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everchased · 4 months
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so, Astarion and Finch. which one of them watches the other fight and thinks "that's so hot"?
finch finds astarion's skill and deftness with a blade VERY sexy admirable but i think the person who has that immediate "HOT" moment is astarion himself.
there is probably something immediately attractive to astarion "technically not a murderhobo but only because he dresses nice" ancunin about seeing a man who (for the most part) tries to favor persuasion decide that a situation is bad enough to call for killing someone
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and swiftly, effectively, and mercilessly
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following through with that decision.
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derpiedoxie · 2 years
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OK I SAW @naffeclipse’s CRYPTED HUNTER AU CONCEPT AND I JUST LOVED THE SCENE THEY DESCRIBED SO MUCH I JUST HAD TO DRAW IT-
HERE’S THE LINK TO THE POST TALKING ABOUT THE CONCEPT
ALSO I AM SCREAMING CAUSE NAFF CONFIRMED THAT THEY’RE GONNA BE WRITING A FIC FOR IT IN OCTOBER I AM GOING FERAL
TW: Horror (<- putting this here just in case)
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the-bibrarian · 1 year
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Paris, yesterday (03/23/23). This is an excerpt from a video by journalist Amar Taoualit posted on twitter
This is what they’re doing to a peaceful, registered-with-the-proper-authorities march.
You can hear protesters shouting “children! there are children!” and “that’s my grandfather! my grandfather is on the ground!”
I think some families felt safe going because traditionally, union-backed, “registered” marches are peaceful and the riot police waits until they officially end, when only the more radical protesters are left, to attack. Not saying that is fine, but there was a tacit agreement for peace during the first hours of a protest. (That’s exactly what happened in Lyon yesterday, and there were also a few kids among protesters. It ended up being fine but it made me very anxious to see them, and it looks like I was right to worry.)
Things turned extremely violent in the night. I don’t feel like chronicling it, but suffice to say there were more that 900 fires in Paris. I don’t know what to think of the overwhelming silence from international media on the subject.
Anyway, I know that in principle we should all be able to protest and the police shouldn’t attack, and we’re supposed to be a democracy and we shouldn’t bow down to wanna-be autocrats that want to suppress our voices, etc.
La réalité c’est que pour quelques temps en tout cas, il faut laisser nos enfants à la maison, et que si vous êtes âgé, malade (asthmatique !), déjà blessé, personne handicapée, etc. il vaut peut-être mieux passer votre tour pour ces manifs-là. Il y a d’autres façons d’agir.
Notamment, je suis sûre que les syndicats ont besoin d’aide logistique et d’argent, et LFI, dont les députés sont sur le terrain, sur les piquets de grève, a certainement toujours besoin de plus de militants (j’ai pas ma carte chez eux pour être claire, mais je pense que c’est le parti qui soutient le plus sincèrement le mouvement).
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Les députés LFI Louis Boyard (au centre) et Carlos Martens Bilongo (à droite), dans une manifestation le 20 mars. Photo de @teamroscoes (merci !!)
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La député LFI Mathilde Panot au piquet de grève des éboueurs de Vitry-sur-Seine le 16 mars (photo de son twitter)
^ these are pictures of lawmakers from the leftist France Unbowed party participating in protests.
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twilightfan12bill0n · 5 months
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gender envy
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uncanny-tranny · 2 months
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The thing that sucks sometimes about transition envy is that, I guess you almost expect yourself to "grow out" of it the more you transition. I used to feel so much envy, and it was something I hoped would stop once I transitioned medically, and while it's absolutely less frequent... man, when I experience transition envy, it's still just as bitter a cocktail as I remember. It can be hard to move past that, and almost... resent the other person/s, but what helped me is knowing that the person you're envying isn't specifically trying to make you, personally, feel like absolute shit. Just as you can't always help what you are envious about in other trans people, they can't help that they have traits or transition experiences or opportunities you do not have, you know? And absolutely, it sucks. But it's something that helped me because then it's a reminder that the world isn't Out To Get Me, you feel?
I think a lot of us can relate to the experience of transition envy, and it's shameful to admit to it, I suppose. It's hard to admit to envy in general, but it's important to not be judgemental about yourself. Your transition is as unique and beautiful and worthy as literally everyone else's and I hope you remember that forever
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misandriste · 1 year
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Envy Adams at The Clash at Demonhead Concert Scott Pilgrim v.s. the World (2010) dir. Edgar Wright
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its-kinda-snowy · 17 days
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Oh, he was a little guy… Kinda funny lookin'. Uh-huh. In what way? Oh, just in a general kinda way.
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tilthedayidice · 27 days
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tobisiksi · 1 month
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tw: suicide mention-emotional maipulation
I refuse to believe that kusuo never tried to lose on purpose in one of kusukes games
a lot of people say that he probably was too egocentric to lose but man, ku gives up on things without thinking twice just for the sake of the others
just like when he gave up on satou when he and hii got together (the only example I can come with rn but there is a lot more)
and don't get me wrong, kusuo IS egocentric, but he knows where to trace a line he has a moral code and the principal rule is "don't be an inconvenience to the others"
so there is no way he didn't tried before
kusuke saw through his facade?
kusuke is insane and a masoquist and he has some suicidal behaviour aaand
I can see him telling kusuo to never try to fake a lost again or else he will off himself
idk he just yk, he's emotionally abusive and he's too obsessed with the idea of kusuo and him playing deathly games
TOO obsessed
he even took himself as hostage and he also kidnapped and brainwashed one of his brothers friends
he would say something like that
but I also believe that he wasn't aware of the heigh of those words
(I believe that he isn't aware of the heigh of all his actions, he just have a really twisted view of what is wrong and right)
I see this kind of scenario happening when they were young, when kusuo stopped copying his older brother (the motorcycle, the little cardboard robot, rock papper scissors, guys he was copying his older brother cuz he thought he was cool) and started to feel some resentment or even pity towards him
kusuke wouldn't take pityness very well, resentment? dont care, being hated? kay whatever but feeling any form of empathy or pity?????
it makes him sick
so he would say something like that but the thing is that he sees his brother as a God who is superior to every other living being
so he thinks that it isn't a big deal because his God had more important things to take care of
wrooooong, your God it's your baby bro who is just a child who used to admire you a lot before you started to get more and more insane progressively and the thing you just said it's fucking up his head because the love and hate he has for you were the strongest feelings his baby brain could feel and now he cannot come up with a way to make you stop envying or feeling resentful cuz of his powers (that he did not choose to born with in the first place) without making you have a meltdown that will end up with you killing yourself
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cyber333izzie · 8 months
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rant incoming
envy (n x v) is a really cute ship but im sorry the people who ship it are horrible. the fact that there are envy shippers sending death threats to glitch and trying to doxx liam is actually disgusting. ive seen way too many ordinary fans getting death threats on twitter / tiktok just because they ship nuzi, its sickening. not to mention all the people getting attacked for shipping wd x dd ships because its "proship," its not. we have proof that uzi and N are the same age in the show, and glitch is hinting at the ship a lot. there's a bunch more but I don't really wanna say it because i don't have any proof, and the worst part? the show ISNT EVEN ROMANCE BASED. the new episode was packed with so much lore and the plot is so so cool and the only thing people are talking about is N and uzi holding hands and blushing?? please.
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insomniamademedothis · 4 months
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I take it all back torchwood is batshit insane Jack saves a man from suicide but the guy immediately says I’ll do it again btw so Jack says oh ok and sits with him while he kills himself?????????????
~200 years old and never had any mental health awareness training????
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whumpwillow · 5 months
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Demon's Haven 15
i know I said i was going on hiatus but I suddenly felt compelled to write more of this so here ya go. its what you've all been waiting for ✨
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warnings: past torture, blood, past murder, brief depictions of past gore and suicide, church mention
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This was a mistake. This had all been a huge, grand mistake.
Haven wished it were instead a nightmare, one she could wake up from and find herself in any other situation other than the one she was presently in. But this was no mere dream, just the foolish consequences of her misplaces sympathies.
She scrambled off the bed with such ferocity that her feet got tangled in the blankets, ankles twisting around the sheets. She stumbled out of them, barely managing not to fall flat on her face, before darting away and spinning to face the demon she’d let into her home.
The demon prince.
Oh, what a monumental fool she was. It’d been a bad idea from the start, summoning him in the first place, but she’d wanted to try something she never had before, to be involved in the secret goings-on of the witches covens. It was just supposed to be a simple deal. A simple spell. And now look where that had gotten her.
She shouldn’t have gone back to the cave after that first night. She should have just given up, let the spell time out, and forgotten about the whole thing.
The demon would have been unleashed on the world if she had just ignored him, though. That certainly wasn’t a possibility, not one she would have considered with any sort of demon, prince or not.
She could have sent him back. It would have been the smart thing to do, to undo her ritual and release the demon back into the depths of hell.
But then…gone back to whatever torment he’d been summoned from.
Envy.
She looked at him, on his knees amid her mussed bedcovers. His hands shook at his sides. He swallowed, likely trying to prevent himself from launching into another bout of tears like the one she’d just calmed him down from.
One of the seven demon princes. Weeping in her arms like a babe.
Neither of them spoke. Neither moved, trapped in the moment of stilled silence so potent that she could have sliced through the air with a knife and divided it into sections to serve like a pie. She wondered if demons did that to people. She knew what this particular demon had done to witches like her.
She wondered briefly if this had all been a ruse. That he meant to take advantage of her sympathy to draw her into the summoning circle, and instead of attacking at the earliest moment, he’d lead her into making a soul bond with him that would chain her to him for as long as her mortal soul existed. She shouldn’t have done it. She shouldn’t have cared. He was going to kill her. He wasn’t just any demon, but a demon prince, a lord of Hell, one of the most powerful demons in existence and he…
…was bowing to her on her unmade bed.
Haven sighed, releasing some of her fear with the breath. Guilt swelled to replace the gaps it left in her.
How could she have thought that?
Prince or not, the demon—Envy—was hurt, and needed her help. There was no faking it. Something had happened, and it was only her around to help.
“I’m sorry,” he repeated, over and over.
He bent forward at the waist in much the same way as she’d seen him in the summoning circle, legs folded beneath him and likely aggravating his broken ribs. It had to be excruciating, and yet he said not a word of it, and only continued apologizing to her and begging not to be hurt.
Haven shook her head. No, this was definitely not a ploy.
“It—it’s okay,” she said, repeating the same words she used to try and comfort him earlier. “It’s alright. I’m not going to hurt you.”
It felt different now, saying those words. Comforting him like she had been. She’d known all along he was a demon and she knew the reputation they had, yet she had helped him anyways despite all that. Demons were vicious, repugnant, evil. That’s what everyone said about them, summoner or not. Haven had disregarded all the carefully curated knowledge she’d studied so that she could take care of one, and here he was, turning out to be a demon prince.
And here she was, telling him she wouldn’t hurt him.
What a ridiculous situation.
The demon—Envy, she reminded herself—peered up at her. Still in that painful bow, his eyes locked on hers from in between strands of his hair. They held no malice. Haven could see no avarice in their emerald depths. Nothing malevolent at all.
“Are you angry?” Envy asked, then flinched as if expecting her to answer the question with a blow. He screwed his face tight, bracing himself for it.
Haven closed the distance she’d put between the two of them and settled a hand on his cheek. The demon gasped at the contact. It was a feather-light touch, yet when she moved it upwards, Envy’s head followed. He was a splendid rendition of a penitent if Haven had ever seen one, looking up at her like that, leaning into her touch despite his shaking. His eyes fluttered, long eyelashes fanning his cheeks, still dotted with the dew of recent tears.
“Please,” he said. “Please don’t abandon me.”
“I told you I’m not going to do that.”
Of course, that was before she knew he was a demon prince. That he was one of the most powerful demons of all. That he was the one who had invaded the city three summers ago and used his wretched powers to compel a witch to rip out her own sister’s heart.
Envy—the concept, and the demon himself—did things to people.
Yet here he was, pliant under her hands, tears falling from his emerald eyes to trail over her fingers. He was hurt, terribly and irrevocably, begging her on his knees for salvation. Again, the irony of it all was not lost on her.
She should have turned him away. She should have never involved herself in this situation at all.
She felt a great spike of unpleasantness in her middle when she realized that she would have sent him back if she knew who he was at the start. If he’d told her that he was a demon prince. She wouldn’t have even thought about it, and would have just undone the ritual, which would rip him from this plane of existence to send him back to the one he came from.
She knew how it worked too. That when a demon was summoned, it was pulled from Hell to come to this earthly realm, and when undone, it was sent back to exactly the same place it had been taken from. Envy would have been sent back to his torment. To the place that had caused him so much pain—merely because she was too afraid.
Haven bit her lip to keep herself from sighing.
Logically, those thoughts made sense. That’s what she’d find if she were to read through her demonica books again, or if she asked any other witch in the city.
The princes were the most wicked of all.
The thought sickened her. Guilt and fear waged war inside her. She feared being hurt by him and all that he was, but she feared most of all what would happen to him if she did not remain by his side. If she were to truly abandon him, or what would have become of him had she not summoned him when she did. All her decisions lead her to this point.
“But how is this possible?” she asked.
Envy regarded her for a moment, weighing his words carefully. “I thought you knew.”
“About summoning a demon prince? I’d have needed an artifact that belonged to you in order to do it.”
“You used my ring, after all.”
Haven thinned her lips into a line, resisting from huffing out a breath. The gold ring she’d found wedged in between cobblestones in the streets. The pure gold the summoning spell had called for, and the one ingredient she had been lacking until a random stroke of luck had enabled her to finish gathering everything required. Of course it had to have been the ring of a demon prince, probably lost on one of his jaunts to the human realm.
Regular demons, Haven knew, had to be summoned. They couldn’t pass the barrier between Hell and Earth as they pleased, so it was up to the witches’ discretion on when and where to summon them. Haven had chosen the cliffside cave for its secluded nature and the difficulty in getting to and from the location so that if anything went wrong and the demon somehow escaped, it would at least be far enough away from other people for just long enough that hopefully somebody would get the warning out.
She regretted her choice upon having to cart an injured demon the entire distance, however.
Demon princes were altogether another matter. Bestowed with unimaginable power, they could between Hell and Earth as they pleased without a care for the division between them. Haven didn’t know whether to consider her summoning one of them a blessing or a curse. Envy had been trapped in the circle since he’d appeared there after entering this realm, but he’d have been free had he decided to come to Earth of his own will.
Though, judging by the state of him, that certainly hadn’t been an option.
Haven pinched the bridge of her nose. “No, I…found your ring on the street. I just needed gold for the summoning, and it was there.”
Envy looked down, letting Haven’s hand slip from his cheek. He wiped at his eyes, rimmed red from all the crying. It made the green stand out so much more.
“Oh.”
“Yeah.”
Envy set his hands in his lap, his legs still folded under him. At least he’d stopped bowing to her, though fresh blood blossomed on the pristine bandages Haven had just wrapped around his midsection. She’d have to redo them and try to stem the worst of it.
“Do you…” Envy began, then paused. Bit his lip. Fidgeted.
Haven busied herself with picking up the bandage rolls that had fallen off the bed when the two of them had laid down earlier. Her body still remembered the silky touch of his hair under her fingertips, the way he had shivered so relentlessly. A faraway concept now. To think that she had been so close with a demon prince and not even known it.
“Do you know what I—” Envy blurted out, but the words caught in his throat. He stopped like that, mouth half-open, looking at her for the briefest of moments before turning away and burying his head in his hands.
“The witch sisters?” Haven finished, knowing what he was trying to ask and wondering why he even bothered.
Everyone knew. It was all anyone could talk about that summer, that the demon prince Envy had filled one sister with so much of his power that she had torn her own sister’s heart from her chest. That he had made her envious enough to do such a thing to own flesh and blood family.
The news had circulated in all the witch communities throughout her city as well as the surrounding villages, traveling down the river like white rapids. The non-gifted were up in arms about it as well, regarding it as a possession and a grievous murder of the highest order. The church had seen to the investigation along with the city guard and police force. It had been top news until the autumn winds carried in another demon prince, Lust, who again targeted an innocent witch. He’d entranced her, drew her in with his power and beauty, then ensorcelled her to dance the night away, burning through all her joy like a torch would do to a pile of dry wool. At dawn, the sun rose and the spell waned, leaving the girl exhausted not just physically, but of everything she ever was. A week later, she threw herself off the clock tower.
To think these sorts of beings could freely invade her world made her nauseous. To think she’d bound her soul to one of them.
Knowing all this, Haven had been cautious when summoning a demon. She never expected to have gotten a prince. The rules stated that she needed an item that belonged to the prince one was trying to summon, so Haven had been sure she wouldn’t need to deal with that mess. She didn’t account for her random stroke of luck in finding the gold ring to not be so lucky after all. Well, for her. It appeared Envy had been quite lucky to have escaped when he did. Haven wished she’d done it sooner. Maybe she could have spared him some of this pain.
“I’m sorry,” Envy said again.
He threaded his fingers through his hair. His back curved forward in such a shape that it must have strained his broken bones and still, even now, Haven ached to reach out to him to tell him to stop doing that to himself.
“Why did you do it?” Haven found herself asking before she could think better of it.
Envy flinched again. Then sank deeper into his misery until his body looked like the letter c.
“I don’t know,” he replied. “I don’t know, I don’t—I don’t know!”
He squeezed his eyes shut tight, gritting his teeth.
“I just…I don’t know, I wanted them to respect me!”
He threw his hands down at his sides with such force, it must have jostled his broken fingers. He winced and did it again, pounding his hands on the sheets. The action made a subtle poff. Haven reached out and grabbed his wrists before he could do it again.
“What? The witches?” she asked.
She couldn’t imagine him caring what the witch sisters thought of him.
“Everyone.”
Envy averted his gaze, but didn’t try to release himself from Haven’s grasp. He could have. She wasn’t holding on very hard, and while his wrists had grown thin enough for her to enclose them in one hand, he was still a demon prince and she was still a mere mortal.
“I’m sorry,” he repeated for what had to be the millionth time. “I just…”
He trailed off, giving up on the pretense of an excuse. Haven watched every miniscule emotion on his face pass through in the span of a second each. He wasn’t very good at hiding them. Neither was she.
“I should have been better.”
He spoke slowly, voiced edged with a blunted cadence. Haven held his wrists in her hands, rubbed her thumbs back and forth over them, remembering the abused skin under the bandages she’d wrapped around them. Thick bands had encircled the both of them, mottled blue and purple with a hint of green and flecks of brown. He must have been held in manacles for quite a while to have bruises like this.
“I won’t hurt you,” Haven said, because even though she’d reassured him of the very same already, she felt it needed to be said again. “You can stay here.”
Envy blinked at her, tears again beginning to pool in at the edges of his eyes. A stray one fell and Haven reached out to wipe it away.
“Thank you,” Envy said.
“No problem.”
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helpfandom · 7 months
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Platonic yandere envy and fox Chimera child reader
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are you the same person who request Scar and others??
Taglist [let me know if you want to join! &lt;3]: @yanderefangirl
He/They pronouns, however, Envy is referred to as 'Brother'.
TW: Babying, Infanitilization
For a Chimera! [Reader], they would have to be something like a failed experiment of Father, or perhaps after he made the seven sins, he tried to make more, but could not.
Either way, you would have to know him.
To him, you're just a little baby! Just a lil' guy. They just love how small you are compared to him, [He made himself taller to be bigger than you], how you only spend time with him, [They makes everyone he can avoid you], but somehow you want to spend time with someone else? How could this be?
He would hate that you aren't attached to him like he's attached to you. To you, this is a brother who can transform into animals [typically foxes for you], and you like to play with him but want your own space. But to them? This is a crime, a travesty of the highest regard. So he would obviously fake something so that you would get into trouble by Father, who can catch on, but Father doesn't mind if it means Envy is a little more obedient. So they would make a deal with Father to be more obedient, putting all of his effort into whatever he [Father] wants, so that you suddenly get avoided by everyone who you love, except for him. <3 How could they all betray you? Well don't worry! Big Brother's here to help you feel better!
Envy would likely either make a deal with Father, or take matters into his own hands, although Lust or Wrath, maybe even Pride might find out about that and put an end to it, they like you too after all!
Pride would be Envy's biggest obstacle, since he has to act like a child all the time, he wouldn't mind putting on that persona near [you], which then you need to spend time with Pride, not Envy. It causes a rift between the two, furthering their dislike for the other.
Anyway. His overall feel for a chimera! Reader would be that he wants to be the only other sibling that you depend on, going as far as making a deal with the other sins and perhaps even Father.
Once they have the place to take you home, he's ushering you around, claiming you can't make it without him, embarrassing you to the point where you no longer want to try and go out to see the humans.
They treat you like a baby since you're not one of the main sins, and uses his infantilization of you to make it so you never want to leave Big Brother!
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parkercore-69 · 3 months
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The age old question of: Do i find these men attractive or do i just wish i looked like them?
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the answers both, i think- i think it’s both.
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bibolito · 1 month
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Day 19: Genderbend
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psychward-princess · 8 months
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I feel like dying, I'm so hungry, I feel so weak, I just want to be empty.. I wanna be thin, pretty, I just want to be something for once, something people want to be, but I'll never be, since when I'm thin, I'm sick and weak, when I'm pretty, I'm a slut or a bitch, when I'm good at something, I'm a nerd.
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