing a bit to snap him out of his hazy mind. instead, you got a shake of his head, his stubble lightly tickling the skin of your neck in the process.
"wan' more... wan' youâ„ïž" he mumbles, delirious and drooling, as he humps his still hard cock against your crotch, indicating what he craved so desperately. maybe next time you should check the dosage you put into his drink if he's gonna be drugged this heavily by such a small amount.
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Some Extra Lessons
pairing: professor!leon kennedy x fem!reader
summary: professor kennedyâs got it bad for one of his students. little does he know, you feel the same way for him.
cw: nsfw (18+), smut, p in v, thigh riding, fingering, edging, age gap (36/college aged), teacher/student, daddy kink, sir kink, praise/degradation
word count: 7k
a/n: hey everybody. hope everyone had nice holidays if you celebrate them. and happy new year! i'm not sure how i feel about this one but eh. i got things cooking so stay tuned đ«”. as always, thank you for your comments and reblogs. smooches <3
tags: @sleepyluxe @kaitkatme @tosuckmyweenis @pupthepokemonenthusiast @bizzarethirst @death-paint @petitecolibri @iron-toxinz @wildest-dreams-at-midnight @nexysworld @explorevenus
Mondays and Wednesdays. Those are fast becoming Leonâs two favorite days of the week. For most people, theyâre probably the worst days. The first day back to work, and the other right in the middle of the week; when theyâve already had enough but it feels like the weekend is still years away. But not for Leon. Not anymore. Those days are now sacred to him because they are the days he gets to see you.
Youâre his favorite student this semester by far, no one else even comes close. He noticed you early on in the beginning weeks, quiet but attentive. You would sit off to the side by yourself, always taking notes or scanning what was on the board.
It made him feel like such a perv when he first noticed his own lingering gazes and heart palpitations when you walked in the room. He tried to justify it. It wasnât everyday he had someone like you sitting a few rows away from him, hanging on every word he said.
Heâs only human, he tried reasoning. He couldnât help but always notice the cute little outfits you wore to class, teasing just enough of your body to keep him ogling you for more. You did your hair in pretty styles and coated your pouty lips in shimmery gloss. He had to force his eyes to move around the room to other students when he spoke. His natural instinct was to keep them locked on you while his head filled with images of his hands squeezing those cute tits or his cock sliding between your shiny lips.
Despite those fantasies, he left you alone. It was wrong, inappropriate, he told himself. He shouldnât be lusting after his student, let alone pursuing her. You were just a sweet girl trying to get an education. He couldnât let his perversions interfere with that.
But as the weeks passed and more classes went by, he got to know you. You seemed pretty shy but not insecure. In class, youâd do your work alone, but if there was ever a lull in his lecture, youâd raise your hand to offer an answer, help him out a little. That was how he had bridged the gap between you two even though he hadnât meant it as anything more than what it was.
He had just dismissed everyone, making a corny joke about the poor grades heâd given so far on an essay that had been due. A small smile graced your lips. Sure, the joke wasnât that funny, but you had a fat crush on Mr. Kennedy so everything he said was a little funny.
You were scrawling down a few remaining notes before you would leave for the day when you heard his voice call your name. Immediately, your head tilted up to look at him. He beckoned you over with a wave of his hand. You were still wondering what this could be about as your hands slid your notebook into your backpack and your feet carried you towards him.
âYes, Mr. Kennedy?â you say softly when you approach his desk. You rest your palms on the edge of the table as you await the reason behind this encounter.
âHey, I just wanted to thank you for your participation. You know, I appreciate that, and I know itâs not fair to you to have that expected of you when you didnât sign up for it,â he begins.
âOh, itâs no problem, sir. I really donât mind,â you say, smiling at him.
âSir? So polite,â he jokes with a smile of his own. The remark had come out before he could stop himself with a mental scolding about being normal with you.
Your cheeks burn, and you glance down at your shoes timidly. Your heartbeat was already faster than normal just from having his eyes focused on you alone. With him teasing you, it felt like your chest was going to explode.
This was the closest youâd ever been to him, the most youâd ever spoken to one another. Up close it was even more apparent how handsome he was. He didnât look like any other professors you had. His blonde hair fell into his face and partially obscured one of his eyes. His shirt was undone a button lower than was probably professional.
âAnd I wanted to tell you that I got your email about your late assignment,â he says. He could see your embarrassment. He would have felt more guilt about causing it if you didnât look so precious like that. He pushes those thoughts away though as you look up again, anxiety in your eyes.Â
âOh yeah, Iâm really sorry about that. I promise you that itâs a one time thing. I donât normally have that problem, and I just wanted you to know that. Didnât want you to get the wrong impression,â you say.
He cuts off your apology with a chuckle and places his hand over yours, covering your manicured nails with the rough skin of his palm.Â
âItâs alright, honey,â he says, âI can tell youâre a good girl. I donât mind giving you a break.â
Good girl. You shift in place upon hearing those two words. Itâs like a small match ignites in your belly, inching closer to the larger fuse.
So naive. So well-intentioned. Thatâs what he saw looking at you in that moment. He could almost see into you, see your mind trying to figure out a response, to discern if he was purposely flirting or clueless like you.
Your eyes cast down, and a shy smile breaks out on your face. After wrapping up the conversation and finishing with a soft murmur of âThank you Mr. Kennedy,â you practically skip out of the room. A swirl of almost every good emotion youâve ever felt blooms in your chest because of his attention.
He smirks, watching that sweet ass sway back and forth as you bound up the steps to the door. How you seem to walk with your shoulders back and chest out after the small praise he gave you. God, he was practically drooling. He imagined himself looking like a cartoon character, silhouettes of hearts in his eyes and his tongue rolled out of his mouth.
But no, this was wrong. Point blank, itâs that simple. Or at least it should be.
After that day, he relented a little. He decided that some slight teasing was harmless. But he swore it would be just that, nothing further. That small voice in his head tried to defend it. It wasnât like you didnât enjoy the attention. Youâd blush and fidget in your seat when he shot you an amorous look. Or youâd smile and flit your eyes away as heâd tuck some hair behind your ear when heâd come over to your desk after class to ask if you understood everything.
And as he weakened, your infatuation intensified. These classes became the highlights of your week. Youâd fantasize about the pet name heâd call you on Monday or how his eyes would roam over your body on Wednesday. Walking to class, ringing through your head was simply Mr. Kennedy, Mr. Kennedy, Mr. Kennedy. While you traveled home, he danced through your mind to your thoughts about him that sounded like a love song.
Even with the huge torch you carried for him, you could never work up the nerve to make the big move. Every time youâd imagine sitting in his lap, your lips moving with his, all you could think about was what if it was all in your head? All those little looks and sweet words just blown out of proportion in your mind. Could you handle baring your soul to him if he reacted with anything other than reciprocation?
These questions bothered you as the semester went on, but nothing really changed. Leon was the same way, of course, all while you were unaware. He could only imagine how freaked out you would be if he made any attempt on you.
Lately, the two of you had been spending more time together. You were staying after class more to get âadditional help.â Lingering around his desk, youâd timidly started approaching him, and he was happy to give you the aide.
Today, he dismisses everyone else before waving you over with a smug smile. You grab your things and scamper down to his desk with your own happy expression. You slide into the chair he pulled next to his seat. You open your laptop and start showing him the things you didnât understand. In reality, you understood just fine, but for the sake of being around him, youâd bite your lip and look up at him through your lashes as if youâd missed entire classes worth of information.
âI just have trouble with memorization. I get confused between the words and their definitions,â you explain.
âOh alright,â he responds softly, eyes scanning over the screen and then finding your face, âThereâs a couple of things I think could help. Acronyms, stuff like that.â
He starts explaining the strategy to you, but like always, you have to fight a mental war to stay focused. You nod along, trying your best to act attentive. It was so hard though because⊠heâs him.Â
You scoot your chair a little closer to his to get a better view of the laptop and notice his breath hitch. Your body freezes, but instead of feeling that familiar fear of rejection come over you, confidence begins simmering inside your chest. The change in his breathing meant something, he was reacting to this too. Maybe you could do this after all.
For now, you try to act natural, moving along the conversation with another question.
âIs there anything else though? Because I struggle to attach the definitions too, not just remember the words,â you say, leaning in a little more.
He turns his head to look at you completely, eyes locked on yours. You felt like you were losing your footing a little staring into them. âMhm. I can show you how to link the two. Break down the word to get the meanings of the parts andâŠâ he continues on as you zone out.
His voice was huskier now, and that simmer of confidence continues to build within you. You keep nodding with every pause in his speech, your doe eyes looking up at him.
âThat makes sense,â you say when he finishes, still unable to look away. Your heart pounds as you make a decision. You place your hand on his thigh. You try to act natural, as if itâs just a casual gesture of affirmation. But you can see in his eyes that he knows better.
âYeah? Do you need help with anything else then?â he asks slowly, watching your face for reactions.
âI think so,â you say as your voice grows a little breathier.
âWhat is it?â he asks. He leans in a little more and you can feel his hot breath fanning over you.
âI have some more questionsâŠâ you say.
âAbout?â he says, eyes dropping to your lips for a moment.
Head tilting down, your foot moves over to lightly brush up against his leg. You bite your lip, looking the most timid heâd ever seen you, which was saying a lot. But you force yourself to keep going while you have this burst of hope.
âSome special tutoringâŠâ you offer.
âSpecial tutoring?â he repeats with a raise of his eyebrow, looking down at your foot rubbing at his ankle. He hesitates but decides to then take your hand and stand up. âIf weâre discussing something like that, we should probably go to my personal office. Wouldnât want us to get interrupted by the next class in here.â
âOh yeah,â you immediately agree. You grab your stuff and your fingers link with his as he leads you out of the classroom, down the hall to his office. Passing bulletin boards of flyers and other students heading to their next class, you realize it probably looks a little odd to be holding his hand, letting him guide you around. But it just turned you on more, feeling dependent, controlled.
After a while, you reach the door with the stick-on placard reading âLeon Kennedy.â Your heart pounds as you shuffle through the entrance. The office was a decent size, having a desk, some book shelves, and a small loveseat in the back corner of the room.
He slides past you and walks behind his desk, taking a seat in his chair that was clearly much more comfortable than the generic one in the lecture room. It dawned on you though that that was the only other chair in the room. There was the couch, but that was too far away from the desk for your purposes.
You approach the desk, similar to how you did all those weeks ago when this first started. He looks up at you with hesitant desire in his eyes.
âWhy donât you câmere?â he asks.
âOk,â you respond shyly. You drop your stuff near his desk and pad around it to approach him. Standing between his muscular thighs, you almost canât focus from the volume of your pulse in your ears. His eyes look you up and down, more overtly than they ever had in the past. It now felt like you were hurtling towards a collision without a possibility of stopping.
After a moment of silence, he rips you from your thoughts. âGo ahead and ask your questions,â he says.
âOh yeah,â you say, perking up a little since you had nearly forgotten about your facade of innocent curiosity. âI was just wondering if I could maybe start getting some⊠extra help.â
He chuckles and leans back in his chair. The maneuver gives you a better view of his broad chest and sculpturesque arms. You feel even more flustered, and you know itâs about to get worse because he obviously picks up on it.
âI donât really think you need extra help quite honestly. Your grade is fine, and you seem to understand a lot, even the tedious things you ask questions about,â he says, a subtle arrogance on his face as he drags this out.
âNo, I really think I do,â you say softly, shifting back and forth in place.
His eyes look up at you with a knowing glint. He shakes his head with a smirk as his gaze falls down to your legs that couldnât stand still.
âWith what? Like I said, even those things you pretend to not know, you obviously do. You ace every test, and while Iâd like to believe it, I donât think my advice is that helpful.â
As the words left his mouth, Leon knew he was getting into dangerous territory, leading you to a place neither of you could just return from. The rational part of his mind was slamming on his mental brakes to no avail.
You were in a similar place, your mind racing and trying to decide whether to go for it or not. After a quick moment, it was as if a bright neon sign flashes in your mind. The words telling you to try. You decide on moving forward and ignoring the other part of you thatâs telling you to turn around and walk out the door right now.
You sit on his lap, straddling him with each of your legs on either side of his thigh. You look down as your fingertips drag along the waistline of his pants.Â
âI just think there are other things I could learn from you,â you say, your voice shaking from your nerves.
âTell me what they are,â he breathes. His own heart slams against his ribcage at your gesture. His natural instincts scream at him to pull you close and take what he wants, making his fantasies reality.
âItâs easier for me to show you,â you say. You felt if you had to speak anymore you might lose your nerve, so you go all in. You lean forward and connect your lips. With feather light kisses, you move your mouth on his.
At first, he doesnât kiss back, and fear zaps through you. After a moment of shock though, he reciprocates. Your hands slide up his chest while he grabs your hips to pull you closer. The two of you go at it a little longer with soft smooches. Then he feels your tongue swipe against his bottom lip.
He pulls back and looks at you. He couldnât do this. But God, just look at you. Your chest heaving with your heavier breathing, those plush lips wet with saliva, pretty eyes looking at him like a pleading puppy. He groans and runs a hand over his face and through his hair. His head falls back against his chair.
âSweetheart⊠we shouldnât do this,â he says, not looking at you to try and keep his resolve.
You bite your lip as your eyes widen with anxiety. âDid I do something wrong?â you say, shaky voice returning.
You try to keep it together. He still wasnât looking at you, but you silently vow to yourself that you wouldnât cry from the rejection. There would truly be no coming back from that. It would be hard enough seeing him on Monday as it was. If you shed any tears, youâd have to drop the class regardless of how close the end of the semester was.
âNo, honey. I did. I just⊠itâs wrong,â he offers weakly, not convinced of his own excuse, âI shouldnât have let it get this far. Iâm sorry.â
Despite your internal promise, you felt barbs scraping at your throat with each swallow. Hot, stinging tears pricking at your eyes. You try to push it all back down, spare yourself some dignity.
âBut- But donât you-â you start, cutting yourself off to maintain your composure. You take a deep breath before finishing. âDonât you like me?â
Leon cracks his eyes open and looks down at you. A critical error. He felt like such a dick. There you were, still on his lap, lip quivering, eyes lined with tears and full of uncertainty. He managed to make this into what he wanted to avoid, a complete mess.
âNo- I mean yes, I like you a lot. That isnât the issue here. We- I⊠we just canât do this. Iâm sorry. I shouldnât have let it go on this long,â he sighs, hands falling to your hips to move you off his lap.
Now, tears were really threatening to fall. You grab his shoulders to stabilize yourself and stop him from lifting you up. Your mind scrambles for an argument that could work.
âWhy?â is all you can manage. As if you didnât know.
âBaby, Iâm your teacher. It wouldnât be right,â he says, forcing himself to remain unaffected by the kicked puppy look you had going on, âI have to stay objective, and thatâs hard enough with a cute little thing like yourself.â He smirks at the end of his statement and rubs your cheek, trying to lighten the mood.
It doesnât work, your eyes are fixated on his belt buckle as a part of the strategy to keep your tears from leaking out. You subconsciously lean into his hand on your face though, a gesture that makes his heart melt. You just nod faintly. Think, think, think, think, you tell yourself.Â
âBut it wonât be like youâre cheating for me. I get good grades. Itâs not like Iâm fucking you to passâŠâ you reason.
âI know that, sweetheart, and you know that. But you have to understand. Think about it. What if people found out? Iâd be risking my job, and I canât imagine it would go well for you either,â he says softly, stroking some of your hair behind your ear.
âNo one will find out,â you say. Your head tilts up so you can look into his eyes.
He immediately looks away, afraid he would cave if he stared into those sweet spheres of desire. You catch this, realizing it may be your way ahead.
âYouâre a sweet girl, honey. Pretty and smart. The kind any man would be lucky to have. If this was a different situation, I wouldnât hesitate. Not for a second. But itâs not,â he says, looking pained.
You push your lip out a little more and let one tear fall from each eye before quickly wiping them away, smearing the warm liquid across your cheek. Leaning forward, you wrap your arms around him and press yourself to his chest. You look up at him, forcing him to make eye contact.
âI donât want any man though,â you say quietly. You keep your stare locked on him, your eyes big and vulnerable to accentuate your point. âPlease, sir.â
His cock jumps at the title leaving your lips. He sucks in a breath and tilts his head back. âChrist, youâre gonna be the death of me,â he says with a hushed groan.
You scoot forward a little bit, your hips grinding down on his lap with the motion. Your nose drags against his throat as you nuzzle his neck. You lay a kiss to his pulse point before murmuring, âJust a few more kisses? Then I wonât bring any of it up again. Pretty please.â
âKissesâŠâ he trails off, pondering the idea. Just a few more kisses. An obvious lie. But one he would at least pretend to believe just so he could have those sweet lips on his again. âFine, but thatâs it. You understand?â
âMhm,â you respond without thinking. You lean up and kiss him. Itâs not soft or gentle like the first time. This go is passionate from the beginning. Lips move together, and again, your tongue works to gain entry to his mouth.
The two of you make out for definitely more than a few kisses. Your hand slides up from his shoulder to the base of his neck, lightly tugging on his hair. He groans and squeezes your waist. You gasp between kisses at the sensation and grind your hips down again in response.
He grunts as he feels it, his cock getting a little stiff at the feeling. You do it again with a whimper. This time his fingers dig into your flesh, holding you with more authority.
âBe good, only a few more kisses, remember?â he grunts against your lips.
Continuing to kiss, you take a break from moving your hips and push your body against his again. Your soft tits push up against his chest. He tries to draw back, feeling cracks in his resolve as the warm globes meld with him. The backing of his chair stops him from getting too far away though. He grunts and his grip gets more firm, trying to keep you in a suitable position.
âStay still. Think Iâm giving you more than you asked for anyway. Donât make me cut it off here,â he mumbles before going back in.
It was risky, but you felt like you had him. You felt him half hard between your legs and could feel his breath coming out in longer puffs. You do it again, rolling your hips on him, dragging your cunt over his bulge through the layers of clothing that separated you.
He growls and nips at your lip before harshly lifting your hips off his lap. Youâre hovering above the growing tent in his jeans. You lightly rock them a few times with a pout, testing to see if you can get any kind of friction.
âWhat did I say?â he asks.
âItâs not fair, sir,â you whimper, ignoring his question.
âOh, itâs not?â he says, maintaining his stern demeanor, âWhatâs so unfair?â
âLeading me on,â you huff.
Mix a bit of truth in with your seductive game, and you have him now. Real guilt and frustration swirls with the lust in the pit of his belly. He was all in now. There was no way you were leaving this office without his cum leaking from you.
âI told you what you were getting. You thought you could get away with being greedy,â he chides. He lifts you even more and puts you on your feet in front of him, between his thighs again. âTake your pants off.â
Your eyes widen. This was going to happen. Your fingers make quick work of your jeans, snapping the button and dropping them to pool around your ankles. You step out of them and nudge them to the side. He smirks up at you, standing there in your tight t-shirt and frilly pink panties. Of course, everything about you was cute.
His hands return to your hips and pull you on top of him. This time you arenât on his lap though. You land on his thigh. You look down at the limb beneath you and then back at his face.
âDonât play dumb now. You wanna rub that needy pussy on something, go ahead,â he says.
âBut-â you start before he cuts you off with a sharp smack on the ass.
âI donât want to hear any complaining. You should count yourself lucky Iâm letting you even do this,â he says as his hand rubs and kneads the cheek he just slapped, âNormally, I wouldnât accept my little girl just doing whatever she wants like that. But because itâs your first time, Iâm giving you a break. Gonna help fix this problem youâre having, thinking from between your legs instead of with that pretty little head.â
Your entire face heats up as he lays into you like that. You start rocking your hips, dragging yourself on his clothes thigh. You watch his face for approval as you go, but his eyes are transfixed on your lower body at the moment.
âThere you go, baby. Thatâs right,â he says encouragingly before cracking you on the ass again, âLittle faster. Wanna see how bad youâve been wanting this.â
You do as he says, rolling your hips with more speed and force. The fabric of your panties begins to dampen with your arousal as you press onto it. Whimpers fall from your lips as you grind your swollen pussy on his muscle. He gives you some help, guiding your movements by holding your hips. You softly gasp a few times, biting your lip as you continue to rut against him.
âLook at you,â he coos. Your tits bounce beneath your t-shirt as you ride his thigh. âBeen thinking about this a lot, sweetheart? Dream about this while youâre sitting in class, hm? Humping my leg like a dumb little puppy.â
âYes,â you choke out and toss your head back. A guttural moan leaves you, and he chuckles, giving your hip a tighter squeeze.
âQuiet, babydoll. Donât want anyone outside this room hearing. I donât think theyâd believe this is just some âspecial tutoring,ââ he says.
You keep up your grinding, your pussy sensitive to the rough fabric of his pants even through your panties. He tries to help you quiet down by pulling you closer and cradling your head against his shoulder, muffling your sounds against his shirt. The cloth becomes wet with your spit as your hushed moans spill out.
After going for a little while longer, he can tell youâre getting close. Itâs obvious in the way your hips sputter every couple of thrusts, how your voice is getting whinier, how your body contracts every few moments. Your hands curl into fists, clutching the fabric of his shirt.
âSuch a good girl,â he whispers, âGetting close, baby? Think youâre gonna cum soon?â
âYes, sir,â you whimper.
âAw, so polite,â he teases just like he had those weeks ago, âWell, tell me when youâre right there. Gonna make it extra special.â
You nod obediently and continue working yourself to the high point. Your breaths become sharper and movements get more erratic. You feel the band of pleasure stretching inside you, ready to snap.
âGonna cum, gonna cum, gonna cum, â you ramble out.
âNot yet, you arenât,â he says.Â
With a menacing grin, he yanks your hips up and flips you around. Mind spinning from the sudden loss of pleasure, you whine and squirm on his lap. A pointless struggle seeing how your soaked panties were faced out away from any potential source of friction. Your backâs flush against the warmth of his chest. You can feel his heartbeat thudding behind you as his hands curl around the back of your legs and bring them up so that your feet are planted on his thighs. Your head slumps back against his shoulder, turning to look up at him, pleading frustration projecting from your eyes.
One of his arms snakes around your waist while the other comes up to stroke your chin with his thumb. He looks down at you, eyes full of amusement as he toys with you.
âNow that was really unfair, wasnât it pretty girl?â he taunts.
You arch your back off his chest with another whine before collapsing against his broad form again. You nod, feeling the sparks of ecstasy dwindle within you.
âYouâre a tease,â you huff.
âI am?â he mocks.Â
He begins trailing his hand down your front, stopping level with your breasts. He squeezes them gently with some firm caresses from his fingers. Then he lowers his hand further and slips it beneath your shirt. Your breath hitches as he begins stroking the soft skin of your belly up to the valley between your breasts. His palm slides beneath the cups of your bra, feeling the bare skin of your chest. He alternates between each. The rough pads of his fingertips drag over the sensitive flesh of your nipples, giving them tender pinches that draw hushed mewls from you.
âSo soft, baby,â he whispers with a kiss to your temple.
It felt nice, made your breasts feel heavy and achy, begging to be touched. Had your head hot and airy, unable to control the way you melted against him or the sweet noises that escaped you. But you couldnât really enjoy that because your pussy was still throbbing, still desperately searching for the orgasm that was stolen from you. You squirm again, pushing your ass back against the bulge you felt growing in his pants.
âPlease, sir. Please,â you whimper, âWanna cum.â
You feel his lips curl into a smile against the side of your head, but his tone remains rough and commanding. âI think the next thing I gotta teach you is patience.â
Retracting his hand from your bra, he smooths it back down your stomach to the hem of your panties. His fingers fidget with one of the strips of lace on the garment while he stares into your eyes.
âYou know, baby, I think youâre the tease here,â he breathes. He rubs the skin just above your panties and then moves under the fabric. His digits glide through your slick folds, the touch meandering, just at the border of giving you pleasure. âI mean, I think you know what youâve been doing.â
âWhat?â you say, struggling to take in his words when you were fixated on his touches to your center.
âYou act like a dumb little doll, sweetheart, but I know youâre not. I know you know how to play. Parading around in those pretty outfits, something always on your lips, always saying âyes sir,ââ he whispers. His digits circle your clit at a painfully slow pace. He brushes over it slightly, giving you hope before flattening his hand over your cunt. You get ready to whine about the teasing before he pushes two fingers inside you.
âMr. Kennedy,â you gasp, head pressing back further against his shoulder.
âOh, and how could I forget my favorite, âMr. Kennedy.â But I think itâs about time you start calling me Leon, babydoll. No need to be so formal anymore,â he says as he pumps his fingers in and out of you, curling them just right.
You shake your head and whimper. His palm rubs down on your puffy clit with every thrust of his hand.
âOh no?â he teases, âYou like Mr. Kennedy taking care of you, making you feel good?â
Your eyes roll back as you nod. âMhm. Yes⊠s-sir,â you say.
You stumble over the word âsir.â Leon catches it immediately, and heâs certain he knows why. He knows what you really wanted to call him.
âMmm, good girl,â he purrs in your ear, seeing the way the praise pulls extra gasps from you, makes your eyes all glossy, âYouâre so sweet, baby. So precious.â
He lays it on thick, trying to get you to crack and say the word on the tip of your tongue. His fingers massage your sensitive spots as they consistently slide into your dripping cunt. You bite your lip, more whimpers coming from you. You look up at him again through your lashes.
âThank you, sir,â you say, voice all soft and dreamy as you start climbing to that high.
âOf course, babydoll. You deserve it,â he says into your hair, âBut you know, I still think âsirâ is too professional. Makes me feel like Iâm at work. Plus, I get the feeling you have another name in mind too.â
âI- I do?â you ask, looking up at him curiously. He smiles at your naivety and the way you try to get your words out around your whimpers.
âOh yeah. I can already hear it, sweetheart. You like being taken care of, being doted on. I can see it. All you want is to be a good girl forâŠâ
âDaddy,â you whine, your eyes squeezing shut.
âThatâs right,â he chuckles. He speeds up his fingers, delving as deep as possible. A quiet squeal erupts from you, and he hushes you while kissing your cheek a few times. You try to keep your noises down even as your hips buck and your heels dig into the meat of his thighs.
âDaddy I- Daddy, Daddy, Iâm gonna cum,â you moan.
âAw, but I donât want my baby to cum yet,â he mocks. Just as quick as the release had built in you, it was gone. He pulls his fingers out of your hole, and your eyes widen. You whimper in disbelief, hips squirming as if they could find that sensation again if they were positioned just right.
âDaddy!â you practically cry.
âThought I told you to be quiet,â he says, taking his fingers, still wet with your slick, and shoving them into your mouth. You hum around them in surprise at first, but in no time, your tongue presses against the skin, tasting yourself on him. He pumps them in and out a little, a smaller version of what he had been doing moments earlier down below.
âThere you go, baby. Like I said, no complaints. Just shut that silly mind off and focus on Daddyâs fingers,â he murmurs. He watches with approval as you do exactly that, your eyes fluttering a bit as you clear your thoughts out. âSuch a fast learner.â
Your pussy still aches with a need for him, but itâs more tolerable when heâs cooing in your ear while your lips are around his fingers.
âBet my pretty girl wants to cum so bad right about now,â he murmurs against the shell of your ear.
âMhm,â you hum as you take his fingers further into your mouth.
âWell, you know why Daddy didnât let you cum yet? It wasnât just to be mean to you,â he says.
He hears garbled âI donât knowâ come from you. He strokes your hair with his other hand.
âItâs because,â he starts. He removes his fingers from between your lips and scoops you up. Next thing you know, your back is against the hardwood of his desk. Youâre looking up at him with hazy eyes, slowly blinking as you take in his words. âI want you to cum all over Daddyâs cock.â
In mere seconds, his belt clanks against the floor, your panties are gone, his fly is undone, and his dick is out, rock hard. Itâs flushed and leaking precum as he moves it to your entrance. He pushes the tip in first, teasing you by holding himself there.
You whine at the slight intrusion, wiggling your hips for more. Jutting your lip out a bit, you look up at him with a pout. âDaddyâŠâ you plead weakly.
He shakes his head with an amused smile, but it works. He pushes the rest of his length in, filling you up completely. As he slides in, a long groan leaves him and his head tilts towards the ceiling. He grumbles something along the lines of âso fucking tight.â Your fingers reach downward to grip the edge of his desk. It felt like you were already there again, right on the brink of release.
After a moment of just taking in the feeling, he begins thrusting. He pulls his hips back and pushes them forward again. His cock slides between your walls with no resistance, the perfect fit. You were already pulsing around him, sucking him in deeper. A deep laugh rumbles from his chest.
âYou're gonna cum already, baby. Iâm that good?â he mocks. He thumbs your clit, sending a burst of pleasure through you that makes you clamp down on him. He grunts and starts thrusting a little harder.
Youâre whining quietly, but you canât hold back the yelp when he pinches your clit. You cum on the spot, gushing around him. You babble incoherently and buck your hips. The high was higher than any euphoria youâd ever felt. Youâre panting when itâs done, but heâs still going.
Heâs smirking down at you, rocking his hips all the while. âDid I say you could do that?â he asks with a light spank to your clit.
You gasp and arch your back off the desk. âNo!â you whine, âIâm sorry, Daddy.â
âIâm sure you are.â Another spank. âYouâre lucky itâs your first time, and Iâm giving you a break today.â
You nod quickly. âThank you Daddy,â you mumble.
He keeps thrusting, seamlessly going between hard and fast and slow and deep. The motions shake the desk back and forth, sliding inches on the floor each time. You feel like thereâs gonna be scrape marks when youâre done.
You also feel like youâre gonna have marks from the way heâs gripping your hips, battering your sensitive pussy. You were so worked up from all the teasing that the overstimulation didnât even faze you. Your head just droops back, hanging off the edge of the desk.Â
Itâs harder to keep track of how loud youâre being when youâre this out of it. He smiles at your needy whines and pulls your thighs forward so your head is back on the desk. He leans forward, covering his body with yours and grinding his hips deeper than before. His hand comes up and covers your mouth.
âYou better hope no one hears, pretty girl. We didnât lock the door,â he pants.
You moan against the flesh of his hand and your walls tighten their grip on him. He growls in your ear at the sensation before a low chuckle comes from him.
âOh, youâd like that? I shouldâve known,â he teases, âYouâd love for someone to come in and see how good youâre being. What a sweet girl you are, being used by your teacher. Love for them to see all the things Daddyâs teaching you.â
A strained cry bubbles beneath his fingers, and you nod, feeling shameless about your fantasy. He nuzzles the side of your head and keeps thrusting as deep as he can. He knows youâre getting close again, and this time, heâs right there with you.
âCome on, sweet baby. Give Daddy another one. I know my precious girl can do it. You were wanting it for so long,â he grunts.
Your whole body seizes as another orgasm rips through you. Your whines and cries are fortunately muffled by his palm, but he feels your drool leaking against his skin. His own eyes squeeze shut as he gasps and moans. His hips jerk, pounding into you a few more times before he cums. He bites his lip to silence his own noises as he spills into, filling you to the brim.
Both of your chests are heaving in the end as you take in gulps of air. He slowly pulls out and pushes some of his hair out of his face. You're both half dressed, his pants down to his knees, shirt unbuttoned. You, nude from the waist down and bra shifted out of place beneath your shirt.Â
The two of you stand up, you on shaky legs, and pull yourselves back into shape. You pull your panties up and follow them with your jeans while he does the same with his pants. He then falls back into his chair and takes you with him.
He just holds you to his chest for a little bit, rubbing your back and kissing the top of your head. You donât say anything either. You curl up into the affection and stroke his forearm gently.
âSweet girl,â he murmurs before squeezing you a little tighter.
Youâre both so into it, not caring about anything beyond this office at this moment. That is until you catch a glimpse of the clock on the wall.
âOh⊠Mr. Kennedy,â you start as you slowly untangle yourself from him and stand up, âI probably should get going. I have to meet my friend to study soon.â
Heâs not happy about losing your body on his, but he smiles at your words.
âAlright, honey, but seriously. Itâs Leon from now on,â he says.
âOk,â you laugh with a nod, âLeon.â
You grab your things and give him one more sweet look before turning to walk to the door. He pats you on the ass and kisses your cheek.
âSee you Monday, baby,â he says.
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NSFW Ateez Thoughts+ Headcanons
(some based on astrology wink wink)
MDNI !!
A/N: Simply a Drabble of what I think each member would be into and kinks until I finish my next fic which will probably be later tonight or tmr đ
Seonghwa:
yes this man is a head game mvp and yes youâll have hickies on your inner thighs
would be a tiddies man, but a leg man too tbh the size doesnât matter either
will rip tights or fishnets off of you, lightly bite your calf while itâs balanced on his shoulder, gripping your thigh.. trailing up your leg before he finger fucks you
with his moon and venus sign I feel like he would most DEF have emotional sex, you got into an argument ? makeup sex. Havenât seen each in forever ? He will be insatiable. Youâre sad or stressed ? His mouth can help you feel better
Mommy Hwa is REALLL !
he eats shy girls UPPPPP for breakfast lunch and dinner like I need a hwa x shy listener fic made
Hongjoong:
has a photo album of you giving him brain and other freaky stuff on his phone and looks around before opening it to make sure members donât see đ
The jealousy/possessive sex would be crazy
Heâll either be petty as hell and make some snide remarks like after making you cum hard heâd be like âcould he make you dumb like this ? probably not right ?â
Or heâd overstim you like a MADDDD MAN to prove a point
deep stroke champ like seriously
Will have you stuttering + speaking nonsense during sex by having you speak so heâll hear you flustered..like heâll ask about your day and then speed his hips up and while you canât finish your sentence heâll go âcome on talk to me babyâŠâ
will lay back and have you ride him/be on top after a longgg day at the studio
needs to be the best you ever had
Yunho:
He purposely gives you his clothes with the main purpose being to fuck you in them at some point of the day
after a shower youâll ask him to bring you some clothes bc you forgot to grab some & instead of your own clothes he gives you a shirt and boxers of his and now look,, youâre in missionary with the shirt on đ«”đœ
Future Dilf Yunho is VERY VERY REAL !!
SighâŠthe infamous size kinkâŠno but heâd literally press his weight against you to keep you in place especially if youâre squirming too bad
his birth chart makes me feel like aftercare would be so rejuvenating and sweet when it comes to him ykwim like it would be amazingg
Dude I know heâs an ass man or likes thicker/curvier people
Yeosang:
EEEEEEEEVVVILLLLLLLLL [mermaid man voice]
like heâd be all shy and quiet and be like âsorry Iâm nervousâ and then has you on the bed done and fucked out in the end while sitting there just âđâ
I feel like he has a size kink like yunho since heâs so strong and built but not to the same extent
I am sooo for the idea that yeo likes seeing his s/o in lingerie like thatâs so real
most definitely whispers in your ear with his deep husky voice during it all
hes holding your legs open while eating you and notices that youâre covering your face and holding your voice so he kisses his way up to your ear and goes âcmon love whyâre you hiding from me.â while bringing his fingers in .
HE KNOWS WHAT HES DOINGGGGG
Gentle manhandling enthusiast
San:
Yes, yes he is the boyfriend that keeps you from going out the house to party by fucking you before/during you getting ready to leave
Youâre doing the final bits of your makeup and you have to do your hair + get dressed but allll of a sudden San comes in and asks where you going and then you say a party and nowww heâs suddenly âyouâre so pretty..let me look at you.â and now your makeup is ruined and clothes are GONE !
Switch San is REAL GUYS
Crazy stamina + positions you will be taking a quick nap after you two are through and yes he will take photos of you knocked out to laugh at later
This one writer said that if San smoked heâd pass it to you during sex and man. I am so in love with that idea . This can be found on @atinysuh âs account !
Mingi:
He gives aftercare but I feel like even so heâd want to be babied after too like be sooo nice and sweet to him please
I like to imagine Mingi being into older women and if not older women, women in powerful positions or confident/dominant women
Has a huge praise kink
like think about him going down on you and lightly tugging his hair and praising him sooo much while heâs between your legs heâd go ham as soon as you utter âFuck it feels so good Mingi..â he will make SURE you cum in the next 2 mins
This is lowkey unserious but like I imagine that pussy puts him to sleep like đ
I personally believe heâs a switch but when he does dom he is the biggest flirt and dirty talker with the upmost confidence
Wooyoung:
Same as Mingi I like to think heâd be into older women or women in positions of power
He probably has such a random libido or finds you doing the most normal/conventional things sexy
Youâll be cooking dinner later into the evening and while youâre at the stove stirring up the food heâd come from behind and wrap his arms around you, it seems innocent until he begins kissing + nibbling on your ear and lightly pressing himself into you from behind while muttering about how sexy you look
We all know he loves to be scolded + degraded like heâll pick small arguments just to hear you mad at him because it turns him on
Youâll tell him to slow down and him being the brat he is heâll speed up for a bit or he will slow down but goes harder than earlier
Heâs probably super into people who have an alt or at least a darker aesthetic and style
Jongho:
With his birth chart if you kiss his neck..he is DEFINITELY GONNA DEVOUR YOU plus he confirmed himself that he likes neck kisses
He is a thigh riding enthusiast.
Is 100% fully a dom and lowkey I feel like he cares more for giving to you rather than receiving back unless he asks
Tease him too bad and you WILL get consequences..whether itâs edging, teasing you 3x more, or even spanking you a couple times
Would take you out to eat and playfully tease you in the restaurant just so you can beg him to go home to fuck + he isnât asking for the bill until you beg good enough
FUTURE ! SUGAR DADDY! JONGHO IS REALLL (but youâll love giving + getting sugar from him)
Even if he wasnât a sugar daddy he most def is the provider boyfriend
like I just know the morning after a night of sex heâll leave before you wake up to go to work and youâll check your phone and see he dropped a couple bands into your bank account âFor being his good girl.â
Is it obvious Iâm Jongho biased LMFAOO
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things he wished he'd done ⥠psh
syn three things sunghoon wished he had done more often & one thing he ended up doing instead
wc 640 && trope idol! ex bf hoon x non idol! fmr mlist
note đïž ; my apology for ditching u guys 2 days straight đąđą i'll be back on that grind Again Tmr đđđ«” also gc saw it first yupp đȘđȘ
saying "i love you" more often
you understood sunghoon had a hard time both expressing and showing his feelings, so it wasn't surprising when he rarely told you the infamous "L" word. you didn't mind, though. sunghoon showed his love for you through other things like giving you gifts and telling you how gorgeous you looked. the only times he would say the three words is when you two would argue and when he felt like you were slipping through his fingers. you didn't find this intoxicating, as you knew that he loved you deep down, but you did wish he would tell you more often.
sunghoon felt the same. he wanted to tell you he loves you in multiple instances â but he could never get the words right. he really did love you. he believed that in every universe you two were meant to be and he wanted you to know that. so so badly. it didnt matter what the circumstances were in the other timeline â he just knew he loved you. and as long as you were there on his side, he would be okay.
spending more time with you
sunghoon struggled balancing out his busy schedule and you. of course, he had his days off where he spent the day with you, but majority of the time he was tired and wanted to stay home. you weren't in the scene nor did you plan to be, but you still understood that your boyfriend was a busy man. from concerts, tours, award shows and being an mc at music bank â he was bound to be tired at the end of the day. he was never home with you. of course, you did facetime daily but there was still this huge block between you two.
it wasn't that you didn't support his decision of being an idol, but it was clear that this relationship was bound to end due to his busy life â if even you didn't want it to.
communicating with you
even in the smallest inconveniences for your relationship, you wanted him to communicate. it was always number one priority on both ends to initiate communication. fortunately, there wasn't many problems in your relationship â until he started closing himself. it was completely out of the blue. from the dry replies and ignoring you when you came over to the dorms â it was obvious something was up.
you asked the guys what was wrong with him and they didn't seem to know either. you thought that maybe it was just stress from the upcoming tour. you gave him his space, hoping he would eventually tell you â but he never did.
the one thing he ended up doing â pushing you away
you ended up finding that many so called fans started saying that you were the reason he lost his spark. watching sunghoon's en-logs and seeing him the background of episodes acting weirder than usual â fans were getting suspicious. did something happen between you two? did you guys breakup? now, it wasn't any of their business, but some fans didn't understand that. when sunghoon started seeing all the tweets and sour posts about you, he was angered.
sunghoon wanted to tell everyone that it was all wrong, that you weren't the one who made him loose his spark â it was them. the media. the pressure. that you were in fact the one who made him so joyful. but he didn't. he couldn't. the only thing he could do was to hope that you didn't check any of your social medias. without knowing it, he distanced himself until you both couldn't take it anymore. one thing led to the other and your relationship with the man who was supposed to be your future husband was gone. three words, eleven letters.
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hi! could you please do a part 2 to enha forgets ur birthday? pls part 1 was so goodđ«”đŒđ«¶đ» i just wanna see them grovel lol
non!idol enhypen x non!idol reader
forgetting your birthday pt. 2 !
pt. 1
warnings : she/her pronouns used, cursing, crying, mentions of grief.
luna's diary : this one kinda sucks ugh. HELLA RUSHED because I went to a trip (Singapore + Malaysia) AND THE CELL SERVICE WAS terrible I'm so so so sorry anons this is very dissapointing but I felt bad making yall wait for so long. Promise to edit this as soon as I reach home!
HEESEUNG
After the realisation that your boyfriend, had indeed forgotten your birthday, the birthday spirits you had in the starting of the day had blown away. As promised he appeared to your door step with flowers in his hands as he murmured a set of apologies for forgetting your special day. Saying you were mad at your boyfriend would be a huge understatement. You were furious with a hint of disappointment. "baby I'm sorry please" he said as you closed your eyes felt a few tears threatening to fall. Noticing this heeseung hugged you tight and ran his hands in your head wondering how he could make it up to you. He knew he messed up and this couldn't be mended easily. Like a broken dam, your tears started flowing uncontrollably. "How could you forget hee?" you questioned him finally using your voice for the first time since he arrived. "I know pretty girl im so sorry" he said as his voice hitched and eyes swelling up with tears, his mind running on a marathon trying to find ways to make it up to you. Like a bulb lighting above his head, he left you on the spot and rushed to the living room.
A few minutes later he rushed back ushering you to follow him. Upon reaching the living room you saw a beautifully decorated living room with fairy lights, your favourite blankets with your snacks and your favorite movie ready to play. A smiled adorned your features as you heard him say "i know what I did was terrible but let me try to make it up to you".
JAY
He was at a party with the boys when you made him realised that he had messed up the date. He couldn't believe it. This man was shocked, mind blank wtf type shock. By the time he reached home he was already in tears. But when he saw how dark your house was with sadness evident on your face as you slept in your bed he broke down right in front of your sleeping figure.
How could he mess up the date that marks your creation? He was more dissapointed in him than you were tbh. You were soon awaken by the sounds of your boyfriend's cries. "Baby what's wrong?" You questioned him cradling his face. "I'm sorry princess I'm so sorry i can't believe I forgot your birthday"
He was more heartbroken than you were, his emotions all over the place. "Baby it's okay i promise" Cuddles and kisses you the whole night and clears his schedule for the next day.
JAKE
The whole day you patiently waited for Jake to show his existence to you. It was your birthday and you were excited to spend the day with him. But to no avail, he didn't show up. Deciding to occupy yourself with your phone, you saw a notification indicating that Jake had uploaded a story. The light in your eyes faded away as you took in Jake with Iseul, a junior, on your birthday.
Having done with this, you decided to finally text him. Upon realising what he had done, he rushed home to see you on the couch with a dark cloud above your head. "Hey baby" Jake started slowly. "I'm really sorr-" "Save it Jake I don't want to hear it" You responded cutting him off. "But baby you know Iseul is like a younger sister to me" He started again. He was walking on eggshells right now knowing that if he said anything wrong you would crack. "I get that she's a younger sister to you, but Jake it's my birthday, you could have comforted her tomorrow, but my birthday wont be tomorrow" You replied. "I waited for you so long, try and look at this in my point of view Jake" as you said that his eyes softened. "I'm so sorry, i get why you're mad at me baby please let me try and make it up to you" He said trying to mend things. "Just give me time Jake, i don't think I'll get over this easily" You said as you left the house.
You were back 3 hours later, with jake in the same spot you left him. He expression blanked as he looked at you. You were spooked out by him as you stared back at him for a moment. "Are you just gonna stand there for the rest of your life?" You asked giggling. Hearing your precious laughter he looked at you with a slight smile on his face. "Baby, I'm sorry i really am. I don't know how it managed to slip out of my mind. I swear i remembered it I'm so sorry" He said starting to ramble as you looked at him. His words barely registered in your mind due to how fast he was speaking. "Jake it's okay" "and i get it if you're still mad at me and don- wait what?" He asked confused. "You accept my apology?" He continued as you nodded. Finally moving after hours he engulfed you in a hug. "Thank you Thank you, I'll make sure this never happens again" he said gratefully. "You better not do this shit again" You said.
"Now tell me the Iseul tea"
SUNGHOON
When you asked him if he checked his calendar out of the blue he was confused. Why would you suddenly want him to check his calendar?
Upon actually checking his calendar he went pale realising he forgot your birthday, an occasion that shouldn't be remembered through a calendar. This guy was going through five stages of grief.
"no way i forgot my princess' birthday"
"how the fuck did I manage to forget her birthday?"
"God please let this be a dream"
"i forgot her birthday"
"okay i forgot her birthday, let's make it up to her" He said finally reaching the last stage of grief, acceptance. He rushed to your house to see you not there. He called your name multiple times hoping to get an answer from you finally seeing you sitting in the balcony.
"Hey baby, whatcha doin'?" your boyfriend asked you slowly walking towards you. "Nothing just sitting" You replied slowly, sadness evident in your voice. "Baby" Sunghoon starts again sitting next to you this time. He passed you a chocolate eyeing you to open it.
Upon opening it you noticed a small peice of paper with "I love you" and "I'm sorry" written on it. "I don't know how it slipped my mind, princess. But I will make it up to you, I promise". You understood his point of view, it was common to forget stuff. Though you were still hurt by this, you laid your head on his shoulder and the both of you silently enjoyed the scenery your balcony offered in silence.
SUNOO
The day had ended by the time your boyfriend had finally remembered your existence and decided to text you. You had held a party to celebrate your special day with your friends and family hoping to see a sign of sunoo. When sunoo had first texted you, you were shocked to find out that he had absolutely no idea what party or what special occasion you were talking about. You were devastated to find out that not only did he not know what day it was, but he expected you to tell him.
What kind of boyfriend doesn't remember his girlfriend's birthday and then expect her to tell him? You were mad at him with alot of hurt lingering inside you.
The clock read 1:30 am the moment he stepped inside the house. Looking around he saw leftover confetti, balloons and alocholic beverages yet to be picked up. All of this indicating that there was infact a party held. Sunoo knew that what he had done would not take a good turn and that it would take alot of fighting and apologizing to make it up to you. Spotting you with tears in your eyes, he made his way to you slowly pulling you into a hug and started apologizing.
He was sorry and guilty, you knew he was. But him expecting you to tell him that it was your birthday was where you drew the line.
You were unsure on whether you could forgive him at all. He promised to take you out tomorrow and attempt to make it up to you. You knew that wouldn't heal the hurt this had caused you, but you appreciated his efforts and agreed as you hugged him back.
JUNGWON
Out of all the people you liked in your life, you never expected Yang Jungwon to forget your birthday. If someone told you he would, you would laugh your ass off. But now, you were in tears as you held your phone finally deciding to text him.
You were in disbelief as you found out that he thought your birthday was next weekend. Thoughts like "How can someone mess up their lover's birthday?" "does he care less to not know which day" were running through your head.
He rushed into your home apologizing immediately mentioning how much he had planned and got a date wrong. He was on the verge of tears as you looked up at him rambling.
"Baby i promise i remembered, look I even had some gifts prepared" He said as he sped walk towards your shared dresser in the bedroom opening up a random compartment you had no idea existed. "What the fuck? Since when was that there?" You asked him in utter shock.
"It's always been there baby, you never noticed it" Jungwon said taking out a huge amount of gifts for you. "You weren't kidding when you said you were prepared huh?" You spoke as you scanned the bags. "Since last month" He winked at you as he led you to your living room.
"I'm so sorry, i can't believe I forgot your birthday I'm such a bad boyfriend" Jungwon apologized to you as guilt and shamed swirled in his orbs ( is this even right wtf - leaderwon ).l
"Won it's fine, don't worry" You said as a smile finally made its way on your face. "Now let's see what you got me I'm so excited" you said again as you smiled wider in happiness.
NI-KI
You were raging as you watched him play his video games for the entire day. You weren't an anti of games for you were also into playing. But it was your birthday today, a day he was supposed to spend with you instead of the ps5 Jay had gotten him on his birthday last year.
You were heartbroken as you tried to knock some sense into your boyfriend. Unfortunately, it didn't work. Finally giving up, you took your wallet and coat and left the house to get fresh air.
You could feel your phone vibrate as Ni-ki spammed your phone asking where you were. You decided against on replying and just walked ahead. Soon, you heard your boyfriend call your name from behind as he ran towards you. You tried walking faster since you didn't want to be with him at the moment. But your luck was unfortunate as he had legs long asf and caught up to you within moments.
"baby stop, come back home it's late" he begged. "Go back to your game, it's never too late for that" You said in a monotonous tone. "I'm sorry" "Sorry won't fix the day I lost waiting for you to fucking realise and rejecting all my friends who cared enough to want to spend the day with me" You said almost tearing up and walking again.
"I'm sorry" You heard him say as he stopped following you. You never heard his voice be so gentle in the 2 years you have been dating him. His voice sounded like he was on the brink of having a mental breakdown. "I really am" He said again and your heart dropped. You wondered if you were being too harsh on him.
Frozen in place, you could feel the tension in the air as the cool air blew through your hair. You were trying really hard to stay strong and hard but when you turned back to look at him, you could feel your heart drop to your stomach. You knew you were soft for this man, but the moment you looked at him you could feel emotions that you weren't aware yu could feel.
"Please" You heard him say. His eyes were pitiful with a tear threatening to fall. "I know i fucked up but please please let me try and make it up to you". You couldn't bare to see him like this anymore. "Fine" You sighed and walked towards him again.
You were hurt he missed your birthday, yes. But seeing him like that hurt you more. You knew you were deep as you held his hand and walked to the house the both of you resided in.
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àłââ· CREEPYPASTA S/O HEADCANNONS àłââ·
SYNOPSIS - Just how the creepypasta characters would be like as your s/o :)
PAIRINGS - Jeff the killer x Reader, âTicciâ Toby x Reader, Eyeless Jack x Reader, Ben Drowned x Reader, Hoodie/Brian x Reader.
àłââ· JEFF THE KILLER
Tbh Jeff a lil bitch đ€·ââïž itâs not like yk heâs js mean n shit even though heâs just mean n shit.
Like for instance say if yâall were just sitting on the couch cuddlin n shit and then someone walks in the room, Heâs pushing you off of him immediately.
Itâs not like he doesnât want to be affectionate, He just doesnât want people seeing, Heâd do a casually hug or hold hands around people but heâd never kiss you or anything like that around people idk why đ€·ââïž
But back to what i said about him being a lil bitch this mf will tease you and tear your ass up đ, Yâall could be casually play fighting on the bed and heâll push you off on purpose then laugh at you. Or He would walk up and say some random shit like for expample
Jeff : You built like a capital P
You : what??
Heâs just random asf but also When you two are alone oml this man is so vulnerable like heâd cuddle up next to you n shit, To the point that when he breaths out shorty ur breathing in that same air. He loves when u play w his hair even though itâs crusty asf (Please wash his hair)
For rating umm hes like a good 7/10
àłââ· âTICCIâ TOBY
how do i say this ummm⊠Heâs bipolar and yall both hate it.
Itâs so⊠Like one moment yâall are kissing and wtv then he js pushes you off of him and walks away and your js there like â?? wtfâ And then after heâll come back and kiss you and apologize and again your just like âwtf??â But you donât mind since he actually apologized.
Attachment issues. He will threaten you if you ever want to leave đ or like you tryna go to the store and bitch he js stops you he grabs your wrist and is like âgo sit yo ass downâ BUT NOT LIKE THAT đ and you js go sit down best option tbh.
He likes laying his head in between your thighs for some reason idk like especially if you got em big ol thighs đ and when you stroke his hair itâs like love.
When yâall are sleeping together ⊠heâs stiff this man doesnât move it he falls asleep in one position you will wake up and see him in that same position, And itâs bad to the point when sometimes you gotta check and see if heâs not dead, If he wakes up while your doing so heâs lookin at you like âtf is u doing?â
Heâs a good kisser donât question it but istg, You could be in the kitchen getting something to eat he js walks up behind you flips you facing him and he js kisses you bitch tongue deep in ur mouth (He got that W rizz đ«”đ)
Heâs like a good ummm 7/10 too
àłââ· EYELESS JACK
He has definitely watched you sleep more than 5 timesâŠ
He not tryna be creepy with it he just wants to make sure that youâre sleeping well itâs all outta love. But ngl sometimes he will wake you up by biting your neck n shit but are you really complaining?? Right i didnât think so.
If you ever cut yourself heâs the number one person for you to go to He was a medical student yk before the whole ⊠scarfice thing ⊠But if your bleeding heavy donât step within a feet of him, istg he gonna start buggin out and most likely will try to eat you (Outta love tho).
I can say his tongue is very long ⊠;) Like make out sessions end in a snap then yâall end up fuckin đ€·ââïž (we can get to those fuckin headcannons another day đ).
He used to be a good cook but since he doesnât eat ⊠people food anymore he just stopped cooking but if youâd ask him to make you something heâd do it for you no questions asked, Like maybe sometimes youâd wake up to breakfast in bed from him đ.
Heâs a quiet person to say the least tho like you barely see him interact with other pastas or wtv tf they called but yeah heâs usually by himself or with you one of the two.
Heâs a 10/10 at everything đ
àłââ· BEN DROWNED
He has definitely asked you multiple times if you wanted to film yâall fuckin âŠ
He has made you try playing games mostly horror games or shooters in which either you rage quit or got scared and quit, He enjoys seeing you scared or seeing you js upset and angry.
If your the type of person who brings their phone into the bathroom with them heâd use that as an advantage and js crawl out of ur phone.. He has done that multiple different times.
When yâall hug he either sniffs you or your hair and then your js like âDid he sniff my hair..?â He does it cause he doesnât wanna forget what you smell like idk why but yk .. Attachment issues.
He always notices little slight things about you. Like you cut your hair a bit..He knows, You just cut your nails..He knows, Just got new underwear..He knows.
Heâs most def a 8/10 yk minus the little weird things⊠đŽ
àłââ· HOODIE
Yeah um⊠This man will manipulate and make you think that youâre nothing without him ⊠(outta love tho)
He doesnât genuinely care abt what you do unless it involves another person specifically another man, Thatâs when he starts to care.
Since heâs uhm a drug addict he would def try to get you high at some point, and when you do he would record the whole experience js for shits n giggles idk
Also same as ben he has probably asked if you wanted to record yall fuckin but even if you say no heâs not talking at as an answer, He will record it and then after show you ⊠đ
He likes it mostly when your vulnerable bc he could spew so many lies to you just so you wonât leave him (Best manipulator iâve ever seen)
When yâall sleep together, you have to be directly laying on top of him or else heâs not sleeping. Period.
Heâs a 6/10 (but heâs so fine đđ«¶) Yeah but umm he has a lot of problems âŠ
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I gotta do another one but yk itâs more nice or either itâs gonna be very nsfw đ«”đ
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âč àŁȘ Ëđ©âËâč⥠so what do you recommend? nishimura riki x gn! reader
250ish words- riki being a loser- engene reader working at a donut shop - masterlist
you stood at the counter waiting for your name to either be called to the back or for someone to come in. the chain you work at was supposed to be closed today but your manager asked if you could come in for this specific store as you guys decided to be open
to be honest you didnât mind, you liked your job and itâd keep you distracted from the fact you couldnât make it to a concert you desperately wanted to go to. you had the money to attend just not the means to get there, who seriously has a concert mid week? and in a place where they already go to every tour? it wasnât that far but just the hassle of getting there and work. ugh it was just a mess. you really wanted to go too⊠you loved k-pop and concerts. especially hybe groups and especially enhypen.
unfortunately the cards just arenât in your favor this leg of the tour.
you sighed as you watched out the window as people walked by the store, wondering who was going to walk in and ask for a donut. you looked down for a split second picking at the bandaids that covered your fingers from earlier in the day.
when the little ding came up you perked up. smiling at the two boys who walked in.
âhi welcome in! how can i help you?â you leaned against the donut case in front of you. the two boys looked at you and then at eachother. you took a quick note of the apparel
one was shorter than the other, denim vest, chain, a backwards hat that looked oddly familiar. when you took note of the taller one your heart stopped for a moment.
there was no way this was happening to you at workâŠ
the taller one wore the absolute ugliest jacket and jean combo you have ever seen in your life, and he wore the ugliest baseball cap to accompany it. the unfortunate part was, youâd recognize that ugly outfit combo anywhere.
âum hi sorry about that- can i get-â
AUSTRALIAN đ«”
okay y/n play it cool.
the taller one who you assumed you knew to be none other than nishimura riki, hit the shorter one and stood closer to you.
âiâm sorry heâs dumb-â the taller one spoke, âwe have never been here before actually-â
âI LITERALLY HAV-â
the taller one waved him off and kept his attention on you. the closer he got to the case display, the more you could see the little mole under his eye.
âignore him.â he said quickly, you couldnât help the small laugh that escaped you. he leaned against the counter next to the case display and looked at you.
âso what do you recommend..?â
was he trying to hit on you?
you put your hand under your chin and looked at him, throughly enjoying this and thanking the universe if this was real and not just delusion, âdefinitely anything with crĂšme but you cannot go wrong with a strawberry donut.â you smiled at him. you heard riki giggle under his mask and his friend(who you guessed was jake) groaned, probably embarrassed.
âi love strawberries actually. iâll get both though.â he said and you started to bag them up, you looked up at his friend.
âanything for you?â
jake walked closer to the counter and apologized quietly, âcan we just get two dozen of the signature donuts too..?â
you nodded and grabbed the ready to go boxes behind you.
âactually can i pick the-â riki spoke big jake interrupted him.
âMAN STOP MAKING THE WORKERS JOB HARDER JUST BECAUSE YOU THINK THEYRE CUTE!â he shoved him and got shoved back. you started to giggle again and gave them their total.
jake paying and trying to apologize for his friendâs behavior.
they quickly grabbed their donuts and headed out, riki wishing you a good day before running into the door and getting laughed at by jake.
you felt yourself look down smiling.
part of you felt like you were being delusional until you saw a little piece of paper near your sticky notes that you used to remember restockâŠ
âbe back tomorrow by MYSELF- hope ur working-
my name is riki :)â
your jaw dropped slightly before you pocketed the note and was called back by your manager to help in the back. you quickly scurried to the back of the house and tried to hide your smile.
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CHERRY BOWS
genre. fluff. cheol as a dad.
warnings. toddler/parent stuff. cheol gets jelly.
pairing. husband!scoups x wife!reader.
wc. 1k.
request. request by @blue-jisungs: you asked for soft hours n i shall give!! itâs been in my mind for a hot while actually but iâm too busy rn to do it myself⊠and youâre the perfect person bc U MADE ME THINK IF TJAT đ«”đ«” jealous dad seungcheol :( ofc he loves u n ur kid but give him some attention too smh >:T
and requested by anon: i love your svt as dads!! theyâre all so cute and iâd like to request one for cheol!
a/n. i love love love dad cheol omg :( my second dad fic for him hehe <3 hes so girl dad coded and SOOOOO ADORABLE SKDJKS I LOVE HIM!!!!
âYou ate without meâŠ?â Cheolâs sleepy mumble was the first thing you heard from him. He had tiredly trudged downstairs when he had woken up and you werenât next to him in the bed. It was already a bad start to the day when that happened, and he was frowning and pouting and generally sulking about it by the time he found you.
He wrapped his arms around you from the back, trapping you in the middle of the living room so you couldnât continue without giving him the attention he needed. You smiled at his clinginess and deep raspy morning voice, but scoffed at how baby-like he was in the morning. Sometimes he acted even more like a child than your actual child.Â
Eunha was your now 2 year old daughter. She was adored by everyone and constantly doted on. She could be a handful at times, but only because she had started to take after your bossiness and knew exactly how to appeal to Seungcheol. If she ever wanted something, all she had to do was look at them with those big boba eyes that she got from him, and heâd be folding.
He loved her more than anything. Probably even more than you, but you were okay with it. It warmed your heart how much he cared for his daughter. Heâd die for her in a heartbeat without a second of hesitation. You were learning more and more every day the love a father could hold for his children. You had expected this attitude when you married him, of course. Because you knew him and you knew how caring he was. He was so filled with love for people and the world, and you were so lucky to have him.
Starting a family had always been a dream for both of you, and Eunhaâs birth had been your biggest blessing. It was challenging to take care of a toddler, but you and Cheol always did your best.
Eunha was happily playing with her toy dolls after eating breakfastâ the entire living room spread with her mess. It was always a constant of cleaning her toys in the evening just for her to make a new mess the next day, but you didnât mind. It was worth it to see her so happy, and though it could be stressful to have a messy space sometimes, her happy giggles made up for it.
âWere you playing dolls with her without me as well?â Cheol asked, the pout he was wearing somehow finding its way into his tone. You giggled and he squeezed you tighter out of jealousy. He didnât want to admit that he missed your attention being only on him, but it was true.Â
You were getting up earlier to feed Eunha and play with her in the morning. The sleepy morning cuddles that Cheol looked forward to every time he fell asleep next to you were becoming rarer and rarer and he felt bitter about the change. It just wasnât the same with Eunha. It wasnât worse, it was definitely better in most aspects, but the free time that he had enjoyed before was being sucked away by the little child.
âShe wanted me to be the doctor.â You told him, explaining the dynamics of Eunhaâs favourite game. She would be the mother to her little baby doll, and either Cheol or you would usually be the doctor.
âThe bed was so cold without youâŠâ He murmured, pushing his cheek against your neck. His skin was warm against yours and you leaned into him more, savouring the feeling.
âIâm sorry. You know that Eunha likes to get up earlyâŠâ You whispered.
âShe shouldâve woken me up instead of you. Arenât you tired?âÂ
âA bit. Eating breakfast with her was nice, though. She insisted on having strawberries with her yogurt since she had seen me eat it like that once.â You smiled. Seungcheol pouted.
âI thought I was her favouriteâŠâ He was mostly joking, of course, but slightly hurt. He had always been susceptible to jealousy. Maybe he was a little too greedyâ he loved watching you and Eunha spend time together, but he also hated being left out.
Your little moment of warm embrace was interrupted after 2 minutes, a giggly Eunha running up and clinging to her fatherâs leg. She babbled something about her doll and wanting to get ice cream later today, which you were sure Seungcheol would indulge her in. He spoiled her too much.
You were happy to see your husbandâs pout lift up into the sweetest of grins. He picked up Eunha, holding her so that she was resting on his hip. He kept one arm around you; almost if you would run away and leave him if he didnât. Which was probably partially true since you hadnât cleaned up from breakfast yet.
âGive daddy a kiss?â Cheol asked Eunha, giggles ensuing amongst both of them. She leaned forward and kissed his cheek cutely and you smiled. Now that Seungcheol was awake as well, the two would be inseparable for the rest of the dayâ especially since Cheol didnât have any work to get to.
The morning happily proceeded with a small second breakfast and playtime. Now that your husband was being included in every activity, he was all smiles and giggles. He liked being the centre of attention; you had discovered that fact throughout the years. He was the happiest man in the world when he knew he was making his daughter happy.
Her happiness always came first, even when it relied on Seungcheolâs hair being tied up in pigtails with little cherry-coloured bows because Eunha wanted to play hairdresser. You were almost envious of how cute he looked in them. It was impossible not to love everything that Cheol did.
Along with the bows came matching sweaters with a cherry pattern for father and daughter. One look at the two and you could easily declare them the two cutest human beings in the entire world.
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sungchan as your boyfriendâŠ
pairing: non-idol!sungchan x gn!reader
word count: 573!
genre(s): pure fluff like hold onto your hats because this might make you fall in love with him kinda fluff + (no warnings!)
cocoâs <3 note: thank you @okkotsu-simp for requesting this đ€
â sungchan who first meets you at your universities library because youâre sitting in his usual spot and heâs seriously irritated about it but he thinks youâre too beautiful to tell you off
â that same sungchan decides to just take the seat in front of you and smiles when you look up at him surprised, heâll explain that youâre in his spot and shake his head no quickly after when you try to get up and offer it back to him, instead asking you what youâre working on
â the rest is history after that, you have a mutual crush on one another and he asks you out immediately after watching the library worker try and flirt with you, something about how youâre his significant other and he thought it was obvious to evereyone???
â sungchan is the type of boyfriend to introduce you to the things he usually does alone, this isnât to say he doesnât continue to do them alone but if he thinks youâll enjoy going on a walk in his favorite park then heâll be sure to plan for you to try it out with him
â he wonât force you to try new things (foods, activities, hobbies, etc.) but he would most definitely encourage it
â he knows how hard university can get so he will always make sure youâre taking care of yourself
â youâve been up for hours working on a final paper? itâs time to sleep love, and he means it! heâs a strong guy do you really think he wonât trick you with cuddles on his bed then trap you in his arms till you eventually fall asleep?
â sungchan who canât cook to save his life but will learn to make you soup for when you catch a cold
â sungchan who buys your pet clothes he thinks will look cute on them and swoons whenever you send him pictures of them wearing the outfits he bought
â sungchan who is the biggest cuddle bug youâll ever meet, like seriously he loves his cuddles so much and demands them every night
â sungchan who so badly wants to meet your parents because he wants them to know who is dating their baby but is also so nervous to meet them that he freaks out all day till you drag him to dinner shaking
â sungchan who goes out of his way to form an authentic friendship with your friends because he knows how much they mean to you and wants to make sure they know how much you mean to him
â sungchan who drives with one hand, and places the other over you to make sure youâre safe when heâs backing out of places (i need him)
â sungchan who gets pouty when you wonât kiss him because youâre sick and donât want him to catch your cold (he swears up and down he doesnât care but pouts even more when he catches it)
â sungchan who always lets you taste his food when you guys go out to eat together
â sungchan who helps you study for exams you have coming up
â sungchan who invites you back to his place for holidays away from school when you canât go back home
â sungchan who buys you flowers all the time because he knows they make you smile
â sungchan who notices the little habits you have, like tapping your fingers nervously or squeezing his hand a bit tighter when youâre excited about something
â sungchan who when he has a bad day at work or school calls you because hearing your voice immediately puts his mind at ease and washes away all his worriesâŠ
cocoâs <3 note: right so like I NEED HIM. okay moving on! I could totally go on forever with these but I decided that I should maybe just post them because if I didnât stop myself I definitely would have never posted this and just kept adding to it for months on end (this is totally not the reason I havenât posted my jay bf hcs ahahahaha why would you even think that silly goose!) anyways I hope you enjoy these and fantasize ïżŒ about sungchan the same way I did when writing them đ€Łđ«”đœ as always, feedback and reblogs are always appreciated <3
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Naww funny asf idea you might like, the reader having a thing for their male yautjas chest, you know overall like âBOOBIES, THE TIDDIESâ and their mate just having to put up with their shenanigans
(Donât forget to stay hydratedđ«”)
Boobies, Yes
Pairing: Wolf x Reader
Word Count: 1808
Summary: A menace, a daring menace. That's what you are. Any chance you're given, you attack. How can you resist? They're right there! Your hands need to hold them. They look so heavy for your Yautja.
Author Note: This, this is gold. Tiddies are the best, no matter one who or what. Muscle or not, Yautjas have great boobies. Thank you for this wonderful ask.
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Ao3
How could you ignore them? Especially when theyâre right there! Even though Wolf was leaner compared to a few of his hunting buddies, he had enough to grab. You snickered quietly as you eyed up the lethal Yautja sitting in his pilotâs chair. He was none the wiser as you stood off to the side. Well, you believed he didnât know you were there. But this is Wolf weâre talking about. He scented you the moment you entered the room.
One of the things he taught you from the time youâve stayed with him, you were able to step lightly as you snuck over to him. You kept behind him, bare feet not making a sound on the warm metal floors. A poised hunter, trained from one of the best.
The chair sat about three feet in front of you. This was your chance! You took a step to the right, ready to spring around it and surprise Wolf.
âWhat do you think youâre doing, little hunter?â The question hung in the air. You tensed up, muscles freezing up. Damn⊠You stayed where you were, hoping heâll just brush it by. âHopeâ that wonât do much for you in the situation. Wolf said your name, not a warning or anything. He just spoke it.
Air pushed out of your nostrils as airy scoff. Finally, you stepped out from behind the chair and relinquished your hiding spot. Wolf sat relaxed in his seat, one elbow resting on the arm rest. His other limb was messing with a screen. By the looks of it, he was checking his messages. As one of the greatest hunters out there, he was quite busy.
Wolfâs eyes glanced at you for a moment. The Yautja held a nonchalant gaze when he looked at. âWhat are you doing?â You placed a hand on his unused arm rest and leaned a little in. A playful grin growing on your smug face. You didnât try to hide it once of ever.
âOh nothing, nothing at all.â A total lie but he had no idea. Probably. Your eyes flickered down. Target acquired.
Today was a relaxing day. All Wolf was wearing was his loin cloth a leather shoulder guard. The leather band went over his chest and up his shoulder. He was free to show off his body that you loved. You were happy to drink it in. But thatâs not why you were standing next to him. There was a special part you were after.
A scaled brow was raised slightly. His gaze was still on the screen before him, pointer finger flicking through messages. Wolf hummed his suspicion at your retort.
Perfect. The grin on your face widened more. Then you attacked. Your free hand surged forward and latched onto one of the pecs of Wolf. You squeezed, the muscle for the second soft, not being flexed. The very next second, they were rock solid in your grasp.
A massive, calloused hand wrapped around your wrist, easily swallowing it up. The limb tugged you forward towards Wolf. Instantly, you gulped and laughed softly, almost nervously.
Deep down, you donât know how this alien tolerates your antics, but he does.
Said Yautja leaned in close, hot breath fanning over your skin. âWhat do you think youâre doing?â he reilerated and emphasized by pulling on your limb to get you even closer. Wolf flicked his upper mandible. It brushed against your cheek.
You kept that grin plastered on your features. âWhat do you mean?â you asked of him oh-so innocently. All of that was a lie.
Wolf huffed then his eye glanced down at your hand still holding his pec. You still pretended to not know what heâs referring to. This is what you loved about him. One of the many things you loved about Wolf. He let this happen. He let you fool around â safely of course.
Since you hadnât moved the limb, Wolf flexed his muscle you were holding onto. He left it untensed once he was done showing off. This was a new opportunity. Your hand squeezed it again. You giggled excitingly. Afterwards, you were able to remove Wolfâs hand on you and walk off.
The entire interaction confused Wolf. He let you go though and returned to the screen before him. An amused smile on his face as he shook his head. Whatever will he do with you?
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That was the first time youâve done but it wasnât the last. Itâll never be the last! No matter how many times you do it to him, no matter what he wears, your hands find his boobies. Soft, velvet skin continuous met the palm of your small hands. After so many tries, youâve lost count of the successes. Not that it matters though. Mostly.
This time consist of a drive-by. Multiple success in one day. Four in total. Time to make it five.
Your feet carried you swiftly down the main hall. Wolf was lifting himself out of his chair and strolling down the same hall as you. Since the atmosphere of the ship is to his liking, he can freely discard his biomask. In conclusion, you could see his eyes closely watching you. It was like Wolf already knew what was to happen. There was suspicion floating in his eyes.
Careful steps lead towards your known target. Each one counted down. Wolf tried to keep a wide berth but he canât escaped you. Not when heâs trained to be a hunter like him.
âBoobies!â you shouted and grasped his free pec lightning fast. One squish and you were racing down the hall away from him, towards the cockpit. Sometimes heâll give chase after you. Otherâs â like this time â heâll stop, turn to face your direction, and quirk a brow. Nothing will be said in exchange. Heâll just watch you, trying to hide the minute smile on his alien face. But youâve spotted it, twice. He likes this game you rope him into playing. Different, fun, and seeing you smile, thatâs what matters to him greatly.
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This incident consisted of the two of you back on Yautja Prime. Though, considered dangerous for you, a ooman. No one dared laid finger on you. Not when you smelled like Wolf or when he was around you. Many barely gave you a glance before giving you the space Wolf silently demanded. All the males, of course did this. The females, they were different. Thankfully, not many of them were out today in the shopping district of Wolfâs hometown.
While in the publicâs eye, Wolf wasnât the most friendly. As one of the most deadly hunterâs out there, he had to keep up his image. With that in mind, Wolf couldnât be touchy-touchy with you. No holding hands, not even a hand on your shoulder. That didnât stop you from being extremely close with Wolf. Like any hunter, he knew the dangers of his own planet. You were kept in front of him at all times.
Wolf corralled you towards a vendor he was needing to visit. It was easy to keep you contained. Once the two of you arrived, Wolf began to speak to the other alien. You were expected to stay between Wolf and the table. The safest place to be. And thatâs where you stayed, mostly peacefully.
The vendorâs table didnât have much that interested yourself, computer components by the looks of it. You looked at what they had before quickly losing interest. Instead, you turned around to face Wolf. He had his biomask on, a way to hide his emotions better. But you could read his body language plainly.
Standing in front of him, about to his midriff, you couldnât contain your smirk. It was your precursor to your actions. Your hand grabbed at his pec once again and squeezed. The Yautja didnât even move or flex the muscle. You huffed and fake fell towards him. Now, your face buried between his glorious boobs. Mmm, best place to be!
Now, your Yautja stiffened slightly, spine tensing but he did nothing more than that. You happily stayed there. Wolf didnât do anything with his hands. He let them hang at his sides, though his fingers did twitch. Not that you saw or even felt them move.
After the two of you were done at the vendor, Wolf stepped back. You werenât expecting this and stumbled since your weight was pressed into him. He placed a hand on your shoulder for one moment to catch you. Then it fell away back to Wolfâs side. He turned around and started walking away. This sort of thing wasnât unnatural out in public. You donât take any offense to his actions out here. That didnât stop you from teasing him. All with a smirk on your face.
He stalked away like a predator, like the hunter he is. You were quick to scramble after him, a pep in your step.
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Two perfectly shaped breasts just sitting there. All of this has been going on for weeks. And it wonât stop. You couldnât help but snicker quietly as you walked alongside Wolf in the ship. Dinner had been prepared. He had come to get you so the two of you could eat.
As the pair of you made their way into the kitchen, you spun on your heel and stopped in front of Wolf. He paused as well, head tilted down to look at your smaller frame. A brow was quirked up. Recognition flashed in his eyes. Yet, Wolf didnât move. You giggled. Immediately, you placed a hand on his exposed pec and squeezed. You leaned in and stood on your tippy-toes. This was Wolf though, he stood far too tall for you to press a kiss to his mandible.
The wall met your back, a hand cushioned the back of your skull. Then, that limb pinned your hip. The other hand was firmly wrapped around your neck, promptly pinning you to the wall as well. You gasped harshly and stared up at Wolf in shock. Nevertheless, your fingers still grasping his chest.
Wolf leaned down, warm breath fanning over your face. Dark tresses creating a half circle curtain around us. His three mandibles twitching, dark eyes scanning over your features before locking onto your eyes. The upper fang caressed your cheek bone. âAre you going to continue doing that?â he growled. Internally, you knew that didnât have a single bite in it.
You stretched out your neck to be closer to him. âYes.â
Dinner was forgotten about.
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We've had Remmy only for a day but I'm already in love with him. V? Who's that? Come here Remmy boy đ«”
On that note, V and Remmy as rivals would be hilarious. V would call Remmy a freak for his dolls despite commissioning custom figures of reader for his.... Jar collection, and Remmy would respond by stabbing a needle through doll V's kidneys. All I want Rem to put V in the hospital. Just football kick that bitch into traffic.
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V: Aren't you a little old for dolls?
Remmy: Y/n doesn't think so... Do you, Y/n? [Pulls doll reader out of his pocket and nods their little head with his hand]
V: ...give me that one.
Remmy: what!- No!
V: I'll pay any price
Remmy: Y/n is priceless! Stay away from us or I'll have to hurt you.
V: Just give me the doll!
Remmy: I'll break your fingers if you come any closer!
[Later]
Reader, on the phone: Hello?
V: Hey..so, I broke every finger in both hands and was wondering if you could take care of me until they heal.
[Reader hangs up]
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ÊáŽáŽâê± ÉąáŽ ÉąáŽÊê°ÉȘÉŽÉą Ꭵ/ ÊÉŽ4
đê±áŽáŽáŽáŽÊÊ: maybe you shouldnât be late to any event you go to, or bare minimum donât make any bets you know youâre not going to win. having no hand-eye coordination is not great when youâre being forced to play golf.
đáŽáŽÉŽáŽáŽÉŽáŽ ᎥáŽÊÉŽÉȘÉŽÉą: i think iâm funny. one or two dirty jokes. and reader does have a lil injury (nothing bad). not edited at all đ
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áŽáŽáŽÉŽáŽ: the doc says 900 words?? it feels longer idk
đáŽáŽÉȘÊÉȘÉŽÉą: lando x black!fem!reader (itâs mainly twitch trio focused-alex,george & lando)
đÉąáŽÉŽÊáŽ: smau
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áŽÊáŽáŽáŽ: swang âą rae sremmurd
áŽÊáŽê°áŽáŽáŽ: iâd like to remind everyone that the people asked for this hellscape! you đ«”đœ asked for it. itâs long, like LONG. anyways: max is definitely the type of dude to use the cat emojis. my bad to my charles girlies, he did not make the cut for this đ i had to get rid of like three or four ig posts and stories to make this all fit into one tblr post, and none of that had charles content đ« . also, the plot damn near ran away from me, but itâs barely thereâitâs kinda more friend focused than lando x reader until the end! uh thereâs one part in here that was inspired by tik tok comments, yâall will know which one đ
inspired by the fact that my brother hit me with a golf club when i was a child đi think iâm pretty funny so i hope you guys find this funny asl, otherwise what did i do this for?
if you want me to post the outtakes lmk
send me some requests or talk to me pls đ
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georgerussell63: off to a terrible start for golf day. my girlfriends âwifeâ is crashing the party, and my mates gf is already -4 after two holes đ
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lilymhe: light work đȘđŒ no reactionđ„±
user: not his girlfriendâs wife â ïž
â„ user: who does he think keeps carmenâs bed warm when heâs not at home???
alex_albon: welcome to watch mojo! and today weâre counting down our top 10 times our gfâs ditch us for each other đ€š
â„ user: and?
â„ user: what else are they supposed to do alexander đ
y/ninstagram: put some respeCK on my name princling, or next time i see u its on sight đĄ im aiming the golf club straight at you
â„ georgerussell63: you canât even hit the golf ball in under three tries, or aim anywhere near the holes
â„ georgerussell63: i think iâll be fine
â„ y/ninstagram: đđ i'll remember this george william russell, ur asking for it
carmenmmundt: george failed to mention that heâs +3 already
â„ georgerussell: like, literally nobody asked you to say that đ
â„ landonorris: drag him !!! he doesnât get to say shit about our wife đ€
â„ carmenmmundt: *my wife
â„ user: lmfaooo im đ
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alex_albon: ladies and gentlemen, introducing: *my* girlfriend đ€€âš
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y/ninstagram: we MUST stay focused sisters
y/ninstagram: gawd damnâŒïž wifey could hit me with that golf club any day
â„ carmenmmundt: fuck the club, iâll let her run me over w the cartđ„Ž
lilymhe: next hole, iâll show you guys what a proper stoke is đ
â„ lilymhe: since our bfâs seem to underperformâŠon the golf course obv
â„ user: AYOOO?!!
â„ carmenmmundt: okay đ
â„ y/ninstagram: why r my thighs wet rn
â„ user: dO THEY KNOW THIS IS PUBLIC
alex_albon: iâm at a loss for words
â„ landonorris: this is literally your fault
â„ georgerussell63: canât believe you mate đ«€
â„ alex_albon: how is this MY fault??! whattddiddiddoo
lilymhe âą 5hrs ago
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y/ninstagram: idk y ur complaining? the cart is parked. on its side, but itâs parkedđ
carmenmmundt: i think weâve punished ourselves
alex_albon: shouldâve left her ass at home like i said đ
francisca.cgomes: idk even know why yâall let her drive the cartđš
y/ninstagram âą 4 hrs ago
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maxfewtrell: ur joeeee kingggg. ur joe king đ
francisca.cgomes: i wouldnât even trust u with the scorecardâbut pop off !!! girl boss shit
danielricciardo: SO I HAD TO, GRIND LIKE THAT TO SHINE LIKE THIS đŁïžđŁïžâŒïžđŻ
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lando.jpg: âi have the highest score out of everybody here! +26 up on yâall hoes!â - y/n
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lando.jpg: BRO SAID ABSOLUTELY NOTHING đ„¶đ„¶đ„đ„đ„
â„ maxfewtrell: SHE SOUNDS FIRE đ„ ON MUTE âŒïžđŻ
lilymhe: SHE GOT A HIDDEN TALENT đ„đ„đ„ KEEP IT HIDDEN đ„đ„đ„
â„ alex_albon: no talent â
JUST STRAIGHT ASS đŻđŻđŁïžđŁïžđ„đ„
georgerussell63: THIS IS FIRE đ„ PUT IT OUT âŒïž
user: SHE SPITTING BARS đŻđŻđŻ PUT HER BEHIND THEM đ„đ„đ„
user: THE SILENCE IS SO LOUD WHEN THIS HITS đŁïžđ„đ„
user: WE STARTED FROM THE BOTTOM đ„đ„đ„ NOW WEâRE DIGGING đŁïžđŁïžđ„đŻâŒïžđđœđđœ
y/ninstagram: y u hurt me đȘ
â„ carmenmmundt: i think youâre underrated, honestly <; 3
â„ y/ninstagram: aw ty carmie :)
â„ carmenmmundt: I HOPE IT STAYS THAT WAY đ„¶đ„¶âŒïžâŒïžđđ»đđ»
â„ y/ninstagram: bee-eff-eff-aur: be FUCKING for real đ
y/ninstagram âą 3 hrs ago
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maxverstappen1: i donât want to laughâman who TF am i kidding đčđčđč
alexandrasaintmleux: how THE fuck did u manage to give yourself a concussion??!
carlossainzjr: pobrecitađȘ how đ terrible đ can you tell lando to come over when ur done
carlossainzjr: hello
carlossainzjr: niña i can see you reading my messages
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landonorris: thank you for all the wishes about y/n (not u carlos, youâre in time out). she only has a mild concussion, and verbally assaults me when i wake her up every two hours đ to make sure sheâs alive đ€
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landonorris: god forbid i stop her from dying đ±
â„ carlossainzjr: heyyy be nice to her sheâs in another world right now
â„ landonorris: u r not slick sainz. donât expose our affair to my gf when sheâs injured
â„ carlossainzjr: she wonât even remember this đ„ș
â„ user: sirđïžđđïž, this is a wendyâs drive through
℠user: they know this on the internet 4ever right�
lilymhe: this girl swung the club, missed the ball, and let go of the damn club no follow through
â„ carmenmmundt: it hit the ground and ricocheted back at her
â„ alex_albon: and she got knocked on the forehead hard asl
â„ georgerussell63: the noise it made was hilarious đ yâall shouldâve been there
â„ user: geORGE WILLIAM????
â„ georgerussell63: iâm mad we didnât get it on video smh đ
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iâd love like a scenario about his infinity or something like that where he never lets anyone touch him even the reader but thereâs like a moment where he does or something? could be an established relationship or not idrc. and you can make it smutty or not itâs up to youuu.
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within infinities
pairing: gojo satoru x fem reader
contents: angst, brief mention of self harm from satoru, alc consumption, fingering, some nipple play, use of lube, unprotected sex (wrap it đ€šđ«”đŒ), and aftercare (sorry if i missed anything)
synopsis: after suguru left satoru behind, he was left to try to rebuild what was left. he shut himself down, blocking out the world as an attempt to keep himself from getting hurt. after trying out several methods to cope with the pain inside of him, he learned that it wasnât what he needed.
authorâs note: thank you for the request, anon! hopefully you enjoy <3
word count: 7k
Gojo Satoru was the strongest sorcerer alive.
And yet, an overwhelming sensation of weakness filled his body like a cruel poison. Slowly clawing away at him and his body until there was nothing left but a simple hollow shell of what he used to be. Nothing left but just the memories of a time where he used to actually be happy. Of a time where he wasn't depending on memories to keep him going throughout the day.
He thought he noticed everything, small details that nobody else would've thought to pay attention to. The cigarette brands that Shoko consistently pilfered through to find the one with the strongest nicotine output. A different colored ribbon that Utahime put in her hair on a random Tuesday morning.
The one thing he'd been so oblivious to was the suffering that Suguru had been going through. The one thing that should've been clear to him since the start. The immense amount of blame that Satoru placed upon himself would've been too much for a regular person to handle, but he'd convinced himself that he deserved to feel like this. Convinced himself that it was only right for him to feel a fraction of the pain that Suguru must've been going through.
Satoru tortured himself mentally for days on end, thinking about what could've been different if he hadn't been so consumed with his own problems. If he would've been enough reason for Suguru to stay. Though, he liked to imagine that maybe things would've been different if he had begged, other times he wasn't too sure. But it all stems down to the same thing, if only he had noticed. If only he'd tried harder. If only. If.
Gojo attempted to put up a front, to pretend like nothing bothered him with the stupid jokes that he shared and the smiles that hurt his cheeks from how unnatural they are. Yet after a while, little cracks started to show in his otherwise perfect image. Black rings circled below his eyes, almost an unnatural look on his pale skin. Tiny crescent marks formed on his palms from how deep he dug his nails in.
He grew accustomed to hearing "Are you okay?" directed towards him, growing even more accustomed to saying yes and giving them a polite smile so he'd be left alone. Even with Shoko, he'd grown used to lying through his teeth to her. He could see the suspicion lying within her expression, but it wasn't addressed. Much like how her own pain regarding the situation wasn't addressed.
The group of four broke down as Satoruâs absence continued, the only ones left being you and shoko. He hadn't meant to push the two of you away, but a part of him couldn't fathom that the two of you could be capable of hurting the same way he was. He and Suguru were connected in a way that he'd never managed to achieve with anyone, a way that made him forget he was the strongest sorcerer for a moment.
You knocked on Professor Yagaâs door after getting called down here, listening for a 'come in' before stepping into the office. If that was even an appropriate name for the space that Yaga had. The walls almost seemed to close in as you walked inside, approaching him slowly.
Yaga was in the middle of sewing one of his dolls, barely giving you a glance as he finished up with the stitch that he had to make. "You called for me?" You asked him after a couple seconds of uncomfortable silence. You felt yourself shrink when he looked up from the task, his face completely void from emotion.
"I need you to check up on Gojo. His behavior recently has been concerning, to say the least," he put down the wool he had in hand, a stern look on his face. "I know that he's going through it, but we need him. He's been disregarding his missions and frankly, we don't really have enough resources to replace him with. Just try, please," you nodded along to what Yaga was saying, departing from his office shortly thereafter.
You stopped by town, looking through a couple shops to find some snacks that maybe Gojo would enjoy. It was a fairly simple task, he tended to enjoy any snack as long as it satiated his sweet tooth. You picked up a slice of strawberry cake and grabbed a couple pieces of kikufuku. After contemplating in front of the candy aisle, you decided to throw a bag in your basket just for safe measure. You doubted he'd pay attention to you for more than two minutes if you didn't take these.
"Hey, do you wanna come over with me over to Gojo's?" You asked Shoko after finding her in the courtyard, cigarette dangling in between her pointer and middle finger. She exhaled the smoke in her mouth, hesitating for a couple seconds. "I don't know if he wants to see me right now," she responded, glancing over at the snacks you had in a woven basket. You hadn't considered what you'd do if Gojo decided to turn you away, the thought only coming to the forefront of your mind now. "Good luck with that though."
You waved over at her, leaving to go to Gojo's dorm. The clan had arranged for his to be separate from the student body, another method of protection for the heir. Well, if he kicked you out, you'd just leave the snacks and try again, later? After all, that's really all Yaga had asked you to do. Try. You knocked on the door and waited for a couple seconds for some kind of movement. No answer. You decided to test your luck, jiggling the doorknob. The door swung open, an almost rancid smell hitting your nostrils immediately.
A couple of soda cans were thrown on the floor without any regards to where they landed and boxes of takeout littered the entrance to his dorm. You took your shoes off, setting them in a somewhat clean corner. You made a little maze to move across his dorm without making a noise, having to stretch your legs at an unnatural angle to get through. After maneuvering your way through the living room, you got to his bedroom door. You hesitated as you stood in front of it, bringing your hand up to knock. Before you got the chance to do so, you heard a loud creak from behind the room.
The door swung open like a scene from a horror movie, dust bunnies flying off the TV table when the wind blew inside. The room was on the borderline of being pitch black, some shadows appearing on the floor from the dim sunlight coming through the thick curtain. You squinted as you tried to make your way through the room, letting out a small grunt when your knee hit the corner of a desk. You rubbed your hand against the sting, walking over to the king sized bed situated in the middle of the room.
You reached out to touch him, but despite your best effort, you couldn't bring yourself to actually touch him. You were so close to him, yet he was so out of reach. The ray of light that did manage to peek through the curtains he'd pulled back accentuated how red his cheeks were, dried tear streaks on a otherwise perfect face. His face was contorted into an expression of pain, his brows furrowed while his breathing started to pick up.
"Please don't go," his ragged whispers came out, his body shaking under the thick blanket he wrapped himself in. Since you couldn't actually touch him, you decided to try out the next best thing. "Gojo, wake up. You're having a nightmare," you whispered, standing as close as you could. His eyes shot open, his breathing slowly starting to slow down as he gained consciousness of his surroundings.
"Sorry about that," he muttered, running a hand through his messy hair as he sat up. The blanket pooled by his body, unraveling his body. While Gojo had always been somewhat on the lanky side, you couldn't help but notice just how skinny he's gotten throughout these past couple weeks. Now you wished you'd brought him a meal instead of a bunch of candies. "No, you're good. The door was open and I just decided to come in, I hope you don't mind."
"Uh no, I don't mind. Just excuse the mess, haven't gotten around to cleaning it up," he told you, giving you another one of those forced smiles that you'd grown accustomed to seeing by now. You nodded, standing by his door awkwardly before attempting to offer some kind of reassurance of your own. "If there's something that I can do for you, don't hesitate to let me know."
"Actually there is something that you could do. Do you want to have sex with me?" the question caught you off guard, having expected something completely different. He'd gone from having his infinity on at all times to wanting some form of intimacy? Even through his request, you could see the hesitation lingering behind his eyes. He was forcing himself to pretend like he wanted this. "No, I don't want to."
If you were in a different situation, you might've let out a laugh at the way his jaw comedically dropped open. It was a word he wasn't used to hearing, much less from someone he was trying to get with. Half the time he didn't need to make the effort, they just said yes to whatever he suggested whenever they got a smidge of attention. "Are you not into me or something? I could've sworn i caught you staring a couple times."
Now it was your turn to have your jaw open. Well, metaphorically speaking of course. You thought you'd been discreet with the stares towards him while he was training, though you couldn't deny that maybe you looked for a couple seconds too long. You cleared your throat, pretending like he hadn't exposed the feelings you had towards him with just a single sentence. And yes, while you did want to fuck him, you didn't want it to be under these circumstances.
"I just don't think fucking me is what you need right now," you hesitated to answer, the tension between the two of you so thick that it could be broken with a knife.
"Please. I just need something to help me forget," he sounded so pitiful when he was on the brink of begging. You weren't even sure when was the last time he bothered to take a shower, his clothes being the same ones you'd seen him with a week ago. He wasn't in the right state of mind to even function properly, much less have sex.
"It's not gonna help. If anything, you're just gonna end up regretting it later."
"Please."
You remained firm in the position that you were in, holding up the basket of snacks. "I can stay with you for a while if you want, but I don't want to have sex with you while you're like this," you responded, handing over the basket once he let the suggestion go. He took the basket, grabbing the kikufaku immediately. "I thought friends were supposed to help each other out."
You wanted to argue back to him, but you decided to keep quiet. You'd excuse his behavior with the fact that he was in pain right now. Despite all that, he let you stay in his dorm for a couple more hours. The two of you sat at a distance, an invisible barrier set between the two of you. Gojo settled on a horror movie, a series he'd been talking about nonstop throughout most of the year. Even if most of the gore was unrealistic and you could see the jumpscares coming from miles away, it still felt like somewhat nice being so close to him.
Much to everyone's surprise, Gojo had managed to make it up to graduation without missing another day. You could tell too clearly that the smile he had plastered on his face for every class picture that he took was a facade, something to play off for the fact that his heart was in shambles at the absence of his best friend. He accepted every congratulations with a thank you, the words seeming to slip out with much more ease the more that he said them.
If anyone else could notice that look on his face, there was nothing said to acknowledge that fact. Mostly because a majority of the student body was facing some kind of internal issues of their own, whether it be Haibaraâs death or the shock of what Geto had done. Even then, words couldn't make up for the absence that Suguru had left within him. An 'I'm sorry' wouldn't do anything towards the fact that he was still gone. Even with all the extra work he'd done to make sure he graduated on time, the fact remained. Suguru wouldn't be coming back.
Gojo could remember the conversation he had with Suguru months prior to the accident, the two of them color coordinating what their suits would be. What apartment they would get together, somewhere that was near a sweets shop. All he had left was the apartment lease in his hands, the paper straining underneath his tight grasp. While some people were eagerly sharing what their plans were for that summer, he was left staring from a distance until eventually, the ceremony came to an end. He was starting to feel a midlife crisis peeking through at just 18, of having no actual sense of direction in his life.
Frankly, Satoru wasn't a big fan of alcohol. he found that he hated the way it made him feel, from the way he felt while he was drunk to the way that he felt the next morning. It made him feel out of control, out of his own body. But, that's exactly what he found himself needing now. The first sip of sake made his throat constrict, his first instinct to throw it up. But he swallowed it down, determined to go through with this. None of the euphoria that he'd heard came with alcohol ever came for him.
The next morning, he woke up with vomit splattered all over himself and the sides of the toilet. His head pounded from the sheer amount of alcohol he'd consumed, his eyes rimmed red. "Ah fuck," he muttered, his voice coming out strained from the effort he'd put into throwing up earlier. He got up from the bathroom floor, deciding to take a shower and clean himself up. His head hung low as he stood underneath the boiling water, a reminder to himself that he was still human. That he could still feel things.
He got out of the shower after spending an ungodly amount of water, wrapping a fluffy white towel around his waist. He grabbed his phone from the pants he used last night, letting out a small groan as he saw that it was on 2%. Of course he'd forgotten to charge it last night with all the stupid shit he'd done. He looked down to see that he had a voicemail from you, barely sent half an hour ago. He clicked on it, your voice filling up the four walls of his bathroom.
"Hey Gojo, I was calling to say goodbye but you didn't answer. Uh, I'm not sure if it means a lot to you but congrats on graduating!" He could tell the little strain you put on your voice to attempt to sound somewhat cheerful but he appreciated it nonetheless.
"And since were probably not gonna see each other again, I guess I should probably admit that you had a point when you mentioned those 'longing stares.' I did have a crush on you, so I hope that doesn't make you too uncomfortable," his heart dropped down to his feet as he listened to the rest of the message, a boarding announcement.
Now he was really starting to regret the way that he acted. he had somewhat of a feeling that you had a crush on him, making you the perfect person to propose the idea of having sex to. That and the fact that he found your company to be quite nice. The day that you'd last been over to his place, the two of you had sat in silence throughout the duration of the film playing on his TV. And it wasn't uncomfortable. Sure, the fact that he'd gotten rejected had lingered in the air but he still enjoyed having your presence around.
He restarted the message over and over again until his phone died. He'd thought about different apologies that he wanted to type out while his phone was charging but every time that he got close to pressing the 'send' button, he just never did. Too corny. Too short. Too long. Too sentimental. There was an excuse for every draft that he typed out, none of them really accentuating what he wanted to tell you. He ended up deleting the drafts, setting his phone down as he buried his head in his knees.
As much as you tried to convince yourself otherwise, you never truly felt like you belonged with the students at the Tokyo campus. Despite the fact that you'd been in the group with the trio, it never felt quite right. It felt as if Gojo and Geto were connected in a way that you and Shoko would never be able to compare to. The thought of leaving hadn't cemented into your head until you looked down at your certificate, imagining what future was left for you here. Of fighting curses with no sort of attachment for other people out of fear that they might die?
A part of you had been wishing that Satoru didn't pick up the phone after having a conversation with Shoko, yet you couldn't help but feel disappointed the second you were told to leave your voicemail. You were prolonging getting on the airplane, waiting for some kind of indication that you shouldn't go. But there was nothing holding you back. nothing to tie you down to Tokyo other than the memories you had in this place. With that, you grabbed your carry on bag and prepared to get on the plane once your group was called.
Unfortunately, Satoru had found out the hard way that you were right to reject his advances. He tried to force himself to sleep with different women to try to forget, to have something more to think about other than Suguru. And yet, he could never actually bring himself to actually go through with any of them. The flirting had brought him temporary relief, only for old memories to hit him ten times harder when he was alone. If anything, it'd made him feel even worse for attempting to use someone for his own gain.
Once he got to raise Megumi, however, he had less time to think about what he was going through and rather how to keep the tiny human alive. Satoru didn't think that it would be that hard, all he had to focus on was keeping him alive and fed. The kid had matured way faster than he really should've, uninterested in most of the things that other children were doing at his age. While the kids at the playground were busy playing hopscotch or tag, Megumi was in the corner with his head buried in a book.
It'd barely been a year since you left when Yagaâs name flashed on your screen. You were barely getting home from the store, setting your bags down before pulling your phone from your pocket. "Professor Yaga," you answered, using the title out of courtesy. "Just Yagaâs fine. Look, I was wondering how long you planned on being on this little sabbatical," he got straight to the point as he spoke, a couple voices coming from behind him. None that you recognized.
"Well, I wasn't planning on coming back to Tokyo if that's what you're asking," you responded once the noise behind him died down, a sharp exhale coming out from the other end. "Look, I wouldn't be asking if I didn't need you. Nanami went off to the world of business and whatnot, there's a dire need for professors," he spoke up, leaving no room for discussion. As much as you would've liked to stay, you decided to accept the job 'invitation.'
There weren't many things that you had left to pack up, just your clothes and your shoes. Despite how hard you tried to make this new place your 'home,' you found some type of excuse to put off unpacking your stuff completely. Whether it was that you were busy with work or that you had to do groceries. Or maybe because you were looking for an excuse such as this one, an excuse to prevent you from actually having to settle down. It no longer seemed like it was the place, but rather you.
Maybe you didn't belong anywhere.
"You have a child," your eyes widen in surprise upon seeing the kid Gojo had clinging onto his side, having caught him while you were out in the market. "I have a child," he repeated, holding the kid's hand within his own. The kid resisted at first before letting himself be held, looking up at you with an unamused expression on his face. "Megumi," the kid told you, extending his hand out. The two of you exchanged pleasantries, a short exchange of your names and a 'nice to meet you.'
"I'm dropping him off at a friend's place tonight if you want to come over and have dinner," Gojo suggested once the two of you met up at the entrance of the market. You wanted to do everything in your power to not have to be alone with him after what you'd told him during your last call, but you decided to agree. After Megumi was dropped off, the two of you drove back to his place in silence. Every time you wanted to bring something up, you decided to just leave the topic alone and continue to stare out the window.
"I wanted to apologize to you. I never found the right words to tell you, but I'm sorry. I'm sorry for trying to use you for my personal gain," the words practically flooded out of him as soon as the two of you got back home, his hands struggling to keep up with the pace he was talking in. "You don't have to apologize," you assured him, going to bring one hand over to his shoulder. Unlike the last time you tried to comfort him, you were able to touch him this time around.
"And I know you only admitted those things to me since you thought you'd never see me again but I have to tell you that you haven't left my mind since the day I lost you," he spoke slower this time around, the words lingering in the air for a few seconds after he'd finished speaking. You were speechless, your mouth opening and closing back up like a fish. "Oh," you managed to finally say, the apartment seeming to close in on you as a silence settled in.
When you'd told him that a year ago, you were convinced that he hadn't felt the same way. That you were being delusional. You knew how unavailable he was, whether it be from his job keeping him too busy or the fact that he was so different from everyone else. Now that he told you this.. you actually weren't sure what to do with this information. As much as you tried to convince yourself that you left the crush behind in Tokyo, you still found yourself thinking about him when you were alone.
His brows furrowed, immediately making you regret not having any more to say to him. "Sorry, it's just I wasn't really expecting that," you tried to quickly fix the situation, a small sigh of relief escaping from his lips. "I wanted to thank you, actually. You were right in rejecting me when you did, it wouldn't have been a pleasurable experience for the both of us," he finished up, walking closer to you. his voice dropped to a low whisper as he spoke, "But what if I said I wanted to have sex with you now?"
"Then I guess there'd be no logical reason for me to say no."
The notion of dinner was quickly forgotten. His lips were on top of yours as soon as the words escaped from your mouth, kissing you like a man depraved. He did nothing to hide the desperation radiating off his body, not that there was much he could've done. Your hands went up to his hair, tugging at the white strands as you tried to bring him impossibly closer to yourself. The kiss itself was more of a clash of tongue and teeth, but it did its job in showing the amount of need the two of you had towards each other.
He tapped on your thigh to jump, your legs wrapping around his waist with ease. He hadn't bothered to stop kissing you as he led the two of you over to his bedroom, only stopping to reach over for the doorknob. "Youâll find its more organized this time around," he spoke up, gently setting you down in silk sheets. "I'd hope so after a year," you responded, laying down with your legs dangling off the edge of the bed. He started off taking your pants, tossing them off to the side once he managed to get them off.
Satoruâs fingertips ghosted up your legs, applying only the lightest of touches. It was almost like he was committing the sight of your body to memory, of all the little scars and moles on your legs. Your slick was starting to run down to your panties, creating a wet spot right in the center. He hooked his fingers in the flimsy material of your underwear, slowly starting to slide it down.
"How do you feel about socks during sex?" The question caught you off guard, a laugh threatening to overcome your lips at how serious the question sounded. You looked down at the end of the bed where Satoru was situated, noticing that his glasses were long discarded.
"You're actually being serious?"
"Well yeah. It's a controversial topic, y'know?"
"Do what feels natural to you. You have my full consent to take my socks off if you want."
"What an answer," he muttered, sliding the black socks you had on before letting them fall on the floor. It was at that moment that you felt just how intense his stare was, seeing him completely mesmerized by finally having you in his bed.
You wanted to shut your legs upon feeling how intense his gaze was but his large fingers kept them apart. "Keep them spread for me, pretty," his voice sounded different from normal, he almost sounded desperate? His dominance over the situation was hanging on by a thread, the need to have you overtaking that desire. You felt somewhat awkward at being so exposed, but you kept your legs open for him.
Despite the attraction that women presented towards him, he never quite entertained it up to this point. A couple meaningless flirts, a few whispers of sweet nothings, Of promises that he would never imagine going through with. But this? He was completely sure that he wanted nothing more but to worship your body the way that it deserved. The way that he'd been dreaming about since he found out you shared the same feelings he did towards you.
He was going off what he viewed as something natural, from what he'd heard from other people. He leaned down, pressing his lips on your ankles as he left an open mouth kiss on it. His other hand raked up and down your left leg while his mouth explored every inch that your right leg had to offer. Based on the way that your breathing was steadily starting to pick up the more he moved up, he was guessing he was doing a pretty alright job at this.
You let out a small gasp at feeling his finger sink inside of you, his large fingers filling you up with ease. He pulled them out, dragging out the action before revealing his fingers completely coated in your slick. He swirled his tongue around his fingers, almost like he wanted to savor the taste of you. And in a way, he did. Every piece of candy that he'd eaten paled to compare to how sweet your essence was.
"Would've tried harder last time if I knew you tasted that good," he told you, his fingers finding their way to your cunt again. "What makes you so sure I would've relented?" You challenged, the last bit of defiance dying out as you felt his pointer finger find your clit with ease. You were sure that if he pressed his finger on it, he'd be able to feel just how much it throbbed for some kind of attention. You bit down on your lip, unwilling to give him that satisfaction of knowing how much he affected you.
"Given how wet you are now, it wouldn't have been that much of a challenge," he responded with a cocky grin, letting out a small chuckle at the way you rolled your eyes. He slid his pointer finger, curling it to find your g-spot. "Got it," he whispered, noticing the way your eyes rolled to the back of your head. Your slick coated his fingers every time that he pushed his fingers inside of you, your walls clenching at the motion.
He brought his mouth down to your breasts, watching them harden at just the slightest breeze flowing through his apartment. He took the left one in his mouth, your hand immediately coming down to his hair. Your grip on the white strands tightened as you felt his tongue roll around your hardened nipple, your legs instinctively shutting around his hand. He didn't stop fingering you, opening your legs with his other hand.
You were approaching your orgasm rapidly, the knot inside of your stomach starting to tighten. Moans escaped from your mouth in a slew of curses or small whimpers of his name. All which sounded like the most angelic music to his ears. "There we go, I got you," he whispered, looking up at you as he tugged on your nipple with his teeth. You started to move away from him as you felt yourself on the brink of your orgasm, though the grip that he had on your hip made it impossible to do so.
The knot inside of you snapped with a thrust of his fingers, your cunt soaking his fingers with your release. He pulled them out, the juices making his fingers glisten underneath the moonlight. He brought them over to his mouth once more, savoring the way that you tasted. Maybe one day he'd get to have a proper taste of you. But for now, all that he wanted was to feel the way your walls clenched around his cock. He leaned in, your lips parting as he kissed you. all so you could taste yourself.
His lips went down to your jawline, planting a couple open mouthed kisses before he moved down to your neck and collarbone. While his touch was nothing short of delightful, you were starting to grow needy. You bucked your hips against him to try to get some kind of friction, your attempts dismissed with a chuckle. "Please," you spoke up, his lips pressed against your stomach. You wanted some kind of mercy, some kind of relief.
He didn't seem to do that, though. Satoru continued to ignore your pleas, his fingers barely moving along your thighs as he resumed with kissing your body. He almost seemed like he basked in making you into a desperate mess for him, on the borderline of begging him to do something. "Touch me," you whispered, trying to move your hips to meet his fingers. One of his hands went over to your hip, holding you down. "I'm sure you can ask better than that, no?"
Damn him. Damn the way that he looked at you while he said that, pale blue eyes almost shining underneath the moonlight. He looked at you with fascination, curious to see what it is that made your body tick and what made you lose your composure. And damn yourself for not being able to resist. To be fair, you don't know how anyone could possibly resist him in this situation.
"..Please touch me," you muttered, unable to speak louder if you even tried. His finger prodded at your entrance, only sticking the tip before retracting it once more. You felt yourself clench around nothing, your desperation growing tenfold. "I can't hear you properly. Come on and speak louder for me, princess."
You wanted to slap the stupid smirk off his face, but the rational part of you knew that the longer you dragged this out, the longer it'd take for you to receive some kind of relief. "Please touch me," you spoke a bit louder this time, the words hitting his ears with ease this time around. Despite the fact, he stayed in the same position he was in. "I thought I was touching you already. Be more specific."
You let out an exasperated huff, looking over at him to realize he was being serious. His fingers applied featherlight touches onto your inner thighs thighs, barely moving towards your wet cunt before abruptly pulling them away. "Please fuck me," you relented after a couple seconds of internal debate, his fingers pulling away from your thighs. You were about to open your mouth to complain from the loss of contact until you realized what he was doing.
Satoru did quick work of removing his pants and boxers, his cock hitting his stomach once it was released from its confines. As weird as it was to admit it, he had a pretty dick. White tufts of hairs leading from his abdomen to his pelvis were trimmed down to a manageable length, his happy trail looking all too inviting. Pre cum leaked from his reddened bulbous tip, leaking down his shaft and some onto the floor.
"There's some lube and condoms in the first cabinet if you could get those for me," he spoke up, pointing with his lips over to the night stand next to you. You handed him over the bottle of lube, feeling the cold liquid running down your folds a few seconds later. A small shiver went down your spine, your cunt clenching around pure air in anticipation. "We don't have to use a condom if you don't want to," you spoke up, watching as he lathered lube onto his shaft.
"You sure?"
You nodded before answering his question, âI'm on birth control and i'm clean." he set the condom off to the side, his hands coming onto your legs. He brought you closer to himself, aligning his cock with your entrance. Despite the fact that he'd worked you open with his fingers and there was an extra level of lubrication involved, you couldn't help but feel nervous once the size of his cock registered in your head. How was he going to fit?
Almost as if he could sense the worry emanating off you, he gently rubbed your thighs. "Iâll take it slow, don't worry," he assured you, slowly pushing the tip in. His head lolled back at the sensation of your walls fluttering around the tip, a small groan escaping from his lips. The sheets rustled underneath your fingers, your grip on them tightening with every inch that he pushed inside you. The sensation between your legs was starting to get uncomfortable, your walls stretching past their limits.
"Stop for a moment," you choked out, his movements halting immediately. He brought his hand over to yours, his fingers intertwining yours. In a way, that small gesture took you out of your head and brought you back to the moment. I'm sorry," you looked over at him, feeling his cock twitching inside of you. He wiped one of the tears running down your face with his thumb, leaning in and pressing his lips against your forehead. "Don't apologize. We have all night."
Satoru was glad that you asked for a break. He'd resorted to thinking about a cursed spirit he had to fight earlier so he wouldn't blow his load upon the first thrust. The way that your walls clenched around him, like they never wanted to let his cock go was almost too much for him to bear. "So, How'd your day go today?" He decided to ask, wanting to make you a bit more comfortable in this situation. One of the questions you weren't expecting while having a dick inside of you.
âIt was good,â you responded, taking a couple deep breaths to calm yourself down. The two of you got into a conversation of whatâd youâd done for the day. Eventually, the pain in your vagina started to contort into need. The need for pleasure, for some kind of friction. "You can move," you spoke up after a couple seconds, letting out a gasp as his cock unsheathed from your cunt. He slid back inside, the tip of his cock hitting spots that most of your vibrators couldn't touch.
His rhythm started off slow, his main concern being on getting you adjusted to the sensation. Despite how much he'd thought about this moment, how much he wanted to claim your body as his, he decided that he would be patient. Your pleasure was miles above his own right now. He'd wait until you were comfortable enough to ask him for more. His thrusts were slow but deep, molding your cunt to the shape of his cock. With each thrust that he took, he made sure to hit your g-spot every time to have your toes curling and your eyes rolled to the back of your head.
"Faster, please," you moaned, moving your hips to meet his thrusts. He placed both hands on your hips, his balls slapping against your ass every time that he pushed his cock inside of you. The tip of his cock went deeper inside of you each time, your hand clinging onto his as your body shook underneath his. "Such a pretty cunt. Just made for me to fuck you," he babbled, moving one of his hands over to your clit. His thumb started to rub the nub in small circles, matching it to the pace he was setting.
You weren't sure if you wanted him to stop or keep going, the pleasure inside of you felt almost overwhelming. Your orgasm felt much more different this time around. Your body convulsed as you felt the pressure inside of you build up, your cunt gushing when he pulled out. Your release squirted out of you, leaking down your thighs and spraying up to wet his legs. "That was so fucking hot," he groaned, his cock twitching as he moved inside of you once more. The euphoria you felt from your orgasm was something you'd never felt before.
His thrusts started to grow sloppier by the second, a groan escaping his lips as he started to cum. A mixture of his fluid and yours leaked down onto the bedsheets below, your cunt filled up to the brim. He pulled out slowly with a squelch, the sight of you full of his cum almost being enough to give him a hard on again. He took a couple seconds to regain his breath, getting off the bed before walking over to the bathroom.
You wouldn't deny that a part of you was expecting for him to kick you out, that your time together was finished. He emerged from the bathroom with a white towel, getting in between your legs. He cleaned you up, wiping the fluid leaking down your thighs with more gentleness than you'd expected. "You don't have to go yet if you don't want to. I have some ice cream in the fridge to share if you wanna stay and watch something."
"Surprised you're willing to share."
"I guess I can make the sacrifice just this once. Just for you, though."
He walked over to his dresser, grabbing a white tee before placing it next to you. "The dress you're wearing isn't exactly ideal to spend the night in," he told you, as if that was enough explanation. Well, in a way it was. It was his way of asking you to spend the night over without actually having to do so. "If you didn't want me to leave, you could've said so," you called out after him as he left the room, getting up to put the shirt over yourself. You grabbed your panties off from the floor, sliding them back on.
He came back with two bowls of ice cream, a reasonable amount for you and the bowl filled to the brim for himself. "Wonder how you haven't gotten diabetes yet," you pondered out loud, grabbing the bowl once he passed it over. "If I do, I'll just use RCT," he responded, setting the bowl of ice cream down on his nightstand. He grabbed a clean bedsheet from his closet, pulling the soiled ones off before setting in the black silk sheets down.
He grabbed his ice cream before getting in the bed after you did. He wrapped an arm around you, the bowl of ice cream now situated in between his legs. The two of you got into a debate about what movie you wanted to watch, eventually just settling on a comedy that the two of you would enjoy. He held you close to his body as the movie started, a warm blanket pulled up to cover the two of you.
Despite the fact that his hands were all over you earlier, this was the most rewarding part of spending this time with him. His hands were wrapped around you, holding you close to his body while the movie played in the background. There was no invisible barrier separating the two of you anymore. In a way, you felt even closer to him now rather than when he was inside of you.
"What's on your mind?" He broke the silence, grabbing white bandages from his nightstand before wrapping them around his eyes. You finally felt as though you belonged somewhere for once. That place being beside satoru. "Nothing too serious," you assured him, resting your head against his head. He stole some of your ice cream, no complaints coming from you though. If a bit of ice cream was something you had to share, then there would be no problem.
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You weren't sure what to expectâ despite your severe reaction the past week, you're now mellowed down and calm, you think back on your conversation with Seb a few months ago before his retirement.
You definitely have not moved on, and the mention of the upcoming season definitely felt like a band-aid ripped off a bleeding wound. And all the pain and resentment you felt was now revealed beneath the familial memories you built with Ales and Fernando.
Driving up to his gate, you're instantly filled with the comfort of his private home. The place you spent most of your time outside work, and even more than your own house, with Ales and Fernando. You rub away the headache slowly building in your head, getting out of your car and meeting Fernando who greeted you out of his home.
"Are you feeling better?"
You wince away, as you take a seat on the chair opposite of him. It would be much easier if he resented you the way you did. That you'd rather he treat you unfairly in the last few years, but he's Fernando. He's the father of your son, and the man you tenderly love, even to this day.
Which only hurts more, knowing you can never fully let go of the past, despite both growing since your separation but seeing him with Ales sparked the burning hope in you. Maybe this would be the time for you and Fernando, that this might be the future you've been longing for all along.
"I'm sorry, how I reacted last week... I thought I was okay with it, but I guess I still feel the same way." You rub your arms, looking elsewhere but Fernando's eyes, knowing well he's staring right through you. You were scared and vulnerable, all throughout the years you noticed your apprehension in communicating your feelings for the sake of your relationship. And it wasn't going well for you, or for Fernando, but this time it'd be different.
"And before you say anything, I just want to say that I'm proud of you. I'm glad you still race, and for the upcoming season. I understand if you think it's too selfish of me not to come, but Ales will, I just think I'm not ready for it yet."
You gulp down your nerves, raising your head, staring head on at Alonso who is still smiling. It breaks your heart, seeing him like thisâ if only he'd get up and say something about how unfair it is to him.
"I understand it. You don't have to worry, I won't force you." Silence.
The room was met with silence, until you hear the sniffles coming from Fernando, leaving you frozen in your seat. As much as you hate being vulnerable in front of him, you never thought he'd cry in front of you first.
You hear his laughter, seconds after as he wipes the tears falling from him eyes.
"Please, don't worry this is not your fault... I guess you could say I'm overwhelmed. I only ever thought about this moment, I kept thinking about when we can have this talk, but you were so focused on Ales. Rightfully so, he's our son and our priority, so even though I wanted to fix what has been broken before, maybe it wasn't the time. And when we talked last night, I kept blaming myself for rushing you, because it was my fault.
And now, you're telling me yourself, I'm happy you're here. I'm happy that you told me yourself, and every day I will prove myself to be better, not just as Ales' father but as someone who is worthy to be with you. I'm sorry if I'm being emotional, I just didn't think I would come close to this again. And with you, if you resent me, I won't blame you. I resent myself every day, after you left me, and this... this is more than enough for me right now."
It wasn't long before the tears began to fall from your eyes, you only ever thought of your pain. Choosing to leave with Ales, away from Fernandoâ away from the years you've been together. Away from the only man you ever loved.
Your only concern was licking the wounds of what was left from Fernando, what you didn't think was how he felt all those years.
"I'm sorry... How lonely it must've felt for you all those years. Away from Alesâ I promise you, this time it will be different. One day, we will be togetherâ I know it, because I don't think I'd have it any other way than you. I love you Fernando! I still do, even after all these yearsâ"
Closing you eyes, your hands instinctively wrap around Fernando's neck wanting him closer, pulling him from more. Hands grabbing his face, feeling the tears fall down your fingers. Wiping them away, you kiss him once more before pulling each other in a tight hug.
"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to kiss you withoutâ"
"Shhh..." You hush Fernando's worries, resting your head on his shoulder, hands trailing over his back, resting them on top of his thick hair.
"I'm happy we had this conversation as well. Thank you Fernando. Thank you for still seeing me in your future. I had so many worries, and questionsâ all this time, I was just a coward. A selfish coward you decided for the both of us."
Fernando shakes his head, tutting his lips, "I won't let you day those things to yourself you hear me? You are brave and courageous, understand? And I love you, even though I feel undeserving of your feeling, I will work hard to be the man who deserves it. What happened, I don't blame you. But we'll figure these things out as the time goes by, don't be a stranger?"
With blurry eyes, you remove your head from Fernando's shoulders nodding your head. "I think I need to rest for a bit, can I take a nap here for a bit?"
"You want me to pick up Ales from Lance's while you sleep?"
The mention of your son immediately brought the sparkle in your eyes, which wasn't missed by Fernando who only smiled as he tucked you in his bed. "You can rest for a while, and when you wake up, we will be here. Sleep well Amor."
You feel your eyes getting heavier as Fernando's voice begins to thin out, you feel him leave a small kiss on your forehead causing you to smile before dosing off to your sleep.
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wooin x sis!reader (platonic)
authorâs note : after last chapter i had this headcanon in my head. i suspect that wooin grew up in toxic household where his parents make him study, locking him up in his room, but boy probably was dreaming about just be free, and once left home. i also suspect his family probably has the same wealth as minu, but his parents way more toxic and controlling. but when he left home he left his part there, the part of his soul.
honesty 1000% in love how some ppl just ignored my closed inbox and keep sent requestsđ€Łđ€đ«”đ» seriously guys, the best!! i will answer all requests, almost all is in process(i mean at least 20-40% already done) but now enjoying my time at homeđđđ
warnings : no(?) lil fluff, lil angst, nothing hardcore, prob grammar mistakes(not proofed as all my writings)
àŒâ wooin is older sibling 100%
àŒâ when his parents told him he will have a sister, when he was 3 or 4 he was jealous, and whole 9 months he waited for someone who will ruin his life
àŒâ but instead, when your father brought you and your mum to home from hospital, wooin was confused
àŒâ he only saw a small girl, no one who could harm him in any way
àŒâ your first ever smile was for him, or because of him by the way!! and he blushed so so much when your small hand clung to his index finger
àŒâ so he built a soft spot for you in his heart in two years, because first years youâve been crying, screaming and sobbing mess, well like all toddlers, while wooin was saying that he was too old to babysit you (bro was like 5-6 years old and crying himself to sleep bc didnât understand how 10*10 equals 100 and 11*11 didnât equal 111)
àŒâ btw you were always silent when he was babysitting you. he chuckled each time when you looked at him with wide open eyes
àŒâ through his childhood your parents were extremely strict with him, so he partly grateful to you for the fact that you took some attention on yourself and gave him the opportunity to be free from his studies and lectures from your parents for a while
àŒâ but each year atmosphere in your home becomes more toxic, and when you grow up a little you could remember how wooin was locked in his room to study better, because he didnât have acceptable marks
àŒâ but you would always sneak in his room late at night, with your saved from the morning sweets and share some with him
àŒâ you both favorite was lollipops with lemon favors tho!!
àŒâ when you were about 13 years old, wooin left the house, he was 17
àŒâ no need to say that your parents were furious. especially your father. in korea itâs common that son is inherits family business or work, so itâs always been a big scandal over his marks, behavior and look
àŒâ so when he left, for you it meant that all the attention and rigor of your parents were transferred to you
àŒâ atter the first couple of months of your brother's absence, he found the strength to meet with you
àŒâ wooin knew perfectly that parents rage will reflect on you, and honestly he were scared - that you will hate him
àŒâ when he met you near your school, he froze for few seconds and then hugged you so tight that you thought he was about to break your ribs (you returned him that favor)
àŒâ you two always were close, wooin was your freshness in a house full of stuffy, stagnant air, while you was his little sunshine of hope and happiness in his dark, locked room
àŒâ you didnât have a lot of time after your school, so you just hugged tightly and exchanged phone numbers, so you could stay in touch
àŒâ few days after you find the way to sneak out of the house to meet with your brother you spend few hours on a bench talking and listening to each other
àŒâ - how are the relatives? on a scale of one to fucked up, how angry were they?
- fucked up in a cube, you know our dad, he wasn't just furious, from the screams from their room, i think he literally lost his temper
àŒâ wooin just chuckled sadly and rubbed his neck with the palm of his hand
àŒâ as the years passed, your nightly meetings continued. sometimes he would catch you after school or another after-school club where your parents had put you
àŒâ wooin offered you to run away to him several times. by your senior year in school, he was self-supporting, and he even had some white-haired giant working for him, constantly pining after him
àŒâ somehow you refused, deciding to finish school first and then he promised to help you with either work or university, depends on what you will choose
àŒâ yes, guys from sabbath know you
àŒâ yes, heyok once caught you two hugging
*wooin pressed his lips on top of your head, tightly shutting his eyes, frowning a little, he didnât know when he will see you again, because he knew, in exam session parents wonât let you have a free second*
àŒâ in first place heyok though you two dating, but then joker explained him how things actually going(my headcanon that they gossip girls, frfr)
àŒâ since you hanged out with wooin you caught your brotherâs manners of jokes
àŒâ âhey, big bro, does that new red haired guy in your team have a girlfri..â
âdonât you even dare to finish this sentenceâ he exclaimed indignantly. no way his precious little sis will deal with that motherfucker.
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Lucifer x Artist!Reader âą Part 4 [Sneak Peek]
Hey you! đ«”
Waiting for the next part of your epic love story!? Well TOO bad! This bad boy is a beast (literally 13k words) and I ainât quite done yet.
Buttt~ I love you so much that iâm giving you this lil sneak peak to feast on before I drop the entire thing sometime in the next few days. Enjoy! đ
Warning: Swearing & mentions of violence
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You were about to turn away before you felt Luciferâs grip on your wrist, preventing you from moving. Your gaze met his, but you couldnât make out what he was feeling behind the sunglasses masking his eyes. The slight tinge of fear laced in his voice gave you a clue, though.
âYou should wait,â He spoke soft, but firmly, âI donât want you to get hurt.â
You shook your head at him, your gaze scanning the large crowd, before turning back with panicked eyes.
âItâs Angel Dust whoâll get hurt if I donât find him quickly.â You spoke breathlessly, your heart quickening with every second not searching for your friend.
Leaning forward, you grazed his lips with a quick kiss, âI promise, iâll be alright.â
He looked at you for another moment, as if contemplating whether to force you to stay in the safety of his presence. He didnât though, instead letting out an exhale of breath.
âFine. Iâll distract them for you, then, and try not to make too big of a scene,â Luciferâs adjusted his sunglasses, before continuing, âbut, if I donât see you back here in ten minutes, there wonât be a club to come back to.â He threatened.
You sent him a reassuring smile, his protective nature making your heart flutter. There was no time for swooning now, though, you had a spider-demon to save.
âOh, and take this. Just in case. You know how to use one of these, right?â
You looked down at the object in his other hand, your eyes widening at the sight of a small pistol.
âEnough.â Was your only answer as you took it from him, adjusting it between your fingers. You werenât going to ask him about where it came from, instead just sending him a silent thanks as you turned away.
Quickly, you slid your wrist out of his grip, and hurried off. Lucifer watched you leave, your form melting into the rest of the partierers on the dance floor.
His gaze lingered on the spot where you had disappeared, before he turned towards the group of demons across the room.
They stood in a huddle, snickering between themselves near the entrance to a mysterious back room. Lucifer cleared his throat loudly, and their heads snapped to him.
The dark corner they were standing in partially masked their features, but that bloodthirsty glint in their eyes was unmistakable.
âSo, tell me,â Lucifer began, no hint of emotion in his tone, âWhich one of you douchebags has a kink for throwing people off of balconies?â
âWho the fuck are you?â A tall, shark-faced man sneered.
âOh, you knowâŠâ Lucifer responded, a slight growl dripping from his voice, âJust a concerned citizen.â
âIf you donât slither back to whatever shit-hole you came out of, Shorty, iâm gonna make sure your last memory is my dagger between your eyes!â
âOh, Iâll remember you, alright,â Lucifer chuckled darkly, rolling up his sleeves as he stalked forward, the tips of his horns protruding from his head, âAs the latest bottom-feeder who thought he could fuck with the Devil.â
The group of demons regarded him with a confused expression for a moment, their gaze bouncing between each other in silent questioning. Unsure about the strangerâs lack of fear.
The shark-demon turned to face them, his frown deepening as he watched them stand there like children waiting for their mommyâs instruction.
âWell? What the hell are you waiting for!? Kill him!â
Brandishing their close-combat weapons, five demons charged at Lucifer. Their menacing frames towering over the smaller man.
âFinally,â Lucifer grinned wickedly, before rolling his shoulders, âSome fun!â
Fingertips igniting with a golden flame, he surged forward, meeting the oncoming gang-members halfway. The closest one gripped their axe tightly, before pulling it behind them. In a blink of an eye, they swung their arms forward.
The axe sliced through the air, aimed right at Luciferâs throatâŠ
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The unedited start to the scene of why Luci is the king đ© This is only a tiny glimpse of what part 4 has to offer, I might even need to separate it into two parts if Tumblrâs character limit waggles its finger at me. Weâll see!
Now back to google docs. See you soon! đŠą
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