#nobody else will understand but i w i l l

[luvfae]

#49 from angst w eddie where yn goes to him for drugs cus she doesn’t think her life has a purpose anymore and he comforts her and it’s just rlly fluffy <3

HERE FOR YOU

fandom: stranger things

parings: eddie munson x f reader

warnings: mention of drugs

49: “i just feel like my life isn’t even worth living anymore.”

“I’ve got to say, Y/L/N, I was not expecting to ever hear those words come out of your mouth,” Eddie chuckled to himself. You sat awkwardly in front of him in the middle of the woods, your purse clutched tightly on your hands. “But yes, I have drugs that I can sell you,” he smirked.

You nodded, your leg bouncing up and down, nerves flooding your system.

“How much do you want?” He asked, opening his lunchbox, showing off a ziplock bag of weed. You glanced down at his hand and gulped, wondering if weed would even be enough to ease the ache you felt.

“Do you have anything stronger?” You asked.

Eddie’s eyebrows knitted together as your eyes met with his. “Stronger? What does a girl like you want with hardcore drugs?” He asked. “Aren’t you supposed to be a model student? A grades and all?”

You remained quiet, looking down at your lap and he frowned. “Hey, I won’t judge you,” he said. “Just don’t want you to ruin your life.”

“I just feel like my life isn’t even worth living anymore,” you muttered, just loud enough for him to hear. Tears brimmed your eyes and you refused to look up at him. “This is my last resort. I’ve tried everything else… if this doesn’t work then… I don’t know,” you sniffed, quickly wiping the tears from your cheeks.

“Hey,” he said, softly, placing his hand on top of yours. You finally looked up at him. “Drugs are not going to help you, temporarily maybe, but not permanently,” Eddie said.

“How much for the weed?” You asked.

Eddie shook his head, dropping the bag back into his lunchbox and closing the lid. “I’m not selling you anything,” he replied. You furrowed your eyebrows, blood boiling at his words because you were already feeling hopeless. “Let me help you,” he said.

“How are you going to help me? You don’t even know me,” you replied.

“Maybe not but i’ll get to know you,” he said. “Every intricate detail of your life. We share a few classes, I know that you sit alone in every single one. I also know that you’ve completely isolated yourself from your friends,” Eddie said.

“They don’t get it,” you shrugged. “I’m just a burden to them. I dampen the mood, I don’t want to rub off on them and make everyone around me miserable. I’m better off alone.”

“That’s not true. You’re far from a burden. You’re smart and talented, the teachers adore you,” he said. You hugged yourself tight, unable to control your tears as they freely flowed down your cheeks. “Let me help you back onto your feet. A listening ear can do a lot more than you think,” Eddie said.

“But why? Why do you care so much?” You asked.

Eddie let out a soft laugh, standing up and moving to sit next to you. “Because we’ve both lived in Hawkins our whole lives. Because i’ve known you since middle school,” he said, his thumbs wiping your tears. “And because i’ve felt like this before and I know how alone you feel.”

“It’s like nobody understands,” you said. He nodded, wrapping his arms around you.

“Well, I understand,” he said. You relaxed into his touch, finally for the first time in months, feeling warm inside. “And i’m here for you.”

“Thank you,” you whispered.

© luvfae 2022

#stranger things #eddie munson #eddie munson angst #eddie munson x you #eddie munson x y/n #eddie munson x reader

[blackdragoness]

🔫ROASTING YO ASS🔫

After all of that gas I just gave y'all in the last post, it only seems fair to follow it up with a post that straight roasts yo ass on fiyah 🤷🏾‍♀️😂😂 don't take this shit personal, alright. Entertainment purposes only lol

For this PICK A PILE ROAST, you pick a pile and I'll tell you what your hood name would be if you lived in the hood. This message comes with alot of shade. Stay ready cuz ain't nobody safe. Auuurighhht, Lessssgo 🔊

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Pile 1:

For those who chose pile 1, if you lived in the hood, your hood name would be:

"TMI"

TMI for "Too Much Information" because yo ass never stops talking. Sometimes we be wanting to cut you off mid sentence and be like, "okay but when did we ask?!" Too Much Information because you got one of them ratchet gossip girl mouths. The mouth that everybody hates but also the reason you are feared 😂 You're one of them bitches we refer to when we say, "This bitch knows too much!", Cuz bitch you do. How you be knowing all this shit, huh? You know the ins and outs of everything and got the updates of the latest gossip and scandals. It's a good thing and a bad thing. Depends which hood you rolling around in and which hoodlums you're linking up with. Watch yo back TMI. The streets ain't safe 😂

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Pile 2:

For those who chose pile 2, if you lived in the hood, your hood name would be:

"Beluga"

I apologize if I'm the first person you have to hear this from but your hood name would be Beluga because right off the bat, you got a big ass forehead. Just period point blank. Don't try to deny it. It's blatant. We can all see it. Just embrace it because that's what they would call you in the hood, dead ass. Also because you're kind of a smart ass. Beluga whales are actually super intelligent and can sense things before they happen. That's similar to you. I'll give it to ya, you got good instincts but that doesn't change the fact that your forehead is humongous. If you're bald, your forehead looks even bigger. It giving Mega Mind. If you have a lot of hair, your forehead makes your hair look detached from your head. 🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️

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Pile 3:

For those who chose pile 3, if you lived in the hood your hood name would be:

"The Tasmanian Devil"

Because you are built like the Tasmanian Devil from Looney Tunes. Insert picture for exemplary effect:

🧐you see that right there, that's your body type pile 3. I'm not gonna lie, you look like a walking face with arms, bro. But no shame. God didn't make a mistake when he created you. I just think he was short on time. He forgot to include your chin and neck. Its like right after your bottom lip it's your stomach already, it makes no sense. But sometimes God doesn't give us all the answers and we have to be okay with that. So, that's why you would be the Tasmanian Devil.

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Pile 4:

For those who chose pile 4, if you lived in the hood, your hood name would be:

"Lucy"

Named after the Lucy from 50 First Dates because your ass is ditzy AF. You're that girl that says she can't find her glasses, then proceeds to wear her glasses to find her glasses. You're that kid in class that asks the same question someone else just asked. Not gonna lie, some people have honestly written you off as like autistic or mentally unstable and I honestly don't blame them. The way you are is just so believable that something isn't all the way stable in your brain. All is well Lucy, just keep doing you. We understand that you're a little S L O W.

#pick a pile #pick a card reading #pac reading #tarot community #intuitive readings #astro community #art #astro notes #astrology #zodiac #pick a number #pick a crystal #pick a picture #pick a card

[clarabowmp3]

the nicest thing that happened to you this year?

this is going to be a lil cheesy but I have to say it’s forming stronger bonds w my mutuals!

I’m too embarrassed to tag them but 🙈🙈 when I got my first uni rejection Z was so kind and so sweet and even now I still feel how she’s always looking out for me. Whenever I post abt the littlest of things Althea is always so ready to hype me up and is just sooo bubbly and it still amazes me how a blog as famous as hers could care so much abt meee 🙈 April and I are I like literallll twins we have so much in common and she always entertains every single thought/ramble I post LOL and also is the first person to cheer me up when I face the sliiightest setback in life

Veeeee omg darling vee whom I connect with so deeply 💕 a signature INFP trait is feeling like nobody else understands/feels things the same way u feel them and that feeling made me drive away so many ppl until I met VEE with her gorgeous gorgeous art and having someone to exchange my aggressively melancholic feelings with helped me become more emotionally stable ish? Then there’s Elyn (still don’t know how to pronounce it) who’s also so sweet and kind and always immediately understands me. I can’t begin to describe how comforting it is to think of her as so close to me, even geographically speaking. And VIOOO who’s so so cool and who I’m still confused abt how she found me??? (It was so out of the blue 😭😭) she’s so so nice and caring and I KNOW this sounds repetitive but yall are!! I posted abt being teased for my Spotify playlist titles and yall rlly came up in arms in like 2 seconds 😭😭😭 it’s things like these that make me feel sooo secure that there’s always someone looking out for me, making me feel a little less alone and a little less weak

And ofc im still so blessed to stay in touch w some of my og moots nandini and hazel your vibes are SO immaculate ✨ and the way we’ve stuck through over the years makes me feel some type of way, like I’ll love yall forever 💕

also so so thankful for the l&c mutuals I’ve made this year!! Lizzie LOML, Eli, mentallyillsodapop, strawberrycowgirly, Scarlett, Lisa, Allie and so many more!!!!!!!

Y’all truly make it difficult for me to completely fall in despair or hit rock bottom (like I’ve had before) and I feel strong/confident enough to be my own person 💕

So YEA all that was the highlight of my year and also being freed from the shackles of pre-tertiary education GOODBYE AND GOOD RIDDANCE

#in the beginning of the year I felt so alone cuz I felt like I had no friends online or irl #Like I rmb avoiding tag games where I was tagged cuz I felt soooo embarrassed (?) to tag any of my mutuals #Cuz I felt like I was so annoying or completely forgettable #and these are just some of the wonderful ppl who showed me so much love and pulled me out of that low self esteem #Like I could never repay yall #okay done being emo 😝 #personal

[humanrindswrites]

private world

summary: tour is over and lars just wants to stay in bed with his girl.

pairing: lars ulrich x female reader/oc

warnings: smut, morning sex, fluff, vanilla, vaginal fingering, vaginal sex, L-bombs (but in danish)

word count: 2550 words

originally posted to ao3 november 29 2022

The knocking on the hotel room door had quickly turned from a patient rap to an incessant pounding by the time Lars tried to get out of bed. He had intended to spend the morning curled up with his girl, but whoever was at the door clearly thought he should be doing something else.

“No, don’t go,” she whined as he let go of her to stand up.

“They’re not gonna stop knocking if I don’t answer,” he said and pulled his pants on before making his way to the door. The pounding was starting to rile him up.

“Hurry back,” she said from her cosy nest of sheets. 

Lars looked back at her and his face immediately softened at the sight of her: her hair messy against the pillows and her eyes still smudged with stubborn mascara. He stepped towards the bed and leaned over to tenderly kiss her forehead.

“I promise it won’t take two minutes,” he said before answering the door.

She listened to him talk with the person at the door as she let her tired body sink into the bed. Tour had just finished and while she’d had a blast following the band around the world, she was ready to go home and she knew Lars was too. Just watching him play almost every single night was exhausting so she couldn’t imagine how much more exhausted he must have been.

True to his word, he came back to bed after two minutes. Without bothering to take his pants off again, he threw himself down onto the mattress next to her and sighed deeply. She rolled onto her side and brought her hand up to run her fingers through his hair, making his eyes drift shut.

“I can’t wait to get home and just ignore everyone for a week,” Lars said.

“Hopefully that doesn’t include me,” she said playfully. He opened his eyes and smiled lazily at her.

“Of course it doesn’t,” he said softly. “I could never ignore you.”

“Good, because you’re not getting rid of me.” She shuffled up to him and perfectly slotted her body into his, their noses just centimetres apart.

“Don’t worry, darling,” he said as he brought a hand up to stroke her face. “I don’t plan on ever getting rid of you.”

Moments like this were her favourite. She knew that Lars could be abrasive and argumentative with other people, but deep down he was sweet and enthusiastic about his work. That always shined through the most when they were alone and nobody was around to tease them or bother them with any important tasks.

“What’s the first thing you want to do when we get home?” she asked as she stroked his face with the backs of her fingers.

“I dunno,” he said, sleep starting to creep back into his voice. “Sleep. Eat. Just stay in bed as much as we want.”

“Why do I have a feeling that you’re missing something off of that list?”

“What, fucking?” 

Her body flushed at hearing him say it, no matter how many times a day he would. Embarrassed, she covered her face with her hands and tried to push herself into the pillow.

“Lars, don't say it like that,” she whined as he pulled her into his arms again.

“You don't like it when I talk about fucking you?” he teased. “You always end up in the right mood when I do.”

“You're mean,” she said as she took her hands away from her burning face. 

“Yeah, but you love me,” he said with that cocky grin she loved so much.

She really did love him. He was always so kind to her, so patient and understanding. His extroverted nature balanced her more introverted one so well as if they were perfect for each other. She wanted nothing more than to be there for him through all his stress and see him live out his dreams.

Her eyes drifted closed when she felt him stroke her hair, his fingers softly trailing down her head and over her cheek until he cupped her jaw in his palm. His steady breaths stroked her cheek as he closed the gap between them. His lips were soft against hers as he kissed her tenderly and she let herself melt into him.

He mumbled something against her mouth but she didn’t hear what he said and just kissed him back. She let him pull her to lie on top of him, the scratchy blanket falling away from her body and leaving her in just her panties. She shivered when the air conditioning hit her bare skin but was immediately warmed up again when he ran his palms up and down her back.

“Cold?” Lars asked when she pulled away and buried her face in his neck. She nodded and tried to push her body into his. “Don’t worry, I’ll warm you up.”

She hummed in comfort as he gently stroked her back and arms, his warm palms spreading heat throughout her body and almost lulling her back to sleep. Her eyes snapped open when she felt his hands travel lower down her body, groping as they went until he was dipping his fingers underneath her panties.

He chuckled softly when he felt her clench and heard her whine his name. He’d barely done anything and yet she was already writhing in his arms. He wanted to do nothing but tease her until she was begging him to touch her, but he wasn’t feeling that cruel. Not yet, at least.

“Can I?” he asked, stopping his fingers from going any further. She curled her fingers against his shoulders and nodded into his neck before climbing off to lie beside him. He hovered over her as he hooked his fingers into the waistband of her panties and pulled them down her legs, making sure the backs of his fingers brushed against her skin as they went.

His hands were warm on her knees as they were coaxed open and she couldn’t help but shyly turn her face away from him when he took in the sight of her laid bare for him. Even after being together for so long, every time felt like the first time he was seeing her like this, exposed and vulnerable.

“Hey,” Lars said, drawing her attention back to him. “No need to be shy.”

She kept her eyes on him as he trailed his fingers along the insides of her thighs, igniting her nerve endings and making her already damp pussy clench and moisten even more. It felt like an eternity before he finally ran his fingers through her soaking folds, gathering her arousal and spreading it around as he gaped at her in awe.

“Fuck, you’re so wet,” he breathed as he circled her swollen clit with his fingers. She whimpered and pushed her hips up into his hand, silently begging him to touch her more. “You want my fingers inside you?”

“Yeah,” she said, her voice barely above a whisper as she took in a shuddering breath. “Yeah, use your fingers.”

He steadily slid his middle finger inside her warm cunt, loving how she immediately clenched around him. He was already hard, to begin with, but the sensation of her tight walls pulling him in and refusing to let him go made his cock twitch and strain against his jeans. Steadily, he slid his finger in and out of her, letting her get used to the sensation before adding a second to gently stretch her out.

She grabbed hold of his toned arms, her fingers clenching and relaxing with each stroke as he drew pleasured sighs and breathy moans from her lungs. When he finally found her sweet spot, she clenched harder around him.

“There, right there,” she moaned when he curled his fingers into the spot, making her head spin.

“How’s that feel, darling?” he crooned as he lowered himself to lie next to her, his body perfectly slotted into hers.

“So good.”

He kissed her neck tenderly and toyed with her clit with his thumb, relishing in how she squeezed around his fingers and bucked her hips into his hand. He could already tell that she was going to cum soon, her moans becoming more desperate and louder as he steadily rocked his fingers back and forth and curled them into her sweet spot.

The knot in her stomach finally snapped and she came with his name tumbling out of her mouth in a stream of breathy moans, her pussy steadily clamping around his fingers and her clit twitching under his thumb. He continued to pleasure her through her high, pressing soft kisses to her neck and stroking her thighs with his free hand until her body relaxed into him, her breathing heavy.

Her eyes drifted closed as she basked in the afterglow, her body feeling like it was resting in a shallow pool of warm water as Lars gently pulled his fingers out of her and stroked her flushed skin. She let herself melt back into him as her endorphins coursed through her system, the warmth of her climax making her feel soft and vulnerable in his arms.

“You’re so cute when you cum like that,” he crooned in her ear, trying to ignore how hard he was. She could probably feel his erection through his pants but he knew she didn’t mind.

She rolled over in his arms and took his face in her hands before softly kissing him again and again, wanting to be closer to him. When she reluctantly pulled away she rested her forehead against his and tried to pull him to loom over her again.

“Please,” she whispered as she looked at him with pleading eyes.

“Please, what?” he teased, knowing exactly what she wanted. “You’ve gotta say it for me.”

“Lars,” she whined and covered her face again. “Don’t make me say that.”

“Okay, okay,” he said with a laugh. “I won’t tease anymore.”

“Thank you,” she said before reaching out for the button on his pants. “But I want these off.”

He made quick work of taking his pants and underwear off and threw them aside, not caring where they landed. Cock in hand, he took in the sight beneath him, watching her as she let her eyes trail over his body, waiting for him to push inside her again. He leaned down to tenderly kiss her before sliding the tip of his cock through her folds, coating it in her cum before steadily pushing inside her eager pussy.

A broken moan escaped his mouth when he slid all the way inside her, feeling how she pulsed around him, still tight from her last orgasm. He stilled for a moment, letting her adjust to the feeling of him inside her again as she wrapped her arms and legs around him. She tangled her fingers in his long hair and pulled him down so that his forehead rested against hers before signalling that he could start moving.

Steadily, he pulled back until only the tip of his cock was inside her before pushing in again and finding a good pace to fuck her. Her hands on the back of his head kept him close to her while her legs around his waist gave him the best angle to hit her sweet spot again. Her entire body tightened around him when he found it and she moaned against his mouth, wordlessly begging to keep going.

“You’re so fucking tight,” he said under his breath before muffling her moans with his mouth, plunging his tongue into hers and kissing her messily.

She pulled on his hair so that he could give her time to breathe and he buried his face in the crook of her neck, leaving wet kisses and hot breaths there. Her breath hitched when he trailed his fingers down her body to play with her clit again, leisurely stroking it in time with his hips and slowly driving her body into a frenzy.

“Want me to make you cum again?” Lars purred in her ear. She nodded frantically and let her limbs fall away from him, giving him more room to play with her body. He slightly sat back on his calves and held her hips as he watched his cock slide in and out of her. She grabbed hold of his forearms, still needing to touch him as he started to pound into her faster.

She couldn’t help the moans and whimpers that fell out of her mouth as he wound her body up, her stomach tying itself in knots as she dug her nails into his arms. She wanted to keep her eyes open but they kept fluttering closed as her head fell back onto the pillow, the pressure building up in her body becoming too much to contain.

When she came it was much more intense than before, as if she’d been hit by a tsunami of pleasure that made her cry out and claw at his arms. Her cunt squeezed and pulsed around his cock, clamping down and triggering his own climax that he announced with a string of his own delicious moans. She felt the warmth of his cum coat her insides and let her body go slack, her hands loosening their grips and simply circling his wrists.

His hair hung in his face as he caught his breath and his body sagged over hers. She lifted her boneless arms to brush it away and cradle his face, noting how much he was blushing. He looked just as thoroughly fucked as she felt and he smiled lazily at her before bending down to kiss her.

“Jeg elsker dig,” Lars said against her lips before kissing her again.

“I love you too,” she said breathlessly.

He stayed inside her until he started to soften, not wanting to leave her warmth as his cum slowly dripped out of her. He finally pulled out slowly, trying to savour how she felt and flopped down onto the mattress beside her, his bangs sticking to his sweaty forehead.

“C’mere,” he said, opening his arms to her. She rolled over onto her side and snuggled into his warm body, shielding her from the air conditioning before she pulled the blanket back over them. “You okay?”

She smiled warmly at him and nodded, resting her head on his chest and gently running her fingers through the ends of his hair. Just as soon as they had both started to bask in the afterglow, another knock was heard at the door. Lars groaned in annoyance but didn’t make any attempt to move.

“I’m fucking busy!” he yelled, trying to not startle her. “Come back later!”

She giggled as the knocking continued, clearly not paying attention to Lars’ complaints.

“You should probably go get that,” she said as she lifted her head off of him. “I don’t think they’re going to leave us alone this time.”

Reluctantly, he got out of bed and found his clothes. He pulled them on quickly and made his way to the door, grumbling something about wanting to be left alone for the rest of the day. She wasn’t sure that was likely to happen, but she hoped that the little world they’d made wouldn’t be intruded on anymore.

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[mlmxreader]

Domesticated | Slade Wilson x m!reader

@spicyveganfun asked: You're mine, and only mine" with Slade 🌝 pretty please with a Cherry on Top? Also I watched The Gray Man so I understand now 🥵

summary: Slade's never been one for the domestic life, and you've known that since day one, but sometimes it all gets too much, and you need to put some space between you and your boyfriend.

tws: swearing, jealousy, possessiveness

Slade wasn't usually one to get jealous, he knew what he could do and he knew who exactly he could trust, the same as he was more than confident that you were at least happy with him, if not content; his favourite boy toy, it wasn't long before you were the only one. He soon dropped the other people he was seeing romantically and sexually; an ecologist working for Wayne Enterprises, Slade knew that there was no way you would betray him, he didn't doubt for a second where your loyalties lied - you weren't shy about siding with Poison Ivy and making damn well sure that he knew it. Slade wasn't one to get jealous, though, he wasn't one to bark up that tree, not when he was so fucking confident in himself and in the relationship; the years he had been with you, a chance encounter when you had told him off and chewed him out for daring to step foot on protected lands that held endangered species - he was sure it was some sort of garter snake - even in his full gear with his sword out. You spoke to him like he was a nobody, you spat at him and ordered, demanded, that he take a different route. He knew he liked you immediately.

In all honesty, though, he was rather shocked when he walked into the flat he shared with you to hear Sabaton's 'Coat of Arms' album playing on the speakers, which granted was normal, but the sight that greeted him had him stopping in his tracks; sat on the floor, you and Bane were enthralled with a book, and judging by the pictures that Slade could just about make out, it was about snakes. He furrowed his brows, tilting his head to the side and able to feel how the sunlight hit his eyepatch, listening carefully.

"No, see, that's where people get it wrong," you huffed. "Snakes don't dislocate their jaws. It'd be fucking painful as shit to eat if they did."

"I see," Bane nodded. "You're very smart, Mister (y/l/n). I'm surprised nobody has offered you their hand in marriage."

You let out a soft laugh as you shook your head, gently nudging him with your shoulder. "Please, nobody would put up with me for that long!"

He shook his head, laying a large and heavy hand on your shoulder. "Not even Slade?"

"Not even Slade," you sighed, hanging your head and scratching at the side of your nose. "He'd rather we just... y'know."

"What?"

"He'd rather we just... fool around, I guess," you shrugged. "I don't think I mean all that much to him... maybe once he gets bored, then he'll chuck me out."

Bane hummed softly, wrapping an arm around you and gently running his hand up and down your bicep; Slade hadn't even been spotted yet from his spot hidden just behind the door. He frowned. You were his, and he was certain that he wouldn't get bored of you; he had no idea that you had felt that way, but he did tell you time and time again that domestic wasn't exactly something suited to him... but then, perhaps it wasn't even about the domestic life. Maybe you were thinking of something else. But as he watched Bane crush you against his side, Slade couldn't take it any longer; he had to mark his territory and stake his claim, so he sighed, and made his way over.

"Is there a reason you're hugging my boyfriend?"

Bane let you go immediately, and you sighed, shutting the book as you looked at your friend. "You best go, mate. He'll only get worse... for now."

Nodding, Bane stood up, and stole a look down at you. "You know you have a place with me, if need be."

"Thank you," you muttered, watching him leave. As soon as the front door was closed, you turned to Slade. "Was there a reason that you interrupted that?"

Slade nodded. "He was all over you. Like I didn't even exist."

You shrugged, leaning back against the sofa and draping your arms over the edges. "And? He's my friend. I hate to tell you, babe, but friends do get a little phsyical contact in here and there."

Kneeling between your spread legs, Slade put his hands on your chest, practically pinning you against the sofa as he glared at you. "You're mine, and only mine. And I didn't like the way he was touching you."

"Then that's your problem," you told him. "Not mine."

Slade moved around so that he could straddle your lap, hooking his arms around your neck as he growled softly, shaking his head. "I heard what you said. Do you really think I'll get bored of you? After all this time?"

"Eventually," you shrugged. "But look, I've made my peace with it, alright? I know one day you'll tell me to leave and you'll bring in some super hot asshole who can do things I can't. I know that."

He shook his head, sighing heavily as he cleared his throat and frowned. "I'd never do that."

"Slade," you scoffed. "You've said it time and time again - you're not interested in being domestic. I'm trying to respect that - I know my time is limited."

"Not you," he breathed out. "Your time isn't limited. You have as much as you want."

You rolled your eyes, you knew he was lying and you were certain that this time you really couldn't stomach it. "I think... maybe we ought to take a break."

"A break?"

"Y'know, I'll move out for a bit, we'll spend some time apart," you explained, "stay together just... a little distance between us both, y'know?"

"Where would you go?" He asked, his voice dropping to hardly more than a whisper.

"I dunno," you sighed. "Maybe I'll go stay with Ivy for a bit - I've got some work questions for her anyway."

He nodded, getting off of your lap and sitting beside you. "Do you want that?"

"Yeah," you nodded. "I think it'd be good if we both, y'know, sorted out where we both wanna go with this. Sort out what we both wanna do, and then... work from there."

"I'll help you pack," he said. "How long do you think it'll take?"

"A week, two weeks, three weeks," you started, "it just... it's... it's however long we both need. Say we meet up at the end of the week and go from there?"

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#mlem writes #slade wilson x yn #slade wilson x y/n #slade wilson x you #slade wilson x reader #slade wilson #deathstroke x y/n #deathstroke x yn #deathstroke x you #deathstroke x reader #deathstroke

[padfootastic]

I’m fairly ambivalent on Jily as a whole (most of my interest in the Marauders-era is for Sirius), but I have to admit, I kind of like the idea that James starts dating Lily and once it’s clear it’s serious and important to the both of them, Sirius just welcomes Lily into their group, into Sirius’s family (nobody can convince me Sirius didn’t use his friends as his family, especially once he left Grimmauld and got disowned). If James loves her and she loves James, then she’s family and Sirius will welcome her with open arms. Plus, I headcanon Lily as the kind of person who gets real snarky when she’s comfortable with someone and Sirius, frequently described as haughty and arrogant and who has the vibe of another snarky and sharp-tongued character, adores having a partner is snark; RIP anyone who gets on both of their bad sides, verbal evisceration is an understatement for what happens to them. Also, it’s funny to imagine that Sirius likes to aggravate James by saying Lily is his favorite Potter once they marry, because he’s just like that, even though everyone knows James is his absolute favorite person (I saw someone else say that, but Tumblr’s search function is terrible and I can’t find it anymore, hopefully I’ll find it soon). Plus, he and Lily both understand the whole “my sibling is a horrible person, they hate me, but I can’t help but love them regardless, because for years we were each other’s closest friends and I will never be able to forget all our history” thing, which is something the others, as only children, can never truly understand. But anyways, I just really like to think that once Sirius knows the Jily relationship is important to James and Lily, and James won’t get his heart shattered, he’s immediately accepting Lily into their little group. Biggest surprise at Hogwarts was when other students saw Sirius and Lily talking in Seventh Year because Sirius only really talks to James, Remus, and Peter; there’s the time some other kid insulted Lily and it turns out Sirius has a unique ability to tear someone apart with words alone and without ever raising his voice

dude, the way we’re literally on the same wavelength with this. i’ve talked about this in a couple older posts before, but i genuinely think s & l are so similar (and i have a very barebones prongsfoot fic in my drafts where j&s never meet and sirius is best friend w lily based off this exact assumption) and once they get let all the the awkwardness and problems, they’d be really good friends ykno? (it’s another reason why a triad works but not a s/l couple which is a random tangent lol)

and like. yeah. lily is accepted into sirius’ inner circle (lol) but imo, that only happens after he’s fully confirmed that she’s not here to hurt his james. that is the most important bit. i’ve kinda included this in shovel talk but i feel like, as canon stands, sirius would put her thru the wringer to make sure she’s good enough before he fully accepts her. and once he does, he’s all in. no questions asked.

and of course, james is in heaven. his two favourite people ever getting baking as well as they do, sometimes at the expense of his own self? he can’t be happier.

#sirius black #lily evans #y’all know that whole lily meta about how her anger isn’t actually. weasley lite like most ppl write it as? #and she’s actually very ice cold instead? #i feel like that’s v close to how sirius is #and they can bond very easily over that #and like u mentioned. the sibling thing. i’m pretty sure i’ve read a couple other posts detailing how similar these two are #but i can’t remember #james is the happiest baby ever #he’s the meat in a sandwich #also re jily : i’m also ambivalent bordering on hostile. but i’m discovering certain scenarios/dynamics i like them in #also staying away from what i rly dislike #and that helps #i’ve just accepted the fact i don’t like conventional relationship dynamics lol #bc james and sirius must always be each other’s no. 1 #pen’s asks

[unabashegirl]

Different 12 (HS) — PREVIEW

Summary: Harry is just like any other college student. He is a senior in Chicago University. He keeps to himself except when he is spending time with his closest friends, Sarah and Mitch. His world revolves around his future career, friends, and family. His quiet and routine driven life takes a turn, one weekend when he meets Y/N Y/L/N. She is way too different from him. She spends most of her days surrounded by people who care for superficial and materialistic things. Her parents are never home, and they think that with money everything can be solved. They are both from different worlds yet something that night clicks and Y/N can never again get him off her mind.

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WARNING: the following chapter contains claims of rape and physical abuse and cursing.

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She was petrified down to her core. Y/N suddenly couldn’t feel her extremities. The grip on her mechanical pencil tightened as she thought of ways to defend herself if needed so. She couldn’t understand how going to the library had turned into a nightmare.

Brian pulled out the chair beside her and sat down, incredibly close to her. He could smell her lavender shampoo and her vanilla lotion.

“Brian” she started saying, but was quickly cut off by his rough, demanding voice.

“Shut up, Y/N” He ran his fingers through his brown hair as he leaned closer to her ear. Brian knew there were plenty of people in the library that could interrupt them or worst hear their conversation. Therefore, if he needed to whisper, so the rest couldn’t find out his business he would do so. “I am so fucking done with your silent treatment. Who the fuck do you think you are?” His tone is stern, harsh, and cold enough to make her skin crawl.

She doesn’t say anything but just turned to stare back at him.

“You treat me like shit, and then I find out, that you have a boyfriend? Who is it?” Brian never considered himself to be a bad boyfriend. He knew he had his defects but like everyone else and Y/N hadn’t given him. A chance to redeem himself. “I heard that is the kid that you were speaking to in that fucking party you had, and I really hope it’s not him. He is a fucking nobody”. He was jealous but would never admit it.

“Don’t talk about him that way!” She wasn’t going to respond to him. Y/N had no plan to engage in the conversation but bringing Harry into it had made her blood boil like never before. She had never been the type of woman to hold grudges. Her grandmother had taught from very little the virtue of forgive and forget, but what Brian had done that night was unforgivable.

“I can say whatever I please. You are seriously telling me that you prefer him over me? Firstly, why did you leave me?” The veins popped from his neck as his cheeks turned red. His hands ached to touch her and force an answer out of her, but he couldn’t with so many people around them. So, he gripped her jaw and forced her closer to him.

“Are you fucking kidding me?” She hissed, pulling her face out of grip even if it hurt her skin. “The party? Where not only did you hit me, but you tried to force me into having sex with you?” She whispered as her eyes drifted to the other people in the library.

“Force you to have sex with me? You are mistaken. I don’t remember ever having difficulty in getting you into bed. You were always so willing to open your legs to everyone.” Y/N rolled her eyes, knowing that he would continue to deny it.

“Fuck you” She cursed as she reached out and started packing her things back into her tote bag.

“He is a nobody. Your parents will never approve” He laughed, remembering the day that she had introduced him to her parents. He had shown off that night. Brian also came from an affluent family, but nowhere close to Y/N’s. “You are a fucking princess, and he will never fulfill the role that I left”.

“You think I’m a princess?” She reiterated, “Then why would you hit me? You busted my lip and eyebrow and broke my nose that night”.

She could still remember the darkness of the room where he held her for almost three hours while the party continued downstairs. If it hadn’t been for her friends, who had grown weary about her whereabouts that night, he would have raped her. Y/N owned everything to James and Sebastian. They moved in with her for the rest of winter break until her nightmares finally stopped tormenting her at night. She eventually healed, but only physically because she would never forget the darkness of that room.

Brian looked away from her and stared off into the distance. He couldn’t look at her in the eyes because deep down inside he felt guilty.

He remembered how he woke up in only boxers in his friend’s master bedroom. Everything on his body hurt and ached. His knuckles were bruised and at first, he had assumed that he had gotten into another silly fight with some random person. So, he called and texted Y/N, but she never answered, and it wasn’t until he looked at himself in a mirror that he saw his busted and bruised face. James had almost killed him that night...

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[chryzuree]

I’M IN SUCH A CHRYZUREJACKS MOOD RN… anything you have to share abt them at this time 🤲🤲🤲

GOD, I FEEL SO FERAL ABT THEM RN…. you always know precisely my mood (is always explicitly posting abt them…)

but like…. chryzurejacks is jst like chrysi has someone made for her by the universe itself and if she also had someone who she made for herself and they worshipped her. then it’s worship from knowing everything about her to worship from knowing nothing about her. then, on top of that, it’s like ohhhh, azure’s her soul. jacks is her heart. she’s their breath. fuck!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lives interwoven in the stars by pure stubbornness because who else can understand each other but them!!! and their cringefail pathetic wet lap dogcat of a soulmate………

umm also also also, i’ve mentioned this, but azure is also immune to jacks’s kiss <3 makes me think of that one friends episode where one of the characters is like “WHERE IS MY NEW YEAR’S KISS!!!! I WANT TO BE KISSED!!!!!!” and then one of the other guys kisses him.. jacks wants to be kissed (by chrysi), but he’s being so fucking annoying that azure kisses him for her. jacks stands there in a daze like “?!!!???????!!!!!!” and then, later, he’s mad because azure’s a better kisser than him.

i like imagining them all curled up in the same bed together, jst basking in the morning sunlight coming in from the blinds :)) literally i have nothing else to add, jst azure pressed to chrysi’s side and jacks resting his head on her chest and chrysi stroking jacks’s head while leaning into azure…. it’s something i think abt to calm myself down!!

jackszure hangout sessions whenever chrysi’s off doing something!!! it’s always azure working on a paper or writing something else while jacks jst kinda sighs sadly like a bereft dog, then looks at azure from the corner of his eye. azure hears him do that, like, seven times before he sighs and puts down his work. do you want to play checkers? yeah, checkers?? yes, do you want to set up the board?? good boy!!! (jacks is like. not appreciating that you’re talking to me like a dog, but also, YEAH, i WOULD like to play checkers 🥺)

whenever they’re at a masquerade ball, azure and jacks always keep trying to get the most dances w chrysi. near the beginning of their relationship, anyway!! then it turns into them switching off who chrysi’s dancing w every other song. romance… ((also, jacks specifically designs matching outfits for all three of them 🥰🥰🥰))

GOD, like two days ago, i was thinking abt chrysijacks arguing while azure endured it—up until he snaps, and goes, “JACKS. stop pissing off my wife!!! CHRYSI, stop yelling at your husband!!!!” both of them immediately shut up. anyway, chrysi was winning. jsyk.

jackszure companionship is also sosososo important to me??? like jacks nor azure strike me as the type of ppl to hug, but ((and specifically i’m thinking of the kh au, though this happens in a couple others)) when azure comes back from being cursed and/or possessed, jacks kinda cautiously lingers around him until azure sighs and gives him a quick hug. nobody saw anything. but also jacks is glad azure’s okay, and azure’s glad that jacks didn’t blow anything up while he was gone. now, if you’ll excuse him. he needs to go kiss their wife.

LOVEEEEE the aus where they’ve all been married for years, but since jacks is a fate and chrysi’s a half-star and azure’s undead, they all will wander sometimes?? and then when they’re reunited, they fall back into their patterns. don’t let jacks cook, don’t let azure make tea, don’t let chrysi rearrange the kitchen every week…. THIS ALSO IN A SITUATION WHERE JACKS IS A PLANT ON AN OPPOSING SIDE AND THEY GET CAUGHT AND HE BREAKS COVER TO HELP THEM??????)))) AUGHHHHHHH.

oh oh oh, in the l&c universe, after azure gets possessed, it’s soooo important to notice that while chrysi is how azure drags himself to reality, he’s able to actively try and get help via communicating with jacks… he sent that invitation to the gala to jacks on purpose! he knew jacks would get chrysi and they’d both try to help him! he knows! he knows that both of them would save him!!!!!

#jacks truly is jst the family pet that chrysi and azure kiss sometimes… #.asks #s.chryzurejacks #m.kat🫶🏻 #also i rlly needed this today tbh… i was feeling vvvvv sad but now i’m feeling a bit better 🥹 #thank you!

[girl-of-ink]

For the ask game: Yugioh, Komaeda x Hajime, and L Death Note! Feel free to do more also, I think you should do bakugo also for the character one just 4 fun ❤️❤️

001 | Send me a fandom and I will tell you my:

Yugioh:

Favorite character:

Yugi!!! he's my blorbo i love him so much i'd kill 4 him

Least Favorite character:

umm yami marik scares me. his duel against mai in the manga is utterly terrifying

5 Favorite ships (canon or non-canon):

PUZZLESHIPPING! the ship ever. soulmates. they ARE canon to me i'm sorry

wishshipping! nothing like some good old yuujou <3

dragonshipping, very underrated in my opinion, atem loves jou so fucking much

would it be cheating so say feathershipping here? puzzle + wish + dragon, what's not 2 like?

heartshipping. they're cute :)

Character I find most attractive:

mai <3

Character I would marry:

anzu?

Character I would be best friends with:

i wanna hang out with yugi so bad, yuugi mutou are you free this friday let me know if u want to hang out this friday when i am free

a random thought:

nobody understands atem actually. there are like 3 fic authors who Get Him and everyone else is wrong i'm sorry

An unpopular opinion:

yugi IS a better duelist than atem. some of you know this and are correct, but many people out there are blind to the truth.

My Canon OTP:

very funny to me that there are literally no canon ships in yugioh. takahashi was like "ok i'm gonna set up the barebones for some ships" and then he just. never came back to them ever. the peachshipping scene in duelist kingdom is so cute and then it just never happens again. iconic. in my mind puzzle is canon tho so i'll go w/ that <3

My Non-canon OTP:

it's still puzzle! they're everything 2 me. in theory i like lots of other ygo ships but i only ever actually read or care about puzzle sorry

Most Badass Character:

i guess it's atem? but that's not the side of him that i like the most, i prefer him when he's just a guy

Most Epic Villain:

thief king bakura is kinda sick not gonna lie. his intro when he breaks into the castle w/ atem's dad's mummy is so cool and sexy of him

Pairing I am not a fan of:

prideshipping can never work tbh i'm sorry. the only acceptable prideshipping is insane pining kaiba and atem just being like. okay. can i go home now i want to see my partner. dude just literally does not care

Character I feel the writers screwed up (in one way or another):

kisara girl in another world i KNOW you would have fucked so hard

Favourite Friendship:

...it's still puzzle. am i boring you yet?

Character I most identify with:

this is kind of a hard question. i don't think i'm that similar to any of them actually. but i guess atem is my uwu sadboy that i can project on sometimes

Character I wish I could be:

tbh i want yugi's life where's MY magic jewelry that has my soulmate inside it

002 | Send me a ship and I will tell you:

komahina:

When I started shipping them:

tbh immediately upon starting the game. during their first conversation i was like. yeah i'm not gonna be normal about this

My thoughts:

they're in love and they're really so very bad at it <3

What makes me happy about them:

island mode is so funny actually, komaeda is a horrible guy to date. anywhere you take him there's like a 50/50 chance of him being like. god this sucks i thought you liked me but i guess you hate me goodbye forever. and then hinata shakes it off and goes out with him again. over and over. obsessed with the unpredictability of this man. he is SO bitchy and high maintenance and yet we cannot stay away

What makes me sad about them:

komaeda's attitude change post-final dead room is really both funny and very sad to play. one day he's your insane bestie who loves you so much and the next day he's like actually i hate you, you are a worthless little worm with no talent and i can't fucking stand being in the same room with you. :((((((((( bestie don't say that

Things done in fanfic that annoys me:

you can't make komaeda normal. please god you cannot do that to him. i'm so utterly obsessed with everything that's wrong with him that if you try to fix him, i will simply not read it

Things I look for in fanfic:

i really like it when fic writers are able to turn the funny repeated voice lines like "THAT'S WRONG!!!!" or "I AGREE WITH THAT!" into plot-relevant and emotionally affecting moments

My wishlist:

i want them to make out and be weird and fucked up together idk

Who I’d be comfortable them ending up with, if not each other:

tbh i don't think komaeda could be with anyone else. hinata theoretically could go out w/ other characters, esp chiaki, but i wouldn't really care. hinanami is far too normal for me, it's the insanity of komaeda that really draws me in, so hinata could definitely go out w/ nanami, i simply would not read it or care about it

My happily ever after for them:

i guess they cure komaeda's cancer and get him to a more functional but still insane mental state and then they hang out and bother each other forever. they get married someday and komaeda still says the usual komaeda shit about "wow i'm so happy right now, i wonder who's going to die because of this :)"

003 | Give me a character & I will tell you:

L:

How I feel about this character:

he's SO cool and awesome and i like him so much.

Any/all the people I ship romantically with this character:

yeah it's just light.

My favorite non-romantic relationship for this character:

we barely see this, but i do like to imagine L's relationship w/ the other wammy kids.

My unpopular opinion about this character:

DO NOT, i repeat, DO NOT make him normal or nice or sane. you cannot sadboy woobify this man into being a sympathetic romantic lead. he is absolutely just as insane and unethical as light and this fact must be acknowledged

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

i wish he & light had angrily made out at least once before L died. they really both needed it so bad

Favorite friendship for this character:

i guess maybe naomi?

My crossover ship:

tbh i simply do not have any crossover ships for anything. ships stay in their canon for me

Bakugo

How I feel about this character:

i literally cannot stand him. he may be one of my least favorite fictional characters ever written. he sucks so bad that he drives me completely insane every second he's on screen. i would kill him if i saw him irl

Any/all the people I ship romantically with this character:

kirishima, i guess? but i don't like care about it bc that would involve caring about bakugo.

My favorite non-romantic relationship for this character:

like. bakugo & going to therapy? bakugo & staying dead this time ???

My unpopular opinion about this character:

HE SUCKS. SO BAD. HE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE ANY EXCUSES HE'S JUST TERRIBLE

One thing I wish would happen / had happened with this character in canon:

i wish he would die❤️ or at the very least he should go to therapy, apologize to izuku, and then never show up onscreen again

Favorite friendship for this character:

i don't care

My crossover ship:

no

#morgan rambles #my ramblings #ask #naiive-and-starry-eyed #yugioh #dr #death note #bnha #mutou yugi #atem #kaiba seto #kujaku mai #mazaki anzu #yami marik #thief king bakura #kisara #hinata hajime #komaeda nagito #nanami chiaki #l lawliet #yagami light #misora naomi #bakugo katsuki #kirishima eijiro #jounouchi katsuya #puzzleshipping #dragonshipping #wishshipping #feathershipping #heartshipping

[urlsaremeaningless]

things said in my discord servers 

I enjoy,,,, explosions and fire, it's one of the few chaotic traits I have

rats are the ultimate wingmen

you gotta use a knife emoji for the maximum effect

would u all like to play ✨ sex or dog toy ✨

let everyone else burn in their little corners and have their Wars

Not pretty but I do love murder

can't believe this is how you christen the channel...actually i totally can and i love it for you

my boyfriend friendzoned me and now he’s eye emoji-ing my choice of emoji

sometimes i just gotta Go Off about ducks, but i dont wanna yeet out Essays

240 lbs of human = 144 lbs of edible meat // W...what? /// don’t ask any questions

We haven’t had Olaf show up on game night in a while it’s been Lorax memes lately

from my limited knowledge, i'm guessing it's about space... and- robots.....

I’m just sitting here… thinking people need to chill and eat a snickers

Baby (my dog) is out to Murder™️

isnt she like. mormon or something

eat bugs and die

I WANT TO JOIN I DO BUT I AM BEING SHOT RN...Like. On film. If that wasn’t obvious

ladies, gentlemen, and those of us with taste, we have our first spinner and our first dabi

I am living for Outlaw Grape tho hells yeah

nobody writes santa baby without wanting to be his ho ho ho

snooping skills 100

Just elope it's fine

the game really said ❤️ u killed too many people

I gib him… lil kiss

i'm very much By Design a not anime person, and yet.

All of u are wrong. No toilet paper. Only leaf

you forgot the giant dildos in the middle

Yeah stick to Quality otomes

Why is this funny but also exactly helpful

old people are just human raisins

PERISHING. WITHERING. SOBBING INTO MY HANDS.

That is definitely like some sort of creature

and by aesthetic I mean the most intentionally hideous horrible and terrible looking thing on the face of the planet

i dont think any of us truly took in the uh ‘exclusively eats apples with a fork stabbed in it’

I mean, do you even love him if you don’t occasionally threaten his life

Yes, but only because I think the knowledge of death would be a burden you couldn’t handle

listen, you make a lot of sense but also-

,,,it is not for the type of kitty that says meow ❤️

It pegged me as a ben folds stan and musical theatre nerd and played the ben folds version of dear theodosia. unfortunately i cannot stand hamilton but like. good try

cool! middle school crush material!

hi this description of a doll review is me @ every girl i've ever met: " I'm not in love or anything okay guys, I just kinda like her."

ALL THE MYTHBUSTERS THAT I WATCHED AS A KID LEFT AN IMPRESSION ON ME

I keep being murdery and I don't mean to be I promise

(nods sagely) understandable

I’ll be a gaymer bitch who doesn’t moisturize vibing with blood, violence, and murder who is Doing Her Best™️ rip

congrats, u are now c h i l d

Is it gay to talk about keeping your zombified partner in a shed and feeding them people ?

#sentence starters #sentence starters meme

[laffy-taffy-creations]

Date of origin: Nov. 28, 2021

Argument

Tw: fighting, mention of people in captivity, being forced to stay/restrained from leaving, going missing

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L POV:

"You aren't LISTENING!" I yelled.

"That's because I know what's gonna happen if you go!" GB shouted back.

We were currently in an argument about whether or not I should go and save some hostages who were being held captive in exchange for either me, or more money than anyone, even the government, could give to their captors. I figured yeah, and even if we got into a bad situation, I could get everyone out at the expense of people now knowing I had more than one power.

GB kept saying that the risk was too great and I needed to leave it alone, but I was being allowed a few of my co-workers to bring with me to help. I knew a lot about the situation and any potential threats that might occur, so as long as I chose my teammates wisely I would get out.

But apparently I 'don't know what I'm talking about' and I need to 'just keep your mouth shut and stay here until the danger passes'.

But that's the thing. The danger won't pass and as long as those people's lives are on the line, it never will. Plus the fact that once there isn't any 'danger' that means the hostages will have been killed, and it will be my fault.

What makes it even worse is the fact that those people used to be my classmates, and his too. I just don't understand why he doesn't see that I need to go and save them, because there is no other way they are gonna be let go.

"I can get us out with my teleport GB, it'll be fine!" I said with an annoyed tone.

"No it won't," he shot back quickly.

"Look, if there's something else that is putting either of us in danger, just say that, because I can't see why else I wouldn't be able to save them!" I told him exasperated.

He just held his head in his hands looking down at the counter top he was leaning on and groaned. "The only danger is this situation that you are trying to put yourself in! These people will be fine, their captors are gonna give up, just stay back and go into hiding for a few days, I promise nothing bad is gonna happen!" He shouted, looking up at me.

"How are you so sure about that?!? If I go into hiding, those people are gonna get killed GB!" I yelled at him. I could tell neither of us wanted to be having this fight right now, and we both just wanted the other to stop fighting and understand our point of view, but it was difficult to do that since this had already escalated into a mid-level fight and no matter what, each of us had something to say in response to whatever the other just said.

"Look, will you just trust me on this? It's really dangerous and if you go there's no way to win this fight! If you go then they'll take you hostage instead, threaten me, and then I won't have any back-up while they slit your throat in front of my eyes and overpower me, just to kill me as well! No matter what you do we all lose, unless you just stay back!" He explained in an extremely angry and annoyed voice.

I felt a little insulted. "Are you saying you don't think I'm smart enough to be able to get out? Even if I don't manage to rescue any of them? Are you KIDDING me?!?" I yelled.

GB released his head from his hands and face planted into the stone countertop. "This isn't getting anywhere…" he mumbled into the cold surface.

"You know what? I think it's best if we just take a break from this conversation, and call it a night. I'm gonna go home," I told him. He looked up at me alarmed.

"Your raid on the place is tomorrow, and we are still having this discussion. You are NOT leaving until we get this sorted out. I agree, we should probably take a break from the conversation, but nobody is leaving this house until we get this all cleared up," he said in a rather quick and commanding voice.

"I need to leave if I wanna be ready when the raid starts, and I don't think we have time for the rest of this discussion, " I said while walking towards the door.

I heard quick footsteps behind me, and then felt GB grabbing one of my wrists. I tried to yank it free, but we are pretty equal in terms of strength so it would've been difficult no matter who was restraining who.

"GB, I need to leave. You can follow along tomorrow if you want using your Invisibility, but I'm still gonna go," I told him, still trying to break free.

His grip loosened ever so slightly, but only for a few seconds as he thought about what I was saying. He still didn't let go, and I was starting to get a bit fed up.

"GB."

He wasn't listening.

"GB!" I said again, trying to get his attention to convince him to let me go.

I felt his grip tighten, and it was more than it normally would. Usually, he would be tired by now and would have a firm but slightly loose grip, but right now… it was almost as if one of those constantly tightening magic handcuff thing that you'd see on tv had been latched onto my wrist, and the more I struggled the tighter it got.

It wasn't too noticeable, but I've known him for almost my entire life, so it was easy to figure out this wasn't his normal strength. I turned toward him to try and convince him to let me go, but when I did, I couldn't say a word.

"No," he said in a serious tone. I continued to struggle a bit, but had stopped for the most part since it didn't matter how much I did.

"You are staying here for the next two days, I don't care what you have to do!" He said quickly. "I don't care about whatever you think is important that needs to be done in that time period, YOU. ARE. STAYING!" He shouted at me.

I looked him in the eyes and was gonna say something but I couldn't.

I just couldn't. He probably didn't realize it, but there were faint bits of green electricity forming around him. I couldn't leave. I needed to stay.

No matter what I said, that was the truth. I hadn't seen him use his first power EVER since he gave up being a hero, and he probably didn't realize he was using it right now, but if this managed to get him to use an ability he had basically vowed to never use again, this was serious.

There was no arguing, I had to stay for however long he said.

I had stopped struggling, and took a step back towards him. "Fine, I'll stay," I said. He loosened his grip and let my wrist go, and I rubbed it a bit because however much of a strength boost he had accidentally given himself was more than enough to make my wrist hurt.

"I'm...sorry if I hurt you. I just couldn't let you leave," he said apologetically, looking down at something far off to his left.

"Yeah, I can see that now," I told him. I wasn't gonna tell him about how he accidentally activated his old power that he hadn't used in years, that was a secret I would keep to myself.

It didn't matter that much either, since he didn't severely injure me or anything else, but it would probably be better not to tell him anyways. He has seemed much happier since his mind forgot about it, although it looks like his body hasn't and is willing to use it again if necessary.

We mostly relaxed throughout the rest of the night, making up with each other because of the fight and doing our best to work together on different games, trying not to do anything too competitive. We eventually settled in to sleep, but not before a small kiss, and the next day I was only allowed to go outside with GB's supervision, same with the day after.

Somehow he had been right, and the hostages were set free after I was officially declared missing since no-one had seen me in 48 hours, with some of my chosen team rounding up and jailing the people responsible.

In the end, it all worked out, by some miracle, and nobody ended up dead, so I guess we can both thank him for that one.

#GB #L #hero x villain #writeblr #writing #creative writing #writers on tumblr #writers #my writing

[if-you-fan-a-fire]

"POLICE METHODS IN THE ST. CLAIR CASE SMACK OF RUSSIA," Toronto Star. June 10, 1912. Page 2. --- Rev. W. L. Armstrong Condemns Way He Was Treated in Sermon at Metropolitan. ---- GREAT NEED OF CANADA ---- "Are we in St. Petersburg or Toronto that a man interested in the betterment of the moral conditions of our city should be arrested for his pains, should have his picture and his finger prints taken for the Rogues' Gallery?

"I could understand this sort of thing in Russia, where men are persecuted for their opinions, but not in Toronto, where this man was trying to improve the moral atmosphere of the city in which he lives."

These are Rev. W. L. Armstrong's sentiments on the Rev. A. B. St. Clair trial, as expressed in his sermon last night at the Metropolitan Church. Dr. Armstrong spoke on the subject: "A man wanted," and said that while bygone ages had idealized the man of war, and succeeding years had bowed before the patriot and the poet, twentieth century Canada fell before the man of dollars, and nobody else.

"The great need of to-day is men of strong Christian character," said the doctor, "men who care more for national than for personal advancement. men who realize that only through sound morality and the altruistic teachings of Christ can such advancement come."

Many of Mr. Armstrong's hearers were evidently strongly in sympathy with his views, for a murmur of applause which commenced at his concluding words, gradually grew into open hand-clapping.

#toronto #police persecution #police powers #street mission #christian mission #lecture from the pulpit #police czarism #christianity in canada #crime and punishment in canada #history of crime and punishment in canada

[m1ckeyb3rry]

The fear of a character to ooc is so understandable and something I suffer from as well. Especially when it comes to popular ones because some people can be so rude about your personal interpretation.

However don’t let these people stop you from writing about whoever you like, because their interpretation ist not more canon or better than yours even if they think that. And at the end of the day if they don’t like that than they can move on and read something else. If someone leaves you hate for that I will fight them.

Nobody is entitled to force you to write a character a certain way. At the end of the day you decided to share these stories with us for free!!!

Personally I think there will be a lot of people happy with your interpretation of character like Gojo and Toji. How you write them is like a breath of fresh air, because it’s not like the most popular interpretation. Which I do enjoy reading, I just like to see different sides of character that I havent seen before. The different characterizations from writers are the best part of Fan Fics.

I think it would be really nice to read a story from you with focus on Toji or Gojo. If you don’t want to go there yet, I would absolutely love a lighthearted fic with Inumaki.

Sorry again for the long text, this is just such a personal topic for me :)

And before I forget it I am that anon that wanted to become a regular. From now on I will use 📝 to identity myself.

i definitely think you’re right!! just because someone else’s interpretation is different doesn’t mean it’s more or less correct. it’s up to everyone to decide how they want to write different characters for sure!! sometimes i get stressed abt random things hahah but you’re def correct in saying that if people don’t like then they can move on and read smth else because at the end of the day i’m doing this for fun not because i’m getting paid HAHAHA.

thank you so much though!! i do think the way i wrote toji that one time in the mrs l/n chapter of pi was def different than most versions of him i’ve seen. i think the core of pi toji is his feelings of inferiority and guardedness stemming from his background which i don’t really see in fics for toji (not that i really read a lot for him but whenever i do happen upon anything toji-centric it’s usually focused more on other aspects of his character). with gojo i tend to try and show how he is very very lonely and also dehumanized even as he is idolized just because of his role as the strongest. he’s someone who has the power to save everyone but in the long run has never really saved anyone and that’s very isolating which informs how i view him as a character (although he has plenty of silly moments as per canon). again gojo isn’t really a character that i read fics for so idk if that’s something people typically incorporate or not but in my limited experience it isn’t. all of that is to say i don’t think i ever really go ooc with any characters but instead focus on parts of them that people aren’t as used to so i’m not sure how they will respond. but that’s on them for sure!! the back button exists for a reason :)

honestly toji is a character i would only want to write in a plot like he had with mrs l/n from pomegranate ink but ofc i’ve already written that HAHAHA so idk if i would be able to come up with something else for him. gojo though…hmm. he would def be fun to write for but i’d have to figure out how exactly to go about it and whether i would want to do an au or a canon universe fic as both would have their challenges. i do love writing silly romcom stuff w inumaki though!! he’s just such a fun character but he def has more one shot / side pairing appeal to me vs being the main love interest for a full story just because there’s only so much you can do with a boy that mostly only says salmon 😭

no worries i love long asks and rants!!! hearing other people’s thoughts on just about anything is always fun for me 🫶🏻 and that sounds perfect welcome 📝 anon!!

#answered asks

[balladofandromeda]

(Translation at halfway point.)

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(Translation)

Hi everyone ^-^ you dont have to interact with this, i just wanted to post it.

i dont feel like im quite enough to be anything. I dont feel like i show enough symptoms of anything to validate suffering from it. The people around me dont hate me or love me enough for them to feel anything about me. im not perceptive enough to know what i want but i can tell i dislike things. Im not sick enough to be ill or warrant skipping out on anything but i NEVER feel good enough to feel good. I can tell i shouldnt feel the way i do because you dont have to be enough but i still feel the way i do so clearly im not fucking good at reassuring myself and i never make quite enough sense for people to understand. And even when they do they dont understand what the fuck im saying. And i dont feel like i suffer as much as everyone else so i cant be in a bad headspace. Im not oppressed enough to warrant suffering, and i feel like im just trying to gain attention when people try and reassure me, but i want to be reassured and i feel fucking terrible about wanting that. Im not pretty enough to be attractive and im not ugly enough to talk about it.

I hate that when im scared theres nobody i can talk about it to. Theres noone i have to hug when i cry except for a fucking shark plush. I want someone to love and someone who would love me too, and i dont trust my family in the way to go to them when im sad or scared or to show them anything and i dont feel that way about any of my friends either. I fucking hate that my immediate reaction to thinking something about myself may be because of something thats bad is to try and find any excuse to invalidate it. if i clearly show signs of something i find any way to tell myself im not showing enough signs to a high enough degree. i dont want to be a boy but i feel like i dont feel strong enough about that. I hate myself for wanting there to be something i know is wrong with me so i can validate being wrong. Im sorry for making this, sorry if you feel burdened because of it. I dont want you to feel burdened.

#dcmbr vents #vent post #tw vent #vent

[alsjeblieft-zeg]

247 of 2023

[zelthie]

What’s were you doing before you got on the computer?

I was at work and then I bought trash bags.

Is there anything you really want right now?

To travel to the sea.

What’s the best gift you’ve ever gotten?

Nielsje.

What’s a song you think the world needs to listen to?

I’m not the one to force anyone to do anything.

Has there ever been a person you regret ever being friends with?

Yes, one certain girl. She’s a liar and a cheater.

Do you think you have a good understanding on love?

I guess so. Love has many forms, it’s not always romantic.

You just discovered a new color! What would you name it?

Lol no. I’m not good with words.

What’s your favorite ice cream flavor?

Strawberry.

What do you want to do on your honeymoon?

We went for a weekend to Waterloo.

What’s one thing you remember learning in school?

Physics.

Are you more of a cat or dog person?

Definitely a cat person.

How do you want to be remembered by people?

As someone who made a difference.

Do you like road trips?

I love road trips. All of them.

Do you think Medical Marijuana should be legalized?

We don’t have such concerns here. In my country, weed is legal in small amounts.

If you were forced to dye your hair another color, what color would you get?

Nobody can force me to do anything. I want bright purple, by the way.

Are you excited for anything?

Next visit at my parents, whenever it’s gonna happen.

What do you think of your parent(s)?

I love them, but I’m aware of their flaws.

Are your grandparents dead?

Yeah, they are.

What celebrity do you think should of never become famous?

All TikTok idiots.

What’s your favorite thing to do online?

One certain forum.

Are you glad George W. Bush is out of office?

Why do you expect an European to give a shit about American presidents?

If you could appear on any TV show, what show would you choose?

No.

What does your full name look like without the letters t,a,i,o,e,l,n or s?

Do you really think I’m gonna share even a hint of my last name here?

Your mood summed up into one word?

Okay-ish.

How often do you talk to other people about the weather?

Lol it’s the default small talk here, no kidding.

Are you doing anything else besides taking this survey right now?

Watching TV with one eye.

What’s a name you wouldn’t mind having?

Joris.

What’s your favorite thing to wear that you own?

All my band tees.

What do you think of Barbie dolls?

They exist.

When you were little, did you ever want to go to Disneyland?

No. Never been interested.

What’s the first thing you thought in your head when you woke up today?

Omg, work.

If your best friend confessed that they can see the future, you would…?

Ask if everything’s okay with him.

Write a random quote that comes to your head:

Nope.

What’s your opinion on milk chocolate?

I don’t like any chocolate, yeah lol I’m Belgian.

What about Dark Chocolate?

No, ew.

You do know that white chocolate isn’t even really chocolate, right?

Yeah, but who cares. It’s the only chocolate that’s even edible at times.

Do you get annoyed when surveys mention a band you've never heard of?

Why would I be annoyed? I’m pretty sure you’ve never heard about my favourites, too.

What’s your opinion about Katy Perry’s song “I kissed a girl”?

I don’t care about it.

What’s your least favorite pizza topping?

Pineapple.

What would you do if you discovered the US was now drafting for the war?

I don’t care about America.

Are you even living in America, or are you from another country?

I’m Belgian. Yes Belgium is a country in Western Europe. No I’ve never ever lived in the US.

What’s your favorite social website?

Instagram, for photography.

Do you believe in heaven? If so, what’s it like? If not, why?

I believe heaven is on earth with the right people.

What’s your favorite video game?

I don’t play video games.

In your opinion, is Bzoink the best place to find fun surveys?

One of the few.

What’s your opinion of high school?

Our education system doesn’t work like that.

Do you prefer the country or city?

I prefer the suburbs.

Texting: Is it fun, evil, boring, or none of the above?

None of the above, it’s just a form of communication.

What email service do you use for your main (or only) email account?

Hotmail.

What’s your favorite dumb pick-up line?

No.

What are your plans for the next 48 hours?

Enjoying the weekend.

Did you ever read “Captain Underpants” when you were little?

Never heard of it.

What’s better: The old Cartoon Network, or the new one? Or do you not care?

I don’t give a shit.

Disney Channel shows are all pretty cheesy, aren’t they?

Yeah, they are.

What’s your opinion on the Jonas Brothers?

I don’t care about them.

What are some of your favorite singers/bands?

HRFTR, Vildhjarta, Katatonia, Baas B, Suicide Commando, XXXTENTACION, Lil Peep, these are my first thought.

Why do the lead singers in bands always get the most recognition?

Because they sing? They’re the most recognisable.

Did you ever believe in the Tooth Fairy?

No, it’s not a thing here.

What’s your favorite type of weather?

Warm and sunny or overcast without rain, or foggy or thunderstorms.

What’s your opinion on reading books?

I love books and I love to read.

You’re given a chance to act in a Hollywood blockbuster! Would you accept?

NOPE. I’m not interested in that shit.

What it if it was a movie directed by Tim Burton?(He directed Sweeney Todd)

Who cares about such shit.

How do you feel about Taco Bell?

We don’t even have it in Europe.

Are you hungry right now?

No, I’m not.

How often do you go on to YouTube?

Every day.

It’s possible to be addicted to anything… What are you addicted to?

Life.

What’s your opinion of Walgreens?

Never heard of it.

Back when Spongebob Squarepants was famous, were you interested in it?

No, it’s moronic.

What’s your dream pet?

My dream is that Victoria is immortal. She’s 12 already, so she’s kinda elderly for a cat.

You see a mermaid while relaxing on the beach with friends. What now?

What? Give me half of your joint please, I want to have visions, too.

Who’s been your favorite teacher growing up, and why?

My biology teacher in secondary school, she was awesome.

When you were little, did you ever like Pokemon?

A little, but I wouldn’t call myself a fan.

How often do you get headaches?

Well, as a person with epilepsy I’m 50% more likely to have migraines, and that’s what it is. I have migraines every once in a while.

Do you have any songs stuck in your head right now? If so, what?

Yeah, Wrong by Novastar. Pretty song.

#survey #q&a survey #random survey

[broth-y]

ordered a neon green sweater because it reminds me of kaz and i love him hngghnhnn,,,

#i love kaz souda i love kaz souda #nobody else will understand but i w i l l #ahshsh #hes so... god #im love him so much #he makes me so fuCking happy ahshs