#my magic healing words

[stinkbeck]

oi i’m pissed 2 high heaven

#B) but not anymore <3 #my magic healing words #also i'm sick of trying 2 figure out why people dislike me lol. like who gives a shit. #they don't even have any goddamned taste #it was honestly my bad 4 being like 'oh maybe i should let myself make friends + be social' cause i already knew it would end in disaster u #know. i can't really trust most people + i also know that i'm kind of a temporary person in the irl world #the buds that are nice though were absolutely worth it. i wish she wasn't the loudest fucking voice lol. + i wish i hadn't reacted at all #i hate being unprofessional + i hate feeling like i'm fighting a worthless battle. i should've just let her run her mouth #i feel bad 'cause this friend i really respect picked up the emotional slack + i wish she hadn't had 2 do that. :/ i really care about her + #don't want her worrying over petty drama like this #honestly i also feel bad about being upset with this other friend but u can only be fucking weird so many times before someone talks back #like genuinely causing a distraction so i can't do the work that BOTH OUR NAMES are going on professionally? that shit is not endearing! #idk. i don't know what her game is so i don't know how to spin this in a positive light lmao.

[6point5crows]

This might be a Hot Take for Wylan but:

Wylan still being uncomfortable in the Wesper house as it still once was a place for his trauma, and naturally would still have days where he cannot enter a certain room or he wants to be anywhere else but there. Yes it’s his house, yes Jesper is there to help him, but it’s still the location of his abuse and trauma so naturally he won’t just magically heal from all that.

On that note— stop pushing aside of Wylan’s trauma and abuse and issues and angst by just saying, “Jesper will protect him!” That invalidates Wylan’s trauma and severely reduces Jesper in the Wesper relationship. You can’t just suddenly become healed because of one person— and you also can’t expect one person to just protect another from their trauma. That’s unrealistic and unfair and creates an unbalanced relationship. Yes, Jesper can help and be a source of comfort and a major boost for Wylan, but the way people always talk as if Jesper somehow heals the years of abuse Wylan endured.

#wesper #six of crows #wylan van eck #grishaverse #jesper fahey #watch people get after my comments for this one and twisting my words somehow #but genuinely people just see Wylan as healed from his trauma magically? for some reason? #just because his dads in jail and mom suddenly alive #that does not erase ANYTHING AT ALL #just because he now has a boyfriend living in his big house with him doesn’t mean that he’s suddenly Okay With Everything That’s Happened #that’s not how trauma works #and if you think it is then?? how??

[melveres]

wizzy was down for maintenance so I drew my Young Wizard while I (impatiently) waited

#chickenscratch #w101 #wizzy101 #wizzy fandom #wizard101 #the young wizard #Galathea (Eurydice) #I've reached lvl 97!! #my hc that the more magic a wizard uses the more it takes over their features physically. like the fire teachers hair or #those black eyes on malistaire. in this case my YW hair is a cloud and becomes light or stormy depending on her mood #i call her Galathea but you cannot choose that name in game so i go by Eurydice instead <//3 #not that it matters considering none of the npcs call you by name anyway dskjafjd #the frankenbunnys name is Gigi. i love her shes great she heals me and freaks other players out lmao #dont remember any of the lore surrounding the frankenbunny so my idea is that Gigi is a botched nercomancy attempt by my YW #half stuffed animal. half actual hare #Galathea had a bad mental health episode early into arc 1 and Made herself a Friend #anyway don’t let diviners perform necromany you get THAT #i realise now the words i was looking for were ‘living taxidermy’

[crimeronan]

yesterday a guy at irl critique group whose stuff i Really Really Like was critiquing this week's piece, and as part of his critique, he just straight-up said "okay, this is nitpicky and only because i keep writing fantasy stuff about healing myself, but there's a line here about this healing magic making this girl 'whole' and 'as she was meant to be' that reads...... really ableist." & the guy who wrote it was like "oh wow, you're right and that completely blew past me, thanks" & noted it down.

& i was sitting there trying not to visibly perk my ears like a dog like. SORRY TO BE SO SURPRISED I KNOW I'M BEING BIASED AND CONDESCENDING AS HELL. HEY. YOU KNOW THE WORD ABLEISM???

#i gotta stop assuming that i'm the only person with active leftist politics in. fuckin portland oregon. im doing everyone a disservice #this guy has written very nuanced cool shit in the past he has my fave pieces we've critiqued so far #him knowing the word ableism is not worth its own tumblr post Except. #ohhh my god i'm suddenly so excited to get to talk about the original fiction project. #like it's ugly horror so it might not be well-received. but i now know FOR SURE theres at least one dude whos gonna Get The Themes. #u know. like i see ur writjng magic horror healing for a reason. the critique partner version of soulmateship?? #original fiction #autoimmune tag

[risingsunresistance]

more stuff from the skyblock fanfic that lives in my head rent free (the fic does not exist)

#ark this one is for you. you know EXACTLY what this is about #when the. when the magic of the world brings life even in death. starts sobbing and crying and screaming etc #sb #my art #im not tagging him i dont wanna be perceived jgdjfh but ur welcome to reblog if you want #i love making messy drawings like this it's sooooo soul healing #lets me get ideas out without caring about how they look or how well they come across #and it doesnt use words #i hate words #im bad at words <3 #he is a bit too large for the doorway hhdkfh. maybe he's just REALLY tall #my techno is like bowser. one game he's 6ft tall at best and the other game he is the size of a building. and that's okay <333 #rising sun

[ladyloveandjustice]

look I get the impulse but saying “witches are magic doctors” and “wizards are magic engineers/researchers” is just not correct. Witches have never been just ‘magic doctors’, they aren’t treated as solely ‘magic doctors’ in popular media or historically and deciding the word that’s historically associated with women is the one that focuses on ‘healing’ and the one that’s historically used for men is “engineering/academia’ is, hm. Actually pretty gendered. Pretty bad actually!

We cannot erase historical context around “witch” or “wizard” by assigning random, very gendered qualities to the terminology. That does not, in fact, destroy the gendered connotations. That enforces them. Just let all kinds of people/characters be witches if they want and all kinds of people/characters be wizards if they want, and don’t enforce assigning qualities to either of them, gendered or otherwise. Everybody is just magic and can do whatever they want. It’s just words. It’s fine.

#Sorry im weirdly passionate about this #READ WITCH HAT ATELIER WITCHES CAN DO ANYTHING THEY FUCKING WANT! #AND BE ANY GENDER #even back in the day men were executed for witchcraft #nobody decided on 'two magic genders' they just wanted to get away from the connotations of the word witch #which was used as a weapon against primarily women #and didn't want men or male characters to be associated with it #yeah looked it up and 'wizard' was first used in 1550 #want to know what was going on then that men didn't want to be associated with lmao #and personally I like witch better because it's got that edge got a good aesthetic associated with it #wizards aren't goth enough sorry #ok i realize assigning 'goth' to witches goes back on my own words but goth is my excaption #you tell me my witch characters are limited to healing i say fuck no #witches #wizards

[leos-regression-cove]

I think it says a lot about me as a person now that that the easiest way to make me cry as a child (and still now. I didn't think I'd tear up while writing this lmao) was to imply that the majesties and wonders of childhood and imagination are all a dream that inevitably leaves us as we get older that we can only regain in death and that the vivid inner worlds and personalities we give our toys in our early years either feel abandoned, vengeful, or die entirely as we age.

#i would literally have to leave the room for some movies or skip the endings of others because I found them so upsetting #a quick list of properties this post is about: #frosty the snowman‚ the polar express‚ the Carebears movie: the next generation‚ the velveteen rabbit‚ peter pan #the third tinkerbell movie‚ winnie the pooh‚ toy story 3‚ narnia‚ the wizard of oz (books)‚ the miraculous journey of edward tulane #and the songs goodbye yellow brick road‚ hey there delilah‚ and rainbow connection (by my own 9 year old interpretation) #The idea that adults can't access magic and it is something you HAVE to grow out of and this mystification of childhood upset me so much #I'm so glad I can put it into words now that I'm older #there are also probably many other properties that fit this description btw #like the brave little toaster and the raggedy anne musical I think #but after being traumatized by the velveteen rabbit I purposefully avoided most movies about toys #there are a lot of christmas shorts I also skip for that purpose #so anyway I'm putting it down this low for a reason #but I was reminded of this because now I'm using these same tattered toy and attatchment motifs in my own writing #but subverting that original meaning by sewing the toys back together so it becomes about repair and healing AS WELL AS the horrors of time #but also how such things can bring magic to people of all ages #and how love and comfort can still be provided by these inner worlds so many years later #the world is filled with beauty and wonder at any age and turning to cynicism and rejecting that reality is NOT what 'growing up' is about

[tonechkag]

"A Ukrainian ceremony in which an egg was used to cure fever has been documented. A Babka rolled an egg over a patients body and then broke it into water. The cure was said to be guaranteed if the healer was able to discern the cause of a fear by interpreting the egg-white formations (Podolinskii 1879, 186). In other descriptions, an egg was rolled over an inflicted person and thrown to dogs to eat (Chubinskii 1872, 42, 131)."

The Word And Wax: A Medical Folk Ritual Among Ukrainians in Alberta by Rena Jeanne Hanchuk

#sadly this book is out of print but if you can track down a copy it's definitely worth it #Ukrainian Canadian #folk magic #folk healing #slavic folk magic #slavic witchcraft #oomancy #egg cleansing #transference of spirits #holy queue #from my previous blog #The Word and Wax by Rena Jeanne Hanchuk

[natureselements]

Imagine it all being as simple as coming together as a whole consciousness, putting aside everything that we have been taught and thought we knew as reality- to begin feeling ourselves inward again. An appreciation of the elements holding their ground, the nature giving life and warmth to this planet and a recognition of the human vessel that is intertwined and apart of the growth. Exuding your light from within and rebirthing as one again with the earths consciousness as a whole. Taking a moment to recognize the inner worth capable of healing ourselves and the planet. I think that would be nice. - Flora

Natures Elements🌿

#personal #text #photography #rainbows #life #humanity #earth #nature #elements #magical #pretty #beautiful #my words #Flora #goodvibes #healing #metaphysical #pagan #fairy #green witch #witch #tumblr text post #pass it on #passion #positive energy #positive words #spring #art #landscape #mental health

[rosicheeks]

Been thinking about you hon, missed seeing you around. Glad to have you pop up in my feed again ❤️

#thank you so much for the kind message #idk how much I’ll be on right now tbh #I’m struggling a lot #I know I say that all the time #but it’s been bad like really really fucking bad lately #today has been especially bad because of my period and my emotions and hormones or whatever being all whack #might just be my period talking and how whack my brain is right now #but I’ve been seriously thinking about admitting (committing? idk the right word) myself to some sort of hospital #I don’t know where to go or look at…. I just want to go into some hospital and be like ‘hi I’m extremely mentally ill and I need help asap’ #but I don’t think it works like that #I would talk to my parents about it but I already know what they’re going to say #99.99999% sure they’re going to say something like ‘well have you been praying?’ #trust me i WISH praying would magically heal me but it doesn’t #anyway I was hanging out with a friend today and we watched a show and I barely even remember what it was about #the entire time I was thinking about how to get myself into inpatient or some sort of help #also freaking out that I’m almost 26 and then I’ll be off my parents insurance and feel like it’ll be 10x harder to do anything like that #I just don’t want to live like this anymore #everyone else is growing up and doing things with their lives and I’m just the same old depressed girl with nothing to show for my life #I’ve been surviving which is good don’t get me wrong #but when I die I don’t want to be like ‘wow what a good life I really survived well’ 👍 #anyway thinking about texting my sister and asking her to help me but I don’t want to be a burden or anything #lol forgot I’m probably going to get criticized for bitching in the tags so I should shut up #anyway I’m very very very unhappy #and I’m going to go eat some cereal now ✌️ #ask #anon

[thedragonagelesbian]

started girls night mountain pass shenanigans last night btw, nothing to report on yet but i'll be sure to start screaming when i get to the [redacted] part

#i dont know what happens if you try to kill the dream guardian in that scene but BOY HOWDY AM I EXCITED TO FIND OUT #anyway im thinking of making my default party for this run cyrus-wyll-lae'zel-gale #it feels like a fun mix up from the last run & with wyll's bard multiclass + arcane ward + cyrus having the healing word necklace #i think we'll be okay healing magic wise #cyrus bg3

[fluentisonus]

in other news I maybe get to do a class on catullus manuscripts/textual transmission so as you can imagine I'm vibrating out of my skin

#literally he's like a magic word to make me feel less depressed. every time I'm like 'am I losing interest in the world' this happens #also I talked for like half an hour straight to someone who's also interested in him so all my motal wounds are healed etc etc #thoughts

[illdothehotvoice]

Shout out to younger me that was told multiple times that I had the best papyrus interpretation. I was a complete fraud btw I would just make up bullshit and that bullshit just happened to be backed up by canon dshjgkdfh

#I'm talking like. Papyrus remembering resets which I dont believe anymore obviously but like. he DOES have the best memory #when it comes to past timelines i mean dshjkdngfdh #Or Papyrus having healing magic?? Dude I totally pulled that out of my ass because I just wanted him to as a kid dshjkgnfdh #but like. He heals Frisk after they fight him sdhjkfndg implying he has some sort of healing magic dshgjkfdh #which like. my personal take is I wouldn't rely on him for it but he has it if a situation gets dire dshgjknfhg #Papyrus having Gaster Blasters?? again totally was unaware of his line about potentially blasting frisk with something dshjgkfdh #Papyrus having shortcuts also has some flimsy evidence now thanks to the xbox version sdgjkmf #it kind of just depends on how you interoperate sans' line about him not liking to use shortcuts. #You can either take it at face value (but I think the specific wording especially coming from sans is significant) #that Papyrus can use shortcuts but doesn't like to for whatever reason whether that's trauma or thinking it's lazy is up to you #or that for some reason Papyrus just REALLY does not like the fact that sans uses shortcuts sdhgjkfdh #which i think those last two are both valid ways of reading into that line dshjgkfh #I personally like to think Papyrus can use 'em cause it's cool but he doesn't use them often so when he does he is VERY rusty #so it can lead to some insurances in coordinates like ending up a couple feet off the ground #anyways that's enough of mimi headcanons for now sdhgjkndhg I realize I don't tend to talk about my headcanons that much anymore so #a small treat dshgjkgh because I can't really draw right now #aaand thank you autocorrect for changing inaccuracies to insurances???

[theros]

phyresis/compleation as a form of mental/emotional healing

#mtg #magic the gathering #phyrexia #phyresis #i know someone out there has to get what i mean by this and can probably explain it way better than i ever could #i'm prolly gonna reblog this to my oc blog once i get my thoughts together about why i've decided on her being compleated #but for a general/overarching idea. i cannot for the life of me put into words what i mean by phyresis being healing for some people #i feel like a lot of people Get It in the gender way but it's so much more than that #the body is whole but whispers splinter the mind

[thepoeticshawty]

Three years ago, someone drew my attention to something that was more than painful and, at the same time, a release for me. We talked about loyalty.

He said that people who have no idea of loyalty deserve each other. I said that there aren't many people who know what this word actually means.

His answer to that was this:

"You don't know either otherwise you'd be more loyal to yourself than to everyone else." I was fu*king speechless.

And I was speechless, 'cause he hit the bull's eye. I couldn't have been more grateful for this little sentence - it opened my eyes and I realized that it was more important to show me understanding and patience first and it's more important to stand up for myself, to protect myself and to demand the respect that I "deserve". He taught me so much about self-love. He always said I shouldn't give thanks to him, but always to myself that I understand things and can act upon it. He corrected me when I said, "If people don't want to stay, they can leave." It was healthier to say, "People who don't stay have no place in my life - close the door." Always number one. Always the top priority. Always me first.

Sounds narcissistic or ego, doesn't it? In part, it is. But actually its healthy self-love and indeed a little narcissism with good empathic behaviour. And that's why I'm grateful for myself that I could open up myself to someone like him, 'cause he made me think otherwise, let me take a deeper and wider look, a real and very special one and just because he was so different than me and at the same time my mirror that helped me grow. And even if he doesn't want a "thank you," I'm forever grateful for this connection. Forever.

You're always in my prayers.

thepoeticshawty

#poetry #growth #instaquotes #mindset #poesie tumblr #quotes #deutsche poesie #writers of tumblr #selflove #healing #soulfamily #soul magic #my soulmate #soulful #soulmates #spilled words #spiritualgrowth #spiritual #spiritual growth #spirituality #spilled poem #dead poets society #poesie #inspiring quotations #inspired #inspiration #inspiring quotes #story telling #story time #note to self

[obessivedork]

I have this mental image of Merrill teaching my Hawke Dalish lore and magic because she’s got a (probablly Dalish but they really don’t know for sure bc of how young Malcom was when he was taken away) Elven granddaddy and she’s DESPERATE to learn more about his culture! Anything! Everything!

#My cannon Hawke's grandparents on Malcom's side were a Mage with feeble enough magic she managed to stay under Templar radar #and a Dalish elf who inexplicably fell in love with a Shem and left his clan to live in her villiage with her #Merrill claiming she's bad with people but she gets to sit on a chair in her little hut in act 1 while Hawke and the twins DRINK UP #every OUNCE of knowledge she's willing to share! Well. Maybe not Carver as much bc of his whole 'move forward instead of looking back' thing #but he's got a big fat crush on Merrill so it balances out and he listens anyways #HC that she CAN do healing magic she just can't mechanically in game bc she's so insecure about it #Post- DA2 she gets to teach kids magic!!!! All around the Alienage at first but then word spreads and it's every kid in Kirkwall! #Merrill growing past her insecurities and the things Marethari told her about herself and growing into being an EXCELLENT voice of authority #in Kirkwall's Alienage!!! 😭❤ #***Also she teaches my Hawke how to do blood magic safely because FUCK the way everyone talks to her about blood magic #but that's a secret because Hawke doesn't want anyone else knowing #& we're ignoring the 'half breed' comment that was an emotionally charged moment xoxox <3 #dragon age #Merrill