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juvenillia · 6 months
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~ tangled series~ part 1
John 'Soap' MacTavish x fem!reader x Simon 'Ghost' Riley
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summary: Johnny needs release, when he got denied from his usual partner he searches out for someone new. A casual ons, but he found something different and things become...complicated.
a/n: Had a spontanous idea and that is the product of it. Let me know what you think. [I don't have much experience writing so smut so I'm thankful for every criticism]
cw/tw: suggestive content, pure smut , bi!Soap, Ghoap, flirting, petnames, piv, unprotected sex, fingering, drinking, open relationship/situationship
worcount: 2.4k
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„Are ya so desperate? “Kyle laughed out, gulping on his beer while eyeing the frustrated face of the Scot.
“Dinnea yer’ve needs?” he exhaled while sipping halfhearted on his whiskey.
“Looks like not as strong as yours.” He smiled and bit back the smug grin. Trying to show a bit more empathy. They had a few days off, still deployed at the end of the world in a small town, before heading back to base. Some days to rest and blow off some steam. John and Simon mostly stayed in the hotel, just relaxing, and catching up to some sleep. Sometimes all of them would head out, but this time both were more reserved. Johnny visited the same bar for the second day now, just to find a cute girl to get laid. He was already needy, but after such a mission, he needed to get some things out of his system. But somehow his charisma didn’t seem to work. So, Kyle agreed to play wingman for him, but just now another local beauty ditched him.
“I think ‘m gonna explode by the end of the night.” Johnny sunk into the seat, legs fully stretched out under the table.
“Why don’t ya just visit Lt again?” Kyle suggested with a smug grin and Johnny shrugged.
“’s complicated right now…”
“And still, he’s fine with you searching for a woman?” Johnny nodded while pushing the edge of his glass against his lips. “Really don’t get ya two.” Kyle exhaled while patting the shoulder of his teammate. “Okay, the next woman walking through that door…” He pointed at the entry. “…will be your company for the night.” Johnny rolled with his eyes, but still those were pinned on the wooden door.
“Bad cop, good cop.” Kyle stated while walking over to the already crowded bar before Johnny could even say something.
It only took mere minutes before it opened again, and Kyle immediately clapped in his hands. Johnny even raised his brows at the sight in front of him.
You just made your way up to the bar, all alone, in nothing more than a sweet summer dress hugging your curves just perfectly, hair still dump from the late-night swim in the ocean next to the bar. Prettier than every woman Johnny had witnessed through the whole days. To be honest, he couldn’t remember seeing such a pretty thing in a very long time. The sheer thought of you and him made his pants grew a bit tighter.
“Wait…” His words met deaf ears as Kyle already bumped into you and spilled his beer all over you. Making your dress clung to your chest even more than before.
“Woah can’t ya be damn careful.” He fake-drunken cried out, while steading himself next to you at the bar. You literally glared at him.
“Excuse me?!”
“Spilled…my bloody beer all over those...” He let his hands hover over your breasts, and you had the urge to slap him right into his face. Just then he got shoved away. “Damn, pal…” Kyle cried out while Johnny stood between him and you. You raised a brow at the scenery.
“Fuck off and leave the lass alone.”
“Who do ya think ya…” Kyle couldn’t complete his sentence as Johnny pushed him forcefully back once more and he trailed away.
Now the Scot faced you with a nearly shy smile. “Yer alright?” His voice was deep but still soft. A small smile appearing on your lips, and you nodded.
“Kinda used to something like this.” You exhaled while taking a napkin he handed you. Carefully taping it over your cleavage and Johnny couldn’t help but stare.
He had to shake his mind clear before speaking again. “Then I owe yer an apology in the name of all those blaigeards. Let me buy yer a drink.” [bastards] He smiled, and you rose a brow at him at the accent, but you didn’t push it any further.  Just from the corner of his eyes he could see a simple thumbs up from Gaz before the Brit left the bar himself, leaving you to it.
“Why not.” You extended your hand, and he took it and placed a quick peck onto the back of your hand.
Eventually that’s the reason you found yourself in a hotel elevator, pressed against the wooden wall, straddling the man as he pushed his tongue past your lips. His hands roaming all over your body and staying firmly at your thighs, while pushing you up against the wall even more. Your hands took grip of the strains of hair while your kisses grew more heated. Both of your heads empty and light. Just the little ring of the elevator announcing your arrival of the destinated floor let you part for mere seconds.
“I’m Johnny.” He beamed at you and mirrored his smile. You told him your common nickname and he repeated it sweetly before ordering you your preferred drink.
You spent some more time talking and drinking when he once in while placed his calloused hand not so decently on your thigh or on top of your hand. Always keeping eye contact that nearly made you get lost in it. But you couldn’t care, as you enjoyed his company a bit too much.
He didn’t let go of your hand while dragging you after him. He just stopped in front of his door to place a deep kiss onto your lips. He stroked a loose strain of hair behind your ear. “So damn beautiful.” He then pushed the door open and lifted you up with ease. Your legs wrapping around his torso as he carried you in, kicking the door shut before throwing you on the bed. He didn’t even waste another second and yanked his shirt over his head away before crawling on bed to you. The sight of him made you grin, while you felt the heat between your legs rise.
“Come here,” you demanded with a smug smile, and he gladly obeyed, placing himself on top of you before his mouth crashed down on yours again. More passionate and wet than before. Your hands found his nape to pull him closer into you while you kept his pace. His hands wandering down your body, slowly lifting the hem of your dress and slipping beneath. His palm found your nearly bare ass, only covered in such a small piece of fabric and he let out a deep groan. His voice sent shivers down your spine as you slowly parted your legs to feel more of him and you did. You could intensely feel his hardened member grinding over your still clothed crotch, and it let fall some delicate moans out of your mouth. Just before he started kissing you again.
He planted kiss after kiss down your jawline to your neck. Biting on your soft flesh as another moan brushed over your lips and you tried to muffle it. “Dinnea hold back, bonnie. Let me hear yer.” His breath against your skin was such an added sensation when his hand wandered from your ass to your front. Rubbing lazy circles over your still clothed cunt. He slowly sat back, pushing your dress just above your hips to gain him better access. He let his fingers push past your panties while a finger run through your slit. “Hmm, already so fuckin’ wet. Only for me,” he chimed while his other hand wandered to the tent in his pants. Rubbing above the fabric of his trousers while his other hand started to explore your sensitive regions. Earning him another row of moans. Just when he pushed two digits inside of you, you arched your back at the sudden sensation.
“More.”, you only begged as he curled them inside you, and he groaned at your demand.
 “Fuck, bonnie,” he said while biting his lower lip. His hands were pinned on you, staring in your already lust drunken face. Usually, he would take his time with his hook up. Making his partner for the night completely cock drunk before even pushing him inside of them, letting them cum on his mouth, then his fingers until they were a brabbling mess, but he couldn’t hold himself back. Not when you were so delicate placed for him, and his cock was already throbbing and twitching at all the sweet sounds you gave him. He needed you right now. No time for any regrets or second thoughts. “Yer look so fuckin’ good beneath me,” he said while unbuckling his belt and the sight in front of you gave you weak knees. Johnny was an average man, but still so handsome. As he took the time to free himself from the last clothes you did the same with your dress. Leaving you only in your panties.
He moved down to plant some more kisses along your stomach before tearing your soaked panties down with his mouth, mind already completely feral as he got a taste of you. “Spread them legs wider for me lass,” he said while squeezing your thighs and placing him between them. His hand sloppy stroking his hard member a few times, smearing precum over his length. His eyes find yours again. “Tell me, when something feels wrong,” he said with a smug smile while lining himself up with your entry and pushing slowly in.
“Fuck, Johnny,” you cried out while arching your back. He shamelessly pushed deeper and deeper until bottomed out. Grunts left his throat, while his hands took grip of your hips to keep you in place as he began to thrust into you in an unforgivable pace.
“Takin’ me so damn well. Tell me how it feels,” he demanded while his hips slam against your body. One of his hands finding your leg to drab it over his shoulder, gaining him better and deeper access and it made you cry out. Tears of pure joy running down your cheeks as your hands cling onto the sheets.
“Doin’ so good pup. Keep going’, darlin’ “ You cried out while your back arched even more.
“Steamin’ jesus…” The petnames completely sending him into abyss. He could feel how your walls clenched around him and all that made it hard for him. Hard to contain himself as he was balls deep inside you. And you could feel how close he was, how sloppy his movements grew. You reached out to his neck to pull him down with you. Taking grip of his neck while his cock kept pushing against that sweet spongy spot inside of you. Tears started to roll down your face again and you could feel the tingle inside of you grow.
God, you were close, non-stop clenching around his hard member. He buried his face into the crook of your neck, biting on your neck, trying to hold him back a bite more. “I want ya cum inside…ya hear me pup.” Your tone was so different to earlier. So, demanding and he could do nothing than obey. His thrusts grew harder, as your fingers claw on his back. He knew it was wrong, but he couldn’t care, not when you felt so perfectly made for him. Your tight cunt soaking him in while he chased his release.
Just with some more thrusts he completely spilled his seed inside of you. “Christ yes,” you cried out while your hips bucked forward to meet his and you could feel his orgasm triggering your own. You panted while he placed kiss after kiss onto your exposed skin, and you kept him tight to you.
“Did so good for me, lass.” He gently said while cleaning you up. He definitely didn’t want to let go of you. Besides some experimental experiences with Ghost, this was by far the best sex he had, and he would totally annoy the shit out of Gaz and his Lieutenant about it. After cleaning everything up, pulling some underwear on you both, he gave you an olive shirt of his. It was a usual military one and it made you giggle the slightest. Even more when he pulled you onto his chest. “Stay,” he plead while placing a kiss onto the crown of your head. You pulled him down to you for another deep and passionate kiss. If Johnny only knew it would’ve been the last time, he would feel your lips onto him. For now…
He woke up early in the morning just to find out that you were already gone. No note, no number. Nothing was left, only a sheer memory and a frustration settled in his guts. Right now, the thought of him being nothing more than a one night stand made him feel utilized. Usually nothing was wrong about it because that’s how those things worked out. But you awakened something in him that made him want more. It felt so different to anything he had experienced before. But sadly, he didn’t know much more than your nickname, and the way you felt around him when pleasure took the best of both of you.
Weeks passed and he could finally sort things out with Simon, as their situationship grew to something more constant. Still, he couldn’t forget about that one night that still left him breathless. A night he got off to so many times when alone in his room. Always wondering what your favorite color might be, or which music you preferred on long roads. If you were a morning or an evening person. If you preferred dogs over cats. There were so many things he wanted to know about you. It kind of made him feel empty. He found solace in your fateful meeting, as much as he found peace next to Ghost. And even when sleeping curled up against Simon, he couldn’t forget the feeling of you tugged up his chest in his shirt. If he only knew what he got himself into…
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nexility-sims · 19 days
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𝐍𝐎. 𝟑   ❛ 𝐡𝐨𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭 ❜   |   NAKAWE, 2023
❧  𝐝𝐢𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲  /  𝐛𝐞𝐠𝐢𝐧𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠  /  𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬  /  𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭.
   ❛  Karolina Teague was hardly famous. Her name carried a certain heft among culture critics whose heyday had passed, but she liked the anonymity that came with being washed up. All of her favorite people were has-beens, after all, and she wasn’t ashamed to spend her time reminiscing about days past with them or anyone else who would listen. Today, she welcomed a whole crew of listeners into her Nakawe home—a film crew to be exact, led by a director-producer duo who had known her name well before a previous interviewee mentioned it to them. She wouldn’t be the star of their documentary, but they believed from its inception that the story wouldn’t be complete without her thoughts.
❧ honestly very proud of the scrapbooking !!!! this is basically just shameless exposition, but i am convinced i picked a creative vehicle for it :^) i watched that 90s docuseries on hulu a year ago and this specific story post was born fjdhjf anyway, canonically, no one would be writing or printing in script like that but i am simply NOT that committed to my worldbuilding sdkjfsf consider this whole thing an english language reimagining (^:
𝐬𝐜𝐞𝐧𝐞 𝐜𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐮𝐞𝐝 & 𝐭𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭 ↓
Karolina took them on a tour of her colorful seaside house, one concluding in a room already set up for their perusal. It was the archive, she explained. This was what they came for; her recollections were valuable, but she had so much more than her own memories. Photographs waited on the tables, and an old television screen teased some scene from exclusive VHS tapes. Karolina plopped down onto a sofa and gestured widely, saying, “Have a look. I’m ready when you are.” 
The director, a woman named Ildaria, picked up a photograph. 
“Can you tell us about her?” 
Karolina beckoned for the photo, and Ildaria walked over to hand it to her. For a moment, she peered at it, keeping everyone in suspense. Finally, she replied, “Sure. What’s she going to do, sue me?”
“Maybe,” a cameraman elsewhere in the room snorted.
“I’ll take the risk,” Karolina laughed. “Look, I don’t know Princess Leonor, but I met her plenty of times. She was at The Den at least half the nights in 1991, for sure. Probably into 1992, but I didn’t really keep track of her comings and goings. Definitely not after 1993.”
The producer, Eilo, held up another photograph. “What’s the story here?” he asked.
Karolina reached for it. Unlike the other photo, this one was a proper candid. There were several people in the frame, but Leonor was at the center, kneeling by a table with her hand draped across Renzo’s thigh as he held her head in his palm and said something beyond the capture of still photography.
“It wasn’t anything formal,” Karolina explained. “Renzo didn’t date anyone in those days, and I don’t think she did either. They liked each other. It was mutual fascination with zero understanding, is how I saw it. They hung out—liked each other’s company. Hot and fast, burned out quick, that’s what it looked like.” She shrugged. “That was Renzo.” 
“And Leonor?” Ildaria asked, having sat down nearby. 
“Like I said,” Karolina began. She seemed to be choosing her words carefully. “I didn't know her. Seemed like a cool girl. I’m older, mind you. I think she wanted to get a little wild and try new things—this is off the record—and The Den was for her what it was for everyone. You could kick your shoes off. Scream along to your buddy’s new song, have a movie star tell you his woes while he pours your drink, get high in the dressing room and probably be fine—” 
“Did she do that?” Ildaria’s eyes were wide.
Karolina cleared her throat. “No, of course not. Not everyone did! Enough, sure. We all know the quote-unquote horror stories.”
The crew listened, rapt, having stopped flipping through albums and poking around the bookcases, eager to hear something explosive. They had set out to make a documentary about a particular time and place. The Den at the turn of the century was their subject. That glorious decade solidified its place in celebrity culture, to say nothing of its place in music history. The princess was just a footnote in that story. Nonetheless, it was a tantalizing footnote. Most people below a certain age were shocked to hear that she hadn’t been a humorless, buttoned-up bureaucrat her entire life. The idea that someone whose day job involved keeping the country afloat may have once been young and reckless intrigued. That she was adjacent to the salacious stories of sex, drugs, and rock and roll they knew better nearly crossed the line into unbelievable. Yet, people in Uspana also knew their royals had been wrapped up in the glamor of celebrity for decades. Even now, they continued to rub elbows with rock stars, including the one elder princess who was herself a music star. 
“She’s a different person now, clearly,” Karolina continued. She spoke tentatively still but nonetheless addressed what everyone wanted to know. “But, for a time, she was at The Den with everyone else, drinking too much and carrying around a pharmacy in whatever cute purse you had that night. You may remember there was a big Reyes death around then. It’s like—when my mother died in 2009, I lost my shit, too.” 
Karolina shrugged again. “She was having fun. I was doing worse, alright, so I only feel judgmental about it insofar as she’d probably be embarrassed if you asked her about any of it today. Royals are supposed to do their sniffing in private, right, not in a bathroom Renzo forgot to hire someone to clean. She was snobby, but my sense was that she liked pretending she wasn’t—roleplay, you know, transgressing or whatever.” 
Someone coughed. The rifling through materials resumed. Ildaria and Eilo shared a look. 
“You haven’t talked to her since ‘92?” Ildaria asked. Eilo, meanwhile, had pulled out his cell phone and was typing with fast fingers. 
Karolina shook her head. “So, she knew I’d asked Renzo to let me collect photos and bring along my Zenith. I got a weird email in 2000 inquiring about them from someone who worked for her.” She grinned, then added as an aside, “Only one recording, by the way. The Den had a strict no video policy.”
“We’d like to see them sometime,” Ildaria responded. 
Karolina nodded, then shook her head and clarified, “Which—my tapes or the email?” 
Eilo answered without looking up, “Both.”
He finished what he was doing after a moment of quiet, then held his phone up for Ildaria and Karolina to see. “Seems like she’s still in touch with people,” he said.
They leaned forward to view the screen while he swiped at it, then Karolina laughed.  “Okay, maybe she just didn’t like me!”  
While they watched, Eilo moved through a hastily thrown together slideshow of the princess with various people Karolina knew well. Some looked like event photos. Others were captured with long lenses—paparazzi shots that made money but didn’t always generate enough interest if the other person was a comparative nobody. Not everyone had evolved in the last thirty years. Plenty of people who visited the bar during the decade of Renzo’s ownership continued to have flourishing careers. They were, at the time, young and beautiful and painfully unprepared for the lifetime of celebrity ahead of them. That’s what they brought to this place more than anything: their pain, which, being creative types, they eagerly spun into something beautiful and private. 
That’s what The Den gave them. These impossibly talented, dedicated stars created fleeting things for each other and no one else. Bands and dance troupes formed. An endless stream of songs and poetry and performance art kept the bar’s little stage occupied nightly for years. Offstage, people with no reason to meet in the real world bonded in this space of both contrived and undeniable intimacy. For some, the reprieve helped them endure the difficulty of becoming that invariably attended a rise in fame. It was detrimental to others. These were the ones who didn’t evolve—people who gave up their relevance to live forever in this meaningless, generative privacy or people who couldn’t make the choice and lost everything in the process. 
Karolina hadn’t evolved, but she hadn’t died or wanted to die either. From her perspective, what people like the princess and even Renzo himself had done wasn’t evolution. It was more like a revelation. People don’t change, she would tell Eilo and Ildaria later, over dinner, when the conversation had moved far away from the royal footnote. She believed people just uncover deeper truths about themselves, knowingly or unknowingly, and those became harder to conceal once they were exposed.
Have you felt that way before? she asked them. Exposed, like when you break your leg so hard the bone snaps right through your skin? They had. The conversation detoured to childhood misadventures, but Karolina had a point to make. She pulled them back. Some people get comfortable with that feeling and learn how to live in it. Other people, you know, they deny and lie and call it growth. That’s my opinion. I’ve seen it—artists are the worst for it, I swear. Artists who don’t want to be artists anymore? Worse than that. 
Can I say you sound bitter? Ildaria laughed. 
Now, Karolina threw her hands up. She exclaimed, joyful, That’s my truth, baby! I took too many bites of the world, and I’ve been disgusted by it ever since. Some people come out of their mamas malcontent.
Later that night, Eilo was exhausted, but Ildaria’s hand hovered over the light switch with uncertainty. She heaved a big, put-upon sigh, then asked, “Is it bad that I want to give Mencia Cipac a call?”
“Give her a call?” Eilo snorted. “Sure, Mencia Cipac, whose number you totally have, definitely won’t ignore your calls because she, for sure, knows who you are and has endless free time to spare.” He sat up straighter, then added, “No more overloading on projects. You promised. Besides, you don’t wanna poke that bear.”
“Not a bear,” Ildaria retorted. “A jaguar. Roar!”
TRANSCRIPT:
KAROLINA | Have a look. I'm ready when you are.
RENZO (O.S.) | Get that thing out of here, Karolina!
ILDARIA | Can you tell us about her?
KAROLINA | Sure. What's she going to do, sue me? CAMERAMAN | Maybe.
KAROLINA | I'll take the risk.
KAROLINA | Look, I don’t know Princess Leonor, but I met her plenty of times. She was at The Den at least half the nights in 1991, for sure. Probably into 1992, but I didn’t really keep track of her comings and goings. Definitely not after 1993
EILO | What's the story here?
KAROLINA | It wasn't anything formal.
KAROLINA | Renzo didn’t date anyone in those days, and I don’t think she did either. They liked each other. It was mutual fascination with zero understanding, is how I saw it. They hung out—liked each other’s company. Hot and fast, burned out quick, that’s what it looked like. That was Renzo.
ILDARIA | And Leonor?
KAROLINA | Like I said, I didn't know her. Seemed like a cool girl. I’m older, mind you. I think she wanted to get a little wild and try new things—this is off the record—and The Den was for her what it was for everyone. You could kick your shoes off. Scream along to your buddy’s new song, have a movie star tell you his woes while he pours your drink, get high in the dressing room and probably be fine—
ILDARIA | Did she do that?
KAROLINA | No, of course not. Not everyone did! Enough, sure. We all know the quote-unquote horror stories.
KAROLINA | She's a different person now, clearly. But, for a time, she was at The Den with everyone else, drinking too much and carrying around a pharmacy in whatever cute purse you had that night. You may remember there was a big Reyes death around then. It’s like—when my mother died in 2009, I lost my shit, too.
KAROLINA | She was having fun. I was doing worse, alright, so I only feel judgmental about it insofar as she’d probably be embarrassed if you asked her about any of it today. Royals are supposed to do their sniffing in private, right, not in a bathroom Renzo forgot to hire someone to clean. She was always a snob, but I my sense was that she liked pretending she wasn’t—roleplay, you know, transgressing or whatever.
ILDARIA | You haven't talked to her since '92?
KAROLINA | So, she knew I’d asked Renzo to let me collect photos and bring along my Zenith. I got a weird email in 2000 inquiring about them from someone who worked for her. Only one recording, by the way. The Den had a strict no video policy.
ILDARIA | We'd like to see them sometime.
KAROLINA | Which—my tapes or the email?
EILO | Both.
EILO | Seems like she's still in touch with people. KAROLINA | Okay, maybe she just didn’t like me!
ILDARIA | Is it bad that I want to give Mencia Cipac a call?
EILO | Give her a call?
EILO | Sure, Mencia Cipac, whose number you totally have, definitely won’t ignore your calls because she, for sure, knows who you are and has endless free time to spare.
EILO | No more overloading on projects. You promised. Besides, you don’t wanna poke that bear.
ILDARIA | Not a bear. A jaguar. Roar!
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2knightt · 10 months
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I saw that your requests are open and this idea came to me after a little ✨️incident ✨️
if you dont feel like writing this i completely understand, but how do you think the gang would react if you came to them upset because of an arguement/disagreement with your sibling or relative? I'm just looking for some comfort rn cause I overheard my family insulting me behind my back last night and I've been bothered ever since
it can be platonic or romantic idrc 😭
↳maybe it’s a cruel joke on me.₊˚✧
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—IN WHICH, the gang comforts reader.
||✰ — the gang, separately
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Johnny Cade ;
you rush out of the house after your sibling raised their voice at you—not bothering to stick around just to see the situation grow.
you felt tears trickle in the corners of your eyes as you walk to the lot, praying that your boyfriend would be there.
you knew he would be, he always was.
you finally reached the lot, your feet feeling like 1000 pounds after each step you take.
you stand there for a moment, your fists stuffed inside your pockets, looking around.
you see johnny sitting down with his head leaning against a wall.
you had stopped crying earlier, but seeing him made you wanna cry more.
you ran over to him, kneeling down beside him—throwing your arms around his neck.
you pull him into a hug, hiding your face in his neck.
you feel him wrap his arms around your waist. he stutters a few words before whispering in a soft voice, talking to you like you’re a baby.
“hey, hey. y/n, what happened?”
you sniffle, the grasp you have around him tightening.
“n-not to tight, love.”
you realize you’d been squeezing him like it was the last thing you were ever gonna do.
“sorry. i didn’t mean to.”
johnny’s thumb began to flutter—up and down on your back, trying to comfort you.
“it’s fine, y/n.”
the both of you are silent for a minute, neither of you wanting to speak.
“it’s okay. you’ll be okay, y/n.”
he didn’t even know what happened and yet, he’s still trying to help.
“my sibling man. the-they think they’re so much better than me.”
his grip on you tightens for a moment, trying to let you know that he’s there for you.
“it’s alright. you’re alright. they ain’t mean it.”
“but they did, johnny. you weren’t there, man. shouted at me, made me feel so stupid!”
you complain, your voice straining the more you speak.
“you ain’t stupid. not even close. smarter than i’ll ever be, shoot.”
johnny goes silent. thinking of the right words, how to put what he’s thinking into a way you’d understand.
“what they said don’t matter. as long as you’re okay—everyone will be okay. your sibling loves you still, i know they do. stuff like this happens all the time.”
johnny kisses the crown of your head before he continues with his rant.
“you still care about them, right? even if it’s one sided, you’ll be alright. any sort of relationship with your sibling—you’ll be alright. everything is gonna be just fine.”
Dallas Winston ;
you scoffed, listening to your siblings rant.
the more they talked, the less sense they made.
they jumped from topic to topic—criticizing you for things you did years ago.
you just couldn’t take it anymore. you walked out of the house, hearing them shout your name as you got into your car.
you drove and drove until you couldn’t see your house anymore. you pulled into an empty parking lot and sat in silence.
suddenly, your whole world came crashing down—realization hitting you so suddenly.
tears stream down your face, your body shaking with every passing second.
you needed someone to just be with you.
you needed dallas.
you took a few minutes to calm down before driving, taking deep breaths in and out.
you drive off to bucks. you knew he was having a party, should be easy to sneak in.
you park the car and rush out, swinging the door open.
a few people turn to look at you, but quickly focus back on drinking or their friends. you run upstairs, tunnel visioned in on the room dally’s usually in.
the door’s closed, which normally means he’s napping. you knock on the door.
you hear groaning, followed by bed springs squeaking. the door opens slightly, dallas peaking out into the hallway—suspicious of whoever was knocking.
but as soon as his eyes met yours, the door opened fully and he carefully rushed you into the room.
you figure your eyes must still be red from crying because he looks at you with both worry and anger.
he gently lays his palm on your cheek, bringing your eyes to meet his.
“what happened? did anyone do this?”
you glance down at your feet, not wanting to answer.
dallas exhales with obvious frustration.
“c’mon doll. you can tell me.”
you lean your head against his chest, silent until this moment.
“my siblin’. they never listen—no matter how much i try to change, no matter how much i do. i’m always some stupid kid.”
you mumble, your voice cracking mid sentence.
dallas sighs. he wraps an arm around your waist, the other one going to your head, gently holding it.
“i mean. i can beat ‘em up if you want me to.”
you giggle—well, tried too. your voice was so strained, you were silent.
“dallas.”
“yeah yeah, i know. i’m, ‘better than that.’”
he mocks past you as he rests his chin on top of your head.
“you can stay ‘ere if you want.”
he suggests, with slight hope in his voice.
“stay far away from ‘em for awhile. i don’t want them to start on you again.”
you smile at his words—feeling a sense of comfort and relaxation washing over you.
“yeah. sounds nice, dal.”
Ponyboy Curtis ;
you couldn’t handle hearing their voice any longer.
the genuine anger in their voice made you wanna sob.
you rolled your eyes the longer your siblings rant went on.
you kissed your teeth, tears slowly forming in your eyes as you waved goodbye.
your sibling was beyond angry as you ran out the door, but they knew they couldn’t stop you.
you ran and ran, your legs feeling like they’d never get tired. adrenaline making you go faster than you ever had.
you were barely conscious as you ran, allowing your body to take you wherever.
but when the adrenaline ran out, you found yourself outside of the curtis house.
the waterworks started again as you stared at the window. the curtains were closed but you saw light inside.
you caught your breath before stepping up the front porch.
you stood infront of the door, hoping it was ponyboy who’d answer the door. you knocked quietly, glancing down at the mat.
the door opens and your head shoots up, meeting a pair of green eyes.
“y/n?”
“oh, pony.”
you whisper as your eyebrows contorted into a sad look as you threw your arms around his shoulders.
he was taken aback by your face and the sudden affection, pony stumbles back slightly.
he gently wrapped his arms around your neck, trying to bring comfort.
“what’s wrong? did something happen? are you alright?”
he asks, his words coming out faster and faster each second.
you’re silent for what seemed like minutes.
“my sibling, pony. they refuse to listen! they don’t bother to listen to anyone! it-it’s so annoying. can’t take it anymore, man.”
you whisper, taking a shaky breath after finishing your rant.
you thought pony of all people could understand, especially with darry and all.
you started to cry again—even you didn’t know why.
you sniffled as ponyboy rocked both of your bodies side to side.
“breath, y/n. please—i don’t want you to freak out to much.”
you hadn’t even realized you were hyperventilating.
ponyboy grabbed your shoulders and looked into your eyes with a concerned look. he looked like he was gonna cry himself.
“do what i’m doin’, alright?”
he asks of you as be started to breath in, hold it in for a moment, and exhale.
you did the same for a few minutes. your tears coming to an end, along with your hyperventilation.
“it’s gonna be okay, y/n. shoot—me and darry go through that almost daily and we still love each other. i-i bet that this’ll be over soon. you n them were the closest siblings if i’ve ever seen one.”
he said, grabbing ahold of your hand.
he smiled, hoping you’d follow his actions once more.
you tried to smile, but gave a lazy one in return.
he wrapped you into another hug, kissing your cheek before doing so.
“you’re gonna be alright.”
“you think so?”
“i know so.”
Sodapop Curtis ;
you heard your aunt mock you for being a grease.
she was always so materialistic. not even your mom liked her but—she always came over.
you heard her mock the way you dresses, talked, walked, everything.
you felt so low. like you were some tiny germ in her world.
you wanted comfort, but you knew you couldn’t go to your mom. you couldn’t go to any of your family.
then you thought of soda. sodapop shouldn’t be busy today.
you climbed out of your window, not wanting to even be in the same room as your aunt.
you walked to the curtis house, peeking into the window as you walk by—seeing darry sitting down on his chair.
you really don’t want to talk to him right now. you didn’t want to talk to anyone but sodapop.
you walk up to his window and knocked lightly.
his curtains swung open and he opened the window in a swift motion.
“babe! what’s up?”
“..can i come in?”
“uh, totally! you ain’t even gotta ask!”
he responds with a smile so wide that it couldn’t help but make you feel soft.
you plopped down on his bed, flat on your back as you sigh.
soda gets a confused look as he tilts his head.
“what’s wrong, y/n? you’re awfully quiet.”
“do you think i’m a lowlife, soda?”
you ask, staring up at the ceiling. tears slowly forming in your eyes, sliding down your cheeks onto the blanket.
soda goes silent before sitting down next to you.
he grabs your hand and kisses it, mumbling something you couldn’t hear.
“if you’re a lowlife then i gotta be satan himself, love.”
he responds with a chuckle as he lays down beside you.
“what makes you ask, anyhow?”
he asks, turning his head to face you, still holding your hand.
“my aunt jus—said some stuff ‘bout me. made me feel a lil stupid.”
he squeezes your hand and looks up at the ceiling along with you.
“don’t you ever think like that again. no matter what anyone says, kay? you’re the sweetest person i’ve ever known! shoot—i don’t think there’s ever been a grease as nice as you.”
he rambles, bringing both your hands up to the sky, as if a sign of victory.
you smile, sitting up as you stare down at soda.
he makes eye contact with you, shooting up to sit alongside you.
there are still tears in the corner of your eyes, but they refuse to fall. soda grabs your chin to bring you closer to him, kissing the tears off your face.
“can’t let those tears ruin your pretty little face now, can we?”
he asks, with a cat like grin on his face.
you giggle, throwing him into a hug.
Darry Curtis ;
your uncle had come ‘round for a visit, gonna catch up with the family he said.
but all he did with you was make snide remakes at you or behind your back.
calling you a nobody, someone who’d never make it far in life.
he doesn’t know what you’ve gone through. he just sees the aftermath, not the past, not the present. just the person you want to throw away—the future you don’t want.
he brought you down so much, you found yourself at the bottom of a bottle.
you were outside the curtis house on the porch, drinking.
you always sit out there, nobody even bats an eye at you when you’re out there anymore.
it was late at night when you were out there. darry wasn’t home, you said goodnight to pony and soda—even johnny who was staying the night.
you didn’t want any of them to know you’re back into alcohol for comfort. you waited until you were alone.
you grabbed a few bottles and sat out in the porch, drinking and drinking.
you thought you were gonna waste yourself until the morning—hoping you could act sober around darry.
headlights blinded your vision as darrys truck pulled into the driveway.
you had a bottle up to your lips as he parked the vehicle. you started to freak out as you heard him shout your name, trying to hide the bottles under the bench.
“y/n? you better not be doing what i think you are.”
you hear him shout as he makes his way up the stairs. you pray that the bottles don’t roll from under the bench.
you shake your head, trying to straighten out your posture.
“nah, dare. yo-you know i changed.”
you defend yourself, trying to act sober but accidentally slurring your words.
you hear darry sigh as he pinches his nose bridge.
he sits down, turning his body to face you.
“i’m not a idiot, y/n.”
he says, bending down, grabbing one of the bottles.
“are you serious? i thought you sobered up.”
he complains, his elbows resting on his knees as he looks down at the bottle.
“i did! it’s just…it got tough again.”
you mumble, looking down at your feet with shame.
darry places his hand on top of yours. you look at him, making eye contact with him.
“what happened then? what happened that would make you turn back to this?”
he asks quietly, his eyebrows furrowed.
you could hear the disappointment laced in his voice the more he spoke.
“i was called a drunkard, a nobody, someone who’d never make it far in life. do you know how draining it is to hear that?”
you ask, tears already gliding down your cheek. your head is thrown back, hands covering your eyes as you erupt into sobs.
darry grabs your wrists, bringing your hands down. he let go, and placed his hands on your temples. he brought you closer to him, kissing your forehead before whispering sweet nothings—trying to make you feel better.
“what anyone says shouldn’t bother you none, y/n. all that matters is that you are you and i love you for you. i love your laugh, i love how caring you are, i love how you try to change for the better.”
darry mumbles, kissing your forehead every now and then in between his words.
he brings you to his chest. the two of you sit in silence. you listen to his heartbeat as the moon shines directly upon you two.
Steve Randle ;
you’re sibling had called you an idiot, a stupid loser, and so much more right to your face.
right in front of you. not even trying to hide it.
you pretended not to care, you pretended like it didn’t hurt as you walked to the nearest pay phone, you lied to yourself as you pressed steves number into the pay phone.
but still—even with all that convincing, you still didn’t believe you.
the phone rung and rung until he finally answered.
“whatchu want? who is this?”
“steve? oh thank god!”
you sighed with relief, slightly chuckling at your own demise.
“y/n! what’s up?”
he asks, trying to see why you’re calling him through a pay phone rather than your own phone.
“can you come and pick me up? i’ll be at the gas station!”
“the DX?”
“no-no. not the DX, the other one.”
“oh, totally. sit tight, doll.”
he says before you hang up.
you walk to the gas station which wasn’t to far. you sit on the bench, watching the cars go by. it was quiet for a bright afternoon. maybe everyone was at the beach, or seeing a movie.
you think to yourself as you see steves beat up car pull up to the curb right in front of you.
he rolls down the window, shouting for you to get in.
you rush up to the passenger door and swing it open, sitting down.
steve begins to drive off. he always just drives ‘till he run outta gas or gets tired.
“so,”
“so?”
you asked. steve began to speak but stopped mid-way. you always hated when anyone did that.
“why’d you need me to pick you up there? you look…sad.”
and that was your cue to start crying.
you didn’t mean to. you didn’t even feel the tears until you noticed spots of your pants had tear droplets on them.
steve had noticed you crying and pulled over to the side of the road.
he started to freak out a little—he never knew how to handle anyone crying.
“woah—y/n, what’s wrong? did i say something?”
he asks, leaning over to get closer to you.
you wiped your tears with the back of your hand, shaking your head.
“then why’re you cryin’?”
“steve, do you think i’m stupid? be honest.”
his eyebrows furrowed at your question, he almost laughed at such an idiotic thing to ask.
“hell nah. i mean, you see shepard? he’s so dumb he can’t tell up from down!”
he shouts, trying to comfort you.
you laugh slightly, the grasp you have onto the loose fabric of your pants loosening.
“you think?”
“i know, y/n.”
he whispers, kissing your temple before leaning back onto the drivers seat.
steve puts his hand on your thigh, his thumb caressing it in a comforting manner.
“how ‘bout i treat you to some food, huh? try n take your mind off that absolute nonsense you were talkin’.”
you nod your head in agreement.
Two-bit Matthews ;
your sibling had shit on you for everything under the sun.
looks, grades, how you spoke, how you walked, friends, boyfriend, shoot—even the way you brush your teeth.
you started tearing up during their rant. thought it was stupid to criticize everything you do.
the second they were done, you walked out. made sure to slam the door on the way out to make it known that you left, that you left angry and sad.
you thought of two-bit the whole walk.
did he think of that about you? does he think he could do better? does he think you smell funny?
it was 9PM, so two-bit would probably be at some gas station trying to get some booze.
you walk to his normal gas station where he has the most luck and you were right. he was leaning on the counter, laughing while the worker had a stern look on his face with his arms crossed.
you walked in and tapped two-bit on the shoulder.
“wh-oh! hey, babe.”
he greeted you with a grin and a kiss on the cheek.
“can i talk to you?”
two-bit got an awkward smile but nonetheless—agreed.
the two of you exited the store, but as soon as he stepped out of the door, you pulled him into a hug.
the sobs started again as you held him tightly.
two-bit was silent.
he was never good at comforting others, but he tried.
he always tried for you.
“shh, shh. it’s okay—i’m here. you’re just fine.”
he says, wrapping his arm around your waist, rocking the two of you left to right.
he kissed your temple, the crown of your head, to your forehead until you stopped crying.
“do you, do you ever think you can do better, two?”
you ask in a quiet voice, looking down at your shoes.
“what? never! infact, i think you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me!”
he says, picking you up and swinging you around some.
you gotta admit, you laughed a little with tears still streaming down your face.
“why do you ask? who i gotta beat, huh?”
he asks, putting you down.
“nothin’ it was stupid.”
“you sure?”
“yeah.”
he kisses your cheek, his arms still wrapped around your waist.
“how ‘bout we go n bother that worker together, huh? bet we can steal the whole store if we tried hard enough.”
two-bit says with a grin, finally letting go of your waist.
you get a smile on your face at the thought of it. you nod in excitement as two-bit drags you back into the store. the two of you leaning against the counter, grinning from ear to ear.
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In your modern au who in the gang goes to college/grad school and what subjects do they study? would they end up at schools close to home or go far away? How do there relationships change after highschool and with people moving away?
okay wow that’s a great question but also. a lot.
aang is a year below katara so his top choice school is just. the school katara goes to. it’s small and affordable and he studies philosophy and religion (but also takes any sort of fun elective offered to him) and joins a lot of clubs and makes a lot of friends and generally just has a nice time. he and katara overlap for three years but after she graduates they still live together, so he basically sees her every day anyway. it’s nice :)
katara genuinely considers not going to college but then she gets a sports scholarship she’d be a fool to reject so she’s like “fine, i’ll go, but i’m gonna phone it in the entire time.” she assumes that college will basically just be like high school, yet another prison where she will be forced to do math against her will. but she actually finds that she kind of enjoys some of her classes, and she can devote way more time to sports, and azula isn’t there (a weight has been lifted off her shoulders truly), and she actually meets a whole group of people who don’t find her intimidating and abrasive, but instead share her interests and actually organize with her. also, the fact that sokka isn’t there means that she doesn’t constantly have to compare herself to an impossible standard, and she finds that she actually enjoys learning when she gets to go at her own pace. and in fact…. she’s actually a great writer???? and really enjoys theory and philosophy and criticism and history and sociology and literature????? and she might actually be really fucking smart????? she graduates with honors. but there’s absolutely no way she’s pursuing grad school lmao. everyone knows that shit is a scam.
sokka goes to princeton for undergrad because, and i quote, “it’s nearby.” full ride, obviously. he double majors in physics and engineering, and also accidentally fulfills an art history minor without even noticing. everyone assumes that he’ll get a phd (at least one), but katara keeps insisting that grad school is a scam and so is the ivy league. and it’s not even that sokka necessarily disagrees with her, he just thinks that those are bold words coming from the girl who fell for a pyramid scheme. twice.
zuko goes to a small liberal arts college for undergrad and spends years attempting to justify his choice of going to a smaller, slightly less prestigious school by majoring in something dignified and respectable, like econ or business or engineering. none of which he is any good at. but eventually, after enough time spent beyond ozai’s purview, zuko just goes “fuck it” and double majors in theater and classics. his focus is on ancient greek drama. he then does a poetry mfa wherein he attempts to write on earth we’re briefly gorgeous without just rewriting on earth we’re briefly gorgeous (many such cases). he complains about his program constantly and how fake and pretentious it all is, but anyone who knows him can tell that it’s clearly the most fun he’s ever had.
suki doesn’t go to college. she figures that there’s no point in blowing money she doesn’t have and wasting precious valuable years of her time getting a fancy little bachelor’s degree she’ll never use for a job that doesn’t actually require one. and she doesn’t have any adult figures in her life to convince her that college is necessary (although sokka does spend a full week going “but are you sure…?” before suki realizes that she can just shut him up forever by claiming she can’t afford it). she continues to teach at the dojo, but because she basically already lives in her truck, she’s always driving over to princeton to crash in sokka’s dorm. she spends a lot of time just hanging out in the library while he does work, and finds that she doesn’t even need to go to classes to learn new things by herself. it’s funny how a formal education can make learning seem so much less interesting than it actually is. if she had actually gone to college, she probably would’ve spent the entire time blowing off classes and doing as little work as possible, but since she has no incentive to learn, she actually does. by the time sokka has graduated, suki is basically qualified to practice medicine, could tell you the entire history of the inca empire, and is basically an expert in mycology. and it didn’t cost a cent.
toph considers suki an inspiration, and by the time she graduates, she is already so estranged from her parents that she also has the agency to just blow off that whole thing. she moves in with sokka and mai and just follows them around. she sits in on their lectures whenever she feels like it (they claim she is mai’s little sister who is visiting her), and otherwise just kind of lounges about. occasionally sokka will be like “you know you could’ve just… gone to this school, right??? you’re literally a child prodigy and your parents are crazy rich.” to which toph just shrugs like “yeah……but nah.”
mai goes to princeton with sokka. it wasn’t even her top choice school, but once she realized that it’s where sokka was going, she couldn’t think of anywhere else that she would rather be. they’re roommates since freshman year and are basically inseparable. everyone assumes they’re dating, but sokka’s like “nah she’s gay, she’s just really clingy :)” which mai hates because he’s totally ruining her street cred. she’s a cs major, but she basically accumulates the credits for a math minor, a physics minor, and an english minor because all the cs classes are so easy for her (she first taught herself how to code when she was like six). sokka somehow convinces her to join his physics program for grad school, but after a year she drops out because she finds it so miserable. they continue living together, of course, while mai gets really into making esoteric indie games. zuko doesn’t really understands how video games work, but she still bounces her ideas off him because he’s the most ruthless critic she knows.
ty lee goes to college because it’s the sort of thing a girl from a decently respectable family does, but she’s pretty envious of suki’s lifestyle and wishes she could just blow off the entire thing. she goes to a decent school, one that appears acceptable on resumes but not so elite that it will raise any employer’s standards too high; she enjoys being underestimated. being in an entirely new environment gives her the opportunity to test out new personas free of consequence, and eventually she realizes that she’s kind of wasting her talents by pretending to be dumber than she is, so she actually applies herself and does really well. but then she gets bored of applying herself because now everyone expects too much of her and she misses when a B was considered a good grade. she’s technically a dance major because it’s the only thing she does consistently across three years (she graduates early), but she goes through different phases where she’s really into various fields, including but not limited to: abnormal psych, quantum physics, philosophical ethics, north african literature, microbiology, and women’s rugby. she keeps in touch with azula, mai, and suki, but she also just goes through phases of avoiding contact with all her former friends entirely. it’s fun to be aloof.
and last but certainly not least, azula goes to harvard for undergrad, and then harvard law. in fact, there is no other school azula could ever go to. even if she had lived on the other side of the globe, and not new jersey (or as she likes to call it, “manhattan”), azula would still go to harvard. she truly believes that it is the only school on earth capable of withstanding her towering intellect. anyone who found her insufferable in high school is in for a rude surprise once they realize that within a semester, harvard has somehow made her ten times worse. she’s technically pre-law, but she also studies pre-med and engineering, just in case. which is far too much for any one human to handle, and she ends up suffering a nervous breakdown during junior year where she eats nothing but cheetos for a week straight and tries to cut her own bangs with a pair of kiddie scissors. zuko and sokka go to cambridge to stage an intervention (mai and ty lee were too busy washing their hair that weekend) and help her out. you can tell it’s bad because she actually agrees to go to therapy. eventually she gets through it and decides to take a gap year before law school. she spends her gap year as a paralegal at a highly prestigious firm, and within the first couple years of graduating law school, she makes junior partner there. and they never speak of the cheetos and uneven bangs incident ever again.
in terms of who keeps in touch with whom, obviously mai, sokka, suki, and toph still hang out all the time after high school. mai and sokka are roommates for their entire twenties basically, and toph and suki pretty much also live with them. mai and sokka move to new york after princeton. and after zuko graduates, he also moves in with them. aang and katara sort of resist the idea of living in a big city, and instead decide to travel the world after aang graduates. but then when they go to visit sokka & co. katara realizes that it’s always secretly been her lifelong dream to work at a really cute little overpriced coffeeshop in brooklyn, and so she and aang get an apartment in like. red hook or something. ty lee actually moves to california, so they all assume they won’t see her often, but she flies back every time one of her sisters has a birthday, so they actually run into her pretty frequently. eventually she moves back to the east coast, and pretty soon after that she and mai uhaul together. none of them really hear from azula except for mai and ty lee, who are in a semi-active groupchat with her. but she and zuko reconnect after ozai’s funeral, and she gradually befriends the rest of the gaang, even if she never quite gets along with katara. so yeah, there are a few years where most of them don’t really talk to one another, but eventually they do manage to reconnect and stay in each other’s lives. they do all make other friends though. god could you imagine.
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I’m a bit tired of the criticism surrounding the Percy Jackson show. Not the fact that criticism exists, because I agree with a lot of what’s being said, but people acting like there’s an intellectual superiority linked to hating the show. This is long, so here’s a “keep reading” for you.
No one said it would be a perfect book to TV adaptation. Even Rick said they would change some stuff, because he was given a chance to go back and reevaluate the original story. Personally, I think Rick’s writing is better suited for books, and doesn’t translate well to a TV show format (referring specifically to his writing for the screenplays), and there’s some jarring pacing issues moving from scene to scene. Not to mention, of the whole series, The Lightning Thief is one of the weaker stories, simply because Rick wrote it early in his career, and he had the chance of slowly improving with each new release. And I agree that simply saying, “Well, Rick approves of this adaptation,” does not excuse it from having flaws.
That being said, I still very much enjoy the show. Walker, Leah, and Aryan are carrying the story fairly well. I like their dynamic, and it gives a new perspective on Percy being an unreliable narrator, seeing as PJO is written in first person, but the show is portrayed in third person. Also, for people saying, “$15 million per episode, but where did it go?” The salaries for the cast and crew, the props, cameras, costumes, makeup, royalties for using certain songs, and some decent CGI, among other things. It adds up more than you think.
Now, if you don’t like the show, that’s fine. If you want to voice your criticisms, that’s fine. But please don’t act like your opinion is the only one that matters, and that anyone who actually enjoys the show is dumb or blind to the problems. People can enjoy things just…because. For me, there are MANY things I like which have TONS of evident problems, but those problems aren’t enough for me to give it up.
Also, “show don’t tell” is a good philosophy to have when telling a story, but we need to remember that this first season has to do a LOT of heavy lifting exposition wise. It has to cover a number of Greek mythology stories and character backstories, and weave them into the plot, in a relatively short amount of time. Yes, we have the benefit of eight episodes, but even then, there’s not enough time to dive deep into ALL of the intricacies of mythology and backstories. I think the episodes could stand to be a bit longer, and I think some scenes need have more breathing room so that the audience has more time to process what’s happening. As for why Percy seems to know everything, it’s stated multiple times outright that Sally told him the Greek mythology stories. They are ingrained in his brain, and Percy is very smart and quick.
Finally, there are a NUMBER of shows that had a pretty disappointing first season, but went on to improve with each new season. We should treat these criticisms as suggestions for improvement, instead of completely writing off the show. It’s not perfect, and that’s to be expected, but it’s still so early. We need to give shows time to grow and improve.
Anyway, if you’ve read all this and still hate the show, that’s fine. No one is stopping you. I fully respect that opinion, and I’m not here to change that. I just think there are more constructive ways of handling things like this than going on TikTok and being like, “Hot take, but the Percy Jackson show is actually garbage.” It’s about open conversation and constructive criticism and the hope that things will improve with time.
P.S. The irony of me writing this whole post portraying myself as intellectually superior is not lost on me. Everybody is entitled to their own opinions, I just hope we can be more productive when sharing them. That’s all.
P.P.S. If you really don’t like the show, and you think it’s objectively terrible, then don’t watch it. No one is forcing you to keep up with it each week.
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hiii congrats for reaching 2k !! you deserve it, your writing is so 🥹<33
im not really sure how to do this sorry 😭 i think the love language that i give is gift giving and slightly words of affirmation? and i love receiving words of affirmation, physical touch and acts of service 😵😵 can i request one with seungmin? i dont really mind if it's in drabbles or bullet points, you can choose :D tysmm, congrats again btww will continue to support you every single day <33
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notes . hi sweetness! your compliments are so kind oml thank you so much ㅠㅠ and i decided on bullet point format!! minnie is so sweet :(( we love him<3
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you’re absolutely ecstatic when Seungmin tells you about the red carpet event coming up, giving you an opportunity to finally join him in one of those fancy outings you’d normally watch on tv.
except, as much as you wanted to feel confident in the outfit you picked out, you can’t help but criticize — feeling like something was off.
naturally, you tried ignoring the whole matter, pitifully attempting to convince yourself things were fine and it really didn’t matter that much.
keyword: tried
but it did matter that much, especially when you’d be standing beside a literal prince the entire night.
and in a sad sort of way, it made you feel.. inferior.
“minnie, i need your honest opinion.” you call out from the bathroom, awkwardly staring into the mirror as if somehow you’d transform into someone on par with your boyfriend.
he was just so fucking pretty and it hurt when your insecurities messed you up like this.
you wanted to hide. hide from him, hide from the world.
though, unlike your earlier panic, Seungmin was blown away by just how jaw-dropping-ly beautiful you looked. hugged so perfectly, like an angel.
“being honest?“ you nod, gaze flickering anywhere but him as he stands by the doorway in thought.
“i want to keep you here for the rest of the night, all to myself,”
“but, i know you don’t feel that way about yourself right now and i don’t like it. not one bit.” he gently smiled, walking behind you to wrap his arms around your waist comfortably, hugging you against his suit-clad body.
he knows you too well.
“even if you don’t think you’re beautiful, just know that i think you’re the prettiest out there tonight. you’re the prettiest always.”
you squirm in his hold when he peppered light kiss on your cheek and he swore your laugh could light up an entire stadium with how adorable it was.
“..you think so?” you whisper despite your previous giggling fit, searching for the head of dark hair hiding behind you still.
“i know so.”
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capitalisticveins · 1 year
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Guy meeting Honey Headcanons (Ft. Geordi)
i REALLY wanted to write this as a oneshot but I can’t write oneshots, so hopefully this isn’t bad? It’s also my first time writing dialogue so go easy on me? Maybe? Constructive criticism is encouraged, and GENERAL headcanons will either. be released tonight or tomorrow since I still have to write DAMN headcanons
Also this features the headcanon that “Geordi and Guy are friends”
- Okay well to start these off
- Guy and Honey attended the same college within the same year, but neither ever noticed each other
- Until Honey and their “friends” (Honey would call them acquaintances) ordered a pizza while having a sleepover
- Guy, wanting a little more pay, took the order and drove over to the designated address
- Honey was busy complaining to their friends about how expensive the pizza was compared to another pizzeria’s pizza, but they already ordered it, so it’s not like they could cancel it
- Even though they very much could
- Guy eventually made it to the address after 15 minutes, and rang the bell
- One of Honey’s friends piped up and said “Since you’re not willing to play Smash with us, why don’t you get the pizza?
- It was supposed to be a joke, but Honey was willing to do it if it meant they didn’t have to hear anyone else yell about falling off the stage
- Honey gathered the money, still muttering about “expensive and shitty pizza”. Although they were going to tip the delivery guy because it was a quick delivery.
- When the door opened, Guy couldn’t help but stare at the absolutely gorgeous sight displayed in front of him. Honey hadn’t looked at him yet, making sure they had the right amount of money
- “It’s $31.89, right? Seems pretty expensive, especially for 2 boxes of pizza.” Honey couldn’t help but unconsciously pout, which only made Guy blush a tad bit harder.
- “Uh, no! No it’s actually just uh, $15! We’re currently, uh, having a discount on Thursdays so it’s just $15.” His lie wasn’t obvious, but it was ridiculous.
- “Really?” Honey looked at him for the first time, and took the tie to stop counting the money to look for any hint of a joke on his face. “But the lady on the phone said-”
- “Oh she’s new, she doesn’t know about the discounts, we’ll look into it, but yeah it’s a small $15 for tonight!” Guy hated how awkward he was being, but as long as this was the only time he’d have to interact with them, it’s fine.
- But he didn’t want this to be the last time he spoke to them! He delivered to attractive people before, but this was a whole new level of wow. 
- Honey was a bit more content that the pizza was cheaper than they thought, and paid for it without any more complaint, even giving him a $7 tip for telling them about the discount.
- Guy stood at the door for a solid 2 minutes after it shut, still in awe at the person he just saw. 
- ‘What was their name? Are they single? Oh GOD, are they my age or are they some super old person obsessed with looking young?’
- Thoughts raced around his head like a train, until he realized he had to cover the other $16 they didn’t pay because of him.
- The next day, Guy was ranting to his friend about the person he delivered to, describing their appearance as if it were from a poem
- Geordi, his friend, raised an eyebrow and questioned him, “You mean Honey?”
- Guy was surprised Geordi knew someone who fit his description, or in the least knew their name. “Who’s Honey?”
- Geordi looked around the hallway swiftly before pointing to his left. “Them.”
- He glanced to the direction Geordi pointed at, yet only saw a crowd around a locker, before noticing the person from last night being inside of the crowd, opening their locker and chatting with one of their friends, a tiny smile evident on their face
- Guy was in shock with his face read ‘They’re HERE? Then they must be my age. Why is that what I’m worried about, what if I make a fool of myself? What if they don’t remember me? Well no SHIT they don’t remember me I’m just a pizza guy from last night!’
- Geordi, being a chronic overthinker, noticed Guy’s mind was running a mile a minute, and snapped his fingers in front of Guy’s face
- “Y’know you could just…talk to them, right? Honey’s a little off-putting from what I’ve heard, but they’re still just another person here.” Geordi wasn’t lying, Honey usually has a RBF towards anyone they didn’t know- scratch that, Honey usually has a RBF towards everyone, but they were just another student that attended the university, even they knew that.
- “Talk to them? TALK TO THEM?” Guy said that last part a little louder than he wished, so he began to whisper the rest.
- “I can’t just talk to them! I’m not someone you just casually talk to, not even you talk to me casually. How do I even talk to them? Just go up like a 5 year old and ask to be friends?” He whisper-yelled in Geordi’s direction. Geordi would’ve flinched at the tone if Guy wasn’t his panicking best friend of 4 years
- Geordi took a moment to think before responding. “Well, Honey’s a smart person, maybe they’re a tutor? That way you could find a reason to talk to them and get some help with your classes. Lord knows you need the help.”
- Guy chuckled at the joke, or at least he hoped it was.
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This took hours to write so part 2 to the meeting will be released within a week
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vodika-vibes · 7 months
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Miscommunication pt 2
Summary: You finally get the date that Commander Wolffe promised you.
Pairing: Commander Wolffe x Reader
Word Count: 1692
Warnings: None
Songs: None
A/N: I saw a bunch of people asking for how the date went, and this is what I came up with. Also, how does one end short stories? I always feel like I need to write more, lol.
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“So, let me see if I understand you correctly. Your Commander is planning on taking you on a date, in spite of the fact that he’s had a whole one conversation with you?” Your older sister asks over the com.
“You know, when you say it like that, it doesn’t sound like the best idea.” You grumble, “And we’ve talked more than just the one conversation.”
“Look, I get that the clones are fine, girl, but-oh, hold on,” Your sister turns away from the com, “Conner James! You might survive jumping off the railing, but you will not survive me!” She glares at someone off screen for a moment, and then turns her gaze back to you, “Where was I? Oh, yeah. I get that you’re lonely, but you can probably do better than someone who couldn’t talk to you.”
“It’s not like that. He was just a little shy. I can understand that.” You reply. “And I’m not lonely. I am literally surrounded by people all the time.”
Your sister sighs, “Look, I’m just worried about you. You’re my baby sister and, well, you don’t exactly have the best taste in men.”
“Not a baby, and also rude.”
“First of all, you’re always going to be a baby. Second of all, your last boyfriend cheated on you with your best friend.”
“Ex-best friend, and also that’s on him, not me.”
Your sister sighs again, “Just…be careful, yeah? I hate seeing you get hurt.” There’s a loud thump and a cry of pain, and she closes her eyes, “Now, I have to go and make sure my son didn’t just break every bone in his body…and then ground him until he’s grey.”
“You know you signed up for this when you married a trapeze-”
“Yeah, yeah. I know. I’ll talk to you later.” The com cut out before you could reply, and you lean back in your chair.
You suppose your sister does have reason to be concerned. After all, the last she knew, Commander Wolffe wouldn’t even look at you. But things are different now. 
Since his injury he’s been much more open with you.
When you’re on the Triumphant, he makes time to visit and talk to you daily. Even if that means that he’s eating a meal in your office while you process paperwork. 
You’ve come to cherish him as a dear friend, and more. Though, in spite of his claim of wooing you, he’s been nothing but respectful. The only hint that he might desire something more than friendship from you comes from the way his fingers linger on your arm or hand or shoulder.
It is infuriating, to put it mildly.
Everytime his fingers linge on your skin, it feels like electricity zips through your body. And he knows it.
Yes, he has an important job. And yes, he doesn’t have a lot of free time. But would it kill him for one kiss? Just a little one?
You release a sigh and pick up your com, absently tossing it from one hand to the other. You’ve been back on Coruscant for a whole week now, and Wolffe still hasn’t come through with his date.
You’re beginning to worry that he forgot. 
You set your com back on your desk, and eye your datapad critically. You have so much work that you need to do before the next deployment. Not to mention, the men in the Wolfpack need their physicals, which is on you to schedule, and you need to catch General Koon for his physical, and yearly inoculations need to be given-
You’re about to grab your datapad to start on all of that, when the doorbell chimes.
You frown and get up. You aren’t expecting any visitors. At least you don’t think you are. You open the door, and a bright smile crosses your face when you see who’s standing on the other side.
“Commander,” You lean against the door frame and fold your arms, “I didn’t know you knew where I live.”
“It’s in your file,” He has a small smile on his face and his mismatched eyes scan you, something you notice that he does whenever he’s in close proximity with you. “Which the General shared with me.” He pauses and his gaze meets yours, and then he lifts one of his hands, “I bring food.”
The scent of something delicious reaches you, and you suddenly remember that you’ve not eaten since lunch the day before.
“And I’m guessing you’ve not eaten since yesterday.” Wolffe continues with a knowing, and slightly exasperated, look on his face.
You laugh sheepishly, and move out of the way, allowing him into your home, “Well…I ate a late lunch yesterday and I wasn’t hungry for dinner.” You try to explain as you take the bags from him and move into the kitchen.
Wolffe follows you once he sets his boots on the shoe rack, “And why didn’t you eat breakfast?”
“Breakfast is for losers.” You reply as you pull plates and cups out of the cabinet. 
“If I said that to you, you’d be reading me the riot act.” Wolffe points out as he starts to pull containers out of the bags, “I got some of the pasta you prefer, with garlic bread.”
“Ooh, you know how to spoil a girl,”
“Well, apparently the way to a woman’s heart is through carbs and cheese,” Wolffe counters very dryly, and you start laughing, which puts a small grin on his face.
“Well,” You say, through your giggles, “You’re not wrong.” You favor him with a bright smile, “There’s drinks in the fridge. You can grab whatever you like.”
He watches you for a moment, something soft and fond crossing his face as you move around the kitchen, and then he walks over to the fridge and grabs two of the sodas in the door. 
Wolffe sets them on the table and starts divvying out the food on the plates you set on the table.
“It smells delicious, Wolffe. Thank you!” You look up at him, in delight, as you slide into your seat.
“You’re welcome,” He replies as he settles into the other chair. He’s quiet for a moment, and then he leans back, “I owe you an apology, mesh’la.”
“For what?” You ask.
“I promised to woo you,” Wolffe says slowly, “Unfortunately, that’s not something that was covered in my training.”
You smile at him, slow and warm, “Wolffe,” You say so gently, “You came to my apartment with my favorite food. This is perfect.”
“You deserve more,” He replies.
“Maybe, maybe not.” You shrug easily, “I like you, Wolffe. Not grand presentations. I’d like you just as much if you showed up with fast food from the place down the street.”
Wolffe is quiet for a long moment, and then he favors you with a warm and soft smile, “You’re amazing, you know that?”
“Well, I was selected to be the medic for the Wolfpack,” You joke.
“Most people wouldn’t think of that as a good thing,”
“I get to spend my days with you, what’s not to like?” A barely noticeable blush crosses Wolffe’s face, and you feel a surge of glee. Before you drop the conversation in favor of the food that Wolffe brought you.
Later, once the meal is finished, and you finished cleaning up, which Wolffe insisted on helping with, you’re tucked on the couch while Wolffe is looking at the pictures on your walls.
“Your family?” He asks, glancing at you from one of the bigger pictures.
“Mm. My older sister, her husband, and their son.” You reply easily, “They’re on…Dantooine, I believe, this month.”
He hums thoughtfully, “You're close to her,” Wolffe notes.
“Oh, yeah. She’s great. You’d like her, I think. She’s very no-nonsense.” You reply as you stand and walk over to him. 
“If she’s anything like you, I’m sure I will.” Wolffe replies, he glances at you, “I like you after all.”
You duck your head, a faint blush crossing your face, “Well, I like you too. So, I guess that’s fair.”
There’s silence for a moment, and then you feel warm fingers against your cheek, and he lightly taps your chin, tilting your face up to meet his, “Do you like me enough to let me kiss you?” He asks, his voice low.
“Yes!” You blurt embarrassingly quickly, and then you blush bright red, “Um…I mean…”
Wolffe laughs, and leans down, his nose brushing yours, “I’ve kept you waiting then?”
“I’m pretty patient,” You whisper in response.
He doesn’t say anything, just closes the distance between your lips, and slowly, tentatively almost, kisses you. You slide your hands up his chest, and wrap your arms around his neck.
He pulls away just for a moment, just long enough to make sure that you are still okay with this, and then he hooks his arm around your waist and he crashes his lips back against yours in a much more passionate kiss.
His lips are warm and soft and so, so inviting. And you can’t help but moan into the kiss as he pulls you flush against his body.
And when he breaks the kiss you let out a whine, which pulls a quiet, breathless, laugh from him. “You’re so…intoxicating,” He breathes against your lips, “But we need to stop for now.”
You pout at him, but slowly release him, and instead you rest your hands on his chest. He keeps you flush against him, his fingers flexing on your hip. “Do you need to leave?” You ask, your voice soft.
“No, I’m on shore leave.” He replies, “but we still need to stop.” His eyes close and he bumps his forehead against yours. “As much as I really, really don’t want to.”
“Well,” You hands slide up his chest and he groans, “If you don’t want to stop, and I don’t want to stop, then we can just not stop.” You point out logically.
He releases another groan, “You’re a terrible influence.” But his grip around your waist tightens, “Be my girlfriend?”
“Yes-” You’re unable to finish your sentence as his lips crash against yours again.
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potatowitch · 6 months
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A Beginner's Guide to Playing Astarion
(AKA: Rogues aren't useless in combat, I promise)
I feel like every time I mention that Astarion is an absolute beast in combat for me, I get at least one person asking me how that’s even possible because for them he does basically nothing damage wise, so I figured I’d write a rough guide on how I get the most out of him in combat.
For this guide I will be giving Astarion the Assassin subclass. I’m aware that a whole lot of guides online suggest the Thief subclass is the “best”, but I don’t particularly find it engaging to play, personally. Arcane Trickster is fine, but not my favourite.
First of all - I suspect that the majority of people who say Astarion doesn’t do meaningful damage for them just haven’t figured out how to position rogues properly. Rogues aren’t just squishy Fighters with some edgy flavouring. You cannot just have them waltz up to an enemy and start stabbing them in the front and expect it to do much, or just have them stand in a random position and have them shoot arrows willy nilly. You have to mind their positioning and take advantage of the battlefield. Rogues have Hide, Disengage and Dash as bonus actions for a reason - you want them to be slipping in and out of melee range, hiding or going invisible where possible, and looking for positions that give them Advantage. 
So. First things first, fill Astarion’s pack with Invisibility potions and scrolls and give him a bunch of those teleportation arrows. Get him gear that allows him to cast Misty Step, go invisible, increases his crit chance, increases his stealth rolls, or gives him extra movement speed. Separate him from the party to sneak around the back of enemies as much as possible before entering combat. Use poisons where possible, especially poisons like the Drow Poison that can potentially put an enemy to sleep.
Advantage is one of the key aspects of playing a rogue as it lets them use Sneak Attack, which can be used once per turn and lets you do extra damage against an enemy you have Advantage against, and it’s especially important to keep in mind with the Assassin subclass. Bump him up as high on the Initiative order as possible (I always make sure he gets the Alert feat) as with Assassin he gets Advantage against enemies who haven’t taken a turn in combat yet. Also with Assassin, any hit against an enemy who is Surprised is automatically a critical hit.
The other ways you can gain Advantage against enemies in combat are:
Attacking a target that cannot see you, IE you are Hiding, Invisible, or they are Blinded.
Using a spell or ability that grants Advantage.
Attacking a target within 1.5 metres of an ally (flanking an enemy). As an example, say Gale is positioned up high but an enemy has managed to get within melee range of him and threaten him. You can send Astarion up there to help him out, and because he’s right next to an ally, he will do extra damage to the enemy. Alternatively, you could have Astarion pop into the thick of the fight right next to Karlach, pull off a Sneak Attack, then dip back out using an invisibility potion or Disengage as a bonus action.
Attacking an enemy that is Restrained, Prone, Sleeping, Entangled, Paralysed, Off Balance or Enwebbed. For example, your wizard could facilitate Astarion pulling off a Sneak Attack by casting Hold Person on the enemy you want him to target next.
Having other party members cast spells like Guiding Bolt or Faerie Fire on an enemy.
My favourite elixir to give Astarion is the Elixir of Bloodlust - it is so stupidly overpowered when combined with an Assassin’s burst damage. He can sneak up behind an enemy, one shot them with a Sneak Attack, get a second action that turn from the elixir, and then attack another enemy and almost one shot them too.
A point I think is important to bring up is that rogues are pretty squishy. Combine that with the fact that you’re going to have them in melee range often, and Astarion is going to take a bit of a beating sometimes. You need to keep that in mind and adjust your tactics accordingly to mitigate that - sometimes you will have to sacrifice doing damage for a turn just to get him out of dodge so he can heal. I often have Shadowheart cast Death Ward on him at the start of the day, considering he is the one who tends to get to the lowest health even if I have someone else trying to tank. That could be a skill issue on my part, but enemies really do just love to bully Astarion.
For ranged attacking, get him up to the high ground. This is where spells like Misty Step come in really handy - you want him high up where he can see enemies, but they can’t easily see him. Think the rafters in the goblin temple, for example. This also keeps him out of reach of tougher enemies like Dror Ragzlin, who will obliterate his health in two hits if you’re not careful.
In terms of gear, you want to focus on a few things:
Increasing his movement speed
Giving him the ability to cast Invisibility on himself
Giving him bonuses to stealth
Giving him bonuses to Dexterity
Increasing his chances to land a critical hit
Negating the effects of Difficult Terrain (for example ice or grease)
Letting him cast Misty Step
For out of combat use, gear that gives him bonuses to Sleight of Hand (for pickpocketing, disarming traps, and lockpicking)
I tend to equip him with two shortswords and a longbow. Fiddle with his weapons loadout to figure out what works best for you and your game.
That’s pretty much it, really. Learning how to get the most out of a rogue does take a lot of practice, but once you’ve got the hang of it, you can have Astarion doing an impressive amount of damage all the way through to the end of the game.
Let me know if you've got any other tips and tricks or if you think I've missed something!
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birdiewolf · 7 months
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‼️‼️‼️JJK 236 To 238 MANGA SPOILERS‼️‼️‼️
LONG RANT HEADS UP
I’m still irked by the way the fandom responded to certain fans reactions to this chapter—-
and specifically their reactions to Gojo’s death.
Mfs were all over social media saying that those of us who were upset with the chapter just ‘didn’t understand Sukuna’s strength’
Or that we were ‘blinded by our obsession with Gojo’
Or that every single one us had ‘underestimated Sukuna’
They were realllyyy tryna make it seem like WE were being upset for no reason. That we were just trashing the manga because our favourite character died…
That’s literally not the reason for most us (at least from what I’ve observed)
I’m not a hardcore ‘stan’ for any character in particular and I know a lot of other fans who aren’t either—-so to see that our criticisms and opinions were all being dismissed because ‘we were just being dramatic that our fav just died’ was so irritating
I don’t have to be Gojo stan to be annoyed with the chapter.
Because ultimately, it’s the overall writing of this entire arc (that’s been fluctuating up and down the whole time) that’s created this collective backlash that’s now fully come out with 236’s release.
In Shibuya, after Gojo was sealed, a lot of things went south. Nanami’s death, Nobara’s unknown fate, Itadori’s deteriorating mental state, Inumaki losing his arms…and the list goes on.
Perfect Preparation Arc starts off with the cast working with Tengen to create a plan to navigate the culling games and achieve their goal of setting Gojo free.
When Gojo was brought back a few chapters ago, we saw him interact with Kenjaku and Sukuna and then later we had an entire month timeskip.
We didn’t see his reaction to the entirety of the Shibuya aftermath, nor did we see his inner feelings on everything his students went through.
For nanami, he only has one line…and it’s so dismissive. He trusted nanami to mentor Itadori. He knew him from back when they were in high school. He knew him for a long time and could rely on him.
And yet despite this, Akutami just doesn’t even bother reflecting their bond in Gojo’s reaction…
The way Gojo just reacts to his death…that’s not how people react to their friends’ death.
And I know people are gonna be like ‘oh well Gojo’s not emotional in the first place’
Yes, he’s not—for the most part, he keeps his emotions bottled up to maintain the energy of being the strongest.
But Gojo does have moments where he’s vulnerable.
He was Shoko and Ijichi in that scene—we’ve seen Gojo loose a bit of control over his emotions in front of Ijichi when Itadori died. He gets upset and angry—-he doesn’t fully show it, but Ijichi picks up on it and so do we as the readers…
And with Shoko in particular…their friendship goes way back. They were both part of their high school trio. And even though Satoru didn’t have a close bond with Shoko as he did with Suguru…Akutami has made it clear that the two are close friends.
Now he’s neglected Shoko a lot in the series but in the second last chapter before this one…Shoko has a whole ass monologue about Gojo and we see that she does know how he feels, how he isolated himself, and how he keeps burdens on himself only.
If he’s with these people who he knows and trusts….why isn’t he allowed to be vulnerable in front of them?
And fine, even if he’s not vulnerable in front of them…why doesn’t he get a separate scene of his own where he reflects everything that went down after he was sealed?
Why doesn’t he say anything about his students? He wanted to raise their generation to be even stronger—-he wanted them to be able to stand on their own.
When he’s released, how does he not have anything to say seeing all the changes those kids have been through?
Why doesn’t he have anything to say about Maki reaching the same type of strength Toji once had?
Why doesn’t he say anything about Itadori who has such intense survivors guilt?
…his unsealing moment was cool af…but his actual comeback was so emotionless…
We were hyped for his return. We waited for years. We knew how much of the plot was focused on ‘unsealing’ him.
The story continued to give his return an underlying significance all throughout those years. But for what?
His return felt so empty…his death feels the same
Gojo had a whole arc dedicated to his past to help readers learn and understand him and his relationships and ideals better.
So why is it that we’re being ‘overdramatic’ when we want his return and death to feel more meaningful and more elaboration like before?
Even with the month timeskip, we barely got any flashbacks showing his interactions and views on the fates of those around him.
I’ve said it before, and I’ll say it again; after Shibuya, jjk’s pacing increased so much that intaking the severity of the outcome of jujustu society and the fates of the characters is so difficult because the story doesn’t let emotional impact keep a continuous effect.
But with Gojo—I genuinely thought that Akutami wouldn’t do him so dirty…and obviously I was proven wrong…
The problem isn’t that Gojo died…the problem is the fact that Gojo is a character that Akutami has expanded on in regards to his characterization and ideals, and everything he has built up in regards to Gojo’s character is all thrown away for the sake of ‘shock value’
Gojo dying wouldn’t be a problem if it was executed in a manner that actually had a cunning build up over the course of their fight.
Gojo dying wouldn’t be a problem if we actually got to see him integrating back into his world that is nothing like as it was before he was sealed.
We literally saw that Sukuna was terrified at one point in the fight. We saw Gojo send hits after hits.
There was literally no indication that the fight would end up with Gojo dying. Even now when I’m rereading the previous chapters, I cannot for my life find any hints that could point to Gojo losing. Like bro lost an arm and grew it right back???
I wouldn’t care that he lost the fight had there been some sort of moment where the story takes an extreme turn of both Sukuna AND Gojo near death and then Gojo could’ve attacked Sukuna and seemingly won for the end of the chapter, and then in the next we see Sukuna actually do an uno reverse.
It could’ve been something like that—the problem is that the tension build up till that point was on Sukuna’s end. We didn’t have a lot of big ‘oh shit’ moments with Gojo.
If the tension was distributed between both of them so that we genuinely didn’t know or couldn’t even think of who would win, then Gojo’s loss wouldn’t have been a big deal.
And even if none of that’s possible, because I can acknowledge that Sukuna’s explanation made sense, at least don’t give him an off-screen death…
Like what the actual fuck????
I’m still so pissed about it.
We saw the attack that Sukuna used to finish Gojo in this last chapter with Kashime.
And omfg it’s such an insane attack.
THAT should’ve been shown with Gojo.
We needed to see how the tables turned between the two of them. We needed to see all the tension from Sukuna’s end shift to Gojo’s. We needed to see that because he’s the strongest so we need to actually see what managed to kill him…we needed to see how brutal Sukuna’s ace card to grasp a firmer realization of Gojo’s death.
And I’m saying realization and not understanding because Sukuna’s move makes sense. Akutami did the bare minimum of actually giving us an explanation…But We needed to see Gojo being taken down to see that he lost…to see that he died.
An off-screen death for a character who’s the strongest?…what a joke…
I just feel so annoyed…the fact Kashime managed to dodge the move that killed Gojo…the fact that we never got to see a meaningful reunion between him and the rest of the cast…the fact that we never see how Gojo was doing when he was back with the others and new characters…
Its all so emotionless and empty…I feel like gege felt he needed to get rid of this character, but couldn’t he have at least written Gojo’s return and death with more care?
I’m not even a hardcore stan but I’m so tired of the way JJK’s been playing things out for a while.
And the fandoms reaction to those who wanted better writing and not just action heavy content in regards this particular arc…like oh my god, why is it a bad thing that readers don’t want rushed stories?
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Hey, I like your writing. Would it be alright if we get Ganyu and Hu Tao with a pre-S/o who obviously has a crush on them but is to shy to confess their feeling. So it's up to them to take initiative. Thank you.
Them with a reader that’s too shy to confess their obvious crush to them
characters: Hu Tao / Ganyu / Keqing x gn!reader (separate)
warnings: none, just fluff
a/n: I decided to add Keqing because I feel like I haven't written for her in a long time, and frankly, because I could.
If there's something I got wrong about your request, feel free to say and I'll try again once i find the motivation/time to.
Anyway, hope you enjoy!
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Hu Tao
While, at this point, most people would think that Hu Tao had no idea how to read a room, the funeral director was confident in saying that their theory couldn’t be more false, as she simply chose to ignore it whenever she could. So when you started acting increasingly shy and nervous around her, she was quick to pick up on your behavior. And once she noticed how you were acting, her discovering why was already on the horizon.
Of course Hu Tao used this gained knowledge to sort things out for the two of you. Or at least she will… eventually. After she got her fun first.
The longer you stared at the lines of the poem Hu Tao had handed you, the more of a weird feeling you got in your stomach. It was unusual enough for her to write anything that wasn’t at least 50% meant as a joke, so when you saw that it was about love you wished for nothing more than to either sink into the ground or wake up from this awkward scenario. 
What didn’t help was the fact that she continued to stare at you with a grin the whole time, not seeming to blink once whenever you stole a quick glance towards her.
“Uhm”, you tried to find the right words to start, only for Hu Tao to cut you off.
“Is there a problem?”, she asked, almost sounding genuine, if it weren’t for her grin growing bigger.
“Don’t take this the wrong way, but why didn’t you choose anyone else to proofread this?”, you nervously asked, seeing her playfully tilt her head from the corner of your eye.
“Who else should I hand it to? Xingqiu? Nothing against him, but he really isn’t made for criticizing romantic poetry”, she was quick to respond, letting out a small yawn as the first sunrails made their way towards you, causing you to realize how long it was since she had dragged you out here.
“And I am better at talking about these kinds of texts for what reason?”, you asked with all the sarcasm you could muster, both of you knowing damn well how bad you were with any material about romance.
“Your reactions are funny”, she stated almost matter of factly while raising her pointer finger and pointing at a specific verse in the poem, looking at you expectedly. “Reread this once more and tell me if there’s something to change”, she demanded, causing your eyes to scan those words once again, only for the realization that the person described shared a lot of features with you… Almost too many for this whole thing to be a coincidence.
Before you had a chance to say anything however, Hu Tao snatched the paper out of your hands, giving you a smile before playfully patting your shoulder.
“Oh no, it seems like a new morning has dawned, which means that a new day of work lies ahead of us, so sorry that I have to cut this short all of a sudden”, she feigned sadness, only to give you one of her usual mischievous smiles. “But hey, if you need to tell me anything, you know where to find me.”
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When you first began acting awkwardly around Ganyu, going so far as to avoid looking her in the eyes, the more anxious side of her began worrying she may have unintentionally done something that caused your behavior, only for you to blush whenever she mentioned it before trying to assure her that everything was fine.
It was only after one specific, purple haired coworker of hers started to notice the way you two acted around each other and decided that enough was enough, that Ganyu was confronted with the possibility of you having caught feelings. And while the intention of revealing your somewhat obvious crush was to make the half Adeptus stop worrying too much, it turned out to have the exact opposite effect as Ganyu also began to turn into a nervous wreck whenever she was around you.
Taking the initiative in situations like these never was something Ganyu was all too fond of, her own anxiety not exactly helping in making things easier. Nevertheless here she was, waiting for you to meet her as she requested, doubts about this whole thing quickly starting to invade her mind, only for her to try and shake them off once she saw your form in the distance.
“Good morning Ganyu!”, you greeted her, a smile on your face as you made your way over to her, completely oblivious to how much of an anxious wreck she was at the moment.
Or at least you were until she presented you with a rose, barely managing to look you in the eyes as the color of her face started to turn into the same shade of red as the flower.
“I-I’ve heard of a nearly opened shop that sells beautiful flowers, so I wanted to… buy you one”, she mumbled just loud enough for you to hear, the sudden change in atmosphere causing you to start blushing as well, slowly taking the rose out of her hand, making sure not to sting yourself on any of its thorns.
“T-Thanks, I would have brought something with me too if I knew you bought me something. Please excuse me for a minute, I’ll get you something”, you offered, trying your best to get out before your nervousness took over completely, only to stop when you heard Ganyu speak up again.
“Wait!”, she almost yelled, immediately stopping herself once she realized how loud she was, lowering her voice drastically. 
“There’s something I wanted to tell you.”
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No matter what way she looked at it, Keqing couldn’t help but feel slightly infuriated. You were her secretary, the first one to hold out for such a long time at that, so why were you spending less and less time around her, preferring to pretend to be busy running errands around the office?
This wasn’t jealousy that was speaking of course, it wasn’t like she started to enjoy having you around her at work so much that she couldn’t help but feel lonely whenever you weren’t, but if you had a problem with her, you should simply tell her that face to face instead of trying to run away.
And so, the Yuheng decided to ambush you somewhere private, fully intending to resolve whatever issues you had in a direct way.
“O-oh Keqing. Is there something you need?”, you asked, nearly jumping as Keqing appeared from behind the corner, cutting off your way suddenly enough that you nearly ran into her..
“Yes. I need you”, she stated, her tone sounding slightly frustrated, only for her eyes to slightly widen once she realized that her words could be taken another way, quickly adding a few more. “-to do your job as my secretary.”
While Keqing may have been full of resolve when she set out to confront you, the longer she had to wait for you, the more she began to actually fear what could happen. What if you really had a problem with her? Would you resign? Did you not enjoy working together as much as she did? At this point it was fair to say that she was feeling somewhat nervous, increasingly hoping that this all turned out to be some kind of misunderstanding.
“I can’t help but feel like you're avoiding me. Even now I had to basically ambush you to get you to even speak to me”, she explained while crossing her arms, checking your face for any reactions before taking a deep breath and continuing, “If you have a problem with me, just say it”, Keqing tried her best to continue her confident facade, only for it to slowly giving way with each and every word, her nervousness making its way onto her face.
“I don’t have a problem with you”, you quickly blurted out, only to almost instantly be cut off by the Yuheng.
“Then what is it?”
Her question almost instantly managed to shut you up, causing you to look around nervously as you tried your best to find the right words to continue with. Eventually letting out a long sigh as you closed your eyes in defeat.
“Could we go somewhere more private? I… have some things I need you to know.”
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saintescuderia · 2 months
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The cult side of F1.
Silly season is one thing. Spreading misinformation is another.
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When I started writing about F1, I thought to do a segment where I would recap all the news from the past week. It was called F1 Flash and it lasted a month. Why? I had run out of interesting things to write about. I think I wrote about Toto Wolff’s updates on Hamilton’s Mercedes renewal about three times with the barely there news updates about it.
Funny that, now.
However, the truth of the matter was, there wasn’t that much news for a weekly update. Or, should I say, any news was already old news by the time the race had come around.
Never mind how big the story was; the race always overshadowed it and F1’s PR team always did such a good job of directing your attention where they wanted it. They know how to tread the fine line of controversy generating buzz and causing genuine hurt to an image. It’s a line the likes of the Kardashians perfected their walk through - and that Kanye missteps through.
And it’s something that F1, more than any other sport, dances around.
And it’s because F1, more than any other sport, is a cult.
Formula 1 started off as a rich man’s only sport that the likes of Liberty media helped popularise - but the fact remains the same. You only need to look at the Monaco race to understand just the level of lavish wealth that is the culture of Formula 1 racing. Hence, it’s unsurprising that it’s no easy industry to crack into and every single person in the paddock will tell you that cash is king. F1 has done well to disguise itself over the past few years and seem more accessible, more mainstream. Yet even though it increases in popularity, there is still the fact that it’s a cult, a rich man’s club. For example, just last year a woman reported paying 800 euros for a ticket for Monaco practice - only to arrive and realise her ‘seat’ was a patch of grass.
So how does this relate to the news? Well, the news for the masses and as it’s clear that this sport is not for the masses, the news doesn’t really matter. The story doesn’t matter. All the story is for is to keep generating the buzz which will ensure the masses still pay attention and pay the 800 euro for a patch of grass so they feel included in something they never will.
Case in point: the Christian Horner scandal generating all these rumours of Red Bull’s star driver leaving, Helmut Marko and the other Verstappen whinging, and Bernie Ecclestone got in to add his comments. Instead of taking the matter seriously and protecting the identity of a woman who was an alleged victim of abuse, the story is focusing on whether Max Verstappen will take Lewis Hamilton’s seat.
This may sound quite scratching and hyper-critical for the hypocrite who has their whole life revolving around the sport, who is literally dedicating time writing about the news of F1… but that’s the point. If I’m on the receiving end of your story, please don’t feed me bullshit. Don’t lie. Silly season is one thing and then there’s thinking we’re stupid enough to fall for it.
And oftentimes we are. Because they can. Because, really, it’s all a bit cultish.
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bloomeng · 2 months
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my personal hot take bout izzy conversations is that you can critique his writing and his actions and i’m following but as soon as the word abuser gets thrown into the mix i’m not listening anymore
from my pov it really just sounds like ppl are mad that he threatens the sanctity of their ship which is a dumb reason to dislike a character IN MY PERSONAL OPINION and i’m not even saying that’s the reason why ppl have this opinion just that from my outside perspective it looks like ppl are reaching bc they feel like izzy threatens gb
which is a ridiculous notion considering gb is canon and was never not going to be canon and shipping izzy with either/both of them threatens nothing in canon and it’s literally just normal fandom behavior aka playing in the fanon sandbox.
it’s all so childish. the whole reason the canyon exists is childish (not the ppl who made it that’s really just curating a space online which that’s fine) like didn’t know it was ok to bully ppl who like a fictional character—who, side note, is way less problematic than most controversial characters??— you don’t like simply bc you don’t like him.
if you don’t like izzy hands. cool, i would’ve agreed with you five months ago. you’re free to enjoy gb with the majority of the fandom. shit talking a subgroup of the fandom is like the equivalent of high school mean girl behavior.
and the fact that izzy is the guy they picked to hate is so weird to me. i remember watching s1 and being like oh yah this guy is gonna be popular on the socials. he’s like the blueprint for the pathetic cringe fail moody loser older guy that fandoms eat up like hot cakes. he hasn’t even done anything egregiously wrong; fantasy violence, off screen mentions of killing peoples, saying mean things to the crew bc he was an antagonist. maybe if you were edward teach you could be personally upset that your closest… whatever they are… turned you into the british. when i tell you there are genshin impact villains more diabolical. least when ppl were arguing over hisoka from hxh i understood there were levels of nuance at play. but with izzy it makes me feel insane, like is this ppl’s first day in a fandom?
which tired argument bc liking villains doesn’t mean you condone their actions, but really what has izzy done that’s so unmoral that liking him makes you a bad person… in the eyes of the internet? it can’t be the violence bc that’s a dime a dozen literally it’s implied buttons has killed ppl with his silly teeth and no one hates him. (this is all a rhetorical question) it’s embarrassing to watch ppl make up things about him in order to justify why they hate him. like i’m telling you it’s ok to find him cringe and not like him. there doesn’t need to be a moralistic reason to dislike a character. they’re not real. well i mean in this case i guess he was real but like izzy hands from ofmd isn’t the real man who died hundreds of yrs ago.
which by the way criticism towards izzy’s actions on the show is perfectly fine it’s judging real ppl for liking him that’s the issue.
but as i’ve learned it’s too much to expect media literacy from the internet.
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Hiya friend, could I please request #2 "honey" forrrrr....Darlene? <3 — @shoshiwrites
Of course, of course! 💙 Here she is, finally truly at home in her natural habitat, and who else would she meet......
honey
He has heard her whole story before he’s had a chance to meet her.
It’s the sort of thing that rankles him these days. Word traveling so fast on base you’d think it’d taken flight from one end to the other in record time. Opinions being spouted off until they’re fact, facts being retold so often that one needs a flashlight to find anything true by the end of it, and judgment coming hard and fierce between it all.
She’d been subject to enough of that. Don’t need a lady mechanic round these parts, or so the base had buzzed. Don’t need that sort of bad luck. He’d archly reminded some that they’re not on a boat and no woman – alive or dead – should be treated like some ill omen. A harbinger, if Curt’s many sordid nearly Irish tales are to be believed. (They aren’t. Gale knows this. Curt does, too. They’re told anyway.)
As far as stories go, hers contains nothing Gale hasn’t heard before. She’s hardly the only one hailing from Georgia – the many Dorrance-Joneses on base alone provide a veritable invasion from that state – and she’s nothing special with the down-on-my-luck-making-my-own-way patchwork history of odd jobs and family quarrels. Nothing to write home about.
“You all right there, honey?”
Gale blinks. Stares at the riot of red curls perched precariously atop a very, very freckled head. There’s a dark grease stain on her cheek that travels streak-like into her hair, just above her ear, as if she’s tried and failed to wipe it off with her sleeve. She’s a little gap-toothed, if the flash of a quick grin is anything to go by, which might be the first real thing he learns about her without there being a known story attached.
“Ah asked,” she repeats, sing-songing her words back to him, “you all right there, Major?”
“Just fine, Sergeant.” He nods at her. “How is she?”
“She’s a beauty.” There it is again, that little flash of a gap between her front teeth as she smiles. “Should be up and purrin’ in your ears again by tomorrow, sir. Wasn’t a whole lot wrong with her, but ah liked workin’ on her. Sorry to say them feathers took a beatin’, though.”
He eyes the wing she indicates with a wave of her hand. “Walk me through?”
“Sure thing, honey.” Teeth worrying at her lower lip. A look in her eye that’s almost contrite. “Sorry. Major. Right this way, sir.”
Gale stuffs his hands in his pockets as he follows in her footsteps. Observes her repairs done to the wing with the same critical eye he would Lemmons’s repairs – cursory in some places, nuts-and-bolts details in other places – and isn’t surprised to find she knows precisely what she’s doing. She’s worked on fighter planes. Bombers. Jeeps, even, if John’s to be believed. Her work’s not a mystery. Nothing to pluck an ill omen out of thin air over, either.
“Question,” he says, then, and it’s only practice that keeps a smile off his face, “how does one get honey from Major?”
She doesn’t miss a beat. “You ask nicely. Sir.”
“And you don’t apologize about that from now on, either,” he hums, nodding at the wing more than at her. “Understood?”
Her low, warm chuckle is answer enough. “Ain’t even shown you her new iron belly yet, sir. Would reserve judgment on me until then.”
No, Gale almost says, observing the stubborn set of her shoulders and the flicker of determination in her dark eyes, I think I have the measure of you just right, Mayfair. “As long as she flies, Sergeant,” he says instead, “I will be the last to judge.”
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pinkandpurple360 · 4 months
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I think it's also worth mentioning that you can still like a ship but realize the problems with it. I know a lot of Stoltiz fans who shipped it during season one because how 'messy' it was (I wouldn't call forced sex and one dehumanizing the other messy but ya know) jumped ship once season two aired being how it took away the things that they found interesting about it and attempted to make it 'wholesome' when it never was or meant to be so.
I'm complete Fizzomdous trash but even I realize the problems within season two and hate how both were defanged and feeling as if Fizz's personality and treatment from the writers made him less of the gremlin we loved while also taking away his agency (I'm the one who sent the disability ask a while ago). Yes they still have cute moments but I kinda wish their relationship they were treated like...well ya know, like they're both adults. Plus them tag team roasting your sex life. That was fun.
Hell, I could have gotten behind Stoltiz if there wasn't the full moon deal plus while still privileged Stolas at least attempted to get to know Blitzo as a person supposed to only use him for sex. Yes, Stolas still cheated and could be a bit out of touch with reality without realizing how much this is affecting Octavia, but at least there's a chance of character development and a real messy kind of relationship.
Helluva Boss is supposed to be a show for adults yet treats its audience like children more than shows aimed for that demographic. It feels as if it wants to write messy or dark dynamics but then backpedals and tries to 'savage' what's already an unhealthy relationship into something that we should be rooting for. Honestly it wouldn't surprise at this point if Viv chooses to recon the whole of season one being it makes Stolas look bad when he was suppose to be the bad guy to begin with.
Sorry for rambling...
Anon, if every message was like you. I’d never be getting irritated with people. Please know I don’t have a problem with anything said here.
And that’s fine, because we don’t all have to debate things. You don’t have to feel guilty for liking or not liking something. Even if people test me sometimes that’s at least what I try to stick to. I’m tired of shipping wars. You are in no way a bad person if you don’t feel like looking deep into things that happened because everyone will enjoy things differently. I run a blog that’s partially random ‘turn your brain off and enjoy it’ content; and critical content where I really don’t hold back.
So I think this has all taught me to improve my tagging systems so people can filter it and only have to engage with it if they want to.
I completely understand and agree with you, and people should enjoy the fanon in any way they choose. Because those are the fans stories, their content, their original material. They also aren’t above critique when things go to nasty territory (you probably know the kind I mean) but are usually harming nobody.
Its different when we get to ignoring and recontextualising canon events that all of us saw. “That didn’t happen the way you remember” “you’re delusional if you think the scene happened like that” (this oneeee 👹🔥🔥) or when it gets really bad, reaching levels of “actually sex consent is a flexible thing, like paying rent” 😶😶because then it leaves the realm of fiction, and right to reality.
Personally, the romantic relationships other than moxxie and Millie weren’t why I ever watched the show. I don’t really find relationship melodrama fun but if I’m suppose to take it seriously, I will.
I think I’d like Stolitz as exes that are now on ok terms. Almost like an anti verosika. The first relationship Blitzø ended in a more healthy way. Them both realising the spark has gone, the feelings weren’t really “love” but loneliness, and that they learned a lot from each other, but don’t really like each other anymore that way, too much bad blood had happened, and have very different priorities and values in life. A scene where Blitz sees Stolas at Ozzies with someone new, with them both smiling and chatting and stolas blushing at his new crush, and the other guy blushing back and crushing just as hard, then we see blitz genuinely smiling and happy for him without any hint of jealousy, then heading back to pride with his friends, that’s a beautiful ending. To me anyway.
Hell if Via feels this strongly like Stolas’ lustful obsession is ruining his relationship with her. That is grounds for ending it. My dude, he’s just not the one for you. LooLoo land and Seeing Stars, where it ends with Stolas holding Via, only her, while IMP are in their own corner, separate, but happy, those are the happy endings. Not tacking stolas onto IMP and having Via tell us that stolas loves blitz over her even though he honestly…doesn’t. Like cmon there’s no way in any universe blitz is competing with Octavia.
Man can you imagine if Via helped Stolas make a lustinder, do a profile pic, find new dating tactics and choose an outfit? And be very supportive and excited for him? Hi?? yes?? that’s super cute and that’s stolas fixed for me. Stella shouldn’t be his only romantic history and frame of reference, that’s bonkers.
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Peach, are you doing alright? I know you're handling the hate positively, but I still wanna make sure you're okay. Hope you stop getting these anons with mean 'criticism' :(
Oh I’m fine lol. I don’t count it as “hate” when it’s from one loudmouth hunk of human smegma who needs to go get their ass ate so they can stop being up mine.
And they’ve yet to actually give me any criticism at all (not that I want it — I’m not asking for it because I don’t need it lmao this is fan fiction). They just keep bitching and moaning about my characterization of one character without substantively pointing out what’s wrong with it.
And even if they could do so, there’s really no basis for it? I’ve only written and completed one (1) fic for Rengoku — one that makes it VERY clear it’s my interpretation of how he might be changed after the events of Mugen Train. The whole point is that trauma has affected him — the Reader makes note of this SEVERAL TIMES. So I’m not really sure what they would base any “criticism” off of? Everything else I’ve shared involving Rengoku has been snippets from current WIPs, and I don’t post enough context to allow someone to form that kind of opinion and analysis which could support their argument.
In short — I’m not sweating it! Truthfully I don’t care. My writing is received well on here, and those that don’t like it aren’t obligated to read it.
I appreciate you so much for checking in — you’re so sweet!! I hope your day is lovely (and if it’s cold where you are, that you’re staying nice and warm!!) thank you for being lovely and wonderful, my darling 🤍🤍🤍
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