#I made this gifs myself and my gosh it was pain

[luvv4choso]

Herbalist!Reader X Sukuna

WARNINGS: SMUT, p in v, degrading, rough sex, sukuna being mean

a/n: this took so long to write 😭😭

synopsis: sukuna gives u a reward for healing him

divider creds: animatedglittergraphics-n-more

it was about 11pm at night, and you needed to grab a couple more herbs to complete a medicine order. the thing was, the order was due tomorrow morning, and you had procrastinated the whole day. so here you are, roaming around the forest scrummaging around bushes, and trees, basket in hand which a flashlight in the other.

you were peacefully looking through a patch of echinacea, when you suddenly heard someone grunting with pain. you were a little worried, nobody ever came into this area, especially at 11PM at night... you were also curious about the noise, wanting to find out the cause of it. what's the worst that could happen?

flashlight in your hand you try to find the source of the noise, which soon turned into heavy pants and footsteps. as you searched you heard footsteps approaching you, you hide behind a bush,you place a hand over your mouth to muffle your breathing. then you see a tall pink haired man who was clearly very beat up, cuts spotted all around his chest area. he also had very distinct black tattoos. even though you could barely see him under the moonlight, you couldn't deny that he was very attractive.

you felt an urge to get to know him, to be near him, to just be in his presence so you take a deep breath and approach the tall man. as you walk towards him, "excuse me!" you belt as you walk closer to the man. he turns around and looks down at you. gosh he was so tall. and the way he looked at you, his piercing dangerous gaze. "what?" he hisses, hand over his chest. there was blood all over his hand. you looked back up at him sympathetically "I noticed that you're injured, like really badly..." you pointed out "and I was wondering if you wanted to come back with me to my cottage so I could take care of your wounds?" you offer. oh the innocence in your eyes, the way you looked up at him, the kindness of your heart. sukuna was invested. he wanted to ruin all that kindness and Innocence in you. he found it so cute that you had no idea what you were about to drag yourself into.

sukuna smirks, he bends down to your level, he scoffs loudly "you think I would need your help? please.I think I can take care of myself." he mocks. his words make your heart ache, why was he so mean about it? but you weren't gonna give up now. he was going to be yours. "are you sure? you know you have a lot to say for a guy who's nearly bleeding out" you remark, crossing your arms in the process. "c'mon let me fix you up, unless it hurts your precious little ego-" you tease. sukuna glared at you dangerously "you better watch your mouth." he grunts, you smirk, "aw? did that hurt your feelings?" you mock him. "you know what? if it makes you shut up, fine then!" he snaps. sukuna was loving the little game you were playing with him. if anything it made him even more attracted to you.

"so your name's sukuna?" you repeat, as you begin to clean his wounds. "didn't I just say that?" he snaps back. "woah chill out" you mutter as you begin to open a jar of aloe vera gel. sukuna rolls his eyes and stares up at the wooden roof of your humble cottage. "this might sting so be prepared" you warn before spreading a thin layer on his wounds. sukuna hisses at the sharp burning sensation. he looked so hot when he felt pain. the way his eyebrows furrowed, and the sounds he made... you wanted him so badly. you close the jar tightly, "that should be it" you comment. sukuna sits up on the couch, as you stay sitting on the floor. now you could get what you really wanted this whole time. "you know I think I did a really good job" you praise yourself. sukuna smirks sharply "I guess you did..." he admits "don't you think I should get a little reward?..." you ask slyly, as you rise up from your knees. sukuna chuckles "oh and what would that reward be?"

SCHLAP. SCHLAP .SCHLAP."s-slow down sukuna!" you mewl, placing a hand near his hips to try to slow him down. sukuna chuckles and grabs both of your hands and pin them to your back. "what happened to wanting that reward huh? too much f' you to handle slut?" he whispers in your ear, his voice raspy and endearing. he slaps your ass as he mercilessly thrusts into you. your sweet moans echo throughout your small cottage, the sound of skin slapping harmonizes with your moans. "if you keep going like this, you'll get hurt again..." you warn him. he rolls his eyes "oh well, you'll just have to fix me up again, and we both know you would love that." he says coldly. he thrusts into you like he's running out of time. his second cock rubbing up against your clit giving you endless amounts of ecstasy.

"i-im so close" you whined, sukuna smirks and flips you around making you lay on your back this time. you whine at your denied orgasm, sukuna just laughs devilishly. "didn't think I would let you come so quickly did you? you thought I would forget about that attitude you gave me earlier? now come and take this cock like the filthy slut you are." he demands as he aligns his cock with your entrance. the way he degrades you just turns you one even more, your pussy getting wetter by the second. without warning he slams into your hole, his second cock now grinding on your puffy clit rapidly. sukuna pushes your legs all the way to your chest, so he could abuse the shit out of your cervix. the amount of pleasure you were receiving was both heavenly and painful. your eyes were filling with tears from all the sensations.

you once again attempt to slow him down by placing a hand on his chest. sukuna grabs both your hands and pins them above your head, he leans in to whisper in your ear "don't run away now, where was the filthy whore I met a while ago? I thought you wanted this as a reward? that's what I thought. now shut up and take this dick." he commands. oh the way he degraded you was so hot. he talked to you like you meant nothing to him. the pleasure you were getting made you shed tears. sukuna scoffs at the sight, despite absolutely loving seeing you with wet glossy eyes. "such a crybaby... be grateful I haven't put both my cocks in you, ungrateful whore" he comments as his thrusts get sloppier but the second, his pants getting raspier. your moans grow in volume, you were so fucked out.

"f-fuck m' so close sukuna!!" you exclaim, as you feel your orgasm approaching, sukuna grunts as he chases his own orgasm along with you. he leans in, whispering in your ear "you like it when I pound into you hm? you're so cock thirsty for me aren't you?" he grunts, "y-yes! sukuna!" you mewl, the sound of slapping skin quickens as you both reach your orgasms. you both let out deep groans, sukuna fills you up with his cum, a string connecting his dick to your cunt as he pulls out. as you try to sit back up, a hand pushes you back down.

"who said I was done?"

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[fsuna]

MODERN LOVE SONGS

⊹ ⋆˚ 𓏲 – minors dni. fem!reader. heavy smut. cucking. cheating. slight voyeurism. daddy kink. unprotected sex. oral (m & f). pussy talking. fingers in a-hole. consensual recording. not proofread. just random song lyrics + hq boys <3 masterlist. tokyo rev version otw.

wakatoshi. bokuto. osamu. atsumu. sakusa. suna. kenma. kuroo.

WAKATOSHI

"never thought i'd leave my kids until i left them in her mouth,"

toshis above you trailing breathless curses as he watches you suck him off threw his lashes- jaw painfully aching as you blow his big dick while he keeps a hand on the back of your head, fingertips coiling within your loose hair. a pinkish hue blushes across his cheeks while your mouth slowly invites his whole length in your throat, the button of your nose nuzzling against his pubs.

your eyes are watery from the countless times his swollen tip had poked at the back of your mouth, spit escaping out from the corners of your lips to run down to his balls. a laugh so sinful that can make you cum untouched from beneath your panties exits from toshi once he notices your signature glittery lip gloss smeared all over the base of his cock and your pigmented mascara plastered past your under eyes.

“such a doll, suckin’ my dick so motherfuckin’ good- missed getting your faced fucked, didn’t you?”

his cock begins to twitch against the walls of your tight throat, panting and swearing nonstop till he’s cumming all up in your mouth, warm semen brimming over to both your lips and chin giving him the best fucking sight he has ever seen.

BOKUTO

"yeah i heard she got surgery, still wanna clap from the back just to see if her ass soft,"

raw dogs pussy from the back like it's the first time he's in one since the day he came out of one every. fucking. time. bo has your kneecaps dug deep in his king sized mattress- the tainted sounds of skin smacking plug your ears as he keeps a strong hand latched on your hip, rocking your lower back and forward against his pungent thrust. he's a tease too, you know- placing his two thumbs over your asshole to maul the nub just so he can feel your wet pussy clench and throb, his fat heavy balls slapping off your ass.

he’s the biggest you’ve ever taken. gosh his dicks so fucking huge, it’s like he gets even bigger every time you see him, but it makes you so wet. so wet you don’t even need to use any form of lubricant for him to stuff you up.

and now he's fucked you so damn stupid that the strength to talk has vanished for you- firm hands setting painful slaps on your naked ass before squeezing it sorely, making sure you'll be able to feel the flaming sensation his gigantic palms left on your bum for the next few days whenever you try to sit. you love it though- in love with how he stretches you out, making you feel so fucking full.

“yeah, you love that, don’t ya, pretty baby? ‘bouta fill this pussy up cause daddy knows that’s what ya want,”

SAKUSA

"you can call her phone and i'll probably answer,”

to him, the timing of this phone call couldn't have been more perfect- knowing you're so so close by the way your velvety walls pulsate against his hard cock on repeat.

“pick it up, baby. your man's callin' you. don't wanna ignore him now do we?”

a real meanie. takes it upon himself to answer your boyfriends phone call, picking up your phone before pressing the speaker button so you talk to the poor guy while he continues to fuck the literal living breathing shit right out of you. right on top of the shared bed with your boyfriend.

god he wants to laugh so freaking badly- pulling out of your messy hole dangerously slow only to pound back inside you with no word other then a sinning grin while he gives your tits a paining smack loud enough for your boyfriend to catch it crystal clear.

"we'll then, pretty? go head and tell him how kiyoomi fuckin' sakusas made you his bitch and you're about to cum all over his big cock, or i'm tellin' him myself."

couple seconds later he’s got you creaming all on his length as your boyfriend from the other line hears you have the most phenomenal, toe curling, life changing, spine tingling orgasm you've ever faced.

AKAASHI

“she callin’ me daddy, i’m somebodies father,”

keijis got your wimpy legs draped over his shoulders, his sweat lined forehead kissing your own as he watches your pretty face expressions shift while your pussy hustles to lure in every inch of his big dick in.

but now he's just as fucked out as you are- hips rutting against yours with more desperation each time- moans becoming more winded once he’s sure he's close to filing you up to the brim. he’s fucked you so good your brains turned into mush, little yelps slipping from your parted lips as you feel every last ragged vein located on his dick draw against your delicate walls.

“fuck- love your cock so much, daddy! don’t want you to stop!

your holding onto his biceps, the tips of your acrylics jagged in his bare flesh as he reaches all of your sensitive points till your poor ol’ cunt milks him dry, womb filling up with his cum before he’s fucking another one in you right after.

“and i fucking love this cunt, angel. want you to be a good girl and take daddys cock one more round for me,”

SUNA

"she came for me twice, i didn't even nut for her once, you know i'm a pleaser,”

the perfect mixture of sweetheart and asshole during sex. when he finds the need, he’ll be a fucking sadist. but he knows how to please you the right way.

rintarōs number one concern is for you to cum. and if he can make it happen more then once before he’s shooting his own load in either one of your holes, then he will.

he looses it once he feels your dripping cunt squeeze him in, hips bucking up and rocking in you harder and harder. just after two orgasms you were awfully cum drunk, eyes crossing ‘n rolling back while he’s got your tits bouncing back and forth as your almost exploding-grip on his varsity team t-shirt tightens.

sunas dragging dreamy moans and whimpers from you as he sinks in his cock deep in your tummy. he cant tear his gaze off the way your puffy folds are sprawled around his dick, sticky body stiffening once his stomach coils from the familiar feeling of his orgasm edging him.

but he doesn’t wanna give in just yet. especially since he’s sure you’re not far yourself from reaching your high once more.

“shit- ‘got the tightest little pussy. think you can cum for me jus’ one more time, angel? c’mon, know you got it in ya, wanna see you cream on me again,”

KUROO

"we gon' make a movie like ray jay and kim kardash,"

bouncing in his strong lap, kuroos iphone’s blocking half of his face as he focuses on recording his pretty girl getting herself off on his cock- filming how desperate you are for his cum while he words the dirtiest things known to man behind that phone of his.

gives your tits a couple smacks before he’s toying with your nipples, wet cunt pulsating around his length once you feel his cold fingertips on your skin. it felt like your pussy was being slip into half- your little hole always striving to compromise to his monstrous size no matter how many times it’s been fucked by his cock.

“soo pretty- my girl wanted to ride me on camera tonight. ‘missed this cute cunt, baby. all fucking mine,”

your sore hips are grinding on his dick, teary eyes closed tightly as you feel all those inches he’s packing inside what really felt like your literal gut. he was near to pulling your first orgasm of that night, cocktip piercing your cervix once you seat back down nice and slow on him one last time till your cums caking his throbbing length- phone getting inches close to your messy cunt that was sparkling from your sweet arousal.

“god look at that shit. f-fucking hell- you gonna make me cum, sweetheart, wanna fill you up so badly,”

OSAMU & ATSUMU

"that p get devoured, told my brother she ours,”

the heavy weight of osamus cock stretches your suffering pussy out, spasming walls never failing to make his dick feel blissed out inside your wet cunt. he can't take his eyes away from it either, watching how his mesmerizing pussy takes all of him in in one piece, your finger nails embellishing his firm back with pigmented scratches.

"look at you, taking ‘samu like a fuckin' champ. wet ass pussy leakin' all over the place. been that desperate for a cock up in you, huh?"

his hips grind up into your cunt, brushing over your cervix as you beg him to keep fucking you harder and harder- to which your wish becomes granted, skin slapping being the only thing heard as he coils your insides till you're completely slurring your words.

the blonde twins got his fingers invading your drooling mouth, chocking your small throat roughly with his middle and index, spit dribbling down your chin while the other twins hips thrust upwards uncontrollably- his tip scarping the sore point inside you.

his cocks so deep inside you it almost burns, making you feel so full. osamus emphasizing each and every praise he voices with a savage thrust, his sweaty abdomen tensing up from your pretty cunt pulsating.

your mouth's falling open dramatically once he lines your hole livid white, squealing noises of your sloppy pussy drowning in his ears while he fucks into you as his slit clears out his cum.

"such a needy slut for my cock. goin' all dumb after a quick fuck. now get up 'n let ‘tsumu fuck all this cum back in ya,"

KENMA

"then you'll end up sittin' all over my bottom lip, baby,"

eats you slowly cause he's sooo in love with your pussy. always savoring your aroma with each kiss and lick he plants on your fluttering folds. loves whispering praises sweet as candy knowing it only gets you wetter and wetter. his pink tongue swirls over your clit, slurping up your addictive arousal as you pull at his two toned strands from above, his hungry moans buzzing against your precious folds.

"holy shit you’re so wet, i make you feel good huh, princess? mmm- taste so fucking good, could eat this cute pussy every single day,”

converses directly with your pussy cause duh? she's got lips too yk- watching your glossy slick spill to your weakened thighs whenever he says something absolutely vile as his head stays buried between your two legs.

groans against your pounding sex as his finger travels to your clit, circulating at it to draw you closer to your orgasm- and you know his gamer fingers are fucking peerless. nothing will ever compare to the way he fucks up into your small hole with them, the tips trailing against your walls as his versed thumb rubs at your clit till he's got you pulling a picasso- painting his pretty fucking face with your cum before he gives you the same treatment back in return.

© FSUNA

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[wholesome-holland]

Cassie x male reader

She is really attached to him and is by his side 24/7 and she thinks he is getting tired of her and being clingy so he reassures her and it’s just fluff

Clingy

request for: anon!

paring: cassie howard x male!reader

warnings: fluff, hurt/comfort, overthinking, negative self talk

     Cassie Howard was a lover girl. She loved love, she loved being loved and she loved loving others. She had been in a few relationships here and there, and she fell hard for every guy she was with. Many of those guys had just been with her for the sexual benefits that came with being in a relationship, some of them because they really liked her. Regardless of the reason, every one of those relationships ended the same way; her being broken up with.

"I'm not looking for anything serious."

"I'm not into you like that."

"I'm interested in someone else one."

"I just want to work on myself."

She'd heard every reason in the book, and they all hurt. Breakups always were painful, but having a bullshit excuse come with it made it even worse. Out of all of the excuses she'd heard, there was one that stood out the most. One that hurt more than all the rest, one that was more common for her to hear.

"You're just too clingy, it's too much."

She would rather hear anything but that. The word clingy cut her deep, it was a continuous wound that never healed regardless of who she was with. She couldn't help it, she wanted the person she was with to know she loved them and she wanted to feel that love was reciprocated. She often seeked out reassurance, none of them ever gave it. Her love ran so deep, all she wanted was that same type of love in return. Granted, she had also never been in a healthy relationship, until she met Y/n Y/l/n.

Cassie met him during her senior year a little while after her split from Chris McKay. She knew of Y/n, even if she didn't know him personally. He was a hockey player at East Highland, one of their best players. He was a senior just like her, and was relatively popular. The party— that was being hosted by someone whose name she couldn't remember— was being held at a large house with hundreds of people from their school. She and her sister Lexi arrived with their group of friends after spending hours getting ready together. She hadn't been single for this long until a while, but for once, she didn't mind. She was okay, she felt alright. She enjoyed spending the time getting ready and looking pretty for herself and not for someone else, it felt so good. Even knowing she would possibly run into McKay at the party didn't bother her or make her feel pressured to look perfect. She wanted to look perfect for herself. She was proud of herself for that.

     It had been a while since her and her friends went to a party together, they were making the most out of it and living it up. Maddy and Nate just so happened to also be split up, so they weren't spending the evening clinging to their man's arms. They were dancing with their girls, laughing, and having fun.

     At some point during the night, Cassie decided she wanted a drink, as anyone attending a party would. There was a bar area she had been told was set up in the middle of house, and as she made her way to said bar area, some people who were mindlessly dancing bumped into her rather aggressively. Which then sent her flying into another person, sending them to the floor. That person just so happened to Y/n Y/l/n.

"Oh my gosh, I am so sorry! Are you okay? I'm so sorry," she frantically told him, helping him up from the ground.

"No worries, I'm okay," Y/n said, rubbing the back of his head as he accepted her help up.

"I feel horrible. I'm really sorry, I didn't mean to knock you over. I was trying to get through and there were people dancing and—"

"Hey, seriously, it's alright. No need to apologize," He gave her a small smile, "I'm used to it from Hockey." He joked.

Of course, that didn't stop her from feeling bad for knocking into him. Every time she tried to apologize, he was wave her off, assuring her that it truly was alright and it was no big deal. She offered to make him a drink as a final apology, claiming she knew a special recipe she could make with the liquor that was present. He took that opportunity to make an agreement; if he accepted the drink, she would stop apologizing.

      "Okay, fine. I can agree to that," Cassie chuckled, grabbing two cups and a couple of the bottles. Before she could start pouring, Y/n put a hand on her arm.

     "We have to pinky swear," He grinned, holding his pinky out to her. She playfully rolled her eyes before locking her pinky with his, squeezing it slightly.

     "Pinky swear." That lead to the two spending the whole night talking to one another, getting to know each other. He was such a gentleman and so kind right off the bat in a way none of the other guy's at their school were. He was also strikingly handsome, which was just an added bonus. They spent quite a lot of the night chit chatting, not realizing how long it had been until Maddy came looking for Cassie.

"There you are, come dance with me!" Maddy exclaimed, taking Cassie's hand and trying to drag her away.

"Hold on, one sec Maddy," The blonde said, motioning to the boy next to her. Maddy made an o"o" shape with her mouth before smirking at her, giving her a thumbs up and walking away.

Y/n chuckled the interaction, "Well, I better let you get back to your friends. I've kept you held up long enough," he stated.

"Yeah, I guess. It was really nice talking to you, Y/n. We'll have to talk more soon," Cassie responded, a large grin on her face.

"Yes, definitely," Y/n said before quickly grabbing his phone from his back pocket. "Would you... maybe want to give me your number? So we can keep talking more? Only if you want to, only if you're comfortable with that." His cheek flushed a light shade of pink as he waited for her response.

"Of course, I'd love that." They exchanged phone numbers before bidding their goodbyes, both smiling equally as wide.

That was just the start of their story. They quickly began texting all the time, every day. They would meet up every now and then at school, hang out after school, and before long Cassie began to develop feelings for the boy. This time, it was different. Y/n was unlike any other boy she had ever met; He was funny, kind, respectful, and cared about more than just her pretty face or body. He cared about all the little things, just as much as the big things. He knew all her favorite things, all her little habits and ticks, and he knew how to make her smile.

About two months later, Y/n decided he was going to ask the girl he had fallen so hard for to be his girlfriend. It started with him asking her in a date, to which she said yes. He had arranged a surprise dinner at her favorite restaurant and got her a big, beautiful bouquet of her favorite flowers. After dinner, he took her to his house where he decorated the finished basement with lights, flower petals, and candles. He set up a cozy movie station for them to watch her favorite movies.

During the movie, they went from sitting next to each other to Cassie snuggling into his chest. As the credits rolled, he shifted upwards causing her to look up.

"Y/n? You okay?" Cassie asked, her eyebrows furrowing together.

He took a deep breath in, preparing himself in his head. "Cass?" He said.

"Yes?"

"I need to ask you something," he kept his sentences short in order to not word vomit due to his intense nerves. Cassie sat up straight, looking him in the face as she felt her heart start to beat faster. Could this be it? Is he gonna ask what I think? She thought to herself.

"So, I'm sure you can probably tell based on me asking you on a date, but I really, really like you," he began, feeling himself blush.

"I really like you too, Y/n." She beamed, unable to hide the pure joy on her face.

"Yeah?" He asked, grinning like he'd just won an award. The girl nodded, and he inched his hand towards hers. "Will you be my girlfriend?"

"I would love to be your girlfriend, Y/n."

Just like that, they were officially boyfriend and girlfriend. Y/n swore he'd never been happier in his whole life, and he made it his mission to show her every single day. He brought her flowers on a daily basis, took her on all kinds of dates every week, made sure she knew how beautiful she was every day, and made sure make his devotion known.

In every relationship she had been in at this point, she had been spoiled, but not to this extent. Nobody had ever shown her this kind of affection, let alone kept it consistent no matter how much time passed. She had never felt so loved, and it made her fall in love with him even harder than she already was. She couldn't believe how lucky she had been to find him.

     Months passed, the two were more attached at the hip than ever. At school, Y/n walked Cassie to all her classes, sat with her at lunch, and drove her to and from school. After school, she would attend all his practices and games for both sports depending on the season. He would go to all her ice skating practices, and anything she found important. They spent all their free time together, it was hard to get one away from the other. Y/n's friends made fun of him, but he always shut them down and made sure they knew not to make any comments that were anything but nice about his girl. He didn't care what they had to say, all he cared about was Cassie. He pushed her to make time for her friends as well as him, but he didn't mind not hanging out with his friends that often. None of them were as close as Cassie was to her friends.

Eventually, they met each other's parents and families. Casie invited him over for dinner and it was safe to say Suze absolutely adored Y/n. She made sure to point out the drastic change she'd seen in her daughter since he came along, she hadn't seen her that happy in a long time. Not even with McKay. When meeting Y/n's family, Cassie was invited to their annual bowling night. It was the family's thing, it was very rare for them to invite newcomers. But, Cassie was different. They gladly made the exception, and ended up all loving the girl just as much as Suze loved Y/n.

Their relationship was relatively flawless, though they definitely had their struggles every now and then. Cassie had never been in a relationship that was healthy, and had plenty of work to do to make this relationship stay that way. She had insecurities and fears she needed to stay mindful of, and Y/n was there to help her every step of the way. He reassured her, comforted her, and was very patient and supportive of her. For the most part, she learned to feel secure.

One thing Cassie hadn't learned to handle though, was her clinginess. Sometimes, she wouldn't even catch herself being clingy. Other times, her ex's voices rang in her mind telling her she was "too clingy" and "too much" nonstop. When that happened, she would begin to pull away a little bit in fear he would think the same thing as the other's did. Y/n only ever noticed a difference when she would pull away from him, which left him confused. He would try to pry and talk to her about it, and every time she would just brush it off like it was nothing. He could clearly tell it was something, but she wouldn't budge.

That was until she began acting that way in the middle of date night. It was their date night in for the month, where they typically would cook together and watch whatever show they were currently binging together. One date a month they would do this, the rest of their dates they went out and about. Cassie was usually rather cuddly and touchy with her boyfriend, she never found herself overthinking during their dates. This particular day was a Friday, and at school she heard other cheerleaders talking very loudly about her boyfriend in the locker rooms after practice.

"I can't believe Cassie and Y/n are still together," one girl said. Cassie, who was in a bathroom stall, tried her hardest to ignore them. At first, she brushed it off, until they kept going and would not shut the fuck up.

"I know right! How is he not sick of her?"

"She literally throws herself at him 24/7, it's insane."

"She is so fucking desperate, he must get so tired of it. I swear I saw him move away from her when she tried to hug him today."

"It's about time, maybe he's realizing he can someone less pathetic."

The blonde couldn't get their words out of her head, no matter how hard she tried. If other people thought that way, surely he did too, right? People she barely even talked to could sense how clingy she was, and apparently how annoyed he appeared. That right there was enough to send her into an overthinking episode, one much worse than she'd had in a while. As Y/n dished up their places, she was leaned against the counter, staring off into space as she thought it all over. She was pulled from her thoughts when her boyfriend wrapped an arm around her, telling her the food was ready. She quickly shied away from him, bidding him a thank you as she took her plate and headed towards the stairs.

"Hey, babe?" Y/n called out, his tone laced with concern. She turned around to look at him as he grabbed his own plate and began walking towards her. "Are you alright?"

"I'm fine," she whispered, staring at the ground and going down the stairs. The boy furrowed his eyebrows, following close behind her. They sat on the couch together with their plates in their laps, Y/n taking a seat close to his girlfriend. She scooted over the slightest bit, but wanting to appear like she was all over him. Many red flags were going off in Y/n's head, she wasn't being her usual, lovey, talkative self. Something was definitely wrong. The boy kept making advances in attempt to be close to her, just to be rejected each and every time.

After a half hour of them going back and forth, him silently trying to fix the problem, he decided to speak up. "Baby?"

"Hm?"

"What's going on with you today?" He finally asked, staring at her with a look of concern. She shifted uncomfortably under his gaze as she tried not to make eye contact.

     "Nothings going on," she lied, looking everywhere but at him.

     "Yes there is," he stated. "I know you like the back of my hand and you've been acting super off since after practice. Talk to me, love."

     "I don't know what you're talking about," Y/n knew what she was doing; she was bullshitting him to avoid talking about the problem. If it was over something small, he would wait until she was ready to talk about it. This was different, and he wanted— no, needed to know what was wrong so he could fix it.

     "You've been really quiet, which isn't like you. You haven't really let me touch you, and you haven't been touchy with me either—"

     "What's so bad about that?" she cut him off, her voice just barely above a whisper.

      "What? What do you mean?" Y/n asked, feeling even more confused and concerned.

      "I mean I'm too clingy, anyways. And I'm too much, what's so bad about me not acting like that?" As she spoke, her eyes filled with tears. The moment Y/n noticed, he was taking her face in his hands and moving her head to face him. She still avoided his gaze as she tried to keep her tears at bay.

     "Baby, look at me," she shook her head no, but that didn't stop him. "Cassie, please. I need you to look at me,"

     After what felt like forever, she finally met his gaze and he swore he felt himself melt in her eyes.

“Cassie, you are not too clingy or too much.“ he told her firmly.

“But, I’m all over you all the time. It’s pathetic,” the girl scoffed as her boyfriend wiped her tears with his thumbs.

“Why would you say that, love? You’re not pathetic,” he whispered with a sad frown.

“Because it’s true, and you know it too.” She moved backwards away from his grasp before wiping at her own face with her hand.

“What?! No! I don’t think you’re pathetic baby, not at all. I would never, ever think that of you.”

“Maybe not now, but you will! They always do! I’m— I’m always too much, or I’m too clingy or desperate and everyone thinks so! Everyone always gets sick of me, just like you will because they’re all right!” Cassie cried out, letting her head fall into her hands as soft sobs escaped her lips. Y/n couldn’t believe his ears, it broke his heart right in half to hear that his girl thought so low of herself— and even more so that she thought he believed it, too.

“Woah, woah, woah. Who said that?” He was quickly moving to wrap his arms around her shoulders, being weakly shoved off. He didn’t let that stop him, and he pulled her into his chest and held her tightly as she cried. He stroked her hair and kissed her forehead, rocking her back and forth. They sat like that for who knows how long before Cassie calmed down, feeling embarassed about her outburst.

“Are you ready to talk, baby?” Y/n asked as he reached for a nearby box of tissues. Cassie nodded before blowing her nose. After that, she told him everything from all of the things her exes had said to her to what she overheard the girls saying in the locker room. He felt his heart shatter even more, all he wanted was to scoop her in his arms and love her forever. “My love, I need you to know they are all wrong. So wrong! I could never get sick of you, and I will never get sick of you or annoyed with you. Sure, maybe you can be clingy, but I love it. I love your clingy, because I am just as clingy to you if not more. I love how attached and touchy you are with me, I love all of it… I love you, Cassie.”

Cassie’s head perked up, fearing she misheard him. “You what?”

“I love you, Cassie. I am so in love with you,” he whispered, tucking her hair behind her ear and cupping her cheek. “You don’t have to say it back if you’re not ready, but I just wanted you to know.”

“I love you too, Y/n.” She grinned, cutting him off.

Y/n chuckled as his own smile grew. He pulled her in and gave her a soft, passionate kiss. He knew he wasn’t going to just skip over what she was worried about, and was going to continue to reassure her, but right now he was so ecstatic to know that she loved him just like he loved her.

okay this turned out WAAAYYYY longer than this was meant to, and didn’t necessarily follow canon… but i’m not mad at it!! i hope you all liked it, and i hope the anon who requested it loves it!! i’m so glad to be getting back into writing. i have so much more planned to come out and i hope you’re all as excited as i am!!

#euphoria #euphoria x reader #euphoria fanfic #cassie howard fanfic #cassie howard #cassie howard x reader #cassie howard fanfiction #requested

[greazyfloz]

29 & 20 smut list with luke hughes please?

Smut: 20. “You are going to be sore tomorrow” & 29. “I don’t share” w/ Luke Hughes

Public Fun

Luke and I were at Jack's 22nd birthday party with a bunch of the other guys on the devils. We were all singing happy birthday to Jack when I tripped on one of my heels and stumbled back. Luckily instead of falling on my butt, a man caught me before I could fall.

"Oh my gosh" I say steadying myself before looking up to see the undeniably attractive man, "I'm so sorry"

"Don't worry about it" he man says flashing a smile. I smiled back in a friendly way as I felt someones arm wrap around me

"Who is this babe?" Luke says not looking at me but keeping a hardened look at the man

"Greg" he says, "I jus-"

"you were just what? flirting with my girlfriend?" Luke says

"Luke!" I say looking up at him pushing slightly away from him before looking at the man, "I'm so sorry, but thank you again" I say smiling at the man who smiles back before disappearing into the crowd. I turn to Luke and begin to speak but Luke speaks up first.

"I don't need your lecture right now Y/n" he says

"Well you're going to hear it" I say stepping back slightly so I can see his face better, "You just accused a man of flirting with me because he helped me back up when I tripped". Luke just stares at me for a second and doesn't say anything so I roll my eyes and turn my back to him.

I then felt Luke's arms wrap tight around my waist and his face on my neck. "I could tell he wanted you" he says in my ear, "I don't share" he says making me crave his touch instantly and I turn to face him

"Bathroom?" I say and Luke nods his head with a shit eating grin

"After you" he says lifting his arm as if to say lead the way.

I grab onto his arm and pull him away from the group, not letting anyone know where we were going as we snuck off. We reached the bathrooms and and pulled him in quickly before anyone could see. We made our way into a stall and he pushed me against it before reaching around me to lock the stall door.

Luke and I begin to make out as I reach down to unbuckle his belt then reach into his boxers to rub his cock. He moans slightly onto my lips as we make out making me smirk.

"Why are you smirking?" he asks me now smirking at me as he reaches under my dress hooking his fingers around my panties as he places a kiss under my ear, "you are going to be sore tomorrow" he says making me gulp before he slides my panties down my legs.

I step out of my panties as Luke's fingers begin exploring my clit. We begin to make out again as I feel Luke slip a finger inside of me making me moan lightly onto his lips.

"So wet" Luke says before sliding in a second finger then pumping it in and out of me

"O-oh-" I moan out but Luke puts his hand over my mouth.

He releases his fingers from inside of me and turns me around so I am faced against the stall door. He slaps my ass once hard making me wince in pain before he begins rubbing the tip of his cock back and forth against my entrance.

"L-Luke" I moan before I feel him slide himself into me slowly. Once he is all the way deep inside of me, he then begins to pump in and out thrusting harder and harder as he goes.

I bring my mouth up to cover my mouth to cover up my moans as I feel his dick slam into me. One of Luke's hand stayed resting on my hip to keep me in position and the other slides up my dress and began tracing up my stomach up to my boobs. He massages them slightly as he continues fucking me, rubbing them harder as he slows down.

He grabs my tit harder and he thrusts hard inside of me releasing himself. I feel his warm cum fill me up before he releases from me then he turns me around to kiss my lips before pulling his boxers and pants back up.

I reach down and grab my panties off the dirty floor, looking at them in disgust as Luke laughs and puts them back into his pocket, "You'll be fine without them for a few minutes" he tells me. I look up at him with a questioning look, "I wasn't kidding when I said you were going to be sore tomorrow, let's go home"

#nhl imagines #umich hockey #umich hockey imagine #umich imagine #nhl imagine #nhl fanfiction #nhl writing #nhl fic #umich hockey smut #hockey imagines #nhl smut #luke hughes smut #luke hughes x reader #luke hughes imagine

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Reality (Pt. 2) (Christen Press x Reader)

A/N: I listened to My Tears Ricochet by Taylor Swift on repeat while writing this. Safe to say my tears have been lost somewhere in the fic. Okay enjoy (:

What hurts more than a relationship breakup? A friendship breakup. Gosh do they hurt. It’s a different type of pain.

You don’t know how it got to this point but here you were. Surrounded by so many people yet not even close to the one person you so badly wanted but couldn’t have.

“You look good today.” Megan says sarcastically.

“I feel like shit, god I do this to myself. Over and over.” You say as you set your phone down. “It’s just hard not to.”

“You’re just torturing yourself Y/N.” Alex says as she sits next to you. “You’re just opening that wound even more. Let it heal.”

“I just want to see her without her knowing I’m looking.”

“So a stalker.” Megan says.

“Well.. no? I just don’t want her to know I’m lurking through her page or even her boyfriends page. That would be weird.”

“But she knows who you are.” Alex says.

“That’s still a stalker.” Megan says. “And it is weird.”

“Meg.” Alex says.

“What? It is weird.”

“Shut up already.” Alex says slapping Megan on the arm.

“We aren’t even friends anymore, not like before.” You say as you pull the hoodie over yourself. “I just wish I could go back in time and fix things. But it’s too late now.”

“It gets better with time.” Alex says as she wraps her arm around you.

“Trust me I’ve been waiting but it’s been years Al. It’s been literal years.”

“Give it time Y/N.”

“I hope you’re right Al. I hope you’re right. I can’t move on. I don’t want this to be my life.”

You pull the strings on your hoodie, covering your face as you lean against Alex.

“She’s here.” Alex whispers and you quickly let your head fall onto her lap.

“Hey girls.” You hear Christen say, you don’t look anywhere, you close your eyes pretending to be asleep. “Alex.”

“Christen.” Alex says.

“Where’s your boyfriend?” Pinoe asks and you discretely kick her shin.

“Couldn’t make it today.” Christen says and Alex puts her arm on top of your body.

“Bummer.” Alex says trying not to sound sarcastic. “Would’ve loved to finally meet him. You know, you’ve been dating for two years now.”

“Maybe another time.” Christen says. “I’m sure he’d love to meet you guys, he said he’d try and be here tomorrow.”

“Well that’s great.” Alex says.

“Is she sleeping?” Christen asks as she looks down to you.

“Knocked out.” Alex says as she places her hand on your head. “Long flight you know?”

“If I still remember correctly she probably stayed up all night to make sure she wouldn’t miss her flight.” Christen says, for some reason her remembering that made your heart flutter but also break a little.

She remembers. 

“I hate flights they stress me out.”

“Just sleep I’ll make sure I’ll wake you up if you don't wake up on time.” Christen says and you sigh.

“No because you sleep through your alarms.”

“Oh shush you. Look on the bright side, our families are going on a trip together.”

“True, it was a surprise they said yes.”

“That’s exactly what happened.” Alex says as she remembers last nights events.

“Same old Y/N/N.” Christen says with a chuckle.

“That’s Y/N for you.” Alex says patting your head.

“Well I’ll see you guys later right?” Christen asks.

“Definitely.”

You hear the wheels of a suitcase further away from you, finally lifting your head back up.

“Deep down I trick myself into thinking she loved me too at one point but never told me.” You say with a shrug.

“Come on let’s go back to our room.” Alex whispers as she stands up, extending her hand to you.

The three of you walk up to the hotel room, head rested against Alex’s arm.

As soon as you walked inside you laid down on the bed and curled up into a ball.

“Becky is on her way to grab something from here but don’t mind her.” Alex whispers and you nod.

You soon hear a knock on the door and hear the door open.

“Cap Becky!” Pinoe shouts.

“I’m just here to grab the folder.” Becky says walking into the room.

“Alex.” Becky says and then looks at the body on the bed, that body being you. “Hey Y/N what’s going on?”

“I hate feelings and love.” You say as you stare at the wall.

“Is Christen still being a total loser?” Becky asks.

“She’s not a loser.” You say.

“So it’s Christen.”

“When hasn’t it been.” You hear Pinoe say, you lift your head up and stick your tongue out at her.

“Can I state an opinion?” Alex asks, Becky looks at Alex and she tilts her head.

“Sure.” You say. “What is it?”

“I think there’s more to what happened the night it all went down, from my perspective at least. I mean there’s no reason to end a friendship over two people hanging out right?” Alex says. “I was there that night. I was that person hanging out with you.”

“I was very persistent on her calming down about you and me hanging out often. It didn’t seem like a big deal to me.”

“Then there’s more to it.” Alex says. “Just my opinion.”

“I guess, thanks.” You say as you grab a blanket, covering your head.

The sound machine beside the bed that Alex had turned on to help you fall asleep did it’s magic. Of course with a hint of Taylor Swift playing in the background, Alex knowing all too well it would knock you out, she had a playlist all made for you to sleep to.

“You know we can’t tell her.” Becky says whispering to Alex.

“Y/N needs the closure she deserves.” Alex whispers. “We’ve been lying to her the whole time.”

“We don’t even know the entire story! Christen said something just took over her that night.” Becky says. “You think I know the whole story? I don’t! Christen has been lying to us, we’re not lying to Y/N. We’ve told her all WE know.”

“All we know? Sure, but we sure as heck weren’t blind that night. You and I both know what we saw.” Alex says. “I was there Becky. It happened again that night when we all went together as a team to watch a basketball game.”

“And if we’re wrong? Then what? We give her false hope?” Becky says. “If we’re wrong we destroy her.”

“Well I wasn’t fucking blind that night that’s for sure and you know damn well what you saw that night.”

“I actually kind of agree with Becky here.” Pinoe says. “Are we certain of what we saw that night? Not necessarily but we also can’t kill her hope. We’re not even the ones to be saying what we saw because we all know Christen is the one who truly knows.”

“The same thing happened when we were in college. It was that same look of she wanted me dead.”

“Alex.”

“No I’m serious. But it happened again and this time it looked like she wanted me to know. You were there.”

“We were all there this time but the first time? You said it yourself you guys were in college. We don’t know everything.”

“Christen has been on thin fucking ice since that night.” Alex says. “It’s been years.”

“Until she wants to say something about it then we can say something.” Becky says. “Okay? Okay. We’ve agreed”

Throughout all that whisper yelling you somehow slept through it, the sound machine doing its work as it should and the power of the playlist Alex had made you did wonders.

“You know this is the first time she’s actually getting some sleep. You guys haven’t been there.” Alex says. “I was! I was there! I’ve been there! She barely gets sleep and she needs help. It’s been years!”

“Clearly her first love.”

“You don’t get it, it’s been like this since college. Christen ruined this wonderful human being over what? Stupidity. Ignorance? JEALOUSY?”

“Okay now don’t say things like that.” Becky says. “We don't know that.”

“Y/N needs help I’m talking therapist help to heal and be able to move on.” Alex whispers. "You know I'm right. Christen only ever tries to find Y/N whenever things go wrong in her love life and Y/N being Y/N she lets her back in her life. Then when Christen is better she leaves."

"Okay so Christen is a jerk." Megan says. "What do you expect us to do then?"

"If I knew I would have been doing it already." Alex says as she gets into the bed with you. “She’s been through enough, she’s put up with Christen’s stupid games. Christen gives her false hope.”

“We don't say anything about it yet.” Becky says as she leaves the room.

“My poor Y/N has tried to face reality but can’t because she’s afraid.” Alex whispers as she runs her fingers through your hair.

“At least she has you.” Megan says with a shrug.

“She’ll always have me. That will never change.”

- - - -

“Good morning sunshine.” Alex whispers as she moves the hair out of your face. “Let’s go grab breakfast we’ve got a long day ahead of us.”

“Isn’t today a whole day of team bonding?” You grog out. “If so then I think I’ll take an extra hour of sleep.”

“Funny. Come on get up. Even if it’s team bonding, the time doesn’t change. It’s 7am. Get up.” Alex says as she pulls the first blanket off of you.

“Ugh sometimes this whole being a professional soccer player has its cons. This being one of them.” You say stretching. “A pro of being a professional soccer player is being friends with you.”

“Aww how sweet, nice try. Get up already.”

“You’re so bossy I hope you know that.” You say as you get up from the bed.

“I know.”

After dressing up you both head down to grab breakfast, naturally you sat next to Alex, always feeling protected by her.

“Feed me.” You tell Alex.

“Feed yourself I’m not going to feed you, your hands are working just fine.” Alex says.

“Alex please, I’m sad.” You say, you’re quick to give her the best puppy eyes you could.

“Ugh. Fine. Just this once.” Alex says grabbing your fork and grabbing a piece of fruit. “Open.”

“Thank you.”

Alex continues feeding you some food while also eating her own breakfast. Your head rested on your hand as you look at Alex. You’re interrupted when someone sits in front of you.

“Hi Alex.” Christen says. “Hey Y/N.”

“Hey.” You say quickly then try to scoot closer to Alex

“Christen.” Alex says.

“Al more.” You say opening your mouth.

“That’s the last of it. Now let me eat before we have to go.” Alex says and you nod.

“You two still hang out a lot huh?” Christen says and you turn to face her.

“We do, we actually live together because roommates!” Alex says making you laugh.

“Plus rent is cheap when this superstar gets paid big money with all her sponsors.” You say with a chuckle. “Gotta love living with Alex.”

“Who wouldn’t love having you around all the time. We get to stay in and watch movies and we end up falling asleep on the couch until one gets up and wakes the other up to go to bed. So fun.” Alex says.

“Sounds fun.” Christen says. “Sounds like you two really did solidify that good friendship.”

“Oh yeah, long ago. Ever since college right?” Alex says turning to look at you.

“Um? Yes?” You say.

“Awesome.”

“Very.” Alex says sternly, glaring at the green eyed woman in front of her.

“Alright everyone we’ve brought a team specified in team bonding to come and help this team become better and you know trust each other. We’ll be having activities all afternoon. So after breakfast we head to the conference room.” Vlatko announces. “Also we have Naomi Girma and Taylor Kornieck joining us for the first time. So let’s welcome them both with a good attitude. Dismissed.”

“Great, team exercises. Fun.” Pinoe says. “As if I don’t spend time enough with all of you.”

“You love us though, right?” Rose asks Pinoe.

“You my dear Rose are who I love the most.” Pinoe says patting Rose’s head.

“Ouch.” You say.

“How’s it feel to be a veteran?” Alex asks and you chuckle.

“I feel rather-.”

“Old? Yeah get used to it.” Pinoe says and you shove her.

“I was going to say I feel weird.” You say. “You on the other hand, you are old so time is ticking.”

“You little shit.” Pinoe snarls and you laugh, but soon enough she has you in a headlock.

“Y/N? You still love me even though Pinoe hates you right now right?” Rose asks and you smile.

“I’ll always love you Rose. You’re too precious.”

“Newbies in the house.” Kelley shouts, you turn around and see the two woman walking towards your table.

“Rookies.” You say looking at them.

“They’ll do great.” Alex says and you nod. "Megan let go of Y/N."

"Thanks."

"You're lucky I love you."

“I definitely see Naomi being captain in the future. She has the spirit and looks like could give good speeches.” You say. “But I’m getting ahead of myself.”

“Good thing we all play together in club.” Alex says and you chuckle.

“That’s true.”

You all head to the conference room, sitting down at one of the many tables set up in the conference room.

“I’m ready to get this over with.” You say as you clap.

“Okay everyone, with the people in your table, let’s start with your name and something like a hobby.” One of the woman says.

“So I’m Y/N and I like to sleep? That can be a hobby right?” You ask.

“I think so.” Mal says and you nod your head.

“Then that’s my hobby.”

You looked up from your table, your eyes meeting the green eyes you so hopelessly fell in love with long ago. Christen smiled at you and gave you a little wave. Waving back, you immediately leaned against Alex. Christen’s smile fading away.

“You okay?” Alex whispers and you nod. “Hey. It’s me and you. Me and you always.”

You hoped this camp would finally be the time you both would reconnect after many years of not being friends.

You hoped.

Hoping. Like you always did.

But that hope was running out. You didn’t like that.

“Okay now that you’ve all clearly shared the same hobby. Let’s see if you know each other’s birthday.”

“Birthday’s? BIRTHDAYS? As in the day people were born? I barely even remember mine.” Rose says.

“Yet you remember Wilma’s.” Mal says.

Everyone at your table attempts getting each other’s birthday right when it’s finally your turn you groan. Not wanting to have everyone guessing once again for another birthday that not anyone can barely remember you decide to just make it go quicker.

“My birthday is-.” You’re cutoff by Alex who stops you.

“Oh I know this, easy.” Alex says with a smile. “It’s-.”

“I know your birthday.” Christen says pulling a chair to your table and sitting across from you. Interrupting Alex. “Super easy, Y/N’s birthday is Y/B/D. I know that.” Christen smiles as she looks at you.

You turn to look at Alex who’s just as confused as you are. She shrugs her shoulders as she tries to understand what just happened.

“When’s mine Y/N/N?” Christen asks you as she looks at you, ignoring the others at the table. “Do you even remember mine?”

You reach for Alex’s hand under the table, trying to gain some sort of reality in what seemed fantasy. Alex squeezed your hand three times and you took a deep breath.

"Happy Birthday Chris, what do we have planned for today?" You ask Christen.

"Me and you movies and maybe go to the beach?" Christen asks and you smile.

"Sure, whatever you want. It's your birthday."

“I remember yours, it’s December 29.” You say and you feel your cheeks start to heat up, but also your heart racing.

“I can’t believe you actually remember.”

“I could never forget.”

The rest of the time you were out of it, not focused in team bonding anymore after what had occurred. Your mind still groggy, trying to understand what the hell had just happened.

It wasn’t like Christen to do what she did, plus you had initially thought she didn’t want to talk to you. Yet here she was acting the way she was. It confused you in every single way.

Everything just made you remember the night Christen saw you and Alex holding hands at a game. Which you thought wasn’t a big deal until Alex told you that Christen was practically looking at her like she wanted her dead.

You just never understood why she reacted that way when she sat behind you at the game with her boyfriend. Christen knew you and Alex had always been close you just never thought it’d be a problem.

“Alright everyone you’re dismissed for whatever shenanigans you all will be up to. Be careful.” Vlatko says. “But be careful.”

You immediately get up pulling Alex and Rose.

“I’ve been chosen. Yes.” Rose says.

“I’m terrified of what just happened in there.” You whisper to the two women in front of you.

“Maybe Chris is trying to reconnect?” Rose says shrugging her shoulders. “But it was kind of unexpected if that’s what you’re implying.”

Alex looks at you with worried eyes, wanting so badly to tell you what she had thought of that night, the night everything crumbled for you. But she held back, remembering what Becky had told her.

While you racked your brain trying to find a perfectly good explanation to what had happened, Christen was walking right behind a group of youngsters.

“Did you see Alex’s private story? They went surfing and then to a concert just the other day. How can I trade spots with Y/N? I want to go to concerts too.”

“Y/N has just been going through it, Alex just tries to distract Y/N from practically everything.” Naomi says. “She’s a great friend. They’re both great people.”

“They’re attached to the hip, wherever Alex is, Y/N is right behind. And wherever Y/N is, Alex is right behind.” Taylor says. “I think it’s kind of cute.”

“Oh definitely.” Naomi says with a chuckle. “I do love their weekend cookouts that they invite us to, it relaxes me.”

“Oh my god you’re so right.” Taylor says. 

“What are we talking about?” Ashley asks as she catches up to the two Wave players.

“Alex and Y/N.” Taylor says. 

“Oh my god, they are the cutest. Did you guys see the picture of them both spending the holidays together with their families? When I have a friendship like that I’ll be happy.” Ashley says.

“They’re the best.” Naomi says.

“Cute.” Christen says bitterly as she walks past the girls.

“What was that?” Ashley asks, the two Wave players shrugging in confusion not knowing what may have caused such a reaction from who they thought was the calmest person.

- - - -

After a long two weeks of camp, you were a bit thrilled to return to San Diego. To be in your own bed and be away from all the chaos that occurred. To be as far away from what Alex is saying to be reality you didn't want to face.

Were you not facing reality already? You sure thought you were looking at reality.

“She leaving?” Alex asks and you nod. “If it’s meant to be then it’ll happen Y/N/N.”

“Thanks for that Al but she’s gone now. She always said she didn’t feel the same, others say differently but I do always wonder if at some point she did feel the same for me, for just a little bit.”

“Only she knows I suppose. I can’t read minds or else I’d read minds.” Alex says making you laugh a little bit. “Trust me Y/N. If it’s meant to be then your paths will cross and meet again. Don’t force it.”

“I am a big sucker for hope.” You say softly. “I feel like just waving a white flag you know? I surrender, it’s been years.”

“Don’t wave it.” You hear someone behind you say. “You’re the biggest sucker when it comes to hope and I love that about you. You always have hope. I have no idea what you’re talking about but don’t wave the flag, keep hoping.” Christen says as she flashes you a big wide smile as she walks past you.

“Y-yeah thanks.” You say as you lean into Alex, trying to feel some sort of protection. Alex is quick to react as she wraps her arm around you.

Alex didn't miss the glare Christen was sending her, the same glare she had received from the green eyed woman years ago. Alex tilted her head, she knew that glare, she knew that reaction. Christen was jealous, Alex knew it, it had to be that.

“I have to go but whatever it is don’t wave it. There’s always hope.” Christen says as she opens the door to the car that had just arrived. She opens the passenger door and you see her boyfriend.

“Hi babe you ready to go home?” Christen’s boyfriend says.

“Yeah. Ready.” Christen says as she gets inside. “Y/N don’t lose hope.”

You nod your head as the car drives off.

As soon as the car is far from your sight you pulled out a napkin you had in your napkin from lunch earlier that day.

“Y/N?” Alex asks as she looks at you.

You turn to look at her as you wave the napkin in the air.

“I give up.” You say as you begin to sob.

“Oh Y/N/N.” Alex says as she pulls you in for a hug. You sobbed into her chest as you grabbed the sides of her sweater.

“I just want to talk to her, but at the same time scream.” You say in between sobs.

“Then scream, scream at the sky and scream all you wish you could tell her. Heal Y/N. You deserve to heal from the pain she has put you through.”

You clung onto Alex’s hoodie, a sobbing mess in Alex’s arms.

Some of the older girls walk out of the lobby and they’re met with the sight of you clinging onto Alex, sobbing. They stop as Alex signals them to stop where they are.

“Here I have an idea.” Alex says. “Come on everyone. Follow me.”

Alex took you to a nearby beach, a secluded area where there weren't many people.

“What are we doing here?” You ask Alex.

“Scream. Scream at the sky, scream all you wish you could tell her, scream. Talk to her by screaming at the sky.” Alex says as she holds onto your hand. “Let yourself heal.”

You look at Alex and sniffle. She gives you a supportive smile and nods. You look around and no one was around. You took in a deep breath as you looked up at the sky.

“Scream. Scream all you want.”

You sniffle and wipe your tears. Closing your eyes you replayed every memory, they just all reminded you of what she was to you. She was home. 

“Apparently home doesn't have to be a place.” Christen says as she walks into your bedroom.

“Really? So then what else can it be?” You ask.

“A person.” Christen says as she lays next to you.

“Wow that's deep.” You say as you look up at the ceiling.

“You’re my home.” Christen says making you smile.

“You’re my home too.”

You begin to scream as you open your eyes, looking up at the sky. 

“YOU BROKE ME.” You yell at the sky. “YOU WERE MY HOME. I WAS YOURS.”

“There we go let it go.”

“Me and you forever.” Christen says as she plays with your hair, your head resting on her chest.

“Me and you forever.” You repeat.

“I HATE YOU.” You scream and sob. “I love you.”

“We’re going to live together one day trust me.” Christen says and you laugh. “What? Do you think I’m kidding?”

“Come on Chris maybe for a little but then you’ll get married or something.” You say looking at her.

“Married? Pass. It’ll be me and you living together forever. Nothing can separate us.”

“It was me and you forever.” You sob out.

“You have a boyfriend?” Christen asks and you furrow your eyebrows as you grab your backpack.

“No? Who said that?” You ask as you look at Christen weirdly. “Plus if anything I think I'd have a relationship with a girl first rather than a guy.”

“Oh I just heard something around.”

“Well I don’t so can you calm down?”

“I’m calm.” Christen says making you laugh.

“Why were you losing your mind over that? I don't react that way when you have a boyfriend.”

“I gotta make sure whoever dates you is good for you just like you do for me.” Christen says and you snort.

“Yes because when have you listened to me about your boyfriends, they’ve been terrible and I tell you before. I can sense it way before you do.”

“Yeah but your love life matters to me, I want you to be with someone who loves you and treats you right. I could care less about mine.”

“Clearly. Trust me I know.”

You continue to scream at the sky as you stomp your feet on the sand.

“You ever look at stars and think just how beautiful they are?” Christen asks you as you both lay outside on the lawn.

“Actually, yes.” You say. Christen turns to look at you, a smile plastered on her face.

“Why are you smiling like that and looking at me like that?” You say with a nervous chuckle.

“I’m going to be honest.” Christen says grabbing you hand. “What if we just never get married? What if it’s just me and you forever? Wouldn’t that be nice? Just us and laughter and adventures.”

“I suppose?”

“I’m just really grateful for you and I’m really lucky to have you in my life, you've stayed friends with me for so many years and I know I don't tell you often but I do love you and I appreciate it and all you do for me. I'm sorry I’m not the best of friend, or that I push you away sometimes, I don't mean it. I just don't ever want to lose you.”

“You won't. I don't want to ever lose you either Chris, I don't want to face the world by myself, I want to have you around forever.”

“Us two facing the world together. Facing reality.” Christen says booping your nose. “I love you.”

“Us versus the world.” You say making Christen laugh.

“It's me and you forever.” Christen says as she looks back up at the sky.

As you both laid on the grass Christen reached over to grab your hand, you turned your head and saw Christen looking at you, a very interesting look on her face that you couldn't quite figure out. The soft gaze and her smile.

Christen’s mind was everywhere, but when she would look at you and you smiled, she knew she loved you so much. Everything around you both seemed to not matter, she knew you were her home.

“I’m sorry I don't show it often but I really do appreciate you and I’m sorry I push you away, I don't mean it.” Christen says as she fidgets with your fingers. “I just-.”

“It’s okay you don't have to explain. I’ll always be around.”

“But you're the one who's constantly putting so much into our friendship and I know we've talked about this before, I need to do more.”

“Christen.”

“I don't want to lose you, ever.”

“You won't. Come on Christen we both know we've gone through enough and we’re still here.”

“Yes because you're the one who's always trying to save this friendship.”

“Christen. Hey. It’s me and you. Me and you.”

“Me and you.”

You fall onto your knees as you hide your face in your hands. Trying so hard not to absolutely lose your composure, but you're pretty sure you had already lost it.

"I don't even understand why you're acting like this Chris, you're not like this." You say as you walk closer to her.

"I always say I'm gonna change the way I am to you but never do. I'm a bad person. I'm not a good person." Christen says and you look baffled.

"Don't say that, hey you're not a bad person. You are a wonderful and kind person." You say as you walk up to Christen, cupping her face in your hands.

"I don't know how you're still my friend. You are so fucking amazing Y/N. You don't even know how much you truly are worth, I'm fucking lucky to have you in my life and I should be cherishing you and appreciating you before it's too late."

"I'm right here Chris. I'm right here."

While you sobbed, letting it all out, Christen was with her boyfriend driving home.

“That was the famous Y/N?” Christen’s boyfriend asks.

“That was her with Alex yes.” Christen says.

“Are they together?”

“Who? Alex and Y/N?” Christen asks with a chuckle. “Probably, I wouldn't know.”

“I thought they were together.”

“Yeah well they might as well be.”

“Angry much?”

“No. I just want to go home.” Christen sighs, Christen’s boyfriend sighs and shakes his head as he looks at the road. ”What?”

“You get like this every single time you either hear, see or literally just know she's around. You get so- so..”

“So what?”

“Jealous! Christen you get jealous!”

“I don't know what you're talking about. Why would I be jealous? We haven't been friends since our first year of college.”

"What are you doing?" You ask Christen as you walk into her room.

"Getting ready?" Christen says, you raise your eyebrow as you see what's in her hand.

"What the hell are you going to do with a hammer?"

"Aren't you going to meet someone?" Christen asks and you snort.

"Yes but I can assure you I'll be fine."

"I just gotta make sure they're good for you."

"So you have hammer for that? Christen it's just a date."

"Okay and?" Christen asks as she looks at you, you raise your hands in defeat as you turn around and walk away.

"You're being extra weird."

“I feel like I always come second Christen. Even if she isn't in your life anymore, it seems like she's all you think about.”

“That’s not true.”

“But it is. Christen I’m tired of being second choice to your ex girlfriend.”

“Ex girlfriend? Where the hell did you come out with that conclusion? We were best friends, nothing more. Sure she liked me but I never liked her back.”

"Hey." Christen says as she looks at her neighbor opening the door to her house.

"Christen? Everything okay?" Christen's neighbor asks.

"Can we talk?"

"Sure come in." She says, Christen walks in as she sits on the couch. "No Y/N today?"

"Haha no, she's home."

"Very odd to see you both apart. You guys are always together. She cares about you a lot."

"I care about her too, a lot. She's become someone so important to me and makes me very happy."

"Oh I know." She says with a smirk, a smirk Christen doesn't see.

"Wait what do you mean by that?" Christen asks.

"Nothing. But I'm sure you know."

“She liked you? Oh wow, that explains a lot.” He says.

“Come on you can't be serious.” Christen says with a laugh. 

“I mean it all makes sense, so many times that we went to the carnival on the Fourth of July. Our anniversary. I don't know why I didn't catch that earlier. All those stories you would tell me, I just thought you missed being friends with her.”

“What? What are you talking about?”

“Are you that blind to your own feelings? You loved her or love her I don't even know anymore.” 

"Thank you for being in my life even though I don't deserve someone as great as you."

"Chris, come on. We both know you deserve a better friend than me."

"No, if I didn't have you I'm pretty sure I'd look for you. In every universe I think I'd look for you, because without you I feel like something is missing."

“No I didn't and I don't.”

“Our anniversary is something else to you, it’s a reminder of the times when you'd go with her to the carnival. You said it was a tradition. July fourth is our anniversary, but every time it comes around you seem so down, like if you have something else in mind. You have her in mind.”

“Oh my god you can't be serious.”

“I should've seen it sooner.” He says shaking his head.

"You're unbelievable, none of it is true."

"Face reality Christen, fuck."

Alex looked behind you to see the girls looking at you then Alex, a soft smile on their faces. They could see it and feel it. They all walked over to you and Alex, all sitting down on the sand as they hugged you.

"I hope you never forget how much I love you." Christen says as she fixes the blanket over you, running her fingers through your hair. "You don't even understand and you won't ever see how much I truly do love you."

“It was supposed to be me and her forever.” You sob out.

You were healing. Finally healing and they weren’t going to leave you alone to face the world, the reality, all by yourself.

“We got you.” Becky whispers. “We got you.”

It was a reality you had not wanted to face for so long, but you had to accept it sooner than later. This was reality. A reality you had to face without Christen was something you never thought you had to do, but unfortunately it had come to that.

As much as you wanted closure, as much as you wanted to know why Christen had reacted the way she did those nights. You knew you probably wouldn’t ever know, but it was time to start to do what you never wanted. It was time do so, to face reality.

#christen press x reader #uswnt x reader #uswnt imagine #woso imagine

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Out of Sync [REWRITE]| Rick Sanchez x Reader | Part 3:

Part 1

Part 2

A bright lights rips into the darkness of the bedroom.

I roll my eyes tiredly at the sound of unbalanced footsteps stumbling into the room. “H-hey, baby…you-URP-you up?” Rick asks, I cringe as Rick leans over me. My body tenses “Yeah you’re u-up.” Rick hums.

“Get away from me.” I mumble, pulling the blanket over my head “I tried, it didn’t work. I g-guess we’re just stuck with each-URP-other.” Rick states. He pulls on the blanket lightly, not enough for him to actually move it. I groan, kicking my feet towards his-grinning widely when I hit something.

Rick grunts in pain before grabbing my foot “N-not nice…you’re such a b*tch.” He huffs “Ah, there’s the Rick I know-” Rick cuts me off by flopping on top of me “Rick! What the f*ck?! Get off of me!” I yelp, squirming. “Noooo. Just let me sl-URP-eep!” Rick whines. I open my mouth to cuss him out, but didn’t get the chance before Rick was already snoring loudly. “Oh my gosh…I’m either gonna kill this man or myself.” I growl under my breath.

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I stare at the scribble down equations on my desk “Ugh, it just doesn’t make any sense! I know what I need to do, but I don’t know how to do it! Work stupid brain! WORK!” I groan, gripping the sides of my head tightly. Rick chuckles quietly, “If I was your brain right now, I’d tell you to f*ck off.” He jokes “You tell everyone to f*ck off. I still don’t know now I met your high as h*ll standards.” I joke tiredly.

“Well, lucky for you. I lowered my standards just enough for you to at least share a lab with me.” Rick says, the grin on his face made it clear nothing he said was meant to be harsh. “Just don’t fall in love with me, Sanchez, cuz this is not permanent. Once you graduate, this place will be all mine.” I hum, rereading the equations. I flinch when Rick’s hand blocks the equation I was reading “I’m hungry, wanna get something to eat?” He asks.

I shoo his hand away, “No thanks. I’m not hungry.” I state “You sure? I know this really good place.” Rick hums, leaning on my desk “Mm, yeah. I’m sure.” I tell him “You’re really gonna make me go alone?” He asks “You’ve spent your whole life without me-and you’re gonna spend the rest of your life after college without me. I sure you can handle not seeing me for 30 minutes.” I say.

I really don’t have time for this. I need to figure-

“Oh for f*cks sake, I’m trying to ask you out.”

I pause and look up at Rick “Oh ho, THAT got your attention. So now will you come with me?” Rick asks with a cocky grin. “Mm,” I hum, glancing at my equations “Fine, but you’re paying.” “Duh.” Rick says. He opens the door for me and we walk out the science lab.

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I open my eyes slowly, looking around. I look up to see the sun shining brightly through the window.

Huh…that’s weird.

I’ve never slept through the whole night.

I haven’t done that in forever…

My body tenses when I hear Rick’s quiet snoring “Oh sh*t please no.” I mumble, squirming in Rick’s grip. Rick only nuzzle closer, my cheeks redden “No! I will not enjoy this.” I growl. I wiggle away from Rick-only to land harshly on the ground

“Gah! Sh*t!” I shout out in pain. Rick grumbles tiredly, he looks down at me. “Mm, you’re always a sight to wake up to.” He jokes, nuzzling into the blanket tiredly “Shut up. And why are you in my bed?! You’re bed is literally right there!” I sigh, gesturing to his sleeping bag. Rick looks at it, “It’s warmer here. Plus, you enjoyed it. Once you fell asleep, you were cuddling back.” He mumbles tiredly.

I scoff, standing up “You were probably just imagining that. I mean-you were drunk and probably high.” I state “Mm…” Rick mumbles. He doses off again, I sigh and walk downstairs. “Hey, Mom. How’d you sleep?” Beth asks knowingly, I sigh “Surprisingly well…and that scares me.” I admit, taking a seat at the table.

Beth tilts her head in confusion, “Why would you be scared by that? It’s great that you’re finally able to sleep again.” She says happily “Rick was in my bed…” I groan. Beth smiles widely, “We’re not getting back together,” I say firmly “He was drunk and decided to crash in my bed.” “Well, Dad could’ve crashed on the couch, or in the garage, or on the floor…but he chose your bed. Come on, you don’t think that could mean anything?” Beth asks.

My heartbeat quickens for a moment, I wince in pain “Mom, are you ok? Did you take your medicine?” Beth asks worriedly “N-no…I just woke up.” I tell her weakly “Um, ok. You’re probably just hungry. Go have a seat in the living room, I’ll make some pancakes.” Beth says. I smile at her “No, no. I’m fine. I can-” “Mom. Go have a seat.” Beth says. She frowns at me seriously “Yes Ma’am.” I chuckle.

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I stare at the tv blankly, there are only so many Golden Girls reruns I can sit through…

There was a heavy dip in the couch beside me. I turn to see Rick sitting beside me, “Are you seriously watching this? You look dead inside.” Rick states, raising an eyebrow. “You would know what it’s like to be dead inside.” I grumble tiredly, scooting away from him. Rick scoots closer to me, I sigh. Rick hums in thought before standing up, he walks away.

I sigh, I don’t think my heart can take him being so close anymore…

Rick returns, holding a crystal and a device in his arms. “What is that, Sanchez?” I sigh tiredly, hating the fact that I was genuinely curious to know. “Important thing is, I just gave us better cable. You’re welcome. You can now watch tv shows from every single reality.” Rick states, tossing me the remote. I pick it up, raising an eyebrow at Rick as he sits down beside me again.

I press a button on the remote, the channel flips to Fav/Movie…that’s the movie that Rick and I were watching when we shared a first kiss. I frown before flipping the channel again “I thought you loved that movie.” Rick comments, resting his head in the palm of his hand. “I-I’m just not in the mood for it.” I say nonchalantly-even though my heart was pounding harder than it should be. “Aw really? But we were watching this movie when it all clicked for me.” Rick states.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” I ask, tilting my head. “You l-looked so happy watching this movie. Seeing you happy, made me happy. And I thought this movie was sh*t, but yet, I was happy it was on…I was happy period. I realize you m-made me happy. Once I realized that, I decided I wanted you to be around me forever.” Rick says. My cheeks redden before I frown “But you…left.” I scoff, turning away from him.

I flip through the channels quickly, “That wasn’t me!” Rick groans “Oh? Then who was it? The drugs, the alcohol, or was it the pure hatred you felt for us?” I ask, glaring at him firmly. Rick looks at me, he doesn’t respond, he only frowns at me. Rick lets out a sigh before he takes a sip from his flask. I only roll my eyes, “Breakfast is ready!” Beth calls. I quickly stand up and walk away.

“We’re going to the same place! No point in running.”

“Even a few seconds away from you add a couple more years to my life.”

Rick touches his chest gently “Oh, ow…you hurt me so.” He whines, following behind me. Beth smiles at us, “Where’s Summer and Morty?” I ask “Still sleep. So is Jerry.” Beth states. She sets the plates on the table. Rick sits in front of me, “Aw, l-looks great Beth. Like the br-breakfasts your mother would make.” He says. Beth beams happily while I only frown bitterly, “Heh, it’s been a while since I’ve seen the two of you eat breakfast together. I’ve missed this.” She states, I look at my plate tiredly…

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I frown tiredly, flicking blueberries across the table. Each one ends up hitting Rick in the chest, “Y/N, if you want my attention. Just ask.” He teases, eating his waffle. I roll my eyes and continue to flick blueberries at him, Beth watches me, letting out fits of giggles. “Sweetie, don’t encourage her.” Rick scolds, but there wasn’t any seriousness in his voice. I flick another blueberries, but instead of hitting Rick in the chest, it hit him on the cheek.

“Ow! I’m gonna sue!” Rick shouts out dramatically, pointing a finger at me. Beth and I laugh, Rick rubs his cheek with an annoyed smile. “Oh, I’m sorry, Ricky. Want me to kiss it better?” I snicker, Rick grins at me “If you do, you might not being hearing from my lawyer.” He hums. I stand and walk over to him, kissing his cheek. I pull away, only for Rick to pull me back by my shirt.

He pulls me into a kiss. “The blueberries didn’t even hit you on the mouth!” Beth states when we pull away “Pain and suffering.” Rick says with a shrug, I laugh and roll my eyes. I take one of the blueberries off his plate, plopping it into my mouth “Hey! Did you just rob me?!” Rick asks offendedly “I can’t steal what I made. Watch.” I laugh before picking up Beth and walking away. She giggles out a “Bye Daddy!” “And now you’re stealing my child?! How dare!” Rick shout, not able to contain his laughter.

Rick stands up and runs towards us. “AH! MOMMY HE’S COMING!” Beth squeaks happily “Oh no! Time to go!” I laugh, running out the kitchen “Get back here you child thief!” Rick laughs.

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My chest both flutters and sinks at the distance memory.

We used to be so happy together…then he started working on that stupid portal gun. After that, he spent more time in the garage and less time with us. The more time he was alone, the more he would drink. I hated when he started drinking too much, I knew what that was going to do to his health in the future. Every time I saw him, he was drunk or about to get drunk…

The fluttering feeling in my chest flies away and I’m left with a growing emptiness before a sharp pain shoots through my chest. I wince, gripping my chest tightly. Rick eyes me carefully as I take my medicine, “What was that?” Rick asks “I’m not letting you get high off my meds.” I scoff. Ugh, why did Beth have to leave me alone with him. A horse’s life is not more important than your mothers!

Rick rolls his eyes, “Oh please, like those pills would do anything for me.” He scoffs, I roll my eyes “Since when do you have heart issues?” Rick asks, I shrug “I dunno…right after Summer was born. When Jerry became a permanent factor in my life.” I say bitterly. Just as I said that, Jerry was about to walk into the kitchen. “Um…I’m right here…” He says awkwardly.

“Jerry, get the f*ck out! Can’t you see we don’t want you here?!” Rick shouts, bashing his hands onto the table. I fight back the urge to laugh, “But I wanted-” “No one cares what you want, Jerry! We wanted your genes out of our grandchildren! We can’t always get what we want!” Rick shouts. Jerry whimpers nervously before quickly leaving. I laugh at the sight, Rick takes a swing of his flask. I frown at that sight.

Rick looks down and lets out a heavy sigh, “You know, I could fix your heart. Get rid of all those problems.” He tells me “Really?” I ask with an unamused frown as I eat the waffles “Yeah, really.” Rick hums “Thanks, but no thanks.” I sigh, finishing up my food.

I stand up and walk away from the table, “Fine, but the offer’s still on the table for when you want it.” Rick states before taking of huge drink from his flask. I shake my head and walk out of the kitchen.

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“U-Uno! Ha! I’m-I’m about to beat you!”

I grin at Morty, “Not bad, you’re finally getting good at this game,” I say proudly “Too bad you can never beat the master! Color change green, draw 4, Uno! Game.” I toss each of the cards down. Morty stares in shock, “How?!” He gasps “Skills, small child. Skills. I’ve been undefeated for years. Only one person has beat me…” I say confidently.

“Who?” Morty asks “I’ll never tell. Beside, that person is long gone now.” I sigh sadly “What happened to them?” Morty asks, I shrug “Who knows? Wanna play another game?” I ask, stacking the cards “No thanks. I have to…to finish my homework.” Morty states “Ok. Good luck. I’ll be in my room if you need me.” I tell him. Morty nods and I walk upstairs to my room. I yawn tiredly, “Rick hasn’t even been here for a whole month and I’m already ready for him to leave.” I sigh. I groan as I stretch my arm, “Ah, time for my old lady nap.” I snicker before faceplanting onto the bed.

Hi, sorry it’s been a while. But look, it’s a new part. Yay! Anyways, I don’t know when the next part will be out, but there will be a time skip. Alrighty, bye~

#out of sync #outtherecreations #outthere #rick sanchez x reader #rick x reader #Rick and Morty x reader #reader insert #x reader #adultswim #spoilers

[sydsaint]

could you do something with matt jackson where the reader gets a minor injury from the bcc and he and the rest of the elite finally return to help her?

Love this idea! Heel/Protective Bucks r my fav. Hope you enjoy !

It was just supposed to be a routine night on Dynamite. You had a match against Julia Hart scheduled for the middle of the show after you and Julia had exchanged some words backstage a few days ago. Nothing you haven't done before. 

The trouble came after you managed to pull a win from Julia. You'd been minding your own business in the ring, enjoying your hard-fought victory when the BCC music hit. You've never had any beef with anyone in the BCC. But they descended to the ring like rabid dogs anyways. 

"Umm, can I help you?" You'd made the mistake of standing your ground when Moxley approached you. 

"You can get out of our ring." Moxley spits back at you. "Playtime is over. The men are in the ring now." He'd sneered at you. 

Never one to back down from a fight, even if it's one that you know you can't win. You stood your ground. "I'll leave when I'm good and ready thanks." You dared to challenge Moxley. And he didn't like that one bit. 

Before you even had a chance to get another word out, Bryan Danielson had already stepped up to the plate. He'd grabbed your arm and yanked you forward and onto your knee's before you even registered that he'd moved from Jon's side. Being half their side and caught off guard, Bryan easily kicked you around before dumping you over the top rope of the ring and sending you crashing down to the floor. You'd hit your head on the way down obviously, because the next thing you remember is being in the infirmary. 

How in the hell did you get yourself into this mess?

"Y/N?!" Matt's voice makes you open your eyes back in the medical room. 

"Matty?" You groan as you sit up, head throbbing in pain. 

You blink a couple of times in the harsh light of the infirmary. When your vision finally focuses, Matt is at your side and coddling you like his helpless baby girl. "Y/N? Oh my gosh! Are you alright? The doc said that you hit your head. What happened?" He asks you. 

"Matt." You groan again. But Matt doesn't shut up. "Matthew!" You warn again and this time Matt falls silent. "I'm okay, honestly." You assure him and push him back a bit by the chest to give yourself some space. "My head is just a bit tender is all. As for what happened. It was Moxley and all his dumb BCC buddies." 

"What?" Matt replies in a mix of shock and anger. "Why in the hell would Mox and his buddies want with you?" He asks you. 

You shrug, starting to regain your strength now. "I mean, I was kind of mouthing off in the ring. Just a little bit." You admit with a small laugh. 

"Y/N!" Matt scolds you. 

"What?" You reply. "They started it, Matty." You insist. "I was just minding my own business in the ring after my watch with Julia when they showed up. It's not my fault." You cross your arms in a pout. 

Matt lets out a sigh and shakes his head. He steps forward again and kisses your temple before he turns back to Nick and Kenny standing off to the side of the room. "Hey, you two want to help me defend my wife's honor?" He asks. 

"We've got your back." Nick nods and pushes off the wall.

"Anything for, Y/N." Kenny agrees with a lighthearted chuckle. 

Matt, Nick, and Kenny all gather up and head for the door. And, not about to be left out of the action, you hop off the medical table and walk over to them. Matt puts his hand out to stop you, but you swat it away. "I can defend myself, thanks, honey." You insist. 

"Baby, you're hurt." Matt reminds you. 

"It was one minor spill." You remain stubborn. "I'm fine. Right, doc?" You turn to the doctor to prove your point.

The doctor shrugs and glances down at his whiteboard. "There's no sign of a concussion that I can see. And you seem perfectly aware of your surrounding, Mrs. Jackson." He adds. 

"See!" You point at the doctor. "I'm fine, Matty. So let's go." 

Knowing that he can't stop you if the doctor says that your're alright, Matt grumbles to himself and lets you pass him. You grin to yourself and everyone heads out to find where the BCC is so you can get some revenge. 

With the gang all rallied together, it doesn't take long for you to find the BCC locker room. The boys stand at the ready and you knock on the door. A few seconds later, Wheeler Yuta is the one to open the door. "Hi, Wheeler." You flash a smile at the youngest BCC member before delivering a swift kick to his torso. 

Wheeler falls back into the locker room with a loud grunt and you step back to let Matt, Nick, and Kenny all rush the room and take care of business. Chaos ensues in the locker room and you help out where you can while the boys do most of the work. While you're busy helping Nick with Claudio, you hear Matt threatening Jon on the other side of the room. 

"You think it's funny to assault my wife like that?" Matt beats on Jon with a ferocity that you rarely see in him. 

"You got this, Nick?" You turn back to Nick and he nods. 

You hurry across the room to where Matt is still beating Jon senselessly and reach down to grab his shoulder. "Matty, it's okay. He's had enough." You pull Matt up and away from Jon. "Matt, come on." 

Matt's nostrils flare as he stands up straight. You step between him and Moxley on the floor and hug him tightly. "Keep away from my wife, Moxley," Matt warns Mox from over your shoulder as he hugs you back. "Come on baby, let's go home." He lets you go and grabs your hand. 

"One second." You nod and turn around to look at Jon just as he starts to pick himself off of the floor. You kick Mox in the stomach as hard as you can and he crumbles back down to the floor. "Alright, I'm ready." You turn back to Matt. 

Matt beckons Nick and Kenny to the door and everyone heads out, leaving the BCC a mess on their locker room floor. Matt kisses your cheek as you walk off and you intertwine your hands together with a smile on your face. 

Justice served. 

#wrestling #aew #aew dynamite #aew dark #all elite wrestling #aew fanfiction #aew elevation #aew imagine #aew wrestling #matt jackson #being the elite #the elite #nick jackson #kenny omega #blackpool combat club #requests

[sunshinebarbie]

The Promise

characters: Eddie Munson x Female Reader warnings: angst, blood, gore, mild language, death, pain words: 5,932 parts: 1 taglist: info: After your adopted family moves away from Hawkins you find yourself protecting your friends that you made over the years, after choosing to stay behind. However, the unknown threat that is attacking your friends feels familiar to you. This threat puts you through some very tough situations emotionally, and mentally.

a/n: oh em gosh! I actually finished the first part of my (possibly) three part series. anyways it's completely based off of this post right here. if you need better context as to what is to come next. i hope you all enjoy. it's a lengthy (ish) one.

“so, we are all clear on the plan then?” Steve asked, his eyes gaging the room desperate to make eye contact with anyone.  

Everyone cautiously nodded, a heaviness filled the room you were all standing in. You stood next to Eddie; his arms wrapped around your waist as your fingers gently caressed his knuckles.  

Max cleared her throat and hurried out the front door, likely to catch her breath. You turned to Eddie who nodded in a silent agreement before releasing his embrace on you.  

Lucas turned to follow. You extended your arm and shook your head. “I’ll go.” You reassured him and hurried after Max. 

After exiting the door, you felt panic wave over your body, Max was nowhere in sight. “Max?” you called out her name. The panic radiated through your palms as your head whipped back and forth trying to spot her.  

Suddenly you could hear the muffled lyrics of Kate Bush from behind you. Turning around you spotted Max sitting on the swing set, the tips of her toes kicked at the dirt beneath her. 

“You scared me.” You sighed as you approached her, knowing Max couldn’t hear you, seeing that she paused her cassette player.  

“What?” she asked as she set her headphones around the nape of her neck.  

“I said you scared me” you smiled softly and sat next to her on the next swing seat. 

“I just needed some air.” she shrugged. You could see the tears welling up around the rim of her eyeball. 

“It’s going to be okay Max.” you assured her and placed a gentle hand on her shoulder. “I just-” Max sniffled. “I just don’t think I'm worth all this trouble.” she sighed, her fingers tapping the buttons on her cassette. 

“don’t say that.” you replied in disbelief. “Max, look” you stood up and pointed to the window. Max looked in the direction your finger was pointing. “To all those people, and myself...you are worth all this trouble, or why else would we be here?”  

Max shrugged. 

“Max” you crouched down beside her so you could catch her view. “Everyone in that house cares about you and loves you.” you assured her.  

“But what if-if it’s all for nothing and the plan doesn’t work?” Max’s voice cracked. Never have you seen her so vulnerable, and it ached your heart. “And I hurt everyone in that room?” she wiped her tears away. “that’s what I don’t think is worth it.”  

You looked over your shoulder and spotted Steve talking to Eddie, Robin and Nancy, all likely coming up with a backup plan that would require some kind of sacrifice.  

“you’re wrong.” you pulled a tight smile. “I promise you Max-” you extended your pinky towards her. “-that if in the impossible event the plan fails, I will personally make sure that Vecna, or whatever doesn’t even dare pull a hair from your head.”  

Max looked at your pinky, a smile cracked as a few tears fell down her cheek. Her pinky cuffed yours and you felt yourself smile widely.  

“You promise?” you sniffled. “Yeah,” you nodded. “And when it’s all over, me, you and likely Eddie will go visit El in California for the whole summer.” you assured her making her chuckle. “okay” she sniffled again. 

“You wanna come back inside?” you stood back up.  

“Yeah.” Max nodded and wiped her tears again, just as you were about to turn you felt Max’s arms wrap around your waist, her face buried into your body as she shut her eyes tightly.  

You mirrored her embrace and rested your cheek on the crown of her head and slowly rocked her back and forth. 

Eddie looked at the both of you through the window, feeling the heaviness in his chest worsen. 

“you’re sure this will work?” Eddie turned to Steve.  

“i mean-” Steve shrugged his hands. “What if y/n stays back with Erica, Max and Lucas?” Eddie suggested. 

“Eddie, you’re crazy!” Dustin argued hearing the conversation. “y/n is our best defense against the demobats.” he added. 

“I just think it’s too dangerous.” Eddie admitted. 

“what’s too dangerous?” you asked walking in, keeping Max behind you in a protective stance. 

“Eddie thinks it would be better if you stayed with Erica, Lucas and Max.” Steve repeated. 

“no. not a chance.” you shook your head.  

“I just think that Max has a better chance of protection if you are there.” Eddie argued back. 

“Yes, I want to protect Max, but I am not about to leave you all vulnerable down there either.” you replied. 

“If we are quick-” Eddie attempted to explain his sudden change of heart.  

“Eddie” you cut him off “Max has a better chance if I am in the upside down with you all.” you replied. 

The entire room watched silently as you and Eddie discussed the topic.  

“But-” Eddie sighed. “that’s the end Eddie, I am going with you.” you replied cutting him off again. 

Eddie sighed in frustration and left out the back door.  

“Or I can come up with another plan” Steve replied breaking the awkward silence. 

You rolled your eyes and followed behind Eddie. “Eddie” you sighed seeing him pace the backyard. 

“How the hell did we end up here?” Eddie looked at you on the verge of tears. “it’s Senior year for me, when I graduate, we were supposed to move to California with your mom Joyce.” he ranted. 

“Eddie” you softly called his name to calm him down. “Instead, we are fighting creatures who want to murder kids.” You could feel him panicking.  

“Eddie” you called his name louder. “We were supposed to grow old together in California or somewhere because we didn’t really decide-” “Eddie!” you stopped his pacing by grabbing him.  

“you’re panicking” you informed him.  

The palms of your hand released a red smoke that turned to a red “flame”. You waved your hand above Eddie’s forehead slowly, helping relax his mind. 

Eddie let out a sigh of relief. Feeling the calmness enter his thoughts. “Better?” you smiled. Eddie returned your smile and nodded.  

“I just-I don’t want anything to happen to you y/n.” Eddie finally admitted. “I wouldn’t know what to do, if anything happens to you.” he added. “I wouldn’t know how to continue living, knowing I could have done something.” He closed his eyes to change his thoughts. 

“You-” you wrapped your arms around his waist. “-will never have to live a day without me Eddie Munson” you smiled softly. “Because we will end this all, and we will move to wherever we want, we will grow old together in a house we make our home.” Eddie smiled at the idea, “have little Eddie Munsons” you joked making Eddie blush.  

“As long as they have your brains and looks, I don’t mind just giving them a last name” he joked back. Eddie pressed his forehead to yours, the both of you closed your eyes and stood like that in the silence of the night only the gentle chirps of the crickets and a gurgle from the occasional frog broke the silence every now and then.  

“I love you, y/n” Eddie finally exhaled, you felt a gasp escape your lips, you pulled away from him slowly and looked up at him in disbelief. “And I'm not only saying it because we could probably die tomorrow” he added.  

Now, the heaviness was in your chest. You dated Eddie Munson for two years now, meeting after Joyce took you in a few years ago when you escaped from Papa. He was the reason you stayed behind as your family moved to California.  

“You don’t have to say it back too quickly” Eddie joked after the long silence. 

You looked down at the ground and back at Eddie, seeing the nervousness in his eyes. “Like I said, you don’t have to say it back...too quickly” he cleared his throat. Eddie dropped your hand and took a step back. He nodded and turned towards the house. 

You watched as Eddie disappeared back into the house, closing the door behind him. You felt ashamed of yourself, you knew you felt the same, or at least you think you did. Right now, in the current situation, you feel it wasn’t best to tell him because it would seem ingenuine.  

Instead, you inhaled a deep breath and followed behind him.  

“Mom and dad done arguing?” Dustin joked sourly. 

You looked at Eddie who just nodded at Dustin and the rest of the group. “So, what’s the verdict?” Robin asked, her eyes shifting from you and Eddie. “The plan stays the same.” you replied, you quickly glanced over to Eddie who cursed under his breath. 

Robin nodded in agreement and turned to Steve and Nancy “then it’s settled” Steve shrugged. 

“we should probably get some sleep then.” Nancy smiled weakly at the group.  

Eddie tossed and turned all night; it wasn’t just from the lack of space in the cramped RV trailer that you all were sleeping in. 

Eddie sat up and ran his fingers through his hair in frustration before crawling out of the blocked door. You followed him until he reached a far distance away. 

“Eddie.” you sighed after reaching him.  

“Y/N I’m sorry but-” he sighed “I really don’t want you down there with us.” he huffed. 

“Eddie.” you shook your head, “I know you don’t, but it’s my choice.” You reminded him.  

“Why do you have to go and make the stupid choices?” His usual carefree expression was now replaced with concern and resentment. 

“it’s not stupid.” you replied. “He may have been an asshole, but Billy was my friend.” you added, “and that makes Max my friend and if protecting her means I can redeem myself for not being there for Billy, then I am going to do just that.” 

“I’m sorry if you don’t agree.” you turned away to leave. 

“Promise me.” Eddie called out after you, stopping you in your tracks. 

You turned back to face Eddie. 

“Promise me, that-that if it gets even a hint dangerous, you will take Dustin and come back where it’s safe.” he closed the gap between the both of you. 

You felt his arms wrap around you tenderly. “Promise me that we will make it out. Together. That by this time tomorrow we will be on the road to California.” 

You smiled faintly and nodded. “I promise Eddie.” You rested your head against his chest and inhaled the faint smell of dirt and cigarettes on his shirt. 

Before either of you could get a full ounce of sleep, Robin gently shook you awake. “it’s time” she faked a smile for you. 

You nodded and sat up rubbing your eyes. The stolen RV came to a halt as the old house where Vecna called home lingered over casting a shadow even in the darkness of the early morning hours. 

Max, Lucas and Erica stepped out, but before Max could take another step you stopped her. 

“Max” you jumped out of the RV. Max turned around and gave you a weak smile. “I’ll be okay,” she promised. You nodded and stepped forward pulling her into a soft embrace. “remember, I will not let anything happen to you.” you reminded her and let go.  

“i know.” she nodded and turned to leave. You waited until she was in the house before turning back into the RV. 

The drive back to the trailer park was quiet. Eddie’s knee bounced in anxiety, you placed your hand softly on his thigh, earning his attention. He smiled forcefully. 

You leaned your head against his shoulder, shifting in his seat, Eddie wrapped his arm around you instead and pulled you closer to him. 

The RV came to the final stop, in front of Eddie’s trailer. The both of you stood up and stepped out hand in hand. The six of you stood in a circle, exchanging assuring looks. 

“Let’s go.” Steve directed and lead the group into Eddie’s trailer.  

You levitated up and waited on the other side for the rest of the group to start poking their heads in. You helped them out one by one and looked around. 

“this place- it feels.” you looked around at the eerie aesthetic of it all.  

“familiar” you mumbled, only Robin heard you. 

The group went outside and circled one last time. 

“remember, your only job is distracting the bats.” Nancy looked at the three of you.  

“no being a hero” Steve warned Eddie and Dustin. “any sign of trouble you guys get out of here understood?” he scolded and looked at the three of you. 

“you do know I am a year older than you right?” you joked with Steve. 

“i’m serious.” Steve warned. 

“we’ll be okay Steve. I can handle these two” you assured him. 

“please be careful.” Robin looked at you with worried eyes.  

“you three be careful too” you pat her shoulder. “if anything, I will be there as quick as I can” you assured her.  

“wish you could come with us.” Robin joked.  

“hey, get your own super girlfriend” Eddie joked with Robin. 

Steve gave you all one last stern look before walking towards the direction of the house with Robin and Nancy. 

“so, how do we do this?” you turned to Eddie and Dustin. 

“I’m thinking we should build a fortress. Somewhere we can hide when we lure the bats over” Dustin replied. 

“we have to start somewhere” Eddie shrugged. 

The three of you scoured the entire trailer and trailer park for parts to turn Wayne’s upside-down trailer into a fortress. After the task was done the three of you stood back in amazement at your finished product.  

“now, the next question is posed.” you looked at Eddie and Dustin.  

“what’s that?” Eddie asked. 

“how are we going to lure them over here??” you replied. 

Eddie took a second to think it over. “i have an idea.” he smiled and hurried inside. You followed behind him and entered his room. 

Eddie looked back at you and grinned. “we’re going to need all the extension cords we can find” you patted his back. 

 “and we better do it quick” Dustin chimed in. 

The three of you set up the amps, the guitar and the cords on top of the trailer so you could see the playground. 

You could see Eddie becoming nervous as he began shaking his leg and bouncing his knee. You pressed your hand to his thigh and squeezed it softly. He looked at you and smiled. 

“it’s time!” Dustin looked at you and Eddie. 

You nodded to Eddie, who stood up and grabbed his pick and pulled his guitar to his abdomen. 

“Chrissy this is for you.” Eddie started to play. 

Dustin looked at you, you inhaled a deep breath and looked at Dustin and smiled assuring him you weren’t upset. 

Eddie finished up his song and the bats came echoing from a few miles back out. 

“time to go” Dustin panicked. The three of you jumped off the trailer and hurried inside. “that was amazing!” Dustin cheered on Eddie.  

Eddie turned to you for a victory hug only to be met by your extended arms. 

“Chrissy huh?” you teased bitterly.  

“that’s not what I meant-” before Eddie could continue the sound of the walls of trailer being compromised swept panic into the three of you. 

“they are inside the-” Dustin looked around. 

“Vents!” you shouted just as the vent bursted open two bats flew in and headed straight towards Eddie. 

You lifted your hands and the red smoke wrapped around the bats like a scarf suffocating them until they fell to the floor.  

“close the vents!” Eddie shouted. The three of you scrambled as you covered the vents and nailed in a board. 

“are there anymore?” you asked.  

“the rooms!” Eddie shouted but it was too late, the door burst open and out flew dozens of more bats. 

“evacuate!” Dustin called out. The three of you darted out of the trailer, into the cloud of bats that awaited you outside. 

You put a protective shield above Eddie and Dustin as the bats swarmed them, it held long enough for you to send the clouds of bats flying across the sky into the distance. 

“are you pissed at me?” Eddie approached you fighting off the bats that were coming from behind you. 

“not at all.” you replied and shot balls of smoke towards the bats as quickly as you could. 

“seems like you kind of are.” Eddie replied. 

“this really isn’t the time. At all Eddie.” you strained and put up another block around Dustin taking out a few bats with the force. 

“Chrissy was my friend.” Eddie hit a bat with a rod he found on the ground. 

“I'm not jealous Munson.” You strained as you grabbed two bats in mid-air with your abilities. You ripped them both in half at the same time the splatter of blood exploded some landing on yours and Eddie’s faces.  

You turned to him, “before there was a me, there was a Chrissy, I know that already” you walked away. 

A bat flew towards Dustin from behind, in time you stopped the bat with your powers once again and with a clench of your fist the bat squeezed like a tube of toothpaste. 

“yeah she’s pissed.” Eddie sighed as he watched you levitate off the ground.  

You shot more balls of red smoke towards the bats, evaporating them into nothing but guts and blood. 

“look I'm sorry.” Eddie apologized. “it was stupid of me to say Chrissy.” he climbed to the trailer roof with you. 

“I am going to regret this moment, every day for the rest of my life.” he hit a few more bats.  

“guys this isn’t the time!” Dustin shouted as he backed up against the trailer, hitting a few bats.  

“just don’t break up with me for this.” Eddie stopped fighting. 

“what?” you turned to him. “Eddie,” you shook your head. 

A few bats flew towards the two of you, you stopped them with another force field. “every time we have and argument, you can’t think we are going to always break up.”  

“i’m not mad about Chrissy.” you assured him. “she was your friend, I can’t hold against you that you care about other people, I would never do that to you.” you assured him.  

“now, get your head back in focus. Or we both won’t live to see the rest of our lives” you teased. 

The three of you started to get an upper hand, your abilities were killing demobats left and right, and with Eddie and Dustin back to back they were taking out just as many.  

Then you felt it, a ringing in your ears, it sounded of muffled screams. You stopped and looked around trying to find the source of the sound. 

Erica’s screams for help echoed in your ears finally breaking a barrier. “The kids.” you looked at Eddie with fearful eyes. 

Eddie hit another Demobat with his makeshift weapon before looking over at you. “go.” he nodded. “we’ll be right behind you.” he shouted.  

You hesitated and stood there anxiously. “go, I'll be okay. I promise.” he smiled.  

“I’ll be right back.” you assured him and hurried off, using your powers to lift you off the ground and levitate yourself back through the gate. 

With the same amount of momentum, you hurried over to the old house and noticed Erica scuffling on the ground taking the upper hand. Another boy ran out from the darkness heading straight towards Erica.  

With a swipe of your wrist, you stopped the boy in his truck and tossed him across the neighborhood with one flick. 

You hurried to Erica and check on her as she was catching her breath. “are you okay?” you knelt beside her. “I-I'm fine” she panted. “Lu-cas. Max” she pointed with a shaking finger to the house. 

You took a step towards the house and felt a gut-wrenching twist in the pit of your stomach. Something wasn’t right. It felt like a knife pierced through and someone was twisting it forcefully. 

“Steve,” you gasped.  

At the house in the upside down, Robin, Steve and Nancy were still trying to free themselves from the roots of Vecna.  

“I feel a presence” Vecna snarled closing his eyes and embracing this unknown power he hadn’t felt before.  

Eleven struggled to her feet, “someone-more-powerful than even you.” he looked at Eleven. “a long lost-” he opened his eyes “sister” 

“what does he mean by that?” Max looked at El confused as to where Vecna had disappeared to.  

“y/n” El looked at Max with worried eyes. “where is my sister?” 

In that very moment you burst through the door of the house in the upside down, and saw Robin about to lose consciousness. 

With a flick of your wrist a red smoke wrapped around Vecna’s roots and pulled the three friends free.  

You ran to Nancy and helped her to her feet. “are you guys alright?” you turned to help Robin up next.  

“we’re fine.” Nancy gasped. 

You turned to check on Steve but were flashed into a new room, this time facing Vecna face to face.  

You looked around confused. “interesting” he growled. “You must be the presence I feel.” he tilted his head.  

Vecna raised his hand forcing the roots to wrap around your body.  

“I can feel your pain.” he snarled. “but you hide it very well.” he showed what looked like your thoughts in front of your face like a tv screen. 

“let me go.” you threaten trying to conjure up your powers, but with your wrists bound, it was hard. 

“ah.” Vecna looked at the memories. “it’s not pain. But it’s fear of pain.” he saw everyone, Joyce, Steve, Robin, Nancy, Jonathan, Lucas, Will, Dustin, Mike, Max, Eleven and finally Eddie. “I will see you again.” Vecna croaked. “everyone has a weakness. And right now you’re no use to me without pain.” he snarled and with a wave of his hand you could hear screams of pain that sounded like Lucas, followed by the shrieks of the Demobats. 

“No!” you stepped forward only to fall hard onto the floor of the old house in the upside down. “y/n” Steve, Nancy, and Robin hurried to pick you up.  

“what happened?” Nancy asked, “Lucas, Max -Dustin and Eddie” you huffed and hurried out of the old house.  

“should we follow her?” Robin panicked 

“no, we need to destroy Vecna it’s the only way we can help.” 

Your mind raced, torn between two promises. The echos of Lucas’ screams, and the demobats followed you as you raced to the trailer park. 

You couldn’t tell if it was a mind game, or a prediction of the future, all you knew was you couldn’t live with yourself if anything happened to either of the people you loved. 

“then let’s kill this son of a bitch” Steve pointed up the stairs. 

The three walked up the stairs and into the attic, where they found Vecna floating his mind in complete control of the entire upside down. 

“he’s right there.” Nancy pointed to Vecna. 

The trio looked at one another and nodded. You could see the trailer park in the distance, the bats were swarming above head.  

“I will see you again” Vecna’s words replayed in your head, his sinister promise sending a wave of panic over you. 

Levitating felt useless because every time you thought of Vecna’s threat you would fall to your feet and you would have to start running. With every step the trailer park looked like it was only getting further and further away. 

In the real world, Lucas was struggling as he fought Jason, the floor under their feet crumbled as Max floated above them. 

With the thrust of a Molotov cocktail and Nancy’s dead aim, the cloud of bats disappeared as you finally reached the trailer park. 

You looked around seeing the trailer was compromised, and no sign of Eddie or Dustin anywhere. 

“Eddie!?” you called his name. “Dustin?!” you shouted and looked around some more, the anxiety filled your palms as you continued to search. 

“Edd-” you were interrupted by the cries of Dustin. “Eddie!” you could hear Dustin’s cry of pain. 

“No.” you panicked. “No” you felt your tears beginning to well in your eyes. You spotted Dustin in the distance hunched over, with the body of Eddie in his arms. 

“no, no no.” you felt the dry lump in your throat. You walked up to Dustin and Eddie, who was covered in bites, and blood.  

“Eddie” you fell to your knees next to him. You pulled him from Dustin’s embrace and cradled him gently.  

“what happened?” you looked at Dustin, the tears rolling down your cheeks.  

“the bats- they-they swarmed.” he replied wiping his eyes.  

“we were about to leave, but-” Dustin sobbed. 

“Eddie,” you wiped the blood of the corner of his lips, his body was still warm. “hey, beautiful” he gurgled his words. 

“Eddie, let me take you back we can get you to the hospital-” “y/n” Eddie stopped you, “it’s okay” he sighed. 

“no-Eddie, I can feel your pain. I can help you if you just-” you attempted to stand up. “y/n” Eddie huffed. “you can help by stopping the pain” he coughed. 

Your eyes widen at the realization of what Eddie was asking. “no. No, I can’t” you shook your head as your tears began to fall. 

“it’s okay, love” Eddie smiled his teeth covered in his blood. “i want you to-” he coughed out more blood.  

“i can’t hurt you like that.” your lip trembled. “you could never hurt me y/n” Eddie assured you with a weak nod. 

“what is saying?” Dustin looked at you confused and scared. 

You closed your eyes and nodded, the heat of your power began to build up in the palm of your hand as you pressed it to his heart.  

“I’m sorry.” you sniffled. 

“wait, what’s happening? What are you doing?!” Dustin panicked, just as he jumped to stop you, a thrust of red energy jolted from your palm and knocked what little life Eddie had left in him, out of of his body. 

You could feel his body lighten in your arms and then become heavy.  

“It’s my fault-” you sobbed. “this is all my fault” “I shouldn’t have left you alone.” you looked down at Eddie. 

“I should have stayed, Eddie, I'm sorry” you cried and buried your face into his chest. Dustin could feel the ground shaking beneath his feet. 

“y/n-we got to go.” he worried feeling the ground shake violently. 

You lifted your head up and wiped another stain of blood from his lip. 

“I-” your lip quivered, “I Love You-” you choked out a sob, “I love you Eddie” you sniffled and pressed a gentle kiss to his bandana covered forehead. Your hand slowly hovered over his face causing a flood of tears to stream down your cheeks. You could usually feel his presence, and his warmth, but now, you couldn’t feel him anymore. 

“You don’t have to-” your voice cracked. “You don’t have to say it back too quickly” you sniffled and cradled his lifeless body closer to your chest. 

“Come on y/n” Dustin sniffled a pressed a hand on your shoulder. “We have to go.”  

You pressed another kiss to his head before laying him down gently. 

The ground around you shook violently once again, Dustin pulled your red stained wrists as he tugged you back to Eddie’s trailer. You looked back one more time at Eddie, your heart shattering at the thought of just leaving him in the upside down, he belonged back on Earth, he deserved a proper resting place. 

Still, despite your emotions, you boosted Dustin up and climbed back up yourself. You rolled over onto the floor of Wayne’s trailer, your eyes immediately spotting a picture of Eddie. You felt your chest clench as you burst into tears again.  

“What happened? Where's Eddie?” Robin panicked.  

Dustin shook his head in response and looked over at you. Nancy and Robin’s focus was on the rather large stain of blood on your clothes. 

“y/n,” Nancy hurried over to you, she helped you to sit up right before wrapping her arms around you, cradling you close to her body.  

“GUYS!” Steve ran in, in a panic, “it’s Max” he looked at you directly.  

You pulled away from Nancy’s embrace and felt another wave of panic hit you like lightening.  

… 

It was the aftermath of the “Earthquake” you sat in the hospital room, your thumb gently caressed Max’s hand. The monitors beeped faintly, each one slower than the previous.  

“Y/N?” Lucas cleared his throat.  

You looked towards the door; your eyes widened as you seen El standing behind Lucas. Her eyes were on the verge of tears.  

“El” you stood up, hurried over and embraced your little sister tenderly. “I was worried.” you cupped her face gently, the tears that streamed down her face soaked into the pad of your thumb.  

“Max?” she looked over at her friend in the hospital bed. “Yeah, go-” you sniffled and let her pass by you. 

Steve smiled at you halfheartedly and gestured with his neck for you to follow. You followed him into the waiting room where Jonathan was standing, his eyes in disbelief seeing you again. “Y/N” he hurried over to you and wrapped his arms around your waist. 

“Are you okay?” He held you an arms length away.  

“No.” your voice whispered in response.  

“it’s-” you sniffled and pressed your hand to your nose. “it’s all my fault” you finally managed to choke it out.  

“No, no it wasn’t” Jonathan assured you and hugged you again. Jonathan pulled away and wiped the fresh tears from your face. “You are powerful y/n, but you are no Wonder Woman” he replied, “you can’t save them all” he added.  

“I could have” you replied. “Eddie’s gone; I don’t know about Max.” you wiped your tears away. “I can’t lose Max, I-” you sniffed and composed yourself “I promised her” 

“you’re not going to.” Jonathan assured you. “we’re not losing any more people” he added. 

Your mind focused on a long-haired stoner boy who was standing awkwardly behind Jonathan, his eyes scanning you like he was trying to piece together some rather impossible puzzle. 

“oh, Y/N this is Argyle, Argyle this is Y/N, my sister” Jonathan quickly introduced the both of you.  

“I-” you looked at him and back at Jonathan. “So you have two sisters, and a brother?” Argyle looked at Jonathan again.  

“Wow, your mom must have been very busy” Argyle added. “who’s older anyway?” He looked at you and Jonathan. “Or let me guess twins?” his eyes widen.  

“y/n?” a sorrowful voice spoke from behind you.  

You turned away from Jonathan and Argyle and looked to see Wayne standing behind you. 

“Wayne?” You smiled faintly and approached him and embraced him. “What are you doing here?” you asked.  

“Eddie’s little friend...” he sniffled “he-uh” he cleared his throat, seeing his red eyes you knew immediately. He knew about Eddie.  

You felt your heart break again, as you wrapped your arms around Wayne again. The both of you sobbed into each other’s shoulder, both mourning the loss of the person you both loved with every fiber of your being.  

“I’m so sorry Wayne” you wiped your tears. “Eddie was-” you choked back tears.  

“I know” Wayne agreed trying not to torture you with explaining anything about Eddie, he knew you loved him and always saw the best in him.  

“I went to the trailer to get a memorial service ready for him.” he sniffed. “And I was in his room, and I found this on the dresser under a pile of comics and empty cigarette cartons.” 

You looked at the folded paper that Wayne was handing to you. “What is it?” you asked. “it’s a map, you best look at it yourself.”  

“Thank you” you looked at Wayne, “and if you need anything for that memorial service, please let me know.” you gave him a halfhearted smile. “It might be more private than public” Wayne replied “but I will let you know” he leaned and hugged you again before turning to leave.  

“what’s that?” Steve asked closing in after watching the both of you in the distance.  

“I don’t know” you shrugged and opened the paper an unsealed envelope fell to your feet. Steve quickly swiped it off the floor and looked at a map of the trailer park. 

“what’s this?” He looked at the map puzzled. 

Your eyes trailed the black permanent marker lines and found the spot. “it’s-a trailer?” you looked at Steve confused. 

“I'm going to go see what it is.” you closed the map, “you want me to go?” Steve asked, handing you the unsealed envelope. “No, I think I can handle this myself, besides I need to clear my head” you assured him. 

“Okay, if you’re not back in an hour, I'm going to look for you.” Steve warned.  

You nodded and left the hospital immediately. 

You walked into the trailer park, your fingers gripped the paper map as you read the street names and followed accordingly right pass Wayne’s trailer, then Max’s trailer. Right before the end of the trailer park you found an empty lot. A small silver plaque with a weathered paper tucked behind a fogged plastic reading “E.Munson” stuck out of the ground. 

It was a small plot, enough for a single wide trailer. You looked at the unsealed envelope that was enclosed with the map and pulled out the letter inside.  

“In case we can’t decide where we want to go, we can always call Hawkins our home. I don’t care where we are, I just want to grow old with you. -Eddie” 

Your lower lip quivered uncontrollably, the pain in your chest was unbearable; it felt like your heart was being pulled out by gravity. You hugged the map and note tightly.  

The core of your body began to heat up sending a burning sensation to radiate throughout your body. You let out a loud scream, it felt like that was the only way to release whatever pain you were feeling. Images of the entire timeline of knowing Eddie Munson raced through your mind.  

Meeting him for the first time in the hallway when the popular girl pushed you down calling you a “freak” he helped you to your feet and welcomed you to the “freak show”. The first time you broke curfew with him, the both of you just sat at the playground in the trailer park and talked about what music you should listen to. Your first date, first kiss, first time being intimate...everything leading up to your last kiss to his forehead, and your first “I love you”.  

You could feel the ground beneath you shaking as you cradled that last act of love from Eddie in your arms. A heat radiated around you sending a glowing ember of red around you like a bubble and soon, the bubble burst! 

The ground stopped shaking and a silence fell around you.  

You opened your eyes and slowly lifted yourself up from the heels of your feet. You looked around you, seeing unfamiliar furniture and walls in front of you. 

“Doll?” a voice cleared from behind you. 

You whipped your head around quickly and felt a smile tug at the corners of your lips.  

“Eddie.” you sighed with tear filled eyes. 

(you’re no use to me without pain) Vecna’s voice faintly whispered  

#stranger things #stranger things imagine #stranger things fanfiction #stranger things fanfic #stranger things angst #eddie munson #eddie munson imagine #eddie munson angst #eddie munson x y/n #eddie munson fanfic #eddie munson fanfiction #eddie munson x you #eddie munson x female reader

[kookskooies]

Psycho

Warnings: Blood mentioning so if you don’t like the mentioning of blood or can’t even imagine blood like me then I suggest you I’m only pushing through, Killing, Obsession, Stalker, Psycho, Choking, Flashing lights.

NO SUMMARY!!!

If there are some errors my bad

I was sitting on my bed scrolling through my phone as I felt a strong gust of wind pass by me, I looked up seeing that my window was open “huh? I’m pretty sure my window was closed all day” I said confused as I stood up walking towards my window looking around at the dark streets in the midnight before closing it and going to sit back down on my bed.

30 minutes later I feel another strong gust of wind I look up only to see my window open again “What the actual hell I just closed my window how did it open again” i said confused and kinda scared as I slowly stood up again to close my window taking slow steps to my window as I was about to close my window I saw a weird looking person standing beside the street light pole I couldn’t see their face since they were standing with their back facing me, I squint my eyes a little too take a better look and right then the person turns around facing in my direction with a creepy looking face i quickly close my windows and curtains and run back to my bed “What in the actual fuck was that! What was wrong with that mans face!” I said to myself as I was trembling in fear.

One hour passed ever since I saw that weird man I was scrolling through my TikTok to forget about it and out of nowhere I heard a glass shatter downstairs so I quickly got up and grabbed my safety bat that was beside my bed “Ah!” *i shrieked loudly as I heard another glass break. With shaky steps I walked to my room door and opened it turning on my phone flashlight to see as I stepped out with my bat ready to swing at anything I see “Hello!” I yelled as I walked slowly down my hallway. “Who the fuck is in my house!” Waiting to hear something only to hear nothing but silence walking to the top of my stairs I could see into the living room

“H-hello?” I said lowly barely audible as I stepped on the top step to get a better look seeing a man standing in my living room as he turns around I see the same man from the street “who the fuck are you get out of my house!” I yelled as i gripped on my bat and then I felt another strong gust of wind as I looked behind me to see nothing turning back to my font I see the man gone! “Oh hell no” I said as I ran back into my room closing and locking the door “what the-“ “Hello my love~” I turned around quickly as I heard a manly voice whisper in my ear only to see nothing “what the fuck was that” I said in a shaky voice “Behind you~” *i swung my bat furiously as I turned around only to see nothing again “the fuck is going on!” I said as I yelled in frustration out of nowhere i here a weird whistling tune coming from behind me, as I slowly turned around I saw a shadow standing in the dark corner of my room “W-who are you?!” I said as my bat dropped from my hands as I stepped back “Oh my love you and your games, I’m your love Jungkook” jungkook said as he stepped out of the dark corner of my room with a smirk on his face.

“O-oh my gosh” i said in fear with a trembling voice as Jungkook started walking towards me slowly with a knife in his hand “S-stay a-away f-from m-me” i said as I stumbled over my words as i quickly ran out of my room running when I made it to the top of the steps I saw jungkook standing at the bottom of them “h-how t-the f-fuck” i said as I turned back around running to my room and bumping into something hard I fell as I groaned in paining looking up seeing nothing in front of me and out of nowhere the lights started blinking rapidly (warning! Blinking lights!)

“What the hell is happening!!” *i screamed as the lights stopped flickering you appeared in front of me “what do you want from me!” *i said yelling as tears ran down my cheeks. “I want you my love I’ve been watching you for 5 years killing everyone that has gotten in my way even your boyfriends!” He said in a terrifying voice as he laughed maniacally “YOU FUCKING PSYCHO!!” I said as I yelled angrily crying hysterically. “My love don’t cry after this we can live happily ever after together!” He said while smiling widely “fuck you I don’t wanna live with you I don’t even know you!” I said through gritted teeth.

“You’re gonna regret that! I guess if I can’t have you the NO ONE CAN!!” He said yelling loudly as he chuckled darkly picking me up from the floor by my neck choking me hardly. “L-let g-go i-I c-can’t b-breathe” i said as i my words barely came out “what’s that my love I can’t seem to hear you” “l-let g-go” i said as I gathered some strength and lifted my leg up and kicked you hardly in the balls “AH!” Jungkook whimpered loudly as he let go of your neck falling to the ground in pain “ah” I whimpered lowly as I was coughing massaging my neck while standing up as i weakly ran into my room running towards my window and opening it as I was about to jump out the window “you bitch” jungkook said as he grabbed my by my hair pulling me back as I fell on the ground and stabbed me in my chest “AHHHH!!” I screamed in pain as I coughed blood rears rolling down my cheeks. “My lovely girl see this wouldn’t have happened if you would’ve just agreed to be mine!” He said while laughing as he stabbed me in my heart continuously “hah!” He chuckled darkly as he sat on his knees leaning down and kissing me on the lips “Goodnight my love~” he said whispering in the ears of my dead body.

“Jungkook what the fuck i said pull my hair not yank my damn hair like a damn psycho!!!” *i said yelling angrily as I sat up covered in fake blood “B-but you said make it seem real” he said stuttering as he smiled nervously “Okay so there are more than on way to make it seem real like I was gonna fall myself all you had to do was have my hair in your hand! Pulling my hair like it’s a damn wig!” I said as I angrily got up and walked into the bathroom with you following behind me “I’m sorry y/n it was a accident” he said nervously as he watched you take off your shirt and the fake blood pack that was tied onto you inside your shirt “so first I told you to make it seem real and now it’s an accident okay” i said as i grabbed a wet towel and wiped the fake blood from off me “come here” i said without looking at you “okay” jungkook said while pouting as he stood in front of you as you wiped of his makeup that you did “ forgive me” he said as he wrapped his arms around your waist as he snuggled his face in your neck leaving small pecks on it “fine but never pull my hair like that ever again or else I’m calling namjoon to shave those eyebrows off” i said while smirking as I walked away from you while laughing.

#jungkook x reader #obssesive #killing stalking #idk what tags to use #roleplay #no smut #anger #i love you #choose me #possesiveness

[keibea]

Get to Know Me - Sims Style

i was tagged by @amuhav because she loves me and knows i love doing these things

what's your favourite sims death?

ngl i dont actually have one, im terrified of any of my babies dying so they never do...but i guess old age maybe? because that means theyve lived a long life and ive played with them for a long time?

alpha cc or mm?

alpha HANDS DOWN...i dont hate mm by any means dont get me wrong, but ill always be an alpha girl at heart. its the alpha hairs, they always get me.

do you cheat your sims weight?

only if it fits their character i guess? not usually in gameplay.

do you move objects

i move objects every single day.

fave mod?

ooofff i mean out of necessity? nraas. but just the one i love? hands down pose player. mostly because i was so excited when i finally got it to work (i was like 13 or something and before then i could not figure out how to get mods to work) so a lot of happy memories from finally getting my sims to pose.

first expansion/game pack/stuff pack?

my first ever was sims 2 glamour life stuff pack when i was a kid. if we're talking sims 3, i believe the first pack i got was generations, which is still my favourite sims pack ever.

do you pronounce live mode like aLIVE or LIVing?

i pronounce it LIVE, always have as far as i know.

who's your favourite sim that you've made?

well, its gotta be elodie honestly. she and eli are the longest sims i have ever had and i love them both dearly. in the sims 4, its gotta be my girl pippa. before tumblr? i had this family called the moretti's, i miss them and i think about them way too often. i loved them all.

have you made a simself?

oh yeah. loads of times. i think ive shared my sims 3 and sims 4 variations on tumblr (but they look really weird tbh). i love making myself, cause then i can wear all these clothes i cant afford in real life.

favourite ea hair

im with aimee on this one.

im mostly joking, but usually sims 3 hairs are a no go for me, except for some store ones and the hairs that are pulled back into buns always look really nice. for sims 4, only the newer ones. the older ones are not for me.

favourite life stage?

young adult. i feel like you can always do more with young adult sims and you have so much more time (except in sims 1 i believe?and sims 2 only if u went to uni?? idk). 90% of my sims are forever young adults because i love that life stage so much.

are you a builder or are you in it for the gameplay?

mate ive been trying to build for donkeys years to no avail. so im almost always in it for the gameplay.

are you a cc creator?

BAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA BAHAHAHA HA once upon a time bro maybe. your girl tries to be, but uni is a pain in my bottom, and sims 3 loves making my life difficult.

do you have any simblr friends or a sim squad?

somehow i do?? more friends then irl anyway. the girl gang is @thesimperiuscurse , @lazysunjade & @amuhav these 3 have put up with me despite my crazy personality for an incredibly amount of time and i love them all dearly. but i have so many friends on here its crazy (more than 3 people its incredible!). obviously they havent seen my real personality yet. besties include: @catharsim , @plumbobem , @johziii , @rollo-rolls , @moonsonnet , oh gosh im forgetting people I AM SO SORRY I LOVE U ALL SO MUCH

do you have any sims merch?

bro i wish, but no money. spent it all on anno 1800. no regrets.

do you have a youtube for sims?

i believe formally i do, but i dont post anything. i do have some ideas if i ever wanted to, but my adhd brain couldnt cope being consistent so i probably never will.

how has your "sims style" changed throughout your years of playing?

as in sims or gameplay? idk ill talk about both. gameplay wise, not much, except im weirdly a lot more controlling then i was over my sims WHOOPS. but i still cant get passed gen 2 so that hasn't changed. but i still prefer family gameplay, probably always will. and challenges, always challenges. sims wise? a lot.

this is one of the earliest sims i have photo evidence of. this was in 2018 i believe?

whose your favourite cc creator?

the people that are the cause of most of my cc obsession are @kerriganhouse , @rollo-rolls , @johziii , @joojconverts & @martassimsbookcc and probably a few more but mind blank

how long have u had simblr?

since 2020. one of the longest things ive ever committed to.

how do you edit your pictures?

with my blood, sweat and tears. im not joking, a lot of sweat and tears goes on when im editing.

what expansion/gamepack is your faveourite?

of all time? generations, no doubt in my mind. i never had any sims 1 or sims 2 expansions, so i never got to experience those unfortunately. generations was perfection though. i mean, boarding school? lifesaver. also led to the best sims series of all time: lifesimmer's generations. for sims 4 though? probably get together, purely because of the world.

#nonsims #saviourhide #aboutkeibea #jessietalksaboutherselfagain #HELLO #GOODBYE

[messedupfan]

Reaching Out to The Stars Part 1

Summary: Y/n and Wanda meet for the first time and spend the night getting to know each other.

No pronouns used

A/N: It came to me in a few dreams.

Masterlist | All Parts

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“Just a beer, please.” you order after taking a seat at the bar. “Actually, can you add a couple of shots of tequila?” The bartender nods. 

“Tough day?” Asks a mysterious girl a few seats down. 

“You could say that,” you look at the glass that she was stirring ice in. Judging by the low count of cubes, she had been sitting there for quite some time. “And you?” You nod to the glass. The girl frowns as she glances at the full and watered down beverage. 

“Stood up,” she admits with a shrug and a smile that hid her pain well. 

“You? I don’t believe that! Look at you!” You gesture to the dress and her well styled hair and the dark makeup that, in your opinion, made her look like a badass. “Whoever stood you up is clearly out of their mind. They have no idea on what they’re missing out on.” 

“How do you know I’m not a nightmare dressed like a daydream?”  She challenges, you laugh at the reference. 

The bartender slides the three glasses to you. “Here, I think you need this.” You get out of your seat and hand the pretty girl the shot glass. 

“Oh no, I couldn't, I'm not much of a drinker.”

“It’s just one. Trust me, you’ll forget about that guy who stood you up.” You tilt your head up as a thought enters your mind. “Or girl, whatever you’re into,” you shrug as you extend the drink out. The girl stares at the short glass as she considers her options then takes a deep breath. 

“Screw it,” she takes the glass out of your hand and clinks the glasses together before the both of you down the shots. “Oh god, I regret that. I regret that so much.” She fans her pinched face with her hand after the tequila went down. You laugh and hand her the lime. 

“Okay, I promise that I won’t make you do that ever again. I’m Y/n, by the way,” you hold your hand out for the pretty girl and when she takes it you notice her captivating eyes. Your heart stops and you know that you won’t be able to get her out of your head after this. 

“Wanda,” she smiles and this time it’s genuine. 

“Nice to meet you, Wanda.” 

“It’s nice to meet you too, Y/n.” 

“Tell me, do you always take shots from random strangers?” You tease as you take a sip of your beer. You were still standing by Wanda, waiting to be invited to sit next to her instead of being presumptuous. 

Wanda laughs, “That probably wasn’t the smartest decision that I’ve made in the last twenty four hours. But hey, it wasn’t the dumbest.” 

You raise an intrigued eyebrow. “Oh yeah? And what would you say was the dumbest?” 

“Agreeing to a blind date,” she answers without hesitation. “I only get one perfect night a week off of work right now and I wasted it on a jerk that couldn’t even bother to send a text to cancel.” 

“Well, hey, the night is still young. If you don’t want to call this a waste, I can make it fun for you. Only if you want my company, of course,” you offer.

Wanda checks the time on her watch and calculates in her head how much longer she has before she has to call it a night in order to get enough rest for class in the morning. “I suppose we can hang out for a few hours. Would hate to have to show up to work with a story that ends with ‘then I went home and adopted a cat online before crying myself to sleep,’” she jokes, which makes you let out a hearty laugh. She flushed with embarrassment and apologized  for saying too much. You tell her that it's okay and ask her if you can occupy the seat next to her. “Oh my gosh, yes! Please, sit.” 

You happily take the seat and continue the conversation to get to know her better. “Oh? You’re competitive, huh?” She confidently tells you that she is and you notice people clearing from the pool table. “Alright, show me what you’ve got.” You stand with her hand in yours and you pull her over to the table. The pair of you play a friendly round, you let her win. Which she notices and makes you play another round. This time she flirts with you to throw you off and you call her a cheater. So you rack the balls and play another round, this one far more competitive than the first two. 

When she wins, fair and square this time, you buy her another drink and a plate of loaded nachos. It gets messy pretty easily and Wanda laughs, grateful that she’s not stressing about having dinner with some stuck-up person that wouldn’t allow her to be herself. She admits that she feels comfortable around you and that makes you feel like you’ve won the lottery. 

The two of you continue to move about the bar, playing the games they have available while learning as much as you can about each other. Eventually, the two of you return to the table to rest and focus better on the other. 

“So what do you do for a living?”

“I’m an astronaut,” you say with a drunk grin. 

“Are you lying to me so that I’ll sleep with you?” She asks with narrowed eyes. You shake your head and try to school your features to make you look serious but you couldn’t stop smiling. “Because if you’re lying to impress me, then I know that you don’t actually want me. You just want to have sex with me.”

“How do you figure?”

“Well, with the truth that means you want to see me again and again and again. A lie, however, means that you know in the morning I’ll find out and then never want to see you again,” she clarifies for you. “So, I guess my real question is, do you want to spend the night or the rest of your life with me?” 

“Huh,” you scratch your chin in thought. “I never thought of it like that.” You stare at your half-full glass and slide it to the center of the table. “I am not an astronaut… yet. I’m in the air force for the moment.” 

Wanda follows your lead and slides the rest of her drink to the middle of the table. “That’s quite a dream,” she says as she leans closer towards you on the wooden surface. 

You shrug, “I’m ambitious. What about you? What pays your bills and only offers you one night off a week?” 

“Should I answer with my dream first or…?” She teases, making you laugh. “I am currently a nurse at a hospital working my way through med school to become a pediatric surgeon,” she says sweetly. 

“Oh that’s great! What’s a pediatric surgeon?” You give her a hazy and confused look and chuckle at Wanda’s shocked expression, “In my defense, I’m pretty drunk and have only been thinking about you ever since you asked me about my day.” 

Her cheeks, already pink from the alcohol, redden. “You’re pretty smooth. You know that, right?” 

You chuckle with a shake of your head, “I’m just telling you the truth. If I was going to use a line, this conversation would have ended ages ago.”

“Really? You think so?” Wanda challenges. 

“Oh yeah, I can’t flirt for shit.”

She looks at you skeptically, “Hit on me then. Prove it.”

You laugh thinking she was joking but she doesn’t show that she is. “Seriously?” You stop laughing. Wanda nods and you feel yourself getting a little nervous. “You’re lucky I’m drunk because that’s when I have the worst game.” You clear your throat and stretch your arms as you prepare yourself. “Hey, my future wife is ugly without the g, l, y,” you wink at her. It takes Wanda a second to get it but once she does she bursts out laughing 

“Oh, you weren’t kidding! That was terrible!” She covers her mouth as she continues to laugh and you join in because it was probably one of the worst lines you’ve ever heard yourself. Then she stops suddenly and sits up as if she has remembered something important. “Crap!” She says as she looks at her watch. “I have class in three hours! I’m so sorry to just leave you like this but I really do need the rest.” You tell that it’s no problem and that you’re just happy that she had so much fun that she lost track of time. “Thank you for that, by the way. It’s been a long time since I’ve had this much fun.” She asks you for your phone and you unlock the device before handing it to her. “This is my number. Call me sometime, I’d love to hang out again.” 

Out of excitement, you call her phone as she walks out and she answers it cautiously. “Sorry, just making sure you got my number. I’ll see you around Wanda.” 

“I’ll see you soon, Y/n.”

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Wanda checks her phone for the hundredth time to find it without a single notification. It had been two weeks since the two of you met and you had yet to contact her since. “Oh no,” Carol, her co-worker and long time friend, says as she crosses her arms and leans against the desk of the nurses station. “Don’t tell me that you’re still waiting for that rando to call you!” She admonishes her friend. Wanda sighs and holds back a glare. 

“Oh and I’m supposed to move on with that weirdo you tried to set me up with?”

“Hey, Vis is a really nice guy once you get to know him,” Carol shrugs. “Please, just give him a second chance. He might surprise you.”

“What are we discussing today, ladies?” Jean asks as she sets the tablet on a charging port. 

“Maximoff is still hung up on her perfect stranger,” Carol answers with a roll of her eyes as she opens a bag of chips to munch on. 

Now it’s Jean’s turn to get after Wanda, “Hun, it’s been two weeks and this person hasn't  called or even texted! I think it’s about time you let them go. Or grow a pair and ask them out yourself. I don’t know. Just, whatever you do, please stop torturing us with this nonesense.” 

Wanda sits up straighter as the idea hits her. “Of course! I should call them! Gosh, I’m so dumb! Why hadn’t I thought of that earlier?” She picks up her phone and walks to a more private area before tapping the contact. “It’s ringing,” she pokes her head out of the small office to tell her friends, who are rubbing their eyebrows at her cluelessness. Then the two women hear an approaching ringtone and look around the area.  

“Hi, excuse me,” you say as you approach a woman with red hair and brightly decorated scrubs. “I’m looking for Wanda Maximoff. She’s not a patient, she works here. I’m a friend of hers,” you say as you grab your phone to silence it, not bothering to look at the contact. You’ve been dealing with enough work calls these past few weeks and you felt horrible when you realized that you had yet to contact Wanda. It felt too late to call or text so you thought it would be more appropriate to show up to her workplace with a bouquet of flowers and a box of assorted chocolates. You knew she disliked cheesy romantic gestures like this, but until you got to know her better this is what you had to work with. 

“Hmm… are you sure that you have the right place?” A woman with short blonde hair and patriotic scrubs asks a little defensively. She was very protective of her friend. Especially after everything that had gone down between Wanda and her ex, Dr. Victor Von Doom. She didn’t know you and she certainly didn’t trust you. 

“I believe so, I could be on the wrong floor though. Uh, is there any way you could check? I really need to apologize to her. I messed up,” you say as you anxiously tap your fingers on the counter. “I’m trying to fix it.” 

Jean opens her mouth to say something but closes it at Carol’s glare. Unfortunately, for the blonde, Wanda walks out of the small office just as she was going to make up something to get you to leave. “I-Hi! Hey, what are you doing here?” Wanda blinks her eyes a few times, still unsure if she was really seeing you standing there. 

“I came to apologize,” you repeat yourself to her. “I had a really great time with you that night and I totally screwed it up. I swear that I meant to call you, but work kept getting in the way. Which shouldn’t be an excuse, but I swear this is the first chance I’ve had to breathe. Can I please make it up to you?”  You hold the flowers and chocolate out to her with apologetic eyes. An action she was familiar with but she had to stop herself from putting that on you. It wasn’t fair to compare you with her ex. “I know you hate these kinds of cheesy gestures but you never said what you preferred, so I’m sorry. This is the best I could come up with.” 

Wanda blushes as she takes the gifts from your hands, “You remembered?” 

“Of course, that night was the highlight of my life. I remember all of it,” you say in a soft tone that makes her heart melt. She turns around and sets the gifts on the counter to look at Carol as if to ask for approval, her friend had a much sharper nose for someone's bullshit than she did. With a roll of her eyes, the woman gives a subtle nod and Wanda directs her attention back to you. 

“How do you plan on making it up?” 

“A date,” you state simply.

“When?”

“Uhh… When is your next day off?”

“Saturday,” you ask what time her shift ends on Friday. “Around six pm. Why?” 

“Well, what would you say to dinner at say… nine on Friday night? I can pick you up and I’ll take you somewhere special.” Wanda contemplates this, unsure if she wants to be going on a date after working a twelve hour shift. “I just don’t want you to waste your rest day on me,” you include after she hadn’t responded in some time. 

Her heart warms at your thoughtfulness and she can’t help but agree to the date. She’ll just have to better explain her schedule to you another time. 

Overwhelmed with the emotion, you jump with joy in front of everyone but don’t feel embarrassed by it in the slightest. Carol and Jean's eyes widen as they share a look and hold back their laughter. Wanda is touched by your excitement to see her. “I’ll see you in three days,” you say before waving everyone goodbye and leaving. 

“I don’t know Wands, I still think you can do better,” Carol says as she chews on one of the chocolates. Jean nods in agreement, commenting that you seem weird as she grabs another sweet for herself. Wanda shakes her head at her friends for stealing from her gift.

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Wanda runs around her apartment, rushing to get ready. They had asked her to stay an extra hour and when she got home she couldn’t help but slump on her sofa and fall asleep from the exhaustion of the day. It was the text about being on your way that had woken her up from her light slumber. She was brushing her teeth while she styled her hair and struggled with getting her foot into her boot. She felt bad for you when she caught a glimpse at herself in the mirror. It wasn’t fair to you that she put in extra effort for a guy that wasn’t worth it and she couldn’t even pull herself together for you. 

Meanwhile, you were chugging a coffee that you had to stop for on the way to pick up Wanda. You had pulled an all nighter writing up a progress report and still had to work during the day. You drank many coffees throughout the day because you didn’t want to be off your game at work and you didn’t want to have to cancel with Wanda. When you got home, you stayed far away from the comfortable furniture. The shower you took was ice cold and you had an energy drink to help keep you awake. To pass the time, you put together a picnic basket with the most decent meal you know how to make and a bottle of wine with a name you thought was fancy. The second it was time for you to leave, you grabbed what you needed and hopped in the car. You shot her a text so that she knew you weren’t going to be standing her up. 

You opt to leave the basket in the car when you arrive and walk up the steps to the door of her apartment and knock. Wanda is startled by the sound and checks the time. She curses to herself because she wasn’t close to being as ready as she wanted to. She hoped that you wouldn’t mind waiting a little bit longer while she finished as she opened her door. “Hey, gorgeous,” you smile tiredly. 

“Hey…” she drags out, watching you carefully. “Come on in.” You thank her as you step into the apartment more but tiredly lean on the wall beside the door. “Are you okay?”

“Yeah, I’m fine. Just a little tired, but it’s nothing. How are you doing? You look amazing, by the way.” 

Wanda thought for a second about lying to you but judging by the state that you seemed to be in, the only thing that would benefit the both of you is the truth. “I’m exhausted,” she sighs as she lets her body droop. You look at her with those apologetic eyes that make her feel guilty. “I wanted to keep the date but if I’m being honest, I don’t think either of us is going to make it out that door.” 

You offer a small smile, too tired to laugh. “I think you might be onto something there doctor.” She blows air out of her nose in a short laugh. “What’s your professional recommendation?” 

“Come on, sleepy head,” she takes your hand and leads you over to the sofa. “You shouldn’t drive. I can’t believe you made it here alive.” 

“I had to get to you,” you mumble as you drop onto the relaxing piece of furniture. “There was no way I was going to miss this date.” You continue. Wanda smiles thoughtfully as she tells you to lay down. You do as she says and she covers you with a throw blanket she had laying around. “There’s food in my car if you’re hungry.” You hand her your keys which makes her laugh. Wanda sweetly kisses the top of your head as she tells you to sleep. 

Out of curiosity, Wanda walks out to your car and finds the picnic basket. Assuming it would contain fast food, she planned to eat her meal before heading to bed. But when she found the home cooked dishes she felt too guilty to eat it alone. Instead, she put the containers in her refrigerator before going to her room to get out of the boots and crash on the bed. 

A few hours later, you wake up with a puddle of drool on the palm of your hand and no clue where you are or what day it is. You rush over to the kitchen sink to wash your hands and wipe your face with a paper towel. It takes you a moment to remember where you are and once you do, an awkwardness settles inside of you. Were you supposed to stay here all night? Did she expect you to leave before she got up? You weren’t sure. Fortunately, Wanda is walking out of her bedroom with messy hair, smudged makeup and a big yawn that has her features contorted. “Rise and shine,” you smile at her. 

Wanda is startled at the sound of someone else until she realizes it’s only you. She gives you a tired smile, “Y’know, I don’t usually let someone sleep over until we’ve established the status of our relationship.” You just nod, unclear of what to respond with because you were still waking up. “Don’t think you get to skip a bunch of steps, this was special circumstances.” 

You laugh a little but not enough to show her that you don’t take her seriously. “You have my word. I will not sleep in your apartment again until you become my girlfriend.” The phrase causes her to blush and to fight a smile. “I am sorry for last night though, I feel like I just keep screwing things up between us.” 

Wanda crosses over to you and holds your face in her delicate hands. “No, you haven’t. Trust me, if you were, I would’ve made you sleep in your car.” You try to focus on her words but the only thing your mind is on is the ruined makeup on her face. It was getting tough to hold in your laughter.

“Thank you, for letting me sleep on the couch instead.” You take one of her palms and hold a steady eye contact as you lightly kiss her palm. “Would you dance with me?” You ask softly and Wanda, captivated by your gaze, nods her head with her lower lip caught under her teeth. With the soft glow from the sunrise filtering through the kitchen window, you encircle one arm around her waist and hold her hand with the other. She places her free hand on your shoulder and together the two of you sway around the poorly lit kitchen. At some point, you lean your forehead against hers and close your eyes to savor the moment. “I want to spend the rest of my life with you, Wanda Maximoff,” you boldly say when you’ve lifted your head away from her, afraid of your morning breath. 

Wanda’s hazel green eyes gleam up at you with the sun shining brighter through the window. “It’s only the first date, let’s not get ahead of ourselves,” she says even though she was thinking the same thing. She is pleasantly surprised when you don’t get hurt by the statement. Instead, you wink at her and tell her that you can be a very patient person. The two of you continue to dance, gazing into each other's eyes, as the sun continues to rise.

PART 2

#wanda maximoff au #wanda maximoff #wanda marvel #wanda x reader #wanda x y/n #wanda x you #lost in space

[redskull199987]

Hey! I have a request if you have time and motivation x3 I suffer from tourettes and wanted to ask if you could do a Ivar x reader where reader has tourettes. Not really bad but for example throwing their head back (The neck hurts soo bad from this gosh-) Maybe also bring hvitserk in or something if you want to <3 Write how you like and even modern Au if you think that fits more. Also i love your fics <3

I'm absolutely in love with this one. I really like how it turned out and I hope you do too, I looked some things up in order for it to turn our better so I hope you're fine with it. And I hope you're doing good, love<3

Tourettes and Tics

Ivar the Boneless x gender!neutral Reader Request

Word count:1.0k

Warnings:well, idk if Tics are supposed to be a warning, but yeah I'll put it here, so if ur triggerd by that, don't read

Summary: plagued by your Tics, Ivar is the only one who brings you comfort...

Masterlist

It was a day, like every other day. One of the most normal days in Kattegat. Nothing had changed. Auslaug was still the Queen. I still lived with the Prince's and everything seemed fine. Except for one thing.

I felt it. That prickle, I sometimes felt. Right before it started.

I suddenly stopped, dead in track. My eyes fixated on the rising sun. I was supposed to help bring inside the breakfast, but the sun seemed beautiful and it helped me relax.

"Watch it!"

I suddenly stumbled forward, dropping the plate I was holding, as someone bumped into my shoulder.

I fell to my knees and watched Sigurd grin at me before he left.

I took in a shaky breath. He had ruined it. My relaxation.

I suddenly threw back my head. Without any control over it, it happened again, before I managed to stop myself.

I groaned in pain, as I started to collect the pieces of the dropped plate.

"Y/N, what are you doing there?"

I turned around and saw Ivar crawling towards me. He had a confused look on his face.

Subconsciously, I grabbed a shard from the floor as I saw him coming. I was about to stab it into my hand as Ivar noticed and quickly grabbed my hand, preventing me from hurting myself.

I looked Down at his hand, which held mine, a little perplexed.

"I-Ivar", I stuttered quietly.

"It's alright", Ivar smiled. He looked down at the destroyed plate, "Leave it, come eat with us"

I only nodded. Ivar suddenly looked at me with wide eyes. I realized that I had thrown back my head again.

"Look at me", Ivar mumbled. He carefully grasped my cheek and made me look into his eyes.

I did as I was told and fixated on his eyes. I breathed in deeply and immediately I felt better. Ivar's deep blue eyes bored  into mine, but not in a bad or intimidating way, but in a loving and caring way.

"Better?", he asked. I nodded and looked back down. Ivar knew that focusing on something sometimes helped me control it better.

I slowly pushed myself up from the ground and slowly, Ivar and me trotted into the great hall.

"Look who it is!?", Sigurd laughed loudly, "Our Brother the cripple and his little freak!!"

A grunt left Ivars lips as he pulled himself up to sit on a barrel.

"Shut it, Sigurd!", he mumbled.

I was still standing behind Ivar, not knowing what to do.

I suddenly felt how my head snapped back. A yelp left my lips, as I felt how the  pain shot through my body.

I saw how Sigurd mockingly through back his head and laughed loudly at my actions.

I immediately grabbed Ivars arm and held onto it. Ivar looked up at me and grabbed my hand, lightly stroking the back of my hand.

"Let's go", he mumbled and nodded his head into the direction of the entrance.

I nodded and slowly let go of his arm. I waited until Ivar had crawled in front of me and then I followed.

We were about to step out, as I suddenly felt how someone grabbed my arm and pulled me back. A yelp left my lips, as I noticed that it was Sigurd.

He pulled me close to him and whisperd into my ear:"Do you really think, that Ivar cares for you!? He only puts up with you, because you're as broken as him"

He paused and stared into my eyes. His snake eye watched me intensely. On the contrary to Ivar's eyes, Sigurd's were intimidating. His stare felt evil.

He slowly raised his hand and tapped his fingers against my temple:"Just in the mind"

I couldn't help myself. I was scared, stressed. Before I could stop myself, I raised my hand and slapped Sigurd into the Face.

He let go of me with a yelp.

Just as surprised as he was, I took a few steps back.

I saw Ivar next to me, a perplexed glare in his face.

"Come on", he mumble and grabbed my hand.

"You'll regret that, Freak!!", I heard Sigurd scream after us, but Ivar had already pulled me away into the direction of the cliffs.

By the time, we had reached our destination, I must've thrown back my head for a million times easyly.

I felt like shit. My neck hurt like hell and my mind was spinning around the events from earlier.

"Y/N", Ivar suddenly said. He had sat down on the gras next to the cliffs. We had a beautiful view of Kattegat from up here.

I looked down at Ivar, who held out his hand for me.

I smiled and grabbed it. He pulled me down towards him and gently pulled my head to lay on his chest. I felt his hand wander to my neck and slightly massage the sore muscles. I groaned slightly at the pain.

"It's not true", Ivar suddenly said.

"What?", I asked and sat up to properly look at him.

"What Sigurd said", he mumbled and grabbed my hand,"I deeply care for you, for the person you really are, not because you're... Broken. Because to me, you were never broken"

I felt a tear slip down my cheek as a smile rose to my lips. Ivar gently grasped my cheek and wiped away my tears.

"I care for you too, Ivar", I mumbled.

Ivar only smiled. He slowly came closer to me. His eyes bore into mine and he seemed to ask for permission. I nodded slightly and closed my eyes. I waited and then his lips collided with mine. In that moment, I forgot everything around us. Every problem, every sore muscle, every stupid brother, every not working leg. Everything.

In that moment, the world was perfect.

#Ivar #Ivar the Boneless #ivar x reader #ivar x y/n #Ivar x gender neutral reader #ivar vikings #ivar the boneless x reader #Vikings #Vikings fic #Vikings os #vikings x reader #Ragnar #björn ironside #Ubbe #Sigurd #Hvitserk #oneshot #x reader #edit #gender neutral y/n

[dontbesoweirdkira]

Yandere Prompt List

Originally posted by blushycherub and animeyanderlover

You can look through and request a specific prompt for any character. Just write the number(s) when you send in the anon along with who you want it with.

1. “I’m crazy?! What’s crazy is that this world refuses to let me be with you!”

2. “I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! I’m going crazy. It’s because I love you.”

3. “Did you sleep well? Don’t lie to me, I watched you.”

4. “Gosh, you smell so good when we cuddle like this!”

5. “Do you think I enjoy punishing you?! Because I don’t!”

6. “I feel like I’m suffocating when I’m not with you.”

7. “Darling, you look gorgeous covered in their blood.”

8. “Don’t cover my love bites or else I’m going to add more.”

9. “Do you want me to break your legs or lock you in a cage to prevent you from running away?”

10. “Tell me how much you love me.”

11. “One more chance! I’m giving you one more chance to fucking stop resisting!”

12. “I’m going to carve my name into your skin so everyone will know that you’re mine.”

13. “Can you at least pretend to love me? Just for tonight?”

14. “You think I’m jealous? Believe me, you haven’t seen me jealous yet.”

15. “Shh princess…don’t cry over this scum, he doesn’t deserve your tears.”

16. “You don’t understand! If you accept me now, I’ll be your slave!”

17. “You’ve been such a good girl lately. If you continue to behave so well, I might just reward you. Would you like that?”

18. “I-I just want you to love me!”

19. “If I ever see you with them again, I’ll kill them!”

20. “If you leave me, I’ll die!”

21. “I don’t care if I’ll go to hell as long as I drag everybody who dares to touch you, talk to you and look at you with me!”

22. “I don’t know if I should be angry or turned on.”

23. “Oh, don’t worry, this isn’t my blood. It’s the blood of the person who touched you earlier today.”

24. “I’d kill for you.”

25. “This might sound weird, but I like it when you’re sick. Because then you let me take care of you.”

26. “…Why do you cry?! Who made you cry?! Tell me their fucking names so I can rip their heads off for making my angel cry!!!”

27. “We were made for each other, can’t you see that?!”

28. “I need you more than I need air to breathe.”

29. “Stop giving me that look! Stop looking at me as if I’m a monster!”

30. “I desire any physical touch with you so please hit me more.”

31. “Just remember that I’m never going to leave you. That’s a promise.”

32. “Babe! I brought you a gift. You don’t know what that is? Let me tell you. These are the eyes of the person who kept looking at you today.”

33. “The next time someone touches you, I’ll chop their hands off!”

34. “NO!! Please tell me what I did wrong so I can fix it, but don’t leave me!!!”

35. “Why do you suddenly care whether I hurt myself or not? You were going to leave me, weren’t you?”

36. “I think I should hurt myself more often so I can get your attention.”

37. “Even thinking about you with someone else makes me want to throw up.”

38. “Look! I carved your name into my skin so everyone will know that I’m yours!”

39. “I can end all of your pain. You just have to say those three words.”

40. “What I am doing? I’m punishing myself. Why? Because I upset you earlier.”

41. “Don’t worry, I’m sure you’ll look cute with a swollen stomach carrying our child.”

42. “You have no idea how far I’m willing to go for you.”

43. “I’ll handcuff you to me if I have to!”

44. “Escaping is all you think about, isn’t it? Always dreaming about it, always thinking about it?”

45. “I always wondered what those lips would taste like…”

46. “Can I…can I kiss you?”

47. “Telling me I’m crazy sounds wrong. Let’s… just say I’m madly in love with you.”

48. “I hate it when you pay attention to something else besides me.”

49. “You don’t know how much blood I already spilled for you.”

50. “Tell me, is love supposed to be…this passionate?”

51. “The next time I’ll kill someone I should take you with me. So you can finally see what happens when you try to run away again.”

52. “You want to leave me?!?! Why?!?! Is it because I beat those people up who insulted you last week? Or is it because I didn’t make you your favorite breakfast yesterday? Whatever it is, I promise I can fix it!!”

53. “It is funny that you think you can actually leave me.”

54. “I don’t mind being a monster as long as I’m your monster.”

55. “I killed all of them and I would do it again if it means having you in my arms.”

56. “Sweetheart…where are you hiding? I know you’re here. Come out, come out, wherever you are. I’ll find you anyways, I can hear your breathing.”

57. “If you don’t kiss me back, I’ll slit someone’s throat.”

58. “Listen, I’m giving you two choices. Either you start eating willingly or I’ll force you. There’s no way I’m letting you starve yourself to death.”

59. “Hate me, scream at me, hit me. Do whatever you want with me, but please stay with me.”

60. “…You are telling me that I can live with my life without you, but you don’t seem to understand that YOU are my life.”

61. “You had a nightmare about me? That’s great! That means you think of me even when you dream. Even though I hope your next dream about me will be more pleasant.”

62. “I’ll do ANYTHING and EVERYTHING for you.”

63. “Your hair is so soft and silky.”

64. “You look stunning when you cry like this.”

65. “What are you doing?!?! Why would you do something like this to yourself?! Do you seriously think death will help you escaping from me?!”

66. “It seems like I have to remind you of who you belong to.”

67. “Say my name again like this.”

68. “You’re all I think about. I always think about holding you, kissing you, touching you, making love to you, breeding you…”

69. “You can’t find your clothes? That’s a shame. But you can wear mine. They look better on you anyways.”

70. “Hearing you say that makes me want to fuck you so badly.”

71. “Your body, your heart, your soul. It all belongs to me.”

72. “Do you want your underwear back?”

73. “You can use me however you want to. Just stay with me.”

74. “As long as you love me everything is alright. You…you do love me, right?”

75. “I need you to stay with me. Forever! Without you I feel empty and lonely.”

76. “You think you’re ugly? Who told you so? Tell me so I can give them an agonizing death for making you think that. And after I’m finished with them, I’m going to worship you in bed until you see how beautiful you really are.”

77. “I like it when I’m sick because you always take care of me during these times.”

78. “You want to see your family? Why? You have me and I’m all you need.”

79. “I’ll kill everyone you care about if it means having all your attention for myself!”

80. “I can’t help, but be selfish when it comes to you.”

81. “The more you struggle now, the heavier your punishment will be later on.”

82. “I feel sick every time you talk about someone who isn’t me.”

83. “Every time you look at someone else I just want to strangle this person.”

84. “I’m not the most violent person, but I’m willing to change that if it means having you.”

85. “I’m all you need and you’re all I need. Isn’t that just perfect?!?!”

86. “Why…why do you keep resisting me? That’s not fair! Don’t I deserve to be happy too?!”

87. “Tell me you love me! Even if it’s just a lie!”

88. “I’m sorry that I keep you in here. But you’re too pure and innocent. I’m scared that this world will break you. I’m only protecting you.”

89. “Please stop crying. You make me feel even worse. But you need to understand, if I wouldn’t have chained you to the bed, you would have tried to run away again.”

90. “Babe…! Shit! I’m sorry you had to see this, but please believe me! He deserved it! No,no,no, don’t be scared of me. You know I would never harm you.”

91. “They are going to hurt you. They are going to leave you, mock you, betray you, abandon you. But not me. I’ll be here for you. I’ll worship you, love you and protect you from the world. Just you and me. Forever.”

92. “I just want to be yours.”

93. “Leaving already? Stay a little longer. You know you can’t refuse me.”

94. “You’re just too cute kitten. I want to keep you with me forever.”

95. “You mean the world to me, love!”

96. “I need you. I! Fucking! Need! You!”

97. “I feel like I…want to…protect you. Always…always…and forever.”

98. “Every second I am not able to spend with you is a wasted second.”

99. “I would love to be your stars, your moon, your sun.”

100. “We share a special connection that no one else has my darling.”

101. “These people are stupid! Can’t they see that you’re mine?!”

102. “You enjoyed it when they touched you, didn’t you? Well, I’ll remind you that I’m the only one who can make you feel amazing.”

103. “Please smile again like this! It makes my heart flutter.”

104. “Am I too much for you?”

105. “I watched you sleeping the whole night ‘til morning and I’m still not tired of it.”

106. “Take me, I’m yours!”

107. “Yes…I’m crazy. Crazily, madly, truly and completely in love with you.”

108. “You are mine!”

109. “I know she’s cute. BUT SHE’S MINE! TOUCH HER AND I’LL KILL YOU!!”

110. “I won’t let anyone take you away from me.”

111. “I’m gonna make you love me~”

112. “Every breath you take. Every move you make. Every bond you break. Every step you take. I’ll be watching you.”

113. “Love is patient. I, however, am not.”

114. “What a wicked way to treat me, the person who loves you, like this.”

115. “I know the sound of your heart.”

116. “I love you more than planned.”

117. “Use me however you want too. My body is yours.”

118. “Why would you let them talk to you?!?!”

119. “Eyes on only me.”

120. “Jealous! Jealous! Jealous! Mine! Mine! Mine!”

121. “Tonight we’ll become one.”

122. “Don’t be scared. I’m not angry with you. I’m angry with them.”

123. “It would be so much easier if you would just start accepting me.”

124. “I crave you so much that my body hurts.”

125. “I could have easily murdered you without hesitation. But those angelic eyes made me dizzy and weak.”

126. “But sweetie…I want YOU!”

127. “I would bleed out if you tell me you like the color red.”

128. “Just give it a little time! You’ll get used to it, I know you will!

129. “I want to be your only one.”

130. “I’ll never let you go.”

131. “Every time you smile at someone else, I just want to stab a knife in my skull.”

132. “I want you. I want us. I want it all. With you. Only us.”

133. “I know the restraints must hurt you. Don’t worry, I’ll untie you as soon as I’m sure you won’t run away again from me.”

134. “I get jealous when you give someone else the kind attention I want from you.”

135. “I am the monster you created.”

136. “I won’t be able to sleep until I have you in my arms.”

137. “Let me have you…All of you.”

138. “I-I’ll do anything you ask me to!! But please don’t leave me!”

139. “I have everything they don’t have, but you still choose them? Why?! Choose me! Love me!”

140. “Let’s stay a little longer like this. Just a little.”

141. “Do you like these photos of you? I have a lot more.”

142. “Say you love me. Even if it’s just a lie. I need to hear these words from you.”

143. “Just tell me that you’re mine.”

144. “I’m sorry that I stole your hoodie. I just couldn’t help it. It smells like you.”

145. “I can’t get enough of you.”

146. “If destiny decided that we weren’t meant to be, I would just force it.”

147. “Why are you so scared of me? You should know that I would never hurt you. I would rather die than laying a single finger on you.”

148. “All I want is your love! Is that too much to ask?!”

149. “Love…did I ever tel you how sweet your lips taste?”

150. “I’ll keep you safe.”

151. “Everything about you is addicting. Your eyes, your lips, your hair, your scent. Everything.”

152. “You…don’t love me? Don’t be ridiculous! I know you love me! You just don’t know it yet!”

153. “Tell me how much you love me whilst I fuck you into the mattress.”

154. “I can’t let you go because…without you I won’t have my happy ending.”

155. “I just want to protect you. Nothing wrong with that, is it?

156. "I f you would ask me, I would cut out my heart for you. It’s yours after all.”

157. “I don’t want anyone else to have your love, kiss your lips or see them in your arms. That’s only my place.”

158. “Call me selfish, but I can’t share you with anyone else.”

159. “I’m not the jealous type. But what’s mine is mine.”

160. “I would set fire to the world around me just to have you. But don’t worry, I wouldn’t let a single flame touch you.”

161. “Yes, you are allowed to have other friends. You’ll just have to spend more time with me.”

162. “No matter what happens, I will never let anyone else have you.”

163. “I love you. You’re mine. And I’ll kill any bastard who tries to take you away from me.”

164. “I need you. I’ll breathe you. I’ll never leave you.”

165. “Oh, I’m so in love! With you!”

166. “Love made me do it.”

167. “Beautiful…Beautiful and all mine.”

168. “You’ll never leave me, right? You’re all mine forever, right? Tell me! Tell me you belong to me.”

169. “Only I can have you.”

170. “You’ll learn to love me.”

171. “If only you knew…how much I love you.”

172. “I love you so much that it hurts me.”

173. “Without you I’ll kill myself.”

174. “If you are angry with something, let it out on me. I’m more than happy to be useful for you.”’

175. “It’s okay, babe. I won’t let anything happen to you or your loved ones. You’ll just have to stay with me.”

176. “See? This wasn’t so bad. If you behave more often, it can always feel like this.”

177. “This is what I do for you! I don’t care who I have to kill to keep you, my darling!

178. "Try to stay still whilst I finish carving my initials, will you?”

179. “You love me, don’t you? Everything seems so one-sided lately.”

180. “Silly little thing. Don’t you realize that this is all your fault?”

181. “I love you! Please stay with me!”

182. “Please love only me! Come back! Don’t be scared of me!”

183. “I adore you.”

184. “It’ll be the family we always wanted~”

185. “I’ll hunt you down if I have too.”

186. “I won’t be as forgiving next time.”

187. “If you run, I will kill…”

188. “I am so jealous and needy and my heart hurts so much! So please…just show me that you care about me…”

189. “It’s a shame I have to cut your beautiful skin.”

190. “You can’t hide from me, my sweetie.”

191. “I might just shove my head into the fucking walls if I can’t be with you.”

192. “Close your eyes so it’ll hurt less.”

193. “You’ll learn to enjoy it.”

194. “I’m going to have you in the end, you know?”

195. “~Found you~”

196. “Missed me? Because I really missed you!”

197. “You could rip my heart open darling, for I have never known true love before you came.”

198. “You’re a shining star in my deepest night and I refuse to be left alone in the darkness.”

199. “I do everything for you and this is how you repay me?!”

200. “Be good for me next time.”

201. “You’re like gravity. Always pulling me towards you.”

202. “I live of you. You are my oxygen.”

203. “I wouldn’t know what to do without you.”

204. “Those bastards tainted you by touching you! Now I’ll have to erase their stench on your skin!”

205. “Don’t worry~I’ll make sure that what you’re about to lose is going to be worth it.”

206. “I’m going to lose my mind if I can’t touch you.”

207. “Are you worried you’ll meet them again. Don’t worry, they’re already long gone…”

208. “I’ll show you how kind I can be! I’ll let you choose the death of this guy!”

209. “Don’t get me wrong but you look sexy covered in their blood.”

210. “Of course I am jealous! You’re mine!”

211. “I would die for you if would ask me to.”

212. “Your skin is so soft.”

213. “You’re looking for your friend? The last time I saw them, they were choking on their own blood.”

214. “These people are truly dumb for still searching for them. Because I made sure that their body will never be found again.”

215. “All those bastards who made you cry will shed tears of blood.”

216. “You are my purpose to live.”

217. “I could kill you if I wanted to.”

218. “Maybe branding you will help.”

219. “Consider yourself as lucky that I am nice.”

220. “Kitten, I’m going easy.”

221. “I’m doing this out of love.”

222. “I would go to the depths of hell for you.”

223. “I can keep you safe because they’re all afraid of me.”

224. “I am jealous of the way you are happy with them but not me.”

225. “What I did, I did for us.”

226. “You’re so pretty, I want to cry.”

227. “So cute. Begging like anything will help you.”

228. “I would sleep better on your floor than I would ever in my own bed.”

229. “You can’t be lonely! You have me!”

230. “This world is a ugly place but you’re so beautiful to me.”

231. “This will make us closer. I promise.”

232. “I’m afraid I can’t let you see them. Even if I would, you wouldn’t be able to recognize them.”

233. “I do realize I’m sick in my head. That’s why I need a cure called you.”

234. “Isn’t just the thought of a mini version of us unbelievably cute?”

235. “I love it when we are so close like this to each other.”

[padfootdaredmetoo]

Current Request List!

July 26th 2022 - Completed September 10th 2022

Thank you to everyone that wrote in a request!! I have a few more things to tweak before posting my followers celebration, promise it's almost ready!

Adopted Pt. 2 - The reader is excited to go to the fair. when she finds out Noah Solomons will be there she gets even more excited. - posted July 29th

Growing pains - Reader is the youngest of the Shelby clan and is often excluded due to her softer nature. When she gets hurt at the pub one day it quickly becomes everyone's problem to fix it and make things right. - posted July 30th

Dad? - The last Shelby is born just before the war, when Tommy comes back caring for her is one of the only things he finds peace in.

The Smallest Blinder - The boys hate having to watch over her, but more often than not she's the one that saves the day - For some reason, I missed this one - I swear that the requests hide sometimes or disappear altogether. -

Mustache - Michael's wife finds her footing when she notices a large amount of banned Opium in her pantry. Sub Michael Gray X Dom reader NSFW (I changed this one due to a moment of inspiration) - posted Aug 23rd

Quiet Working Girl - the reader is hired on to work at the Garrison, and Tommy takes an interest in her. When things start to fall apart, she's the first person he suspects. He makes a right mess of things again, but this time he's not so sure if he can fix it. - posted aug. 23rd

Stop the World - Tangerine X Reader Smut - Bullet Train movie - I sent myself this request after seeing this movie because it was so good. After years of working against each other out in the field. This time you decide its best to team up - the aftermath leaves you weak in the knees - smut - posted August 23rd

Cold - Head cannons about a woman who never smiles and how the Shelby family would interact with her. - posted Aug 29th

Never safe for work - A reader with a high sex drive, and the things Tommy does to keep up - NSFW

Red - Redhead Reader finds out she's pregnant with Tommy's babe. This follows their wonders about what their child will be like.

Ambition - The reader always wanted a big life and so did Tommy. Promises were made and the reader comes to cash in.

Betrayal - Reader is Tommy's daughter. When she gets involved with a boy from a rival family, she knows that there is a lot on the line. Unforuently for her, things don't end well, causing Tommy to recall what it was like being in love with someone who stabs you in the back. - Posted September 10th 2022

✨Gosh these look so freaking good! Thank you again for everyone that sent in something ♥️

I also have a Captain Syverson imagine I never posted & idea for a Sherlock NSFW that I might post in there somewhere too.

#peaky blinders #tommy shelby #tommy shelby x reader #tommy shelby imagine #peaky blinders imagine #thomas shelby #thomas shelby imagine

[ginnsbaker]

hi there! can i just say i’m a big fan of your “if i bleed (you’ll be the last to know)” work!! i just want to take a long minute to gush about all the little details i hyperfixated on.

okok first i have!!! to talk about this title… my god… it.. hurts so good??? (assuming it was from cruel summer by taylor) i love this song so much and have read countless of fics with this same title but none hit the nail on the head quite like yours.. and now i’m listening to the song all over again and my thoughts are filled with how perfect this song and this fic fit together. before i realized you were quoting this song i had just imagined sometime late into spring but now i’m imagining summer and it somehow makes all the smaller moments more intimate to me…

second, i haven’t watched sorry for your loss yet… i’ve been meaning to!! …but i just really don’t do well with grief related shows even though i know it might help me to grow and move past it to learn and see how others cope… but anyway! i’ve gone into this blind pretty much, only knowing that yeah, leigh’s husband passes and there’s something she didn’t know… and i’m not a fan of cheaters and such but something about reading how… selfish.. these characters can be… flawed characters. it just makes it sweeter to read somehow. — especially that little part in part 6(?) where jules mentions how… difficult leigh can be at times since the whole thing.. like gahhhh my brain is like… gnawing and chewing on how… just real you make these characters!!! the emotions you portray through leigh as well!!! like…ahhh!!! i really don’t know what to say it just makes me tug on my hair in a good way… speechless is what you’ve made me! or! or!! oh my god!!! when the reader doesn’t want leigh to hurt any more than she already is and leigh just.. takes the pain and walks with it??? because she’s… stronger than this? because she’s bitter? feels like she has to get back at matt?? and ugh… idkidk really! (i got all that from the anger and the line “i can handle pain just fine.”) like… i’m just. i’m chewing on this like a piece of gum that i don’t wanna spit out. oh!!! and… when she’s mad at… the things that matter… the little things like. how intimate it is for matt to just be there… after that first date… also! i’m a hater!! i’m a lover of the haters (jules!!!) and a hater of the lovers!! meaning, danny!!! i love that you’ve made me hate his character. after seeing how selfish he really is with leigh and.. how much of a tough spot the reader is in…

ok this is getting too long, i apologize. i jus really loved the pacing of the story, the characterizations and everything else… i just love it a lot and i can’t stop thinking about it after every update… because of all the cliffhangers!! anyway. i hope you know your words are loved, author. thank you!!

(ps. my friend saw me typing these paragraphs out and called it a love letter… and this is exactly what it is. a love letter to you, dear author and to your lovely fic. thank you again for writing such a piece and i am absolutely sat waiting for the next part!!!)

Oh my gosh, reading your feedback got me all:

first of all, i want to thank you for this long and adorable message. it's always such an overwhelming and it reminds me one of the reasons why i love writing so much. thank you thank you!

re:title- yes it's from Cruel Summer :)

re: watching Sorry for your loss - honestly, it's not required for you to have seen the show, just that you know the gist of it (Leigh being a young widow). Nothing really goes on--it just paints the process of grief in ordinary life. So you really don't have to see it. Besides, I don't even follow its timeline and relationships to a T.

re: your thoughts on the story- i find myself nodding along the stuff you picked out from the last 6 chapters. Also, I am a hater too (lol), I'm just not very vocal about the things I hate because one of lizzie's character once said: "You think it's cool to hate things. And it's not. It's boring. Talk about what you love and keep quiet about what you don't." But I'm a huge hater. I think we all secretly are. I think hating Danny is easy in this fic, but I keep trying to find something in him that's relatable, something that just doesn't make him an antagonist. I think it's fair to think that he's also being used by Leigh, being treated unfairly by Leigh. I don't think I really hate Danny here as much as you guys do. I have done awful things when I was younger out of the selfishness of satisfying my own desires. But I'll talk about that some other time and if anyone will ask :P

thank you for your love letter, it means so much and I'm going to keep this in my blog and tag it for what it is. I hope you'll enjoy the rest of the series :)

#if i bleed asks #anon #a love letter

[kavufics]

Queen; Kang Yeosang

“Love, are you ready?”

My shaking hands were enveloped with his large, warm ones, calming my anxiety.

“No, oh my gosh. I’m gonna mess it up” I wailed. He chuckled quietly, eyes turning into soft crescents. He was kneeling before me, beautiful brown eyes gazing in mine.

“Whatever it is, I’ll always love you. You know that right?” He asked.

I smiled at him. “I know.”

We were about to get married. I was about to get married to the love of my life. Oh my gosh, I’m gonna mess this up so bad. I bit my lip as another set of tears made their way to my eyes.

He frowned, bringing a hand up to my cheek. Ever so gently caressing it as he smiled at me.

“No matter what, you stutter or you sneeze I’ll be there. And for all you know, I could probably trip while standing there. Because when I see that beautiful face,” He breathed out shakily.

“When I see you walking towards me, I swear my knees are gonna buckle and I’m gonna probably faint.”

I giggled, squeezing his hand. He moved to sit beside me on the couch. “I swear I’m not lying. Because everyday I wonder. How in heaven's name did I end up with a person like you?”

He cupped my cheek pulling me in for a short, sweet kiss that had me swooning.

I exhaled shakily. “But I’m scared,” I whispered to him.

“Why are you scared, sweetheart? If I’m here with you, you’ve got nothing to be scared of.” He picked me up, placing me on his lap.

He made sure I was comfortable and leaned my head against his shoulder.

“I don’t think I’ll be good.” My voice wavered as tears flooded my eyes. “I don’t think I’ll be a good mother, a good queen, a good daughter in law, a good wife,”

Tears began to escape my eyes, trailing down my cheeks. I hid my face in his chest, sobbing quietly. He didn’t utter a word, rather stayed silent and rocked me, slowly.

“Why must you worry about that?” He raised my head from his chest, gazing lovingly at my glassy eyes.

He brought his lips to my forehead, pressing a soft kiss. “You never have to worry about being a good queen, mother or daughter in law. You’re a good person. That’s all that matters to me. We have so much to explore in our lives. You just have to let it flow. Okay?”

I nodded, sniffling quietly. “Okay.”

“And whatever it is, we go through it together.”

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Yeosang sighed loudly and jumped on the bed, letting out a quiet “oof” that had me laughing. We’d just finished with the wedding formalities, coronation and greeting of subjects. Now, we were back to our room in the palace.

“Long day Mr.Kang?” I asked, giggling quietly.

He smirked, turning to his side to get a good look at me. “Always bearable if I have you around, Mrs. Kang.” He winked.

Shaking my head I moved towards the vanity to remove my jewelry and make-up. Through the mirror I saw him sit up on the bed, hands supporting him as he stretched his back.

Black, fluffy hair bouncing as he laid his head back and groaned softly. Such a simple movement had me going in a frenzy.

Looking back at myself I noticed my cheeks were red. Not the time, y/n. I chastised.

I removed my head pieces and let my hair open, rubbing my scalp to release some of the pain. I closed my eyes and moaned softly.

I snapped my eyes open as another pair of hands replaced mine. I leaned against his chest. Smiling softly.

He laced an arm around my waist, the other hand still rubbing my hair. “Is my queen tired?” He whispered.

I nodded, a tired hum leaving my lips. Goosebumps arose on my neck as his lips began kissing my neck.

His hand rested on my waist as he continued kissing me. I closed my eyes as pleasure filled me, gasping quietly when he began sucking.

He pulled me closer to him. His hot breath tickled my ear as he whispered,

“Let me worship you, my Queen.”

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