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jahayla-parker · 1 year

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‘Til Death : Kaz Brekker x Reader

Description: Blurb/headcanon and small fic for Kaz Brekker based on the Happily Ever After character series of fics; covers topics such as the proposal, wedding planning, who is in the wedding party, etc. leading up to -and including- the wedding day! Warnings: wedding, proposal, bachelor party briefly mentioned, SOC/SAB related topics.

Proposal

Kaz sat as his desk, pretending to be reviewing some maps.

In reality, his mind was spiraling a million miles an hour.

He had set a ring on top of y/N’s book that was sitting on their shared nightstand.

Kaz knew his breathing was short and erratic so he elected to stay silent as y/n came in.

Besides, he had left the ring for her in hopes she’d ask him about it.

He’d worked on communicating with her more directly over the last several years.

But, this situation was much more intense and intimate than he felt competent in with his current communication abilities.

Y/n smiled tenderly at him as she closed the door behind her, walking to his desk.

“Hmm, the books look okay?” She wondered, peering over his shoulder.

“Ooh, or, new heist then?” Y/n asked, Kaz smirking at the excitement he heard in her voice over the possibility.

Kaz shrugged, his breath still short and rapid heartbeat only worsening his predicament.

When his eyes didn’t leave the maps, y/n placed her hand in the air over his shoulder, waiting for his signal.

He nodded and y/n set her hands on his shoulders, giving them a short soft massage.

“Need any help?” She asked softly, stepping away to remove her Kaz’s coat from her body.

“No” he forced out, making y/n turn to him with a raised eyebrow.

She tilted her head slightly and smiled tenderly, “why don’t you take a break?”

Kaz nodded silently, fiddling with the papers on his desk as he mentally begged her to go read.

Almost as if she’d read his mind, Y/n walked gracefully to their bed.

She curled up against the headboard before reaching over to grab her book.

As her fingers touched the ring Kaz had left, he peeled his anxious eyes from her and turned back to the unimportant maps on his table.

“Kaz?” She questioned, holding the shiny ring up before her as she sat up rigidly.

Kaz hummed faintly in response, feigning unawareness.

“I-is this…?” Y/n whispered softly, spinning the jewel in her fingers.

When he felt her eyes on his back he nodded.

Y/n smiled to herself, standing up and making her way to him.

“Kaz” she began, standing next to him as he still refused to look her way.

“It’s beautiful “ y/n complimented, hand placed on the table next to his.

His eyes took note of the ring now placed on her second to last finger of her left hand, his lips curling up ever so slightly.

Kaz tore his eyes from her hand to look up at her, “It’s a yes?”

It was unusual for him to ask a question that he seemingly already knew the answer to.

But Y/n noticed the faint doubt in his eyes.

She smiled widely at him, inching her hand infintismaley closer, “It’s a yes Kaz”

He nodded back as he lifted his hand and placed it on hers, “good “.

Kaz watched as she stared at their hands and the ring on her finger with a smirk.

“Care to share why you’re smirking?” He teased, raising an eyebrow.

She giggled softly, making his heart flutter, “just thinking about how much I must love you if I’m not forcing you to actually ask”.

“Y/n” he began slowly, making her turn to him.

Kaz took a deep breath and resisted the urge to divert his eyes, “will you… I want to… will you marry me?”

Y/n eyes shimmered even brighter, bringing a soft smile to Kaz’s face before she even answered.

“You didn’t have to truly ask Kazzy, I was giving you a hard time. But yes, absolutely” she smiled widely.

Kaz let himself smile back, locking her hand in his as he slid his fingers between hers, “I know I didn’t have to”.

“I wanted to” he added, more confidently as she quietly stroked his hand with her thumb, “I want to marry you”.

Reaction Headcanons

I feel this section goes without saying, yet I digress

The crows were the only ones who were allowed to know of their engagement and pending wedding.

In part due to safety concerns (aka Kaz continuing to be overprotective of y/n), but also because they had always been a private couple.

The crows were all thrilled of course.

In fact, they’d (despite Matthias and Inej suggesting they shouldn’t do it) bet on when Kaz would finally propose.

To be fair, they also bet on how he would propose; but the couple had kept that information private despite protests and pleas from the crows (most of which were silenced upon Kaz’s deathly glare; apart from Nina [whom mentioned she’d sensed his uncontrollable heart rate and breathing the other night and assumed it was that or …. -which earned another even more intense glare from Kaz])

Jesper had bet that it would be another year before Kaz would do it.

Wylan was more optimistic and bet it would be sometime that week (although he had a considerable advantage in that Kaz had randomly asked him a ton of questions about various gemstones not too soon before [such as which would scratch less, shine more, etc.]

Nina had suspected he’d wait for y/n’s birthday to do it. But the night she sensed his intense breathing and pulse she changed her bet.

Jesper and Wylan of course complained she cheated, but when Kaz and y/n glares at the three of them for having bet on their relationship at all, they dropped the argument.

Best Man Headcanons

Jesper was of course Kaz’s best man.

And, Jesper no doubt freaked out when ‘asked’

Although since it was Kaz, y/n had to push him to do so

And even then it’s just done in a very casual manner over drinks at the crows club following a heist before Kaz nods his appreciation and exits the room.

Kaz was truly more thrilled than he let on about Jesper accepting but he refused to show it

Bachelor Party Headcanons

Jesper of course wants big party but knows Kaz wouldn't.

So Jesper staged a safe (otherwise Y/n would’ve killed him if something happened to Kaz during the party) heist

The point of the heist was to obtain an item for Y/n from one of the merchants’ houses.

Kaz was impressed by the thoughtfulness behind the gesture and was more than thrilled to do it.

Wedding Planning Headcanons

Planning was minimal

As they just wanted something small and intimate

Kaz was debating even doing it alone but admitted (only to her) that the other crows were like their family now

Y/n offered to wear gloves for the ring ceremony during the part where she’d put on his ring.

But Kaz rejected the offer

While he wouldn’t admit it, even to her (mostly due to still struggling with the consistency of it), he (typically) loved the way her hands felt

And he was a man of tradition and wanted her to get the best day he could offer her, so no gloves.

For either of them.

Which came as a shock to the crows.

They’d debated/bet on if either would wear gloves for the ceremony in the week leading up to it.

They had seen Kaz without his gloves before, but only in rare moments and never in such an important moment, nor when the crows would be focused on his hands like they’d be for that moment.

When it comes to y/n and Kaz discussing their plans for the wedding, it was usually during brief talks late at night

The talks would take place while they were alone after a long day, talking for a few minutes before falling asleep after reaching a choice on the one topic they’d discussed that night.

Wedding Day Headcanons

They held the ceremony outside of Ketterdam

In the forested area of Lij.

Mostly for the purposes of safety and privacy

But also because he (& therefore y/n as well) wanted a location that was more romantic & sentimental (although he claimed it was only because y/n deserved that and not because he wanted such a thing himself).

The crows were all somehow involved in the ceremony.

It had been y/n’s idea to have their loved ones take part in it, secretly hoping it helped Kaz feel more comfortable with them being present as they ‘officially declared’ their love before others (only the crows) as they would be seen as required presences and not just guests.

Jesper was already Kaz’s best man

Inej and Nina had seen to the decorations (for the ceremony and reception) and food, and they shared the role of Maid of Honor.

Wylan played his flute for the processional music.

Matthias conducted the ceremony.

The stray pet y/n rescued off the streets of Ketterdam (despite Kaz’s apprehensions at the time) was led down the aisle before y/n (lured by Jesper through the use of some peanut butter)

Kaz felt he maintained a stoic look while y/n walked down the aisle to him.

But his crows knew him well enough to see the loving gaze his eyes held.

And y/n could see the way his eyes were ever so slightly more dewy than normal.

During the kissing portion of the ceremony, they did so through y/n’s thick white veil.

They had shared more intimate kisses before, but neither didn’t want to risk associating the day with his trauma by pushing it.

Nor had they even held hands directly in front of the others.

As planned, there were no gloves involved

But, y/n maintained minimal contact as she slid his ring on his finger.

Kaz reciprocated the method, being cautious of the level of skin contact as well as he slid her ring on.

Yet, as they walked back down aisle together, Kaz boldly chose to increase their contact by wrapping his hand around her fingers.

When he noticed that even though the others were nearby it didn’t trigger him as much as he expected, he kissed the back of her hand

His lips having landed right next to her wedding ring.

They held a tiny and intimate reception

The reception was also hidden outside of Ketterdam, inside the forested area near Lij

Kaz of course, did not dance, but watched in secret glee as y/n spun around and danced with their friends.

Kaz did feel guilty for not being able to dance with y/n in front of their friends; the way Wylan and Jesper had at their wedding a year earlier.

Yet, he was also proud because he did however, manage to hold her hand or at least maintain physical contact with her hand throughout most of the reception.

Towards the end of the reception, Kaz silently tugged y/n’s hand and discreetly led them away from the clearing where everyone had gathered (Inej no doubt noticed but the rest were too busy dancing and partying)

He tenderly walked them out of the clearing in the forest and off the typical path.

Once they were in a smaller clearing between the trees and shrubbery, where the others couldn’t see or hear them, he smiled deeply at her; his wife.

It was at that time he risked a short, minimal, and faint kiss to her lips, this time without her veil in the way.

While it wasn’t as deep of a kiss as he wished he’d be able to offer, it was nonetheless an incredibly sweet kiss.

And the exquisite smile he earned as a result, made his cheeks flush a dark shade of red while he mentally swore to himself he’d do whatever it took to be the reason she kept smiling like that

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zwedexx · 16 days

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30 Canadians in 30 days

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-> You and Jayde decide to prank the rest of the squad for April Fools

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loveforneteyam · 1 year

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sab u will be hearing from my lawyers

but no ur literally an amazing writer and i’m so excited for this series 💗

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pochitasbestie · 2 years

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HIII im sab im 20, i go by she/they pronouns, im not new to tumblr but i did recently move accounts my interests are:

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i also might start writing soon as well, not full fics but blurbs.. tht will be another whole post tho, i used to write but like u know.. i lost motivation quick LOL

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imkylotrash · 2 years

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Skin

Pairing: Kaz Brekker x reader

Request: The female reader is an archer and is skilled in the art of stealth. She is a member of the Crows. She’s slowly helping him get over his touch phobia. So far he’s only comfortable holding hands. On a mission with Jesper and Inej, a distraction is needed and the reader pins Kaz to a wall and kisses him before he can say or do anything. Turns out Kaz enjoyed the kiss but he’s too stubborn to admit it. I realize this may be out of character. Anonymous And Y/n and Kaz have a love/hate relationship, they tease and roll their eyes about one another. One job includes them dressing up and dancing together at a ball, Kaz can't keep his eyes off her and they flirt. One guy asks her to dance which pisses Kaz off and he ends the night confessing his love. Anonymous

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"What are you doing, Kaz?" you mumble as you carefully get an arrow from your quiver. Your feet are firmly placed on the ground hip-width apart. Your eyes are focused on Kaz walking through the streets as you follow from rooftop to rooftop but he's just stopped to talk to someone. It's not part of the plan, but you stay put, watching him talk to a stranger that has no idea what personal space is. Poor Kaz, you think to yourself, imagining how much he must be struggling to keep calm with someone so close to him.

"Jesper is further down the street waiting for Kaz." You almost fire an arrow from pure shock. Inej and you received the same training. She masters blending into the shadows just as well as you do, and she likes to misuse that for fun. Needless to say, you don't find it funny at all.

"One of these days, I'm going to actually hurt you," you breathe, returning your attention to Kaz. He's started walking again, so you and Inej follow him from the rooftops.

"It'll just be a consequence of my actions. Aim for a non-vital organ, please." You're not entirely sure she's joking, but there's a ghost of a smile on her face as you jump from one rooftop to the next. You're not entirely sure who you're stealing what from and why. You've never bothered with the details - that's Kaz' job. And as much as you like to tease him, you still follow his command. You are a Crow, after all.

He reaches Jesper, and they disappear into a garden. You share a look with Inej before taking a step over the edge of the roof, letting yourself drop to the ground.

"Bend your knees," you whisper right before you hit the ground. You've seen what happens when you don't prepare for the landing at the infirmary, and you have no intention of ending up like that. A couple of seconds later, Inej lands next to you. She disappears into the garden as well while you stay behind to survey the street for any activity.

A few minutes later, all three of them come running out. Kaz grabs you and takes off running. Inej and Jesper head in the opposite direction.

"Kaz, what is going on?" But he only shushes you, and you see why when two guards come storming after you. Kaz runs faster, and so do you.

"Turn here," you call, spotting a dark alley. You throw your quiver and bow into the dark and pin Kaz against the wall without hesitation. You've never done anything other than hold hands up until this point, and your plan involves a lot more than just holding hands.

"Trust me?" you ask out of breath.

"Always." His lips taste sweet and salty at the same time. It's pretty clear that Kaz has never kissed anyone before, but it's sort of cute how he has no idea what to do with his hands. You register the men running right past the alley, not bothering to check two people wrapped up in each other.

"Why did you do that?" he asks when you pull away. His hands are trembling, but otherwise, he seems okay.

"I had to think fast. And no one bothers with a couple kissing in a dark alley," you explain, feeling the ghost of the kiss linger on your lips. "Are you okay?"

"Of course I'm okay. Just don't do it again."

"What, you didn't like it?" you tease as you carefully make your way back to the main street.

"No. I didn't." You don't have time to reply before Inej and Jesper appear. Frankly, you don't even know what you'd say. You knew you weren't his favorite, but you didn't think he disliked you this much. Had you read too much into the moments shared between the two of you as you helped him with his phobia? When he locks eyes with Inej and smiles, you realize exactly why he wants to overcome his phobia - and why he chose you to help him.

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"Inej, can you help me with this thing?" you call, attempting to tie the corset yourself, but it's not tight enough. She appears in the doorway, watching you struggle for just a second before coming to your aid.

"You look lovely," you comment, seeing her dress in the mirror. She does really look lovely, but a little green monster has taken residence in your heart, so the compliment doesn't sound too convincing. It bothers you. Up until that night a couple of weeks ago, you had never considered Kaz like that, but now that you knew it wasn't an option, your heart ached for it.

"Please. I would have to arrive naked for people to notice me when you're wearing this dress." It was a pretty dress. The only thing you had left of your mother and the most expensive item you owned.

"Who's arriving naked?" Kaz stops dead in his tracks when he spots you.

"You look beautiful," he says, clearing his throat before looking over at Inej. Of course.

"It's time to go," he says, trying to avoid looking at you, but you catch him outright staring at you several times. Once you arrive at the palace, he offers his hand to help you out of the carriage. Surprised, you let him and immediately feel his skin.

"You're not wearing gloves?" you question, trying to ignore just how good it feels to hold his hand without a glove in between.

"Don't need them with you," he breathes, guiding you to the gates. Jesper helps Inej out of the carriage, and together you walk inside. It's a dull party, but mainly because you have to stay sober. You're here to spy on one of the rich men, but you've always hated reconnaissance missions.

"Can I have this dance?" You look over to find a stranger asking for your hand. He's handsome, but you're not going to dance with him. Before you have a chance to decline, Kaz steps in front of you.

"She's spoken for." He's deadly calm as he watches the man disappear into the crowd. It's kind of sexy how he can send a man running just by looking at him. But then you remind yourself that he likes Inej and not you, which makes you a little pissed that he answered for you.

"What if I wanted to dance with him?" you question, looking at the target and not Kaz.

"You're not dancing with anyone tonight. This is a mission, not a chance for you to get hitched."

"Right. One dance would immediately mean that I have to marry the guy," you say pretend like his words aren't daggers in your heart. He really thinks that low of you?

"Excuse me. I think I'll go find him." Kaz grabs your arm before you have a chance to move.

"Don't even think about it." There's a fire burning in his eyes, and you want nothing more than to put it out. He has no reason to act this way.

"Go find Inej and leave me alone." You want him to hurt the way you are right now. You're not his; you don't belong to him.

"What does Inej have to do with this?" He looks so confused as if you'd be stupid enough to not realize he has feelings for her. You pull away from him and disappear into the crowd. You're gone before he has a chance to follow you. Eventually, though, he does find you out on the balcony taking in the fresh air and completely ignoring that you were meant to watch the target.

"I don't think of Inej that way." You stand perfectly still, but you stop breathing. The only sign that you heard him.

"Yes, you do. I've seen the way you look at her."

"I only look at her to keep myself from looking at you. That night in the alley..."

"It was a mistake. You made that very clear." You take several steps away from him. He's too close, and he looks too good. It's not fair.

"I can't stop thinking about it." It's the final step that lets you cross the line from friendship to something else. Something new, something you have no idea what is.

"You told me to never do it again." This time, you don't move when he comes closer. Is he wearing a new perfume?

"Because I'm a foolish man." You breathe him in, his features bathed in the moonlight. He looks beautiful and right now, he's not looking at anyone else but you.

"Can I kiss you?" His hand finds its way to your cheek, and you lean into his touch. Skin against skin, fire against fire. You're burning up with anticipation. Too slowly, he closes the gap between the two of you, giving you one last time to reject him.

"Yes," you exhale right before your lips meet. This kiss is different. You can feel his hunger as he grabs your waist and pulls you closer. Neither of you returns to the party that night. Instead, Kaz takes you home and, for the first time since joining the Crows, you don't go to sleep in your own room.

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gojonanami · 4 months

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will literally give you pieces of my liver to use in a blood ritual in exchange for you to take care of yourself and be proud of your work 😤🫶🏻

-tearrings <3

fdsjkndk you're very very sweet - i was thinking about you today?? did i manifest you?? hahaha i'll have to add it to my collection once i accomplish your goals for me. i'm tryingggg its hard lmao

i love you though <3333

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parkersbliss · 3 years

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Prompt 002 + 040 for Kaz Brekker? ❤️✨

yup gotchu! <3

prompts: 002: “Just leave!” 040: “Why are you at my door at 3am?”

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3am | K. Brekker

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He doesn’t even think about it. His legs move faster than his mind, and he lets them. He could stop, but he doesn’t want to.

And yet, he stands here unmoving. Looking back on it, he wishes he had stopped. He could turn around and leave, but he physically can’t make himself.

He’s frozen on the spot.

For once in his life, Kaz Brekker is frozen.

He is utterly still as his heart pounds madly in his chest, and he grips the head of his crow cane.

He felt weak being here, but he felt worse sitting alone in his room. He’d prefer to sit down against your door all night rather than go back to his bed.

It’s what he plans on doing anyway. You wouldn’t be awake at this hour, and Kaz certainly was not going to bother you for his own needs.

He takes a deep breath and slides down your door, and sits on the ground, just like he’d done before.

Many times before.

His eyes shut as he leans his head against the door, taking deep breaths.

And then he hears it. Kaz bolts up, straightening his coat, and almost does a double-take.

“Why are you at my door at 3am?”

Once again, Kaz is frozen. His lips part, but nothing comes out, and he just stands there like a complete and utter fool.

“Kaz?” You ask, crossing your arms and leaning against the doorframe.

He doesn’t say anything, and you sigh, pulling your jacket tighter around yourself. “If you’re not going to say anything… just leave.”

“I don’t know,” He admits. His voice is hoarse, more so than it usually is.

You raise an eyebrow. “You don’t know?” Your voice isn’t condescending or accusing; it’s soft.

“Do you want to talk about it?”

“I can’t.”

You bite the inside of your cheek, nodding. “Okay. What do you want me to do?”

“Anything.”

“Okay,” You said softly.

And then you shut the door in his face. He should be expecting it, showing up at 3am without any reason and being difficult, but it still stings.

He’s about to leave when he hears you shuffling. You open the door again, tossing him a pillow and a blanket before letting it close. He listens as you sit down against the door, mirroring his position from earlier.

“Are you still there?”

“Yes.”

“Do you want to talk about it now?”

Kaz falls back against the door, sliding down it once more. The feeling of the solid wood against his back is strangely calming, and he lets his eyes close as he forgets you’re there.

“I couldn’t sleep,” He starts. “And I just kept thinking and spiraling. I couldn’t stop it, and suddenly I was back there. It was cold, and he was still dead; they were all still dead, and I couldn’t get out. Even now, I still feel like they’re grabbing at me, trying to drag me down with them.”

His voice cracks at the end, and you can hear his breathing hitch before it gets worse.

There’s enough space under the door for you to slip your hand through. Kaz stares at it. He really looks at it and wonders what it would feel like in his.

“I’m here,” you said. “I will always be here. What time is it?”

Kaz breathes out shakily, “It’s almost 4am.”

“What’s my name?”

“(Y/N).”

“Where are we?”

“The Slat.”

His breathing slows, and you can feel the faintest brush of his gloved hands against your own. He’s testing the waters, but he’s quick to pull away.

“What are we doing tomorrow?”

Kaz lets his eyes close again, his hand hovering above yours. He can’t bring himself to lower it. “We have a heist. The prize is a ring worth a couple hundred kruge. Everyone is going to attend, Nina will probably have too much fun, but she’s in charge of getting the ring and passing it to Inej. Then, she'll hand it to me, and I'll keep it in my coat for the rest of the night, and we leave undetected. The ring will be replaced with a decoy. She won't notice until we're gone.”

By the end of his detailed explanation, Kaz’s breathing had returned to normal, and he could feel his body beg for much-needed sleep.

“Thank you,” He whispered.

You hum in reply, dozing off yourself. “Hey, Kaz?”

“Yeah?”

“You can sit outside my door at 3am anytime you want.”

“Be careful. I might just take you up on that offer.”

You let out a muffled laugh. “Maybe you’ll come inside one day too.”

Kaz smiles, eyelids heavy as they finally slip close, and his nightmares leave, if only for a few hours. “I’d like that,” he mumbled.

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tj-wrote-things · 3 years

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Spoons

a/n: idrk at this point I just want attention.

Nikolai x gn!reader

~comedy~ (kind of)

she’s short like me please love her.

“Oh saints!”

You looked up from your desk at the sound of Nikolai’s exclamation, only to see him standing aghast in front of your wardrobe. You dropped your pen, speeding twards him at the speed of light, and shut the doors with a bang.

“You weren't meant to see that.” Nikolai blinked rapidly. Never in a million years could he think that you, his put together, never a hair out of place, immaculately buttoned kefta wearing, breathtakingly lovely y/n, could be capable of something like this.

“No,” he cried. “Let me see!” He maneuvered around you as you grimaced into your hand, and wrenched the doors of the oak wardrobe open again. Your heart pounded at your chest when you thought of your neat-freak of a boyfriend finding your secret vice.

Words could not describe the chaos Nikolai was met with-- clothes, haphazardly bunched up and shoved inside, covered every square inch of space, as well as unneeded papers and trinkets. In fact, he was sure he could see several spoons, as if just one wasn't enough

“y/n, what the hell!”

You stepped in front of the wardrobe to block his view, and salvage what was left of your dignity.

“There’s a system!” you said at last, waving your hands, as if you could wave away the mild embarrassment. “I know where everything is!”

“Oh really?” You nodded.

Nikolai wordlessly reached into the chaos. He held up three key rings on each of three fingers. “Oh really?” You pursed your lips and shut your eyes for a moment. “So these aren’t the keys to the spinning wheel, which you had me remake twice, because you couldn't find them?”

“No,” you said lamely.

Nikolai shook his head, trying to hide a smile. He placed the keys in your hand, and walked out without a word.

You honestly thought he’d forgotten about it, until three days later, when you went to find your coat, the one you wore on days meant for lounging around. You pulled open the doors to your wardrobe, and were met with a sight of horror. Everything had been folded, organized and stacked neatly. Papers in a stack into corner, along with your trinkets. On top of you newly made stack of trousers was a note.

You disgust me. I love you:)

xxNikolai

ps, I hope you don’t mind, but I took the spoons to the kitchens for washing. Im sure if you ask nicely, you’ll get them back.

#nikolai lantsov x reader #nikolai lantsov #nikolai duology #Grishaverse #sab #soc #sas #rar #shadow and bone #ruin and rising #seige and storm #lantsov #fanfiction #blurb #fluff

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moonheartened · 3 years

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ahem. bury me face down by grandson is THE kaz brekker song. i repeat, BURY ME FACE DOWN BY GRANDSON IS THE KAZ BREKKER SONG.

#DO YOURSELF A FAVOR AND CLICK TO LISTENNNNNNNN #it is. UNBELIEVABLE how much that song emulates the being of kaz like.#it’s like it was MADE for him #kaz brekker #six of crows #shadow and bone #soc #sab #blurb #txt

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jahayla-parker · 1 year

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writing prompt: “You’re supposed to be dead!” “Yeah, sorry about that.” for character of choice

“You’re Supposed to Be Dead” : Prompt Preference

Description: "You're supposed to be dead", "Yeah, sorry about that" prompts for Kaz Brekker, Jesper Fahey, Tom Holland, and Harrison Osterfield; some fluff, some hurt-comfort, and some enemies to lovers Warnings: mentions of death/character deaths, violence and violent video games,SOC/SAB standard trigger warnings, etc. Notes: I changed the last line of the prompt slightly, same theme but just not as an actual line but instead the premise only.

Kaz Brekker x Reader

Found here (too long for a blurb type request format)

Jesper Fahey x Reader

“You’re supposed to be dead!” Jesper shouted as he watched his girlfriend casually enter the room.

Y/n shrugged coyly, “plans change”.

Nina giggled in the background as she watched their argument.

Jesper signed, “y/n, this is serious”

“Damn Jesper, didn’t realize you wanted me dead so badly” y/n joked, making Nina snort.

Jesper shook his head furiously, “you know that’s not what’s happening”.

Y/n sighed as he realized he wasn’t going to buy into the playful banter.

“Doll, this was to keep you safe!” Jesper scolded, eyes scanning the otherwise empty Crow Club as if he expected the man hunting her to be following her so closely.

“I know, but plans change” y/n repeated, shrugging off the torn coat that was covered in fake blood.

“Why?!” Jesper panicked, his eyes moving back to her.

Y/n glanced over at Kaz who just stood stoically and stared back at her.

Jesper glanced back and forth between them.

“Wha- you knew?!” he yelled at Kaz out of frustration.

Kaz raised an eyebrow at the outburst but merely adjusted his grip on the head of his cane and nodded once.

Jesper threw his arms in the air exasperatedly, “You helped stage her death! So.., Why would you undo that?! Why-? How-? What?! I don’t-…”.

Kaz signaled for y/n to explain and she sighed reluctantly.

“Jesper, something came up that was more important” she began softly, knowing how he’d argue that nothing was more important than this plan.

“More important than staying safe until you got to Novyi Zem and we could start new lives?!” Jesper argued, a defeated but frustrated look on his face.

“Yes” y/n admitted firmly, stepping closer to him.

“What’s so important that you’d give all that up and break your promise to me?!” Jesper huffed.

She felt guilty for breaking their promise, but she knew she had to.

As she stared guiltily at her boots, she sighed, “your life, Jesper”.

Jesper froze, his hands dropping to his side, “what?”

Y/n took a deep breath and lifted her gaze to him, noticing his eyes had softened.

“Your life was in danger, Jesper. I’m not going to apologize for prioritizing you over myself” she began, holding up a hand as he went to interject, “not when you’d have done the same thing if the roles were reversed”.

Jesper nodded and sighed as he grabbed her hand.

“Doll, how was my life in danger? You were the one Mastian and his crew were after” Jesper pointed out.

“That was true. But, as Kaz finished the last details of my death, he noticed Krishgon nearing the Crow’s Club” y/n explained.

“Krishgon?” Jesper asked, trying to place the name.

“The con man you stole the chest from last week? His goons recognized you from one of the gambling parlors here in the Barrel. Kaz found out he’d taken out a hit on you but hadn’t told any of us” y/n said, her voice taught.

“It was being handled” Kaz cut in, “there hadn’t been any viable threat”.

“Yet” y/n argued, shooting Kaz a glare before facing Jesper again.

“However, it seemed he was going to take the chance of you being distracted by my ‘death’ to exact his consequence” y/n sighed, squeezing her boyfriends hand.

“Well that’s just cruel, way to kick a man when he’s down” Jesper criticized the man’s timing.

Matthias rolled his eyes, “she didn’t actually die Jesper”.

As Jesper went to respond, y/n tugged on his hand to redirect him back to the current issue.

“Krishgon might not be Rollins or Kaz, but that’s almost worse because he doesn’t care about revenge” y/N’s voice shook softly, “he just wants his threats eliminated. So I’m not going to apologize for coming back for you”.

Jesper brushed a few stray tears from her eyes, “I’m sorry love, I didn’t know”.

“I know, but that’s why, Jes. If I stayed dead, I’d be safe but you wouldn’t” y/n surmised.

“And then, she’d also be at risk again, this time by association” Kaz added.

Jesper nodded at Kaz in silent acknowledgment of his understanding as to why Kaz breached the deal they’d made.

“We’ll figure this out, okay love? We can fake another-“ Jesper began, looking to Kaz in hopes he’d have a plan in the works.

“No. I’m not running anymore Jesper. I said I would because it was what you wanted and what you thought was needed. But now it’s not just me. I’m staying “ she stated firmly, looking over at Kaz and nodding once before facing her boyfriend again.

“We’re staying and we’re going to take both gangs down. We’ll take a play from their playbook and eliminate both threats completely if need be” y/n planned aloud.

Jesper raised his eyebrows in shock at her firm yet casual stance on killing two gang bosses.

But as he saw she wasn’t letting up, he smirked and he rested hands on revolvers.

“This is our home and we’re going to keep it” she told him.

He nodded and lifted one of his guns up to his lips, “Yes we are, together”.

Tom Holland x Reader

Tom glared at his brother, “you have to be kidding me”.

Harry smirked and shook his head, “not in the slightest mate. Y/n is due on set any minute now”.

“But she’s supposed to be dead!” Tom groaned loudly.

Harry laughed and shrugged, “well, they brought her back. So you’ll just have to get over your feelings for her and do your job”.

Tom rolled his eyes, “quiet down. Last thing I need is people thinking you mean I have romantic feelings for her”.

“Even though you do” Harry stated simply as he set down Tom’s coffee.

“I do not” Tom scoffed, gritting his teeth.

Harry rolled his eyes, “if you say so mate, but look, you should head over to the set soon”.

Tom glanced at his watch and sighed.

He took a quick sip of his coffee before rushing back to the set with his script in hand.

“Seriously?” Tom groaned as he ran into y/n’s back.

“Excuse me?” Y/n asked, eyes widening as she turned around and saw Tom.

“Of course you’d be in the way” he remarked trying to side step her.

She moved to block him, “you ran into me Holland. Not the other way around”.

Tom rolled his eyes, “yeah, well-“.

Y/n watched as he scrambled for a comeback, a smirk growing on her face, “well?”

“You’re supposed to be dead!” Tom shouted, getting the attention of a few other cast members.

Y/n scoffed and shrugged, “I didn’t ask them to bring me back, but I guess the fans love me”.

“I suppose someone has to” Tom huffed.

Y/n’s confident posture slackened some; betraying the fact his attack actually landed this time.

But instead of feeling proud, Tom felt guilty; he knew he’d taken it too far.

“Let’s just get this over with” she groaned, turning away from him and towards the scene.

“Are we seriously going with this angle?” y/n asked, her script slapping the desk dramatically.

“I have to agree, this seems unrealistic” Tom agreed, his eyes rereading the kissing scene.

The director laughed and shook his head, “that’s the direction we’ve been told to go. Besides, everyone loves an enemies to lovers story”.

Y/n groaned, “y/c/n would never fall for t/c/n”.

Tom rolled his eyes and crossed his arms over his chest, “and vice versa”.

Y/n rolled her eyes at Tom’s weak dig but focused back on the director, “I just don’t think the chemistry will work right for this dynamic”.

The director suppressed a smirk and shrugged, “it’s up to you and Tom to make sure that it does. Something tells me you’ll fall into place with this change easier than you think”.

Harry had to force himself not to laugh as he smirked across the room at his clueless older brother.

Both Tom and y/n groaned as they glared at each other across the table.

“You need to let me see it” Tom said, in character.

“No, I don’t want you touching me” y/n responded, sure to have her character glare up at Tom’s character.

As Tom rolled his eyes he sighed loudly, “how am I to stitch your cut back together if I can’t touch you?”.

“Why do you want to touch me?” Y/N’s character chided, looking away.

“I never said I did” Tom rebutted, grabbing some medical supplies from various places in the fake medical wing.

Y/n hummed loudly, “You never said you didn’t.”

“Do you want to bleed out or can I stitch your damn arm?” Tom’s character snapped.

“Fine” y/n groaned, holding her arm closer to him as he brought over the tray of medical supplies.

“Thank you your highness” he mocked.

“Stop calling me that” y/n said as her character bristled.

“It is your title, is it not?” Tom argued, wiping the fake wound on her arm.

“Not any more, and you know that” she said, a blatant reference to the scene in which her character had given up her title in order to join the resistance against their country’s abusive king.

Tom character sighed softly as he began to ‘stitch’ her ‘wound’, “you’re right, I’m sorry”.

Y/N’s character stayed silent but stoic, acting as if nothing impacted her.

It reminded Tom of the way y/n was around him off set.

“We’re on the same team now you know” y/n said as he continued to stitch her.

“Then maybe you should start acting like it, show a little trust maybe?” He argued, wrapping gauze around her arm.

“Me? You barely have said a word to me since I’ve been back and when you do it’s always harsh” she snapped, some tears in her eyes as she looked over at him.

Tom felt himself fall into the moment, and he truly couldn’t tell if she was faking it or not.

But as his eyes dropped to her lips before moving back to her eyes he hoped it seemed to have been done in character still and not his own actions.

A loud noise echoed through the otherwise quiet scene as one of the extras walking by behind them tripped and knocked over the plant in the corner.

The director yelled cut as y/n tried to not laugh about the interruption due to how close Tom’s face was to hers.

She didn’t want her breath to hit his face.

However, Tom was still stuck in the moment.

He reached out and took hold of her jaw.

“Umm..Tom?” Y/n asked, looking at him.

She saw the look in his eyes and signaled towards the group huddling by the plant to ensure it and the characters were back in their exact and proper places “The scene is over”.

He nodded slowly, blinking silently for a few seconds before seemingly finding himself and stepping back.

“Damn, really wanted to kiss me huh Holland?” Y/n mocked, standing up and undoing the wrap on her arm so they could redo it for the next take.

“Shut up y/l/n” Tom groaned, running his hand down his face.

“Make me” she tuck her tongue out at him childishly.

Tom snapped his eyes back at her and mumbled something under his breath before looking away.

Rolling her eyes, she set down the gauze and began taking off the fake stitches.

However, even with her back to him, y/n felt Tom’s eyes on her the whole time.

“Let me” Tom said, watching as she struggled to remove the last of the fake stitches without ripping it.

“No” y/n remarked turning away from him, “I’ve got it”.

He groaned loudly as he moved closer, “you’re going to rip it”.

“No I’m not, now fuck off” she huffed, fingers slipping on the fx makeup.

Tom laughed and shook his head, “would you just let me help you?”

“I don’t need your help Tom” she stated stubbornly.

“I’m well aware of that y/n, but I’d like to get a move on with this” he retorted, guessing to the set.

“Why are you in such a big hurry? Wanting to know what it’s like to kiss me that badly?” Y/n joked with a roll of her eyes.

Tom glared briefly but then eyes softened as he went back to trying to help her, “I have my reasons”.

“Which are?” She pressed, holding her arm away from him.

“Doesn’t matter” he murmured.

Y/n sighed, “if you tell me, I’ll let you help me with this”.

Tom smirked softly and sighed, “fine. Maybe I do want to kiss you”

Y/n laughed loudly and rolled her eyes, “hilarious Tom, whatever just forget it”.

As she moved away from him again, he grabbed her shoulder and turned her around.

“I wasn’t joking” he confessed.

Despite her hesitation she saw the way he looked at her lips and was starting to feel inclined to believe him.

“Tom it’s not funny. I know you hate me but don’t do what you’re trying to do. That would be a new low, even for you” she warned.

He sighed, “y/n, I don’t hate you”.

Raising an eyebrow at him she huffed, “yes you do. You have from day one”.

Tom bit his cheek and closed his eyes, “I hate how you make me feel”.

“Same thing” y/n groaned.

“No. I hate that you drive me crazy. I feel like I’m an incompetent babbling fool whenever we’re in the same room. I hate the way you make me always want to redo every scene until it is enough to impress you. I hate the way your red lipstick makes your lips stand out even more. I hate the way you make me nervous no matter how prepared I am for the day. I hate the way-“ Tom rambled on.

Y/n brushed aside any worries about this being a ploy.

While they bickered and argued, Tom had never been cruel to her.

Which is why his harsher than normal comment earlier impacted her.

She noticed she had begun to zone out on what he was saying as her eyes focused onto the way his lips were moving.

Y/n firmly grasped his shirt and pulled him to her until their lips met.

Tom’s hand immediately found her hair and his fingers looped through it as he smiled into the kiss.

When they parted for air, they both had a slightly shy grin making them laugh.

“I don’t hate you” he summarized with a blush.

“I can see that now Tom” y/n smirked.

“But, there is one thing that I hate..” she stated.

Rising an eyebrow at her he nervously joked, “was I that bad of a kisser?”

She laughed and shook her head, “no. I hate that you drive me crazy and you’re not even mine”.

Tom smirked before smiling widely, “well, what do you say we fix the last part of that?”

Harrison Osterfield x Reader

“Haaazzz I suck” y/n groaned as she tugged on his hoodie.

“Come on love, practice makes perfect “ he grinned kissing her cheek once the hood fell onto her shoulders.

She huffed playfully and plopped onto his sofa, “you just want to show off”.

“How’s that?” He asked, sitting next to her and pulling her closer.

“By winning each match” she pouted.

“We can be on the same team then love, how’s that sound?” He offered, handing her a controller.

She smiled and nodded in agreement.

After a few rounds, she glanced over at her boyfriend with a smug expression.

“What?” He laughed, tickling her sides.

She kicked and squirmed as she laughed loudly.

“I think I’ve learned enough now” she answered when he stopped tickling her.

He lifted an eyebrow at her in confusion as he waited for an explanation.

“Like you said, practice makes perfect “ she shrugged.

“You want to compete now?” He laughed softly, nodding towards the tv screen.

She smirked and nodded, “loser makes dinner”.

Harrison laughed, “I must’ve forgotten how much you like to cook”.

“Ha, ha, ha, very funny Haz” she scoffed, “set it up”.

“Cheater!” Y/n screamed as she made her character run away from Haz’s.

Harrison smirked and tickled her side again, making her laugh loudly as she scooted down the couch.

“Stop cheating Haz!” She giggled, her smile making his grow.

He sighed softly to himself as he watched the way she intently moved her character to another part of the screen.

“Stop watching my screen” she whined, playfully smacking his arm.

Harrison chuckled and kissed her cheek, “I don’t want to make dinner”.

“You should be able to beat me still Osterfield” she pointed out teasingly.

“But perhaps I’ve bested you, maybe Tom will be more of a competition for me” she shrugged.

Harrison rolled his eyes softly as she smirked once she saw the competitive glow return to his eyes as he grabbed his controller.

“No!” She shouted, a frown on her lips as she stared at the screen, “I died! How did I die?”

Harrison suppressed a laugh at her adorable pout.

He set his controller beside him as he moved to pull her body towards him.

“Wait!” She gasped, making him freeze.

But in the time it took him to process what she was actually reacting to, she’d shot and killed his character.

Not once, but three times.

“You’re supposed to be dead!” Harrison shined.

She shrugged you set it up Haz

He groaned as he recalled having allowed for three chances before final death/loss of the match.

“You get to make dinner” she cheered, bouncing in her spot.

Harrison ran an embarrassed hand down his face but smiled, “that was already the plan my love”

“You’re just saying that cause you lost” she beamed proudly.

Haz laughed and leaned over to give her a soft kiss, “I still say you cheated”.

“You set it up!” She argued as he made his way for the kitchen to cook them dinner.

“And you said you died!” He teased, pulling out the ingredients he’d set aside for dinner to night.

“I thought I did, turns out I’m immortal!” She exclaimed with a laugh.

“After dinner we’ll see about that darling” Haz commented with a smile on his face.

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