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#jaehyun request
lovedeadlywhispers · 2 years
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hey im looking for male readers fan fics its very rare to find a good one and luckily i found yours i really liked the yoongi piece that u did😊
could i request jaehyun with a male reader where the male reader is a trainee and he is kinda annoyed/jealous with jaehyun because he gets all the attention. it turns out jaehyun likes him so he keeps on trying to get close but the reader thought he was being an ass trying to annoy him more. maybe also add like a hate sex if its okay 😗
Tell Me Why
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Genre: angst, a bit of fluff and a dash of smut
Kinks: rimming, fingering, hickey, revenge sex, slight mirror sex, light choking, and facials
Warnings: unprotected sex, blunt sex terms, aggressive sex, a bit of arguing and tsundere themes for the reader. 
Word Count: 3,489
Note: i know that this is a super old request but it was first one on my list to get back to. i'm trying to come back to doing these and hope that i did this justice~ enjoy!
look at that stupid face. 
that stupid smile. 
you couldn't help but think such negative thoughts as you stood in the most passively aggressive stance you could muster. your hands were folded across your chest, your hip slightly jutted to the side and your tongue pressed against your cheek. 
your inflamed eyes bore into the stupid cheeky smile of jeong yun-o, or jaehyun as his ever so loyal fans called him by. he and the rest of nct 127 were supposed to come from the car to the building, but of course nctzens were crowded around the front screaming their heads off. even more so when jaehyun stepped out with that stupidly handsome smile and wave. they were going crazy over just this and it was so irritating how easy it was for him to gain so much attention just by smiling. 
eventually jaehyun finally came inside with a bit of coaxing from the staff. you stood there watching to see if he would notice you standing there and to your demise. . . he noticed you. 
"oh hey, yn!" he casted that stupid smile your way now and it made your blood boil. you just rolled your eyes, turned heel and walked away leaving jaehyun bewildered about your attitude. had he done something wrong? technically no but that didn't make your dislike for him any less real. 
to busy yourself and these angry thoughts you decided to try pushing yourself again, a common thing you did ever since becoming a trainee for sm entertainment. as a trainee everyone's eyes were always on you and not in the way that you wanted them to be. . . no they were on your weight, your eating habits, your sleep routine, your daily life, your style, every single thing about your entire existence could make or break whether or not you'd make it as a trainee. 
of course you had accumulated some of your own fans but only a small amount that thought you were kinda cute and couldn't wait to see what you'd get done. . . however they as well as the staff and trainers all had the same comment about you. 
your dancing needed work. 
it's what kept you up late at night, dancing until you collapsed. you lived and breathed dancing because it was the one thing that you knew you absolutely had to get down or might as well kiss this dream goodbye. 
so you danced and you danced, song after song and move after move. you danced until your feet throbbed and your muscles ached, you danced until your shirt was soaked in sweat and your lungs felt like they were on fire. your blood started to pump faster, a strange ringing began to fill your ears and you started to feel a strange cold sensation start to dribble down your neck. 
suddenly the music ended, your movements froze for the stiff second and you found yourself beginning to fall over. 
"woah!" you heard someone say as you felt yourself slam against something warm and soft, arms wrapping themselves around you as they shielded you from falling over. "careful now-" you felt something pressing against your lips, "here, drink this." 
it was the tip of your water bottle, you clamped your lips around it and hurriedly drank some causing yourself to cough. 
"easy, not too fast. just breathe okay?" 
you groaned softly, raising a hand to your head and rubbed it before slowly looking up at your savior, eyes blinking away the darkness to see. . . jaehyun. 
you pushed yourself away from him instantly, causing him to stagger back slightly. "i don't need your help." you said in an angry tone, glaring daggers into him as you turned to walk away and nearly fell over again. 
"yn stop-" he reached for your arm in which you instantly slapped his hand away, glaring at him again. 
"i said i don't need your help, get lost." you growled before snatching your water bottle away from him and made your way towards the door. 
"yn, yn wait!" jaehyun called after you, you can hear his footsteps behind you hurrying as you continued out of the door. 
"leave me alone."
"why? why are you acting like this? did i do something wrong?" jaehyun asked, sounding almost desperate for the answer. 
you huffed, "i don't need to answer that." you said walking towards the showers that the trainees had to share. 
"i think i deserve a reason as to why you hate me." 
"i don't hate you." you said as you tried to close the door behind you. 
however, jaehyun jammed his foot in the way and grasped the door, keeping it open, "then why are you treating me like this? i have done nothing but be kind to you since you started training. i am always promoting your debut and hyping you up. i have on numerous occasions offered to help you train and even make sure you always have what you need." jaehyun rambled, looking a little pouty about being disliked. 
"oh come off your high horse, jaehyun! we all know you're doing it out of pity, out of clout. 'awe jaehyun is being so nice to the trainees' 'he's so handsome and polite' 'gosh jaehyun is the best'." you said in a mocking female tone in annoyance. 
"what?"
"don't 'what' me! it's what you live for! you're being such a prick using me to get yourself liked more, well you can screw off. i don't need you or your clout or any of your damn promotions. i am more than capable of working my ass off all on my own without some prince charming thinking he's saving me!" you try to shut the door again. 
this time, jaehyun pushes passed the door causing you to stagger back, you couldn't read the look on his face as he advanced towards you. it filled you heart with a strange fear as you backed up, filling like a prey getting stalked by its predator until your back touched the cold metal of the lockers. "j-jaehyun. . ."
jaehyun stopped just in front of you before slamming his hands against the lockers making a loud clang that caused you to flinch away, whimpering. jaehyun saw how scared you looked before taking a deep breath, "you don't understand how much your words hurt me, yn." he said softly, a near whisper that danced in the air between you two. 
"what?"
"don't 'what' me." he echoed your words from earlier, "you think i'm some 'prick' who cares about clout? that i do this for attention? well maybe you're not completely wrong-" you felt your blood start to boil at that, "but not their attention. yours. . ."
you blinked in sheer confusion at his words. "huh?"
his eyes sparkled with a bit of amusement at your reaction. "yours, yn. i do it all for your attention. i miss the way you used to look at me with such admiration and actually smile when i walked by. . . now-" his eyes darken as he grabs your chin, "now you've been acting so cruel and saying things you don't understand."
you blushed, feeling a strange feeling in your chest, "let go of me-"
"not until you hear what i have to say." 
"i don't want to! i don't care about your stupid excuses! you think you're making it better for yourself but really you're painting yourself an even more egotistical prick. you want my admiration back? not gonna happen pal."
jaehyun glared at you, "fine, don't listen. i don't have to speak for you to understand." he said as he started to lean in. 
"woah woah! what are you doing?"
"i'm going to kiss you." he said in a "duh" sort of tone. 
your eyes widened, "w-wait-" but before you can speak further, his lips slammed against yours. you pushed your hands against his chest, smacking it as you struggled to move away. he, however, didn't stop as he kissed you, holding you in place until slowly your arms stopped smacking and your body slowly caved against his. 
only once you calmed down did he pull away, leaving your lips tingling. he was only a breath away when he spoke again, "do you understand now?"
you glanced away, your cheeks red hot before shrugging. 
his eyebrow shot up at that cheeky little shrug, "what? need more persuasion?"
you bit your bottom lip, "maybe just a little." 
jaehyun grabbed your chin again, running his thumb over your bottom lip tracing the grooves that your teeth just placed before he leaned in and kissed you again. this time you kissed him back, your lips molded together hotly. you wrapped your arms around his neck as he reached under you and pulled you up by your ass, resting your legs around his waist as he kissed you hard against the locker. 
"ngh- jaehyun." you breathed out, breaking from the kiss for a moment in which he instantly put his lips to work by kissing down your jawline, "jae- i'm gross and sweaty." you complained. 
to that jaehyun licked a stripe down your neck causing a rather lewd sound to fall from your lips. "mm tastes like caramel to me." he chuckled as he placed hot, open mouthed kisses down your neck to your collarbone. 
jaehyun paused before making a small mark against your collarbone, "there, no one should see this when you're training~" he purred as if proud of the mark he left on your skin before he grabbed a hold of your shirt and yanked it off of you, exposing your slim chest. "so beautiful." 
you blushed darkly at this and looked away, "s-someone is gonna find us." suddenly you felt his mouth clamp down on your nipple, causing you to let out a sharp sound of pleasure. 
"mm they're definitely going to if you keep making sounds like that." he teased you before continuing to lick and suckle on your nipple, you quickly clamped a hand over your lips to try to hold back the sounds of pleasure that threatened to escape. 
this continued with him going back and forth before suddenly you were lifted away from the locker, he carried you over to the bench, unwrapped your legs and laid you down onto the bench. he took a moment to gaze down at your flustered face before he began to tug on your shorts. 
your heart shot into your stomach as you quickly grasped the waistline of your shorts to hold them up, looking away with an embarrassed blush. 
"what's wrong?" jaehyun asked softly. 
"i um. . . haven't ever. . ." you started to say but jaehyun knew what you meant. 
"don't worry, i'll take care of you. just trust me okay?" he coaxed, carefully removing your hands from your shorts, you quickly covered your face and nodded. he continued to remove your shorts, taking your boxers along with them in one fell swoop and now your bottom half was exposed to his eyes. you didn't dare remove your hands to look at his face, it was all too embarrassing. 
you couldn't see what he was doing but suddenly your lower half was lifted into the air, causing you to quickly uncover your face to see him resting your legs on his shoulders as he dipped his head down. "wait what-" you started but then he spread your cheeks and pushed his tongue into you. you cried out instantly, squirming at the strange wet feeling of his tongue writhing around inside of you. "d-dont lick there! i haven't showered!" you cry out but he doesn't stop as his tongue probes you, licking you up and down and swirling around inside. 
you couldn't stop moaning, it was such a sensitive spot that everything he did was sending endless waves of pure ecstasy straight into your blood. your blood was boiling again but this time not in anger as you felt yourself getting aroused. however just as you thought this couldn't get any better, he pushed a finger into you, drawing out another cry from your lips. 
jaehyun didn't move the finger in and out, just rubbed your inner walls, pressing against them as his tongue did most of the work until he pressed down again and you felt the hottest flame ignite in your core. you let out a rather loud, lewd sound as your back arched and you shot out a string of cum that landed on your cheek. 
jaehyun inserted a second finger during your prostate enhanced orgasm and used your moment of high to spread his fingers and stretch you out. there was a bit of discomfort which you could barely feel as your body jerked from the sudden orgasm. 
slowly he pulled his fingers and tongue out before removing your legs from his shoulders to set you back down on the bench. he licked his fingers and chuckled as he saw you laying there panting, flushed, and with cum on your cheek. "i almost want to take a picture of this." he mused. 
"don't- you- dare." you said between pants as you tried to collect your thoughts. 
jaehyun just chuckled at that as he undid his own pants, the sound of his belt coming undone making your body quiver. he pushed his pants and underwear down, revealing his cock. it wasn't super big but it definitely carried some length and had a bit of a curve to it. you gulped, staring at it which caused him to look down. "does it scare you?" he asked. 
"no- just looking." you retorted. 
"well you'll be doing more than just looking." he said, running his fingers through his hair to brush it back and licked his lips. 
your body stiffened at that. fucking hell why was he so attractive? 
jaehyun lifted your lower body again, this time he rested your legs on his hips, "think you're ready?" he asked softly. 
you bit your lip before nodding slowly, "y-yeah but go slow." 
"of course. . . just let me know when it no longer hurts." he said as he pressed the tip of his cock against your ass, making you quiver with anticipation. he gave you a look in which you gave a small nod to, then he slowly eased himself into you. 
you hissed softly, gritting your teeth as the head pushed through your tight entrance, slightly stretching your rim even further. thankfully the saliva and having had an orgasm already made your body relaxed and less tense to get into. soon he was able to push all the way to the base and rest there. your head was spinning but not in a bad way, that weight inside of you made your body feel strange and warm, like a puzzle piece that finally made the puzzle complete. it fit so well and felt like it was meant to be there, like your body personally shaped itself for jaehyun. 
"f-fuck." jaehyun cursed softly, "you're squeezing me so much, it's so hard to stay still." he said beginning to pull back out before thrusting back in a little faster than the first thrust. 
you let out a sharp moan, pursing your lips together as he started to move back and forth at a careful but sharp pace that felt so good. there was the smallest bit of discomfort but it too started to subside as your body got used to his cock. "ah- feels so good."
jaehyun smirked, "oh? so no more pain huh? think you can handle me at a different pace?"
you nodded, feeling quite excited but once you nodded he came to a full stop. you frowned and looked up at him, "jae- why'd you stop?"
jaehyun snickered as he pulled his cock out, leaving you feeling quite empty. "why are you always so mean?"
your jaw fell in shock, "really? you're asking that right now?"
"yes. i want to know the reason why you're always so mean, it's gotta be more than just thinking i'm some prick." he rubbed his cock, keeping it warm as he spoke. 
"i-i don't want to talk about this right now." you said, looking away. 
he shrugged, "fine-" he rolled you over onto your stomach and grabbed a hold of your ass, bringing it up in the air before snapping his cock right back into you. you cried out, tossing your head back as he began to jackhammer into you, making your body vibrate on the bench. 
"f-f-fuckkkk. . ." you shakily moaned as he plowed into you relentlessly, "fuck fuck fuck- i'm gonna cum already. . ." you whined, feeling that familiar sensation. 
in response, jaehyun picked up the speed until you were on the edge of an orgasm before he suddenly stopped. you panted harshly as your orgasm ebbed away, "god dammit jaehyun what the hell?!"
jaehyun chuckled, "are you going to tell me why you were being so mean?"
"no! just drop it already. . ." you grumbled, in which he began to thrust into you against, the sounds of your bodies colliding filling the air. you can feel yourself starting to get close again but just as you started to reach for that orgasm. . . he stopped again. 
this time the edging brought tears to your eyes as you felt the orgasm ebb away again. "please-"
jaehyun grabbed a hold of your neck from behind and leaned in, licking your cheek where your cum still rested, "mm i'll let you cum if you tell me why." he whispered cruelly. 
you cursed and whined, "f-fine i hated how popular you were. . ." you finally said. 
"popular?"
"yeah- you don't even try and you get so much attention, yet i work my ass off and don't even get a 'good job' just a 'work harder'."
"so you're jealous?"
you snapped your head towards him, "no! that's not it at all! there you go being a damn egotistical prick again!" 
jaehyun laughed as he snapped his hips making you moan and melt against the bench, "there's no reason to be jealous, yn. just always remember that while their attention is on me-" he kissed you sloppily from behind, "mm my attention is on you."
that kiss left you dizzy, "there-"
"hm?" he tilted his head to the side. 
"i told you so hurry up and continue." you mumbled pathetically. 
jaehyun laughed at that before bowing his head, "as you wish." he said before suddenly resuming his jackhammering. you can feel his cock slamming into your prostate over and over, making you cry and moan so loudly as you stop caring about being quiet. 
you feel your edged orgasm coming back and a lot more strong this time, "fuck- don't stop- don't you dare fucking stop." 
jaehyun didn't, instead he grabbed your throat again, pulling you back, your face now gazing at the mirror across the way. your eyes locked on his as you watched him churn your insides, he used your neck to pull you back with each thrust until you were screaming his name. 
"jae! fuck! ah!" you tossed your head back as with a sharp shout, you came so hard it left your body shaking. 
"fuck fuck fuck." jaehyun cursed over and over as he milked you before pulling out quickly and rolled you over onto your back, "open wide."
you didn't bother questioning it as you let your tongue hang out, panting and waiting as he jerked himself until with a satisfied grunt, he came all over your tongue and face. it was so hot and smelled so much like him. you moaned deeply as you swallowed up the cum on your tongue before licking your lips and used your hand to wipe away the rest of it. 
"mm, good job~" jaehyun said almost mockingly but in a sweet way as he leaned down and pressed a hot, breathless kiss against your lips. 
you grumbled, too tired to make a retort as your ass ached from the aggressive sex. "ngh- i don't think i can move."
jaehyun blinked and then blushed, "oops- sorry about that. are you okay? i kinda got carried away there." he carefully lifted you up into his arms. 
you nod weakly, "i'll be fine but i won't be able to practice tomorrow."
"that's fine, i'll just tell everyone you passed out from overworking again and that you need rest." jaehyun shrugged as he carried you into the shower. 
you sigh softly, "fine. . ." you rested your head against his chest and closed your eyes. 
jaehyun carefully began to wash your body, making sure to wash any excess cum off of you and washed all the sweat off of both of you. once he was done he carried you out and gently helped you get dressed before pulling back on his pants and shirt. "alright i'm gonna carry you to your dorm. try to look like you just passed out."
you glared at him before rolling your eyes, "you're enjoying this way too much."
"maybe." he said flashing you that stupid smile. 
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Hi, can you do a jaehyun werewolf oneshot, like him being really grumpy and y/n being the sunshine, and also like y/n loves books/art ☺️
Sure honey!!!
I love to fill in all the requests 😁
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kill-4-kat · 4 months
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Prev jaehyun thoughts?
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okay but yes...
PERV!JAEHYUN. Who goes to your room while you're not home and steals your panties, then starts acting clueless when you start to ask him if he has seen them😩😩
PERV!JAEHYUN. When you go make breakfast always needing help to get a plate, so you ask him and while he's helping you his clothed dick touching your ass.😮‍💨🤭🤭 (he put the plates where you could not reach just so he could do that)
PERV!JAEHYUN. Catches you masturbating and apologizes before he tries to convince you that he should help you because 'that's what roommates do'
PERV!JAEHYUN. Who fucks you so hard that your toes are curling into the bed sheet, and having your hands gripping and scratching his back cause it feels so good
PERV!JAEHYUN. Tells you things like... your such a slut letting me abuse this wet little cunt hm baby? So cute getting dumb on my cock like this darling. Oh you don't know how much how much I- I have fucking imagined your cunt wrapped around my dick baby doll.
PERV!JAEHYUN. That makes you ride his pillow making you cum or squirt on it, just so that he can jerk off with it later🫢🫢🫢🫢
THIS THOUGHT MAKES ME UN WELL LIKE WHAT????!?!?????????
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anashins · 16 days
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So this just happened to me but I found out my bf doesn’t have my contacts saved with any kind of emoji or cute nickname. Maybe a suggestion for a Drabble? Feel like a child writing this but idk how this has me so bummed and sad
Pairing: Jaehyun x You
Genre: fluff, romance
Word Count: 1.1k
Summary: As you find out that Jaehyun doesn't have your contact saved on his phone under a cute nick name, you start comparing your relationship to others. After all, that must mean you're not special to him - right?
A/N: I hope everything went well for you, dear! My bf always says, “I don’t know, you have to tell me!” - so just tell him! Because men are simple but their partners' feelings matter to them, even if they seem childish to you 💞
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“Under which name did your boyfriend save you on his phone? You know that?”
You looked at your best friend who tilted her head as though in deep thoughts. For a moment, you hoped she wouldn’t know, wouldn’t care, and that you were overdramatic after all like you had feared all along, but almost instantly, she replied,
“When we started dating, he had me saved as ‘my girl’ without any kind of emoji. When we officially decided to get together, he saved my contact as ‘baby’ with a pink heart, and it remained like this until now.”
Your best friend wasn’t the first one who you had asked and whose answer was almost identical to your other taken friends you had questioned about this topic: Their boyfriends all had them saved on their phones with either a cute nickname, some meaningful emoji or both.
Your own boyfriend had you saved on his phone under your government name. 
You usually never looked at his screen as there were always so many things going on with different people from his group, from his management and from people in the industry in general, so it was always buzzing anyway. 
But when a week ago you had been lying next to him, sending him pictures from the activity you had done together shortly before, your name popped up in his chat history.
Your full name.
You had been bummed, and he had happily continued on as if he hadn’t minded you seeing this, as if this was the most normal thing in the world and didn’t make you feel less special among all his other contacts - and there were a lot for an idol.
After all, even when you didn’t have as many connections as him, you had your boyfriend saved as,
‘Yuno-ya’ with a pink heart.
It wasn’t the most romantic nickname as you weren’t calling each other pet names at all, but still cute and emphasized his contact to filter his name out of all other people.
Now, hearing all the other boyfriends having your female friends saved as something special, it made you feel even sadder as if the entire thing hadn’t been bothering you for a week already. 
“Under which name has your boyfriend your contact saved on his phone?” your best friend questioned back.
You sighed out loud.
-
“I don’t like it when you make that face,” Jaehyun immediately said to you instead of a greeting when you came over to his house later that day. “And you have randomly started making it the last time we met. I’ve been worrying all week, but on the phone you always say everything is fine when it’s clearly not. Tell me now, did I do something wrong?”
You bit into your bottom lip. You felt that now was the chance, now or never before it would eat you up from the inside and you would never be able to let go of it. “Under which name do you have me saved on your phone?”
Jaehyun widened his eyes, completely blindsided by this unexpected silly question, apparently. “Pardon?”
“My contact,” you described it better for him. “Under which name can you find me in your contacts?”
He confusedly proceeded to speak out your full government name.
“Exactly!” you called him out.
“I don’t understand.”
“You have me saved in your contacts under my full name!”
“Well… isn’t that your full name? Under what name should I save you then? Should I make one up or…” He shook his head. “I don’t know what’s going on! What’s the problem here?”
You folded your arms in front of your chest. The longer you went on to explain this situation to a very oblivious Jaehyun, the sillier you started to feel. Were you exaggerating? But none of your friends had said so and claimed your feelings were valid.
Suddenly, your voice was very low when you poured out your feelings to him as there was no turning back anymore. “My friend’s boyfriends have them all saved on their phones under some cute nickname. Or with a cute emoji at least. I also have you saved as Yuno-ya with a heart. It makes the other person feel special and makes the contact stand out from everyone else. It gives you a little surge of excitement whenever that person’s name pops up. As you have me saved with my full government name… it makes me think if you see me as everyone else and I’m not that special to you.”
Your breakout followed a few moments of silence in which you kept your gaze locked to the ground as you were now kind of too embarrassed to face Jaehyun. Hearing these words… you felt so childish.
The pat you felt on the top of your head only shortly later convinced you of the opposite though. When you lifted your head, Jaehyun wasn’t laughing and he didn’t look like he wanted to make fun of you or didn’t understand your feelings at all.
“I’m sorry,” he said with genuine concern. “I… didn’t know. I have everyone saved on my phone with their full government name as there are just so many people that it really gives me a hard time to separate them all or even remember who they are. Even the members aren’t an exception, only my parents. It was just a habit I followed when we exchanged contacts and I was never bothered enough to change it. If I had known it was this important to you, I would have done it right away.”
Was it really this simple? Some men like your boyfriend just didn’t know, were totally unaware of such things and you simply needed to tell them to change whatever bothered you, no matter how silly and childish it might sound?
He was a perfect partner for you and you couldn’t believe you let such a futile thing question his feelings for an entire week.
Jaehyun smiled at you and pulled out his phone. “Don’t ever think again that you’re not special to me and I never feel excitement rushing through me whenever your name pops up on my phone. Your chat is pinned at the very top and your number saved as favorites. Among everyone I regularly keep in contact with, even if I don’t answer for hours, I always answer you first. I always recognize your picture, no matter how many times you change it. Upon first glance, I always recognize it’s you. My beautiful girl.”
He gave you a kiss on the cheek and then proceeded to type something into his phone with a wide grin, obviously changing your name name.
“What did you save my contact under now?” you asked and wanted to catch a glimpse, but Jaehyun quickly pulled his phone away from you.
“Text me now and you’ll see.”
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hyuckwrlds · 7 months
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could I request a fluffy bf jaehyun joking around with jealous y/n hehe ❤️
>> double tap
wc: 601 what's after like?
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“i didn’t know jungwoo was in spain,” you comment absentmindedly, looking over jaehyun’s shoulder as he scrolls through his feed.
he pauses, snorting slightly. “yeah, he told the group chat he was tired of us then booked the next flight out of here.”
you chuckle then, walking around the couch to fall into the space beside him. shifting to rest your head on his shoulder, you watch in silence as he opens up jungwoo’s profile and shows you his past few photos. “seems like he’s having fun though.”
you hum. “yeah, looks like it.”
jaehyun gets back to the most recent post and snickers again at his friend’s smiling face. after a second, he double taps the photo.
you blink, head lifting suddenly. “did you just—”
he meets your gaze. “did i just what?”
“did you just like his photo?”
he laughs; some short airy noise of sheer disbelief while his brows furrow. “yeah? does it matter?”
“no—” you begin, frowning. “well, i mean—you never like my photos.”
he gives you a look, and you're not sure if it’s because he’s judging you or thinking about judging you. you’re suddenly too aware of how ridiculous you sound now. yet another part of you thinks it's fair—in your past three-something years of dating, he’s maybe liked two of your posts. and that was because you made him like them yourself.
“babe,” he says, a hand falling to your thigh in reassurance. “i literally choose the photos you post.”
you let out a breath. “i know, but still.”
a few seconds pass and his lips start to curl into a grin. “c’mon, don’t be like that. tell me you wouldn't like his posts too. look at him. he’s too cute.”
you reach over to smack his leg and he laughs. tossing his phone aside, he wraps his arms around you, a dimpled smile on his face.
“i’m kidding,” he chuckles, squeezing you tight as his head dips into the space between your neck and shoulder. “sorry, i didn’t know you cared so much about a double tap when you're the one dating me.”
“i don’t,” you pout, giving him another soft slap on the back when he pinches your sides. “but are my posts not cute enough to meet your criteria? am i not cute?”
“not when you’re getting jealous over jungwoo.”
“i am not jealous of jungwoo,” you huff, attempting to wrestle him off of you. his grip doesn't lessen and you blame all the time he spends at the gym. “i’m just wondering.”
“sure,” he coos sarcastically, beaming. “but just so you know, i wouldn’t be dating you if you weren’t cute. i love you the most. way more than i do jungwoo.”
he pulls back slightly to look at you and you feel your face burn under his gaze. why you’re suddenly shy, you have no idea. when you turn away, he laughs again.
“see?” he pokes your cheek. “cute.”
flustered from the slight onslaught of attention, you exhale a long breath. “i get it. anyway—”
“anyway,” he parrots teasingly. “you’re the cutest ever and i love you.”
with that, you finally surrender to his hold, leaning your head gently against his. strands of his hair tickle your cheek and all you can think about is how much you love the scent of his conditioner. you feel him press a kiss to your temple.
“i love you too,” you reply, and oh how you mean it.
“sorry i never like your photos,” he says after a moment, reaching for your hand.
“i guess i’m too busy liking you in person.”
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loserlvrss · 2 months
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꒰ 𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐆𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍 𝐆𝐑𝐎𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 ꒱ 명재현
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summary : jaehyun somehow convinced you to take him to the supermarket with you, and it made you realize something
genre : fluff, slight angst (?), myungjae x afab!reader, drabble, established relationship tws : pet names, food, mentions of anxiety, kissing author notes : suchhh a whore for domestic fluff word count : 1.5k
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you should've known it was a mistake to take your puppy-like boyfriend to the crowded supermarket with you. you knew he'd be bouncing all over the place, asking if you two could get this and that, but you couldn't say no to him; he had puppy-dog eyes after all.
you don’t even know how he convinced you to let him ride along with you, hands clutched the entire time as the bus bumped and jumped. you vaguely remember between fast pecks in the doorway, him spewing out being an extra pair of hands, but you knew it was just because he couldn’t spend a moment of his free-days without you.
contrary to prior belief, jaehyun stood behind you, mostly because he didn’t like people having the opportunity to get too close, as you eyed the various fruits. you swiveled your head, asking if he wanted anything in particular for tonight — reveling in his calmness and security.
he grinned, “strawberries.”
you nodded absentmindedly, picking up a package of pink berries and placing them in the basket your boyfriend had offered (demanded) to carry for you. he pretended as if he was a spy, protecting you from the enemies, as he called them; aka the other people just trying to grocery shop. and you pretended as if you didn’t notice, falling a little more in love each time he’d grip your side, or hand, protectively.
“jae, baby,” he hummed, coming to his senses, “do you want anything else while we’re right here? i don’t feel like coming back once you’ve realized you want apples or something.”
he pouted, “i know you would, though.” and he wasn’t wrong, the moment he looked at you with sweet eyes (evidently) you give in.
still you fronted the opposite, “no,” you turned your nose up playfully, “i’d make you go get them by yourself.”
he made an offended sound, hand coming to rest on his chest to emphasize his actions. soon, however, they morphed into a giggle, a cute smile plastering his face, which wasn’t even that far away from yours in that exact moment.
you thought it must’ve been gross, the pda, displayed for all the passerby’s to see. but as you looked at jaehyun, who had nothing but hearts in his eyes for you, you felt inclined to stay like that for at least a little while — you didn’t though, backing away slightly to return to what you needed to be doing instead.
“and, do we need more rice? i can’t remember.”
he tisked, “should’ve made a list, y/n. i would’ve made a list.” you knew well that he was only joking, because your boyfriend of all people would never make a list unless told to do so. you rolled your eyes, letting him continue, “but if we don’t, you can just store it right? it’s not too hard, is it?”
you looked to the various things in your basket already: green onions, garlic, cabbage, carrots, lettuce and strawberries. you remembered vaguely what you came here for, and you knew that if jaehyun wasn’t gracing your presence you’d probably be done by now (walking fast due to the anxiety). but despite that, you honestly wouldn’t have today play out any other way.
“i guess you’re right. i usually do that anyways.” he picked up a package of individually portioned rice. “just get those for now, i’ll buy bulk later when i remember.”
jaehyun could tell, like you were a picture book, that you were feeling a little uncomfortable being surrounded by so many people. you usually went to the store closer to closing, or on days when nobody would necessarily be around due to work conflicts. you usually bought in bulk so that it was only a once a month kind of thing, but when he saw you were running low on food he encouraged you (because you need to eat) to go grocery shopping, and that’s how you ended up in the grains isle.
you adjusted the empty basket on your arm, opposite of jaehyun’s, and took his hand. he gladly accepted the way you maneuvered you both from the isle and over by the drinks, which was relatively empty — for now.
he set his own basket on the floor, taking yours gently from your elbow and putting it next to the other. his face had a slight pout, and when his hands placed against your waist, yours mirrored the expression.
“coke zero?” you whispered out, “or sprite? or…”
he kept his gaze on you, before pulling you into a tight hug. the moment your chests hit, you inhaled his bright scent. you never could pinpoint exactly what it was, but every time you smelled something remotely close you were reminded of your boyfriend — who, obviously, cares so deeply for you.
you patted his should, in a way of telling him to let go, because you were a little embarrassed that anyone could see such as intimate moment if they turned down the isle. you loved him, you did, but he was a little impulsive when it came to you and yours needs; or what he thought those were.
before he completely pulled away, he snuck a peck against your lips, causing you to giggle in surprise. you continued laughing as he went to pick up the baskets, as if nothing happened.
“what was that for?”
“what was what for?” he asked, an innocent look meeting your eyes. you always found him puppy-like — everyone did — but right now especially. “how about coke zero, babe?”
you scoffed, “sure, myung, whatever you want.”
he stopped his actions, only halfway done taking the soda off the shelf. he turned back to you, approaching his a stupid-little grin on his lips. your eyes narrowed, but you knew you couldn’t back away, “well, in that case,” his palms touched your cheeks gently, before his lips once again pressed to yours (less urgently this time). you started laughing again, trying to push him off, still embarrassed of your boyfriends shameless actions. you thought this had to be public indecency, that he’d been watching too many dramas — picking up useless real-word tips and tricks — but you had to admit, you were feeling that anxious anymore.
you knew jaehyun always had a way to make you feel better; wether that be embarrassing himself to make you laugh, or holding you close. you knew he’d do just about anything to see you smile. and that he did, pulling away and watching your lips crease up. he thought you looked most beautiful smiling, practically shooting hearts from his eyes.
“jaehyun,” you swatted at him, “stop, this is a public establishment. don’t just kiss me in front of people like that… it’s embarrassing.”
he pretended to be offended, although knowing exactly what you meant, “you’re embarrassed? of me?” you rolled your eyes, knowing this was only the calm before the storm; jaehyun didn’t care about embarrassing himself, taking you as collateral. “you’re seriously embarrassed of kissing me? my girlfriend, embarrassed… oh my god.” he was once again pouting, “i don’t know how you’re going to make this up to me, y/n, I’m so hurt right now.”
you took the coke off the shelf, putting it in your empty basket, “let’s hurry up and i’ll give you a kiss at home, okay?”
he turned his nose up, blocking you, “just one? that’s not going to be enough to forgive you. you rejected me, hurt my pride, my ego — my girlfriend —“
“as many as you want, jae,” you looked to your side, sensing the few people who had stumbled upon you and your (fake) sulking boyfriend, “people are staring, let’s go, please.”
and that’s was his cue. he’d never do anything to make you uncomfortable. he knew that nobody was in the isle when he kissed you, being attentively aware, but now that there was, he couldn’t take it any further.
he cheered up, causing you to laugh in disbelief once again. you watched jaehyun pluck the sprite off the shelf too, adding it to the heavier basket — which he took — and then your hand.
you picked up the other basket, catching a glimpse of the older couple at the end of the isle; they didn’t look disgusted by your actions, not even offended. it was more like a look of adoration, an expression of awe at your young love. maybe, you thought, nobody really minded when your boyfriend expressed his feelings for you. hell, when you saw other couples do it, you didn’t even mind. and it’s not like you were making out in front of the soda. he was just trying to cheer you up.
“c’mon, y/n.” he tugged your arm gently, gaining your attention, “we have to watch the last episode of my demon!”
maybe you were too much in your head, instead of focused on what was going on in the present time. in reality, no one truly cared what the two of you did. and, even through the embarrassment, you still liked when jaehyun was impulsive for you. he was your hyperactive boyfriend after all.
“okay…” you sighed out a deep breath, “and i owe you an apology for rejecting your kisses.”
he corrected, “lots of apologies!” before dragging you to check out. you kissed his cheek standing in line, and felt something shift within yourself: maybe you were become more comfortable, or maybe you finally realized that expressing your admiration and love for someone wasn’t embarrassing.
emotions were only human after all.
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kpopcafeeee · 5 months
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UGH, AS IF!
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Pairing: frat boy! jaehyun x fem! Reader
Genre: college au, smut, crack
Warnings: frat boy AND f boy jaehyun! + bitchy popular girl reader!, smut, hair pulling, unprotected sex (y/n is on birth control), cussing LOTS, kissing, degration, ass slapping , doggy style ig 🤔
A/N: this is coming out after do wanna make a movie? Featuring Yuta so y’all better buckle up and hang on tight!!
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00127am · 3 months
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FEBRUARY 13, 10:45PM
hey, um sorry if it's loud...we're uh, we're walking to the bar now. it's jaehyun by the way. your jaehyun...your friend! your friend... yeah, your friend jaehyun... um anyway, just calling to say hi. i uh... i wish you could have come out tonight. it would be more fun if you had--what? no, i'm talking to yn. it's a voicemail, they can't hear you. i'm trying to leave a message and you're...what? no, i'm not confessing. why would i do that over the phone, yo--
FEBRUARY 13, 11:00PM
hey uh if you got a voicemail from me than delete it... it was a uh, accident and um taeyong was saying some stuff in the back that...just don't listen to it. nothing bad, just um, he was being taeyong...so, you know. um i'm just calling to say that i wish you were here...uh is it cheesy to say that it doesn't feel like my birthday without you? if you're still up, just um give me a call when you get this. i uh... i want to hear your voice so... get ready to sing me happy birthday or something.
FEBRUARY 14, 12:06AM
it's my birthday and the first thing i'm doing is calling you. that's weird right? that i just can't stop thinking about you? that i'm starting my birthday by calling you? i just... can i be honest? i'm um...god, i'm so drunk right now. they have these um... these two thousand won shots that just... i've had like... six? no, no uh...seven. i don't know, i can't think ... well, um i'm thinking about you, i guess. but i'm always thinking about you so... hey uh, don't-don't make plans for tomorrow. or uh... today. my birthday. valentine's day. i want to confess, to you...today, so um don't do anything. ok?
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neowinestainedress · 1 year
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close as strangers | jeong jaehyun
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title: close as strangers
pairing: jeong jaehyun x fem!reader
genre: childhood friends to strangers to friends, college!au, fluff, angst | requested
warnings: angst
summary: something breaks between you and Jaehyun when he starts dating the one who seems to be the love of his life. And you’re not sure you can cope with him slowly pushing you out of his life.
words: 7.446k
a/n: can't believe I finally wrote another one of the requests I got, the others will come out, I promise. I'm not sure it's exactly what the requester wanted (probably it's not sad enough, idk??) but I hope you'll like it anyway. Please let me know what you think with comments, reblogs or even asks!
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“I’m not being annoying, I’m telling the truth,” you huff when Jaehyun pushes you away with a playful tug and calls you annoying for the nthtime. 
“I’m not a loser, I have never been,” he replies, crossing his arms on his chest, and staring straight in front of him, trying to ignore you.
“Oh, please,” you roll your eyes, jumping on top of him and pulling his cheeks, moving his face side to side.  
“Ouch, ouch,” he hisses, trying to pull away from your hold, but you only laugh and think that he looks so cute with his red cheeks, soft brown hair falling delicately on his forehead and beautiful eyes. “Stop it, fine, fine, I’m a loser.” 
You cheer, happy about your victory but don’t move away from him. To strangers’ eyes it should be weird but for you two it’s only normal. You can’t even remember a moment when Jaehyun wasn’t by your side after you became best friends in kindergarten. 
“I’m always right,” you quip, kissing his still red cheeks. 
“She looked intimidating, I’m not like this anymore,” he defends himself again, and you find it entertaining. “You can’t call me a loser because my first crush was a failure. It’s been years.” 
You shake your head, “I give it to you that she was too beautiful to even look at you,” you joke and at that he playfully hits your arm, only making you chuckle. “You were a loser in a cute kind of way. And you still act the same.” 
Jaehyun huffs, shaking his head and gesturing for you to get off him. “See, you are annoying.” 
You smile, silently following him into the kitchen, watching as he grabs a drink from the fridge and hands one to you. “So annoying I’m not even sure I can confess something to you.” 
A furrow forms on your face, studying him with your tilted head. “Confess?” 
“Yeah,” he says and when he meets your eyes his face blushes even more, “God, no, don’t think what you’re thinking, I don’t love you.” 
“Oh, thank god,” you reply, but your heart doesn’t feel as light as your voice coming out of your lips. You hate it, or maybe you hate the way he says it, as if it would be so weird for him to love you. But you’re quick at shaking those thoughts out of your brain, at least for now. “So what is it?” 
Jaehyun sighs, scratching his neck before nodding at the drink in your head, “You don’t want it?” 
You gulp, you’d need it, but you’re not sure you’ll love whatever news he will drop and you’d like to avoid spitting it on his face. “No, sorry.” 
He shrugs, grabbing it from your hand, and the light touch sends shivers down your skin. 
“So, there’s this girl…” 
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There’s this girl…
Unfortunately, there’s this girl. Unfortunately, Jaehyun is head over heels for her. 
He’s a loser, or maybe even more. So much that he gets annoying and you can’t stand him. 
There should be nothing wrong with it, you should live this like any other of his crush, or relationships, but something inside of you is not letting it happen. You blame it on the fact he always talks about her, bringing her into every conversation even when she’s got nothing to do with it. You can’t see that you’re blinded by a feeling you never even imagined feeling.
Jaehyun is your best friend, nothing less, nothing more. 
But apparently, your heart stopped seeing him this way a long time ago. 
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“I hate this class with a burning passion,” Jaehyun huffs, throwing away the pen he’s writing with as if he could throw away the headache that’s torturing him while he’s uselessly trying to memorize everything he needs for the exam. 
You chuckle, lifting your eyes for a split second to look at him, grey hoodie over his hair and pissed-off expression staring at you as if you’re an alien for understanding everything so easily. 
“I envy you so much, you’re so smart,” he complains again, drifting his gaze because the more he looks at you the madder he gets. 
Your eyes roll back. “I’m not smart, lately all your blood is flowing in your pants, that’s why you can’t understand anything about uni lessons anymore.” 
He glares at you. “Shut up, we didn’t even fuck.” 
“Us?” 
“Me and her,” he almost screams, staring at you with wide eyes. “Don’t make weird assumptions about us.” 
You bite your lip, but not enough that you can stop yourself from asking a question you shouldn’t ask. “You wouldn’t?” 
Jaehyun blinks repeatedly, staring at you with a furrow on his face. “Would, what?” 
“Fuck with me.” 
He scoffs, shaking his head, “Are you serious? Of course, I wouldn’t, we’re best friends.” 
“Well, there are a lot of best friends that do it.” You know you’re shocking him with every word, you can see it in his wide-open eyes and mouth, but you can’t stop. It shouldn’t, but it is hurting your pride. 
“Not us,” he replies as if it is obvious, it should be obvious, at least, and he doesn’t understand what had taken over you today. “Why would we?” 
“I’m not saying we have to,” you whisper, tapping your shoes against the floor. “But you know, it can happen.” 
Jaehyun laughs, “Sex never happens. It’s not some kind of fatality.” 
“When you’re drunk?” 
“Oh, yeah, depending on how drunk you are that falls into assault actually.” 
You roll your eyes, “You know what I meant, just enough that you… you know what is happening but not enough to think about the consequences.” 
“Yeah, that’s why we make sure to never cross that line when we drink, because we won’t let it happen.” 
You hold back a bitter laugh, “You’re talking as if I’m the ugliest person you have ever seen.” 
“I didn’t say that, you’re beautiful, you know I think that. I even think you can be hot when you want to,” he laughs, surely referring to your personal struggles of stepping out of certain comfort zones but you don’t find it funny. “Come on, you know I’m saying I won’t because we’re best friends, I’ve known you since you eat stick glue and the teachers wouldn’t let you close to them.” 
You ignore his recall of that fun memory and go straight to the point, brain completely fogged by your hurt pride, rationality gone. “What if we weren’t?” 
“But we are.” 
“What if we weren’t?” 
Jaehyun chuckles, at this point his laugh is awkward, and he hates he can’t seem to find any sign of a joke in your eyes. “Yes…” he answers hesitantly, and you don’t know if he means it or if it’s because he wants to make you happy and fool. 
But you don’t press him anymore, after all, it doesn’t matter, you are best friends, and you can’t turn back time and change the events that lead you there right now, so you bring your attention back to the books. 
“I can help you with what you don’t understand, I’m here for that,” you say. 
“Are you mad? I genuinely think you’re beautiful, you know it. I just don’t want to lose you with sex.” 
“I know, I agree, it got nothing to do with you, actually. Sorry, a bit of paranoia for a dick absence of six months,” you lie, blaming it on your lack of activity in bed would’ve dusted off that awkward moment you were going to reply in your brain for months probably. And Jaehyun believes it, an expression full of pity forming on his face and the same usual ‘your value doesn’t come from men wanting you,’ and you know, it might not come from men but from him? It does. 
But it’s fine like this, at least with that lie you’re sure you didn’t scare him off, and when you propose to stay for dinner he doesn’t run away but helps you with that. It’s just you and him, like it had always been, only with a fire inside of you that you never wanted to light up, and you know it will burn you. 
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“You need to fix this room,” Jaehyun jokes, his breath puffing against your hair while you’re lying in your bed. 
“Leave me alone, I’ve been sad lately,” you pout, rolling your body and hiding your face in the crook of his neck, his scent filling your senses. 
“I can help you if you want,” he replies, caressing your back in circles. 
“With my sadness?” You lift your neck to stare at him, finding him looking at you. 
“With your room,” he shrugs. 
You let out a whine, groaning while you pull away from his hold against your will. You like being there, embraced in his warmth. Jaehyun feels familiar, he always had, even before he actually was. And now you need to lull yourself into that feeling more than ever. But as you look around and see the state of your bedroom you realize he’s not wrong. 
“You know how you could help?” You say, jumping around and facing him. 
Jaehyun smiles, sitting up straight and leaning in. He’s so close to you that you can only see his eyes while all the rest fades away. “With a kiss?” 
Your heart starts throbbing and you’re sure the temperature of your skin is rising, but you try to hide the dumb smile that’s forming on your face. You don’t answer, only melt on the spot when his lips meet your skin, pressing against your cheek with a loud sound. 
“Fixed,” he giggles, caressing your cheek, ear and hair in a move he had always done since you were kids, the only difference was that now his hand cupped half of your face with ease. “Better?” 
You hum, smiling but feeling another sting in your chest. You hopeful, hopeful girl wishing he would’ve kissed your lips instead. 
“I wanted to propose to go buy groceries, by the way,” you chuckle, pulling the sleeves of your sweater over your hands. 
Jaehyun laughs, shaking his head. “Yeah, your weird second sadness fixing.”
“Hey!” You yell, faking an offended grin on your face and he only pulls out his tongue before jumping in front of the closet and opening the doors. You don’t have time to tell him to stop that he’s crushed by a mass of clothes, and you’d like to be mad about it but when he sits on the floor with clothes all over him and glares at you, you can only laugh. 
“It’s funny? I could’ve been killed and you’re laughing,” he jokes, scrolling the clothes off him and reaching you, starting to tickle you. “God, I’m a loser but you are so messy.” 
“Stop, you will kill me,” you cry when his fingers are still torturing you, and only when you kiss his cheek he stops. “I’m sorry, I tried to warn you but you were too fast.” 
Jaehyun rolls his eyes, letting out a sigh before a nervous laugh rolls out of his lips when he sees the mess in the room. “Now we will have to fix this, you know?” 
You hum, hugging him, resting your chin on his shoulder. “It won’t take long if we’re two.” 
“You did it on purpose, didn’t you?” 
“You decided to open my closet, and for what?” 
“I wanted to pick your clothes,” he whines, grabbing a handful of clothes and placing them on the bed to fold them. “Remember we used to do it?” 
You laugh, doing the same and facing him on the other side. “When we had to go somewhere together and we wanted to have the same vibes, not to go buy some bread.” 
“When aren’t we together?” He asks, staring at you with a superior grin. 
“Fine, you’re right,” you give up, not able to hide the smile on your face. “But it wasn’t a sabotaging program from me.” 
After half an hour the clothes are back at their place, this time folded and placed so they won’t fall on whoever dares to open the doors. And Jaehyun is waiting for you to change into the clothes he picked. 
“All black because I have to match you?” You ask, looking at what he chose. 
“Of course,” he shrugs, sitting on the bed, waiting for you to change into the new clothes. “Where are you going?” He asks when you start making your way to the door. 
“Bathroom? I have to change?” 
He chuckles before a furrow forms on his face when you stare at him with a serious expression, “We never changed in another room.”
“Yeah, but you’re dating now, or sort of.” 
“Sort of,” he says, shaking his head to move back the hair that covers his eyes. “Come on, we always did that, even when one of us was dating.” 
You hum, walking back toward the bed, placing the clothes on the soft duvet to get rid of the ones you’re already wearing. Jaehyun is right, you’ve always done it. Things like this, so intimate, so private, always happened between you two without a glint of embarrassment. But now it’s different. Now that your fingers slowly grip the hem of your sweater to pull it over your head, you feel as if he’s eyes are burning into your skin. You know he’s not looking at you in a different way, but you wish he did. You wish he would stand up and stand close to you, letting the sweater fall at your feet, while his broad body presses against you, slowly trapping you between him and the wall before he kisses you as if he waited all his life for that moment. 
But it doesn’t happen. He never waited for that moment to happen, you did, probably, without realizing, thinking that this, the beautiful relationship you had, was going to turn into something different. But when you’re out of the sweater, it doesn’t fall at your feet, and your back is not pressing against the wall, and the humiliation of the thought that crossed your mind makes you dress once again quickly. 
“Should we get something for dinner,” he proposes when you’re almost done with the shopping, cart half-full. 
“Are you staying?” 
“You don’t want me anymore?” He pretends to be offended, staring at you with wide eyes and a hand on his chest. 
You roll your eyes, “Okay drama queen, let’s choose something and then let’s go, you need to help me with all these things.” 
“See, you only use me for my muscles,” he pouts, pushing the cart, and purposefully hitting you with a swing of the hip. 
“I’m sorry I don’t have any other strong man like you in my life,” you mimic in a silly voice, fanning yourself and resting your head on his shoulder. 
“Though I was a loser,” he grins, looking down at you. 
“Oh, you are.” 
The evening proceeds as usual for you two, he helps you put things back in place, you spend a good ten minutes bickering over what you should choose to eat for dinner (as if the fight at the shop wasn’t enough), and then you settle down on the couch to eat while watching one of your favorite series, one of the few things you don’t even take a second to decide. Your head rests against his shoulder when you’re not eating or commenting on something, and his arms stay wrapped around your shoulder for the whole time. 
It feels like home. 
Jaehyun knows exactly where to throw the things you used, he even washes the dishes while you go wash up and then you switch places, drying them while he does what you just did. He even knows where you keep the blankets so you could lay back on the couch comfortably. 
And that’s how you fall asleep, with Jaehyun’s arms wrapped around your waist and his chin resting on your head, squeezing into the small couch because sleep took over you before you could even think of dragging your tired legs to your bedroom. Netflix is still running, playing more episodes before it goes on standby and the night is quiet outside while you lull into each other. 
It feels like home. 
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The bubble that you and Jaehyun lived in is menacing to burst. You don’t want to be a hater, but every time he talks about her you feel your insides turn upside down. 
You think that meeting her will soothe you down a little, that maybe you can find something in her that it’s not as amazing as Jaehyun says to be, something he hates but he didn’t see, too focused in the rush of the moment. 
But when you meet her, your last hope falls apart. 
Of course, Jaehyun is head over heels for her. 
Not only she is objectively beautiful, funny and smart, but she’s everything he ever wanted. 
You know his type, thanks to all the nights up spent talking about love and the other kids in your classes, from the silly, meaningless flings in elementary school, until now. His type never changed a lot, and now that you look back at it, and stare at her in silence, you realize you never fit in the box. 
Yes, you’re beautiful, funny, and smart, but not in the same way she is, not in the way Jaehyun wants. 
If you had to place her and yourself on a line, you would be on the far opposite ends. 
“So, how did you meet?” You ask, even if you already know it, but you need to fill the silence while Jaehyun left you two alone to get in line to grab the food, and somehow you don’t want to know more about her. 
She smiles at you, teeth so perfect that you wonder how they aren’t fake and then says, “It was a coincidence, you know those cliché types of meeting in movies?” You nod, playing with the napkin at your side. “We run into each other while we were both running late for the bus, we never caught it but we met each other. Destiny is great sometimes.” 
You nod, mumbling ‘sure,’ forcing yourself to be happier about it. Because if he’s happy, you’re happy and vice versa, that’s how it always worked in your friendship. But right now you can’t be happy about anything, you can’t do anything but feel a lump in your throat when Jaehyun comes back and leaves a small peck on her forehead while placing the food in front of her but doesn’t do the same with you. He would’ve had. He used to be so physical with you and now you feel like you can’t even remember what a hug feels like. 
But you swallow the gulp in your throat and try to make conversation, trying not to hate her because she doesn’t deserve it. Because now you know that even if you went back in time and changed things, Jaehyun wouldn’t have looked at you anyway. He probably wouldn’t have even looked at you like a friend, so this was the best you could get. 
This was a dream. The same dream that was before, only with a stinging pain in your chest. 
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Somewhere along the line, it turns into a nightmare. It’s not when you realize that this is meant to be, that they are not a temporary story bound to break but something meant to last. After six months Jaehyun still looks at her with the same heart-shaped eyes, ears almost perking up like a dog when her name is spoken, and cheeks turning cheesily red every time she looks at him. 
And you can only shake your head thinking that he is a loser, and the reason you hate it so much it’s because Jaehyun is not a loser for you. 
You are for him. You are a clown, probably, and it’s even worst. 
“Where were we when it happened?” You barely register Jaehyun talking to you, too lost in your thoughts, shaking your head to stare at him while your brain works fast to remember what he was talking about. 
“Oh, it was the cabin we went to for my eighteenth birthday,” you say, forcing a smile to curl your lips. 
“Yeah, right, that place was magical, we should go someday.” 
“Oh, yes, that would be great,” you reply, thinking he’s talking to you but when he giggles your smile drops. 
“No, honey, me and her,” he says, finger moving back and forth between himself and his girlfriend. “Remember that there was some sort of couples discounts or tours, there was a spa, right?” 
You gulp, but push down the burning sensation in your throat it’s hard. “I guess, I don’t remember,” your voice comes out more stern than you want but Jaehyun doesn’t notice, he doesn’t care. 
“Maybe I’ll text your mom, she’ll definitely know,” he says before turning to her again. 
And you sit there, in silence, fighting back the tears because selfishly you don’t want your memories of your eighteenth birthday to be fogged by their new ones. That was your place, one of the many, and the idea of him going there kills you. 
It’s dramatic, it’s stupid, but it’s exactly how you feel.
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“I booked two seats at our favorite movie theatre, and you won’t believe it, but the movie we wanted to see it’s in our favorite room and I also got our favorite seats, the magic of the internet,” you cheer happily over the phone, your pc still open on the cinema page with the confirmation of the payment. 
“Oh,” you hear Jaehyun from the other side. “For this Friday?” 
You hum, still smiling thinking that you finally got to see the sequel you both waited for so long. 
“I don’t think I can.” 
You furrow. “What do you mean? Friday it’s our cinema night out, we always go there when there are new movies we like. We’ve been waiting for this for years.” 
“Yeah, I know but it slipped my mind,” he says. “I have to meet her parents.” 
Your jaw falls on the floor. It feels surreal, at this point you’re not even mad because he forgot but he’s going to meet her parents? After eight months? 
“You hate meeting parents,” you chuckle, the words coming out of your mouth in a way that’s screaming you can’t believe them. 
“Not hers.” 
“What do you mean? The only parents you don’t hate are mine.” 
“Maybe not anymore,”  he sighs, and you can picture him rubbing his chin from the other side of the line. “Listen, she cares about this a lot.” 
“I care about it too.” 
“A movie over a dinner with my girlfriend’s parents? Please be serious.” 
You hate how mocking his voice is, you hate that to him your plans are nothing. 
“But I told you this Monday I was going to book them, why couldn’t you postpone it with her?” 
“Because her mother proposed, I couldn’t say I couldn’t go because I had to watch a stupid movie.” 
You hum, squeezing your eyes shut to push back tears, hoping he couldn’t hear your sniffle. 
“Yeah, sure, have fun.” You have to close the call, his words and voice hurting you like thousands of needles against your skin. 
You stare blankly at the screen, the map of the theatre still open with the colored seats you had selected and the transaction approved. A small crack forms in your heart when you realise that the night you had planned together wasn’t going to happen. 
You get up, closing the laptop, you would’ve checked later if you could’ve got a refund, but now you just wanted to stare at your ceiling and let yourself go to silent tears. 
It was just a stupid movie. 
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It was just a stupid movie. 
If only after a while a lot of things didn’t start to be stupid. 
Lunches out at your favorite place during lesson breaks. 
Nights up playing video games at your place or watching movies at his. 
Even studying together for the exams, or your usual study hangouts to keep up with the lessons, became stupid. 
Jaehyun being in love wasn’t painful anymore, but Jaehyun cutting you out of his life was killing you. 
If he sat next to you during lessons it felt like a miracle and even then he would talk to you just a little. And you couldn’t understand why. It wasn’t the first time he was in love, and for how serious their story could be, was it necessary to cut you out like that? 
You shared every moment together. And you can’t accept this ending like this. 
“It’s been a lot since we last have been together,” you say, for a mere coincidence you two are walking together out of the last lesson of the day and he still hasn’t pulled away to go somewhere else, barely even warning you. 
“Yeah, I’ve been busy,” Jaehyun replies, head low on his white converse on the ground. 
You’ve been ignoring me, you’d like to answer but don’t. Not really in the mood to ruin this moment, it feels normal, like all the days you used to share going everywhere together. There weren’t silly jokes, and your arms weren’t intertwined, but it was better than nothing. 
“Why don’t you come to mine this weekend? We don’t have a lot of essays, we could just order take out and spend some time together, like the old times.” 
“Yeah, why not,” Jaehyun replies, turning his head to look at you with a smile. 
Yeah, the old times. 
The ones that are long gone now that you’re sitting on the floor, pillows all around you, your blanket covering your bodies, empty food boxes at your feet and the tv playing a movie not you nor him are paying attention to. 
You’re too focused on him and he’s too focused on his phone. 
You can see from the smile on his face that he’s texting her, he had been since all night actually. You could barely make a conversation while you were eating, either receiving no answer or syllables as one. 
The old times are long gone, and you’re not sure you can live like this. 
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The decision came to you one night, after hours of crying all your tears while going through your old chats with Jaehyun and scrolling through the pictures you’ve taken together. 
You couldn’t live like this anymore. 
If he had decided to cut you out of his life, you were going to do the same with him. 
But saying it was easier than doing it, and now that you found yourself under the tree you used to wait for him when you had different lessons, you don’t feel so confident about this anymore. 
This is worst than confessing, it’s more humiliating because if you did that, he would simply reply that he doesn’t like you back, but saying you need to cut strings with him means that he won’t fight for you. You already know it, it had been written in the last months when he started to slip away from your hold more and more, at first without you even noticing, and now you were there. 
“Hey,” he calls your name, and it feels weird on his tongue now, it’s not playfully, it’s not teasing, it’s not full of love, it’s cold and distant, and you hate that his happiness with another person took you there. You can’t blame yourself, because even though the pain, you always supported them, you couldn’t make him pay for not proving something for you, so why was he making you pay for feeling something for somebody else? 
“Hey,” you smile back before taking a deep breath, trying to gather the courage to break off the longest-running friendship of your life. But no amount of nights up and preparatory speeches prepared you for this. It’s a crash of words and screams. Jaehyun doesn’t get why you would break your friendship for some ‘no’ and you telling him it wasn’t just that. 
“Than what it is? I don’t get it, are you jealous I’m happy?” 
“God, no, why would I even be jealous,” you reply with a bitter offended chuckle. Yes, you are jealous, but jealousy is not the thing that is making you do this, you could live with that, you could live watching his eyes light up when he stares at somebody else, you could live hearing her name roll out of his lips so sweetly, you could even live with them being always together, reminding you every second how happy they were. What you can’t live with is the pain his detachment brings along. You can’t do it anymore because now that your head lifts up and you look at him, you can’t recognize the person you grew up with anymore. 
“Then can you tell me what’s wrong?” He insists, huffing loudly. 
You bite your tongue, you can’t confess, you can’t tell him you love him, you can’t. It’s a secret you want to bring to your tomb, but you slip. 
“You do what?” 
Your eyes widen when you realize what you said, hands covering your mouth as if you could take it back. And you find yourself thinking that having the power of turning back time would be a great thing. You would’ve used it so much, but you don’t have it, and you’re forced to pay the price for all the stupid mistakes you’re making. 
“Nothing.” 
“You love me?” He asks before a groan of your name comes out of his mouth to demand an answer you don’t want to give him. 
“No, I love you as a friend, and I… I hate that you’re cutting me off,” you lie, lips shaking, eyes full of tears falling freely down your cheeks. It’s pathetic, you can’t even remember the last time you cried in front of him, but it surely wasn’t as humiliating as this. There was no reassurance in his eyes this time, no strong arms to wrap around you and hold you tight while he whispered that everything would’ve been alright, but there was no use for a lie, nothing was going to be alright. It was just an already written mess. 
“Don’t lie to me,” he hisses through gritted teeth, and you lower your head, sobbing silently. 
“It doesn’t matter,” you scream to the ground, to yourself. No, it doesn’t matter, what you feel doesn’t matter, you don’t matter. To him, you don’t matter, not like you used to for sure. 
“It does, that’s why you wanted to know if I would have sex with you?” 
You rub your face and shake your head. “No, I… I don’t care, I don’t even want you to love me back. I need us to be done.” 
“Because I said no? Because I hang out with my girlfriend? You are jealous, of course, you care.” 
“I’m not jealous, I wish I at least still had the same place in your heart, I was your best friend, you loved spending time with me, we were close, we were happy and now, you avoid me. You don’t even sit next to me in class.” 
Jaehyun sighs, shaking his head before turning around and walking in a circle. You wish you could read him like you used to do, but you can’t understand if he’s mad or sad, maybe both. 
“How you loving me doesn’t come between us?” He asks when it seems he made up his mind. 
“It doesn’t, it’s… it’s not even love. I need time alone, Jaehyun,” you sigh, his full name rolling out of your lips hurts. “I’m happy for you, I truly am, but you’re so distant and you’ve never been like this and I can’t take it.” 
Another loud sigh comes out of Jaehyun’s lips, the more he stares at you the less he could understand, but he couldn’t blame you for feeling what you felt, you surely didn’t do it on purpose and you hated what you felt more than him probably, considering you were suffering so much to the point of breaking what held you together for so long. 
“So what do we do? Ignore each other?” 
You sniffle. “You are already ignoring me.” 
“I – I’m sorry, maybe I did but I didn’t notice,” he justifies with a slightly offended tone. “I’ve never been better than now, and I don’t want this to change.” 
“And that’s fine,” you reply, holding your bag closer to you, “It’s fine but I need you out of my life because like this, with you being half in and half out, I can’t go on. I can’t move, and I… I just hate being this away from you. But it’s fine, as long as you’re happy, I’ll be fine.” 
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You thought that was going to be liberating but it turned out not to be. Not when Jaehyun was the only one you knew. Sure, you talked around on campus here and there, but the only one you could count on was him. Too afraid to meet people and too tired to open up with them. 
Jaehyun already knew everything, in fact, no one else knew you how much Jaehyun did. 
And not having him anymore was the worst feeling ever. 
It was hard not picking up the phone to tell him something in the heat of the moment, but all your last sent texts with no answer or ‘I’ll watch it later,’ were the awakening you needed to put the phone down and feel your heart sink to your knees. You couldn’t have texted him anyway but the reminder of the last cold months was enough to make you believe it was the right choice. 
You had survived a lot of things, with him by your side, you could survive even this, without him. 
So you try to concentrate on your studies, hoping all the words will drown you in a sea that is not as acid as the one that your brain drags you into when Jaehyun crosses your mind. And it works, only until you decided that you can’t lose your sanity over books and essays and maybe you should find a better way to cope with this. 
It’s not easy, every step you move on your own reminds you of how present Jaehyun has always been in your life. From the silliest things such as studying or buying something you needed, to the biggest and most important steps of your life. 
It’s heart-wrenching, really, to imagine your future without him. The graduation you planned won’t be the same, the holiday you longed for so much after that won’t probably even exist, and there won’t be nights up spent together trying to navigate the job world. And when your mind wonders further you realize there will be no wedding day, even when you would’ve found the right person for you, the one that can truly take that place in your heart and push Jaehyun out of there, he won’t be there, by your side, being your man of honor. And you won’t be at his, and now it sounds better like this, but with time, knowing you would’ve moved on from him, it only brings a lingering pain in your chest. 
You miss him. 
You miss yourself with him. 
Because even after a few weeks when you decided to go out, sign in some college clubs to make new friends, and you do, you find a group of people you like, you still can’t be your true self like you were with him. They wouldn’t get you, there are high possibilities they might even find you weird, with your random singing and dancing, and your silly faces to make him laugh, or the started conversation in the middle of another one even if they weren’t related at all. There are so many more sides of you they would never understand. And you can only be yourself in the four walls of your room, but even there, you feel like you’re hard to find. 
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Time passes by and you feel like you’re doing better. You finally found your place in the world without him, taking time to focus on your passions, your studies, and new people that are slowly making you feel understood. 
You barely see Jaehyun anymore, let alone interact with him. When you cross in the corridors or in class you ignore him just as much as he ignores you. Well, at least you try to, because you feel that if you stare for too long you will fall in the same hole you got yourself out of with difficulty. 
And you succeed until the holiday approach and you feel just a bit lonelier, you can’t help but think back at the times you spent together, afternoons spent walking around town to see the decorated shops and city’s lights, or drinking hot chocolate together while you studied the last things before the winter break, or how his mother would video call as a coincidence all the time when he was in the bathroom and you two would end up talking more than them. 
But you learned how to sigh and shrug those thoughts away, coming to terms with the fact that you will always miss the feeling of home he meant for you. 
But it still hurts, not like before, but it’s still there, when your eyes linger on him and his arm wrapped around her in some classes you share, or when you barge into them outside, his head laying against hers, or her eyes looking up at him while her nose scrunches and he kisses that playful pout away. 
It’s an annoying type of pain, it’s not even love anymore, or at least you try to convince yourself, it’s like when you feel the need to scratch a part of your body you just can’t scratch, that’s what Jaehyun is, a part you will have to carry with you forever, even if he’s not part of your life anymore, because he will always be a part of you. 
But you’re doing fine. 
You truly are. 
It simply gets heavy at times to carry that dead weight around, but you are light. There’s a bright future waiting for you, and you’re hopeful you won’t be alone with your new friends supporting you and distracting you when sometimes your brain decides to sabotage you. 
But you’re still moving on with your life, small steps taking you further on the road every day. Well, that’s it until one morning you open the door to find Jaehyun standing there with his same old brown jacket, ruined shoes and the same, somehow still familiar, face. 
“What are you doing here?” Is the only thing your brain manages to formulate, it’s not a harsh question, there’s not even hesitation in your voice, you’re just genuinely surprised. 
“Can we talk?” He asks, moving his weight side to side on his feet. 
So a few minutes later you are sitting on the couch, a cup of coffee in front of you and silence fills the room with a weird atmosphere. You don’t think it’s awkward, but it’s not even as comfortable as the silence between you two used to be. Anyway, you can’t keep this going for much longer, you’re not used to having him so close, you can still faintly make out his scent that now is surely mixed with hers, and that brings back too many memories you’re not sure you want to revive right there. 
“So? Do you need something? Or maybe something happened?” 
Jaehyun doesn’t answer right away, he sighs, nervously tapping his feet on the floor and playing with his thumbs before he turns around to look at you. 
“I know why you wanted us to stop being friends, and I respect that. I didn’t react in the best way but I was surprised and mad, I won’t lie, I know I pushed you away but back then I still had you, and when you decided to cut me off I wasn’t expecting that.” 
“I had to do it,” you say, crossing your legs and studying his expression, he’s barely making eye contact with you, gaze moving around to room to find words he probably doesn’t even know. 
“I know,” he hums, lowering his head. “But I miss you. And I… I’d like to at least be friends again but I also respect if you don’t want to, maybe you still love m –” 
“No,” you stop him, “I don’t… I liked you, at least I think so.” 
“Is there really a difference?” 
“Yeah, the latter should be less painful.” 
“Was it?” 
You raise your gaze, locking eyes with him, and when you still feel a striking pain in your heart, you deny it with a movement of your head. “But I don’t love you anymore,” you still add. It’s true. You miss him, but that’s a different feeling. 
“So… can we be friends again? I promise I’ll make up time with you. I was so caught up in her that I just… I didn’t notice you were slipping out of my mind.” 
You hum, shaking your head and scratching your neck. “It’s fine, it was in the past.” 
“Yeah, but I hurt you.” 
“I’m fine, Jae. It doesn’t matter.” Or it does, but is there something you can do to fix it? You can’t turn back around. 
He nods, drifting his gaze away again and you know he’s waiting for an answer you’re not sure you can give him. Not right on the spot. It’s true that you want him back, but you’re not sure taking him back won’t break you down again. 
“I need to think about it,” you whisper after a few minutes, watching his eyes drop, that wasn’t the answer he wanted, but you have to put yourself first. If there was something that this taught you was that lesson. After all, you were always going to have yourself and not anybody else. 
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“My mother says hi,” you say while pushing your phone back into your pocket and start to walk back to Jaehyun’s side. 
“Oh, it’s been a while since I last heard from her,” he replies, a small smile curls his lips as he keeps moving next to you to reach the closest cafe. 
Yes, after a week or more of asking yourself the same question you were able to make a decision and take him back. You had set some rules, telling him that you needed time, and maybe sometimes you would’ve needed time to yourself, but Jaehyun understood, after all, you two were always the same, even if you changed, even if you drifted apart, he was still the only one that knew you so deeply and vice versa. 
So, it started slowly, allowing each other to text, not as often as you used to do, not with the same tone or conversations of your old texts, but it was something. After a while, he started sitting close to you during some lessons, not always, and not only because he wanted to be with her, but also because you didn’t want to have him that close again. You still needed time, and even if you got back together you could feel it wasn’t the same as before. You don’t talk about the future anymore, and the few times some doubts spill out you two are never in each other’s plans. You don’t rest your head on his shoulder anymore, not that one night you decided to watch a movie together, not the few times you sit next to each other in class. You don’t poke his cheeks, burying your finger in his dimple. You don’t change in front of each other anymore. You don’t go grocery shopping together. You don’t spend nights up rewatching your favorite series. 
And you are terrified that with time you wouldn’t have recognized not even a small piece of him. But you let that in the future, deciding to focus on the present, and on yourself. 
You are fine, you found yourself again, and you had Jaehyun in your life. 
Nothing is as before, you used to be home to each other, different sides of the same coin, partners in life, and now, you’re just standing there, side by side, an invisible line separating you. 
In strangers’ eyes you two look just fine, like any other friends would appear, but to you, in your heart, you’re as close as strangers.
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k-rising · 8 months
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Hi! How do you think the members (NCT 127) will react if their s.o. suddenly send them mid conversation a « I miss you » text ???
taeil
he will get all flustered and will blush right away. he would probably stay still not knowing what to do GIDNGKDK.
johnny
flirty mode activated. this man will tease the hell out of you and will send you things like "aww you miss me that much?" "be a good girl/boy and wait for your daddy" GIWNGIE THIS DUDE ISTG. he just loves how needy you can get for him.
taeyong
another one that will get blushed right away. he will literally stop doing what he was doing and will drive where you are asap. he can't resist you.
yuta
he's a mix of johnny and taeyong. he will stop doing what he was doing and while he is driving where you are, he will tease the hell out of you sending you flirty messages. "you miss me, uh?" "I'm sorry... but I'm so busy today that I'm not sure if I'm gonna be able to see you, baby :(" and then boom, he's waiting outside of your house 🧍.
doyoung
this dude will also tease you, but not in a flirty way tho. doyoung will say things like "I don't 😝" or "you miss me now? well, you weren't missing me that one time when you decided to hang out with your friends rather than hang out with me." he's so spiteful and dramatic asfjrkn.
jaehyun
he would do the same thing as doyoung: tease you and pretend that he doesn't miss you, but then he will be outside of your house with a bouquet of flowers and a pair of pajamas in order to spend the night with you <3
jungwoo
he's so unpredictable, I swear... I think he's a mix of everyone I already mentioned: one day he will tease you and pretend that he doesn't miss you, and other days he will tease you in a flirty way. but one thing is sure: he will always be ready for you to tell him to come over and spend time with you; he just loves when you beg for his attention.
mark
the cutest of all imo. he will get all blushed at first and he can react in two different ways: he can either stop doing what he was doing and go to where you are asap OR, if he's busy asf as always, he will send you cute messages throughout the day. "I miss you too, baby. you have no idea :(", "I miss your touch, your kisses, your beautiful smile, your laugh...", "if I was there with you, I will play with your hair and tell you how much I love you." I'M SUDDENLY SO SOFT RN OMG
haechan
just like jungwoo: one day he will tease you and pretend that he doesn't miss you and other days he will tease you in a flirty way. but one thing is sure: he will always be ready for you to tell him to come over and spend time with you; he just loves when you beg for his attention, but, let's be honest here, he's crazy for you as well <3
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delcakoo · 1 year
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jake with a short gf ༉‧₊˚.
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requested <3 ! jay ver ! hoon ver ! riki ver !
PAIRING ! jake x f!reader
GENRE ! fluff
WC ! 1.1k
WARNINGS ! absolutely none just jake being cute puppy bf
a/n: hoon ver is next, then riki according to my inbox jsdhdh! thank u for the req nonnie c:
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AS ONE OF THE SHORTER MEMBERS
jake love love loves your height so much <333
he thinks you’re just the cutest and will take absolutely any chance he can to PICK YOU UP
need help reaching something?
instead of getting it for you, this boy will wrap his arms around your waist and lift you up so YOU can be the one to get it
then when you finally get it and he puts you down he’s like “lets gooo!! you did it princess, up top!!” *extremely loud high five*
if you’re literally just existing??
don’t question anything if you’re suddenly being raised into the air and spun around in circles while jake’s just giggling
and especially since your boyfriend doesn’t work out, this makes him feel very manly and strong so let him be 😞😞
this one is a bit annoying BUT
whenever you try to scold him he is totally unserious because lisTEN THE WAY YOU’RE LOOKING UP at hIM IT MAKES HIM ALL GIDDY iNSIDE 💔💔
“jake i’m serious, how the hell did you break my microwave?”
“uhh….😊”
“why the fuck are you smiling?!
he just giggles but quickly covers his mouth, “sorry angel, you just look so cute when you’re mad!”
you don’t know if you wanna punch him or give him a big hug because why is he adorable
and dw he buys you a new microwave before your tiny leg punts him to mars (he jokes that he wouldn’t even feel it 🧍mfer)
no matter where you are
even if you’re on in public this boy will absolutely give you endearing head pats
you’re just peacefully laying against your boyfriend’s chest in the skytrain
and suddenly he’s patting you like a cat or something
*extremely dramatic, slow head turn* “what’re you doing?”
“giving you pets!” jake replies with an innocent smile
you give him a disgusted glance, “...you’re lucky i love you.”
gets evEN MORE GIDDY AFTER YOU SAID THAT like a real pupPY
one of jake’s most favourite things on earth is when you wear his clothes <3
you just walk out from a shower with wet hair looking all hot and steamy
and as he’s about to jokingly wolf whistle from the bed like an idiot, his eyes fall to your figure being practically swallowed by HIS GREY HOODIE 🥹🥹
your little hands have formed the cutest sweater paws and even your knees are hidden by the bottom of the fabric and your boyfriend is just uwuing
“ahhhh my cute girl!! c’mereee!”
he’d then proceed to jump off the bed and run towards you, not giving you a second to protest before throwing you on the bed for cuddle time <33
“bub, i need to dry my hair”
“shhh, i’m more important aren’t i ?!”
what’re u gonna do
say no??? didn’t think so ❤️
also also
jake feels EXTRA protective of you due to your smallness :(
would if the wind is too strong and blows you away?!
when you guys are walking in a crowd.. oh boy
he has a GAME PLAN forming in his head
you are not going to be anymore than 3 centimetres from his body until you’re out of the stampede
he doesn’t actually tell you anything, you kinda just let him do what we wants as he pulls you right against his body and leads you with one hand against the small of your back
the other hand is tightened by his side in case anybody tries something
he’s ready to FIGHT
that’s a joke
this is jake he’d probably apologise if someone bumped into him BUT when it comes to you he’ll definitely be sending some harsh stares and frowns
“geez.. who do these tall people think they are??”
“you were right there! like, i get you’re pretty tiny but he should’ve been looking down too 😡!!”
*sends death glares at anyone who dares to shove into you and say ‘sorry, didnt see you down there’*
speaking of walks
if you are literally ever tired, do not be afraid to let him know !!
his favourite thing ever is giving you piggybacks and just cooing at how small and easy you are to carry
“hop on, princess!”
subtly tries to show off his not very existent muscles by flexing his arms while he carries you even tho in reality it’s just cuz you’re light af
“feels like i'm wearing a backpack”
“shortie, you still up there? sorry, i can barely even tell ☺️”
AGAIN he doesn’t like.. TEASE you as bad as two other members i’m thinking of would.. 🧌
but he definitely does make random annoying remarks like that
bullies you when you least expect it fr. 😞😞
another reason jake loves your height is because it makes it 10x easier during cuddle sessions (if you havent noticed im a cuddling w jake enthusiast) to literally wrap his entire body around yours like a whole cocoon
he will only cuddle ONE PERSON (and one dog) IN THIS WORLD and he’s determined to make sure you feel the most loved ever >:(((
when you try to be the big spoon he just giggles a bit
watches in amusement as your tiny arms try to wrap around his whole frame
“baby you’re cute and all, but let me take it from here” proceeds to flip you around so your back is to his chest before squeezing the breath out of you jshdjdh
back hugs with him <3333
if someone comments about your height, i’m sorry but this mf will probably laugh with them 🧍
“y/n! are you wearing insoles in your shoes again?” jungwon snickers AS SOON AS YOU WALK THROUGH THE DOOR
“n-no…” you lie, refusing to meet the cat boy’s mischievous eyes
then all of a sudden jake appears behind you.. the man you thought you could trust..
“oh, she is.” he eXPOSES you, “do you really think y/n grew up to my neck in a day?
then they both start laughing as if you aren’t right there 😞
“i’m breaking up with you,” you huff
he fakes a gasp, “oh no, who’s gonna help you reach the kitchen shelves then?” WHY IS HE SO MEAN
“i’ll ask heeseung”
suddenly he’s gasping for real and pulling you into a hug that lifts your feet off the ground
“you can’t do that! that’s my job :(((“
moral of the story
big puppy boyfriend who ADORES your height and if you’re ever insecure about it you’ll just end up being hugged to death with never ending words of comfort >:(
MORE HUGS FOR MY SHORT READERS 🫂
if you enjoyed, reblogs n’ comments are always motivating <3
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succubusyuyu · 11 months
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if you could write a drabble of jaehyun fucking y/n in the elevator.. plsplspls 🥹 (referring to the post u reposted)
the part where he looks into the elevator camera ?:! /9;8/ i almost fainted
thank you!!!
I swear I was doing my requests in order but this one just got my eyes and damn I LOVE IT 😭😭 i just needed to do it or i will go mad also thank you @multifandomslxt for the thoughts anon was talking about (i love your posts 🥹🥹
when you started dating jaehyun you thought you won the lottery, he isn't just hot and handsome, he is cute, soft, gentle, sooo nice and well, fucks you like a pornstar, you could do a checklist of places you wanted to be fucked and he happily would try to make it happen, but in a crowded elevator was never in your list.
you swear you aren't making it on purpose, the elevator was just so crowded and the only place you can fit is close to jaehyun, back on his chest making him smile when he places his hands on your waist and brings you close, so maybe it's his fault too that every time the elevator jolts your ass rub against his cock, but just because every time he brings you closer.
you didn't realize in the beginning, but soon the bulge against your ass starts to get bigger, and you know jaehyun is tempted too, because his hands start to caressing your sides a way too rough like he was holding himself back and we'll you're a good girlfriend you would never make your dear boyfriend suffer like that.
your hands find his neck to bring his face close to you, your lips find his ears and it's on that clowded elevator that you whispers, "just do it, baby."
he smirks against your cheek, "so be quiet, love, and be a good girl for me, ok?"
the sound of him undoing his belt is a way too loud, and makes everyone look at you, and he just smiles, a dimple smile making the rest of the people just bow slightly and turn their heads back, not even realizing that in the middle of it he already took his cock out and is sliding the glistening head between your thighs. you tighten your legs and feel him buck further and the back, the hot length sliding against your wet panties.
you know your cheeks are red, you can feel the heat of your face, but you can't cover it, the only thing you can cover with your prada purse is where his dick is pocking on the front of your dress, before he stops, because he does it, he would fuck your thighs until he's leaking on the tip and his cock is twitching between your soft skin to then get deep inside you, pushing your panties to the side and thrusting into you until bottomed.
jaehyun is discreet, he thrusts inside your tight pussy slowly, never fully leaving you, just going centimeters back and diving in again, everything as you watch the people leaving the elevator and his thrusts getting messier, until just one person is left and the last thrust before the person leave is so hard that you have to pretending be coughing when in reality you're almost moaning loud.
"everything ok, baby?" jaehyun asks when the woman turn to look at you.
"yes-" you cough again, when one of his hands sneaks under your dress to the front of your panties, "just the weather, it's making me sick again." he smiles gently at you as you watch the woman turn her head and leave the elevator.
jaehyun hits the button to stop the elevator, and finally he's fucking you, still discreet, but all that while looking at the elevator camera, like he's challenging someone, or just seducing, hands on your hips and thrusting in you so deep that you have to props your hand on the wall to hold yourself. beads of sweat drop down his forehead, and you bit your lower lip when his hips start to buck, telling you that he's about to come.
jaehyun brings you close and kisses your neck as he comes messily inside you, groaning low against your ear. you come untouched next, just by his dick hitting that spot inside you and filling you with his cum.
"I'm making sure they will delete the images, ok, love?" he whispers against your ear when you come back from the bliss. "or I could save it to watch later, what do you think, or own sextape." he jokes, smirking and placing a kiss on your cheek, you chuckles, it's terrible that you love his pervert ideas.
sometimes being the boss have some privileges for sure, like fuck your girlfriend on the elevator on the way to your office. you would never complain of these privileges, he probably will be eating you out on his office next anyways.
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restlesswritings · 11 months
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NCT REACTIONS:
NCT 127 Reaction to you wearing their clothes for the first time
A/N: Requests are open Jagi- Honey; used as a nickname in some of the reactions Genre: Fluff Warnings: Suggestive, Cursing Masterlists : JPOP & KPOP
Taeyong
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After a shower you quietly make your way into the room to see Taeyong sitting on the edge of the bed, already in his pajamas, scrolling through his phone. "Hi baby.” You say, making your way to the bed and getting under the covers. He doesn't notice you at first when he looks up to shoot you a smile but as soon as he registers your attire his head flies back up, shock evident on his gorgeous features as he looks at you with wide eyes. "Wha! Y/N.. you're wearing my shirt?" He asks shocked, stumbling over his words as he takes in how his clothes make you look more delicate than normal. "I hope you don't mind.. I forgot to grab my pjs.." You say sheepishly, he shakes his head with a smile on his lips. "I love it.. damn you look so good jagi, I can't stand it." He says, letting out a laugh with a flushed face as he lays down next to you before pulling you onto him, crashing his lips onto yours.
Taeil
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You're standing in the kitchen, making dinner when Taeil walks in. "Hey Y/N, have you seen my hood-" He starts to say, stopping in his tracks when he sees the hoodie in question on you. Heat rushing to your face as you were caught red handed stealing his clothes, "Oops sorry baby.. I got cold! Here you g-" You say sheepishly as you start to take the hoodie off before his hand comes up and gently grabs your wrist. "No don't! Uh haha I mean.." He says, scratching the back of his neck before adding. "You should keep it, it looks better on you." He says with a bright smile, face slightly flushed. "Besides, I can't have you cold now can I?" He asks, wrapping his arms around you, placing a kiss to the top of your head causing you to smile at your sweet boyfriend. "Thank you baby." You tell him, slightly catching him off guard when you place a kiss on his lips.
Johnny
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Johnny’s eyes light up when he notices you walking towards him but his eyebrows soon furrow when he realizes what shirt you are wearing. “Y/N, I didn’t think you’d look this good in my clothes, you little t-shirt thief!” He says with a loud laugh and snort as he runs to you, the other members now looking in your direction causing you to blush. “Yah! It looked so comfy I couldn’t not wear it!” You defend yourself while crossing your arms over your chest with a fake pout causing your giant boyfriend to smile down at you, “Damn babe.. you look actually so adorable like that” He says before pulling you into his arms, squishing you in the process. “I ca-can’t br-breath you big goof!” You say through giggles. “Well that’s what you get for stealing my clothes!” He says with a laugh before adding. "All jokes aside, I really like seeing you in my clothes." He says before placing a kiss on your forehead.
Yuta
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“Come on Y/N! I’m getting antsy out here!” Yuta yells dramatically from the other side of the bathroom door causing you to roll your eyes as you finish pulling his t-shirt over your head. “I’m coming!” You tell your boyfriend as you walk out of the bathroom causing him to immediately burst out in giggles as he takes in how adorable you look. “Damn jagi! You look so cute !” He says with a big smile, squeezing the pillow in his hands. "You like it?" You ask with a giggle before he gets up, catching you by surprise when he pulls you into a quick kiss before you can say anything, booping your nose with his finger. “I really, really do.. Oh! You should try one of my button ups next! I like seeing you in my clothes.." He says before a mischievous smirk graces his lips. "And without them..” He says with a wink and a big toothy grin before finding his previous spot on the bed, leaving you blushing.
Doyoung
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Doyoung walks through the door whistling, he comes to a stop in his spot as he takes in your attire before taking a deep breath. With red ears he walks over to the couch causing you to look over at him with a warm smile. "Hi baby, how was rehearsal?" You ask, sending a smile towards him, completely unaware of his stare. "Uh it was good..” He says, continuing looking at you causing you to look up at him and shift in your seat. “What's wrong?” You ask, sending a look of concern to your boyfriend. “Uh.. is that my shirt?" He asks while scratching the back of his neck. "Oh yeah! I got my shirt messy and didn't have an extra change of clothes here, is that okay?" You ask, scooting closer to him causing him to let out a stream of giggles. "Y-yes! It looks good on you." He reassures with a flushed face causing you to shake your head and pull him into a hug. "Thank you goof!"
Jaehyun
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"Okay I got you the dumplings because they didn't hav-" Your words cut off by your Jaehyun. “Wow babe, you look..” He says with a smirk, pulling you into his arms. "Wha- what are you doing?" You ask, confusion evident on your features. "You look so good in my t-shirt Y/N.." He says, kissing your neck, causing a giggle to escape your lips. "Yah! The food is getting cold!” You say, a blush creeping up your cheeks as you playfully push him away. “And as much as I want to continue this we aren't doing anything in your studio big boy." You say, poking a finger into his hard chest, a laugh bubbling out of his throat as he puts his hands up in defense, giving you a big smile. "Okay, okay.. fair enough but can you maybe wear my clothes around the house next time so I can do something about it?" He asks with a wink, quickly kissing your cheek and snatching the bag of food from you, leaving you with a flushed face.
Jungwoo
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You can't help the big smile plastered on your face as you make your way down the hallway to see your boyfriend, excited to show Jungwoo your outfit. You look around, smile widening when you see him running over to you, his eyes immediately widen when he sees the outfit you put together, noticing how well his cropped t-shirt suits you. "Y/N! I love it, you look.. incredible!" He exclaims, pulling you into his arms, spinning you around causing a giggle to escape your lips before he puts you back down. "I didn't think it would look good-" You start with a big smile, looking up at him as he cuts off your words. "Seriously jagi.. I can't take my eyes off you.." He says, pulling you closer to him, kissing the top of your head. You smile at his sweet affection as you wrap your arms around his waist, "I love you." You say, earning a toothy smile from your boyfriend. "I love you too." He says before his lips meet yours.
Mark
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"Can I wear your hoodie, Mark?" You ask your boyfriend as you make your way into the living room, already wearing said hoodie. "Wha- hahaha you already have it on!" He says through laughter, clutching his stomach as you shoot him a smile. "Of course you can!" He adds, patting the seat next to him on the couch. "Thank you baby" You say as you plop down next to him, raising an eyebrow when you notice his eyes on you. "Wait hold on, you actually look so cute in my clothes Y/N.." He says with a giggle, turning to look down at your body in his hoodie, a small grin forms on his face. You shoot a smile at him in return before he looks up at you with a different expression. "Stop looking at me like that!" You whine, playfully hitting his shoulder, which only causes him to burst out into laughter. "I can't help it! Jagi you look so cute" He defends, pulling you closer. "Thank youuu" You coo, snuggling into his warm body.
Haechan
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"Yah jagi, Johnny just invit-" Haechan says out of breath as he bursts through the bedroom door, going silent as his eyes land on you, wearing his sweater. "What?" You ask, a little confused by your boyfriend's sudden silence, “Hello?? Earth to Haechan?" You say with a giggle, looking at him, eyebrows pulled together as you wait for his response. "You're wearing my sweater?" He asks with a smirk now dancing on his lips, as he pulls the band of the pants playfully. "I didn't think this was something I needed to see.. until now.." He adds, causing a laugh to escape your lips. "So you’re not mad that I stole it??" You say, adding a wink in his direction. "No, it is completely okay" He responds with a serious expression on his face as his eyes trail your body again causing you to laugh as he pulls you into his embrace. "Wait, what about Johnn-" Your words cut off by his lips capturing yours.
A/N: Wow.. my thoughts are everywhere after that 💭
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yutaslaugh · 8 months
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NCT NATION 2023 | JAEHYUN ↳ for @awek-s
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anashins · 24 days
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Hiii maybe you can write smth about a date that goes wrong with Jaehyun? You’ve been dating for a little more than a year and he accidentally takes you to a butterfly garden thinking you’re gonna love it cos you two often go hiking together but he doesn’t know you’re terrified of butterflies and moths.
Pairing: Jaehyun x You
Genre: fluff, romance
Word Count: 1.4k
Summary: Jaehyun always makes sure to take you on special dates. The one he planned for your first anniversary will turn out to be the most memorable though - for all the wrong reasons.
A/N: Thank you for requesting, I hope you like it! :)
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“Where will you take me?”
“It’s a surprise.” Jaehyun took you by your hand. “Come!”
When a week ago, he had asked you to dress up cutely and be ready by 11am for celebrating your first anniversary together, you had already wondered what he was planning for your special day. 
Out of all common date ideas, you had possibly run through all of them already since it was very important for your boyfriend to take you out to do something extraordinarily nice at least once a week.
From visiting different cinemas to watch a movie you had been anticipating for the longest time, to going hiking together at various places as a hobby you both shared, to the last date being a cooking course where you learned a dish from another country together - Jaehyun was always very creative and would make sure you had a once in a lifetime experience.
So for your first year anniversary, you didn’t expect anything less.
Though, truth to be told, you would also be content with just staying at home, cuddling on the couch and eating delivery pizza every now and then. But whenever you saw your boyfriend already planning a date and looking forward to seeing your happy face, you couldn’t break this truth down to him anymore. You didn’t want to spoil all of his excitement - just like today.
A few metro stations later that still required five minutes of walking, you arrived at your destination.
“We’re here!” Jaehyun exclaimed proudly, having exceeded himself once again.
There was a glass dome stretching out in front of your vision and you could blurrily recognize different trees and plants inside the apparent greenhouse. Nice, you thought, you were going to a botanical garden! You had never been to one and hadn’t visited a country in which a different kind of landscape grew.
But your anticipation was instantly crushed as Jaehyun added,
“It’s a butterfly garden!”
Oh dear god, you silently thought to yourself, this can’t be real.
There were many, many things Jaehyun knew about you after more than a year of dating. But the fact that you were scared of butterflies wasn’t one of them. You had always thought this was kind of ridiculous and childish. After all, butterflies were perceived as something beautiful and nice to look at - not as monsters from hell that you needed to run away from.
But that was how you indeed viewed butterflies. You hated worms and spiders, just anything that didn’t have legs or too many legs, and your boyfriend knew about this, but butterflies were never in anyone’s book’s when you talked about phobias.
Looking at these apparent beautiful creatures, did it fall off everyone’s mind that they had once been caterpillars too? No matter how bright and colorful they were, you could never get past this fact, and that was what made you still scared of them. 
“Oh…” It then dawned on Jaehyun. “You hate it.”
“What?” you feigned surprise. You just couldn’t bear looking at his disappointed face after having put so much effort into coming up with such a unique idea. “I love it! Let’s go!”
Flying worms everywhere in a glass prison cell - that was how you saw the entire setup once you stepped foot into the glass dome. 
Your hands were cold and sweaty despite Jaehyun’s warm one holding yours. Other people were playfully trying to catch or touch them, some even stood there with butterflies resting on their shoulders, stretched out arms or even faces. 
You got this, you were trying to convince yourself. As long as you didn’t move or stayed where there were as few butterflies as possible. Or if you could even noticeably wield them off when they flew too close to you… you would be fine. There was no reason to run away from these pretty creatures, right?
“Let’s go where the most are!” Jaehyun prompted solemnly, and you were actually relieved that he was too excited to notice the mask on your face dropping the further he led you into the garden.
You then stood there among trees, flowers and other plants, petrified, with hundreds of butterflies swirling around you. And then… one landed on your shoulder. You completely lost it.
“I’m so sorry!” you apologized and dashed to the exit, arms flying into every direction, touching god knows what to wield out of your vision.
You let out a suppressed scream when something landed on your face and thus started protecting your head with your hands instead. It was a whole nightmare for you that didn’t stop even when you were outside again, breathing heavily from the panic that had been sitting in your chest all along.
It didn’t take your boyfriend much longer to follow you to the outside, even though in your perception, you had run at the speed of light. In the end, you might have just looked like an idiot who eventually also ruined the precious date Jaehyun had carefully planned for you to enjoy and not flee from.
“Are you okay? What happened back there?” The way he checked up on you and sounded so concerned like something might have truly happened to you, let your bad conscience kick in. “Did something bite you? Should we go to the hospital?”
You suddenly felt so ridiculous.
“No, nothing happened. It’s just…” You inhaled deeply. There was no room to conceal or lie anymore. “I’m scared.”
He was confused. Fair enough. “...of what? There were only plants and butterflies, no?”
“Exactly,” you reluctantly admitted. “...the butterflies.”
“I’m so sorry, I don’t understand…”
“I’m afraid of the butterflies!” you finally blurted. “They scare me!”
Jaehyun frowned for a moment, but then his features softened almost instantly. “That’s fine.”
“So…” Your brows skeptically drew together. “You’re not going to say anything about it?”
He tilted his head in confusion. “What am I supposed to say about it?”
“Like… how it’s weird and childish and they won’t attack me anyway as they’re only little insects. How can I, as an adult, be scared of something so small and pretty?”
Your boyfriend stretched out his hand and placed it on your cheek. He looked at you with a warm gaze. “I would never judge you for your fears. You don’t need to justify your feelings to me. Even if you’re scared of cats, without question, I would swoop you up from the ground when we see one and carry you away so that it won’t even approach you.”
How did you ever deserve someone like him? You shifted your head and kissed the back of his hand that made him a bit shy as his cheeks turned slightly pink.
“Thank you.”
“But…” Jaehyun let out a long sigh now, suddenly looking really troubled. “I now have to look for an alternative to celebrate our first anniversary. What could that be? Maybe we can postpone it until next week…”
He had planned so hard and thoroughly for today, he deserved to rest and be treated well too. So you took the burden of deciding off of his shoulders by suggesting, “How about we go to your place, order pizza and watch a movie?”
“... and that’s all?”
“And that’s all. Would you mind doing only that?” you questioned carefully. “I mean… you always plan all these extraordinary dates and my alternative suggestion is probably the most boring one that wouldn’t even cross your mind, but truth to be told… Sometimes, I just like to do that.”
“You do?”
You nodded and chuckled as you said, “I wouldn’t mind only rotting away the entire day as long as it’s with you.”
Your boyfriend didn’t need to speak it out, but you visibly perceived how more relaxed he got once you had told him about your true feelings. A special date once in a while was very nice too, but you didn’t always need extraordinary places, flowers, menus and… butterflies. He could take you to the hardware shop to run errands and you would have fun all the same.
As long as you got to do it with him.
Jaehyun smiled and took your hand into his. “Then let’s do that today. Ordering pizza, watching a movie and rotting away for the rest of the day. Without butterflies.”
He didn’t judge you, but he certainly would make funny comments every now and then.
You stretched out your tongue and laughed.
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mymoodwriting · 5 months
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Request for @heemingyu (Stalker Hyunjae) 4.2k, yandere, stalking, creep, paranoia, kidnapping, drugs, imprisonment, starvation, dehydration, needles, non-con, smut, penetration, hickeys (@starillusion13)
“Did you notice the guy staring at you?”
You were expecting stares. It was a costume party, and you were dressed like a fallen angel. You stood out with your torn up white dress, tilted halo, and ruffled wings. Although your friends told you that this particular person was interesting. You sneakily glanced over to see this scary clown mask staring in your direction. It didn’t mean they were staring at you, but your friends were certain. They had been hyping you up all night about your outfit, if anyone was gonna get stares tonight it was gonna be you.
“Well, I’m not really looking for anyone. I just came out to drink and have fun.”
“Amen girl.”
You didn’t pay much attention to those who were looking at you. Like you told your friends, you were here for a good time. So you danced and talked with others, drinking and snacking the night away. As morning began to creep up things died down, and you soon found yourself face to face, kinda, with the masked man.
“So, did it hurt when you fell from heaven?”
“What?”
“I love your costume.”
“Oh, oh! Right, right, sorry, I’m a little tipsy.”
“Sorry, didn’t mean to make you uncomfortable or anything.”
“No, no, I’m fine.”
“Okay, okay… so, how’s Earth?”
“What?”
“Sorry, just trying to flirt with an angel.”
You couldn’t help but laugh at that. Maybe it was the alcohol, but this guy was a little funny. You spent some time talking, sharing vague things about one another. You were both university students, but didn’t specify which you attended. It was probably the same since you were both invited to this party, but still. You had different majors, so the chances of running into each other was slim.
“Y/n, you ready to go?”
“Huh? Oh, yeah.” You perked up. “It was nice talking with you, have a good rest of your day.”
“You too.”
You said your goodbyes and went with your friends, returning to the dorm. It was just another party night for you, and the next day it was back to normal life. You hadn’t had too much to drink so the morning headache wasn’t that bad. At least you wouldn’t have any issues with your job. You were a good student and managed your time well so you worked part time at your campus library, organizing the books, putting them back on the shelf, and answering student inquiries. You lived a simple life, but I guess everyone needs some excitement. 
You began to notice this boy was at the library everyday, or at least when you were always working. Of course a lot of people would be at the library, but what was strange was his seat choice. Only one table was near the front desk, and no one ever sat there since you’d be able to see them and immediately call out any inappropriate behavior. You tended to use it to organize books you needed to return to the shelf, so it was strange to see it occupied. Then again the student seemed to be very focused on their work, and could also be a freshman. That table would be guaranteed peace and quiet though, so it’s the best option for that. Exams were also right around the corner, maybe they’d disappear by then.
You paid them no mind though. They never spoke to you, and you never caught any lingering stares. As far as you could tell they were a good student. You figured the strangeness would end there, but then you began to see this person elsewhere. He seemed to be at this cafe you visited a lot, and then out in the halls between your classes. Now you were certainly convinced he was a freshman, or had changed majors recently. Still, you weren’t quite sure why you had suddenly noticed him. Most of the time he had his head down, so you rarely saw his face, and yet you always seemed to recognize him.
It could all really just be happenstance. Even if the university was huge, you’d be likely to run into certain faces over and over again as your routines would cause you to cross paths. There was really no reason to get so worked up about it, and it’s not like he was bothering you. As far as you knew, he had no idea you were around him so often, you’re just the weirdo for noticing him like some kind of stalker. So with that mentality you finally put those thoughts to rest, and let him fade back into the background. You focused on your own classes, and were so relieved exams were over. To celebrate you and your roommate decided to binge watch a show you both had wanted to see, getting some alcohol and ordering food. 
While you waited on your roommate to get back you peeked out the window, looking up at the moon. You really wished you could see the stars, but that wasn’t likely around here. Then you glanced down at the campus courtyard, hoping to see your roommate on the way. Instead you caught sight of someone with a camera, aiming it up at you. Immediately you stepped back, closing the curtain. Your mind was racing with what you had just witnessed, and you couldn’t bring yourself to peek out the curtains again. At that moment you heard the door unlock, hearing your roommate announce their return. You went over to them, asking them if they saw anyone suspicious in the courtyard, but according to them everything was fine.
“What’s up?”
“I… I think I saw someone with a camera outside, and they were pointing it at me.”
“Well, aren’t you the center of attention?”
“I’m serious, Misu.”
“Then let’s take a look.”
“What!? No! Don’t-”
You couldn’t stop Misu as she went over to the window and pulled the curtain open. She looked out at the courtyard, not seeing anything. You were carefully peeking over her shoulder, eventually seeing the same.
“See, there’s no one.” Misu commented. “Have you been watching scary movies?”
“What? No, not at all.”
“Then there’s nothing to worry about.”
“No, I swear I saw someone there.” You remarked. “What if someone is watching me!”
“I think you’re being a little paranoid. So just take a deep breath and calm down.”
You glanced out the window again, not seeing the same figure as before. Maybe you were being paranoid and just jumping to conclusions. You decided to focus on the good things of the night. You both stayed up till early morning. Although in the coming days that feeling of being followed and watched came back. You noticed that person from before more and more, but you kept telling yourself you were just paranoid. It didn’t make it easy for you to go back to the dorm, so you decided to call up a friend. They had their own place off campus, and you asked if you could stay over the weekend just to calm your mind.
Thankfully they had no problem with it, and it put you at ease. You brought some clothes and your school stuff, intending to get some work done. Your friend trusted you, so they had no problem leaving you by yourself in the evening as they went out to work. You double checked the doors to make sure everything was locked, and glanced out the window too, but there was nothing. After getting your work done you figured you could unwind so you took the spare key and went out to get yourself some snacks.
You browsed the chip aisle, already having a few items in your basket. The night felt perfect for some instant ramen. As you made your way to the counter you accidentally bumped into someone. You apologized but they didn’t seem to care. You couldn’t see their face since their hood was up, but you figured they probably had some headphones in. You paid for your items and headed out, munching on some chips in the process. Although you began to get chills down your spine. You stopped and put the chips back in the bag, and out of the corner of your eye you noticed the hooded figure from the store.
You told yourself it was nothing, and continued to walk, but you were very much aware that they were going the same direction as you. Again you told yourself it was all in your head, so you made a wrong turn just to see, but they stayed behind you. When you stopped they stopped, when you sped up so did they. You didn’t know this place, so you had no idea where the nearest police station was. The best idea you had right now was to get back to back and call the police from there. You couldn’t stay calm for long though, instinctively breaking out into a run. You probably wouldn’t lose them but you needed to create some distance.
You didn’t dare look back, pushing yourself beyond your limits. If you could just make it everything would be fine, but then everything happened so fast. You felt a weight on your shoulder, followed by some pressure. You were yanked back, hitting something solid, and then there was something over your mouth. It had a weird texture and you soon realized it was some type of cloth. Although that didn’t help as you were breathing in this strange sense and starting to feel this weight dragging you down. Your efforts to free yourself were in vain, and ultimately you scummed to the darkness.
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As you began to regain your senses you felt panic rising up. Even with your eyes open there was still darkness, and you felt some kind of cloth on your face, a blindfold. You removed it, but that didn’t make things any better for you. There was still an endless darkness around you, and when you moved you heard a chain.You began to feel something cold around your ankle, reaching down to feel a metal cuff connected to a chain.  You followed it to a wall, feeling the coldness of concrete, it was all around you. There had to be some way out. You tried to get the chain off, but the padlock told you that you’d need a key. 
Instead you opted for finding a door. You crawled around, going as far as the chain would let you, but you didn’t find much else besides two other walls, and no door. With no other option you began to scream, crying out for help. You didn’t know if anyone could hear you, but you had the slight hope that was the case. When you heard a door open a bit of hope sparked in you, then the lights came on. You had to shield your eyes and give them a moment to adjust, but once you could see your heart sank. A boy stood by the door, and you recognized him. He had the same hoodie from the store, except now you could see his face. The boy from the library, the one you saw everywhere. 
Then you noticed the wall in front of you, the one you couldn’t reach. It was covered in pictures of you. Some were lifted off your socials, but most were original. You weren’t looking at the camera, but you saw yourself in your costume party outfit, at the front desk of the library, ordering at your favorite cafe, and worst of all, staring up at the sky from your dorm window. You hadn’t been crazy that day, you hadn’t been crazy and paranoid from the start. He smiled at you and approached, causing you to scramble back till you hit the wall.
“…wa… what do you want from me…?”
“You don’t remember me?” The boy questioned. “That’s okay, I just want to take care of an angel.”
“An angel… what….” You thought for a moment and then realized what he meant. “The costume party… you were the one in the clown mask…”
“Oh, you do remember me, I’m touched.” He sat down in front of you. “I thought you were just being nice at the party, but I was so happy to learn you were single.”
“What?”
“I didn’t really know how to approach you, but this way I know you won’t leave.”
“This… this is kidnapping… this is wrong, you can’t just do this to someone…” You remarked. “I’m not some angel, you could have just approached me and said hello.”
“You weren’t interested in me though, you would have given me your number at the party if you were.”
“Well you could have taken off your mask to establish trust. I wasn’t gonna just hand out my number.”
“Still, it’s better this way.”
“No. Let me go.”
“I can’t do that. I put a lot of work into this and you’re the last piece I need to complete it.”
“I’m not some toy!”
“Don’t worry, everything’s gonna be okay.”
The boy got up and disappeared for a moment, returning with a good try. He happily sat back down, closer than before, sliding the tray over.
“Here you go. I’m sure you’re hungry.”
You glanced down at the food, not entirely sure you could trust it. Furthermore the smile on his face was unnerving, and you hated this whole situation. So you reached over and flipped the tray, spilling everything. He quickly got to his feet, glaring at you for a moment then taking a breath.
“You’ll come around.”
He cleaned up the mess you made and took back the tray and utensils, leaving you alone. Now that you had light you could better examine your surroundings. There wasn’t much though. The walls were bare except for the collage on the one in front of you. There was a pillow and blankets folded in the corner, and the chain on your ankle was hooked to the wall. You tried to tug on it but it was new and bolted down tightly. There wasn’t really anything you could do to help your situation.
You had no sense of time, so all you could do was wait. The only thing that happened was your hunger pains growing. You whimpered, hands around your stomach. At this point you knew you had been here for hours, and were slowly drifting off when the door suddenly opened. You jumped, now on alert and seeing your captor walk in with a bowl. He came to your side, setting it down to reveal water and grabbing the cloth draped over his shoulder. He intended to clean you up, and he even though you resisted he kept grabbing your limbs. Eventually you just let him be trying to see if anything on him you could use.
Instead your eyes drifted over to the bowl of water. You were hungry, but most of all thirsty. As he was distracted you reached over to the bowl, cupping your fingers together to get some water. Your hand was immediately grabbed and everything spilled over. He stared at you with a curious look, then your stomach betrayed you by growling. He laughed, asking if you were hungry but you denied it. So he merely told you to let him know when you wanted to eat. When he finished up he left you alone again. You tried holding out but the lack of food and water was weakening you. If you had any plans of escape you needed your strength, which meant you needed to eat.
The only problem you had was that you didn’t know what to do. You didn’t see any cameras in the room, yet he told you to let him know when you wanted to eat. You also had no idea what your captor’s name was, so all you could do was scream. Although considering your state it wasn’t long before you felt your voice go hoarse. A while after you couldn’t scream anymore they returned. They brought you some water, as well as some soup, feeding you. There was a chance something was in the food, but hunger would win out right now. 
“Do you feel better?”
“…”
“It’s okay, we’re making progress.”
He smiled softly and pet your head. He picked up the dishes and made his way out, but there was something you had to ask.
“You… your name…”
“My name is Hyunjae.”
Now that you were alone again you had nothing to do but stare at the wall, looking at all the pictures. You analyzed every picture over and over again, thinking back to the moments they showed. So many were far apart, different times of day, different days of the week. All you could see was admiration and dedication. He spent so much time on you, and you could see in all the pictures that there was care and love. It made your heart flutter when it shouldn’t. Yet all you could do was stare at those pictures and wonder. At some point you decided to sleep. You didn’t know for how long you slept, only waking up when you heard the door open. Hyunjae had returned, bringing what you assumed was breakfast.
You didn’t need his help this time around, so you ate like a normal person as he fondly watched. It was eerie, but you needed to eat so you did your best to ignore it. There was still so much running through your mind, and now that you could think clearly you figured you should try to get some answers. If you could understand this whole situation then you’d have a better chance of convincing him to let you go. He seemed to care about you, so that means to a degree his guard is down which you could use to your advantage. After eating you mumbled a soft thank you, getting a happy face from him.
“… why… why didn’t you approach me… after the party… was I not… good enough?”
“No! Absolutely not! It was me.” Hyunjae explained. “To me… you were an angel… so how could someone like me just say hello. I’m a sinner but you… I have to protect you, it’s my duty.”
“It’s not necessary. I lived my life just fine before I met you…”
“Which means you don’t know how cruel the world can truly be. I have to shield you from all of that.”
“You don’t need to do that.”
“I want to.”
“No. I don’t want you to.”
“It’s okay, I understand things must be confusing. Someone like you might not understand what you need, but I’ll take care of everything.”
You were honestly trying to reason with Hyunjae, but the more you talked to him the more you began to realize he was delusional. Kind words weren’t gonna work, so you needed to get your point across.
“I am not going to be your pet! So get that idea out of your head!”
“You’re not my pet.” Hyunjae leaned in close. “But my lover.”
To your surprise he kissed you, and you kissed back. His sudden actions were distracting, so you didn’t notice him reaching into his pocket for something, not until you felt a pinch in your neck. You moved away just as he pulled out the needle. You reached up to the puncture point, freaking out, but Hyunjae didn’t seem concerned.
“It’s okay, there’s nothing to worry about.” Hyunjae explained. “Now that you’re in a better state I can properly start taking care of you. For one, I have some medicine for you.”
“What did you give me!”
“It’s just something to relax you so you don’t stress out so much, and it’ll make you happy.”
“You drugged me!”
“It’s medicine.”
“No… no you’re crazy…”
“I know it must seem scary but everything is going to be alright, trust me.”
You tried to move as far away as you could, but Hyunjae grabbed you and pulled you into his arms. You struggled, but you began to feel your strength drift away as this fog began to cloud your mind. Your breathing became steady, and Hyunjae’s embrace became a welcomed warmth. He was gently rocking you in his arms, leaning down to kiss your head.
“There, there, everything is okay.” He soothed. “Just take a deep breath and relax.”
You were trying to think, to understand your surroundings, but your eyes always landed on the wall of pictures. Hyunjae eventually followed your gaze.
“Ah, you must have so many questions. When I see all those pictures, I can’t help myself. I’ve been waiting for this for so long.”
Hyunjae grabbed your chin and pulled you into a long kiss. He pulled away to breath before his lips began to trail down your body. His hands helped you slip out of your clothes, laying you down on the blanket you had set out. You shivered from the cold feeling, but Hyunjae assured he’d warm you up soon enough. You tried to push him off you, but your strength was nonexistent, so he didn’t notice anything. His hands began to explore your body, making you shake with every touch.
“Hyunjae…”
“Hm. It’s okay, I’ll take care of everything.”
You yelped when you felt a hand between your legs. His fingers moved diligently up and down, teasing you. It was creating this warm feeling down there, that was only growing. You were a virgin, despite what others might think. You had always been waiting on finding the right one, so you had no idea what to do in this situation. You tried closing your legs but Hyunjae only reached down to grab your thighs, massaging them a bit before spreading your legs. You whimpered, feeling so small.
“Sh, I got you.”
Hyunjae kissed you again, and when you felt his hand push aside your panties, making contact with your sensitive skin. You squirmed, which caused him to chuckle in your ear, sending shivers down your spine. Your body was trembling underneath his touch, moreso when his free hand moved to massage your breast.
“Hyunjae…”
“You must really like me.”
“Hm…”
“You’re still an angel, even like this.”
This warm feeling kept growing inside you, caused by Hyunjae’s touch. It was making your head swing with this tingly sensation. So when you felt Hyunjae pull away you whimpered, looking over at him to see him undressing. With your rose tinted vision you couldn’t help but smile, seeing how handsome he really was. He crawled on top of you and kissed you deeply. It was only right to kiss back, and give into his gentle touch. That is until you felt something between your legs, something big, and you got tense.
“Sh, easy, easy, it’ll feel good, I promise.”
His hands trailed your body to help relax you, and then you felt something pushing into you. Instinctively you tried to move away but Hyunjae grabbed your hips and held you in place. You whimpered and squirmed, feeling like you were being torn up from the inside. Yet just as it hurt, the feeling began to change. That warmth you had been feeling got a new spark of pleasure. You grabbed onto Hyunjae’s arms, trying to say something but nothing but incoherent babble escaped your lips. You thought this was it until Hyunjae began to start moving. The rhythm was like a wave washing over you with every thrust.
Every part of your body was on fire, and it felt good. You weren’t holding anything back and it was like a beautiful melody to Hyunjae’s ears. Something was building inside you, and to a degree you were fearful. Hyunjae noticed and told you once again that everything would be alright. It’s not like you could stop this, or him, so you just had to ride it out with him. One moment you were in this fiery pit pleasure, the next you were shaking as something new completely overpowered you. You were burning up as your whole body convulsed, this heat from inside finally exploding and taking you to new heights you never could have fathomed. You held onto Hyunjae tightly, his moments causing little static sparks to coarse through you, keeping this feeling going for as long as possible.
Hyunjae was losing rhythm as well, losing it as you squeezed him tightly. It wasn’t long before he reached his own climax. You felt a new type of warmth between your legs then, mewling as you laid there on cloud nine. Hyunjae peppered your body with kisses, picking a few spots to leave his mark on. As he caught his breath he examined your face, seeing how blissed out you were. It brought a smile to his face, hoping to see this face again and again. Never wanting to see sadness or pain in your eyes. He had been watching you long enough to know your struggles, and he knew he had to shield them from you.
After a moment he moved to lay beside you, wrapping you up in the blanket and keeping you in his arms. The warmth he felt was indescribable, but overall he was happy. You’d be mumbling again, but he knew you were out of it and your brain was just drifting in and out of focus. He found himself pressing soft kisses to your head, and then his eyes lingered over to his collage of pictures. He could still remember when he had taken each one, and the way he felt too. They were all so beautiful, but nothing compared to the real you. Now that he had you, he had to protect you and preserve your happiness just as he had done so with his pictures.
“We’re gonna be perfect together.”
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