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#they eventually fall into 'i am right and if you do not 100% agree you are just another enemy'
katyspersonal · 9 months
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Hey guys.. Thank you for the kind words. I am just not feeling like talking yet, I am mostly just spending time alone.
It is hard to explain how one thing leads to another thing and how things that are troubling me are conjoined, but I just feel like I don't have a place as a human being. I am caught in the loop of escaping people that hate whites / males / heteros / etc by proxy and soon enough the freedom and reason I've been after ends at dead end, me meeting people that instead hate blacks / women / LGBTs / etc. No matter what I do, no matter where I go it is always fucking something. It is always hatred to a demographic of people by proxy, people just can't comprehend the idea of hating the bad and harmful instead of this stupid disparity between "good" demographics and "bad". When it is not dumb American college esque "systematic/historical oppression" flex - it is a sob story about various bad events caused within confrontation to the group. EVERY demographics has people that will willfully weaponize belonging to it against others. EVERY single ONE. Every race, every gender, every culture, every sexuality will have pricks. When it is not """systematic""" privilege - it is victim's privilege.
And I am tired too. I question whether the freedom and reason I am looking for even exists. Maybe it is normal for humans to blame the ones who are not like them as a 'covenant' instead of looking up into something that can occur everywhere, and I just have no place in society. I feel like blasphemy is becoming the same entity as religion: there is always that guy that claims they know how things "really" work, that everyone who disagrees is against the "truth" itself. And I am tired. I am tired of running from one kind of control freaks and ending up with the other, after having a hunch of hope. I am tired of always, always, always being pressured into being an ideological soldier. When it is not 'you should let others walk all over you because you are white and cis' - it is 'you should stand against them with us as a woman and a bi'. And there is always control freakery, pressure and hatred for not agreeing 100%. When I am not called a disgusting bigot - I am called another woke brainwashed feminist (sometimes also with 'child murdering psychopath' for supporting abortion rights).
I am feeling ideologically homeless, because apparently 'for reason and against idiocy' is not an ideology. I choose my own sources of information and do what I can to keep drastically different people around so I am always forced to question or reaffirm what I already think, but HOW do I always end close with people with whom being honest is hated and punished? When it is not a public social abuse from cancel culture simps - it is private emotional abuse behind closed doors by friends.
And in the end? I am still the dumbest person in this equation. It is all my fault. I've failed to nurture enough self-confidence to be independent without the need of any approval, and so I am blaming who exactly? The entire human society for how it works? I feel like I am more like Djur4. He is not against the hunt altogether (he tells the hunter to go kill beasts outside), but he personally quit it and protects the beasts that CAN'T harm anyone, he has only like 3 true friends (funny enough, I also have 3 people that truly accept me as who I am without any contempt and conditions), but he has quite the mood swings and used to be fearsome (and well, I used to be aggressive kind of feminist anti something something years ago). But I am yet to become really like him, because he is confident living on his own with what works for him. (Heh. Would've been funny to switch M3nsis on Powder K3gs, considering he still resides extremely close to M3nsis base.)
In the end, what I am really looking for is the dreaded unattainable trait of "not letting someone's insults get to me", but even this is hard because if I never listen to them, how will I know when I am ACTUALLY being a dumbass? Is anyone really qualified to unmistakeably distinguish between "they insult me because they can't control me" and "they insult me because I really fucked up"? I've endured a lot of abuse from either "side" under delusion that they could not insult me without a logical reason... But what if they do not understand logic to begin with? Or what if their logic is rigid and stuck in certain dogmas, that can't adapt and evolve? And what if they don't know the "truth" but just fucking hate women, even if some of their observations and reasoning could be useful? In the end, no one can know my intentions better than me, but if I never listen - how WILL I connect with other people? Yet I did not connect just to be condemned for not being antagonistic "enough", or for constantly listening trash about women and their rights and being told that I am in "denial about FAAAAAACTS uwu" when I disagree. In the end, chaos is just another form of order, only its order is being antagonistic to the previous one.
And if I can't become whatever the secret third thing is... it is better to exclude myself from this life altogether.
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tootiecakes234 · 4 months
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Katsuki Comfort
This…. This is exactly why you tried to stay off of social media. Nothing good ever came from it.
Being a pro hero, you and Katsuki’s names were constantly in headlines.
Most of the times on the news, it’s for the great things the both of you do and it’s separate depending on the missions you both go on.
But online is another story. Apparently the general public didn’t think the two of you belonged together. All over fan pages and popular accounts saying how they thought he would look better with Uravity or Deku.
They either said they looked better with him,and seriously what the fuck does that even mean?? Or that he seems to have better chemistry with them.
Seeing it once or twice wouldn’t have killed you, but you’d fallen into a rabbit hole… and now you were spiraling and at some point you started to agree with them.
Maybe someone that looked and acted like you wasn’t good enough for Great Explosion Murder God: Dynamight. Maybe you just didn’t measure.
You weren’t even in the top 20 hero’s like the other two were. So why in the hell was he settling for you? Why is with you if-
“Hey y/n. I’m home. Where the hell are you?”, you heard Katsuki shout from the front door.
You quickly shut your laptop and tossed you phone on the bed. The next thing you know he’s bursting through your room door with a frown on his face.
“What the hell is your problem?”, he asked
“What are you talking about?? You just walked in here. Why do you think I have a problem.”
“Cause usually your ass is like an excited puppy, rushing my ass at the front door and today…. Nothin. So answer my damn question would ya?”
“I’m not a fucking dog Katsuki. I don’t have to be waiting for you and wagging my tail because you came home to me.” You snapped back at him and you immediately regretted it. You were taking your insecurities out on him but they were too much and you were hurting too bad.
When you looked up at him Kats mouth was set in a stern line and he’d crossed his arms. He looked like an unmovable wall. His eyes were locked on you like he was waiting for you to say something else.
But you couldn’t. There was already a lump in your throat and you knew if you started talking, the tears would 100% start flowing.
“You gonna stop acting like damn child and use your fucking words? I got all day to sit here.” There was no malice in his voice. No irritation.
“It’s nothing.” It came out as a murmur as you were getting up and making a swift exit for the bathroom. You didn’t want to be around him right now. Didn’t wanna say anymore hurtful things.
You almost made it too, but of course that freakishly inhuman speed of his caught you off guard yet again.
His hand wrapped around your wrist and spun you back to him.
“Can you please let go of me?” Now it was a whisper. A whisper and the first tear falling.
“ I’ll let you go after you tell me what’s got you this upset. You pissed at me about something? Your period about to start?? What the hell is it?” Asking again but the time his other hand was tilting your chin up to look at him.
The time your eyes made contact with him the dam holding back those tears broke and babe it was not a pretty cry. It was an ugly, blubbering, gross cry.
This isn’t the first breakdown Katsuki has seen you have and he’s gotten pretty good at handling them with you. So he wraps you up is his strong arms and just holds you. He tucks your head under his chin and gently sways back and forth like he’s coddling a small child. His hand is rubbing up and down your back.
Everyone knows Dynamite and a lot of people know the attitude on Bakugo.
But you were the only one who knew how patient and loving Katsuki is. The way he cares for you…. Even when you feel like you don’t deserve it.
Eventually the sobs calm.
“M sorry. I- I d-didn’t mean to get upset with you. I- I just- Are you sure you’re happy with me Katsuki…..am I really enough for you?” You were mumbling into his chest but you were sure he’d heard you with the way his breathing slowed and his arms tightened around you.
“Oh…. Now I get it. You’re not pissed and it’s not your period. You’ve just completely lost your damn mind…”
“I’m not crazy. I’m being serious!” You tried to pull away from. Retreat back into yourself but the man was stubborn and had arms made of steal apparently.
“Look woman I love you. Is that not enough?”
“Well people don’t care about that. You are a top 3 hero. You’re smart and talented and hot. You should be with someone…. Idk… more than me I guess. I’m just scared one day you’re gonna realize you could do a lot better than settling for me.” You said all that with your ear pressed to his chest and the loud thump of his heart in your ear.
“Look, I’m gonna say this once so make sure your ears are open woman.” He pushed you back from him so he could peer into your eyes when he spoke. “I don’t give af what anyone else thinks. You already know that. I love you. You’re a nutcase and you grind my fucking gears to no end, but there ain’t anybody else in the fucking world id be willing to put up with. I don’t like people! And I love you. That’s all you need to know. So cut this I could do better bullshit out…. Doesn’t get any better than you.”
He kept eye contact the entire time. Even when the silent tears started spilling over. He just took his thumb and wiped them away.
“You know what I hate though”
“What?” You sniffled
“I really fucking hate the way you make me say sappy ass shit like this. It’s fuckin embarrassing.” It sounded like he was exasperated but that goofy ass grin was still etched on his face.
A watery smile started pulling at your lips. Your boyfriend was the sweetest jerk.
“ ‘sides. I already got a ring. So ain’t no turning back.”he threw that in there like he was talking about the freakin weather!
He bent down and placed a kiss on your wet lips.
“What ring??!?? You bought a ring!?!”
“Yea so stop your damn “you could do better bullshit”. You’re stuck with me.” And he started walking away towards to bathroom. “And uh- it’d be awesome if ya said yes” as he shut the door to the bathroom closed.
You didn’t know what to do with yourself. You went to the bed and flung yourself on it.
He was gonna propose to you….. he already bought a RING!!!!
You were gonna be Mrs. Bakugo!
I guess you were still giggling to yourself and laying down on your back when he came out of them bathroom.
“Yea I’m convinced you’ve actually lost your mind. Sitting there smiling and laughing like a psycho.”
Before you could get up, his damp form was hovering over you.
“I don’t know if you’re aware, but I gotta thing for crazy chicks.” He has the biggest, sexiest smirk on his face.
“Oh yea… well you’re in luck hot stuff.”
*Ummmmmm… this is sooooo long. But I wanna do a smutty part 2. Cuz he’s nice now but Kats does not take well to you down playing how amazing you are.
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anton-luvr · 7 months
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can you do anton x gender neutral reader where he picks you up from a blind date your friend set up for you and you got stood up and he comforts you and they kiss or whatever 😭 sorry if this it too much
# PROMISE.
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"It's okay, I'm here."
For the first time that night, relief surges through you.
When your friend set you up for your third blind date of the week, you had a feeling it wasn't going to turn out the way you hoped it would.
And sure enough, it didn't.
Thankfully, you had Anton to come to your rescue; he was at the restaurant your date stood you up at in ten minutes.
"I swear to God, that dude's a jackass for not even showing up." Anton huffs as he leads you to his car, opening the door for you. "Get in, I'll take you home."
Sniffling, you merely nod and get into his car.
The curly haired boy sighs as he gets into the driver's seat.
"You know, maybe you should stop going on these blind dates," he scolds lightly, putting his car into drive. "They're starting to take a toll on you."
You didn't want to agree, but he was right.
For the past few months, you had been going on blind date after blind date, just to meet weirdos or get rudely rejected, which left your self-esteem wounded.
But for some reason, today hurt even more than usual.
Maybe it was because of the endless months of loneliness stacking up against you, nights spent alone in your bed.
Maybe it was seeing all of your friends happy with their partners, a bittersweet pain piercing at your heart in wonders when it was going to be your turn.
Maybe it was the stupid delusion that things would work out this time with a complete stranger that your friend said was "nice".
"God, I hate this." you groan, right before bursting into tears.
Anton feels terrible to see you crying, and he quickly pulls over by the side of the road.
"Hey, hey," he says softly, rubbing your shoulders. "It's okay."
"It's not okay!" you sputter, tears falling down your cheeks freely now. "I try and try and try, but I never find someone! Am I that hard to love?"
A sob escapes from your throat and you bury your face in your hands.
Anger boils in Anton's chest, upset to see you hurt thanks to irrelevant strangers who didn't know your worth.
But he lets you cry it out, his hand never leaving your shoulder as he rubbed comforting circles.
"Feel better?" he asks gently, passing you a tissue when your sobs finally quiet down to sniffles.
You shake your head, eyes puffy.
"I feel like shit, Anton." you admit, leaning back against the headrest.
He sighs, softly wiping away a stray tear.
"Listen to me." he says firmly.
"You're one of the most hardworking, gorgeous, talented, funniest, and most caring person I've ever met. Don't let these stupid idiots define your worth. You'll find the right one for you eventually, I'm sure."
You smile sadly at his words, chuckling.
"Yeah, maybe after ten years." you murmur.
Anton scoffs, folding his arms.
"Go on a date with me then."
Your turn to face him so fast, you hear a small crack in your neck.
"M-Me? You?" you stammer, pointing at him and yourself.
Anton doesn't know where his sudden streak of confidence came from, but he nods and leans in closer.
"Give me a chance," he whispers against your lips, cupping your cheek. "I promise I'll treat you right."
It sounds like a line right out of a cringy rom-com, but the genuine sincerity and adoration shining in his eyes says otherwise.
Your heartbeat rings in your ears, thoughts flying through your mind at the speed of light.
Never in a million years would you expect to be face to face with your best friend, his lips just millimeters away from yours right after he asked you out.
Yet it all made sense.
He was always there for you, be it at your lowest or your highest. He knew you like the back of his hand, remembering your favorite coffee order and your favorite songs.
So without hesitation, you close the distance.
Now, you've always wondered what your first kiss would be like, building up all sorts of different scenarios in your head before you slept.
But kissing Anton right now was better than anything else you could imagine.
His lips were so soft against yours, his sweet cologne tickling your nose as he pulled you closer to him. The kiss deepens, and all the noise in your head silences.
It's still silent when he slowly pulls away, his lips swollen and slightly breathless.
"I promise." Anton repeats, sealing it with a soft kiss to your cheek.
It was such a romantic moment, until your stomach grumbling loudly interrupted it.
Your eyes widen, and the both of you burst out laughing. "I think my stomach likes your promise," you joke, slightly embarrassed.
Anton giggles at this, kissing you on the cheek again. "Let's get you some food then, hm?"
You nod as Anton puts the car into drive again.
As he speeds down the roads, he keeps one hand interlaced with yours while the other steers effortlessly.
"Do you want McDonald's? Or something like Waffle House?" he asks, eyes flickering between the GPS and the road.
"Anything is fine," you assure him, squeezing his hand. "I love free food."
Anton laughs, jokingly rolling his eyes at you.
"Anything for my favorite person in the world." he whispers, smiling at you.
"It's giving simp behavior." you tease, cheeks flushing red nevertheless.
He gasps dramatically, clutching his heart as if it was wounded.
"Okay, no more free food then," he declares, shrugging.
"Hey, I was just joking!" you protest.
He laughs again, slowing down the car as he starts parking.
"Alright, time to be a simp and get you your free food!" he announces cheerfully, turning off the engine.
You've barely taken your seatbelt off when he's already out of the car, running to open your door for you.
"I see that chivalry's not dead," you say, taking his stretched out hand as you step out of his car.
"Simp behavior, remember?" he boasts.
You laugh, holding on to his warm hand.
"My best simp."
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intrinsicepiphany · 2 months
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Okay so I recently watched Hazbin Hotel. And I really like Chaggie so looking at some of the comments about the relationship online I noticed that a lot of people's negative opinions about the couple kind of revolve around Vaggie's seemingly one-sided utter Devotion to Charlie and her being so differential to Charlie but I actually think this may be a storytelling device.
(lets not talk about people saying they dont have chemistry - they 100% act just like an old married lesbian couple)
hear me out because if I am right I may have cracked the code to redemption.
from what I can tell of the Sinners they actually over exemplify or are consumed almost by their sins .
Alastor is probably Pride or Wrath, Angel Dust is Lust and Envy (he shows some self hate/self distructive behaviors as well), Husk is greed, Niffty is violence/wrath.
So what is Vaggies sin?
we know that she was originally not a sinner so she didn't have a human sin to be incorporated into her character which is why she looks the most human.
Her fall from Heaven, (if you want to call it that because, let's be honest none of the other angels knew or casted her out) was either caused by
1) her Devotion to her own morals and eventually disagreeing to what the angels were doing,
2) devotion to the exterminators leading to a loss of self, which she realized only when she defied Lute.
Or 3) the self hatred she developed after realizing how horrible Adam and the exterminators are.
so now that she's Fallen she's kind of taken on being a sinner and since her sin was devotion/self hatred she has transferred her devotion onto the one person she sees as being worth it, the most morally correct person she knows, the person who saved her life Charlie.
This may actually not be a bad thing. I think Charlie's devotion back and general good nature allows for this to avoid toxicity. She encourages Vaggie to be her own person, to forgive herself and to love herself. They are actually quite balanced in my opinion. I also think Vaggie getting her wings back shows that she is close to or maybe already redeemed.
( and lets all agree for all that Charlie is Hellborn she is the most selfless and good person we've met on the show - makes me wonder if a hellborn dies with a good soul would they have always gone to heaven? Was this perhaps one of the reasons the hellborn were exempt from the extermination? Look I have theories about Charlie actually being more Angel than Demon. )
Now Onto my redemption theory!
What if the way to redemption isn't so much being Pure but breaking out of the behaviors that are toxic?
I think Sir Pentious was redeemed because he stopped being selfish. He stopped being a coward and envious. His last act was one of selfless sacrifice in the end he overcame his own fears and limits for someone else. The reasons it's never been done before is because Hell by it's very nature puts them in a place where this is basically impossible. To survive you have to be selfish or cowardly or more violent than everyone else.
This also mean there is a the possibility that if an angel is bad like Adam and dies they could reincarnate in hell as a sinner.
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looniez · 11 months
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What do you think Link and Zelda did togheter during the time betqeen botw and totk
I'VE THOUGHT VERY HARD ABOUT THIS
this wound up being on the longer side so i'm putting it all under the cut!
a few years have passed between BOTW and TOTK. they don't give us an exact amount of time, but based on context clues it's safe to assume that anywhere between 5-7 years have passed. personally, i think it's likely been 5 years. that's a considerable chunk of time.
i am very firmly in the camp that link and zelda, by the time TOTK rolls around, are a couple. either that, or they've at least vocalized their feelings for each other but have yet to label anything. the baseline is that they very obviously love each other.
post BOTW (but before the epilogue), i think that link brings zelda back to hateno immediately after freeing her. it's important to him that she has a safe place to recuperate and heal and knows that his home is the perfect place to take her.
he makes sure she eats and has plenty to drink. he makes sure she's doing okay. he offers her his bed (more like insists) and keeps a careful eye on her. zelda would feel guilty and maybe feel like she's intruding or being a burden, but link wouldn't hear it and would shut it down quickly.
link sleeps on the floor in the nook beneath the stairs for the first few nights because he wants her to have space and privacy. he usually winds up upstairs to wake her from bad dreams anyway. zelda doesn't sleep well (neither does he) and eventually, link starts sleeping either next to or at the foot of the bed to be close by if she needs him (he needs her just as much). sometimes, he holds her hand and sits with her until she falls back asleep. those nights, he keeps an eye on her. they get closer as the weeks go by and fall back into old patterns from 100 years ago. link remembers more.
when they set out to investigate the divine beasts, it feels so similar to their time traveling together from before. everything is different, but it's like nothing has changed in a way. after, they return to hateno. it's home for them both now without it needing to be verbally agreed upon.
she tells him that he's no longer obligated to follow her anymore and that he's free. zelda feels guilty. link tells her that he's not staying by her side out of an obligation, or because of some century-old duty. he wants to. he chooses her. he would follow her to the ends of the earth.
zelda builds the school. link stays by her side like glue. they fall into a routine, build a sense of normalcy, and live a life with each other as if they are each other's center of gravity.
eventually, they start sharing the bed. it was bound to happen sooner or later. link wound up beside her most nights anyway (this was zelda's exact reasoning. she insisted it was ridiculous for him to continue sleeping on the floor). they sleep much better beside each other.
they keep up the work of trying to rebuild hyrule. they stick by each other's sides through it all.
i really do think that at some point in between BOTW and TOTK, they wind up together. it just feels right to me. even before confirming it, i think that they both understand that their relationship isn't that of just friends, but they might still feel hesitant to cross that line for fear of ruining what they've so carefully built together. the mutual pining is UNREAL!
eventually, it comes out one way or another. they kiss.
when the gloom starts to appear around the kingdom and they head off to investigate under the castle, they are doing so the same way they do everything else: together.
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Ok so this is for @melbatron5000 and @somehow-a-human mostly because I want input on your theories and my forming theory. Also, @indigovigilance has some decent screen grabs too. Sorry for having a wall of text here, I'm on mobile and still not used to posting on Tumblr
I absolutely agree with something being passed to Aziraphale during their kiss. I have watched the scene several times now and can spot the thing myself. I can see it in the photos you guys have as well.
I also stand by my theory there's a body swap going on. I wasn't entirely sure when it happened, until probably tonight. I know not everyone agrees with me but right now that's fine. Whatever.
Nightingales is DEFINITELY a code word. Got that straight off, wouldn't be able to tell you 100% what exactly for, except to me maybe it's saying "we need to do the body swap again".
Here's the thing: I had to go back and watch the body swap in S1 before I felt confident in this. I will stand by this theory now because I'm pretty certain of it.
There's clearly missed signals and unsaid things. I think the conversation we see is not everything that was said, based on the camera angles, the fact that so many of those lines can easily be pulled for sound bites and not seem odd/off, and the fact that their actions when out of shot don't entirely match up to what's being said. But the gist of the conversation is the same. They eventually come to the understanding that something needs to happen and they're not going to like it.
Here's where I think things change.
Nightingales is the signal that there's a swap that needs to happen. Crowley has already told Aziraphale that he can't leave the bookshop. Crowley knows this, and he also knows that the only way to get to Heaven is by having an angel escort him there. Aziraphale on the other hand will have no problems going whenever he needs to. Crowley needs to be taken, so he needs his Azi-suit.
With Crowley-as-Aziraphale(CAA) in heaven, he'll be able to do whatever mischief he needs/wants to. He can clearly already access files up there still. We know he has to have been a powerful/higher up angel before his Fall. He just needs a way in first.
When did the body swap happen?
Good question, and it took me a lot of thinking and rewatching of that flipping kiss to finally decide and work out when it was; the moment Aziraphale "allows" himself to hold Crowley.
What am I on about? I'll tell you.
Rewatch the body swap in S1. They hold hands, time stops, and you see them change back. Obviously CAA and Aziraphale-as-Crowley (AAC) are sat in their usual spaces so the characters are in the wrong seats. Once they're back, they look normal. Everything is tickety-boo.
Except in the KISS, they're very much in the same positions. Of course, Aziraphale places his hands on Crowley briefly, allowing for stability, a time freeze, and the chance to switch round before resuming. Probably gives them a little time to confirm some stuff too. There's so many camera cuts and frame changes that allow for this to be true, otherwise why not just show it from one angle? And why is that dang clock also skipping time suddenly yes I know Neil may have said it's just a continuity error at one point but I don't trust him because he also lies and it's way too obvious with that clock in the background
So what about the bullet/metal ball in CAA mouth? Definitely Aziraphale's memories of his chat with Metatron, and anything else CAA may need. (This isn't a repeat, this is a mirror of the bullet catch. Crowley fired the bullet, Azi caught it. This time, Azi fires the bullet, Crowley catches it.) CAA then says the phrase he knows AAC will understand, and that also sounds like Azi to anyone listening, and AAC responds. Like codes. "I forgive you... Dont bother." Exit: Azi-as-Crowley.
Of course Metatron then swans in and interrupts CAA while he's still getting his bearings, and mentions the Second Coming. I don't think even Crowley expected it to be this. Hence the Look he gives AAC.
Metatron still gives CAA a slightly suspicious look in the elevator, which I don't think many people mention enough. And that whole end credits bit of them as they're heading off is just... Odd. BUT, and here's where I'm certain it's CAA, the look of sheer determined destruction on Azi's face is the same from S1 body swap. I went back and checked, just to be sure. That's 100% Crowley right there. And now he has the bullet in his mouth, access to heaven thanks to being escorted by Metatron, and Aziraphale still able to look after the bookshop in disguise.
Points I also want to make
Crowley would not be the sort of person (demon/being) to just stand there and wait for Azi to go up to Heaven. We've seen he'll just go off without a word. At least twice. (When Azi is in thought about Job, and when Nina talks to him after she confirms she'll be at the Street Traders meeting). Crowley doesn't linger.
Crowley would also not be the one to choose to listen to A Nightingale Sang. That is all Aziraphale babyyyyyy. The Bentley knows them both well enough by now. Crowley likes his rock and Bebop, Azi likes his classical, more soothing tunes. Crowley certainly wouldn't listen to a song if he was upset with it. Azi allows himself to hear it before turning it off. He's the sentimental one.
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obsessivevoidkitten · 2 years
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Seltrael but rather than a demon the reader is an intern angel?
Yandere Male Archangel x GN Angel Intern (CW: Manipulation, mentions of blood drinking, general yandere themes) Word Count: About 600 (I am so new to the requests, this is my first one, I do not think it is my best work, but I hope you enjoy it! I really enjoyed this concept so I refused to sleep until I had it done.)
- You were a relatively new angel, a mere couple of centuries old. You were pretty naive, you had just barely earned your wings. - You worked as an intern in the Cosmic Disruptions Detection Division. You basically filled out paperwork and filed things for many of the other angels in the department. - Nothing had ever been detected since the fall of Lucifer, there were over 100 angels in your division, your archangel overseer was Seltrael. - He was one of the stronger archangels that could assemble the others and probably fight a cosmic threat head on. - You were clumsy, it was not your fault, it was just how you were. Constantly tripping and scattering papers, messing up a report, or filing things incorrectly. - Eventually Seltrael notices this, now you have caught his eye as someone he needs to help. - Your job starts to bring you into contact with him more and more, whereas before you had never even spoken to him. - When you do food runs you now include him, some of the reports he wants to read directly, he even starts making rounds supervising directly and these rounds always end with checking on you and even helping you when you have a problem. - Sometimes he goes to get food and he gives you some. He likes watching you eat from his office, it fills him with pride to know you enjoyed it, he cooks it himself but uses his magic to make it look like he just picked it up. Can’t look too suspicious. - Occasionally you come back after a break and find some of your work completed for you. He craves thanks for this, he needs your admiration, but he still cannot reveal his intentions yet. - You catch him staring at you a few times, you only catch a glimpse but you could swear he wears an odd smile each time. - He cannot ask you out, he has to take what is his. That way you would not have the chance to say no. - After a particularly erroneous report you filed from misreading the sensory data at your assigned monitor which resulted in heaven’s 1st battalion lead by Seltrael, Samael, and Uriel to deploy to the cold fringes of the universe you were called in to Seltrael’s office. - He is so happy. This is his chance. You finally made a mistake big enough for him to have you crying. Sure, he altered your report to make you the laughing stock of heaven, but he was grew too impatient. - “(Y/N), you really messed up big. You caused a huge panic. This is an important job, I would be well within my rights to fire you and cast you to the lowest rungs of heaven.” - You cry and sob and can barely mutter out an apology. - Don’t worry, he has an offer for a position directly under him. (eventually literally) - He smirks, all you have to do is drink some of his blood. “Don’t worry, it is totally normal, I have a dangerous job and need to know where my personal assistant is in case of danger, you just have to ask for it so it works.” - You readily agree and practically beg for it, you were so terrified of going back to the lower rungs. - After you drink it you are his. He is your savior. You are so grateful to him and now have no problem being his lover. Not that you would be able to get away if you did.
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studying with the attack on titan boys ♡♡
featuring: porco, eren, armin, jean
porco: 
✯ personally, i see porco as someone who wants to study alone, but with enough pestering he will eventually cave and agree to go with you, but he will find ways to annoy you while you’re there. 
✯ like he’ll steal so many “sips” of your coffee that you’ll have to get another one or he’ll steal a highlighter or pen while you’re not looking and he loves to watch you look around for it. and then he just holds it up with a stupid smirk on his face, i hate him. he might even play footsie with you under the table just because he wants to see you look up at him annoyed. 
✯ but if he knows that you’re studying for a big exam or something you’re super stressed about, he’ll stop his teasing for one day and let you work while the being the good boyfriend he is and getting you whatever you need - he’ll pay for all the coffee you want <3 
eren: 
✯ good luck getting eren to actually study!! 
✯ he has so much energy poor boy can not stay still and focused for that long, you’ll look over at him and he’s watching people out of the window with a pout on his lips lol. 
✯ he will also 100% ask you questions about his homework even if it’s a class you aren’t taking, and if you can’t help he will fully facetime armin and ask him and you’ll have to be like “babe keep it down we’re in a library,” and then eren will be like “it’s ok baby, it’ll be quick” and then proceed to practically yell his question to armin. 
✯ also, the concept of earbuds/headphones does not exist to eren, he will deadass play his lectures out loud wherever you’re studying. 
✯ eren, like porco, will for sure do little things to annoy you and get you distracted from your homework, but he won’t let you get back to what you’re working on, if you’re in front of him that man is not studying. after 30 minutes he’ll be like: “baby, i’m hungry can we go get food :(” and you’re so annoyed from trying to study with him that you say yes. 
armin: 
✯ the best one to go and study with, he takes his studies the most serious out of everyone so of course he’ll make sure you’re taking yours seriously too. 
✯ armin comes prepared. he’s got his highlighters and pens laid out, pomodoro timer on, and classwork ready and pulled up. armin doesn’t want any distractions while he’s studying, so you two get a lot of work done. 
✯ but like, he’s so cute when he studies :( armin has the cutest focused face !! he’s the one distracting you with how cute he is!! his blonde hair is falling in front of his face and when he gets to an especially difficult questions his eyebrows furrow and he bites on his lower lip. ugh i love him. 
✯ also be prepared to be studying for hours! you’ll probably have to be the one to snap him out of studying and be like “armin it’s 9:00 and we still haven’t eaten dinner.” 
jean:
✯ jean is a mix of everyone depending on the day, like if there’s a big test coming up or he has a lot of homework, expect him to be on the armin side (not as extreme though) and if he doesn’t have much homework he’ll be more on the porco/eren side (again, not as extreme though) 
✯ jean will for sure respect that you have work to get done but he can still be a little shit like the others. he’ll probably send you a stupid text while your working on something that says something dumb like you look so pretty right now (heart eyes emoji) but he’s cute so you’ll let it slide 
✯ i also am obsessed with jean wanting to share airpods with you while you study but i know he would play great study music and then out of nowhere “astronaut in the ocean” plays and you’re like “haha jean really funny” and he says “i’m not joking.” 
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djwaglmuffin · 8 months
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NOW HIRING: Colorist/Background Artist
Hello, DJW here:
I am actively seeking a COLORIST/BACJGROUND ARTIST for my webcomic 'Descendant'.
More info UTC.
You must have the following:
A good, fundamental grasp on color theory and the elements of design. Anyone who is also demonstratively improving their basics are also welcome to apply. Good grasp on lighting is also preferred, please.
MUST have a stomach for horror/Lovecraftian designs/mild gore/mild sexual content.
You MUST NOT be adverse to coloring People of Color, LGBTQ+ characters, (This is a very diverse story) as well as the problems they faced in the time period. This story can be very sticky but I do NOT want to traumatize a community for the sake of the story. These various -isms won't be tolerated.
You probably should enjoy some form of "Old Western"-style media: saloons, wagons, horses; etc. etc.
You should also probably enjoy occult stories: vampires, angels, demons, etc. etc.
You must be respectful of my story and how it progresses and have faith that I have control over my narrative.
This will be (hopefully be) a partnership so please do not apply if you don't want to commit to a serious comic endeavor. I've been working on this story for over 20 years.
You MAY build and/or use 3-D models but AI Generated content will NOT be tolerated whatsoever.
Even better if you're a Black or Native American artist so YOU can crack the whip if I'm not representing POC correctly or enough.
You MUST be okay with a 50/50 payment split, meaning: I ALWAYS PAY FELLOW ARTIST HALF UP FRONT AND HALF WHEN THE WORK IS DONE. (<---EVERYONE should be doing this. That way you still get paid for the work you did, and your payee doesn't lose out on hard work.)
MUST be willing to enter into a non-disclosure agreement, as well as a theft-protection agreement meaning: I will absolutely pursue legal action if, for some reason, we part ways and I find out you're using my characters or story ideas in your own works.
MUST have Clip Studio Paint or a program that allows you to work with the CSP files. Clip studio has a STUDIO option where I can add you, and you can open the pages from a cloud service, which really cool once I figure out how to set it all up.
Currently, I am offering $100/page (in reality, it's more like 1 or 2 panels, but we can discuss that later) in webtoon format (vertical form comics). You will not be required to draw much beyond backgrounds and only on select panels to be discussed with me as they come into play. I will specify through conversations what I'm looking for. I am not looking to micro-manage anyone, either. I will let you have your creative freedom, as long as it falls in line with the theme. <--this will be discussed during the planning phases of each chapter.
I will have a tryout period beginning on September 7th where I will pass along something that I drew, and you will color it to demonstrate your skills. I am paying $50 per person (up to 4).
For the work I'm doing: I will be writing, sketching, inking, lettering, paneling...pretty much everything but backgrounds and color.
I am open to different coloring styles, as long as we agree on an inking style and stick to it. I am pushing hard for quality but I understand I am not paying much right now. As time goes on, if this turns out well, I fully intend on upping that payout more and eventually setting up a Patreon which I will be using to pay YOU as well as my editor, and any beta readers I may need before posting. (you can also be that beta reader if you'd like; get that money, baby!)
Also, if this goes well, I am very open to also helping YOU create your own comics, especially on any downtime on my own, FREE OF CHARGE!!
And, if this goes SUPER-DUPER well, I've got a really great idea for a companion project to go along with this story.
If you are interested, please send me a DM on Tumblr, Instagram, or Deviantart along with a little blurb about yourself and a few examples of your best work:
https://www.instagram.com/djwaglmuffin/
Thanks in advance for the interest and I hope to see people apply!
PS: If y'all could reblog and share this on various places to drum up interest, that'd sure be swell.
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I completely understand what you mean with the reader always forgiving Pedro so fast!! Sometimes I’m just like “wait.. that’s it???” With stories haha. But I am also very good at holding grudges and staying mad lmao.
Personally I am a sucker for happy endings bc life is already too sad for me so I hope if you continue the story, they will eventually work things out. But I’m 100% on board with things taking time. Especially after he left her like that to fuck someone else. That was honestly so cruel..
Like you said, he knows how she feels. And he did all that just to break her heart all over again. Just because he’s being selfish and doesn’t want to lose her as a friend.. that really is fucked up! I definitely think he needs someone, like his sisters or Sarah, to be like “what in the fuck Pedro????”
So I would love for Pedro to realise how badly he hurt her and feel a bit of that hurt too. I also really love the “she falls first, he falls harder” thing.
I don’t know how many parts you would want to write but I would love for the reader to kinda “mean up” and just straight up be like “you’re a fucking asshole and I don’t want to see you” to Pedro. Like don’t take that kinda shit from a guy! And especially not someone that calls himself a friend..
That’s actually another thing, Pedro wanted to take her as a thanks for always supporting him and being a great friend etc.. but he’s not really being a good friend to her at all.
So yeah, that’s one thing I would love to see. Reader standing up for herself and realising she doesn’t deserve to be treated like that and making sure Pedro knows that. And I want him to feel bad lmao
But pedro is being an idiot and still tries to keep going like normal but reader is like fuck that and distances herself and pedro slowly realising that he fucked up pretty bad and is completely losing her
Idk, like I said. Personally I love happy endings because real life already sucks enough but that’s of course completely up to you! This was just some ideas, maybe something will spark the writing inspiration. But I’m super glad you’re willing to do a part 2! Hope you have a good day!! :)
OMG ANON, JUST PREACH!!!
I agree 100% with everything you said!
I mean, we all love Pedro and that's why some people choose to have a happy ending fast, but I don't like that, I mean, I love happy endings too, but honestly, I love the hurt and angst more, lol!
I want a happy ending, but it's unfair if reader just forgives him and let him give her his crumbles just because he doesn't want to let go of their friendship. He knew damn well what he was doing, I mean, even if he didn't know reader had romantic feelings for him, or even if she didn't love him at all, it would still be so rude of him to just ignore her and send her home alone in order to go fuck someone else. It gives that 'i found someone better than you' vibe, you know?
I really like your ideas and I was thinking something similar, but the thing is, if I go along with it, then there's gonna be more than just the second part 😉 and Pedro will have to be even more of a dick to reader...
And if I'm being honest literally just five minutes before my shift started I began writing the second part. It is still some loose ideas but, it's something right? Even if I am able to work more on it, I still have a Javier Peña work to post before and then we'll see how it goes. I will also officially open my requests for Pedro and Javier (and Joel when I start tlou) later this week, because I don't want to accumulate a lot of work.
But if you have any other ideas, let me know, I really love those!
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I really appreciate your blog.
With any new interest of mine, if i get to follow any one fan account, it is the one that has something interesting to say, (that they’re gracious enough to write down and share) because they’ve been DEEP in the stock and the gravy is just pouring out on its own. I don’t agree with everything you write, cause i have my own experiences and the interpretations they influence yadayada, but it is nice to read someone else who got forced by their brain decided to think extensively about a relationship-business situation that a couple of 40 yos have got due to the nature of their job as main talent, founders, and CEOs of a new media corporation.
I don’t think this is the healthiest thing for anyone to be obsessed with, and id love to be obsessed with a book or a video game, but analysis of interpersonal relationships between youtubers, for me, really is the only thing that sticks.
So, yeah.. I really appreciate your blog, the way you write, and how seriously you take certain aspects of it. Makes me feel seen, and therefore, less insane. Heart emoji
Thank you for enjoying the blog and empathising!
I am going to be 100% honest though; I’m sure this was not intentional but in your quick assumption that our mindsets coincide mutually, some of your mail ended up sounding a little backhanded.
My experience is in fact different and I approach it with an entirely different mindset that does not involve beating myself up. I do not internalize my interest in Rhett and Link’s dynamic and I do not feel insane at all actually, not even humorously. I have observed that my perception of them often differs from their statements, as a result I feel curious to explore this and figure out whether I am missing something or they are fabricating it.
I like Rhett and Link a lot but I don’t exactly consider myself obsessed with them but I am rather curious with what my mind processes. Which is why I found it interesting that you scratched the “forced by brain” thing and kept the “decided to think extensively about the relationship of 40 year olds”. You shouldn’t scratch the first one because it is openly my biggest motivation - I feel compelled by my suspiciously different perception of them to analyse what’s going on. Is that healthy? No, it’s not, but it is unhealthy in a different way than the way you thought. It’s a quirk or flaw of mine: I don’t like to be painted as the crazy one when all evidence leads to a certain explanation. The unhealthy part is that it involves their privacy and therefore I should lay off more easily even when painted as crazy. But that’s where my flaw comes in, what happens between them is between them only, however I am still painted as crazy or as seeing things that don’t exist. So I really want to see where I am making the mistake, what makes me fall for the nonexistent thing, otherwise I will have to rub my vindication on people’s faces.
I have accepted this about myself - with its pros and cons - so I am very open about being urged by my brain. On the contrary I am not as comfortable with claiming “I decided to devote part of my free time to Rhett and Link’s relationship”, because it resonates with me less. Make no mistake, I enjoy enough of their content (and I am quite critical towards the rest of it) and I am definitely inspired by their long-lasting unconventional friendship as is. What I am saying though is that if there wasn’t also the motive of the hope/expectation to eventually be proven wrong or right for good, I would be here way less and I would watch them less and I would think about them less. Still they would be part of my interests, but definitely less.
On the contrary. I am usually passionate over fictional content and not at all over celebrities and YouTubers. Like, at all. Unless it’s Keith Richards I guess. I made this blog years ago for Sherlock actually. And yet it was again because I felt compelled to talk about things the screenwriters eventually denied until the end.
See a pattern there? It is my quirk or flaw. I do acknowledge that most people obsess over real people or fiction for different reasons but this for me has been secondary. Not non-existent, to claim that would be hypocritical, in the sense that I do enjoy the idea of Rhink too, I am not saying I am above it, but it’s 100% truly secondary for me personally. In other words, if I eventually get persuaded they are 100% platonic with happy marriages, I will be annoyed at what happened to me and I got it THAT wrong but I will be super happy for them for succeeding both in romance and friendship without any such trouble at all.
Okay I hope this won’t make you grow distant from what you enjoyed in my blog, this is in no way my intention. I just felt I was getting a little misunderstood and wanted to be clear. Also, I didn’t like being led, even indirectly through your empathy, into a path of self-judgment; thinking about unhealthy obsession, that I am crazy due to how much I analyse this etc etc If it’s proven that I and all the rest of us have been indeed lied to, then why would I blame my disbelief and inquiry? To be clear, Rhett and Link have all the rights in the world to lie to us about their personal lives. But I also unashamedly retain the right to not believe in lies.
Unless I am proven wrong for good. Then this will be an unpleasant but certainly useful experience.
Thanks again for the good words, please don’t take this the wrong way, I am just explaining my perspective.
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I’ve been a huge Taylor fan since 2009 and I 100% feel you. I’m sick of her right now. So so tired from May and all the shit that came from (most) swifties. I’m not even joking when I say all of my swiftie friends turned on me and participated in the backlash, even a few that were 75 fans?? It was truly all so performative, because why didn’t you give a fuck before this? 
I’m beyond sick of Maylors too. I liked the idea of them but it’s over, give it a rest. I saw a thread a few days ago that said IILWY is about Taylor, completely disregarding that lyric about a black girl. Realllly side-eyeing the fans that just pretend like he wasn’t with Twigs for 3 years, especially when they might’ve been engaged. That breakup really seemed hard on him. Also people saying It’s Not Living is about her?? It literally has a line about shooting up heroin in it but okay. 
It also upsets me that she didn’t shut any of that shit down. In a way I’ve lost some respect for her. She didn’t have to say anything specifically about Matty but god tell some fans to fuck off for once. 
Sorry for the long message, it just seems like you share some of my frustrations, and I know a lot of others do. 
No, no, I totally understand and 10000% agree with you. This is a safe space for venting frustrations lol.
And, yeah, I was (and still am) sickened by all that shit. ESPECIALLY the twigs stuff. I had half a mind to rant about it on here the other day but I felt like it would fall on deaf ears. I’ve even had conversations with some Maylors, tried to hear them out and see their logic. See if I can offer them mine. It’s like they’re incapable of understanding that matty would sing about anything but love or anything BUT TAYLOR. I’d be like “yeah sure it SOUNDS like a love song but it’s about drugs” they’d conveniently gloss over the line or say “beautiful shoes Taylor is known for her shoes.” IS SHE???!! I’ve never heard that before ever.
I’m so sorry about your swiftie friends. I’ve had the same experience. Though they weren’t 75 fans they just supported my obsession with the band lol. But yeah. Personally, I think Taylor is a great artist and has earned her place in pop history. But other than that…..idk. Especially when it comes to speaking out about stuff. She either won’t, or will do it in a way that comes off as paying lip service. Which is fine. I’m not saying every artist should be an activist. Actually it’d be great if uninformed people stopped performing wokeness and stfu and left it to experts. But she holds away with swifties she could’ve said some passive aggressive shit about being kind or whatever. Idkkk man.
It’s just a lot right now and it’s everywhere even when I don’t go looking for it, it seems to find me lmao. It’s okay though. Things will calm down eventually. I’m sure it also has to do with the fact that they’re both touring right now and in the public eye. Hopefully the weird maylor shit will calm down with time. But yeah I’m so done with trying to respect their pov or whatever. They’ve gone wayyyyy over the line.
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minutiaewriter · 1 year
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Hey there! I saw your 'offering advice' kinda post so I thought I'd pop in -- I am endlessly fascinated by people's writing processes, so I thought I'd ask about that! Specifically outlining, seeing as I saw you're mostly a plotter. ^_^ What sort of outline method do you use? Recommend? What different ones have you tried over the years? Did you plot your trilogy before writing or did you have to go back and do major overhauls? Anything you'd like to talk about! ^_^
Hello :) Thanks for stopping by!
The outline process that I use is pretty simple, actually. I have a document filled with every scene (sometimes it's broken down into two or three lines of the same scene) in chronological order. (I've heard writing advice saying you don't have to write the story in chronological order, just write whatever you can, and I 100% agree with that but unfortunately my brain will not cooperate if I try to go out of order.)
Anyway, I write down each scene and kind of follow along and fill in details and descriptive elements as I'm writing--super basic. Sometimes the outline will have words/themes I want to incorporate into the scene. I think outlining/keeping all your story information straight and organized can be done a lot of smart ways and what works will be different for everybody. However, I can say that when editing/outlining/planning a novel don't dismiss any idea you have, no matter how stupid or trivial or irrelevant you find it at the time--it might be a fantastic addition later.
As for plotting the entire trilogy, it didn't all fall into place very quickly at first but once I set the ball rolling it began to piece itself together almost without my help. I do have some plans for the trilogy as a whole, but honestly anything could happen at this point!
I also keep an "outtakes" document where all of my scrapped scenes go just in case I need to refer to them later/want to add them back in. To answer one of your questions, I have done major overhauls and I can say that if you ever feel like an overhaul would be best, or even just the cutting of a scene, try it because you never know how much better it could make the overall story. Don't be afraid to cut and change! One of the things that saved me early on in the first draft of Hera: To Catch a Star was just going for it and scrapping nearly the entire novel and the final product emerged later on so, so much better than I would have ever thought.
The best advice I could give on planning/overhauls is to be fearless with your first drafts--or even your second, third, fourth, etc for that matter! Don't be afraid to veer off-course of the original plan, and don't be discouraged if something doesn't work out. Writing is all about experimentation with words, finding the right formula and flow, and especially when you're just starting out it's important to play around/keep an open mind so that you'll eventually find your own unique voice as a writer.
I hope you found this enlightening and interesting, and please stay tuned for updates on To Catch a Star, coming in February of 2023!!
Lots of love and happy writing!
-Min 🌸
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valentine-cafe · 2 months
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lil thing for the Valentine's matchups ^-^ rahh first time rq'ing on main here-
male (trans), he/him, I like men. asexual but not 100% against doing nsfw activities, just cautious.
INTJ-T, Libra, neurodivergent, and a chronic migraine sufferer. I'm a bit of a creative person since I make art and occasionally write my own works. I'm typically shy and maybe a bit closed off, but I can come out of my skin in the right conversation / around the right people, infodumping all about my interests and life so far. I'm someone who's just so weak to flirting, i become like an incapacitated pile of fluster and it's so obvious 😭 I don't like it when people are pushy though, as long as they acknowledge and don't ignore any boundaries then I'm alright. I have a strong sense of justice and am stubborn to the point it negatively affects me sometimes.
moving past that, my interests mainly consist of art, writing, books and music, I haven't dived into it much but I quite like making bouquets, and I'd love to try my hand at being a florist some day. horror is one of my favorite genres, whichever type of media it may be, since it doesn't affect me all that much (typically nothing more than a flinch.) I'd love to be able to play the harp or bass some day. and finally, piercings are a bit of a special interest for me, having 6 myself and many more to come.
I hope this'll be enough information, and legitimately, thank you two for putting out such amazing content so consistently. it brightens my day when I see a new post 😭
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⊹ ۪ ࣪ ᥫ᭡ “ you are paired with . . . ” ꒱ 
you’re a perfect match for rishen 928b and rishen 9948e ( who I will be referring to as ‘angel’ for this while i refer to 928b as simply ‘rishen’ )! this particular rishen duo is interesting, so be prepared for what’s in store when the three of you enter a relationship. your creativity coincides well with angel as he finds himself in awe at your works, always encouraging you to keep going and at times even aiding you in some. your sense of justice is something that they both find particularly attractive and your stubbornness? well that’s something they can both relate to as well. rishen is quite fond of your certainty of self and simply the way that you carry yourself. your more creative self contrasts well with his stem student aura; and he always finds himself curious in your art and hobbies, eager to try them out with you. seeing as you’re a person who is easily flustered, that is right up their alley as well — especially angel who’s always making you blush and squeal. however, don’t think that rishen is all innocent, he can be just as bad as angel with his way of ‘sweet-talking flirting’. an interesting aspect about these two is that while they get along and they have both agreed to be with you, they have a bit of an on-and-off competition going on. so be prepared for that when it comes you in particular hehe
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍰 ꒱ 𝒔𝒐𝒎𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒂𝒅𝒄𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒏𝒔 ⊹ ۪
˖ ࣪ ଓ whenever your migraines begin acting up, rishen 928b will be the first to rush to you with your medication, a glass of water and whatever else that may comfort you when you are experiencing these violent migraines, always making sure you are feeling better and get the rest that you need, and once he’s done with putting you under blankets, he pulls you into his arms, cuddling you up to him to help you nap. eventually somewhere throughout your migraine naps, you’ll always wake up to feel angel cuddling up to you. wing wrapped around you and face buried in your shoulder to breathe you in as he falls asleep in the cuddle too. ˖ ࣪ ଓ they love flirting with you, angel playing around with your flustered state by giving you small touches and whispers in your ear, while rishen loves to seem like his flirting is oblivious and innocent. it is not and he loves seeing your face turn all the shades of red. of course, a very important part is your comfort. both of them always take your boundaries seriously and into consideration. ˖ ࣪ ଓ as for wanting to learn the harp, you’ve got a very specific angel that too, plays the harp. and is good at it too. he’d love to sit you down and teach you where your fingers should strum at the strings and where the light and hard touches should switch around. he also does this for the sake of simply enjoying the feel of being close to you of course — when you’ve had a few lessons from him, he gets rishen and shows him what you have learnt. leaving the two to throw praise after praise at you after every little touch and kiss. ˖ ࣪ ଓ rishen adores listening to you ramble and infodump. he finds it to be a wonderful sound, especially when he’s working. he always makes sure to let you know that he is listening. whether it be by giving you small hums of acknowledgement or squeezing your hand in his while his other works. when it comes to you falling asleep, angel also enjoys listening to you talk until you drift off. causing him to smile and give your temple a gentle kiss before he follows shortly after. ˖ ࣪ ଓ these two in particular have a bit of a competition. with angel’s jealousy towards rishen combined with rishen’s sometimes annoyance towards angel’s demeanour, at times they can butt heads. of course they do not do this in front of you, but expect there to be a bit of a competition when it comes to you. one of them sweeping you away to kiss you all over when they know that the other is watching — or even their seemingly playful jealousy around you. however, they will cut it out if it is something that makes you uncomfortable.
˗ˏˋ꒰ 🍡 ꒱ 𝒔𝒏𝒖𝒈𝒈𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒎. . . ⊹ ۪
“haven’t you given him enough of your time today?”
two strong arms wrap around you from behind and the tickle of wings leaves you shivering. angel places his chin upon your shoulder and draws you nearer. your fingers pause at the piece you were working on as you’re brought to lean back against him.
angel presses a few affectionate kisses up your neck, a deep chuckle resonating from his throat when you squeal and squirm in the slightest.
“flustered already, mi amanecer?” he muses, hands rubbing up your sides before they return to simply clasp so that his arms remain looped around you. his amber eyes cutting over to his counterpart who still remained at your side, hand linked with yours while his other wrote away at some work.
“seems like someone’s a bit green, hmm?” rishen’s gaze spares you a side glance and the smile on his red lips is evident as he gives your hand a squeeze. deliberately leaning over and moving angel’s head out of the way so that he can press a kiss to your cheek.
“don’t bully angel” you whine with a pout as you turn your head to the side to meet the lips that came into contact with your cheek. the smallest hum leaves the spider, his left eyebrow twitching slightly at the feel of your lips on his once again. with a swift sway to the side of the holographic screen, his warm bronze hands find your cheeks and brings your face closer for a deeper kiss.
the angel with his arms still wrapped around you, squints his eyes and to distract you and get your attention on him instead, he bites down into your shoulder gently, earning a small squeal from you as his teeth come into contact with your delicate and tender skin.
the spider rolls his eyes at the action, huffing in amusement as he looks at the variant version of himself.
“what? do you really not have anything more interesting to do or say to catch his attention, hm? pathetic. the admiral of the astral planes, has no words to be said to catch the attention of our beautiful and handsome boyfriend, hah?”
⊹ ۪ ࣪ ᥫ᭡ “ others you also paired with. . . ” ꒱ 
˖ ࣪ ଓ jingyi 9948e  ˖ ࣪ ଓ haitao 209
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Glamrocks + sun confessing to gn reader ?
M!Glamrocks + Sundrop x Reader HCs
i’m just gonna do the boys for this one. ask if you’d like the girls(Chica, Roxy, Vanny-Vanessa) along with it!
also, i’m so sorry these are late and bad…i’m still getting the hang of headcanons, woo . _.
Freddy
This big, friendly bear always has his arms wide open to anyone feeling down, but the moment he is ‘forced’ to talk about his feelings, he becomes a stammering mess.
The idea of being a…romantic partner of yours has been lingering around his mechanical head for days on end. It eventually starts to cause minor malfunctions, so he thinks that he should at least inform you of his feelings(taking the risk of you not agreeing).
It‘s before a performance that he tells you that he wishes to talk to you. Although, before you can even bat an eye in his direction, the lift takes him and his friends up to the stage.
During that concert, all he can feel is disappointment. Did you even hear him call out to you? Were you ignoring him for some odd reason?..,Did you know?
As absurd questions pile, he has a gloomy mood on the stage. It causes the audience not to be as hype, and you ponder whats happening to him while you watch from the sidelines.
Coming down from the lift, you wait right there, saying your greetings to the others of the band, but walk to Freddy the second you find him standing there.
His back is to you, and he is slumped over. He is upset to fail yet another concert all because of his own thoughts. It’s a curse to him to have the mind of a human, an entity.
He turns around to see you right there. “Oh! (Y/n), you startled me!” His tone is down from what it usually is, causing you to raise an eyebrow. Acknowledging your suspicion, Freddy sheepishly rubs the back of his neck, stating that he has something to say to you.
With his eyes now focusing on you, he lets his arm fall back to his side and says, “I am not sure if this is correct to say, but…You are a joy to me, (Y/n). I like your company…I like you.”
Cue the moment he feels his systems overheating. He could not believe he just said that! It didn’t exactly effect him physically, but, boy, did it do so personally. Especially when you accept ;)
Monty
Hoo, boy. If anybody is a hard target to get to like, it’s Montgomery Gator. After all, the “error” in his program does give him frequent rages.
He doesn’t understand the concept of liking someone as much as the others, so let’s just say it…frustrates him that he can’t tell what he’s feeling.
All he can say is that when he looks at you, he feels his inner system clenching. As cheesy as it sounds, it is 100% true.
So, to heal himself from the unwanted “nausea”, he makes his way over to his beloved golf course; his safe haven. The place is like his second home. He goes there almost every day after auditions or concerts, and adores to hang out with the kids and adults, competing against them in friendly games of mini golf.
He scowls at the ground while thinking of how and why he‘s thinking of you in ways he never even knew. He thinks about it a little too hard that he doesn’t even acknowledge your presence!
When you clear your throat to capture his attention, he doesn’t even bat an eye at you. Instead, he hum lowl, his head kept down. After asking what his issue is, Monty becomes straightforward and tells you on spot what he believes is making him overthink.
“I like ya, (Y/n),” he mutters, “Take it as a compliment. You never get those from me often.”—Which was painfully true.
After confessing to you, he becomes more decisive and truthful to you. He even tries to stop himself from his anger issues getting the best of him, for he knows that it startled you/others.
He comes to be a huge sweetheart…when he wants to be. From playing the bass for you to letting you win in his Gator Golf, Montgomery would never second think his choice in choosing you to be his lover.
Sundrop
If you thought Freddy and Monty were hard robotic animals to convince themselves that they like you, then you are dead right.
Sundrop is all over you constantly. Whether it be worrying over you after a fall, or acting dramatic upon seeing a drawing you help draw for a kid, he is all. over. you.
He is like a mixture of both Freddy and Monty when confessing to you. At first, he’s stuttering and not sure how or why he’s feeling in such a way whenever he sees you. But as he is caught in a tight circle—one he won’t be escaping from anytime soon—he is straightforward and surprisingly calm.
His calmness is what allows you to understand that he is truthful with his said feelings.
The lights are kept on in spite of the Daycare in its closing hours. The way how it was so quiet soothed you immensely.
After walking around for a bit longer, you spot a familiarly slim and bright figure kicking his legs in the air while he sits on a bar of the jungle gym.
He acknowledges your presence, and it takes him a literal second to be right in front of you; his grinning permanently spreading his lips to show a toothy white smile.
“Hellooo, friend!” Sun greets cheerfully, waving at you. “How are ya? Huh, huh?”
While his face peers close to yours, you push him back to keep a distance between the both of you, a blush evident on your cheeks.
Sundrop is no where near dumb. He knows the habits of humans, and he knows that what your face was doing was indeed a good sign(for him, at least).
If possible, he smiles more. “Heya, wanna hear a secret I got for ya?” You nod. A childish giggle comes from Sundrop before he leans close to you, and whispers loudly, “You’re pretty cute, (Y/n). I like you!”
Your reaction is priceless to the ray of sunshine, causing him to laugh at you in a gleeful way. He doesn’t try to mock you, yet it sometimes comes out as a ridiculing joke. What kind of relationship did you find yourself getting into? The answer to that is unknown.
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faeaura · 2 years
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✿ 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒! | 𝖽𝖺𝗍𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖾𝗅𝗅𝗂𝗈𝗍 (𝖾𝗎𝗉𝗁𝗈𝗋𝗂𝖺) ̥*ೃ♡𓏲
synopsis ⇨ in which i describe what it would be like dating elliot using these cute lil’ headcanons!
pairings ⇨ elliot x fem!reader.
warnings ⇨ fluff with some dirty talking—some swearing and elliot being his usual annoying self.
authors note ⇨ highly requested on my old blog but nothing like a fresh start, right? hopefully we get a backstory for this mysterious cutie in season three ♡.
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oh god.
i feel like dating elliot would be a bit of a rollercoaster, you know how he is.
this boy would definitely keep you on the phone until one am talking about pure nonsense and you would eat up every second of it; you love hearing his voice. you’d often find yourself falling asleep listening to him babble about god knows what.
“i just think it’s ridiculous how we don’t have a record store in our area you know? i’m ti—are-are you sleep, yn?”
“hm? no…keep talking, i’m listening.”
tickle fights—hear me out. elliot gives off major tickle monster energy and every chance he has to tickle you, he will take it. he won’t stop until there’s tears streaming down your face, gasping for air.
“fuck, elliot stop it—please stop it!”
i feel like you two would spend some time at the skate park. sometimes he would teach how to skateboard…
“woah—easy there, babe. remember what i taught you about balance, alright?”
…and other times you two would watch the snobby preteen boys there, the ones that act like they own the ramps. elliot would purposely pick at them even though you told him a million times to leave them alone.
“hey uh, buddy? i hate to break it to ya’, but that kickflip was absolute ass. stop letting your friends gas you up.”
being really good friends with rue and jules and hanging out with them at his place after school.
him pushing you on the swings at the park.
also, i feel like he would actually love giving you forehead kisses? he’s very much a forehead kisser. long day? forehead kiss. when you fall asleep? forehead kiss. feeling sad? forehead kiss.
going to library to do everything but read books. you guys would be sitting all the way in the back, breaking the ‘no eating or drinking’ rule while gossiping like a seventh grade school girls.
late night shake & fry runs at mcdonald’s.
“did they seriously forget my fries?”
eventually going to a record store and checking out all the classic vinyls on the display. would walk in empty handed and would walk out with maxed out credit cards.
you’d get on his nerves and he’d get on yours. but we can all agree that he would be 100 times more annoying.
sleepovers! he’s a big big big softy for them. they would have to be hosted at your house because his…it’s the epitome of dumpster island.
getting high off cookie and brownie edibles while watching cartoons from the 70s such as the flintstones, scooby doo, the jetsons…etc.
sometimes, you’d steal his clothes. swipe a sweater when he’s not looking. sneak a jacket when his back is turned. but he knows you’ve been taking his stuff and every time he goes into his closest.
“where the fuck is my jack—yn…”
both you of you being super obsessed with music! you guys have a miscellaneous taste in music and could spend hours talking tunes and bops from a specific era. 70s 80s 90s—you name it.
and with that being said, you love it when elliot sings to you. and loves singing to you. he has the voice of an angel and the amount of times you feel asleep listening to him sing are endless.
“hey, can i play you a song?”
“i’d love that.”
and of course, with his wholesome moments, there’s his obnoxious moments.
he hates it when you’re busy because you’re not paying attention to him. he really is the biggest baby but in secret.
“i’m so bored. and horny. why don’t you put those books down come give me some head?”
and please, don’t you dare chose academics over him or else he’ll torture you.
“‘wish my head was in between your thighs right now.”
“when you’re done writing, come sit on my face. ‘wanna taste you so bad.”
he definitely has a fascination with the moon, sun, stars, and planets. astronomy geek in the making. i picture you and elliot going on late night roof top stargazing picnics, looking at the beautiful california night sky.
“do you think there’s life on mars?”
him being your personal driver, taking you wherever whenever.
taking showers and bubble baths together. elliot loves all the bath time fragrances you have in the cabinets in your bathroom. from bodycology to bath and body works, you really have them all.
intense make out sessions on rainy days.
pulling pranks on each other.
you being the love of his life.
and him being yours.
“i love you so fucking much, yn.”
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