Secrets [F]
Secret Boy Friend Felix x Reader ft. Peter Pan
Imagine You and Felix are in a secret relationship in fear of what Pan might think or do if he finds out.
Warning! cussing, manipulation, depression, feeling numb
Word Count: 1,451
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***Peter's Pov***
"Felix? Felix! Where are you...?" Peter yelled. He should be here by now... What the h*ll is taking him so long?!
***Narrator's Pov***
"Shhh! Shhh- Shh! Felix, keep it down! He might hear us!" You whispered-yelled while trying to hold in your giggles.
You and Felix were currently in a small closet. He was on his knees, kissing your stomach as you held onto his hair.
"Felix! Not there! That tickles!" You giggled.
You guys only started dating just about a month ago, and all you've done was kiss. You both wanted to do more, but it was way too risky, with Peter being a constant threat, that is.
No one knew about your relationship... and you both intend on keeping it that way. In the beginning, it was a little rocky.
You two didn't really like each other. You only tolerated each other, but soon enough, you both realized how much you had in common.
You both started hanging out more in secret, of course and well, here you guys are now.
No one even saw it coming. Not even Peter. You guys have been sneaking out for a while now to the point where you both were getting good at it.
Felix became a better liar, and it helped that Peter really trusted him, and you became sneaker. Sneaking away from group chores and workouts...
All so you guys could meet up and hang out.
It was going good for a while until one day, Peter caught you guys...
You heard footsteps, but you weren't sure where they were coming from...
"What the he*l-" Peter screamed, "FELIX, Y/N!" and you woke up.
You were breathing heavily. You were covered in sweat... You looked around and realized you weren't in your room. You turned your head to the side to find Felix sleeping soundly right beside you.
You were both sleeping in the woods... Fuc* you thought.
Your breathing finally normalized as he held on to your head, pushing back your hair. Shi* you thought.
You couldn't help but think about that dream- it wasn't impossible for that dream to be a vision since magic existed there... You took another glance at Felix with a worried face. Then, slowly, you laid back down, praying it would just stay a bad dream as you closed your eyes once again.
Time skip!~
***Y/n's Pov***
It has been months now since you had that dream... And all the dreams after, it was just you running with Felix away from something so dangerous- so angry.
Some showed you both hiding, and others, you both ran... But it all ended the same-
You sat up, breathing heavily once again.
"Another nightmare?" Felix asked groggily.
You breathed- "I'm- s-sorry, I didn't mean to wake you up."
He sat up and rubbed your back. "It's okay, Y/n. It's almost a year, and still, no one has caught us." He grabbed onto your hand. "I promise. No one will find out about us." He smiled. "Now, let's go back to sleep, okay."
You simply nodded and did so.
Time skip!~
You woke up feeling sick to your stomach. You turned to realize Felix wasn't there. You weren't really worried about it since he always wakes up before everyone- to wake everyone up, that is.
He'd usually go to you last too- just to let you have some more sleep than everyone else~
But today felt strange to you... You got up feeling all dizzy as you headed towards your bathroom, getting ready for the day.
Small time skip!~
You finally made it down towards the dining area. It took you a hot second with all the puking, but by now, you felt better.
But when you arrived, you were surprised to see nothing prepared- let alone anyone there...
You walked towards the kitchen- nothing. So, you left.
You walked around camp- nothing... Then you started feeling worried again. This wasn't normal. You checked the time to ensure you didn't miss anything. 7:01... That's normally when everyone has breakfast. Weird...
You decided to head towards the training area. Normal, that's where every would-be once breakfast was over, and as you thought- there they were.
They were all training. You looked around in search for Felix. You then found him holding a clipboard. He was standing next to Peter as they both watched everyone train.
You walked towards them.
"Hey. How come no one told me we started training early?"
-No reply-
"Um... Hello?"
Peter then looked at you and smirked. "Today, you will be training with me." Which isn't normal at all. Usually, you'd train with Felix.
You looked towards him with slight fear. He didn't even look at you, but you could tell he was scared, too...
Then you followed Peter.
And training began.
Small Time Skip!~
You were currently on the floor looking up to Peter, who held a sword towards your neck. You struggled to breathe, and your body wouldn't stop sweating due to the heat.
"Come on, Y/n. That can't be all you got? I mean, seriously, you've been training with MY strongest soldier all this time!"
He was clearly enjoying this. You once again looked towards Felix, and he just looked away from you. You were hurt by this, and then Peter reminded you to never look away from your opponent- he cut your cheek. The kind of cut that would leave a scar.
It burned, and all he said next was, "Tch- how dissatisfying." Then he left, and you just sat up, holding your cheek while everyone continued to stare at you.
It wasn't normal- no, it wasn't normal at all for Peter to participate in training... So, of course, everyone would stop what they were doing just to watch him practically beat someone up.
Time skip!~
"Felix!" You yelled, trying to catch up to him. "FELIX!" You yelled louder, and he finally stopped allowing you to catch up to him.
You took a moment to breath, but before you could even say anything, he interrupted you.
"Stop following me." He said plainly.
"Wha-What?" You softly said out of pure disbelief.
"You heard me." He didn't even bother to turn around and say it in your face.
"What!? Why!? D- Did I do something wrong?!" You asked, feeling more frantic.
"Y/n- I have no time for you. Go home." He said.
You couldn't help but feel hurt by this. You would normally help him finish his tasks so you could have some alone time together, but it seems nothing is acting normal today...
Time skip!~
Lunchtime was now over, and before everyone got up, they waited. Usually this was about the time when Peter would make an announcement. Whether it was chores or new work, it was always something.
"Okay, everyone, listen up! Today, we will be talking about- insubordination."
Your eyes widened. You looked towards Felix, who sat right next to Peter, and all he did was look away. He clearly had pain in his eyes. Then you looked towards Peter; he was smirking as he spoke.
"As you all know- insubordination is punishable by death!" He looked at you. Your heart started pounding...
Oh god- does he know? How?! We were so carful! You thought.
"I'm sure some of you already noticed that today was a little different," Peter said. "Today I realized something... one of us- betrayed us."
Everyone gasps.
"The person who betrayed us was dear to me, too. And for that, I won't kill them." He looked towards Felix. "Instead- I simply told them not to do this again. That's it, dismissed."
Everyone left as they muttered, questioning what that was all about. Peter then looked at you- then left.
Felix just sat there staring at the clipboard.
"Felix..." You walked up to him... "Wha- what was all that about."
"He knows-" He said. "We can't keep doing this, Y/n."
"Wha- what? Wait- that's not fair! Don't tell me you're breaking up with me..."
He looked at you with sad eyes. "We don't have any other choice. Peter made that clear..." He muttered.
My eyes started watering- "So that's it? We're not even gonna fight this? You're done-"
I couldn't believe what I was hearing...
He didn't even bother replying. He just walked away.
I sighed, then took my leave as well. We both walked in opposite directions.
Time Skip!~
It's been weeks since me and Felix really interacted. My life became bland, boring, and very depressing. While Peter seemed happy about it.
Honestly, I didn't really care anymore... There was no point in fighting for someone when that someone had already given up...
A/n
God, I'm so bad at making sad endings- 😭😅
I don't usually write sad/angst endings, but I really want to get better at them. lololol
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