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loves-looking-glass · 2 months
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A quick PSA:
YOU ARE NOT A WANNAREXIC IF YOU EAT OVER YOUR CALORIE LIMIT. A wannarexic is someone who pretends to be anorexic for attention and then go back to eating normally no problem. A wannarexic is someone who only doesn't eat around others for attention and doesn't care about calories or fat. A wannarexic is someone who only pretends to be anorexic to get sympathy.
If you aren't any of those things then you aren't a wannarexic. Anorexia is a mental illness, and it's okay if you binge because that's how your body works. Please, babies, you aren't wannarexic because chances are everyone reading this post is actually anorexic. Send love to others who think they are wannarexic for binging.
My favorite quote is "If you're doing it in private with no one watching then you aren't faking." All of us count calories when no one is watching, you aren't faking. I love you, and if I can love you then you can love yourself.
<3
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starlightobsess · 1 year
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I gotta starve till they have someone they can actually be proud to call their girlfriend, till i can be someone who they don't have to lie to the face of to tell me im pretty. I love them. I love them so much im willing to tear myself apart for them even if they dont ask for if
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calamityjane2004 · 3 months
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I was at my highest weight back in May and for whatever reason the long standing gender dysphoria turned on an ED, the jeans that fit properly then are around my ankles now and I have to spend money to buy more, on the bright side I can buy skinny jeans now
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read-me-a-story · 1 year
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I want to look good for them
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auki-ed · 9 months
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i feel so worthless. i can’t make myself restrict anymore i’ll never get to be pretty the way real girls are anyways. it’s hopeless for me i’ll never be pretty i shouldn’t be alive
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prospectiveskeleton · 2 years
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The last time I stepped on a scale and saw that number, it triggered a relapse. I remember how easy it was in the past to get by under 500 cal a day, but for some reason hitting under 1200 has been so difficult this past while.
So I'm posting again, in hopes that it'll give me the motivation to do better, to be better, to be less, to shrink down to my bones. Today I've eaten 700 cal. It's better than it has been, but I'm going to do better.
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kamillelt · 16 days
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I'm just a normal girl but I've got this thing between my legs! Idk what to do?
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torieaston36 · 16 days
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I really need someone to be with. Who's in ??
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niobium161 · 3 months
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TW: vent
Why can't i just stop?
Why do i eat so much?
Why can't i be that skinny boy?
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sueeeeesworld · 5 months
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Hello,
My name is Xue Yan. I am a Ph.D. student in Applied Health Sciences at the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign. My academic advisor, Dr. Liza Berdychevsky, and I conduct a study titled “Sex Views and Sexual Self-concept”.
If you are currently 18 years old or older and willing to share your opinions about sexual-related topics, please allow me to invite you to participate in this study.
If you agree to participate, you will take part in a survey, taking approximately 20 minutes. All information collected from this survey is anonymous and will be treated as strictly confidential. Your name will not appear on this survey and the information you provided will be grouped with other participants’ information to protect your identity. Please click on the link below or scan the QR code to participate:
Your participation would be much appreciated and extremely important, as it would provide valuable insights to contribute to people’s sexual justice and effective sexual health education.
Thank you very much for your time and consideration!
Xue Yan
Department of Recreation, Sport and Tourism Management
College of Applied Health Sciences University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign
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rainy-skeleton · 1 year
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i wish i could hug all the kids of there, all the 10, 11, 12, 13 and 14 year olds. i know how scary and awful it was to be you, a lot of us do. you really don’t deserve this and im so sorry. sending big brother hugs your way
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starlightobsess · 1 year
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I love feeling like im faking this disorder like... who the fuck am i faking it for??? My partner who feels terrible for exposing it to me to make them feel worse??? I cant fucking stop eating i hate it so much and im genuinely shocked im hovering around a slightly below average BMI still because i just WONT FUCKING STOP AAAAAA
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queerism1969 · 2 months
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thepunkmuppet · 9 months
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yeah I relate to these characters no reason no reason
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auki-ed · 4 months
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being a trans girl who can’t transition makes having an ed so much harder. like i’ll never be pretty no matter how much i starve myself, all i can do is keep my body from destroying itself any more than it already has
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sadisticfervor · 10 months
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Something that's been on my mind a lot recently (to the surprise of no one) has been domming, but I've been doing a lot of thinking about it that's more informative than sexy in nature. I wanted to make a post for both subs and doms out there about something I see that kinda worries me, not just on here but on the internet as a whole.
I'm not gonna cover a lot of things covered better by other people/posts/sources, things like how to be a good dom/sub or how to establish communication and consent - those are extremely important things, but I think other people have said it better already.
The big thing on my mind is how a lot of queer folks entering the world of kink haven't really done any critical analysis on their preferences and roles. From a dominant perspective, you really /really/ need to put in the time to introspect about the role and why you desire that role, and how you will keep yourself and your partner safe, secure, and happy. From a submissive perspective, there's a bulk of thought to be done on how you expect to be treated - in and out of scene - and precisely where your boundaries and borders are.
If you're new to kink (or even if you're experienced, it's a good check-up) and you think you're wanting to try a dominant role, please ask yourself the following questions:
Why is this something I prefer?
What is the most I'm willing to do for my sub?
Are there means of communication (in and out of the bedroom) that I prefer?
Am I capable of exiting the dom mindset if needed?
What do I expect from my sub? Think about communication, but also how to meet each others' needs, protect from triggering situations, and what /you/ need to be happy.
Do I have the proper knowledge to safely attempt what I want to attempt? If not, how do I intend to get that knowledge before trying it?
Think these over! These are not meant to scare away anyone from kink, nor are they a comprehensive list of things you need to consider. Domming is a responsibility first and foremost, and it should be treated like one. Kink is a lot of fun, but like with anything (if not moreso), you need to put in the work to make sure you're doing it as safely and thoughtfully as possible for your sake and your sub's sake.
I wanted to write this because being a dom, especially a transfem dom/top, is stigmatized here and on the larger internet. A dominant mindset is often quickly written off as predatory, and I've seen very little content for doms - it's a beautiful role that requires a lot of work and responsibility, but its worth it in the scenes and art you can create. I want to do my part to educate and spread awareness as much as I can.
Feel free to reblog to spread the word, whether you're a dom, sub, vers, or just an interested bystander. Minors do not interact, as with all my content from this blog. Others are welcome to add more thoughts regarding domming and power exchange, and I'd happily welcome other perspectives onto this post - a similar guide to introspection for subs especially.
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