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#like what did it mean???? what were the intentions??? was it some hasty small caring sacrifice to give her only defense
thinking about how out of the four reservation dogs, jackie singled in on elora and tried to extend a hand to her....how she gave elora her only knife and offered to sit next to the random white dude they did not know.......how she immediately went ‘fuck this’ to the weird vibes in that white lady’s house and went to get elora, and although nearly made the selfish choice to leave her there, did go back for her.....asking her questions about daniel and even divulging what happened to her brother.......how she sought out help in order to get elora’s car back (’this is my friend elora danan’)......showing up when elora’s grandmother passed even though she tried to play it off like her aunt forced her and clarifying with elora that they were gunna try again for california, despite not even ‘needing’ elora now since her car was busted and her money was stolen........driving elora to the seminar and even after storming out deeply hurt from what willie-jack said, still texted elora to say sorry for ditching and ask what she was up to.....standing next to elora after helping save cheese where you can see the couple inches of height difference....helping the rez dogs get elora’s car back and then stepping aside on her own to quietly tell elora to be careful going to california and good luck, elora assuring her they’d be back and jackie softly smiling in return.....
like, I think jackie sees a lot of herself in elora, sees the same deeply wounded hurt over losing someone close and a need to escape it (and elora likewise, as they are very similar). they’ve both become jaded and guarded from losing someone, and feel a want to simply pull away from those they’re close to - a feeling, that they have to carry it all themselves, just take care of their own worries and needs and therefore eliminate any risk of pain or being let-down from others. but in the end, their kind natures that still shine underneath come out, and you see them for what they really are - hurt, grieving kids who in the end, don’t really want to cause any harm. and, I think, the love they carry from those they lost (elora from her connection with daniel, jackie’s from her brother who clearly cared about her) shows in their inevitable choices to do the right thing. they’re both so alike, and that’s what makes the dynamic so interesting.
but also, at the same time.......gay activity.
#like jackie and the others straight up attack the rez dogs and elora even says so but jackie still shoots her shot anyway#reservation dogs#rez dogs#elora danan#does jackie have a last name?? oh well#honestly jackie's actions seem so gay to me#her singling elora out from the beginning and asking about daniel and seeming really invested in her#while elora meanwhile seems only partially interested in jackie#again I think she DOES see a lot of similarities in elora which is what draws her in the first place#but also..*points to jackie in front of the lesbian flag.jpg*#with her choppy dyke haircut#I can just picture her cutting her hair short with scissors bent over the bathroom sink#I think about her giving elora the knife literally all the time#like what did it mean???? what were the intentions??? was it some hasty small caring sacrifice to give her only defense#to elora and then offer to sit closer to the guy who could at any moment grab for her#WHAT WAS THAT ABOUT#first watching the episode I was worried maybe jackie was just trying to plant the knife on elora#in case they had to use it and then elora would get in trouble and not her#and while still paranoid that dude she stabbed is going to come back to press charges it doesn't seem likely#which only makes me think as the dynamics have developed that jackie just straight up gave it so elora could protect herself#!!!!!!#anyways I love them your honor#I love my jaded angry secretly soft teenage lesbians#I guess technically elora would be bisexual but you know what I mean
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22 February 2023 Wednesday 10:04 pmpdt
god doesn’t like me. God hates me. I know this now. My body looks absurd. I don’t recall telling anyone their body looks absurd. & I don’t recall burning someone & cooking them & forcing them to vomit & giving them diarrhea. I don’t recall. Sorry to anyone I might have done those things to, but I don’t remember. 10:07 pmpdt incubus = god. He raped Virgin Mary. Why would he need an angel to tell her she’s pregnant 🤰? Bcz he date rape drugged her & raped her. 10:08 pmpdt brain 🧠 pain 10:08 pmpdt
10:09 pmpdt I want to die now. Thanks incubus. You made it very clear. You can drop all the other acts now. I’m not buying the husband & children thing anymore. No more. Don’t want you. You are horrifying. I don’t know how behati doesn’t crawl into a hole 🕳 to hide from you. You are frightening. 10:11 pmpdt
10:11 pmpdt I want to delete that picture up there but I don’t think that wise. 10:12 pmpdt
23 February 2023 Thursday 9:59 am pdt
I’m wrong to think about Q in that way. Everything was most likely a coincidence created by god. I have a lot of diarrhea now. Sorry Q. You’re body did go through changes, and I thought 💭 there were times you bounced back & have not seen u n person 4 (3:05 pmpdt for) years at that point when I made the assumption I (3:06 pmpdt you) were putting on an act. It was hasty of me to jump to that conclusion. Even though it was a relatively small action there were deadly ☠️ consequences & I decided to not care 4 some reason. Maybe Bcz I thought 💭 u were intentionally setting me up 🆙 to get hurt. I also did some how flip at the same time & thought 💭 the opposite could b true, that I could use you as a decoy if I was the one ☝️ the incubus loved 🥰. It was years ago now. I should have never crossed that line-> share your picture links -> w/ those intentions. It was selfish of me either way. I thought 💭 u were extremely pretty & I stepped aside like u wanted so u can date him Bcz U said after first meeting that u liked him. Even though ur body became absurd at one point, when I last wrote to u I was under the impression that it wasn’t absurd, & even though ur face looked like it was going through something I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ if you are lying 🤥 w/ photoshop, & if u weren’t, I still showed ur pictures to guys at UCB saying she’s pretty. A few guys. That was when I was trying to be a good friend. 10:13 am pdt but incubus + miñions wants 2 4get all that stuff Bcz it don’t matter anymore? Bcz he doesn’t want to give credit for any effort to be good? 10:14 am pdt everyone else is excused. Not me. I’m wicked, twisted, 2 faced. I guess he’s right. I’m wrong. Again. Very wrong. I started this off w/ intentions to come clean 🧼. & help possibly an innocent man be freed. 10:16 am pdt again I find it difficult to behave when I’m among people. No matter how much I try I keeep getting into trouble 👿. 10:18 am pdt
10:29 am pdt the idea 💡 crossed my mind last year, that maybe Scott was interested in Q? What if? But she didn’t want him? Bcz mom said he’s trouble 😈?
but she thought 💭 it would be okay to set up 🆙 women w/ him? As a distraction from herself? What if that was actually happening? I wonder 💭???? 10:32 am pdt
Q, I saw 👀 u invited Matt H. to your birthday 🎂 party 🎉 the physics major from UCB that I suggested u try. I did not tell him Bcz I didn’t want Q to feel pressured. 10:34 am pdt it was years after I suggested, was it 2015? Q invited him. I suggested him to her in 2007. 10:35 am pdt
10:41 am pdt this guy seemed docile? Does that mean non violent? & he made me laugh 😹. & his ex girlfriend was supposedly trying to get back w/ him. Autocorrect said get killed. I thought 💭 that’s what was happening already incubus? Very torturous death ☠️. 10:43 am pdt
10:44 am pdt another guy I showed Q’s pictures to, he wanted to set her up w/his best friend who shoots ducks 🦆? I thought 💭 at the time was a mismatch Bcz she liked birding? Looking at birds 🦅 through binoculars. 10:46 am pdt he was like no! That’s perfect! & I was like no it’s not! 10:47 am pdt
1:01 pmpdt from the age of 11, to what year? Was it 2011? Jaycee dugard was missing. Hmmm seems meant to be? Follow the incubus (rapist of Virgin Mary ) god’s orders. Yeah, sumner, can’t mess up 🆙 what’s meant to be? 1:04 pmpdt
1:05 pmpdt auto correct has been changing of to if? Or my fingers 🤦‍♀️ I thought 💭 I was a little more precise at least w/ that. 1:06 pmpdt
1:09 pmpdt 2011 was the sentencing. 2009 was when she was found according to Wikipedia. Investigators chose intentionally not to search 🔦 the sheds that she was hidden in. Bcz incubus told them not to? 1:12 pmpdt
1:13 pmpdt wouldn’t you think incubus god would tell someone where she was to rescue her? Possibly the best years of a person’s life? Does anyone not care unless it is themselves in that position? Demon angels told him to do it = incubus god = demon lord = Antichrist = god. 1:15 pmpdt ????
1:17 pmpdt u all like to jump in to box punch 🥊 someone to death ☠️ who u don’t know but u let little girls get kidnapped & raped. Bcz little girls don’t need help? But powerful antichrist w/ big penis needs help taking down his enemies who are little girls 🤷🏻‍♀️ I’m trying to figure out the mentality of people according to the Bible Bcz I’m only started reading 📖 the last 5 years little by little. Killing/hurting people & rape are forgiven if you’re god’s favorite? What makes someone good? Is it personality? If I’m annoying I should be dead? If I’m annoyed I should be dead? If I’m a whore or a prude I should be dead? If I pretend to like someone I should be dead ☠️? Even if I wanted to like them? 1:24 pmpdt
1:53 pmpdt in a world 🌎 that reversed abortion rights & rapists justified rape, do u think Sierra lamar’s true kidnappers justified their kidnapping Bcz of her father? Did Sierra LaMar have difficulty making new friends Bcz people knew about her father? Was she sometimes lonely 😞 & depressed? Enough to drink 🍺 & take drugs? “Beautiful high” did she engage with conversation online with possibly a beautiful stranger , a man, pretending to be younger- pretending to be her age? Who had the time & money to eff around? 1:57 pmpdt (brain pain 1:58 pmpdt) did he speak 🗣 in a pretty way & lure her in secretly 🤐?? Did he take her to Saratoga w/o a fight? & then suddenly came to her senses & realized it was probably a trap 🪤 when it was too late? A bad idea 👎? 2 pmpdt
2:01 pmpdt did he offer her “a clean slate” ? A judgment free way to live with a chance to make more friends? Were the friends she had not enough? Did the drugs & alcohol 🍺 make her do more stupid things? 2:03 pmpdt she looked like she had a few nice friends, but maybe it wasn’t enough. Maybe there were always more people who thought 💭 she was beneath them. What was it, something about was it haters? Be like crickets 🦗 they chirp 🐣 all day but when you come close they shut up 🤐. 2:05 pmpdt was the environment too much? 2:06 pmpdt
3:06 pmpdt edited the top. U autocorrect likes to change u into i. 3:07 pmpdt When I was already laid off Q suggested I take acting classes w/ her. That was probably 2013 she said that. 3:08 pmpdt she also had a Lynda? Account for learning stuff online. Bcz she was working & I still had difficulty being assertive I left it up to her to remember the offer. Shel offered to let me use her account by coming over I guess w/ her laptop? I wanted to I think? But I felt like I should not push it? She never remembered so it never happened. Maybe I didn’t communicate clearly that I was interested? I would have had to have waited for her days off if we were going to do it like that. 🤷🏻‍♀️3:14 pmpdt
3:17 pmpdt there was something I was going to write? I don’t remember? 3:18 pmpdt
4:33 pmpdt the gods are all incubus. They’re all really d*cks.
4:34 pmpdt sometimes maybe I am starting to feel depressed & maybe reality is depressing. Maybe there is nothing naturally beautiful about human beings. Maybe it is all artificial sweetener. My agony is being dragged on. 4:36 pmpdt incubus stabbed me in the heart - a hole through it 8/17/17 same day George Carroll was stabbed in the chest & died. That’s reality. How’s someone going to survive that? 🧐😞 I think I read he wrote a play on tupac? When I was at the hospital last time & it lasted 7 days, the computers had names on it something like pac. I thought it was the incubus’ sign that my painful experiences were going to end that hospital visit. Still going. Another fake out. 4:40 pmpdt fake out after fake out after fake out. I still don’t have any real memory of the incubus being nice to me. He knows I had a crush on John cusack. 4:41 pmpdt I wrote on a white paper “say anything” & I put it in my bedroom window ≈2010. & he’s got a photo shoot imitating John cusack in the movie. When it’s all distant & online the romance dies the more abuse I take. The more women I see him with -> romance dead. 4:44 pmpdt he wants 2 make me delusional. Making me think w/o showing me that there’s proof somewhere that we had s*x. I don’t see it. I was a fool to believe that any of those people were or could be my children. 4:46 pmpdt I choose not to believe & then he dangles something infront of me lure me back in like that scary fish at the bottom of the ocean in finding Nemo. 4:47 pmpdt
4:54 pmpdt when I see all those women behaving like hoes on Instagram & all the men that have anything to do with them , especially the incubus, & the child kidnapping & rape he lets happen, & multiple women, they now look so cringe lecherous gross *as holes to me. 4:56 pmpdt
incubus changed *ss to *as 4:58 pmpdt
5 pmpdt they’re sickening. I wish I could barf all over his shoes. All of their shoes. 5:01 pmpdt
5:08 pmpdt at the end of 2016 incubus Hurt my head a lot while I watched the voice. He also hurt it a lot in 2017. Can’t remember 2018 much at the moment except that he made the spikes so big & go through the skin of vag lips that it catched on the threads of my underwear/panties. He seemed to increased his fury after I posted the Q’s picture links. & he was pretending he was Behati pretending to be him was his story. 5:12 pmpdt incubus stabbed groin?/pelvis bone ☠️🦴pain it broke in to it. Don’t trust him. I went for a walk at night once? Or early morning while it was still dark & 2 tan skinned middle aged looking guys looked like they were going to come to me even though I didn’t interact with them. I think I remember one was driving the trash pickup truck ? & had got out? Or am I confused in my memory? Incubus messed with my memory of pasta pomodoro to make me think it was not dim even though I remembered it like that for years. 🧐5:16 pmpdt
5:18 pmpdt you’re a gross liar incubus. You have all the tools to fool people but I no longer believe in you. 5:19 pmpdt
I guess there are no real memories of him and I together. He has no guts to come clean to me. All beautiful things from him are lies. He’s all truly ugly inside. 5:21 pmpdt
5:25 pmpdt lots of crying here. Acid & big spikes. 5:26 on my groin & vag 😞😖😭😤🥵you’re a sick virgin f*ck*r. 5:27 pmpdt
The acid was strong. I think it significantly ate my flesh. I’m not going to the doctor 👩‍⚕️ anymore. I wish there was a different god dealing out karma. I never hurt anyone’s genitals. I might have accidentally touched my first boyfriend’s d*ck w/ my knee but I’m not sure. I think incubus was gaslighting us & was hurting his d*ck w/ his magic 🪄 Bcz I didn’t think 🤔 that I actually touched it & I was extremely surprised at his big reaction. So I think Bcz of recent stuff I might give myself the benefit of the doubt. 5:36 pmpdt don’t be fooled by the incubus. He has a lot of wicked people working for him making deep fakes. 5:38 pmpdt he keeps hinting at things in my imagination without showing me. I don’t believe anything anymore. He hurts my vag like he doesn’t value it. 5:39 pmpdt 😖😭🤯🤬😱
5:40 pmpdt I wish Lorena bobbitt was my god s& get the incubus back for me. I am afraid of knives 🔪 & very rarely cook 🥩. 5:42 pmpdt
6:06 pmpdt incubus French kissed Katie, Candace Bailey & Behati. All I got was a mystery light touch on the lips 👄. I formerly had a big top 🔝 lip almost like Disney Pocahontas but incubus cut it a lot the last 5 years & he edited my photos. Shameful. He should be but he’s not! 6:09 pmpdt people told me I looked like Pocahontas in elementary school 🏫 & middle school 🏫! I used to be an endurance runner 🏃🏻‍♀️. Can u imagine how long I probably could have had s*x??? & a virgin until 19! & again from 2008 going forward! I didn’t feel anything when Scott forced me down I’m the car 🚗 in 2010. I wonder if he was doing something else to gaslight me Bcz I felt numb from the waist down 6:12 pmpdt I have a weird little bump on my thigh. Incubus is threatening me with 🔥 fire. He always burning me. It’s not a new thing. I will probably be dead ☠️ if he does it again. 6:13 pmpdt if you are relying on incubus to be my husband here’s the bad news 📰 he’s not. 6:14 pmpdt bcz if he was then the whole cow 🐮 sacrifice Jeremiah would not be true. & utopia would become real. But god’s a liar 🤥 that’s why I’m being destroyed & roe bs wade is being rolled back even though he put men should not make laws on women bodies. But everyone who is republican & likes slavery interprets that to mean /equal no more abortion rights. In a utopia we would have s*x w/o condoms, have safe abortion & family planing & options for surrogacy. No harmful side effects. 6:17 pmpdt but god likes torture lots of crying Bcz he’s antichrist = happy w/torturing people happy w/ making others cry. Slavery. 6:18 pmpdt
6:25 pmpdt maybe 🤔 incubus was gaslighting ⛽️ me when I found online something saying Jesus Christ is the first sacrificial lamb 🐑 in the Bible. If that was correct (gurgle 6:26 pmpdt) then you would have to go back to Abel sacrificing a lamb 🐑. Moms name has Abel in it & im an Aries ♈️ & I have a half Japanese older sister so ram 🐏 = lamb Bcz r= L sound. 6:28 pmpdt god’s a liar 🤥. Utopia will never be. Bcz that’s what he’s comfortable with. 6:29 pmpdt days with filled with crimes & death ☠️ like this are his utopia. 6:30 pmpdt don’t complain. 6:30 pmpdt
6:47 pmpdt I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ what is real, I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ what is possible. But I think 💭 he’s killing me every day. & to make a person with all this symbolism & put me through this, feels like a “hard pill 💊 to swallow” 6:49 pmpdt & I’ve heard I have a doppelgänger so he has some one ☝️ ready to replace me. A backup copy. 6:51 pmpdt which probably means he’s going to really kill me. 6:51 pmpdt
6:52 6:43 6:53 pmpdt that is probably how he did the “resurrection” the first time- a counterfeit resurrection. 6:54 pmpdt
7:18 pmpdt I heard she was grouchy or not welcoming to my friends at the time. 🤷🏻‍♀️ 7:19 pmpdt
7:29 pmpdt I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ if there have been any good changes . Does anyone know if there are real good changes? Everything seems so deceiving. Too little too late for me. Incubus keeps gaslighting me. ⛽️ false signs 🪧 bad intentions he looks worse & worse by the day to me with how they’ve been destroying me. Draaaaaaaaaaaag waaaaaaaaaaaaaaay out. Dragon 🐉 he’s misleading in every way. People interpret what he says one way then we’re thrown for a loop 🔁 & realize later on it he actually meant the opposite of what we interpreted initially. 7:35 pmpdt I doubt anything will abruptly go back the other way ever again. He pretends to be democratic? What is democratic? Usually poor people platform? Republicans are they say conservative? If their money 💰 which is I guess in favor of rich 🤑 people? & he’s rich 🤑 so why would laws swing towards that benefits poorer (emoji poo 💩 came up 🆙 as I spelled out poor. That’s fine. Sh*t makes the flowers 🌸 grow. 7:38 pmpdt) who was it diddi bops? 7:39 pmpdt 7:40 pmpdt it’s misleading he’s always misleading poor people like god mislead his own son Jesus Christ Bcz he’s a bad dad & a virgin raper? Rapist incubus. Why should we glorify such a bad father? 7:41 pmpdt someone who makes all sorts of excuses to be not in someone’s life? Making a lot of people doubt his wife (not by choice Bcz he’s a rapist, an over glorified rapist. Gaslight. He likes making people loony Bcz he’s a narcissist gaslighter 7:43 pmpdt)
7:49 pmpdt I think 🤔 my head is too small for their preference. I think 🤔 they’re looking for some one w/ a bigger head. 7:50 pmpdt I feel as if they treat me like trash 🗑 to be incinerated 7:51 pmpdt
7:52 pmpdt I (left eye 👁 pain 7:52 pmpdt) hope they find a woman 👩🏼 w/ a tall cone head so they’re their babies 👶 have over sized funny heads. 7:54 pmpdt if they want it give it to them. 7:54 pmpdt
8 pmpdt they’ve been prematurely forcing the food out of my stomach. They mad made coughing harder. 8:01 pmpdt they like to sacrifice people w/ small heads & made smaller through abuse. I hope 🤞 they get their wish to create super sized ugly heads. Hmmm 🤔 is my moms head big? Idk 🤷🏻‍♀️ I have to look at her now to see Bcz I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ remember. 8:04 pmpdt I guess my dads head could have been but god probably stunts growth of a lot of people. 8:05 pmpdt
8:06 pmpdt Minnie so=sue? Ta ta for now tigger. Probably tata forever. 8:06 pmpdt
8:07 pmpdt I don’t think anything is going to change course. Taking too long 🐉 8:08 pmpdt he’s burning 🔥 my *ss node now hours on/off #3 again killing me. 8:09 pmpdt cramps & nausea diarrhea
8:23 pmpdt the way Nick looked me up 🆙 & down it looked like he wanted to f*ck me no matter what: whore/friends with benefits. It’s like he couldn’t wait but had to fake me out. Probably from incubus playbook. 8:24 pmpdt
mayb my head would have grown taller if my growth wasn’t stunted. 8:29 me & sister almost looked identical in middle school 🏫. But I don’t know 🤷🏻‍♀️ 8:30 🕣 pmpdt
9:58 pmpdt they treat me like sh*t to make me look like sh*t? How many people can relate? 9:59 pmpdt in some cultures they say when a woman 👩🏼 is 30 years old she is an old maid. No longer attractive. Delta = change. You will see it in probably a basket 🧺 ball 🏀 game on a chair 🪑 behati & incubus sit on or Jesse Carmichaels Instagram symbolized by a triangle also restroom 🚻 symbol for women. When I hit 32 years old they started torturing me nonstop. They tortured me all my life but it became around the clock 🕰 awful more than normal torture. (Right side is roasted 10:03 pmpdt = death ☠️ they’re trying to make me delusional though but it hurts a lot so no I don’t believe you incubus 10:04 pmpdt) the way they treated jaycee dugard & me makes me believe they will do it again& again. They poison ☠️ our brains 🧠 poison ☠️ control 222 phone ☎️ number. Dr Daniel Amen is so old now & his diagnosis Costs a lot (accidentally typed lit 🔥 10:06 pmpdt they have no intentions of stopping they said so in a song harder to breathe 🧘🏻‍♀️) 10:07 have the tendency of getting very physical w/ a woman Bcz he’s a wife beater. Biological terrorist version. Not fit to tread the ground I’m walking 🚶🏿‍♀️ on Bcz he’s cutting/bone sawing duh 🙄. 10:09 pmpdt I didn’t finish the jobs he wanted me to do for him like it says in the Bible about destroying his enemies so he decided to destroy me duh 🙄. Bcz I didn’t run someone over or punch 🤛 a baby in the head & I didn’t rape a child 👶 so he considers me his enemy (it’s like we can’t stop 🛑 we’re enemies 10:11 pmpdt). But you see the dugard documentary he gave him soooooo many years with dugard by intentionally letting them get away with it for years. Incubus messed with all their memories & personalities & made the laws that way & intentionally hired law enforcement who will listen to his bad deed orders which is not limited to this but also almost murdering a woman by parking their vehicle in the train tracks & putting her inside with handcuffs on minutes before the train 🚊 came by. I saw that in the news 📰 end of September. If they wanted to kill her so badly it’s probably Bcz the cops 👮‍♀️ are bad people & they’re trying to get away with crimes. 10:16 pmpdt
10:20 pmpdt so Bcz I’m over 30 & sacrificial lamb 🐑 you are trying to get rid of me, incubus? 10:21 pmpdt bcz you’re not really about being good to any woman 👩🏼 even little dusty rose 🌹 Bcz she’s supposed to like me Bcz her name means rose 🌹 like my name means rose 🥀? 10:22 pmpdt (back left ribs pain left shin bone 🦴 pain) which makes behati actually a hostage. Bcz there’s a lot of stardust in the universe. We’re all stardust before sunrise movie 🎥 which means there is plenty of bone material to go around. Sarah & Abraham are supposed to have as many children as there are stars in the sky 🌌 which means each person can consume a star? ⭐️ Bcz why would it be in the Bible ? Where would they get the idea that that’s okay 👌? From god maybe 🤔? Incubus god? So Bcz he’s incubus he doesn’t really mean it even though it’s almost possible. 10:26 pmpdt stars are very big. I doubt one person can eat a whole star ⭐️ but that should (brain pain diarrhea 10:27 pmpdt) draw ✍️ a picture. Manipulation much? Jerks.
10:44 pmpdt I can’t breathe 🧘🏻‍♀️ for minutes at a time probably Bcz they don’t want me to. & then they hurt my heart ♥️ & my gums & bones 🦴. Etc.
10:45 pmpdt incubus wants us to b delusional & believe everything they say. They know all the things to say to justify themselves. That’s how jerk *ss genius they are. 10:47 pmpdt
10:52 pmpdt will we see a long & dreary court battle in divorce court? Who will the incubus marry next? Will it sumner bcz he wants to name the baby 👶 after her? Or mvrykv_ Bcz he’s obsessed 🤩 with her? (Btw I’m rising & moon 🌙 in Aquarius ♒️ 10:55 pmpdt & sh*t/life is always weird) or will we get surprise contenders Alyson_rose or Ashley fitts or even tana mongeau? Will the fans b shocked 😮 & consternated? 10:57 pmpdt (pain right head temple pain).
10:58 pmpdt I’m not marrying anyone Bcz I’m absurd & unrealistically hot 🥵 that I’m dying 😵, & over the old maid hill even though my mom was still sexy in her 40s. Asian women are sexy at least up to 50 years old. Gurgled min ago. 11 pmpdt incubus doesn’t like Asian bathtub 🛀 women as symbolized in “wait” music 🎶 video b4 I realized anything about my name. Interesting 🧐. Everything is meant to be a nasty surprise after the fact. Took me 5?4? years to find out after the release. 11:03 pmpdt d*mned I am & slow too. 11:03 pmpdt
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Shark Week: The Tallest x F!Reader
The following is a non-profit fan-based story, Invader ZiM  is owned by Jhonen Vasquez and Nickelodeon please support the official release, I gain no profit nor do I own anything other than OCs and whatever spouts from my imagination!
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Summary: Red and Purple get an impromptu human reproduction lesson when they go and check on Y/n who's been hiding from them all day.
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"I'm telling you somethings wrong! Yesterday Y/n looked off."  Red stressed to Purple who was completely unbothered as he chowed on some cheezy-puffs. "Maybe she's just tired, she was probably up all night watching TV again." Purple stated this wouldn't be the first time Y/n has looked haggard after a night of movies and video games! but then again, They were still getting used to this whole courting a human thing so...
Red frowned and went to say something else, when he got a weird look on his face, he looked like he was concentrating on something, he sniffed the air his antenna wiggled around inquisitively then suddenly stood right up. "Hold on! Do you-... do you smell that?" the red eyed Irken said to his co-tallest who stopped gorging himself on snacks, and whiffed air doing the same antenna wiggles aside from the sugary treats, burnt wires, machine grease and other Irkens nothing was out of the ordinary... he blinked his face shifted to one of confusion catching the scent of something foreign but familiar, his antennas suddenly sprung up.
"Yeah... It smells like the time Y/n got a paper cut...but more bad." The tallest looked at each other worried, they dropped their snacks and rushed towards Your room, though Purple doubled back to picked up a bag of donuts and went after Red, when they arrived in the hallway just outside your room. 
The stench of blood was stronger now, they found a small group of your guards standing outside all of them looking very concerned, one of the taller guards an Irken named Deeko noticed the tallest hasty approach. "My Tallest, I was just about to call." he said with a salute.
The leaders waved him off "What's going on?/Where's Y/n?!" Red and Purple demanded over each other as the guards looked nervous. "We're not sure, liaison Y/n won't let anyone in,  when we ask what's wrong? she just tells us to leave!" Deeko explained and noted she locked everyone out of her room, Red dismissed the guards, he and Purple could handle it... at least they thought they could, Red knocked on the door.
 "Y/n are you okay?" Red asked he heard you cuss and your footsteps moving around your room. "I'm fine! I'm just... I'm getting dressed!" You said hastily while mentally kicking yourself for being so obvious that you were hiding something... 
(Usually you had time to prepare for shark week, You had supplies! but ever since moving to the Massive, the stress from leaving Earth to living in space has cause your cycle to be maladjusted, this was the first period you've had in three months.) For now you just kept your fingers crossed and hoped Red and Purple bought that excuse.
They didn't, the tallest looked at each other Red nodded Purple hacked your door, it opened and your boyfriends walked in. "Oh for fuck sak-" you were cut off by Purple and Red getting a hold of you they started smelling you; they were perplexed you didn't look hurt... but the stench of blood was everywhere, you tried to talk them into leaving. "Look guys I know your worried but..." Red suddenly pulled away and was hyper focused on your bed, Your bare bed.
 "Where are your sheets?" he asked looking around the room with Purple "Uhh..." you tried to come up with something, too late! Purple found your linens, and ruined pair of underwear balled up behind a chair, You tried to stop him, but the purple eyed Irken had already picked up your sheet saw the bloodstains and... Chaos ensued.
Cut to you stuck on the medical deck. Cranky, cramping and miserable; while being poked prodded at by tiny green men or at least they tried to, you gave them an empty threat tossing them out the airlock and had ordered your S.I.R. unit: Ede, to maim anyone who came near you, needless to say the Irken medics backed off, while Red and Purple frantically called Zim for help thinking you were dying, but the banished invader wouldn't answer his damn communicator! Red slammed his fist on the console in exasperation. 
"Zim you better answer this call or so help me!" there was static before Zim finally picked up. "Oh my Tallest! to what do I owe-" Purple cut him off jumping in front of the screen "SKIP THE PLEASANTRIES SHORTY! OUR HUMAN IS DYING!!! *Munch* HAU DOE EE FRIX HWIT??" the Purple clad leader demanded while stuffing doughnuts in his mouth as Zim looked at them startled. "....What?" Red growled and shoved Purple out of the way. "Y/n she has some kind of illness, it's making her bleed... *ahem* down there." Red stated Zim looked at them both for a moment before something clicked.
"Oh! You mean Menses?"
"You know what it is? How do you cure it?!"
"Edging closer to the sweet brink of death..." Zim said coldly leering at them Red and Purple gawked him fearfully, Zim kept the dark act up few seconds then burst out laughing at them. "Hehe...I kid, I kid! O-ho Zim's love-mate pulled the same thing when he asked...hehe" Red glowered at him. "Computer hone in on Zim's base signal and initiate It's Self-Destruction sequence on my mark.." The earthbound Irken sputtered and panicked with Skoodge and Gir running around screaming as Red started the count down. 
"Wait, ZiM will tell you everything he knows! just don't blow up my house!"
"Computer cancel Base Self-Destruct... Start talking Zim."
"When human females reach a certain age they-..." 
You were still in the medbay headphones on ignoring your aches and pains by playing your Game-slave DXI, while Ede and Deek were sitting near by playing cards and making sure none of the medical staff bothered you, when the door opened and two very flustered Tallest floated in; they noticed Deeko sitting little too close to you and gave him a heated look that could melt permafrost. 
The green eyed guard swallowed nervously and silently left the room with along with Ede which you hadn't noticed. Until you saw the door close in your peripherals, you were about to ask where they were going? and if they could get you some snacks? when a blanket along with a bag of various candies and donuts was dropped on to your lap causing you to jump a bit surprised.
You looked up and saw your boyfriends watching you intently, cocking a brow you pulled your headphones down to see what they wanted? "What this for-" Red and Purple suddenly hugged you confusing you further. "Uh guys? what up with you?" Red was first one to speak up, his face had light blush to it. "We called Zim, he told about this Menses cycle your having." Purple reached into the bag on your lap and took out a candy-bar and offering it to you. "He said chocolate helps." Needles to say you were touched these guys really care about you if they were willing to go so far as to recruit Zim's help to figure out what was wrong with you.
"It does, what else did he tell you." You asked keeping your guard up because well... it's Zim. "He said he'll send over some medicine and said to use heat if you get bad cramps..." Red gestured the blanket which you realized was a large heating pad, when you noticed the dial, "That's pretty sweet of him, remind me tell him thanks next time he calls." Both Red and Purple were still clinging to you which roused your suspicions. "Did he say anything else?" The tallest looked around to make sure everyone was busy working and looked back at you with identical smirks.
You saw Red used one of his PAK legs to interface with room control port, the windows tinted, the lights dimmed and the door locked before Purple whispered something in your ear, Your face felt like and probably looked like a stove iron, you felt Red's smirk widen as he nibbled on your neck while Purple's hands slowly move down to your hips; Zim had told them about the alternative and very fun way of helping you out with your cramps, needles to say the Medical staff avoided that part of the medbay for a while...
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milkyway-writes · 3 years
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i’m not ready for that s.r.
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pairing: Steve Rogers x black!Reader (anyone could read though)
summary: Even though Steve has been living in modern times for a couple of years now, he still finds himself not used to the present, especially when it comes to women. But when he meets you, an outspoken girl who completely embodies the kind of woman “he’s not ready for,” Steve is forced to reevaluate what he wants.
warnings: 18+, explicit language, dry humping, unprotected sex, sex in a hotel room, a small age gap (but not mentioned much), probably some typos and/or bad grammar, disregard for card games and 60′s music
word count: 2,828
author’s note: This is my first time writing a fic! So, tell me what you think and if you’d like more stuff from me. 
After waking up in a world filled with people dressed in unfamiliar clothing, using confusing language, and carrying around these tiny devices they called “phones,” Steve experienced the expected amount of disassociation. He said things which earned him weird looks, struggled to understand modern references, and sometimes secretly wished he could just go back to his own time. 
But if anything, Steve Rogers was determined. 
He kept a notepad to track the new things he learned and reviewed them in his spare time. He made an effort to listen to the radio and watch popular TV shows. Steve even managed to tailor his wardrobe to a certain degree. Except for the khakis. The khakis were essential. 
Despite his acclimation and newfound understanding of the 21st century, Steve still struggled with women. And in all honesty, he doesn’t even feel that open to dating. He’s completely content with simply working and living his life, romance not much of a priority of his. 
But Natasha keeps pushing it. 
“What about that girl from accounting?” she says, “Laura, Lisa…”
"Lillian,” Steve answers, “lip piercing, right?" 
"Yeah, she's cute."
"Yeah, I'm not ready for that.”
•••••
So, when you show up with a total disregard for authority, a smile that could fool the devil, and a snarky attitude all complete with a cute little nose piercing, Steve doesn’t quite know what to do with you. 
Your words are much bolder than any woman he knew from the 40’s. You behave with a certain level of confidence and self-assuredness that it’s impossible to believe that you’re only in your twenties. And you don’t shy away from showing men up, never one to hold your tongue. Steve notices that you don’t mind interrupting people. You seem to get a glint in your eye each time he clenches his jaw after you’ve cut him off. 
Everything about you is overwhelming to Steve. 
Any time he tries to correct you, you scoff, blowing air through your plump lips. Always rolling those brown eyes in annoyance. (It makes Steve want to scream.)
Nothing is ever easy with you. There is always a rebuttal, or some type of teasing remark, or simply a look that tells him “you can’t tell me what to do.” It enrages him. Steve doesn’t think he has ever met a person who could find a way to fight him on every single thing.
Now, as he looks at you standing with your hands on your hips, freshly-manicured nails on display, Steve wonders how he’ll ever manage to get through to you.
•••••
You hadn’t known much about Captain America before you’d agreed to work with him and Natasha when S.H.I.E.L.D. started falling apart. 
You had been working for the agency for a while now, assisting in the capture of criminal individuals as a sort of immunity for your own crimes. Your skills were too valuable to waste, and honestly, they knew you’d escape any prison they put you in anyway. Despite this, you weren’t the most reliable. 
You often took risks, and your youth raised a sort of concern amongst other S.H.I.E.L.D. agents. No one trusted a girl whose main motivation to be an agent was to avoid prison. And because of this, Nick Fury did not bring you on for the Avengers Initiative right away. You needed time to grow, time to figure out your priorities. 
For two years, you focused on your development, learning how to control your abilities and use them most effectively, and in the meantime, you only took on small missions. You were happy with this, so happy that when Fury began reaching out to you with the intent to bring you back on for more advanced missions, you promptly avoided them.
One quiet afternoon, you were feeling the soil of your succulent, trying to figure out if the plant needed watering when you got the call that Nick Fury was pronounced dead. 
Immediately, your stomach dropped. 
Your mind was racing as you rushed to the hospital, hoping that this was all some sick joke. A test. Something Fury had comprised to teach you a lesson. 
Natasha noticed as you stood frozen at the door of the hospital room. Your heart ached seeing him lie there lifeless. 
While you pretended that you didn’t care about him, Fury had always been important to you. He had given you a second chance when you didn’t even think you deserved it. He saw potential in you when others saw you as a delinquent. This grief, coupled with the knowledge that S.H.I.E.L.D. had been compromised, led you to agree to work with Natasha and her new friend, Steve Rogers. 
•••••
Since the beginning, your presence had been an immediate concern to Steve. Along with your untamed attitude, he didn’t like the way you would make hasty decisions that left him wondering if you were still alive. He had to bite his tongue at your stubbornness. And each roll of your eyes pushed Steve further and further to the edge. After a while, he had had enough and pulled you to the side to express his disapproval. 
You stare at him expectantly with your hands still on your hips, waiting to hear why he’s singled you out.
He lets out a breath, “these antics of yours have got to stop.” 
You instantly laugh. Because he has to be kidding. 
It takes everything in him to remain calm when you flash him a smile and saunter away, throwing a “oh loosen up, Captain,” over your shoulder. 
He has to stop himself from watching your hips sway. He catches your wrist. “No. Not ‘loosen up.’ You need to be more responsible.”
“Well you need to understand that I’m not a soldier,” you yank your arm back. “I’ll follow your plan,” you offer, “but sometimes things don’t go as planned and we have to make adjustments,” you say, speaking slowly as if Steve’s a child. 
He steps closer, now towering over your small frame. “Your ‘adjustments’ almost always result in dangerous situations.”
“Really?” You cock your head to the side, “Is that right?”
He narrows his eyes at you.
“So, this is coming from the man who jumped out of an elevator?” Your perfectly arched eyebrow raises tauntingly. “Right?” 
You chuckle as he rolls his eyes. You don’t miss the hint of a smile in them. 
•••••
You do eventually try to be more of a team player, sticking to the plan when you can. You figured you’d be working with them more often, so it was in your best interest to make yourself easy to work with. Your efforts don’t go unnoticed.
Steve is grateful that you don’t pull any surprises when the Winter Soldier makes his attack. The revelation that it was his best friend already enough to throw him off. 
Surprisingly, when Steve decides to go after Bucky, you offer to join him and Sam. Your excuse being that you don’t trust two men to get the job done. 
Honestly, you just didn’t want to go back to your life before. Working with Steve was exciting. He was exciting. The way he’d catch your eyes after you’d say something snarky made your stomach flip because there was a hint of a threat in them.
You enjoyed the way he wasn’t afraid to touch you. He liked to grab your arm and pull you to him when you didn’t listen. He’d once backed you up against a wall when he thought you weren’t telling him the full story pertaining to the mission. And while he was angry, you couldn’t help wondering what it’d be like to have him take you right then and there.
You had come to terms with the fact that you wanted Steve Rogers. You just didn’t know if he’d want someone like you. You were aware that he probably hadn’t encountered many women like you in his past life. 
•••••
While your eye rolls and sassy comments do remain, Steve finds himself enjoying your presence despite himself. The struggle between the two of you slowly morphing into playful teasing, teetering the line between that and sexual tension.
“How’d you end up here anyway?” Steve asks as he lays down an ace of spades. 
You grimace and tuck your king of hearts back into your hand in embarrassment. “We’re on a mission, silly.” You giggle, the diamond in your nose catching the light.
“Mhm very funny,” he says. “You know that’s not what I meant.”
You don’t say anything. The only sound coming from your breathing and the Solomon Burke song that’s playing through your phone speaker.
You hum along as you pretend to search your hand for a card to play. 
Steve nudges your knee. You’re not sure if it’s because you haven’t answered him or because you still haven’t put down a card. 
“You mean how’d I end up doing this? Working for S.H.I.E.L.D.?”
He nods.
“It’s a long story,” you manage to let out.
“We’ve got time.”
You sigh and place your cards down on the mattress knowing you were gonna lose anyway. 
“A while back, I lost someone…someone very important to me,” you say, “and all I wanted was to hurt the people who took them from me.” You glance up to meet Steve’s eyes, “one thing led to another, and I sort of lost myself. I hurt people in ways I never intended to, caused the kind of pain that,” you search for the words, “that I had always been so afraid to feel.”
“I was so blinded by rage,” you shake your head, “I just completely forgot my morals.”
You feel the bed shift, and Steve reaches out for your hand. 
“Long story short, Fury offered me a job. Said I could use my skills for good. And next thing you know I’m going on these crazy missions and catching ‘bad guys,’” you say using finger quotes. 
You sigh, “you must think the absolute worst of me now, huh?” 
Steve chuckles, “no, not at all.” He pauses and his eyebrows crease. “It actually makes me respect you more.”
You let out a laugh, “well then, sir, you are most definitely twisted.”
He shrugs, “maybe I am.”
You notice that he never let go of your hand, and for a second you swear you feel a flutter in your abdomen. Lightly, you slide your fingers up his arm, tracing the veins. He doesn’t move or protest. Instead, he brings his other hand to rest on your knee. You look up at him as his hand moves from your knee up your thigh, gripping you firmly where your shorts end.
Steve looks at you for approval, and when you nod, he pulls you in by your hips and leans in, letting his lips ghost over yours.
You haven’t felt like this in awhile, and it takes a lot of strength to hold back a whine. Steve continues to tease you, only letting his lips lightly touch yours while rubbing circles into your hips under your shirt. Impatiently, you link your hands together behind his head, and when you grasp the hair at the nape of his neck, Steve finally leans in, letting his lips press against yours. 
Almost instantly, you climb onto his lap, straddling him. The playing cards from earlier are hastily pushed aside as Steve scoots back, bringing you with him. 
His hands find your hips again as he sucks on your bottom lip. You softly grind into him, causing Steve to groan into your mouth. He works to control himself. He hadn’t expected it to feel this way with you. So desperate, so needing.
You can feel his hardness through the material of his sweatpants, making your arousal even more apparent.
Steve leans down to kiss your neck. The feeling of his tongue makes you buck your hips, searching for some type of friction. His hand travels up your side and comes to cup one of your breasts. He runs his thumb over your nipple, feeling it harden. 
This must give him an idea as he moves to pull your shirt over your head. He grabs you again and takes your nipple in his mouth. You moan, continuing to grind onto him as his hands cup your ass. At this point, you’re sure that your arousal is leaking through your shorts.
Steve feels completely lost in you, your body setting him on fire and awaking something within him he doesn’t think he’s ever felt before. 
He continues his assault on your breasts as you fight to control your arousal. You feel his cock twitch under you. “Please, Steve,” you say breathlessly.
“Please what?” He mumbles around your breasts.
“I need you.” 
Those seem to be the words he needed as Steve promptly flips you over, roughly yanking your shorts down. He tosses his shirt off as you grab onto the waistband of his pants, urging him to take them off. He pushes you back on the bed, leaning over you. You feel his knee press into your cunt and let out a moan. 
Steve grabs your face, kissing you sloppily, and trails his hand down your body. You nearly grind onto his hand as he places his thumb over your clit and rubs slow circles over it. 
“You like that, honey?” He teases as he rubs you over your panties. 
You nod, biting your lip. 
He grabs your chin, “I said do you like it? Answer me.”
You cry out, “yes, Steve yes,” You whimper, “please I need more.” 
He scoffs, “who would’ve thought to get you to act right, I’d just have to play with this pretty pussy?”
You let out a pitiful whine. 
“Now you wanna be a good girl huh?”
You’re afraid you’re going to cum just from his words when he stops and drags your panties down so slowly that you want to scream. The smug look on Steve’s face makes your face burn. He’s enjoying this too much. 
Once they’re off, Steve settles between your thighs, making you look him in the eyes before reaching his hand down and dragging the head of his cock from your folds to your clit. You moan as he gently taps it against your clit a few times and makes a comment about how wet you are. There’s a hint of a smirk on his face as he lines himself up at your entrance. Steve groans as he eases into you. You wrap your legs around his waist, encouraging him to go deeper.
He bottoms out, and you both moan. Steve begins to thrust, and you’re already so worked up that you know you won’t last long. He brings his hand down to rub your clit causing you to cry out. 
His thrusts become more forceful. Your eyes close tightly, your sharp nails digging into his shoulders. He leans his forehead against yours, “I know you want it, sweetheart. I know you wanna cum.” 
His words shock you but send a wave of pleasure straight to your core. 
“Come on, honey, cum for me.” Steve says as he thrusts into you. Your walls spasm around his cock, causing him to groan into your neck. He never lets up on his thrusts though, continuing to slam into you as your first orgasm ripples through your body.
“You feel so good around my cock, baby,” he brings a hand up to lightly wrap around your neck.
You groan in response feeling your abdomen tighten once again.
You can tell Steve is close now, his thrusts becoming frantic and rushed. You clutch onto him as the sounds of slapping skin fill the room. Your name falling off of his lips repeatedly in your ear.
“Cum inside me, Steve,” you plead, “I wanna feel you.” He groans at your words, and you feel his hand tighten around your throat. You look at him, and his eyes are dark with lust, you feel yourself clench around his length. The look he’s giving you fills you with a primal need. You plead one more time, pushing Steve over the edge. His thrusts begin to slow, the feeling of him filling you up is enough to bring about another orgasm.
You find it difficult to keep your eyes open. Sleep begins to take you, and you drift off with Steve guiding you to lay your head on his chest. 
With one hand caressing the side of your head, Steve stares up at the ceiling of the hotel room, Nina Simone’s voice floating out of your phone. 
“It’s a new dawn, it’s a new day, it’s a new life for me,”
“And I’m feeling good.”
•••••
Initially, seeing a girl like you would have made Steve doubt himself.
But now, he knows he’s ready for you as he sits next to you holding your hand as you prepare to get your first tattoo.
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haechanhues · 3 years
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Like Unrequited PT III
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Part ONE | Part TWO | Part THREE | Part FOUR
pairing : heeseung x fem!reader / sunghoon x fem!reader
genre : angst/fluff. bulleted. 
warnings : swearing. boy is a bit of a mess. some pushing and shoving. sunghoon gets all huffy and puffy. 
summary : i see your confession and i raise you triple. 
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You’ve started coming to lunch holding Sunghoon’s hand 
It doesn’t bother Heeseung really 
You were always smiling and really giddy whenever he was around 
Cool 
That was fine 
Heeseung rolled his tongue into his cheek whenever he saw Sunghoon though 
Sunghoon was always so- 
Smug 
Something told Heeseung he wasn’t genuine but when he brought it up with Ryujin or Jay 
‘Dude, Sunghoon’s her friend first before anything else. She’s allowed to have other friends.’ 
And you were 
He just wanted you to have better ones 
Or at least one that didn’t cross a line 
Besides 
It took time for people to get over others 
It had barely been two months 
‘She’s started to act normal around you, again. Don’t fuck it up.’ 
And you truly had 
It was like you never confessed really 
Except now you were always on his mind (in a real platonic way) 
You came to greet him in the morning really sweetly 
Sometimes you’d buy him a drink or a little sushi roll on your way to school 
He had smiled at you 
Until the words 
‘I popped into your favourite shop with Sunghoon in the morning on the way to school’ 
Came out of your mouth 
His heart dropped 
You took Sunghoon to his favourite shop? 
He frowned at you with harsh eyebrows 
The displeasure on his face impossible to write over it 
‘You took him there?’ 
‘Yeah.’ 
‘That was our thing, Y/N.’
‘Oh. I’m sorry. I didn’t realise.’ 
‘Well- you’re not too good at the whole realising thing are you?’ 
He mumbled 
Your lips straightened in a tight line 
you felt like crying 
And yet you tried to act as everything was normal - like he hadn’t just said that to you 
Heeseung felt horrible 
But he didn’t feel like apologising 
He meant every single world that came out of his mouth 
Well 
Until lunch came around and you sat next to Sunghoon without the hesitation Heeseung always fails to see 
Sunghoon peeked at your expression and then looked at Heeseung sulking in the corner 
He rolled his eyes 
Boys are so fucking dumb 
He held your hand as you struggled to gain composure of your emotions
You looked at him with a wave of gratitude you took in Sunghoon’s features 
You could feel your heart thrumming against your chest as he softly smiled at you 
Sunghoon had become your safe space 
Well and truly 
You found yourself always looking for him when he wasn’t around 
And getting somewhat down when he wasn’t there 
He held you in the palm of his hand 
But you didn’t seem to care 
After a few days, when Heeseung appeared to be feeling less shitty than that Monday morning and Sunghoon wasn’t around, you approached him 
He was the one to plan the hangout 
Not you 
You even withheld the afternoon you were planning to spend time with Jake and Sunghoon for it 
Sunghoon was sulking about it 
But because he knew that you wanted to patch things up with Heeseung, he let it be 
Attempted to 
Because when the day came around, Heeseung was nowhere in sight 
Nowhere 
He didn’t text or call 
He never messaged you 
You found it he wasn’t coming on your own 
It had been two hours and yet you stayed put 
Sunghoon rang you when the day was starting to get dark 
‘How was your hang out?’ 
‘....’ 
‘Y/N?’ 
‘Can you come and get me?’ 
‘...Where are you?’ 
‘I’ll text it to you.’ 
Sunghoon arrives - concerned and quite frankly pissed off 
You can feel the fire on him as he takes your face in his hands 
His fingertips soak up the tears that threaten to cascade down your cheeks
‘I’m sorry.’ 
‘Why are you sorry?’ 
‘I blew off our plans for Heeseung and he didn’t even show up.’ 
He hushed you, pulling you into his chest 
He remained soft with you 
Holding your hand at all times when he took you home 
‘I’m going to be honest, Y/N. I’m angry. I’m so angry. I want you to know I’m going to be petty as fuck and not mature at all.’ 
You stared at him a little 
‘I’m serious, Y/N.’ 
‘Okay. Understood.’ 
You smiled at him
He rolled his eyes, ‘Good, I’ll see you tomorrow. If you ditch, I ditch too.’ 
‘You’ve got a test tomorrow.’ 
‘Well, let’s hope you come to school then’ 
‘This isn’t very nice, Sunghoon.’ 
He smiled and shrugged 
‘Oh well.’ 
You were left open mouthed as he drove away with the biggest fakesmile on his face 
The next day you showed up to school
Sunghoon grinned a little evil smile at the sight of you before pulling away 
You turned towards Jake 
‘Is this the Sunghoon you were talking about?’ 
‘..What?’ 
‘You know. A little evil mean streak?’ 
‘I’m sorry. You’re going to have to explain everything with context.’ 
As Jake kept you company and got his fill of the drama that happened last night 
Sunghoon was on a mission 
His stride was vigorous and hasty - borderline bloodthirsty 
He looked like he was ready to rip someone into shreds 
Sunghoon stopped in the doorway of the classroom next to his 
Students sat back in their seats, laughing and chattig about with their friends 
Heeseung was doing the same with Jay and the other boys 
Ryujin sat next to Niki in an attempt to actually complete the homework assigned for the afternoon 
He loomed over Heeseung 
‘Outside.’  
Sunghoon seethed 
Everyone looked back at the two with a curious but cautious gaze 
When they were outside, away from the eyes of the rest of the students (except the few stragglers that stayed behind) Sunghoon turned towards Heeseung 
‘You know what I’m going to say right?’ 
Heeseung glared at Sunghoon
‘No’ 
Sunghoon became even more furious, ‘I don’t know if you’re just playing dumb or you’ve actually fucking forgotten.’ 
Heeseung squints at Sunghoon in confusion
Sunghoon snarls 
‘How was your night last night, bro?’ 
‘Have a nice time?’ 
All Heeseung can focus on is how much he hates the guy 
‘I hope it’s better than the night Y/N had.’ 
A pin drops 
Realisation rolls down his throat and robs him of the ability to talk 
Sunghoon’s eyes light up at the recognition on Heeseung’s face before sharpening again, ‘Great. Now, we’ve got that out of the way...’ 
‘Why weren’t you there? I thought all the jealousy would’ve gotten you motivated. Clearly it didn’t.’ 
Sunghoon is just point blank nasty as he approaches Heeseung with no intention of stopping 
‘You better sharpen the fuck up. If I had it my way, i’d tell you to stay the fuck away from her. But she values you in a friendship way, which can’t be good for her.’ 
Heeseung’s temper rises and in his own fuelled rage, he pushes Sunghoon back 
‘And who the fuck are you to tell me? Mind your own fucking business.’ 
With a last shove from Sunghoon, Heeseung tumbles onto the ground, scraping his hands on the concrete. 
‘She is my fucking business.’ 
‘No she’s not.’ 
‘Well she sure isn’t yours! If you had feelings for her, you should tell her instead of being a fucking dick about it. Show her you care about her in some way. Cause this is fucking bullshit.’ 
Sunghoon has the decency not to spit on Heeseung’s face before he walks away 
It’s like the air is filled with smoke and regret as Heeseung buries his head into his hands 
How the fuck could he have forgotten?
Sunghoon was still angry on his way back to his classroom 
So much so that he made a detour towards the exit 
Fuck the test 
He was going home 
The only trouble was you 
You caught him just before the entrance doors
Sunghoon frowned at the obstacle in his dramatic exit before making eye contact with you 
His eyes softened a little 
But his scowl returned 
‘What’s wrong with you?’ 
He growled before attempting to knock over the rubbish bin 
You frowned before pushing his chest away 
You made a small confused snort 
‘What did the rubbish bin do to you?’ 
Sunghoon brushed his hair back, ‘Nothing.’ 
You made a face before creating a wall in front of him 
‘Hey’ 
Sunghoon sighed and grumbled a little 
‘Hoon.’ 
He bit his lips in frustration, he attempted to look at you 
Instead 
He soured as he spotted Heeseung walking through the doors, avoiding your eyes and Sunghoon’s temper 
You followed the direction of his eyes before you returned to the dormant hellfire in front of you 
His eyes still glowered into Heeseung’s back 
You softly directed his face towards you, your thumb and forefinger softly tracing the moons of his cheek 
‘Hey.’ 
He made eye contact with you and your eyes were swimming with concern and confusion 
You smiled before pressing a soft kiss to the cheek you were tracing 
‘You’re stupid. But, thank you.’
Sunghoon rolled his eyes 
‘Thanks.’ 
‘After your test, come find me.’ 
Sunghoon nodded, hugging you close before he let you go, letting the warmth of your body cool the fire in his bones 
And find you he did 
You hounded him with questions 
‘Did you really do your test?’ 
‘Yes.’ 
‘You’re not lying to me.’ 
‘No’ 
‘Because if you are-’ 
Sunghoon groaned, grabbing your lips with his hand, ‘Babe, if you ask me one more thing about the test I want to forget...’ 
He looked warningly into your eyes before grabbing your hand 
You could only stare blankly and with a pinkish hue to your cheeks 
Babe? 
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authors note : so uhm- part four anybody? part three was getting a bit too long so I’ve added another chapter. 
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peaceoutofthepieces · 3 years
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Here’s what I have done of that other fic I started. I want to make it a much longer one-shot, and I will if anyone likes it. It’s based on this post that has stuck with me for ages, but I only really started thinking about recently.
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Lucas didn’t know what to expect.
Realistically, he didn’t think his parents were suited to this type of responsibility. His dad made the indisputable point that they could do with the extra money. Lucas didn’t bother telling him that might not work out if the student left them within a week. They could barely take care of their own child, and yet they thought it was a perfect idea to bring another into the house.
Well, not exactly a child. He couldn’t decide if that fact was better or worse. Lucas got along fine with people; he had a good group of friends, and most of their classmates liked him. He could mesh with people he had just met at parties or the skatepark or even school. Acquaintances were easy to make. People his age didn’t really scare him.
Maybe he didn’t have the best confidence around pretty boys. But none of them scared him as much as Kes, and Kes was his best friend, so he thought he was probably doing pretty well in that case, too.
He wasn’t sure how living with someone else his age (and a stranger at that) would be. His confidence and his comfort levels were feeling low. Someone from another country, someone that he’d have to live with and go to school with and exist with on a very regular basis—that was a little frightening. That had Lucas feeling unprecedented levels of stress in the week before the exchange student arrived.
It didn’t help that they ended up being the most beautiful boy Lucas had ever seen.
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Lucas could admit on sight that Jens Stoffels was one of those pretty boys that left him tongue-tied and sweaty-palmed any time he was forced to interact. Which, considering their situation, happened to be quite often. On the other hand, he didn’t want to admit that Jens Stoffels scared him more than Kes. (But Lucas was starting to think he most certainly did.)
He had been standing in the hallway, lingering awkwardly, when his father had opened the door for the first time. He caught sight of the tall boy with the dark hair and sharp jaw and instantly felt his breath catch. He watched the boy stumble through a greeting, a clunky mister-and-surname hello that was met with a too enthusiastic response of, “Please, call me Hugo. You must be Jens.”
Lucas didn’t have the strength to tease his father that of course, this was Jens, they’d been expecting him for the past month. He was too busy staring to do much of anything else. He had no right, in the moment, to tease anyone.
Then Jens’s eyes met his, and Lucas watched him falter.
Then Jens smiled, and Lucas was gone.
Hugo took it as a reminder to beckon his son forward and urge him to take Jens’s bags. They both ignored Jens’s protests, which trailed off rather abruptly when Lucas’s fingertips traced the back of his hands when grabbing the handles.
Lucas didn’t think he imagined the way Jens’s breath hitched as he glanced up at the boy, but he didn’t know what to do with it. The moment went ignored.
“Hey,” Jens greeted, low and hesitant, and Lucas realised he was scowling.
It was easy to soften his expression in the face of Jens’s nerves, but it was harder than he expected to smile. The horde of butterflies in his stomach and buzz of static in his head left him able to do little more than nervously lick his lips and nod. “Hey.”
“This is Lucas,” his father introduced him, as oblivious to his son’s state as ever. “He’ll show you to his room. We have your bed already set up, and he cleared some space. I hope you really don’t mind sharing.”
Jens offered Lucas another smile, wider than the first. “No, I really don’t mind.”
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Jens took in the bunk beds with a mixture of confusion and amusement. He glanced over at Lucas. “I thought you were an only child?”
“I am.” Lucas gestured vaguely. “It’s for—we changed it.”
“You went out and bought bunk beds?”
Lucas couldn’t help but smile slightly, now. “Well, I didn’t, no.”
Jens’s cheeks reddened, and he shifted the bag he still held onto to his other hand. “You know what I mean. Your parents.”
Lucas shrugged. “Another separate bed wouldn’t have fit. It doesn’t—you don’t mind, do you? I’ve been sleeping on the bottom, but we changed the sheets so you can take whichever—“
“Cool,” Jens cut him off, tossing his bag onto the top bunk and then hoisting himself up onto it. He barely avoided knocking his head into the ceiling. He raised his brows at Lucas. “Cosy.”
“Seriously, you can take the bottom.”
“I certainly can.” Jens nodded his agreement, and the glimmer in his eyes made Lucas shuffle on his feet. “But if it’s where you’d rather be, I won’t argue.”
Lucas stared at him for a moment, then realised he was doing it and quickly dragged his gaze away as Jens became more amused. He cleared his throat. “Okay,” he said loudly, ignoring Jens’s grin. “Cool. I can, uhm, show you the rest of the house, if you want.”
Jens nodded and lithely took two steps down the ladder to the floor. “Cool,” he repeated.
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Dinner was a less awkward affair than Lucas expected. His mother was doing well and seemingly intent on proving it, brushing off Lucas’s offers of help and glaring at his looks and questions. He could tell Jens adored her instantly, and seemed more comfortable referring to her as Tess than he was using Hugo. Lucas had to admit, though, that his father was also on his best behavior, and Lucas himself was probably the most awkward person at the table.
It was just that, Jens was right beside him, the chairs tucked so close together at the small table that Lucas could feel his radiating warmth. He held himself stiffly in place so as not to lean towards it, and felt silly and uncomfortable in doing so.
“Are you nervous about starting on Monday, Jens?” Hugo asked, cutting through his food with half of his attention.
Tess huffed. “Of course he is. But that’s normal. And he’ll have Lucas looking after him.”
Jens didn’t seem to mind being spoken for. He glanced over at Lucas again instead, and Lucas diverted his gaze, cheeks flushing. He wasn’t, however, overly embarrassed. Jens had snuck just as many sideways looks at him.
“Actually,” Lucas said, then had to clear his throat. “You skate, right? I saw you brought a board.”
Jens nodded. “A little.”
“I was thinking we could go to the park tomorrow. You can meet Kes and Jayden.”
Hugo snorted, and Lucas shot him an unimpressed look. “What?” he demanded.
“No, nothing, nothing,” Hugo said, hasty. “It’s just a funny choice, if your goal is not overwhelming him on his first day here.”
Lucas rolled his eyes. “He’ll be fine.” Then, to Jens, “Really, they’re cool. Just a little excitable. You’ll be fine.”
Jens nodded again and smiled, small and secretive. “Sure. You’ll be looking after me, right?”
Lucas smiled down at his plate.
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Lucas still hadn’t fully realised how awkward it would be until they were expected to go to bed. It became fairly obvious when he was standing lost in his own bedroom and Jens started stripping in front of him.
He made a noise in his throat, high and startled, and quickly looked away from sturdy shoulders and lithe legs. He curled his hands into fists and crossed his arms over his stomach, breathing carefully. After a second, he realised standing there like this was probably worse, and forced himself to move to his wardrobe, digging through the drawers for something to sleep in. When he turned around with a worn t-shirt and sweats, Jens was wearing a t-shirt and shorts and staring at him.
“Sorry,” Jens said, curious. “I didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable.”
Lucas shook his head. “No,” he tried, then cleared his throat. “I just wasn’t…” He shook his head. “Why would I be uncomfortable?”
Jens eyed him for a moment, then shrugged. “Some people prefer their privacy. There’s nothing wrong with that.” He scratched at his arm, then added, “I hope you don’t feel put out. It’s probably weird opening your space like this.”
“It’s weird for you, too, isn’t it? You just got here,” Lucas shrugged again. He was being a terrible host. He was being terribly obvious.
“I mean, yeah. The whole thing is stressing me out more than I expected,” Jens admitted, laughing slightly. Lucas was terrible. “But I guess—I don’t really do awkward? I know we’re supposed to be a good match. So I guess I came with the idea already in my head that we’d be friends.”
Lucas stared at him.
Jens shifted awkwardly and gave a dry, lopsided smile. “But I guess it’s not the same on your side.”
“No,” Lucas blurted. Then, realising how that sounded, rushed to explain himself. “No, I—I hoped we’d be friends, too. We will be. I mean, I still want to be. Friends. You’re cool. It’s just that we only met, and it’s like, right into the deep end. But there’s nothing to say we won’t be friends.”
He was rambling. Of course. Jens didn’t do awkward, and Lucas was being the most awkward person on the planet. That wasn’t the way this was supposed to go.
How was this supposed to go again?
He’d never had a plan to start with, but considering all thoughts fled his mind at the first sight of Jens, he doubted it would have been much help. He was a mess.
And they’d just met.
Despite everything, Jens seemed pleasantly amused by his disastrous attempts at connecting. There was a lovely curl to his lips and an adorable tip of his head as he returned, “Okay. Good.”
He sounded so genuinely relieved, so contented at the thought of Lucas agreeing on his hopes of friendship, that Lucas couldn’t help but smile back.
Then Jens added, “Better to keep my pants on, though? At least until there’s a little more familiarity in place.”
Lucas wanted to die. He was going to die. Why was he so embarrassing? So clueless and so obvious at the same time? This was only the first day.
Jens could be here for the entire year.
“It’s sexist to assume shoulders are only sexual when they’re women’s,” Lucas said, trying to keep Jens’s jokingly serious tone, and quickly realising the response sounded better in his head. And that it probably didn’t seem all that joking, if his cheeks were as red as they felt.
But Jens laughed, and his eyes sparkled, and Lucas was truly and seriously fucked. Jens wiggled his eyebrows, said, “Can’t argue with that,” and pointedly squeezed Lucas’s shoulder on the way past, and oh no, Lucas was truly and seriously gay, wasn’t he?
Lucas mustered a tiny laugh in return, looking over his shoulder to watch Jens go. His sight caught on the still exposed calves, the dimples in the back of his knees, the ends of strong thighs, the curve of—
He whipped his gaze away and took another careful breath, and Jens simply continued down the hall to the bathroom, oblivious. Lucas stripped off his hoodie, recognising that this was the safest time to change, and told himself to get a grip.
Friends, he thought, with another breath.
Cool.
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lovelylogans · 3 years
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the warmest hello (to the coldest goodbye)
once a spy, always a spy forever, forever the warmest hello to the coldest goodbye remember, remember -spies are forever, the tin can bros
warnings: undercover spy work, mention of weapons, drugging someone into unconsciousness/giving someone a roofie, essentially the start of an enemies to lovers fanfiction
pairings: virgil/logan, offscreen roman/patton
words: 4,465
notes: this is for day 7 of @analogicalweek! the prompt of the day is “free day” and i have decided to write a combination soulmates and rival spies au! please enjoy!
Not that Virgil would admit it, but, like literally every other marked person, he's tried to imagine how he might meet his soulmate. He just didn't ever spare any thought on what he'd do if it happened on the job.
His official cover to his friends (which was mostly his cousin Roman and Roman’s husband Patton) was that he was an analyst—he was always vague about what exactly it was he analyzed, but since neither of them were particularly mathematically inclined, and both were maybe a bit too trusting for their own good, they took him at his word.
Even when he was sent off on various unusual "business trips.”
It’s not like Virgil’s mark is very specific about when and where it’ll happen. Virgil knows that variations of "sorry about that” make for a large percentage of common soulmarks. 
There’s protocols in place, of course, but Virgil had never really paid attention to those classes while training to be a spy. The Lewis clause is the kind of thing Virgil didn’t pay as much attention to, because it didn’t seem as useful as understanding the technology or how to make a cover. The Lewis clause is what to do when someone meets a soulmate on the job—there are specifications for if the soulmate is a target, a team member, or an enemy.
Virgil hadn’t really cared at the time. He’d kick himself for that later.
Any number of meetings occurred accidentally—knocking something over, bumping into someone, or, like his cousin Roman's soulmate did, take Roman's coffee thinking it was his own hot chocolate. They got married two winters ago, just so they could serve hot beverages in cold weather.
He thinks the iteration stamped in black along his left inner arm, "I'm very sorry about this," with the addition of "oh no, it's you” tacked on at the end of his makes it likely that whatever he says will, A, likely be first, B, be somewhat unique, or unique enough to be immediately recognizable, and C, be in the aftermath of some kind of accident.
He ends up being partially right. What he says is first and it is somewhat unique. What his soulmate apologizes for is no accident, though.
Virgil does undercover work, sure, but it's very rare for him to enter the James Bond style locale he's at today, and that he’s been working for the past couple months; the marble ballroom he's circling is dripping with gold chandeliers and matching heavy, velvet curtains that accent the floor-to-ceiling windows. There’s a string quartet in the corner, barely audible over the chatter of rich socialites. Virgil, deeply uncomfortable in his white-tie attire, is circling the room in an attempt at looking like he attends charity balls all the time.
He sucks at it.
As if on cue, his earpiece crackles to life.
"How the fuck did you ever qualify to be a spy?" Janus, his tech man and eye in the sky, snickers into his ear. "Your acting skills are horrendous. If you auditioned for The Room right now, they wouldn't let you into the cast.”
"Fuck off,” Virgil fake-coughs into his shoulder.
"Christ, at least try to look like you're mingling, not like you've stalked the target here."
Unable to stop himself, he glances toward the target he's meant to be watching.
The target, who is so staggeringly wealthy it could make Virgil, who is trying to pay off his student debt on a spy's salary (not as high as one might think) burst into tears. Or, much more likely, start ranting about the myriad flaws of capitalism. If so inclined, he could honestly probably steal the amount of money necessary from one of her offshore accounts, and it would be as unnoticeable as someone taking a penny from him.
Mary Lee Truman is standing amidst a flock of suited men, like a dove amidst a flock of dour crows; her dress is slinky silk, a shade of champagne that glimmers rose-gold in the right shade of light. She’s standing leaned to one side, her hip popped out and an arm crossed over her stomach, a crystal-cut champagne flute dangling in her fingers as if she was born to hold one.
Her husband, Lee Truman (fuck if that wasn’t confusing, it was really easier to think of them by their codenames) is off by the bar, seemingly getting himself another drink. 
His eyes stray to Mary Lee again; he can tell a couple of the suits are hired muscle, bodyguards, which makes sense, as the Trumans are allegedly a massive crime family, doing their dirty dealings in plain sight. A couple of the suits he recognizes from dossiers; one is a business partner of Lee’s father, who might not even know what the Truman family really gets up to; one absolutely knows what the Truman family gets up to, as Virgil’s read his rap sheet and knows he’s been in and out of jail due to his assignments from the mob.
There’s one suit there that really doesn’t seem to fit the mold of either category.
For one thing, he’s around Virgil’s age; for another, he isn’t rippling with muscle. Not that he doesn’t look fit; his well-tailored suit shows off his broad shoulders, his biceps, his lean waist. He’s dark-haired, and pale, and blue-eyed, and he’s standing next to Mary Lee with a look that Virgil would think of as dour, but now that he’s looking closely, the blue-eyed man looks almost... calculating.
This man wasn’t in the dossier.
Almost everyone at this ball was in the dossier.
Virgil looks away from Mary Lee and the handsome man, and instead decides to start taking up Janus’ advice; he slowly moves through the room.
Well. He's doing it to get closer to Mary Lee, but sure, he can attempt to mingle.
He traverses through the room, his fancy shoes clicking on the marble floor, mindful to not step on any dress hems—he has it easy, as his directive was simply to wear his white tie with his hidden weapons, his ear piece, and his lapel pin that records everything he's seeing. The women in the room provide the only splashes of color outside of the black suits and white shirts of the men, the gleaming marble, the gold- accented glasses and dishware. Even what little art he's seen follows that color theme -- white marble busts, abstract black and white paintings in their gilded frames, a gold statue outside the front steps, as if to greet the partygoers.
But the women of the party aren't beholden to this strict color scheme. Gowns of pink chiffon, red lace, blue taffeta, deep violet velvet, Virgil passes them all, keeping one eye out for rose gold silk.
He ends up instituting himself in a ring of people listening intently to an art history professor talking about the architectural significance of his building—he introduces himself with his cover name, James Walker, to the man next to him, who Virgil already knows is a Truman cousin. He gives a fake first name too—he says his name is Alex, when Virgil knows it’s really Bruce. Okay. Something to take note of.
He listens to the art history professor talk about art deco with just one ear, the other straining to eavesdrop on Mary Lee and her suits.
“Do you think our beneficiary approaches?” Mary Lee murmurs to the blue-eyed one, the one that wasn’t in the dossier.
“Oh, I know he does,” the blue-eyed man says to her. He has a pleasant British accent, the kind of voice that would be right at home on a nature documentary calmly narrating the eating habits of wolverines, or something like that. “According to all my research, our previous beneficiary is no longer within our purview. A new one will have been instilled in hasty time. As a matter of fact, I believe I would be able to point him out to you right now.”
Mary Lee sighs, a little, and the man continues talking about their charity. Virgil’s mind races. He knows the Truman’s “charity work” almost always acts as a sieve to run dirty money through, so what would it mean, that they got a new beneficiary? A new target, maybe? A new directive?
Either way, this is almost definitely some kind of code they’re talking in. He tunes a bit more into the art history professor’s impromptu lecture—he’s taking a brief tangent into talking about Tamara de Lempicka—as he ruminates on that particular conversation between the blue-eyed Brit and Mary Lee.
Then he ends up in conversation with an elderly woman beside him, who wants to know who he is—James Walker, I run a business a state or two over, I’m interested in diversifying my assets—and if he’s been to any art museums in town. Both he and the man he is meant to be have not, but it turns out she’s a curator and has numerous suggestions for him.
He also knows this woman, Ida Kelly, has been paying into the Truman business for quite some time, and has potentially ordered hits using the Truman’s muscle.
“Madam,” a suited waiter shows up at her side, as if on cue, and hands her a small glass full of what looks like a gin-and-tonic.
“Oh, yes, thank you,” she says, taking her drink immediately.
The waiter turns to him. There is a singular champagne flute on the tray. “Sir.”
“I didn’t order anything,” Virgil says stupidly, before he realizes that almost everyone here is taking champagne flutes off of trays, and he supposes this waiter just wants to clear his before he has to double back and get more. “Oh, all right.”
He takes it. It’s a delicate, crystal-cut glass. He’s almost a little afraid that if he holds it wrong, it’ll break.
“Really, we’re doing an Impressionism exhibit, and it is positively divine,” she says.
Very suddenly, there’s a hand on his shoulder, emanating warmth through his suit and Virgil jumps, a little—he hopes whoever it is didn’t feel one his knives. Or, God forbid, his gun.
He turns to see no one, when a hand touches his opposite arm, and he turns again. It turns out to be the blue-eyed Brit, who is staring only at Ida, brushing past him, allowing his hand to trail down Virgil’s arm, touching his hand as if to say, please stay there, I do not want to bump into you.
At such a close range, Virgil can smell his absolutely incredible cologne, see his defined jawline, the way his blue eyes gleam.
Ida brightens. “Darling!”
“Ida,” the Brit says warmly. “I visited that display myself, it was simply wonderful.”
“Oh, you’re too kind,” she says, clearly drinking up the praise. Virgil looks between them, feeling even more awkward than he has all night.
“Wait a goddamned minute,” Janus murmurs in his ear, after such a long stretch of silence that it makes Virgil jump again. There’s the sound of rapid typing.
“A victory!” The man says, lifting his glass—it looks to be full of whiskey. “A toast, to your latest triumph.”
“Oh, now,” she says, but when the other surrounding suits start lifting their glasses, Virgil lifts his, as well.
“To Ida Kelly,” the Brit says. “One of the finest artistic minds to walk the earth at our time!”
Virgil takes a sip of his champagne at the same time as everyone else; another woman in a deep green gown with a shawl edged in feathers takes Ida’s arm, rhapsodizing about the Impressionism movement and the latest event that her art gallery had put on.
It takes about a minute for Virgil to notice his vision going blurry in the corners.
It takes him about ten seconds of blinking hard and rubbing his eyes, hoping to clear it, to stumble over his own two feet.
It takes five seconds for Janus’ voice to buzz to life in his earpiece, urgent, “Virgil, get out of there, get away from that man, that’s Lo—”
It takes him about two seconds after that to notice that the blue-eyed Brit is looking at him with an expression clearly lacking remorse.
It takes him about half a second to realize the finger tapping one shoulder, his hand at his hand—the same hand that had been holding his champagne flute. He hadn’t been looking at his drink. The Brit had made him turn away from his drink.
The Brit put something in his drink.
Virgil’s been made.
“Good God, man,” another suited man says, when Virgil stumbles over his own two feet, “had enough of the bubbly, have you?”
Virgil ignores him; even as his vision is growing blurrier and blurrier, his eyes are intent on the Brit, staggering towards him, and he doesn’t even really know why. He’s been made, he should be running, but—
"Did you just fucking poison me, you fucking asshole?" Virgil slurs, and his sudden lack of physical control resoundingly answers the question before the Brit can; the arms that catch him before he can full flat on his face are muscular and warm. He’s distantly aware of the crystal-cut grass slipping from his hand and shattering on the marble.
The warm, muscular arms are more pressing than that. And, for a dirty rotten criminal who has probably killed people, the man is quite handsome. His bespectacled face swims in Virgil's vision.
"'I'm very sorry about this," he says smoothly, before his eyes widen in alarm. "Oh no.”
As Virgil is on the verge of unconsciousness, he hears, "It's you."
His last three thoughts before he slips under: did he just fucking say what he thought he said, then, good God his eyes are so blue, then, fuck, I should have paid way more attention to the Lewis clause.
Virgil is aware of three things as he wakes up: one, he feels like he has a dreadful hangover. Two, he’s pretty sure he’s in a plane or train or car or something moving, which makes him feel motion sick.
Three, he’s been stripped of his earpiece and his weapons.
He blinks his eyes open slowly, squinting; it’s night time, but even the low light is making Virgil’s eyes hurt.
This is a limousine, he can tell that much off the bat; the partition is closed, the glass tinted as dark as it legally can be, the interior leather light-colored, the bar fully stocked with different sodas and crystal-cut decanters full of various liquors, which makes him wince in memory of the champagne.
He feels like shit, but when he looks over and sees the blue-eyed Brit—his soulmate—his soulmate who had fucking drugged him and was working with the mob—it makes him feel even shittier.
“Ah,” his soulmate says. He’s sitting with one ankle resting on his knee, a squat glass of whiskey in hand. He has glasses on now that he hadn’t had on before. Also, his accent is no longer British; he’s got a nice Italian lilt to his voice, now. “Good. You’re awake.”
Virgil stares at him. He doesn’t say a word.
“I’ll admit this,” he gestures between them, “rather put a cinch in my plan on how to deal with you.”
“Would you have killed me?” Virgil asks. His voice comes out a croak. “If we weren’t...”
He trails off.
The man’s eyebrow arches, before he shrugs, and rolls up his sleeve. His soulmark is in the same place as Virgil’s—stamped across his left inner arm, in the spiky handwriting Virgil only uses in his personal notes, not the more uniform one he writes reports with.
Did you just fucking poison me, you fucking asshole?!
Undeniably a matching soulmark to his.
“My parents were quite bemused by it, when it showed up,” the Brit—or American?—the blue-eyed—his soulmate says. “I suppose we have our answers now.”
“Do we?” he says. 
The man takes a sip of whiskey. Then, he says, “Your predecessor was FBI. Are you the same?”
Virgil tenses. The man rolls his eyes again.
“Please,” he murmurs. “For an organization meant to be secretive, your lot are quite obvious when you trade moles in and out. One comes in, goes out, and coincidentally someone new is knocking on the door within the week. It’s absurdly simple to pinpoint who’s reporting back to your government. So. FBI, CIA, military...?”
“Who gives a fuck,” Virgil says.
“One should know what one’s soulmate does for a living, shouldn’t they?” he says. “This is a very unique situation. I’m simply trying to find out—”
“What do you do for a living, then?” Virgil snarls. His head is pounding, his mouth is dry and it tastes dreadful, his soulmate is an asshole working for the other side, and he’s being carted off to God knows where. This day is one of the worst of his life. Why couldn’t he have had a nice little café meet-cute, like Roman had had?
The man smiles at him, not particularly kindly. “I diversify.”
Virgil pulls a face, because he knows that’s poking fun at his cover.
“What,” Virgil says, “poison people on Monday, go to Ida Kelly’s resort on Tuesday, with a fun little Friday jaunt of killing people who cross the Trumans?”
“I’ve never actually been to the museum Ida Kelly curates,” the man admits. “It was an easy way to insert myself near you, to put it in your drink. And for goodness’ sake, it wasn’t poison.”
“Roofie. Drug. Whatever.”
The man’s eyebrows pull together, in a rather petulant expression. “I designed that myself, you know.”
“Well, it’s shit,” Virgil snaps. “I feel like I have the worst hangover of my goddamn life.”
“Yes, that was part of the design,” the man says, and offers him a glass of water.
Virgil stares at him. “Seriously.”
“No trust between soulmates?” He says.
“Yeah, well. Fool me once.”
The man shrugs, putting down the glass of water into a cupholder, before digging out a sealed water bottle. Virgil takes it and places it into a cupholder near him. No fucking way he’s accepting any food or drink from this man.
His lips quirk up into a smile.
“Where are you taking me?” Virgil says, ignoring the way that smile makes his heart pound.
“That rather depends,” he admits. 
“On?”
“Well.” He says. He uncrosses his legs, planting both feet on the floor. “I’m assuming that now the man in your little earpiece—he was rather rude—is aware that you have been, what is it you say? Made?”
Virgil nods.
“Well. Now that he, and therefore your employer, knows that you are made, you won’t be poking your nose into Truman business anymore, will you?”
Virgil grits his teeth. “Not undercover.”
The man ignores that. “And I know that no matter which you work for, the Lewis clause has been adopted across every arm of that government, and as such you’ll be prohibited from any mission that might bring you into contact with me.”
God damn it. How does he know the spy lessons better than Virgil does?
And then it occurs to him: Janus knew that man. He warned Virgil to get away from him, to get away from Lo—
He rolls this information around in his head. The Lewis clause isn’t exactly a widely advertised part of being a spy; there was a whole trilogy of novels that got adapted into secret agent movies, years ago, that concerned opposing agent spies coming to face each other again and again, and the secondary soulmate agents teamed up together. Which the Lewis clause would prevent, but the public who went and read those novels or saw those movies wouldn’t know that. 
So either this man—Lo? Lo what?—either knows a lot about spies, because he’s one of those know your enemy types, or...
Or he sat down and learned about the Lewis clause the same way that Virgil did, except he actually sat down and listened. Maybe he defected, maybe he’s dirty? Or maybe Virgil’s just overthinking it.
Look. Virgil’s got a lot of questions here. Chief among which:
“Where are you taking me?”
“Away,” the man says vaguely, looking at him. “Are you gay?”
Virgil gapes at him.
“I’d be perfectly fine with a platonic soulmate, but for the sake of disclosure, I am gay.”
“For the sake of disclosure,” Virgil repeats disbelievingly, and pinches the bridge of her nose, rubbing it. God, his head hurts terribly. 
“Bisexual, or pansexual, perhaps?” He prompts. “Asexual? Or... you could be straight, I suppose.”
“Ugh,” Virgil says reflexively, then shakes himself. “I’m not—okay. Fine. Yeah, I’m gay too.”
“All right,” the man says, as if noting it. “What’s your name?”
Virgil snorts.
“What?”
“Okay, I don’t—” he gestures to the limousine around them. “Again, you just drugged me. I don’t know where you’re taking me. You probably would have killed me if I hadn’t said those words.”
The man makes a moue of distaste.
“Or had someone kill me, I don’t know,” Virgil amends. “Either way, you’re working with that family, who I’m assuming aren’t pleased at having a spy getting caught trying to work himself into your ranks, so I’d rather you not know all that much about my life, thanks.”
“It’s not like I’m asking for your,” an infinitesimal pause, as if he’s wracking his brain, trying to remember something, “social security number or anything. A name.”
Virgil stares at this man. Lo—. Lo something. Lochlan? Loyd? Or was it a codename?
“Yours first.”
The man pauses.
“You drugged me,” Virgil says.
He smiles at Virgil. “Will you hold this over my head for the rest of our lives?”
The rest of our lives. Yes, that’s meant to be the fairytale ending for soulmates, isn’t it? A nice little meeting, the swell of overdramatic violins in the background, falling into each other’s arms and forming a life together. That’s the popular answer.
More and more recently, though, people have been advocating for choice; that soulmates are not always the best person for you.
Virgil doesn’t know which camp he and this man will fall into, just now.
“Yes,” Virgil says quietly. “Yes, I think I will.” 
The man sets aside his whiskey.
“Logan.” He says at last, and his accent has changed again; it’s vague, almost indecipherable, but if Virgil had to guess he’d say Midwestern American. Virgil wonders if it’s his real one. “My name is Logan.”
Logan.
“How do I know you’re telling the truth?”
“Since discovering you’re my soulmate? I haven’t lied to you at all. Not a word.”
“Except for the accent.”
Logan laughs.
“Habit, sorry. It’s a long story that perhaps the man screaming in your earpiece will be able to tell you one day.”
Virgil jolts with surprise. “You know—?”
He cuts himself off before he can say Janus’ name.
“Reputationally,” Logan says, and, as strange as it is, Virgil believes him. In this, at least.
His soulmate’s name is Logan.
“Virgil.”
Logan smiles, his blue eyes glittering. “It’s nice to meet you, Virgil.”
There’s the sound of a soft knock on the partition, and it lowers; Virgil can’t see the driver.
“Sir? We’re here.”
“Right,” Logan murmurs, shaking himself. He reaches into his jacket and withdraws an envelope, offering it for Virgil.
Virgil hesitates.
Logan rolls his eyes. “It’s not like I’ve laced it with anything. I’m holding it with my bare hands.”
Virgil huffs, but he takes it, opening it and pulling out a thin piece of paper.
It’s a commercial flight ticket to Washington, D.C.
“Why D.C.?” Virgil says quietly.
“Most of those organizations are based there,” Logan says. “Is it too far a jump to assume that you are, as well?”
It is actually too far a jump; it’s not even remotely close, he lives in an entirely different part of the states. But. To be fully honest, he doesn’t want Logan to know the state he lives in, and therefore the state that Patton and Roman live in, until Virgil knows if he can be trusted or not.
Logan opens the limousine door from inside, revealing they’ve pulled up to the local airport.
“What, no private plane?”
“I assumed you wouldn’t trust that,” Logan says with a shrug. “The Trumans may be powerful, but you know as well as I that manipulating a flight of this nature is well outside their purview.”
Logan’s right, he absolutely wouldn’t have trusted that, but. This limo’s pretty swanky. For the time he wouldn’t have been obsessively running over every crack and seam in a private jet and interrogating the pilot, he probably would have had a pretty swell time.
Virgil swallows, looking up at Logan. “There are programs, you know? If you wanted to be a witness. Be in service to—”
Logan smiles at him in a way that’s almost pitying. “I left that life behind a long time ago.”
Virgil looks to the airport, then back at Logan.
“Will I see you again?”
Logan shrugs again, almost delicately. “Who’s to say?”
Virgil nods, once, and he says firmly, “I’ll see you later.”
Logan grins at him. “Not if I see you first.”
Virgil slips out of the limo, slams the door shut, and, with what feels like Herculean effort, manages to get into the airport without looking back to see if he can see Logan through the tinted glass.
He does exchange the ticket for another that’s an hour and a half later, though. He’s not a total idiot.
He gets through security pretty quick, and sits in one of the incredibly uncomfortable chairs, his brain pounding with his headache, the questions swirling around in his head making it even worse. Virgil puts his head in his hands.
He just met his soulmate.
His soulmate is working for a mob family.
He just met his soulmate.
His soulmate is apparently smart enough to specifically engineer a roofie.
His soulmate, though!
Janus knows his soulmate. Janus recognized his soulmate.
His soulmate knew about the fucking Lewis clause.
Was his soulmate a spy too? Was his soulmate in deep cover? Had he betrayed his organization? Was he a good person, or had the universe seen fit to hitch Virgil to someone awful?
How had Logan gotten entangled with the Trumans in the first place? Why wasn’t he in the dossier? 
Where was Logan even from? Did he like coffee? Hot chocolate? What had he studied in school? What was his favorite food? If they were normal people, would he have asked him on a date and not drugged him and dragged him off in a limo? 
Who was Logan?
Whatever the answers to his questions are, though. Virgil knows himself enough to know that he isn’t about to let this case go. Not the Trumans. Not him.
Lewis clause be damned.
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silverisbestboy · 4 years
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Sonic Boom x Reader
Requested by @blackace1993: Conversation was accidentally deleted but from what I remeber of it, they wanted hc for the Sonic Boom characters who has a partner who frequently gets into trouble and/or captured by Eggman. They didn't specify which character they wanted so I just did all of them minus Tails. Hope you enjoy!
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Sonic:
There's no denying it
Sonic was smitten
The moment you set foot on the island Sonic was taken aback by you
To him, you were drop dead gorgeous with a great personality so I guess you could say it was love at first sight for him
This boy is a fool for you
It's actually quite funny watching him zip across the island at the slightest remark that you need something
"Man, you what? I'm feeling kind of hungry"
"Say no more!" He'll say as he zooms away and reappears seconds later with a chili dog in hand
"Uhhhh"
But, unfortunately for you, being in any sort of relationship with Sonic is not wothout complication
Eggman sees you as a new oppurtunity to best Sonic and ends up taking you hostage on a regular basis
The first time it happens, Sonic all but destroys Eggman's fortress looking for you
But after it continuously happening, it starts getting kinda old
"Greeting Sonic! I see you've come to rescue your little girlfriend"
"Yeah, yeah. Can we just we just get to the part where I clobber you?"
It gets to the point where Sonic starts teaching you how to defend yourself so you can hold your own against Eggman
Not that he doesn't mind rescuing, it's just he can't always be there to protect
With the amount of times they've had to save you, the team are already very familiar with you and consider you apart of their friend group
But as you get better is self-defence, Sonic officially announces you as part of the team and you start joining them on missions
While Sonic does tend to stick to your side more than his other teammates during battle, he's glad to have you fighting alongside them
After all, he's happy to spend as much time with you as possible, even if that means having to bash Eggman's robots to do so
Knuckles:
You're not a bad person
So what if you have anger issues
So what if you get into fights from time to time
So what if you've been in trouble with the cops before
Doesn't mean you're a bad person, it just means you've.... got some issues
One day you're not in the best mood and have already had a pretty shitty day, and you're just a ticking time bomb waiting to explode
So it's no wonder that when a big guy bumps into you and causes you to drop the tray of food you're holding, you go off on him
Unfortunately for you, this guy is huge, a tall red echidna with bulking arms that looks like he could punch you into next week
But you're not one to back down from a fight, you've beaten up guys twice your size before and you're not afraid to do it again
"Woah, hey, sorry about that, didn't see you there."
What, is he dense?! Who does this guy think he is barrelling into anyone he pleases just because he's big? You bet he was just gonna walk off without even helping you. Well, you'd show him!
Without warning, you lunged at the echidna with the intent of knocking him over the same way he almost did to you
But you underestimated his initial strength and reflexes and he caught you midair with your legs kicking and your hands clawing for his face
"Woah, dude chill! I said I was sorry!"
He just kinda holds you up in air at arms length with you kicking and screaming until you eventually tire yourself out
The echidna stares at you cautiously
"Are you good now?"
After a moment, you reluctantly nod, and he gently sets you back on your feet
He then carefully leans down without takong his eyes off you and grabs your burger which is still wrapped in foil and reaches it out to you
"How about we start over? I'm Knuckles."
You thought after that encounter, that was the last you'd see of him
But one day, you've gotten yourself into another fight, and to say you're losing would be an understatement
It's once again, a guy twice your size and he's absolutely beating the crap out of you
But by some miracle, Knuckles happens to be walking by and immediately notices you
He steps in to save you, and the guy you're fighting knows about Knuckles being part of Sonic's team and doesn't even bother attempting to fight him
Knuckles takes your half conscious body to Tails's work shop where they fix you up
After that, Knuckles refuses to leave you alone
Even if you try to leave, he always ends finding you to make sure you don't get into more trouble
He helps you find outlets for your anger by sparring and working out with him
You grow a soft spot for Knuckles that you'd never thought you'd have for anyone
He's your big goofball that somehow always manages to calm you down and get you out of whatever trouble your in
Though it's beyond you why anyone would want to put up with you, eespecially a lovable ray of sunshine like Knuckles, you're so grateful that you have someone like himin your life to keep you in check
A/N: Might make more hcs for that because I absolutely love the idea of big, strong goofball Knuckles having a little ball of pure rage as a partner.
Amy Rose:
Some would say you're a pacifist
Some would say you care too much
Some would say you're too nice
But you like to think that you're just trying to do good in the world
You're definitely the type of person that hates conflict and wants everyone to get along, and you're more often than not a bit of a pushover
You like to give people benefit of the doubt and prefer to see the good in people, although sometimes, this affects you negatively
A kindly looking (or at least in your opinion) wolf with a showman's top hat and a certain glint his eyes one day stops you in your tracks and asks you ever so politely if you would kindly lend him some money to help feed his family
Of course, you're quick to help, but little do you know that this is none other than T.W. Barker himself, and he's been watching you carefully for some time
He notices the way you jump at the oppurtunity to help someone in need, and he being a con man at heart, decides to take advantage of that
But before you can lend the man all the money you have in your pocket, a certain pink hedgehog decides to interfere
"Hey, you leave her alone Barker! Go find your own ATM machine!"
Amy Rose herself stands not far behind you, hammer in hand and ready for trouble
"N-now, now, let's not be too hasty. I was simply accepting a generous donation from this unsuspecting-- I mean self-less young lady."
"Yeah right. Beat it before I hammer you into next Tuesday, punk!"
You're in utter shock as the seeming wolf in sheep's clothing (pun intended) makes his escape
"Gotta look out for scumbags. Seems this village is getting more and more of them everyday. Anyways, I'm Amy, what's your name?"
Since then, Amy keeps a close eye on you to make sure you don't become prey to anymore scam artists
Now Amy will never admit she has anger issues, but she does get... irritated from time to time
On more than one occasion, you're there to help her calm down and have a sleepover planned or a spa day for when things get particularly rough for her
Whenever she needs help choosing which paint to redo her wall with, or which dress she should wear to a party, she calls you up, because no matter what you're interests are or how inconvenient the timing might seem, you're ready to help a friend, even with mundane things
Amy has you become a part of the Sonic family, and while you never do join them in battles, you help keep the peace between the team whenever there's an argument
And Amy always makes sure your overly caring attitude isn't being taken advantage of
No matter the time or the place, Amy knows she can always count on you, and you know she's always got your back
Sticks:
Well this is quite the predicament you've gotten yourself into
A lot of people would descibe you as clumsy, but you knew you just bad luck
And to prove just that, here you were dangling upside from a rope trap after deciding to take a liesure stroll through the forest
What are we, nomads? Who sets out traps in the middle of the woods anymore?!
After about 20 minutes, the blood is rushing to your head and you're starting to feel faint
But just as you think that your bad luck will finally be the end of you, figure bursts from the bushes with a fierce battle cry
It's a badger girl with a boomerang clutched in her paw, ready for a fight
But after a moment she realizes just who's gotten caught up in her trap
"Hey, what's the big idea?! Why're you in my snare?"
"Why am I in your snare? Why did you put out a snare you loon?!"
After about 5 minutes of arguing, Sticks reluctantly cuts you down, begrudgingly explaining that she set out a trap for any woodland monsters
You run into her again on another walk, crossing a small stream before tripping on one of the stepping stones and almost falling in before a furry arm wraps around your waist
"You outta be more careful out here. The wilderness is no place to be a klutz."
"Hey, I'm not a klutz. I just have bad luck is all."
And what more to gain the attention of a superstitious badger than the possibility of supernatural forces at play
"You could've been hexed by a witch. Or worse, there could be a vengeful spirit after you! We gotta get you an exorcist!"
"I'm fine, I'm just unlucky. Always have been always will be."
"We should still burn some sage in your home just to be sure."
You let Sticks do what she wants with you, after all, her superstitious perspective is a nice change from everyone just thinking your clumsy
You think her attempts to "cleanse" you are endearing, she tries something new everyday, and you end up learning a thing or two about survival and the corruptedness of politics from her
Weeks later, her attempts slowly dwindle down, and she just comes to accept she's just gonna have to keep an extra close eye on you, especially when she sets out booby traps
The time y'all have spent together, although it was somewhat motivated by Sticks not wanting to get whatever curse you exposed her to, lead to y'all having a close bond
Everyone has their quirks, she's paranoid and you're clumsy, but you two always manage to work things out
And that's the beauty of a relationship
A/N: Sorry I haven't been that active lately, so take this as an apology. Four hcs for the price of one!
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johnkrrasinski · 4 years
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No Light, Dead End; 
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Pairings: Steve Rogers x female!reader
Word count: 2,812
Warning: SMUT!!!! slight dub-con. slight dark!steve but with feelingsᵀᴹ.
Summary: takes place after civil war and before infinity war because who is she? we don’t know her. after the avengers were divided due to the accords, you went on the run with steve, natasha and sam. during on the run, your relationship with steve had been going through a rough patch until one day, you decided to leave him. but he made sure that you knew who you belong to. 
a/n: this one is for @mariessecretfantasies​‘ 500 follower writing challenge! i chose prompt #8 ““No light, no light in your bright blue eyes. I never knew daylight could be so violent.” No Light, No Light- Florence + the Machine” i wanted to write something anguish but with a hint of darkness, just enough to spice it up. cause we all love possessive, slightly crazy steve, right? 😌 please leave a like & comment! enjoy. 
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You stormed into the bedroom and slammed the door behind you. You just had another quarrel with your grouchy boyfriend, Steve. He wasn’t always like this though. He used to be the heroic face of America after all… Used to be. He was a man with perseverance, sagacity, and altruism. All his life, he wanted nothing but to help others. To serve his country. But all that changed since the Accords.
The whole country decided to turn its back on their favorite golden boy aka Captain America. The man they used to look up to and call out for when miscreants exterminated the city and when aliens invaded the planet.
He was a man with assertive morals, never doubting his purpose and his will. And the whole world agreed. Until his best friend, Bucky Barnes was accused of the bombing of the UN in Vienna and was shortly located where he had been hiding for the past couple of years.
Steve Rogers had faith in his former best friend who could barely remember him when he said that he wasn’t the one who committed the crime. But the whole country didn’t. And so, through all the battle at the airport in Germany, and the unauthorized flight to Siberia and the grievous alteration of Earth’s Mightiest Heroes to a group of wanted felons, you stuck and stayed with him.
You had faith in the man you fell in love with a year ago and you knew his true heart. That deep down, no matter what the world paints him to be, you will always believe that he was still the same selfless hero. A battered soldier with nothing but pure intentions. He had lost so much in his stolen lifetime, so you understood his desperate wish to keep his best friend alive and out of heavily guarded prison.
And so, after the final battle with Tony Stark in Siberia, Steve and Bucky agreed that it would be best for everyone if Bucky went back to cryostasis chamber until Princess Shuri finds a way to fix him. King T’Challa had made peace with the fact that Zemo was the one who murdered his father, and he realized that Bucky was only a victim just as much as T’Chaka was, so he allowed him to stay in their land and agreed to mend the broken man.
After Bucky was back under the ice, Steve went back to The Raft and reunited with Sam, Wanda, Scott, and Clint, releasing them out of the Arctic prison facility. Whilst, Wanda and Vision agreed to lay low and started a secret life together in Scotland, Clint and Scott went back to their residents under prohibition.
You, Steve, Natasha, and Sam on the other hand, went on a run, as a group of uncivilized nomads, living in crummy motels and working vigilante jobs in the dark. You changed your looks and camouflaged within the crowds. And this was the turning point.
Your relationship with Steve hadn’t been the same since the fallout. He became rougher around the edges, sterner, and crueler. Some days, you couldn’t even remember what his genuine smile looked like anymore. How his eyes used to gleam so brightly, you could see your lucid reflection on them. How he’d hold you so tightly, you felt nothing but his warmth after he passionately made love to you for hours.
How did you get here? You had lost count of how many times you had fought with Steve Rogers. Small sparks of fire growing into a massive one, burning the entire house down. You could feel the heat all over the room when his voice roars so loud and your words cracked through your lips due to the unwanted tears threatening to fall.
Hurtful words were tossed, if the walls could talk, they’d tell you the lunacy that echoed night and day when you and Steve are going at it. You two were crazy, mad people in love. Or at least you used to be. Not only him who changed after the Accords, but so did you. You became more reticent, more practical, and more indignant.
Whenever you were on stealthy missions, Steve would always order you around like you were nothing but a fellow soldier. He’d talk down on you like there was no history between you when you disagree with him. Whenever you made the slightest mistake, he’d deprecate you like you were a delinquent, untamed child.
Sam and Natasha were aware of the lingering tension in the room when you two were on bad terms, but they didn’t know how excruciating it could get behind closed doors. Whenever you stared into his electric blue eyes, you didn’t find the same vivacity or earnestness anymore. All you sensed was rage and darkness.
Darkness so steep and hollow, that sometimes you’d find yourself getting lost and trapped in them. Like he could devour you and crush you by a single fist of his palm. Deep down, you wanted to get your Steve back. The considerate and faithful man you fell in love with. The man who would bring you flowers from his morning run because they just reminded him of you. The man who would kiss your shoulders in the morning to gently wake you up, because he didn’t have the heart to disturb your peaceful state, but he needed to hear your voice.
Often times, you’d wonder if it was still possible to go back to the way you used to be. But he had been so hardened by the arduous circumstances now, that it sounds like a fairytale if you could go more than 5 minutes to have a decent conversation.
“Fuck you, Steve! You don’t fucking get to tell me what to do, you hear me?”
“Yes, I do! I’m your Captain. Watch your language.”
“I don’t fucking care. You are not the Captain anymore. You ungrateful asshole! I can’t believe I stuck with you after you became a criminal. You don’t fucking deserve it. You don’t fucking deserve me.”
“What are you gonna do, sweetheart? You’re gonna run back to the compound and sign the Accords? Well, guess what? The first thing they’re gonna do as soon as you show your pretty little face, is they’d cuff you up. And when they lock you up in the Raft, I’m not going back to save you ass.”
“I don’t fucking need you to. I’d rather be locked up in the middle of the Atlantic ocean rather than spending one more goddamn second with your grumpy, irritating ass.”
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He stayed silent. His back was to you now. His shoulder slumped as he leaned his hands on the table. He listened to your hasty movements as you stormed into the bedroom that you hadn’t shared in a while. Since you two had been at each other’s throats nearly every day, he’d sleep on the couch while you get the bed.
The truth is, Steve still loved you just as deeply. But things had changed, and he couldn’t pretend that everything was okay just because he was still madly in love with you. He had to be tougher now, he constantly had to watch his back. He couldn’t afford to be distracted even for just one second when the whole world was looking for him and the entire country wanted him penalized.
He also had to be hard on you, because you knew that if any of you let your guard down, you’d be doomed. You could be caught. Or worse, you could be killed. Not only the villains who wanted you dead now… Thaddeus Ross had made it clear that if it’s necessary, he wouldn’t hesitate on shooting any of you on sight.
So he tried to forget the man that he was, stripped himself out of the Captain America mantle, and lived as Nomad now. He was fine with that, although it took him a while to get used to the slummy hotel rooms or sometimes, abandoned safe houses. And Nomads don’t maintain a lovey-dovey relationship and kiss each other dearly while cleaning each other off in the shower.
No, Nomads creep in the shadow and have each other’s backs in combats. Even if it means one of them had to be the meaner guy. As long as his allies were safe and returned in one piece, then that’s all that matters. He couldn’t care any less if they no longer liked him as a comrade.
And the thought of losing you terrified the shit out of his soul. The kind that he couldn’t shake away because somewhere, deep down, he knew it was inevitable. This line of work didn’t promise him safety insurance. Literally and figuratively, now that he was no longer claimed by the government or the Avengers.
So if talking to you as if you were nothing but a fellow soldier will remind you that you both no longer had the luxury to plan your next date night or cuddle in the sheets at night to keep each other warm, then he was going to do what’s necessary.
He was so lost in his thoughts that he didn’t hear you pack up your bags and stepped out of the room with your travel bag in your shoulder. You didn’t have that many personal belongings anyway. When he stole the Quinjet, you couldn’t go back to the compound to pack up all of your stuff and say your farewell to the rest who stayed, so along the way, you bought just enough clothes to have something to wear other than your battle gear. So most of your things were left in the compound, just like the entire journey over 5 years with the Avengers.
Steve and you had said a lot of things neither of you really meant when things were heated up, but he could live with that as long as you were safe and he could keep an eye on you. He’d let you have your moment of tranquility, knowing that when daylight comes, you’ll have to fight another day and bleed.
He thought that tonight was just another night where you two claw each other’s skin but would act as if nothing happened last night in front of Sam and Natasha. You had threatened to leave more times than he could count but you never did it. Just like the rest of the things you said. Meaningless contempt.
But this time, you were out of your mind. You really could be such a force to be reckoned with sometimes. That’s why he fell in love with you in the first place, but it would often drive him crazy too. And not the good kind.
He turned around and saw you sprinting toward the door. You were dressed in all black; black jacket, black shirt, black jeans, and black sneakers. He was confused at what you were doing but he maintained his calm posture and stayed in the same spot where he had been standing, with his hands on his hips.
“Where the hell are you going?”
“I’m leaving. I can’t spend one more goddamn second with you. I’m done.”
Steve didn’t even try to hide his panic. He really thought you were joking or maybe you were going somewhere to calm your head, then you’d come back. But no, you were really leaving this time.
“Hey, hey! Don’t be fucking ridiculous. You are not going anywhere.”
“Yes, I am. And you can’t stop me.”
“Stop acting stupid and just calm down for a sec.” He reached out for you but you flinched, not wanting to hear any more of his bollocks.
“Get your fucking hands off me, Steve. Before I break every single one of your fingers.” You swatted his hand.
Suddenly, his demeanor changed. You saw it in his eyes, the flash of that shift. The one that you had been seeing a lot these days. The alteration from Steve Rogers to Captain America. Or more suitably, America’s Golden Boy to The Most Wanted Criminal. You’d be lying if you weren’t a tad frightened by that darkness in him, but you weren’t going to lay it out on your hands and present it to him. You were no coward.
Rest in peace, to your naive bravado… Your headlessness had backfired.
Steve slammed you into the wall behind you as he grabbed you by the throat, inching his face closer to yours. You could hear his labored breathing, sweeping on your skin, his eyes glared at you, locking you in place.
Your hands immediately went to his, trying to break free out of his tightening grip, cutting off your airway. “S-Steve…” You tried to get him off of you by striking his face, but he still wouldn’t relent. He immediately dragged you to the couch, as you nearly stumbled on your feet.
“You think you can just run and leave me? Stupid girl. Looks like you need a reminder of your place.”
“St- Steve! Stop!” As your back hit the couch. You tried to stand on your feet but was abruptly stopped by his hand on your shoulders, pushing you back down. “Shut the fuck up.” He grabbed your waist as he turned you around, so you were reclined on your chest. His hand immediately went to grab a fistful of your hair as he whispered into your ears, “you really wanna push my limits huh? Riling me up like a stupid little brat, thinking you can get away with it. Hell no. I’m gonna show you the consequences of your foolishness, little girl.”
Then he slammed you back down as he immediately pulled down your pants with your underwear along with it. You thrashed your body, trying to push him away but it was futile. Steve lifted up your hips, so you were standing on your knees. Then you felt a harsh smack on your ass, eliciting a raw yelp out of you. He did it once more, and more, and more, until your tears started to leak out of the corner of your eyes. You lost your ability to speak, trembling from the excruciating pain.
Just when you thought the torment was over, you heard the clank of his buckle as you instantly turned around to see what he was doing. The hastened glance was enough to verify your fear. You immediately pushed yourself on your hands and attempted to get up but you couldn’t as he quickly pushed you back down with his massive hand and held you there. His other hand went to his cock as he lined himself up to your entrance, intruding your body violently without any warning.
His hand that was on your back, went to your other hand along with the other, to pin them behind your back as strictly as a cuff. Then he began to drive his hips into you until he was fully seated. He groaned due to the pleasure. He slammed back into you and out. He repeated his motion until you couldn’t help but feel the tightening coil inside of you. He startled you in your hazy state with another spank on your ass. You squealed.
“I can feel your cunt tightening around me, little girl. See? I told you you could never leave me. You belong to me. Only I can make you feel this good.” He gritted between his vigorous thrusts. You couldn’t even focus on his mortifying words anymore when you could feel your climax was approaching. You were so close. A few more slams by his hips and then, you fell apart.
You moaned in pleasure as your release was prolonged by his still unrelenting thrusts, attempting to reach his own climax. You closed your eyes in bliss, as you could feel the fight in you had drained. You couldn’t think of anything else or remember the way you ended up being fucked hard on this couch. You were still lying in the same position, with your face pressed on the couch and hands restrained behind your back as you heard Steve groaned from behind you.
You could feel his warm cum unleashed deep inside you as Steve pushed a few shallow thrusts to deplete every drop of semen. When he was completely finished, he pulled out of you and unloose your wrists as he sat on the couch. You were paralyzed. Despite him not holding you down anymore, you still couldn’t find the energy or will in yourself to move or carry on with your plan.
You were too wearied to start any altercation anymore so you just laid there as your eyes started to droop. Before you were completely dazed out, a gravel voice whispered to you like the sound of the wind blowing; subtle but crystal. “I’m not done with you yet, babygirl. I’ve got all night to remind you who you belong to.”
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septic-skele · 3 years
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UF - Out of Reach
Summary: Classic and Blue have it good with their brothers. They make displays of love and affection look so easy. Red can’t help but feel bitter about it. He stands no chance of ever having anything like that with his boss.
Well, not with that attitude about it, Blue says.
Red couldn’t understand it. Logically he figured it was because Classic and Blue came from drastically different backgrounds. They weren’t living with eye sockets in the back of their heads or half-formed, sharpened bones under their pillows like he and Boss did. They were probably just as baffled about him and his behavior, but there was something Blue had said once that wouldn’t leave his mind.
Red had walked in on a private moment and for reasons beyond him, he hadn’t taken a hasty shortcut back out. He stopped and stared and couldn’t help being taken aback when he saw Blue cradling his Papyrus’ skull against his shoulder, murmuring comforts to him. Red had never seen that casual, laidback Papyrus so drunk, weak and vulnerable, much less Blue so solemn.
“I love you, Papy,” he soothed. “I’d love you no matter the ‘reset’, whatever that may be—no matter the world, no matter the universe. A good, proper Sans would never give up on his brother, and I am just that.”
Good, proper. Red had no illusions of propriety but the idea of it nagged and frustrated him. Any time he had tried to console Papyrus in recent memory, it had ended with all the wrong things being said and door hinges buckling under the strain of being slammed.
Red already knew what Blue would say if he heard of this. “You can always try again! I believe in you, pal! You simply need to persevere! You’ll get through to him, I know it!” Disgusting.
The worst part of it, however, was that even Classic did it better than he could. Classic—depressed, cynical, apathetic, a liar to Papyrus’ face more often than not—still loved his brother better.
Somehow the six of them had survived a night in together, though the argument over the TV remote had almost come to blows and the throw pillows may have sacrificed some of their stuffing. Now that they were all retiring, Red wandered down the hall to hear strains of Classic’s voice from one of the nearby bedrooms. He didn’t sound anything like the blasé character Red usually knew; he was lighter, actually putting effort into this.
“…Peekaboo had become a game of hide-and-seek! Where could her friends have gone? Fluffy Bunny wondered, bounding across the green, green field to look for them. She searched high! She searched low!”
“She searched near and far,” Papyrus chimed in.
“You bet she did. She searched east and west, under rocks and up in trees. But Fluffy Bunny couldn’t find her friends anywhere! Wherever could they be?”
Maybe they ditched her for wantin’ to play such stupid games, Red mused with a snort, although as Classic continued he was distracted by an old, old memory fluttering forth.
He had spent hours poring over the dump, fishing out as many old, damaged books as he could find. Drained and shivering, he’d lugged them back to the nook where he’d left Papyrus, safely out of sight. Before he could find sleep, Papyrus had thrown himself over Red’s back and pitched a fit about learning how to read.
“Show me, brother! I want to do it like you do, I want to try! It doesn’t have to be the long one! Just show me how, please! Please, please, please, plea-a-a-ase!”
Red had capitulated only because he didn’t want the tantrum to draw unwanted attention, but that wasn’t the part that stuck with him. Papyrus had curled up against him, half-tucked under his coat, watching him trace letters with intent focus. As he haltingly sounded out the words, every small success made him light up like a star, clutching eagerly at Red’s ribs for his approval.
“Did you see that, Sans?! Did you hear me?! I did it!”
“Yeah, yeah. Pipe down, kid, I saw. Nice one.”
Red’s opinion and praise had still meant something to Papyrus back then. Stars, he was still willing to cuddle with him, despite the filth and the damp clinging to his clothes from the river.
Had Boss ever really been that hopeful, clingy little baby bones or was Red trying to convince himself that was how it had happened? It was so long ago. Pap could have just fished those books out and taught himself while Sans was away, trying to find work. That sounded far more likely.
“G’night, bro,” Classic concluded, sliding the book onto the nightstand and giving his Papyrus an affectionate squeeze of the hand.
Balking, Red ducked back toward the stairs before he could be found snooping, all too well aware of what Boss might do if he ever dared reach out that way. He’d probably end up losing a few fingers.
It wasn’t fair, something small and spiteful in the back of his mind huffed. The idea nearly made him miss one of the steps, torn between shock and scornful amusement. Since when had fairness ever been part of the equation? If things were fair…
If things were fair, they would probably look a lot like the scene he had just left, as well as the scene he was walking into now. Blue perched prim and proper on the end of the couch, surfing idly through channels. His brother was stretched across the rest of the cushions, head propped against Blue’s lap, swaddled up in blankets, the whole nine yards.
Jerks. They were intent on showing off now; they knew exactly how good they had it. Sparks of irrational anger crackled along Red's jaw and spine. If he had something immediately on hand to hurl at them, he would have, but he had already shucked off his boots and summoning a bone would be a waste of magic.
“Edgy me?” Blue called in a faux whisper, making him tense. “I would have thought you’d be asleep already.”
“Yeah, well, it’s kinda hard to rest easy with Classic jabbering on about fluffy bunnies through the wall!” Red snarked, louder and sharper than necessary. He took little satisfaction in the way Blue winced, resting a hand on Papy’s skull as if to muffle the noise.
“I’m sorry to hear that.” So genteel, so polite, he still offered an inviting smile. “If you’d care to come and join us, any of the chairs from the dinner table are free! Mweheh, I honestly have no idea how Papy sleeps like this; the side I sit on is the only one without mangled, broken springs. It’s probably all of his tossing and turning that’s done it. I’ve been meaning to get them repaired, but he hardly ever leaves the couch to let me at it! He really ought to—”
“Shut up already, would’ja? I don’t care! Besides—Tch, wouldn’t want to interrupt your cute little ‘brother bonding’ time.”
“Oh, no, y-you’re not interrupting anything! Did I imply that somehow? I’m sorry! If you want part of the couch, I can wake him and ask him to scoot over—”
“How d’you make it look so easy?” It broke free before Red could fully comprehend how irrational it would be to ask. Jaw clenching so tightly that his teeth squeaked, he drew back from his own brash demand. Blue tilted his head.
“I’m sorry?” That counted three times in this conversation that he’d apologized for nothing. “I’m not sure what you mean.”
He should have retreated. He should have spat, “Never mind!” and transported to his room to seethe in privacy. Instead his foolish, fat mouth blundered on. “How d’you get him to do that?” He threw an irritated gesture at the sleeping lump on his lap. “How d’you make him…relax, with you there? It’s as if he likes having you around!”
Even that was saying too much and yet just enough. Realization dawned in Blue’s eyes, followed by—oh, stars, there was pity.
“Well, I…I’m not really sure. If there are no other comfortable surfaces around for him while he sleeps, I’m happy to help! The last thing he needs is a cramp in his neck. Heh, I’m not tall enough to fix that for him so why not try to prevent it entirely? We’ve huddled up ever since we were baby bones; it’s always been this way.”
Of course. Cheekbones flaming, Red ducked his head. They never had raging fights that lasted until dawn (or until they started losing their voices, whichever came first.) Blue and Stretch had it all sorted out from birth, cozy and coddled.
“…Papy always caught cold too easily. I’d make up some rather impressive beds for him with grass and water sausages so he wouldn’t have to sleep on the rock, but the dew would leave him shivering all night! I couldn’t let that stand! Those chattering teeth of his kept me awake too so I made the noble sacrifice and slept on the damp side while he nestled up to me.” Blue chuckled, an uncharacteristic note of something laced through it. “With our two shirts tucked together, we could almost imagine a full hoodie like he has now!”
“Wh—You? That’s rich.” That was decidedly not what Red had been picturing as a life that could spit out someone as sickeningly sweet as Blue. “You’re not tellin’ me you two were homeless.”
“I preferred to think of us as explorers!” Blue corrected. “I told Papy that we were on an adventure to find the perfect place for a new start. We experienced all that the Underground had to offer a couple of wandering baby bones: scavenging, hide-and-seek, games of chase with older monsters, who were rather poor sports when they couldn’t catch us. I grew strong and magnificent thanks to all of that exercise and my brother…well, he tried very hard!”
Red shuffled uncomfortably in place. Funny, how familiar all of those experiences sounded—but from someone else’s mouth?
“Then Papy fell terribly ill. He was poisoned, in fact. It was the first time I really wondered if I’d lose him.” Ignoring how Red startled, Blue glanced pensively down at his snoring brother, smoothing his fingers more gently over his skull. “It may have been an accident, but I was responsible for his safety; I should have been paying closer attention. In part it was my fault.”
“And he…forgave you for that?” An accident like that, caused by a slip in Sans’ attention, could probably get him disowned.
“On the contrary, he blamed himself! He blames himself for a great many things and he thinks most of them can’t be helped. I try, I always try to help. What’s infuriating is that he acts as if he doesn’t deserve it. Despite what you may think, there are plenty of times he doesn’t want me around. He shuts down, he pushes me away, he tells me I’m wasting my time.”
Red’s eyelights flicked off.
“Shut up, Sans. I don’t want to discuss it.”
“You idiot! Get away from me!”
“Useless. What a waste of time.”
“I think he’s scared of what might happen if he lets his guard down…Perhaps he thinks I’m not strong enough to face whatever is underneath,” Blue continued. “Perhaps he thinks that if he lets me too close, it will be the thing to drive me away for good. Nevertheless! With time and patience, I know I’ll convince him.”
“But how?! How am I supposed to—I mean, how do you keep trying when it never does any good?”
“It does do some good, I’m sure of it! I keep pushing to help him so he knows beyond the shadow of a doubt that I won’t be driven away so easily. Maybe Papy just isn’t ready to show me the good it’s done yet. He has to learn to trust himself before he can trust me, but he can never say that I don’t care about him. I’ll show love to every part of him, even the bad, and it will be an influence for the better. I will break down those barriers!” Blue concluded with a fiercer grin.
A good Sans would never give up on his brother.
“Doesn’t it…suck?” Red ground out, hoping it wouldn’t be interpreted as an admission of weakness. Doesn’t it hurt? “When he shuts you out all the time?”
“Of course. I never said it was an easy task but it’s not within me to accept defeat!” Blue stopped up short then, holding his breath as Papyrus shifted against him. Neither Red nor Blue had been particularly careful about their volume.
After a few moments of adjustment, Stretch settled deeper into his blankets with a sleepy hum of contentment. Blue softened, eyelights aglow with such fondness that Red could almost feel a ripple of it in the air between them. It made his soul turn.
“He’s my only brother. We only have each other in the end. Isn’t that worth the effort?”
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If Red hadn’t been passing his boss’s room at precisely the right moment, he never would have heard it: a string of low, ragged gasps, followed by a rumble that could have been a groan or a growl. Sans grimaced at the sound, already aware of what was happening. Boss never made noise in his sleep unless he was injured, pain slipping through the cracks of his subconscious, or he was fighting a nightmare. Seeing as the last few days had been highly uneventful, it would be the latter.
Welp, that’s his problem. I’m not about to get impaled ’cause he mistakes me for his sleep paralysis demon.
That was habit speaking. Better reasoning caught him a few steps later, slowing him to a halt.
It would be easy to swan off, mind his own business and let Papyrus suffer on his own. It would have been easy to do it years ago too, when Pap was nothing but a scrawny baby bones who couldn’t have done anything about it.
If he hadn’t then, why should he now? It was Boss’s shouts in the morning that often woke him from dark dreams…He could return the favor and feel less indebted to him for it.
It was only fair.
Cursing his newly planted seed of a conscience, Sans pivoted with great difficulty and kicked a foot at the door with a small thump. No answer. He kicked again. The gruff breaths from within quickened.
“…Boss?” he ventured, clearing his throat roughly. “Hey. Boss.” Belatedly he realized that he had no proper excuse ready if Papyrus awoke and asked what he wanted. That might not go over well, but the circumstances were making it hard to focus. Those strangled groans were slowly but surely chipping away his first instinct of self-preservation.
He was definitely going to get impaled. One shot, -9999 damage and his life would be over, all for an attempt to be considerate, but he could hear it now in Papyrus’ voice. There was a scared little brat trapped inside the intimidating commander and that brat clearly still needed a big brother to drag him out of trouble.
Steeled for his impending doom, Sans jostled open the door. “Boss,” he began again as he poked his head in. “You’re makin’ noise, alright? You gotta—Whoa, whoa, whoa, that’s not good—”
Papyrus was a writhing, tangled mess in his blankets, some already torn where his claws had caught. Sweat and magic bled down his face, eye sockets sputtering and smoking in a flurry of colors as he choked for traction to cry out.
“Ngnnh—No, no—stop!”
“Boss?!” Sans stammered, surging forward. Of their own volition his hands got busy, dragging at the blankets to rend them free of Papyrus’ kicking legs. “Bro, hey! It’s okay, it’s just a dream!”
From there it must have only been a few seconds but to Sans it felt like an eternity before Papyrus lurched upright, already scrambling. He didn’t lunge to attack as Sans had expected but recoiled; it was only when he smacked his skull against the wall behind him that he came to a lurching stop.
“I-It’s just me, Pap,” Sans stated cautiously. He wouldn’t have dared use the old nickname under any other circumstances, but it seemed to clear some of the wild haze in his brother’s eyes. It took a beat for him to formulate an appropriate response.
“Get out,” he rasped. It didn’t hold a candle to its usual bite. He was still panting, disoriented. “What are you doing here?”
Which d’you want, an answer or me getting out? “I heard you…Well, I didn’t know if somethin’ was up. Maybe someone…broke in or somethin’, trying to get to you.”
“Oh?” Shoulders shuddering in what could barely be masked as a laugh, Papyrus shook his head minutely. “And what could you do to save me? L-Look at you. You’re not even armed.”
“And look who didn’t even wake up when I barged in here! The big, bad boss could’ve gotten killed in his sleep because he was too busy cryin’ like a—” By the greatest restraint he cut himself off, foreseeing how that would be received, but he’d said enough already.
“Get. Out,” Papyrus snarled, rediscovering vitriol enough for Sans to cringe.
“Sorry, I’m sorry.”
“Get out, you fool, this instant, or I’ll—!”
“I’m sorry, okay? I was worried!” That word felt taboo aloud. “I just wanted to make sure you were alright and you weren’t so I stayed to help.”
“There’s nothing you can do here, Sans; as always, you—you prove to be utterly inadequate! Your best course of action will be to close the door behind you.” Judging by the way his chin jutted out, he was clearly expecting that to be the last word.
“…No.” Tossing the blanket’s edge back to the floor, Sans squared up. “I’m not goin’ anywhere.” The incredulity that flashed in Pap’s eyes should have cowed him but he had resigned himself to that already at the door. “I’m not just gonna leave you here, all jittery and crunched up against the wall. I can’t leave you like this. You’re not fine and I know if I try to say somethin’ to make it better, I’ll screw it up. Like you said, I always do. So let’s just skip that part where I do it wrong and get to the bit where you tell me what you need. What d’you need to feel better and get back to sleep okay?”
The following silence caught him off guard. Papyrus was never at a loss for further scathing remarks so why was he just staring at him? Moreover, where had his anger gone? He looked smaller without it, less like the Great and Terrible Papyrus and more like…
Papyrus. Red’s only brother. Hunched down, hands fisted into the mattress, micro-tremors trailing down his ribs as he breathed, he looked exhausted.
A minute passed. Maybe it was two.
Sans fidgeted, his nerve failing. “Boss, listen, I—”
“Tea,” he muttered, hooded eyes darting away. “If you really want to make yourself useful.” Sans hadn’t expected his soul to fill his throat at that response; something must have shown in his face, as Papyrus’ next grumble was even quieter. “You’re acting uncharacteristically generous with your work ethic. Why would I pass up this opportunity to make you work in the kitchen for once?”
Sans felt oddly light at the words as he nodded, turning for the door. “Gotcha.” He had never thought this day would come. For once in his life, he saw doing more work as a victory.
If it did some small modicum of good, if it made one miniscule chip in those walls between them, it would be worth the effort.
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dubububbles · 4 years
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SHINee’s reaction to coming home to their gf packing their stuff (& think they are leaving them)
(reaction to coming home to their gf packing her stuff which they misunderstand as her leaving them...only to find out she's going on a trip that she told them a week ago or something)
Requested by anon
- This turned out a bit longer than I expected (I got a lot of inspo from the idea) so it might be a scenario more than a reaction but I hope it’s still okay~ ❤️
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Taemin: 
Taemin would return to your shared home as normal but instantly get a feeling that something was wrong. There was a bag close by the door and when he walked inside and into your bedroom he found another bag that you were currently filling up with clothes from your closet. 
”y/n?” He uttered in slight confusion and then looked around your bedroom, where he noticed that some of your everyday items were suddenly missing. “What’s going on?” 
“I’m packing.” You said, as if it was a given fact, but his confused expression didn’t disappear. It made you look at him in worry and also think that something was off. 
“Is something wrong?” 
“‘Is something wrong’? Shouldn’t I ask you that? Since you are the one in the middle of leaving right now, for no apparent reason.” he fired back and his voice was significantly louder this time around, as he felt a bit angry. 
“What?” You frowned at his words. “I’ve planned this trip with my best friend for weeks now. You never mentioned that you had anything against it before.” 
“Trip?” Taemin’s anger disappeared faster than it appeared and he went back to his previous state of confusion. “What trip?”
You couldn’t help but sigh at his forgetfulness. “My trip! How many times do I have to tell you about it for you to remember?” 
“Ah…” when it finally returned to his memory he emitted a faint sigh and felt a bit embarrassed but also very relieved.
“Pabo.” You mumbled softly and gave him a small nudge before giving him a hug. “Seriously, what am I going to do with you?” 
“I’m sorry.” he apologized and hugged you back tightly, as he was glad you were not actually leaving him for good but only for a couple of days.
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Minho: 
Minho would come back to your shared apartment and announce his presence with a simple ‘I’m home’, like he normally would, and when there was no immediate response it would confuse him. He was used to you being right there to greet him with a smile and a kiss whenever he returned, so he would sulk over the fact that you didn’t and then head inside to find you. 
“y/n?” he called and checked the master bedroom first, since he heard some light thuds coming from there. 
At first he was happy to find you, until he realized that you were taking things out of one of your drawers and putting it into a large bag. It gave him a bad feeling and he didn’t really know what to think. 
“Oh, you’re home-” 
Your voice was cut off as he suddenly pounced on you and wrapped you in a tight hug, which caused you to drop everything you were holding. It caught you off guard and made you feel a bit worried, especially when you noticed how tense he was and that he didn’t seem to want to let go of you. “Minho…” 
“Please, don’t leave.” he mumbled into your shoulder and squeezed you tightly. “I don’t know what happened but please... don’t leave.” 
“I’m only going away for a few days.” you reminded him and then felt his arms loosen around you, as if he relaxed. “What’s going on? Is everything okay?” 
“What do you mean ‘a few days’?”
“I’m going on a trip with my friends this weekend.” 
He was silent for a bit, as he suddenly remembered how you had talked about the trip a few weeks prior. Somehow he had forgotten that it was taking place this specific weekend but he recalled it then and there and instantly felt very relieved. 
“Minho?” you said and took his hand to gain his attention. “Is everything really okay? You are kind of worrying me right now.” 
“I’m sorry y/n. Everything is fine.” he said with another sigh and then pulled you into his arms again to help calm himself down after the big scare.
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Key: 
The moment he came home and saw that you were packing he panicked and rushed over to rip the clothes right out of your hands and put them back where they belonged. 
Since you had gotten into an argument earlier that day he couldn’t help but think you were now gathering things to take with you to leave your shared home. It didn’t sit right with him and he had no intention to let you do that without even talking to him first. 
His sudden appearance made you widen your eyes in surprise and also feel very confused. 
“Kibum? What-” 
“What are you doing?” he questioned in a frustrated voice before you really had time to say or do anything. His eyes also roamed across the room but focused on the bags and clothes that were laid out on the bed. It made him frown and turn back to you with a really sad gaze. “Were you really planning to just leave like this without even telling me anything?” 
“What? No.” You said quickly and emitted a long sigh. “I’m not leaving until tomorrow morning, I just thought I should finish packing today to make sure I bring everything I need.”
“Why do you have to leave at all y/n? That’s not fair. I’m sorry if I got angry or said something stupid before but you don’t just leave because you argue about something.” he told you in the same frustarted tone. 
At that point, it started to make sense. You realized he had misunderstood the situation and then quickly let him know you had no intention to leave because of the small argument you had, which you had already forgotten about, but that you were leaving for a trip. 
Once you mentioned the trip it came back to his memory and he instantly felt very relieved. “So, you’re not upset about anything?” 
You shook your head and hugged him with a reassuring look. “I’m not upset about anything, okay? I promise.”
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Jonghyun:
When he came home earlier than planned and found you in the midst of filling up a large bag with some of your clothing, his heart instantly dropped into his stomach. 
”y/n? What happened? Why are you packing your things?” he asked in a worried tone. 
”I told you. I’m leaving tonight.” You answered and turned around to face him but frowned when you noticed his expression, which was a mix of worry and anger. It concerned you but before you had time to ask or even point it out he had already walked over and grabbed onto your arms, as if he wanted to keep you from going anywhere. 
”You didn’t tell me any of this y/n and I don’t understand where it’s coming from. Things were fine between us when I left this morning, so why are you suddenly doing this right now?” 
”Jong…” you gazed at him in worry and then slowly slipped yourself out of his tight grip to step closer and hug him. “I’m not leaving you. I’m leaving for a trip with my sister over the weekend but next week I’ll be back as normal. I thought I had already told you about this?” 
Once you mentioned it he emitted a sigh, since you had told him but he had just completely forgot about it somehow ”You did tell me but I forgot. I completely forgot, I… I thought you were about to leave me right now.” 
This time you were the one who emitted a sigh but you also hugged him tightly, to hopefully ease his worry, since there was no need for it. 
“I would never leave you and definitely not like this. I’m sorry Jonghyun, I really thought you knew.”
“Don’t be sorry y/n. I’m just relieved I was wrong.” he said as he kissed the top of your head and hugged you really close to his chest.
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Onew:
Onew would return home with an excited smile on his face and really yearn to see you. However, that would change quickly when he entered your bedroom and found some of the drawers to your dresser open and also your suitcase laid out on the floor. Something felt amiss and he didn’t understand what was going on until you entered the room while carrying some of your everyday necessities. 
His first thought was that you were packing your things because you were leaving him, which made him feel both shocked and scared at the same time. 
He then approached you in a careful manner and looked at you with sad eyes. 
“Why are you packing your things all of sudden? Did I do something wrong?” 
“No.” You furrowed your brows in confusion at his words and even if you didn’t understand where it was coming from you quickly took his hand. The fact that he seemed upset concerned you and you therefore quickly wanted to reassure him there was nothing bad going on. 
“Did you forget?” you questioned, since you couldn’t see any other explanation to his puzzled and fearful state. “I’m going home to visit my mom. I’m not leaving until tomorrow but I thought that I should start packing today, so that’s what I’m doing right now and nothing else, okay?” 
Onew instantly let out a sigh of relief, especially as the memory of you telling him about the trip a week prior suddenly returned to him, and he then felt a bit foolish for his hasty assumption. 
“I didn’t mean to cause you a scare. I’m really sorry.” you apologized but he shook his head and then engulfed you in a needy hug, since it had been his mistake and not yours. But he felt immensely happy to know that he had been so wrong, since he couldn’t bear the thought of losing you.
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As You Are | Tom Hiddleston x OFC (Daisy)
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Pairing: Tom Hiddleston x OFC (Daisy)
Summary:  Daisy is dating Tom but she is insecure she doesn’t stack up to her previous girlfriends. Her insecurities get her into a spot of trouble when she purchases a dress too small for the red carpet event. Tom comes to her rescue.
Warnings: Implied Smut, Angst, Fluff, body image issues, Body Image, Self-Esteem Issues, OFC is short and curvy 
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Daisy felt the cool metal of the tea canister graze across her fingertips as her perch on the counter gave way and her prize slipped from her grasp. Her bare feet hit the kitchen tile hard, and she stumbled as she lost her balance.
“Thomas!” she yelled into the silence of late morning. Nothing. “Tom , ” she yelled again, more pleading as though she would burst into tears at any moment.
This time she heard the water shut off upstairs in the master bathroom and moments later the padding of large feet down the wooden stairs. Tom emerged, his long locks still dripping from his after run shower, a towel wrapped around his waist.
“What is darling?”
Daisy’s head slumped down, and she jabbed her figure at the tallest shelf in the cupboard. “You did it again. I can’t reach the tea.”
Tom gave a small smile as he moved to retrieve the tea for Daisy. “I am so sorry, darling.”
“It’s been four months, Tom. Four months since I moved in and you are still putting things on the top shelf.” Daisy pouted as Tom handed her the tea.
She turned to finish making her breakfast. Tom’s arms wrapped around Daisy’s waist. “I am a creature of habit.” He bent at the waist kiss Daisy’s neck. “I will endeavor to improve.”
“I have heard that before.” Daisy snipped as she measured out the tea and placed it in the strainer before setting it in the cup off to the side.
In a single motion, Tom grabbed her by the waist, spun her around, and placed her on the counter facing him. “Have told you I love you?” Tom leaned in to place a kiss on Daisy’s rosy lips.
“Only twice today.” Daisy muttered against Tom’s lips. She wrapped her legs around his waist and pulled him close, his towel falling by the wayside.
Tom broke the kiss and smiled down at Daisy. “We must remedy that immediately.” He tugged at her shorts and tank top.
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After several orgasms and a shared shower, both Tom and Daisy dressed for the day. As Daisy pulled on her scuffed Converses, Tom settled onto the couch with a large script.
“What are your plans for the day?” Tom slipped his glasses onto his face.
“Just some errands and lunch with Chelsea.” Daisy responded, avoiding eye contact.
“Did you get a dress yet?”
Daisy pretended to hunt for her keys in her purse. Tom looked up. “Daisy.” his lips pressed into a thin line. “You told me you had it under control. The red carpet is only three weeks away.”
Tears pricked the corners of her eyes. She turned so Tom wouldn’t see. “I will take care of it today.”
Tom stood from his seat and walked over to place his hands on her shoulders. “I am sure whatever you pick will be stunning.” He kissed her hair before she stepped out and he returned to his work.
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“Chels!” Daisy hollered from the depths of the posh dressing room. Her friend burst through the door.
“What is it?!”
“I can’t get the zipper in the back. Can you help?”
Chelsea giggled as she moved to help Daisy. “Wouldn’t you rather your strapping boyfriend help you out, I mean into your dress?”
Daisy threw a dirty look over her shoulder. “Not funny, Chels. You know my feelings about Tom and my appearance.” Daisy squirmed. She confided in Chelsea about her insecurities. Daisy, at only 4’ 2” and curvy as all get, felt she couldn’t measure up to Tom. Literally and figuratively. She never said a word to Tom but begged off invitations to attend events with him. Until now. Tom insisted she attend.
“I don’t know what you are insecure about, your body is amazing and Tom wouldn’t just date anyone.”
Chelsea’s words fell on deaf ears. “He could have anyone in the world, why me?”
“Because you are smart, funny, kind and right now, not fitting into this dress.”
Chelsea got the zipper halfway up on the navy satin A-line dress. Daisy frowned. This was the twelfth store, and she was no closer to a dress. Tom would not be pleased. “Can you see if they have a larger size?” Daisy pleaded.
Chelsea left and located a thin salesgirl with a pinched face just outside the dressing room. In the meantime, Daisy stepped out to peek in the three-way mirror. But for half of her back spilling out, the bottom of the dress looked perfect while the sweetheart neckline accentuated her cleavage.
“Do you have the blue satin in a larger size?” Chelsea asked, gesturing to Daisy’s frock on the sales floor. The girl glanced at Daisy admiring herself in the mirror before turning her nose up at Chelsea.
“Sorry we don’t carry plus sizes here.” the girl spat out the words “plus size” like they were curse words. Daisy’s eyes burned with tears as she stormed back into her dressing room before peeling the dress off her body and getting dressed.
“Daisy—” Chelsea started before Daisy emerged from the room, dress in hand. She walked up to the salesgirl.
“I’ll take it, can you ring it up, please?” Daisy plastered on her sweetest smile.
The girl sneered for a moment. “Right this way miss.”
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Daisy pushed up the door with her hip, her hands ladened with purchases. The cool tones of evening replaced the sunlight of the day. Tom was missing from the couch. Daisy placed her packages in the arm chair.
“Tom?”
“In the kitchen, darling?”
Daisy followed the enticing smells of food. She found Tom hovered over the stove. “What smells so good?”
“My specialty, Bolognese.” Tom turned and offered her a taste. She blew on the red sauce before taking a sip. “Needs salt.”
“As you wish.” Tom smiled and grabbed the salt cellar. “Why don’t you take a shower and it will be ready when you come down?” He kissed her lips and Daisy shuffled upstairs.
About ten minutes later, Daisy padded down the stairs. She tugged on her pajama shorts as they rode up as she walked. Tom placed a large plate of pasta at her place at the table. Daisy’s mouth watered. She inhaled the aroma of garlic and wine and grabbed her fork to dig in. Tom took his seat next to her at the head of the table with his own plate.
“How was shopping?” Tom asked in between bites. Daisy gestured to the chair overflowing packages. Tom smiled. “Successful then. Is there a red carpet dress somewhere in that pile?”
Daisy looked over and nodded. She spied the garment bag hanging over the back and flashed back to the scene at the store and lost her appetite. She put down her fork.
“What’s wrong, darling? Did I put too much red wine in it again? I’m sorry.” Tom reached over and rubbed his thumbs over her knuckles.
“No, it’s fine. I’m just full from lunch.” Daisy lied. she picked up her plate and placed on the counter.
“Don’t worry about that. I will take care of it.” Tom offered. Daisy nodded and headed into the living room to gather her purchases to take upstairs. “Do you need any help?”
“No I got them!” Daisy yelled back. “I could use the exercise.” she muttered under her breath as she heaved the heavy bags onto her shoulders.
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Three weeks came and went in an instant. Daisy spent them watching her food and attempting to exercise. After a week of crash dieting, she forgot all about her intentions to eat healthy and ordered pizza. Which led to ice cream and cookies. Before long, any weight, she may have lost was right back. And tonight was the night of the gala. Daisy stood in the bathroom, praying for a miracle. The water running behind her in the shower as Tom prepared for the night.
Daisy took her time applying her makeup, making sure every detail was perfect. Tom stepped out of the shower and wrapped a towel around his waist. He came up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist.
“You look ravishing. I can’t wait to see the complete outfit.” He kissed her forehead to not muss her hard work and turn to get dressed.
She finished twisting her hair into an elegant updo and wrapped her robe around her tight before ducking into the walk-in closet. The garment bag hung like a ghost. Haunting and taunting Daisy. She gulped and pulled the dress out. It looked beautiful on the hangar. She dropped the robe and slipped the dress from the hangar. As she stepped into the dress, she hoped it would zip. Daisy shimmied the dress up past her hips and slid the straps on her shoulders. She reached behind for the zipper, but could grasp the delicate tab.
“Tom, can you help me with your zipper?” Daisy asked through the door, regretting her hasty decision three weeks ago.
Tom appeared in a flash, his top two buttons and cuff undone. “Of course, turn around.”
Tom’s fingers slid down her back and sent shivers through Daisy. Tom chuckled as he pulled on the zipper. As Daisy feared the zipper stopped about halfway up. Tom tugged but to not avail.
“Darling, the zipper seems to be stuck.”
Daisy burst into tears. “I’m not going!” and she ran out of the closet and the bedroom before slamming the door to their spare bedroom.
Tom stood for a moment stunned at what took place mere moments ago before following after Daisy. He opened the door without a word and sat at the edge of the bed.
“Darling…” he tested, rubbing her stockinged ankle.
Daisy sobbed into the pillow.
“Darling, I can’t fix this unless you talk to me.”
Daisy lifted her head to face Tom, eye makeup ruined. “Why would you be with someone like me?”
Tom pulled Daisy to a sitting position before sliding his arms around you. “What do you mean like you?”
Daisy gestured at the ill-fitting dress. “I’m no supermodel or actress. I’m.. I’m…” Daisy sobbed as she looked up at Tom’s pleading blue eyes. Tom’s brow furrowed.
“Do you think you are not good enough for me?”
“Well look at me and then look at your ex-girlfriends.”
“Who are ex-girlfriends for good reason. They did not have your heart, your smile, or your spark.”
Daisy managed a weak smile. “But the press…”
“The press can stuff it. Is this why you have been acting so strange these past weeks? Have you been trying to fit into this dress?”
Daisy nodded. “I just wanted to look like someone who belonged with you.”
Tom wiped away the smeared mascara and took Daisy’s face into both of his hands. “I love you just as you are. You never have to change for me or anyone else. You are enough.”
Daisy searched Tom’s face for any malice but saw only sincerity. She smiled and Tom leaned in to kiss her, pulling her onto his lap. Daisy’s hands twisted around Tom’s curls.
“Now,” Tom slapped his knees. “we need to get you sorted.” Tom took Daisy’s hand to lead her back to their room. “You need to fix your make-up while I come up with a solution.”
Daisy opened her mouth to protest.
“I won’t hear of you not going, now go.” Tom shooed her into the bathroom.
Daisy examined the damage in the mirror and regretted her outburst. It took fifteen minutes fix everything. She stepped out into the bedroom to find Tom dressed. There was an extra white dress shirt on the bed.
“What is that for?”
Tom smiled. “That is for you, darling. If it is good enough for Sharon Stone, it is good enough for the love of my life.” Daisy blushed at his words. Tom held up two safety pins. “But first, turn around.”
Confused, Daisy complied. Tom tugged the satin away from Daisy’s back. “What are you doing?”
“Securing your zipper to prevent any red carpet accidents.” Tom weaved the safety pins into an “X”.
“And where did you learn that?”
“The theater. I have seen my fair share of wardrobe mishaps. One picks up these kinds of things.”
Daisy giggled as Tom skimmed his fingers down her bare arms. He picked up the white dress shirt and held it up for Daisy to slip her arms in. The shirt was oversized but Tom spun Daisy around and buttoned several buttons before tying the bottom of the shirt into a knot off to the side.
“There.”
Daisy stepped into the bathroom to look. She was shocked. You couldn’t see the half zipped zipper and the white shirt accentuated her curves. She skipped out of the bathroom into Tom’s arms, crushing his lips into a passionate kiss. Tom’s wandered down the curves of her body and he sat on the bed pulling her to straddle his lap. She pulled him deeper by his neck. Their embrace interrupted by the ringing of the doorbell.
“That would be the car.”
“Make them wait.”
“I can’t be late.” tom sighed as he slid Daisy off his lap, straightening his tie. “But don’t think I am done with you.” Tom whispered into her ear, promising a late evening.
-
The event blurred before Daisy’s eyes. The flash of photographers and the microphones and screaming. She now understood why Tom came home exhausted from red carpet events. Now they sat in the back of the car, Tom’s hand making lazy circles on Daisy’s knee. His movement moved her skirt up inch by inch with each swipe. Daisy blushed. Tom leaned over and nipped behind her ear.
“You are delicious. I can’t wait to devour you.” His lips trailing down to the crook of her neck.
Daisy suppressed a moan. “Tom…” Tom tugged at the collar of the shirt, exposing more skin. “not in public.”
“I shall have you wherever I want you.” Tom continued as his hands snaked around her waist. “The car, the bed, the couch, the wall.” He punctuated each phrase with a kiss. Daisy;s underwear dampened.
“Is that a to do list?” Daisy breathed, trying to suppress the pornographic sounds threatening to leap from her throat.
Tom pulled back and his lips curved into a devious smile. “You will have to see.”
As if on cue, the car came to a stop, and the doors opened. Tom pulled Daisy into the house with lust in his eyes.  
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mists of celeste ➻ 3.5
➻ pairing: ??? x fem reader ➻ genre: space au, pirate au, space pirate!ateez, angst, eventual smut ➻ Word Count: 1.7k ➻ Rating: M ➻ Warnings: language, violence, guns and weaponry, blood, future warnings tba ➻ summary: Sneaking aboard the ship of a renowned space pirate may not have been the best idea, but you’ll have to make do with what fate has handed to you
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mists of celeste act one ➻ part 3.5
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Yunho hums as he works, hands coming through the head of hair before him as he rubs dye over each strand with great care. It’s almost therapeutic in a way, but it does nothing to take his mind off the patient who is still unconscious in the med bay. He has no shortage of confidence over his abilities; he fixed your arm up to near perfection, the best he could do given the circumstance, and in a short amount of time as well. That isn’t what bothers him though. You’ve been unconscious for days since the operation. Well, it’s only been two days to be exact, but your fever hasn’t broken yet and that concerns Yunho more than he’d like to admit.
It’s a damn fever. He should know how to cure one within hours, but all the medicines he tried did nothing to curb the fever so he settled for waiting for it to break instead. While he still can’t understand why exactly the medicines didn’t work, it feels too much like a failure. He doesn’t fail. Ever. It’s not even a possibility.
Yunho must be rubbing too vigorously at the head under his hands, because the owner leads forward and twists to look back at him.
“Sorry,” he says through a small smile. Mingi blinks back at him, eyes wide as ever in wonder and curiosity. Yunho expects the question before he asks it and braces himself for the next words to leave the young Berserker’s mouth.
“What are you feeling right now?”
“Confusion,” Yunho answers, maintaining his grin. Mingi glances away and stares down at the floor for a few moments.
“The aura feels weird.”
“Is it affecting you badly?”
“No… no. I just don’t understand it.” Mingi settles back into the chair comfortably again, and Yunho returns to his methodical motions on his hair. Each blonde strand gets a thick coating of pale brown dye. Yunho watches the dye coat the hair underneath with little interest, barely aware of his hand going over the same piece over and over again. A sigh escapes him. It prompts Mingi to shift again, but before he turns around, Yunho drops a hand to his shoulder.
“Stay put or you’ll make a mess.”
“Could you explain it?”
“What? Hair dye?”
“No, no. What has you so conflicted?”
“Ah,” Yunho exhales. He hesitates before speaking again, eyes trailing towards the ceiling as he mulls over his next words. “You remember what I told you about feeling concerned, right?”
“Yeah, somewhat. How when people spend time together, they begin to care for each other. Then if something bad happens to one of them, the other gets worried or anxious about their well-being. Like… uh, how I feel when Hongjoong leaves for a dangerous mission. Thinking that he might get hurt. That’s concern.”
“Exactly, yes.” Yunho smiles at the back of Mingi’s head. “Well, sometimes you can be concerned about people you’ve just met.”
“You mean the girl in the med bay?”
“Yes, yes, her. I–”
“How can you be concerned about someone you don’t know? Is that still concern or is it something else? Is there another word for it?”
“Hold on, Mingi. I’m going to explain just be patient.” Yunho smacks the side of Mingi’s head, a risky move maybe, but he knows Mingi won’t lash out like he used to. They’ve come a long way since then, nearly six years or maybe more than that. Yunho knows that he is good at many things, but keeping track of time is not one of those things. Despite all that time, it’s still a lengthy and arduous process to help Mingi understand even basic emotions and morals, but at least he shows interest in learning about them. “Since I’m a doctor, I feel a responsibility towards my patients. I know I have the ability to heal them, but there are some things I can’t fix. Sometimes I can’t fix them even using tried and true methods. Even if I don’t know them, I feel a sense of duty to heal them. It’s my job, right?”
“Why not just put them out of their misery then?”
Yunho purses his lips at the question. It’s one that Mingi asks time and time again, and he shouldn’t be surprised that the man is bringing it up again here and now. Still, he wishes he could get through to the Berserker. As much as he tries to exercise patience with Mingi, he does grow tired of answering the same question over and over again like this.
“That’s not right, Mingi. I can’t kill a patient in good conscience, meaning that if they even have a sliver of a chance of surviving then I will take that chance. It’s a risk but one taken with good intentions. My job as a doctor is to save people not kill them.”
“Then I’ll kill her. Save you the trouble.” Mingi moves to get out of his seat. Yunho lunges forward, grabbing hold of his shoulder and tugging him back down to the chair again. He releases a small bout of laughter that echoes how nervous Mingi’s hasty actions made him. “Why?”
“Because even if you deliver the blow, the blame is still on my shoulders.”
“That’s not what they taught me in the arenas.”
“The arenas… they were different. They bred you to kill without thought or feeling, did they not?”
“Yeah, but it was easy.”
“For you, Mingi. They raised you to not feel any emotions and not to think for yourself. But I – that’s not how I was raised, remember?”
Mingi glances back at the healer, eyes wide as ever, and Yunho sighs at the sight of the blankness in his eyes. Of course, he doesn’t remember. Yunho has to remind himself to be a bit more patient; years of patience may not be enough. He hasn’t spent every waking moment of the last six years with Mingi at his side. No, the first three years were spent in a strange limbo where the two neglected to speak to each other one on one. Rather their time was filled with curious glances and passing comments made to a group of people rather than to each other.
If someone asked Yunho to pinpoint the exact moment in which they began speaking to each other, he would not be able to. That time is mostly a blur of faces coming in and out of his life with haste; the only true constants were San and Wooyoung. He frankly didn’t speak much with the other members who still remain on the crew around that time either. He was just a shut-in, to put it simply. Spent all his time in the med bay, rarely even coming out to get food because Wooyoung would always bring it by for him. He and Wooyoung were a lot more similar back then, before Yunho started branching out and being more comfortable with other people. Wooyoung would just spend all his time at Yeosang’s side, hand in his wherever they went, and on the rare occasion that Wooyoung wouldn’t be there, he would be in the med bay with Yunho.
Mingi, on the other hand, was never around much. At least not that Yunho noticed. Hongjoong’s side. That’s the place he saw Mingi the most, and that’s always where he expected him to be. The fact of the matter is that Mingi and Yunho were – still are actually – complete opposites. Yunho would say that about him and San, but at least San has a semblance of emotions. Mingi has always been void of that to a scary degree, which is probably what deterred Yunho from talking to him for so long.
The Berserker was the one to approach him after those three long and awkward years of avoidance. He cornered Yunho in the med bay with those wide and curious eyes. Yunho thought he was going to get annihilated by the man back then, maybe die at his hands without even knowing why but Mingi presented a simple and straight-forward question that had Yunho fumbling for words. Ironically enough, the same question that falls from Mingi’s lips now as Yunho continues to comb through his hair with dye in silence.
“Why do you want to be a good person?”
Yunho hadn’t known what to say back when Mingi first asked him the question, but now that time has passed he thinks he can at least construct a decent answer.
“The arrogance in me would say it’s because I want people to think I’m a good person. Because being perceived as good is better than being perceived as bad. But honestly… I just feel happiness by doing good things and helping people.”
“Happiness…” Mingi echoes to himself. Yunho knows that the man doesn’t quite understand that emotion, and all his attempts to explain it to him have failed drastically.
“It makes me feel warm inside.”
“Why would you want to feel warm inside?”
“It’s like the feeling when Hongjoong says he’s proud of you. Or when you’re told that you did a good job. You know that sensation, right?” Mingi nods against Yunho’s touch. Yunho finishes up with the last few strands of pale hair before speaking again. “Well, that’s what I feel when I help someone or do a good thing. That’s why I want to be good.”
“Ah… okay, yeah, I see. Thank you, Healer.”
“You know to call me Yunho, Mingi.”
“Right. Yunho.”
“That’s good enough, I guess. Alright, up. You still wanna do mine?”
“Yes, I think I can manage it.”
“I trust you, Mingi. Think about the things we talked about. Or ask some more questions. It’ll help keep your thoughts from drifting back to those things.”
“Okay, yeah, I can handle that.” Mingi stands up, barely inching over Yunho, and glances down at the bowl of blue dye that Yunho passes his way. “Blue?”
“Your favorite,” Yunho answers with a small laugh, and he pats Mingi on the cheek as he steps around him to take his place in the wood chair. There is a pause after that. Yunho glances up at Mingi through the mirror before him, eyeing the Berserker carefully. He continues to stare down at the bowl of dye with that familiar blank expression.
“You said happiness felt… warm?”
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Intentions
Look… he’s a little confused but he’s got spirit
Warnings: minor animal injury, stalking(?), kidnapping, no yandere themes, Kiri has good intentions but bad execution. Also, this fic is pretty long lol
Reader: Gender Neutral
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(Y/N) was a simple witch living in a nice lil’ cottage in the middle of a lovely meadow. They could hear the stream flowing nearby, the bustle of wildlife, and even greater was the lack of people. No one to steal, to lie, to interrupt and it was wonderful. Don’t get them wrong, it could be quite lonely in the middle of nowhere but small talk with a shopkeep while they purchased things needed around the house was enough. (Y/N) hadn’t even tried to entertain the idea of a lover, it was too troublesome and any person they had tried to court, hated their hermit lifestyle, that was if they even got passed the idea of them being a witch. But, it was their loss and (Y/N) stopped caring a long time ago anyway.
Now, when (Y/N) started to feel a distinct presence watching them while they harvested materials for their upcoming spell, they were only a little concerned. They were used to birds, rabbits, even full grown deer watching them from a safe spot far away, but this stare almost felt predatory, like a wolf, maybe a bear, what if it was a bandit? (Y/N) carefully but quickly collected the rest of the ingredients while keeping a careful eye out for any suspicious activity and swiftly stepped back into their home. Maybe a protection circle around their home would ease their nerves, but if it was a wolf or something, it would have lost interest and they’d have no need to waste their energy, but… that presence they felt… it didn’t even feel malicious, just determined but a little skittish. Like a young predator hunting without its mother for the first time. If it is a hungry animal, they had nothing to worry about, it has probably learned that this is not a good hunting area and would move on.
Eijiro’s eyes softened in disappointment when the attractive person in the field left his sight. He felt bad for using his hunting instincts to hide from them but not many people were very welcoming to dragons, even when he was in his humanoid form, the teeth and tail were enough of a give away to his true identity. But this person was so gorgeous and clearly had to be a witch, witches tended to be more open minded toward him. That one nice witch with the pink cheeks gave him snacks and played with him! Oh, if this witch is anything like her, he’d be the happiest dragon on the mountain. Eijiro gathered some pretty flowers nearby and started back toward his cave and determined that he had to prepare a nest for their arrival, of course he’d only work on it after he spent time admiring them from afar and collecting courting gifts.
For the next few days, Eijiro continued to watch (Y/N) and (Y/N) slowly became used to it, if the presence wanted to harm them, they would have done it already. But they noticed that since they started feeling the presence watching them, they also started finding gifts. They found sparkly stones on their porch, rare flowers on their windowsill, they even found a hand weaved basket of bread, different meats, and potatoes on the edge of the meadow. (Y/N) was sure it wasn’t a person watching them but an animal clearly couldn’t weave a basket and leave cut meats and bread in it. Despite their confusion, (Y/N) still appreciated the gifts and displayed the rocks and flowers proudly. The gifts continued for a few weeks, (Y/N) had to build a shelf to make room for all of them. All of a sudden, the gifts stopped, (Y/N) stopped feeling the eyes on them. They were a bit sad but tried to carry on as normal and prayed that the individual was safe and would return soon. 
(Y/N) traveled a little further from home to gather special ingredients for their favorite soup, just to get their mind of the mysterious entity, but still secretly hoped they’d feel the familiar stare. While lost in thought, (Y/N) cut their hand trying to harvest a tough herb. Before they could assess the bleeding, they heard a deep growl come from the trees. They looked up but didn’t immediately see danger, just every bird, squirrel, and forest dwelling animal nearby running away from the source of the growl. (Y/N) didn’t take a second further to question the purpose and trusted the animals’ instincts and ran back toward their home as fast as they could, abandoning the already collected ingredients in the gifted wicker basket they loved. (Y/N) heard a loud yelp behind them, but the thundering steps that continued in their direction kept them from slowing down or looking back. (Y/N) couldn’t help the tears blurring their vision as they tried to find home, were they crying because they could possibly die a painful death today or was it because they would die never knowing who watched them from the tree line and if they were okay. The burning in (Y/N)’s lungs begged them to stop but they couldn’t, they had to live to find that mysterious stranger, it was laughable, the ultimate introverted hermit, living for someone else. Just as (Y/N) started making out the outline of their home, their overjoyed haste caused them to trip. One thing was definite after that, they fainted, but was it before or after they felt something bite into their outer coat.
A few hours later
“God, that was a terrible nightma-” The ache in (Y/N)’s hand, the unfamiliar bedding under that aching hand, and the strange chill in the surrounding area immediately told (Y/N) that the nightmare they experienced was no nightmare, but reality. They hesitated to open their eyes for a moment, when they did, they were unsurprisingly unfamiliar with where they had just woken up. They were in some kind of large cave, surrounded by furs, precious crystals, gold, and other miscellaneous shiny objects. They were pulled from their thoughts but a deep rumbling snore at the entrance of the cave, however the fire was not close enough to highlight the large silhouette that laid across the opening. (Y/N) carefully got up and approached the large body at the entrance and couldn’t stop the surprised noise they made when they realized it was a dragon. They fell back on their butt and the dragon slowly woke up and looked back at them.
“H-Hey buddy, let’s not do anything hasty,” (Y/N) slowly scooted further from the crimson beast. The beast scooted across the stone floor trying to close the growing space with puppy-like eyes. (Y/N) tried to hold their hand out to keep some kind of distance and noticed the bandage wrapped around the hand they cut earlier.
“Wait, did you do this?” (Y/N) couldn’t begin to imagine how a giant lizard with wings could wrap their much smaller hand, yet the dragon… nodded? The dragon looked at (Y/N) and started moving it’s head in a circular, almost like it was telling them to turn around.
“You, you want me to t-turn around?” The dragon nodded again, and (Y/N) complied. Well, at least they won’t see the death coming. Suddenly, they were a bunch of crunching and cracking noises, like someone was breaking multiple bones, one after another. (Y/N) went to turn back around but the dragon let out a warning growl, causing them to stop and continue facing away from the beast. That growl sounded familiar, and so did the feeling of those ruby eyes on (Y/N)’s figure. Wait a minute…
“Hey, you can turn around now,” A raspy yet sheepish voice called out. (Y/N) turned around and took in the young man’s spiky red hair, matching red eyes, sharp teeth peaking through his lips, and his well built body, as well as the wrinkled pants he hastily threw on that he didn’t adjust over his large tail. Despite his striking appearance, he was almost cowering in front of them.
“Have you been the one watching me?” (Y/N) couldn’t help but blurt out the question, they needed answers, the red head’s face changed to utter surprise.
“H-How did you know that I was there?” Kirishima was baffled and slightly insulted, he thought he was perfectly hidden.
“I’m a witch that lives alone in the middle of nowhere, you silly lizard, I have to be very observant and aware of my surroundings.” (Y/N) chastised, now they were both offended. “Now what I want to know is why you kidnapped me”
“Kidnapped? I rescued you! You were gonna be eaten by that mean old wolf if I hadn’t stepped in, and you were injured! I didn’t even want to bring you back here until the nest was done but I had to.” Kirishima got closer to (Y/N) as they cocked their neck back. (Well now we know what made that yelp noise.)
“Wolf? Injured? I was just gathering ingredients for my soup and got a little cut on my hand, I could’ve out ran some lousy wolf.” (Y/N) huffed.
“Jeez, you sound like Bakugo” Eijiro muttered. “If I hadn’t swatted that wolf away, it would’ve devoured you when you tripped.” Hm, maybe he was right. “And I couldn’t let that happen, especially before I court you properly.” Court?
“Wait, those were courting gifts?” (Y/N) asked, exasperated.
“Yes, I didn’t give them to you directly because I was afraid of how you’d react to a dragon asking for your hand so I thought I’d leave small things to prepare you for all this.” He motioned to the furs, gems, and other gifts. “Oh, and I went back to get the basket you dropped, I’m honestly flustered that you carried it around, I didn’t think it was that well made, my momma taught me how to weave a long time ago.” Kirishima rambled.
“Oh, goodness, I didn’t realize you were trying to court me, I feel so bad. I don’t even know your name.” (Y/N) exclaimed and facepalmed.
“Ha! That’s ok, I should be embarrassed too, I went through all this and watched you for so long and I don’t know yours either. I’m Eijiro Kirishima, and you?”
“(Y/F/N) (Y/L/N). And… I happily accept your courting gifts.”
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I went a little overboard with this one but it was so fun to write!
Thanks for reading!
(Gif not mine)
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noona-clock · 4 years
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The Doctor - Part 6, Final Chapter
Genre: Doctor!AU
Pairing: Donghyuk (iKON) x You (Female!Reader)
Warnings: None
Part 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6 | Words: 2,960
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You stared at Donghyuk.
Had he... I mean, had he really just said that?
The words “I would like you to be more than a friend” had really just come out of his mouth?
Apparently, you were staring at him too long for comfort because Donghyuk shifted his gaze down to the floor and said, “I’m sorry. I really don’t want to ruin --”
“No,” you interjected, trying to keep your voice as quiet as possible even though you were hasty to correct him. Claire was still in the other room, after all, and if she heard the two of you talking about this...
But you still had to talk about it. Obviously. You had to tell him!
“No -- I... I feel the same way,” you said.
Donghyuk had looked up at you when you’d first interrupted him, and when you confessed your own feelings in return, a smile sprang onto his lips that melted your heart in about half a second.
“I just -- after yesterday...” you murmured, starting to wring your hands together anxiously. “I always told myself I wouldn’t jump into anything, for Claire’s sake. You never know what someone is truly like -- and I didn’t want her to get attached and then -- but, I mean, you’re a pediatrician, for goodness’ sake. I know you like kids, and you’re so good with her -- no, but -- I don’t like you just because you’re good with my daughter. I like you because... when I’m with you, I feel -- I feel like I’m... home.”
Had you any idea just seconds ago that you were going to say that? Absolutely not.
But was it untrue? Absolutely not.
Donghyuk took a step closer to you, and just like he had yesterday, he reached over and pried one of your nervous hands away from the other. But this time, instead of simply holding it to comfort you, he cradled your hand in both of his and brought it up to his lips, placing a quick, delicate kiss on your knuckles.
“That’s exactly how I feel,” he said quietly. “Being with you just feels... right.”
You truly couldn’t remember the last time you’d felt this weak in the knees.
You nodded in agreement, finding you could only let out a whispered ‘yeah’ in reply.
And then Donghyuk looked up at you with hopeful eyes and an adorably attractive smirk. “So... can I take you out on a date?”
You let out a bashful chuckle, feeling your cheeks warm with slight embarrassment, but before you could say ‘yes’ -- before you could even say anything -- Claire appeared in the kitchen doorway.
“Yes!” she cried, wide-eyed and beaming. “Yes! You can take her on ten thousand dates!”
You pressed your lips together to keep yourself from bursting out laughing, and you closed your eyes for a moment. When you opened them again to look at your daughter, she was still standing there with that look of joyful anticipation.
“Thank you, Claire,” you said, knowing you were doing a horrible job of not sounding amused. And when you looked back at Donghyuk standing in front of you, you saw an expression on his face to match exactly how you felt. “...But, yes, she’s right.”
Claire, unsurprisingly, whooped for joy and ran to the two of you, colliding with both of your legs.
“Careful!” both you and Donghyuk cried at the same time. Donghyuk instantly reached down to protect her cast, and you let out a breathless chuckle.
“How about we eat dinner now?” you suggested with a wry smile.
While Claire took her ravioli back into the living room to continue watching her Barbie movie, you and Donghyuk sat down at the kitchen table to enjoy your pasta there. You were slightly afraid things would be awkward now that your feelings were out in the open but you hadn’t even gone on an official date yet, but Donghyuk did an impressive job at leaving no room for awkwardness.
He asked you about your day, listening intently to your work woes and your foiled plans for the evening (though you made sure to promise him you weren’t mad about how things had turned out in the end), and then he returned with an account of his own day. Apparently, one kid (who he refused to name, probably because you most certainly knew the parents) had gotten a coin stuck up his nose -- thankfully, that was the most eventual appointment he’d had.
All during your meal, Donghyuk found small ways to touch you. He would briefly rest his hand on your knee underneath the table if you said something amusing. He would reach out and nudge your arm when he asked you a question. He even insisted you try some of his baked spaghetti so he could feed the bite to you.
To be honest, Donghyuk had even been quite affectionate as a friend. He had hugged you, rubbed your back, squeezed your shoulder -- multiple times!
But now it felt different. Was it just because you were unofficially in a relationship now? Probably. But knowing that didn’t make your heart any less jumpy.
When both of your plates were clean, Donghyuk insisted on cleaning up, shooing you into the living room with Claire and assuring you he would join you in just a minute.
“...You’re sure?” you asked with raised eyebrows. “She’s watching Barbie in there, you don’t have to --”
“I don’t care,” he chuckled. “As long as I get to be with you both, it doesn’t matter what we do or what we watch. That’s always been true.”
...You wanted to kiss him right then and there. And you honestly almost did, but you held back. Barely.
“Okay,” you murmured, suppressing a grin. And before you gave in and just went ahead and kissed him, you turned away from the kitchen table and headed in to join your daughter.
Apparently, Claire was too engrossed in the movie to notice when you entered the room because she didn’t tear her eyes away from the television -- not even for a second. But she did lean into you after you plopped down next to her on the sofa, burrowing into your side and letting out a very relaxed hum. You put your arm around her shoulders, pressed your lips against the top of her head, and wondered how you could be so lucky.
And then Donghyuk joined you a couple of minutes later, and you wondered it all over again.
He repeated your actions from two minutes ago almost exactly: he plopped down next to you on the sofa and moved to lay his arm on top of the cushion behind you. If Claire wasn’t nestled against you, you would’ve leaned into his side and let him kiss the top of your head.
“What’s the movie about?” he whispered, leaning in close to you even though his question was very clearly for Claire.
Of course, Claire perked up, instantly answering him with a long and detailed -- but rambling -- narration of what had happened in the movie so far. She even spouted some dialogue in her best imitations of the characters. It was incredibly endearing -- and so was Donghyuk’s reaction to her.
He listened the same way he’d listened to you tell him about your day at the dinner table, even throwing in some oohs and oh boys as she spoke.
He really was just the cutest man ever, wasn’t he?
Yes. Yes, he was.
As the three of you settled into a comfortable silence, you found yourself gradually sinking back into the sofa... and into Donghyuk’s side. First, your shoulder brushed against his arm behind you. Then, your knee rested gently against his. Eventually, your head found its way to the crook of his neck.
A smile tugged at your lips when you felt him press his cheek to the top of your head, and you relaxed completely, feeling fully at ease even though your heart and stomach were filled with butterflies.
After several minutes in this position -- you cuddled up to Donghyuk as Claire cuddled up to you -- you couldn’t stop yourself from imagining this exact picture in the future. You couldn’t stop yourself from wondering how many times the three of you would be on the sofa like this, which movies you would watch during your cuddle train, how much your positions would either change or stay the same.
You found it was actually far too easy to picture your future with Donghyuk, actually. Far too easy, and far too wonderful.
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About Two Years Later
It was weird coming back to an empty house.
Over the past year or so since you and Claire had moved in with Donghyuk, you couldn’t remember ever coming home to a completely empty house. Especially after the three of you had adopted a dog (whom Claire had dubbed Serafina and Donghyuk lovingly called “Fifi”), at least one member of your family had always been there to greet you when you’d arrived home.
It was just weird not to hear any playful yips or any “Hi, Mommy!” 
“It’s so quiet,” Donghyuk said when he came in behind you, carrying all of your luggage.
You quickly moved out of his way so he could take everything upstairs to your shared bedroom, reaching out and rubbing his back as he passed you.
“I know, I was just thinking how weird it is,” you replied.
As Donghyuk -- your husband, and you wondered just how long it would take you to get used to thinking about him like that -- headed down the hallway to the stairs, you made your way to the fridge to get out a snack for the two of you once he joined you again. It had been a few hours since you’d eaten the mini bag of pretzels and the packet of cookies on the plane, and if your stomach was rumbling, Donghyuk’s surely was, too.
Your fridge was fairly empty since nobody had been living here for a whole week -- Claire and Serafina had been staying with your parents -- and basically the only choice of snack you had was two of Claire’s chocolate pudding cups. Not ideal since you and Donghyuk had eaten a lot of (incredibly delicious) food for just about every meal on your honeymoon this past week, but it would have to do until you went grocery shopping later today.
Or tomorrow. You were pretty exhausted from traveling even though you had just spent almost seven full days relaxing with your new husband -- nope, still not used to it.
After grabbing two spoons from the utensil drawer, you shuffled into the living room and plopped down onto the sofa, lifting your legs to rest your heels on the coffee table.
Donghyuk joined you just a few minutes later, and you held the unopened pudding cup out to him. “It was all we had,” you explained before he could comment.
A half-smile quirked his lips as he took the cup and spoon from you, and then he let out a long, deep sigh as he fell onto the sofa next to you. Since it was just the two of you -- no child or dog to steal your attention -- Donghyuk moved to lay down, resting his head in your lap and letting his legs dangle over the armrest.
The two of you ate your pudding in companionable silence -- and, again, you honestly weren’t sure if the house had ever been this quiet since you’d moved in -- and once you’d finished and set your empty cup on the coffee table, you leaned back and began to comb through Donghyuk’s hair in your lap.
You were content to simply sit here, resting your head back against the sofa, closing your eyes, and daydreaming about the honeymoon, about Claire coming back home, about your life returning to normal -- all while lazily running your fingers through your husband’s hair.
You hadn’t been this relaxed since... well, probably yesterday. But you hadn’t been this relaxed at home for a while. Donghyuk always made sure you got some time to yourself, though. He would take Claire and Fifi to the park or to get ice cream so you could have a bath or read a book, so it’s not like you never had time to relax. Your husband was far too thoughtful for that.
Donghyuk, meanwhile, had gotten out his phone and was, apparently, scrolling through the pictures he’d taken on your honeymoon.
“Oh, remember that?” he asked softly, tilting his phone to show you a picture of the most gorgeous sunset you’d ever seen.
He then showed you pictures of what you had proclaimed to be your favorite meal, some of the beautiful flowers on the resort grounds, and even the local wildlife -- it still melted your heart how adorably Donghyuk reacted to animals, and you were sure it always would.
After a while, he began to show you pictures from your wedding. And then pictures from the family trip you’d taken to a theme park a few months ago. And then the selfies Claire had taken when she’d stolen his phone. And then from the night he’d proposed to you. And then when you’d first brought Fifi home. And then right after you and Claire had moved in. He ended up going so far back in his photos that he even showed you the first selfie the two of you had taken together as a couple -- on your first date.
Donghyuk had taken you bowling and out for pizza, and even though his score had been almost double yours, you’d had the most fun you’d ever had on a date. And you’d also been convinced he had taken you bowling just so he could stand behind you and show you the “proper bowling form.” He was an incredibly affectionate person, so he would really take any excuse to put his arms around you.
The next two years after your first date hadn’t always been easy -- being in a relationship never was, and when you throw being a parent into the mix, it makes things even more difficult -- but they had probably been the best two years of your life.
Not only was Donghyuk an affectionate boyfriend, fiancé, and now husband, but he was also thoughtful, sweet, and loving. You hadn’t been surprised in the least, though, because you already knew him before you’d started dating. Affectionate, thoughtful, sweet, and loving was just who he was as a person. He was genuinely fun to be around, and Claire never once complained or asked you to stop seeing him. In fact, she brought up marriage before the two of you had even talked about it.
“Man, it really is quiet,” Donghyuk said once he laid his phone down, apparently finished with his photographic trip down memory lane.
“I know...” you murmured, still combing through his hair with your fingers.
Donghyuk tilted his head to look up at you better, and you raised your eyebrows, momentarily pausing your ministrations.
“I was used to a quiet house before you guys moved in, you know,” he said.
“I’m sorry for messing that up for you,” you chuckled teasingly.
Your husband grinned up at you, and then he shook his head. “No... I like it. It’s weird being this quiet. No Barbie movies, no puppy paws, no homework to help with... it’s weird. I don’t think I could ever live by myself again.”
“Well, I should hope you won’t have to,” you said with another chuckle. “You’ll, at least, always have me.”
Donghyuk’s smile widened, and then he reached for one of your hands, bringing it to his lips and kissing your palm. “I sound like an awful parent, but thank goodness Claire got sick that time,” he said.
“I, too, sound like an awful parent, but thank goodness she broke her arm,” you giggled.
If she hadn’t gotten sick, you wouldn’t have met when you did. If she hadn’t broken her arm, who knows when the two of you would’ve realized and confessed your feelings for each other. You probably wouldn’t be where you are right now, so... you had to admit. Claire had been right. Her fever had been destiny.
Donghyuk kissed your hand again, and then looked at you with a hopeful expression. “Should we just go pick them up now?”
You had been planning on waiting until tomorrow morning to go to your parent’s house for Claire and Fifi, but... you realized you didn’t like the quiet house, either.
So, you nodded. “Yeah,” you agreed. “Let’s go pick them up now.”
You’d had the most wonderful time on your honeymoon; you’d spent precious alone time with your husband for a whole week, and you would never take that for granted.
But, if you were being honest, there was nothing you liked more than being a family. Your life just didn’t feel quite complete without your husband, your daughter, and your dog.
You already couldn’t wait to open the door to your parents’ house and hear Claire’s excited squeal as she ran to greet her mom and dad.
While Donghyuk wasn’t officially her dad yet -- he would be getting the papers to adopt her soon now that you were married -- Claire had been calling him ‘Dad’ for months now. You still remember the first time she had, actually. You had, embarrassingly enough, started crying.
But so had Donghyuk.
And, if you hadn’t already known, that’s when you would’ve known.
He was it. He was The One. He was yours, forever and ever.
He was your destiny.
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“K - THE FIRST STORY”
CHAPTER 4: BLACK OR WHITE (Complete)
* K - The First Story (List of Chapters) * Projects & Chapters
Translation: Naru-kun Raws: Ridia
There is a system that has never been used in a formula. It would have been better if he hadn't used it, but now is the time to move it.
"All eyes and ears."
Awashima agreed with Munakata's instructions.
"Yes. If it can't be handled, we need eyes and ears. We have to handle it properly."
Munakata smiled at her, she is his right arm, who had a straight face and praised her as an evil executive.
"You are a wonderful person, Awashima-kun."
Munakata looks at the puzzle at hand.
The complete picture of the puzzle is visible. No matter what kind of puzzle it was, Munakata never wondered which piece to put where. What should be to where it should be. By doing that, messy things are put together in the right way. So Munakata enjoys the puzzle.
But now, the full picture of the incident Munakata is facing is not seen. Also, there is only one piece left in Munakata's hand for Suoh.
He picked up one of the Sansui painting puzzle pieces scattered on the office desk, and Munakata looked at it through the lens of his glasses.
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Kusanagi received several report calls and made some instructional calls inside the HOMRA bar counter.
"Oh, Bando. Are you aware? Yes, then join Dewa and head to the location on the map that I just sent."
"That is the seller's hidden store."
"Oh. It's the one with the mobster who was in charge of the arms trade. It seems like he died about ten days before Totsuka was killed."
Kusanagi's words made Bando groan over the phone.
"So that damn guy killed him and Totsuka-san?"
"No, that's not the case. The vendor was used by the criminal and murdered... there is a good chance. And recently, there have been a number of other mysterious misconduct."
"Ah, I'm sure you suddenly heard those rumors. Strange urban legends have become popular, like the fact that there are criminal groups that hold people and sell them, and where they meet gods."
Bando suddenly makes a hasty voice.
"Kusanagi-san, do you think the criminal who killed Totsuka-san is involved in the disappearances?"
"The story is a possibility. At least, there is no doubt that the arms dealer who disappeared this time did come into contact with the criminal in some way. Anyway, check the dealer's hidden warehouse and look for clues."
"Understood! I'm heading there now!"
"Okay, be careful."
As soon as the call hangs up, the Kusanagi PDA announces a new call as if it were waiting for it. When he answered, it was Chitose, who is currently in charge of providing information and gathering information online.
According to his report, the video of the criminal on the network has already been removed and appeared to be treated as a naughty video. It seems that people's interests are turning in another direction after rumors that the murder video was fabricated and posted were stopped.
It would be the instruction for "Scepter 4". Kusanagi is impressed that the work is quite fast.
However, at the time, the video was viewed by many people in various parts of Tokyo, focusing on Shizume. Some of the videos themselves have been uploaded to the "Jungle" site. There should be a reaction in the future, as it can be a prize.
Kusanagi hung up when he said in a casual tone that there was no problem. He stared at his hand a bit, thinking that the PDA would start ringing, but it seemed that the PDA in his hand had finally decided to rest, and he remained silent.
Phew, he takes a little breath.
The situation is not good. Although the criminal appeared once, he disappeared again, and also...
"It's finally becoming a hassle to get to that fox."
Miwa Ichigen, the predecessor "Colorless King", said that he only had two clan members in his life.
One of them was born nearly ten years ago, and Kuro Yatogami was the only remaining vassal.
Since Miwa Ichigen basically lived a life as a retreat in the mountains, Yatogami Kuro rarely appeared in the village, but it is said that his power as a clan member and the dexterity of his arm and swordplay, which he has shown several times, that is perfectly maintained.
It would be difficult for Kusanagi to cross evenly when he suddenly appeared and saw how he was treating Yata like a child.
However, he heard that he would not use any other power other than for Miwa. That is why it bears the name "black dog" with the meaning of loyal black dog.
He wonders if Kuro will move with the will of Miwa, who died, or something like that. After dying, serve the next "Colorless King"? Either way, it must be a hindrance for them.
"Uh, I don't have much time."
Anna, who was sitting at the table in the tent, turned to Kusanagi in response to the words that had come out of his mouth.
Anna spread the map on the table, rolled a marble on it, and continued searching for the criminal with her sensitive skill. Kusanagi laughs at Anna inadvertently, acknowledging that he has cut off his focus and probably worried Anna.
At that moment, the door of the bar opened with a loud noise.
"Gah! Yata-san!"
"Sorry! You said something stupid!"
Kamamoto and Yata rushed into the bar as they broke into a fuss. Yata, in the form of bright red rage, hurls Kamamoto's plump giant.
A large body flew into the air towards Kusanagi, hitting the counter.
It was unfortunate because the quality of Yata's small body, Kamamoto's heavy weight, and his stone-hard head were all combined.
Kusanagi's beloved bar counter is chipped by a head shove similar to a Kamamoto missile. Kusanagi screamed.
Yata attacks Kamamoto, leaving behind the broken counter. Kusanagi moaned low, "Guys..." while shaking.
He grabs the head of the slowly moving person who hurt his beloved counter with his right hand and the other with his left hand, and squeezes them mercilessly.
"Sorry it was not my intention!"
"Kusanagi-san! It will seriously break! My head will break!"
"Huh? Guys, what is this counter? It's expensive because a British pub gave it to us. It's a historic gem drenched in the scent of beer and cigarettes, and the hustle and bustle of drunkenness."
With both of them screaming and hanging from their hands, they scream and preach the weight of their sins.
"What is the cause of this fight, guys?"
Looking into his eyes, Yata complained as he hovered.
"It's because of Mikoto-san!"
"What is Mikoto-san doing?"
"This guy said that Mikoto-san gave up on the blues! Kusanagi-san, you should also punish him!"
"Oh, no! No! I wonder why our king was captured without any resistance!"
"Hey! Isn't that a turning point?"
"It's totally different!"
That's it.
The appearance of the two people making noise is like a fight of elementary school students, but it is not clear how they feel.
Kamamoto's doubts are natural, and although they are not mentioned, many of the "Homura" members are probably thinking. Yata himself, who is angry with him, must have the same anxiety and doubts.
Suoh must have an idea, and since he told himself that he shouldn't hesitate, he was so angry at Kamamoto that he raised his doubts about Suoh.
Kusanagi laughed a bit guiltily, saying they were too honest, and then deliberately laughed out loud.
He lets go of the two surprised heads, hugs them and whispers in the ear.
"Do you want to know?"
"Eh?"
"Why was Mikoto-san caught on purpose?"
Yata was confused and said "Yes."
Alright, Kusanagi released them from his arms and made them "repent" on the counter that they had hurt, so that they could first reflect on them.
Kusanagi was pleased with the appearance of the two people bowing his head towards the counter in silence, in the atmosphere of a completely scolded elementary school student, and decided to take a seat.
"Well, that guy is kept as that natural disaster all the time. In some cases, the 'Blue King' must be clear about it. What if that happens? Will it make it easier for us to move? He got caught to free us."
He can see Yata's face bright and clear. Seeing the expression, which seemed overwhelmed by anger, anxiety and dissatisfaction, repainted with joy and pride, the guilt ends in Kusanagi again.
Yata stretched out his chest, smiled boyishly, and shook Kamamoto's shoulders.
"Hey, you said that! I'm going to find that rotten outer path and the fox again! I'll live up to Mikoto-san's expectations!"
Yata, who is completely fine, urges Kamamoto to leave the bar.
Kusanagi encouraged him slightly, saying, "I charge you, Yata-chan."
When Yata and Kamamoto noisily exit, the bar fills with suffocating quiet.
"Liar."
Anna said that like a slap. Kusanagi smiles bitterly at her painful words who silently heard the exchange between Kusanagi and Yata.
"Well I'm not saying… there are some aspects like that."
The words he just said to Yata and others are not lies. However, for that reason alone, Suoh would not have chosen a way to chain Munakata.
Kusanagi glances at Anna. Anna looked at the map in front of her with a doll face.
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Inside the lunch box, alongside the white rice, the colorful and well-balanced garnishes are well packaged. The boy thinks it's like being full of "happiness".
The boy loves it because it looks like the treasure chest with an unbalanced brown lunch that is filled with "special" items like meat and fried foods that are always blessed with recommended side dishes. However, he was impressed by the desperate lunch that Kuro prepared as a harmonious world.
From the lunch box, the boy takes a plump, beautiful yellow egg with chopsticks and puts it in his mouth. The sweetness spread through his mouth. He asked Kuro to do it yesterday, the rolled egg was delicious too, but the sweet flavored egg grill is good too.
While trying with a smile, he heard a clear voice next to him.
"Shiro has his own lunch with side dishes!"
Kukuri opened her eyes and looked towards the shrine that surrounded the lunch box with Kuro and Neko in the coffee shop. For whatever reason, he have two lunches on his hands.
He decided to advance through school with his own face, saying he was a "transfer student."
This school is located on an island, isolated from the outside, and basically he cannot enter the site without a pass. However, probably because they were relieved by safety, the people on the school island were enthusiastic about the safety aspect. Even the seemingly suspicious Kuro and Neko are accepted as "I'm a school person because I'm here with a natural face."
By the way, he managed to calm down Neko, who doesn't like clothes, and put her in the Ashinaka school girls uniform (when the boy praised Neko in uniform like "cute!) However, Kuro is still in his uniform. Also, even though he had a sword on his waist, the people around him naturally accepted Kuro's existence, probably because the boy was with him.
Kukuri looked at the contents of the boy's lunch box with a surprised look, and the boy put his hand on his cheek.
"This time it is my beloved wife's lunch."
"If you just say stupid things, I'll stick my tongue out at you."
Kuro draws his sword threatening to cut off the boy's tongue.
As for Neko, he has already eaten Kuro's lunch, and she looks at Kukuri's lunch and makes a voice that waits, "Are you hungry?" Kukuri opened the lunch box and asked, "Do you want to eat?" She opened the lunch box, but for some reason there was no main food, such as fried or roasted salmon, and various kinds of vegetable side dishes such as slow-cooked dishes, salads, and hot vegetables were packed in the lunch box. She wonders if she is on a diet.
Despite the interaction between Kukuri and Neko, the boy looks towards a PDA.
"Oh, what's up? It's different from the school's designated PDA."
Kukuri said, paying attention to the boy's PDA.
The boy's PDA has disappeared, therefore he borrows Kuro's. By the way, a handmade plush doll hangs from Kuro's PDA. When he told him that he thought it was a hobby that did not suit his face, it seems that it is a doll that he made himself, imitating the appearance of Miwa Ichigen, and from there he began to sigh the story of how wonderful Ichigen was. So sorry to ask. Frankly speaking, Kuro's emotion when he talks about "Ichigen" is very disgusting.
The boy squeezed Kuro's PDA and made another comment.
"It's from my wife."
"Do you really want to separate yourself from your tongue?"
Kuro draws his sword again threatening to cut off his tongue. He's not sure if he's unexpectedly good or if he's really mad, because he can't even pull a joke, but his reaction when he hit him is a bit funny.
After a little tantrum, Kuro regains his mind and turns to the boy looking at the PDA.
"Did you find out something?"
"No, it is an unclear image..."
What the boy sees on Kuro's PDA is that video of a person, who looks exactly like the boy, killing a person.
This was transferred from his classmate Mishina. He said he found this video on a website. With the curiosity and drive of a healthy high school boy, Mishina is good at watching erotic videos and images, avoiding the security restrictions placed on school-designated PDAs. Some of his classmates also have part of the videos that Mishina found. Yesterday, Mishina intercepted the boy in an uncrowded corridor and told him a secret story: "I found a bad video yesterday."
Although the boy does not have a young and perky sex drive like Mishina, he looks at Mishina's PDA with the feeling of "Well, if he wants to show it, I can't wait to see it." But, it was not an erotic video.
It is the video of a murder that was shown on a huge monitor in Shizume.
However, Mishina believed that this video was false. It seems to be treated like a naughty video even on the net. However, the criminal's face looked exactly like the boy, so he became interesting and came to show him.
Mishina laughed mockingly, saying, "If you did something wrong, should you be selfish?"
In fact, the boy cannot tell if it is a fake video. But if the person was actually killed and this was false, it would probably mean that the real criminal had redesigned the footage to replace himself with the boy. However, this video was taken by the murderer himself, and from what the video looks like, it appears that it was taken with a retro camera rather than a PDA. The video itself is also owned by "Homura", whose partner is the murdered person. Could the criminal have tampered with the video? If that is not possible, is it the crime of a person with the appearance of the boy? Is that possible?
The doubts have no end, but what the boy must do is not pursue the truth, but prove his innocence.
The boy never does. The boy who lives in the dormitory has rarely left Gakuenjima except to run errands these days.
The boy looks at the picture. It says "12.07 23:45". It's been a week. Of course, the boy does not remember leaving Gakuenjima at that time.
"Are you seeing it multiple times?"
Kukuri looks mysteriously at the boy's hands.
"Hmm, this is a mysterious video delivered by Mishina."
"Eh, Mishina-kun?"
Kukuri overreacted to Mishina's name. The cheeks are slightly tinted red. The boy suddenly remembered the incident that would save himself at Kukuri's appearance.
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Fushimi snorted as he watched the scenes projected on the many monitors in the information room.
Each image in each location is displayed one after another on the monitor. Not only the city's surveillance cameras were collected and analyzed, but also all kinds of data such as personal camera images of PDAs and the content of private communications.
Knowledge of the system. As long as the system is up and running, there will be no privacy for the people of this country.
It was a system that prioritized investigations into people's human rights, which could be triggered by the special "Real Level" information disclosure request issued only in emergencies where an undetermined number of lives are in danger. Since the approval of the activation also requires the permission of the Prime Minister, the order of the "Golden King" Kokujoji Daikaku has also been obtained.
He doesn’t want to activate it to find a child.
Fushimi was alone in his heart and ironically distorted his mouth while looking at the private lives of strangers.
"It is quite a masterpiece."
"Help me if you have free time."
Awashima takes Fushimi's words as dislike without raising her eyebrows.
"I am not free."
Fushimi looks back at his desk and slides his finger over the keyboard.
On Fushimi's desk monitor, there was a video of the murder posted by "Homura." A bullet was fired into the roof of the Hirasaka building, in the Western District, at 11:45 p.m. on December 7.
Tatara Totsuka was not good for Fushimi. When he was in "Homura", even if he showed that he didn't like that Fushimi didn't get used to it, he didn't care and felt like he would stop him and see through the line that he really didn't want to step on. He saw it with his eyes. It was not good for those eyes.
He was a man of the opposite nature to Fushimi, and he always laughed with a face that everything he saw was funny.
"Totsuka-san, you are dead."
A whisper came from Fushimi's mouth.
Fushimi stared at the image of the man whose face was always smiling, falling on the concrete without force.
Suddenly something happened. Akiyama, who was doing the compilation work, called out to Awashima in a whispering voice, "Lieutenant Awashima!" The voice turned the eyes of everyone in the briefing room towards Akiyama.
There was a child on the monitor that Akiyama showed. The facial recognition matches the criminal boy that Fushimi just confirmed. Fushimi's expression also tightened slightly.
"Do you know where he is going?"
"Yes, please wait a moment."
Akiyama immediately responds to Awashima's question and runs his finger across the keyboard. Review the points on the web in chronological order. He was at the foot of a bridge where he is captured by Shizume's surveillance camera, an ordinary PDA camera trying to capture the confusion caused by "Homura's" people, and finally the boy.
A connecting bridge that spans from Tokyo Bay and leads to an artificial island. The boy goes over the bridge and enters the island. That was the last appearance of the boy found by "Yuishiki" (Wisdom).
Awashima looks at the map of the place where the boy was last seen.
"The Ashinaka school island?"
It is a gigantic school that is very independent and does not allow outsiders to enter easily, partly because the whole island is one site.
He hears Awashima mutter under her breath, saying it was troublesome.
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Anna finally did.
Yata was running. Anger and fighting spirit burn the flames of the body. From that day on, he couldn't find a place to hit and was swirling in his stomach, turning Yata into a fiery bullet with the target he should be heading for now.
A motorcycle gets next to him and they run side by side, they seem to fly in the landscape around them. There was a huge body that he knew on the motorcycle.
"Yata-san! What's wrong?"
"Oh, Kamamoto! Very good, you are coming too!"
"Where you go?! What happened?!"
Yata looked down the road and told him to sharpen his eyes and growl.
"We're going to the school island."
"Gakuenjima? The school island in Tokyo Bay?"
"Just a moment ago, Anna's skill finally found out where it was!"
Kamamoto took a deep breath.
Anna is a member of the "Homura" clan, but has more power as a Strain than the power of fire. She has always been searching for the criminal's whereabouts with her sensitive ability.
It finally showed results.
Yata remembers the bar just before. Anna spread the map on the table and stared at the many red marbles rolling on it. Its responsiveness detects the criminal's signal, and the marbles move and gather towards a point on the map. Beneath the bright red marble is an artificial island in Tokyo Bay.
“Here.”, Anna's transparent voice said like a decree. The criminal is there.
Yata holds his hand tightly in his fist. That night, it was a hand holding a bloody body. This hand knows the cold body that fell on the rooftop in the middle of the night and the warmth of the blood that was spilled.
Yata gritted his back teeth tightly and said, "Kamamoto, take me." He put his hand on Kamamoto's shoulder and jumped into the back seat without slowing the skateboard propelled by his skill. At the same time, he kicked the skateboard and lift it to catch it in the air.
"Speed ​​it up! I'm going to Gakuenjima to kill that damn guy!"
"Hey!"
Kamamoto twists the throttle grip to accelerate the motorcycle. Grasping Kamamoto's thick back, Yata puts his strength into his arm holding the skateboard.
"Wait, you fucking bastard!", he whispers into his mouth.
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In the locker room, which was simply installed by pulling a curtain in the classroom, the boy dressed in a khaki kimono and looked at the borrowed PDA. The video plays on the PDA.
“The date shown in that video that was shown in the city was at 11:45 p.m. on December 7th. Given the distance between the school and the crime scene, it is not possible to move in an hour."
"And so..."
Kuro was also dressed in Japanese clothes. With a short sleeve and a hakama, the original long black hair hairstyle collected and the sword attached to the waist match, and it looks like a samurai.
The boy wears a yellow garment over a khaki kimono. It's a hand-sewn costume for a female student, but it's pretty cool.
"Yes. If it is proven that I was at school around 11:45 PM on the 7th, my alibi will be established."
"But you're in a single room. If you slept alone in the room, it wouldn't be an alibi."
Kuro turned his eyes to Neko. Neko also wears kimono. Although she was wearing it, she didn't seem to know how to wear the kimono, so he could see the white skin with the front wide open.
Neither the boy nor Kuro did not change their complexion because they got used to seeing Neko naked. Perhaps he couldn't see Neko playing with the obi in her hand, and when she approached him, he wrapped the obi around Neko's body with one hand as if he was gathering an old newspaper.
"I'm telling you! I don't accept this testimony as an alibi!"
"Kurosuke, you are stupid! Shiro has been with me since I met him! Wagahai's Shiro is a good Shiro!"
"Shut up. You're saying you don't trust me. If I find out you were responsible for this, don't worry. I'll be prepared."
The boy opened his mouth sweetly, looking at Kuro and Neko as if they were really like a dog and a cat.
"Well, it's my fault. That day was the day that preparations for the cultural festival were allowed at night, and as I recalled earlier, it was a day where there were many incidents."
"Incidents?"
The boy trusted the mysterious Kuro.
"So there must be someone who can prove that I was there too."
The boy used a bird hat to finish. A beard is also attached to the mouth.
"Hmm! How many times do you change your clothes while chatting!"
Feeling free to open the curtains on the simple wardrobe, Kukuri stuck her face inside.
"Oh, it looks good! Shiro-kun, you are a valuable person to look good like Ebisu-sama even if you are not fat at all."
The boy, Kuro, and Neko were forced to try on the costumes they would wear to the main event of the school festival. On the night of the school festival, they will wear these costumes, carry a sword and pull a horse to parade to the shrine behind the school.
The Ashinaka school school festival has a mysterious flavor, in part because it overlaps with the annual shrine festival.
Kukuri was in a good mood when she saw the three people wearing costumes, and while saying to Neko, "Wagahai-chan is a beautiful woman!" On the first day, Neko who hated wearing those clothes and had trouble with the boy's hands, was also happy to be told that she was a beautiful woman.
Well, the boy changed his expression.
He has been living at school almost normally for the past half day, but his life is involved. He has to ask someone to testify that he was at this school that day.
The boy saw Kikuri. The girl who started the confusion that night.
Yes, it started with a runaway boy who fell in love with her.
--- Testimony of the classmate, Sota Mishina.
Oh sure, it was around 11:45 PM on December 7th. There is no doubt that the preparations for the night of the school festival had just finished.
He climbed the stairs of the clock tower with the determination of a generation.
His heart was making a loud noise and his hands were sweaty and slimy. Still, he did not stop climbing the stairs. He is also a man. He will do what he has decided to do.
When he climbed to the top of the clock tower, he could see the view of Gakuenjima. Everyone is working hard to get ready for the school festival, which is coming up two weeks later, and the huge objects that he put in the yard look pretty good from the top, and the fire from the PDA that he plans to use at the night festival is beautiful.
He was thinking about that as he watched the situation below and was blown away by the cold midnight winter wind, he saw Yukizome coming. As a student council officer, she tells them to finish getting ready for the night. His reading that the last time she would come to the clock tower would be about 15 minutes before the date changed was correct.
Yukizome spoke a word or two with Inaba, who was pulling a rope, and came to the front of the clock tower. A moment before she tried to give instructions to everyone around her, he took a deep breath and yelled from the bottom of his stomach.
"Yukizome Kukuri-san! It's true love at first sight! Please go out with me!"
Everyone in the place fell silent and was looking towards the clock tower where he was.
Yukizome had the same lazy face as everyone else, but gradually her face turned red and she started to panic. It was cute, but she was so nervous that she was ashamed, so it wasn't the case.
After making a panicky movement, Yukizome turned to him and bent her head with force and bend her waist at a right angle.
"I'm sorry!"
He knew it. He was honestly thinking there was no pulse.
But he liked her for a long time, all year long. When he entered the school for the first time, he got lost because the school is big, Yukizome called him and accompanied him to his destination.
It's too big here, but she's so cute and kind, she was love at first sight. After that, she was nice to him.
Perhaps he misunderstood and thought she also liked him a bit. Yukizome is a kind person to everyone. He knew it wasn't just for him. Even so, he still wanted her to turn around. He wanted to hold her hand and dance together at the festival that night.
The dream was shattered and he was slightly shocked and unconscious. He was sad because he was totally sorry, he was sorry for Yukizome, who shrugged with a bright red face and ran away, and was not surprised by the eyes around her. He cries and stumble back. A strange laugh escaped his mouth, although it was not strange.
What he saw was a mountain of fireworks that was scheduled to be launched from the top of the clock tower at the school festival.
Filled with sadness, shame and apology, he wanted to blow away those feelings that swirled in his chest, so he approached the fireworks with a quick movement and lit them.
"Another love has fallen!"
The fireworks went straight up the night sky and the light flowers bloomed in the black sky. It was a memorial service for his love. He is reflecting on that now.
"You mean, what is it? Why do you suddenly want to hear about my sad night?"
"Huh? You wanted to ask if I saw Shiro at the confession? Would you mind the details of the confession if you heard that?"
"Oh... I don't know!" He could only see Yukizome in his eyes.
"That's right. Mishina-kun, were you watching everyone from the clock tower? You must have seen his figure when you were crushed!"
The boy lowers the end of his eyebrows and touches Mishina's arm.
The boy, accompanied by Kuro and Neko, caught Mishina, who was the party to the incident that night, in the corner of the classroom looking for someone to testify that the boy was on campus the night of December 7. He was listening to the story. As his costumes were still being tried on, Mishina was surrounded by Ebisu, Benten, and the Samurai.
Mishina was crying, perhaps because he remembered how he felt when he lost his love as he spoke.
"Don't say crush clearly! Why are you trying to smear a person's wound with salt?"
"Because even if I ask Kukuri, it's not so much at the time, and I don't remember if I was there..."
"Did you ask Yukizome-san?"
As Mishina cries with the urge to hold his head, the boy feels a little sorry and tries to comfort him.
"But Mishina-kun, shouldn't you have made the confession a bit more normal? Is it okay? Isn't it a problem for the other person?"
He thought he was worried, but the amount of tears that had accumulated in Mishina's eyes increased.
"At first, I approached her more normally! I tried to tell her that I casually liked her! But it was amazing to feel the goodwill!"
"Ah! Kukuri, that seems pretty boring."
The boy laughed inadvertently.
"So, as impressive and dramatic as possible, a confession aimed at the suspension bridge effect..."
As he said that, Mishina held his chest as if remembering the pain of a lost love, and was screaming.
Kuro, who was listening to the story with his arms crossed at his sides, punches Mishina's back to strengthen him.
"Don't be so depressed. I think your way of declaring yourself is wonderful."
"Oh, yes. I respect the love and action of passionate young men like Mishina-kun who can make such a confession."
"You guys never comforted me, are you stupid?"
"That's not the case. I was looking at Mishina-kun, who loves a girl so much, thinking it was really amazing."
While raising his hands and calming the approaching Mishina, Kuro looked at the boy with half-eyes.
"But there seems to be no evidence that he was at the site where Mishina was."
"Eh, huh? You actually saw Mishina-kun's crush site, can you talk about the details?"
"Many students will have witnessed Mishina-kun's crush site. You can acquire as much information as you wish later."
"Crush site... stop saying crush site!"
Mishina cried out in a sad voice. Neko laughs.
"Fireworks, sunrise! It was so beautiful!"
While innocently laughing, Neko expresses how the fireworks could be seen with both hands open. When she looked at it from the side, it seemed like she was thinking, "Did you see it too...?"
The boy doesn't remember if Neko was with him at the time (after all, he didn't know that Neko was a human girl at the time, he thought she was just a kitten), but Mishina was sad and urged him to lose love. The beauty of the fireworks launched remains in the boy's memory.
"By the way, it was the people from the student association who stopped the fireworks that Mishina continued to fire, right?"
Mishina shook his face with a bitter bite.
"Oh! They were there, the people from the student association."
--- Secretary of the student association, testimony of Sakura Asama.
She arrives on the scene just as the date changed from December 7-8.
It took about 15 minutes before the first fireworks were launched. At the time, she and President Hyuga were working in the student council room. President Hyuga is an excellent student president who is also known as a teacher with abundant intelligence and ability to execute. She was a little nervous when she was alone with the president in the student meeting room at night.
Suddenly, there was a loud noise and the outside of the window suddenly lit up. Many bright fireworks were blooming in the night sky. It was romantic watching the fireworks with the president, but that's not the case.
"What's wrong? There shouldn't have been an app for practice shooting fireworks, etc."
The president squinted through the back of her glasses and immediately contacted a student council officer who was supposed to be looking around the clock tower where Mishina was setting off fireworks. The president knows exactly where and what the executives plan to do and everyone's work schedule. That is why she can immediately give appropriate instructions and verify the situation. (Is that amazing? You're longing for it, right?)
Well, the PDA didn't connect. It's not unreasonable because the student association officer who should be looking around the clock tower was Yukizome.
She was unable to reach Yukizome, but soon another officer contacted the president.
It seems like second year Mishina Sota confessed to Yukizome from the top of the clock tower and was hovering around in despair and burning fireworks.
The president immediately ordered other officers to rush to the scene to stop the fireworks launcher. Sakura quickly got ready for office with the president. She took the wire cutter out of the toolbox and prepared to open the door even if the caster locks the clock tower and stands up.
Glancing sideways as she was ready, the president turned and walked out of the student council room, continuing to speak into the PDA. At that time, the president's clean hair was fluttering and smelling pleasant. The president's hair goes well with her image, and has a refreshing scent that is not sweet but fascinating.
It was midnight when she joined the other officers from the student association and arrived at the clock tower.
The area around the clock tower was full of gathered students.
The area around the clock tower was full of gathered students. Everyone just opens their mouths and watches the fireworks that are launched one after another. There were so many people, so she couldn't help stopping someone. Well, there are people who cannot move easily unless someone takes the initiative. That is why someone was needed who had the power to make decisions and act as the president.
The students around the clock tower noticed the arrival of the president and said: "The student association has arrived!" They raised their voices. It is an air that is safe if it comes from the president. The crowded students quickly cleared the way for the president, who was like Moses.
When the president observed the surroundings and understood the situation, she gave instructions in a clear voice. "Stop this!"
"Ah, the president was great!"
"Eh? If did I see Isana over there? I don't know. He's small so I didn't see him."
The boy was drowning.
It was good to visit the student council room with Kuro and Neko, see the first-year girl, Sakura Asama, and hear the story from the night of December 7, but it emphasized how wonderful the student council president was that day. He was unable to obtain any testimony that she saw the boy.
Asama is a fluffy, mature-looking girl who looks cool with braided hair that's tied sideways, but when the story reaches the student council president, the picture shows the heat dissipating.
Chiho Hyuga, the president of the student council in question, is processing the documents in question without paying attention to the boy, whether she is listening or not. Hyuga is a beautiful girl with straight black hair on her back and red-rimmed glasses. A talented person who stands at the top of the student association, rumored to be more powerful than teachers, and manages various school events. It has gained overwhelming popularity.
The boy sat down and asked Hyuga.
"I... should have been there, don't you remember?"
"I don't know. It wasn't work to see if a fool was in the place."
She replied coldly without raising her face.
The boy let out a disappointing voice in response to the blunt answer.
"It was really difficult at the time. What if the president didn't deal with it quickly? Do you have the article at the time?"
Asama presented the school newspaper to the boy as her cheeks turned slightly vermilion, perhaps in contradiction to Hyuga's attitude at the time. "The flower of love that bloomed in the night sky!" Below the caption, there were many photos from the scene from that night, including a photo of Mishina, who was captured by sympathetic students' association officers with both arms clasped. But…
"I am not here."
It is not far-fetched because he does not recall jumping into the camera to appear in the newspaper photos, but he is disappointed that there is nothing to prove his innocence.
Kuro looking at the newspaper next to the boy also looked rough. Only Neko has a mysterious appearance, as if the situation is still unknown.
"If you want a picture of the riot, why don't you ask the journalism club? Because they were filming a lot that day."
"Yes. The president should have dealt with the incidents that happened in succession, and her activities should have been photographed."
Asama leans her body enthusiastically. Hyuga raised her face without paying attention to Asama's situation, and finally turned her attention back to the boy.
"More than that, guys. No matter how much you are preparing for the culture festival, don't wander around campus in a playful way. Especially you, long accessories are forbidden."
Hyuga's eyes were on Kuro's waist.
"Ah, this is for accessories...!"
Kuro was upset, but Neko laughed happily, perhaps because he was angry. The boy wanted to confiscate weapons that were aimed at his own life if possible, but thought that trouble was more likely to occur because of that. He immediately left the student council room.
"What was that, did she say that 'Kotowari' is a prop?"
"Okay. It means your samurai style suits you too well."
The boy treats Kuro, who bites his teeth while walking down the hall, with appropriate words that move only half his head. Kuro looked at the costume he was wearing, and then turned his eyes to the boy and Neko.
"But, well... like this outfit, the school festival here has a lot of excitement."
"Also, under the initiative of the students, the members of the student association will divide so that everyone can do whatever they want and work together to do and prepare various things. Like December 7, there are days when you can prepare until the evening and there are many free places in this school."
The boy looks out the window. Students wave a props mallet in the yard, talk about how they are decorated, and laugh happily at each other. The scene seemed somewhat defeated and the boy narrowed his eyes.
"It's because it's peaceful that you can do this and work hard at it. I think it's amazing, very nice."
Speaking of stubbornness, Kuro opened his eyes a bit, looked at the boy's face suspiciously.
"Don't say something like an old man all of a sudden."
"Eh? Are you intrigued?"
"And don't forget that your situation is not peaceful at all."
"Ah! That's..."
The boy was drooling. Maybe she thought he was depressed, Neko hugged the boy's arm and encouraged him, "Shiro, cheer up!"
Kuro took a deep breath and crossed his arms in thought.
"By the way, that girl said the incidents happened quickly after that..."
"Oh, that's right. There was a crushing incident, and while the student association was going to capture Mishina, there was an uproar."
"What is that?"
--- Testimony of colleague Sumika Inaba.
About Mishina's case, she thinks it was tough. She thinks the time was around 0:15.
She was moving the horse that was going to guide the gods at the school festival.
He is a good and calm horse. He has beautiful brown fur, round black eyes, and is friendly. The riding club usually takes care of him, but that night they loaned it for the event.
"So, I was about to return the horse to the riding club stables, but that idiot Mishina made that confession, right? That guy is really useless. That kind of thing should only be done by a kid who has a pulse and that he's sure she likes flashy surprises. I think about Kukuri's feelings that she has to reject him in front of the public. Well, in Mishina's case, he wouldn't have had such an upset spirit to pressure her to say "yes". It's just stupid."
"When I looked at Mishina's feelings from the end, I knew it completely, but Kukuri was so bored in the love relationship that she did him no favors, so she desperately tried to make him notice it for himself."
"But I never heard about Mishina from Kukuri, but I understand that she has no more feelings for Mishina than she does from friends. There is a possibility that Kukuri likes him, no, not at all."
"Well, what was the story? Oh, the story after the confession case. Mishina was turned away and set off fireworks, so the horse I was leading was excited. I was desperate to calm him down. Normally he's quiet, but it seems like was surprised by the sound and the strange atmosphere."
Everyone around her was in awe of the fireworks that continued to increase with the momentum of today's school festival. Among them, there was a guy who had a PDA, but he always forgot that he had a fire and watched the fireworks. It seems that he was experimenting with the tatami used in the evening festival, but he was told to be very careful when using the fire, but he neglected his hand and looked up at the sky, so the fire was next to him. It burned the object that was there. It was an object stretched out with paper glued on a wooden frame, so it burned vigorously. The scene was in a panic.
Then the horse she was leading, which was already excited, saw the flames and panicked. She started running all the way so she was about to get dragged off the rope. The horse was running with a force that seemed to bounce off the people around him, and she was half crying and chasing him. Thanks to the fire and the raging horse, the people around her screamed.
"Really, that night was hard, right?"
"Huh? See Isana at the scene? I don't remember. Why is that important?"
The boy dropped his shoulders in front of the lonely Inaba.
"Hey... I'm looking for someone to prove that I was there..."
The boy, who found Inaba right in front of the clock tower at the scene of the incident, recalled that Inaba was in this place with a horse that night, but the result was also lost.
"Isana Shiro-kun has an image that is not strange wherever he is, so he doesn't leave much of an impression no matter where he is. It feels like he's not there, even though he's there..."
"That's..."
Inaba put her finger to her lips and tried to remember for a while, but finally shook her head.
"No. I can't remember. After the horse ran away, I couldn't even look around."
"I see. Yes… thank you…"
He couldn't hide his disappointment, but with a slight smile, the boy raised his hand to Inaba and thanked her. Inaba watches the boy's face closely.
"By the way, Kukuri said, "Shiro-kun looks like he's going to disappear somewhere when you take your eyes off." When I heard that, I didn't understand at all, but he was there. I felt like I couldn't remember what he was doing and I felt like I could understand what Kukuri said."
Inaba is a good friend of Kukuri. The boy hesitates a bit, wondering what they were talking about.
"Eh...? Am I that overshadowed?"
"That's all. He is a popular person who is loved by everyone. Somehow... well, I can't trust his existence... I can't express it well..."
Inaba turned her head several times, but quickly stopped giving an answer and returned her gaze and interest to Neko sitting on a bench and dangling by her legs in her spare time.
"By the way, are you Neko? It's an interesting nickname. It looks cute on you, doesn't it? The costume looks great. I'll give you a candy."
"Hurrah!"
When Inaba took out the candy wrapper from her pocket, Neko who was bored jumped up with a bright expression. Neko, whose head is caressed with candy in her mouth, looks like a little girl with a full forehead.
"Good girl, Neko-chan. Should I buy a delicious Daifuku later?"
"Really? Food!"
Seeing Neko loved like a younger sister is fun, but it's not the case when the boy smiles at her. He already felt at a dead end when searching. Feel the spicy skin next to her, with a haunting aura.
She wishes she could remember who the boy spoke to that night, but sadly she doesn't have such a clear memory.
"You…"
"Ah, wait! Oh, look! Asama-san said that a lot of people in the journalism club were taking pictures that night, right? I'm sure if you ask him…"
Upon detecting Kuro's signal that he is about to draw the sword, the boy asked Inaba who was with Neko, quickly.
"I am also a journalism club. Do I ask the director?"
Inaba simply takes the PDA out of her pocket and calls the manager.
The director of the journalism department appeared to be taking pictures of the school festival preparations and came with a beautiful single-lens reflex camera hanging from his neck.
Upon hearing from Inaba, the director took the tablet from the PDA and searched for a photo from the night of the incident.
"It's a photo from December 7th, within an hour from 11:45 PM. Right after Mishina made the confession until the fire was extinguished and the wild horse was captured. At that time, there were many incidents at the same time, so several people took pictures at random."
"Wow, help!"
Looking like a god of salvation, the boy jumped on the offered tablet. Kuro also looks seriously.
While looking for the reflection of himself in a large number of photographs, Inaba went away saying: "See you later. I'm going to the classroom.", And the director of the journalism club began to photograph the traces of burned objects in front of clock tower. Neko who seems to be free begins to play with the cleaning robot, type Tsukumo 99, which was passing by.
In the idyllic afternoon sun, the boy and Kuro kept looking at the images on the tablet one by one.
Fireworks strewn across the night sky. The horse looking at them. The student council president who arrived in a hurry. A student association officer who opens the door of the clock tower. An object that begins to burn.
Dismay, come and go, run away, fire extinguisher.
Students who run with them. A horse that begins to raze and run. Those who run away from the horse, those who pursue it. Mishina is captured and taken out of the clock tower. The student council president who sees the noise outside and quickly begins to give directions. A student association officer who brings down students desperately trying to put out the fire with a fire extinguisher and pulls a hose from the fire extinguisher. Discharge of water that starts strongly. A member of the riding club runs in. A member that stops chasing the horse and keeps them away. A horse that moves through the school grounds. Students who coordinate and monitor. A flame extinguished by discharge of water. Guys who are full of soot and rejoice in putting out the fire safely. People around her clapping. A boy who starts crying. The student council president scolds him. However, after that, the vision of putting her hand on his shoulder as if he was happy he wasn't hurt. In a calm and warm mood, a horse that has run and calmed down slowly returns, and a member of the riding club and Inaba gently catch him. Robots that appear to "clean up the mess."
There were so many photos. The boy kept rushing to see the images appearing one after the other, but gradually the movement of the fingers when swiping the images weakened.
"No..."
Involuntarily a helpless sound leaked out. Many of the photos show a large number of other students who are not the protagonists of the case, but the boy who should have been there is nowhere reflected.
"I think I was wandering around here."
When he lowered his eyebrows, the director of the journalism club, who was pointing the camera around him, looked back with a look of surprise.
"Ah, really? There are so many photos from that day, so if you were there, you could find them somewhere, right?"
"No..."
Family views and rushed friends appear one after another, but he can't find the essential boy.
Kuro made his badass look even sharper and turned to the boy.
"You, after all, weren't there!"
"What happened? Is it important that you were there?"
The boy smiled a warm smile, suppressing the director of the journalism club, who bit a strange place and said: "No, it's nothing."
After all, unable to find a photo where it appeared, the boy returned the tablet containing the photos to the director of the journalism club and thanked him.
The boy, who had been unconcerned by the memory and the confidence that he was there that day, began to feel a gradual impatience.
"Hmm, I'm in trouble. I'm sure of it."
Although he made an effort to have a carefree voice, he painfully feels the disturbing signals emitted by Kuro getting louder and louder. Look sideways. Kuro with his eyes on his sword, seemed to have come to the realm of murder out of suspicion and anger, and looked at the boy with cold air. Partly due to the disguise he was wearing, he had the feeling that he was a samurai trying to behead the enemy. It can seriously cut it.
When the boy was in a cold sweat and faced Kuro, a bright and refreshing voice broke through the tense atmosphere.
"Oh, Shiro-kun!"
Kukuri, holding a luggage in his arms, was puffing out his cheeks when he saw the boy.
"Everyone is busy, but what are you doing?"
Before the boy made an excuse, he withdrew the murderous signal from the sword that had leaked just now, walked over, and scooped up the heavy luggage stuck in the cardboard box from Kukuri's arm. When asked, "Where are you going to take him?", Kuro has grown into a young warrior who is kind to girls and children. In a short relationship, the boy knew enough to say that he was basically a very caring man.
Kukuri happily thanked her and smiled.
"So can you bring it to the staff room? I have to take this to the student council room."
"I get it."
The moment he heard the exchange between Kukuri and Kuro, an inspiration ran inside the boy.
"Oh, that's right... the staff room..."
The boy gently raised the edge of his mouth.
"The student's departure record? Daimon?"
"Yes."
The old teacher who is in charge of literature has a rough and very laid-back personality. He is the perfect person to make this request.
The literature teacher turns his head mysteriously.
"Good, but... why again..."
"No, it's not a big deal... just that I could die."
The boy turns to the literature teacher and tells him the situation in a whisper. The teacher said, "Oh, yeah." If it was troublesome even though it seemed like he didn't understand why.
"When?"
"December 7th."
Check-out for December 7th was provided by a former literature teacher. When the boy succeeded, he laughed at an angle that did not look like a fox.
The only entrance to Ashinaka High School, which is an island, is the gate in front of the connecting bridge that connects to the mainland, commonly known as Daimon. To pass, the door sensor must be made to read the school-designated PDA, which also serves as a student ID card. Basically, all the times of entry and exit of people are recorded.
As he left the staff room and walked down the street in front of the research building, the boy analyzed whether the student's check-in and check-out from December 7, which he had just received, is endorsed to prove his identity. Start going through the list.
"Torisawa, Ariyoshi, Iida, Ikuno... Next is Inoue! Look! Isana Yashiro is not here."
On the paper, the names of the students who passed through the door that day are listed in the order of Aiueo, and the transit time is recorded next to each name. Students who go to school are basically on schedule to get in and out of school, and students who do not live in the dorm are on time to leave and return to school.
There is no boy's name on the paper, which means that the boy who lives in the dorm has not left campus one step that day.
The boy killed the tension and listened to Kuro's reaction with a casual face.
Kuro doesn't look at the recording paper the boy is showing, and walks with his gaze down with a calm expression that makes it difficult to tell what he's thinking.
"Shiro, Shiro! Wagahai is hungry!"
Neko who was not interested in what they were doing, complained innocently.
The boy does not care about Neko's comment, and pushes the recording paper to force him to see Kuro, who is looking down.
"This cleared your suspicions, right?"
Still, Kuro doesn't move his expression or his gaze. While the boy gulped and waited for Kuro's behavior, Neko feeling ignored clenched her fist with both hands and screamed.
"I'm hungry!"
Both the boy and Kuro stop at the scream of Neko's angry girlish look.
"Sorry, sorry. I'm relieved, so let's have a snack slowly."
"Yahoo! Snack! Kukuri has delicious senbe! After that, Kukuri's friend should buy Daifuku! Oh, I'm thirsty! Buy something, Shiro. Let's go!"
Neko, who is excited about the snacks, moves in a good mood and romps.
However, in contrast to Neko's high enthusiasm, Kuro still looks at the boy coldly.
The boy sighed and said in a tone reminiscent of the confused.
"That's why everyone who enters and leaves this island is controlled by the automatic gate. It is a pip. The fact that it is not on this list means that I have been on this island the entire time and could not have gone to the crime scene. Right?"
Kuro still hasn't opened his mouth. The boy left him and turned to Neko who was waiting in front of the vending machine.
"Wagahai should have juice!"
"That? Not enough coins."
When the boy clenched his pockets in an attempt to respond to Neko's pleas, a beep was heard. So, there is a sound of the juice Neko wanted.
When he raised his face, Kukuri, who was holding the PDA over the vending machine, turned her dismayed face towards the boy.
"Don't you have the PDA again? It's a rule, so you have to have it correctly. I mean, it's a pass."
An eerie air fell over the place. It can be understood without looking. There is a sign of anger that crosses the skin of the person in charge.
"Kukuri. Are you saying this boy never carries a PDA?"
Kukuri is unaware of Kuro's disturbances. The boy raised his finger in front of his mouth and desperately sent a gesture that he wanted to keep a secret, but Kukuri didn't notice and took it easy.
"No matter how much you tell him, he will forget."
"You can't walk through the door without a PDA, right?"
"He always manages."
The boy covered his face with the palm of his hand. He thinks he did, and it was at the same time that Kuro touched his sword.
"Kukuri. From now on, something unpleasant will happen here. Leave us alone."
"Wait, wait! I'm serious! I'm seriously looking for evidence!"
"Okay, I know you are a dishonest man."
In response to Kuro's threat, Neko stood up with a threatening voice and stood in front of the boy. Kuro keeps Neko in a sharp line of sight.
"Go away, or are you still this guy's partner? Do you want to get cut off with your master?"
"Wagahai is a cat! I'm Shiro's cat! I won't give you Shiro, Kurosuke!"
Neko hugged the boy with a desperate face and tried to be the boy's shield. Neko is hideously self-taught, but like animal cats, she is sensitive to danger. She exposes herself to Kuro, who is about to draw his sword, and strongly appeals over misaligned issues.
"Shiro is a good person and we eat delicious rice and sandwiches together!"
"Easy, Neko. You're making things more complicated."
The boy calmed the watery-eyed Neko and pushed her behind him.
She is innocent about the murder case, but it is true that she tried to ridicule him. The only one he should be mad at is the boy, who cannot involve or hurt Neko.
As soon as the boy took a position to hold Neko on his back, he rolled his eyes as if confused. Kuro, with a sad look, loosens his hand from the sword's handle as if he had lost.
"Sorry, Kuro. I'll take it seriously from now on! There were still a lot of things that day! Sprinkler destruction incident, toilet flooding incident, gym ceiling penetration incident, etc. I must have been somewhere. That's it! "
As the boy said, Kukuri, who had been left vacant with a face that until then could not swallow the situation, responded to the case of penetrating the roof of the PE warehouse and said, "What?"
"I ran into Shiro-kun at the gym that day, right?"
The boy opened his eyes to Kukuri's words, which seemed casual.
--- Testimony of the classmate, Kukuri Yukizome.
That day, she had the incident with Mishina at the clock tower... She was shocked and embarrassed. She did not know what to do and ran away.
She felt sorry when she learned later that there were several difficult things after that...
When she escape to the school building, she could hear loud voices and sounds from the clock tower all the time, and the people in the school building also noticed the noise and looked at the situation towards the clock tower. "I ran towards, I... I mean... it's also the cause... I felt like I didn't have a place to hide..."
So when she walked through the school building and down the high street, she heard something loud in the gym. She went to see what happened.
"It really was a terrible noise..."
When she opened the gym door and looked inside, she found Shiro. She was surprised because she didn't think there were people.
("Isana-kun! What are you doing here? Hmm. You were skipping the preparations for the school festival, right?")
"Shiro-kun disappears and takes a nap somewhere. Oh, but it was time to get ready for the night, so maybe it was a nap. If it makes him sleepy, I wish he would at least rest in the bedroom."
When he was talking about it, she suddenly realized that the moonlight was coming from a strange angle into the gym, which should be dark, and when she looked up, there was a large hole in the ceiling of the warehouse.
"Shiro-kun, you were also surprised when the ceiling suddenly fell, weren't you? I'm so glad you didn't hurt yourself."
That's why she went to the staff room to report. After all, it seemed that the roof was quite damaged, and it seemed that something flying in the wind had fallen. It is an old warehouse and it looks like they are going to demolish and rebuild it.
"Hmm? Shiro-kun, why do you look so happy?"
The boy who moved to the gym with Kukuri, and they looked up at the hole in the ceiling. The hole was repaired by putting a wooden board in its shape, but sunlight shone through the gaps in the board.
This is the scene of the "PE Warehouse Roof Penetration Incident", which is a relatively small incident among the many incidents that occurred that night. The discoverers are Isana Yashiro and Kukuri Yukizome.
"Oh, that's right. Hey, do you remember exactly when it was?"
The boy looked at Kukuri with a face that couldn't hide expectations and joy.
Kukuri operated the PDA in her hand to display a single photo. She had to report the hole in the gym to her teacher. The image clearly shows the boy looking at the hole in the ceiling.
The date and time data in the photo are...
"It was at 12:30."
"Less than an hour from the time of the crime."
The boy sighed with deep relief.
Kuro muttered with a complicated expression that seemed unhappy, but somehow relieved.
"It is impossible to return from the scene of the crime at that time."
"This time, the alibi is established!"
The boy jumped for joy. Even though Neko doesn't seem to understand the meaning, she jumps out with a face that makes the boy happy.
"What? What are you talking about?"
Kukuri looked at the boy with a clean face.
"You are my lifeline!"
The girl who proved the boy's innocence blinked slowly.
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He was confused by himself, that somewhere in his heart he was relieved that an alibi was found.
He may not have been a bad "King", but the boy is a dishonest man. He try to pray for Kuro with a sigh. However, in front of Kuro, who was about to draw his sword, the boy kept Neko behind his back. If he is a coward, he will escape with a woman as a shield, he can cut him off without worrying about it.
When he saw the boy hiding Neko, the memories of the old days returned to his mind.
It was a memory from when Kuro was ten years old. There was an incident where a man who was Kuro's brother and Miwa's disciple, requested a battle from Miwa and raised his sword. Kuro, who was still young, wanted to protect his beloved master while confused, and trembled while holding a stick.
That brother, he was terribly strong. That person was offensive to Miwa. That fact scared him and made him think that he had to keep Miwa safe even if he replaced him.
However, Miwa gently put his hand on his head and smiled gently, appearing in front of him with a very natural movement.
The Miwa of that time and his appearance overlapped with the boy and Neko who was hiding.
Kuro knows the horror of having a loved one threatened.
Kuro also knows the strength and goodness of his back, which stands up to threat and protects.
"Is he fake or not? What is he?"
Kukuri, who was next to him, raised her face at the leaked message inadvertently.
"Hmm? Kuro-kun, did you say something?"
"No, nothing, sorry."
"Hmm... that? By the way, Shiro-kun?"
After confirming the boy's alibi in the gym, Kuro and the others returned to the classroom with Kukuri. However, along the way, the boy seems to have gone somewhere alone. A man soft and restless as a balloon. Although an alibi was found, the murder video mystery stands strong, and although the situation has not been resolved, he is surprised that it is a person with a weak sense of crisis.
"Hey, Kukuri, sandwich!"
Neko always becomes attached to the boy, but now it seems that with Kukuri's words, "Let's give her a sandwich", she stays glued to Kukuri.
"Yes. Kukuri-san's rice patisserie is open! Wagahai-chan, roasted rice, Negi Miso, roasted shrimp mochi, roasted mochi, carrot shoyu, Zarame roasted mochi, super spicy roasted mochi."
Kukuri takes the rice cakes out of the paper bag one after another and orders them. Neko looked at the rice cake with bright eyes.
"Is it spicy? Super spicy?"
"Super spicy is a very spicy rice cake."
"You want?"
"That's right, it's going to be very hot!"
"Nyaaah! Then that!"
He looked at Kukuri and Neko happily playing with each other, and Kuro pondered.
If the boy is really innocent and someone puts him to sleep and dresses in the murderer's wet robe, then his life in this school cannot be destroyed. The boy is a careless man, but after working together all day today, he knew well that he was surrounded by many friends at this school and loved this peaceful life. If something happens to the boy, Kukuri and the others will be sad.
After seeing Kukuri parading around the room and handing out rice cakes to other friends for a moment, Kuro looked at Neko sideways.
"Hey, Neko."
To Neko who is happy to receive a spicy rice cake from Kukuri, Kuro bluntly throws words at her.
"I am still reluctant to your existence, but what are you really? Why are you with Isana?"
"Wagahai is a cat."
"That again... Are you a Strain?"
"Strain?"
"He is a talented and lonely person."
Neko puffed out her cheeks as if offended.
"I was alone, but now I have Shiro. Because this Shiro, I'm not alone anymore. Also being with Shiro, I received a snack from Kukuri."
"Isana the one who picked you up?"
"Shiro picked up Wagahai, and Wagahai picked up Shiro. So Neko is Shiro's cat, and Shiro is Neko's."
What Neko says is still irrational. However, even so, Kuro has deepened his sympathy for Neko.
Kuro is also a person who was alone until he was picked up by Miwa.
"Since when have you been with Isana?"
He felt a bit grumpy and made a softer voice than before, but Neko didn't answer this question. She turns to the side and holds the rice cake she received to her chest and walks away from Kuro.
Kuro sighed deeply and looked around.
In the classroom, students are on their feet and working to prepare for the school festival. Everyone was working hard, especially Kukuri seemed to be busy, and although she was still smiling, she was on her feet and working as she watched the progress here and there.
(Because it's nice to be able to do this and work hard at it. I think it's really nice.)
Remembering the boy's words, Kuro inwardly agreed. Everyone enjoys peace as a matter of course, so they can work hard to prepare for a festival like this. Is very precious.
It was supposed to be a distant vision for Kuro, who is destined to cut down the evil "King".
However, when he was looking at them, he feared they were uncomfortable.
According to the boy, the school festival was only three days away. Even so, he can still see a blank cloth in the hands of the students who are sewing the costumes, will they be okay? They are putting together an accessory, but if they stretch the board first, he thinks they won't be able to fit that part later. As for the group that does interior decoration, it seems they don't even know what they want to do, but maybe they can't get it done in time.
As he stared at them, something in Kuro began to sting him. It may be because the boy's search for a alibi has stabilized and relaxed him. Since Kuro is from a rural school with a single digit number of students, it is possible that he was not related to such a school festival and has stimulated something of a longing. Maybe the nice guys at this school he was involved with today couldn't just leave him alone, thinking he might get in trouble later.
"Hey! Then they won't be able to make it in time for the school festival! Lend me the tools! I'll help you!"
When he suddenly raised his voice, the students' eyes slyly met. Kukuri rounded her eyes, and the next moment she said with a happy voice, "Really? Help!"
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The boy returned to the bedroom, rubbing around his tense shoulders.
He has not been able to take a nap in his daily routine because he was desperately moving while being watched by Kuro today. When he was relieved, he was suddenly tired and sleepy.
"Oh, I'm tired. I wonder if they want to kill me every day."
As he tried to dive into bed, he found he was still in his school festival costume and stopped. Sorry for the clothes his friend sewed with so much effort.
"Wow, I left my uniform in the classroom."
The boy opened the closet looking for a change of clothes. He should also pick up his uniform when his deliver the costume to the classroom later. He searches a poorly organized closet, trying to put on comfortable clothes.
As soon as he grabbed a replacement shirt from the bottom of the closet and lifted it, the boy's body froze.
There is blood.
As soon as he realized that, his body starts to shake.
Under the shirt he grabbed, there was another white shirt. Blood was attached to the front like splatter. It became rough and hard.
Does not know. He doesn’t know what that is.
The boy did not remember the bloodstained shirt. The only thing he inevitably remember is that murder movie.
(It's a beautiful night, right? I came to take a night view, but what are you doing in such a place? I'm Tatara Totsuka, and you?)
Someone with the boy's face turns around and shoots the photographer who speaks quietly.
When the image is blurry and the photographer collapses for a moment, and then the person who looks like the boy reappears, the shirt is stained with blood.
(I am the Seventh King, the Colorless King. I am waiting for someone. Is it a good, night? Oh, yes, it is a good night!)
The shot in the video echoes behind the boy's ears.
Is different. He can't be him. He doesn't remember that, and Kukuri proved he was in Gakuenjima 45 minutes after the crime. Thinking normally, there should be no way to get from the crime scene to Gakuenjima in 45 minutes.
But... no one proved his alibi at the time of the crime. It must have been in front of the clock tower at the time, but no one remembered if it was there and it wasn't in the photos.
"Wrong! It's not me! I'm not killing people! So... what is this damn shirt?"
Many thoughts swirled in the boy's head.
"Shiro!"
Neko's bright voice broke into the boy's disturbed thought.
The boy hurriedly shoved his shirt back and closed the closet door.
When he raised his face, innocent-faced Neko had just entered the room.
"What? What's wrong? Oh, is it a sandwich?"
"Kukuri gave me a super spicy rice sandwich! So, she said to call you, and after that she said she will give me an ultra-spicy sandwich!"
Neko moves happily and informs to express her mood with her whole body.
The boy returned an awkward smile.
"Okay, now I'm going."
Neko looks at the boy's face and clouds her happy face a bit.
"Shiro…? Does your stomach hurt?"
Eagerly walking towards Neko, the boy puts his hand on her head.
"Is nothing."
Suppressing the anxiety and fear that slowly spread throughout his body, the boy gently stroked Neko's head.
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