#can't express my emotions

[fluffylino]

minho helps you let out your pent-up emotions

-contains mature themes

"you've been having an attitude since morning" minho hissed out, hips brutally thrusting into you.

"that isn't your p-problem" you practically shouted. body squirming from how much he had edged you.

minho's face morphing into an annoyed expression. your stomach doing flips when he shot you a glare.

you didn't mean to shout. he had unknowingly hit that spongey spot inside of you.

saying sorry was too late now. you had your pride. yet you were still scared of how he'd react.

"it is my fucking problem" he answered back, sitting on his haunches.

"if you're in pain. im in pain"

staring down at you. lazily thrusting inside of your sopping heat.

"start talking" you threw your head to the side.

whenever you got like this he'd make you open up. you were the type to keep things to yourself.

and minho knew about it.

you had even asked him to help you talk more about your feelings. why you had gotten so worked up. and snapped at him when he asked if you wanted to watch a movie with him.

"no..." you mumbled, eyes watering. he sighed, pushing his hair back.

"fine. be that way"

"i'll just fuck it out of you"

stifling your moans against your arm when he used all his strength to rail you. his hand roughly pulling your arm that was covering you mouth.

"m-minho" you mumbled, trying to look at him. but he ignored you. choosing to keep his eyes fixed on where he entered your cunt.

"minnie"

tears welling up in your eyes. a few slipping out. why wouldn't he look at you.

you deserved to be treated like this. he didn't deserve to be the brunt of your outburst.

his fingers reaching up to hold your waist. making you meet his thrusts. you felt like all your pent up emotions were letting loose. thighs trembling.

his eyes finally meeting yours.

he cooed.

"there we go..." a feeling of accomplishment in his tone. you were crying. broken sentences.

"n-not studied...exam"

he understood. humming in response. exams were in a month and you were stressed. you'd kept procrastinating until finally you were pacing.

it was all your fault. minho seemed to notice how you fell into a dark place.

choosing to ask you. yet you yelled at him. you didn't mean to hurt him. it was all a mistake.

"what do you have to say to me?" he whispered, just for you to hear.

"m'sorry. i didn't mean to be rude.."

"no more thinking now kitten. im here" you sniffled. feeling much better after he accepted your apology.

whining as he pulled out completely.

"get on top" he instructed, sitting upright. successfully pulling your limp body on him. gently lifting you up and sliding right back in.

"always so tight for me" he moaned out. you grinded down on him. letting out little noises as he made you ride him. hands firmly holding your waist.

lips kissing up your neck and gradually going lower. until he mouthed at your tits. sticking his tongue out playfully to toy at them. eyes locked onto yours with a flirty glimmer in them.

"h-hurts" you mumbled, thighs aching. you tried though to keep your composure. how could you let him do all the hard work.

instantly his hands slid down, kneading at your thighs. easing out your tense muscles.

"relax for me" he said in a hushed tone. practically melting against him. his dick still in you.

"let me take care of you princess"

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#i need this #as someone who #can't express my emotions #this method proves to be helpful #AS LONG AS ITS MINHO #i love him #i need him #i want him #i'll eat him up #and eat him out #shit now i wanna eat him out #wtf #he's so hot #make him beg #stray kids smut #skz smut #stray kids imagines #skz imagines #skz drabbles #lee know smut #lee minho smut #lee minho imagines #lee know imagines #minho imagines #minho smut #bang chan smut #lee know hard hours #lee minho hard thoughts #fluffylino works

[ruporas]

thinking about wolfwood (ID in alt text)

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #trigun maximum #from awhile ago! i forgot to upload it here i think #i realized looking back at this. wolfwood has shrunk even more. DFGMKSGMS im sorry everyone has to bear with that. short woowoo #is engrained into my bones.... but anyway. im a big fan of vash yearning if that was not obvious from my previous comics. #not to say wolfwood doesnt do the same ofc... but im just thinking about vash's layers of repression in emotions and how he holds it #all together for the most part.... and when he yearns it's not like a dopey lovesick smile or anything. his cheeks are red but he's all “:( #bc he's Shy about it. and troubled by how much he's thinking about ww. but he can't help it and even less so when ww is right there #it's a very honest expression from someone like vash i think. and wolfwood can start to tell when he's faced with it and in turn #also gets embarrassed . silly the both of them #ruporas art

[faeriefully]

girls really do be raging a war in their own head whilst sitting silent in their living room

#i can't explain the thoughts going on or the emotional turmoil I just sent myself into #whilst just sitting here #on my sofa #with my little laptop open #while my dad preps his sunday school lesson right next to me #and the dog just naps #couldn't begin to express how much of a suppressed scream I have #and for what #I don't know #couldn't explain it #just girl going mental #g.txt

[geneticdriftwood]

persephone's in hell; a rooftop conversation

for @mysterycitrus

persephone's in hell, @mysterycitrus // white winter hymnal, fleet foxes // assorted dc comics

#do you ever listen to white winter hymnal and think about dick grayson and cry? because I do! #all of the lines from persephone's in hell are in order and pulled from the same scene except the 'red yellow and green' one #this fic is phenomenal and everyone should go read it #i may also be working on a fan playlist for it #but i'm waiting to finish that until after ch. 3 is posted so i can capture the full emotional arc of the story #look. i can't draw to save my life. so i have to express my passion for other people's fanworks in other ways #webweaving is a new one for me but i'm having fun with it so far #tw child death #webweave #webweaving #robin #dick grayson #jason todd #tim drake #stephanie brown #damian wayne #batman #dc #mine: dc #the flying graysons #the graysons #mary grayson #john grayson

[andromeda3116]

people actually went on about how game of thrones made it socially acceptable to be a fantasy nerd, as though the lord of the rings movies hadn't been released less than a decade earlier and left far greater cultural ripples and i am just

got may have made the adults feel better about liking fantasy, but lotr got into the kids' heads when they (we) were just young and impressionable enough to be absolutely transported and emotionally rewritten by don't you leave him, samwise gamgee and my brother, my captain, my king and and rohan will answer

lotr was rewriting entire generations' brain chemistry long before asoiaf and so obviously it's not fair to compare any post-lotr fantasy novel to it, and each book series was trying to do different things within their own spheres and so that also is not a fair comparison, but in terms of the cultural impact of the adaptations that came out within a decade of each other, saying that it was game of thrones that made fantasy mainstream is baffling

game of thrones could only run because the lord of the rings movies laid the path, and i will die on this hill

#lotr #lord of the rings #lord of the rings movies #i started this post because ''may it be'' came up on my playlist but now i think i'm going to start my nth rewatch of the trilogy #there is a lot to discuss about it re: comparison to the books but it's like... #for all the changes they made - good and bad and neutral - everyone involved in making the films *loved* the source material #they all *wanted* to do justice to it and believed in it and it shows #i think of some posts i've seen about how frustrating this modern push towards tongue-in-cheek irony over sincerity #so afraid to be corny or cheesy that you have to tack a joke onto every real emotional moment #like no fuck that #give me sam hauling frodo onto his shoulders saying ''i can't carry it for you but i can carry you'' #give me aragorn gently kissing boromir's forehead as he dies #give me merry and pippin throwing themselves at the uruk hai to distract them from frodo #give me theoden's grand speeches and gandalf's pained expression when frodo says he'll carry the ring #tbh i think that sincerity is a large part of *why* it has such staying power even now #because it is a story you are meant to get deeply emotionally invested in and not hold yourself a little ironically apart from #it isn't meant to sell merch it's meant to bring you to middle-earth and capture your heart and make you believe that the war can be won #with love and loyalty and hope and fellowship and fidelity and integrity and just... just refusing to give in to despair #it is earnest. it is unafraid to be melodramatic or corny because it believes in the story it's telling. #and so it imprinted onto a whole generation growing up right at the cusp of a barrage of apocalypses #anyway. i have Feelings about these movies and their impact and how that mirrors and enhances the books' own impact

[humapkehaikaun]

Before meeting you so many theories went spiraling around in my mind and then, I saw you. All my thoughts are vanished like they are never been there. Under the open sky, unaware of the crowd, your eyes searching for me, I love how imperfectly perfect you are. How beautiful adorned you are, covered in black top with blue jeans. My eyes refused to look anywhere else. I can smell the fragrance of your magic upon me, you are a piece of art, pinned into my heart as though a dart. Holding hands, a long drive in winters on Delhi roads. There is a peace, that fills the colours and make my each and every wound heal. You're not someone who I would confess to, more often, you're someone I wouldn't give up on. ( thank you for the gift 🤗)

I met you in old Delhi, I left my mark in Delhi.. The moments which we woven with a golden threads. ( Ho tujhse milna purani Dilli Mai, chodd aaye nishani dilli mai💕)

#desiblr #spilled heart #spilled words #feelings #spilled ink #spilled tears #female writers #spilled writing #words #spilled feelings #i can't express my feelings #feelingofbeingloved #meetup #blessed #tumsemilnapuranidelhimai #spilled emotions #thank you so much #you and me #old soul #writing community #writers on tumblr #spilled thoughts #lost and found

[lunarharp]

back to drawing days

#witch hat tag #orufrey #sorry repetition of snorugio image otherwise it just. No. it wouldn't make sense. i probably make little sense as it is #and i can't put mucha qifrey's infant food here even though 400+ people appreciated it elsewhere. it would be too incomprehensible #today i was annoyed by how hard it is to express gestures & expressions i can perfectly imagine and do but not draw. #and not my fault from lack of skill it's just that some things are just virtually impossible to portray in the drawing medium. Blast it #often the expressions and moments and emotions that i try to capture are very very delicate to me...i can only try

[moregraceful]

Why is it always "that hockey player would not drink boba" or "that hockey player would not eat sushi". What a boring interpretation of the world in the "this hockey player knows how to cook" and "this hockey player has a regular coffee order" and "this hockey player can communicate his feelings" au fandom

#dumbest anti-asian take in this fandom i swear #like oh yeah i can believe this man raised in The Culture can name his emotions in a healthy way but i draw the line at BOBA #or like. the stars fic i'm still working on where team chucklefuck goes to food trucks #let them breath in the culture they're in!!! #if they can express their emotions they can eat elotes!! cmon!! #fresno oilers.txt #sorry to be a hater. but i remembered that one post and got mad again #my white friends have sushi opinions that no one on planet earth could ever conceive of!! why can't blorbo from my nhl eat a spider roll >:(

[lazy-b1rdy]

Anytime i see people liking my drawings i get so freaking happy and go full on silly mode with walking around my room while resisting the urge to scream and jump in the middle of the night (bc i usually post in the evenings)

I was really nervous about posting on the Internet and if people would even like them because drawing is such an important hobby in my life, but now i have such a big boost in confidence in my art and my days get a thousand times better just thinking about it!!!!

In everyday life i can't really start talking out of nowhere about video games and videos or just the most random things so this is something of a stress relief too haha

ALSO THANK YOU GUYS FOR 250 LIKES?!? GGHHAAAGAGASHHDHTKTKTKTKTKTTKTKTKTKTKT

IM SO HAPPY THAT I GET TO BE SILLY AND CRAZY ABOUT MY TSP BRAINROT HAHAHA

I also really like drawing tsp and the characters in it, i love reading of your guy's versions and stories and art and I'm just so grraahhh

Btw ty for reading my short ramble. here's a Stanley i drew with the majestic bucket

I hope i can keep up the productivity and post about them almost daily bc i truly get genuine joy out of this :'D

#tspud #tsp #tsp stanley #tspud art #tsp fanart #tsp fandom #traditional art #rambles #small ramble #sillyposting #silly little guy #I can't express my love for this fandom and to u guys that like my stuff :3 #lazybird draws #rant post #rant #Kind of an info dump about my emotions? #I'm always on the verge of popping into a puddle of tears when i get a notif

[crownedwille]

I've come to the conclusion that loving young royals doesn't mean I can't be critical about it, maybe especially bc I love the show so much I have such strong feelings about it, good and bad and I can love parts of canon and agree with it and appreciate it but I don't have to love it all. I have accepted that it's okay if I don't accept the ending and I don't have to force myself to support it. It's okay to not agree with all of canon and it's okay to not side with all of the creators' intentions/views. Loving a show doesn't mean you have to take everything the writers say on face value and that's the only version that is allowed to exist. Canon isn't everything and fandom is about curating your own experience that makes you happy and not miserable. You don't have to dismiss canon in every aspect and ignore it entirely, that's certainly not what I want but there is a fine line between being canon respectful, allowing some parts to exist and sometimes, yes, you just have to say "fuck canon" and move on for your own sanity and wellbeing

#especically in the first two weeks of a new release everyone is feelings lots of intense emotions ranging from ecstatic to angry #everything in between is a part of it and i know i'm also feeling very strongly about it right now #i always try to stay levelheaded and rational and see things from an objective pov and be diplomatic about discourse #i don't want any of what i say drift off too much into meaningless hate instead of the constructive criticism it's supposed to be #but when you feel so strongly about something and sometimes you really just wanna say yeah i fucking hate it lol #but i always try to explain why and give understandable arguments and not just blindly hate on something #for example - I'm aware there are fans who have some problems with s2 and don't love the season whereas i do and it's my fave #and there is a difference between expressing some criticism and justified concerns which you can understand where it comes from #and those who are just like 'oh it's a horrible season. it was so shitty and we should get rid of it' which is dumb hate and just not true #and i can't support people like that and take them seriously #i can have my own issues with s3 from a subjective pov which can also include some justified criticism as well #but also still acknowledge it as a truly good piece of tv media and the quality is top notch #and that's why you have such high expectations and have critique because it is so good and sets such a high standard #yrtalk #with that being said i understand ppl not wanting to see any critic about it if they are riding the high of happy wilmon endgame #but that doesn't mean that i can't express my own opinions on my own blog and i will continue to do so #and maybe one day i will feel differently and accept or even like the ending who knows #but it doesn't have to happen. it's fine if it does but it's also fine if it doesn't

[uncanny-tranny]

Your child self was right when they thought they deserved better. They were right when they said they weren't being treated fair. They were absolutely right in saying they are allowed to be upset or even angry.

Your child self was right. And you're still allowed to say that what happened to you was unfair - that you deserved better. You're right to be upset or even angry. Your child self was not wrong.

#trauma #recovery #mental health #encouragement #that post that said 'i don't want to heal my inner child i want to gove him a gun' was actually really helpful for my healing #like it unironically reframed the way i saw my child self #because i still framed my past as a shameful thing that i brought upon myself when i hadn't... #...nobody asks for that treatment. so i deserve to express my displeasure at having been subjected through it... #...i don't think it's helpful to shove away the 'dark' feelings because they're 'bad'... #...bad emotions aren't a thing. what is a bad thing - i think - is to deprive yourself of the space to have them or express them... #...even when you're alone and even when you can express those emotions... #...that shit isn't very conducive to healing at least from my experiences #and i've TRIED that. for years! and it's only lead to more pain to heal from #i hope this rant isn't coming across poorly i'm just passionate about talking about this #unreality tw #can't ever be too sure <3 #these posts are intended to help but i know the way i word things doesn't do it for everybody

[fantabulisticity]

The new Kesha album Gag Order ABSOLUTELY FUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!! I've been listening to it on repeat the last several days. It's intense and heartbreaking and chaotic and disturbing and wistful and motivating. Listen to it when you have emotional space for it, but definitely listen to it.

#personal #kesha #gag order #gag order album #edit: it sounds like what it feels like to have a trauma breakdown #like a long one over a series of months and years. she got it perfect. i hope this album was healing and cathartic for her. #it's so important to be able to express the 'ugly' emotions #her anger is justified. she gets to be angry about all the shit that's happened. and she gets to talk about it. it's so so so fucking hard #nothing happened with my rape case. i never heard back about any of it (except the university telling me they dropped my case). #i can't imagine going to court with people pointing cameras in your face and then having your case dismissed AND have your rapist file a... #...defamation suit. and the years that that bullshit has been going on. fucking hell. it's so hard. i feel for her and i hope she has... #...all the support she needs to get through it. she deserves all the love and care in the world. holding powerful people accountable for... #...their actions is so fucking difficult.

[teasemic]

POV you’re Tiw during games night 🎲

#my school president #msp #my art #semicart #i've planned to post something more ambitious but uh oh life #this show means to me more than i expected and can't really express it using words #so here's a silly meme #romance is cool and all but chinzilla scenes made me so emotional i- #hot wave prize WAS friends we made along the way ;---;

[bytebun]

hey don’t cry. 10 million blorbos from your shows, okay?

#commander cody #obi-wan kenobi #uh. i guess implied #codywan #star wars #bytebun draws #ok on twitter sometimes japanese artists i follow will caption their au posts with 'delusion for those who can accept anything' #(and then explain the au) (or at least that's what google translate tells me) #that's how i feel about this one. #can't imagine a universe where this guy would sit down to play mario cart w his bf's family after an obvious crying jag #but like maybe he watched legally blond or something & got rlly moved #abt the main character finding her own path with an identity separate from her partner without losing the core elements of her personality #and self-expression. and also winning at the law. you know? #au cody can have elle woods as his blorbo. #in my au where he's doing law things re: clone citizenship #but also fuck stylizing crying genuinely hard. idk if i can get stylistically simpler than the first pic & still convey the precise emotion #that i want. i'm cheating there with like some actual shading instead of hard lines... more studying required #it's like difficult to draw people crying bc/ it's one of those emotions that changes the whole shape of your face... the invert of a #beaming smile. the tears aren't the important part... that's why the 'stoic guy sheds single tear trope' is so funny #they're out there w their plastic immobile faces and a fake tear when the important part is all those scrunched up microexpressions #someone trying rlly hard not to cry has the deeper mouth corners & tense brow-eyelid combo & that wrinkle near the nostril #unfortunately all of these lines are also the only indication of old age in most anime lmao so its so so hard to figure out how to draw em #shld do some ch*insawman or g*lden kmy studies probably. those guys r pretty good at funny looking faces

[humapkehaikaun]

Aloneness and loneliness are two different things. one is physical state and another one is a emotional state of emptiness. No one can complete you if you are incomplete within yourself.

It's an emptiness in you which aches and chaos, while gazing a stars your eyes always search for shooting star. it's not about see or to be seen it's not about being desperate it's all about the connection which you crave for...

#just a thought #rant post #desiblr #spilled heart #spilled words #feelings #spilled ink #spilled tears #female writers #spilled writing #words #spilled feelings #writing community #words of mine #writers on tumblr #spilled emotions #i can't express my feelings #alone in the dark #loneliness #hopeless romantic #dark acamedia #spilled thoughts #spilled truth #holding my emotions

[pickletrip]

When I started watching If it's with you I never expected to be so invested in these wonderful characters. This is what I have been missing in some of the shows I've been watching. Ryuji-kun never belittled Amane for who he was and he never assumed anything about Amane either. He kept an open ear, he noticed, he observed and he came to understand who Amane was as a person. They had a great rapport as friends. But when Amane confessed Ryuji didn't push him away but took time to think about it, talk to Amane and find his own feelings in all this. Talk about maturity. None of the adults are doing it like my 2 favourite boys.

Amane always wrapped himself up in the fear of the past repeating. The fear of rejection was always lurking around but being with Ryuji gave him freedom because Ryuji could see past the facade he put up to deal with the pain he was feeling. Ryuji helped him overcome that fear by reassuring him that he is allowed to be who he wants to be. Ryuji gave him real confidence, not to say that Amane wasn't confident before, but now he could be free to express himself knowing that there's at least one person who would accept him as he was.

This final episode was everything I wanted from the show. Both of them were nervous and anxious and they took the time to talk and understand where they are in this relationship. That's the beauty of the show. Each time Amane was on the verge of running away, Ryuji always pulled him back, grounded him and spoke to him so that they would be on the page.

The honesty between them is something I really cherish. Ryuji never made any false promises to love Amane but he honestly expressed how he was feeling and what he expected going forward and that aligned with Amane, because that's what dating means. You take the time to fall in love and discover things about the other person.

I wasn't ready for this show to be over, but I'm so happy with the way it ended that I couldn't ask for more. This show has shot up to the top of my Japanese BL list. I'll cherish this show and these boys.

#kimi to nara koi wo shite mite mo #if it's with you #amane x ryuji #they had a fireworks meet up and that one sided love has now turned into them dating?!? #oh how i love them #i can't express the multitude of emotions coursing through my body as I watched them finally come together and kiss #even asking permission to kiss!!! oh how sweet theyare #I'm never getting over this show #i want more shows like this #seriously tho these kids were way more mature than so many adults I've seen in my screen