Every year I ask my mum what she wants for christmas and every year she tells me to do her a painting. I love her very much but this is honestly quite exhausting; her taste is not my taste, and it is hard to get inspired. I have given in a few times, and I gave in again this year .
This is a painting inspired a little bit by Bouguereau’s ‘returning from the fields’ and a little by JSS’s ‘carnation lily, lily rose’; then a bunch of her favourite stuff mashed together with lots of colour and cold light.
My psychosis has been pretty bad for the last few weeks, so I was dreading doing this piece. I put it off and off and off, but finally relented halfway in to December. Painting helps me with a lot of my symptoms but painting under pressure (for a deadline or a gift) generally does the exact opposite. That being said I did enjoy this painting, I think because there are so many gratuitous elements I could get myself lost in while I went. A lot of the mental mirage like haze comes across in the final thing, I think. I had a lot of fun with the colours, and figuring out plants for the first time was an interesting challenge. I’m actually happy with it, which is astonishing as I usually yeet these seasonal mother-tithes into the abyss as soon as I’m done with them.
It’s a really nice feeling to finish a painting and think with certainty, yes, actually, this one will be going on the blog.
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I'm reading about how Israel, in the immediate aftermath of the 1948 Nakba, deliberately replaced olive trees and other indigenous flora with European plants. This ecological disaster, which is now proudly hailed under the banner of 'making the desert bloom,' was done to 'de-Arabize' the landscape, and to cover up - often with fast-growing European pine trees -the ruins of Palestinian villages that were destroyed by Zionists forces.
And I just need everyone to read this passage from Pappé, because the symbolism of what happened to those European pine trees in the desert speaks for itself:
The Ethnic Cleansing of Palestine, by Ilan Pappé (2006, p. 227-228.)
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What's everyone's favourite flowers that aren't like. The normal ones. Like everyone's a fan of roses and sunflowers what's a more niche one. One you don't get in gift sets. Mine's sweet peas
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Cryptozoology is my favourite kind of fake science stuff. Wish there was also cryptobotany, like mothman but its just a really big fern in the middle of a field with literally nothing else around it , that spawned in the dead of night, might have killed a few people and never shows up in photos, and no one is sure its even real
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november 🍂 enjoy the colors before they're gone ✶
tip jar • links
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Rain for My Parade 🌧️🌱🌿🌹🌷🌼
part of my cloud petticoat series~
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cemetery flowers after the ice storm photography: Peter Fricke
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