I want to ask so badly for an aftermath of you killed me, in this place but I'd be content with an explanation of Lucifer's thoughts finding out Mammon died. I really hate him with a passion in this story. Like why would he think Mammon would survive in such a harsh place 😭 They even cut out his tongue. And his audacity to say he'll treat him better. I wish Mammon could've let him know his thoughts and hatred towards him. Like maybe somehow Lucifer got to see into Mammon's memories ajdjwkkdd. I love your work. I'm a big Yuki Mura simp 😂
I WAS THE ONE TO BLAME
Tw: Gore, self blame. This story can have disturbing topics.
Hello! And sure, that sounds like an interesting idea! I'll try to write.it exactly how you requested it to, but I'm apologizing in advance if anything changes!
Thank you for loving my work, and I love you all!
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The house of lamentation was quiet. No sound was evident inside the house. No talking loudly, no things getting destroyed every second, no chaos.
There was no chaos.
Because the demons that lives in this house are in their rooms, drowning with their tears.
But except for one.
Except for the very demon that made this happen.
Except for lucifer.
The avatar of pride— the eldest of the seven six demon brothers. The demon with such beauty. The once angel that was gods favourite. The lucifer who was mammon's older brother.
...
Lucifer was laying on his bed, on his demon form. Wings spread out in the mattress. His arm was covering his eyes, as the other hand stayed limp beside him.
"I do not...have the rights to cry." Lucifer mumbled, his words shaky as he tried his best to blink away his tears. He turned to his side, still covering his face the best he could.
He never once thought he would kill another sibling.
That he would make one of his siblings suffer all alone again, painfully enduring it all when it was lucifers fault.
He never thought...that it was mammon he was going to lose.
Lucifers breath hitched, as he remembered what diavolo told to all of them. He remembered how his brothers widen their eyes in disbelief, and turned to him. Wishing it was all a joke.
He remembered it so clearly, the lifeless body of mammon. Laying in the mattress, covered with a blanket. He remembered the way his blood went cold, after seeing mammon.
He remembered it all.
And most of all, he remembered barbatos words.
"Mammon died due to extreme internal and external injuries. Even if we came a little sooner, he wouldn't make it." Barbatos spoke with sadness, telling lucifer and his brothers the horrific news. "We...found some of his body parts scattered around the cell. And..." Barbatos hesitated with his words. "We found multiple curse seals inside his body."
Lucifer wants to scream when he heard all of that. He wanted to destroy everything around him when he heard the horror mammon went through.
"I was at fault..."
Lucifer couldnt stop his tears anymore.
They flowed down his cheeks uncontrollably, as his head throbbed painfully.
"Im sorry, im sorry..." He sobbed, not caring about his pride. "My baby brother, my poor brother..."
If he weren't such a fool, mammon would still be here.
If he just let the incident slide, mammon would still be here.
"You stole again from the demon lords castle?!" Lucifer yelled at his brother who was shaking in the corner, with fearful eyes and tears. "When will you learn?!"
Silence engulfed the room, as his words from before echoed in his ears.
"Maybe if i sent you to a place where you will be severely punished, you will be disciplined."
"I was wrong! I was wrong, mammon-!"
Lucifer choked out the words, screaming and thrashing in his bed.
He felt his heart broke into a million pieces, thinking of just how much mammon hates him. The brother he promised to protect, the very first brother he had, he was gone.
Gone and he will never come back.
"Lucifer! Lucifer i was wrong about stealing! Please, dont sent me there—" Mammon pleaded to his brother, crying on his knees as he tried to convince lucifer not to send him in 'that' place. "Please...Im scared."
If he had known much- if he had thought about it carefully, it wouldnt be like this.
If only he chose to punish mammon the same way and not like this, if only he payed more attention to him and loved him openly- none of this would've happened.
He doesn't deserve mammon.
He could never deserve that sweet and loving brother.
Oh,
If only he could go back in time...
He would love him openly, and never let him go.
He would,
He would.
"Father, if you are hearing me right now..." Lucifer said, his hands trembling as he clasped his hands together, closing his eyes like he used to.
"Please grant this sinful son one last wish." He breathed heavily, feeling the pain in his heart growing. "Make mammon hate me to the fullest, and create a new life for him."
"A life without a brother like me. A life where there is no lucifer."
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I have, yet again, seen too much wukong hate under a YouTube poll
...we all know what's about to happen
people are actually saying MACAQUE would be a better parent than him bc "wukong would just pull a s2 and abandon me"
????
bitch the world was at stake, he was looking for a way to defeat LBD
What was he supposed to do?? Sit around and wait until mk does something?
"he probs wouldn't even care about me"
MAYBE BC YOUD BE A PRETTY SHITTY KID
like...excuse me???? let me direct you to this nice piece of literature called THE JOURNEY TO THE WEST in which my guy basically IS a parent to all the monkeys on FFM already
They literally call him father and wukong calls himself grandpa sun and all those monkeys LOVE HIM VERY MUCH
MRANWHILE macaque ate one of them, tried killing mk and projected his own trauma onto the poor kid like a jackass
(not that it's a competition but bc I'm defending wukong in this one i gotta say it: at least wukong tries to fix his past mistakes and even tho he makes others along the way he did apologize in the end and changed for the better) i have yet to hear an apology from the six eared asshole
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So, I needed to use the bathroom while out and about, and there wasn't a gas station nearby. I decided to pop into Costco to use theirs. I only know it as a bulk store.
I didn't expect to step right into a creepy pasta/ cult thing.
It felt like they aren't gonna let you out. The vibes are weird, and I'm never setting foot in a Costco again.
Dear people who shop at these stores: what the fuck?
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Ride the Cyclone is in Australia, and goddamn am I pissed off.
So it's been known for a while that RTC is coming to Australia professionally, but only very recently was the cast announced.
DISCLAIMER: no hate to the cast. between the cost of living crisis and the government abandoning the entertainment industry, i don't blame these performers for taking the first job they're offered. So no hate to the cast!!!
The theatre running the production is Hayes Theatre Co, based in Sydney. I loved this theatre company, because they had a clear focus on amplifying the voices of marginalised performers, however it seems this does not extend to disabled performers.
For a company that has such a focus on diverse stories I was incredibly disappointed (but entirely unsurprised) to see that Ricky is being played by an able-bodied actor. The cast has racial, gender, and size diversity (which don't get me wrong, is wonderful), but its devastating to see that Hayes has clearly licensed the newer edition of the script, the one that erases any visible sign of Ricky's disability.
For a theatre that emphasises authentic, diverse representation on its stage, it is disgusting to see them perform a show that is a mockery of the disabled experience, created by a man who has used disability as his punchline for his entire career; the version of the script licensed being influenced by the very people who hate crimed the marginalised performer they were supposed to protect.
There are many fun shows Hayes could have picked up that are a much much better representation of the disabled experience -- Tae Tae in the Land of Yaas (an Australian Production, again something this company tends to showcase on their stage), The Little Big Things, How To Dance in Ohio, just to name a few. Instead they had to choose the one that is violently ableist and presents Ricky as a caricature of the stereotypical non-verbal disabled kid. They chose the show in which it is easily accessible knowledge that Ricky is supposed to be physically, and visibly, disabled, but that it was changed due to the author's inadvertent support of a violent hate-crime against a marginalised performer.
yannick-robin did not risk his fucking career bravely speaking out about this for it to be completely ignored and glossed over. he did not risk legal action from the very people who hurt him only for people to pretend the show was never problematic because its more convenient for them.
I feel like I'm screaming into a void here, begging for people to listen. Disabled people deserve to have their stories told authentically and safely. Ride the Cyclone is not authentic. It is not a safe show for disabled performers. It has done nothing but harm disabled people.
Hayes Theatre Co, you are now complicit in the damage this show has done to the disabled theatre community. You are complicit in the crimes of Jacob Richmond, Sarah Rasmussen, and her team of ableist shitheads. And if you say "oh they probably don't know"... If a professional theatre company in one of Australia's biggest theatre centres can't be assed to properly research the shows they are producing, then maybe they shouldn't be in the industry.
Hayes Theatre Co, if you say you care about diversity then ignore disabled people, you don't actually care about diversity. You care about being palatable to your audience.
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