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albertayebisackey · 5 months
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It's ok to disappear until you feel like you again
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dailykafka · 2 years
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- May 14, 1915
- The diaries of Franz Kafka, 1914-1923
[ID: "A strength that seems unattainable (is already unattainable) today. Afraid I am unfit because of a bad heart." End ID]
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meezylovee · 10 days
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April 15th
I almost feel lost, as if i am not my own. just an empty shell, with rarely a soul shinning in comfort but spinning in hell, it truly is funny how life is unfair.
Journal Entry Theme: New Girl Era
Journal QOTD: What Doesn't She Like?
She doesn't like change.
- Change is hard, and its hard for everyone. But I currently struggle with outburst when I am overwhelmed or stressed about a change in situation. In my New Girl Era, I will no longer let change... change Me or how I feel about things. I will no longer allow change to effect me in a negative way. change is inevitable and is always coming. What is stressing doing anyway?
Oh Yeah.....
Nothing.
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07/29/2023
quick update: living a quiet life and connecting with the interests and pieces of myself i thought i lost. dev and broke up, i’ve been doing some traveling, spending time with folks old and new, and getting back into my work flow. after a very low period, i’m genuinely looking forward to seeing how the rest of the year plays out.
not sure if i will be updating this blog anymore, it doesn’t necessarily feel the same. i’m going to try to make the switch to physical journaling and see how that treats me.
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chilloutdog · 7 months
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day one of living on my own and i want to throw myself out of the tallest fucking window ngl
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0nlinejournal · 10 months
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06/21/2023 1:53am
I’ve been wanting to write but I haven’t really had the opportunity to. It’s already (technically) Wednesday. I had another… episode.. on Sunday. Again, I don’t know what happened, but it at least didn’t progress to me being taken to the hospital and not being able to understand people speaking to me.
It felt just like last time. I was getting progressively hot, and felt faint. The difference being that this time I was in an air conditioned building, not building a wooden shed outside. Maybe it is important to note that I had just arrived at work, and there was the same transition from hot to cold. Because the last episode happened when I went inside to take a break from the construction of the shed.
Anyway, I tried to help out a costumer, but she was asking for recommendations and my vision was starting to black out. I waited until she stopped speaking to me, and then asked my coworker if he could please take over. I immediately sat down. I didn’t even go to the back, I just sat down a step away from the register. Eventually my friend helped me to the back and put a water in front of me, but then the cramping kicked in.
I recognized that feeling from last time as well. Just pure pain. Pain that indicated (beware! TMI) that I was either going to vomit, shit, or vomit while shitting. We have two single use bathrooms and both were in use. I thought I was going to die, I definitely think I was quietly whimpering at this point.
Having to wait for a bathroom that I know I’m about to collapse in it’s not a great feeling. But that pause I was forced to take made me recognize a new physical symptom. Everything was so muffled. It felt like I had two pillows on my ears. Mind you, I’m still progressively getting hotter this entire time.
By the time I make it into the bathroom I am sweating profusely. It’s not a cold sweat either, I was so hot. I was drenched in sweat. I barely used the restroom at all before choosing to lay on the floor to get my body in contact with a cold surface. Also, at this point my hands had completely locked up. My friend had texted me but I couldn’t respond due to only being able to lay on the floor. I had to wait for my hands to work again to be able to text her so that she didn’t think I fully passed out.
To cut it short, it didn’t progress to the intensity of the first time (which I checked, and was back in January). I had my friend drive me home, and I slept the rest of the day. I have been furiously googling what could possibly be the cause of these episodes, but nothing seems to fit exactly. Either way, they are a frightening experience.
2:22am
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acateleptic-notes · 11 months
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4/100 days of productivity
today:
started chem notes on electrochemistry
finished bio notes on energetics
started bio notes on enzymes
for fun:
went to a bookstore with my sibling
had a coffee milkshake
bought a new sketchbook and started painting the cover
5/31/2023
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adagiospace · 4 months
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(** Art summary template credits: https://twitter.com/IPRGYI2/status/1738987923792646536 )
Rare text entry from this blog!
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2023 is my sixth year in Tsukiyami brainrot -- seventh, maybe. But my first comic is from 2018 so let's put it that way. I love Saiyuki from the end of my elementary school that's so.. very long ago. I got interested with Koumyou and Ukoku just "recently" ("Recently" as in relative with my love for the series haha)
I never thought I could be this consistent on drawing, screaming, and crying about them. Thank you friends who stay with me from 2018, I still can't believe that I am persistent enough to draw them for six years straight: 500+ images of any combination of Koumyou and Ukoku, 200 pages of doujinshi rooted from a mini arc named BURIAL . I always see myself as a lazyass in general so.. I'm genuinely surprised by this willpower.
Last year, those two MIRACULOUSLY gets the attention outside Kagekiden, they featured in Saiyuki FESTA 2022, has merchandise from Zeroin, some from 25th anniversary, and I got a chance to fly to Tokyo Exhibition --- not stopping there, A COLLAB CAFE APPEARED - THEY FEATURED AS DRINKS, it was like, they telling me, "Hey Gio, let's celebrate your dream come true in HUB Machida. Love, shameless old men Koumyou & Ukoku xoxo" 😂
Love (even to 2D characters) work in strange ways...
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I'll love them forever.
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jennaloujournal · 1 year
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Journal Exercise: Daily gratitude 27/04/23
Success: that I was able to go out on my own to get my phone order.
Joy: having a lovely lunch with my daughter today, as she eats foods for wouldn't of eaten before and it was nice to have a girls lunch out.
Thankful: My friend who has been sending me positive vibe reminder though chat that's make me feel that much better and positive.
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leaked-notes · 7 months
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fight me but-
i love being with u / i love your company
best compliments ever
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smythes-scribbles · 1 year
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April 24, 2023, Entry #1
So General MacNamara believes I need to start keeping a record of my day to day. I don't know what he thinks it will accomplish, but I'm willing to try anything once.
My partner, Marley and I had breakfast together this morning before work. I made avocado toast with eggs and bacon.
They talked me out of trying to sneak in a green apple.
It's such a dumb rule, they're the best apple!
Work was uneventful.
Man, this blog might be a dumb idea. We'll see what happens.
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albertayebisackey · 1 month
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"Writing is the painting of the voice." - Voltaire
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xxfangz · 7 months
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☆ ፧ 09/22/23 # FRIDAY
TW's : none — xtra photos at the end!
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[ 6:50 pm ]
im so tired omg. but its already almost 7pm so i cant sleep if i wanna have dinner soon lmao, my dads still napping but if i go to sleep ill sleep for so long,, so i made my tumblr look cute!! i got back from GSA about 2-ish hours ago and ive been laying down since. im supposed to work on my room some tonight, hopefully i can!
i got some schoolwork done earlier, it wasnt alot but it made me feel better about how im doing. i still have alot to do but progress is progress :) i got schoolwork done while i was in the counselors office because i was overwhelmed and didnt want to have any kind of meltdown,
usually id start my daily posts earlier on in the day but this is my first one EVERRR so. also the 3 images at top will hopefully be less random whenever i get in the hang of posting daily. idfk what the purple thing was in the middle 😭 i went to the gas station, looked down, and saw that it was so fucking weird
[ 9:04 pm ]
im eating pizza AND I HOPEFULLY GET TO DYE MY HAIR SOON IM SO EXCITED.
[ 9:20 pm ]
I JUST FINISHED EATINF AND ME AND MY DAD ARE GONNA WORK ON MY ROOM IN A FEW IM SO EXCITED HEHWEJJEJ that pizza was so damn good tho oh my godd im so excited though,, AND IM HOPEFULLY DYING MY HAIR SOON TOO IM SO HGAHAHAAJAJJ
[ 11:46 pm ]
I CLEANED SO MUCH. my feet are so sore from standing so much now im getting shocks of pain 😍. my room looks so nice now :) were gonna start redecorating it tomorrow night or sunday. im so tired omg im probably gonna lay down and scroll tumblr and listen to my fall playlist until im tired enough to sleepp! SPEAKING OF FALL. fall starts tomorrow according to my calendar. im probably going to sleep veryyyy soon since im tired and even more source trauma is resurfacing.
GAHHHHHHH!!! i have to take my binder off now i forgot i had it on. OKAY! end of my first entry :3
i may post little rambles and other posts later on in the night but this is the last of today's entry
GOODNIGHT / GOODMORNING TO YOU ALL!!
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mysoftera · 8 months
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Questions to explore during this soft chapter of life:
What still pains my inner child? How can I heal her?
How might intuitive eating and movement impact my relationship with my body?
How has my anxious attachment style negatively affected my friendships?
In what ways might I benefit from embracing main character energy?
Who are my companions as I move through this chapter of life?
Which hobbies might I enjoy without the pressure of an outcome?
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olivesmelodies · 8 months
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Sunday, September 3, 2023
Favorite Song! This is my first blog post in the middle of the day, but I just wanted to share my favorite song which is Into The New World by Girl's Generation! I've been listening to this song almost everyday tehehehe! Always makes me feel better with hope and excitement!! <3 Olive
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aurora-the-vvitch · 10 months
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Hello Journal!
I was told to journal my progress as I leave home to continue my witch’s training. I suppose it’s important for every witch’s growth.
A few things I suppose, my name is Aurora Penderghast. I’m a 16 year old witch-in-training. The first thing you’ll notice are my lavender eyes, a bloodline trait I inherited from my mother. Maybe even my easy smile or my star shaped birthmark. I wear flowy robes and dresses, along with my ever present pointed hat. You’ll never catch me without my sketch books either. Several of them filled with the many different local herbs or creatures.
You’ll also quickly notice my familiar, Merryweather. She’s the ghost of a cat I befriended one night several years ago. She never leaves my side but I love that about her. Our bond has grown so strong that we can communicate with each other.
I’m writing this from Gristhorpe, a quiet little village that I’ve lived in my entire life. I live with my mother, the village witch, and my father, the town’s baker. People say my mother, Celeste, is very intimidating but she’s very kind and warm when she’s with family.
Since I’ve decided to continue in the family tradition of witchcraft, mom has taught me all about the Olde Ways and has done all she can to prepare me for my solo journey. I’ve learned a lot from her and now it’s coming to be time for me to go on my own, far from her guiding hand.
Merryweather and I will be leaving on the next full moon, which is 2 days from now, to spend a year away. I hope to hone my magick into something truly special, but I also want to chill out and enjoy my being a teenager. When I dream about my new home, I wake up with lingering memories of dusty libraries hiding rare titles and charming pickpockets with cheeky smiles.
I guess that’s enough from me for now! I’ll check back tonight before bed
-Aurora♡
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