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warmau · 5 years

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{Special} College!AU Jungwoo

major: library sciences + information

minor: entomology (much to ten’s horror)

sports: was invited to the soccer team by yuta, but he’d rather play it for fun not for competition. likes to go to yoga - tries to get a grumpy taeil to go with him

clubs: showed up to chinese culture club so he could see sicheng - who kicked him out after three minutes, him and yuta both go to earth coalition meetings because they like nature, and sometimes jungwoo will pop by the conspiracy club to hear people ramble about aliens (he thinks they’re cool)

jungwoo tends to confuse students who arent his close friends because,,,,,,

he’s really really kind and affectionate - but he also seems like he’s always stuck in some kind of daydream too

like he’ll be in class, and he’ll be able to answer questions and take tests

but his voice is so cushiony soft and fluttery that it seems almost like he’s answering in some soft pink haze

or maybe that’s just his aura

it’s so ?????

but his friends know that ,,,, that’s just how jungwoo is

he’s incredibly open and relaxed - never anxious about anything but also,,,,,never really cautious either

so it’s natural for him to walk into things - or say whatever it is that crosses his mind

like the amount of times he’s just randomly said “i love you” outloud to taeil? doyoung? jaehyun?

like on public transit or in front of literal professors

everyone getting into a frenzy because wait - wait you love yuta??? and yuta waving his hands around like nO nO he means it like friends like it’s just what he says

there have been many rumors about jungwoo and like,,,,every member of nct on campus

but also it’s not just nct - jungwoo is just naturally touchy - naturally inclined to show his appreciation with little nudges and batting eyelashes

and he was born to flirt really

not in a,,,,,,,, pick you up kind of way or a sleazy ‘let me slide into the dms’ kind of way

just,,,,,,,a kind of enchanting way

that makes people feel all warm and cared for ,,,,, his handsome face and soft voice makes you feel like you’ve just been hugged by the worlds softest teddy bear

his major is library sciences because ,,, everyone agrees ,,, it matches him pretty well

archiving, reading, and helping others all are things jungwoo enjoys doing

because it’s not dramatic at all - it’s systematic and having a routine soothes jungwoo

plus his tall, slim figure in a grandpa sweater and some cute big framed glasses librarian-chic circa the 80s,,,,,,,,he’d be so cute c’mon

is that friend who gets books down from the top shelf and hands them to haechan with a smile

and haechan is clutching the book like “give me your legs. let me be 5′11.”

jungwoo: what

haechan: nothing. long legs. dont look at me.

because he’s also a nature fan - everything from mountain hikes to visiting public gardens

he’s not afraid of bugs

at all

taeyong has on several occasions texted him to come get a spider out of his dorm

and everytime, you know jungwoo does the thing where he puts the paper under the spider and then a cup over it and releases it back outside

saying something like “live free, small one” while taeyong wide eyed beside him is like “don’t. come. back. bitch.” tgkdjflsk

so at first he just took some classes from the entomology minor for fun - until he sorta accidentally completed all the credits for it anyway

so that’s why he just added it on at the end of the sem like look guys i got a minor :)

ten: cool for what?!

jungwoo: bug studies :)

ten, one eye twitching: t-t-t-heres bu-bugs on c-campus

jungwoo got invited to a couple of sports teams - he’s pretty strong and pretty fit, but the whole aggressive competition of it puts jungwoo off

he’d rather just do something for fun, and really dislikes being forced to train or anything like that

took up yoga after reading one of sicheng’s textbooks and now he goes to student run classes - always trying to bring taeil along

because quote unquote - taeil’s tiny body is riddled with stress and maybe, possibly demonic energy

you bet he’s also the type to do an hour of yoga or go on a long walk and come back and eat like. everything from the cafeteria

and then steal some of johnny’s hidden snacks

and then on top of that ask lucas to buy him a milkshake

he’s a bottomless pit when it comes to his stomach,,,,it’s a scientific mystery

he’s got an ability to befriend anyone, although sometimes his need to cling on can be a bit much,,,,

poor jaehyun’s hand fell asleep when they all went to watch a movie and jungwoo just basically leaned all his weight onto him and jaehyun is too nice to say anything

but he’s also got a little bit of a problem,,,,,,,

he’s oblivious

completely and utterly oblivious

which is why it’s a headache and much more to have a crush on jungwoo

which you have had since hmmm let’s see oh right

FRESHMAN ORIENTATION

when you’d arrived late, panicked, with no one to sit with let alone anywhere to sit

since the auditorium was overflowing

till a tall boy with a gentle smile and matching voice took your wrist and asked

“would you like this seat?”

ever since then you’d dreamed of that moment - of the boy who’d sensed your absolute dread and embarrassment

and who let you sit down, while he stood in the aisle - hands in his pockets - barely listening to the whole welcome celebration

you had practically embedded jungwoo’s face into your mind

because he was in ever aspect - your type

your dreamy, prince with a heart made a gold

the only problem was,,,,,,,,,you were more than ready to confess but any attempt you made

was thwarted

not by rivals or even jungwoos friends - who all were cheering you on

(all of nct claimed you were basically as transparent as a window with your feelings - hearts swirling your head whenever jungwoo as much as blinked)

it was always jungwoo who just,,,,,could not grasp the situation for the life of him

like that time you had been invited out to the seasonal fair and jaehyun and yuta pulled you aside on the way there

whispering eagerly that they’d hatched a plan to get you and jungwoo alone during one of the firework celebrations

you’d felt your heart race - almost burst from your chest

but you were thankful that his friends seemed just as excited for you

and when jaehyun had “casually” told everyone - but you and jungwoo - to follow him over to the food stands

you had hesitated, but turned to tell jungwoo there was something you needed to say

he’d looked down, eyes a soft autumn brown

“we’re all alone”

“y-yeah,,,,,,i think this might be my chance to tell you that i like-”

the gigantic bursting noise from the first firework had made it hard for your already shaking and tiny voice to have been heard

jungwoo, distracted by it, had just marveled up at the colors in the night sky

and pointed them out

“you should tell me after the fireworks, i couldnt hear you well”

“ok,,”

but that didn’t happen,,,,not when right after the ceremony ended - jungwoo had spotted taeil in the crowd and pulled you along toward him

yuta and jaehyun, when meeting up later, could tell by the dejected look on your face that nothing went as planned

and you just shrugged it off - there would be more times,,,,,,hopefully

and there were

they just always ended up badly

like when you’d tried to give jungwoo valentines chocolates with a hand written love letter but the box - having been in your bag the whole day - had melted all over the letter

making it unreadable and sticky

or when taeyong had offered you to be jungwoo’s tutor for this elective he had to take

and you showed up diligently everyday to the library for a week - till jungwoo announced one day through text that he’d been switched into a much easier class

you had even once written “i like you so much” on his cast when he’d had to wear it after an accident in the library

and jungwoo had read it - in front of you - smiled up and said

“what a nice thing to say to a friend”

at some point you’d just,,,,,,,come to terms with the fact that either jungwoo really couldnt take a hint or that he was trying the nicest ways to reject you

which hurt,,,,,but you tried to cheer yourself up with the sentiment that at least you got to be his friend

and through liking him you’d gotten to make even more friends with the great guys of nct

but everytime you were alone - studying your textbook or working on a project

and you’d find yourself thinking back to orientation

jungwoo’s touch on your skin, his voice echoing in your ears, the natural feeling of consideration and sweetness that shone off of him like diamonds

it made you grip your pen a little to hard, because the memory - instead of filling you to the brim with bliss like it used

now just,,,,,,,left you feeling like something sharp had wedged its way into your chest

whats worse was,,,,,because you’d always been one to wear your emotions on your sleeve

everyone knew you were hurting

even though you put in all the effort to hide it

taeyong had come to calling your smiles forced and even sicheng, who liked to keep his nose out of other peoples emotional businesses, had patted your back whenever jungwoo was around

whispering that you just had to keep strong

yuta and jaehyun, who’d you grown close to, and who also knew jungwoo well

were the most sympathetic

“i just,,,,i dont think he’s rejecting you”

yuta would insist and you’d just slump foreward

“then what? he really doesnt know? i could shout it from the liberal arts building rooftop and he’d still think i was joking,,,”

jaehyun sighs

“i cant tell, but i dont think you should give up. not until jungwoo either gives you a straight answer or ,,,,,,,, he just starts dating someone else”

at this, yuta perks up, his already mischievous features curling up into a grin

��hey - that’ right! jungwoo hasnt ever expressed interest in anyone else!”

“doesn’t he just,,,,,show love to everyone? i think it’d be hard to tell who he doesnt like ,,,,,”

you mutter, feeling the dark cloud of one-sided feelings cast heavy over your shoulders

“i mean,,,he’s nice and affectionate - but in a puppy kind of way. like he’ll give attention to those around him, but it’s never you know - it’s never romantic.”

you want to tell yuta and jaehyun that it’s fine. you need to sulk and then you’ll really pick yourself up and it’ll be fine

but neither of them look like they’re going to have it - and to be honest neither of them look like they believe you’ll get over it

because your love for jungwoo comes from the most pure place

and a love like that is hard to come by

maybe they just pity me or maybe they just want jungwoo to get a significant other to focus on

you think, huffing out a sigh

“hey i think there’s one way we can find out if jungwoo’s interested!”

your eyes dart up to meet yuta’s

jaehyun clasps his hands and gives his friend a look as well

“every semester the college campus votes for superlatives right? and one of them is cutest couple! the prize is like a two hundred dollar shopping coupon too - we should ask jungwoo if he’ll enter with you!”

you shoot up and shake your head - putting your hands out

“yuta we can’t just ask jungwoo to pretend to be my boyfriend!”

“yeah yuta,,,,,,that might not be the best way to find out jungwoo’s true fee-”

but yuta is dead set, he takes his phone out and hums as he scrolls through his contacts

clicking on one his fingers fly across his phone keyboard

and in a matter of seconds there’s a notification

you and jaehyun lean over to see

‘huh i didn’t know jungwoo was dating - but sure, ill put them in as a couple. im going to need their picture though, for the voting.’

‘no worries!! one of our buddies is a film major who will take some and ill send them your way!’

‘ok, so jungwoo and-’

your eyes widen when you see your name

and yuta closes his phone before you can sink back down into your seat

and jaehyun looks worriedly between you two

“no all we have to do is tell jungwoo! ill do that - jaehyun, go get johnny. we need our photographer!”

you feel something between adrenaline and anxiety when jungwoo walks through the door and into johnnys room

yuta jumps up before you can even greet jungwoo

and throws a hand around his friend

“listen - we all really want that coupon and you make the cutest couple so - let’s do our best to win, yeah?!”

jungwoo doesnt really acknowledge him

he more or less fixes his gaze on you

and it makes you feel hot under the collar of your shirt

“are you ok with this? if it makes you uncomfortable, we shouldnt do it.”

he says, calm and gentle

you want to say; are you kidding? couple posing with you? this is my dream,,,,,,,,

but at the same time it feels so weird ,,,, doing this,,,,, for fake

“johnny get your camera, let’s get the two lovebirds ready~”

yuta drags jungwoo off before you can answer

and johnny turns to you with his nikon

“i think you’d be better of just asking jungwoo out than going through all this trouble.”

“ive tried asking him out,,,,it always backfires,,,”

you mumble and johnny shrugs

“well you know i love drama and i can smell it on this situation, c’mon lets go take photos with your boyfriend”

your heart pounds inside your chest at the word

jungwoo? my boyfriend? if only that were true

yuta picks some secluded part of the campus for the photos

there are nicely lined trees in the back and jungwoo looks over at you when you sort of hunch over

“i know they want the coupon, but i would rather you tell me if this is too much-”

he voices his concern again and you shake your head

“no no, im fine. are you?”

he blinks a bit before letting his handsome face glow with a smile

“sure, if you are ok - so am i.”

yuta positions himself beside johnny, proclaiming that he knows what will make you and jungwoo look like a realiistic couple

when jungwoo looks down to fix his shoes, yuta winks your way and mouths

‘this will totally work’

but you,,,,,,,,dont feel so sure

the first poses are pretty innocent and sweet

holdings hands while looking up at the sky, a shot of you and jungwoo sharing a laugh, a pose where jungwoo is reaching out to touch your cheek

but then yuta gets,,,devilish

“back hug them!”

“why don’t you pretend like you’re leaning in for a kiss and then put your hand out to block it!”

“oh oh lets have you sit in jungwoo’s lap!”

the last one almost sets you (quite literally) on fire

“yuta that’s too mu-”

but jungwoo is sitting down on a bench nearby, motioning that you can join him

you stare down and jungwoo gives another comforting smile

but then he says

“it’s just for the picture, don’t worry”

and suddenly this whole charade, this whole dream moment for you just shatters

this is all fake. he feels nothing toward me.

“i cant”

you cast your eyes down and johnny sets his camera down

yuta looks like he’s desperately trying to think of something to say to ease the sudden tension

but it’s too late

“youre right, even for a fake photo this is too muc-”

“no,,,i cant do this.”

you look at yuta, but he’s blurry

everything is blurry from the tears that start welling up in your eyes

“i,,im just going to go. im sorry.”

and with that you’re running away, absolutely mortified that you even went through with this whole ploy

you dont look back

you dont see jungwoo get up, look at yuta and johnny and ask if he should chase after you

you dont see the sudden horror on his face - because the idea of hurting you,,,,,,,,,is something jungwoo would never do

you dont see any of it

you’re stuck in your own thoughts

you’d just wanted jungwoo to know how you felt

you didn’t want to force him into a weird situation like that, you didn’t want to hear the words

“it’s just for the picture”

because for you it wasnt that - you liked him so much that every touch of his fingers against your skin

ever smile

every word he spoke

it made you feel like the world around you was bursting with hearts and love

making you weak at the knees, making you absolutely lovestruck

but you think,,,,,if there’s one thing you got out of it

of seeing how easily jungwoo could do all those poses, how he thought so little of you as an interest

that he could even let you sit on his lap with no qualm at all,,,,,,,

you really didn’t mean as much to him as he meant to you

he just saw you as a friend

and your fear of him, all these times, quietly rejecting you - it was true

you could thank yuta for at least helping you see that

you get a couple of texts and missed calls afterwords

all of them are worried and from yuta, jaehyun, and even johnny

who awkwardly asks the group if they still want to submit what photos they do have

but none are from jungwoo

go figure, he’s probably so annoyed at me now. making him do this stupid photo-shoot, enter this stupid contest, and then having me runaway like some big baby

you’re so embarrassed that you turn your phone off and tell yourself that from now on

you’re going to do your best to forget kim jungwoo

no matter what it takes

of course,,,,,life never works the way you want it to

and so, as if by some cruel joke, the remainder of the semester you end up bumping into jungwoo everywhere

at the library - where you made sure to go on his off day, but it turned out he’d switched shifts recently

in the cafeteria - where for some reason it was jungwoo of all people sitting in your favorite seat by the window

at the bubble tea place around the corner which was usually to packed to even get into

somehow, jungwoo had squeezed in past those students and ended up shoulder to shoulder with you

each time trying to greet you with the usual serene, angelic smile of his

while you made up some bizarre excuse to get away

it was like your life had flipped upside down

instead of jumping on chances to be close to him, you were avoiding him like the plague

until finally - you couldnt do it anymore

“talk. to. jungwoo.”

yuta says, dropping his backpack down on the table in front of you and leaning over to narrow his eyes

you try to keep your own gaze on your textbook

but yuta is faster and stronger then you, so when he snatches it from under your nose

you have no choice but to comply

“why? i dont want to keep making a fool of myself. plus im,,,im really getting over him!”

yuta huffs some hair from his face

“i doubt that. i just said his name and your whole body looked like it was going through a shockwave”

you try to grit your teeth, think of some kind of comeback

but yuta is right - your heart’s deadset on jungwoo

no matter how many other boys youve tried to introduce to it

how youve lied in bed on instagram looking at all the campus cuties and none of them ever even matched up to jungwoo in your opinion

“yuta - it’s my destiny to love him and get rejected by him. i cant fix it”

“yes you can. just talk to him.”

“what is talking going to do-”

yuta looks at you so intently that you nearly topple out of your chair

“believe me ,,,,,, this time i promise it’s going to change things for you.”

so you agree

not because yuta kind of maybe intimidated you a little back there,,,

but because if anything you feel guilty knowing now that jungwoo does want to talk to you

you’d just assumed you disappearing from his life wouldnt matter,,,,,,

who were you to him anyway? right?

but there you are, standing outside of his dorm

palms sweaty,,,,,your heart beat so loud you think the RA is going to come over and tell you to keep it down

and it takes you ten whole minutes to even knock on the door

jungwoo opens it, his hair looks a little wet as if he’s just taken a shower

and he’s got simple joggers and a long sleeve shirt on

he looks so natural and relaxed,,,,,yet still so perfectly handsome,,,,,

“yu-yuta said you wanted to talk to me”

you get to it, thinking that you just want to hear whatever it is jungwoo has to say quickly

so you can curl up under your sheets and bawl your eyes out about it later

“i did, i know we saw each other a couple of times but you were always busy so -”

he shrugs easily and takes a set on his bed

you kind of shift your weight, standing in the middle of the room

feeling like the small walls of the dorm are going to close in on you at any second

“s-so whats up?”

you feign cheeriness to try and get past the butterflies gnawing at your stomach

“i want to apologize,,,,im sorry about the whole photo-shoot thing. but more than that, im sorry that i was so ,,,”

jungwoo seems to struggle to find the word, he scrunches up his nose

and you internally tell cupid to not shoot another arrow at your heart - you knew he was cute

but being this close and seeing him be this cute all ,,,,, domestic and what not,,,,too much

“im sorry that i was so dumb”

the choice of ‘dumb’ makes you a bit confused

“wh-what do you mean?”

he gets up and suddenly you’re aware again that ontop of being ultra cute,,,,jungwoo is pretty tall

and when he steps closer to you, he looks into your eyes and gosh the whole world is up in those pretty browns ,,,

“i just thought you were being nice, i just thought you were happy to be around all of us i didnt know you felt,,,,,that way about me”

the blood in your veins goes cold

“w-who told you?”

“it came out as an accident,,,you really cant let jaehyun around too much soju,,”

more than anything you’re surprised it wasnt nakamoto yuta - but beside that

you take in a deep breath

brace yourself. this is the real rejection

but instead of any “sorry i dont feel the same way”’s you get jungwoo’s soft hand against your cheek

you shut your eyes - don’t be too nice about it kim jungwoo, just tell me straight that you -

“i like you too”

there isnt anyway to describe the emotion that comes over you like a wave

it’s a mix of a million different things

it feels cold and hot, makes you want to cry and laugh

but instead all you do is slip down to the floor, a concerned jungwoo following you down

“a-are you ok?”

he presses his hand to your forehead, but you just try to shake your head

“im just,,,really shocked”

“that i like you back?! why?”

there isn’t really an answer for that, when you think about it, you just assumed jungwoo was going to be untouchable forever

“b-because no matter how many times i tried to tell you,,,,,,it felt like i was being pushed away -”

“because im a fool”

you shoot your eyes up to meet his

“no, you’re not! i just - i just never got it right you know, i never got the moment-”

jungwoo lets his hand come up into your hair and suddenly he’s tugging you close

so that you can rest your head against his chest

“when i think about it,,,,,,i probably just told myself not to believe it. not to fall for all your kindness, because i thought that you treated us all like that. me, yuta, jaehyun - i didnt want to think i was special to you”

you bring a hand up to hold the front of jungwoo’s shirt

“but you are special, kim jungwoo ive loved you since first sight”

he chuckles and the rumble in his chest is comforting

“since first sight? i think,,,,,,i think you charmed me too”

you’re too shy to kiss jungwoo in the moment,,,,maybe it’s because you think you’ve used up your luck

getting to hear the boy of your dreams say he likes you back

but you do let the fluttering feeling carry you on cloud nine for a long time

so much so that when you return to your dorm - even your roommate thinks you’re sick or even worse - going insane

jungwoo waits outside of your class to take you on your first date

which is to his favorite bookstore in the city

you knew he was studying to work in the library, but you never knew just how much jungwoo liked books

and just how good he looked among them

like he was just browsing for books and the manager offered him a part time job as a model for the store,,,,

to which jungwoo laughed, squeezing your hand a little and saying

“i dont think im quite the best at photo-shoots”

speaking of which,,,,,johnny does submit a photo he took,,,,,and you and jungwoo do win

but that 200 coupon? yuta “lost it”

jungwoo doesnt fret it too much, holds you back from launching yourself at yuta’s bookbag where you’re sure it is

and whispers against your ear that it’s ok,,,,he’ll take you out to eat and it’ll be his treat

and he’ll get yuta back for the both of you

(and he does. sweet, daydreaming jungwoo has a scheming side. and it comes out when he swaps yuta’s shaving cream with sardine scented hand cream)

jungwoo is a very interesting person,,,,aside from being able to just heal others with his warm presence

he’s also quite into the odd

any date you go on - jungwoo is sure to make it special

coffee runs? he asks you to play a game with him while you wait for your drinks by picking out strangers and giving them weird background stories

study date? jungwoo always gets you some kind of unique kind of stationary,,,,totally the type to just gift you a notebook with snoopy on it and be like “doesnt it look like your boyfriend?”

movie date? jungwoo has you pick a number he’s thinking of and whatever movie is that number on the showlist board is the one you’ll see

(cut to you clinging to jungwoo for dear life when you guys pick a horrible b-list horror movie)

(jungwoo kisses the top of your head, unphased by it afterwords and says if you’re still scared you can sleep over at his dorm and he’ll protect you from the monsters)

(,,,,,,afterall jungwoo is a natural flirt cough cough,,,,,,)

as he is an affectionate person, light touches and soft intimacies are a MUST with him

at first he tests his boundaries with you,,,,but soon enough it’s obvious that jungwoo could just brush his hands over yours

and it’d make you go completely dizzy with happiness

always has his hand on the small of your back

- it’s just a habit he has

when you’re talking with the group, he’ll put it there

when you’re sitting and falling asleep over your books, he’ll put it there and apply a little pressure with his thumb to get your attention back up

he also really enjoys running his lips over any part of you that he sees,,,,

the thing is he does this so absentmindedly

that he’ll do it in front of others

and get you in a flustered flurry

because you’ll just be talking to mark about an upcoming test and feel jungwoo’s lips at the base of your neck

your face turning firetruck red

while mark ducks his head into his hands and runs off, apologizing for “ruining the moment”

jungwoo: ? is he ok

you, head in your hands: u h idk but,,,i,,,im not

he loves when you wear anything that’s slightly too big because it’ll slip off your shoulder or show the back of your neck

and jungwoo is like : must kiss

you decide to try yoga with him since he keeps saying how much it helps him

but turns out jungwoo is very flexible

and you’re ,,, not there yet

so you tumble over yourself and maybe cant do some of the stretches

but jungwoo thinks you look so damn cute trying your hardest for him

totally the type to invite you over to binge watch a series you both like,,,,,but somehow you both end up on youtube watching a series on aliens,,,,

likes outdoors dates - likes just walking places with you, hand in hand

admiring the changing of the seasons, stealing kisses when the light is red and you cant cross the street just yet

but as much as jungwoo is like “let’s go hiking!”

and you’re like ,,,,,,,, “hahaha how about you hike and ill wait at the base of the mountain in the snack shop”

but if he really asks you, with his fluttering soft voice and those eyes that look up through pretty lashes

like you’ll do it

you’ll be sweating and hating it - but for jungwoo you’re pretty sure you’d do anything

and it’s crazy to know that he’d do anything for you too

because people always assume it’s hard to date someone who seems so,,,,,,unattached and like,,,,,in his own world

but the reality is, jungwoo is very observant when it comes to you

he knows what you like, he knows when to keep you safe and how to protect you

and most of all, he knows how to tell what you’re feeling

you though after all those oblivious attempts to confess to him, it’d be hard to have him read how you’re doing

but if one thing is wrong - jungwoo senses it

and does his best to cheer you up

totally the boyfriend who takes your phone and changes his name to something cute and childish

bought you guys matching snoopy keychains

tried to act aloof about it - but you know he really likes it when you clip it onto your bag

jungwoo,,,,,,admits that he might not be the best romantic - even though this is a lie - everything about him screams romantic

especially when he has you come over

and instead of studying or quizzing him like you both planned

he traces his fingertips up and down your arm, lays down side by side with you and mumbles that he thinks every part of you is perfect

and if you’d let him

he’d like to get to know more of you

and how are you supposed to say no to mr. long fingers, sexy voice, and overall fit body jungwoo?!?!?

like im not kidding, the moment he touches you - it’s like you’re in paradise

because he handles you with care and most importantly, with adoration

but there are some marks in the morning and yuta jumps on them like hot fire

to which jungwoo just does the ^_^ and is like dont make me leak some of those photos i have nakamoto ^_^

one day, as you’re watching jungwoo play a friendly match of soccer

taeil sits beside you

“can i say something”

he asks and you nod

“i know we all said you were being totally obvious with your feelings about jungwoo,,,,,,but nowadays i think he’s the one who has heart eyes for you”

jungwoo tells you a bit about his minor and you’re like ,,,, bugs ,,,, really

and he’s like it’s not that weird - they’re pretty interesting

and you’re a little iffy about it

but one of your dates is to a butterfly observatory

in which you watch as jungwoo let’s a butterfly settle on his finger

and you think that even insects can sense the inherit sweetness of jungwoo’s character

you’re a little scared when one lands on your nose, but jungwoo takes a photo

and to this day it’s his home screen on his phone

you tell jungwoo about how you tried to give him chocolates once but they melted all over you

and he feels so bad he buys you one of those gigantic bars with a two pound bag of chocolates

and you’re like jungwoo!!!! it’s fine!!!

and he’s like im sorry for being oblivious and horrible

and i promise im going to keep my eyes on you forever from now on!!!

yuta: corny

jaehyun: you’re just jealous because they got together and you’re still single

you and jungwoo looking at yuta like o?

yuta: HA AS IF,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,jaehyungofindmeadaterightnow

you and jungwoo win cutest couple that semester, and the semester after that

because let’s be real - being with him, taking photos of you two nose to nose - eyes full of love that you can only experience at that age - how could you not win

kim jungwoo? not only the cutest, but the bestest boyfriend around!!

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#so i rewatched a one-sided show and listened to fool by winner for three days straight idk this is the product of it #nct scenarios #nct imagines #nct au #jungwoo scenarios #jungwoo imagines #jungwoo au #nct 127 scenarios #nct 127 imagines #nct 127 au #sfw #college!au #jungwoo #kim jungwoo #member: jungwoo

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radianthyuck · 5 years

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taeyong; angst ;nct

prompt #14: "let me walk you home"

- cussing and mentions of smoking and drinking

parents are out of town. underage drinking. cigarettes and weed infiltrating the air. drunk makeouts.

pretty much summed up the whole party in which you were stranded in. you disliked parties. in fact, you hated parties. but you loved your boyfriend, so you went. he said it would be fun and such. however, as soon as you two walked in, he lets go of your hand and joins his friend group.

you made your way through the kitchen where the soft drinks are. it's a good spot, you could still watch over your boyfriend from afar. you slowly watched him as he chatted with everyone. forgetting that you existed and that you're alone at a stranger's house.

the longer you stayed, the stronger the weed smells, the room ashier every second from the cigarettes and the stench of alcohol coming from all parts of the room getting stronger. you were probably the only one not high as hell or drunk as hell. getting bored from watching your boyfriend, you decided to scroll through your phone.

a few minutes later, you heard a slight moan come from the direction where your boyfriend is at. checking to look up, your heart dropped as soon as you saw him eating out some random girl's face. you froze in disgust and rage, curling your fists and trying to stop your tears from falling. not noticing your presence, the two started to head their way upstairs.

you followed them subtly as they settled on the first room to the right. before going in, the girl asked, "don't you have a girlfriend?". "yea but whatever, i dont really care about her," the familiar voice of your boyfriend replied. the girl giggled and said, "she's really ugly by the way, why did you settle for her?". "i was in need of someone to play with". i guess drunk state really reveals what a person can't say sober.

as the hurtful words slipped out, you emerged from the stairs and headed straight at them. pulling on his arms, you landed a loud smack at his cheek that left a handprint. turning to the girl, you immediately started pulling at her hair, leaving her on the ground. she screamed, trying to fight back while the shitty ex you have watched. before leaving the sight, you looked at them and said, "fuck both of you. fucking whores".

you ran out of the house, finally letting go of your tears. you wiped it every second as they come in floods after floods. it was already dark out but you couldn't care less. you wanted to get away. you needed to get away. "y/n wait up" an unfamiliar voice called on you. "what?" you turned around angrily, revealing your puffy eyes and cheeks. "let me take you home" he offered with a worried look. "im fine taeyong". "no you're not" he quickly retorted. you rolled your eyes out of annoyance and started walking away. "let me take you home" he said once again, following behind. "whatever".

despite only knowing lee taeyong as your school's golden student, he became closest friend that night. he patiently waited for you whenever you randomly stopped walking to start bawling your eyes out. he watched your wrecked image and became a shoulder to lean on. and everytime you calmed down, he would repeat the words, "let me take you home".

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slytherinbangchan · 5 years

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Apado gwaenchana Chap14💖

Chap13

Masterlist

Another fave chap btw 💖

Magazine workers (enemies to lovers AU)

Warning for this chap: Mention of alcohol, kissing games etc… (parties stuff)

Warnings2: kinda smutty.

Pairing: RenjunxReader (Only y/n’s actual name is ‘Skyler’ cause I love that name and that’s it but it’s still ‘y/n’ ok?) Btw I made everyone here older than they actually are cause they’re working at an office etc…

You (Skyler/BlueAbsinthe) work as an editor at an office for a magazine called ‘Fashion Killa’ along with your two besties, (Chloe/uwuBabe writer for the health and beauty department and Blair/NotARavenclaw, a photographer). And everything is fine untill you have to work along in an assesment with your ‘mortal enemies’.

(Dont mind the time on the chats I just write late at night, lol)

Nct members as:

Mark: Editor. Renjun: Photographer. Chenle: Editor Lucas: Model Doyoung: Model Park Jisung: Model Johnny: Model Yuta: Model Taeyong: Model Jungwoo: Model Other Idols:

Felix: As an Stray Kids member Han Jisung: As an Stray Kids member. Wonho from MX: As a model Joohoney from MX: As a model TOP from BB: As a model. Siwon from SUJU: As a model. BoA: As your boss

-Sorry I woke you up earlier. -He says as he finishes lacing his shoes.

-Don't worry. It's almost imposible not to wake me up. I don't know why but the tiniest thing would wake me.

-I use to turn off my alarm clock while sleeping I think that's worse.

You laugh. -If I do that I just keep dreaming about the alarm ringing or me arriving late to places. Also most of the time I just wake up naturally 10 minutes before it rings.

-Ok, you win. What a nightmare. I'm sorry for you.

-Me too.

You both laugh and he gives you a little peck on the lips. -Ok, I gotta go. See you later before the hot spring thingy.

You walk him to the door. -Yeah. See you. -You kiss him goodbye one last time.

You spend what is left of the afternoon with the guys, then go back to the hotel to move your things to the onsen place where you'll stay the last night before going back to Korea the next day. You hate packing so you didn't bring much stuff anyway. You share a cab with the girls trying to avoid Renjun's topic. Is not that you don't wanna tell them is just that you don't know what to tell them.

You open your case once you're in your room and put on a swinsuit and a bathrobe. Then go outside where everyone else is. Most of them are in the water but some still out drinking and chatting. It's too cold for you to stay out of the hot water so you just go in. The girls are already there anyway.

You look for the guys, you first spot fair haired Jisung between the others, then Mark and lastly Renjun who waves at you.

-Are we really allowed to drink here? -One of the model girls asks.

-Of course! Why not? We got the whole place to ourselves. -Says Lucas. There's shots swimming around in floating trays and coctels on the tables outside. You're pretty sure Lucas set those up himself .-Okay, everyone let's play!

You don't actually feel like playing tho. Your eyes are fixed on Renjun and his on you. Lucas has called everyone to the center of the onsen. He's explaining the rules of kiss or dare when there's no bottle to spin.

-I'll start. -Blair. Kiss or dare?

-Hm... Kiss.

-Okay, then kiss me. -He smirks at her and she laughs but kiss him anyways.

-My turn then. -Blair looks around for her victim. -Jisung, kiss or dare?

-Dare?

-Great, I always wondered something. Confess to the person you like if they are here right now.

-Seriously? -He asks while blushing.

-You can lose some clothes but you don't have a lot...

-It's okay, you said if I liked someone but I don't so...

-Bullshit. -She laughs.

-Let the baby gooo. -You shout at your friend and she laughs.

-Okaaay. Then it's your turn Jisung.

-Yey! Mark hyung. Kiss or dare?

-Dare.

-Hmm, cling to Lucas and do aegyo till the round ends.

-I hate you so much. -He says while walking next to Lucas and grabbing his arm. He'll be suffering from various internal breakdows during the dare. He hates skinship. -Oh, it's my turn right? I choose Renjun.

-Then I choose dare I guess. -He says.

-Why no one else wants to kiss today? -Blair asks.

Mark is looking around to see how he can mess with his friend. -Ah, I got it. Make out with her. -He's pointing at that model girl again. -You kissed him the other day right? -He asks her and she nods shyly.

Renjun looks at you but you don't know what to do. Is Mark being a jerk on purpose, or do people really don't know that you two have been sneaking out? And he told him to 'make out' that's more than just a kiss. Omg you just wanna kill Mark right now. You gulp down a shot from the floating tray. It's hella sweet so you make an ugly face after drinking it.

-C'mon guys, we are waitiiing. -Lucas can't wait anymore so he walks (or swims) to Renjun and the other girl and pushes them together so they kiss.

You're burning inside. Kinda feels like you're gonna cry but you won't. You quit the game after that. Which is not suspicious at all. Renjun quits right after you which is also not suspicious at all, and little by little people just walks away from the circle and just keep drinking near the walls. There's a point at the night where you're just too drunk and decide it's almost time to go. And you're not leaving without that idiot. There's just a few people left and Lucas made sure to remove almost every light in that place. Jisung went to bed a while ago and there's just Mark now talking and laughing with Renjun. You leave your friend's side without a warning and go visit Renjun.

-Oh, hi Skyl- -You shut his stupid mouth with a kiss.

-Oh wow. Okay... -Mark walks away just accepting somehow what just happened right in front of his salad.

You keep kissing Renjun like there's nobody else around. His body feels even softer there in the hot water. You can feel how you crave him more and more with every second that passes. Things scalate quickly. When you pull away from him you're both breathless. You walk out and put on the bath robe. It's cold outside the water. He follows you doing the same. Then you grab his hand and lead him to your room. There's no bed or hardly anything, just some futons where you lay as soon as you enter. You're out of your head right now and so is he. But you both know what you want. He starts kissing you again, and you bite his lip softly. He grunts then and deepens the kiss making you moan. There's not a lot of clothes between you two but he's getting rid of them already.

-You're so fucking beautiful, Skyler. -You can't help but smile. It's your mortal enemy right there praising you as he undresses the shit out of you.

His hands wandering your entire body. You've closed your eyes while he buries his face on your neck to bite it. Usually people biting you annoys you to the moon and back, you're the one biting, the one in charge. But Renjun it's so good at it you don't mind it at all. You're so into it you don't even realize you're shaking.

-Woah. -He stands up enough to look at you from above. -Are you okay?

You come back from heaven wondering why the hell he stopped. -Huh?? -You still kinda drunk so you just pull him back to you so he'd keep going.

-Wait. Skyler you're hot... like... your body. -You tilt your head to a side like a puppy. He must be kinda drunk too. -I mean, like, you're shaking you know? Maybe you got temperature from the cold and the hot water?

-What? Who cares? I'm okay.

-Well, I care. -He says, grabbing your hands to make you sit up. Then he throws the robe over you again.You feel kinda dizzy so you don't complain much more. He feels your forehead with his lips. -Ah yeah, you're definitely ill.

-Okay, I'm ill. Can we go on?

He chuckles. -I don't think so... You could get worse.

-No way. I never get sick, this is weird.

-Anyway, just in case, let's just sleep for now. Put on some dry clothes by the way.

-I don't wanna. -You pout. You're kinda sad he's back on his robe again too.

-Okay, at least let me dry your hair. -He says, picking up a towel and sitting next to you. He starts drying your hair with it, it's just the ends which are slightly wet but anyways.

-I hate you. -You say, still pouting.

-Okay. -He says, not leaving the towel.

You sit between his legs tho, facing him. He's focussed on his labor of drying hair so you just watch him silently. You rest your head on his chest after a while. Hugging him. -Thank you. -You say. He kiss the top of your head, hugging you back.

-Let's go to sleep, okay? -He asks. His voice so soft. You nod and get under the covers with him. -Good night. -He says letting you sleep on his chest.

-Good night. -After a couple seconds your hand slowly wanders to his crotch.

He chuckles lightly. -Skyler, please. -He says, shaking you with the arm he has around you.

-Okaay. -You say, sighing after.

He smiles to himself without opening his eyes and kisses you on top of your head again. -Good night.

-Hm, yeah. -You say, annoyed. Making him laugh again.

Chap13_Chap15

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kitty35 · 5 years

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Under The Bar Lights - 2

Mafia!Hwang Hyunjin x Mafia!Reader Part 1

Type - Suspense?

Warnings - Implied smut??

Requested - yes

Summary - Who doesn’t love a pandoras box?

A loud slam sounded through the room.

“We’re focusing on NCT now.” Hyunjin said as he glared towards his leader. Said leader, also known as Chris or Chan, just glared back.

“Excuse you? Last time I checked, you weren’t the boss.”

“They have the document we need. They took it when I was going to get it.” There was a pause in the room before Chris stood up.

“Fine. But this wan’t your decision or call. We’re doing it simply because they have what we were already going after. Don’t get cocky over this.” Hyunjin nodded then left, waiting for his next orders on what to do.

It didn’t take long for them to come and he was soon put back on the playing field as a chess piece in a plan he didn’t have much control over. He was put back into a bar. This one was different though. It resembled and represented a speakeasy. No rules, no cops, no gangs, just fun. SKZ obviously didn’t care about those rules though.

The air was filled with laughter and alcohol and it made him think about me. He knew I was the face of NCT, the person everyone knew. The person that everyone wanted, that’s why they brought me onto the team after all. It made him wonder how he didn’t recognize me sooner. He couldn’t help but wonder if I’d actually be here tonight. After all, I am the whole reason he’s here. He wouldn’t risk his life just to risk it. That’s why they have people of lower power then him, so they risk their life when he didn’t need to.

A soft snicker was heard across the room, making his head whip around. There, across the room, I sat. With another man. The man was older-much older-then I was, but he had the next thing my members and I needed so I did what I had to do. Hyunjin had to keep his temper in check as he remembered where he stood. Casually, he walked up to us and sat down.

“Hello.” He purred while looking towards me. My eyes widened slightly as I took in his appearance once more.

“What are you doing here?”

“You know him?” The man seemed jealous as he grabbed my hip but I just stood up.

“He’s just an old friend that I need to talk with in private.” I stressed the last words towards Hyunjin who just smirked and stood up. I told the man I’d be right back then walked away with Hyunjin following closely after.

“Don’t you know this is a no-“ My words were cut off when he pushed me against the wall and forced his lips on mine. For a few seconds I struggled and fought against him before giving in and wrapping my arms around his neck. Everything in me screamed to fight against the spell he cast upon me but I didn’t listen. I only fell deeper into him.

“God, you look so good tonight.” He whispered on my lips as we broke apart. For a few seconds I panted and tried to catch my breath that he took away. Those few seconds seemed to take too long for him since he was already trailing his lips down my neck. “I don’t like seeing other guys touching you.”

“They’re just little boys.” I whispered as my head fell back while his lips worked on my sweet spot.

“Good.” He traveled back up to my neck and to my lips once more. “Lets get out of here.” Both of our minds had forgotten the real reasons we were here.

“Are you sure you want to be with me? I’m a pandoras box after all.” All he did was smirk and throw me over his shoulder.

“Who doesn’t love the chaos a pandoras box brings? I sure as hell do.” I just giggled as he walked to his car with me in his hold.

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honeyjaez · 5 years

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Now that 2018 is coming to a close it’s time to look back at my Top 10 (11) albums of the year

Not that y’all care. But I’m doing it anyways because this was fun! 😂

10.Kim Sungkyu- 10 Stories

This whole album is just gorgeous in every aspect. Sungkyu has one of most beautiful voices in K-POP and this album really showcases that. He did such an amazing job on this

9. EXO-Countdown

EXO’s countdown which yes was their Japanese album is also to this day my favorite EXO album. It’s what got me into EXO and they just pop off in it! I know a lot of their songs on here were originally in Korean, but I don’t give a flying fok. Its all around such a bop!

8. NCT 2018- Empathy

When SM labeled them as NCT 2018, they really meant it. NCT is not my ult group, nor are they in my top 3, but you cant deny that 2018 was their year. So many releases, so many good bops. I loved this album, especially because it was my first NCT album and what got me into them!

7. Seventeen-You Make My Day

It hurts my heart to put Seventeen so low on here (Because they are my ult group) but that doesn't make this album bad at all! It was the summer album we needed and that Seventeen gave to us! Its such a classic Seventeen album with light hearted, loving life songs and it just makes me smile every time I hear it.

6. iKON-Return

Ahhhhh iKON. Honestly, me and iKON have a weird relationship. Its weird in the fact that Im not a hard core fan. Honestly I would barley consider me a soft core stan. But this album.....this album....WOOOW. Just Wow. They did an amazing job on this album that has hard going bops like Sinosijak to sad ballads like Dont Forget and to light hearted bops like Love Sceanrio. Amazing Amazing Job, honestly should win Album of the year in my mind.

5. ATEEZ-Treasure EP.1: All To Zero

(These explanations are slowly getting longer the farther down I get)

Out of all the groups I got into in 2018, ATEEZ is one of my favorites. I say one because 2018 I got into a lot of groups like Pentagon, NCT, and Infinite. But after those 3 its ATEEZ haha. The newest addition to my list of groups! This album blew me away! Like holy shit. I was so impressed by all of it. The song writing, the producing, the rapping, the vocals, the rude ass bitches. ATEEZ after Stray Kids is my new favorite Rookie group and they are going places man. Im so whipped and its this albums fault.

Where is my Stray KidsXATEEZ collab?

4 SF9-Sensuous

Awww Ye. My SF9 babies! Needless to say, I love SF9. And this whole album......Oh man... I wanna frame it. I don’t wanna say I was shocked when listening to it for the first time because that makes it sound like I didn’t expect them to just slay me. I totally understand their talent and how good they are. But.... I.LOVE.EVERY.SINGLE.SONG. Like most albums I always have like 1 or 2 songs that Im like “Oh man....its good....but I like ____ more” Nope, not with this album. Every single song is a certified bop and yall need to stop sleeping on SF9.

3. BTOB- Hour Moment

I LOVE THIS ALBUM SO MUCH. BtoB is also another group I got into this year, and even tho this is their first album as a 6 member group (soon to be 5) it is on repeat for me. Ballads are my weakness, so a ballad group like BtoB makes me wonder why I didnt get into them earlier????

(Also Climax is my favorite song of 2018)

2. Monsta X-The Connect

ALL HAIL MONSTA KINGS.

Like how are some of you still sleeping on them????

But anyways, this album....man oh man. I will say while Jealousy was my least favorite title track song out of theirs the album as a whole is so fucking strong. Monsta X is that type of group that with every album they get so much better, so much stronger, so much.....UGH. This album is just one example of that. Jooheon and I.M’s rapping? Find me another group with that level of rapping talent. Kihyuns vocals? Dude. So unique. If you like hard core bops that make you just wanna bang your head, then this is your album (and your group)

1.Infinite- Top Seed, Stray Kids- I am NOT

Leave it to me to cheat the system. But sorry, nope, cant choose between these 2. 2018 was the year I got into Infinite, and is my top group that I got into this year. I LOVE them. Their vocals...oh man...next to BtoB they have the best vocals in kpop. Just how the mesh together and everything, but anyways the album Sarah the album. .They really show what a veteran group can do and all the songs make me wanna either laugh or cry, or both. The album in itself got to showcase all their individual talents in solo songs and I was NOT disappointed See what I did there? I was NOT? I am NOT? (Okay sarah stop the cringe is real)

Do I even need to explain this last one? For those that don’t know, even tho my tumblr name and icon are Monsta X related and my ULT group is Seventeen, I am 100000% whipped for the 9 member rookie group Stray Kids. I truly believe they are going to be the next big thing, or at least they are going to be their version of the next best big thing. They are trying to step out of the normal world of kpop and push their boundaries. I’ve been following them since their survival show and so when their debut album came out I definitely was not disappointed. Every single song showcases what they are about, their lyrics...so deep ...deeper then what I expect a rookie group of mostly Teenagers to write about....man....3RACHA outdo themselves. This deserves my #1 spot.

Well that was fun! 2018 was such an amazing year for kpop. So many AMAZING albums it was so hard to pick just 11 haha. I can’t wait to see what 2019 has in store for us in the Kpop world.

If anyone would like to do this as well id love to see what yours are!

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neo-shitty · 3 years

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toffee!

no dont apologise! i didnt check until just then so np :)

mmm yeah it is a bit trippy. hehe ITS TRUE THO. yeah sadly i think ur right, and tag blocking is probably a good idea. sometimes smut written well or not in excess is okay but goddamn when its abt 01 line and thats the whole fic... *silently blocks tags*

hehe i do that all the time lol this conversation is carrying on threads from a month ago :) mmm yeah ur probably right sadly, same. HA HE DIDNT HAVE A CHOICE and now i have someone to talk to abt them, so thats good! I KNOW felix was actually the one who got me into skz with his iconique gods menu line so i guess i have a soft spot for him. i always tell myself my bias is chan but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ guess im more whipped than id like to admit. mmm yeah that does make sense dw i hope they do that as well. YES king seungmin hIMSELF. GODDAMNIT DONT GET ME STARTED ON MINHO IN GODS MENU I DIDNT EVEN KNOW HE WAS PART OF THE GROUP UNTIL I STARTED GETTING MORE INTO THEM. BITCH (affectionate) THE LINE DISTRIBUTION HAS BEEN UTTER DOG SHIT but *deep breath* its better now so were moving on adn hoping it stays that way. sis same but i may or may not have gone thru a rlly depressed phase and actively sought out the elimination episodes so i could actually force some tears out of my emotionless shell of a heart but what cna you do? lmaoo i feel that irl, binnie deserves more vocal lines. yesss channies accent is rlly prominent then, i think also the way he structures his phrasing? is more english speaking than korean? but yeah i totally get what ur saying. AJKSAL lmao

okay then! im excited for whenever it gets done! (maybe tag me?) ahh the cold shrivelled heart of a dark au writer beats again at the thought of torturing another poor characters very soul (/j) :(( yeah that would suck not being able to see them. ohhh ur on the other hemisphere to me! were just going into spring rn. mmm smth to look forward to! YES you put it into words. they rlly are pretty independent from the company (remember how jyp rejected that other dudes songs after like 3 seconds and then how he was apparently nervous to show the song hed written to chan cos chan was so good at writing hits ahhh sweet revenge) mmmYES we rlly need a mute and remove notifications button for our brains dont we?

YES CORRECT i totally agree. some people jsut dont give it a try, adn assume its bad cos its korean smh racist assholes. yes! im coming up to my 6 month anniv actually! sis sAME, i feel like theyre being tugged into appealing to the western american market and theyre not staying as true to their artistic flair as a group, especially with only writing english songs atm. *sigh* ah well, at least theyre bringing recognition to the kpop world. AHUH dead on, theyre going to be discarded pretty soon and then where will bp be? theyll prob go solo paths which is rlly sad but what can you do when the company is run by a prideful asshole? yg is not going to last much longer in the big four if they keep this up.

hehe you get it. oooh very cool! whos ur ult? (sorry if youve said this before) mmmm yeah good decision, i feel liek thats probably a wise decision. this is my first album release as a kpop stan (not counting mixtape oh) so i think ill get it for sentiments sake. yeah! im excited for the new music! mingi was the one who got me into them, but atm my bias is seonghwa followed by san, wooyoung and ateez but jonghos high notes man *swoon* he, yeah atm ive got jake, jay, nikki, jungwon and sunoo down so just trying to get the rest :) heh, yeah kard i rlly only got into cos of bm, ive seen him like interacting with a lot of idols and he seemed nice so i decided to check out the group. ikr gunshot man *another swoon*

no noe! i didnt know what it was until i got it lol. thx toffee ill try and take that to mind :) yeah lol im on a waiting list thats not going to be free until late september so hopefully i can hold on until then. hope ur okay, that sounds like it sucks, hope you can find someone. maybe ill just take you along on my phone and the therapist can get a two for one patient deal lmaooo. mmm, sorry no i havent mentioned it before, i dont rlly talk abt it much. uhhh basically hypermobility? if you google it, it doesnt seem bad, jsut joint flexibility but ive got the severe end of the stick, leaning towards ehlers danlos syndrome so thats fun. basically it just makes it hard for me to exercise, run, jump, stand or just walk for long periods of time and gives me a lot of joint and muscle pain so... thats fun! but obviously so many other people have it worse than me, so i try not to complain. normally in young people it will improve as they get older, but my doctor said bc its severe in me, its unlikely to get much better. but again, i dont have the worst lot in the bunch, so its all g.

oh its good that its not the bad type of rain, a light sprinkling can be relaxing sometimes. aww thx darl, the concern is appreciated but it went pretty well and i managed not to cough too much on stage or kill myself trying to run around to the other side of the stage in the pouring rain so thats good! oooh tea buddies! my dogs a labradoodle, but shes a bit more of a feral poodle lol not much labrador in her at all, unless its her relentless urge to hunt down every bird that has ever walked this earth smh :((( hopefully they can come back on soon, does uni have dances?

ahhh a mood if i ever heard one. hopefully things will get better for you soon, ik anxiety sucks ass. ooh thats always good! when its sunny here, its always melt ur thongs to the pavement hot so the nicely cool sunny days are a lovely change. hehe impatience is not so good for you, but good for us that get to see ur beautiful theme early. ahh no worries, itll come eventually hopefully. and if not, then just things that make you not anxious are good. it doesnt have to be black or white, sometimes gray is good. mmmmm sames i have midterms this week to catch up on and then two weeks of end of terms so thats fun! i hope u can overcome that a little, heres some channie to be ur motivation https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a8LWyNjzOww. hah! i hear that all the time, he seems to be everywhere. did you see that tiktok of hans slowed back door rap, i stg it sounded EXACTLY like namjoon, it kinda scared me. also teh beginning of another day, sounds so much like joon i swear.

that reminds me! idk ur biases! i feel like this should be smth i should know so please! feel free to elaborate!

ahh im glad, i was worried it is. mmm same, so no hard feelings if either of us misses a day or smth. ill start worrying if weeks/months have gone by, but if its just a little while thats more than fine. ill just picture you studiously completing notes and i wont worry lol

<3 w.a. 🐺

at some point i really think i'm going to start blocking accounts because blocking tags won't be enough. i saw ask tags the other day and it just made me want to bleach my eyeballs.

i could talk about god's menu felix for hours man. the teaser for god's menu that featured his part on the bridge made me look forward to the mv release. you: biases chan, also you: lixiesbabyhands. yes you are more whipped than you think. i can't believe orange haired minho was given NOTHING during that era but they kind of made up for it in the b-sides. i also hope it stays that way. the distribution for this era was pretty fair.

"torturing another poor character's soul" in all honesty, i used to live for this. 2017 me leading up to early 2020 wrote nothing but angst. i have another aussie friend on twt and tbh i'm still really (O.o) about the seasons! jyp should be terrified skz could easily take over that company. heck if skz grow old and start their own company, they'd probably do a great job at running it. PLEASE. i have issues on muting/notifications both mentally and in real life. sometimes, i just wish to disappear.

some people in my country are just disgusting tbh. not only racist but homophobic too. they label kpop as 'gay' and it DISGUSTS me. it's a problematic behavior/mindset people in my country need to fucking get rid of. anyway, HELP ME 6 MONTHS??? and i've been in this shit for like a decade eye. tbh, i’m not fond of kpop groups trying to appeal to the western audience :// it feels like they’re losing their identity in a way. yes recognition but at what cost? yg has my favorite groups but that’s one shitty company when it comes to promoting.

okay my ult! it’s haechan from nct but i consider chan an ult too. like a close second above my whopping list of kpop boys. oh yes! you should get the album just for like a keepsake? remembrance? how did mingi appeal to you? omg did you start getting interested in ateez back when he was still on hiatus? NOT YOU BIASING THE SAME PEOPLE I DID WHEN I FIRST STARTED STANNING. the infamous ateez thot-line. jongho is easily one of the best fourth gen vocalists out here, no one can change my mind :( good luck with memorizing the rest of enhypen! just in time for the comeback too. i hope i’ll get into kard soon but i’m pretty content (and a tad bit overwhelmed) with the amount of groups i stan right now.

please hold on though, feel free to vent here if you like. thanks for the offer tho HAHA but like i’ll try to get checked here too when the cases die down a bit. i’m sorry to hear about your condition though :( please don’t ever overwork yourself to the point that your joints/muscles would ache. it’s completely valid to complain about it tho. i get that you have others in mind but keeping that mindset really doesn’t do you (like you internally) any better? so if you need to, vent your frustrations out and don’t keep it in.

oh my god, about your performance last sunday. was the stage out in the open? glad you didn’t cough too much and did well on your concert. i’m proud of you! i can never understand dogs and poor birds T_T uni doesn’t have dances unfortunately. i think there’s just one party at the end like a graduation ball. what year are you in anyway? if it’s something that you’re fine with sharing. if not, it’s cool.

good luck with your exams! and thanks for the link! AHA what a cutie. i think he does this motivation thing once in a while during his lives and it’s just comforting. yeah joon and han my irl just freaked when we made that discovery. ult crumbs for her. oh god not me forgetting about every biases when you asked. you can ask for my biases in a few groups just list down the one’s you’re interested in knowing.

i missed yesterday because i was grinding and finishing what if we stay + school work. finally did it today. i’m sure i’ll reply in like a day or two, definitely not a month unless i state otherwise. if i ever decide to abandon this blog, i’ll let you know.

#toff.asks #wild anon 🐺

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markleetrashh · 7 years

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Nct as Werewolves

Request: Would it be weird if I now request for something similar but it’s just that it’s a werewolf au this time? _(:3」z)_ Thank you and I really love your work!! 💕

A/N: no it’s not weird at all hehe, like last time, i’ll only give a brief outline of what they’re like so request again if you want a more specific detail of a member and im sorry if this is bad, idk much about werewolves 😭

Nct as Vampires

imagine you’re dating them, yes a werewolf

——

Taeil:

strong sense of hearing

could probably hear sounds from as far as 50metres away

very alert and quick

doesn’t growl much but when he does it’s either because he’s really hungry or angry

soft white fur, with streaks of grey

can be really gentle

generally really quiet but has random hyper moods

and he starts running non stop like??

dating you:

loves it when you pet him

especially when you play with his fur!!

loves snuggling up in your legs for warmth

but when he’s in human form he’s the total opposite??

he’s too shy to even initiate skin contact

but it’s still cute so

Hansol:

really mysterious

and quiet

big eyes!!

really observant and can catch every small little detail

grey/dark fur

can be really aggressive if he needs to be

but most of the time he’s just observing and not doing much

dating you:

becomes a big softie, unlike his usual self

smiles a lot too!!

once changed into his wolf form and ran through the whole woods just to find a pretty flower so that he could give it to you

doesn’t stop hugging you be it in wolf or human form

gets teased by the wolf! johnny because of this because he’s never this affectionate with the rest of the pack

Johnny:

really sneaky

and always joking

always acts like he’s very weak when in fact he’s the strongest in the pack

probably randomly goes up to another wolf and starts running while screaming “IT’S A RACE, LAST TO REACH WILL GET A PUNISHMENT”

and most of the time it’s wolf! ten

despite being a dork he’s still really observant, and is really serious when he needs to be

dark grey fur with a few streaks of black

really really active

dating you:

either teases you a lot, or is a total sweetheart

no in betweens honestly

but is always there to protect you

kinda overprotective and shows it

because he’d growl really loudly

and it’s scary because he hardly gets angry

but loves to chase you in his wolf form to freak you out and see you scream

but when he’s in human form he holds you in his arms a lot!!

which means lots and lots of hugs

Taeyong:

leader of the pack, really dependable and responsible

really serious at first

but after spending more them with the rest, he slowly opened up and got cheeky (like them)

actually smiles a lot

but when it comes to dealing with enemies or threats he can get really scary,, with those glares

light grey and white fur

takes care of the other wolfs a lot

dating you:

becomes a big softie too

especially cuddling up to you

and brushing his fur against your face/legs

and when he’s in human form he’s an actual sweetheart

doesn’t and won’t let anyone hurt you

not even a single bit

really really protective

Yuta:

sneakiest and most cunning one?

probably the one who sets up traps to catch enemies/threats

most aggressive one too?

is always joking around like wolf! johnny

except for when he’s with wolf! winwin

pastel grey fur

“don’t lie to yourselves, im the best in this pack”

dating you:

really bad pick up lines

“babe, it’s a full moon today, would you like to go FUR a walk together?”

“oh god why am i dating you”

“too late, you’re already mine”

probably bites you randomly (but lightly) because he wanted to ‘mark that you were his’

which you’re too tired to even scold him anymore because you’re so used to it

and he always gives that proud smile

“woah y/n what’s with that bite mark on your arm-” -a very clueless mark

but can also be very sweet

loves skinship a lot, both in human and wolf form

sticks to you no matter what

Kun:

quiet and observant too

doesn’t say much

but smiles a lot??

more like an angel tbh

but can be aggressive if asked to be

very light shade of grey with streaks of black

fast to react

runs quickly too

dating you:

still the sweetheart he is

occasionally searches through the woods to find flowers or plants to give you

lots of kisses in human form,

and lots of snuggling in wolf form,

especially when you hold him in your arms, his head on your shoulders

he loves it the most

always have a soft spot for you

Doyoung:

really sensitive

probably has a good eyesight too

or a good sense of hearing

quick to move and attack

bickers with wolf! taeyong & wolf! yuta the most

takes care of the younger ones

can actually run really fast but sometimes he’s too lazy to do so

really white fur and small sharp eyes

dating you:

doesn’t show it much but lowkey loves affection

loves it when you play with his fur

or when you hug him

but in human form he becomes a blushing mess

is always protecting you

his main priority is protecting you honestly

Ten:

really playful

and sometimes clueless too

which is why he always asks questions to the rest

and follows whatever they do

is really active

fast and quick

happy little bun

mixed of dark and grey fur

actually small in wolf form too

dating you

always teasing you

and makes you smile

really clingy and lots of skinship!!

“babe if we had children would they be werewolves too or would they be humans?”

gives you A LOT of kisses, everywhere

be it in human or wolf form,

he always leaves a mark on you

Jaehyun:

actually really smart and is always the one looking out for the enemies/threats

runs really really quickly

which is why he always races with johnny

probably the calmest amongst the pack

but when he’s aggressive it’s s c a r y

but most of the time he’s like a soft bun smiling so

except when he’s smirking it’s another story

really soft white and grey fur

in charge of taking care of the younger ones too

dating you:

really protective

is willing to take risks for you

in human form he always has his hands on you, and he’d give you that™ look

in wolf form, he loves growling to tease you but ends up jumping onto your legs for you to cuddle

which always scares you because he’s kinda huge in wolf form?

but still an absolute sweetheart who calls you so many sweet names

and doesnt forget to give you kisses everyday

WinWin:

another clueless one, but it’s so adorable??

is soft and quiet most of the time

but when things get serious he can get a bit aggressive and he gives that one glare that scares everyone

really observant and sensitive to his surroundings

listens to instructions really well

and he does he job well

but most of the time he’s actually really soft so!!

really light grey & soft, fluffy fur

dating you:

really loves skinship and affection

especially in wolf form

he loves it when you stroke his back

or when you pat his head

sweetest person ever??

does anything you call him to

a really big softie for you

Dreamies are still not fully developed werewolves yet so technically they’re half human still? (i dont think it matters but)

Mark:

another clueless one

but somehow still manages to become the leader of the younger pack??

which they always protest about ^

but listens to instructions really well and does a great job in completing tasks!!

an actual softie and sweetheart so he cant bring himself to hurt others

which is why he’s never aggressive

extremely soft snow white fur, a few streaks of dark grey on his back

dating you:

wants to be there for you whenever he can

loves cuddling with you, a lot

sticks close to you when he’s in wolf form

but in human form he’s an actual shy bean??

probably asks wolf! taeyong for advice

“what do i get her oh my god”

takes really good care of you

Renjun:

an angel?

really sweet and cant bring himself to hurt anyone else too

usually just helps the others if they need help

never really initiates

tries to be fierce and aggressive but is actually too nice to be

he cant even bring himself to hurt a bunny???

“wait!!! don’t cross yet, let this bunny hop past first”

is there to take care of wolf! chenle honestly

ash grey fur

dating you:

still the sweetheart he is

collects every flower he finds and gives it to you

and everyday it’s a different one

loves giving you small little pecks on the forehead

an actual sunshine honestly

Jeno:

is actually really agile and quick

also pays good attention to his surroundings

and wants to help the older wolves in the pack but doyoung wouldn’t allow in case he got hurt

so he spends his time playing with renjun & jaemin instead

is really polite and sweet?

slightly white fur, a few streaks of black

has really small but cute eyes?

eyesmile too!!!

dating you:

loves bringing you out to walks in the woods and forest

where he can freely be in wolf form

and your heart would flutter when you see him jumping and running around excitedly playing with the leaves

also loves hugging you in his arms a lot,,

snuggles close to you to keep himself warm

Haechan:

always joking around

“being a werewolf is tiring, why can’t i just be a normal human being”

when in fact, he loves being a werewolf THE MOST

always really actice and causing trouble

and gets a hearing from either taeyong or doyoung

but he’s too cute to stay mad at so they forgive him in the end

but he’s quick to think and can come up with many ideas

really faint grey fur with white streaks on his back

dating you:

probably chases you around for fun, or lets you chase after him

lots of laughter

loves it when you tickle him or pat his back/head

and he always gets revenge when he’s in human form, attacking you with tickles and big tight hugs

“damn you must be blessed to be dating someone unique like me”

Jaemin:

another dork here

won’t stop laughing or smiling

or thinking of pranks to pull on mark

actually really laidback and doesn’t do much

but when he needs to he gets things done quickly and well

always sticks with jeno

black fur with streaks of grey

dating you

really clingy

must be by your side 24/7 if not he’d start pouting or growling

like yuta, also says really bad pick up lines

“i usually do the hunting, but today you captured my heart”

“god jaemin you dont even do the hunting”

“shut up and go along with it”

Chenle:

as expected, the loudest of them all

can probably be heard laughing or howling from far away

but despite countless reminders from the older ones, he doesn’t listen

next second later he’s laughing again

loves disturbing/annoying the rest

but is actually really smart and can help a lot

only that he just wants to play

mixture of white and grey fur

dating you:

endless chattering and talking

even when he’s in wolf form he makes a lot of noises

and is super active

wants to pick flowers and stones for you to keep/collect

loves lying on your lap, your hand playing with his fur

an actual ball of happiness too who makes your day brighter

Jisung:

likes to act like he’s very matured but in fact, gets scared over the slightest things

which chenle always teases him about

is quiet but tries his best to help out

good runner and can catch onto/learn new things easily

but the older ones are too afraid he might get hurt to let him do anything

really soft grey fur

youngest but bigger than most?

dating you:

awkward shy bean

but always makes you laugh and smile with his silliness

loves resting his head on you

“i still can’t believe you’re dating me”

probably drags chenle out to help get things for you

sometimes really affectionate, even in human form

his favourite thing to do is giving you a big hug

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