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#one time i asked him to stop talking about his diet or whatever when im around and he said no but i could use it myself! AND HE WONDERS WHY
fleshdyke · 2 years
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#i cant wait to get out of this fucking house#still a few years until i can legally move out and even then i probably won’t be able to for a few more years bc of money#my dad gets mad at me for showing any emotion ever or being anything other than the perfect golden child#no one will fucking believe me that im autistic and disabled#i get fatigued from walking out of a fucking restaurant to the parking lot! look me in the eyes and tell me thats normal!#but just because im fat thats the reason for all my issues#thats why i have chronic pain and i just don’t exercise enough when they fucking know IM IN RECOVERY FOR ANOREXIA#and my dad wont stop talking about weight loss in front of me even when i ask him to stop because its triggering for me because im#just a fucking snowflake i guess#one time i asked him to stop talking about his diet or whatever when im around and he said no but i could use it myself! AND HE WONDERS WHY#IM FUCKING RELAPSING AGAIN#literally the past entire week i’ve just been repeating ‘no food is as harmful as an eating disorder’ bc its all that will fucking stop me#and he wont believe that i have tics for some reason so i have to fucking suppress them all around him if i dont want to get screamed at#and mid july of 2022 im still not vaccinated for covid. bc my dad is a conservative that doesnt give enough of a shit about me to get it#the only vaccinated person in my family is my mom and my dad didnt want her to get it either#but she says shes an adult so she has bodily autonomy#do i not fucking deserve that? do i not get bodily autonomy bc im a minor? fuck you#and i’ve told both my parents multiple times that i dont like when people touch me without permission except for my friends#ESPECIALLY ON MY FUCKING HIPS AND THIGHS AND ASS#BUT THEY DO IT ANYWAY BC THEY DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT I WANT#i dont fucking care how shitty adulthood is i dont care aboyt the stresses it gives me i just want to be fucking out of here#i want to be out of here i want to be with people that fucking respect me like my parents don’t#i don’t want to be abused anymore i just want to feel safe in my own fucking home#and i feel like such a spoiled brat because i have everything i need given to me because im a fucking child but im complaining anyways and#logically i know i have every right to complain bc theyre not giving me privileges theyre givimg me basic human rights and even then only#some of them. i dont have fucjing bodily autonomy from the people i should be able to expect it from and i dont have respect or fucking love#the only thing keeping me fucking alive right now is the promise that one day i’ll get out of here#and its fucking terrifying knowing you’re relapsing into anorexia again but its so fucking hard to stop it#its got a fucking grip on me and its so fucking hard to get out of it#vent
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chiiyuuvv · 4 months
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heyy can I request xikers reaction to you being insecure about something in yourself(anything, u name it) thank youu and I love your writing 🤍✨
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• PAIRING — xikers x fem!reader
• GENRE — comfort, insecurities, yeah
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• AUTHOR'S NOTE — Everything that i have written has been pulled from here so if there was something i didnt name or you'd like to read more about, i highly suggest it :)
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"I'm not going to get into that college"
First and foremost, minjae understands the pressure to get into a certain college in order to please your parents. But you wanna know whats more important? Why do you wanna go? Other than pleasing your parents. After a long talk and cuddle, you should come into a better sense of whether or not college is something you want to do. But either way, you should always believe in yourself! ♡
"I don't have many followers"
Junmin's going to take away your phone. Not because you did something bad, but so you can take a break. Go outside, turn on do not disturb and take a walk with your lovely boyfriend. Its a win-win for you, him, and his dogs. A win-win-win, technically ♡
"I don't have a good fashion sense"
As someone who likes to dress a certain way, sumin knows what its like, but he has a tip; dress for you. When you wear things that make you happy, you often forget about the others around you, and their opinions. It also helps you stand out from the crowd. Wear what you like ♡
"I cant do any better"
Grabbing both of your hands, jinsik will give them a tight squeeze in front of the mirror, making you repeat the same mantras every morning. They may feel silly at first, but over time they help you convince yourself that you are worthy of whatever you desire ♡
"I dont have many friends"
First, hyunwoo will talk about the importance of friends. Friends that help you grow to become the better you and give you a good laugh. Friends that would never judge you for their own benefit. That being said, you need to eliminate the ones that dont actually care for you. Worry less about the quantity, and more about the quality. Who cares if you only have 3 friends? As long as youre happy and growing, thats all that matters ♡
"I'm not pretty enough"
Beauty is subjective. You may be insecure about one thing, but junghoon, 9 times out of 10, finds it really stinking cute. But what he feels doesnt matter, what others think doesnt matter. How you think matters!! So stop worrying about other peoples eyes and work on your inner self. If youre happy.. youre at peace, and if youre at peace, you start to smile. And thats very attractive ♡
"I'm not that smart"
"Why dont you think youre smart?" Seeun would ask, his chin resting against his hand. "Why do you want to be smart?" These questions may be dumb but they have meaning. We all have the ability to learn something. After all, life is about experiencing things and growing from it. It all just takes time, so dont stop believing in yourself, 'kay? ♡
"No one will miss me when im gone"
Although you may feel alone and think no one would care, yujun would care. Yujun would always care. But, stop worrying about the future, you know? Live your life in the present with no regrets. Every moment spent worrying is a moment spent not really living. When you obsess over that type of stuff, you are missing out on whats in front of you. And when you miss that, you wont realize the people who love and support you ♡
"I feel overweight"
Hunter will take you to the gym, but not just so you become 'thin' and everyone will accept you, to focus on being healthy, mentally healthy too. Focus on getting in shape with a well balanced diet and exercise program. Hunter will help! ♡
"People talk behind my back"
"Do you know that for sure??" Yechan would ask, poking his fork in his salad. "Because most of the time, its just an imaginary conversation you have in your head. Stop worrying what other people think and focus on your well being. But what you said is true, expect to see me at your school." He finishes, shooting you an innocent smile ♡
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Dream SMP Recap (June 2/2021) - Self-Care and Reconciliation
Fundy tries some speedy self-care to follow Quackity’s directions of “finding himself.”
Foolish finds out about the supreme fridge and isn’t pleased. 
Antfrost seeks out Foolish, Bad and Puffy to find peace and make amends after what happened with the Egg. 
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VOD LINKS:
Philza
Tubbo
Fundy
Foolish
Eret
Captain Puffy
Antfrost
Michaelmcchill
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- Phil works on the basement some more
- Tubbo works on his outpost
- Tubbo comes over to the Arctic and visits Phil in his basement to “spy” on him 
- They go to Tubbo’s outpost and Tubbo asks if Phil would like to make a TNT canon with him. Phil sees Las Nevadas 
- Tubbo’s a changed person since he tried to kill Phil’s friend, and now he and Phil are on good terms!
- Tubbo and Phil start attempting to wrangle a Ghast together for the outpost
- A few days ago, Quackity told Fundy that he could have a plot of land in Las Nevadas under certain circumstances, and Fundy has a choice to join the nation or not
- When he and Quackity spoke, Quackity said that this plot of land can be his if Fundy can find himself. Fundy needs to fix what’s broken
- Living in the middle of nowhere away from other people isn’t good, so today, Fundy wants to take care of himself and become a better person
- Fundy’s snow fox is outside, but Fundy decides to let him roam for the time being
- Fundy goes outside and creates a board with signs: 
FUNDY’S PLAN TO BECOME BETTER MAN:
Healthy diet! fish, steak, vegetables, fruit, dary, grains
Take care of himself. be able to cut down tree fast
mine diamonds
be able to accept therapy say “im okay with therapy”
good friends, get 3 people to say im a friend
sleep
take care of pet :)
learn to count
- He sets up a timer to do these eight things, and once it starts, he immediately runs off to fix his diet
- Fundy fetches some cod from the sea and spots Tubbo’s outpost in the distance. Curious, he goes over -- if someone lives there, that can go towards his friend goal
- Seeing that Tubbo isn’t online, Fundy messages Phil instead. He asks if they are friends, and Phil just asks what he wants. After a lot more pressing, Phil says they are friends! Fundy is his grandson, after all
- Phil asks if Fundy is safe. Fundy is overjoyed that he cares about his safety, and counts that as two friends! Fundy says he should come by to play cards sometimes, and Phil likes the idea
- To himself, Fundy whispers: “You are a friend and you are appreciated and worth something. You are cool. You are special. You are loved.” 
He counts this as the final friend, and has now completed one goal!
- He creates a small patch of dirt and plants wheat, then goes mining for diamonds
- Fundy chops some trees and returns to his house
- On his bed, he psyches himself up and musters up the courage to say something
Fundy: “I...accept...and am okay...with...”
(he struggles to say the last word)
Fundy: “I accept and am okay with...therapy. I accept and am okay with THERAPY!”
- He then goes outside and learns to count by killing zombies
- After that, he has to go find his pet snow fox. He asks a nearby Enderman where he is
- Fundy and the Enderman go searching together
- Fundy can’t find the fox. He keeps searching around the forest, until he comes back towards his house and finally finds the fox sleeping on a nearby hill
- With all his other goals done, there is only one remaining: sleep.
- He goes to his bed, hesitates...
...and sleeps.
(This is a set up for next stream)
- Foolish returns to his summer home from Las Nevadas and finds the WAR sign, confused. He then notices the disappearance of the supreme fridge
- He reads the war note left in the chest for Ponk and is outraged. That fridge was his gift! Of all the buildings that have been built here, the fridge was the one thing he allowed
- There will be consequences, but as Foolish will be gone for a bit, he can’t do anything now. 
- Foolish begins to go through the stages of grief, mourning the fridge, before leaving a note:
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You destroyed my fridge. It was my gift from Ponk. The one structure that was built for me on this server was destroyed. Once I go through the 5 stages of grief...I will then add on a bonus stage.......REVENGE
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- He kills one of the L’Sandburg citizen llamas to send a message
- Foolish goes to the main area and visits Eret’s fortress, noticing the totem statue Eret made in mourning. He changes the sign to simply say “in honor of Foolish” instead
- While working on his pyramid some more at the summer home, Foolish notices Antfrost just over the hill. Ant comes over, seeking to apologize for killing Foolish
Foolish: Listen Ant. From the very start I blamed the egg. And I don’t believe the REAL Antfrost killed me. Nice to see some blue eyes as well
Ant: but we didn’t listen to your warnings, we had our chances and we betrayed you and our friends. I wouldn’t blame you if you killed me right here
- Foolish doesn’t. He tells Ant that he’s moving on. 
- Ant asks if there’s any way to make it up to him, and Foolish says he could use some help gathering sand (Antfrost finds sand tasty, but Foolish doesn’t eat sand. It has too many calories)
- The two gather sand together
Foolish: I hold nothing against you
Ant: thank you
Foolish: Honestly I think the banquet has changed me for the better
Ant: how so
Foolish: It has given me new found strength. Basically from here on out...I’ll be less timid to take action
Ant: well at least something good came out of it
Foolish: So how about you Antfrost, what’s next for the old sly cat
Ant: I need to talk to Puffy and Bad and Sam and everyone I’ve wronged
- Ant asks if Foolish has seen Puffy anywhere, whether there’s something he can give her as a peace offering. She likes llamas
- Foolish thanks Ant for his help. Ant says if Foolish needs anything, to let him know. Foolish looks forward to happier times
- Puffy comes on later and finds the book Foolish left in the chest. She reads it, but she still thinks getting rid of the fridge was better for the aesthetic, and she had to get back at Ponk
- She writes another letter, this time to Foolish, titled “To my sharkyson”:
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Dear Foolish!
It was not my intention to make you sad or angry! I didn’t know you cared so much for the fridge as well. it was kinda ugly and it stood out so much from the rest of the builds! But I assure you I’m not allied with Bad, my whole goal behind L’llamaburg was to keep an eye on Bad so he didn’t build any further on your land or cause you more problems.
Once Bad was gone I fully intended to disband l’llamaburg and tear it down!
Sorry for any sadness I may of caused.. you don’t need a fridge though to be reminded of how Supreme you are!
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- Ant is at the animal sanctuary. Everything’s been destroyed, but at least Floof is still alive
- He saves Asshole the fish from suffocating out of the water and puts the fish back in the aquarium
- Ant goes looking for Bad. They need to talk
- They meet at the Community House. Bad hasn’t seen Ant in a while, he hasn’t been around. Bad asks if Ant is okay, and Ant doesn’t know. He died
- Ant asks what happened. Bad says things didn’t work out according to plan. Ant remembers Quackity coming in at the Banquet...
Ant: “Bad, what did we do? I killed Foolish...”
- Bad says stuff happens and he doesn’t think anyone would blame Ant
Ant: “Bad, I killed him! What do you mean you don’t think anyone blames -- Bad, we’re monsters! Do you know what we did?”
Bad: “W-well, I try not to think about it!”
Ant: “Well you can’t just ignore -- you can’t act like we didn’t do -- Bad, I killed Foolish, we were gonna kill E-- oh my god, Eret’s on the server too.”
- Bad thinks it’s fine, Foolish will recover and Puffy killed Ant but it was one for one. Ant remembers all the horrible things he said to Puffy before he killed Foolish and asks where Bad went afterwards
- Bad had no choice but to run. He couldn’t save Ant, they were outnumbered
Ant: “...Do you not feel bad about anything? Bad, we’re...we’re mon-- we did horrible things!”
Bad: “Well I mean, yeah, you did do some horrible stuff...”
Ant: “No, YOU! You did some horrible stuff! Who pushed Skeppy into lava, Bad? Who betrayed their friends? We betrayed Sam, Bad!”
Bad: “Okay, we did some horrible stuff -- hey, no! Okay, but -- there were good reasons at the time, or we felt like there was!”
Ant: “No! No no, Bad, we let the Egg control us! No! Did the Egg give you what it promised?”
Bad: “No, ‘cause...we never completed the plan...whatever it was. Ant, I can’t remember exactly...it’s not -- look, it’s -- I don’t know...”
- Ant asks if he’s talked to Sam and Puffy yet. Bad’s trying not to think about it, but Ant says they can’t ignore this. They’re friends, they should make amends
- Ant asks if Bad’s been back down there, but Bad’s steered clear. Ant is feeling normal again
Ant: “I...Bad, do you not...We’re fucked up! We did horrible things! Our friends tried to stop us, and we didn’t listen! We didn’t do anything!”
Bad: “There’s a lot of ‘we’ going on here...”
- Bad points out Ant didn’t really say anything. Ant accuses him of blaming him
Bad: “No, I’m just saying that...if the collar fits!”
- Ant says they both did horrible things, they dragged Hannah in, Punz too and Ponk. Bad hasn’t checked up on those three since. It doesn’t seem like Bad feels bad. Ant’s been gone because he felt ashamed
- If there’s anybody that they’ve hurt the most, it’s Sam. They were the Badlands
- Bad says they were brainwashed. He knows it’s not an excuse, that they should still own up to it even if they weren’t fully to blame
- They both killed one person each. Ant accuses Bad of putting the blame on him again and says that Bad killing Skeppy was worse because they’re platonic soulmates
- Ant wants an apology for letting him die and leaving him. Bad didn’t do anything, he just watched Ant die. Bad was caught off guard. On the other hand, maybe it was a good thing that Ant died, since otherwise they would’ve killed more people
- Ant says they should own up. Bad apologizes for letting Puffy kill Ant. He should have protected Ant, not just from Puffy but from the Egg too. Ant forgives Bad and says sorry for not protecting Bad from the Egg either
- Seeing as Puffy’s online, Ant suggests they go look for her. Bad says he’ll talk to Puffy later. Ant asks about Skeppy -- Bad talked to Skeppy right after what happened, but he hasn’t seen Skeppy since. They had a bit of a confrontation
- Ant wonders if Sam will forgive them. The Badlands wouldn’t be the same without him. He leaves Bad
- Puffy comes down the Prime Path and meets Antfrost face-to-face. The two have a bit of an awkward greeting
- Puffy reminds him of what happened. He doesn’t know how to apologize, but he says sorry. For saying awful things, for killing Foolish. He doesn’t expect her to forgive him, but he apologizes for what he did
- Puffy says it wasn’t right that she killed him, even though she was acting defensively, and she apologizes as well. Ant didn’t deserve to die either, he was blinded by the Egg. She holds Bad more to blame -- Antfrost talked to him recently
- Puffy forgives Ant. She asks how Bad handled it, and Antfrost says Bad is full of guilt and is hoping he can just forget about it
- Bad hasn’t apologized to Puffy, but Ant says he’ll get around to talking to everyone. Puffy made a burner Twitter account to hate on Badboyhalo and if she doesn’t get an apology, she might have to use it
- About L’Sandburg, Ant says he was there for like five minutes, but he doesn’t know what’s been happening since
Puffy: “Ant, you have to be your own person, Ant. He always uses you as his little pet to do things for you, and you murdered a man now because of it, because of Bad.”
Bad uses Antfrost to do things. Why didn’t Bad kill Foolish himself? Why was Antfrost thrown under the bus?
- She tells Ant that he needs to stand up for himself. She had to watch so many “RIP that pussy” and “Why’d you have to kill my cat” edits, it was the worst timing
- Puffy messages Bad asking if he’s apologized to Ant. They spot Bad nearby and walk over to confront him. He’s selling arrows
- Bad says he said sorry for letting Ant die, but Ant wants an apology for Bad making him do everything. Bad says they were both just following the Egg’s orders, that Ant had a grudge against Foolish -- but Ant says he didn’t, that Bad said he had to kill people
- Bad says sorry, but the Egg just wanted it that way. They accuse him of making excuses. Bad apologizes to Antfrost for making him kill Foolish, and the two hug
- Bad and Skeppy had a disagreement after the Red Banquet, and he has to check up with him to make sure he’s okay
- Bad says sorry to Puffy for what they did while under the Egg’s influence. Puffy was told that they were turning a new leaf, letting bygones be bygones so many times that if she took a shot every time she was told that, she would get alcohol poisoning
- Bad says sorry for everything to both of them, from the bottom of his heart. Puffy accepts to be the bigger person. They’ve always been a trio, always been friends, and now that the Egg’s no longer here, she’ll let it slide
- They do a group hug
- After some chatting, Puffy accuses Bad of having a Wattpad account to write Skephalo fanfiction and they continue talking about Skeppy’s merch boxes
- Michael joins the call! They all hang out together
- Later on, Eret and Foolish join in as well! 
- A while after, they all go over to Ponk’s stairway to heaven to finally destroy it
(The build dates back to at least early July, possibly June, of 2020)
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Upcoming events remain the same.
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kyejuns · 3 years
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✎ᝰ┆r : having an idol s/o
✎ᝰ┆fluff ; warnings : none
thank you to the kind soul who helped me out by requesting since i have no ideas 😭😭 I LOVE YOU 😭😭
also these gifs looks more coordinated i think ill start using these instead 🤩
+ i kinda got overboard with baekseung for some reason?? 😨
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wish.
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i feel like you two would meet via a mutual friend
like a mutual idol friend would introduce the two of you to each other and you'd hit it off and start talking
okay anyways, he would be so proud of you ngl
but as proud as he is he'll be so worried about you because he knows your competitive the industry is
he'll call you or text you during meal times to check up on you to see if you're eating
even if you're dieting he'd make sure you had enough so you won't faint while performing
anyways let's say you have to keep your relationship a secret
it'd absolutely pain him not to be able to hang out in public with you
but at the same time it's for both your career so sacrifices have to be made
so while you have private dates he'd try to lay off anything else he has to do for you and just company you
sigh tbh it would pain him not to wear couple items with you
but once y'all go public 🤩
he'd start wearing all those couple matchy things
and he'd also tweet stuff like ' please support us ' etc.
but overall i do think that he'd prefer getting a girlfriend that isn't a celebrity
keum.
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keumdong 🤩
i feel like y'all would meet at like a dance sort of content (like dancing high or 1million dance studio)
so like if you're a singer uhh 😨
like i see him with an idol that's like a main dancer
someone who shares the same passion and interest as him
anyways keumdong
i feel like he'd know all your schedules and would text you after just to ask how it went
he would also send you many dance videos and you would do the same
you two would just help each other even if you're not face to face
tbh he wouldn't mind and would wear subtle matching items like earrings
like he wouldn't care at all 💀
anyways if you're dating in secret
he'd definitely try his best to keep the relationship but like compared to wish he would have his dates outside during night time where there isn't as many people
once your relationship goes public
he'd just bring you anywhere and he'd stop caring tbh
even if you're idols you deserve your own life
so he'd just stop caring and go out with you
he'd be super protective of you when someone says something about your relationship
sigh he's just be more protective about you if you're an idol
but overall he'd definitely prefer a non-celeb s/o
mu.
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omg tbh i don't see mu with an idol s/o?
like i really don't see it
but okay let's imagine
i think you'd two be friends prior to debut
so you'd like kinda be known to be friends (like moonbin and sinb)
so like tbh fans who kinda speculate some shit is going on but you'll just play it off as you're just close friends 🤩
anyways he would watch your performance,, like literally every single one even if he's busy
and he'd compliment you on how pretty you were and how well you've done
and he'd tell you to rest and not to overwork yourself 😭
he would also promote your new song on his solo vlives and tbh it'd be so cute
anyways i think the both of you would have many chances to interact
like variety shows 🤩
and he'd be extra caring towards you but you know say it's because of your friendship 🤩
anyways you'd just date privately but like it's just so out there but people just brush it off as best friends 💀
once it's public i think many people will support it since you were previous friends even before debut
kinda expected
but anyways he can finally show more skinship towards you and talk about how much he loves you openly 🤩
but overall still would prefer a non-celeb s/o
a-min.
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i heard some idols uses like the inkigayo sandwich to exchange phone numbers
yes i think he'll stuff his phone number in there and get a staff to hand it to you just because you were pretty 🤩
and tbh it'd be smart because it'll attract your attention and you'll begin to start talking and end up as a couple
anyways man's would promote you better than your company
he'd be like ' the song im currently obsessed with is (...) you should check it out! '
it'll be so subtle no one suspected a thing
and ngl he'll probably have a fan acc for you 💀
and he'll probably end up being known as your fanboy after 💀
he'll compliment you a lot public or not 🤩
anyways despite doing so much and hinting so much your relationship would still be private
like fans would be pretty sus of the both of you but it's your lives not theirs 🤩
anyways once you go public i think you would go on variety shows together quite often
it'd be cute
ngl i do see him with an idol s/o like compared to a non-celeb
since he can relate to them and stuff and just talk about their stresses together 🤩
baekseung.
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i think you'd be going to the same school, in the same class and that's how met
maybe you've already debuted when you met or maybe you're just trainees then but idk man whatever it is y'all would be friends
and then yes relationship
anyways mans would be so proud of you and always bragging about you to the other members
the other members would end up being so sick of hearing him brag about you and tell you about it just so you could reprimand him and have it keep it on the low 💀
he would keep up with your variety show and especially aegyos so he can tease you about it 💀
just do the same to him so he would stop doing it once he realizes how shitty that feels
anyways like i said in the boyfriend series y'all would gossip together and it will be the same
except you have a lot more to gossip about 🤩
you'll talk about the entertainment industry, idols and your companies etc.
i would think that he would prefer to keep your relationship private and intimate so he'd prefer not to publicize it + do his best to keep the relationship a secret
even if it's made public, he'd act as if he doesn't know you during events that will make some fans think that you're having a fight but in reality you're doing well
he just prefers to do all the couple things in private you know
but like i think he'd prefer a non-celeb s/o too
ayden.
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i have a feeling that if ayden was to fall for an idol, it would be an idol from his own company aka c9
like you'd probably meet when you guys were still trainees and have probably trained with each other before debut
and like so you'd become friends and eventually develop feelings for each other and you know date
to be honest i feel like as an idol he'd be a lot more low-key in front of everyone even his own members
to the point that sometimes they're wondering if you guys have broken up but no he was just low-key
he'd just quietly sit before he has to perform watching your performance as a source of motivation which is kinda cute💀
like he would work harder because of you and like there'll be a friendly competition between the two of you just to see who's better
since your relationship is so low-key no one would know about your relationship except for members 🤩
tbh the only time they'd find out would be when you personally decide to announce it yourself
like it'd be as unexpected as the daniel × jihyo pairing
overall i feel like he wouldn't mind if his s/o is an idol or not, as long as they have a mutual liking and understanding then it's fine
yewang.
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i think you guys would meet by like a singing programme
like a duet special stage 🤩
anyways he would be extremely polite when you first met and you'd take a liking towards him
then you'd end up hanging out outside of your schedule and eventually end up dating
anyways he would stare at you a lot during like programmes where you meet each other
like he wouldn't care and just stare at you 🤩
during like award shows he'll text you and be like ' you look beautiful today '
tbh he would stare at you do much that fans would start to speculate something is going on between the both of you
like he wants to talk to you so bad but the fans just makes it hard
so he ends up publicizing your relationship to go out freely with you 🤩
but to be honest he would prefer an idol s/o
since he'd prefer sharing the same passion + having more common topics to talk about
jeff.
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FINALLY JEFFF
alright to be honest he's another one i don't see having an idol s/o💀
like you two were probably friends before you were trainees and ended up debuting
and like somewhere in between you fell for each other and got into a romantic relationship
kinda like mu except you keep your friendship low-key so not many people knew you two were friends
till like past photos resurfaced
anyways i think he'd just be extra caring knowing that you're an idol
since there are many risk factors of being an idol
like wish tbh he'd text you a lot checking if you've eaten and if you're feeling okay in case you overwork yourself
and he'll restrain himself from looking at you too much just in case dating rumors end up surfacing
after all your career is more important considering how hard you've worked to be an idol
he'd only publicize it once dispatch catch you guys
but i doubt that'll happen💀
anyways he would have a personal vlive after telling fans to continue supporting the both of you despite the news
overall, he'd prefer a non-celeb s/o
wow this reaction took long to complete HAHAH
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katsumiiii · 3 years
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hey guys! this was a request to add on to my previous post ‘Up’, so I hope you enjoy it!
Shoto Todoroki x fem! black reader
Izuku Midoriya x fem! black reader
Aizawa Shouta x fem! black reader
Keigo Tamaki x fem! black reader
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okay so this man is LOADED
like money on top of money on top of money
we all know his bitch ass father is a pro hero
so he got lots of money
and shoto uses that to his advantage
“hey, my father got his pay check today. wanna go shopping?”
“FUCK YES BABY!”
“y/n, I heard you say that you wanted a new bonnet, so I got you 10.”
“um thanks?”
“you’re welcome.”
but this time what you were asking for was ludicrous even for him
“todo, can you get me a puppy?”
“no.”
um first of all, the fact that he didn’t even think about it pissed you off
secondly he literally just walked away after saying no
like wtf
so, being the petty bitch you are, you decided to run to the elevator and grab your trusty speaker
then proceed to come back to the common room, blasting Cardi B on your speakers
“Y/N THIS IS HIGHLY INAPPROPRIATE AND YOU SHOULD BE ASHA-”
“get the fuck out of my way off brand sonic.”
well damn why you do Iida like that
n e ways todoroki is looking at you with the same goofy ass stare on his face
so when it gets to your part you point your finger at him and loudly scream the words
“BROKE BOYS DON’T DESERVE NO PUSSY!! I KNOW THATS RIGHT!”
poor baby, he was just trying to eat his cold soba
he’s looking at you like “wtf😐”
“all I did was say you couldn’t get a puppy. it wouldn’t even be allowed in the dorms.”
“whatever. I still want my damn puppy.”
“no.”
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Izuku Midoriya
look at bae
heyyy bae 🥺
anyways so I wouldn’t say baby zuku is BROKE but he ain’t RICH neither
he’s well off
but anyways he doesn’t rlly like to buy you things like clothes
but he does buy you flowers and food and things like that
“h-hey Y/N...igottheseforyouandihopeyoulikethem!!”
“omg thank you baby.”
he’s so fucking adorable please cherish him and love him or I swear to god I will fucking murder you
n e ways
so one day y’all are at the store
and you’ve been talking about going on a diet with mina for a while
and ofc izuku is going to support you no matter what
but you’re getting a little restless
and you want some fucking Hershey’s chocolate
I meant shit....you deserve it tbh
so you thought that izuku(being the loving boyfriend he is) would buy you the chocolate
yeah....no
“baby....can you please get me this chocolate?”
“i-im sorry N/N but I can’t do that.”
um what ?
“did you just say no??”
“u-um...well technically I didn’t-”
“bet.”
you quickly take out your phone from your pocket, clicking on the music icon
izuku is nervous af
“W-WAIT Y-Y/N WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!”
“nothing my love.”
you start blasting Up
“BROKE BOYS DONT DESERVE NO PUSSY!! I KNOW THATS RIGHT!”
you point at Izuku
watch his face go completely red, his body shaking in embarrassment
“Y/NPLEASESTOPTHISISEMBARRASSINGILLGETYOUTHECHOCOLATE!”
“awww baby I’m sorry, I’ll stop. now let’s go get my chocolate.”
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Aizawa Shouta
so hes on that teacher pay check
and ik what you’re thinking
“man he broke asf.”
yeah no
he’s actually very well off
UA pays their teachers well bc of all the shit they go through
so he doesn’t mind buying you things
just prefers not to
he’s very stingy with his money
“baby can we get a-”
“no.”
“but you didn’t even hear what I-”
“just no.”
okaayyyyyy rude much
but n e ways
this time you didn’t even want anything big
it was Valentine’s Day
aizawa’s least favorite day of the year
and all you wanted was one box of fucking chocolate
ONE
but his bitch ass looked at you like you were on drugs and proceeded to snuggle into his nasty ass yellow sleeping bag
“so you’re telling me...you can’t get me one box of fucking chocolate.”
“so glad you get the memo.”
oh ight
“I got you.”
he sighs, pushing his head further down into his sleeping bag
“she’s going to do something stupid isnt she?”
you walk back into the room, blasting Cardi B on high volume
aizawa looks absolutely done
“BROKE BOYS DONT DESERVE NO PUSSY!! I KNOW THATS-”
“fine, I’ll get your stupid chocolates. happy?”
“yes.”
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Keigo Tamaki
y’all I don’t rlly know how to write him so bare with me here 😭
look at this cocky mf
yeah he got money too
I mean come on
he’s the number two hero
he’s very much being compensated for his services
he definitely spoils you
not only bc he loves you, but also bc he likes to flaunt what he has
“babe you want that lambo?”
“the hell do I need a lambo for?”
“fun.....”
you gotta tell him to rein it in sometimes 
bc he goes a bit overboard
but n e ways
y’all are on the way home from a hero event and your ass is hungry
you want some froyo(you ain’t that hungry) while he wants some KFC
“first of all KFC is nasty, secondly I only want a snack.”
“yeah well I’m sorry babe, but I’m not getting you froyo.”
“fuck you.”
“right now? you dirty girl.”
bye you’re so done with him
so rn you’re pissed, all you want is some fucking froyo
if he’s gonna get chicken at least get Popeyes
nasty mf
so you decide to get back at his ass
connecting to the bluetooth you begin to blast Up by Cardi B
“what you doing baby bird?”
“BROKE BOYS DONT DESERVE NO PUSSY! I KNOW THATS RIGHT!!”
almost crashes the car
“oh? is that how you feel? fine then I can be petty too.”
y’all don’t talk for at least a week
very much petty queens
but afterwards he gets you like 6 pints of froyo
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spideyanakin · 3 years
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Therefore, I am
Tom Holland x Reader
Therefore I am by Billie Eilish
Synopsis; ‘Im not your friend, or anything damn. You think that you’re the man, I think, therefore I am.’
Requested by; Anonymous /// Tom Holland enemies-to-lovers imagine where y/n & Tom are kinda enemies & when they’re arguing one day she passes out. When she comes to, she sees him sleeping beside her on a couch at the hospital . A nurse sees that she’s awake & tells her what happened, including how freaked out her “husband” Tom has been. She’s all flustered because of Tom’s referral of their relationship & when Tom wakes up, they admit their feelings for each other & it’s all fluffy & cute
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“I'm not your friend or anything, Damn Holland!” You bitterly chuckled as you were once again getting into a fight with Tom behind the trailers.
Playing MJ was supposed to be the best thing in your life, but a certain British actor made it your worst nightmare.
Playing Mary Jane Watson was your dream role since you were a child, so when you got a call to audition for the newly made love interest in the new Spider-man reboot, you couldn’t have been happier. Michelle Jones was supposed to be a homage to the original MJ, and you couldn’t even believe that you had gotten this amazing role. But that didn’t go as planned. Especially when you didn’t get along with your co-star.
The little British boy that melted every girl’s heart almost made you sick to your stomach. You couldn’t even stand the small fake smiles he would throw at you every now and then on set, and his high pitched always happy voice made you want to throw a Starbucks in his face.
“I’m just trying to be nice Y/n! I don’t know what I did to you!” He tried to defend himself but your face twisted at his words, the way he made butterflies bloom inside your stomach making you even angrier.
“You should really get off your high horse. Not everyone likes you!” You threw your hands in defeat. “I'm not your friend or anything, Damn, you think that you're THE man, I think, therefore, I am. So don’t come at me. I’m not one of those 13-year-old girls who drool all over you.” You stammered before walking off towards the set your nerves never calming down as you tried to shove away the way he made you feel.
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You chuckled as Jacob made a joke, Tom slowly coming up to the pair of you with a warm Starbucks in his hand.
"What was so funny?" He smiled as he finally glimpsed at your happy face, the way a smile looked on you making him smile for himself.
"British boy going to cry because he didn’t get to hear the joke?" You pouted. "It’s none of your business. Don’t you have tea to drink?" You questioned the anger rising a little higher as he stayed planted in front of you like a deer in headlights.
"Tom set is ready." A woman interrupted as he was about to reply, Tom, scrunching his face up and leaving with a knot in his stomach.
"You know he’s a really nice guy once you get to know him?" Jacob told you as the vibes died down, leaving an angry silence.
"That stuck up British brat?" You raised your eyebrows. "I’d rather be friends with Seb and Mackie thank you very much, at least they understand me." You eyed the script that was scattered on the table, slowly wishing for a Starbucks as Tom’s drink lingered in your mind.
Hours after your encounter you were still angry from your earlier conversation. Your hatred for Tom became so present that it was almost draining all your energy. Tom clouded your mind so much you could barely sleep, barely eat and your newfound habits always made you on edge.
“Y/n im worried.” Tom approached you in between a few scenes as you thankfully grabbed your Starbucks from an assistant. “You seem tired and all you eat or drink are Chai tea’s-”
“Wait a minute.” You bitterly chuckled as the grip on your drink became a little tighter. “what the hell are you talking about?” Your eyes went wide as you felt like throwing your drink in his face at his sudden comment. "Who are you to judge my habits. Mr. Im Spider-man"
“Y/n-”
“Ha- Get my pretty name outta your mouth.” You placed your hand up as he took a step towards you.
“Y/n-” He raised his voice a little so he could talk over you. “I think you hate me a little too much- It's scary-”
“Don't talk about me like how you might know how I feel” You raised your voice even a little louder. “Mr.Top of the world, but your world isn't real.” You angrily poked his chest. “Your world's an ideal- Not every girl around here his head over heels for you. So stop chasing me around Holland.”
“Y/n” Tom scrunched his face up as he thought of something to tell you, your words hitting him like knives as his feelings for you only bloomed, your words slowly breaking his heart. “Im not trying to flirt with you!" He lied. "And im sorry but you're the one acting a little selfish right now! I could say the same thing! Who told you I liked you? huh?” He said unsure as he knew very well his feelings for you were obvious.
"You did!" You screamed in his face as you remembered the first week of back and forth flirting, reckoning the day he got shy and stopped talking to you, making you turn into an angry grinch each time he tried to approach you.
"I-" he tried to speak again but the words failed him.
“Whatever you have to say I really couldn't care les-” You were about to shove your drink onto his shirt when you suddenly felt your head going dizzy, losing balance, your body quickly colliding with the floor before Tom could even realize what was happening.
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Your eyes slowly fluttered open as you felt someone move around you. The white ceiling and bright lights slowly took you aback, you stare shifting to the green eyes that stared right at you with a bright smile.
“You’re finally awake.” The blonde woman smiled as she fixed the tubes that were planted into your arm. “Your husband here was really worried.” She chuckled to herself and your eyebrows folded in question while Tom who was sitting in the corner of the room wished he could turn invisible. “no matter how many times I told him you would be fine,” she clicked her tongue shaking her head as she continued smiling. “He still wanted to stay, never leaving your side.” She eyed Tom who’s cheeks had turned bright red, the brunette giving her an awkward smile as a response.
You slightly raised your head, still confused and desperately wondering who was that husband of yours she was talking about. But your cheeks went as red as Spider’s man suit when you met eyes with the one person you told yourself was your sworn enemy.
You didn’t say anything as the nurse took her clipboard and quickly read what was written on it, smiling at you once again when she looked up to meet your eyes.
“So, you passed away because of lack of sleep, dehydration, and bad diet-” She stopped in her words and turned towards Tom who was just blankly staring at the wall as he thought of the nurse calling him your husband. “A little birdie told me you’ve only been feeding yourself with Starbucks Chai tea’s” She raised her eyebrows towards you and you let out a large sigh accompanied with a fake smile.
“And your tension is pretty high- Your job must be really stressful... try to either take a break or find ways to relax” She added with a small smile and nodded before walking out of the room, leaving a trail of heavy silence behind her.
You watched the ceiling, too nervous to make eye contact with Tom who was awkwardly looking at the clock.
“Are we going to talk about this?" He wondered and you sighed as you placed your hand towards your face in desperation, wishing you could just slip away from the conversation by screaming at him and running away.
“What’s there to talk about?” You questioned and looked at him for answers. Tom eyed you with a puzzled face, his traits scrunching up as he did.
“Stop doing that!” You almost screamed towards Tom, folding your eyes as you tried to look away.
“huh?” Tom questioned a little confused by your sudden reaction.
“The desperate face!” You defended yourself and looked back at him. “Now you’re doing your confused face!”
“My what?” Tom asked in disbelief.
“The desperate face where you smash your lips together and sigh and you kinda look like a monkey but it’s cute and it makes my heart skip a beat and agh.” You groaned in frustration as you wanted to turn around on your side, Tom’s cheeks turning even redder at your comment.
The wheels in Tom’s brain turned around for a few seconds as he realized what was happening. You loved him so much you hated him. Every single mean word you said was just a way to cope with the fact that you were head over heels for him.
"You like me." He realized and your face turned towards his, your eyes becoming wide and face flushing as he blew your cover.
"I hate you. There’s a difference." Tom shook his head at your reply.
"Nah. I think your so in love with me all you can do is hate me."
"Nah" you shook your head in denial, trying to hide the blush that had crept to your face with the hand that wasn’t connected to the feeding tubes.
"I would say you even like me more than I like you- I doubt that though." He pointed towards you not realizing the words that had slipped out of his mouth.
"Wait you like me?" You raised your eyebrows as your eyes became wide open, Tom’s cheeks turning red as he realized you didn’t know. The tables turning as the situation reversed.
"I-"
"You like me!" This time you were the one pointing towards Tom. "And you-" you felt the anger rise even more as you thought back to the times he was ignoring you, grabbing the nearest pillow and throwing it at him.
"Hey!" He defended as he grabbed it, realizing you would be needing it to rest your head.
"You ignored me! You pushed me away!" You almost screamed and Tom sheepishly stood in the middle of the room holding onto the pillow that you had targeted him with.
"You thought I didn't like you?" He questioned as he stood frozen on the spot, realizing why you were truly acted as you did.
"No! It felt like you played me!" You placed your free hand back to your face as a way to hide the tears that were going to fall. "You're telling me that ignoring all my messages was a love note?” You deadpanned as you felt the drugs the nurse had placed into the tube kick in, your head slightly feeling dizzy.
"Y/n- The reason why I ignored you was because- Because I didn't know what to say! I would see you every day on set and then I wanted to tell you I liked you- So much- But I didn't know how." He almost cried out as he mentally beated himself up for hurting you. "And with the whole movie filming and everything- I felt- overwhelmed." He sighed as he finally got the word he wanted "I felt seriously overwhelmed." he chuckled in disbelief and you placed your head down on the pillowless mattress, feeling too tired to continue the conversation.  
"I'm sorry." You sighed as you looked at the ceiling. "I think I was overwhelmed too." You finally felt one tear strick down your cheek.
"Here." Tom walked over to you slowly lifting your head to place the pillow under your head. You watched from under as Tom delicately placed the pillow behind your soft hair, lightly dropping your head as the pillow was comfortably placed. Tom pressing a kiss to your forehead as he was back in front of you.
"Thank you." You looked at each other as you got lost in Tom's brown eyes, the rush of the fight before lingering in the air. A light ray of sunshine sparked through the window and his eyes light up like pools of honey under the warm light, making you smile.
"What?" He chuckled, his breath getting mixed up with yours.
"You're pretty." You giggled as the drugs kicked it making the filter of thinking slipping away.
Smiling at your answer, Tom played tennis between your eyes and lips slowly leaning in as the game lingered on.
Before you knew it, the gap between your lips closed and you were taken into a sweet kiss, every anger or tension that rose inside you during the past few months slowly disintegrating.
"I like you a lot." You giggled again before suddenly grabbing his shirt and kissing his lips again.
"And I think im in love with you."
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adael-is-adeal · 4 years
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Staying In
 Asmodeus x tired GN!reader - *PLATONIC* (w/ a side of Mammon x reader)
(Im v tired and just want a cool best friend who’ll go shopping and do skin care with me so, Asmo... also Mammon best boy (self indulgent))
You very nearly body slammed your bed due to how tired you were. You thought that the college classes in the human world were hard, well doing classes in Devildom is like tying a cinder block to your toes and trying going for a light swim. In your human studies, you were learning things that you never would have thought you would have learned about your race… Like, wow, Ben Franklin really was a woman… Just, wow. And the pyramids? With the people and crater whatsit thing?? Were you really allowed to live after this program? Like wow, WOW, you’d never want to even think about how haunted your world really is. Your mind is basically fried at this point.
‘How does Soloman wrap his head around- Nevermind, this is Soloman we’re talking about,’ you huffed, too tired for laughter.
You laid in the same spot on your bed for quite a bit; time felt so still… it was almost as though you could fall asleep at any moment…
‘Maybe I could just rest… my eyes… for just a moment,’ The sweet edge that came before sleep has never felt so relieving and welcoming more than now. The sweet bliss of sleep--
“MC!!!!” Your door was slammed open by a known assailant that you couldn’t be bothered enough to even look at… 
Maybe if you lied still enough they’ll go away… Wow now that you think about it, Belphegor would be proud.
“I can hear your mumbling MC,” Asmo made his way across your room and sat by your side.
“*groan* Asmo…” you turned your head to you self-appointed best friend. Asmo laughed as he saw the tired glare directed at him; although, it did concern him that you were this tired. You could even rival Belph at this point.
“Come on MC, let’s go out! There’s a party that’s going to happen in a little bit! We absolutely cannot miss it!!” Asmo began nudging and poking you.
“But we just went to a party that you said that we “couldn’t possibly miss”,” You said with a deadpan expression while lazily trying -not really- to swat Asmo’s hands away
“That was like two days ago! This one is going to be totally different! We can’t miss it!” Asmo shook your body
“First of all, that party was yesterday; second of all, I legit forgot about the History quiz today and I almost failed it because of you; third of all, Asmo, you seriously could just go without me you know,” You closed your eyes once more
“Noooo, I can’t go without you; you’re my favorite human after all. It’d be so boring without you! Plus-Lucifer-is-more-soft-with-you-so-I-could-almost-do-whatever-with-almost-no-punishment.” Asmo exclaimed, but mumbled that last part so that you couldn’t hear.
“What was that?” You opened one eye to stare at Asmo
“Nothing!” He looked away with a sly smile. You huffed another laugh.
“Whatever, you goof, you can go without me on this one” You smiled and closed your eyes once again. You heard Asmo laugh quietly and then felt him shifting on your bed. Asmo had taken up laying beside you.
“Ahh fine, we don’t absolutely have to go today. It’d probably be lame anyways. And it’d probably be good to lay off the drinks today; especially for your skins sake, but more importantly mine.” Asmo let out a sigh that almost made you want to get up, but when you saw him slumped as much as you were you decided against it. It probably was better for you two to stay home.
“You wanna do a ‘self-care’ day then? I can order something, does pizza sound good?” You questioned
“Normally, I would say absolutely not; then probably add on with a ‘then why take a break from drinking from a party,’ buuut today is not one of those days. Order the pizza… could you also add on some kind of dessert, like cupcakes or something.” Asmo snuggled into your bed
“Yes, your highness,” you smirked and started to dial Hell’s Kitchen and if you remembered correctly they had delivery, right?
“Thank you for calling Hell’s Kitchen, how can I help you?” You smirked as you heard a familiar voice on the other end.
“Hi, can I get a Large spicy rainbow pizza with an order of cupcakes and a liter of soda?”
“MC?” Mammon asked
“Yes?” you smiled at hearing his voice
“WHA- WHO- WHo are you eating with?” Mammon whispered as he got a look from his manager across the restaurant for shouting into the phone, at a customer.
“Just Asmo, why?” you tried to suppress a laugh, Asmo also got up to listen to the call.
“ASMO WHY- why are you hanging out with him? AH, um what drink do you want?” Mammon groaned as he begrudgingly wrote down your order
“Because he’s my friend?” You got a nudge from Asmo, so you looked at him as he mouthed the words ‘flirt.’
“And, and also because you aren’t here, Mammon. So- so do your best at work and come home.” You had to turn away from Asmo who was smirking. Mammon, the poor guy, was about ready to combust and on the job too. If you could see him right now you would probably be worried that he was going to faint.
“I’LL HAVE YOUR ORDER OUT AND DELIVERED RIGHT AWAY GOODBYE.” Then Mammon hung up on you.
“Wha-” You stared at your D.D.D incredulously. Asmo laughing in the background. 
‘*Sigh* Tsunderes…’ You thought amused, but annoyed.
After Asmo stopped laugh, which was after a good, long while, he wiped away fake tears,
“Aah I still have no idea what you see in my older brother,” Asmo laughed as elbowed him
“Hey, give me and him some credit, Asmo. He’s cute.” You smiled, getting up from the bed.
“Eh, where are you going?” Asmo pouted
“To your room? We have a self-care day, remember? We gotta balance out the greasy food with a good skin care routine today.” You offered a hand to him.
“Pfft, yeah okay, but you do know that good skin comes from a health diet too, right?” Asmo put his hand in yours
“Then how does Beel-”
“I have no idea, and honestly it makes me a tad bit… jealous. Like what is his routine?” Asmo wondered while looking annoyed; you found it funny.
After some lower Demon delivered your food, you and Asmo spent nearly the entire day testing out Asmo’s new skin products and listening to music while laughing and talking about nothing and everything. 
Asmo couldn’t have been happier to have someone immune to his charms; he couldn’t be happier to have, a friend. A friend who loves him for him and not for his attributes. He just really grateful to you and your friendship... ha, him, Asmo, grateful to a human. His human best friend. He smiled. Just as Asmo was about to tell you that you made his life so much more happier and brighter by just existing, a jealous Mammon came busting in with Beelzebub, who smelt food in the hallway, in tow. 
As much as Asmo wanted to be annoyed that his confession was interrupted, he couldn’t. Even as the food disappeared and the music was drowned out by the four of you. As you smiled and laughed with Beel and Mammon, Asmo couldn’t help but laugh as well. Asmo decides he’ll just have to tell you how much you mean to him later. On another self-care day.
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all-things-mlqc · 4 years
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The five boys react to an overweight MC that works as a nutritionist but struggles a lot to lose weight? It might be strange but it happens sometimes. PLEASE!!! Btw, I love your work❤️
This was really fun to write about. Knowing that these guys are so supportive of MC and want to help her in any way possible with whatever she’s struggling with is just so sweet. 
Thank you for the love and support as well! 😭 I’m usually just memeing it up out here so writing HCs is very new for me but your support helps so much! I did meme a lot while writing this as well because what’s life without memes, so you can find all of my inner thoughts crossed out~ Hope you enjoy!
HC below the cut~
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Gavin:
Gavin loves and supports MC through everything. He’s constantly watching and confronts her whenever he believes something is wrong.
After noticing her sulking at herself in the mirror, he asks what’s troubling her.
“Nothing really! You don’t need to worry about me.”
She gives him a small smile and turns away from the mirror.
He figured it had something to do with her figure given the way she was looking at herself.
He remembered her mentioning how even though she’s a nutritionist, she still struggled with her own weight.
She didn’t seem all that down back when mentioning it, but the expression she had in the mirror said otherwise.
He stood up from the sofa and asked if she wanted to go with him during his morning jog.
“Why would you want me to do that? I’d only slow you down.”
Gavin: I don’t mind. If it’ll help, then I’ll do anything I can.
This man isn’t one for small talk. He gets straight to the point. He observes, finds the problem and seeks out a solution. There was no need for MC to confirm his suspicions about wanting to lose weight; It was all in her expression.
“I don’t really want you to go out of your way for me... Besides, it’s important you don’t slack off with your training.”
Gavin: I wouldn’t be slacking off. Training with you would only make me work harder.
A NATURAL ROMANTIC BUT ALSO A FUCKING MORON WHO GAVE HER A BLOOD SOAKED LETTER. IM GONNA BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF YOU YA DUMBASS
MC takes up on Gavin’s offer considering how adamant he was. He also didn’t seem concerned in the slightest about MC being a burden BECAUSE SHES LITERALLY THE LIGHT IN HIS LIFE AND WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HER
After they go jogging, they stop for a healthy meal of MCs choice because Gavin doesn’t know what food is. Have you seen his kitchen? INSTA NOODLES EVERYWHERE. Boy is literally the type to throw a lunchables on the dinner table and give thanks for his beloved meal. Omg nononono I’m thinking of all these sad things now about how Gavin was literally homeless for a while as a kid so he probably just got used to eating something small and simple every day. BYE IMMA GO CRY NOW
While eating, Gavin comes up with a few more ideas to help and offers to take her to his gym every other day.
They come up with a plausible schedule that could seem efficient to MC’s wish of losing weight.
This also gives MC the chance to make sure Gavin is taking care of himself as well.
Kiro:
Kiro and MC meet up when he finally has free time and manages to escape from Savin.
Like their normal days together, they end up walking around Loveland City, going to some sightseeing locations. They just enjoy each other’s company.
When stopping to buy a snack, Kiro grabs two bags of chips and beams up at MC only to see her forced smile. He immediately gets concerned given how positive she always is.
Kiro: Are you ok? What’s on your mind?
“No, it’s nothing. I’m just trying to narrow down on the amount of junk food I eat.”
Kiro: Why is that? You’ve always told me to live to the fullest.
“Well... I’m trying to lose some weight but it seems more problematic than I had originally thought.”
With MC looking ashamed of how little progress she has made thus far, Kiro places both bags back on the shelf with a bright smile.
Kiro: Well if we both work together then there’s no chance we could lose this fight! Besides, Savin has been at my throat lately considering the mount of junk food I’ve been eating recently too.
“Kiro...”
MC stared at Kiro, dumbfounded, who seemed so positive. This gave MC a boost of confidence, herself.
She quietly thanked him while giving him a genuine smile.
They spent the whole day doing fun activities. In a way, this was part of Kiro’s plan to help MC. He knew how much this mattered to her so he wanted to keep a smile on her face while secretly help her from the shadows.
It’s honestly what he does best. It’s hard to tell in the game since we don’t get to see every expression he makes or how he reacts to things, but take a good look at his reactions in the anime. You can see how serious he really is behind his happy facade.
He continues to silently help her every time they spend time together as well as send her encouraging texts and reminders.
Nobody is more positive and encouraging than Kiro~
Lucien:
Lucien knows everything nutritionists know, let’s be real. This man was a child prodigy who skipped half of his school life, going straight to college.
He knows EXACTLY what MC needs. The one problem is, so does MC.
She knows what she needs to do but doesn’t have the kind of support she needs. She easily becomes discouraged when things don’t work out after trying so hard.
Luckily, Lucien is also a wonderful supporter minus when he just “what’s a magic? Don’t know em. No thoughts. Head empty. Only science and death”. Uhu then what do you call that flying cop outside the window? Where’s your science behind that? Lucien: “Well you see, there is a certain DNA mutation that—“ DO NOT ANSWER THAT YOU FOOL I KNOW ITS SCIENCE BUT MAGIC IS EASIER TO ACCEPT RN BECAUSE MY BRAIN GO BRRR
But considering it’s MCs health, he is very supportive and even explains that many people struggle with the same problem. There’s not exactly any problem with how someone looks unless it is overall affecting their health for the worse but he will gladly help MC if she wishes to lose weight.
Knowing that Lucien views it this way immediately gives MC more confidence.
An enormous amount of stress has been lifted off her shoulders which will ultimately help her reach her goal.
Lucien comes up with a solid workout plan and diet that is easy for MC to follow and even offers to make her some special meals to help with weight loss because Bill Nye over here has the solution to everything
I also highkey imagined him whispering in her ear like the first day they met that if she follows his plan without any casualties, he would give her special rewards and yes I do mean THOSE kind of rewards because this man is K I N K Y. I don’t even like him, I blame my friend who’s constantly giving me these ideas about him. You’re lucky you’re a bitch or I’d probably be on the floor for you too.
Victor:
Victor’s biggest struggle is vulnerability. He is very blunt and says what comes to his mind without always thinking it through.
Because of this, he upsets MC when talking about her weight.
He meant no harm from whatever he may have said but notices MC’s sorrowful expression after lifting his eyes from the papers on his desk to meet her gaze.
He immediately acknowledges what he had done and puts everything away for the day, offering to take her to Souvenir.
“What..?”
Victor: I’m done for the day. If you don’t have anything else to do, you can come with me.
“But why?”
Victor: You’re still you regardless of your weight, but if it’s something you want to change, I’ll help.
The man wanted to tell her she’s beautiful and amazing no matter what, but hahaha we all know this man can’t compliment for the life of him. Jkjk he can but like I said before, v u l n e r a b i l i t y. He struggles with expressing his true feelings.
MC responds with pure shock on her face,
“Really?? You’d help me?”
Victor: Only an idiot would ask a question like that. You should count on me more when you’re struggling with something like this.
Baka this baka that. If I don’t add it somewhere, than this whole HC isn’t accurate at all. All you thirsty Victor hoes go watch his baka clip if you want more *spray bottles*
He tidies up his desk and grabs his coat, heading towards the door while MC stumbles over her thoughts.
He only stops halfway out the door to look back over his shoulder at MC.
Victor: Well?
“I— I’m coming!”
She rushes over and follows him out the door.
Victor ends up making MC a delicious and healthy meal, one he knows is a special meal for a weight loss diet.
Cooking was never that important to him. He only learned because of the little girl he once knew. But now... Now he has a new reason to continue cooking.
That girl had come back to him and he would do anything in his power to make her happy.
Shaw:
He watches MC intently as she talks about how difficult it is for her.
Right before MC finishes, he places her on his skateboard and takes off without giving her time to protest.
She shouts in fear ofc. Why wouldn’t she. I’m terrified every time the game says he puts mc on his skateboard just—
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Shaw chuckles with amusement in her ear and then tells her to push off with her own feet.
“ARE YOU INSANE?” yes, yes he is
Shaw: I won’t let you fall but I won’t stop until you push.
“Fine fine!”
With the help of Shaw keeping her steady, she’s able to smoothly push off the skateboard a few times.
After getting the hang of it, there’s a slight smile taking place of her feared expression from before.
Shaw’s expression, however, doesn’t change in the slightest. That teasing smirk rests on his face as she continues to push them down the park sidewalk.
As they reach the main road, she yells back to Shaw when the skateboard doesn’t slow down.
“Shaw—!”
It’s all she managed to get out as the fear she once had returned again.
MC shut her eyes with panic as the street grew closer and closer, only to feel an arm wrap around her as the cold wind hitting her face dissipated.
When her eyes opened, she saw Shaw giving her the same mocking smirk he always wears. However, his eyes showed signs of gentleness he doesn’t often express.
He offers her one of his skateboards for workout purposes as well as being her workout partner.
MCs chuckles out of amusement from the idea of HER riding a skateboard by herself. totally a reason why Shaw made this offer. He feeds off of entertainment.
She politely declines his offer of skateboarding but hesitantly asks if he would help her in other ways.
The question needs no thought from Shaw but he doesn’t want her to know he made up his mind to help long ago. ah yes, his one weakness as well, vulnerability
Shaw: I suppose being of assistance to you may turn out entertaining.
MC: Is that all I am to you? A source of entertainment?
She pouts at him half jokingly but he pays no mind to it as he kicks up his skateboard and continues walking ahead while suggesting a few things they can do to help with weight loss. Daring but not enough to scare her away. He actually wants to help but needs her to comply with his suggestions
Shaw is the type to help those he cares for without making it obvious. He believes personal relationships is a weakness for someone like him so he always keeps people at arms length; He always wants a possible way out for when he has to push people away.
While this is true, he’s also struggled with vulnerability his whole life. Considering the type of person his father was, growing up with a man like that not only puts pressure on Shaw, but also forms this broken and terrified personality under his overconfident facade.
Someone please just hold this man, he’s trying his best and needs healing
Their solution for MC is to try some fun activities together. Fun enough for MC to believe that Shaw isn’t going out of his way for her but also not as extreme to the point where MC won’t participate.
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Revival
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Warnings: none for now. 
MonstaX  ft. Got7
Pairing : Changkyun x reader.
WC: 1k. 
Author’s note: This my first on here guys so please bear with me. I don’t know where this is going it could changes real fast lol. but it’s fluff for this part.
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It's finally my birthday party. All my friends are here. every thing looks nice. Just like what i wanted. I can never forget this night because its the night i met him.
"Hey! birthday girl" someone calling for me.
I turned my head to the voice, it was Jooheon. "Heeey Jooheony! You came!"
"Of course! Happy 21 years old little one!" He raised his hand for a high five.
"Thaank you bro!" I slapped his hand. I was about to tell him I'm not little anymore so he should stop saying that, That's when I noticed the person next to him, he was just staring at me with a grin.
"Right! y/n, meet my best friend, Im Changkyun. " I already know that.
He held out his hand and i took it: "Hi!"
"Hi.. Nice to meet you"
"Pleasure is all mine." Still grinning at me. I hope I don't look as swoon as I feel. "Happy birthday!"
"..thank you." After greeting everyone, and dancing a little i decided i needed a little break. I go to the kitchen to take a diet coke from the fridge. I've never liked alcohol and i'm not about to change my mind legal or not. so it's either this or coffee. I'd like to be aware of what i'm doing and remember it later, thank you.
"Having the time of your life?"
"I am actually!" i laughed rising my diet coke.
He raised an eyebrow with a smile.. "Shouldn't you celebrate being finally legal?"
Yugyeom entered the kitchen to take more snacks: "She's a control freak." and left  just like that. Sheeesh Gyeom-ah thanks a lot.
Smiling I raised my eyebrows and shoulders in an "oh well" gesture.
"Um.. well since this is my first time officially meeting you, I didn't know what to get you to be honest, and this is all I could think of." Giving me his biggest grin, he held out the bouquet to me. I stared at it without moving.. Blue peonies. he continued “ I heard that you don't like flowers, but these reminded me of you i couldn't resist. you can throw them if u want. “ 
"I don't get it." I took the bouquet and looked at it then back at him. "What is it about these flowers? You could've got me cactus."
"I told you they remind me of you." Flashing me a smile. I like his smile. I hate that i like his smile.
"But why? is it because.. of my hair? Same color." I raised an eyebrows at him.
He laughed "Maybe. Maybe not."
What does that even mean?.... "You're weird.."
"Says the girl who doesn't like flowers" he have a point. "What's your deal with flowers anyway? what did they ever do to you?"
"Flowers are so overrated! Yeah they look pretty, they smell nice for some people not me though because it gives me headache. but colors fade and scent disappears, and what you're left with is lifeless, wilted and diseased."
"hmm..."
"Cactus on the other hand, are fearless. I don't want to be a flower, I want to be a cactus with strong thorns.. no matter how big or small, they are untouchable."
He raised an eyebrow, grinning:  "Interesting.."
"But thank you, for thinking of me anyway.. and the blue peonies."
"You know what they called!" He looked at his feet, then back at me again. "Then I guess you'll eventually find out."
"Find out what?"
"Why they remind me of you." He winked and started to walk away. "Happy birthday again y/n. I hope you have a very lucky year. " as he left the kitchen.
I'm still stuck in my place, looking at the door he left from.. whats going on?.. then back at my flowers. What the..?...
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Couple weeks later,
I was visiting my friends’s house. I didn't know their friends would be there, ok i lied, i did. I saw Jooheon on Jackson's story, and  i was kinda hoping that a certain person is here too. I don't know what is it about this guy that's making me so obsessed. His name was in all my searches since my birthday. It's embarrassing. Its making me feel like an idiot. And to my fake surprise he was indeed here. I can see him through the big glass door, he was sitting by the pool talking on his phone outside. God why am i excited for no reason.
He kept glancing my way. And i unintentionally kept losing the battle with myself half listening to Jinyoung talking half glancing back at him. Admiring his body, his back tattoo, his hair..
Yugyeom suddenly chimed in out of nowhere "He's hot huh! don't dream big girl i don't think crazy is his type."
Bambam joined : “yeah i agree..”
"ohmyGOD you two leave me in peace, gooo" i had a feeling they'd embarrass me if they get a chance so i gotta kick them out.
"Whatever i gotta go and enjoy my snacks anyway byyye crazy you"
Bambam running behind him shouting “skrrrrt”
"Byyyye Dumbassss" laughing. 
Changkyun finished his call, and came over to where me and Jinyoung were sitting. "Oh hi y/n! I didn't know you'd be here today, I would've.... "
"What? brought a certain blue thing?" I was only teasing him.
"Not sure you'd want more of those."
"I don't know.. they're kind of growing on me. Just a little tiny bit" pointing with my fingers how much. "but not sure about the smell tho."
He smiles. it's so adorable that i smile too. His eyes never left mine.
"I was gonna say dress up a little to impress you, but it doesn't matter cuz i look good in whatever." he winked.
"you wish it was that easy" rising my eyebrow but sill smiling i can't help it.
But life wont let me have it, because his phone rang again.. he looked at his screen "Well i better take this. Work never ends."
He looked at me for a moment before he left to take the call.  
Jinyoung's voice startled me, i forgot he was here "It's like the two of you have your own language"
"I don't know what you are talking about."
"Come to think of it, he's exactly your type. you guys would be perfect for each other. Are you sure you're not dating?"
"I'm pretty sure i would know if i was in a relationship with anybody. sheesh."
Funny thing is by the end of that night, he did indeed ask me for my number and i don’t care if this is going anywhere or its just a casual friend thing. I was looking forward to whatever coming. 
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To Be Continued. 
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Ronnie & Joe
Ronnie: [a phone number]
Ronnie: found you your own special plug
Joe: Can’t wait to get gang-raped by whoever this is
Joe: or maybe it’s a phishing scam, what route have you gone down 🤔
Ronnie: route of she can be your number 8 cos youre such a bike
Joe: it’s that kind of hook-up
Ronnie: pay for the gear if you cant get it up soft lad she looks fuck all like your ma
Ronnie: couldnt track down no more of her bastards for you soz
Joe: taking your role that seriously?
Joe: alright
Ronnie: getting out of it
Ronnie: she can babysit you
Joe: she probably lost custody of her own so
Joe: nice of you on all fronts
Ronnie: yeah
Joe: what, your dealer don’t like me or something
Ronnie: how the fuck would i know like
Ronnie: and how would he you legged it out of there soon as he showed
Joe: no shit I did
Ronnie: ordeals over now baby go cry to your new mammy about it
Joe: unlikely
Joe: but it ain’t my ordeal so
Ronnie: they ll swab & treat him he ll be sound
Joe: give a shit about him
Ronnie: if youve got something to say
Joe: I just said it
Joe: I don’t care about him
Ronnie: you dont care about me fuck off with your heroics
Joe: you didn’t want swooping up and saving, don’t mean I don’t give a fuck
Ronnie: your student loan aint gonna cover both our habits youd have me dopesick cause youre fucking jealous that means you dont
Joe: you’re jealous
Joe: and I said, didn’t stop you, didn’t say you had to
Joe: what’s fun about something oozing and itching in your pants, that’s all
Ronnie: of what
Joe: of every boring ex I have or will ever have
Ronnie: you wish
Ronnie: get em in a room together and they aint even jealous of each other
Joe: I know
Joe: x2
Ronnie: you dont know shit mckenna
Joe: so today I’m green
Joe: not the know-it-all smug college kid
Joe: nice to know how to play it
Ronnie: smug is right whenever i aint gonna suck your dick cause you can read music
Joe: that’s all that’s stopping you?
Ronnie: nah remember its the death wish attention whoring & mommy issues
Ronnie: cant both be functioning junkies youd have fuck all else to get a boner about
Joe: how long have you been doing heroin
Ronnie: youve got loads of catching up to do
Joe: yeah, so I don’t know why you’re acting like I’m being high and mighty
Joe: it’s literally been days
Ronnie: cause you are
Joe: no I’m not, just ‘cos I’d rather not suck dick when I have the funds
Joe: would you do it if you had the cash, that’s just stupid
Ronnie: youve been comparing me to any & every cunt since we met
Joe: like you don’t shit on me any and every chance you get
Joe: you were acting like them, the whole none of my shit is real because yours is SO real, that’s her whole bit
Ronnie: you cant stop fucking doing it even now fucks sake
Ronnie: i shit on you for you its not like i have any cunt to compare you to
Joe: alright, if you’re that sensitive about it
Joe: I’ll really stop
Joe: there 🤐
Ronnie: fuck you
Joe: nah, that was a dick move, alright
Joe: let me make it up to you
Ronnie: youre crying shes a patronising cunt guess what youre right there too
Joe: alright, I deserve that
Ronnie: drop dead
Ronnie: yeah its been days days of me giving you whatever the fuck you ask for
Joe: I know
Joe: so what do you want, seriously
Joe: I’ll do it, make it happen, whatever
Ronnie: like fuck can you make anything happen
Ronnie: youre like every other doss cunt i know theres your comparison
Joe: Probably am
Joe: but you’re the only person I’ve met who feels close to whatever the fuck I am
Joe: there’s the truth
Ronnie: whichever of your exes that worked on is more west than either of us
Joe: Oh I can easily be that dickhead and tell you how crazy they all were
Ronnie: go ed
Joe: the second to last one was the worst
Joe: full-on stalked and harassed the last one like, for no reason
Joe: she also messed with all my shit in a way she thought would send me into an OCD spiral because she didn’t get it
Joe: and when she started hooking up with some other kid she’d send me pics like I’d be 💔
Joe: that’s just after, that was all kind of amusing in a boring way, she was less amusing to be with but more mental
Ronnie: shouldve had some tips off her for the stalking bullshit its probably not too late to send her a dm
Ronnie: ones ive got from this is i dont have to bother learning the alphabet cos id be better off fucking with your record collection by smashing it up & child porn does fuck all for you
Joe: that is my thing, turning up uninvited to fuck everything up
Joe: she might go for it
Joe: exactly, both good to know, yeah 😏
Joe: all pretty basic and vanilla but still, annoying as shit
Ronnie: unless you can get me to do it for you yeah
Ronnie: dinners at what like 7
Joe: you’re gonna ruin my happy uni home?
Joe: oh no
Joe: be there be 7, eating at 8, apparently
Joe: time to ‘mingle’ as she put it which sounds suspicious af
Ronnie: fucking hell
Ronnie: thank christ i already hate you
Joe: saves times, energy less so
Joe: your mate is up for it, unless he’s a convincing liar, which I could see
Ronnie: what energy do you want name it theres gear thatll give us it
Ronnie: he is but i cant see the con shes got fuck all any cunt wants other than pasta shapes & mariahs likely on a diet
Joe: 🤤 and not over her appetizers, like
Joe: there’ll only be the 6 of us so we’ll need entertainment
Ronnie: lad flatmates bringing a bitch
Ronnie: shes gonna need something to get her through it or something she can use to end it
Joe: yeah he has a missus
Joe: even though him and Sophie belong together as the most average whitebread couple ever
Ronnie: make it happen then
Joe: where’s my bow and arrow
Joe: their 💘 ain’t my problem
Ronnie: you said you could do whatever and we needed entertainment
Ronnie: put all that money where your mouth is
Joe: you’re well sweet
Joe: you want her to be living her best life
Joe: dunno if I can hack being his shoulder to cry on in the interim
Ronnie: your teeth wont have time to rot before you choke on em talking to me like that
Joe: go on then
Ronnie: you owe me i dont owe you
Joe: I thought you’d ask for something better
Joe: but your loss
Ronnie: yours youre thinking about it
Joe: I get it, you want it to be hell living here
Ronnie: i dont wanna have to ask
Joe: for what
Ronnie: anything
Joe: why not
Ronnie: you think you can read my mind or some shit
Joe: I’d like to
Joe: and I think you get me, and yeah, I think I get you more than the bullshit mommy issues attention whore comment that was to get a reaction
Joe: I don’t think we’re twin flames just because we share some DNA, I’m not that kind of delusional, believe it or not
Ronnie: cause weve shared a needle though yeah
Joe: I get it, another kid with a habit, you’ve met hundreds
Joe: it is different though
Joe: tell me it isn’t
Ronnie: different cos its a habit you didnt have days ago
Joe: it’s not your fault
Joe: for good or bad
Joe: you didn’t spike me without asking
Ronnie: i didnt say that
Ronnie: i said thats why its different
Joe: yeah
Ronnie: nobody did any of this shit for me i dont know why im doing it for you
Joe: do you want to, or do you think you need to
Ronnie: what the fuck does it matter
Joe: you either fuck with me, you like fucking with me or you think you’ve got to protect me or some bollocks
Ronnie: protect you from the needle i stuck in your arm yeah that makes loads of sense
Joe: from getting a bad dose, being beat up by one of your dealers
Ronnie: i just wanted a front row seat
Ronnie: im not gonna get one when your family finds out
Joe: that’s fine by me
Joe: you reckon they’ll fly me home for an intervention then?
Joe: shouldn’t be surprising how oblivious they are
Ronnie: i dont care what they do to try & fix it youll be at rock bottom by then
Joe: they won’t try, they don’t
Joe: just because I weren’t shooting up doesn’t mean I haven’t been doing plenty other fucked shit for ages without it ever being a conversation
Joe: one of the kids that they took in, is a walking skeleton
Joe: can’t get her to eat, some reason don’t do anything but try to reason with her like she’s reasonable, never mind the rest
Ronnie: no shit they dont i was proof of it before you or her
Ronnie: in the same town with the same name she fucking gave me and still out of sight out of mind
Joe: precisely
Joe: so if you’re hoping fucking me up will get her to come about then you shouldn’t bother, honestly
Joe: save yourself that disappointment
Ronnie: it aint about her paying attention
Joe: good
Ronnie: you wanna know me i only want you to know what it feels like
Joe: then let’s do it
Ronnie: nah i was rem to reckon it was worth shit
Ronnie: it aint
Ronnie: you aint
Ronnie: youre never gonna have your head wrecked how mine is and i cant be arsed to put the time in fucking you up in the selfish special way i need when you keep pure loving it like
Joe: is that not indicative of how I’m already quite fucked enough
Joe: just because it’s not abandonment based
Joe: what normal cunt would love any of this, even contact you again after the first
Ronnie: fuck no
Ronnie: youre living your best life and it makes me wanna hang myself
Joe: Christ, you’re up yourself, aren’t you
Ronnie: &
Joe: you want me to roll my sleeves up again and show you the recent damage?
Ronnie: yeah
Joe: [pics]
Ronnie: [obvs gotta send him some back]
Joe: [a straight up new one like just did it]
Ronnie: [ofc she has to also like this is a competition]
Joe: [hope you started small so you have somewhere to go ‘cos the vibe]
Ronnie: [knowing y’all you didn’t but it won’t stop you and I will be forever on edge]
Joe: [so grim, don’t pass out]
Ronnie: [or end up needing stitches]
Joe: [probably do them yourselves, ick]
Joe: do you fucking get it yet
Ronnie: why do you care
Joe: why do you think
Ronnie: i keep telling you i dont
Joe: braindead sounds ideal
Ronnie: horse girl not about to suffocate you
Joe: she would if I let her, like
Joe: 🍈🍈
Ronnie: wait til theres a chance ill choke on my vomit next time christ
Joe: so lay back and I’ll tell you some more
Ronnie: ok go
Joe: [go on about Sophie in a way I shall not even bother but let us assume it is crude and rude af]
Ronnie: [we’re not into poor Soph but they clearly are]
Joe: [just fuck and get it out the way lads, so rude to everyone else rn]
Ronnie: [honestly, but hopefully at this dinner party because Jamie jealousy will be off the charts]
Joe: [Charlie gon have to keep quiet ‘til you home lmao]
Joe: Any luck?
Ronnie: got no pasta shapes in my system have i
Ronnie: but why the fuck are you not lurking to save me
Joe: you want me to swallow the bile for you then, okay
Joe: the last one looked deep
Ronnie: deep enough if you wanna pussy out and spit instead
Joe: I don’t
Joe: where are you
Ronnie: dorothys
Joe: he in?
Joe: if I have to show him it’s brotherly concern you’ll only die quicker
Ronnie: nosey cunt wouldve stopped me
Joe: Yeah
Joe: I can say sorry if you want or I can just come patch you up and not lie first
Ronnie: i dont need your help
Joe: I know
Joe: purely wanna save you for my own complex and to be loving life even harder
Ronnie: wank off about the sos from the other day thats it i cant top you carrying me out til the bleeding stops
Joe: I’m coming over
Joe: you’ve got time to lock the door if you really don’t want me to come in
Joe: can get my own shattered glass without breaking his windows
Ronnie: he must like you to have given you his address
Ronnie: but not enough to overshare the door dont lock cos i broke it 💔
Joe: or am I better stalker than you give credit
Joe: thanks for the tip, baby
Ronnie: youd have been waiting for me to get here not the other way round
Joe: You do want me to read your mind
Joe: maybe a lobotomy will help
Ronnie: hot
Ronnie: reading your mind you want me to pass out before you fuck me but its not that deep
Joe: the wound or the vIbEzzZ
Ronnie: this your coming out cos you sound like charlie
Joe: just trying to turn you off, don’t want blood to gush out
Ronnie: liar youd be made up to see that
Joe: not hiding in the bushes yet
Joe: slow down
Ronnie: youre used to being the big brother i get it
Joe: Something like that
Ronnie: i know how to ride a bike without stabilisers or whatever the fuck
Joe: and tie your shoes
Joe: it’s alright, we’ve established I’m not a paedo
Joe: what can’t you do then
Ronnie: err what a nonce would say
Ronnie: read music we also fucking established
Joe: you teach me how to shoot myself up, I’ll teach you how to
Ronnie: not a fair swap i dont need to learn how
Joe: You don’t wanna be a babysitter either, so you’ve said
Ronnie: you dont like me any more or what
Joe: Of course I do
Joe: You got me my own dealer first
Ronnie: you asked me to 1st
Joe: How did I?
Ronnie: what else is ? for a plug without giving a fuck if ive rattled myself into a ditch
Joe: If I talked to you as much as I felt like
Joe: You’d tell me to fuck off more than you already do
Joe: I’ve got no clue where the line is, how much you want me to care
Ronnie: what line
Ronnie: i dont want you to care
Joe: Tough shit
Joe: I didn’t ask you to get me a dealer
Ronnie: you fucking did
Joe: I just didn’t wanna see you suck dick on my behalf, alright, that’s all
Joe: what you do for yourself is your business
Ronnie: calm down nothing i do is for you
Joe: 👌
Ronnie: dont call her then
Joe: you on commission?
Ronnie: 🖕
Joe: If I do, you’ll still have to see me
Ronnie: youll see me bleed out on the kitchen floor 1st
Joe: You’re a pro, I know you’re being overly-dramatic
Ronnie: at opening as many veins as itll take to not have to see you again yeah
Joe: to make me hurry*
Joe: I’m on the tube
Joe: you have to live in the middle of nowhere
Ronnie: no fixed address i told you
Joe: ❗️
Joe: if there’s a break-up or a thruple, you can have the extra room
Joe: makes sense now
Ronnie: it dont make sense you reckon we can afford any extras however far out
Joe: like you said, she’ll get homesick and chuck it in even if Marc won’t dump his girlfriend
Ronnie: if she does youll be homeless too like unless his missus is gonna cover the costs of the en suite for you
Joe: you can have my room, it’s the smallest
Joe: they can have the en-suite palace and I’ll take theirs, which is not next to the others 👌
Ronnie: not that youve thought loads about it
Joe: if you heard her disney playlist everyday, you’d think about it as well
Ronnie: id think about killing her or myself not a cosy little bed swap
Ronnie: shed never hack living with me nor would you
Joe: well that thought is never far from the front of my mind
Joe: if you need the bed, you know it’s yours
Ronnie: get it through your head i need fuck all from you
Joe: yeah, yeah
Ronnie: theres this way of living when youre not inside your ma in every possible sense course you aint heard about it
Joe: you need to prove you’re self-sufficient ‘cos no one’s ever given a shit about you but Charlie and the other one
Joe: I’m aware you’ve made it to your old age without me, you’re alright
Ronnie: i need to be it the only proofs im not dead yet baby
Ronnie: you need me to be old cos im not in a fucking coma & you cant get it up else
Joe: I’d rather be in the coma myself but you can be too
Joe: not calling dibs
Ronnie: oldest gets 1st dibs
Joe: *until the youngest cries about it so much you get told to give in to shut ‘em up
Ronnie: try me
Joe: you know you can’t hack my crying
Joe: does your head in SO much
Ronnie: save it for when you need lube or horse girl is gonna be coming after you with the leftover glue so you can never fucking leave her
Joe: come at you with the needle and sew us together, babe
Joe: unlucky
Ronnie: more than unlucky if i cant bust a stitch open to be the dead girl you want
Joe: you’re the dead girl I want already come on
Ronnie: til i teach you how to 💉 yourself
Joe: nah
Ronnie: 💘
Joe: looking well deformed these days, my one
Ronnie: could cut it out know youd be made up for the matching needlework
Joe: you play mad professor I’ll play corpse
Ronnie: long as i dont have to play nice
Joe: know what you take me for, actually, but no
Joe: obviously not
Ronnie: cant take you anywhere even if i did wanna
Joe: god imagine the dent in your street cred, sis
Ronnie: if i could cry i obviously would
Joe: repression or fucked tear ducts from all the 😭 you been doing
Ronnie: what im that baby faced youre taking me for a newborn now
Joe: nah, mr i don’t fuck kids here, remember
Joe: plus kids are always calling 999 by mistake and they’d get there before me
Joe: maybe, depends how many people have stabbed other people today
Ronnie: id have got the numbers up but ive been busy like
Joe: gotta make time for you, babes
Joe: it’s called self-care
Ronnie: ask me what with
Ronnie: shittest stalker ever you are
Joe: go on
Joe: school us
Ronnie: cant cry cos when i was linking you with a plug you dont want i was getting myself linked with your meds
Ronnie: best guess as a better stalker than you & less basic white girl than your crazy ex
Joe: 💡 fairplay
Joe: won’t tell you any other side-affects, see if you can guess ‘em right
Ronnie: i wasnt gonna take em but you want me to get you so bad
Joe: yeah misunderstood white boy is selling less these days
Joe: help a brother out
Ronnie: fuck all has happened so i probably cant
Joe: 💔 oh well
Joe: they’re nothing exciting, even though I managed to get the highest dosage they’ll do
Ronnie: maybe mines off for not giving you the benefit of the doubt when i could continue reckoning youre such a pussy
Joe: you’ll forget by tomorrow, no problem
Ronnie: neither brother is gonna let me if they walk in on me microdosing theyll reckon its a getting well party and get the deccies out
Joe: only so many times you can just kidding that ‘fore it gets old
Joe: we’ll go out, when I get there
Ronnie: where you kidnapping me to baby
Joe: I know enough to know it’s all wrong turns and blindfolds, not giving you a map
Ronnie: if its a&e no cunts finding your body even with a map
Joe: piss off
Ronnie: give us a clue
Joe: I’ll mark it with an X if you do me
Ronnie: if you ever fucking get here
Joe: if we were sewn together this wouldn’t be a problem
Ronnie: wanting to look like twins so nobodyll give a shit that you wanna fuck me would be something youd think about on the tube mckenna
Joe: they run in my old man’s DNA so have to look for those bastards instead
Joe: all I know about hers is addiction
Ronnie: course he does fuck alls your own idea
Ronnie: if hes got a sister even a meff nancy drew like youll be able to find bastards they had together
Joe: loads, Catholic, remember
Joe: twins kid is black though so process of elimination
Ronnie: cute how that runs in your family too like
Joe: guess so
Joe: not like it’s that crazy a concept
Ronnie: not like youve ever met an irish catholic who werent a saint yeah
Joe: it’s a fucked place to live
Joe: really third world in that respect
Ronnie: your real da is who you wanna look for if hes got no bastards going about its cos he cant knock anyone up
Joe: that your all men are pigs stance
Joe: alright courtney calm down
Joe: I’m out now anyway, don’t need a real mum or dad to come rescue us from the priests and that
Ronnie: nah its a fact unless his twin kept going up the backstreet or he was only sticking it in her other 2 holes
Joe: they didn’t really grow up together
Joe: he left when he was 15
Joe: maybe she was a late bloomer, happy days
Ronnie: 💔 your ma wasn’t then i wouldnt be here
Joe: no dig about how you’re dying now anyway ‘cos I’m taking so long?
Joe: you must be fading fast and not just being a dramatic bitch
Joe: good thing I’m in [wherever we ended up locating y’all] now
Ronnie: shut up i said its not that deep
Ronnie: youre the dramatic bitch legging it here for a fucking scratch
Joe: you wanted me to
Ronnie: you want to i dont give a shit
Joe: right, that’s what I meant
Ronnie: you can stop with the gay shit i told you hes not here
Joe: gays don’t own sarcasm
Ronnie: they own getting attached to cunts fast who dont care
Joe: awh, you being replaced rn?
Ronnie: horse girl wishes
Joe: Can’t catch a break or a man that one
Ronnie: after a pity fuck with you who knows what shed catch
Joe: you wanna infect her by-proxy, you’re so blatant
Ronnie: i shouldve got you to bring her my bloods everywhere
Joe: adding her puke to the mix would make it interesting, sure
Joe: bet she knows first aid
Ronnie: if youre too pussy to break my ribs yourself get back on the tube
Joe: threaten me with a good time
Ronnie: i just did
Joe: without meaning it, yeah
Ronnie: try and hurt me i mean it
Joe: [why do y’all always set the tension so high lads lmao, we know but]
Ronnie: [me and my boo here like calm down you can’t hook up yet but they are both like !!!!]
Joe: [shouldn’t have let you get on that train sir but you would so]
Ronnie: [I shouldn’t let her open her mouth ever but here we are]
Joe: [forreal lmao]
Ronnie: [gotta draw an x on him in her blood when he shows up before we can do a more permanent one however we are either as a scar or tattoo so soz for increasing the tension even more lol]
Joe: [just got to stare at her for ages and then shove her away very dramatically ‘cos you can’t, head through to whichever room she was bleeding in to assess/gawp at]
Ronnie: [she’s gotta lol like well if that’s the best you can do at trying to hurt me I’m not worried]
Joe: [‘whaddya use?’ and just going through this flat as if you’ve been here before/were invited by anyone but Ronnie vaguely because manners can’t matter when we’ve gone this far already]
Ronnie: ['what, you didn't
touch yourself enough on the tube?' but we are obvs showing him whatever we did use because it's just another way to flirt and we can use it to make that x happen so]
Joe: [shakes head ‘spill too much and they emergency stop’ and a look like do I look like I wanna be on a psychward but in a 😏 don’t answer that way, doing our own tallies with it, of course]
Ronnie: ['we're walking then' like where are you taking me don't get comfy bitch]
Joe: [little disbelieving lol like excuse me princess ‘your carriage was unavailable’
Ronnie: ['no shit the horse is dead busy']
Joe: [‘I ain’t taking you to a stable’]
Ronnie: ['that's where we ain't going, now tell me where the fuck we are' because we're like an excited kid about this]
Joe: [it’s cute and we clearly think so even if we’re distracting ourselves with this self-harm so we don’t go too far, unrelated but I haven’t thought where yous are going lmao but I’m vibing something London but something she wouldn’t have done, something music related, also if it has like, kid vibes, bonus, I’ll have to look so just keeping tight-lipped to be annoying and surveying the bloody carnage he’s now added to ‘you want to clean up?’]
Ronnie: [it'd be cute if there was something like thinktank but for music instead of science but idk if that exists anyways in answer to that question she's just gonna remove her top or whatever like yeah it do have blood on even though we know that's not what he means because we're still in a flirty mood despite how annoying his non reply is]
Joe: [that’s what I’m vibing but likewise have no idea, I’m sure there is shit though and you could find it Joseph, anyway, truly the this is fine meme about that ‘cos you can’t turn away 😳 but also boy don’t, moving like you’re gonna come close to her though]
Ronnie: [soz Charlie cos she shamelessly threw her top on the floor and isn't gonna clean up any of this blood even on herself like I literally should say she goes to the sink and then to get clean clothes but instead we all know she's just gonna take Joe's jacket or whatever and put that on, thank god he's all about the layers]
Joe: [god bless the grunge
aesthetic, ‘do you do it in front of him?’ and touching the cuts that are still showing ‘cos you know there’s some still, and it is like when and where do you do this when you do not have a room lmao]
Ronnie: ['yeah' leaving it up to him whether he wants to think it's in an attention whore way cos we're still annoyed at that call out lol but realistically it's just because of how long they've known each other and how they be living, she's not actively trying to upset Charlie that much most of the time]
Joe: [‘does he do it?’ ‘cos we can’t imagine it from the little we know but also can’t imagine him just chilling if he isn’t as fucked as them]
Ronnie: [the facial expression equivalent of his amused lol earlier because no]
Joe: [dropping it even though you find this odd like don’t worry boy, the tea is he is getting over it and wanting her to stop, pulling the jacket sleeve to take her out the door like come on]
Ronnie: ['he knows what'll happen if he tries to stop me' cos you can't tell me that when they were younger he didn't do exactly that and she went ballistic but more importantly HOW DARE YOU BOO because that is 1000% a Fraze move and I'm dead]
Joe: [yes I thought it was legit for a parallel, enjoy the long trip back to central guys]
Ronnie: [idk how we are gonna stop you hooking up to fill the time other than the other people in close proximity lol]
Joe: [maybe a uni/work obligation can come in and he has to go like legit ‘cos that’d kill this off]
Ronnie: [personally devastated that means an iou for this cute date but I love how fuming she would be at never finding out where they were going]
Ronnie: [not to mention the not at all casual and public domestic they’d have would be such a fat mood and show she cares when she’s literally like umm what the fuck do you mean you’re leaving]
Joe: [love how blatant we both are individually]
Ronnie: [hard same]
Joe: They sprung that rehearsal on us last minute
Joe: I already said, I’d give you the funds and you could go do whatever
Ronnie: and i told you to go fuck yourself
Ronnie: or your cello
Joe: I wouldn’t have wasted my time let alone yours if I knew that was gonna happen
Joe: how would you go about fucking a cello, exactly
Ronnie: waste more of your own time figuring it out its your raging hard on for it
Joe: I can’t not go
Joe: they make you sign a bloodoath when you get in basically
Joe: no excuses
Ronnie: youd have found an excuse fast enough if id stuck a needle in your arm
Joe: no, I wouldn’t, ‘cos it wasn’t an option
Joe: there was already enough damage to hide
Ronnie: i dont give a shit what options youve got
Joe: right, tell it to the crowd that amassed, they might believe you a tiny bit more than I do
Joe: I’ll make it up to you, okay
Ronnie: thats what soft cunts wanna hear when you cant hide no more & since you reckon you wont be getting forced into treatment you get to keep your gob shut for all that being sorry bullshit
Joe: make it into something it ain’t ‘cos you can’t hack hearing it
Ronnie: i dont wanna hear from you end of
Joe: alright
Joe: see you around then
Ronnie: 🖕
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@earthquakeofideas​ asked - pls may my lonely ass have a ship 🥺 i’m a girl w brown hair + blue eyes, glasses, and im kinda thicc and short. i rly like all things horror even tho i’m a huge chicken. i love to draw, and i also love indie music, and fashion. i’m also a vegetarian :-) i love reptiles and dogs. also, i’m a very empathetic person uwu! thank u bro 💕💗🥺🥰
Of course you can!  I am so sorry that this took so, so long!  Remote learning had really messed up my schedule (not that I really had one to begin with).  
I ship you with... 
Horace Somnusson!
I know this might sound strange, and I know that he is one of the younger wards of the loop, but let’s just assume that he’s a few years older!  I got a little carried away, so there’s a LOT of stuff under the cut
So you work at a small family owned boutique in a no-name town in Florida, it was one of those “My friend’s aunt who knows this lady, who’s sister-in-law owns this” kinda things
On one particular day, business was very slow, so you decided to listen to your own music through your earbuds instead of whatever trending pop music was playing over the intercom of the boutique today
You’re jamming out, folding some nice sweater, and hanging up dress on the “Sale! 10% Off” rack, so you don’t notice the bunch of people that walk in
You finally realize that they had walked into the store when you get a tap on your shoulder
You turn around to see a beautiful blond boy with impeccable fashion sense
I’d like to think that Horace gets quite a bit taller as he gets older so he’d kind of be staring down at you 
Hi miss!  Do you happen to have this dress shirt in a smaller size?  Wonderful blouse you have on there, truly quality craftsmanship.  Maybe a medium?  Or do you have any slimmer styles?
You were in awe of the style he had and the fact he had an elegant British accent, something very unusual for no-name town in Florida
Most guys that came in here were sent in by their girlfriend or wife with a picture of what they needed
This guy wore beautiful leather oxfords, exquisitely tailored slacks, and a button up that was probably nicer than a lot of the shirts in here
You had to look up at him to see his face (and he had a pretty nice one)
Oh, yeah, we actually have a few slimmer ones, they’re behind that display over there.
Responding to him makes you realize the group of people he’s with
There’s another boy older than the one you just helped, and one other boy that looks around the same age, he had almost cartoon-like bags under his eyes
There were two girls, one practically had fire in here eyes and one wore a quite tomboy outfit
Thanks, love!
“Love?” You thought to yourself, who calls someone they just met “Love”?  Is it a British thing?
You watched him walk over to the other side of the store and later helped him and his friends check out at the counter
You had an interesting conversation about cashmere versus alpaca wool while him and his friends payed for the clothes they picked out
The rest of the day, you kept the strange interaction in the back of your mind, wishing you had gotten his name
Once you had finished up closing the shop, you walked out, holding your sketchbook along with your other belongings and began locking the front door of the boutique
There was the sound of expensive shoes slapping against the pavement, but you didn’t think of it because there was always a bunch of rich kids running around this neighborhood
You turned around, only to see the boy from earlier running towards you and slam into you sending your sketchbook flying, papers floating in the air
They settled in the ground revealing your drawings of outfits and cute little reptiles
Oh my, oh dear, I am so sorry, so unbelievably sorry.  Let me help you pick these up, love
“Love? again?” you thought
He bent down and started to gather the pages that were strewn out all over the sidewalk
As the boy helped you pick up your sketches, he began to admire your sketches
These are quite superb!  I love this chameleon you have here!
You weren’t too sure on how to respond, you don’t even know why he ran into you in the first place!  Let alone his name!
Oh, you must be confused a bit on why I ran into you like a madman.  I truly am sorry, I was trying to get here before you closed the shop because, well, this must sound absurd, but I wanted to get your name.  I’m Horace by the way.  I just wanted to talk to you a bit more.
You were a little shocked, but you introduced yourself and the rest is history
You two started going out on the town as friends and it quickly evolved into something else
It wasn’t a surprise when he asked you to go on a real date with him
After a wonderfully planned date, he was walking you home when you both noticed that you were being followed
Millard, I know that you’re following us!  Please come out of the bushes so I can introduce you to her.  I figured this was going to happen sooner than later.  
When nothing stepped out of the bushes even though you heard the sound of rustling leaves
Horace introduced you to Millard, briefly going over the fact that he was invisible, something that seemed a lot more important to you than Horace apparently
I suppose I should explain the rest to you now shouldn’t I?
He took you to a large expensive house on the other side of town, where you were introduced to the rest of the gang
He explained the peculiardom to you, and told you what he could do
You were a little skeptical at first, but quickly realized that he wasn’t joking around
You guys were hanging out at your place when he fell asleep on the couch
This was after a mutual agreement to stop a horror film you guys were watching because of the antagonists’ mutated animal that would have given you both nightmares if you continued
At first Horace was just squirming a bit
Then he started to whimper and cry out for someone that you didn’t know
But you really understood what he was talking about when he shot up from the couch, eyes wide open and glossed over, not really focusing on anything
Oceans will rise to claim what was stolen from them, ashes will fall from the skies to punish the destructive, cities will burn in the name of greed,  after the fog lifts the only remnants will be of those who tried, we will be no longer, six-legged wings will devour us in the end
When he first started talking his voice sounded almost dreamy, but by the time he finished, he was shouting, his limbs flying everywhere, it was as if he was in physical pain, but it was only a dream
As soon as he stopped spewing out apocalyptic riddles, he slipped back into a restless sleep
You were so freaked out that you didn’t let him sleep for long, you woke him up and asked him what that whole thing was about
He told you that he didn’t remember anything he saw or said, and the ones he can’t remember barely every come true
You trusted Horace, so you relaxed and decided to put that horror film you stopped
It took a few scenes to remember why you had shut it off in the first place
Horace started taking a lot of naps at your place, he usually didn’t get a lot of sleep when he went to bed at night due to his visions
You weren’t aware how little sleep he was getting, oh the wonders of concealer 
Sleeping somewhere else didn’t stop the visions of seeing people he didn’t even know get in car accidents, get shot in a back ally, and many other worse things
He wanted to sleep wherever you were because when he would wake up in a cold sweat, he didn’t want to have to explain what he saw to Miss P, or answer Millard’s endless questions, or have to endure Enoch’s rude comments
He wanted to be with you
You would be there for him, if he wanted to talk, you would listen, if he wanted to just sit and think, you would be right next to him
He’d absolutely love your glasses!
He’d love picking out new frames with you
He’d search the whole store to find the perfect pair
And Horace would love to go shopping with you because let’s be real here, Horace is the only peculiar with any fashion sense whatsoever
Do you know happy he would be to have a conversation about fashion with someone who knows what he’s talking about
He would totally buy you outfits at completely random times for absolutely no reason
I just saw this and I knew that you would look spectacular in it, even though you look spectacular in everything under the sky, love
Did I mention that he calls you “love” all the time?
Well, he does and refuses to call you anything else
He has you in his phone (assuming he gets one when he’s out of the loop) as Love
Just Love
When he finds out that you’re vegetarian, he goes on a vegetarian kick himself
He learns a bunch of vegetarian recipes to cook for you guys
And the dishes he cooks taste so  g o o d
Horace totally revamps his own diet to match yours and is the most supportive boyfriend ever
Enoch makes fun of him a lot for it
Horace is would be an amazing boyfriend
I didn’t realize how long I made this!! I hope that you like them and I am so sorry that it took me so long to get to this!  I hope that it was worth the wait!
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Hey! First of all I love your blog and I am so excited to see who will you match me up with! I would request a matchup for Haikyuu and Demon Slayer.
-I am South-European straight girl. I have medium lenght dark brown thick wavy hair and light brown eyes. I have straight thick eyebrows. I am tall and I have a slim but muscular build. I like dressing masculine.
-At first look, I seem very serious and unfriendly but that's just my rbf. I have an easy laugh and I like joking and I'm very loyal and nice. I am a great student but I loathe school system. I am mostly quiet in school cause I see no point in trying to anger teachers :/ i dont like them either but they can worsen your life more than you can worsen theirs. I have a few friends that I really care about and sadly the others are just using me 😗 I have a hard time saying no and often end up doing others homework cause I don't want them to think I'm mean.
-My family was toxic as well. I was raised by my grandma and she was incredibly sexist🤢. Luckily,her brainwashing never got me. My parents and older sister were always strict and rigid and pushed me to be a perfect child, so now I hate people who are so uptight and controlling like that. I got punished for every mistake, often physically. Because of all that, I am very sensitive to insults and criticism, I get scared by people yelling and raising hands. I try to cover it up and don't show it, so no one really knows about my abuse.
-I care way too much what others think of me, I still think i have a reputation to hold. I cover up weakness or fear and never admit that I am hurt by something that happened. I don't like talking about my problems, it's not like i ignore them I just don't wanna verbally express that.
-I show love and affection to my friends without a problem however. I care about them truly and would do anything for them. Others get suprised when they see my soft side but actually I'm 100% soft😅.
-I have problems with trusting men, i was many times the subject of their teasing and pranks and bullying, so I am very cautious around them. Although I'm straight, I just can't imagine a man truly loving me and my biggest fear is marrying a man who was abusive and toxic as my father.
-I have trouble concentrating and i like daydreaming.
-I love music ! I love every genre, as long as it catchy. I love singing and dancing,and I am pretty good at dancing. I also like horror games and movies.(i basically scream 80% the time but i am still a good gamer😅).
I love sports ! I played volleyball and football before but I had medical problems and had to stop. I still like working out and I stayed in shape. However, i have no trouble lazing around the whole day.
I love baking as well,my desserts never look good but they are very tasty 😂.
And i think that's about it! Also, congrats on 1000 followers!
Edit: im so sorry for taking too long in resending this matchup !
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Quiet and initially intimidating, one would think Aone isn’t the best with relationships. Especially due to his awkward social skills and lack of verbal communication. Despite this, I feel as though he’d be the perfect match for you. Similar to you, he looks intimidating and unfriendly, though he’s truly just socially awkward and wishes for trustworthy friends. He finds your kindness angelic, and wants nothing more than to treat you like the princess you are.
In a sense, he takes on the role of your knight-- perhaps even a guardian. Because of his quiet and observant role, he’s one who is very open minded. He’s upset and saddened by the fact that your family had not only enforced their ideals onto you, but seemed to not really care about you as an individual. With that knowledge, he makes sure he treats you exactly how you should be treated. An equal who deserves absolute respect and to be heard and not used.
Despite his large frame, Aone is a gentle giant outside of the court. When in private, he likes to cuddle up to you and lay in your presence. With PDA he can be quite easily flustered, especially if it’s something he’s never done with confidence before. 
He’s understanding in your lack of trust, and goes to great lengths in order to prove and show you that he’s not like the ones from your past. 
This large polar bear absolutely loves your desserts, and will always quietly ask or signal you for seconds if possible. If you mention your past with volleyball, it’s without a doubt that he’d want to play with you. Though he does fear that his presence he holds on the court may frighten you.
Overall, Aone truly loves you for you, and will do whatever is possible to ensure your happiness.
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A gentlemen at heart and a family oriented man, Tanjiro is absolutely stunned into silence at your family and past. He wishes for nothing more than to go back and help not only you, but your family. He values family to a fault, but finds that the toxicity they hold is nothing short but mentally and physically wearing on the soul. 
Whenever he’s with you, he’ll do whatever he can to not only ease your mind from those thoughts, but will most likely treat you like an absolute princess. If you have wounds or bruises he’ll treat them. He loves to gently brush your hair in hopes of brushing the negative thoughts away.
It’s without a doubt that he’ll feed you as much as he can. Extra servings from the kitchen-- hell even his own plate in hopes of making sure that you’re having your fill along with a proper diet. Besides that, he’s blown away by your kindness. After all, it’s something he relates to completely. 
To Tanjiro, he finds it absolutely devastating that there are men who tease, prank, and bully you. He completely understands the lack of trust you initially give him. Though as you both grow together and he proves his loyalty and heart to you, he can’t help but feel his heart swell with love and adoration at the growth of your smile and good memories he’s able to provide for you.
Other then that, he’s slow with affection. The elder of the Kamado twins always taking consent into accountability and waiting patiently until you’re absolutely ready. Once you are, he will undoubtedly shower you with love and affection. Besides that, he’s an absolute sucker for your desserts. 
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Title: a love so sweet Fandom: It - Stephen King Pairing: benverly Sum: The balcony is nearly empty, the autumn air just chilly enough that no one except the smokers dare brave it. Bev’s fingers itch for a cigarette, but she fights the urge. She’s not out here for a smoke, she’s out here for Ben.
She faces him, takes in his soft eyes and softer smile. Ben has loved her for so long, since the beginning, and she’d just been too blind to see it.
Notes: idek, sometimes you’ve just got to write some benverly kisses. inspired by prompt 11 from the kiss list
On AO3
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Beverly watches Ben like a lioness might watch her prey, tracking his movements through the room. He’s slimmed down since they were kids, track and a good diet really making a difference, and she liked the new Ben. He seemed confident, and he certainly drew the eye as he wove through the crowd.
She would never tell him, but sometimes she missed the chubby kid he used to be. As soft on the outside as he is on the inside. 
He’s happier now, that much is obvious, and she would never say anything that would ruin his happiness.
“Well, well, well. If it’s not Beverly Marsh. On the hunt I see.” Richie falls against the wall beside her, his drink sloshing in his cup. Based on the color in his cheeks and the shine in his eyes it wasn’t his first, and she doubted it would be his last. “Who’s the lucky target?”
He waggles his eyebrows and she laughs, shoving his shoulder. “Who do you think?”
They both look across the crowd at Ben. He’s talking to Eddie now, arm pressed against the wall beside Eddie’s head, their faces far too close for comfort. It’s an intimate position that has Bev’s hackles rising, and when she peeks at Richie and sees the frown tugging at his lips, she realizes he’s not too fond of it either. 
“We need to put an end to that!” Richie suddenly announces, tossing the rest of his drink back in one go. He tosses the empty cup towards a nearby table, not bothering to check and see if he hit his mark. “Like right now!” 
His hand closes around Bev’s wrist and he tugs her away from the wall, barely giving her time to finish her own drink. She feels the burn as the vodka settles in her stomach and she uses that as fuel, letting Richie push their way through the crowd.
“Eddie Spaghetti!” Richie is shouting, which is unnecessary because the music isn’t that loud, but Richie is also drunk so Beverly excuses him. Eddie looks far less forgiving, his face scrunching into a familiar scowl.
“Richie, don’t yell,” Eddie admonishes, and Richie laughs, half falling into Eddie. Eddie yelps and Ben stumbles back a step, pushed out of the way by Richie’s lanky arms. Bev reaches out to rest a steadying hand against Ben’s arm.
“Thanks,” he murmurs, and even in the dim lighting of the party she can see the blush on his cheeks. It’s soft and cute and she wants to kiss him. 
Instead she curls her fingers around his arm and gives it a soft tug, motioning towards the balcony with her head. His eyes widen ever so slightly, but he doesn’t stop her when she starts pushing her way through the crowd.
She pauses at the door, glancing towards Richie and Eddie. Richie practically has Eddie pinned to the wall, the smaller boy passionately waving his arms around as he probably scolds Richie for being as drunk as he is. When Richie catches her eye he grins and shoots her a thumbs up.
“Get ‘im,” he mouths, and she rolls her eyes, but her smile is wide as she slips out with Ben close behind her.
“So, what’s up?” Ben asks once they’re outside, shoving his hands in his pockets and glancing around.
The balcony is nearly empty, the autumn air just chilly enough that no one except the smokers dare brave it. Bev’s fingers itch for a cigarette, but she fights the urge. She’s not out here for a smoke, she’s out here for Ben.
She faces him, takes in his soft eyes and softer smile. Ben has loved her for so long, since the beginning, and she’d just been too blind to see it.
Winter fire.
He arches a brow and she realizes he asked her a question and instead of answering she’d just been staring at him. She flushes and tucks a lock of hair behind her ear.
“Nothing’s up.” Her smile is small, teasing, and she peers at him from beneath her lashes. “Just wanted to say hi.”
Ben blinks and the smile that spreads across his lips is slow and bright. “Hi.” He breathes the word, leaning against the railing to stare at her. She stares back, unable and unwilling to break his gaze.
She’s always loved his eyes, the windows to his soul.
He has such a lovely soul.
Kiss him. 
The voice in her head sounds suspiciously like Richie, and she takes a deep breath. 
This is her chance.
She’s going to kiss Ben. 
She doesn’t, her nerves settling heavy on her heart as she drops her gaze to her hands. She picks at the already chipping nail polish and frowns.
“So …”
“So?” She peeks at him out of the corner of her eye. He’s still staring at her, one brow arched in question. He’s so cute, so sweet.
She wants to close the distance between them, wants to see if his lips are as soft as they look. 
She longs for a cigarette, or another shot. Anything to keep her hands busy and her brain from buzzing, or to make it buzz more. She’s not really sure what she wants at that moment. 
“Bev.” His voice is gentle, the hand that touches her arm gentler still. “Are you okay?”
She looks at his fingers on her arm and then up to his face. So much concern, so much love in those eyes.
I love you too.
“I’m going to kiss you,” she says before the thought is even fully formed. “Right now.”
Ben blinks in surprise, opening his mouth only to close it when her fingers curl around the back of his neck and tease his hair. 
“Bev.” He breathes her name, his eyes boring into hers. 
“Ben.” She speaks his name against his lips, smiling when she feels his hands settle on her waist. He holds her close as she lifts her head, whatever distance was left between them is gone as she presses against him, their mouths melting together.
His lips are as soft as they look, and a fire sparks in her belly. It dances along her skin and through her veins, filling her with blistering heat.
Ben’s hands are heavy on her hips and she’s sure he must be getting burned, but he doesn’t let go, just slides one hand to the small of her back and presses her ever closer.
But then he’s breaking the kiss and her eyes flutter open to stare at him with confusion. 
“Bev,” he murmurs, his voice is breathy, his cheeks flushed. “Are you sure-”
She doesn’t let him finish the question, rising on her tiptoes to press her mouth back to his. “Yes,” she breathes against his lips. “I’m sure.”
He laughs and she swallows the sound, cupping his face in her hands to deepen the kiss. His tongue swipes against her lips and she opens her mouth, the taste of him filling her head. Sweet and warm, like a cup of hot cocoa on a cold winter day. 
The kiss is over too soon and she curses her lungs for needing to breathe.
“Holy shit.” 
She laughs, pressing her forehead to his shoulder. 
“I’ve been dreaming about that, for years.”
“I know.” She tilts her head back to brush her lips over his jaw. “I’m sorry it took me so long.”
The smile he gives her is so big and so bright that she feels momentarily blinded. She loves him so fully, so deeply, so completely. 
“I love you,” he says, brushing his lips over the corner of her mouth. 
Her smile is soft and she wraps her arms around his waist and presses her cheek against his chest. His heart beats steadily under her ear and the love settles over her like a blanket.
“I love you too.” 
My heart burns there, too.
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alberteatsglass · 4 years
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visiter pass
heyyyy we are back writing my guys
this took forever
also the ending kinda sucks
but whatever
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word count:  2172
warnings: hospital anxiety, leukemia, cancer, spot being scared that someone is gonna die
a/n: this is a ‘medda adopts news children’ spavey au thats also really sad and angsty so whatever i swear i would never kill off anyone
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Spot gave a small smile to the lady behind the desk. The smell of hospital was almost overwhelming and the fluorescents beating down on him was overbearing but spot had to get through this, he knew he had to. He was subconsciously gripping onto the candy bars in his pocket not noticing them start to melt slightly as he made civil small talk with the receptionist just trying to get his visitor pass.
Walking down the hallway spot felt a lump forming in his throat just thinking about the conversation he was going to have. How was he supposed the tell them? He hadn’t told jack or blink yet- hell he hadn’t even told medda yet and now he had to break the news to the one person it would mean the most to. 
Spot counted room numbers until he got to the right one. He didnt even have to check if it was the correct room, him jack and blink had visited enough times. Medda came by almost every day, she would probably come by every hour if she was allowed to be honest. Spot came with her a lot of the time. Maybe thats why spot felt so off, he never had to come by himself.
Pushing down all of his anxiety spot knocked on the door.
“Come in.” someone called out softer than normal. Was it softer than normal or weaker than normal? It sounded weaker than normal. Maybe it was just weird through the door, god spot hopped smalls voice just sounded weird through the door.
When spot walked into the room he could see smalls face light up. They shifted to sit upright in their bed and rubbed at their eyes. Smalls’s hair was a disaster, it was clear they had just been sleeping. Smalls always seemed to be asleep whenever he visted but spot tried to push that thought down. Part of spot secretly wished smalls was a heavier sleeper, then maybe they wouldnt have heard his knock and spot could have told himself he tried his hardest and put this off a little bit longer. But smalls had never been a heavy sleeper and there spot stood not sure what to say to the kid sitting in front of him.
“Welcome to my office,” smalls said in a mock-serious tone, their hands in their lap as if it was a desk. They thought for a moment and leaned over pulling out their lap tray using that instead “please take a seat mr conlon we have important business to attend to”
Spot snorted slightly pulling a chair over so he could sit next to them, trying to forget why they came for the time being. he couldn’t, however, when he noticed something about smalls. Right under their nose, there was some red able to be seen. some dried blood, probably from when they were asleep but it still put spot on edge immediately.
“I thought you said your nose bleeds had stopped,” spot said lightly even though that wasn’t the biggest issue at hand and he knew it.
Smalls shrugged slightly looking down at their lap.
“You know its not that big of a deal- im not mad or anything just. . .” spot sighed a little taking off his bag “never mind, i got you some stuff”
“What kinda stuff?” smalls asked even though they already knew. Medda watched smalls diet very closely since they had been at the hospital full time and smalls hated that. No sugar, how was smalls supposed to coop with such a drastic change in their diet? Spot and jack had took the liberty of sneaking smalls chocolate without medda knowing so smalls was hardly surprised when spot handed them a fist full of candy.
“Thank you-” smalls said through a laugh as spot threw it at them like confetti. They paused for a moment looking at spots arm, his sleeve going up a bit. Without warning, smalls grabbed spots wrist pulling up his sleeve catching spot off guard. “Who’s phone number did you get?”
“Just someone from school” spot tried to play off pulling his arm away.
“Was it a girls?” smalls asked lightly looking very interested now that spot was acting this way.
“No actually it was. . .” spot hesitated for a moment thinking. He had never really talked to the rest of his siblings about this, even though jack and blink had both came out already. Spot was talking to smalls after all, they were trustworthy- not like they really had anyone else to tell. If they really wanted to smalls could tell all the other doctors but its not like spot really cared if he became the center of some children’s hospital’s gossip. “It was a guys phone number- he is in my science class and we were talking this morning”
“Are you gay?” smalls asked without missing a beat, as if they were commenting about the weather. God spot didnt miss how blunt they could be sometimes.
“I- i mean maybe?” spot was caught off guard to say the least.
“Guess ill have to be the one person who likes girls in the family, just to balance things out.” smalls said smiling like an idiot. Spot laughed and smalls started to as well. They coughed a little after a second and wiped at their nose with their sleeve. Spot froze up when smalls sleeve came back with a streak of rusty red. 
“Could you get me the tissues?” smalls mumbled closing their eyes for a moment. Spot nodded fast standing up seeing some on the table across the room. He handed them the box silently trying to pretend like nothing out of the ordinary happened. Smalls wiped up their nose and spot cleared his throat a little.
“So about why im here” 
“What about it?” smalls looked up at him a little confused. Spot took a deep breath, he shouldn’t have even come- this was a mistake he shouldn’t have even got his hopes up he shouldn’t have even considered it an option but he had to tell them.
“I got my blood test results back” spot said slowly, wanting to book it out of the room at the look smalls gave him. Spot never told smalls about this, he never told the rest of the family either. He didnt want to get all of their hopes up, hell he shouldn’t have got his own hopes up. It was too late to take the words out of the air and back into his head.
“You got your blood tested?” smalls sat up straighter and spots stomach flipped.
“Well you need a donner- and we were blood-related so there was a higher chance of being a donor so i got all the testing done and everything-”
“What did the results say?” smalls cut him off fast.
There it was. The moment spot had been dreading for what felt like eternity.
“We. . .arent compatible” spot got out almost silently not bothering to look at smalls able to picture how hard their face just crashed. “I knew it was a long shot but i just- i couldn’t watch you stay on that waiting list when there was a chance i could do something.”
“Its fine” smalls whispered. It wasnt fine and spot knew it.
“Im sorry” he whispered back feeling smaller than he ever had before. “I really am”
“Did you ever tell mom?” smalls asked, their voice not quite stable yet. Spot was confused for a second, but then remembered. Smalls was younger, only around ten years old. Maybe that’s why they had grown accustomed to calling medda their mother faster than spot. Maybe thats why it hit spot harder that smalls had been the one diagnosed with leukemia.
“No i didnt” spot mumbled rubbing at his eyes, “didnt want to get her hopes up or nothing”
“Well the odds of being a donner are slim to none anyway” smalls said after a minute of silence “even if we are blood-related.”
“But-” spot was still in protest, there had to be something he could have done, some way he could have fixed this.
“Its not like you did anything so that you couldnt give me some of your bone juice”
“Im begging you to rephrase that-” spot gave a laugh that was more distressed than anything.
“Nope, bone marrow is just bone juice- bone kool-aid at that.” smalls joked trying to lighten the mood. They tried to secretly wipe their nose again and spot pretended to not notice.
“If you call bone marrow bone kool-aid again im going to take back all of the chocolate i just gave you-” smalls laughed knowing that he didnt mean it.
“Its scientifically proven that bone marrow is just the bones kool-aid, arent you in ap bio?” smalls pulled their knees to their chest
“Im 100% certain it is not, and so what if im in ap bio doesnt mean im good at science” spot shrugged a little. Smalls mumbled something about that being exactly what it means, “you know what i meant smalls.”
“You arent gonna be in ap science for long if you dont pay attention in calls ‘cause you are staring at whoever gave you that phone number” smalls teased lightly. Spot just shoved their shoulder slightly but regretting it when smalls face contorted slightly. They gave a forced smile holding onto their shoulder and spot silently cursed at himself.
“His name is davey and i do not stare at him in class-”
“Just like you didnt stare at race in english and like you didnt stare at albert in history and like you didnt stare at-”
“Okay- okay i get it” spot put his hands up in mock surrender and smalls crossed their arms.
“If you like him you should just get on with it and kiss him.” smalls told him matter-of-factly. Spots eyes went wide, surprised smalls would say anything like that “what im just saying it! You’re 16 isnt that what people do when they are your age?”
“You- you cant just kiss someone it doesnt work like that”
“Why not?”
“Well what if he doesnt like me and i kiss him? Wouldnt that be weird?” smalls hummed slightly thinking over spots point as spot sat back in his chair.
“Well if he doesnt like you and you kiss him then you know he doesnt like you right? And if he does like you he kisses you back and thats like the goal right?”
 "It doesn't work like that- there's no way he'd like me if I just tried to kiss him without asking if he's interested or not." spot coughed a little putting his mouth in his elbow trying to hide the heat rising to his face.
"why not?" smalls made a face "ive read enough books sitting here to know thats how it works"
Spot tried to ignore part of that comment but god it hit him. Of course smalls had been sitting here reading they really didnt have anything better to do. "I mean- like if I just try to kiss him- even if he does like guys that's not gonna make him wanna go out with me."
"why not? what if he's into you as well? then if you kiss him he will know you are" smalls claimed confidently.
"Oh my god-" Spot groaned. "Wouldn't it be better to ask him on a date first? What if he just wants to be friends and he's not gay and I'm just losing my mind?"
“A date would be a good idea if you wanna be a coward about it.” smalls said lightly with a shrug.
Spot snorted. "I'm not a coward just cause I'm not gonna go up to him and kiss him outta nowhere."
"well no wait until you get in a group project with him and the homoromantic tension sets in thats how you do it" spot thought for a moment. Maybe his younger sibling did have a point, though he wasnt about to admit that yet.
"A group project? And then what?"
"then be like 'oh man we should met up at my house to finish it' and have jack and blink come visit me so they dont bother you then boom thats how you romance" smalls did jazz hands at the end just to drive their point in.
". . .That might. . .work actually. Can I just ask him to come help me with homework?"
"yeah that’s bound to work!” smalls sat up a little in excitement, it was like they were more hyped for this than spot was. “see im great at love advice.”
“Sure you are” spot said with a laugh.
“Its because all moms wisdom got passed down to me”
“Are you sure about that?”
“Well it didnt go to jack and it clearly didnt you to you” smalls teased “and i love blink but i dont think he got it either so the most logical conclusion is that i got the brain cell of the family”
Spot just smiled.
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if this gets enough notes i will write the spavey date
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dreamterlude · 5 years
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Vixen Andrew!!! Vixen Andrew!!!!! AaaaaaAAAaAaaaaaAAaA!!
Vixen Andrew!!! vIXEN ANDREW!!!!!
actually has his shit more together and helps katelyn woo aaron
a total beefcake best support ever
training in tank tops w the armbands a literally every fucking body gaping at the Arms
hes the one who names the gc bitchens
he loves his bitchens
at first he hates them all but w time he discovers that a lot of them have also gone through fucking heavy stuff, sometimes even like him
everytime one of the squad (the few ones who actually date men) get her heart broken: hey do u want me to kill that guy for u because it sounds like he sucks and i will totally kill that guy for u
the same with neil, skincare nights are very much A Thing, they also watch stupid movies and sometimes the girls insist on making blanket forts,,, at first andrew refuses everytime but with time he starts to agree and he discovers that its nice, it feels like a better childhood
HOLD UP imagine andrew fucking gushing abt his crush on neil w the cheersquad
"and then he had the fucking nerve to say and as youve always said you want nothing" bitchens: OOOOOOOOO
andrew actually getting better slowly thanks to the girls!!!!! letting himself feel some company!!! the girls just wont let him continue w the bad coping mechanisms and they absolutely wont let him isolate himself (unless he needs some alone time)
he still spars w renee and like thats why he sees the foxes sometimes also how he meets homeboy neil josten
btw more than one vixen has asked for renees number. he is apalled everytime he has to say that shes already dating allison
"whats so great about exy anyway" neil, opening up a 3 hours long powerpoint: well,
i mean hes a cheerleader he gotta cheer for the foxes right but no he keeps his face as dead as possible during the games, he focuses on helping the girls do the backflips and pyramids and whatever shit cheerleaders do
quietly, though, he catches himself cheering everytime neil scores a goal
still fucked up diet of ice cream, sweets, every delicious thing. the vixens dont care as long as hes still able to perform tbh they just let him do whatever
tho!!! they do urge him to get better at the whole eating healthy thing but not like "oh stop eating sweets" more like "pls continue eating sweets But Also other nutritious food"
andrew actually talking abt therapy to some of the girls that need it and encouraging them (in his own pretended indifferent way) to contact bee
he very much still faces riko sometimes and he does so with pompoms on his hands and his arms crossed
oh my god neil would DEFINITELY hum cheerleader by omi when hes around andrew
andrew scowls at him. every time
that songs ends up being neils contact song for andrew for a good 3 months before andrew Notices (hell breaks loose)
andrew and his eidetic memory ft. planning and remembering every move, every step,, boy probably ends up being lead cheerleader (is that even a thing?? who knows, not me)
anon this was an absolute shit show and im the worst at talking about cheerleading but i hope you enjoyed it thanks for your kind attention to my au shitposts
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sparklemichele · 5 years
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In His Eyes Part 3
Florian Munteanu X Reader
Part 1, Part-2
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The car ride to the restaurant was comfortable as you both talked and got to know each other a little more. You started to become slightly nervous once Florian parked the car and opened your side. You didn’t know if you were ready to face other people just yet. You wanted to get back into the car into your cocoon with Florian. Sensing your hesitation Florian grabbed your hand as you both walked to the restaurant. You knew you would have stares due to the size difference between you two and you were right as people looked at you both as the hostess escorted you to your table. You tried your best to smile as Florian pulled the chair back for you. You gracefully scooted the chair in as Florian made his way to the other side of the table and sat down. You zoned everyone around you out and focused on Florian and the menu. Some giggles cause you to snap out of your zone and you could not help but look in the direction it was coming from. Sure, enough the table was looking over at you and Florian. You were hoping people would not be so bold as to mock you but as you notice the waiter hand them another round of whatever they were drinking that hope was lost. People were stupid and mean when they drunk to much. Tonight, would be no different.
“I heard their steak and lobster is really delicious.” Florian put down the menu and looked at you.
“I think I will just have a salad.” You told him in disappointment as you sat the menu down.
“Like hell you are. None of that diet shit when you are with me.”
You let a small smile grace your lips as you picked the menu back up. With Flo’s green eyes gazing at you, you looked over the menu again.
“Have you decided already?” You peeked up at him. He nodded at you. He told you what he had picked out and after a few moments you decided on steak as well.
“I need you to relax.” Florian told you after the waiter left with your order. You took a large gulp of your red wine to calm your nerves. Florian reached across the table and took your hand. “Are you going to relax and enjoy the evening with me?”
“Yes.” You whispered when you heard the table erupt in laughter. Your body tensed again. Florian looked over with a frown on his face. Seeing the look on his face the table hushed their laughter.
“They are laughing at me. Us.”
You gasped when Florian got up from the table.
“Florian….no!” You called after him as he headed straight for the table. You don’t know what he said but he got his point across in a few short words. There was no shouting or physical fighting. The look on their faces while Florian walked back to the table filled you with such pride. He just did that. He stood up for you.
“Now, can we enjoy our evening?” Florian took a sip of his wine.
“What did you say?” You asked filled with curiosity.
“Don’t worry about that. Let’s enjoy our evening. Now tell me more about you.” Florian settled back as you filled his request. You forgot all about your surroundings as you and Florian ate and drunk your wine. It had been such a long time since you had such a good time on a date. It was a long time that you felt this relax on a date. The food was good, the wine was good, and your date was devastating handsome. He even had the personality to match his good looks.  Before you even realize it, the waiter was handing you menus for desserts.
“These desserts you might fine more appealing ma’am.”
The waiter told you as he flipped over your menu to show you a page of desserts. As you looked at the desserts your heart sunken as you realized the page was for low calorie desserts. You sighed with disgust as you flipped the pages back to the regular desserts with irritation. Florian felt the change in your mood.
“What’s wrong?” He asked looking at you, then the waiter and back at you.
“Nothing. I will take the triple chocolate cake please.” You snap the menu shut and handed to the waiter.
“Are you sure?” The waiter asks.
“Yes. I’m sure.” You snapped rolling your eyes. Florian gave his dessert order and asked again what was wrong.
“Nothing.” You lied. You did not want further embarrassment about your weight to hinder the evening.
“What did the waiter do?”
“Nothing Flo. Just let it go.”
“No, I won’t if he upset you. Look at me.”
You slowly looked into his green eyes.
“Talk to me.”
“Flo can we not. We are having a great time.”
“Ok. As you wish.” It took every ounce of willpower for Florian to let it go but he did not want to upset you any further.
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On the way out, the restaurant you ignored the stares as Florian took your hand. He was so sweet. You heard whispers and giggles but lifted your head high as you pasted each table. On the way out, the door paparazzi were waiting. They must have got wind that Florian was in the restaurant. Of course, it would be rude ass TMZ. They shouted questions at Florian and he was polite enough to answer.
“So big girls around the world got a chance with you Florian?” One of the cameramen shouted at him. The camera zoomed in on you and you stopped in your tracks. You felt as if a panic attack was about to come on. Florian gave the camera a death glare as he wrapped his arm around your waist.
“Don’t be disrespectful.” He snapped. He ignored the rest of the questions as he escorted you to the car. The flashes of cameras were giving you a headache. You could just imagine what TMZ would put as a headline. On the drive back, Florian tried to soothe you as he knew you were upset but you were in your own thoughts and quiet most of the ride back.
“Can I come in?” Florian asked when you reached your door. You opened your door and let him in. You shut the door and leaned against the door looking at him standing in front of you.
“Did you have a good time despite a few assholes?” Florian walked up to you resting his hands on your hips.
“Yes, I did but you will have to deal with close minded people like that if you date me.”
“What do you mean ‘if’ I am dating you.” His hands rubbed your hips. Florian leaned his forehand against yours.
“I don’t know Flo. You might want to rethink this.” You whispered.
Florian chuckled as his fingers caressed your cheek.
“You think your weight scares me.”
“Does it?” You looked up in his eyes. Florian softly kissed your lips before answering.
“No.” Florian grabbed you by the ass and lifted you up with ease.
“Oh my God!” You instinctively wrapped your legs around his waist and your arms behind his neck. “Flo put me down!”
“I got you. I’m not scared of your size. I hope I can really prove that to you one day.”  
Florian took his time carrying you to your kitchen and sitting you on the counter. He did not even break a sweat and his breathing was steady. You found your hands rubbing up and down his muscular arms.
“I want you to stop worrying about your weight when you are with me. It is not a factor as to why I want to spend time with you and get to know you more. It is not a factor in the fact that I want to take you to your bedroom and make love to you all night.”
Your breath hitch at his confession. Your fingers played in his beard before tracing his lips. He took your hand and kissed your palm.
“I’ve been looking at how beautiful you look all night. The way those jeans hugs your hips and ass. From the moment I laid eyes on you I knew I had to get to know you.” Florian leaned over and nipped your ear causing you to shudder.
“I am glad I ran into you at that restaurant.” He whispered in your ear. His nips lowered to your neck and turned to soft kisses and licks.  You leaned your head back giving him better access to your neck and Florian devoured your neck before taking over your lips. Your legs tighten around him as he scooted you up to him. You gasped when you felt how hard he was.
“You see how bad I want you?”
“Yes.” You croaked out. Florian hand traveled to your neck and lightly squeezed.
“I hope this is not to forward but I can’t wait to see your face when you come for me and feel you around my cock.”
“Oh my God.” You whispered as heat pounded your body. Just the thought was sending you into overdrive.
You were startled when Florian’s phone rung. He chuckled at how easily you were startled. He pulled away and looked at his phone frowning.
“I got to go beautiful.” He looked up at you lust in his eyes. “Can I see you tomorrow?” He easily lifted you off the counter.
“Yes. I look forward to it.”
“So, do I.” Florian landed a passionate kiss on your lips before he left your apartment. You squealed with delight and happiness!!
You were about to call Anna when you receive a text alert from her to check TMZ. Oh no.
You checked TMZ’s site on your phone and there were pictures of you and Florian. The first thing you checked was your looks in the pics and you did not look bad. However, the camera was not forgiving of your size.
 “Buff actor on date with woman twice his size.”
 You frowned at the headline. You exited out the page without reading the article. You did not need anything else ruining your night. You received another text.
 Told you.
 It read with a link to the TMZ article.
 Nothing good could come out of you dating him except embarrassment.
 “Fuck you Renee!” You shouted to your phone before throwing it on the couch. You fought back the tears as best as you could. You needed a drink.
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