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#idk i made this when it was bad but now im slightly better but i couldnt make a better resolution
sad-leon · 4 months
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TW!! Suicide Attempt, Self Harm, Implied Eating Disorder
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i forgor the colour behind the dialogue but im too tired to add it now
im so tired and theres no resolution because nothing i can make will make me feel better. i Know my friends love me and think my life is worth living, but when it gets bad it gets Bad and theres nothing to do but pick up the peices
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danielnelsen · 1 month
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always fun to remind myself of the side effects of my thyroid meds
#the first time i treated my thyroid my endo was like ‘i havent had a patient who had this happen for a while so im due for one’ THANKS MAN#personal#im just waiting for it to hurry up and work. my health has PLUMMETED in the last week or so#im so sick and i can’t DO ANYTHING. including SLEEP. even if i was getting enough good sleep i was be exhausted but i’m not so.#the energy’s doing Great#and i’m so hungry all the time but also nauseous so all food is unappealing#genuinely have no idea how i made it through years 7-10 undiagnosed. no wonder i ended up with such a severe phobia of going to bed????????#i don’t have to worry about routine right now so it’s not as stressful (just horrible because i’m so tired) but i COULDNT SLEEP back then#im just relieved that this time it was found through a routine check rather than me getting a test because of symptoms#usually i test when my anxiety gets really bad in a specific way#but my anxiety isn’t bad this time. no panic attacks and also no migraines. those are all usually the worst to deal with#so comparatively this isn’t even a particularly bad episode?/relapse?/flare?#still more sick than i’ve been in……..years?#im not sure if covid was better or worse. but it was only really bad for a week#this’ll be worse overall because it’ll last a lot longer#hopefully only a month or two but that’s still a few months of my life that just vanish. cool!!!!!!!!!!!#and there wasn’t even a notable event to trigger it this time. first time was whooping cough and subsequent times have been things like—#starting uni and then the last 2 years of uni where i took 10 units in one year then overworked myself doing my thesis#im SLIGHTLY worried that maybe i’ve developed rheumatoid arthritis and that set it off because it’s also autoimmune#i should see my gp soon to get a general antibody test. my joint have been so bad it’s been hard to walk for quite a few months#idk man it all sucks. but for now at least i have my white blood cells (even if they’re literally the problem lmao)
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iheartalotofthings · 3 months
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Thinking and comfort
paring = neteyam x fem!reader
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genre; fluff, tooth. rotting. fluff | warnings: a bit cringe, pet names yea idk if there’s more let me know | tiyawn: love, snonivi: hammock, muntxa: female term for mate | i’m new to this so i’m srry if it’s rlly bad 😭.
credits: @idiotjayden
You and Neteyam every night would cuddle up in your snonivi. Neteyam would cradle your little head in his arms. He normally stayed up until he saw you fall asleep. He wanted to sleep peacefully knowing that his muntxa was resting comfortably.
Today was no different. You were cuddled up to him, just talking to him about your day. He loved hearing you talk. This was one of his favorite parts of the day. Even though it didn’t seem like it, he loved your stories.
you continue to rant and talk his little ear off then you suddenly stop talking.
He smiled. Neteyam loved it when you would get silent in the middle of talking about something, it meant you were so comfortable around him. The longer you stayed silent, the more his heart would beat. After some time, he would try to get you to talk again
“My muntxa, is there anything bothering you? You aren’t very talkative all of a sudden.” he would ask, slightly sounding worried.
“no..no i’m okay ..” you said to him lying not wanting to worry him,
you hated when he was so concerned about you even though it made him a good . mate you didn’t wanna stress him out it like he have the weight of the world on his shoulders right now.
“I know when you lie.” He muttered under his breath,
still holding you. He seemed to want to cuddle you more, he pulled you into a tight, loving embrace. The way his arms completely wrapped around you is everything you wanted. It was comforting.
you start to zone out your face scrunching a little as you are deep in your thoughts now wondering if you annoy him in any short of way.
“neteyam?” you called for him in a low voice
“Yes, my muntxa?” he answered with he soft loving voice as always.
“do i annoy you ?” you ask him starting to overthink that you being talkative bothers him in any type of way.
He seemed shocked, he had to take a moment to respond. After a bit he responded,
“Why would you annoy me? You know, you’re the main thing in my life. Everything I do is for you.”
He said, slightly stroking your hair.
“I never get annoyed when I see your pretty face.”
you nod and smile a little still overthinking a little bit
He notices this and strokes your chin until you look at him.
“Did something happen?” He asks, still looking very worried.
“Please tell me, I can’t stand when you’re upset.”
“no..no no i’m okay” you say frowning a bit not wanting him to worry about you
“Mmh..” he said, not believing you but still respecting you.
“Well.. you don’t seem okay.” He said, still caressing your cheek.
“You promise you’re not hiding anything from me?”
“i promise .” you say getting it together not wanting him to worry anymore
He sighed and squeezed you again,
“Okay. You better not be lying, ya’ know.” He said, still caressing your face and stroking your hair.
He wanted to tell you how much he loved you, and he wanted you to say it too..
you nod again zoning out once again.
He notices this and gets worried, he pulls himself away from you and starts to get you to talk to him.
“My svein , you seem stressed. Please, tell me what’s wrong.”
well you weren’t stressed and.. nothing was really wrong you were just suck in your thoughts.
“no im okay, i swear.” you say softly to him calming him down a bit.
“You sure?” He asked a little bit, clearly still worried.
“Your face is making a funny expression, my beautiful muntxa. So I’m thinking the opposite of what you’re saying.”
you chuckled a bit at his worried state,
“yes im sure. i’m okay!” you say to him rubbing his shoulder to calm him.
He sighed, “You are so stubborn.”
He muttered under his breath. Even so, he loved you with all his heart. He was going to make sure you never cried, or even frowned.
you nuzzled your face into his chest a little moving and wiggling trying to get comfortable.
He laughs slightly as he notices this, “What are you doing?” He asks,
he keeps his arm wrapped around your body and his other hand still stroking the back of your head. He seemed a little amused by this but also very curious.
“getting comfortable duhh” you say to him while wiggling even more.
He laughed, “Well, I’m glad you are comfortable.” He says,
continuing to caress the back of your head.
“Do you want to sleep? Or can we just stay in this position, snuggled for a bit longer?” He asks, his voice was soft.
“whatever you want my love” you hum softly
He couldn’t help but smile at this remark. “This is very comfortable, I think we should stay here for a little longer. That’s what I want.”
The feeling of your body pressed up against his soothed him a little. The feeling of you breathing and your heartbeat made him relax.
neteyam continues talking about how his day went and other things. His hand continued to play with the sides of your face,
“are you enjoying this tiyawn? Being so nice and warm with me.” He chuckles a little bit. “I feel like you could fall asleep like this, right now.”
But when he looks down he already sees you asleep peacefully.
His heart melted when he noticed that you fell asleep. It was very hard not to admire how innocent and peaceful your face looks. He continued to caress your cheek and neck. He was getting slightly tired too, but decided to stay awake with you a little bit longer. he pulled the blanket over you both. Your body pressed up to him just felt so nice. He fell asleep shortly afterwards.
His mind was filled with images of you and what his life would be like with you in the future. The feeling of your body against his was bliss. The feeling of you being so close to him. Your breaths on his neck. Your heartbeat on his body. It felt like a dream. He wanted nothing more in this world than you, you have made him so happy, his life felt so much better and more colorful now
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braxlrose · 11 months
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BILL IS SOO FINE IM SCREAMING
YALL THE MODERN BILL FIC IS HERE!!! IM SO SO SO SORRY FOR THE WAIT :)
MODERN BILL MODERN BILL MODERN BILLLLLLLL
tw: unprotected sex (wrap it before you tap it lmao), swearing, hair pulling?? oral (f!r! receiving), idrk what else
englisch isn't my first language so I hope this isn't bad, Idk if i messed up any words
"Ich hab dich so sehr vermisst.."
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It was 10 PM at night and you had been invited to a wedding by some friends. It was so beautiful and elegant. There was a big dance floor, flowers everywhere and little white lights hung along the walls. The wedding ceremony itself was now over but you stayed to dance and indulge in some of the food. Everything was going amazing until you saw him. Bill.
You haven't seen him since 2011. He looked so amazing. His hair was now blonde and more wavy than it used to be and he had more facial hair. Him and Tom were both there together, but Bill didn't seem to be with anybody. Which made relief flush over you. It probably shouldn't have, considering you two broke up 3 years ago. You didn't realize how much you missed him until you saw his beautiful face.
He was over at the bar sipping a martini while Tom was off with his date. He had on a plain white button up and some black pants. His sleeves were rolled up slightly so you could see the tattoos on his hand and arms much better. You honestly looked like a stalker. You had been staring at him for at least 10 minutes now. I mean, what were you even supposed to do. Just go up to him and say hi? Yeah, that's actually exactly what you are supposed to do. Which leads to where you two are now.
Your arms were wrapped around his neck and his hands were on your waist. He was quite a bit taller than you, so your head was resting against his chest. The two of you were slow dancing to some song the band was playing. It was so relaxing and peaceful. He was so warm and you felt like you could feel every inch of him as his hands laid softly on your hips. He smelled of cedar and tea tree oil. Probably a new deodorant he got. But this was the greatest feeling in the world.
Or so you thought.
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"This is really nice.." You said to him, trying to breathe in his scent without him noticing.
"Yeah..it is. I've missed you. A lot." He said to you, rubbing his fingers in circles on your waist. What he said made you smile, big. He missed you too. Just as much as you missed him.
"I'm really sorry how everything went down when we broke up..I didn't mean for it to end-"
"Don't worry about it," He lifted your head off of his chest by holding your chin and looked down at you smiling, "I forgive you. You're one of my best friends. I could never stay mad at you forever." Tears pricked in your eyes and your bottom lip poked out a bit at his words. He was always so sweet with you..so..so..sweet.
"Oh fuck!" You rushed into the closest closet you could find and tried to compose yourself after you almost ripped your dress. Bill said he'd meet you here in just a minute. You took off your shoes and threw them in the corner and began to pull down your tights, when someone opened the door. You looked over at the opening like a deer in the headlights. Bill came walking in, chuckling a bit at your demeanor and shut the door, before pushing you against the wall of the closet.
Your lips smashed together. His lips were so soft and tasted like vodka. I guess that's the martini he had. Your thighs were rubbing together like crazy, trying to get some kind of friction when Bill tugged up your dress.
"You're so eager, baby..you want my fingers, hmm?" He teased you, rubbing two of his fingers against your pussy, collecting the wet slick down there.
"I'm the eager one? Remind me which one of us pushed me against a wa- Oh~ my....Bill..." His lips were now all over your clit, licking and sucking. You tried to hold onto a wall as Bill slipped two fingers inside of you. It felt like magic. He was so good. So good at making you feel good. He was so perfect and amazing and his tongue was sooo warm.
A couple tears fell down your cheek as he sucked harsher on your clit and finger fucked you.
"Bill..Oh my god....please.." Your eyes were practically screwed shut and your pussy kept clenching around his fingers. He looked up at you with his eyes, still licking your clit as fast as he could.
"Please what?" He muffled out. Your teeth were clenched and you began to feel a tightening in your stomach. You grabbed his head and pulled it away from your heated pussy.
"I want to cum on your dick." God, you were so filthy. You had streaks of makeup on your face from the tears and sweat was already forming on your forehead.
"Say no more, schatz.." He stood up from his knees and unbuckled his pants to pull out his cock. It was veiny, and so hard. The tip was already leaking pre-cum. You wanted to get down in front of him and suck him off till he couldn't stand anymore but you needed his cock in you, now.
He grazed his hands through your hair and tightened his grip on it, the kisses he gave you were so sloppy. Drool was everywhere and your makeup and his just smeared more and more. He took his hand out of your hair and gripped both of your thighs. You wrapped them around his waist as he thrusted his cock into you causing you to roll your eyes back. Your mouth was agape as he pounded his dick into you slow and hard. It's hard to tell if he just liked it that way or he was trying to tease you. Either way it felt amazing.
His hands roamed your body and both of your guys' breathing became heavier. He pulled your boobs out of the front of your dress and began to pinch and tweak them. He was so fucking good to you. He was so good at fucking you. You had slept with other people after you too were long broken up but nobody was as good as him. Nobody could be as good. His movements, his touch, him. He was like your other half. He was the only one who could ever make you feel the way you do. Alive. At this moment, you couldn't even remember why you two broke up in the first place. All you knew, was that you want him and only him.
He slid two fingers in your mouth as his pace quickened. You sucked on them like your life depended on it and clenched around his dick. Your eyes began to cross as you got closer and closer. His arms were wrapped around your whole body now and his face was hidden in the crook of your neck.
He bit down on your neck as you both came together. Your breathing began to level again and your arms were still wrapped around his neck. You rested your head on his shoulder as you could feel yourself slipping into your tiredness.
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boydepartment · 3 months
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Hii. So can you write sim for Hoon where like him and reader are ice skating partners and aren’t really the biggest fans of eachother but they end up kissing once or twice but reader tries to go back to how they were before but SH wasn’t having it. IDK💀 Idek if you write this kinda stuff
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stfu - park sunghoon x reader (skating au)
a/n: i have never ice skated in a professional way in my life nor done competitive sport anything. SO IM GONNA TRY MY BEST! :3 also! i am totally okay with writing stuff w smooching :) i just wont write smut so you’re all good anon i pinky promise
warnings- annoyances to lovers, bickering, i wouldn’t really call it angst, kissing obviously lolz kinda open ended and i am open minded to doing a pt 2 this time
wc- 400-500
MASTERLIST
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park sunghoon was annoying.
and hot, but mainly annoying. when you found out you had to work with him because your managers wanted a collaboration between the both of you, both you and mr. annoyingly hot were not pleased with the information.
obviously you were both in competitive skating and anything and every opportunity was a competition
it was weird though having to work on this competition together as a team.
you sat down on the bench after a somewhat successful practice with him. he really was professional on the rink. you took a swig of water.
“you need to practice landing more. you almost fell, i saw your leg shake.” sunghoon sat next to you.
your eye twitched and you went to stand up with your bag, “you’re not my trainer or manager.”
“yeah but like it or not i’m your partner right now.” sunghoon looked up at you, you looked down at him, “the last thing i want is for you to fuck this up for the both of us. because i know im not going to mess it up.” he stood up and placed his hand on your shoulder, “so please take-“
you slapped it away and kept glaring at him, “i’ll see you tomorrow.”
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that’s how your interactions went for almost every practice, he would nitpick you, you’d bite back, he’d be snarky, and you’d both go home.
that was your relationship. until one practice where things got a WHOLE lot more complicated.
you were waiting outside to get picked up after practice, it was a warmer spring day and you were enjoying the balance between the cold of the rink, and the warmer night air.
“do you need a ride?”
you looked over and saw sunghoon, “i have someone picking me up.” your phone buzzed and your ride was apologizing profusely, cancelling on you.
“looks like you don’t anymore. did you annoy them that bad?” sunghoon asked looking over your shoulder.
“fuck off, sunghoon.” you turned your heel preparing to go wait for the bus but he softly grabbed your bag.
“i’ll give you a ride home.” his voice was stern.
“okay why?” you flipped around, you weren’t impressed by this gentlemanly act.
sunghoon looked at you, “it’s nighttime and you’re walking to the sketchy ass bus stop by yourself. let alone riding the bus by yourself. it’s late.”
you looked at him, “okay and you don’t think i could handle myself?”
“walking alone and taking a sketchy bus is dangerous for anyone. plus if someone wanted to kidnap you they’d let you go in 5 minutes tops because you yap too much.” he said simply, turning around to start walking. you followed him angrily.
“i don’t yap! you’re fucking ridiculous! you talk more than i do!”
“no i don’t. you asked for an explanation i gave you one.”
your shoes were loud on the concrete and it made sunghoon laugh slightly.
“you’re so fucking annoying! i can handle myself!” you don’t know why but you were following him to his car, he was right about the bus and you already had bad experiences. but lying was better than admitting he was right.
“mhm.” sunghoon hummed and unlocked his car, walking to the passengers side to presumably open the door for you.
“i can open the door myself! i’m perfectly capable of-“
you were cut off by him pinning you to the car by your waist. your breath hitched.
“perfectly capable of what?” he asked, his eyebrow perked up ever so slightly.
you went to speak but he beat you to it, “i easily just pinned you to the car, and you can’t do anything about it. what makes you think i’d let you walk home or take the bus alone?”
you felt yourself not being able to talk, looking at him with wide eyes, your heartbeat on fast forward.
“like i said a few weeks ago, whether you like it or not, you’re my skating partner right now and i’m not letting you be reckless because you’re too fucking stubborn to think about anyone but your burning hatred for me.” his grip tightened slightly before loosening.
“who said i hated you? and who said i think about you?” your spark of annoyance came back.
he chuckled and looked away, his side profile and laugh making your knees buckle ever so slightly, “no one has to tell me for me to just know y/n.”
sunghoon looked back at you and leaned down to your level, “no one has to tell me for me to know that i drive you fucking crazy on and off the rink.”
your whole face contorted in anger and you placed your hand on his collar before he leaned in more to crash his lips into yours.
all you remember is how your hands felt in his hair and the feeling of his hands sneaking under the bottom of your shirt to softly touch your bare waist.
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after that night, right after practice you would already have an uber waiting for you. you wouldn’t run into him. you’d avoid him after work hours. and act professional on the rink.
after the practice the night before the competition you walked to the bathroom. you wanted to take a breather and wash your hands. when you looked up in the mirror you saw sunghoon standing against the stalls.
“what the fuck are you doing in here? this is the girls bathroom!”
“rinks closed. closed practice remember?”
you turned around and leaned on the sink, “so you waited for me in here like a fucking creep?”
“you’ve been avoiding me, why? that’s not very good chemistry for the competition…” he shook his head disapprovingly and walked toward you.
“so you only kissed me to focus on that? work?” you scoffed and looked away, “very typical of you sunghoon.”
he pulled you closer to him just like he did that night, “no. you’re not just some business partner to me. obviously i like you and i refuse to sit back and not let you at least be aware of that.”
“you what…?” you breathed out.
sunghoon chuckled again before leaning down to you, his lips so close to touching yours, “do i need to repeat myself? i like you. cancel your stupid uber and i will give you a ride home.”
he pulled away from you and started walking out of the bathroom, “we’re going out to get food too. hope you like western food.”
“o-okay…” you mumbled touching your lips before he fully walked out.
what the fuck was going on?
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prodshima · 2 years
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shying away after an argument
genre: angst to fluff ; hurt comfort with sakusa kiyoomi & ushijima wakatoshi
warnings: reader obviously gets emotionally hurt (resolved) but other than that there’s none! + kinda ooc sakusa.
notes: this was so rushed and idk what i feel about this since i haven’t written in SOOO LONG lmfao so enjoy ig even tho im rusty now :) also this request was months ago sorry it took so long haha.
sakusa kiyoomi.
sakusa came home extra exhausted, everyone in the team was getting on his nerves
and he wanted nothing more than to lay in bed and finally take some rest after hours of practice
so when he came home to see you waiting for him eagerly, it only made him more irritated
however, it seems that you didn't notice how tense he was considering you made your way towards him with a smile
and while you kept snuggling him and asking questions if he wanted to watch a movie after dinner
he was just too exhausted to entertain anything and anyone at the moment
“jesus can you stop clinging to me all the time? it makes me fucking uncomfortable.”
he slid into the bedroom before shutting the door close
you shifted a little in your feet, not expecting the sudden outburst.
looking back a few days, you havent realized how it was annoying for him and guilt creeps up to you for making him uncomfortable through your affection
taking a deep breath, you made your way to settle on the couch, deciding to give him some wanted space
it’s the next day and sakusa woke up feeling slightly better than yesterday. he reaches an arm over to your side of the bed almost as if it’s an instinct, hoping he could cuddle you for a while before heading to practice again, a frown across his face when he felt no trace of warmth
he drags his feet out of the bedroom, a subtle smile flashing across his lips when he finds you curled up on the couch with a blanket draped over your figure
his heart tugs lightly as he remembers how he took out his frustration on you, he knows his words stung and he feels bad, but he hopes you know he doesn’t mean any of it
when he comes home from practice, you're cooking something up, maybe dinner for the two of you— but you seemed too busy to notice him so he decides to walk over himself
"y/n, hi.”
a sudden voice breaks you out of your trance as you look up to the man with his usual stoic face.
you smile at him softly, "hi kiyoomi, how was practice?"
"t' was fine" he replies and scratches his nape as he stands before you expectantly, waiting for you to give him his usual greeting hug but you immediately avert your gaze away from him and back to the pot in front of you
he tilts his head awkwardly, he thinks it’s a little strange but shrugs it off anyway, maybe you just forgot?
when you’re both eating dinner, he makes sure to send discreet glances in your way, hoping you would initiate some kind of conversation— you don’t though and his shoulders droops in defeat
after dinner, he invites you for a movie and he thinks luck was on his side when you agreed
however, he expected you to join him and settle on his lap like usual but instead, you situate yourself on the other side of the couch, leaving enough space between the two of you
now he's getting annoyed, fingers itching to just hold you and cradle you in his arms but you don’t seem to be in the mood to, did something happen?
he thinks he's being too dramatic and tries his best not to dwell on the silence too much, but he can't help but think of what he possibly might've done to make you act this way, and then his mind went back to yesterday.
he completely forgot about that as his mind was going miles away and he almost mentally beat himself up for not realizing how much his words had affected you.
trying to be subtle, he scoots over to your side, scooping you in one fluid motion onto his lap and trapping you between his arms
you jolt in surprise before trying to wriggle out of his hold, only to fail miserably, "kiy—"
"are you upset with me? i’m sorry i didn't mean it"
you stare at him in worry, suddenly feeling bad that he’s been blaming himself all along, “hey, i’m not upset with you, okay? i promise that but i do apologize for crossing the boundaries, i promise i’ll loosen myself up!” you continue with a smile, not wanting him to worry about you first.
but it appears he knows you too well for that.
"no, my love, don’t do that, please? i want you here with me and i shouldn’t have talked to you like that so let me make it up to you.. yeah?”
and finally— finally, you nestle yourself on his lap, taking in the warmth you’ve been craving as you speak up about your own feelings
“of course omi”
ushijima wakatoshi.
you knew volleyball will always be ushijima’s top priority and that he spends all of his time practicing for upcoming matches
you've supported him through and attended all of his games whenever you had a chance to and of course you were more than proud of him
but today, you wanted to spend time with him especially since you hadn't spend some time alone together for almost a month due to his schedule
the rest of the shiratorizawa team had said that their coach gave them a free day to make up for all their hard work
and you were looking forward to have a movie date which he suprisingly agreed into (he was half asleep when you asked him to)
getting ready, you dressed in comfy pjs and prepared the snacks, and warm blankets.
you waited patiently on the couch for a few minutes
but those minutes turned into hours and he still wasn't home so you texted him with worriedly, asking him if he was almost home
after an hour, he finally called you, “i can’t come. i’ve already told you that i have to spend my time on practice and not on useless things, y/n.”
your eyes pricked as his words registered in your brain
you wanted to spend some time with him, and yet he only thinks it’s a waste.
you were used to this, basing from your past relationships so you weren't that surprised although you won’t deny that you were disappointed
because maybe you thought it was going to be different this time
why did you even expect?
understanding where this was coming from, you quickly gathered yourself and replied as you tried to keep your voice steady: “ah i’m sorry toshi. i’ll see you at home. love you.”
you ended the called not long before he can even answer, not trusting yourself enough to even hear his voice after what he just said without breaking down
you shut off your phone, dragged yourself in the bedroom and drifted off to sleep
it's been a week since and today was sunday, another one of his free days and though you wanted to ask him once again if he could stay in, you knew that he was still going to the gym despite that, so you opted to keeping it to yourself, saving yourself from further heartbreak.
your prediction was soon confirmed when you checked the time, it was already 8 PM. usually at this time, ushijima had already arrived home but ever since he’s been charged as a captain, he'd always arrive around quarter to eleven or even later.
you were completely understanding and didn't bother him as much since you didn't want him to feel like you're holding him back from doing what he likes to do
shaking your head off the thought, you scrolled through the list of movies, trying to find something to entertain you for the rest of the night as you slowly munched on the chips you bought from the grocery store earlier
but what you didn’t know is that a certain male kept all his attention on his phone, taking glances from time to time as he waited for you to spam his notifications like you usually do
but you don’t and he takes this as the aftermath of the harsh words he threw at you last week and his heart sinks to his stomach at the thought of you not being your usual self
so before heading back, he quickly stopped by a small bakery shop near the apartment to buy some of your favorite pastries and cookies, hoping you would appreciate his small gift
when he got home, the lights were off and you weren't anywhere in sight. worried, he quickly strode through the living room, only to see you sitting in the couch with a bag of chip on your hand
you stare at the sudden intrusion, not expecting the certain man to be home so early “ toshi? are you okay? did something happen at pra—“
“i’m sorry, i didn’t mean it”
you blinked as you tried to keep your tears at bay, not wanting to lower your guard down so easily, knowing what exactly he was apologizing for
“i apologize for my words last week, y/n. i promise you i do not mean it and i love spending my time with you, in fact i found myself enjoying it more than practice, which is quite unbelievable.”
you laugh a little at his words, suddenly feeling a huge weight being lifted off your shoulders “you know i’m only worried about you, right?”
“i know, i’m sorry.”
“and that i love you?”
“yes, i know that. i love you too.”
smiling, you usher him to sit beside you and he stumbles as he buries his face on your chest, finally having the rest he’s been missing the whole time.
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demieyesore · 6 months
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Burnout - Enzo Berkshire
Summary - GN!Reader is stressed and having a panic attack over schoolwork when Enzo finds them and comforts them
Warnings/Mentions - Mention of a teen wolf scene, so potential spoilers for that show (I can’t remember how far in the scene was in the show), Reader has a crush on Enzo which he definitely reciprocates, I’ve never read the fanfic Enzo comes from so idk how in character this is </3 but I imagine him to be sweet but not tooth rotting, he’s still a little bit of a dick because he’s a slytherin, oh and Y/n is used in this fic
A/n - I AM SO SORRY FOR NOT WRITING FOR SO LONG😭😭😭 BUT IM BACK TO START UP AGAIN BUT UNFORTUNATELY THERE ARE NO PROMISES HOW LONG I WILL BE WRITING FOR BECAUSE I TEND TO HYPERFIXATE🧍🏻
Requested - Yes!
POV - 3rd person
Word Count - 712
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Y/n had always been a hardworking student, constantly striving for academic excellence. So when they received a study guide for their upcoming test, they immediately locked themselves in their room and spent hours studying.
They poured over their notes, highlighted important information, and even made flashcards to help them remember key concepts. They sacrificed their social life and even skipped meals just to ensure they were fully prepared for the test.
The day of the test arrived and Y/n entered the classroom feeling confident and ready. As they sat down at their desk, they took a deep breath and began to tackle the questions on the exam. They thought they had done well and felt relieved as they handed in their test to the teacher.
A few days later, Y/n received their paper back and to their horror, there was a big red "F" written in bold at the top. They couldn't believe it. After all the time and effort they had put into studying, they had failed the test.
Their heart began to race and their palms grew sweaty as they felt a panic attack coming on. They quickly gathered their things and ran out of the classroom, desperately trying to calm themselves down. But the more they tried to calm down, the worse the panic attack became. Their breathing was becoming more and more rapid as they ran through the halls to find a private area.
Just when they thought they couldn't take it anymore, and just when they found a quiet space. Enzo came running after them. Lorenzo Berkshire was not only their best friend, but also their secret crush. Enzo could see the distress on Y/n’s face and immediately knew something was wrong.
Without hesitation, the slytherin wrapped his arms around Y/n and whispered soothing words in their ear. Things like “Hey, it’s alright.” “I’m here..it’s gonna be okay.” And so on. He made sure to remind them to take deep breaths and that it was just one test, not the end of the world.
Slowly, Y/n’s breathing began to regulate and their heart rate slowed down. They looked up at Enzo with tears in their eyes, grateful for their calming presence. Enzo wiped away their tears and pressed a small kiss to their forehead.
“Feeling better, Love?” Enzo’s eyebrows were knitted together in worry, yet there was still a sweet smile on his face. Y/n nodded before deciding to get it all off their chest.
“I just…” They started, thinking of how exactly to word their sentence. “I spent so long studying. I wasn’t even taking care of myself properly. All just so I would pass the test. But I didn’t. I still failed it and now it just feels like I wasted my time.” Y/n finishes with a huff of air, showing just how frustrated they were.
Enzo nods his head. “Do you often have panic attacks? Over school?” Enzo knew Y/n so well but they had always been slightly closed off about certain things. One of those topics happened to be their mental health. While yes, they would rant to him about things or sometimes make self deprecating jokes. They almost never showed him how bad it would get.
There was only one or two times that Enzo could remember where Y/n got so upset and cried in front of him. The first time he didn’t know what to do, he just stood there shocked. But he did try his best to calm them down.
Y/n thought it over in their head before answering. “Sometimes…it usually happens in my dorm when I’m alone. Sometimes during lunch but I would just go to the bathroom..” Enzo gives them a sympathetic look which soon turned into a small mischievous smile.
“How about…” The brunette began.
“The next time you have a panic attack, we can try out that one scene from the show you like. Teen wolf? Where stiles has a panic attack and Lydia kisses him to stop it.”
“Is that your way of saying you want to kiss me???” Y/n retorted, heat flooding their face.
“I thought that was obvious? Was it not?” Enzo tilted his head as Y/n started laughing.
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jisvno · 1 year
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tokyo revengers characters when they see you cry and they comfort you
ft; mikey, kazutora, rindou
genre; partly angst?? with very comfort fluff
tw; mention of abusive parents (kazu), period one (is tw needed? idk but in rindou part)
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♡ manjiro 'mikey' sano
it was another hard day. school, people, emotions, everything was overwhelming you today. you thought that at least you would meet your boyfriend in the afternoon, but he already had plans with ken, so you were left alone. comfort series and sweets did nothing good, but they caused you to get a mental breakdown. you started to cry, overloaded with the day and the lack of any happiness today. manjiro finished meeting with the draken, and he promised you that you would meet today, so he came to your place. he knocked on your door a few times but you wouldnt open it for him, being too tearful, so manjiros got a bit confused and he used the spare key you once gave him and went inside. he immediately heard the sound of crying coming from your room, and after a while he appeared there, seeing you all tearful, tears streaming down your face, red cheeks and shaking body. He immediately came over, sitting next to you and lightly stroking your back with his hand. 'what happened, honey?' he whispered, wrapping his arm lightly around your waist and hugging you. 'tell me, ill listen and try to help you..' he said softly, all the while stroking your back and shoulders. you finally calmed down enough to tell him about what a hard and overwhelming day you've had. manjiro listened to you the whole time, wondering how he could help you. when you finished speaking, he cupped your cheeks and wiped away the tears with his thumbs, looking into your eyes. 'i love you so much, you know? You are really strong and i believe that youll be able to overcome this and tomorrow will be better. remember, im here for you' he said, leaning back slightly and laying on the bed on his back, pulling you in and hugging you tightly. you felt his body heat, the smell of his perfume and just closeness and comfort, so after a while you stopped crying completely. manjiro said sweet things to you all the time, complimented you and talked about how much he loves you and how important you are to him. he decided to stay here for the night so you can rest in his arms. he lightly stroked your hair, which made you feel safe and after a tiring day you fall asleep in the arms of your most wonderful boyfriend
♡ kazutora hanemiya
you were just at school, coming out of your math class. you couldnt believe that despite studying for so long, you got another F. you were disappointed in yourself, fact, but the most stressed thing was what your parents would do after discovering your another bad grade. they were strict and always yelled at you for bad grades, they also hit you sometimes, you were afraid of them and thats why you spent so much time studying, which didnt always work. you were stressed that once again they could raise a hand on you for another F, so tears came to your eyes. you saw kazutora, who was walking towards you with a smile, wanting to show you something after the end of the lesson. but you were in bad shape now, so you ran away from him, ran upstairs to an empty auditorium, where you sat in the corner of the room and cried. you curled up, burying your head in your knees and crying silently, stressed out by the grades. kazutora ran after you, and when he saw you, his heart broke. he sat next to you, he didnt touch you, just looked at you. 'hey, what.. what happened?' he said quietly so as not to scare you. all you could whisper was that you got another F. kazutora knew what your parents were like, you told him that, and he saw how stressed and scared you were. he didnt quite know what to do, but he got up, taking your hand and gently pulling it to get you up. he walked out of school with you and put you on his bike, he sat in front of you and off you went. after a while you and him came to an empty place by the river, full of grass and flowers, you could see most of the city from here, it was really quiet and peaceful here. kazutora got off the bike, giving you his hand, and you sat down on the grass together. still not saying anything, he started picking the flowers, making a wreath out of them, and put it on your head, smiling slightly at the sight. 'you look beautiful, darling' he said, placing his hand on your cheek and stroking it with his thumb. 'i cant help people, but remember that im always here, ill always find time for you to sit with you and take your mind off the bad' he said softly, looking into your eyes. you were thankful to him for not continuing the topic. you two sat on the grass for a while, and then he took you on a bike ride around the city, and finally he took you to his house, where he made you stay the night, where you watched cartoons and laughed all night. you were very happy that you have such a great boyfriend who will always help you take your mind off the bad things
♡ rindou haitani
you were just at your boyfriends house when you felt you had to go to the bathroom. you just got your period, so you use your pad and went back to his room. rindou was sitting at his desk, looking on the computer for something he wanted to show you, and you sat on the bed. suddenly you felt very painful cramps, that you lay down, slightly cringing from the pain. it was so strong that after a while tears flowed from your eyes and you cried silently, unable to bear the pain. when rindou heard your cry, he immediately turned to look at you. 'baby, why are you crying?' he asked softly, and when you told him that you had just gotten your period and were having terrible cramps, he got up, took some painkillers from the cupboard and gave you along with water, then lay down next to you, hugging you tight from behind and stroking your belly with his warm hands. it helped you so much, just his warmness and closeness. he started telling you a story about another 'dumb' thing that ran did, and how stupid he is, because we all know that rins favourite thing to do is teasing ran. after a while the medicine kicked in and you felt a little better and rindou kissed your hair. 'i dont like it when you cry, it makes you look ugly. you look prettier when you smile or laugh,' he said, and immediately had an idea of ​​how to make you feel better. yes, you spent the rest of the evening teasing and arguing with poor ran, who tried to defend himself, but it was 2vs1 battle so he was loosing, which of course kept a smile on your face, you were really grateful to your boyfriend for being there for you and rindou was pleased with himself that his favorite activity gives you a lot of pleasure too
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~ vani's note
first writing here! im not very proud of it, but i guess its not that bad, hope that youll like it! you can request your things, and please tell me if something was bad or just tell me your thought about it!
see you next time!
~vani ♡
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msxrik · 10 months
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. . ."Ill give you a real lesson". . .
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☾ Content- /oral, dom!male!reader, slutshaming, virgin/subby!Idia, overstimulation, orgasm denial, fingering,/dubcon
☾ Pairing- Idia x Male/afab/reader. (the reader is from savanaclaw cuz jock x loser is the best and yeah the reader has ears and a tail. And idia has makeup on idk if his lips r blue naturally but)
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Idia was nowhere to be seen for the last... days, weeks even. You started to worry about him as you two grew a little closer after ditching P.E once a week, he hates sports and you're just lazy. Now that you think about it, you haven't seen him since Crowley decided to add sex-ed classes, and during the first class you caught him staring. not that you mind....
You decided to go to his dorm later that day knocking on his door
"On god Ortho i told you im fine! and yees im doing ALL my work, im not playing games non stop!!"
yeah yeah of course... after a short while you entered the room as quiet as you could hoping you could scare him... oh my god it smelled awfull in there, and you know exactly what smells like that, god damnit he was jerking off for the last week, and he didnt even bother to throw away most of the used tissues. and you were so worried???
"c'mon nerd we're going to my place" you slurred out as he turned around fucking petrified.
"how did you-"
"your fucking deaf you know that? come on it smells disgusting in here..." a single drop of sweat ran down his face, he got so nervous as he got up and followed you to savanaclaw, he was hiding behid you the whole walk, when you finally reached your room it was getting dark outside. He sat down on your bed playing with his fingers mumbling something to himself.
"sooo why did you bring me here....?" he asked nervously looking everywhere but at you.
"remember that sex ed lesson last week? the one you were staring at me for the 45 minutes we sat there?''
"yeah.. no! i mean no. i wasnt lookingat you i was-"
"you were what? maybe you were thinking about me fucking you?"
idia officialy lost it he looked like he was about to pass out. As he was looking at the floor boards you got on the bed and sat right behind him leaning your face on his shoulder, he jumped slightly as you whispered to his ear.
"what? i mean you missed one lesson so maybe ill tutor you? so you dont get behind??"
"o-oh god, n-no im fine, really- m-mnhh~.." he yelped as you gently brushed your fingers across his hardening cock,
"oh come on, how old are ya' its pathetic you know, you never touched anybody beside yourself.... ill take good care of you~"
after a short moment of silence he nodded his head, still too flustered to say anything. as you sat him down between your legs undoing your belt.
"go ahead, use that knowledge from your pathetic little novels"
For some reason your words only aroused him more, he moved closer to you, his shaky hands lowered your boxers and you hummed gently when your lenght rested on his face, the pure shock on his face only made it better.
"What. Never seen a dick before? Or is it to big."
"t-thers no way thats gonna fit- it won- M-Mnh...~" he moaned as you slipped your tip past his lips
"come on open up that pretty mouth of yours"
He eventually did hiding his pride in his pocket bobbing his head gagging slightly when you hit the back of his throat, blue lipstick allover your lenght
"Fuuck your so bad at this" you tangled your hands into his hair as it turned that pretty pink color.
"are you getting off on this? God you really are a loser. A perverted one too"
You pressed the tip of your shoe on his crotch earning a loud yelp from him as you giggled at his reaction. You held his head in place as you fucked his throat
"fuck gonna cum...~" you pulled out pumping your lenght over his face, as he opened his mouth so you can avoid making a mess
"thats a good boy~"
"W-wha- Y-Y/n.. owhh~ t-this is.. Humiliating g-god."
He licks you lets say "clean" after you finish avoiding eye contact at all cost. You pulled him in bending him over on your knee sliding two of your fingers covered in all the cum he missed knuckles deep inside him as he whined
"you are feeling good tho? I can feel your dick twitch against my leg, never knew you were such a slut.."
He cried out in response, making a mess allover your black sweatpants
"c-cumming..F-fuuuck... Mnh Y-y/n im-"
"did you just come over my fingers? Or was it the degradation? God 'ya really are a pervert"
You flipped him over making him face the pillows sticking his ass out
"c'mon beg for me Shroud."
His hair turned another shade of pink as you sat back looking at him waiting for his cute little stutters and his begging.
"do i h-have to..? Cant you j-just do it.."
"You earn it or im leaving you like that"
"who's the pervert here...." He sighed out as he spread his ass before you
" h-hmph.... p-please Y-y/n... 'need you so badly. " He bearly hiccked up that out all flustered
"well that will do it. Thats a good little boyy~"
You said walking up to him slamming your hips against his. He was so sensitive to your touch tears running up his face
"i-i hoped mnh.. i would t-top you y-ya know.. but this feels g-good mmhm.. k-keep going please..." He was fucked dumb saying such things wich you knew you will tease him about later.
"fuck. G-gonna cum.." he moaned out
"me too.. fuck you got so tight..."
Your pace got so sloppy you didnt even pull out cumming deep inside him.
"F-fuuck... Y-y/n u-ugh...
After you catched your breath you lay down next to him.
"what are you looking so cocky for?" He asks slamming a pillow in your face
"Pftt-Haha sorry sorry... Should i help you ot to the toilet-"
"N O." he almost screamed when you said that he was already embaressed as it was..
"hate you" he said in a loving voice
"love ya too little flame"
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pop-roxs · 8 months
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hiiii idk if i wanna post this on ao3 or not so you guys tell me pleaseeee
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relationship(s): grelle x reader words: 533 extra: no warnings should apply, reader is just a sickly little guy and grelle takes care of them(noooo i didnt write this cuz im sick rn wdymmmm)
reader is gn!!!
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You laid in bed, lips slightly parted, which allowed you to breathe, as you heard footsteps drawing closer to you. You felt a weight be placed on the edge of the bed you laid nearest to, and a hand touched your forehead. You opened your eyes.
“Hey, sweetheart. Are you feeling better yet?” the redhead asked. You shook your head, and she frowned. “I’m sorry…”
You were going to speak up, to tell her that she had nothing to apologize for, but your clogged nose and itchy throat decided that you weren’t going to speak comfortably for a little while. You moved her hand from your forehead down to your cheek, and she leaned down to kiss the spot where her hand previously was.
“Do you need me to get you anything? You have water, tissues, and medicine when need be… Do you need something warm to eat?” You nodded. “Alright, darling. You wait right here.” Grelle stood up from the bed, walking out of the room and presumably to the kitchen. You turned over to close your eyes again.
You couldn’t help but feel a bit bad about all of this. You got just a little cold, and now Grelle is all over the apartment trying to make you feel better. You didn’t like these thoughts, so you let your body relax, and you drifted into a nap.
Grelle slowly opened the bedroom door, and once she saw you asleep, she made sure to be extra quiet as she made her way around the bed and to the side you were sleeping on. She gently placed the bowl of soup she had made on the nightstand next to you, crouching down in front of your burning face. She pouted. “Poor dear,” she whispered, as she caressed your hair and placed a few kisses along your cheek. She paused when she heard you grumble and saw your squinted eyes
“Good morning.” It was 1:24 PM. “You look awful. I wish I could do more to help.” You reached your arms out to her, beckoning her to join you in bed. “Oh, really? You’re so sweet to me. Of course, ma cherie.~”
You scooted back to make some room for her, and she gently pulled up the covers, sliding underneath them and holding you close. She tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, both your arms around each other. Her smile was sweeter than ever. You pulled her closer, resting your head against her chest, but she could tell that you were trying hard to not get any mucus on her.
“My love, you look uncomfortable. As your partner, it is my sworn duty to look after you when you are sick. Don’t worry about me. Worry about yourself.” You looked up at her for a moment, before sniffling, and deciding to just tuck your face into the crook of her neck.
She pet your head once more, holding you tight and whispering in your ear, “I love you so much, my dear. You’re safe with me. Rest, now. I’ll take care of you.” So you closed your eyes, drifting into another nap, this time feeling as if you’ll have sweet dreams.
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im gonna die right here also yes. i reused the grelle divider from my valentines fic. leave me alone i couldnt be bothered to go looking for a good panel to take a picture of
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bright-molina · 1 year
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IM BEGGING YOU 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾- CHAD DATING FLUFF PLEASE
a/n HI i think this ended up more as hurt/comfort than fluff so feel free to send this again and i'll make it real fluff next time sdfsdfjh (i want him to hold me so bad) ((this is also terribly unedited i'm so sorry))
sweet nothing
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all that you ever wanted from me was sweet nothing
synopsis chad knows you inside and out and knows exactly how to help you when you need it most
warnings maybe only slightly suggestive? idk i mean they're dating and he's in love he can't help it
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The soft, rhythmic knocking at your door brought you out of your self induced trance with a start. You knew who it was, of course you did. There was only one person who did that. The only problem was you were currently in the process of avoiding him.
There wasn’t a particular reason you weren’t talking to Chad. You’d been busy was all and the morning turned into the afternoon and then the night and then two nights before you knew it and now it was just weird.
He was persistent though, you’d give him that. Above all else though, Chad simply knew you. Better than he knew himself or anyone else. He knew every single part of you, everything that made you you, inside and out. It was how he knew that the world had gotten away from you again. The only question left was why.
You didn’t say anything at all when Chad walked in, gently shutting the door behind. The only acknowledgement you gave him was the soft flash of a smile before you went back to the video you’d been watching before his appearance.
A pout formed on Chad’s face when he saw you. Something was up. And he was determined to get to the bottom of it. “Hi sweetheart.”
That caught your attention. Your eyes shifted to him again and you could tell by the look in his eyes that he knew he had you in the palm of his hand already. Before you knew it he was leaning over you, supporting himself on one arm as he looked into your eyes after pressing a kiss to your forehead.
Chad couldn’t help but watch the way your eyes flashed back and forth. He let you stare at him for as long as you wanted, knowing you were satisfied when you finally looked him in the eyes again and whispered a soft “Hi.”
“Good girl,” The praise slipped past his lips and he leaned down to kiss you for real this time. He moved deliberately slow, taking his time as he savored the feeling of you for the first time in days. He drank in the sight of you one last time before looking at you again. “How’re you feeling?”
“‘M fine.”
You were lying. You knew he could tell. Maybe it was the stress of the last few days. Maybe it was the intensity with which Chad was looking at you. Or maybe you had just really missed him. Either way, you had no hesitation whatsoever listening to him when he told you to sit up.
“Come on,” He took your hands and pulled you out of your bed, setting them on his chest before sliding his own down to snake around your waist to support you. He gave you a once over, taking in every detail of yours for several moments. The clothes you’d worn to classes earlier. The creases in them from laying for so long. The slow blinking of your eyes as you fidgeted while waiting for him to say something. He kissed you again, a silent reassurance that he was right there. “You wanna tell me what’s stressing you out?”
You thought and Chad waited. He waited until he saw the tears pricking in the corner of your eyes and you looked down to avoid seeing the way he pouted and looked at you with that concerned look. Then you felt his hands on your cheeks. His thumbs wiped away the tears that had fallen and he held you like that for a moment, waiting again.
“I -” Your voice cracked and he shushed you gently, touching his forehead to yours in an attempt to ease you a little bit more. The movements you made were involuntary. You scrunched the fabric of his sweater in your hands to ground yourself, needing to physically feel him there beside you. After a few more moments it worked. “I don’t know. Everything?”
He hugged you. Tightly. Every now and then he’d kiss the top of your head or squeeze you a little harder but he didn’t let up until he felt the tension release from your body. That was when he spoke again. “Can I try helping you out a little, sweetheart?”
For a moment you forgot how to speak. All you could think about was how much you loved having Chad there. How for the first time in days you knew you wouldn’t have to sit alone with your own thoughts. And then you finally nodded.
Not a second later Chad was unwinding his body from yours and tugging at the hem of your shirt. You watched him carefully, not fully processing a single word that he was saying. His movements were slow, gentle as he undressed you, stopping every now and then to kiss any part of you he could reach.
Your eyes stayed on him as he took off the sweater he was wearing, slipping it over your head instead. “Better?” The only answer you gave him was a quiet hum and a small nod. “Good. Now come here.”
Chad sat down in the spot you’d been laying in moments before and pulled you into his lap in a single swift movement. Your breath hitched in your throat when his hands started running up and down your sides, almost immediately hitching the sweater around your waist. You shivered as his hands wandered. Up your back to your shoulders. Back down your sides. Across your thighs.
It wasn’t until he leaned forward, pressing languid kisses across your jaw and down your neck, that you let out a content, finally relaxed sigh.
“There you go,” You could feel Chad’s smile on your skin. “Relax for me, sweetheart.”
His hands left your bare skin and suddenly you felt cold without them. Your own movements were almost instinctual as you wrapped one of your arm around his shoulders, pulling yourself closer to him, and used the other one to lead one of his hands back to you.
“What is it?” He tried his hardest to hold back a smile. You looked lovesick. You were lovesick. He was satisfied with that fact alone. He grew even more satisfied when you mumbled in protest and he watched as your face flushed and you buried your head in his shoulder. He wasn’t having it. “Look at me.”
Everything else you’d felt, every worry and fear and intrusive thought in your mind, went away the second Chad’s free hand moved to the base of your throat. His hold wasn’t tight by any means, just enough pressure to get you to meet his eyes again, but it still made you gasp a little bit.
“Hey,” He lost all the thoughts in his head when he looked at you. At the way your eyes were wide and glinting and at how at peace you looked. Worlds different than when he’d found you. “You’re so pretty you know that?” He couldn’t help himself. He pulled you forward with the hold he still had on you and smiled against your lips as he kissed you, a little deeper this time. “Pretty girl.”
“I love you.” You hadn’t even thought about saying the words, they’d escaped you outside of your own volition. All you knew was that right there, sitting on Chad’s lap with him holding you close, you felt okay again. And that was enough. So you said it again hoping he could read between the lines of what you were thinking. “I love you.”
“I know,” Chad smiled and dropped his hand, returning it to its original place on your bare skin underneath his sweater. “I love you too.”
He fell backwards on the bed then, pulling you down with him as easily as he had before. He stayed there with you, holding you and whispering little affirmations in your ear, for minutes and then hours, until you’d drifted off into a peaceful sleep. Once you were finally out he tightened his arms around you once, positive that this right here was the best feeling he’d ever experienced, before drifting off after you.
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akutasoda · 6 months
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HIII im so sorry i keep requesting for Dottore/Zandik but can i get a fluffy romantic oneshot with him (akademiya) where he has a big crush on reader and one day accidently confesses to them (like just mentions it without thinking idk), then he starts panicking when he realizes, so reader has to calm him down and also confesses n stuff (Im so normal for him)
you must've heard wrong
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synopsis - you were his only friend and he had built a crush, but how he confessed was not ideal for him
includes - zandik/il dottore
warnings - gn!reader, fluff, mutual pining?, wc - 692
a/n: don't be sorry anon! i absolutely adore dottore and all these requests!
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it was to no surprise for anyone to be told that zandik kept to himself and hadn't acquired any friends. and he liked it that way. in his eyes that meant he could focus on his studies and he really never understood such menial things such as maintaining a friendship. he didn't even share a dorm room with anyone and in classes he always sat alone. but he preferred ot that way, or atleast he thought he did.
you had always noticed the bluenette in your classes - how could you not? he didn't exactly blend in personality and look wise. and you also heard the rumours, your friends and peers always gossiping about him as you just sort of awkwardly smiled at them. surely he wasn't as bad as they made him out to be?
and it seemed that eventually curiosity got the better of you as you now had a newfound mission to get to know him better no matter what. but you had no clue how to go about it, so you started with simple things such as asking to move next to him in classes to talk to him during lessons. sure he may of blatantly ignored you but you weren't going to be deterred that much!
after the initial meeting with you, zandik immediately assumed you were put up to it. some kind of prank or joke on his expense. he didn't care but it seemed a bit excessive that you had been insisting of trying to get close to him for so long. it had been a few weeks by now and now he was slightly confused. there's no way you would entertain a prank for that long but he still held doubt toward you actually trying to get closer to him.
and even with the idea of you wanting to be more friendly toward him, he was still against the idea of having friends. but somehow you had managed to work your way into having some kind of friendship with him. he had finally let you have a small win, deeming you slightly worth his time. and by that he meant having brief conversation with you in classes only.
but soon they turned into you seeking out his company outside of clases and yet again he was hesitant but your presence became more and more bearable. which you took as a compliment. he slowly started letting your presence bleed into his routines . soon your presence was something he started seeking out. you had become one of the only bearable people in the akademiya for him.
but with that said, something he never predicted was him actually catching feelings for you. he pushed them away at first but they kept bubbling to the surface whenever he was near you, the confession practically dancing on the tip of his tongue, but his pride wouldn't allow it. and if anyone was confessing first it would be you.
but turns out he would confess first. he had allowed you to tag along for a very rare out of his room study session. ot was in the library and he needed a specific book, so you both sat at a table in a very far corner. you had soon gotten distracted and started talking to him about random thoughts. and soon one of those thoughts had lead you rambling on about something you loved.
and out of pure curiosity you asked him if he loved anything. and almost without hesitation he said 'you'. and it seemed he hadn't registered ot intil he noticed you staring at him almost slack jawed. that's when his face burst into a deeo shade of red as he used the book to hide his face as he said he 'didn't mean it like that' or 'you misheard him'. but you lowered the book and calmly told him that it was okay because you liked him aswell.
it did little to help his embarrassment but you hoped it calmed him down a little bit. but it did feel good to get it off his chest and he was very happy that the feelings were mutual.
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kirbyliker12 · 11 months
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What's ur full analysis on Susie
Ohoho….😏😏😏I suppose…..I’ll Unleash the Thoughts all at once😏😏😏😏😏normally you’d need more kirbyliker14EXP(exposure points) for it to be comprehensible but recommended levels are always wrong (this is the worst intro I have ever made
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Ok first of all to get That out of the way uhh the whole star Allies Susie desc got mistranslated(classic star allies!) basically it’s supposed to be like “helping other planets with technology” and the whole exterminate thing is supposed to be just crushing bad people okay are we clear did we get that good (also I’m gonna be putting my Suzy kaomoji between points because I Said So(It might act b me favorite ?? I’m reely happy w how it turned out 😙my magolor kaomoji ᴑ /₍⸌╷╷⸍₎\ ᴑ is close but I think it’s mostly bc I felt proud as hell after figuring out how to put the ears on one line)
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Ok first off her lore basically blah blah Suzy was Exposed To The Internet At A Young Age
Fun(?????????) fact😋 as it makes no sense for Max to have done those experiments with star dream with his only daughter in close proximity so it’s highly likely that Suzy disobeyed her fathers warnings and prohibition and technically caused her own disappearance (why am I mentioning dis??😏ermm aheu heu you’ll c)
Suzy returns after seeing the Horrors and now works for Max
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Come to think of it idk if Suzy even knew of max’s real goal like ik the novel made it so he openly misses her but ?? The novel also made him live at the end so No Im not counting that data in my
Anyway blah blah Suzy feels resentment for max and how either A)simple minded his goal of “unlimited money” is or B) that he doesn’t even recognize her
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Notably this is prevalent in the Japanese version as shown which means he intentionally tried to forget his feelings (in other words what makes a human=human) and then started forgetting them more after more usage but didn’t see a problem with it (why are the haltmanns Like That)
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Anyway time for the main story events
It’s been established that this is after Susie clawed her way out of hell(???) (before magolor made it cool) at like idk 11 years old so that’s slightly less impressive than the average Kirby adventure
Also that max has now lost abt 90% of his self (willingly??? Idk don’t ask me) and appears to focus entirely on money
Mr maxx pulls a questionable rant out at Kirby and tries to obliterate this 9 year olds entire world after losing a single battle but Suzy takes the helmet right after it touches his head(a tiny bit too late to enact the action?? A tiny bit too early???? Is this the worst outcome????Could he have survived and been reasoned with after defeat ???? I still don’t know STOP ASKING ME) and she enacts her famous line
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She was so real for that she yippyd before it was cool oh anyway she then comes out(WOOOO GOOD FOR HER💥💥💥💥💥) as someone who’s been Against max all this time (in other words…disobeying her father…..😏😏😏I can’t believe Suzy made a Suzy reference)
However her calculated plan backfires and as the helmet touched his head but he didn’t have the helmet he gets 99% of his entire self destroyed and now the cold calculated machine decides to destroy the universe (erm…WHOOPS!😂😂😂 susie is so losercoded I can’t believe everyone calls her the Normal Person how do you screw up a plan this bad like seriously oh my god marx and magolor enacted their plan perfectly and taranza managed to technically bring the heros of the lower worlds to sectonia but Susie completely screwed up they should start calling her Losie)
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However when learning of this susie doesn’t react in a normal way like there’s no sulking or sad face she gets up and immediately thinks of a plan to defeat star dream (giving Kirby the gimmick that notably cannot fly for very long without certain abilities and has quite short ranged attacks) then meta knight shows up n gives a much better plan by using his cool ship
As you can see her body language is all formal and cool and she’s all commanding and stuff (her autistic stare has captivated my soul) HOWEVER😏😏😏😏😂😏ohhh babyyyy I was dying after realizing this
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As soon as they fly off screen susie immediately establishes a more desperate pose and language (in like. Every other version I think this is the American version even Europe got it better Suzy uses a formal name for Kirby instead of pinky)
In other words Suzy refuses to show her weakness in front of people(LOSIE THEORY CONFIRMED??????) then at the end she immediately leaves pop star instead of like lingering around to celebrate with Kirby like taranza did or the end of rtdl with Kirby’s chums (u can probably use ur imagination for the possible reasons she chooses to be alone😙😙😙)
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ok robobot events over wooo anyway I Wasnt Sure How To Title This
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Robobot is known for having a similar lore story to Taranza where villian that dies actually lost their self prior to the events of the game and the villian who gets redeemed had a persona connection with them
When we later see Suzy in Allies she appears Completely Normal And Fine compared to taranza
However I really doubt that she’s just FINE I mean you saw during the cutscenes I bet offscreen she’s tormented by thinking abt what her dad could have been and how he ended up and how she caused his fate (ok I changed my mind I don’t want losie theory to be confirmed take it back)
Notably, she’s completely dedicated herself to max’s company even though she seemed to really dislike him at the end(she coulda just made a whole new company)is this her way of apologizing for destroying him ?? A way of making her dad proud ????? Where do these questions keep coming from
While taranza gets to openly grieve and dedicate some time to receiving closure Suzy does Not the whole thing abt planet robobot is constantly upgrading and improving and so on and GRIEF is COUNTER PRODUCTIVE (oouuhhhghgghh I feel like things obtained from evolution that are counterproductive to modern life could b soo interesting to explore with Suzy like uh adrenaline giving you paranoia and complex emotions such as guilt and embarrassment being a side effect of brains developing more)
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No more “girlboss” Susie we’ve advanced to LOSIE susie now 👍👍👍👍👍👍
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madame-fear · 2 years
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gotham jonathan x reader who’s dad is harvey bullock…im sorry
idk if anyone else gets major dad vibes from harvey but i just want him to father me so bad if that makes sense idk. hed be so sweet and protective! and absolutely hate you dating jonathan but hed be civil cus you’re happy ☺️
(single dad, child from past relationship)
~🦈 anon
OMG I LOVED THIS HSVJSKAKD 💕💕💕 I agree with the major dad vibes indeed omg!! 🥰❤ This is so cute I swear–😭
I made headcanons for this one because I thought it would be more appropiate for your requests ♥️ Hope you enjoy your reading my dear anon! 💞
(p.s: I got a bit carried away w/this one! So sorry if it's a bit long 😊)
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Gotham!Jonathan Crane x Bullock!Reader | Being Harvey Bullock's Daughter and Dating Jonathan Crane Headcanons
You met Jonathan because you insisted on going with your dad to the Hospital only to visit him – the son of Gerald Crane – who was recently injected with something called the 'fear toxin' and was now completely terrorised, especially after his father got shot.
Harvey doesn't like involving you with his work because you're very important to him, and he doesn't want to risk your safety at all. So whenever you insisted on going with him to visit the GCPD or visit him at his work, he always obviously said no.
But, considering that on this particular case and occasion there really wasn't any homicidal psychopath or murder involved (or anything that could risk your safety), he let you go with him, so you could have an insight of what working for the GCPD is like.
When you first saw Jonathan, an interest for knowing him better suddenly sparked inside of you. Seeing him constantly shifting on the Hospital bed full of terror made your heart break, and actually feel sorry for him.
At one moment, while he was shifting on his bed, you made deep eye contact for a few good seconds, which caused him to stop shifting for a bit.
But he immediatly went back to shifting and focusing on things that you clearly couldn't see.
Harvey did see the eye contact you suddenly shared with Jonathan....oh boy.
After leaving the Hospital and returning home, you kept thinking about Jonathan, meaning that you're constantly asking your dad about the Crane case, especifically about Jonathan.
Your questions made him notice your growing crush for Jonathan. Which, of course, that lead to him asking you directly.
"You've got a crush on Gerald Crane's son or something?" "What? No! Just curious about it."
That's a lie. You are indeed interested in Jonathan Crane.
You can't take Jonathan off your mind, so you obviously think a lot about escaping for a while and giving him a visit.
Harvey is so EXTREMELY overprotective of you, so it took him a while to let you go on your own without having him following you everywhere.
Of course, he's only like that because he truly cares about and loves you, please don't get mad at his protectiveness 🥺
So if you wanted to visit Jonathan while he's in the hospital without your dad knowing, it'd be kind of... complicated.
Eventually, he'd let you go alone under the excuse that 'you're going over your friend's house to study together'. But honestly you just went to visit Jonathan.
When you visit Jonathan, you'd buy some flowers to make him feel better. He'd be confused at first, but he'll enjoy your company.
You gently knocked twice before opening the door of the room where Jonathan was in. "Hey..." you softly muttered as you entered the room. "You're Jonathan Crane, right?" No response from him. You could notice he was heavily breathing, and he was full of terror, which made your heart break a bit.
"I'm (Y/N) Bullock. My dad and his colleague are working on your case." Your voice was soft as you slowly walked towards him. "I just came here to visit you, since I noticed you were, well, uhm...terrorised," You stopped for a brief moment, but quickly continued talking. "And also, to bring you this." You looked down at a bouquet of flowers you just bought, and slightly extended it to him. He looked at the flowers you were holding, and then looked back at you, now feeling a bit calmer.
"I'll just leave this here, and I'll let you rest." You gently placed the bouquet on the nightstand. "If you ever need someone, here I am." You turned around, and walked towards the door so you could leave. "No, wait–" you heard his soft voice finally speak from behind you, making you turn your head around to look at him. "Please stay. I've got no one left."
And that was the start of a beautiful relationship.
Harvey would probably begin suspecting when he sees you leaving home very often. I mean, he works for the GCPD, he's obviously going to suspect about everything that seems odd, especially when it comes to you.
Don't be surprised if he ever 'interrogates' you about you frequently going out.
Also, sometimes escaping in the middle of the night, when you know your father won't find out.
While Jonathan was the Hospital, you two had become so close, that you developed a crush on each other.
Which that lead to you to date.
Of course, your father was clueless about this, and you preferred to keep it that way. He'll eventually have to find out, but you prefer to wait a bit until you reveal it to him.
Once Jonathan is out of the Hospital, he's the one visiting you at your home when you two know your dad is either away working or sleeping.
You nearly got caught a few times, but no one ever found out that he was there in your room.
Eventually, you had to tell your dad you are dating Jonathan Crane. Oh boy. Prepare yourself to get bombed with thousands of questions.
He'd kind of scold you a bit for not telling him about it earlier, but that's it, he's not much of a scolder when it comes to you. The rest is mere interrogation, with questions like: When did you meet? How?? When did you start dating??? Why????
He would definitely want to have a serious private chat with Jonathan. AND definitely threatens him that if he ever makes you cry or hurts you he's going to get his ass kicked.
Jonathan could never think about hurting you in any way possible, but the warning was just in case.
If your dad was already overprotective before you even dated someone...imagine now. 100% more protective now that you're dating. Especially dating Jonathan.
When you're spending time with your dad, he'll constantly ask you if you're ok, if Jonathan makes you feel comfortable, if he needs to kick his ass...you know, things like that!
He doesn't want to be dense constantly asking you about your relationship, he just wants to make sure his sweet little girl is ok and happy.
If any of his colleagues in the GCPD find out that you're dating Jonathan Crane, he's going to be teased as hell with it😂
Probably sending death glares to each other without you even noticing 😅
Jonathan doesn't like anyone from the GCPD. In fact I'm sure he hates all of them for killing his father...but your dad is an exception because, well, he's your dad. He still hates him, but less than the other officers that work for the GCPD.
Your dad constantly jokes about kicking Jonathan's ass.
Actually he's not joking, he's serious. You're just oblivious about their silly little rivalry.
He hates the fact that you're dating Jonathan Crane, yes, but honestly he's happy only because you're happy about your relationship. And even if he doesn't admit it (not even to himself), deep down inside he appreciates and is relieved about Jonathan truly loving, protecting, and caring about you.
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I was thinking abt incel childe all DAY while waitressing at work and kept dropping things and moved at a snails pace when I thought too hard,,,, and all my silly lil brain could muster up was "childe wouldn't let me work for other people like this, I'm too fucking cute for this"
So then it made me think of like what'd he'd do if he was reader's boss or if he ever visited her at work. Like him noticing her mess up every now and then and thinking how he'd train her to be a better housewife for him
IDK IF ANY OF THIS MADE SENSE BUT LIKE MY BRAIN HAS BEEN SO HEAD EMPTY EXCEPT FOR INCEL CHILDE
ALL OF THIS MAKES SENSE!! if im being totally honest a solid 20% of my posts have been made while im at work... ill write down a couple sentences once in a while and i'll be done far faster that i should be LMAO which is so funny bc im one of the best workers in my division and yet i write incel childe fanfic when im on shift... ANYWAYS you get two small bits for each of these scenarios, congratulations!! no explicit content, just incel childe being himself <33
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if he was your boss, you know damn well he was just keeping you around as something pretty to look at. the quality of your work doesn't matter when he's fisting his cock in his office half-hoping you'll walk through the door. he also only had basic requirements for work attire prior to hiring you. promptly, this down bad fellow, he designed and had made custom uniforms for all the staff. it was a rather high-end restaurant so he certainly couldn't expose as much of you as he'd like but, he made due. did he purposefully have your skirt made shorter and your top cut lower than the rest? yes, but you wouldn't dare point it out to your boss. if he didn't see it as a problem then neither should you. he also tended to hover around more while you worked. if anyone ever gave you trouble or behaved slightly inappropriately he would personally deal with them. you thought he was just a nice guy until the rest of the female waitstaff started complaining about how he never did that for him. they were envious and you could feel it.
it came to a head at one point when a girl made a rather pointed comment about how you were probably hooking up with him. the tears came rather quickly and you headed to his office to have him stop helping you, dispel the thoughts of the others, or just quit. you could find work elsewhere if needed. when you entered the room with watery eyes and a soft tremble to your words it took everything in him not to go and break the nose of the girl who said such horrible things to you. instead, he placed one hand on your shoulder and grabbed your own with the other.
"you shouldn't have to deal with this, sweetness. though it is true that i've had my eye on you... how 'bout you quit and let me take care of you for real, hm? i'll treat 'ya extra good, promise." <3
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if he worked elsewhere and decided to stop in every once in a while to have you serve him, it'd be a bit different. he doesn’t have to hold back on any impulses to save face or keep raking in money.
his stops weren’t frequent. Ajax loved being able to surprise you so he’d make sure not to warn you beforehand. he’d ask for a table in your section and wait until you came by. he wasn’t all that hard to miss considering the bright ginger hair and such. but, it always brightened your day to see him. on this particular day, nothing seemed to go right for you. you’d keep missing important notes on orders, spill drinks, and otherwise mess up what should’ve been easy tasks. it was frustrating to say the least and Ajax got a front row seat to every second. he’d placed his head on one hand and drummed softly against the table with the fingers of the other. it was amusing to him but upsetting to you. he always did find pleasure in your suffering. when you finally got to him, he held a look you saw too often on his face; a knowing and pitiful smile.
“havin’ a hard time, girlie?” his voice came out softer than you had expected. usually, he’d pop out a couple teasing remarks before showing his concern. he was skipping the middle man for once. “it’s hard being such a cute girl, huh? and it’s hard having real tasks to do when you should be at home takin’ care of me and our place.” he pretended to think deeply for a few seconds. “say, what do ‘ya think about quitting finally? you shouldn’t be out here working for obvious reasons. i know you wanna so just do it.”
“be my little housewife for real, okay?” <3
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soaricarus · 2 months
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raises hand hi i would LOVE to hear some rain world headcanons rn!!!
sorry i really dont feel like writing a bunch rn and if yo uwant anything specific it'd be better to ask for that because i'm really bad without specific prompts. otherwise im linking a bunch of my other stuff under the cut. im skimming my own posts because icr most of them oops.
here's some [simplified] iterator gens
pre-gens [556.003-559.002]: testing parts and puppets. some puppets were made just to see if they fit, others were made decorative for the sake of it. pre-gen puppets were sought after way after the pre-gen era. most pre-gen parts were thrown out, including puppets, after pre-gen era. the pre-gen puppets that were salvaged were either used for showcase, or used in iterator models [pre-gen puppets were most common around g0, and then g3-5. it's like a bragging right if you're a g8 or g9 with a pre-gen puppet because nearly all of them were used in earlier models or put on display]
gen0/prototypes [559.012-573.023]: basic prototypes. most of them collapsed early and didn't have any cities
gen1/early post-prototypes [573.035-597.837]: they're more functional than gen0s and didn't collapse as often but some still collapsed before mass ascension. most had cities built on them during g3-4
gen2/late post-prototypes [597.983-640.385]: much more functional and more stable than the previous generations. some late g2s had cities built on them initially during their construction.
gen3 [650.395-784.264]: generalized because everything's functional now. most models are the same with little variation, but there's definently still variation in certain models. mid gen3 is when the great equalizer happened; that iterators breathed out as much vapour as they inhaled, so they could be placed almost freely - and all iterators [save for outliers] beyond gen3 had cities built on them.
gen4 [784.408-815.423]: getting slightly more experimental. some are more focused on the cities atop them while others are more focused on simulations and processing or memory conflux capacity.
gen5 [815.753-974.904]: more experimental still; some collapsed due to being unsustainable or using much more water than anticipated due to unforeseen overheating. those that weren't too experimental were designated other tasks that weren't just the great problem, such as hospitals, bioengineering, etc. beyond gen5 a lot of iterators were designated other tasks too!
gen6 [975.314-1214.485]: full out experimental. lead to a few collapses but most were maintained and fixed after being built. a lot of the experimental builts in gen6 were specialized for certain tasks unrelated to the great problem, while still having it in their priority list.
gen7 [1216.424-1342.239]: the experimental models were expanded on and evolved further. basic/'default' iterator configurations were starting to come back and be more common.
gen 8 [1342.237-1460.387]: stuff is generally starting to plateau and there's not really any new ways to further iterator technology. models are however starting to be more specialized in things outside the great problem, some were given the task on archiving as much old data as possible around this time. this was seen in some way earlier models too, though!
gen9 [1460.389-1562.308]: stuff has definently hit a plateau. there's little to no new discoveries during this time period, and everyone's just making the current models more efficient, and then the mass ascension hits.
broadcast headcanons < probably the most random out of everything
some stuff on seven red suns
some real fucky saint headcanon lore stuff [what the fuck is this thing]
iterators. the cycle. got offtopic i dont know what this is i skimmed it and idk though i dont think the cycle lines up to my current interpretation? idk
ascension and echoes - probably a bit outdated now im not sure
winged ancients [and a bit of an oc ramble] trhough i think this is a little outdated now im not sure
moon and febbles
ancient masks and their designs based on standing in society
some more ancient stuff
more ancient stuff - religion
ancient stuff - what the fuck is on with your dates???? [outdated now i think. like very``???? im not sure]
ancients - wars and conflict and whatever else
ancients and the rain world fauna
ancient society hierarchy and stuff
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