#never been in a relationship

[honeywrds]

I look at the effortlessly pretty girls and take notes but never get to be pretty like that. never had someone talk dreamily about the color of my eyes. never had someone shyly confessing how much they fancy me. never had a poem nor a song written about me. never even got a rose on valentine's day.

I used to go on sleepless nights wondering what was that I lacked. wasn't I funny enough? interesting enough? was it my face?

how could I know? so I did the only reasonable thing I could think of. I learned to admire the bottomless pit of my plain black eyes, I wrote love letters to every version of myself, realized how quirky my mind was and got really good at being on my own.

now at twenty-five, I no longer miss a person I've never met. in fact, I find it hard to alter my sacred routine of one to let anyone in.

so how can I miss being chosen if I've never known how it feels like? why do I still find myself trying to look into the mirror for answers as to why hasn't anyone looked at me with loving eyes and undying yearning?

why does love come so easy for some but it's been an uphill battle for me? why is everyone exceedingly better at it than I've ever been?

#personal #never been kissed #never been in a relationship #aniwrites

[emily-wesley3]

ASEXUAL PSA!!!🖤🤍💜

The queen, Keke herself, interviewed Yasmin Benoit on her new podcast! Yasmin is an asexual activist that has achieved so much and won many LGBTQIA+ awards.

Yasmin is an amazing aspec leader and I’m so glad so many more people will learn about asexuality through this interview! So thankful that KeKe and her team chose to bring up asexuality as one of their first topics for their new podcast. I rarely feel represented so it makes me very happy💜💜💜

….unfortunately I can’t give a review because I don’t have Amazon music, but I will figure out a way! Link is below!!⬇️

#baby this is keke palmer #Yasmin Benoit #never been kissed and thriving #asexuality #asexual #ace pride #aroace #aspec #ace #acespec #asexual spectrum #actually aspec #never been in love #never been kissed #never been in a relationship #sexuality #lgbtqia #lgbtqia2s+ #keke palmer #podcast #new podcast #asexual activism #aspec activism #activism #lgbtq positivity

[alainetheanonymous]

A storm

Their kiss traced every crevice of my brain

Vast looming clouds cast over my head

It’s coming

I feel it

- A girl who’s never been kissed

#kisses #never been on a date #never been in love #never been in a relationship #never been kissed #asexual #romance #love #love poem

[lonely43clouds]

Its been years since I've written something here or there, it's been years since I let myself feel free and open to someone's care, its been incredibly difficult accepting I may never be in love.

I never cared for romantic love as long as I had my friends, but the older I grow, I realize as the days go by that my mom is right, I'll need someone, eventually. I'll need someone to grow with, to build something with, to be around while I'm miles away from the rest of the only people who truly love me. Someone who cares for me when I'm rational, when I'm losing my marbles, when I'm feeling humorous and when I'm happy.

But I'm scared, as I've always been. Cause in all these years I've never found an ounce of proof of whether I'm lovable or not. I've never been someone's interest or focus, I've never felt the way my friends describe when they meet someone they connect with. I've never been close to being in love, and I'm scared if it didn't happen by now, it wont happen anymore.

But I'm not scared for me, I'm scared for the looks. For the questions. For having to say that it wasn't by choice, but because I've never been special enough. Because I've never been picked or dabbled with either.

I love the idea of love, I just don't think it loves me.

#never been in love #never been in a relationship #feelings #life #love #life in your 20s

[nightmonkeysstuff]

WHEN. WILL. IT. BE. MY. TURN.

Jane Austen, bro, you can’t just write stuff like this and then expect a lonely 19 year old 200 years later to not die inside every time she reads it. You just can’t.

#never been in a relationship #hope my first one is like this #if not what’s even the point #emma #jane austen #emma 2020 #mr knightley #books #novels #romance

[deadcanneds0da]

AAAAAUGHGGH JUST WALKED WITH MY CRUSH 😻 (nothing happened I’m just really depressed)

#send help #idk man #never been in a relationship #omfg I’ve been crushing on this guy for years #asexuality

[irisxiel]

I'm an independent woman with a stable job and a cat..

But still,

Already 25 and still single.

My confidence just hit rock bottom..

#single #never been in love #never been in a relationship #my life is so boring to others #so what #it's my life #my choice

[adastreia-12]

poseidon’s relationship with percy is something that is so personal to me. love so flawed and complicated, so wary and tentative. your father is here. he’s always been here. he’s not sure what to make of you but he is proud of you. you’re not sure what to make of him either. you’re sally jackson’s son, but you have your father’s eyes. you are the sea as much as he is. trust him. trust yourself. breathe. the sea does not like to be restrained.

#I’m so scared they’ll fuck up their relationship in the show but I have HIGH hopes #so far interesting things have been introduced about him which I hope will actually insert nuance to the show #what does it mean for your father to be a monster? #your mother never talked about him that way #but all are victim to the immortality of gods and the detachment it brings #how much can a profound being truly love you without making a victim out of you? #does one’s immortality inherently devalue one’s love? #this devolved into thoughts about sally and Medusa and Poseidon and poseidon’s monstrosity #but whatever #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo tv show #pjo series #percy jackson

[lilybug-02]

Wow. That could not have turned out worse.

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This comic will be on Holiday Hiatus this December and January! While on a cliffhanger? What a scam! >:/

#Chara finally realizes something is wrong....very wrong #And you get to see little Chara for all of 2 drawings. wow. You guys are so spoiled uwu #Asriel and Chara bbfs #finally out of that darn tootin' Darkworld! WE'VE BEEN THERE FOR 2 YEARS!!! #LORE TIME LORE TIME. I know Chara is very vague about it but player-human relationships are very personal. #it can be hard to talk about them if you've been possessed yourself. especially with some stigmas around it #chara just wanted a glass of water. why you gotta do this to em #I am so so so happy to get here #the full excitement has faded since I first thought up this scene but It's still one hell of an accomplishment #YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA how many times I reworked this and how many rough drafts I've thrown out the window because of it. #tbh. I may post the 10+ rough pages that will never see the light of day #Im glad I didnt go through with that scrapped plot bc It was too many unneeded pages. I've learned to start condensing in a better way #I am also planning on showing off my Patreon soon :) so I'll be posting complete scrapped story lines over there #deltarune chara timeline #deltarune #utdr #deltarune chara timeline comic #art #my art #bread #chara #asriel #saloon darkworld #darkworld #deltarune au #college chara #college asriel

[alainetheanonymous]

Romance a mere reverie in this lifetime

art and books will never cease to exist

thus there will never be a loss for love

- Aalaney

#dream #lovecore #asexual #aromanitc #aromantism #asexuality #poetry #poetry daily quotes #poems and quotes #never been in a relationship #aromantic #romance #spring 2024 #spring #love letters #love doesn’t exist #dreamcore #dream journal

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Parallel Lines and Brothers.

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang cheng #lan wangji #lan xichen #jin zixuan #Does anyone else think about the tragedy of the parallel lines? Of characters who are parallel lines? #Of running the same course as someone. Of echoing each other in perfect synchronicity. #It's more than being a foil. It's about being on the same path and being so near to each other. #and yet parallel lines never intersect. They cannot meet each other despite their existence being tied to another. #I think the brothers tragedy is just as much of a tragedy of parallel lines as is pre-resurrection wangxian. #Jiang Cheng and Wei Wuxian spend so much time running side by side and yet - they cant close this gap between them. #Even if their relationship never recovers - they are forever tied together through their past. The good and bad and ugly. #All the things that are left unsaid between them. All the love and sacrifices they made for each other that are never shared. Parallel line #I firmly believe any post-canon material that would have them be indifferent towards each other is just...really doing them a disservice. #And dear god the Lan brothers. They certainly love each other! Its a far fonder fraternal relationship than jiangxian (/platonic) #They fool you by having you think they have a good read on each other. Lan Xichen certainly wingmans + advocates for lwj! #But lets not forget - Lan Xichen by the end is in the reverse situation and headspace as Lan Wangji by the end of this story. #Lan Wangji is more free and open than he has ever been. He's in love. He's married. He and wwx are intersecting lines. #& LXC who grew up with and lived the same path as LWJ - who even is said to resemble him visually - his parallel line - shuts himself away #Despite all the love LWJ has for his brother I don't think he ever manages to reach him.

[pokimoko]

haunting the narrative -> haunted by the narrative -> haunting the narrative -> haunted by

#adventure time #fionna and cake #simon petrikov #betty grof #petrigrof #fan art #fanart #art #digital art #my art #just a lil something something i did for fun #adventure time has always been the show that makes me want to draw (i have SO many AT drawings from 2015 it's ridiculous) #but now I'm coming back to that ye olde passion with new digital art skills and many more evil tragic thoughts (thank you fionna and cake🙏) #i couldn't get the thought about them haunting and be haunted by the narrative out of my head so I had to make some art for it #the caption for this was almost: so who wears the haunted by the narrative in the relationship? #they take turns of course because damn these guys really do be having that tragic romance huh. hot potato cursed existence #never quite on the same wavelength. always out of reach. their love the very thing that dooms them to be apart. a love defined by absences #like two ships in the night passing each other by. except they keep trying to seek the other out. and so end up going in circles #the tragic dance of madness and sadness. lead on and i shall follow. ....so anyway...these two amiright? #/might/ have to write something at some point...maybe... #because like... ghosts are my thing. and these two...well. even when they aren't haunting the narrative they are still ghosts #never let themselves live in the present and okay I'm going to stop now. enjoy the art byeeeee #...AND they'll never be at peace because they'll always be reaching for a version of each other that no longer exists and— #(i am dragged kicking and screaming from the room before i can devolve into a full blown meta)

[ascesabo]

my brain: zoro says he doesn't believe in god but he's been luffy's first and most devoted follower since the day they met. he was a wandering bounty hunter with no actual way of achieving his goal until he met luffy, who had nothing to offer but his dreams and a place in his nonexistent pirate crew. and zoro, who had every reason to cut him down, instead let himself be led by nothing but two rubbery hands and a too-big smile. zoro was the first person to ever call luffy "pirate king"; not future king of the pirates, the pirate king, and he did so as he dedicated his first huge defeat to luffy and has been doing the same for every victory that's followed. he's the most quiet in his affections but his loyalty can never ever be questioned because while he's willing to lay his life down for his captain, it's his willingness to live for luffy that shows how much he understands what his captain needs from him. he may call luffy an idiot and complain about having boarded the wrong ship but no one can deny that the boy who went out of his way to ask demand that he join his crew has become zoro's true north.

me, hitting tweet: zoro suck luffy good and hard thru his jorts

#one piece #zolu #luzo #rorona zoro #monkey d luffy #their relationship is indescribable #they're a sitcom couple. they're a god and his most loyal worshipper. theyre a looney tunes ad. theyve been married for 40 years. they #whatever you do #dont think about how zoro is notorious for getting lost #but has never once failed to return to luffy's side #im going to puke. zolu forever

[stellar-collective]

Poppy oughta know by now that with Branch, clear communication is absolutely key

#i was SO CONFUSED when in the second movie it turned out they weren’t already in a relationship #i think it would be funny if Poppy was under the impression that they’d been dating for ages #but Branch is one of those people who are NEVER SURE if behavior is flirtatious or not bc he doesn’t wanna be jumping to conclusions! #and due to his isolation he wouldn’t know the difference between friendship hangouts and dates #they figured it out. eventually #broppy #poppy #branch #trolls poppy #trolls branch #trolls fanart #trolls #dreamworks trolls #trolls band together #my art #i’ve got maybe one more trolls post left in me. stay tuned