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Your Dirty Little Secret ~ HHJ

WORD COUNT: 3K

PAIRING: Hyunjin x Fem!Reader

GENRE: established relationships, summer romance, angst, soft ending, angsty reader, reader standing up for what she believes in, 

⤜Copyright: © DreamEscapesWriting - July 2023

⤜MASTERLIST

All summer break you'd spent your time with Hwang Hyunjin, the man that had the bone structure of a Calvin Klein model, long dark hair with the most breathtaking brown eyes you'd ever had the pleasure of looking into. Hyunjin was the most well-known guy in your college, everyone knew of him whether they wanted to or not. At art college, he was the star of the show with every piece that he produced. You'd known him in college before summer break but you'd never really spoken to him before.

It wasn't until he'd come into your place of work one night that the two of you even started to talk to one another, bonding over your love of art and being stuck in your town for the holidays while everyone else appeared to be having fun somewhere else.

Every night from that point on whenever you were working Hyunjin made sure to come and sit in your serving area, bringing along his art supplies so he could work while getting to talk to you the whole time. It hadn't taken long for the two of you to start going out on real dates, spending more and more time together until things began to grow physically intimate and before you knew it. You'd completely fallen head over heels in love with each other. Or so you had thought.

The whole summer you'd spent the time alone, just the two of you with no one else bothering you or interfering. This also meant you'd never met up with any of your friends or his friends, let alone meeting each other's family something - that at first - you hadn't thought much about until you'd started back at college. You thought that maybe it was just because he was busy with things he needed to do but as more time passed you realised he was avoiding you on purpose. Yesterday had really hit it home for you that he was ignoring you in front of everyone for a reason and you'd been on a downward spiral ever since. Had he hidden you over the summer because he was ashamed of you?

"Hyunjin!" You cried out as you waved over at him from across the hall, your hands struggling to clutch onto the art supplies you were attempting to carry. All week you'd been trying to get his attention and you'd put it down to the start of the new academic year as to why he was so busy.

"I think someone's calling you," A voice chuckled from beside Hyunjin but your boyfriend didn't even glance in your direction, he didn't even so much as attempt to look he just continued to walk down the hall followed by his tiny entourage of friends who were all smirking at him. You frowned as you watched them all laughing, not one of them looking over at you as they continued to poke fun at you.

"Hyunjin has always had secret admirers, if he paid attention to all of them he'd never stop talking to people." Kirsten snickered as she slowly turned her head to look at you, her long dark brown hair flicking over her shoulder as she smirked at you. Kirsten Louise had always been somewhat of an "IT" girl in your college, everyone wanted to be her friend and if they didn't want to be her friend then they simply wanted to be her. Or that was what she assumed anyway but the truth was not everyone liked her as much as she thought they did, she was just the old-school mean girl that clearly hadn't grown out of her ways yet.

"Go away, Loser, Hyunjin isn't interested in freaks like you." It would be a lie to say it didn't hurt when it did. In all honestly, it felt as though someone was taking a sledgehammer to your heart and constantly hitting it with every passing second that Hyunjin didn't jump in to defend you. Where was the sweet guy you'd spent all your summer with? Did he do it because he was bored and wanted something to do to pass the time? 

The questions hadn't stopped running rampant in your mind ever since yesterday and you were beginning to go a little insane each time a new question popped up in your head. Staring down at your sketchbook you slowly pulled your earbuds free from your ears and let out a small sigh. You were attempting to work on an assignment but it seemed as though you were in a creative rut, everything that you were trying to express only seemed to come out in poor attempts or no attempts at all. Seriously, it was as though someone had sucked all of the creative juices from your body and you were left with nothing. 

**Maybe you shouldn't have spent all your time with him this summer and you'd still be able to create art*** The stupid little voice in your head hadn't shut itself off since coming back to college and learning Hyunjin was choosing to ignore you. Not even just ignoring you but acting so cold and arrogant in front of his friends. You put your head into your hands as you tried to calm yourself down a little bit, if you thought about him any longer you were going to start crying and that was the last thing you wanted in such a public space.

"Did you get anything done this summer other than a bunch of girls?" Someone laughed really loud and obnoxiously - you knew that laugh though and you knew it belonged to Seo Changbin - one of Hyunjin's closest friends and you wanted the ground to swallow you whole. You slowly looked up from under your hands and glanced around for any sign of them. Apprentantly, no corner of the college was safe from Hyujin and his merry band of loser friends that all encouraged his shitty ass behaviour. Sliding your sketchbook into your hand you were going to try and make a getaway without being spotted when you heard something you wanted to stick around for.

"You don't want to hear all of the details." Hyunjin laughed as he stood in line with the boys. He was attempting to check out another book that he needed for art studies and the boys had all decided to follow him and pester him for information on what he'd done over the summer. Not that there was much to tell, he'd spent his summer doing everything he could have ever dreamed about with you and yet he hadn't had the balls to tell them because he knew that they would treat him differently.

If he were to tell them he'd met a girl over the holidays they would do nothing be berate him for it, torture him for "settling down" even if it meant that he'd found true happiness. It just wasn't what "guys did". He hated that he was conforming to what he thought they wanted out of him but it was the only way he was going to be able to protect you from their tiny brains that only thought about one thing when it came to women.

"Are you crazy? I wanna hear about all these "many conquests" you were texting us about this summer," Changbin cried out, you could already imagine him drooling as though he was a dog after a bone and you wanted to gag. How had Hyunjin had the time to have "many conquests" when the two of you had spent every waking second together.

You'd lost count of the times you'd spent at his place instead of your own, you'd practically moved into his house for the summer only moving back when your roommates had come back and it was time to start college again.

"There were so many girls," Chan - another one of Hyunjins friends groaned out. The truth was, Hyunjin had only texted them because he needed to tell them he was doing something, he wasn't going to tell them he was with one girl.

"You think he'd settle down by now. Or at least make it one girl and into a situationship," The word tore through you like a child tearing through wrapping paper on Christmas mornings. Everything was starting to click together for you in the back of your head, the times you'd spent together ALONE. Never meeting his family or posting about your relationship anywhere, you'd never even really called each other "boyfriend" or "girlfriend" It was as though there were no labels there between you at all. 

"There always are so many girls with you, give us details...Names, do they have friends?" Changbin sounded as though he was salivating at the mouth meanwhile you could taste that dumb salty taste you got whenever you were about to be sick.

"Are you always this much of a pig?" Hynjin laughed. You'd already heard enough about his "conquests" and you'd decided you weren't going to stick around as he spread lies about what he'd done over the summer. A wave of sickness began to crash over you as you let out a small and shakey breath, standing up with so much force that you knocked the chair over and hit it against the bookcase behind you. Hyunjin's head snapped in your direction but you were already making your way out of the library with your head hanging low and he knew he'd fucked up.

That night Hyunjin made his way straight to the diner you worked in and he waited for you to come to his table but it never happened. As soon as you'd seen him sitting there you'd practically begged one of the girls to switch your sections for the night so you didn't have to face him. Who did he think he was coming here? You'd been glad when Jade told you that he'd gone home for the night. Did he think you would simply drop to your knees because he finally decided to talk to you again? No. That wasn't how things were going to work.

You shook your head as you locked the doors that night, closing shifts were always the worst when you had to bike home but it was good pay and you needed the job to pay off college debt. Hitting the shutter button you began to make your way over to your bike, ignoring the car that was still parked in the parking lot as you searched through your bag to look for your keys. It wasn't until you heard a door slam that you finally looked up,

"You're not going to talk to me?" You turned to see Hyunjin staring at you, his hands on his hips as you stared back at him.

"Oh, you wanna play that game? What do you call ignoring me at college?" You snapped back at him, you weren't going to simply roll over and accept that this was the normal thing to do. If he was so ashamed of you then he should at least have the balls to tell you that to your face and not lead you on all summer.

"I was protecting you," He stepped closer to you but you took a big step back, shaking your head at him. You didn't want him to get too close to you, to be able to touch you as you knew you'd fold for him you were that in love with him.

"Protecting me by hiding me like I'm a secret?" You folded your arms across your chest, you had no idea where the sudden boost of confidence was coming from but you weren't about to let him walk all over you and treat you like an idiot.

"I thought you wanted privacy." You scoffed at him as he tried to justify his actions, none of what he did was for you. It was all for him and his selfish, egotistical reasons.

"No, you wanted that. I didn't care if people knew about us, it was you that did." He stepped closer to you as you shook your head at him, tears welling up in your eyes as you did your best not to break down in front of him. All afternoon you'd been thinking about what you would do if he ever spoke to you again and this wasn't on your list of things.

"Let me make it up to you." He pleaded, his voice shaking a little as you shook your head at him. What could he do? Everything wasn't going to be fine at the snap of his fingers, it wasn't as though he could just magically make all of this go away,

"How? Are you suddenly going to tell everyone you were lying about what you did over the summer? Are you going to parade me around like I'm your next conquest?" 

"Yn." His voice softened as did his eyes but you shook your head, unlocking the chain on your bike before climbing on top of it. You weren't going to sit here and be treated like that, you had more dignity than that.

"I will not be your dirty little secret Hyunjin! I'm not someone that hides, I'm not some side chick!" And with that you rode off, leaving him to watch after you in the dark, his hands clenching into fists at the thought of you heading home alone in the dark. 

The next few weeks passed in a blur, you'd barely done anything but focus on your studies and work. It was a constant stream of going to college, to work and then home to sleep, you were running on autopilot but it was the way you were able to get anything done. 

"Working yourself to exhaustion isn't a healthy coping mechanism," Jade told you as you lent against your locker exhausted from the shift you'd taken last night. You'd picked up extra shifts lately trying to distract yourself from the heartache you were beginning to feel,

"I'm fine," You grumbled at her, finishing the last of your energy drink before throwing it into the nearby bin and shaking your head at her,

"If you go any further you'll end up like him." You glanced over in the direction she was looking and you could have fallen over at the sight of Hyunjin. His normally styled black hair was a matted mess, he was dressed in sweatpants - something he never would have worn to college before - and he looked like an utter mess.

"What happened to him?" Jade frowned when she noticed him making his way over to you, your breath catching in your throat as you stared at him with widened eyes. Your heart wanted you to reach out and look after him but your head was screaming at you to walk away from him like he had done to you at the end of summer,

"Yn, please forgive me. I can't function without you," He was talking a little louder than usual and you shook your head, at him the last thing you wanted was for him to make a scene.

"Hyunjin, not here." You pleaded with him but he stared at you, tears running down his cheeks as he shook his head.

"I'm not going to hide it anymore, let me prove it." He smirked at you, your eyes widening as you shook your head at him hoping he wasn't going to do what you thought he was going to do.

"You already did, let's go and talk somewhere privately, where people aren't staring at us." You took his hand in yours but he pulled you toward him, by now everyone who was within earshot had heard the two of you talking and were watching the show.

"Over the summer I told people I was sleeping with multiple girls but the truth was and remains to be that I was in a happy relationship with Yn," Your whole body was on fire as you heard people around you gasping a little, mumbling to one another as you pulled on Hyunjins hand to get him away from the crowd.

"You proved your point, Hyunjin." You hissed out but he turned to look you in the eyes,

"I fucked up by not telling the truth so this is me telling everyone in hopes that she'll come back to me even though I don't deserve it." You smiled weakly at people who were staring at you and you pulled Hyunjin toward an empty classroom, pushing him inside as you slammed the door behind you.

"You're an idiot." You whined out as he smirked at you, your heart racing rapidly as he stepped closer to you, his arms snaking around your waist as he bought you closer to him.

"An idiot that loves you," He cooed out making you hit his chest softly,

"You're an idiot. You think that's just going to win me back easily?" You stared at him, it was starting to win you back but it didn't mean you were going to cave into him so easily about it.

"No, but I hoped it would be a good starting point." He looked at you with pleading eyes and your heart just about melted into his hands,

"Hyunjin-" You tried to tell him that you were going to try and forgive him but he cut you off quickly,

"Please, just let me try and make this up to you," You were already going to agree but seeing him beg like this made you smirk a little and you nodded.

"You have one chance," You warned him before quickly kissing his cheek and smiling a little, the two of you heading out of the room hand in hand.

It had taken a while for you to truly forgive Hyunjin but once you had things were on the up and up between you and you were closer than you'd ever been in the summer. Even coming to do your final project at college together and getting one of the best grades you could have ever gotten with him. The two of you were like an unstoppable power couple.

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“I’m right here.” Hwang Hyunjin Drabble

can i request a drabble with hyunjin from stray kids where he is comforting yn?? i also wanted to say that i am really sorry about your mother, and all of my prayers go to her! May she heal in no time! And thank you!!

Word Count: 986 Summary: Hyunjin knows when somethings up, and he is always here to lend a shoulder to cry on.

TRIGGER WARNING: MENTIONS OF SUICIDE, PLEASE READ WITH CAUTION!!

Hyunjin.

He has been in your life since you can remember. He knows you better than you know yourself, he always have, and he always will. That's why it hurt your very soul that you wouldn't be able to talk to him about this very thing. Didn't help that this very thing tore you to pieces to not tell anyone, but you couldn't.

The day you found your sister hanging from the ceiling in a necklace of rope, you lost your voice. Not literally, but in a sense where you felt like you had to watch your every word, so it was easier to not talk as much as your bubbly and outgoing self used to. That was four days ago, and the only people that knew were you, your parents, the police and the medical team that had showed up at your door after your mother had heard your blood curdling scream.

You had cancelled your late night drive with him, telling him you didn't feel good- which wasn't a lie at all, you felt beyond sick. But it still felt like one. You just wanted to run the fourteen blocks it took to get to his house, bang on his door until he opened and run into his arms, sobbing into his shoulder for what felt like days. But you couldn't, not now. He was busy, and you knew that. He needed to focus on his upcoming projects with his group, them being an international success and all.

Hyunjin had been your best friend in the entire world, and you had no idea how you would get through this without him. You always told each other everything, so he instantly knew when something wasn't right.

"Y/N? Hey." His soft voice spoke on the other end of the line once you picked up the phone that had been ringing the past few days. "Hey." You spoke, trying to sound happy and chipper, but he saw right through it. He quickly let you know he was outside and asked if you wanted to let him in. You were quiet for a while, but then reluctantly did it.

The door opened slowly, revealing Hyunjin standing there with a worried look on his face. You looked up at him, your eyes immediately tearing up. It had only been half a week since you last spoke to him, but you had to admit- you missed him.

"Hey." He spoke softly, not getting any closer than the six feet he was when you opened the door, not knowing what state you were in as you never when this long without talking to him. You quickly lowered your head and started blinking rapidly to try and prevent the tears from falling, but it was no use. Soon, two streams made their way down your face, falling to the floor as they reached your chin.

It took every fiber of his being to not rush over and wrap you in bubble wrap and feed you soft cookies, but he soon couldn't contain himself. He made his way over to you and engulfed you in a hug as you cried. You buried your head into his shoulders as it all came breaking down. You wrapped your arms around his waist, your hands gripping onto the fabric of his hoodie. Hyunjin soon guided you to the floor, him leaning against the wall as you sat in between his legs, your head still in his shoulder, not being able to control your breathing.

"It's okay, I'm not going anywhere." He whispered, stroking your hair to calm you down. "I'm right here."

This went on for about thirty more minutes until you finally calmed down. You were forever grateful that your parents were at the police station, and probably would be for a few more hours, cause you didn't want them seeing you like this. A mess, on the floor in the hallway, crying your eyes out in the arms of the guy they were more than certain you were dating. It was embarrassing enough that Hyunjin saw you like this.

"Sorry. Your hoodie is all wet and nasty now." You pointed out a few minutes after you caught your breath. He assured you that it was no problem, but you apologized again. The debate went back and forth a few more times before he mentioned that it wasn't the first time you had gotten his hoodie messed up. Your mind instantly went back to the second grade when you were painting with watercolor, you and him, and you sneezed so hard you knocked over the paint water, spilling the red liquid all over his yellow hoodie. At first he had been super grossed out cause he thought the red on his shirt was a nosebleed, but when he understood the situation, he couldn't stop laughing. You apologized a million times, because the hoodie was new, and he was so proud of it, but he didn't care.

"When is it my time to ruin a hoodie of yours?" He asked quietly with a smile dancing on his lips. His comment made you chuckle, something that sounded like music to his ears.

After a while more, you moved to the couch where you told him what had happened, and he yet again wrapped his arms around you and held you tight. The first second you felt suffocated, but listening to his heartbeat made it worth it.

"I'm here if you want to talk to me okay? I know that I seem busy right now, but I'm never too busy for you, okay? I will run off stage in the middle of a concert if I need to." He spoke while rubbing a circle on your thigh. You looked up at him, and then felt yourself collapse back into his arms, sitting there until you fell asleep.

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Loving Enemies // Hwang Hyunjin

♤ word count - 7,9k

♤ genre - enemies to lovers AU, bad neighborhood AU

♤ warnings - bad language bby

To you moving hadn't ever been something you could have imagined. Your dad had an amazing, well-paying job that seemed to be stable throughout the years. But with the change of management in the company, many of the workers lost their job. Your dad was, sadly, one of them.

Your new home was two hours away from your familiar area, a different town, different people, a different school which you were not ready to change. Without any goodbyes to your friends, you were sat in the passenger seat next to your dad in the moving van, which he had rented with the money he still had left.

You weren't mad at him. Heck, you were thankful he was able to find a replacement for his job, but it didn't pay that well. Late hours as a grocery store manager didn't live up to his previous title. ''Lead manager of the economics branch'' now that sounds fancy and respectful, unlike the title he was currently given. Still, it was better than nothing, with all his experience it was strange how this was the best job he could find.

The summer went by slowly. Most of your days would be filled by talking on FaceTime with your friends back in Irieburgh. They weren't as understanding of your situation and that's when you realized they weren't the dream friends you had always dreamt of.

If anything, they were just similar to you at the time, slightly spoilt and self-centered. You knew they couldn't possibly understand what it's like to have such a huge change in the environment. Even with their rather selfish remarks from time to time, they still talked to you and texted you, so you wouldn't feel completely alone. You could only assume that this was what "pity" truly meant.

At night time you could hear the occasional gunshot somewhere on your street, the idea of someone dying next to your house terrified you. You had only ever seen movies about these types of neighborhoods, completely ignoring the fact that even fictional stories start from reality somewhere.

Throughout the summer you never really felt like you didn't fit in. Mostly because you weren't open about going out just because making friends was like a nightmare. Reality set in though when it was the first day of school and here you were, walking through the hallways as people just walked past. It was fascinating how much this school was different, your previous school was full of kids who didn't know what personal space or secrets were. Keeping out of drama was impossible, everyone was curious about everyone, but here, they were all focused on their problems. No one seemed to give two damns about the new ex-rich kid strolling down the corridors of the school.

" I see you're continuing the habit of being late, Mr. Hwang," the teacher panned as she looked the boy in the eyes.

" There isn't a bus from where I live," your Chem classmate rolled his eyes before scanning the room for an empty seat and that was when the quick moment of eye contact happened.

" You live five minutes away, genius," one of the girls from the class spoke as she facepalmed.

The boy made his way next to you, so you quickly pulled your items closer to you, leaving the other side of the table empty. To him, it probably looked like a rich kid hiding his belongings from the delinquent ones.

The teacher never took her eyes off him," So, you're going to disturb the new girl? Must say, I didn't expect you to sit next to someone, the table next to hers is empty."

The boy sat down in the chair and slouched his back," I'd still get partnered up with her for everything, so why not avoid the trouble?"

The teacher shut up and proceeded on with the class. Surprisingly, the boy next to you never spoke a word to you, but you did feel his burning gaze on the side of your face. Ignoring it was a struggle, but he didn't look like someone you wanted to associate with just from the way he looked, so after a while forgetting about his presence became like a reflex; easy.

And that's how class passed, in the end, you were so focused on taking your first chemistry notes that you didn't even notice that the boy had been trying to get your attention until he rudely stomped on your foot which had you angrily glaring at him.

" What's your problem?" You whispered.

" What's your name?"

" Y/N."

" I'm Hyunjin."

You nodded your head and proceeded to ignore Hyunjin once again, but when the bell rang you were quick to stuff everything into your back and head straight to the next class. Luckily, you only had one class with the boy.

And that was it. You never met him outside of school, just two days a week that you would spend a whole class sitting next to each other but that's how far the relationship went. You weren't friends, far from it actually as having conversations wasn't something the two of you were particularly interested in. You spent two months sitting next to him in the same class but as far as you were concerned; his name was Hyunjin and he wasn't a good person to be around.

You had managed to make two friends, it might not be a lot, but they were fun to be around. The two were rough around the edges, but your dad explained how everyone in this neighborhood was that way. People weren't used to a lot of kindness, so they didn't deliver much either, but even with their less enjoyable personality traits, they were still your best friends here.

Laura was a pretty brown-haired Polish girl whose family had moved here ten years ago. Her family wasn't lucky when it came to finding jobs, so her parents tried to do their best with the little they had. Her house was nicer than yours, but it was nowhere near as nice as your previous one. Though, unlike your house, the walls had a lot of the paint chipping off which Laura's parents expressed a deep distaste for.

Your other friend was a charming boy by the name Jeongin. He was Korean and a ray of absolute sunshine to be around, well, most of the time. He always managed to find the right time to let out some snarky comments, but if needed he wouldn't mind being your emotional comfort pillow. Unlike Laura, Jeongin was involved in a lot of the troubling activities around your neighborhood.

One time he had come to school with a poorly covered black eye, so you and Laura both combined the make up your had in an attempt to hide the purplish-green under his eye. It didn't work perfectly, but your two's work had revealed to be extremely helpful as you would continue the routine until his bruising had completely healed.

A month into your friendship, you found out Jeongin was actually from the same friend group as Hyunjin, which he always seemed to talk badly about, but under all the insults was hidden away a lot of love. Jeongin always reminded you and Laura that you should never befriend anyone else from his friend group outside of school as the way they spent their time together wouldn't be healthy for you or even him, but, as he would always say, he's in too deep at this point.

And that was how it went on. Both you and Laura staid away from Jeongin's friends and all seemed to be doing okay until one of them asked Laura toa dance your school was having the next weekend. Jeongin was angry at Jisung at first for making a move on his friend, but it was soon revealed that Jisung just wanted to get to know the two girls Jeongin had been attached to hip with.

When the dance came around you didn't exactly have a date, so both you and Jeongin decided to help each other out by going together. The dance was fun, you hung out with Laura and Jisung too, and the four of you had an amazing time.

When the main part of the night came to a close you were planning on going home until Jisung asked the two of you to join him and Jeongin to their hang out spot. Thankfully, neither of you had dressed up like dolls for the dance as that would've been too expensive, so instead you had gone in black pants and a shirt whilst Laura had red pants and a sparkly gold sequence top. Laura was definitely the better looking one from the two of you tonight.

Jeongin was quick to turn down Jisung's offer as for the whole time you guys were friends he had kept you away from this side of him. Neither you or Laura understood why he was so adamant on protecting the two of you, but the sudden appearance bruises that decorated his face time to time should've given it away.

Jeongin's tone of voice got more aggressive as Jisung continued to pursue both you and Laura into coming along. Blinded by the fun you had had together at the dance you decided to tag along. Jeongin was mad the whole way there, but he softened up once it got time to climb up the rusty ladder and onto the roof of one of the most dangerous apartment complex in your town.

Your friend noticed how stiff you became once you realized where exactly Jisung was leading the three of you. You were honestly amazed at how Laura seemed not to care at all, she looked to be completely comfortable by Jisung's side, laughing and chatting the whole way there, ignoring the guys with guns in their hands who were hanging out by the shops and cafés.

" You okay, Y/N?" Jeongin asked as his eyes gazed at you.

You shook your head," No, not really."

" If you want to go back I'll gladly take you, you know you don't have to just follow along, right?"

" This place doesn't seem too friendly to have you walk back alone though."

" I basically live here, trust me, it doesn't bother me."

You frowned at Jeongin's remark," This is where you guys legit hang out?"

" In this part of the town? Yeah, I'm not even going to make excuses because this place is worse than it looks."

" Why would you come here? I mean, you could get hurt just by walking on this damn sidewalk. I shit you not, I saw like four wasted hookers on the way here, so there's no say druggies don't hang around here, Jeongin."

" I'm fine with being here, but I see that you aren't. Come on, I'll take you back home."

" No."

" Why not?"

" I can't leave Laura alone. She'd probably want me here knowing her past of accidentally getting it on with cute guys like Jisung."

Jeongin nodded his head," Okay, but do you want help getting on the roof?"

You looked up the ladder and felt your feet become cold," This isn't safe, is it?"

" Nope."

You started climbing up the ladder before Jeongin, so no one could get you from the ground. Your fear was stupid, but you didn't want some high dude grabbing ahold of your ankle and pulling you down to his level.

The two of you got up and you were met with a rooftop apartment that had graffiti all along the walls, the windows were spray painted black and the only light that was up there was from the dim street lights back down. Laura and Jisung had already entered the apartment leaving you and Jeongin to be the last to enter. Upon opening the door you saw quite a few familiar faces. There was Seungmin from your Math class, Felix from English and Hyunjin from Chemistry. Hyunjin's stare was just as hot as always was, but the rest didn't seem to care.

You looked around the apartment before Jeongin led you to a free couch by one of the spray-painted windows. The apartment was just like you had expected. There was graffiti on the inside walls as well, a bunch of big plastic containers around the floor which some of the guys seemed to use as seating and a broken fridge which to your surprise was full of nonalcoholic beverages.

" Some of the guys aren't here, so I'm guessing they're somewhere on this block doing their own little thing," Jeongin explained as he allowed his body to drown into the material of the couch.

" There are more of you?" You asked.

" Yeah, Woojin, Chan, Minho, and Changbin aren't here, so you're going to spend time with the actually cool ones," Jeongin laughed.

Soon after Laura came back to your side and grabbed ahold of your arm while placing her head on your shoulder," This place is so cool, don't you think?"

" I'd say my place is better," you laughed.

" Jisung told me about all the shit they've done here and, honestly, it sounds like so much fun."

Jeongin raised one of his eyebrows and looked at his friend," Are you stupid or just pretending?"

You laughed," If you're asking that, doesn't it mean that you're the stupid one?"

The three of you continued to laugh and talk. Soon enough Jisung and Felix joined your conversation.

You were surprised about how funny and outgoing Felix was. During class, he would stick to himself and talk only if necessary, but here he was a completely different person. Jisung told you about the embarrassing fights Jeongin had been in and how badly he got beat up by a hooker who thought he wanted to kill her just because he had looked at her weirdly.

You were at the apartment for thirty minutes once Seungmin joined in too, leaving Hyunjin completely to himself. He didn't seem too happy about your presence here and the hot gaze of his eyes kept burning right at your forehead. He wasn't ashamed of his nonstop glaring that he didn't even look away once you quickly met his eyes, hoping he'd move his gaze somewhere else.

" Jeongin?" You whispered to your friend so that the others around you couldn't hear.

" Mm?"

" Why is Hyunjin looking at me like that?"

Jeongin's face seemed to twist for a second, he certainly knew something but wasn't about to spill," Let's just say he isn't happy with us bringing you two here."

" Why?" you asked but your question got ignored as right at that moment the door of the apartment opened and two guys walked in with another one supporting a guy on his way in. One of the four seemed to have been badly beaten up.

Jisung quickly got on his feet and went to help his friend carry the other one on the couch as everyone else got up, so he would have a place to sit.

" What happened?" the first time in the night Hyunjin spoke.

" We were talking with that Jaehyun guy once Jaebum and his sidekicks came. We got into an argument and one of the guys started fighting with Changbin," A dude with blonde hair explained.

The blonde finally noticed that there were two new faces in the apartment and was quick to realize they were Jeongin and Jisung's friends, so he smiled as he started to introduce all of them while taking off Changbin's jacket," I'm Chan, the beat-up one is Changbin, the friendly-looking one is Woojin and the last one's Minho."

You and Laura looked at each other and nodded, so Laura introduced you both," I'm Laura and the innocent one's Y/N."

Jeongin laughed," Yeah right, innocent."

You felt your hands slowly start to shake and the feeling of cold feet returned as you looked at the guys take care of Changbin

Hyunjin looked at you once again and noticed the slight discomfort on your face, for a moment his face softened, but went back to looking annoyed right after as he stormed past you to take out a first aid kit from a cabinet.

He had set down the kit on the little table by the couch when they heard loud knocking on the door.

" Who?" Laura asked Jisung.

" Probably Jaebum."

Chan went to look through the peephole and quickly called over the guys as apparently, it wasn't only Jaebum there. Seungmin staid by Changbin but it was clear that Chan needed him there too, so the others wouldn't be able to look into the apartment that easily, so you tapped Seungmin's shoulder.

" Wha-"

" I can take care of him, go do what y'all need to."

Seungmin left the cotton balls in your hands and rushed to Chan's side right as the door opened.

You tried to keep your hands steady, you poured a little bit of saline on the cotton ball.

Changbin softly chuckled," First time here?"

" I'd say first and last," you replied which got him to lightly laugh, but he winced right after," Hey, this might sting, but be patient."

You started to dab his cut eyebrow and afterward his cheek. You and Laura tried to ignore the aggressive yelling that was coming from right behind you.

" How big is the possibility that they'll beat us up?" Laura asked half-jokingly.

" Small, but it's still there," Changbin replied.

One of the guys pushed through Chan and started to chuckle once he saw you cleaning Changbin's scratches," Awe, you got a little nurse to help with your inability to fight back?"

" Don't pay attention," Changbin whispered, so you nodded your head a bit and continued to switch the cotton balls and clean his wounds.

" I suggest you leave those two out of this," Chan stated.

" Why? Are they your bitches or something?" The guy laughed.

Laura turned to look at the guy and crossed her arms in front of her chest. At moments like this, you wished she wasn't a girl with balls bigger than any dude's.

" Excuse me, what?"

" You talk?" The guy pretended to be shocked as some of his friends managed to enter the apartment alongside him.

Your friends were quick to walk back to you guys, so you wouldn't be vulnerable. Much to your surprise, Hyunjin took away the cotton balls away from you and placed them back into the kit, closing it and pulling you by your wrist right behind his back. While Jeongin moved to calm down Laura.

" You called me someone's bitch? Who the fuck do you think you are?"

Jeongin placed his hands on her shoulders and tried to quiet her down," This isn't the time for you to be overly sensitive, Laura."

" Ouch, that one seems way too stubborn for my liking."

" Jackson, I don't think you should continue picking on the girls, it's not very smart of you," Chan pointed out.

" Why? We hit a soft spot by picking at your girlfriends?" Jackson mocked.

One of the guys swiftly pushed past Felix and Hyunjin and grabbed your other wrist, pulling you to his side," This one seems more submissive than the other, don't you think?"

" Let her go, " Hyunjin growled.

Something that caught both sides of the argument off guard.

" Ooh, so this one's Hwang's bitch, quite amusing, if I must say. Never thought I'd see mister pretty boy here ever fight using his mouth and not his fists."

You felt the guy's grip on your wrist tighten which made you wince in pain," please, let go."

Your voice was quiet, but everyone heard. You were sure your wrist was going to be bruised afterward, if you even managed to walk out of here alive, that is.

" I'm serious dude, just let her go," Jeongin came to Hyunjin's side.

The guy raised his eyebrows in delight," This is a lot more fun than beating up that dwarf over there."

The room became tenser as time went on, but the fight was cut off once Jackson's phone rang.

" Yo, we gotta bounce."

" Why?" The guy holding your wrist asked.

" Youngjae called and said there's an issue by Larry's diner, we gotta go."

Your wrist was finally free from the guy's grasp and you quickly put your other hand over it.

Before all of the other guys had exited the apartment, the one who had hurt your wrist winked at Hyunjin teasingly," I'd keep your bitch safe if I were you. She seems like a lot of fun."

And with that, the door closed shut with a huge bang. Right as the door closed you felt your breathing return back to normal and some tears escaped your eyes as the adrenaline started to exit your body and the pain from your wrist shot through.

" I told you not to bring them over here, Jeongin!" Hyunjin angerly said.

" I didn't! Jisung asked them to come. Y/N didn't even want to, but she came because of Laura, why are you so pissed anyway?"

Hyunjin turned his glare to Jisung now," Didn't we talk about this?"

" How the fuck was I supposed to know Jaebum would bring his shit to here? We had fun with Laura and Y/N before those idiots showed up and everything was fine."

Chan sighed," Guys, calm down."

" What, Chan? Didn't we have a deal that we wouldn't bring school friends here let alone girls? Dude, look at Y/N she can't even function here, shouldn't you at least tell Jisung that what he did was wrong?"

" Yes, we did agree we wouldn't bring girls here, but they are their friends and it's not their fault we got into a fight with Jaebum while at Jaehyun's."

" Well, I don't know about you, but maybe it's time to take them home?" Hyunjin was angry and the curiosity was killing you. Why was he so angry anyway?

Jisung walked to Laura," I'll take Laura home, but someone's got to take Y/N home cause the two live on different blocks."

Before Jeongin could say anything Hyunjin spoke," Fine, then I'll take Y/N home. Let's go."

You looked at Jeongin but he only shrugged his shoulders and turned to help Changbin. Jisung and Laura left first. While you staid back at the apartment for about ten minutes while Hyunjin went to look for something, when he came back you were out the door, but even behind the closed door, you could hear a lot of laughs and whistles.

The two of you got off the roof and started walking to your house. The street was full of a bunch of men smoking. Even under the dim street lights, you could see the many tattoos decorating their arms, some of them even caught your eye as you had seen similar designs on TV when the news decided that it was time for the general public to learn how to recognize gangs.

You tried to use every method to calm your nerves you knew, but nothing helped. You were just so scared. You unconsciously started to scoot closer to Hyunjin which he quickly picked up on. He took his hand out of his jacket and grabbed yours.

" You better not show up here after tonight," Hyunjin said as the annoyance still bled through his tone.

" I plan on staying away, don't worry."

You were about twenty minutes into the walk when Hyunjin stopped.

" Something up?" You asked.

" Promise me you won't strudel back into that part of town."

" I already told you, I don't plan on coming-"

" Just promise me."

" Fine," you sighed," I promise."

Hyunjin let go of your hand as you were further away from the dangerous part of the area. You hated yourself for wanting to intertwine your hand with his again but you knew you shouldn't. Your heart raced when he tried to talk to you on the way to your house and you couldn't stand it. You don't even like him, are you seriously so desperate for attention that your heart had to race at just an attractive boy talking to you?

When you reached your house you saw your dad sitting on the porch, he was waiting for you so you turned to Hyunjin with wide eyes," Hey, I'm here so you can go back."

" Your dad?"

" Yeah, so can you go? Seriously, thank you for taking me home and I'm fine now, so bye."

You slightly pushed Hyunjin to start walking back so he nodded his head and left. You walked to your house and greeted your dad.

" Y/N, the dance ended four hours ago, it's three in the morning! Where in the world were you?"

" I was with Laura and Jeongin. I know I should've called you but we were having a good time, so I forgot."

You knew you were taking advantage of your trusting father. Back at your old place he never had to worry about you getting into trouble, so he got used to trusting you, but this night surely wasn't as you described. It was fun before Changbin came into the apartment beat up and the other guys suddenly showing up to start a fight. You remembered about your hurting wrist so you slightly hid it behind your back.

" Okay, head inside. I'll catch a smoke and be right in okay?"

" I'm gonna go straight to bed, goodnight."

You closed your front door and took in a deep breath. You promised yourself you wouldn't lie to your dad again.

The weekend was spent lazily rolling around in bed watching random TV shows and texting some of your old friends. Laura called you at one point too and gushed about how she finally found the perfect guy friend who could be there for her when she has a fight with her future boyfriend, hopefully, Jisung hadn't thought of the Polish girl as a love interest in his life because she had definitely placed him deep into the friend-zone and there was no getting out.

Though you tried to occupy yourself with several activities, your mind still rushed back to the moment Hyunjin held your hand or when he pulled you behind himself when Jaebum's crew stumbled into the rundown apartment.

And that's how two weeks passed. You'd be tying to fall asleep but right in front of your eyes, the scene of Hyunjin holding your hand would replay. During Chemistry class you weren't able to look even slightly to his side of the table without feeling the blush reach up to your cheeks. Unfortunately for you, Jeongin noticed your awkwardness around Hyunjin when your friend had been waiting by your Chem class to pick you up, only to witness the most uncomfortable goodbye to Hyunjin you could ever have.

Jisung invited both you and Laura back to the apartment a couple of times but you always came up with a reason why not to go. You couldn't just say," Hey, I promised Hyunjin, who is an absolute nobody to me, that I would never step a foot on that street ever again."

But here you were, walking alongside Laura on your way back there. You tried desperately to reject the invitation but Jisung and Laura weren't having any of that. Jeongin wasn't even mad at first because he had gotten so used to seeing Laura hanging out with his friends that you joining in only meant more fun. Of course, it would've been fun for you too if there hadn't been a hawk-eyed Hyunjin following your every step with his glare. He wasn't happy.

Though this time you heard multiple comments about his behavior and how it only got this bad when you were around. Usually, he'd be messing around with Changbin or annoying the living daylights out of everyone in the room, but you couldn't even imagine that he could act that way.

As the clock was about to hit 1 AM you remembered that you needed to call your dad, so he could go to bed without having to worry about his daughter getting home like the night of the dance. Of course, you did lie to your dad about your whereabouts. You told him you were at Laura's watching a movie and that you'd be home at 5 AM max. Once again, your dad completely trusted your every word as you held your phone to your ear, kicking around rocks on the roof of the graffiti decorated building.

You bid your dad goodbye and right as you pressed the end call button someone opened the door and walked outside.

" I'm pretty sure you shouldn't be here," Hyunjin muttered.

He surely had something against you," I know, but Laura wasn't having any of my excuses, so I had to tag along."

" You didn't have to do anything, you decided to come along."

" Whatever the reason was I'm here anyway and this time there isn't a Jaebum crew scaring the shit out of me or coming to pick a fight, so I don't see what the problem is."

False. You did see where the problem was. You promised you wouldn't come back here as you had expressed your dislike for this place yourself.

Jaebum wasn't the only thing dangerous on this block, heck, he wasn't even dangerous compared to the other people who chose this as their living or partying spot.

" Why are you being so bitchy? I didn't even do anything."

He's sort of right, but that's not the point," Why is it that every damn time I am around you're a completely different person? Do you hate me that much?"

Hyunjin sighed," I don't hate you."

" Then what is this about?"

" Listen, I just don't like you hanging around here, okay?"

You knew this conversation wasn't going in any useful direction, so you decided to drop it. You walked past Hyunjin and back into the apartment. The rest of the night you didn't feel his piercing gaze. He didn't even pay attention to you. He was swiping through his phone, ignoring the people around him. Later in the night Laura and Jeongin told you funny stories of the times Laura had hung out here alone. Hyunjin had even opened up to Laura's presence.

There was this one time when Laura was play-fighting with Jisung when Hyunjin suddenly joined in and placed himself as the announcer. Loudly describing every move the pair made.

No matter how many stories they told you of Hyunjin, you just couldn't imagine him being that way. To you, he was this rude, stuck up jerk who managed to shake your heart. Nobody knew that though, you kept it to yourself. You knew that everyone would laugh in your face if you even mentioned something like that.l, let alone having a crush on one of Jeongin's friends.

This was where you had to draw the harsh line. These boys weren't your friends. Your "friend" group consisted of Jeongin, Laura and Jisung. Nobody else. You couldn't become closer to the others, your dad wouldn't want that. He's already miserable knowing that he couldn't provide a better place for his daughter, having friends like these would just make his fears into a reality.

That's why that night, while the sounds of chattering flooded the room, you promised yourself to never step near this place, to not attach yourself with the people hanging here on the daily.

As the night became darker Chan and Woojin came back into the apartment with four six-packs of beer. Jeongin gravitated away from you to one of the packs. Chan had just placed his two on the table when Jeongin had already managed to rip one of the beer cans out of the plastic wrap.

" Dude, calm down, we got enough for everyone," Woojin laughed looking at his youngest friend.

Jeongin brought the can to his chest and hugged it," Knowing you, this is the only one I'm getting."

Chan took three cans and gave one to you, Laura and Jisung," This is beer is heavy, so if you don't want to get tipsy just drink slowly."

You accepted the can but didn't open it. You had a light alcohol tolerance that you discovered while you were attending your last school. You were at a party for your classmate and just one solo cup of punch later you were drunk out of your mind, inside one of the bedrooms with your friend's boyfriend who was also wasted. You were quick to realize that this making out was going to go further if you didn't stop right then and there, so you mustered up all the soberness you still had and dragged yourself out of the bedroom. Let's just say alcohol wasn't something you took lightly.

Laura reached for your can, snatched it and opened it for you, pushing it back in our hands," I knew you weren't going to open it if I didn't help you."

You took a sip and you knew Chan wasn't kidding when he said it was heavy. Usually, beer didn't burn the back of your throat but this one definitely did.

" He wasn't kidding," Jisung laughed and coughed, the burning too much for him to handle.

Hyunjin laughed," You're just too big of a pussy."

A slight laugh made its way past your lips which brought a warm feeling throughout Hyunjin's body.

Jeongin went back to his seat next to you and tossed his hand over your shoulder," Jisung's weak. He gets drunk quickly too."

You looked at Jisung," Me and you both, kiddo."

It wasn't like they were surprised by the fact you weren't exactly good at handling alcohol, but they were indeed shocked once you admitted it.

Hyunjin raised a brow at you," If you're a weak chick then don't drink too much. These guys aren't exactly PG-13 when a drunk girl is around."

Woojin hit the back of Hyunjin's head," You're one to talk."

" What?"

" I didn't think you'd forget about that Sana girl. She's older than him, but when they were both drunk, Hyunjin here, was radiating all sorts of daddy energy," Woojin proudly told the story of when he was the only sober one, playing dad wasn't unusual for him anyway.

" D-daddy energy?" You asked right before bursting out into loud laughter.

Woojin nodded, laughing along," He was holding the girl and legit went around screaming that Sana was his baby girl and no one could do anything about it."

Chan joined in on the conversation," Dude, Hyunjin was wild. I didn't think he'd ever use the word 'babygirl' but that was something."

Hyunjin rolled his eyes," That was like last year, shut up."

" Oh, you don't want your new baby girl to know about your past bitches?" Jeongin was wasted. Wait, wasn't that his third can in a matter of fifteen minutes?

Laura shot up from her sluggish pose and looked at Hyunjin wide-eyed," You got a girlfriend?"

" No!"

" He's so whipped for-"

Before Jeongin was able to continue anything Hyunjin had already managed to rush his way towards the youngest and placed his hand over his mouth," I'd think twice before I continue that sentence."

So this was the open Hyunjin everybody kept talking about? With a little bit of beer in his blood, he did seem to forget his hatred towards you, at least that's what you thought.

Jeongin agreed to not say anything and once Hyunjin had gone back to his seat he yelled out," Y/N do you wanna be Hyunjin's new girlfriend?"

Hyunjin looked at his friend absolutely mortified.

You laughed," Sorry, I don't date my friend's friends."

Hyunjin decided to ignore whatever else was coming out of Jeongin's mouth and continued to sip oh his beer.

Jeongin pouted and grabbed your hand," But imagine how cute you'd be. You guys could make such cute babies."

" Hold up, drunk boy," You chocked on your last sip of beer.

Everyone except Hyunjin was laughing. As the clock was about to land at 6 AM and most of your company was wasted or asleep, you decided it's probably time to head home. You didn't want to sleep on the same couch as Jisung, Laura, Woojin. And the floor didn't sound fun either. You slowly removed Woojin's head from your shoulder and got off the couch, making your way to the exit. You weren't excited about the fact you'll have to walk through the neighborhood by yourself, but you weren't always going to have someone to escort you.

You were trying your best to avoid any of the empty beer cans on the floor and the guys who had managed to fall asleep on the floor while you were scrolling through your phone. But much to your luck you accidentally tripped over Hyunjin's leg which woke him up. As far as you knew he was also wasted, but that wasn't the case. Just like you, he had only drunk one can of beer through the whole night and he wasn't exactly asleep either. He had been trying to sleep, but the floor wasn't doing his justice.

" Oh, shit. Sorry," You apologized right as you saw Hyunjin sit up.

" You going home?"

" Yeah."

" I'll walk you home, I'm not going to fall asleep any time soon anyway."

And that's how you ended up walking with Hyunjin once again through the neighborhood which you were so scared of. Unlike the other time, your hands weren't holding onto each other. They were freely hanging by your sides as you walked while the sounds of downtown engulfed you in a chilly breeze. The slight tremble you did because of the cold didn't go unnoticed by Hyunjin, so he reached for your hand and put it in the pocket of his hoody.

" I'd give you my hoody, but I don't have anything underneath."

" I didn't ask, but okay."

" Uh, Y/N?"

" Hm?"

" Y'know about the thing that Woojin told you-"

" Oh about that Sana? What about it?"

" I'm not like that."

You looked at him confused," Why are you explaining yourself to me?"

" Cause I don't want you to think that I'm the type of guy who would get drunk and forget about a girl cause I'm not like that. I'm really not."

" Why should I care? It's seriously fine like I don't see-"

" I like you."

" You- what?"

You quickly detached your hand from Hyunjin's and pulled it behind your back," What are you on about?"

" I like you. I don't want you around here because I know what kind of people hang out here. I don't want you to get hurt because of some stupid Jeongin or Jisung who forgot about the fact they can't bring people who aren't used to the shit here."

You looked at Hyunjin in complete shock," If you like me then why are you always such an asshole to me?"

" Because I didn't plan on making a move or anything. If anything, I wanted you to hate me, so you wouldn't ever think about me the way I do about you."

" Since when?"

" Since when, what?"

" Since when have you liked me that way?"

" First Chem class."

" Woah."

" Listen, I just wanted the girl I like to not think of me as some shit ass who gets drunk and sleeps around with some girls, they made it sound like I got it on with Sana when, in fact, I didn't even kiss her."

" I believe you, just take back the 'i like you, part."

Hyunjin looked at you, he was hurt, were you disgusted by his feelings?

" Why?"

" I promised myself I would never come back to here or the hangout ever again, but you're making this hard for me."

" My feelings shouldn't be the reason for you to even think about coming to hang out here again. If you like the guys then we can hang out somewhere else. Especially because I like you. I never want someone calling you 'Hwang's bitch' again, but if we hang out here it will happen more than once."

" Hyunjin, I can't bring myself to hate this place anymore if you're just going to confess all of a sudden!"

" No, you can. You don't feel the same way about me, you coming back here because of me would make me feel like I'm being pitied and I don't want that at all."

You bit your lip as you looked at your feet, avoiding Hyunjin's gaze at all times.

" Oh God, don't. Don't do that."

" Do what?" You finally looked up at him.

" Don't bite your lip. It's distracting."

" Wh-"

" Stop playing dumb. It makes me want to kiss you."

Your eyes widened," Yeah, no."

" Exactly, so stop. We should probably get you home, it's getting pretty early."

Hyunjin nonchalantly ignored the previous moment and continued to walk in the direction of your house.

" So you say that and act like you didn't right away?" You followed the boy from behind, your heart was beating fast no matter how you tried to act like Hyunjin's words did not affect you.

" What did you want me to do, force my face on yours?"

" If I remember correctly, someone smart once said YOLO-"

" Yeah, and then they got pregnant."

You chuckled," What if you didn't have to force your face on mine?"

" Wh-"

There weren't many times you were able to act overly confident but at this moment it seemed like God himself wanted you to do something that seemed impossible to you. Maybe it was the slight amount of alcohol that remained in your bloodstream or the overwhelming feelings which suddenly took over, whatever it was it made you lightly grab the strings of Hyunjin's hoodie, pulling him to your eye level and kissing him right then and there.

This wasn't what he imagined. Heck, he didn't even allow himself to imagine something so intimate. It didn't take long for his arms to wrap around your body, pulling you closer to him. Your heartbeats were completely in sync. Both were beating fast but they were also beating for each other.

You didn't intend on kissing him this way. Maybe a light peck? But oh was this not it.

Hyunjin's arms were so tight around your body as if he was afraid you'd disappear once he let go of you. Your hands moved away from the strings of his hoodie to his chest.

For a moment it felt as if all time had stopped. There was nobody else in this world besides you and Hyunjin.

You both slowly pulled away, you wanted to run away, scream, hide, but you knew Hyunjin wouldn't let you. His arms were still on you, no longer wrapped around your body, but his hands were holding onto your shoulders as if his life depended on it.

" You know you just brought this upon yourself, right?" Hyunjin's gaze was dark, there was a tint of love behind them, but you hadn't seen anything as serious as that look.

" Yes."

" You know I'm not letting you go away now, right?"

" You better not."

" Fuck, I should've done this sooner."

And your lips were once again pressed against each other. This kiss wasn't as soft and calming as the previous one, it was needy and desperate. His hands traveled to your lower back, yet you couldn't think about anything else besides the feeling of your lips against his.

...

" Yo, Y/N you coming to the hangout, today?" Laura rushed to your side as the both of you exited the school grounds.

" I don't really-"

" Oops, forgot, I'm not letting you not come."

And so were you again inside of the small run-down apartment, the only people missing were Hyunjin, Changbin, and Felix. Chan said that they were out running some errands but nothing too major.

The eight of you laughed and talked while waiting for the others to come. You were nervous the whole time, you had hung out with Hyunjin alone for a while now, but the others didn't know about it. The two of you hadn't hung out with the whole group as boyfriend and girlfriend yet and it made you scared.

You play-fighting with Jisung as you tried to get your phone back from him and Laura was there as your back up. The two of you were crawling around and on the couch trying to get him to move his ass, so you could get your phone.

The door opened and the others went to greet the three guys, but both you and Laura were too focused on getting your phone back.

" Jisung~ Give it back!" You lovingly called out, you knew how much Jisung hated to be talked to in that way.

Much to our annoyance, Jisung also knew how to push your buttons," Give me a kiss and I'll give it back!~"

Hyunjin crossed his arms as he looked at you and Jisung fighting, he knew that you two were only joking, but even then the jealously didn't fail to make an appearance.

" Sorry, she can't kiss you, it'd go against the rules."

" Rules of what?" Jisung asked a bit dumbfounded.

" Of being in a relationship," Hyunjin casually said as he continued to look at the both of you annoyed.

" Wha-"

" You're asking my girlfriend to kiss you, that's just wrong bro."

Laura looked at Hyunjin then at you with wide eyes," Since when?"

" Like two months ago?" Hyunjin nonchalantly answered.

You were still frozen as you were holding onto Jisung's arm. Jisung slowly pulled your phone out from his back pocket and gave it to you," I don't want your boyfriend to punch me."

You sat up straight and blankly stared back at Hyunjin.

" What? Surprised to see your boyfriend?"

You quickly got off the couch and ran to hug him as if the two of you hadn't met for years.

The moment was wholesome until Chan stopped awing and awkwardly coughed," Just keep your relationship PG-13."

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coffee time - eight

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hyunjin fall in love very easily, and he falls hard. shame there’s a new barista at his favorite coffee shop

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[chngbok]

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[dreamescapeswriting]

Kinktober ~ Mutual Masturbation ~ Day 9 HHJ [M]

⤜WORD COUNT: 0.4K

⤜PAIRING: Hyunjin x Fem!Reader

⤜GENRE: SMUT! MINORS DNI, Mutual masturbation, long distance relationship, phone sex, fluffy, no storyline,

⤜Copyright: © DreamEscapesWriting - September 2022

⤜MASTERLIST

You let out a loud gasp as your back arched away from the matress, your eyes instantly locked with Hyunjin's as he smirked at you through the screen.

"You're close," He chuckled at you, you hated that even though he was thousands of miles away from you he knew exactly when you were going to cum. The two of you were having a video call while you gave into the neediness you were feeling for one another. You whimpered as you looked at him, taking in the beautiful sight of him fisting his cock in his hand.

"C-Close," You confirmed his suspicions and he moved his hand faster, even from this angle you could see the tip of his dick was red with how hard he was for you.

"M-Make yourself cum for me baby," He begged as he continued to move his hand at the same speed as your fingers, you moaned out as you continued to finger yourself. Your free hand began to massage your breast as you let out a moan of his name, 

"H-Hyunjin," You shook a little, your legs beginning to burn as you felt yourself getting closer with the steady rhythm that you'd created for yourself. Hyunjin's body ached to be the one touching you right now, he sped up his movements as he bit down on his lip to try and keep quiet. 

"F-Fuck baby, just like that," He groaned as your head rolled back into the pillows as you got completely lost in the feeling of doing this for him, Small whimpers slipped through your lips as you imagined it was him doing this to you. That he'd come home and decided to finger you like this,

"Hyunjin," You moaned out louder as you continued to chase down your high, your eyes widening as you felt the familiar tightening in the pit of your stomach,

"Yn," He moans out, his hand moving frantically while your fingers moved recklessly inside of you, slamming in and out of you as you cried his name out louder not caring if any of your roommates heard you. The pleasure suddenly exploded inside of you sending you over the edge as you cried out louder than before sweeping you up into orgasmic bliss and leaving you panting heavily. Hyunjin's moans grew deeper as he felt himself growing closer, grunting until his cum shot out of him and onto his hands and abs leaving him grunting needily.

"S-See...Phone sex is great." Hyunjin whimpered as he looked down at his hand, making a mental note to do this in the bathroom next time since he now had to be careful with where he put his hand.

"W-We should do it more often," You panted, glancing at the phone to see your boyfriend completely flushed and nodding his head in agreement with you.

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[banghyunchanji]

Imagine this is Jeongin's entrance when you two are on facetime with each other

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[freakie-deakie]

Hyunjin // If We Let Go (Part 3)

I love you all so heccin much you have no idea. Thank you for all the love you've shown this story <3

Masterlist

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4

Hyunjin x Reader (angst mini series // 2k words)

'It's been a while; hasn't it, old girl?' you thought in bitter sweet sarcasm.

Some time had passed since you'd laid eyes on the horrible shade of stained wood that lined the similarly stained oak door. The polish had warn off of the metal handle, the numbers on the keypad fading fast after it. The 'nine' button was beginning to corrode, as well.

These we're all things you'd seen before, but never really noted.

You pondered for a moment if it would be alright for you to just walk in as you had so many times before. Granted, some time had passed since then, but you didn't keep track of how much.

It was probably leaning on a month since the last time you had seen a friendly face that wasn't Felix or Jeongin, and even when others would visit you, their company was few and far between. The visits of your now closest friends were even becoming seldom.

It felt like growing apart from your best friend in grade school; neither of you caught it in the act, but one day when you needed to take something to someone you could trust, a feeling of loneliness would sink in.

It's not like you didn't have other friends who would willingly comfort you, but it had been even longer since you'd seen any of them, although you made it a point to respond to all of their messages that inquired about your well-being.

You decided to knock. Last time you let yourself in, you discovered the harsh truth of your relationship that you probably would have been better off without knowing. Sometimes, ignorance is bliss. It didn't take long for the door to open, a startled Changbin pulling you into his strong embrace.

"Who is it?" Minho called. Changbin didn't answer him. Instead, he stroked your hair and kept you in his grasp, not minding the few tears that dripped onto his black shirt. Minho, having not received a response, rounded the corner and spotted your shaking form, small next to his dongsaeng's built body. "Y/N, uhm.."

"Living room or my room?" Changbin whispered into your hair. You didn't reply, only whimpering back at him. He gently pulled you to sit on the couch, burrowed into his chest. He would have liked to take you somewhere more private, but Hyunjin was one of his roommates and he didn't have the immediate desire to alert him of your arrival.

Minho followed you both, quieting the loud movie that they had been streaming prior to your sudden visitation. "I can leave if you want me to."

"You don't have to," you snivel. "I don't care about the stupid bet anymore. We're still friends."

He looked relieved as he placed himself on the edge of the far end of the couch.

"What happened, princess?" Changbin soothed into your mane.

"They fired me. The media management team didn't have their stats together for me to present, and they fired me for it. They said I'd been causing too many problems for other employees too, but I don't understand what I did tho make everyone so upset. I worked so hard, I don't understand what I did wrong." Your hiccups broke up your sentences every so often, but you managed to successfully get out your explanation out. No one said anything, but just let you sit there and cry. The noise, however, did bring onlookers. Felix made his way to your free side with a confused expression, and Jisung quickly knelt in front of you, attempting to take your hand before you pulled it away, signalling that you weren't close enough for him to do that anymore. In that moment, you barely even noticed that you had done it, but Jisung was deeply hurt, and upset with himself that he was the only one to blame for your refusal to touch him. He sat back as others joined the room and waited for you to calm down.

The first words to pierce the occasional sob were, "Guys, I don't know if she really wants to do this in front of a whole ass crowd of people." It was Changbin. He felt most responsible for you in that moment, having been the one to find you is such a pathetic state.

The deep rumble of his voice hushed you for a moment before an unwanted one echoed through the room.

"Is this about... Is this about me?"

Nearly everyone's eyes turned to Hyunjin when he entered. Some of them bore looks of hatred, never looking at him the same after he hurt and pushed away their precious Y/N. The more knowing members, aware of the pain he'd endured since seemingly everyone, including the one he came to realize he was in love with, turned against him, gave him looks of pity.

He didn't know whether to be happy or sad when Changbin shook his head, relaying your answer for you.

When you calmed down enough to take in the room, you finally spoke for yourself. "Guys," you croaked, "I kinda don't want to do a big share circle right now." Although you asked nicely, no one moved. They all cared to much to let you push them away again and hide in the arms of only select members. Not only that, they didn't want to be the select members. Everyone was tired of tip-toeing around everyone else, and they wanted you to be on the same page. You were all supposed to be like family. Hell, you were supposed to be a family.

"No one in this room is going to pity you or look down on you, Y/N. We just want to help," Woojin tried.

"Maybe we should give her some space," Chan commented.

"I'm so far past giving her space," Minho snapped. "She's one of my friends that I've been giving space for almost three months. I missed her, and she won't be alone when she's lonely, jobless, and crying." You sniffled again at the blunt way he said it. "I don't care if it's a selfish to make you uncomfortable by staying with you, because I'm staying with you."

"You're a dick," you whined, pathetically leaning further into your buff, protective-feeling friend, "but you can stay. I just don't want to talk about it." Felix glared at you, edging you to change your mind. You looked at him and softly spoke, "I'm not bottling, I'm just being-"

"You're not being the bigger person, you're being an idiot. You're perfectly capable of comprehending what you've been doing to your mental health and that you need to stop doing it." He tattled to the other members. He and Jeongin, who Jisung had (somewhat rightly) felt had taken his place, had been most aware of how you had recently been pushing down all of your emotions and covering them up with working until you were extremely fatigued.

"There are some days when you guys don't even sleep," you snapped back at him. "I'm fine, and I'm gonna stay fine."

"Then why did you come here a crying mess?"

"Because I wanted to be comforted by the people I care most about and I have been, and thank you. But we're done now, you don't have to comfort me anymore."

"You're so stubborn!" he all but shouted at you. His raised volume only made you raise your own, not wanting to back down and give in to spilling your emotions to everyone.

"I don't want your help, I want your company," you bit out, hoarse voice cracking toward the end.

"Well, you get both."

Eventually, they did push you to your breaking point. You sat all night with the boys who, unbeknownst to you, had an early schedule the next day. You finally confessed your stresses to them, at some point or another letting most everyone hold you; but even though your resentment towards them had died, there was an unspoken congruity that said Hyunjin and Jisung needed to keep their distance.

They couldn't do that, of course. They tried at first, but when the hour began to breech two, there were only five of you left in the living room, chat turning to whispers as not to disturb the other members' rest.

Hyunjin whispered into Chan's ear, making the elder hesitantly nod, lowly wishing him luck and excusing himself to call in for the night.

And then there were four.

You, and those who felt guilty towards you.

"Maybe I should go, too," you shy. "It's late and in sure you're ready to hit the sack."

Jisung was quick to signal you to stay sitting, moving toward you and sitting at your side, the closest he'd gotten to you all night. You awkwardly shifted away, but didn't leave.

"I'm sure you don't want to hear it, but I'm so sorry. I know you hate me, and you should, but I am sorry. I wish I could go back in time and make myself be more considerate, and I hate that I can't," he tried, eyes beginning to brim with tears. You'd undeniably grown apart, but when you saw the first droplet slip past his lower lash line, you instinctively reached towards him to wipe it away. "I'm so sorry."

You didn't embrace him, as much as you wanted to. You needed him to understand that things had changed and that you stopped being his best man and the first in line to be his shoulder to cry on when shit hit the fan. You didn't hate him, but you weren't yet willing to be close with him once again. You had more self respect than that.

They all apologized collectively, and decided it was best to skip telling you that many of the other members had basically shunned them for their poor choices. They didn't want to pity-trip you into a friendship with them. They hoped you would come around to having one again, though.

It didn't manage to go completely unmentioned. Jisung and Minho returned to their rooms with a somewhat clearer conscious, leaving the boy with the most to say alone to speak freely to you.

"Ya' know, for a few weeks I even blamed you for turning my friends against me. Then I realized that I was the stupid idiot who did that." He chuckled at his own foolishness with sadness. "I was so stupid, only seeing what I wanted to." He inhales deeply. "Sorry can't even begin to express how badly I feel about what I did."

"I forgive you."

His ears perked up at that. For eleven weeks, he'd wanted to ask for your forgiveness, and hoped with everything that he had that you would give it to him. Now, it didn't feel right. He didn't feel like he'd done enough to earn it.

"What do you mean, you forgive me? I did so much damage- not only to our relationship, but to your friendships."

"It wasn't just you that ruined my friendships, made me doubt myself, and sent me spiraling into endless bad habits that took their tole on me in some way or another. It wasn't you who helped me pick myself back up either. In fact, you don't really currently have a spot in my life, so what's the use of staying mad at you?" Everything you said, the straight truth, hurt to hear tumble out of your mouth. "But," you countered, "you can have a small spot, if you still want it. We don't have to be friends, but we can smile at each other when one of us walks into the room. We can high five when we walk past each other."

"You're too nice for someone like me."

"Change that, and we can be friends." You held out your fist towards him, watching as he eyed it as if it were some sort of trap, too good to be true. You wiggled it a little, telling him not to leave you hanging.

He sealed the deal with a fist bump and thanked you, barely being successful at keeping his tear ducts under control.

"You know," you started, grabbing his attention before shattering his heart, "it's comforting to know that someone else still loves me."

You gave him a sad smile, briefly placing a comforting hand on his knee before bidding him a goodnight and leaving.

"He's more deserving of you, too," Hyunjin whispered to himself.

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[moonbabyhannie]

Whoever tells Hyunjin he's not Australian and breaks his wittle heart can FIGHT me.

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