#if you saw me post this earlier no you didnt . wanted to take a photo in better lighting

[dreamingdeadly]

sketchbook marcilles

#dungeon meshi #delicious in dungeon #marcille donato #sketch #my art #if you saw me post this earlier no you didnt . wanted to take a photo in better lighting #this page was the final straw for my cheap posca knockoffs #ill never get them to work again

[smashtbh]

daddy issues jonathan smut where he accidentally calls reader daddy when they're fucking? 🤭

i like your mind. also posting this earlier because i feel like you guys deserve it.

Daddy Issues — v. 11

Jonathan Byers x M!reader | fem aligned + minors dni!

not my photo!

CW: swearing, soft to somewhat rough smut, reader has a dick, whiny jonathan, dom!reader, DADDY, lord have mercy.

he/him pronouns are used to refer to the reader.

a/n: more porn. isn’t that great. this one has a lot more feelings though. also just wanted to add that my requests are open! send in some new and fresh ideas.

MORE HIGH WRITING BECAUSE THE PEOPLE ASKED FOR IT. this also comes with small grammar mistakes i wouldnt know though i didnt proofread this 💀💀

While Joyce loves having Y/N over, she won’t let him stay the night knowing that he’s dating Jonathan.

Ever since their incident with Lonnie, Jonathan has been reluctant to sleep alone.

That just means he has to sneak Y/N into his room every night.

Surprisingly, Jonathan has been getting away with it for a couple of days. He silently slides his window open every night at 10, letting in his boyfriend who’s carrying a backpack full of clothes that’s probably going to get lost in Jonathan’s room.

They usually talk for an hour or two, just basking in each other’s company, before falling asleep under the sheets together.

Tonight though, Jonathan hopes it goes differently.

Y/N throws his backpack on before hopping out of his window. It’s rare that his parents are home, but tonight they’re sleeping soundly in the house.

He climbs down the tree beside the house and gets on his bike, putting on his hoodie before pedaling away.

He makes it to Jonathan’s window, leaning against it while he throws his bike behind a bush. The window is open by the time he turns around. “Hey.”

“Hi” Jonathan says, leaning out of the window to kiss Y/N. “Missed you.”

“I just saw you a couple hours ago for dinner.” Y/N laughs, moving to climb inside.

Jonathan just steps back and blushes. “Sorry.”

Y/N sets his bag down quietly and kisses Jonathan again. “Don’t ever apologize for that.” He kisses him once more, “I missed you too, baby.”

Jonathan melts against him and Y/N circles his arms around him. Just holding them there. Breathing each other in.

They’re quiet together, but Jonathan slips his hand down over Y/N’s crotch. “Oh — hey there.” Y/N grunts.

“Can I..” Jonathan starts, but he doesn’t finish as he falls to his knees.

“Babe,” Y/N caresses his face, “I literally just got in here.”

“And I just got a boner from hugging you.”

“Damn.” Y/N breathes.

“Shut up.” Jonathan laughs as he unbuttons and unzips Y/N’s pants.

He pulls out a half hard dick, that’s slowly heating in his hand. He goes right in, sucking right below the head, cradling Y/N’s balls, and jerking him quickly.

“Mmmmph — needy?” Y/N pulls Jonathan’s hair. “I’m — fuck, you planned this.”

Jonathan hums around him, taking Y/N down his throat. He gags a bit, but takes all of Y/N’s length. He hums around him again, reaching to pull down his pajama pants. He squeezes his leaking cock and gags on a moan.

“You’re a fuckin’ angel.” Y/N groans.

Jonathan pulls off. “Thank you.”

Y/N smiles down at him, picking up Jonathan’s hand. “Come baby, the bed.” He leads him towards the mattress, “What’ll you tell your mom when she asks about your bruised knees?”

Jonathan lays down. “I’ll tell her that i fell.” He kisses Y/N’s neck. “She’ll believe me.”

Y/N clicks his tongue. “Oh yeah?“ He pulls Jonathan’s pants down. “Not gonna tell her you sucked off your boyfriend that you snuck in for the night?” He caresses Jonathan’s stomach, avoiding his leaking dick.

“N-no.” Jonathan whimpers.

“You’re too good to do that. Isn’t that right, baby?” Y/N grabs his chin, bringing his face close.

He gets a nod and a hum from Jonathan in response. Y/N takes off his pants, along with the hoodie and shirt he’s wearing. He also takes off the longsleeve Jonathan was wearing.

They’re both bare, Y/N moving in between Jonathan’s thighs. He holds out two fingers and Jonathan opens his mouth obediently. “So good for me.”

He sucks for a moment, then Y/N withdraws his hand. He moves it down Jonathan’s body, letting the spit drip on his nipples. He’s whimpering, so he doesn’t notice when the two fingers make its way to his ass.

“Oh fuck, oh fu…”

Y/N spits on his entrance and slowly moves his fingers inside. “That’s it,” He thrusts in faster, “open up for me, sweetheart.”

He preps him for a couple of minutes, occasionally spitting on his hole to get it wet. Once he’s got four fingers in his boyfriend’s ass, he pulls them out after thrusting them for a bit. “Ready?”

“Y-yes. Yes, please.” Jonathan whines. “Please.”

Y/N spits into his hand, smearing it on his cock. The precum that had been pooling helped lube himself up.

He lines himself carefully then leans down and mouths at Jonathan’s neck. “I’m gonna make sweet sweet love to you, lover boy.”

Then, with just the smallest whisper, “Please, Daddy.”

Y/N bucked his hips, his dick just breaching his boyfriend below him, making him moan. “Jonathan.”

“Ye-yes..”

Y/N grabs his chin. “Yes, what?” He stares into Jonathan’s eyes. “Say it again for me, baby.”

Jonathan shivers. “Yes, Daddy.”

“Sweet fucking jesus.”

He thrusts all the way in at that. To the fucking brim. Y/N is cradling Jonathan’s head with his hand, kissing him slowly. In opposite of his hard thrusts.

“Nnh — Mm — Hmmph — “ Are the soft noises coming from Jonathan.

Y/N pulls away to stare down at him. His eyes are half lidded and there’s drool running down his cheek. “Fuckin’ beautiful.” He bites down on Jonathan’s neck.

“Comingcomingcomingcoming — “ Jonathan starts to gasp, rather loudly. Y/N shoves three fingers in his mouth and stops thrusting.

Y/N shushes him, thrusting the fingers in and out of Jonathan’s mouth. “Quiet down.”

He pulls the fingers out and purposely drags it down Jonathan’s chin. “I’m so close.” He whines.

“Sorry,” Y/N starts to thrust again, takes his saliva slick fingers and glides them over Jonathan’s dick. “Let me make it up to you, honey.”

Jonathan starts to twitch and moan. “Daddy, please fuck me.”

There’s something that sounds like a growl coming from Y/N, “Holy fuck, I love you.” He thrusts harder into him.

They’re both moaning, Jonathan biting on his lip to try to stop his whining — but when he starts to taste blood, he brings Y/N’s fingers back to his mouth to keep him shut up.

Y/N’s hips start to stutter, affecting his quick pace. “Oh shit, I’m gonna come.”

“Fill me up.” Jonathan pants as he pulls out the fingers in his mouth. “Please make me feel good, Daddy. Please..”

Y/N’s hand is back on Jonathan’s dick, jerking quickly and offbeat with his thrusts. The double pleasure overwhelming Jonathan, who comes hard all over Y/N’s stomach.

“Nnnnmmphh! Come in me, please — oh my god.”

With a couple more thrusts, Y/N is filling up Jonathan with his warm cum. He grinds into him, watching Jonathan’s face spark with pleasure.

He silences Jonathan’s moans by kissing him again, letting it become sloppy as he slows down.

“Thank you, sir.”

“Keep that up and we’re gonna have to go another round, sweetheart.” Y/N moves the hair out of his lover’s face.

“I wouldn’t mind that, Daddy.” Jonathan grinds himself down.

Y/N slaps his ass, “You fucking brat.”

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#stranger things #stranger things x male reader #male reader #x male reader #jonathan byers #jonathan byers x reader #jonathan byers x male reader #gay #gay jonathan byers #smut

[viviwivipoo]

Headcanons on how the kitsune boys would spend time with you?🙃

hehehehe4eehehehhe4haekgh awuoirg hi yes of course

Fuyu - 

okay first 

he mentions in his dialogue that he wants to go to broadway

so going off of that he would definitely want to watch plays and musical and stuff with you

I feel like he would like,,,

watch shows with you or something

like i saw another acc (@/blushblushbear) say that fuyu watches bridgerton and gossip girl

i cannot agree more

he loves dramas

or actually anything you watch (if you watch shows and stuff)

like if your watching a show / movie on the tv

he’ll just sit next to you and watch

occasionally makes snarky comments about the show / characters / etc. etc…

okay i know my friend said his love language(s) would be physical touch and words of affirmation in the general hc’s thing

and i agree

however i also feel like he’s a quality time kinda guy

just being with you makes him so happy

sometimes he just watches you do things

like basic tasks

or scrolling through social media

or like watching you go on the computer to do stuff and yadda yadda

anyway

he would want to cook with / for you

lord im gonna BUSTTTT

sorry

probably fancy food

likes long car rides with you

likes museum dates

blud might be an art nerd‼️

absolutely would do spa dates

would let you give him a makeover

like do hair, makeup, etc etc

make him a pretty princess

teehee

would absolutely dance with you

whether it be inside, in the rain, where ever. 

lalallaSGH AJSFHGASFHBPAHR i cant think of anything else

Haru -

fancy dinners are a must

and you best believe hes always paying the bill

movie dates too

either at the theater or at home

actually i think he would prefer watching movies at home with you

so that he can cuddle with you while watching it without those darn recliner chairs in the way

would also cook for you

like dinners and stuff and/or breakfast in bed (as he mentioned in his dialogue)

would pick out some of your outfits (if you let him)

and would do or help do your makeup / nails if you do that stuff

hehehheeeheh

he likes to go on walks with you

like connecting with nature (🤓☝️)

(kidding about that nerd emoji i also like connecting with nature)

also i feel like he would do silly photo shoots with you

boba dates boba dates boba dates boba dates boba dates bo

semi-off topic but i feel like he would be very into pda

he wants everyone to know that you are his

and he is yours

SAVE ME IM GOING FERAL

sorry

anyway 

also off topic but i feel like i had to share this but he would give you random massages

like if your just laying face down scrolling through your phone he’ll sit next to you and start massaging you back

or like if your sitting down doing something he’ll just start rubbing your shoulders

KILL ME /POS

anywho

i feel like he would also let you do his hair and makeup and stuff

hehe

i feel like he would like doing basic tasks with you

just to be around you for a little longer than he already is

like brushing your teeth / hair, going to the grocery store, etc

also i dont know i didnt think of this earlier but he would want to go out clubbing / partying with you

teehee

im sure i can conjure up more for haru but my brain physically wont let me

Aki - 

silly dates

likes lego-building dates

would go on tiktok live with you

and watch them with you

on said tiktok lives, he would be doing the randomest shit

and pranking / harassing people

would also beg to make tiktoks with you

secretly loves going to target with you

Must be holding you hand at all times though

food truck dates

and food tour dates

Would take pictures of all the food and post them on insta or smth

Build-a-bear dates but he would choose the ugliest bear for himself

loves playing video games with you

plays genshin (ironically), zelda, etc

would BEG to play among us with you and would always be red (and constantly be the imposter)

when you guys hang out he will an OBNOXIOUS amount of insta reels / tiktoks

when you guys are at restaurants he would fake a engagement / anniversary / birthday to get free food

has lightsaber battles with you (he collects lightsabers)

loves to watch you put on your makeup (if you wear any)

goes to the mall with you and pranks people

mall photo booth is a must

makes you go to conventions

ex. funko pop, anime, comic con

movie nights, and he buys you your favorite snacks

Movie nights would include diehard, spaceballs, superbad, mall cop, white chicks

unironically likes the kissing booth and jimmy neutron

may or may not have a crush on jacob elordi

i cant think of anything else lalaallal

sorry for the lack on aki's end again he's a little hard to write for 😔😔

ty for the req 😜

#blush blush game #blush blush #blush blush haru #blush blush aki #blush blush fuyu #blush blush headcanons

[xxfangz]

☆ ፧ 09/22/23 # FRIDAY

TW's : none — xtra photos at the end!

[ 6:50 pm ]

im so tired omg. but its already almost 7pm so i cant sleep if i wanna have dinner soon lmao, my dads still napping but if i go to sleep ill sleep for so long,, so i made my tumblr look cute!! i got back from GSA about 2-ish hours ago and ive been laying down since. im supposed to work on my room some tonight, hopefully i can!

i got some schoolwork done earlier, it wasnt alot but it made me feel better about how im doing. i still have alot to do but progress is progress :) i got schoolwork done while i was in the counselors office because i was overwhelmed and didnt want to have any kind of meltdown,

usually id start my daily posts earlier on in the day but this is my first one EVERRR so. also the 3 images at top will hopefully be less random whenever i get in the hang of posting daily. idfk what the purple thing was in the middle 😭 i went to the gas station, looked down, and saw that it was so fucking weird

[ 9:04 pm ]

im eating pizza AND I HOPEFULLY GET TO DYE MY HAIR SOON IM SO EXCITED.

[ 9:20 pm ]

I JUST FINISHED EATINF AND ME AND MY DAD ARE GONNA WORK ON MY ROOM IN A FEW IM SO EXCITED HEHWEJJEJ that pizza was so damn good tho oh my godd im so excited though,, AND IM HOPEFULLY DYING MY HAIR SOON TOO IM SO HGAHAHAAJAJJ

[ 11:46 pm ]

I CLEANED SO MUCH. my feet are so sore from standing so much now im getting shocks of pain 😍. my room looks so nice now :) were gonna start redecorating it tomorrow night or sunday. im so tired omg im probably gonna lay down and scroll tumblr and listen to my fall playlist until im tired enough to sleepp! SPEAKING OF FALL. fall starts tomorrow according to my calendar. im probably going to sleep veryyyy soon since im tired and even more source trauma is resurfacing.

GAHHHHHHH!!! i have to take my binder off now i forgot i had it on. OKAY! end of my first entry :3

i may post little rambles and other posts later on in the night but this is the last of today's entry

GOODNIGHT / GOODMORNING TO YOU ALL!!

#🍂 - IN RUINS #entry #diary entry #digital diary #diary #journaling #daily blog #actually autistic #trans #borderline personality disorder #bpd #music #daily entry

[blkmxrvel]

To Kree or Not To Kree

Pairing: Carol Danvers x Romanoff!Reader; Natasha Romanoff x LittleSister!Reader; Natasha Romanoff x Wanda Maximoff (brief but there!)

Words: 2222

Request: May I please request a Carol Danvers x fem!reader where the reader is really affectionate, but Carol isn’t really cuddly because she’s not used to physical contact? Like, the reader really always wants to kiss/hug Carol but doesn’t cuz she doesn’t want to make Carol uncomfortable? But when Carol initates small bits of affection, like hand holding, the reader gets really happy, and it kinda makes Carol guilty cuz C feels like she doesn’t give R enough love. Sorry if this is confusing I❤u!!!

Summary: You want touch, Carol doesn’t. Carol loves you, you love Carol more. Natasha stands up for her little sister.

Warnings: Carol is a bit of an asshole but means no harm, Natasha is a #mamabear. Angst-ish, but fluffy nonetheless.

A/N: what????? madi managed to post a request???? bitch ik! im sorry it’s taken me so long I was in a bit of a rut there! but iam back and I really like this one. I sorta kinda tried a new writing style? If yall like it lmk. Enjoy!

Everyone says opposites attract, and with you and Carol, it’s quite obvious.

You’re the kind of person who thrives off of human contact and affection. You love anything that involves contact, hugging, holding hands, high fives, cuddling, the whole 9 yards. It’s what gave you the euphoric feeling that everyone craves.

Carol is literally the exact opposite. She stays away from physical contact as much as possible

She doesnt understand the need for it, she wants her space. She doesnt need to….interlock fingers with yours to prove that she loves you. She may have been human, but technically, her wiring was still Kree.

And do you really think they allowed measly… mortal things like hugging and cuddling to slide?

…

That’s what I thought.

You never made a big deal out of it, though. You knew that was just Carol, and you didn’t wanna be the kind of girlfriend that always nags and is never satisfied.

Don’t get me wrong. You’ve tried. Like that once time at the pier.

It was date night, you and carol, and Natasha and Wanda. It was group date:movie on the beach followed by street food and a walk on the pier.

“Group photo!” Everyone huddled together as Natasha stretched her arms to hey everyone in the photo.

You stood by your girlfriend smiling wide, you took a regular photo and then a silly one. You saw Wanda stand on her tiptoes to kiss Natasha on her cheek, so you figured you would do the same to Carol.

I mean…Natasha sure as hell got a kick out of it. And you and Carol were just as much in love and they were.

So, standing on your toes when Natasha went to take another picture, you pressed your lips to Carol eyes.

Big mistake.

Carol froze up, you could’ve sworn she was about to have a seizure with how tense her body got.

“You alright?” Thinking that you crossed a boundary.

“Yeah, Babe. I’m fine.”

You brushed it off and told yourself you were overthinking.

But you weren’t.

For the rest of the night, Carol basically avoided any contact with you, she didnt hold your hand, kiss you on your forehead. None of it.

You chalked it up to her maybe not being comfortable with PDA. You could get with that, I mean…it makes sense. She grew up in a time where people weren’t so open about two women loving each other, and a lot of people today still aren’t it made sense.

But then….Carol not only didn’t show you affection outside, but inside as well.

Everytime you initiated a cuddle session, she would always make some lame excuse “oh, it’s too hot” or “you’re crushing my bladder baby” and she would always play it off.

That happened a lot, like a lot, a lot.

So eventually, you let it go. You didn’t try to hug her, or hold her when she had a bad day. You knew she wasn’t going to hold up or rub your back if you came back from a particularly bad mission that left you with a nightmare. You knew that you weren’t ever going to have that. But you loved Carol, so you were able to deal.

Not being able to be intimate (not sexually) with the one person you loved most took a toll on you, of course it did.

Everyone could see it, especially Natasha.

Nat was your big sister, she was always the one who noticed even the smallest bit of a change in you.

So you bet your bottom dollar that Natasha heard the sigh you let out when she hugged you longer than usual.

This past mission was….brutal, to say the least. You had made it out by the skin of your teeth, broken toe and bruises and scratches everywhere, but alive nonetheless.

Of course, Carol was relieved that you were alive…and she told you that. But sometimes actions speak louder than words. All she gave you was a little smile and peck on the lips. There was no bruising kiss, bone crushing hug. But, you were used to it.

Natasha though, quite the opposite.

As soon as she saw you, her little sister, walk through the compound doors, she gave you the biggest hug.

All you could do was hug back, let out the biggest sigh, and with that came tears. It had been so long since you’d been hugged so passionately. Since someone’s love for you was shown through body movements and physical contact.

Natasha noticed how you were reluctant to pull away, and how when you did. You looked drained, albeit refreshed.

She knew the mission was tough but this was something else. She knew how you looked when it’d been awhile without physical reassurance.

“When was the last time Carol gave you a hug? Held you? Anything?”

And when you couldn’t give a solid answer let alone a recent one, Natasha was ready to rip off a head. You calmed her down of course, saying how it was okay, but She wasn’t having it.

“Why don’t you just tell her how much hugging and affection means to you? You don’t deserve this.” Natasha huffed and crossed her eyes, eyes sad eyes looking into yours.

“Because it’s who she is, Nat.” You tried to explain. “She doesn’t do hugs or late night cuddles. That’s just her.”

Natasha rolled her eyes. “Yeah? Well you do hugs, and kisses and holding hands and late night cuddles. That’s just who you are. Why are you the only sacrificing and making changes to who you are, when she’s living fine and dandy?” She threw her hands up, eyes wide and expectant with anger.

“Why is she perfectly sane and you’re losing your mind, hell yourself? And why the fuck didn’t you tell me about this earlier?”

Natasha was pissed yes, but it was coming from a place of love. And you knew you needed to hear it.

“I- I don’t know. I just love her and I didn’t wanna make her uncomfortable.”

She sighed. Placing her hands on your arms, rubbing up and down. You smiled. “That’s not love, Y/N/N. You can love Carol all you want, but you don’t love yourself if you’re willing to allow yourself to be hurt like this.”

Natasha was right, she knew that. And she also knew that you weren’t going to say anything to Carol directly. So she took upon herself, as she should.

You slept in between Natasha and Wanda that night. Sandwiched in between your two favorite people family members. Don't…. Don’t tell Tony that.

.

The next morning, Carol jumped up at the sound of banging against her door. It was still dark outside, she didn’t even hear birds chirping yet. Who in the world could that be?

“I don’t care if your decent or not Danvers, I’m coming in.”

The door opened and in walked Natasha romanoff, still in her pajamas, but a wicked look on her face. She sat in the chair facing Carol’s bed, faced hardened and eyes raging.

“Nat what the-”

“We need to talk about Y/N.”

Carol’s eyes widened, sitting up immediately. “I- Is she alright?”

“No, thanks to you.” Natasha raised her eyebrows, attitude spewing from her body language. Spicy.

“What are you talking about?” Carol rubbed her eyes, it was too early to be dealing with yelling and accusations.

“Why haven’t you hugged her? Or kissed her? Or held her after her worst missions? Or told her it was going to be alright when she wakes up screaming from nightmares? Because I’m sure she does. We all do. But unlike Y/N, we have someone to calm us down and make is feel safe? Do you even love her?”

Carol scrunched her eyebrows up at that. “Of course I love her why are you asking that?”

“Are you sure?” Natasha tilted her head. “Because if you did, you would see how tired and sad she looks. How all she wants is a hug and kiss everyone once and a while from her girlfriend! How she just wants to hold your hand when you pass through crowds because they make her nervous and she doesnt want to get lost!”

Carol stuttered. What was Natasha talking about?

“She wants to feel loved. Because actions speak damn louder than words. And you telling Y/N that you love her means nothing if she doesn’t feel it.”

Natasha is pacing around the room now, rage fueling her words. This was for her sister.

“God. She sacrificed the one thing that grounds her the most because you are ‘comfortable’ with physical contact.” Air quotes. “Well too damn bad, Danvers. Sometimes we gotta feel uncomfortable to make the one we love comfortable. And it isn’t even unreasonable, its human! And before you spew that Kree bullshit at me, you have your memories back, and all the feelings that come with it. You know what it’s like. Y/N hasn’t been hugged or held in weeks. She thrives on that. That’s why she probably almost died! Because she just couldn’t think, her body didn’t have enough energy, enough…love to get out of their sooner.” Natasha wiped her eyes, red and puffy eyes before looking at her sisters girlfriend. Her voice cracked all through her rampant speech.

“So before you say, you love her. Do you actions show it? She may be here now, might he huffing it and powering through. But a person can only handle so much before they break. And I’ll be damned if I let you break my sister. So shape up, or ship out, Danvers. My sister comes first.”

And with that…Natasha was gone.

Wow.

Carol just sat in her bed, hair still messy and eyes red and teary.

What kind of girlfriend was she? Natasha was 100% right. She didnt give you enough love, and she feels like a complete ass for not caring. She knew what she needed to do.

The rest of the day went as Normal. You had no idea about the whole Natasha/Carol debacle. And it stayed that way.

You woke up, in a….surprisingly not empty bed. Natasha and Wanda were at your sides, trying to hold in their giggles as they watched TV to not wake you.

Spoiler alert: didnt work.

Natasha asked how you’re feeling, to which you said “better than ever.” They both frowned at that answer. They didn’t even want to ask when was the last time you and Carol slept in the same bed.

You all went your separate ways. It was Sunday, you had training and a debriefing to prepare yourself for. But you needed to shower first. Mentally, you were refreshed, being squished because two bodies and snug like a bug in a rug really gave your mind a boost.

You were sad that it wasn’t Carol on either side of you, but you didn’t dwell too much on it. Not a good idea to think too much.

You walked towards your room, turning the knob to get your things to shower.

You nearly jumped when you saw a disheveled Carol on your bed. Red eyes and a look of pure guilt when she saw you.

“Carol, is everything alright?” She stood up and walked over to you. She played with her hands as she tried to find the right words.

“I just- I.” You reached out to place your hands onto Carol’s, immediately pulling your hands back when you registered just who was standing in front of you.

Carol broke at that. Tears now freely flowing from her eyes as she covered them with her hands.

“You’re scaring me, Car. What’s wrong?” She pulled her hands down and stared at you, the tears never stopping.

Suddenly, you felt yourself being pulled forward and warm, strong arms coming around your waist.

It was an odd feeling, a new one, and it took you a minute, but then you realized.

This is a hug, Carol is hugging you. Oh my god. This is the moment you’ve been waiting for.

You wrapped your arms around Carol’s middle, squeezing tightly as you laid your head on her chest. She squeezed harder, still crying, while words fell from her mouth.

“I’m so sorry, baby. I’ve been the worst girlfriend ever. I put myself before you and I let you not put yourself first. I should’ve hugged you everyday, and kissed you on your forehead when you were sleepy and- and held your hand when were in crowds and let you lay on me when you were scared. I’m so sorry. You’re only human and I denied you of the one thing you needed most. Please forgive me.”

You didn’t let go of Carol, or say anything else. You just squeezed harder, your arms coming to wrapped around her neck, as she pulled your body even closer.

Tears sprang to your eyes when you felt her lips press to your forehead.

Was this a dream?

“This was all you wanted and I never gave it to you. You never go without it again I promise, I love you. I love you and I’m gonna show you. No more Kree Carol, Human Carol from now on.”

You placed a kissed on Carol’s neck, smiling when she sighed in relief.

This was all you wanted, and you finally got it. You’re only human.

#carol danvers #carol danvers x reader #carol danvers imagine #brie larson imagine #brie larson x reader #brie larson #natasha romanoff x reader #natasha romanoff #wanda maximoff x reader #wanda maximoff #captain marvel imagine #captain marvel #captain marvel x reader #wlw fanfic #wlw imagine #madi writes

[mochiyoonfi]

Charlie Puth Uses BTS for Clout... Again

In 2018, all of Jungkook’s hardcore fanboying came to a peak and he shared a stage collaboration with Puth, singing his song ‘We don’t talk anymore’. Then after this, all mention of BTS was wiped from Charlie’s twitter to never see light of date again and no further updates of the collab or opportunities that may have arisen.

So what happened?

Charlie actually has an automatic thing on his twitter, deleting every tweet thats a year old. 

SO BEFORE I GET INTO THIS, EVERYONE KNOW THAT CHARLIE ISNT WIPING ANY MENTION FROM BTS FROM HIS TWITTER.

2015

It began in 2015 when BTS twitter uploaded a video of one of Charlie’s collaborations with another artist, however, it highlighted Charlie's voice.

2017

Jungkook uploaded via his alias, JK, a cover of Charlie Puth’s single with Selena Gomez, We Don’t Talk Anymore. 

Only hours after this was uploaded to twitter, Charlie Puth saw this and listened to it, eventually retweeting it with the words ‘Love this Jungcook’. It was praise, even if it was mispelt. His mispelling was/is ignored because everyone is human and therefore makes mistakes. (This tweet was deleted before the one year erased it, however it can be argued it was because of the possible offense that may be caused by the mispelling of Jungkook’s name.)

Puth tweets ‘I really like BTS’ music’.

BTS Twitter, ever quick to respond, tweets ‘We really like Charlie Puth’s music.’

On a radio interview, Charlie references BTS and his earlier Jungkook mispelling. "I think [BTS] are a fantastic band and I want to meet them in person one day. And apologize to Jungkook for mispronouncing his name." 

The day after, a second cover by BTS is dropped of ‘We Don’t Talk Anymore’ by Jimin and Jungkook.  (Charlie doesn’t respond but he also DOESN’T HAVE to)

Charlie tweets ‘Yo @/bts_twt..DMs!!

There was no follow up on this and we still don’t know what happened...

2018

An hour after Puth released his music video for ‘The Way I Am’, Puth tweets ‘jungkook look’ and links his video

I can’t find if BTS ended up responding to this, although it seems they didn’t. Jungkook did however in an MTV interview, say this was his favorite song.

Jungkook has made various comments about Puth in interviews and ARMY’s have dubbed him ‘Charlie Puth’s Biggest Fanboy’.

Then they had a stage show together of ‘We Don’t Talk Anymore’ With JK singing Selena’s parts, and the two young men seemed to enjoy themselves, with Charlie smiling widely the whole time.

2019

All mention of BTS from Puth’s twitter is cleaned and ARMY is furious. They however, don’t take into notice the fact that ALL of Charlie’s tweets from the year are gone. One remains of BTS saying ‘This was fun’ with a link to Jungkook and Charlie’s live stage collab.

2020 (July)

Puth finally responds to the amassed hate brought by Toxic ARMY.

//“I don’t usually pay any mind to things like this, but something has to be said. This dangerous, toxic, internet screaming match between ‘fandoms’ has to stop. I’m 28 years old, so it doesn’t really mean anything to me when some person I don’t know writes a nasty message to me...”

“...saying things like “I used BTS for clout”. I don’t know what that means- I love those guys and they are super talented.”

“But what I do know is that 10 years ago, language like this directed towards me would’ve affected me deeply in a very negative way. And I’m thinking about all the other younger kids on twitter seeing stuff like this on a daily basis.”

“ It may sound cliche, but please be nicer to each other on here. No more screaming about made up nonsense. It does nobody any good. We all need to love each other MORE THAN EVER RIGHT NOW. “//

After this tweet, many ARMY’s saw that they had wronged the singer and apologized for their malicious words. Many apologized for the others in the fandom who misrepresented BTS through their unkind words.

2020 (August)

SO Yoonfi, WHY are you talking about this if it’s been resolved?

Well. After the release of BTS’ new song ‘Dynamite’, which has gone completely viral breaking the record for most views in 24 hours at 101 million.

After this, Charlie uploaded a tik tok. To be more specific, a cover. A cover of the new BTS song. Since there is a current challenge of dancing a cover of the song, which BTS Tik Tok, (I’m thinking it’s Jhope) has commented on various videos of these.

Why Is this a problem Yoonfi? WELL. Charlie didnt end up crediting BTS AT ALL. On the tik tok it says, Original sound by Charlie Puth. Nothing else. No credit at all to BTS.

(^^This photo was sent to me by a friend as I don’t own tik tok. She told me she doesn’t need to be credited. Thanks ILY)

So I actually didn’t see TOO much wrong with this. Like, maybe he forgot..?

I screenshotted these from his twitter, instagram and Tik Tok where he uploaded them. If you look closely, you’ll notice NONE of these uploads of the cover have any mention of BTS or Dynamite. 

If he didn’t see the point, then I’ll explain it. 

Not all of Charlie’s fans will listen to BTS and vice versa. This may mislead, and it has, misled his fans into thinking that this is Charlie’s original song, and that he will upload a new song of this soon. 

It’s unfair to your fans to not tell them it’s not yours.

Now, a month after he addressed ARMY’s hate on him, will he have to speak out again?

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[floridensis]

a wasp appreciation post

it looks like lots of people are submitting their wasp pics to @onenicebugperday​ and i decided i wanted to just make a massive wasp photo dump!

i am a recovered wasp-phobe. i used to run in the opposite direction if i saw a wasp. now i go towards them (i do not recommend that. but ive got observations to make). every one of these photos is a testament to how theyve grown on me. shoutout to the nice paper wasps that didnt care about me and just wanted to do their business and ignored me as i attempted to face my fears and photograph them. the pics were garbage but i got better.

so, first, have some of the most majestic wasps ive ever seen:

this incredible creature was probably the biggest wasp ive ever seen. i ran around following it FOREVER to capture a photo, but it was really good at getting away from me. [inat link]

this beautiful thing was probably the second biggest wasp ive ever seen. i detected it because i heard the sound of its massive buzzing wings! it didnt seem to want to go far, i could have sat watching it forever. [inat link]

the rest is going to be under a cut so not to pollute your dashes :)

so lets look at some other funky wasps

heres some beautiful wasps, incredibly tiny with incredibly thick thighs. i think the top one is a male and the bottom one is a female, by looking at the shape of the butt. these little guys dont sting, and the top one let me hold it briefly (it was cold...) [inat link] [inat link]

but im going to be honest, as much as i love those little things, i think that its kinda cheating to showcase non-stinging wasps when defending them against people who hate wasps for stinging. so.....

STING!!!!! look, its just what nature is. theyre not mean, theyre just doing what they gotta do. funny enough, between the two wasps here, im pretty sure most people would be more scared of the victim than the aggressor if they were to see them individually. [inat link] [inat link]

i observe so many wasps in the patch where i witnessed this attack, and honestly i have to say, normally they mind their own business. in fact, this patch is what got me over my own fear of wasps! 

like, look at this cutie in the patch, just sleeping there :) [inat link]

theres so many different kinds of wasps there, and in surprising places, too!

heres some parasitic wasps that i hatched when trying to hatch stink bugs. gotta say, even if they werent what i was looking for, it was fascinating all the same. people often hear “parasitic wasp” and go GHGHHGGGUGH HELL NO!!!!!! and im not sure what theyre thinking. parasitic wasps cannot sting, and they hatch out of the eggs or bodies of other bugs and stuff. they dont hurt people at all. (those beautiful thick thighed orange ones earlier on are also parasitic) [inat link]

i want to show off two other wasps but i dont really know a smooth transition for it. so heres a yellowjacket nest.

it was really fascinating. they had built this nest in the exposed dirt of an uprooted tree! we sat and watched the traffic for a while. i dont really see yellowjackets where i live, so it was cool seeing them up in gainseville, especially because of how cool their nest was. [inat link]

none of them wanted to sting me. there were so many awesome wasps in gainesville and only one wanted to sting me.

isnt it just beautiful?? it didnt sting me, but i could tell i was agitating it the more i tried to get pictures. so i left. simple. but i was willing to take a bit of risk because it was one of the most beautiful paper wasps ive ever seen. but if i didnt leave it that would be my fault.

i could go on. i have a lot more i want to show off, but i dont want to type anymore or look up any more of my inat observations.

know what, im just dumping some pretty ones without context

so.... thats wasps for you. i love them. if you wanna reblog and maybe show off some wasps too, youre welcome to.

#wasp positivity #wasps #waspcourse #if theres any typos or mistakes its outta my hands #theres too much text for my adhd ass to proofread #if its really bad just lmk otherwise whatever

[pbsc]

I was on my phone one evening when i discovered a new blog on tumblr, there were so many pictures posted, lovely women all at various stages of pregnancy, every one of them glowing, smiling, or making silly faces, they all looked so happy, i wanted that! As i decided to follow the blog i noticed a link under one of the images labeled “wish this were you?” i only hesitated for a second before clicking the link. A few seconds later an a new image loaded, a beautiful blonde haired girl, wearing an oversized white dress shirt and little more, she must have been at least 8 months along, because even the oversized shirt was unbuttoned to show her belly, but still she smiled happily as she snapped the picture of herself. The image was captioned “delivery 1 hour, return 24 hours” what could that mean? i wasnt really sure but i followed the blog anyways.

As soon as i clicked off of the image I felt my back begin to ache, i reached back to rub it hoping to relieve some tension, I twisted my shoulders feeling them too begin to be sore, “what is going on?” i looked around as i noticed the room was getting bigger, or was i getting smaller? I stood up and could now see more clearly that i was indeed getting smaller, by the time i stopped shrinking i was maybe 5′5 if i was lucky. “what the heck is happening to me?” i walked over my mirror and looked at myself, i looked different, not only was i smaller but my shoulders were narrower, and my hips were wider. Suddenly i felt my body begin to adjust again, as mass from my arms moved to my hips and thighs, softening out every edge i had until i was smooth, and rather curvy. my mind and heart were racing, what was happening to me? a strange warm sensation spread through my face as i watched it changing before my eyes, my once blue eyes turned brown as my eyelashes grew and my nose shrank, my lips became more pronounced as my cheekbones lowered and my hair changed to a blonde.

the face i now saw in the mirror was no longer my own “Im becoming the girl from the photo!” realization hit me as the voice that came from my lips was much higher. slowly the warm sensation moved downwards to my chest, where breasts began to swell outwards pressing out against my t shirt, stopping promptly after they had reached a solid D. Again the sensation moved, further down, between my legs. I could only watch as the bulge in my pants disappeared leaving the figure in the mirror fully female. slowly my clothes changed too, leaving me wearing the same white dress shirt i had seen the woman wearing earlier. as my boxers and pants changed into a bra and panties that cradled my new form well.

“that only leaves one thing” i said still trying to get used to my new voice, and just as i said it the warmth moved back up to my now flat and smooth belly slowly began to round out, a tiny bulge pushing behind my belly button. growing larger and larger with each minute it didn’t take much longer for my belly button to pop outwards as my belly began to look exactly like the photo had.

And there she was, I mean there I was. standing there looking at myself in the mirror, but it was someone elses body. i though back to the picture and its caption. “delivery one hour, return 24 hours” i quickly checked my phone, it had been an hour since i saw that post “i guess that is what it meant by delivery” i laughed and placed a hand on my new belly “thank goodness it didnt mean you!” i looked down at my new body “i guess that means that ill only be this way for 24 hours?” i turned back to the mirror to look myself over again “all i can say is that this is going to be a fun 24 hours”

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Thanks for reading! this is the ‘pilot’ of sorts for this series of transformation captions that i will post on this blog! if you would like to see more, follow! if you like what you see, heart it!

if you have any images you would like added to the list of images that get randomly picked from pm me with a link or submit it!

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wish this were you?

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(the link above will send you to a random image on one of my other blogs, enjoy!)

#belly #pregnant #transformation #caption #pbsc

[sinfullytempting]

Temptations Minhyuk (6) pt 1

Tag list:  @chanberrys​ / @a-revolution-teez / @sailor-san​ / @needyateez​ / @hotnoodle​ / @marooneclipse​ / @mans-ayyye​  / @sominniej / @choisanz / @ktt-nz​ / @miyaboo103 / @deanvocals / @youseissi / @iwantdiemii / @rxsetemptation​ / @pookawrites / and @princessvalencia1 /  @iwantdiemii​ / @sweetheart--sannie​ /  ask if youd liked to be tagged for when i post chapters.

A/N: This is going to be a two part chapter because its really long... im also going to start putting this on ao3

San (Lust 1) / Yeosang (Gluttony 2) / Seonghwa (Greed 3) / Wooyoung (Envy 4) / Chapter 5 (no introduction) / Minhyuk (Human 6 pt 1)

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“Why...why is he here?”

Your hand subconsciously curls around Wooyoungs arm while your other grips his wrist as you shuffle yourself behind him a bit, peeking around from the back of his neck, eyes locked on the figure by Minhyuks door, leaning next to it, arms crossed and eyes locked on the ground. “Who is that? Why are you acting like this?” Wooyoung spoke, drawing the attention of the male, brown eyes locking on you, lips twitching up. 

“Y/n~” He cooed and you gripped Wooyoung’s sleeve tighter, biting your lip. “Thats Im Changkyun, my ex, who i was talking to on the phone.” Wooyoung hummed and walked towards the door, ignoring the male. “Key?” You jerked your head up. “On top of the door frame.” He nodded and reached up, grabbing the key and opening the door and quickly pushing you through the door. “Go get what you need.” Wooyoung reassured you before turning to face Changkyun as you ran off into Minhyuk’s room. 

“Why did you suddenly call Y/n?” Changkyun stayed quiet as he walked inside, closing the door behind him. Wooyoung snorted before he walked closer as the other scanned him. “Who are you? I’ve never seen you before.” Changkyun looked up, locking eyes with him.

“Im Y/n’s friend, i just moved here.” Wooyoung lied, bright green eyes locked on him. Changkyun felt like he was being opened like a book, pages flipped through and studied, pulled apart at the seems.

Wooyoungs eyes made him the slightest bit nervous but his lips quirked up.

Changkyun had heard the saying ‘your eyes are the window to the soul’ but he never believed it. Until now. Wooyoung looked like he was reading him from the inside out, finding out all of his secrets, all of his past and maybe even his future. 

“I was with her this morning when you called. You stressed her out beyond belief.” Wooyoung crossed his arms, watching him as he waited for you to bring out the costumes.

You rummaged through Minhyuk’s closet before finding the costumes and giggling as you found a picture of the two of you dressed up. Even if you didnt like the pairing, the last person you were dressed up as was Harley Quinn with Minhyuk has your Joker. You have to admit, you both looked incredible, maybe you had a crush on Minhyuk then, he was incredible, your childhood friend, your first kiss, your everything.

Sitting on his bed you looked at his table, seeing photos of the two of you along with his other friends and your small friend group together. The last pic you saw was a pic of his group of friends with you. They were all very attractive and you had loved hanging out with you. That was before you had dated Changkyun, and before your crush on Kihyun. But what caught your attention was the part of the picture that was scribbled over, it was Changkyun’s face. You remember hearing that there was a fight in the school yard near the water fountain.

Flashback:

“Did you guys see? Theres a fight by the college water fountain.” You furrowed your eyebrows. “It looked like Minhyuk and Changkyun.” You shot up from your seat, startling a few of the others in the class and grabbed your phone before running out of the classroom and towards the water fountain. One look at the pink hair you knew it was Minhyuk. After all you had helped dye his hair. 

You couldnt hold back the gasp as you saw the bloody Changkyun, who was still your boyfriend at the time, and a slightly bruised Minhyuk. You pushed your way through to the front and bit your lip. “Minhyuk!” He backed up and stood infront of you, back facing you, dark eyes locked on the other. “Changkyun! I thought you promised you wouldnt betray her!” You frowned before peeking around his shoulder, seeing a girl run towards Changkyun and your heart shot up to your throat. 

That was the college’s campus beauty. 

You clenched your fist before tugging on Minhyuks sleeve. “Min lets go.” You whispered before pulling him back and towards your place. “Before you get in trouble.” You whispered, hand sliding down from his wrist which you had grabbed, down to his hand to pull him along. The short walk was quiet, Minhyuk gripping your hand tightly as you got to your door and unlocked the door, pushing it open.

You walked into the bathroom to grab the first aid kit, turning to get a better look at your best friend. “Min…” You whispered before moving so he could sit on the toilet and you sighed, sitting on the edge of the toilet. “Can you...explain?” You whispered as you got a qtip to start cleaning the open wounds and bandage them up.

Minhyuk watched you carefully. “Are you sure you’d like to know?” You hesitated before nodding. “I saw...I saw Irene running to him...but didn't want to see anymore.” He hummed, wincing as you dabbed on a sore spot. “Sorry.” You mumbled before sitting back so you could look him in the eye.

“Changkyun was cheating on you.”

That's what you were afraid of hearing. The obvious. The one part you didn't want to hear, Changkyun, your wonderful boyfriend, cheated.

“He was actually using you.”

That, you weren't expecting. You froze, looking down and biting your lip. Minhyuk’s fingertip tilted your head back. “I’m sorry…” He whispered and you bit your lip. “Changkyun…” You sniffed, a watery smile coming to your lips, a shaky laugh leaving them. “I guess you really did beat his ass like you said you would.” You watched a soft smile come to his mouth. “I’d do anything for you Y/n.” Your ears turned red, looking away. “Why are you...like this.” Minhyuk chuckled and kissed the top of your head before kneeling down to face you fully. “Ice cream?” You nodded, smiling faintly before you wrapped your arms around his neck and buried your face in his neck, sniffling before tears soaked his jacket and neck.

He wrapped his arms around your waist before standing up and carrying you to the kitchen, helping you wrap your legs around his waist. He sighed, humming quietly as you cried. “I should have urged you not to date him…” And you shook your head. “It’s ok Min…” You whispered, tears slowly coming to an end as he grabbed the tub of ice cream and two spoons before heading towards the couch and turning on the tv.

Grabbing a blanket Minhyuk covered the both of you, letting you maneuver yourself into a better position once he sat down. Still pressed against his side, with your legs over his lap, you could still watch the movie, be in your best friend's comforting arms, and have a tub of ice cream. You giggled faintly, opening the ice cream as Minhyuk found a movie for you both to watch. “I’ll have Kihyun bring your things after class.” You nodded, almost forgetting that you had left everything but your phone in the classroom.

You listened as Minhyuk told you how Changkyun had used you. 

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You suppose that's when He scratched Changkyun's face out. Your favorite picture though, was the one right next to his bed, the two of you with big grins at the beach. You shook your head rapidly, letting the grin form as you walked towards the front room, hearing the cocky voice of Wooyoung and the surprisingly mumbling voice of Changkyun.

Turning the corner you blinked a few times before walking over to stand beside Wooyoung. “Do i need to call San?” He shook his head and smirked. “We were just about done. I believe he's learned his lesson.” You hummed before pulling Wooyoung out the door after slapping the key in Changkyun’s hand. “Lock the door when you leave.”

Once out the door you let go of a breath you didn't know you were holding, lips trembling as you slumped against Wooyoung, gripping the costumes tightly. “It's been so long since i last saw him...3 years. Why is he bothering me again? Didn't he have Irene?” You take a deep breath and walk, pulling Wooyoung along as you grip his wrist. 

“Is that who you were with on the phone earlier this morning?” Wooyoung walked faster to be by your side, green eyes watching you carefully. You nodded faintly, a twitch. “It’s a long story…” You took a breath, closing your eyes before smiling and standing up straight. “We didn't have a good ending, you could say…” He hummed and nodded, lips tilted down, what looked like confusion, or...concern? You chuckled before leading him the way back to your place. “I'll tell you a short version. Minhyuk beat his ass because he cheated on me with the campus beauty. That was my first year, our first year, of college.” 

You looked at the costumes before grinning and handing one to Wooyoung. “This is yours, here you go, Mr. Mad hatter.” You grinned teasingly towards him. You kept an eye on San’s costume, grinning. Humming quietly you glanced over at Wooyoung who was awfully quiet. “Whats up?” Green eyes slid towards you from looking at his costume. “Are you going to tell San?” He rose a brow, eyes slitted. You looked down. 

“He looked pretty angry this morning at the call…” You bit your lip as you looked up at him. “Sannie will be able to smell him on you.” You frowned. “So really, what you're telling me is that I have no choice but to tell him?” You stopped walking and turned towards him. “Why did you call San?” You cocked your head. “It seemed like you had it handled decently.” You smiled a bit as you continued walking, looking up at your building as you got closer. “Sannie is going to ask you anyway.” You nodded. “Why did you give me an option then?” He shrugged, grinning at you teasingly. “I like seeing you suffer internally.” You huffed before walking towards your door and pushing it open, being greeted by San who sat on the couch but within seconds was in front of you. 

“Hello sunshine, why do you smell like someone else?” Wooyoung laughed as San looked around you, scanning you. “Well i did go into Minhyuk’s place, and this is his sweatshirt.” You shrugged and he narrowed his eyes before looking up at Wooyoung for answers. “We ran into her ex.” Wooyoung grinned quietly before leaning closer and resting his arm on your shoulder. “Ah, I see.” He hummed before knocking off Wooyoung's arm and tugging you closer. “I want you to smell like me, always.” He purred and Wooyoung took the clothes from you as he walked past, shutting the door behind him as San walked you backwards into the door, lips pulling into a grin, burying his face into your neck. 

“There is a way I can make you smell like me, forever.” He whispered, running his nose along the line of your neck to your ear. “What's that?” You whispered back, but it felt like you were underwater, in a haze. But an enjoyable one. San placed a hand on your hip, digging a sharp nail into the skin by your hip. “Mark you as forever mine.” He murmured, pinning your hips against the wall and you could feel blood prick at the spot his nail pierced. “Place a little fox right here.” He pressed the palm of his hand, smearing the blood onto his palm., the skin under his hand burning slowly. A pained whimper left your lips. “You won't be able to take the pain standing up.” He murmured and your head cleared partly as he picked you up, smirking as he passed Wooyoung who had fell onto the couch, lips quirking up back at him as he turned his attention to the abandoned TV and the show San had been watched before you both had come back.

San had tossed you over his shoulder, your head clearing more as he carried you towards your bedroom. Putting you on your head you looked up at him, tilting your head. “Shirt, off. Pants, down.” Your cheeks heated up at the words. “Excuse me?” Your head was fogging back up as San got closer, cinnamon and something more enticing making you compliant in his presence. “Shirt, off.” You tugged off your (Minhyuk’s) sweatshirt and your own shirt as you watched him carefully, the best you could through the haze. Tugging your pants down till he told you to stop. “Thats low enough.” He pushed you back on the bed more.

“Can you take the pain?” He murmured and you nodded, coherent enough to give consent. He shuffled down the bed and straddled your thighs, gripping your hips and leaning down to lick the blood off, sighing in pleasure at the taste. “So sweet.” He murmured against your stomach, smirking at the way your stomach quivered at his breath fanning over the skin, goosebumps rising over your skin, hairs standing up and making you shiver, a breathless chuckle leaving his lips as he pressed his lips against the line by your hip and sitting up. 

He looked up at you. His hand pressed against the spot and his free hand covered your mouth. He wanted it to hurt, see you scream in pain and you squirm, see tears prick at your eyes and tears slide down your cheeks. He wanted it to hurt, he wanted you to cry and squirm in his hands. San smirked, dimple making a mark on his cheek.

It started out just warm and your eyes furrowed when he put his hand over your mouth, your only answer was a smirk as the heat went up, slowly burning and you started squirming, eyes tearing up as the heat got hotter. His smirk got wider. He didnt numb it for this reason, to see you suffer and cry in pain, something he lived off of as he was demon, and he could tell by the scent outside the door that Wooyoung was living off it as well.

He let his eyes flutter shut, enjoying the muffled scream that left your mouth but was blocked by his hand. “Poor thing does it hurt.” You nodded and he laughed before opening his eyes, pushing harder on the spot that was burning. More screams left your lips and he groaned, sitting back on your thighs and removing his hand, watching your back arch as you screamed.

“You sound so pretty Y/n.” He whined faintly,before his hand curled into a fist at your hip, nails digging into the sensitive skin, more screams leaving your lips. “It hurts!” He laughed. “Thats the point. Did you forget who i was? What i am?” Your eyes shot open, when had you closed them? He was the demon, the strongest demon, the one who had the prettiest red cursive over your chest, you were his and he was making sure everyone knew, if your screams were anything to go by.

He removed his hand and looked at you, hovering over you to be eye to eye. “Who am i Y/n?” He leaned down closer, nose touching yours as he admired the tears in your eyes. “Whats my name?” He grinned, sharp nails softly sliding against your cheek and down your neck to your collarbone and down the valley of your chest and a straight line all the way down, stopped right below your navel as he waited for your answer.

“Tell me Y/n.” He spoke, fingers coming back up and dig into your jaw and cheek and he gripped your chin in his hand, pleasure and amusement. “Tell me who i am.” You choked on a sob, the intense burning continuing.

“San!”

“Incorrect.”

“Sin! Your lust! A demon.”

“Partially correct.” His grip loosened.

“Satan! You own me!” 

He released his hold on you, licking up the blood as he let his lips follow the line his fingers followed moments before. “Good girl.” He murmured, sitting back up and looking down at the red fox forming. “Look at that. Your body is already reacting to me and I just finished the full contract.”

He shuffled down and his lips pulled up into a cruel smile as your whined, head still fuzzy. “Don't go.” He licked his lips and shuffled back up, lips pressing against the skin before your ear and nibbling a little bit, your head unconsciously tilting for him, exposing more skin. His breathing deepened, heavy breaths fanning against your neck as he got caught up in the scent you gave him so willingly. His eyes dilated, the red becoming brighter as he closed his eyes, trying to control himself from losing his grip on reality. “I want to destroy you, making you come undone by my hands and mouth. I want to utterly break you.” He hissed,hands finding your wrists and pinning them up by your head. “I want you crying for me, crying my name. I want you in tears and neediness in your touch as you break. I want you to grip me like I'm your lifeline. Because I am, I'm your life now, I could kill you in so many ways and bring you back just to do it again.” His sense of reality disappeared and he growled deeply.

“Ecce ego ad te diligunt* me.” He whispered into your neck, his grip tightening. “I want you to be obsessed over me, live off my attention and touch.” His eyes snapped open as he registered the door opening and Wooyoung gently pushing him off of you. “San dont lose control of yourself.” His friend soothed before he glanced at you, he could imagine your hazy mind spinning and his hand brushed your eyes shut. “Sleep.”

He turned his attention to San, still trying to collect himself and Wooyoung climbed over the bed and pushed his wrist against San’s mouth. His scent shocked San back to himself, his eyes closing and he inhaled Wooyoung's scent. He had always told Wooyoung he was someone who could calm him down in a second. His hand lifted to hold his wrists to his mouth and nose, inhaling deeply. “You back?” Wooyoung whispered and San nodded, eyes traveling to you, who had fallen asleep at Wooyoung's command. “You did a number on her.” Wooyoung whispered and his eyes fell to the fox. “Worse than others San.” He sighed and nodded. “Let her sleep a little bit then we can get ready.” San nods before getting up with Wooyoung before turning around and covering you up with a blanket and walking out the door, closing it before him.

“Can you control yourself around her still?” San stayed quiet before falling back onto the couch and rubbing his face. “Most likely.” He smiled lightly. “I need a better answer Sannie. Or i have to do something you dont like.” Sans eyes snapped towards Wooyoung and he narrowed his eyes. “You wouldnt.” Wooyoung held his hands up. “She's a special case San. You can't break her too much.” He soothed and San relaxed, closing his eyes. Wooyoung glanced at the clock. “What time did she say the party was at?”

“7pm.” San mumbled and Wooyoung nodded, grabbing his costume. “Its about 3pm so we should get ready, let her sleep...do you think she will be mad if we let her sleep too long? Girls always make a fuss about not having enough time to do their makeup and stuff…” Wooyoung hesitated. 

“We can wake her at 5.” San mumbled before grabbing his costume as well before walking towards the bathroom slowly, still collecting himself. Closing the door he closed his eyes and took a deep breath, sliding his fingers through his hair. He know you were intoxicating, but enough to make him almost lose full control of himself?” Red eyes fluttered open before he looked down at the costume and sighed before it pulled into a smirk. The fox will show with your costume. San changed and grinned softly, twirling the headband as he opened the door, lips quirking.

Walking out San stretched before checking on you, pushing the door open he walked in, leaving it open. He moved the covers enough to check on the mark. Walking out he walked towards the kitchen to grab an ice pack. Covering it he walked back towards your room and placed his hand against the symbol carefully, cooling it down before placing the ice pak on in and covering you back up before searching your room for the costume and laying it on the bed.

Leaving the room again, San closed the door and walked back to the kitchen. “Wooyoung we should make her dinner.” He called out to the living room. “She will probably eat there.” Wooyoung called back and San puffed his cheeks before staring out the window.

#* means i want you to love me #written #temptations chapter #temptations #ateez imagine

[nobody-knose--archive]

well i got home a lot earlier than i thought i would today, which i’m happy for seeing as the place was filled to the brim with people not wearing masks. like this place is normally decently busy this time of year but it was packed to the goddam brim today for some reason. anyway! i took pictures of the place for reference, and whenever i get around to carving the pumpkins we picked out i’ll share pics of that as well. this is lowkey going to be an advertisement for the place because if you ever visit the central valley you really should come around here, especially if you are/have kids it’s amazing. starting from the top.

[image description: a picture of a creek bluff. in the foreground are some ground brush cast in shadow. in the middle ground is some long yellow grasses in patchy sunlight taking up the space where a creek would run if there was rain around here (california). slightly up the hill is a small footbrigde connecting a path that goes from left to right along the side of the bluff. just behind it in the background is the side of a small hill that’s covered in the same long yellow grass from before, and the sky is clear and blue where at the top of the bluff. scattered throughout are oak trees, some small and young, and a few that are old, tall, & mighty. end image description.]

y’all are so lucky i managed to get pictures without people there were so damn many. my older brother was freaking out the entire time about catching corona (he’s nd but he’s in denial about it) and ive decided that for the sake of this post & onwards i’ll be referring to my older brother as Idon & my younger brother as Dr. Lion given that those are dumb unused nicknames we have for each other and it’s easier than referring to them as my older & younger brother all the time. anyway the whole area is set up in this lil creekbed area and normally when it’s winter & it’s not hot n stuff (twas decently hot today, tshirt shorts & no jacket weather in the sun) there’s a bit of water that runs through it. the rest of the time it’s dry and people will walk straight to it to get to the bluffside trail that features a handful of small attractions like a tiny castle, tunnel, metal slide, & other things that appeal to all the children that can fit in them. this place is basically the hotspot for any and all children in this county youve just gotta come here some time it’s so damn fun. there’s even a swinging rope bridge over the creek that leads to the bluffside trail that’s raised way up in the air and is an honestly harrowing experience for every kid who goes across it i could talk about this place for hours. i havent even brought up the train line that goes around the tree farm & things at the top of the bluff. anyway

[image description: a picture of a pumpkin patch, taken from behind a few stalks of corn. the field is full of pumpkin plants with their large, green leaves extended into the air, though there’s no pumpkins visible. there are various flowers i believe to be carnations dotted throughout the patch, in shades of  light pink, magenta, orange, and red, and a few stalks of corn also grow in the patch. in the distance a field of corn that doubles as a small maze grows off to the right, and lining the background is a row of large trees that grow along the creekbed behind them. the sky is bright blue & clear from the upper left part of the picture it can be seen in. end image description]

so one attraction of this place (one thing that gives it such an appeal to people who want aesthetic pictures for instagram & whatnot) is that they always set up little pumpkin people all over the place, taking various poses. when i say pumpkin people i mean basically scarecrows, clothing stuffed with straw & posed doing things, but with pumpkins for heads. most of them are out of the way enough that people cant mess with them but can take pictures like i did here. oh can you not see it? well let me just zoom in for you-

[image description: a zoomed in picture of the scene described above. clearly shown is a scarecrow-type figure with a pumpkin for a head standing up in the field. it’s wearing a rather nondescript grey shirt, blue jeans, and a floppy brown farmer’s hat. it’s surrounded by pumpkin plants, carnations, & corn stalks, with a corn field to the back & more large trees casting shadows to the back, as indicated above. there are also some large leaves from corn plants directly in front of the camera where it’s taking the picture, taking up a large chunk of the picture. end image description]

here it is! this is the only one i took a picture of because it was the only one i could possibly find the time to capture without it being swarmed by other people. i was really lucky to take these pictures without anyone in the background here it’s honestly hard to tell from what i’m showing but there was an obscene amount of people there, hence why we barely spent 1.5 hours there. i suspect idon’s unending stream of complaints and fretting and honest request to tell every member of our extended family that we’d have to quarantine for the next 2 weeks got us out a bit faster than we wouldve otherwise done but eh. that stuff’s especially ironic considering dr lion’s going back to physical school starting this week but hey what can ya do. we wore our masks. homemade by my mother because she had nothing better to do the first few weeks of quarantine and now i’m just rambling about my home life. moving on

[image description: a picture of a string of lightbulbs, focused on one in particular that’s completely shattered. behind, various trees, oaks being the only ones i can name, fill up almost the entire background. blue sky can be seen through the branches of a tree to the upper right portion of the picture. for the most part only the lightbubs & the tree closest to it, taking up the rightmost portion of the photo, are illuminated by the sun. end image description]

this is making me realize i didnt take many good pictures. i only took this one because ive got a story behind it but hey i’ll be coming back this winter to pick out a pine tree probably bc they double as a pine tree farm as well as a pumpkin patch and general creekbluff attraction so i can get some better pictures of the area when there’s less people. hopefully. anyway you see how that lightbulb’s broken? well i being the lil aspiring biologist i am saw a bone lying in the dirt next to our car when we were leaving and immediately picked it up. it was picked clean, almost certainly by ants or something, and i was kinda hoping it was the product of some owl because there are a lot of those in the area around the creek, but my family decided twas but the product of some other family’s picnic there. what it was doing in the parking lot i’d love to know, but i couldnt bring it with me (”that’s disgusting” it’s picked clean dirty & dusty lying in the dirt i guarantee it’s not got anyone’s dna on it any more but that of the chicken it came from) so i take a step closer to the treeline to throw it away. and then of course where does it go after i release it from my hand but directly into one of the lightbulbs hanging up by a string all along the outside of the parking lot. whoopsy. so of course i take a picture as soon as i’m done explaining it to my family & freaking out about doing actual damage to this beloved creek pumpkin patch/pine tree farm. then we have a brief argument on whether to tell the staff about it (there’s actual broken glass what else can we do) and so we drive up to the guy sitting there watching people leave, giving directions, our mom rolls down the window, and i, on the opposite side of the car from him, barely get out a proclamation along the lines of “there’s a broken lightbulb down in the parking lot with glass on the ground” he says “ok sure” and we leave. it takes me like 5 minutes to calm down from that which i dont get because we do a whole expedition up to the top of the bluff to see the construction theyre doing to the train line that theyve been working on for years & we dont even get out of the car to walk around because a. social distancing we already took off our masks & they have to be tied on it’s too much work to put it back on and b. the sheer number of cars there was menacing so we just sorta drove around and glanced down the side of the bluff to the best of our abilities. god that’s a damn paragraph. it’s been an hour. <3 i guess

#describing images this detailed is a bit challenging but not boring/annoying i think it was a rewarding experience #tis i #i sure as hell didnt intend to spend nearly an hour writing up an account of what happened the moment i got home but that's what happened #i hope y'all enjoy cause i sure did #admittedly unspecific dialogue

[mysteryofren]

Soulmates

chapter 29 of So Happy Together

28: https://mysteryofren.tumblr.com/post/619270509137412096/us-and-the-first-order

note: i felt like it was wrong to post today too, but i know you all are waiting for it, and i dont want to keep you waiting any longer. i hope you all are safe, and enjoy this chapter!

 The last day of school had come, and gone. You were officially a senior. So were Matt, and Phasma. It had been the day you looked forward too, because it was a sign that the end was near. The day you met Elaine, it no longer became a day you were excited for, but one you dreaded. You being a senior meant she was done, and would be leaving you behind in a sort of way. She assured you that you both still had until graduation. Now that day is here. You had stayed up late. Both of you did. She was nervous, and so were you. She was staying in town until she had to go to NYU to start the semester, but it still would be weird knowing she would leave eventually. She left earlier than you so she could go to the rehearsal before the real ceremony. 

 You got ready, and headed over to your grandfather's once she left. Her family wanted to throw her a graduation party, but didn’t want all her friends to drive over 6 hours to her house. Your grandfather offered his house up for the party claiming that she is his 3rd granddaughter, and would love to host it there. You wanted to help set up for her. Silence is all you heard while driving. Your mind didn't have thoughts running through it for once, and you didn't want to disrupt that. It felt like the world had stopped. Like everything froze in place, and you were the only one moving. 

  Arriving to your grandfathers, you noticed another car in the driveway next to the old truck he always drives. He must have finally gotten something nicer for himself. Not that the truck wasn't nice. You loved the truck to death. It was a part of your childhood, but something like that isn't typically what a CEO of a company drives. You put your car in park, and get out. There was fog rolling in from the forest. You watched as it slowly creeps into the yard. You walk in, and hear the sound of 4 paws running down stairs. 

“Hey bud. How ya doing?” Gideon walked over to you. He sat at your feet, and rolled over. It was his way of greeting you. Everytime you walked into the house he did it. You gave his stomach a few pets before heading upstairs. You creep upstairs quietly knowing your grandfather is still asleep. You get to his room, and walk in. He's asleep. His body is across the bed again taking up all the space in it. You see a clear dent where Gideon had been sitting. Next to one of his hands is a giant book. You walk over, and look at it. It was a photo album. You pick it up, and look at the page he’s on. 

‘Satine, Y/N, and Elaine. Day at the lake’ was written next to the photo along with the date. You remember that day. It was memorial day. You had just met Elaine. Her parents were busy, and she didn't have anything to do so you invited her on a whim. You all had gone camping. The picture was of your grandmother helping you and Elaine start the fire. She talked you both through it the whole time. She really insisted that you guys work together, and start it on your own. It was dark, and cold when your grandfather decided to do it on his own. You guys eventually did it. It just took a few trips before you got it all down. 

 You flipped through the album to see what else there was. It was all you, and Elaine. You guys doing charity work. Celebrating holidays. First days of school. Last days of schools. Dances. Events. Fundraisers. Camping trips. Sleepovers. Almost your entire friendship was photographed, and put in the book. You didn't realize you were crying until you felt a hand wipe the tears away.

“I cried myself looking through it.” 

“What is this pop pop?” he took the book from your hands, and closed it showing you the side. The spine had ‘Y/N and Elaine’ written on it. 

“I wasn't lying when I said she was like a third granddaughter to me. Satine felt the same. We made this album for you both. Just before she left us.”

“Almost everything we’ve done together is in here.” 

“Her graduating made me realize how fast you both have grown up.” he opened the book to the first page, and handed it over to you.

“I still remember this day.” the first photo in the entire album. It was a photo of you and Elaine in your room the day you moved in You looked at it, and the memory came to mind. You were 13. Your parents had finally decided to send you to the republic boarding school. They were busy during move in day so your grandparents decided to help you move in. you walked into your room, and saw that the other girl already had her stuff in place in the dorm. People were assigned a dorm when they arrived at the school, and they were never reassigned one. You figured she had been there a year prior to you. 

 You had been setting up your bed with your pop pop and mama when a girl walked in. She had piercing green eyes, and rich black skin, that made her eyes appear even brighter than they were. Her hair was in a protective style, and the braids she wore were wrapped into a bun that sat on top of her head. She smiled at you, and you smiled back. Something in you knew she was going to be a good friend. You didn't know it at the time, but she would turn out to be your best friend. 

“Welcome to the republic!” she said to you. Your grandparents looked up at her, and they smiled before continuing to work on your bed. 

“I'm Y/N. Are you sharing the room with me?” you asked.

“Yeah, Im Elaine.” she walked over, and watched you guys work on setting your area up.

“Anything I can do to help?” 

“Why don't you girls set the desk up, we can handle the bed.” your mama said. 

 You both happily obliged, and used the time to get to know each other. That was the first time you ever had a friend. At the school you were at before you stayed alone. From that day on you didn't have to be. Your grandfather closed the book, and looked at you. Tears were still streaming down your face. They made a whole album for the two of you. Something to commemorate your years of friendship. Your grandfather put the album on his nightstand and brought you close to him. You both laid back in his bed, and you curled up into his arms like you did as a child. 

“Why are you crying, my dear?” he asked. He held you close and tight as you put your head on his shoulder. 

“What if she forgets about me at NYU? Most friendships don't even last through the first year, and I'm still in highschool.”

 He kissed your head, and rested his on the pillow behind him. 

“Do you want to know what Satine said to me the day we went on the camping trip?”

“What did she say?” you asked through sniffles.

“We watched you girls on the lake. Your canoe had gotten stuck in the mud. You girls tried everything to get it into the water. You both talked, and worked together. Soon you both were paddling off in the water.”

“I remember that.” you smiled

“You both stopped in the middle of the lake. You had started serving the little sandwiches you both made, and she read outloud from a book. Satine looked at me with a look on her face that I hadn't seen since your father was born.” He stared at the ceiling. You could tell he was replaying it all in his mind.

“She said ‘Ben. I think our darling girl has found her soulmate.’ she was right. I had never seen a friendship form so fast. Your love for eachother was so strong. It's only gotten stronger. That's how I know she wont forget you.”

 You smiled. It made sense. She was your soulmate. Your connection was so strong and instant. It didn't matter where you guys went. You would always be together. Then something occurred to you.

“Wait did you say Ben?” 

“Yes, your grandmother called me Ben. From the moment we started dating to the last time we spoke. I was always Ben in her eyes.”

“I never knew that pop pop.”

“Who do you think your little friend was named after?”

“Really? Ben was named after you?”

“Yes. I'm very close to the Skywalkers. I grew up with them. I was very close with Anakin before. I looked up to him. Then I met Luke, and we became very close as well. “

“I didn't know that.” you wiped the tears off your face as you finally let out a little laugh.

“That's a sound I love to hear.” he said once he heard you laugh. You smiled, and snuggled up a little closer to him. You both laid that way. It had been forever since you had been like this with him. It made you feel small again. Like all your problems didnt exist as long as you were in your pop pops arms. Like nothing could hurt you. 

 You took in the moment. Knowing this was probably the last time you would be like this with him.  After what felt like hours he got up. looking at the clock on his wall you realized it had only been a few minutes.

“I want to give you something.” he walked out. 

 You followed behind him, as he led you to his study. It was a room you hadn’t been in often. As a kid you were told it had a lot of important things, so you couldn't go in. He walked over to the book shelf, and pulled one out. As he flipped through it you looked at everything that was on the shelves. It was all photo albums all of them having different names on the spines. Your mothers. Your aunts. Yours. You noticed one. It wasn't as worn as the others. It was new. The spine didn't have anything written on it yet. You slid it out of its spot, and opened it. On the side that held no photos you saw your grandfather's hand writing. It said ‘the first order.’ in a dark red ink. The first photo on the page was the one Phasma had taken at the Skating rink. He also had the ones you guys had taken at Elaine's soccer game. Pictures of all of you hanging out in the backyard. Pictures from your day at the lake to celebrates Phamsa’s summer program. Even prom. He had made an album for your friends. You felt like crying all over looking through the pictures. He had so many from different hangouts. You assumed he asked Phasma, or Elaine for them. 

 You slid the album back in its rightful place, and turned to him. You watched as he slid a picture out of one of the sleeves. He closed the album, and turned to face you. He held a small polaroid in his hand, and he handed it over to you. It was the photo he had taken from his first date with your grandmother. You remembered the story they always told about it. How he had taken her to the city to walk around. How he had shown her things she never saw because of where she lived. And how at the end of the date he asked some stranger to take a picture of them. Her dress had been a dark purple. Her blonde hair was curled, and made to look short. Your grandfather's hair was long, and he had a beard to go with it. You don’t usually see photos of him looking so laid back. in his photos he hung around the house he was already older, and kept a very clean and professional style.

“I dont think I can take this.”

“You can, and you will. Your grandmother would want you to have it. She would want you to have a piece of us.” you held it close to you. A piece of her. A piece of him. 

“Come now, we have to get  the house ready for tonight.” you walked out while he stayed behind to put the album back. You ran downstairs, and got all the decorations out. Gideon walked around with you as you set banners up. Soon your grandfather came down. He grabbed a few table decorations, and put them out. You both worked together for about an hour to make sure it was all perfect for her party. The food that her parents ordered had arrived, and you both worked on storing it away. Your grandfather had gone all out for her. He made sure the house looked more festive than it had in years. Once he was satisfied with how everything looked, you went to your car to get your gift for her. 

You looked at the gift in your hands. Somehow it didn't seem like a good gift, but in your heart you knew it was. It was a small plant. She always wanted one for the dorm, but your room didn't get good enough sunlight to have one. It wasn't a fancy or rare plant. Just a little one. One that could fit in a small space like a college dorm. You walked it to the backyard, and placed it on the table outside. You figured it would be good for it to get some sunlight before you gave it to her.

 You moved slow hoping time would move slow with you. Sadly it didn't, and with that it was finally time to leave. You had gotten ready at the dorm, now you were waiting on your grandfather. You sat in the living room, and let your mind go blank. Gideon placed his head in your lap, and you absentmindedly pet him. You didn’t want to feel anything. Not today. You just wanted to feel numb. It wasn’t even like she was leaving right away. She was leaving for the fall semester in august. It just felt weird. 

“Are you ready?” you heard your grandfather say. You looked at the stairs where he was standing.

“No.” 

tags: @wumboho @pylopenpolo @duty-isnt-always-honour @wondering-wishing-well

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[bondtravels]

Story time

So last night I saw Neck Deep, Blink-182, and Lil Wayne in Pittsburgh. I got pretty drunk but I was in bed by midnight. While in bed, I remembered that I saw Kells posted on Twitter earlier that he was going to be at his pop up shop in Cleveland the next day at 11am. In my drunk bliss, I sent a girl I went to hs with a message bc I knew she loved MGK. I asked if she was busy the next day and wanted to drive up with me. She said yes but that she was working until 6am (she’s a waitress and it was a Saturday night). We decided we would leave by 7am bc Cleveland is about 3 hour drive from where we live. Poor girl 😂.

I slept for 5 hours and woke up nauseous and hungover as fuck from the Blink show. I was so sick that I puked shortly after waking up. I had a pounding headache. Yet I still got my shit together and left to go pick up my friend. She was running on 0 hours of sleep. We were a mess but we got to Cleveland by 10am. There weren’t that many people standing in line outside the pop up shop which was surprising. Of course the line grew later on and we made friends with some people while waiting.

One of the kids in the line was wearing devil horns, an EST bandana, a purple suit, and shoes that said “EST kid.” He was so sweet. He was holding a wrapped present. When we asked his mom about the present she said that her son told her Kells’ new album sounded sad and that he wanted to get him a present. I’m not sure what was in it, I didnt wanna intrude. But how damn sweet of him. His name is Xander. Kells ended up just giving him merch for free. 😭. When they were leaving I heard his mom keep saying, “I can’t believe that just happened.”

The night before, Kells posted on his insta a video of a tray of shots. So I knew he would be in the same hungover shape as I was and I knew his ass wouldn’t show up at 11am 😂. The sun was blazing down, I hadn’t ate because of my hungover nausea, and I was dying of thirst. Meanwhile my friend is almost falling asleep standing. 😂 He rolled up at 1130 or so, and walked by the entire line of people and put them on his insta. We were on his insta story. My friend and I were going insane. Also thank god for her bc she’s taller than me and was able to get some better pics/vids for me.

Once we got into the shop, there were two lines. One was to buy merch and the other was to get it signed. We bought shirts and Kells’ daughter was the one running the register. She was so cute and sassy 😂. People were being slow, so she pounded on this hotel bell saying, “next?????????” She complimented my friends nails and was surprised to hear my friend got them from Walmart and that they were press ons. She was so adorable. You can see her to the right in the pics we got of Kells and Xander.

There were two douche bags in front of the line that went into the shop with a massive amount of shit for Kells to sign that they had brought in from outside, not merch from the shop. When he said no, the douche bags got kicked out and proceeded to throw a fit. Saying, “he won’t sign anything. He won’t take pictures with anyone” blah blah blah. Kells asked the group of us inside if anyone of his real fans were blocked from getting in by said douche bags. We said no. He seemed to truly care about his fans getting in and being able to get the merch they wanted. He did ask for no photos, though. Which I can respect. I’m bummed I couldnt get a picture with him, of course, but I respect that he’s probably exhausted. I was thankful for him even signing shit, tbh. Came to find out later that one of the douche bags posted a hat Kells signed on eBay for almost $400 and a title that said “RARE.” What a dick. People like that end up ruining shit like this for people like us. I hope Kells never sees it, honestly.

While I was waiting in the “sign” line, Kells came back to the middle of the line to tell us he had to go to a baseball game. He stuck out his tongue at the mention of the game (which was crazy adorable) and you could tell he didn’t want to leave. I was terrified I wasnt gonna get him to sign my shirt before he left. But he said, “I wanna make sure I get everyone in this lines stuff signed before I go.” Bless him. He was begging Ashleigh to stay at the shop longer. He looked at her and said, “Ash do we really gotta go right now?” And then he told all of us to go with him to the game. My loud ass friend was like, “Don’t threaten me with that, I will go to the baseball game just to see you.” 😭

Anyways, he finally got to my friend in line. She is the exact opposite of me. When I meet a famous person I freeze up and go silent. She just blurts out whatever comes into her head. He signs her shirt and her arm bc she asked him to and then it’s my turn. She literally looks at him and goes, “This is my miniature friend.” I’m 5 foot tall. Lmao. He looks at me and goes, “I have a miniature friend too, he plays the drums for me, his name’s Rook.” And I almost died. He signed my shirt and I asked for a hug. He hugged me. And not in the half-assed one arm hug way. Like seriously squeezed my sides. I almost died again.

And that is the end of the story. I was shaking so bad when I left that I could barely type on my phone. 😂 I’m so fuckin glad that this random spur of events just happened. Was today even real?

Some photos are mine, some are my friends.

#mgk #colson baker #machine gun kelly #kells #cleveland #hotel diablo #blink 182 #lil wayne #neck deep #pittsburgh

[theboardwalkbody]

That’s me (in my nursing cap because it’s my most recent photo and capping ceremony was cancelled so I took pics in my house to send to nursing school buddies instead): Amanda - meme - Manda 28 NJ Tired AF And bored so I am answering this Ask Meme I found by @myautisticjournal​

What music have you discovered or listened to lately?

I’ve been listening to my Recently Added playlist on iTunes. Only “recently added” has been adjusted to include the last 28 months. lol But I did discover Blinding Lights by The Weeknd and that song’s been making me happy. Hurricane (Reimagined) by I Prevail has hit me in the Depress and next week The Used’s new album comes out so I’m waiting for that.

Have you made any new playlists since quarantine times? If they’re on Spotify, maybe drop a link?

I haven’t made any Quarantine Playlists because ALL my music is about being isolated and depressed anyway that like... what’s the difference? 

Make a three-song-minimum playlist of songs that make you happy!

Blinding Lights // The Weeknd (also makes me think of Data because I discovered it around the same time I started watching TNG so now they Go Together) Paradise Lost // The Used Dance Monkey // Tones and I

What’s your go-to show that you like to binge watch? Why do you like that show?

Currently its Star Trek TNG - because Data And One Day at a Time because that shit hits real. 

Are there any shows that you‘ve been planning to start watching? Why do they interest you?

It was just Star Trek and I did start watching. Interested because I wanted originally to watch ST Picard because Harry Treadaway but having never seen any ST before it didnt make sense (obvs) so I went back and started watching TNG. I didn’t want to start with the original series because honestly my attention span is garbage and I just was always curious about Data and so I started with him.

What movie(s) always comforts you?

Twister, Forrest Gump, The Lion King (1994). I’m currently wearing Lion King pjs lol. Pirate Radio is a relaxing feel good movie, too. 

Are you an arts-and-crafts person? If so, what types of art/craft do you enjoy?

I try SO HARD to be lol. So far during quarantine I’ve tried crochet, I’ve tried making string bracelets as if it was 2005 and I was in 8th grade again but I forgot how to make them and my brain refuses to re-learn its too full of music, nursing school, and data now. I tried coloring and lost patience. I have been working on a Quarantine Photo-Journal. Every day I post a tiny update and a few pictures (mostly memes since i cant leave the house and several Data photos lolololol) but my printer isn’t working right all of a sudden so I can’t print out any new pictures which I guess that one project I was really enjoying is out the window.

Do you have any planned projects to work on during self-isolation? If you’ve started any and you’re willing, share a photo of what you’re working on!

Here’s a pic of page like 3 or something lol

If you had to recommend an art or craft for people to get into, what would you recommend and why?

Man. Just do what makes you happy. I saw someone on TikTok making GIANT ass Worms on Strings and honestly. Pure genius. 

What are your favorite YouTube channels? Why do you like them?

Achievement Hunter. Rooster Teeth. Markiplier. They make the funny. Various ASMR channels. They make the sleep.

What is the weirdest YouTube video you’ve ever watched?

Conspiracy Theory videos probably. I don’t really know. 

Recommend a book or book series to read!

Across the Universe trilogy by Beth Revis read it and fangirl with me I am so alone.

Are there any books that you’ve read multiple times? If you could re-read a book that you loved as if it were the very first time, what book would you choose?

The Islander by Cynthia Rylant. I don’t know why but the first time I read it it just transported me into the middle of it and it was amazing (I was like 11) and it was so mysterious and everything. I’d like to read that one like the first time. Also Living Hell by Catherine Jinks did a similar thing 

What’s your favorite book genre? Why do you enjoy it?

Science Fiction. Because I like science. and Fiction and space and robots and things. 

If you were to write a fanfiction about your own life, how would it go?

LOL The tags would be like : #depression #anxiety #ptsd #childhood abuse #adulthood abuse #i miss having sex but at least i dont wanna die #except i still do #twsuicideideation #badluck #dontread lol

What’s the best fanfiction that you’ve ever read (or the top three if you can’t choose just one )? What about it made an impression on you?

My brain hurts too much to pick a top three but I will say I am currently reading May I by @ladyfogg​ and it’s been giving me the squishy feels and I am loving it and ya’ll should read it. Her OC is relatable and also inspiring and I think at this point I don’t need to mention Data anymore. (But I did). 

Do you listen to podcasts? What kind of podcasts do you listen to?

Off Topic podcast and used to listen to RT podcast when Burnie was still on. IDK what kind of podcast that is other than ‘usually wild’ 

If you could make your own podcast, what would it be about and who would you invite to make a guest appearance?

It would be about anything and everything. I’d invite anyone for an appearance lol

Are you addicted to Animal Crossing: New Horizons? If yes, what’s your favorite thing about it so far?

Yes. My favorite thing has to be CUBE. CUBE I LOVE CUBE. I WOULD DIE FOR CUBE.

If you had to recommend ONE video game, what would it be and why?

Cube. I mean, Animal Crossing. 

Have you tried any new recipes lately? If yes (and if they were good), share it with the class! I’m sure everyone is as bored with the same old foods as I am by this point.

I am too lazy to cook even when I want to so I always end up getting take out or delivery. 

What is your favorite website to waste time on? (Is it, perhaps, tumblr?)

Tumbebells. (Tumblr yes)

How are you finding ways to stay connected with your friends and family? From video calling to playing online games, what would you say has worked the best for you?

Nothing. I’m sitting here wallowing in deep loneliness and it’s killing me. It’s just my grandma and my cat and that’s why I can’t go out or work (I am a Patient Care Associate and I know the hospitals could use help but my grandma is 83 years old and it’s too high of a risk for her for me to be working in a hospital and coming home from there). 

If you have pets, first of all share some photos! Second, how have you been spending your time with them?

LOLA. L-O-L-A LOLA. LA-LA-LA-LA-LA-LOLA She doesn’t leave me alone. Her new trick has been LAUNCHING her 7lb body on to my back while I’m standing and pretending she’s my goddamn backpack. And earlier today she decided to pull the socks out of my sock drawer. Because she loves me. 

Share your general quarantine experience so far. How are you handling it?

Bad. I often forget to take my meds, we’ve been on “spring break” from nursing school this week so I have 0 sense of time and no routine and I’ve sometimes been going to bed at 4am, sometimes 4pm, sleeping until like 9-11 regardless and I spend 95% of the day in bed. I can’t be bothered to change, sometimes can’t be bothered to really eat, and I care 0% about showering and Doing Anything. lol 

I mean it’s been great guys. Ba-da-ba-ba-ba I’m lovin’ it!

I did somehow loose 2lbs without trying tho. That’s a total of 7.8lbs lost since March. Only 125 more to go BUT THE GYM IS CLOSED AND IT HAS BEEN COLD AND RAINING.

I’ll shut up.

I tag @lyrslair​, @ladyfogg​ @datalaur​ and anyone else who sees this and wants to do it even tho its really long and I fucked up the layout so instead of 25 questions they’re ALL NUMBER 1. lol 

[evawelsh]

a story about toxicity by liberty welsh

There was this guy his name was bear, bear saw eva was sad, and depressed. Bear decided to text Eva and see what was up. “Hey I know you're going through a rough time and I know it's hard, but it gets better. I've been through something similar. Eva doesn't trust anybody anymore, she's been broken so many times and doesn't know how to be fixed, but she took a risk and texted him back. “Hey…, thank you but i don't think you would understand, but thanks for checking up.”

“hey , you can tell me if u want i probably get more than u think.”

For some reason Eva had a sense of trust, a sense of understanding of this guy so she told him most of it. “Ive had 18 surgeries, ive bein raped, i get nightmares constantly every night,ive tried to kill myself 3 difrent time, ive been hurt, im broken, i have a eating disorder, im so broken and so scared nobody can put me back together.”

“ you have no clue how much i relate to all of that, every single one of things i get maybe even worse.”

“You've been raped before…? And youve tried to kill yourself?

“ Yeah i have, and yeah 30+ times i've tried and haven't succeeded.”

“Wow.”

“Yeah, just know it'll get better, I promise.”

“Thank you.”

At that moment Eva trusted him more then anyone else, more then she has in a long time.

Over a couple of weeks Eva and Bear got closer, they'd talk almost every day constantly, Eva grew closer to Bear, she liked him a lot.

One day at school while sitting with friends she was texting him and decided to text him and say that she really likes him.

“Yeah i get that a lot” was his response

Liberty almost started crying, for some reason it hurt, more than anything in awhile, she really cared about him, but because she cared about him so much she decided to stay and not stop talking to him, later that night she decided to try again and told him how much she really cared about him. He said he did but doesn't do long distance relationship scenes. He lived in Virginia and she lived in idaho. She said please i can make u so happy, he said okay i'll take the chance. That night they both fell even harder for each other.

The third of dating he said i love you; she was confused and didn't know how to respond because no one ever felt that way about her before and didn't know how to respond. There were such strong words that should only be used when u truly care for each other. She finally said i love you too, it was a big deal to her

That night Eva wrote her boyfriend a very long paragraph about how much she cared for him and waited for him to wake up to respond and see it. When Bear woke up he read the long paragraph and started to cry, because he also never had somebody that cared that much about him and thanked her so much. Bear was also broken maybe even worse than ever but they brought each other back together

Long distance was hard and about 2 weeks in their relationship eva got her phone taken away, she always found ways to talk to him, at first t tell him what happened she commented on a post of his on instagram, saying it doesn't mean the end and she's trying her hardest to get it back, she found a old phone and used it to text him, and at school her old best friend would text bear videos and photos of eva to keep his hope going. Eva later broke her old phone but found a tablet they were calling one night and she go caught and go it taken away, her friend let her use her phone to tell him to add her on facebook so she could text him off her ps4 on messenger, he did and they texted that way for a long time

Eva was soon aloud to have her phone back for 2 hours a day and would text her boyfriend on her ps4 seeing if he could talk because she would use all that time talking to him, they would facetime for 2 hours or if he couldn't would text, it brought them closer together

One night bear told eva something he hadn't been telling her, bear would get these chest pains everyday 3 times a day, he said it would feel like someone put a hot frying pan up to his chest and would just hold it there and not take it off, when he told her it was happening she cried and cried and cried a lot because she knew she couldn't be there to comfort him and to help make it feel better and had to do it over the phone with what time she had left on it

Eva was happy, she wasn't broken anymore, she was happy, one time she was at a sleepover with her all time best friend kate, eva had her phone for the sleepover so she wanted her two favorite people to meet each other and they facetimed her boyfriend all night, in the middle evas phone died so she gave katelynn her boyfriends number so they could still face, kate later kept sending embarrassing pictures of eva to her boyfriend and in the middle of the sleepover eva was texting her boyfriend, and was apparently smiling a lot, katelynn texted him a picture and it made him so over filled with happiness

Later in the relationship it started to go bad; bear was still broken, he told her that if she ever broke up with him he would kill himself gain and it would all be her fault, he said this cause he was so use to being left and thought it was the only way to keep her to stay with him was to tell her that, this broke her, she felt at fault for everything, like everything was her fault

She finally decided to tell her brother to ask what to do he said it was very toxic and he shouldn't be doing thi but sense he never had done something like this before give him a couple days and see if it continues if it does then don't deal with it, it continued after a couple days and she told kate what had happened and how she didnt want to leave even if it meant risking her own mental health so he wouldn't die. Kate almost had to force her to break up with the bear because she was so afraid he would actually do it.

After that he couldn't text her anymore, she was worried, eventually she finally got back in contact and would text occasionally, everytime they texted she would cry, and couldn't stop, almost every time they texted they'd fight and it broke her all over again

One time she was at a game and she texted him they got in the biggest fight yet and she was crying even more than before, she was completely broken, what she realizes that nobody had noticed or cared she was crying and breaking down and nobody asked what was wrong.

She had realized he became the monster she feared and would dream of

One night she was at the school dance with her friends, they had come over earlier and they all got ready together, she was happy for one she found her source of happiness. When she was at the dance, she got a text. The text. He said “hey”

“Hey how are you

“Terrible i can't stop crying “

“what's wrong”

“I don't want to talk about it”

“Please i know u better than anyone tell me”

“My best friend back home in athens killed himself”

“Omg im so sorry”

He wouldn't text back the rest of the night. Towards the end of the night she texted again and “said can i ask u something?”

“Sure”

“Did u actually try,,, to kill yoursellf”

“Yeah 3 times”

“How”

“OD”

“Was it all my fault?”

“Yes”

That night Eva was broken again all over again, she was right it was all her fault, she caused everything and it was all her fault. She cried a lot at the dance and just wanted to go home.

Eva lost her sense of home after that night when she got home, it didn't feel like home, she'd cry and cry wanting to go home but she was home, but it didn't feel the same. It was filled with memories of the monster.

They stopped talking for awhile, until they later got in contact again, he was apparently happier, he told her he had a girlfriend, and how the night bear and eva broke up they got together, this broke eva all together again because she realized she still loved him so much. She pretended to be happy they talked for longer, he told her he didn't want her in his life anymore, this broke her, she told him to tell her what he was feeling before she left and got out of his life for forever

“Are u sure u want me to”

“Yes just say it”

““I FUCKING HATE YOU”

“Yeah, i figured”

“No no no, i've hated u ever scene the day you left”

Eva remembered all the times after words were see said shell just leave because it seemed better for him and he said no stay i care about u still, and she believed him

You're so selfish when it comes to relationships and annoying as hell. I literally hate u anywhere u go u cause pain and i just want u gone and out of my life.

This broke eva one more time, she didn't realize it till now that she loc=ved him she loved him so much that i love outweighed the bad and all the bad things he had done to her, she still love him and wanted him back

This relationship, was very toxic this relationship caused eva a lot of problems mentally, she began to hate herself she came very very depressed, she would cut constantly to try and relax herself and distract herself and to make it all go away even if it was for a brief time, she didn't think she was pretty enough, she thought of her sels as ugly she thought of herself as fat, and not good enough for anybody, so she refused to talk to anybody about anything anymore, she thought that if she kept it all in and bottled it up and never knew nobody would have a chance to hurt her again

One day in math class she got sat next to this person they were named jordan, her and jordan became to grow closer to each other, every day when eva would enter class, even looking like a disaster jordan would say hey gorgeous, or ey beautiful, jordan taught eva how to trust again, jordan helped ever feel better again feel better about herself again, jordan taught her that it was okay to be happy and it was okay to trust people. Jordan taught Eva to love again and to love herself.

Everyday after school Jordan would hang out with Eva at the homework club, Eva told Jordan all of her secrets and all of her stories. Jordan was the first person she learned to trust and the first person who taught her it's okay to be vulnerable. Jordan means a lot to Eva and couldn't live without her.

[shikai-the-storyteller]

Cyberverse Season 2 episode 3 & 4 & 5 watch!

This is going to be a doozy, I can feel it already

Episode 3

YO IT’S WHEELJACK!!! Everyone’s fun weird wild uncle!!

“See, it works great!” *CRASH*

Man it’d be so sweet if Brainstorm was in Cyberverse, he and Wheeljack would get along so well (or they’d absolutely hate each other and they’d be rivals lol. One or the other)

Optimus is so supportive, aww

THE OPENING IS STILL SO GOOD AHHHHH

RATCHET!!! RATCHET!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHH

Bumblebee: Hey I saw a weird cat on the moon

THE AZTEC ASTRONAUTS???? 

A BANANA, TELETRAN PLZ

HOT ROD!!! MY BABY

PROWL!!!!

DEADLOCK!!!!

CYBERVERSE YOU GOTTA STOP HAVING CHARACTERS I LOVE POP UP EVER 3 SECONDS IM GONNA DIE

ARCEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!

CYBERVERSE WHAT DID I JUST SAY IM GONNA DIE!!! I DONT CARE IF THEY ONLY GET ONE LINE IM GRINNING SO WIDE MY FACE HURTS

GOSH I LOVE CYBERVERSE

ARCEE AND A GIRAFFE 

SHE TOOK SELFIES WITH ALL SORTS OF ANIMALS SHE’S SO CUTE!!!! I LOVE YOU ARCEE

GRIMLOCK NO DONT DRINK THAT

BUMBLEBEE IS SO CUTE...I love his VA so much, he’s so cute, Bumblebee sounds so sweet

LMAO GET FRICKIN REKT PROWL

Way to scratch up the Ark Grimlock

Bee: Your hyper-fuel is way more hyper than your mega-magnetizer is mega Me, tears streaming down my face: You’re such a dork Bee, I love you so much

OH NO HOT ROD NO

WINDBLADE YES

AW Hot Rod and Windblade are so cute and SUCH dorks, they’re so casual and relaxed about this

LMAO WAY TO GO BEE

OH NO HOT ROD

“See you on the other side!” HOT ROD NO!!!!!!!!

LMAO naughty Dinosaurs get confined to the bubble (and Windblade too)

CHEETAH BOY!!!

I love how Hot Rod does a somersault to transform, he’s SO CUTE 

Hot Rod and Bee are chasing after this cat and my first thought was “Same”

UH OH THERE GOES HOT ROD, OFF ON HIS MAGICAL ADVENTURE

Episode 4

WHAT IS GOING ON HERE

STARSCREAMGATE

“Who’s storescream?” GUYS PLS

Oh yikes one of those names had kind of a bad word in it??? I wonder if the cyberverse crew caught that

Me, pointing to Soundwave in the background like that one Spongebob meme: THERE’S MY SON

LMAO THEY’RE REALLY OUT HERE ACTING LIKE THEY’RE HONORING STARSCREAM, MEGATRON YOU JERK

Megatron, sounding choked-up with fake tears: Starscream was my closest friend Me: *LOUDLY GAGS*

Megatron’s such a frickin loser I LOVE THIS MORON BUT ALSO BOY YOU’RE REALLY OVERDOING THIS

"Wow, Megatron is really good at lying” 1) HE’S REALLY NOT... 2) YOU’RE LITERALLY NAMED THE DECEPTICONS WHY IS THIS A SURPRISE

“Fail me, and I WILL destroy you” Good ‘ol Megs

Megatron: I need someone to replace Starscream at my side Soundwave: *literally Right There, ready to please, loyal to a fault* Megatron: *walks right by him*

OHOHOHO DANG THAT CONVO MEGATRON HAD WITH SLIPSTREAM WAS SO SO GOOD, I LOVE ME A SCARY MEGATRON!!!!! “See that you don’t waste it” GOOD STUFF

Oh man that little scene where Megatron sits down in his throne and the photo of Starscream automatically gets pulled up and Megatron turns away and dismisses the image is So Good for a variety of reasons, I love the little expressions and emotions the Cyberverse crew puts into scenes where the characters have no dialogue

WHY! ARE! YOU! SO! PRECIOUS!

“Your dramatics are useless, Soundwave!” LEAVE MY BOY ALONE SHOCKWAVE!!!

Wint your boy is bullying mine!!

Gosh I frickin love seeing Shockwave and Soundwave interact THANK YOU FOR THIS CONTENT CYBERVERSE STAFF

Soundwave: I will be the one to bring back Optimus Prime’s head! And then Megatron will finally notice me and love me! Shockwave: For the last time, please stop telling me about your relationship problems

Soundwave: I will be the one to bring back Optimus Prime’s head Shockwave: A highly unlikely conclusion, given your flair for inefficiency Me: IM GOING TO SHOVE SHOCKWAVE INTO A LOCKER, HOW DARE YOU—

Soundwave my sweet boy please kick his butt

I love you Shadow Striker

Shockwave: Sabotage Soundwave’s shuttle Soundwave: BLOW UP HIS FRICKIN LAB

LMAO GOOD LUCK SLIPSTREAM

HOT ROD!!! MY SWEET BOY YOU’RE IN A BAD SPOT

“Oh hey, I’m chasing the moon cheetah, have you seen it?” YOU SWEET BOY!!!!

“Hey this isn’t fair! There’s only two of you!” HOT ROD PLEASE

GOSH when Bludgeon showed up for half a frickin second I was worried they were using Bayverse design for Drift, BUT THEN I REMEMBERED WE ALREADY HAVE DEADLOCK WITH A GOOD NON-BAYVERSE DESIGN AND I’VE NEVER IN MY LIFE BEEN MORE RELIEVED

Man what a good show

THUNDERCRACKER YOU’RE ADORABLE

Hot Rod: Yeah, not everyone may think I’m a genius, but I make up for it with my good looks Me: You sure do buddy

THEY’RE SO CUTE WHEN THEY POUT

*FLASHBACKS TO MTMTE RODIMUS AND MEGATRON BICKERING*

Megatron: HAIL THE ARK! I need to tell Optimus I’ve kidnapped his son

Megatron: It would appear you’re missing an Autobot Hot Rod: Hey Optimus! :D Optimus: *fatherly sigh of disapproval* B/

noOOO THIS IS JUST LIKE THE MOVIE, STOP WITH THE PARALLELS CYBERVERSE YOU’RE STRESSING ME OUT

OMG HOT ROD YOU LITTLE SNOT, I LOVE YOU

Slipstream: THUNDERCRACKER! What’s going on? Thundercracker, mentally: Quick! Play dumb! Thundercracker: Who’s Thundercracker? Thundercracker, mentally: NOT THAT DUMB

Oh shoot are they rebuilding a new body for Starscream or something

Once again, I’d like to state that the explosions in this show are REALLY pretty

THE CHEETAH 

Megatron: BRING ME THE KITTY

OH SHOOT Episode 5 is up already?? GUESS I’LL WATCH THAT TOO

Ohh so they’re saying the Allspark caused the ground bridges? Interesting!

I wonder what would happen if someone walked into a groundbridge the same time as someone else walked out.

Uh oh they’re going to run into some problems, they both know where the All Spark is now

UH OH it only took Optimus and Megatron??? HERE WE GO This’ll be fun

I love that the All Spark looks like a giant dnd die with the Triforce on it

YESSSS I LOVE THESE MEGATRON / OPTIMUS PRIME FIGHT SCENES

OH SNAP KITTY CAT KNOCKED OVER OPTIMUS

Oh no they’re going to have to go through trials HOOO BOY THIS IS GOING TO BE FUN

Shockwave: Utilize your seekers Slipstream: Uhhhhhhh right I’ll do that yup I totally know where they are

LMAO Cheetor’s about to do some couples therapy on Megatron and Optimus’ relationship

Cheetor: Before you met Optimus Prime, he was a file clerk. What files was he in charge of?  OH SHOOT HE REALLY IS GOING TO PUT THEM THROUGH COUPLES THERAPY, I WAS KIDDING

real talk though, what files WAS Optimus in charge of, now I’m curious

MEGATRON LOOKS SO CONFUSED AND SLIGHTLY OFFENDED, IM CRYIN

IM FRICKIN SCREAMING THIS IS REALLY HAPPENING

Cheetor: Before you met Megatron, he was a celebrated gladiator. In his most famous victory, who did he defeat? Optimus: Oh shoot am I a bad husband???

This screencap is killing me, HE’S LIKE “I REALLY DON’T KNOW” and comparing it to the cap above makes it even funnier, they’re both like “Who the hell is this guy and why is he psychoanalyzing our relationship”

Megatron: How could you not know this??? FRICKIN HELL THIS IS COUPLES THERAPY, OPTIMUS IS ABOUT TO BE LIKE “WELL AT LEAST I DIDN’T FORGET OUR ANNIVERSARY”

Cheetor: What have you learned about leadership from Optimus Prime?” Me, dragging my hands down my face, torn between utter delight and second-hand embarrassment: This is the best episode ever, thank you Cyberverse

MAN for half a second I seriously thought Cheetor dragged Starscream’s body out in alt mode, I WAS ABOUT TO SAY “THAT SEEMS PRETTY DARK”

Oh boy they’re about to get their mandatory “we need a new toy for these guys” armor upgrade, hoo boy

Cyberverse: *Does a close-up of Optimus’ face* Me: I want to kiss the robot

CHEETOR PAY ATTENTION FOR HEAVEN’S SAKE

STARSCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MY BOY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh thank Goodness, thank you for taking their hideous new armor off Starscream

Optimus: I should’ve expected this from you Megatron. How could you bring your new boyfriend to our couples therapy session??? You know how important this was supposed to be!

Lmao Megatron you’re such a hot mess

YEAH I figured the Seekers were fixing Starscream, that’s sweet

OH IT WAS VECTOR SIGMA THEY WERE CARRYING EARLIER, I DIDNT REALIZE THAT

Optimus: I’ve found us a new ally Bumblebee: YOU BROUGHT US A KITTY!!!! Optimus: Uh

OH THERE’S MORE EPISODES UP??? I GUESS I”LL WATCH MORE but I’m making a new post for them, hold up

#i talk #I'm watching Cyberverse #Cyberverse Spoiler / #I'm frickin SOBBING I LOVE CYBERVERSE #CYBERVERSE IS THE TF CARTOON I'VE BEEN WANTING FOR YEARS #primordial robot hell

[peacedolantwins]

Clean Part 5 (E.D)

So this one is pretty long compared to the last part and theres actually some more plot 

warnings: mentions of past drinking 

A few weeks had passed and every time you would think about telling them, you would freeze or you would be cut off by one of them talking about something else as you were about to speak. You were trying, but the timing was always off.

At this point their fans knew you two were together. Some of them supported you two and thought you were cute together, while others saw you as annoying and just using him for god knows what. While you tried to pretend it didn't bother you, it still did. You were just thankful you had deactivated all your accounts on social media before any of this started. It was easier to avoid the hate when no one could tag you or find out more about you.

When you would check twitter or Instagram, you usually just used James account to scroll through things when you were bored. You saw the edits people made of snaps taken of the two of you, but you never really looked at them. You were happy with your relationship and you knew who you were, you didnt need drama accounts to over analyze anything you did.

As you quickly found out, their fans are quite the detectives. Within the first few days of the first picture of you two being out, they were able to find out that you were actually friends with James and Ian. They had somehow managed to find that out even though they had no idea what your name was or even a full photo of you. The picture that had been posted was only of the pair of your guys legs sitting next to each other in the pool and they managed to figure you out just from the small flower tattoo on your ankle.

It was slightly frightening to be honest. You were scared what they would find if they kept digging. What if they somehow found all the old videos you tried so hard to escape from? What if one of the people you used to consider friends still had photos of you when you were at your absolute worst? You tried not to think about it too much, but the thought was always there.

~~

Everyone had decided to go to Disneyland to film a video, and while you were okay staying home, they all insisted you went along. Since they were filming, you considered them to be working so you only agreed if Ian and his girlfriend could come along so you could still have someone else with you.

Well that was the plan anyways.

Within an hour of being there, Ian and her left the group to go off on their own, which essentially left you alone. Today had started feeling slightly… off. You were just easily upset and bitter for no reason and you knew there was no reason to feel like that. Technically, everything was okay with you. But now being ditched and left to follow around the group was starting to get on your nerves.

Maybe things would have gotten better if you had been able to spend more time with James during the day or been able to go on the rides with your boyfriend, but seeing as they didnt bring anyone else to film for them, you were stuck sitting alone while they sat together and had you film them when they needed wider shots. It wasnt exactly how you had planned on this day going, but there wasnt a whole lot of options left.

Not only did you end up filming for them, but you also turned into their photographer when they ran into fans. After asking them for a picture, they just handed you the phone and had you do it. Not even a “do you mind?” or a “thank you” after you finished but it was fine. Its okay. Its not that deep and you knew you needed to get over yourself.

When a few girls had come up to ask for a photo, you were handed two seperate phones. ‘Cant they just send the picture to each other?’ you thought to yourself before taking the pictures anyways. After, you saw one of the girls trying to take a picture of you without you noticing but you saw anyways. The group had already started walking away when you went up to the girl.

“Hi, excuse me, do you mind not posting the picture you took of me?” You tapped her arm to get her attention.

“Y/N-” Ethan noticed you were gone and that you were talking to the girl looking slightly upset.

“Are you serious? I have a right to some privacy here and I dont want photos of me out there all I’m asking is that you dont post the fucking picture okay!” Why wouldnt she just say she wouldnt post it? What was so hard about that? You were already having a shitty day and this girl was just adding fuel to the fire going on inside you.

“Y/N! I’m so sorry about that, you two have a nice day,” You felt Ethans hand grab your arm and pull you away from them.

“Babe, you can’t talk to them like that, okay?” He said to you while still holding onto you and going back to the group.

“Get your fucking hands off of me!” You shook off his hand and started walking away. You had expected your boyfriend to tell them not to post it, but instead he told you something instead. Unbelievable. You had gone off to one of the close by benches and took a seat before taking out your phone.

Ethan had tried to go follow you, but James stopped him when he saw you taking out your phone and holding it up to your ear. “Give her a minute E. What even happened?”

“I dont even know, I turned back to see her yelling at those girls over a picture and I didn’t want to start any drama so I pulled away and here we are,” he sighed and looked around.

“Ethan, what did she tell them? Word for word?” Now James looked concerned and it was worrying him.

“Just something about a photo of her and privacy and ‘not to fucking post it’,”

“Did they say they wouldnt post it?”

“James why does that matter?”

“DID THEY OR NOT ETHAN?” James was yelling now. He had heard Ethan calling your name while you were still with those girls, and he now knew why you were so pissed if those girls now had your name and photo of you. Sure all of them had taken a few photos with or of you, but they were usually all from behind, maybe the side of your face and they made sure not to have your name out there. If there was a photo of you all together, you usually had your face hidden or you slapped a sticker emoji on top. You didnt want anyone from your past being able to recognize you.

“I dont know, okay?” Ethan knew you didnt let them post pictures of you, but he didnt think it was that big of a deal. So one person has a picture and if it gets posted, then maybe a few people see it after it gets lost in the tags.

During all of this, Grayson had decided that this conversation was not something he wanted to be part of and left to grab a churro for you when you came back, knowing you had a thing for sugar. While he passed by you, he overheard part of your conversation with whoever you were on the phone from. Apparently you were talking to some guy named Josh about how bad your day had been going. He knew you could be friends with whoever you wanted, but something seemed off. He decided to leave it alone for now. He also felt his phone go off and saw that James had tweeted.

“If you took a picture with us today and took a picture of my friend without her permission, PLEASE DO NOT POST IT. RESPECT HER PRIVACY.”

You went back to the group and everyone noticed that your mascara had smudged a bit but decided against saying anything. Pulling you off to the side, James took out the beauty blender he had in his bag and got to fixing you back up while talking to you in a hushed voice.

Ethan felt horrible. You had all come out today to have a nice day together but that didnt seem to be happening at all. Not only did he manage to piss you off, but once he was that you had been crying it crushed him. He was supposed to be making you feel good and happy but he wasnt doing a good job it seemed.

“Hey Y/N, I got you something,” Grayson handed you the churro, which seemed to be missing a few bites that your raised your eyes at but accepted nonetheless.

“Thank you,” you smiled at him and took it. “I’m actually gonna go ahead and go find Ian. I called him and he’s going to let me third wheel with him, so I’ll meet up with you guys when were leaving.”

You gave Gray a quick hug, not noticing him looking at you strangely. When did you call Ian? You had been talking to some guy named Josh a few minutes ago? He decided to leave it alone and would talk to you about it later, not wanting to start anything if it was over nothing. But why would you lie about who you called?

“Sweetheart, you dont have to go, stay with us.” Ethan wrapped his arms around you, not wanting you to leave.

“Hey, its okay. You guys are technically working, so I'm just gonna let you finish. I’m sorry for how I talked to that girl we can talk about it later, okay? You guys just have fun,” You gave him a quick peck on the lips and said bye to everyone before walking off to find Ian.

Sure you had planned on spending the day with your boyfriend, but turns out third wheeling wasnt so bad. It meant more turning power for the spinning teacups with all three of you. You all crammed yourself into the carriage for the haunted mansion, and you all obnoxiously sang along to ‘its all small world’ much to the rest of the passengers dismay. You had to sit alone for most of the other rides, but it was okay because you knew once you all got off, it would be like you were all friends just together. There were no phones being handed to you for pictures, no camera to hold to get a wider angle and you were finally having a good time.

When you finally met up with everyone else around 10 o'clock to head out, they were surprised when they saw the three of you. You all had gotten matching mouse ear headbands, Ian included, and you were carrying five of those giant light up balloons that had the mickey outline in them.

“Babe, what's with all the balloons?” Ethan finally asked after you said hi to everyone and they just stared at the giant bouquet of balloons.

“Well one is mine, then I got one for Gray since he got me a churro earlier, then I figured I should get you one too, but then I didnt want to leave Emma or James out so here we are. Five balloons. And Ian and his girlfriend already have theirs.” You said with a smile and held out your hand that held all the strings.

“Pick a different one bitch that ones mine,” you pulled them away when James tried to take the color you wanted. “Plus Grayson gets to pick first since he gave me food.” You held it out and let him pick.

“You're not gonna let your boyfriend pick first?” Ethan looked at you with a pout.

“Mmm… nope.” You said, but you went and put one arm around him.

“Traitor,” he muttered under his breath as he pulled you closer to his side. After everyone had their own balloon, you finally all headed towards the gates. The day might not have started off great, but it got better and that was something you were happy about.

“So, are we good?” Ethan asked you quietly as you walked by his side.

“Hm? Oh, sure but I still wanna talk about it if thats okay?”

“Of course, at the house or in the car?”

“Well everyone is still coming with us in the car so…” as much as you wanted to talk about it, you didnt want everyone else listening in.

“Hey James!” Ethan yelled at James since you two were in the back of the group.

“What bitch?” He turned around to see what he wanted.

“Can Gray and Emma ride with you?”

“Oh no sweetie, you think I want four other people and five giant balloons in my car? You take them,” he sassed back.

“I'll take the balloons with us, just take them with you.” After a moment of thinking James replied with a harsh “fine” and it was settled.

After taking everyones balloons back with you, it turns out trying to shove seven of those balloons in the jeep was a lot harder than either of you thought it would be and it was probably a safety hazard to drive since you couldnt see out of any of the back windows. Once everything was as good as it was going to get, you headed back towards James house.

“So what happened today?” You had barely made it to the first light when he asked.

“Damn we’re getting right into it, okay than… how honest do you want me to be with you?” You took in a breath and slowly let it out.

“One hundred percent babe,” he reached over and took your hand in his.

“Okay, want me to be real or sugar coat it for you?”

“Um, real?” He sounded as if he didnt know which would be better to hear.

“Fine. I didnt want to come today with you guys when James first asked. Like at all. Today was just a shitty day and I dont know why, but I woke up and everything just felt off. But then he invited Ian and Loren along so I still had someone to talk to while you guys filmed, but then they ditched us,” you turned in your seat to face him a little bit more. “I knew that today wasn't going to be a ‘hey lets just all fun at disneyland’ kind of day since you were all filming and working, but it would have been nice to have some fun with you while we were there,” you started messing with your joined hands and playing with his fingers as you spoke.

“Ethan, I came with you guys as a friend, not your camera person or your guy's personal photographer. Do you realize that the most you paid attention to me was when you got mad at me for how I talked to that girl? Not once did we go on a ride together. Hell, one time I didnt even go on one since the cart was full but you guys decided to get that one anyways and made me wait for the next one and you all didnt even care and that was pissing me off. I didnt come to be ignored by my friends, and I get it, you're working but you could have been with me when the camera wasnt on but you didn't. I tried to talk to you a few times but you kept ignoring me,” you said that last part quietly, getting reminded of your last relationship and how that went.

“I just wanted to spend some time with you and my friends today as I tried to make the best out of a shitty day, but that didnt happen. Everything just became too much for me and I snapped. So I figured I might as well third wheel because it was better than trying to fifth wheel with you guys.” You finished and waited for him to say something.

The silence was killing you as you watched him drive. He still hadnt said a word and he pulled into a parking lot and parked the car.

“What are we-” He turned to face you as you started speaking.

“Baby, I am so sorry. I wish you told me something earlier, and if you tried to, I'm sorry that I wasnt listening. We never meant to make you feel left out,” He turned in his seat and was faced you, taking both of your hand in this much larger ones. “And sweetheart I am so sorry that I grabbed you the way I did,” he looked genuinely upset with himself for grabbing you earlier.

“It's okay-”

“No, its not Y/N. I shouldnt have grabbed you like that ever. Thats not how you treat someone you care about it.” He noticed a few tears slip down your face when you looked away so he gently turned your face back to him and he wiped them away with the pads of his thumbs.

“Sorry that I'm crying so much today,” you tried to laugh it off.

“Babe, you cry if you want to, but let me in please? Whats going on in that head of yours?”

“It's just a lot of stuff from before I moved here, the way I was living before wasnt good and something I like thinking about too much… can we not talk about it right now? Maybe when we get to the house because if I’m going to do tell you, I’d rather not do it in a Target parking lot surrounded by light up balloons.” You laughed a little to try to lighten to situation a little bit.

“Of course sweetheart,” he grabbed your hand and gently brought it up to his face and placed a kiss on the back of your hand before letting go and starting the drive back to James’s house.

“Took you two long enough, bitch ass,” James greeted you as soon as you walked in.

“Fuck off, we literally saw you guys at the light before us,” you sassed back at him. On a more serious note, you turned back to him and Ian, “I’m gonna go talk to Ethan for a bit okay? I’ll let you know if I need you.”

Both of them nodded, understanding what you were talking about. You had mentioned recently about wanting to tell Ethan everything, having decided on telling your boyfriend first, then Grayson. You knew both of them together would not go well considering how loud they could get and how overwhelmed you would get with both of them trying to talk over each other. Separate would be a lot easier.

“You can go home if you want Gray, I’ll just stay here tonight,” Ethan tossed Grayson the keys.

“Actually, I think it would be better if you stayed, for a little bit anyways.” Both of the boys looked at you confused. Pulling Ethan down a little bit, you whispered to him, “I just dont know if you’re going to want to stay after I tell you everything.” He looked at you now completely worried but nodded anyways.

“OH! We should play Mario Kart for a bit!” Emma yelled out, already heading towards the living room. Well, that was one way to get everyone to stay for a little bit. Turning back to him, you grabbed Ethan’s hand and lead him up the stairs to your room and shut the door behind you. Both of you sat on the bed in silence.

“You’re kind of worrying me here, Y/N” He looked at you to see you folding a blanket over your legs that were crossed under you. You had also taken a pillow to play with in your lap.

“Sorry, I dont mean to. If I’m going to tell you everything, will you promise me something?” You looked up at him and when he nodded, you continued on. “Let me finish talking before you start asking questions? I’ll answer whatever, but just- I need to get it all out first, okay?” He nodded again.

“Okay,” you sighed and mentally prepared yourself, “okay, so theres no way to ease into it so here we go. I’m an alcoholic. Was an alcoholic. Whatever you wanna see it as, but I had a really bad drinking problem before moving here. It’s one of the reasons I moved here with James. I needed to get away from everyone judging me back home.” You looked at him and saw him trying to hide how shocked he was but you saw it anyways.

“When James moved out here, I ended up alone. He was pretty much my only friend, which was weird considering I’m older than him, but when he left, I didn’t really have anyone else. A few months later, I ended up dating this guy, who had a bunch of friends and along the way, they became my friends. One night, he took me to a party and there was so much there. Beer, wine, shots, whatever, it was there. And sure I had had a drink before that, but nothing too much. Never enough to even get me drunk or tipsy. But there, as stupid as it sounds, everyone was doing it so I figured why not and started doing shots with the other girls. I woke up the next day feeling awful but later that night we went to another party, and this time I only had a few but-” you took a deep breath, still looking down at your lap. “But, that didnt last long. It just became a cycle for us. School, party, school, party, then somewhere along the way it became drinking just at home, in the school parking lot, and I was drinking whenever. I didnt need the parties anymore, but I still went and oh god, there’s still a lot that I have no idea what happened.” You felt him shift on the bed. You couldnt tell if it was closer or away from you and you were scared it was the latter.

“It got to the point where I would have blackouts. I had no idea what happened the night before but my friends usually had some videos. I don’t know who else has any, but the ones I saw- its me doing shot after shot, me dancing way too inappropriately for a public setting, me stripping in front of everyone, theres photos of me in bed with my ex and theres still so much I dont know. What used to be me counting the days between drinks turned into me not remembering the last time I hadn’t had a drink.”

“I ended up breaking up with my boyfriend for different reasons but once I did that, I lost my drinking source. I was only 20, I couldn’t exactly go get any on my own so I,” deep breaths remember, “I would still go to bars if I could get in and I would let whoever buy me a drink- drinks and sometimes that was enough. Along the way word got out to the guys I knew that I was an “easy lay” if you bought me enough drinks, which to be completely honest, wasn’t a complete lie. I didn’t really care how I got my drinks as long as I got them. A few of those guys also had pictures, some are pretty bad, some are just us making out, but theyre out there. And when I turned 21, let me tell you, things got so much worse. One day, I had been drinking at home while my parents were gone and I passed out.” Playing with the pillow seemed to be most interesting thing while you could feel Ethan’s eyes burning into your head.

“I woke up in the hospital. Alcohol poisoning. It wasn’t until I saw the look on my parents faces that I realized how messed up I was. Seeing them look at me with just pure… disappointment, disgust, shame, pity, worry, it made me realize that I couldn’t be doing that anymore. I could have died and I didn’t want to keep wasting my life like that anymore.”

“The detox was absolute hell. Withdrawal was… awful. I was throwing up, shaking, I couldn’t sleep, my head was constantly pounding, and I’m not going to lie to you, I would relapse. Drinking would make all of that go away, but coming back from it was harder each time so I got into rehab. It was the only way to completely keep me away from it so I could get better. I was there for three months and at first it was horrible. Withdrawal came back harder than before and there was nothing I could do to make it go away but once I got past that, it got easier.” You glanced up for a second but you couldn’t make out the expression on his face.

“I started learning piano since they had one there. It was something to distract myself with. I called James to let him know what happened and that, that, didnt go well. He didn’t talk to me for a while, which I get. He was worried I had been around Ian while I was like that so I don’t blame him. He never knew about anything that went on back home since he never came back to visit. I dont blame him or anyone else for this, I know it’s all my doing. No one ever forced me to drink or do anything, it was all my own choices.”

“Once I got out, it was hard. I was going to meetings. I’m still going to meetings here. One day at a time ya know? But over there, everyone remembered me as I was before. I was just the party girl who drank too much and slept with who ever. No guy would be want to be seen with the girl that had been with everyone. Then someone posted pictures and it got worse. I deleted all my social media so I couldn’t get tagged in anything. I dont check anything because I dont want to see if anyone has posted anything. Even going to the store people would look at me and judge me because everyone apparently knew what happened. So when I was talking to James one day, he asked if I wanted to move out here with him. Ian had told him how hard being home was for me and while I was pissed because I didnt want him pitying me or dealing with the mess I made for myself but after some talking we decided I was coming here.” You looked around your room, proud of how far you had come from where you used to be.

“A few weeks later I was finally here, I took care of what I needed to to be sure I would stay on track and then I was officially moving in and then-” You finally looked up at Ethan and reached out for his hand, “then I met you and Grayson and Emma and things kept getting better and well… that’s where were at now. So there it is. I get it if you don’t want to be around me anymore. It wouldnt be good if one day those videos came back up and you were still connected to me and I dont want you getting dragged into my mess. So if you want to go, it’s okay.” You smiled at him even though you were close to tears. If he did leave, you would be a mess but you knew you would get through it eventually. You didnt want to drag him or his brother down with you because of your decisions so it was easier to let them both go now before things got more serious than they already were.

You felt his hand leave yours and you looked up to see him looking at you with a look you couldnt explain. When he got up from your bed and started walking towards the door, you felt your heart breaking.  When he walked out, you could hear him going down the stairs and a few minutes later you heard the front door close and a car start up and you could actually feel your heart shatter. Turns out James was wrong about him staying.  

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