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regulusandpandora · 11 months
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Narcissa wrote so many poems about Alice, but never named her in any of them. They're always phrased with "you" or "she" but Alice's name isn't in a single one of them. Because that's all Alice could ever be. The girl she loved, but never the girl she could name. A million poems held in her heart, but never a vow said at an altar.
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amethyst-citrinee · 2 years
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reggie is giving them a show. reggie is giving them a game. reggie is giving them a—
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dogregime · 2 days
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Chapters: 4/43 Fandom: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Draco Malfoy/Harry Potter, Hermione Granger/Ron Weasley, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Luna Lovegood/Ginny Weasley Characters: Harry Potter, Ron Weasley, Hermione Granger, Draco Malfoy, Remus Lupin, Sirius Black, Ginny Weasley, Andromeda Black Tonks, Luna Lovegood, Narcissa Black Malfoy, Bill Weasley, Fleur Delacour, Regulus Black Additional Tags: Post-War, Trauma, Healing, Harry Potter deserves to tweak a little, Addiction, Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder - PTSD, POV Multiple, Harry Potter-centric, Post-Canon Fix-It, Established Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, The Major Arcana, Rivals With Benefits, Not Canon Compliant, Werewolf Bill Weasley, Other Additional Tags to Be Added, Regulus Black Lives Summary:
After the conclusion of the Second Wizarding War, everyone needs to piece themselves back together, bit-by-bit. Unfortunately, Harry Potter was never a fan of puzzles or Tetris. Especially when the dead re-emerge and he has to pursue the help of his old, Death-Eater rival.
Or, everybody everywhere works through past + present traumas, to varying degrees, while a new scary! plot unfolds. Multiple points of view!
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CANON DIVERGENCE: I do NOT rock with certain character (almost all) deaths, so as an author, I am simply saying No!
Updates: once a week (sometimes twice bc i get excited)
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prettygreenpills · 7 months
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hi I want to ask for KINKTOBER day 3, food play. Characters would be young Narcissa Black x fem!reader
thank you so much:)
-🧸 anon
Hello anon! Thank you for joining, I’ll also put you onto the anon list:)
KINKTOBER day 3 | food play, Narcissa Black
Appetizer
warnings: gxg!smut, dom!reader, sub!narcissa, young!narcissa, eating out, fingering, oral sex, etc.
"I want to use this today," Narcissa chuckled softly when both of you entered the kitchen and she showed you the ingredients she had prepared. You saw a whipped cream, ice cubes, raspberries, strawberries and lots of more fruits on the kitchen counter.
"Cissy?"
"Mhm?" she asked you back, hugging you softly.
"What´s your intention with this?" You cocked an eyebrow at her and when you saw Narcissa smiling innocently, you knew what she wanted to do.
"I thought we could make today special a little. If you know what I mean," she winked at you. Of course you knew what she ment. Shaking your head slowly, you checked the food and then you looked back at her. "I hope you like this stuff with whipped cream and..."
"And?"
"And my cum," she whispered quietly and you smirked.
"Onto the kitchen table. Naked. Now," you gave her the instructions and you walked over to the food. Deciding what should you use first, you looked over at Narcisssa. She was already taking off her underwear and you weren´t about to stop her.
You took the bottle of whipped cream and a package of strawberries. Then you frowned and also took the chocolate which was right next to the bottle of whipped cream and walked over to Narcissa, who was waiting for you, already naked on the table.
"Such a dirty mind we have, don´t we?" You asked her while you put all of the stuff next to her tiny waits. Checking her body, you almost started drooling already. She was so beautiful, her pale skin made a good contrast with dark brown table she was laying on.
"After you," she said with a smile on her lips.
"Oh? We will see who will like this more my dear Cissy," you smiled as well and then you took the bottle of whipped cream. "Open," you said when you reached her mouth with the bottle of the whipped cream in your hand while you were standing next to the table. Narcissa did as you said and she opened her mouth. "If it will be too much, tap my thigh okay love?"
"Yes," she said and then left her mouth opened. You smiled for yourself, shook the whipped cream in your hand and turned the bottle upside down.
When her mouth was pretty full with the whipped cream and you were satisfied, you moved lower. Looking at her beautiful breasts and nipples which were already hard because she was clearly a little cold, the saliva ran into your mouth. You swallowed and covered those two buds with the sweet dessert as well. And you weren´t even close to finishing.
"You like it when someone gives attention to your belly button, don´t you baby?" you asked as you kissed Naricssa´s flat stomach and she nodded her head. You took the chocolate and poured it in her belly button. Narcissa moaned softly and you looked up at her. "You can eat that cream darling," you allowed her and you saw how Narcissa´s mouth and throat started working. You just smiled for yourself and kept kissing her flat stomach.
"Oh," Narcissa moaned out when you kissed a path down to her burning centre. Looking up at her, you opened her legs even wider than they were and you took the whipped cream once again. You filled her up with it and then you tossed the bottle away, taking the fruit.
"Try to keep them on baby and then you will get a reward, hm?"
"O-Okay," Narcissa half said, half moaned out and you sat the strawberries onto the whipped cream on her nipples. Then you took another one and then you put it onto the chocolate in her belly button.
Seeing how Narcissa was taking deep breaths, you moved up to her and smiled.
"Would you like some chocolate?"
"Yes please," she begged so nicely. You took the bottle of chocolate and poured it into her mouth. It was probably too much because Narcissa gagged softly.
"Now while you eat that one, I will take some strawberries," you smiled and attacked her right nipple. You took the strawberry off and chew on it, while your hands and fingers were brushing her soft skin on her thighs. Then you swirled your tongue around her nipple and sucked on it. It was already pretty hard and prepared for you.
"Oh Y/n," Narcissa moaned when she realized your attention was on her other bud and she closed her eyes. You ate that strawberry as well and sucked onto her nipple for a little longer.
"That´s my good girl Narcissa. Do you think we can continue onto the belly button and the rest of my appetizer?"
"Yes please," Narcissa begged you so nicely. You just smiled and kissed her onto both of her nipples again. Making a little path of your kisses down her body again, once you reached her belly button, your hands started moving up to her breasts. You rolled her nipples between her fingers as you took the strawberry. With a lick of your tongue you took a bit of chocolate too and when you ate that, you continued. As you were licking the chocolate out and Narcissa was bucking her hips softly.
"Tickles-" Narcissa breathed out and you were sure about that she was even more excited than before. And all because of that you were moving lower and lower on your body, soon reaching her most sensitive area.
"Take my hands darling," you offered her your hands by the both sides of her body. Narcissa didn´t even think about it and she took them both immediately, twisting your fingers together. "Now to the main part, shall we?"
"Yes please!" Narcissa begged you already and the tone of her voice was higher than usually. You smiled and lowered your head between her legs, sticking your tongue out to taste her. "Oh Y/n-"
The woman had a fast reaction to the first act of yours. You licked her all the way up to her clit and then you returned to the place where the most of your meal was hidden. You slid your tongue inside and twisted it, feeling that Narcissa´s grab on your fingers tightened. You answered her by squeezing her hands back and then you slid your tongue even deeper, tasting everything you could.
"Feels amazing baby, keep going-" Narcissa whined out. And how could you resist her? You happily showed your tongue deeper and brushed your tongue on her walls, feeling how tight she was. "Yes-" Narcissa kept moaning for you and then you released one of your hands from her grip and brought it to her pubic bone. Four of your fingers rested there and the one which happened to be your thumb started playing with her clit. "Oh-"
"Shh Cissy, I am not even close to be done," you murmured to her and Narcissa threw her head back. She moaned out loudly and you closed your eyes, continuing in the work for the blonde.
When her walls tightened around your tongue slowly, you started thrusting it carefully. You moved your fingers in the same rythm as your tongue and Narcissa started clenching her thighs around your head too soon for your liking. But if this was what she needed, you let her do it.
"Fuck Y/n, I am getting closer," she moaned out and you used a little more pressure on her clit. Narcissa gasped for some air and you checked with your tongue inside of her if you had eaten out everything what you left there. Once she was clean, you moved your tongue up to her clit and switched it with your fingers.
"Now it will be only my fingers okay love? Nothing to worry about," you said in lower tone of voice and Narcissa whined.
"Only? You´re gonna be the death of me," Narcissa swallowed hardly and you prepared two fingers for her thight cunt. Your lips wrapped around her clit and you slowly started pushing your fingers in. "Oh fuck-"
God you loved when she was swearing during sex. This was the only way you would get her to swear and you were enjoying it pretty much. You sucked on her clit a little harder and thrusted your fingers.
"Yes, yes, yes," Narcissa moaned out few times in a row. Her hand found your head and she let her fingers discover your hair. When you made an unexpected movement, she pulled your hair softly, making you moan against her, sending vibrations into her body.
"Y/n, a little faster- I want to cum-"
As her words rang in your ears, you immediately listened to her. Your fingers became faster than before and you sucked on her clit without pauses. Feeling her all tense up, you decided to take the risk and you softly pulled away with your mouth.
"Why- oooh-" Narcissa wanted to ask you but you didn´t give her the space. You softly brushed your teeth against her soft skin on her clit and she shook under you. "Y/n- close-"
"Come on Cissy, make me proud," you pulled away and you pressed her fingers against her clit, the top of her body, til her shoulders lifted up and you decided to keep finger-fucking her. Narcissa´s mouth fell open and her eyes closed shut.
"Fuck fuck fuck- Y/n!"
As she screamed your name, she pulled her thighs together. You pulled away, but kept finger-fucking her through her orgasm, just like she liked. When her walls clenched around your fingers so tight, you smiled for yourself and moved them a little more, while Narcissa was panting on the table.
"Oh shit!"
And with that cuss, Narcissa´s muscles relaxed. She kept laying on the table for few more seconds and then she breathed out from exhaustion.
You pulled your fingers out, licking them clean. Narcissa was still resting, so you climbed up to her so you were at her face level and smiled.
"I didn´t know you would be in food play darling," you teased her and then you shut her up with a kiss.
"Stop talking. It was amazing," Narcissa said as soon as you released her lips from your kiss prison and you smiled. Straightening up, you offered her your hand and she looked at you, smiling.
"Thank you," she took your hand and let you help her. Realizing what a mess you made on the table, you turned Narcissa away from there and led her to the bathroom immediately, so she wouldn´t see it.
Because if she saw that mess, it would be the end of fun for you two. And you had much more planned in your mind.
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colubrina · 4 months
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I will die on the hill that if Bellatrix was around in Pygmalion, she would’ve despised Remus and made no secret of it. Regulus doesn’t seem at all fond of his brother-in-law, the kindest thing he says is to wonder how Remus tolerates Sirius’s passions which does carry the implication that Regulus thinks Remus has no passions, but he is at least willing to be civil to Remus, likely to avoid his brother feeling he has to choose between his Hayden and brother (and he’s already been willing to be disowned in order to go through with the marriage, even if he just went “yeah, fuck that” wrt following his disownment. Regulus is probably lowkey terrified his brother wouldn’t choose him, which is actually fascinating. The hatred of Remus being born of a fear of losing Sirius and anger that Sirius chose being disowned over breaking up, but Sirius didn’t really lose anything in this process and doesn’t know how to walk away from his family) since Regulus does not know if he’d come out the winner. Bellatrix would have none of this civility, that half breed piece of filth stole her baby cousin (and I also think all the cousins were raised together in Grimmauld, based on Kreacher being really fond of Narcissa and Bellatrix), and she spends most of the time stuck in Remus’s proximity plotting ways to murder Remus with no blowback on her or her family; she’s pretty close to a plan so she’s hopeful Remus’s days are numbered. She would be the main reason Remus never attends family events, because he can feel her murderous inclinations toward him but when he brought this up to Sirius, Sirius more or less went “yeah, that’s just Bella. Try to avoid her I guess” because Remus forgot the cardinal rule: the whole family has the most fucked up relationships with each other and Sirius can excuse a whole host of unhinged things with “that’s just How It Is” because he grew up with this behavior and doesn’t yet realize it’s deranged. Had Remus known he’d have to still be around his in-laws in spite of them disowning Sirius (and Remus has a theory Sirius has been reinstated by this point, why the hell else would Narcissa and Bellatrix be sending him handwritten invitations to their family dinner in 4 days with a line saying “we will see you there” that feels more like a threat than anything else (and Sirius says this is probably a war meeting, but this just proves his point about the reinstatement and also Remus has never heard of a war meeting with champagne and all sorts of fancy food), but he’s too afraid to get confirmation), he would’ve thought twice about marrying, maybe they could’ve just dated for the rest of their lives. Basically it all goes like this: Bella and Narcissa are planning homicide because Remus “stole” Sirius (except not really, Sirius is still theirs, bless their possessiveness) Remus worriedly tells Sirius “I think your cousins are trying to murder me,” and Sirius doesn’t even look up from the gift catalogues he’s scanning as he replies “I’m sure you’re fine, that’s just how they are. If it really bothers you, you don’t have to be near them” (it’s Narcissa’s birthday coming up and she made it clear she expects Sirius to get her a gift and attend the family dinner. The real losers in this situation are the in-laws, forced into proximity with people they thought were out of their lives, only to discover the Blacks have a very interesting interpretation of disowning people) (it is me and my ADHD and the parentheses against the world).
Lucius: so your sister and cousin are both disowned
Narcissa: yes
Lucius: then why are you wrapping Christmas presents for them?
Narcissa: it would be incredibly rude to not have a present for them at the Black Yule Party, Lucius, what is wrong with you?
Lucius: they're going to be at the party?
Naricssa: of course
Lucius: and they are disowned
Narcissa: I really don't understand why this is so hard for you
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canonrpfinder · 1 year
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💜 hello hello !! 21+ female here, looking for longterm 18+ roleplay partners. i am a fulltime student and working at the same time so replies might be slow at times. i enjoy all things aesthetics, making pinterest boards, screaming about our characters, making up headcanons and just generally being in love with the plotline so if this is something that strikes your fancy, keep reading. i prefer canon x canon ships, 3rd person style. the listed characters are the ones i write for, i prefer mxm relationships or mxf with me writing the female characters but i am not dead set on that one. it all depends on the chemistry between the writers.
fandoms i’m familiar with: marvel - tony stark, wanda maximoff, charles xavier hannibal - hannibal lecter harry potter - naricssa black, remus lupin, lily evans, regulus black, theodore nott (marauders era) grishaverse - jesper fahey, inej ghafa umbrella academy - five the secret history - francis abernathy
fandoms i have a muse for and would like to explore more: 1899 - ángel scream - stu inception - arthur night at the museum - ahkmenrah, octavius atlas six - tristan, parisa, gideon if we were villains - james
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“Oh, Merlin, tell me, does THE SCALES get what she deserves?” She is NEUTRAL & CLOSED to finding out.“
— she walks through the world as ;
name → andromeda black pronouns → she/her identification → cis female year of birth →  september 1957 - september 1958 face claim → emma mackey blood status → pure-blood  sexual orientation → graysexual occupation → defence barrister at the department of magical law enforcement at the ministry of magic future information → member of the order of the phoenix, wife of edward tonks, mother of nymphadora tonks
— she is best described as ;
A GOOD BOOK you curl up with on a RAINY DAY. She is a FAMILIAR FACE in a large crowd & the GENTLE SQUEEZE from a SATIN GLOVED HAND. She is as SOFT as a FUR SHAWL & as GRACEFUL as a SWAN. Her voice is filled with WISDOM & MONEY, her body has experienced LUXURY, yet her eyes sting with the INJUSTICE she longs to fight.
— her story starts with ;
tw: death
A kind hearted woman Andromeda Black is considered by those who know her well to have a pure soul, though many people outside her circle are often too overwhelmed by the idea of her very famous family to even give her a chance to show it. The middle daughter of CYGNUS BLACK [father] and his wife DRUELLA BLACK [mother], Andromeda was raised at Brideswater Manor in the Hertfordshire countryside, cloaked by magic and woodland to shield them from the eyes of muggles. The house always felt somewhat empty to Andromeda, though filled with heirlooms and trinkets she could hear their voices echo. Her mother had never felt like a natural one to Andromeda, who always seemed as though she’d rather have had dolls rather than children she had to attempt to control. Her eldest sister BELLATRIX BLACK [sibling] was wild and the majority of her childhood felt like raised voices across the dining room as Bellatrix desperately tried to impress their father with grand statements and facts about their world, whilst their mother rolled her eyes and once again reminded her of her manners. With this great power struggle going on, Andromeda was able to fly under the radar, content with a book and to do as she was told much to the delight of her mother. 
Dutiful and quiet, she only caused her mother headaches when she reached her years beyond school, but in her earlier years she was her hand. Able to plait the long silver hair of her youngest sister NARCISSA BLACK [sibling] and entertain her older sister or the children they invited round their home with conversation she didn’t much care for but did to keep the volume down at parties. She spoke when she was spoken to and rarely had an opinion that passed her lips, just the way Druella wanted it. But what Andromeda did instead was listen, whilst Naricssa longed to impress people with her beauty and Bellatrix with her mind, Andromeda sat and watched. Noticed the things people commended and the things that wrinkled their noses. People in her world of The Sacred Twenty-Eight were only interested in hearing their own opinions repeated back to them, whilst her father’s friends at The Ministry of Magic, had grand ideas about building a more equal world, she watched her parents smile and nod about when she knew they couldn’t think of anything more awful, but unlike her elder sister, the pair had a very good poker face. 
Arriving at school after Bellatrix and her cousin EVAN ROSIER [cousin] were leaving, Andromeda was given a place in Slytherin. She liked to believe it was her intelligence and determination that had gained her a spot in Slytherin, but her sorting seemed to be both a blessing and a curse, as the people she’d known her whole life embraced her, and new faces didn’t want to get to know her. Although her family had quite strict ideas regarding blood purity, which Bellatrix had very publicly aired, Andromeda had never truly felt convinced.The idea her family was any better than any other magical families due to their lack of muggle blood. She was of the opinion that blood and money meant nothing and it was one's mind and desire to embrace and make a change that truly made the measure of a person. Andromeda believed that deep down her family were those sorts of people. Her mother was a beautiful and kind witch that was truly loved by their community, whilst her father had a brilliant mind and had done such good in his work at Wizengamot. Andromeda told herself their opinions were outdated and signified the time they were born into rather than the world today, and that a lot of the people she associated with were simply symptoms of that very issue. 
It was her duty and her wish to slowly change their mind and she did it by surrounding herself with people she thought she could potentially have common ground with. ADRASTEIA GREENGRASS [best friend/housemate] was from a similar background to Andromeda, from a Sacred Twenty-Eight family and with a mother who worked in Wizengamot with Andromeda’s father. She was the only person in Andromeda’s world that she felt comfortable chatting theories and speaking about law with who knew what it was like to be from the social standing that everyone hated. Her friends ROSALIE FLINT [close friend] was also from The Sacred Twenty-Eight and had designs on great love and being married whatever that meant, whilst LUCINDA TALKALOT [close friend] was not from a Sacred Twenty-Eight family, but a long established and respected one, who had dreams of becoming Quidditch Captain and living independently where her parents could no longer control her. There they were, the rebellious Slytherin girls hiding in plain sight where no one could notice them and their grand plans. But it was hard to show any rebellion in front of Narcissa and her friends, so relationships like her friendship with muggle-born EDWARD TONKS [close friend/potential love interest] had to be kept a secret, something which AMELIA BONES [person of interest/former rival], was more than too happy to point out. 
Graduating a prefect, a member of slug club and narrowly missing out on Head Girl, Andromeda was focused on what she would throw her weight behind. Despite her mother’s complaints that yet another daughter would not be joining the marriage market, Andromeda accepted a position in Wizengamot as an associate of defence barrister RODOLPHUS LESTRANGE [close friend/potential love interest]. Andromeda at first found him a cold man, who more than likely thought she had gotten her job through nepotism rather than having deserved it, but the more cases she worked on the more Andromeda proved her worth and the two formed a bond. She felt like his right hand and by the time they had taken the SILAS CRUMP [former client] case, she’d become his right hand. Losing his case was gutting to Andromeda; she had longed to see him walk free and had always been determined he was innocent of the slaying of BOOKER BAGNOLD [person of interest]. Her suspicions were further heightened when MASON TREMBLAY [person of interest] was convicted of the murder of Amelia Bones and was plastered in the press as Silas’ lover, which Andromeda knew to be false as he had a wife and child. 
Something felt wrong to Andromeda and she was determined to figure out what it was. Between cases Andromeda began travelling Europe in search of his wife KAMALI SKANDER [person of interest] or his daughter CORIN HALE [person of interest] in the hope she could at the very least disprove The Daily Prophet article and clear his name. To her surprise, Rodolphus did not seem to be as interested in challenging their client’s verdict as she was, something that was certainly uncommon as Rodolphus had always played to win. Andromeda knew that Rodolphus knew he was innocent and after graduating from his services and becoming a barrister in her own right, she began looking into Silas’ case without mentioning it to her former boss. Although Andromeda would love to focus on Silas, another case has become her focus. A young werewolf named JONATHAN REEVES [client] has sought Andromeda out to help build his defence after the disappearance of Andromeda’s close friend Rosalie. Although a cold case, Andromeda has noticed mentions of Rosalie as the three year mark comes closer. Wanting the case to be taken seriously by the Aurors, Jonathan is willing to work with them to find the person who hurt Rosalie, but is concious that when a young witch goes missing, the first finger pointed is always at the boyfriend.
— she is a LEVEL 6 WITCH & readied for war ;
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falsedestiniesrp · 2 years
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I hope this message finds you on a cool and relaxing Friday as we prepare to enter into the weekend. I know that I’m enjoying today before I head into a busy work weekend. With that in mind I would love to receive an application for your favorite character. With roles likes Sirius Black, Bellatrix Black, Naricssa Black, Ted Tonks, and Remus Lupin open I could see how choosing just one role could be difficult. But the good news is at False Destinies we let you apply and start with two roles! Which means you can take your favorite canon and apply with an OC of your own creation. Come help us reach our goal of ten applications so we can open soon!
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roonilwazlibweasley · 3 years
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headcanon: tonks was incredibly smart in school, top of the class with 12 OWLs but she didn't like talking about it because it didn't match her aesthetic
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honeyed-hufflepuff · 5 years
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The one and only, Andromeda Black, rebelling against her family, hanging out with muggles and muggleborns, losing family members one at a time.
Updated, chapter 25: spoiler alert, the next one includes a wedding.
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marlmckitten · 6 years
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Andromeda: *talking about her shoes* The guy who made these hates feet and wants to see them die!
Narcissa: Well give them to me! I haven't felt my feet in years!
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homosexual-hairflip · 3 years
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bandursnatchstudios · 6 years
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Ask The Marauders - Live!
BIG ANNOUNCEMENT TIME!! This year’s Christmas video will be something a bit different; we will be doing an In-Character Livestream! :D So feel free to come along to a live Ask The Marauders Anything! FAQs: When: Sunday 17th December, time to be decided by FB poll. Where: our YouTube of course! What is an IC panel: We get this a lot. Basically, the Bandurs will act like idiots for an hour for your amusement. It’s a live Q and A with our Marauder characters. We encourage most questions but please keep them PG for this one as it’s going directly on YouTube. It can be HP related (or not) eg ‘What’s your favourite spell’ or ‘Tell me about your favourite teddy bear’ and we will answer in character. How can I get involved: Submit a question in advance via PM to this page or to the YouTube via PM - keep them private so that people don’t know what’s coming! We will also take questions on the day live through the chat function on YouTube. Hope to see you there!!!
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Hello Anon! We have written all. our sweet babes with the upmost love and adoration so honestly any at all and we'd always say it's best to go with who you vibe with the most. Now if you're splitting hairs I don't need to tell you we're a marauders roleplay and our app box is missing a JAMES POTTER, PETER PETTIGREW and a SIRIUS BLACK. We'd also be overjoyed by a LILY EVANS or a MARY MACDONALD. But if it's the darker side of life for you NARICSSA BLACK, SEVERUS SNAPE and LARKIN MULICBER would also be very much appreciated.
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crystal-dee · 3 years
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i’ll take a nice glass of hurt/comfort, where you’re upset about your weight and you don’t think you’re good enough for her and she’s loves on you. make it sappy 🥺
my darling, my pretty girl
naricssa black x fem!reader
word count: 794
warnings: plus size!reader, mental breakdown, internalized fatphobia, hurt/comfort, reader is insecure, narcissa assures reader of her size, cuddles, fluff, affirmations
when you were done for the day, your shoes were normally placed nicely by the door, and your coat neatly tucked away in the closet; however, when narcissa came home today, your shoes were strewn across the carpet, and your jacket was hanging on the bannister of the staircase.
brows furrowed, narcissa walked upstairs, and upon entering the bedroom, she was met with the sight of you sitting on the bed; oversized pyjamas, eyes red-rimmed and cheeks puffed and wet, and your lips parted and down-turned.
"darling." your head snapped up upon hearing narcissa’s voice. "what is the matter? what has happened?"
your tears fall faster, and your lungs heave as you try to catch your breath to utter a word. "narcissa," you whimper. you try to reach your hands out to her, but they feel heavy, and they simply lay limp on the bed while your hands are open and fingers are spread, begging for her to sit with you.
narcissa sits on the bed and immediately cradles your head to her chest, her hand smoothing your hair and pushing it away from your face. "oh, dear," narcissa eyes the wet tissues scattered across the bed sheets and clothes scattered across the bedroom floor, "what's happened? you can tell me."
"cissa," you whimper again, "how can you love me?"
narcissa's breathing stutters when the question leaves your lips. "what do you mean 'how can i love you?' where is this coming from?" your fingers tug the hem of your shirt down, and you subconsciously wrap your arms around your middle.
"i- i dunno."
you feel the shake of narcissa's head. "you do know. tell me, please. i want to help you, darling."
''s just," your tears have stopped falling, but you still hiccup, "i- i was trying on some clothes, and- and you only got them for me a year ago, and they- they don't fit anymore!" you gasp for air each time you stutter, and narcissa rubs your back soothingly, encouragingly. "and i've just noticed–well i've always noticed–i'm not slim, i don't look like other girls–model-like–and you– you're beautiful. you can have anyone you want, and–"
narcissa stops you there. she doesn't want to hear anymore. she tugs you away from her chest and holds your face in her hands. she wipes your tears away sweetly before she speaks. "darling," she smiles–it’s a sincere smile– "my darling. my pretty girl. do you think i'm actively searching for a slim, 'model-like' girl?" sheepishly, you shake your head. "that's right. i'm not. i'm not looking for–let alone at–any other girl except for you because i love you."
"but–"
narcissa raises her eyebrows. "i'm not done yet, sweetheart." you nod your head. "i love you for who you are," she continues, "i love your personality, but that is not simply why i am with you. i love your body. fell in love with it, in fact." you can't help the smile tugging at your lips, and narcissa smiles with you. "there's that smile i love." and your heart flutters at the compliment and the love and affection radiating off of her, and the way she cradles your cheeks. "these thighs, arms, your stomach, everything," she says, "i love. there is nothing i would change."
your cheeks are dry, and your lungs feel tired. you feel tired. the effort of crying exhausted you. "thank you, cissa," you say quietly, almost a whisper. you feel a yawn coming on, but you stifle it. "'m tired now," you mumble, "you think– you think we can nap? or just lay down... cuddle, maybe?"
narcissa smiles as your rub your eyes, almost like a child when it's past their bedtime, and she agrees. you lay down first and get under the covers. you watch narcissa change out of her day clothes and into loungewear before she gets in, too. she lays on her side, facing toward you, and takes your hand and tugs you closer to her. "c'mere."
you bury your head in her chest, and you lay your arm on the dip of her waist. one of your legs is between both of hers, trying to be as close as possible, narcissa's thigh is draped over yours, almost protectively, and the comfort and warmth and safety she emanates is enough to bring you to tears again.
you nuzzle your face into her chest a bit more and breathe in deeply, her scent giving you a sense of serenity. "thank you for making me feel better," you whisper.
"darling," narcissa says, her hand rubbing soothing circles on your back, "you are my priority. nothing and no one else matters but you. your smile brightens my life, and I'll be damned if a day goes by and i don't see it."
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moonysdora · 3 years
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do you think naricssa and andromeda made up after the war? if so, how do you think it would happen? :)
Hii! Tysm for the ask and I'm sorry I haven't answered it for a while, I just noticed it now 😫
I'm gonna be completely honest and say that I'm not too interested in the Black family too much so I don't really know Narcissa's character a lot or in depth if that makes sense xD So I wouldn't really be able to tell you how, but I would like them to make up because I think Andromeda really deserves something nice and happy after the war and after she lost so many close people.
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