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#I can't stop thinking about cute boys submitting to me
adagiodummy · 4 months
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Need a boy on all fours so I can fucking mount his ass. No strap necessary. No pleasure necessary. Just rocking his body forward and slapping my hips against his butt as many times as it takes until he's hot and bothered enough to know who he belongs to.
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teamatsumu · 9 months
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haikyuu boys as types of boyfriends.
sfw and nsfw headcanons
warnings: smut, explicit content
part 1
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KOZUME KENMA - Gamer bf
This one is pretty obvious, I think.
Kenma stays awake most nights so he's super cranky in the early morning.
He's blunt and straightforward with his words. He doesn't like sugar coating anything. As your relationship progresses though, he does realize that sometimes a little white lie is probably the best option (he would rather shoot himself than ever again say that a dress makes you look fat)
When Kenma gets tired, he gets very candid.
I'm talking love declarations.
"Have I ever told you how pretty you are?"
He mumbles a whole lot of nonsense in between such sweet sentiments though.
He is a very attentive bf. He picks up on little details very easily. And as laid back as he is, he has a special soft spot just for you.
This particular quality makes him great in bed.
Because Kenma is so good at reading cues, he knows exactly what buttons to push to bring you to the edge. And he makes it look effortless.
One major kink he has is having you blow him during a stream.
You will settle down under his desk between his legs before he starts, and he will have you down there for hours, licking and sucking until you've gone drowsy.
And when stream is over, he will finally pull you off, watching you breath deep, covered in sweat and cheeks flushed, precum and saliva dripping off your chin and down your neck.
You're a mess, and he loves it.
Best believe your reward will be mind blowing afterwards.
SAWAMURA DAICHI - Sweet Daddy Bf
"How was your day sweetheart?"
He's very gentle with you.
Has a killer smile.
He cooks for you when he can. He stops what he's doing if you want to talk to him about something.
Just being a perfect gentleman.
He is great at pushing you and encouraging you. He always wants you to try new things and make new experiences. He always has your best interests at heart.
He's very protective. And he does have a jealous streak.
He can tell when a guy is talking to you what his intentions are, and he doesn't like it when the guy's stare lingers too long. He knows how desirable you are, and he wants to keep that to himself.
And when it comes to the bedroom, hoo boy.
Massive, massive control kink. He's extremely dominant. He wants you to submit and he sure as hell will get it.
He loves titles. Sir, Daddy, whatever. He loves pushing you to the limit, encouraging you the whole way there.
"You can do it baby girl, I know you can give me one more."
Manhandles you like crazy. Definitely wants to leave marks.
The morning after? He is the sweetest, most attentive and gentle boyfriend again, as if he didn't wreck your shit the night before.
SAKUSA KIYOOMI - Tsundere bf
One thing we all know about Kiyoomi, he can get really mean.
And that doesn't exclude you.
As his gf though, you've gotten used to his jabs and know he doesn't really mean them. And if he does, he doesn't intend to hurt you with them.
And one thing is for certain, these little jabs are reserved for him only.
Because the second someone else teases you, he is not having it.
He knows he is intimidating, and he will use that to make anyone shut up.
He hates PDA. He doesn't want to do it and he doesn't like anyone else doing it.
Ask him to say 'I love you' and he will make the most constipated face known to mankind.
His love language is definitely acts of service. He will go above and beyond if it means it might make your day even slightly easier. Even if he will tell you how incompetent you are while he does it for you.
You think it's pretty cute actually.
In the bedroom though, all bets are off.
He loves degrading you, loves telling you how pathetic you look when you beg for his cock.
"You want it so bad, don't you? You little slut. You can't get enough."
He doesn't let up for one second. Sex with Sakusa is very intense.
The one time he doesn't hold back on the affection is during aftercare. He becomes gentle and giving, and will make sure that by the end you are so comfortable, that sleep comes natural.
SUGAWARA KOUSHI - Soft Dom bf
He's the perfect gentleman.
Always dressed immaculately, nicely done short fluffy hair, million dollar smile.
He plans great dates. He loves spoiling you every single time no matter how much you protest.
He loves music and making you cute playlists.
He gives great advice when you need it. He is more of a 'do it yourself' person, because he thinks it will help you grow. But he is there to encourage you every step of the way.
It's absolutely no surprise that he's a soft dom in bed.
He loves praising you. Loves telling you what a good job you're doing when you go down on him. Runs his hand through your hair and coos at you when you look up at him with teary eyes and his cock stuffed in your mouth.
He wants you to be good and listen to him, but secretly loves it when you're being a brat, because then he can put you in your place.
"Say please"
He's bigger on reward than the actual punishment, which includes so many orgasms and so much overstimulation that the reward starts to feel like the actual punishment.
(That's the whole point though, in his eyes)
SUNA RINTAROU - Skater Boy bf
I didn't know what else to name this lol
Very laid back. Looks like he doesn't give a shit.
He definitely gives a shit though.
He's very sarcastic and very witty. He will send you the most random, out of pocket text at 2 in the morning as if it's completely normal.
"Okay I'm going to sleep. Goodnight." Proceeds to send twenty Instagram reels bec he can't go to sleep without scrolling through his phone.
He def smokes weed.
He wants a lazy makeout session all the time. He loves making you sit on his lap, slowly going through every crevice of your mouth with his tongue while he gropes at your body.
Two things he loves in bed: eating you out and having you ride him.
He could stay between your legs for hours, just licking and sucking until your pussy is swollen and red, until you're shaking and crying and begging to cum.
This little shit loves edging. Loves to hear you begging. Loves it when you cry.
"Look at you. Big fat tears coming out your eyes. Oh you want this so bad, don't you?"
Loves the view when you ride him. Crosses his arms behind his head and watches with that steely narrow gaze as you unravel on top of him and use his dick to make yourself cum.
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Let me know what you think!
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spahhzy · 6 months
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The plan!
Roman: Jaune, listen, I have a plan... a plan so glorious it's will put all my other plans to shame with how not glorious those plans were and -are you listening?
Jaune with Neo is currently just currently having his Tuesday tea date with her.
Jaune, annoyed: Yes, Roman, I know another one of your glorious plans. What is it this time?
Neo: Oh, lighten up, dummy. I'm sure it can't be worse than working with that fire bitch.
Jaune: Did you see the look she gave me? Rude!
Neo: She was trying to lay claim to someone that is already mine.
Jaune: Oh, I'm yours, am I? I clearly remember differently last night.
A kick to the shin was all he got as he looked at Neo's cute smile.
Roman: If you two are done being gross flirts, I can actually explain my super ingenious plan.
Jaune: I'm all ears Cap'n.
Neo: Go on!
Roman: We, as In You, me, and Neo, are going to sneak into Beacon as students, and STEAL whatever it is that Cinder wanted.
Jaune: ...wait, you believe what she was saying?
Roman: I did some digging, and she has whitefang in her back pocket, so it seems she is very adamant about getting in their.
Roman: So, it's gotta be something big, plus, I can fuck with Ozpin some more and that's always a plus.
Jaune + Neo: ...
Jaune: Uh, you know how the initiation process is right? Also how can we get in there? We never applied.
Roman: fear naught, my left hand of destruction l have already submitted our fake transcripts under false aliases.
Roman hands them ID cards.
Jaune: Tacitus Kilgore?
Neo: Beretta Stone?
Roman: annnd Rip Van Winkle as yours truly.
Jaune and Neo look at each other before both laughing.
Roman: What's so funny, I had to think long and hard on those names!
Neo: I think you just picked names out of a book and threw a few darts at them.
Roman: I-I did not! Look, we can do this, we steal whatever valuable is locked away right under Ozpin nose and flaunt in Cinders face before selling it off to the highest bidder!
Jaune: Roman, you know this is like a big commitment? It's like a year to four years, possibly depending on what Cinder does, granted we ain't helping them.
Roman: Trust me, Jaune, if all goes well, we can be in and out within the year!
Jaune: Alright if your sure...
Jaune turns back to Neo.
Jaune: How about you?
Neo: playing school for a while? Sure, why not. Plus, it would be fun to flaunt you around a bit.
Jaune blushes before smiling at Neo nodding he turned to Roman.
Jaune: Looks like you got yourself a plan.
Roman: Great!
Neo: Wait... aren't their teams of four?
Jaune: Oh yeah, I heard about that and that you get paired in two's as well, I think the first person you see is like your partner for the rest of your time their.
Roman: Relax, I will have that all taken care of when it comes down to it... As for our fourth member, I already made a call, and she will be down here shortly. Already ran it by her mother and her, and her mom was iffy at first, but with some...persuasion, I was able to get her to agree.
Jaune: Oh, Yangs coming too...oh boy.
Neo: The pun-she devil is going to torment us, oh the inhumanity!
Roman: I actually find her puns hilarious, mind you.
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Else where on Bumblebee, coming to a stop just outside of vale.
Yang: I got the strange urge to torture two individuals, specifically with puns... hmm.
She continued her drive to vale.
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Let's say that some "no way home" shit is happening and the universe collides and stuff, and instead of multiverse villains coming in the main one, the boys just discover AO3/Tumblr/Wattpad, etc.
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Would chuckle and try to hide his smile. He would also blush when he read steamy stuff. He is amazed by how many people he is shipped with and would spend nights reading fics about him.
He would make an account to mostly keep his favorite works. He would also try to write some stuff with him, thinking it would be easy since it comes from the source, but people say it's OOC. 
"Well, story of my life..." Thus, "@the-story of-my-life" was born. He gets sued by Capcom for copyright infringement. Poor guy can't catch a break, even in another universe. 
Also, his hair has its own fandom.
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First, what the fuck is a "ship" and why people are "shipping" him with Chris? His eyes widen at the intense NSFW content made with him and his archnemesis, but the "x reader" stuff boosts his ego.
"They know me so well, it's amazing." He'd say it with pride in his tone.
It turns out he doesn't need a virus to mind control anyone, a shirtless picture would do just fine. Thus, "@realalbertwesker" was born on Twitter.
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Why people ship him with his archnemesis is beyond him. Still, he quickly falls into addiction and stays up all night reading fics about him. They just put a smile on his face.
He is shocked to see how many people got him right. They got his preferences right—how he cuddles and what he likes to eat—and goddamn, even his dick size is accurate.
"Am I that transparent?"
No, Chris, we are just obsessed. You're hot.
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Why is everyone calling him a "DILF"? What's a DIFL? And why is Mia either dead or divorced in almost all fics?
After some quick research, he laughs out loud, finding all of this hilarious and quite enjoyable. He likes all the fics, both SFW and NSFW, and he has no shame reading steamy things next to his wife.
He is addicted to slow-burn fanfiction because it keeps him hooked, and he lives for the drama. He starts a Wattpad account to write his life story: "Ethan Winters: from ordinary guy to mold." Everyone says that it’s OOC.
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This man never thought he'd be worthy of being simping material. Still, his ego is increasing with each fics he reads about him.
He has a Tumblr account called "@ask-heisenberg-203". He also buys many checkmarks using Miranda’s credit card. He really wants the rainbow.
He lives for the "x reader" stuff mostly because he feels loved with all his flaws.
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He is a ladies' man and would be so proud to see all the fics and headcanons about him.
He can’t stop blushing at all the cute headcanons, and he even submits. His username is "@definitely-not-carlos" and he reblogs content about himself or Jill.
He lives for the spicy stuff, and at some point, he writes too (from personal experience).
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Let’s face it, he makes a Tumblr account just to write fanfics about himself. Luis is a very good writer and gets many followers in a short time.
"My, my, these people are very horny. And why is everyone shipping me with Sancho?" He said after reading a few smuts that it's ok 'cause he likes the attention he gets.
"Damn, Leon looks good in those thongs..." He would say that after seeing some pictures. He thinks of getting a tramp stamp too because if it looks good on Leon, it would look stunning on him.
Taglist: @rokurodokuro @shadow-wolf510 @skylar-todd @lunarastrobabe @alewesker
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kittievampire · 1 year
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So had this funny thought in my head but feel free to ignore. How do you think the brothers (and undateables if you want) would react if they walked into mc’s room and saw them pegging Diavolo (but you don’t want pegging you can just replace it with something else) I feel like that has a lot of humor potential bonus if mc and diavolo don’t even bother to stop
I had to write this while it was still April Fools Day holy shit bro 🤣🤣🤣🤣
This made me cackle in a room full of people
I gotchu bro I gotchuuuu
The funny thing is, I have a friend whom I joke about having a thing for pegging, so when I told him about this request, the way he looked at me was fuckin priceless man
I also have never written pegging before, so please keep that in mind while reading, I'll be trying my best tho promise ❤
Lemme see what I have in my bag, my dear~
Click here if you wanna request!
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Warnings: Smut (duh), Pegging (duh x2), Walking in on the horizontal greased weasel tango (duh x3), Degradation, Sub! Diavolo x Dom! MC, GN! MC
Enjoy, you horny savages.
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"Fuck!" Diavolo whined out as you eased a second lubed finger into him, his body trembling as small beads of sweat began to form above his brow. He gripped the sheets beneath him, eyes sealed shut tight with tears threatening to fall.
You licked your lips, not being able to stop the giggle that fell from your lips. "If only the others could see you now," You teased, hand reaching up to gently grasp at his bright red, weeping cock. He gasped as you began to stroke him slowly. "The most powerful being in the Devildom couldn't handle a week without an orgasm and is submitting to a human? Honestly, it's pathetic."
Diavolo pushed his head against the pillow, panting heavily. "P-Please," He whimpered, hips bucking up into your hand as you pushed your fingers further into him.
Before another taunt could escape your mouth, you froze at the sound of your door opening. Eyes wide, you turned to face the entrance to your room, immediately halting your movements.
Lucifer
Bro just kinda stands there for a moment
He'd heard odd noises coming from your room and was worried that there was an intruder, so he'd threw your door open
To see you with your hand wrapped around Lord Diavolo's cock and your fingers knuckles deep in his hole
A small blush formed on his face and he cleared his throat
"S-Sorry for... Interrupting."
He closes the door slowly
Bro cannot look at you or Diavolo the same after that
He just kinda acts like nothing happened, he doesn't want to address it, think about it, speak about it
Awkward silences whenever you two are alone in a room for a few weeks after that
Mammon
Baby boy's face becomes redder than Diavolo's hair
No real reason for walking into your room unannounced, just kinda does
"O-O-Oi! W-What is this?! W-W-Why-"
No thoughts just stutter
Doesn't even know what he's trying to say, he just feels like he should say something
Diavolo starts bucking his hips once more. "P-Please, please don't stop. Please, please, please-"
"Mammon, get the fuck out!" You shouted with a beet-red face
He slammed the door shut
Baby boy is traumatized
Can't look you in the face
Also doesn't want to bring it up, mainly because he starts stuttering when he tries to
Lowkey kinda jealous tbh
Leviathan
Homeboy just wanted to show you the new patch notes for your favorite video game's recent update
That's all he wanted to do
And you weren't answering the door, so he just thought he'd walk in!
Lags
His brain tries to comprehend the scene before him
Stuttering more than Mammon
Tries to leave but stumbles and falls ungracefully on his ass
Quietly closes the door
Bro doesn't come out of his room for a few days
Also traumatized
Avoids you for at LEAST three weeks until you come up to talk to him about it
"W-W-W-What?! W-W-Who starts a c-conversation like that?!"
Satan
Homie was so excited to show you a photo of a cute cat he'd taken a picture of
Did not expect to walk in on you and the demon prince partaking in such... activities
Is halfway in your room, unlike the other brothers who had walked in
Gets flustered and sloooowly closes the door after muttering a small "Sorry"
One of the only brothers who can talk to you afterward without it being awkward
"So, you and Diavolo, huh? I have to admit, I never thought he'd be the one on the receiving end."
Asmodeus
Now, we ALL know that Asmodeus is probably the least bothered by this
"MC, I'm having a dilemma! Should I go with pink and blue, pink and gold, or pink and white? Or maybe pink with gemstones?" He asked frantically, leaving the door wide the fuck open while holding multiple containers of nail polish
Your turn to be flabbergasted
"A-Asmo! Why didn't you knock?!" You shouted as quietly as you could
Asmodeus sighed in frustration. "You're not answering my question, MC, this is important!"
As soon as you started to withdraw your hands from your lover, Diavolo immediately started whining. "No! Nonononono! Please don't stop! Please!"
You turn red. "Asmo, get the fuck out!"
Asmodeus giggles. "He sure doesn't seem to mind."
"Okay, okay, fine. Have fun you two, next time invite meee!~"
Definitely pokes fun at you for a while after that
Beelzebub
Hungy boi dropped his bag of Super Spicy Newt Chips
Takes a moment to make sure none of them fell out before looking back up at the two of you
Blushes
"Sorry, MC. Hi, Diavolo."
Really fucking awkward
Doesn't know what to do with himself
"Um... Would you like some chips?"
"Beel, thank you, but... Um... We're busy..."
Beel nods and turns around to walk away
Bro forgets how to walk for a moment
Closes the door behind him
Isn't really too fazed afterward, just kinda blushes whenever he talks to you
Belphegor
You blink at the sight of a flash and the sound of a shudder
This cheeky son of a bitch took a photo of the demon prince being dominated by a human
Why? Fuck Diavolo, that's why.
You lock eyes with him
"Belphie."
He smiles at you
"No."
He takes a step back
"Belphegor."
"..."
Bro books it out of the room, slamming the door shut behind him
You almost trip trying to get out of bed before being pulled back in by Diavolo who's looking at you with teary eyes
Now you're to choose between chasing the Avatar of Sloth and deleting the photo or pleasing the begging demon prince before you
Haha, you're fucked
Barbatos
Bro is the most nonchalant about it
He lowkey knew what y'all were doing and still came in the room
He smiled at the two of you
"Ah, I figured the young lord would be here. My apologies for interrupting, I simply wished to deliver some things I thought would be useful."
"B-Barb, I appreciate it, but-"
He sets down four bottles of water, as well as a bag full of 'goodies'
"I'll take my leave now, have fun."
Leaves
Asks you about it the next time you visit the castle
Also, yes, you did use the bag of tricks
Simeon
Worst thing about this was that Luke was behind him
He had to cover his eyes and force the little Chihuahua back into the hallway before he became aware of the situation
He himself had a blush on his face, apologizing profusely
Thankfully, Luke didn't see anything, but the day after, he continued to apologize for walking in on you two
Homeboy Luke was so confuzzled
"What was happening? Simeon wouldn't tell me anything!"
You just kinda looked at him
"Oh, was that the bell? We're gonna be late for class, come on, Luke!" Simeon said, dragging him off and shooting you yet another apologetic look
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This was fun as fuck to write, hope you liked it anon.
Y'all want some Diavolo love and angst? Check out my "Kin of the Demon Prince" fic, cause I'll take any opportunity I can to advertise 🤌🤌🤌
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lostarchivesoforpheus · 9 months
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Slithers up to you like a snake
What about a reader who's like a parental figure to Walnut?
Like.. They help Almond babysit her whole he's working
🦎
Take Care
almond x gn reader
summary: some hcs about almond having a s/o that helps take care of walnut
warnings: idk i don't think there's any
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ok first off just a quick general hc here. this guy is absolutely smitten for you. like you can't tell me this guy isn't a huge simp for his s/o (he would never admit it tho)
^because of how much he loves, he didn't think it was possible for him to fall even harder for you than he already has. but when you offered to help take care of walnut, boy was he head over heels.
he's so grateful that you're willing to help him and that you're so kind to his daughter.
walnut cookie absolutely loves you. she is like so attached to you. she's so happy that you get to be her new parent kinda
walnut cookie always likes to talk to you about her hobbies and other stuff she's been getting into lately. she's always so happy when she gets to talk to you aaaaa :,))
^also hc that walnut likes to draw but is a beginner and really wants to improve. whenever you compliment one of her doodles she just explodes with joy!!
almond is so happy that walnut trusts you and that the two of you get to spend time together. he loves the both of you so much and he would give both of you the world if he could.
bonus: once, almond came home to find both of you asleep at the kitchen table next to walnut's unfinished homework (lol)
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a/n: sorry it's kinda short but this was super cute and i had a lot of fun writing itttttt ty 🦎 anon for ur amazing ideas <33 also im still trying to kick writers block in the shins so that's mainly why things are super short rn but hopefully once i finish my last request and take some time to actually rest and redo some stuff on my blog ill be good to go and start writing again :]
thanks for stopping by!
wanna submit a request? see my requesting rules- oh where did they go oh dear they ran away oh no- oh, here they are!
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russellsppttemplates · 7 months
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Mama and Mick are so outdoorsy! Can totally see them hiking even when mama is pregnant with Rora and then Sebastian, and the littles following them after! Imagine them in those little carriers for hiking when they're really small and get tired easily!
"Do you have everything we need?", you asked Mick, grabbing your backpack from the car's boot and putting it on your back while your husband did the same with his, "yes, all packed and ready to go!", he smiled, "are you?", he asked, taking your hand and locking the car, heading up the way you were meant to.
Staying active while pregnant was something you tried to keep up with, despite not doing nearly as much as you used to, but grateful nonetheless that your body allowed you to do the activities you liked while also growing your baby girl and providing a safe place for her, "do you want to stop for a bit?", Mick asked, seeing some benches on the side of the path, "no, I'm good, it's just a little more to the top, right?", you checked, feeling like you were still fine. Still, Mick stood behind you, ready and alert in case something happened and you needed him.
Reaching the top of the first section, you left your backpack on the picnic table, taking in the view and enjoying the breeze on your warm skin, "it's so beautiful", you whispered, "every time we come here it becomes even more beautiful", you looked at your husband, holding his hand so you could hug him, feeling his other hand travel to your bump and caressing the exposed skin since your shorts and sports bra only covered so much of your growing bump, "Rora seems excited too, can't wait to bring her here one day", he smiled, kissing your forehead.
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"Mama, look! Is that where we are going?", Aurora pointed out, making you look at where she was pointing after you made sure your boy was fastened in his seat, "are you good, Seb?", you asked him, "yes, mama! Let's go!", he giggled, "yes, my love. Me and mama used to go up there a lot when you and Seb weren't here yet", Mick explained, strapping in his own baby carrier for Aurora, knowing that sooner or later he too would be carrying her around just like you were doing with Sebastian.
You had been walking for a little bit when Sebastian called for you, "Can I have a snack, please? I'm hungry", he said, and you could hear the pout in voice as you quickly reached the side pocket and gave him a small bag of chopped fruit, "thanks mama! Here, take one for you!", he handed over, "Rora! Papa! I have some snacks, do you want some?", he waved the bag at his sister who stopped at the mention of food, "but your bag is for you, I'd you share with me, you won't eat as much", your daughter reasoned, allowing you to stop so you could all rest a little, "it's okay, I don't mind", you sweet boy said and you melted into goo.
Helping the kids with snacks, Mick handed you your bottle of water, "they're so cute together, we got very lucky with them", Mick told you, pushing you to lean againt him, "we did, they're the best siblings for eachother", you smiled back, "you know, I've been thinking about a third one", Mick gulped, catching your attention, "I know it's not just like that, but look at them. They are such sweethearts and I think we did really good", he added, "I'll think about your case, Mr. Schumacher", you winked at him, walking up to Aurora to see the bird she and Sebastian were trying to feed, "I think he's afraid of us, but we have food. How is that possible? Angie always comes to us when she sees we have food!".
(Thank you for submitting an ask 🤍)
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Ta da!!
My goodness I love these two. it’s so much fun for me to make art from these stories I love it so much! I did keep things slightly more simple this time around but that’s mostly just for my own sanity. I get a little too excited occasionally and realize if I don’t reel it in I’ll never finish things 😅. These are bits mainly from chapter five and a little bit from four. I wasn’t sure how we feel about like…actually drawings of vomit? I don’t want to push it (and frankly idk if I’d be comfy with it lol I’ll have to think about that) but I still want to include like…the energy ?🤣
I can’t wait to draw more stuff as fics continue!! I hope to expand too and draw other pairings and moments as well!! But I think sick Cyno and caretaker tighnari will always be my number one hehe 😊
(Ps…personally… I hate the clothes I put them in??? Like I had to stop eventually cuz I was waaay over thinking it and it’s really not the point at all, but at the same time I was like..wait how many outfits did they pack? How many times do they change clothing? Would Tighnari even look good in that color?? It doesn’t matter and kinda made me laugh but I was this close to doing online window shopping to get better inspiration 🤣)
OMG IT'S HERE!
I don't know how you do this but you always manage to blow me away with your art JUST LOOK AT THEM!! LOOK AT OUR BOYS!! THEY'RE SO- AH! You have no idea how happy these make me 😭
They're my favourite pairing to write right now too, so you can bet I'll be spoiling you with a lot more content of them! Especially sick Cyno, he melts my heart.
AAHH I don't know what to say without rambling! I'm so giddy, I can't stop looking at these!! (I love that drawing of Cyno sitting on the edge of the bed and throwing up- you somehow captured just how miserable he is, even with only his back showing!)
And I think the clothes are cute!! I love that you drew different outfits in both pages of sketches! Tighnari is 100% the type to over-pack, he definitely had an absurd amount of spare clothes. Which, good thing, I think Cyno sweated through several pairs between chapter 4 and 5 😭
AGAIN! Thank you so so much for all the beautiful fanart you've shared!! It means so insanely much to me to see fanart created of my works, and your art is so good too!! I am one very happy writer right now!
(on the topic of drawings of vomit! Absolutely only draw what you feel comfortable drawing. I think you portrayed nausea really well in your drawings, and I really like how you drew the sketch of Cyno throwing up! I am not at all phased by vomit in drawings, so whether you choose to draw it or not, I don't mind at all. As long as you're comfortable with what you're creating! Also if you were to submit drawings that included actual vomit, I would probably just put the art below a cut with a warning, for any of my followers who'd rather not see it.)
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tozettastone · 1 year
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Who do you think is the most fucked up possible romantic partner for Sakura? In the "they make each other worse but have a good dynamic" way. What count as good is free for interpretation. :3
Sakura and Itachi could make each other vastly worse. I feel like I would be poaching credit for shipping thoughts if I didn't refer you to @misfitmccoward to explain that specific ship and why having the most judgemental genius she knows validate her worst inner self might evolve Sakura, like a Pokemon, into Goblin Sakura. This is a running conversation we've had and I have basically forgotten who came up with what at this point.
I want to submit to you the possibility of Deidara instead, because I think the other thing that would make Sakura worse would be having a partner who is really into her sheer destructive power. It's pretty clear in canon that Sakura isn't cute: Kishimoto wrote this about her character design iirc, and also half her early character development is about being teased because her face is out of proportion. Early Sakura is good at being smart, because she's not strong, and she can't be cute, but she can get that approval for something, and it's being clever. This approval-reward-behaviour mechanism clearly exists for her character.
Deidara tells her she's "cute" and taps into exactly this weirdest part of the childhood cycle of approval-seeking. She's flustered because she knows she's not, but he's very sincere—it's just that he doesn't mean her face is cute. He means she's capable of demolishing a building by punching a guy through it. He wants to see her turn someone's femur to dust with two fingers. He did see her punch the Hiruko puppet until it cracked down the face. He will not stop. What a cute girl...
Sakura is team "oh, but massive property destruction that endangers life is bad," in theory. But she's into fixer-uppers canonically, of course. And she's never liked a guy with like... the ability to be friendly and show that he likes her back. Heady. Seductive. So she goes in thinking like, "okay THIS time the unhinged cute boy I'm interested in is going to change for the better through my love, because THIS time if he tries to leave me unconscious on the street I'll be able to punch him through a building—"
Deidara will enable her worst self, which actually exists, and she will not mysteriously uncover his better self, which does not.
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josiesullysblog · 1 year
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Outcast p3
~Lo’ak x Metakaynia reader
~Angst, fluff
~Proofread?-no
~Summary-Two souls finally uniting
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They say the mind may forget, but the body doesn't. As much as you liked to think you couldn't remember your mother, you could. The day she left you, she sang a hum as she swam. She was happy, peaceful and you let yourself fall asleep in it.
“Baby mine, don’t you cry.” She sang as she rocked you. You smiled at her, grabbing for her braids, “Baby mine, dry your eyes.’ Tears fell from her eyes though she smiled, “[Y/n], I know you may be confused but submit to the water,” she began going deeper, “you and I will meet daddy very soon if you do.”
You jolted up from your sleep, Lo’ak waking up as well, “are you alright?” Tears fell as you went into his embrace. “Same dream again,” Lo’ak held a tight grip on you as he whispered praises in your ear. “She can't hurt you, baby,” he told you as you finally calmed down. You knew it was just a dream, but it felt so real.
Lo’ak watched as your eyes closed and you fell asleep. He couldn't help himself but stare at you. You were by far, the most gorgeous thing he had ever looked at. These past few months, all he could do was think about you. How you were, asking if you missed Payakan, and just spending his every waking moment with you.
From the start, he knew he thought you were pretty. And as you become acquainted with the tribe, and met his family, pretty sooner changed to beautiful. He watched how you tried to become one of the people, your speech had become better over these last few months, and you even had a bond with Neytiri, beautiful changed to gorgeous.
All he wanted was for you to be happy. He saw you so happy, these last couple of months you were nothing short of a ray of sunshine. You missed Payakan of course, and you wanted to visit him. But a part of you knew, you didn't just wash up on the beach. Payakan wanted you to be happy, even if it meant letting you go.
You and Lo’ak were, “two peas in a pod,” as Jake called you both. You liked the name, often referring to Lo’ak as your “missing pea.” Lo’ak every day, took you on a walk near the ocean. Take your mind off everything new you are learning, so you felt like you had some stability in your life.
Today, you collected shells because you wanted Kiri to show you how to make a friendship bracelet. You loved Kiri and said would go on to say she was your closest friend, but you also knew you loved Lo’ak just not the same way. He made your heart beat, always making you smile, and you often felt a little ting in your heart when he spoke to other girls. When he spoke with Tsireya.
You liked the girl, but you felt possessive of Lo’ak. You wanted the boy's attention on you, and he found it cute how you held a pout every time Tsireya spoke with him. You would pretend to be sleepy, or grab his hand and give a sly smile to Tsireya. The poor girl just assumed you were being nice, but anyone else could see you were claiming the boy.
“I make bracelet with Kiri for you,” you said as you both neared the end of the walk. Lo’ak smiled, he so wanted to complete the bond with you. But you weren't ready for that yet, so he’d wait. In full honesty, he’d wait till he was old if it meant being with you.
You walked up to Kiri with all the supplies and a big smile, “I’m ready!” She smiled as she began picking out the smaller shells, “you really love Lo’ak right?” You nodded your head as you threaded the beads on the bracelet, “he was telling me how much you like the mixed berries,” Lo’ak often would sit and talk about you for hours. In the rare moment, you weren't with him, he’d speak about the random things you liked, hated, activities you learned that day.
A smile appeared on your face, “Lo’ak likes you a lot [Y/n],” you stopped beading altogether. “Why wouldn't he?” Her words confused you, “he likes you, the same way you love the ocean. He can't live without you.” A blush appeared on your face, but before Kiri could speak more, Tsireya walked in. “Have you seen Lo’ak?” your demeanor changed, not because you didn't like the girl, but because what could she possibly need from Lo’ak? “Why?” you question her quickly to which she gives you a soft smile. “His father is looking for him,” Kiri handed you the finished bracelet with a smirk. “It's good, I do it!” you said smiling and heading toward Lo’ak.
“Lo’ak! I'm done,” you said hugging him. You didn't even notice you ruined his conversation with Neteyam. “I better go check on Tuk,” he said giving Lo’ak a look before leaving. “Here!” you grabbed his wrist and put the bracelet on him, “stays on forever.” Lo’ak looked into your eyes, “forever,” at that moment he understood what it meant to love someone so much you can't live without them. You can't sleep without them, eat, walk, jog, anything and everything. At that moment he just wanted to confess, but he knew it would be wiser to wait.
Right before you came, he and Neteyam spoke. Lo’ak confessed his feelings about you, causing Neteyam to laugh, “everyone can tell!” Lo’ak groaned in his hands, “everyone?” Neteyam put a hand around his shoulders, “including Tuk.” Lo’ak explained fully how you both met. Explained how you were out at sea with Payakan. He hadn't said anything to an adult because it wasn't his story to tell. “You two will work out,” Neteyam said smiling. “How do you know?” before he could get a proper response, you were in his arms.
He thought of the previous conversation and decided he’d make a move. “Your dad needs you,” you said as he looped a hand around you, “Tsireya said so,” a little venom left your mouth at the mention of the girl. Lo’ak laughed, “why do you hate her so much?” you immediately shook your head, “I don't hate her!” you had a hard time getting the right words out so you adverted to something you did when you first met Lo’ak. You patted his chest, “outcast,” you brought your hand to your own chest, “outcast.”
Lo’ak understood what you were conveying. You both were the same. placing his forehead to yours, “I’m in love with you,” he then swooped your face to look at him, “I love you.” You smiled big connecting your lips with his, “Lo’ak and I mate?” you were excited jumping from foot to foot. “Yes, tonight me and you,” You let a squeal before clapping, “I tell everyone!” In the corner stood Jake, who came looking for the boy. A smile crept on his face.
Jake saw your relationship as history repeating itself. He remembers how Neytiri would do the same gestures or would hiss at any person who came too close.
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You sat by the ocean looking at it. You wanted to tell Payakan, how you and Lo’ak were to be mated. You knew how excited he’d be for you both. Your heart broke knowing how much he’s missed already. You were so taken away by your thoughts you hadn't noticed Ronal.
“It's beautiful isn't it?” the older woman questioned as your eyes went to her. She had come to terms with you being Seba’s child. You smiled at her, “pretty like Lo’ak,” you always found a way to rope him into your conversation. This trait reminded her of your mother, and how much she loved your father. A tear rolled down her cheek looking at you.
“Why?” you said as you noticed her sad facade. “I’m just so happy that your okay,” she said looking into your eyes. It was like Seba was there with her, “your mother what was her name?” you cringed at the mention of her, “bad,” you said before looking at the ocean. Ronal looked at you confused, “what do you mean?”
You felt your own tears pull into your eyes, “she loved you,” you looked at her confused. Did she know your mother? “No, hate in her heart. That's why she marked me,” there was no way Seba hated you. She noticed how silent sobs left your mouth, she brought you into a hug. “How did she mark you?”
You embraced the hug she gave you, “marked for death. Till Payakan saved me, I miss him,” Ronal’s eyes widened in fear, “you met with Payakan? And your alive?” she stood up quickly still holding you tight.
She brought you to the Sully tent, “Lo’ak,” you said before running into his arms. “What's wrong, baby,” Ronal faced you both, “when you met her, who was she with?” Lo’ak looked confused sharing a look with his family, “a tulkun,” was all she needed to hear before she gasped loudly, “she was raised by a killer!” You became defensive immediately, “PAYAKAN NOT KILLER,” you faced the woman.
“You know nothing of what you speak of. Your mother thought you were dead!” you shook your head, “Payakan loves me, mom does not.” Ronal couldn't believe this, “of course Seba loved you,” Neytiri stepped forward before placing a hand on Ronal, “give her a break.”
Her words angered you, “She left me. Left me for death,” you said through choked sobs. Lo’ak pulled you closer to him, “it's okay, take your time,” you looked at the older woman, “I was found by Payakan, if not for him good as dead.”
You remembered feeling alone growing up, having no friends, and being out at sea, “Payakan feed me, and he played with me, taught me to swim,” Ronal watched you. She couldn't even fathom the thought of her friend, her best friend purposely leaving you out there. Marking you for dead.
“She would never do that,” you shook your head, “Payakan did everything.” Ronal walked out. “Why so much hate?” you said while Lo’ak kissed your forehead.
“Payakan loves me, and he loves you to no killer,” Lo’ak nodded, “you don't have to defend yourself to me, I believe you no matter what.”
You smiled before kissing him once more, “tonight,” he smiled, “tonight.”
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I didn't think you guys actually liked this story! So glad you do because I LOVEE this concept! Hope you enjoy it! THIS IS NOT PROOFREAD! i didn’t want to keep you guys waiting so tomorrow, i’ll go back through and change all mistakes.
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smallestapplin · 2 years
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OH I'VE BEEN WAITING TO SUBMIT THIS ONE 🥺i just know you'd do this fluff real good.
I just had to move again, for like the 6th time in 3 years. I'm so exhausted of it and ready to be in a stable place where I can spend the rest of my life. So OFC I can't stop thinking about moving in with some of my fav boys!
So, can I get moving-in-with head canons for Ingo, Emmet, Blue, and Red? Is it crazy, is there only you 2 or a bunch of people, is there a giant pizza party after everything's moved in? How do your morning and evening routine change? I've been so soft thinking about all the cute lil domestic things about moving in with someone you love it's all that's kept me sane the past few weeks with moving again
I adore this, as someone who use to move a lot I’ve always dreamed of this.
I hope you like this!
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🔲Ingo🔲
- he was overjoyed when you moved in, he was so happy to be taking the next step in your relationship. You moved right into his home, your main neighbor was just his brother, so you both had help packing and bringing your things in his home.
- For the unpacking part it was just you and Ingo. And no matter what happened, be moving or rearranging his things to make room for yours, he constantly had a soft content look on his face.
- The subway boss was just so happy.
- The first night was spent slow dancing in the kitchen.
- His morning routine quickly changes to waking up before you, and waking you up with kisses and a cup of coffee if you’d like!
- You’ll either wake up to that, or just him staring at you so lovingly.
- Ingo cries at finally having the domestic life he’s always wanted.
- Sharing a house with someone he loves. He wants to spend all his time with you.
- He stops working so late because his heart beats quickly at coming home to hearing your voice “welcome home dear!”
- You’ve seen the stoic and professional subway boss having to lean against the door, because your words mean everything to him and he loves it.
- Even more so when he can do things with you, like cook dinner with you, wash dishes with you, just exist with you.
- He couldn’t ask for anything better.
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🔳Emmet🔳
- It’s odd watching him jump around gushing about how happy he is with his monotone.
- But the overjoyed sparkle in his bright silver eyes give away just how ecstatic he is. The night you moved into his home and got things partially into place he orders your favorite take out and rents a couple of movies to watch.
- The night is filled with laughter, and your playful arguing about the movie…might’ve had a popcorn fight.
- For the first few months you have to fight to get him up for work, solely because he doesn’t want to let go of you fearing this is a dream.
- Emmet gets so giddy at the end of his shift. he sprints home and almost takes the door off it’s hinges and calls out “honey I’m home!”
- And of course you just laugh “welcome home babe.”
- To which you’re smothered in kisses and hugs.
- Once you two get use to each other schedule’s, he works around it. He wants to spend every waking moment with you and since that’s not possible he will settle for as much as he can.
- No matter what you’re doing in the house, as long as you’re not in the bathroom, you’re going to have an extra set of legs, cause Emmet is going to be hugging you from behind.
- He just can’t believe you live with him!
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❤️Red❤️
- you two picked a nice place a little further out from town but still close enough.
- He doesn’t have a lot of stuff furniture wise, so you two combined styles.
- Little tidbit! Red is a pain in the ass to shop with! You’ll ask if he likes a couch or a recliner and nods yes…to all of them. Luckily you have good taste and this man claims the large comfy recliner you two got.
- It’s big enough for you two to cuddle in, and that’s his favorite feature.
- The first night at the new house and you two have stopped unpacking for the night, he drags you out back and lays a blanket down so you two can star gaze.
- Red’s job is mostly just traveling, he gets paid big money to go to places with Blue. Since the two are world renowned legends.
- But he always makes sure you’re safe and secure before leaving if you can’t make it with him.
- Blue often comments how happy Red looks to be going home. “You’re never happy going anywhere! Look at you, you’re blushing! Awww Red wants to go back home to his wittle wover-OW OW OKAY IM SORRY-“
- Red can only hope Blue doesn’t tell you.
- Though he feels you already know. His heart leaps whenever you run up and hug him, just happy to have him back home.
- He melts.
- So this is what a home feels like?
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💙Blue💙
- He happily asked you to move in with him and you two picked a nice quiet place.
- Does you both a favor and sets up the wifi first, then the bathrooms and master bedroom.
- That night you two invited your friends and ordered so much take out, you two will have leftover for a while.
- Even during packing Blue kept sneaking up on you and laughing when you jumped. He always apologizes with a kiss.
- Your home is a nice mixture of both of your tastes and styles, but he was determined to put up posters and shelves for knickknacks and figurines.
- You’ll wake up the next morning with him laying on top of you, passed out. It’s a chore just trying to get him up and off.
- Once he wakes up he just wants to cuddle you and whines when you shove him off.
- “You don’t love me anymoooore.”
- “Blue you big baby I just need to use the bathroom! I’ll be back.”
- His schedule instantly switches, while saying he tried to fit you in when he could, now he is a menace and you have your own time slots on his planner.
- At minimum he’s going to call you at least twice.
- Like Red, he is constantly traveling, so either you’re going with him, or prepare for the spam texts, calls, and video chats.
- He just misses you so much, and Red is so close to killing him for all his whining and complaining.
- Blue however brings you back so many gifts from the region he went to.
- He feels so happy and lucky coming home to you. Just being able to open the door to your shared house and feel so relaxed and comfortable.
- He doesn’t want it any other way.
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babstheyaga · 6 months
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Since mirage is like readers best friend In fmogd do you think he watches her like when she’s up and idk like studying or something? Just to make sure she’s ok of course (Definitely not stalking 💅🏾) he seems like the type if they ended up dating to sneak in her room scaring the shit out of her by getting in the bed with her. And if her parents came in he would immediately like hide under her bed or in her closet 😂. Also why does he seem like the type to take some garments of hers like reader goes to school and complains to mirage. “I’m not sure why I keep loosing my nice panties..I really hope my dog didn’t get into my clothes again and tore them up.” Lmao my dog would do that to mine that’s why I ask about this last part 😭😭
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Let reader sleep in peace, I beg of you, she already deals with a lot at school, stop stealing her underwear you creepy goth boy
She's so cute just sleeping there... Christ, I would give anything just to stand here all day and watch her. Just knowing she's breathing and alive makes my days worth going through.
Each breath she takes is a sign that she'll wake up soon... I wonder what she'd do if she woke up with my over her like this.
I let my lips form into a smile, my hands inching down towards the side of her bed, putting the slightest bit of pressure to it and seeing just how close I could get to her without her waking up.
She took a shower recently, her hair still wet and getting messier the longer she sleeps. She smelled like her conditioner, something I grew to know rather well over the months of coming to her room at night.
I wondered from time to time why she felt the need to shower before bed, I guessed because it was spring and starting to heat up, the hot weather didn't help her appearance. She was barely covered up, the small throw blanket laying lazily over her body was tempting to me. I wanted to strip her of it, just to see what she was wearing underneath it all.
I've seen her head-to-toe one too many times, but seeing her like this was like new each time. I would give anything to have her take it off for me. She does it in private, of course not knowing about the camera I placed at the corner of her room, hidden behind her hanging lights. She was ignorant, but that's just how I liked it.
She may be a dumb little brat at times, but she always submitted to me so easily. I liked seeing her squirm whenever I dared her on specific subjects.
"Mirage? Have... Have you been visiting my house recently? My-My mom told me you came over the other day. She... Didn't tell me much... What were you doing there when I wasn't there?" She was always so nervous to bring up touchy subjects. She knew better by now not to make me mad.
I admit, I'm intimidating. Something I can't help, I've come to conclude.
"You were late to my rugby game, I thought maybe you ditched me." I said back, not a total lie. She was late to my game, but that's not the reason I went to her house while she was away.
I had been curious about her parent's schedule for quite some time. Her mom recently switched jobs, her dad was basically never home, so I studied her mother's time in the house rather well.
Her mom was a little suspicious about me at first, but I earned her trust rather easily. She thought I was a good influence despite my appearance. I found it funny.
I leaned down more towards her on the bed, my face coming close to hers and I could feel her relaxed breath on my lips. So tempting...
I knew she only saw me as a friend, and I silently damned her stubbornness. She'd fall for me in the next couple months, I know she will. If she doesn't give in, I'll go through more desperate measures to be sure she does.
My hand crept up to the blanket hung loosely over her body. I hooked my fingers over the edge, being gentle, slow to pull it down. She often took melatonin for sleep, and it never hurt her too much when I would replace them with more hard-hitting drugs, something I knew would make sure she'd sleep through anything.
I pulled the blanket off her torso, then her lower half, her legs already exposed. My grin grew at the sight of her cute little underwear. A brow would raise at the small bow placed perfectly at the top of the seam, a miniature amount of flirtation to her purity.
With her tank-top hugged tightly to her slightly showing stomach, I dragged a hand up her side, coming to the end of her shirt and pressing my fingers down at the top of her panties.
God, she made this too easy.
My middle and index pressed down beneath her underwear, being as slow as could be to dip lower. To my delight, she was freshly shaven, and my eyes flicked between her shut ones.
I wanted this pair of panties, a good addition to the collection I was growing.
I came to my knees on the side of the bed, her body stayed limp as I looked down and hooked my fingers on the seam of her clothing, starting to strip her of them. She didn't react, fully knocked out.
Off her hips, her thighs, knees, and calves, coming into my hands and I gave them a proper look-over before pocketing them.
My hues traveled her form to the ends of her stomach, her pressed together legs weren't playing right in my mind. The amount of times I've taunted myself with positioning her sleeping body over mine was embarrassing, but I wasn't going to stop tonight.
Her ankles mysteriously made their way into my palms, opening her thighs and somehow situated themselves atop my clothed, bent thighs.
Her cute little flower was exposed at the front of my zipper, ready for the taking at any given second. My hands met her hip bones, brushing against her soft skin and going up her torso, starting to loom over her.
Her array of string lights that hung across the roof and walls helped illuminate her precious, virgin body.
She was beautiful, adorable, and one hell of a tease... But I made a promise to myself that I would wait till she was ready... Whatever the hell that means.
My hands were at the bottoms of her perky breasts, pushing them up, giving them the fondest of squeezes...
I could hear from the other room shuffling of her mother, and my annoyed eyes glanced up to the door, knowing I had to leave now.
She's one hell of an angel, but I can promise this... I'll corrupt her in every way possible.
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russellsppttemplates · 7 months
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Imagine rora doing something like this 😭 it would be so cute
"Can you pick up Rora today?", you asked your husband over the phone, "sure, are you getting in late tonight? I can get started on dinner", he asked back, "thanks, that would be great. I have to stop by a friend's housr and that might take a while", you explained.
Mick picked up his daughter from pre-school, helping her inside the car and strapping her to the car, "Hi seb, did you have a good day?", she asked her brother, who gurgled at her, "we went to feed the ducks on the park today, maybe we can go there on the weekend with mama as well", Mick said, reversing out of his parking spot and heading home.
When you arrived home, you could hear your husband and your daughter's voices at the dining table, "look, it's mama!", Mick announced, seeing his daughter run to hug your legs, "Hi, Rora! Did you have a good day?", you asked, kissing the top of her head and looking at the playpen where Sebastian was playing with Angie sitting next to him, "hello, my boy, how is my little munchkin?", you squealed, seeing his blue eyes and big smile look in awe at you, picking him up and holding him on your hip.
You were going to kiss your husband's lips when your daughter sat in his lap, "no, mama! This is my papa, only mine", she urged, stretching her arm so you wouldn't get so close.
"He's Seb's papa too, and he's been my husband longer than he's been your papa", you reasoned, "but he's mine, you can't kiss him!", she said, circling her arms around him in a way of protection.
"You don't have anything to say?", you asked your husband, seeing him actually enjoy the fight, "well then, me and Sebastian are going to play on our own too, he's my little boy after all", you teased back, seeing Rora think about it.
It didn't take long before your daughter joined you, "can I be your little girl, too? I know I'm not little as Sebastian, but look! I also like to play with his toys!", she said, sitting next to you and hugging you, "I'll even let you go and kiss papa! But you have to be careful because today his cheek is fuzzy", she whispered on your ear.
(Thank you for submitting an ask 🤍)
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Hi everyone, transboy is here!
Warning: mentionings of transphobia and aphobia, teenage years, an incompetent psychologist, and body dysphoria.
Since I'm a teenager, nobody accepts me seriously, like, that will pass, it's just you who is "playing", it's not serious. I talked to my psychologist about that and she only said to me, "Well, you know I have a daughter, she is absolutely like you and she had the same problems in teenhood, she also thought she was a boy and aroace, but when she's fallen in love, that guy has changed her and she wanted to be a cute girly for him, so I think it will be the same for you." (I identify myself as aroace and transboy) I stopped trusting her after that (and after a while, I learned she didn't have a proper education to work as a psychologist, lmao).
I stopped going to her after all that she said (it was harmful to me to be compared to her daughter, even though we have something in common, it's not a reason to say such things). But then I also realized that no one accepts me as a boy. I have a big chest that will only grow bigger, my hair ain't short enough (but I'm comfortable with it), a thing between my legs, my voice, and my hips and posture... I'm already used to it but in a bad sense, I'd like to change it.
Also, I'm not that interested in any things that girls or boys like, e.g. Barbies, cosmetics, football (however, I love swimming), and cars (but to be honest, I'm not interested in any technical things). I'm in love with art, learning languages, history (especially WW2), psychology, metal music, and fanfics. These things don't have a gender I think (as all things should), but my psychologist said it's a sign I'm not a boy and I'm AGAB.
The only ones who accept me are my online friends and a girl from my class. Everyone else sees me as AGAB, and I don't know what to do. I already wear masculine clothes to hide my body (I can't buy a binder yet, and bandaging your chest with bandages, as far as I know, is dangerous), don't talk with others (only when I need), try to help with moving sofas, for example, and some other things, but I don't think it's enough. I don't wanna do boyish things only because I wanna people to see me as a boy, I only wanna do something I wanna do and something I'm interested in and don't hear "OMG, you're like a man, stop!!!" I don't know if I still can be considered a boy, but that's me.
I hope I didn't offend any of you, have a good day!
Submitted February 12, 2023
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